The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Comfort For Many Souls …

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What A Comfort It Is To Live Under The Creator’s Protection …

Comfort for My People

It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31. Quote:

  • COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.
  • A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.
  • A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
  • The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.
  • O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.
  • He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.
  • Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?
  • Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
  • Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?
  • Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?
  • The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.
  • Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
  • It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
  • Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
  • To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
  • Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
  • He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. End of quote.

The Visionaries Of Ancient Times Told Us All About It.

So it is written but we pay no mind or we take for granted what it is written. That is the way You designed the past present and future.

The Visionaries Of The Present …

I for one have come to terms with Your design. How and why? That is what You, my Master have been revealing to me since 1985 in dreams and visions as You did with the visionaries of ancient times. As it is written, quote:

Joel 2:17-32

  • Let the priests, the ministers of the Master, weep between the porch and the altar; and let them say, Have pity and spare Your people, O Master, and give not Your heritage to reproach, that the [heathen] nations should rule over them or use a byword against them. Why should they say among the peoples, Where is their God?
  • Then was the Master jealous for His land and had pity on His people. Yes, the Master answered and said to His people, Behold, I am sending you grain and juice [of the grape] and oil, and you shall be satisfied with them; and I will no more make you a reproach among the [heathen] nations.
  • But I will remove far off from you the northern [destroyer’s] army and will drive it into a land barren and desolate, with its front toward the eastern [Dead] Sea and with its rear toward the western [Mediterranean] Sea. And its stench shall come up [like that of a decaying mass of locusts, a symbol and forecast of the fate of the northern army in the final day of the Master], and its foul odor shall come up, because He has done great things [the Master will have destroyed the invaders]! [Isa_34:1-4, Isa_34:8; Jer_25:31-35; Joe_2:11]
  • Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Master has done great things! [Zec_12:8-10]
  • Be not afraid, you wild beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness have sprung up and are green; the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their [full] strength.
  • Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Master, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.
  • And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.
  • And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.
  • And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Master, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.
  • And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.
  • Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.
  • And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.
  • The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Isa_13:6, Isa_13:9-11; Isa_24:21-23; Eze_32:7-10; Mat_24:29-30; Rev_6:12-17]
  • And whoever shall call on the name of the Master shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Master has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Master calls. [Act_2:17-21; Rom_10:13]. End of quote.

You Always Bring Those Words To My Mind …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 4:32 am.

Yes, in these days I am one of those maidservants upon whom You have pour out Your Spirit for witnessing purposes. Thus, You compel me to proclaim by all means available over the four corners of the earth Your dealings with my ways.

Your Dealing With My Indecision And Lack Of Understanding …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 8:44 am.

I recorded last at 4:32 am. At that moment I became dizzy and blurred vision. Could not write anymore. I headed for bed. As I laid down the tears began to flow. Why?

  • After few days of indecision not knowing or understanding Your doings, I came clean to You searching for relief.
  • First thing I confessed my gratitude for the pain relief and ability to take care of myself, plus the computer gift.
  • I asked of You once again to bless all contributors for such blessing.
  • Next, I confessed my lack of understanding for the itching, the incontinence, the inability to regulate my sugar levels, the defective vision, the hardship reading digitally even with the new monitor, the need for a printer, the indecision to ask for it for fear again of what would they think of me.
  • Plus, the lack of understanding of Your doings amidst ourselves.
  • Furthermore, I confessed again my lack of understanding when I have no inkling of any change among Your people.
  • I confessed my indecision and lack of comfort despite all Your latest blessings.
  • I lifted my shrilling cry for mercy for us all once again.
  • Slept!

On Waking Up At The Light Of Dawn? Wow! …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 9:20 am.

Never mind your peeves! Go on to fix that latest setup to safely place your greenery. Take one of the boards covering the stand outside. It will suit your purposes.

  • Not finding a suitable board for the setup was one of my frustrations earlier.
  • The truth? No amount of money or professional help to set up my working area could replace the setup that I am now enjoying. Wow!
  • Plus, come wintertime when there is need for the heater under the back setup?
  • It can be removed without affecting my working area. What comfort!
  • But then again, who knows?
  • By that time perhaps You might bless me with AC for cold or heat.
  • Your doings are beyond my conceptions.
  • No matter! You are working a good plan for us all.
  • Not me nor any human or devil can thwart such plan.
  • Your Sovereign Authority over Your creation remains untouchable eternally.

You Shall Sit On Your Throne Forever …

No kidding! O My people, ALL shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Master am your Almighty Yahuwah and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.

Your People? The Mystery Now Revealed …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 10:05 am.

O but Your unfathomable wisdom! Your people now roam the four corners of the earth lost for the most without their rightful identity. How that came to be?

The Fulfillment Of The Very First Command To Your First Created Human Being …

Indeed! We humans been roaming these earthly grounds for more years that anyone can accurately count. We have not really forgotten our identity with You but! Such thing is only a vague memory ingrained without us. Regardless, it is written, quote:

  • Genesis 1:26-31
  • And the Father said, Let Us [Father, Son, and Holy Spirit] make mankind in Our image, after Our likeness, and let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, the [tame] beasts, and over all of the earth, and over everything that creeps upon the earth. [Psa_104:30; Heb_1:2; Heb_11:3]
  • So the Father created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of the Father He created him; male and female He created them. [Col_3:9-10; Jas_3:8-9]
  • And  the Father blessed them and said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it [using all its vast resources in the service of the Father and man]; and have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and over every living creature that moves upon the earth.
  • And  the Father said, See, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the land and every tree with seed in its fruit; you shall have them for food.
  • And to all the animals on the earth and to every bird of the air and to everything that creeps on the ground–to everything in which there is the breath of life–I have given every green plant for food. And it was so.
  • And the Father saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day. End of quote.

Funny Thing! The Way We Twist Such Words …

We skip the part that says, ‘in the service of the Father and man’ and proceed to live in the service of mankind. O but we are ordained ministers! Is our duty to serve mankind. Really? Read it again.

  • … in the service of the Father and man

Mercy Me! O My Master, We Do The Same With Your First And Most Important Of Your Commandments, But!

That is the way You designed for all to develop. And that is the mystery now becoming public knowledge. And that is Your purpose for my existence on these earthly grounds.

What A Mighty Yah I Serve …

Sunday, October 11, 2020 at 11:23 am.

Master? You know how we read that Your ancient workers did not see what they prophesied as we are seeing it now, and? We proceed to consider ourselves privileged. Never realizing that what we see now is not the end.

The End Of The Final Cycle On These Earthly Grounds Remains A Mystery …

Yes, You are revealing the mystery of Your doings but only at Your discretion. The final end will only be revealed when it actually happens.

  • That is the fact to be exact.
  • So what is the use to trouble myself with my lack of understanding of it all?
  • No use. That is Your word for me today.
  • Thank You.
  • Forget my peeves.
  • Go on with the posting.
  • Pick it up from the last post.

All Was Going Super Well, Until …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:32 pm.

O my Master? I fear to brag but I know this computer is indestructible. I do not have to spend a nickel on it. It’ll keep working no matter all attacks from the powers to be.

  • You know the reason why I fear to brag about all You do to keep this machine going.
  • What is that reason? Before this nightmare began, the computer was working beautifully! And?
  • I turned my head a bit, what did I see?
  • The computer fan that has not worked for a long time right then, turning, turning, turning.
  • I smiled big at Your work, then?
  • Boom! Black screen! You have no OS!!!
  • WHAT? It did not dawn on me the hard drive had crashed. Poor Basilia!
  • The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

Destructive Fears …

Master? There is an immensity of fears that crowd the human mind. Destructive fears that have claimed many of human souls. Even so? You are in control of it all.

Solutions On The Way …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Master? It looks like You are showing me the way to go. I am waiting to see if this new download of the drivers would work to connect me to the NET.

Victory! Your Victory My Master! …

Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 3:25 pm.

Master! You led me to fix the problems all by myself. No way to get hooked-up with anyone to help. Amazing! I must now  install the rest of my programs and?

Back To The Task You Have Assigned Unto Me! …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 6:32 am.

Thanks, my Master! I am all situated for now. If only people knew the extent of Your doings in the last two weeks of computer troubles. Wow!

The wisdom and knowledge You invested upon me is priceless.

  • Human knowledge and wisdom?
  • Wasted money and time.
  • What basis are there for such statement?
  • What is the core of it all?

Lack Of Faith And Trust In You …

Friday, September 18, 2020 at 7:55 am.

No kidding. O my Master? The numbers on the hour right now? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest and Five for grace and preparation.

Completeness And Rest. Grace And Preparation …

What does that mean my Master? I hear You. It means to be complete in all manners and shapes this life can deal to me as I rest and depend on You absolutely.

On This 7th Day Of Rest …

Saturday, September 19, 2020 at 9:26 pm.

You are leading me to acquire computer skills to do my own troubleshooting. It is quite an interesting way You are leading me to the left or to the right on the maze of the computer world.

Master? I Don’t Know What Is Going On With Me But You Do …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 7:44 pm.

You are my Master. You have brought me into Your Presence for all practical purposes. I no longer wish to take things back into my own hands. I refuse to act the way I think or feel.

  • You know I wish to have Windows 10 back because I have yet to succeed configuring Windows 7 and Windows Vista.
  • It is coming to me to try one more time to create the Windows 10 install with the Microsoft tool. Perhaps now it will work. No. It will not work because of the drive format.
  • Master? Show me the way. Should I buy the Windows 10? Show me if there is a discount where I can afford to buy it. I will check now.

Unless You Resolve The Problems With This Computer …

Sunday, September 20, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

There is no way for me to find what is needed. I’ll quit now. There is peace like a river funning in my soul. Thank You for the couple hours of sleep.

Now What My Master? Perhaps Attempt To Install Photoshop? …

Monday, September 21, 2020 at 2:22 am.

Much problems activating Windows. Was not able to record on Tuesday

It Is Now Another Day Starting With Frustrations …

Wednesday, September 23, 2020 at 5:11 AM.

Master? I can’t find Your way. I am at my wits end. Unless You intervene? I haven’t got the slightest of what I will do. I simply abhor the idea of spending monies You have not supplied for me.

I will try once more to reinstall Windows Professional. But I am running low on disk space on C: and I have not succeeded in fixing the problem. I will try to fix it one more time. I wait on You.

Two Frustrating Days! No Internet Connection …

‎Friday, ‎September ‎25, ‎2020 at 6:17 pm.

I have not been able to setup a working environment. Not able to install my programs or check emails. But You know all about it my Master.

I will struggle to record in this WordPad, nothing like Microsoft Word but better than Notepad.

  • Right now I am exhausted but not discouraged or despondent at all. You are with and for me. I have nothing to worry about. In due time You will resolve all this problems.

Master? You Continue To Lead Me …

Friday, September 25, 2020 at 9:41 pm.

There is no way I can continue my attempts to connect to the Internet. I am out of downloading gigas, that is why I cannot connect to download the necessary programs, but!

  • I had an old Office CD so it installed. I can now at least record whatever You are doing on my daily experience of Your Presence in my life.
  • I cannot install Photoshop because it won’t work without Internet, I think. Let me see. Maybe the old CD works without Internet.

So Many Fears Churning In My Mind …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:33 am.

My mind is my worst enemy. Thank You for Your power to overcome it. I fear this drive could crash any minute. But the worst fear?

The possibility the virus infection is still actively filling my drives to the crashing point including the tetra external. It is coming to me to install antivirus from the Gigabyte cd.

Once Again I Find Myself Dumbfound Mute In Awe …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 7:01 am.

Master! I don’t know where or how to begin to relate the update of Your doings. In my search for ways to avail myself of the programs to continue the task You have assigned to me? Surprise!

I Do Not Need To Continue As Before. Change! …

Ha! So that is Your purpose for the nightmare of the last few weeks. Today, on this last 7th day of rest of the 9th month You surprised me big time!

You Opened My Eyes To See Your Will For Me To Continue Your Work With And For Me …

On the first 7th Day of Rest of this 9th month of 2020. You are leading me all the way despite all setbacks. The Internet quits on and off. Not being able to find the solutions for the computer crashing unexpectedly, but! You are leading me to find the cause of the problems.

The Cause Found. Profound Are Your Ways …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 10:46 am.

Master? Your knowledge is so vastly profound that the human mind cannot grasp but a tiny spec of it. This is what You are demonstrating to me as my journey in Your Presence continues.

What Caused The Nightmare Of The Last Few Weeks? …

Not what but Who. Who caused the nightmare? You did my Master. Why? To prevent me from stagnation in my own way of doing things routinely like a ritual. What?

Indeed! My Ways Are Stagnant Opposite To Your Ways …

Wow! What a revelation! You hate routines and ritualistic ways. It is not a matter of lack of order and organization. Not at all. It is a matter of flexibility to bid Your will.

If I Establish My Daily Routine I Close The Door To Bid Your Will …

Wow again! I see it my Master! I see it! So far You have kept me from establishing myself in my own ways, but! Since things were going so well in the way You had established for me? Ha!

I was getting ready to grab on to those ways and be happy ever after.

  • How easy it is to take my gaze off from You.
  • How easy it is to set my gaze on Your ways not in You.

Ah! What A Joy It Is To Discover Your Hidden Ways! …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:42 am.

Master? How could I have ever established a routine when in pain at the mercy of the hot summer unable to help myself even to the simplest tasks? Daily routine? Forget it! But!

  • Once You fixed even the dead fan in my computer.
  • Once You relieved my pain and discomfort?
  • At that moment I began to set my gaze on Your ways.
  • Well? You knew it my Master!
  • Wham! You broke my hard drive!

Alright! You Challenged The Powers To Be To Hit My Hard Drive …

O my Master! Now I understand Your doings with good old brother Job. How accurately You apply Your written words at every turn of the way.

But What Old Job Got To Do With My Situation? …

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Think back to 1983.
  • Did I not wiped away all of your material possessions and relationships?
  • Then, since that time, have I not taken and given several times?
  • Yes, I am well pleased with your determination to be found in Me despite all the setbacks I have placed in your way.
  • My child, contrary to the world’s ways, it is all a matter of your willpower not a matter of your mind or soul.
  • And it is not about your faith, it is all about My faithfulness to fulfill My words.
  • Yes, I know your lack of understanding My ways remains, but!
  • I have invested on you the power to desist of your search for the knowledge of good as well of evil.
  • Instead? I have invested you with My power of love and wisdom to overcome this world’s knowledge.
  • And now My child, you are experiencing such power of wisdom and love in all your doings whether you understand anything or not.
  • I see your mind churning all possibilities of what I have in store for you.
  • I know how you are wondering whether the old drive you are now using will continue to be useful even when and if I provide a new drive and operating system plus an extra computer for you.
  • But I also see the joy of My deliverance overcoming your mind’s wonderings.
  • O but how you delight My Being!
  • Soon My precious child, sooner than expected you shall wonder no more.
  • Only continue to be still not taking things into your own hands to resolve anything.
  • Let go or overlook all evils done to you and from you.
  • Continue to wait.
  • Rejoice!
  • For I am with and for you My precious thiaBasilia.” End of my Master’s words.

O But How Can I Say Thanks Unto You? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 2:14 pm.

I know how? The joy of my deliverance to experience Your Presence for all practical purposes on the daily basis are enough thanks unto You.

Master? What To Do Now? …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

Ha! Again, a five followed by double zeroes in the hour and minutes for this entry. Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes announcing again Your all-inclusive message.

  • Your message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.
  • No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.

But How Are We To Prepare? …

You are reminding me again the first words when Yahushua walked among us. Those words were addressed to righteous religious people not to the wayward drunks or prostitutes. Quote:

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.

Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …

“Repent (change your mind for the better, …” including my past sins. But what were my past sins? I thought like everybody else that mean smoking, drinking, and sexual vices.

  • Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
  • In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
  • You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
  • Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
  • I still kept going backwards to my ways.
  • Such is the way of the human nature in me.
  • Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
  • Since then, no turning back!
  • I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.

So Now? You Have Invested Me With Your Power To Be Your Witness …

Saturday, September 26, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

Master? I am down and out. I just can’t record. Will head for bed. I wait on You. Not able to sleep. I’m up. What goes on with my body?

The Question Remains My Master …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:01 am.

In the numbers of the hour right now You give me the answer. The why of everything in this so loved world of Yours is clearly stated in Your written words. One incident comes to mind. Quote:

  • John 9:1-41 AMPC+
  • AS HE passed along, He noticed a man blind from his birth.
  • His disciples asked Him, Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?
  • Yahushua answered, It was not that this man or his parents sinned, but he was born blind in order that the workings of God should be manifested (displayed and illustrated) in him.
  • We must work the works of Him Who sent Me and be busy with His business while it is daylight; night is coming on, when no man can work.
  • As long as I am in the world, I am the world’s Light.
  • When He had said this, He spat on the ground and made clay (mud) with His saliva, and He spread it [as ointment] on the man’s eyes.
  • And He said to him, Go, wash in the Pool of Siloam–which means Sent. So he went and washed, and came back seeing.
  • When the neighbors and those who used to know him by sight as a beggar saw him, they said, Is not this the man who used to sit and beg?
  • Some said, It is he. Others said, No, but he looks very much like him. But he said, Yes, I am the man.
  • So they said to him, How were your eyes opened?
  • He replied, The Man called Yahushua made mud and smeared it on my eyes and said to me, Go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and I obtained my sight!
  • They asked him, Where is He? He said, I do not know.
  • Then they conducted to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind.
  • Now it was on the Sabbath day that Yahushua mixed the mud and opened the man’s eyes.
  • So now again the Pharisees asked him how he received his sight. And he said to them, He smeared mud on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.
  • Then some of the Pharisees said, This Man [Yahushua] is not from God, because He does not observe the Sabbath. But others said, How can a man who is a sinner (a bad man) do such signs and miracles? So there was a difference of opinion among them.
  • Accordingly they said to the blind man again, What do you say about Him, seeing that He opened your eyes? And he said, He is [He must be] a prophet!
  • However, the Jews did not believe that he had [really] been blind and that he had received his sight until they called (summoned) the parents of the man.
  • They asked them, Is this your son, whom you reported as having been born blind? How then does he see now?
  • His parents answered, We know that this is our son, and that he was born blind.
  • But as to how he can now see, we do not know; or who has opened his eyes, we do not know. He is of age. Ask him; let him speak for himself and give his own account of it.
  • His parents said this because they feared [the leaders of] the Jews; for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should acknowledge Yahushua to be the Messiah, he should be expelled and excluded from the synagogue.
  • On that account his parents said, He is of age; ask him.
  • So the second time they summoned the man who had been born blind, and said to him, Now give God the glory (praise). This Fellow we know is only a sinner (a wicked person).
  • Then he answered, I do not know whether He is a sinner and wicked or not. But one thing I do know, that whereas I was blind before, now I see.
  • So they said to him, What did He [actually] do to you? How did He open your eyes?
  • He answered, I already told you and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Can it be that you wish to become His disciples also?
  • And they stormed at him [they jeered, they sneered, they reviled him] and retorted, You are His disciple yourself, but we are the disciples of Moses.
  • We know for certain that God spoke with Moses, but as for this Fellow, we know nothing about where He hails from.
  • The man replied, Well, this is astonishing! Here a Man has opened my eyes, and yet you do not know where He comes from. [That is amazing!]
  • We know that God does not listen to sinners; but if anyone is God-fearing and a worshiper of Him and does His will, He listens to him.
  • Since the beginning of time it has never been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind.
  • If this Man were not from God, He would not be able to do anything like this.
  • They retorted, You were wholly born in sin [from head to foot]; and do you [presume to] teach us? So they cast him out [threw him clear outside the synagogue].
  • Yahushua heard that they had put him out, and meeting him He said, Do you believe in and adhere to the Son of Man or the Son of God?
  • He answered, Who is He, Sir? Tell me, that I may believe in and adhere to Him.
  • Yahushua said to him, You have seen Him; [in fact] He is talking to you right now.
  • He called out, Master, I believe! [I rely on, I trust, I cleave to You!] And he worshiped Him.
  • Then Yahushua said, I came into this world for judgment [as a Separator, in order that there may be separation between those who believe on Me and those who reject Me], to make the sightless see and to make those who see become blind.
  • Some Pharisees who were near, hearing this remark, said to Him, Are we also blind?
  • Yahushua said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin; but because you now claim to have sight, your sin remains. [If you were blind, you would not be guilty of sin; but because you insist, We do see clearly, you are unable to escape your guilt.] End of quote.

Sad To Say But! You Know My Master Things Have Not Changed In This World …

That shall be the subject for the next post. Wait. Will post whenever. 😊

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

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Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Curious? Read On. I Haven’t The Slightest Of What I Am About To Write …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.
  • I do not write for myself.
  • The Almighty Creator of my being is my Master.
  • Every written line is and has been under His authority over me.
  • Thus? Even when I know I am breaking the rules to attract readers, I post as He leads me to do.
  • Ah! Glad I got that out of my chest! Hoppie!

Nice Day. Not Many Responding To The Last Post So Far …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 1:52 pm.

It’s only 2 pm and I already had a full day. Down mood. But You know it my Master. I am stuck waiting on You to do something to boost me up.

Nothing. Just Me And My Whatever Causes The Mood Change …

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 10:24 pm.

Before midnight came the food arrived. I ate. The day ended but not my down mood. I am at my wits end with my feeble attempts to help myself to no avail. Unless You take over let me just sit and do nothing. Wait.

Slept Until 2 Am. Got Up. Now What? …

You are in control. Despite my mood and discomfort, I am not worried or anxious. I am at peace. Your grace and strength sustain me. This moment shall pass.

It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 2:34 am.

Ha! You just gave me the headline for the next post. How ‘bout that? It’s coming to me to continue working on the graphic now knowing what I am to illustrate.

Hello Skeptics! There Is Such A Thing Believe It Or Not …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Sovereign Authority? O my Master? You know that many would turn their heads from such headline. But why are You compelling me to use such?

  • The response is found in the content of the posts.

Yes, I Get Down When It Seems That Nothing Is Happening, But! …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 6:17 am.

O my Master! You are aware of my ups and downs, and? I am counting on Your faithfulness to Your word to answer me when I need help.

  • You know better than myself what is it that I need.
  • You know we need money, or do we?
  • Perhaps that is what You are teaching us.
  • We need to live with the monies You supply for us, but!
  • You know we do not know how?
  • How can we live without the necessary extras to take care of our homes?
  • O my Master! Teach us the way as per Your will for us to do.
  • The summer is almost over.
  • The winter shall come.
  • Along shall come the moisture, the mold, the miserable cold.
  • And what about the protection for my plants?
  • And what about the planting for the future?
  • All those lurking fears are wearing me out!
  • I am not to set my gaze upon Your promised blessings while I exist in Your so loved world.
  • My gaze is set on You and Your faithfulness to Your Word.
  • So I can’t forget Your promise to restore both my wealth and my health.
  • Yet, I am weary of the waiting and feel guilty for such weariness.
  • One more week is about to end.
  • Day in and day out. Days weeks months years, but!
  • To doubt Your mercy I will not!
  • Help, O my Master help!

Without You? Even The Scent Of Fear Is Paralyzing …

Thursday, August 27, 2020 at 12:08 pm.

Without You even the scent of fear is paralyzing. But living in Your Presence I do not fear my fears. Fear, anger, gloom, glee = mental insanity!

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:27 am.

You have made me a living proof of the statements You compel me to publish. It’s a whole new world for me, wonderfully free of the fears that been suffocating me all of my life.

So? You Know What I Don’t My Master. The Skeptics? I Know Nooothinggg …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 2:44 am.

The truth? You know it my Master. Many of my Christians peers are staunch skeptics. They gone to follow up their whatever customs and traditions come hail or hot water. But!

  • Your Sword!
  • All in Your time and at Your discretion for sure.

Who Knows What Wonders Will You Have Me Post Next? …

The graphic to illustrate the post is ready. My clue to post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia

I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …

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An Old Woman With Disheveled White Hair Like The Famous Albert Einstein. Could It Be? …

Could It Be Dear Albert Is In My Ancestry? Even His Little Bitty Eyes Remind Me Of Mine Now…

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 12:21 pm.

Where is my long dark brown hair, my big brown eyes, my long eyelashes, and my full lips? But O my Master! You know I do not feel like I look at all.

Master? This Is Not Funny At All. It Amounts To A Weak Moment In My Flesh …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 3:37 pm.

In fact, it brought tears to my eyes to remember those days of my vain flesh. I neglected important matters while I was consumed with my looks.

That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.

Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.

  • I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
  • I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
  • It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
  • You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.

O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!

You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.

Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …

And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.

  • Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.

So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …

Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!

But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …

In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.

  • Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
  • On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.

Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …

Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?

  • Could it be the stress from the silence?

Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.

The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.

Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.

  • Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
  • I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
  • You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
  • A nourishment of much higher value.

Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.

It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.

What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …

To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.

  • Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
  • Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.

Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.

Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.

Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …

Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.

So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.

How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.

How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …

You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.

  • All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
  • By far this is not a tale.

What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …

No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:

Hebrews 4:11-13

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.

  • What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
  • I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
  • My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
  • If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
  • I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
  • After a while? Food and a mango!
  • I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.

Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …

But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.

  • You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.

Whatever For My Master? …

You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:

Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.

Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …

Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?

  • What is the meaning of loved to love?

Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.

  • But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
  • Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.

It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!

Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 6:26 am.

I am speechless again! No more troubled with all the doings of Your people. That is what is supposed to be.

  • You are in perfect control of it all.
  • And on this note I must close this post.

Ah! My Master! Your work in me includes better work from me. My long posts are now ending to keep Your people engaged on how You are developing the plan of Your creation’s restoration

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Mental Health And Mental Insanity Predominant In Our World …

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Success And Failure Go Hand In Hand. Peculiar? Nay! The Norm …

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“Senorita Licona!” “PRESENTE!!!” Who would have ever thought ‘la senorita Licona’ will wound up married give birth to three beauties and raised four extra ones then wind up in Amman, Jordan?

On The Mountain Top I Sit Just Watching Now …

Master? You have led me to create a graphic to illustrate this post. Also? You have quickened to look into repairing the computer.

You gave me the inscription on the graphic to be as follows:

Repentance before conviction?

Nothing else but fiction.

When You convicted me?

I repented as You intended.

When I repented as You intended?

You restored what my pride

my hard heart

had wrecked from my start.

Thank You.

Thank You. You Have Ingrained This Day In My Heart And Mind Forever! …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 10:58 pm.

You have me complete and satisfied once for all. All the past glee and gloom continues to pop up but! It is not affecting me at all.

  • I am complete and satisfied in the center of Your heart never to depart this time.
  • I am hoping the ‘no responding’ error is fixed.
  • One hour left to this most amazing 7th Day of Rest for me.
  • Master? Little by little You are showing me how to go about relieving my painful moments or troublesome computer problems. Thank You.
  • Also, closing the door keeps the dust and the bugs away.

There Is Peace Like A River Flowing In My Soul …

It feels like waking up in a most beautiful background around me. A sunrise in my soul. The warm embrace of a loving Father holding me to His bosom forever.

  • Heading for bed. Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 12:17 am
  • Slept on and off until Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 4:46 am.

Master? I Suspect My External Drive Is Infected And? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 7:24 am.

I have followed the found instructions to check and clean up to no avail. There are strange noises going on from the computer. It sounds like someone is recording all my doings.

  • The screen jumps while I am typing sometimes.
  • The ‘no responding error’ comes and goes.
  • You know exactly what is what?
  • I discover a couple of files with the extension .lnk that could be the culprits, but I have not been able to get rid of them.
  • All instructions do not work for me.
  • I cannot find how to delete them myself.
  • Help me my Master.
  • Maybe You already fixed the problem.
  • I wait on You to refresh my mind and quit my concern with the matter.

Master? Should I Work On The Book? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 8:52 am.

It is not even 9 am and I already had a full day of doings. But You know that my Master.

When I Woke Up? Notice To Restart The Computer To Finish The Repair  …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 12:57 pm.

Master? You must have started the repair while You put me to sleep until 12 pm. I restarted as per the notice.

  • The repair took place.
  • It was strange procedure to repair.
  • It finished but it started my old welcome so I restarted.
  • It restarted nicely. Maybe my troubles are over.
  • I am counting on You and Your Word written and to me personally.

Master? What Are You Teaching Me? …

You been quickening to read what goes with people on everyday affairs. The predominant subject is about Mental Health and Mental Insanity.

Ha! You just gave me the headline for the next post:

  • Mental Health and Mental Insanity predominant in our world …
  • Success and failure go hand in hand. Peculiar? Nay! The norm …

Well? What’s Next On Your Teacher’s Agenda, My Master? …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 3:34 pm.

“My child, it all boils down to the curses in Deuteronomy 28; repentance Isaiah 1, 30, 55, Jeremiah 3; the restoration, and the blessings in Isiah 40 and throughout My written words.

  • The curses produce mental insanity.
  • Repentance leads to restoration of the blessings.
  • The blessings produce mental health.
  • That is next in My agenda for you to proclaim.”

The Warm Of Your Embrace Restored My Mental Health. What A Blessing! …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 4:44 pm.

Ha! Three fours on the hour of this moment in my journey. This number four is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

What Is Your Purpose In The World Or On The Earth? …

Master? You revealed Your purpose in the last post. But now You are connecting all Your written words in my mind and heart. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end. End of quote.

So? You Are Revealing To Me Your Purpose For Restoring My Mental Health. …

Ah! My Master? And I thought You were just making me feel good. Duh! You are so amazingly real.

  • Over and over You remind me of Your words to teach me Your ways. Quote:

Isaiah 55

…. Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it. End of quote.

Calling It A Day You Made For Me! …

Sunday, August 23, 2020 at 11:59 pm.

Yes indeed! Each of my days You make for me. What a marvel I have been ignoring all of my past days.

  • But You do not count it against me anymore. True to Your Word You are.  Quote:

Isaiah 1:18

Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool. End of quote.

From Guatemala To The USA Ending Up In Amman, Jordan …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 4:48 am.

“Senorita Licona!” “PRESENTE!!!” Who would have ever thought ‘la senorita Licona’ will wound up married give birth to three beauties and raised four extra ones then wind up in Amman, Jordan?

  • Not me that’s for sure! Marriage? Furthest in my agenda! I was to become a civil engineer, build cities, make gabs of money, become an airplane pilot, travel the world over and all for what?
  • Ah! The noble purpose of a humanitarian!
  • I was going to eradicate poverty and ignorance in the world!
  • What a trip!

O My Master! The Implanted Sense Of A Purpose Working Through The Ages, That’s What It Was! …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 5:46 am.

Amazing! Simply amazing! The implanted eternity in my heart. Only You can satisfy such purpose. But as a human I had my own grandiose ideas. Go figure it!

For You Let Numerous Ones Succeed And I Wondered Why Not Me? …

Why not me? Now You are revealing it to me. In Your embrace is the only worthy success. Engineer? Humanitarian?

  • That and more You are making me to be.
  • You set me free to fly with Thee.
  • All over Your so loved world
  • You carry me.
  • Whatever for?
  • To proclaim Your implanted eternity in our hearts!

How Is Your Plan Coming Along My Master? …

“That is to be the subject for future posts, My child. For there is much more I need to reveal to you for you to see how is My plan coming along.

In the meantime? Continue to wait on Me even for the next breath you take.”

Thank You.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.

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New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

You Are Working A Good Plan For Us. I Wait No Matter How Long I Must …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 10:02 am.

Waiting is the hardest thing I must do. You know it my Master. I thank You for Your grace. Your grace has become sufficient for me not only to wait but to overcome all ills and difficulties in my way.

  • Besides, You comfort me with vivid dreams on what to wait for.
  • I dreamed Ahmad by the new table setup arranging 3 beautiful red roses. Then he bent over to pickup a large box. He placed it on the table, opened it. He began to take beautiful fresh green bunches of broccolis placing them on the table.

I Woke Up With Such Good Sense And Renewed Determination To Wait …

I so much wanted to call Ahmad to share such amazing dream, but! I refuse to do anything to make things happen. I will wait however long it takes for You to develop Your doings. Meaning of dream:

Red Roses

Roses symbolize God’s love at work in people’s lives. These elegant flowers regularly show up in miracles and encounters with angels.

Finding love – a new relationship is beginning.

A sign of recognizing love in your life.

Being happy in a relationship.

Being given a red rose is an indication that someone new is coming into your life. or that you are going to reach a new and promising level in your love life.

Broccoli dream is a clue for the renewal of life and reflection of your own past. An important decision will prove to be a positive change filled with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Something is still keeping you two in each other’s lives. This dream stands for the feminine and the masculine, the spiritual and the physical and the emotional and the rational. You must let go of the past in order to move forward with your life.

Vivid Dream. Renewed Determination To Wait On You However Long You Take To Materialize This Dream, But!…

The description tells me exactly what You have implanted in my mind and heart respecting my love relationships.

  • Indeed! You are the One, the Something which is keeping Ahmad and I in each other’s lives.
  • Then? I am expecting a new Ahmad, the Ahmad You meant for him to be.
  • That is the meaning of him placing those 3 red roses on my table.
  • Also, this dream stands for the separation of the vile from the precious that must take place, and?
  • Lastly? I must let go of the past to move forward with my life in relationship with my loved ones.

Midnight Again. Silence …

Wednesday, August 19, 2020 at 11:44 pm.

Master? I take it the half hour of silence for me is not finish. Silence remains in my end. Heading for bed. I wait. No matter how long it takes I’ll wait with bated breath to see the wonders You have in store for me.

One More Day At Attention …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 9:37 am.

The illustration for the dream is finished. Now I wait to see how You intent for me to use it. I am hoping that perhaps tomorrow Ahmad might come bearing the expected good news.

I Sense I Am To Keep These Things To Myself Until You Send Me That New Ahmad …

Thursday, August 20, 2020 at 3:12 pm.

So? I thank You for Your grace and strength to keep going on and on despite the misery of separation and aloneness.

  • Ha! Change of headline to:
  • The Almighty’s Love At Work In People’s Lives.
  • New Cycle. The Tide Is Changing. Good Thing! Take A Fling!

Things Are Looking Up, My Master! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:26 am.

The more I wait and depend on You the better things are getting organized in my mind.

  • Amazing! Spent yesterday cleaning and updating the computer. Still have problems uploading my graphics.
  • In my attempt to get help from a professional and in response to their instructions to give a detailed account of my request, I wrote:

Request

I am a spiritual writer with a no budget (money) to get help, so? I been helping myself since 1985 when I got my first PC.

For 35 years I have taught myself from DOS to the first Windows and dealt with the Internet since the days of Netscape.

Taught myself how to create websites but I did not come into blogging until 2005. At that time I discover WordPress.com.

Took a course. Went crazy creating WordPress.com blogs. Then I learned about .org.

My first server was GoDaddy.com but since then I am now with SiteGround.com using my food money to pay for it. But that was Ok until now.

What is my GREAT issue?

1.- Not able to keep up with all the advanced technology and updates.

2.-I can only upload 128M graphics. Why?

3.-The 20GB I get with my present plan are full.

4.-Not able to pay the high price to get 40GB instead of the 20

that I get now for the price of $30.

5.-So? I am looking for a way to clean up my site and media.

6.-That’s where the Media Cleaner WPSweep got installed but it did not help me to reduce the size of the data.

7.-The site is clean and updated now but still only 128M to upload my graphics.

  1. SiteGround has gone with the Cloud craze and now no help. they tell me I need a developer to resolve my WordPress problems.

9.-I am at my wits end with no money to pay for a developer.

  1. Not willing to go through the horror of changing servers either.
  2. – Is there help anywheres?

12.- Thank you for asking my details.

13.- At least I got my trouble organized in my mind if nothing else. 🙂

Blessings! thiaBasilia End of quote.

  • Ha! O my Master! You gave me quite a detailed summary of my situation.
  • They promised to look into the matter and respond to my inquiry within 24 hours at the most.
  • Maybe they respond. Maybe they won’t. Either way You are in control of it all.

Ha! Once Again? You Came Through Before The Help Arrived …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 10:01 am.

After an hour or so it came to me to check the settings for the SiteGround Optimizer plugin. It was not enabled.

  • After I enabled it, I checked the loading of my graphics. Wow!
  • Everything loads perfectly and fast! Unbelievable!

Talking About Encouragement? You Alone Are Supreme …

From the very first time of my looking for help to edit my writings, You told me quite clear:

“No one is to edit the words I give to you. I will do the editing in your own heart!”

  • Some 30 years plus later? In my frustrating moments I turn for the help available to no avail. Wonderful experts all willing to help me but not able to do so.

Amazing! You Will Not Give Your Honor To Another …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 11:34 am.

So it is written for one chapter in Isaiah 48. More and more with every incident You confirm to me how accurately Your written words are coming to pass. Quote:

Isaiah 48:1-11 AMPC+

HEAR THIS, O house of Jacob, who are called by the name of Israel and who come forth from the seed of Judah, you who swear allegiance by the name of the Master and make mention of the Almighty Creator of Israel–but not in truth and sincerity, nor in righteousness (rightness and moral and spiritual rectitude in every area and relation)–

For they call themselves [citizens] of the holy city and depend on the Almighty Creator of Israel–the Master of hosts is His name.

I have declared from the beginning the former things [which happened in times past to Israel]; they went forth from My mouth and I made them known; then suddenly I did them, and they came to pass [says the Master].

Because I knew that you were obstinate, and your neck was an iron sinew and your brow was brass,

Therefore I have declared things to come to you from of old; before they came to pass I announced them to you, so that you could not say, My idol has done them, and my graven image and my molten image have commanded them.

You have heard [these things foretold], now you see this fulfillment. And will you not bear witness to it? I show you specified new things from this time forth, even hidden things [kept in reserve] which you have not known.

They are created now [called into being by the prophetic word], and not long ago; and before today you have never heard of them, lest you should say, Behold, I knew them!

Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, the Master, knew that you, O house of Israel, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel [in revolt] from your birth.

For My name’s sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off.

Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction.

For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it [I refrain and do not utterly destroy you]; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned [which it would be if the Master completely destroyed His chosen people]? And I will not give My glory to another [by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you]. End of quote.

Those Words Apply To Me Verbatim, But! …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 12:33 pm.

Such thing did not occur to me at all! I always thought those words to be for them not for me.

  • And of course, in my former Christian circle it was considered those words were for the ‘bad’ Jews.

That’s The Way Of The Human Nature …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 3:30 pm.

No surprise. Even so? I owe nothing to my human nature or my flesh. You have set me free to be on the mountain top with Thee.

  • That’s Your word to me. But it is written:

Romans 8:11-13

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Messiah Yahushua from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

So then, brethren, we are debtors, but not to the flesh [we are not obligated to our carnal nature], to live [a life ruled by the standards set up by the dictates] of the flesh.

For if you live according to [the dictates of] the flesh, you will surely die. But if through the power of the [Holy] Spirit you are [habitually] putting to death (making extinct, deadening) the [evil] deeds prompted by the body, you shall [really and genuinely] live forever. End of quote.

Now? You Have Revealed To Me The Problem With Those Words …

Friday, August 21, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Actually? You revealed the problem to me a long time ago, but! People gets really touchy if anyone questions what they believe to be Your Spirit.

  • Even so? You revealed to me how I was confessing to live by Your Spirit with my mouth but, I was living a worldly life just like everybody else lives.
  • What is the key to habitually put to death making extinct, deadening the evil deeds prompted by the body?

The Key? The Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 4:21 am.

But the Power Of Your Spirit Implanted In My Being was hidden in my soul until the time came to reveal such amazing power to me.

The Time Is Now. Indeed! Now Is The Time For Your Power To Avail Me …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 5:42 am.

Only Your power is nothing at all that I can define. Here I been troubling myself unnecessarily for what I am realizing just now, but!

  • In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second.
  • All our doings are used respectively.
  • What on earth am I talking about?
  • I am talking about me and my unnecessary troubles and tribulations in my soul.
  • I been waiting with bated breath for Ahmad to walk in with loads of goodies. Duh!
  • Morning and night my waiting takes a toll on me and the tears flow and?
  • Computer troubles. And the hot weather. And the nagging pain from head to toe. And the silence!
  • Ha! Duh! Not a clue of Your doings. Not a sign of Ahmad. No fruit. No mangoes or avocados. No goodies at all. Just my little friend coming in the door with plain food, and?

O My Master! How Gently You Lead This Child Of Yours

 …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 6:21 am.

I sense Your Presence in the most remarkable way. No words to describe the marvel of Your Presence embracing me. I am speechless.

All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving! …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 9:05 am.

I get likes and followers from all over the world, but the last two connections totally fascinate me. The response to my request for help with the computer troubles opened my mind’s door. My reply:

O Richard!

So glad to hear from you. The task assigned unto me is unique, and? Uniquely connected. After I wrote my request it came to me to follow the leading within me. Configure the plugs. Hooray! Like magic! Everything working to perfection after so many days of my beating a dead horse blindly.

Richard? There is a reason for your unique request to give you details of my request for help. I have such sense of soul connecting with whomever read my strange writings. Go figure it!

I am just so glad for your honest and caring response and hope to hear from you or whomever wishes to chime in. Have a blessed day. His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.End of quote.

  • Then? A new follower from Iowa. You quickened me to respond to this one. I did. Now I am waiting for her response if any. Quote:

Comment: Ha! Your following? Quite intriguing. Your remark, ‘I’m excited about the new direction my life is about to take.’ puzzles me. Have u considered visiting Amman, Jordan? I like to invite you to do so.

love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Also? A Short Line From Roxana And Robin But Not A Sign From Ahmad Yet …

All of these unexpected happenings jolted the sense of Your embrace. Such sense is to remain with me to strengthen and light my way to go on and on.

  • The best part? I am no longer troubled with false expectations.
  • Your embrace fulfills all my expectations.
  • I will now continue to create the graphics to illustrate as You lead me to do.

There I Sit Watching It All Take Place With Amazing Precision …

Saturday, August 22, 2020 at 11:18 am.

Just then, about an hour ago who walks in? My new Ahmad! Wow! What an encounter You prepared for us. Amazing, good news culminating in You embracing both of us never to be separated again.

  • You have made everything beautiful in its time for Ahmad and me.

Your Leading To Close And Continue In Future Posts …

There is no telling how You are making everything beautiful for Ahmad and myself and all included in our lives.

  • I wait. No matter how long it takes I wait with renewed strength and determination.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

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Ha! Even More Than Chains They Are Like Crazy Glue That Fix Us To Permanently Be Stuck Up In Our Ways. What A Marvel!

Amazingly Simple Ways To Be Flexible Ready To Bid Your Will At Any Time …

Truly, truly, truly! What marvels You are revealing to me to set me free from my stuck-up ways. And at times like the times going on in this systematic world You have left me in.

You Know This Shall Debunk The Systems Of This World In Time, But!

It might cost me. For Your people is quite set in the rituals, routines, and ways and traditions of the organized Church and Your so loved world systems.

  • They already consider me to be not of them anymore.
  • No matter. You are about to change hearts and minds.
  • One by one they shall all be set free to abandon rituals and routines.
  • Set free in spirit and truth to worship Thee.
  • Such is the beauty of Your security.

Another Day Of Silence. I Wait On You. I Am Counting On Your Word …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 12:23 am.

I refuse to live in doubt and fear because things are not happening the way I as a human think they should happen. Even so?

  • The weight of the chaos and confusion in Your so loved world weights on my mind quite heavily while I wait and lean on You.
  • But that is the lot of Your mouthpieces from the beginning of time.

I Must Always Remember Your Written Words …

It is written, You have made everything beautiful in its time. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.  End of quote.

Your Word Is Clear. Only You Can Satisfy My Sense Of Purpose As Your Mouthpiece …

Therefore, You have invested upon me Your strength and power to fulfill such purpose without flinching. Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me.

Indeed! I Am Going On And On …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 5:48 am.

I don’t know or understand anything at all anymore. Neither do I want to do so. You are my Master. I am depending and counting on You even for the next breath I take.

So? I Have No News About Ahmad Or My Children …

Days have gone by without a peep from Ahmad. Each morning and night I keep hoping for my door to open by Ahmad’s hand to no avail.

  • I think You heard my request to take that hope out of my mind.
  • It seems Your answer to be to keep hoping.
  • Ahmad shall show up bearing wonderful news.
  • I must not give up such hope no matter how long it takes for it to materialize.
  • You have established the mother and son relationship between Ahmad and me.
  • Therefore? It is not a worldly relationship.
  • I must not think about it in a worldly way, but!

Only You Can Give Me The Wisdom To Think As You Intent For Me To Think About It …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 8:23 am.

And You are doing so every step of my journey in Your Presence. Away now with my lamenting and my doubts and fears and feelings and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness to us all.

  • You are with and for me.
  • I am going on and on with Your strength and wisdom You have implanted within me.

Silence For About Half An Hour In Heaven …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 2:19 pm.

Throughout this ominous period of silence from Ahmad and my children I have been hearing about the half hour silence in the heaven but!

  • It did not come to me to check the Scriptures until today.
  • Right on time You quickened me to check the Scriptures.
  • I did and I am speechless.
  • Numerous are the claims to come up with all kinds of deciphering the Revelations or Apocalypse book.
  • Enough written to boggle one’s mind.
  • But why I am speechless?
  • I don’t think I have heard or read what You showed me today.

What Did You Showed Me? …

O my Master! As I began to read on chapter 8 and continued to further chapters, it shocked me how totally I lack understanding of such book.

  • I shuddered to think of such future soon to come to be the present.
  • Suddenly! It came to me. I heard Your voice lovingly correcting me.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? This is not a future soon to be the present. This is the present already going on in the spiritual realm.

I need you to go back to December 2019. You were concerned about spiritual and physical matters then.

Go back to refresh your mind and be restored from the shock of today while you read what I quickened you to read. Quote:

O My child! Pause. Reflect. Yahushua in Matthew 6:24-34 clearly address the matter of your physical needs.

But how You delight My Being! Though that your mind is constantly churning all kinds of imaginations against My written words, you are living a childlike life to My delight.

  • A child do not understand pain and misery or the opposite.

The growing up world fluctuates between glee and gloom to the child’s bewilderment. Exactly as your present predicament.

You do not understand the glee and gloom to boom at the most unexpected times. But! Like a child, you have no choice in the matter.

  • Bewildered with pain and lack day after day is the only way the human knows for the most, and? You are human. What is a human to do under such strait circumstances?
  • Inevitable the grownup human does whatever that human thinks is best to do but a child?
  • All the child can do is to come the parent.

That’s your attitude now to My delight.

Fear not, My precious child. Your pain and lack shall soon be no more. That’s the fact at that.

  • Now? How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.

Regardless, I am delighted with your privilege to sit at My feet while the many distracting things around you tend to distract your childlike attitude.

Relax. Nothing and no way anything can now distract and lure you away from My loving care and protection.

  • Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As I have warned you before there is a war going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Your souls are at stake. The powers and principalities are intent in setting blocks to prevent your blessings, but!

In no way shape or form shall the enemy be able to truncate My intent to restore you all to the original state for which I created you, to be My loved family to love Me in return.

  • All your suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past
  • Such blessings soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.
  • Even so? It’s not My will that you focus on My blessings.
  • My will is for your focus to be set on Me—the power of My love for thee.

These words are to empower you with patient endurance while you wait with hope stronger than ever before.  For it is written. Remember Romans 8:36-39 and Matthew 6:24-34.

Quote:

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter.

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Our Creator which is in Messiah Yahushua our Master!

Matthew 6:24-34

No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve God and mammon—deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in.

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? [Psa 39:5-7]

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.

Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. [1Ki 10:4-7]

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear?

For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

“My child, you are experiencing a minute portion of what is going on the heaven. Yes, there is silence as it is written.

Quote:

Revelation 8:1-5

WHEN HE [the Lamb] broke open the seventh seal, there was silence for about half an hour in heaven.

Then I saw the seven angels who stand before the Almighty, and to them were given seven trumpets.

And another angel came and stood over the altar. He had a golden censer, and he was given very much incense (fragrant spices and gums which exhale perfume when burned), that he might mingle it with the prayers of all the people of God (the saints) upon the golden altar before the throne. [Psa_141:2]

And the smoke of the incense (the perfume) arose in the presence of the Almighty, with the prayers of His people (the saints), from the hand of the angel.

So the angel took the censer and filled it with fire from the altar and cast it upon the earth. Then there followed peals of thunder and loud rumblings and blasts and noises, and flashes of lightning and an earthquake. [Lev_16:12; Eze_10:2.] End of quote.

“You see, My precious child? No matter what is the state and condition of My people they are praying for mercy and I am responding.

  • Even so? O My child, My response is taking place in the spiritual realm. In the physical this earth is only getting mild flashes of what is going on in the spiritual realm.
  • Therefore, My people have not yet waken up to the severity of it all.
  • No matter. This time I am not reaching out to the multitude.
  • One by one I am reaching each individual child of Mine as it is written.

Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-16

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they [seriously] remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again [for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city]. [Isa_65:17; Rev_21:3, Rev_21:22-23] End of quote.

“That is My child what you read today in Revelations 21:22-23. And that is Your hope to wait on Me with patience and composure.

O my precious and beloved child of Mine, I have heard your prayer to hear from Ahmad from the moment you uttered such prayer, even so, remember Daniel 10:11-21.

Quote:

And [the angel] said to me, O Daniel, you greatly beloved man, understand the words that I speak to you and stand upright, for to you I am now sent. And while he was saying this word to me, I stood up trembling.

Then he said to me, Fear not, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before your Almighty, your words were heard, and I have come as a consequence of [and in response to] your words.

But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me for twenty-one days. Then Michael, one of the chief [of the celestial] princes, came to help me, for I remained there with the kings of Persia.

Now I have come to make you understand what is to befall your people in the latter days, for the vision is for [many] days yet to come.

(15)  When he had spoken to me according to these words, I turned my face toward the ground and was dumb.

And behold, one in the likeness of the sons of men touched my lips. Then I opened my mouth and spoke. I said to him who stood before me, O my lord, by reason of the vision sorrows and pains have come upon me, and I retain no strength.

For how can my lord’s servant [who is so feeble] talk with this my lord? For now no strength remains in me, nor is there any breath left in me.

Then there touched me again one whose appearance was like that of a man, and he strengthened me.

And he said, O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be to you! Be strong, yes, be strong. And when he had spoken to me, I was strengthened and said, Let my lord speak, for you have strengthened me.

Then he said, Do you know why I have come to you? And now I will return to fight with the [hostile] prince of Persia; and when I have gone, behold, the [hostile] prince of Greece will come.

But I will tell you what is inscribed in the writing of truth or the Book of Truth. There is no one who holds with me and strengthens himself against these [hostile spirit forces] except Michael, your prince [national guardian angel]. End of quote.

“I know My precious thiaBasilia that you do not understand much of those words addressed to Daniel but those words apply to what you are experiencing now.

  • I am now saying to you, My precious child,
  • Fear not, thiaBasilia, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before Me, your words were heard, and I am now responding to your words.
  • I know you are weary of waiting for Ahmad’s return.
  • Also, I know you are weary of this profound moment you are experiencing.
  • For it is all so ever strange and incomprehensible.
  • But I do not count it against you.
  • For I know what it is to be a human being.
  • Again My child, just a little while longer wait.

Master? I Wait But! I Am Hoping For You To Shorten My Wait …

Monday, August 17, 2020 at 9:42 pm.

Or perhaps give me a relief in my body. Even so? I hear You tell, My grace is sufficient unto you as You responded to Paul’s request for healing. Quote:

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of the Messiah may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!

So for the sake of Messiah, I am well pleased and take pleasure in infirmities, insults, hardships, persecutions, perplexities and distresses; for when I am weak [in human strength], then am I [truly] strong (able, powerful in divine strength). End of quote.

Thank You. You Have Invested Your Strength Unto Me. I Am Going On And On Regardless …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 4:34 am.

Your wisdom prevails. There are things You show me for my own information only. I am not to record such things other than such things disturb my surroundings big time.

  • I am up but I do not feel good. Going back to bed. Perhaps some more sleep is needed.

Ha! Once Again, I Woke Up Renewed …

Tuesday, August 18, 2020 at 7:30 am.

It came to me to fix me a cumin tea for my digestion. Also, to fix my breakfast along with my eats for the rest of the day.

  • While I was taking care of this chores it came to me how much You hate routines and rituals. Why?

Routines And Rituals Are The Chains That Bind Us To Our Ways …

Ha! Even more than chains they are like crazy glue that fix us to permanently to be the way we decide to be.

O my Master! You really are with me and for me ready to teach me such amazingly simple ways to be flexible not stuck up.

  • What a marvel! And that shall be the headline and the closing of this post. Also, it shall be the subject for future posts.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Ha! Talking About Separation? The Two-Edged Sword. Cut Asunder Separated!

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I Am His Mouthpiece …

Master? What Is Your Will For Me Right Now? …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 1:23 am.

I have no Internet again. No way to continue with the posting. No way to check the inbox for news from my children. No news from Ahmad. Silence. What does it all mean my Master?

  • I know You are not silent but I can’t hear You. Perhaps turn off unplug the machine and me? I’ll do. I am counting on You and Your word.

Ha! Suddenly! The NET Is Up ! All Working Fine Again …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 1:30 am.

It came to me to check the browser one more time before I turned off unplug the machine. Wow! ALL working beautifully. Indeed! You are with and for me. Always ready to show me Your way. Thank You.

  • I will continue posting now.
  • I hear from my friend Pat.
  • Still, no desire to reply.
  • Only You know why.
  • I sense no harmony between Pat and myself.
  • But she seems to be oblivious of the matter.

What Is Exactly The Way I Sense In My Relationships? …

I sense the lack of respect for the deep immensely beautiful moment that I am experiencing in Your Presence.

  • This lack of respect shows up in the reactions to my sharing of such experience.
  • From Ahmad? Food. Food. Food. And worry about running out of money to buy more food.
  • From Pat? Wanting to pat me on the back for doing a good job and inquiring about such trivial things.
  • Totally out of synch from the amazing moment I am experiencing in Your Presence.
  • Even so? It saddens me but I hear Your recent words again. Quote:

The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge.

Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the unharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year not to fear your fears.”

Thank You. Your Words Coupled With Your Doings Sustain Me Big Time! …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 2:15 am

Master? The annoying ‘no responding’ error is back. What to do? Just wait I guess? In the same way You fixed the Internet problem You will do with the ‘no responding’ error.

  • It is coming to me to relax and continue with the posting.
  • I’ll do.

Master? It Is Another 7th Day Of Rest, What Am I Feeling? …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 8:46 am.

I am feeling forsaken. Abandoned. Like a woman forsaken, grieved in spirit, and heartsore–even a wife wooed and won in youth, when she is later refused and scorned.

O My Master! Your Written Words Are Indeed My Reality …

Yes, You know that people psychoanalyses me with all statements You lead me to record. Nonetheless, forgive them Master for they do not know what they do.

  • The moment I am going through is a repeat in my life’s journey. Two husbands abandoned me. Now it seems that Ahmad and all are considering the same thing.
  • Least, that’s what I am feeling on this 7th Day of Rest.

Even So? You Always Let Me Know Why It Is So …

And what is the medium for You to communicate with me? The Scriptures or Your words written in the Bible.

  • No two ways about it, Your Written Words Are Indeed My Reality.
  • A moment ago the tears began to flow as I consider another day without a peep from Ahmad or my children.
  • To feel forsaken, abandoned even by You is to feel the end of life existence on these earthly grounds.
  • So it is written. Quote:

Mark 15:34

And at the ninth hour Yahushua cried with a loud voice, Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?–which means, My Yah, My Yah, why have You forsaken Me [deserting Me and leaving Me helpless and abandoned]? [Psa_22:1]

Luke 23:39-46

One of the criminals who was suspended kept up a railing at Him, saying, Are You not the Messiah? Rescue Yourself and us [from death]!

But the other one reproved him, saying, Do you not even fear the Almighty, seeing you yourself are under the same sentence of condemnation and suffering the same penalty?

And we indeed suffer it justly, receiving the due reward of our actions; but this Man has done nothing out of the way [nothing strange or eccentric or perverse or unreasonable].

Then he said to Yahushua, Master, remember me when You come in Your kingly glory!

And He answered him, Truly I tell you, today you shall be with Me in Paradise.

It was now about the sixth hour (midday), and darkness enveloped the whole land and earth until the ninth hour (about three o’clock in the afternoon),

While the sun’s light faded or was darkened; and the curtain [of the Holy of Holies] of the temple was torn in two. [Exo_26:31-35]

And Yahushua, crying out with a loud voice, said, Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit! And with these words, He expired. [Psa_31:5]

Matthew 27:46

And about the ninth hour (three o’clock) Yahushua cried with a loud voice, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?–that is, My Yah, My Yah, why have You abandoned Me [leaving Me helpless, forsaking and failing Me in My need]? [Psa_22:1] end of quote.

But Just As Quickly After Reading Those Words You Quickened Me What Applies To My Present …

O my Beloved Master! What a way to bring me back into Your rest underneath Your everlasting arms to enjoy Your loving care of me.

  • You are my Husband—my Caretaker. I shall never be put to the shame of rejection and abandonment. No matter how I am feeling. No matter what is done to me or for me. So it is written. Quote:

Isaiah 54

Sing, O barren, you who did not travail with child! For the spiritual children of the desolate one will be more than the children of the married wife, says Master Yahuwah.

Enlarge the place of your tent, and let the curtains of your habitations be stretched out; spare not, lengthen your cords and strengthen your stakes, for you shall spread abroad to the right hand and to the left, and your offspring will possess the nations, and make the desolate cities to be inhabited.

Fear not, for you shall not be ashamed; neither be confounded and depressed, for you shall not be put to shame; for you shall forget the shame of your youth, and you shall not seriously remember the reproach of your widowhood any more.

For your Maker is your Husband, Master Yahuwah of hosts is His name; and the Set Apart One of Yisrael is your Redeemer, Master Yahuwah of the whole earth He is called.

For Master Yahuwah has called you like a woman forsaken, grieved in spirit and heart sore, even a wife wooed and won in youth, when she is later refused and scorned, says your Master Yahuwah.

For a brief moment I forsook you, but with great compassion and mercies will I gather you to Me again. In a little burst of wrath, I hid my face from you for a moment, but with age-enduring love and kindness will I have compassion and mercy on you, says Master Yahuwah/Yahushua, your Redeemer.

For this is as the days of Noah to Me; as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth, so have I sworn that I would not be angry with you or rebuke you.

For though the mountains shall depart and the hills be shaken or removed, yet My love and kindness shall not depart from you, nor shall My covenant of peace and completeness be removed, says Master Yahuwah Who hath compassion on you.

O you afflicted, storm-tossed, and not comforted, behold, I will set your stones in fair colors—in antimony to enhance their brilliance and lay your foundations with sapphires.

And I will make your windows and pinnacles of sparkling agates or rubies, and your gates of shining carbuncles, and all the walls of your enclosures of precious stones.

And all your spiritual children shall be disciples, taught of Master Yahuwah and obedient to His will; and great shall be the peace and undisturbed composure of your children.

You shall establish yourself on righteousness (rightness, in conformity with Master Yahuwah’s will and order); you shall be far even from the thought of oppression or destruction, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

Behold, they may gather together and stir up strife, but it is not from Me. Whoever stirs up strife against you shall fall away to you.

Behold, I have created the smith that blows on the fire of coals, and who produces a weapon for its purpose, and I have created the devastator to destroy.

But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall prove to be in the wrong.

This peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition—is the heritage of the servants of Master Yahuwah those in whom the ideal Servant of Master Yahuwah is reproduced.

This is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me, this is that which I impart to them as their justification, says Master Yahuwah. End of quote.

Thank You. What A Way To Bring Me Back To The Joy Of Your Presence …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 9:42 am.

What a way to empower me to let go of whatever is going on with Ahmad, my children, my friends, and the rest of the world.

  • I am going on and on with Your strength and power.
  • Should I tackle now to correct the set up of the table?
  • I am counting on You while I fix me some eats.

10:41 am turn off unplug pc

Thank You For The Courage To Tackle The Job …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 4:52 pm.

Nearly 6 hours but the setup is now stable. I still need to place back my plants, but it must wait, my feet are killing me!

  • It looks like the WordPress latest update causes the Internet to fail. I know now how to restore it to the previous version. It is a problem but! You are in control.
  • No sound from Ahmad and my children but! The forsaken feeling is gone. I am enjoying Your Presence and Your strength and power to take care of things and of myself.
  • Thank You.

I Am Finished, My Master! All Set Conveniently And Beautifully …

Saturday, August 15, 2020 at 7:33 pm.

Thank You. I am recording this on the hour and minutes 7:33. How revealing for You do wonders with the number 7 and the number 3? And twice for confirmation of its meaning. Quote:

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see.

  • Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see.

While Working And Resting On You, You Were Giving Me The Full Picture Of My Moment …

That is exactly what I have been reflecting on while I worked. I am on sacred ground alone with You. I desperately need to gain insight into where I stand alone with You. Help me!

  • This is not a flippant matter. It is the most solemn moment of my entire life.
  • I cannot continue to take it for granted but!
  • O my Master! Help me to gain the necessary insight on this matter.
  • One thing is for sure, I write all details of my daily existence as You compel me to do, but!

On The Personal Basis? No Desire Whatsoever To Write Or Reply To Explain Or Justify My Doings Anymore …

Sunday, August 16, 2020 at 5:11 am.

So finally! You cut through the thickness of my natural tendencies. Thank You. I can now go on to Your so loved world with Your message of restoration with renewed intensity and no bias.

  • For You have now confirmed the separation of my vile human nature and Your precious nature You implanted into my being the day I was kicked out of Paradise.
  • Furthermore, Your promise on October 21, 1986 to be Your mouth piece is now fully established in my mind and heart. Quote:

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece.

[But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people]. And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. .Jeremiah 15:19-21. End of quote.

This Is The Day You Have Made To Announce This Fact To Your So Loved World …

You know I have let it be known that I do not write words from my head. Instead, I have stated over and over the words that I write come from You, but!

But Now This Fact Is Official In My Mind And Heart …

Sunday, August 16, 2020 at 5:35 am

What will it be now my Master? What’s my behavior to be? Am I to be a somber thumber alone and shun away even by my own people?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? This indeed is the year not to fear your fears. No! My precious child. No! Remember, I am Sovereign.

I shall always be Sovereign. Never such fact would chance for any reason whatsoever.

Even so, I reserve My Sovereign right to change my mind as the circumstances grant it.

Also remember My written words. Always remember My written words.

The words that I speak to you are spiritual. The flesh profits nothing.

You are a human being possessor of a human nature in your flesh and bones and a gifted personality.

That human nature of yours remains as long as you are on this so loved world of Mine.

Only, from now on that human nature is officially separated as far as its vile independence from Me but your gifted personality shall remain to shine My work within you. Quote:

Matthew 5:13-16

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your N1moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and N2recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven. End of quote.

Now to close and post you must quote Isaiah 55 again. For that chapter says it all better than what you could ever with such authority as My authority could have done and plan. Quote:

Isaiah 55 AMP REVISED NAMES

WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!

Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy?

Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.

Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David.

Behold, I have appointed him (Him) David, as a representative of the Messiah, or the Messiah Himself to be a witness one (One) who shall testify of salvation to the nations, a prince (Prince) and commander (Commander) to the peoples.

Behold, you, Israel shall call nations that you know not, and nations that do not know you shall run to you because of the Master your Almighty, and of the Set-Apart One of Israel, for He has glorified you.

Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahushua, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, Yahuwah for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland with joy and be led forth by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation and memorial to His praise, which shall not be cut off. End of quote.

  • As You are restoring my family You are restoring all families scattered in the four corners of the earth ignorant of their rightful identity with You.
  • I’ll have the whole day ahead to let You lead the way on whatever I am to do and go to honor and proclaim Your name to be Sovereign.
  • I am to close and post. For the quote says it all better than what I could ever with such authority myself done and plan.
  • Your family business on this 2020 year shall flourish. On this 2020 year and eternally shall flourish to satisfy Your passionate love for Your creation including us human business.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

“When One Member Of My Body Hurts The Whole Body Hurts As Well.” The Master Tells Me …

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Hello World! The Bible Is Not A Myth. It Is REALITY! …

Emerging Beauty Within You And Me On The Aftermath …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 2:56 pm

Centuries gone by. History repeating itself. Is it time yet my Master? Time yet? For the humankind’s history to become history with no repeats.

  • It is not too late. Time yet to start with a clean slate. Is it, my Master?

The Way It Looks There Shall Be No More Repeats …

Nothing is turning out to be the way it used to be even when, for the most we are still trying for a repeat of what we call the good old days.

Ha! Me? What Good Old Days? But! …

Silly that I am, I still have that lurking hope to get things done or else! Nay! I am kidding. Yes the thought is there of what needs to be done but in all honesty?

  • I am not stuck in such thought to my own surprise.

The Truth? I Want Nothing To Do With Those ‘Good Old Days’ …

Those days of struggling to be nice and polite and helpful and, and, and! Good? Nay! Only the stupidity of mankind at its best like good old Albert Einstein was claimed to quote.

Alright! Heads Up! Is Your Command In Demand …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 3:55 pm.

That is Your purpose to lead me to format the month of July 2020 as a book. For this is the month when history has become history and no repeats for me as it shall be for each one of Your children.

So? That’s For The Introduction Of This Book …

Are you yet aroused to read on dear reader? I am and it’s my own writings. Go figure it! But I do get refreshed as I read my own writings.

  • Let me go on to the first chapter of this so especial book written not only on these pages but mainly in my heart.

Dreams And Hopes Are Set On You. My Reality? In You I Trust…

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 9:32 am.

I am relaxed, a new experience. The format as well as the graphics to illustrate are coming along beautifully.

The Day Is Ending. Not Satisfied With Graphics Creation Anymore. Help! …

Monday, August 10, 2020 at 8:21 pm.

Help my Master. You have brough me so far in all graphics and writing skills, I sense You are now leading me to produce professionally. I am counting on Your help.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Make Of Anything Right Now …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 1:16 am.

Even so? I am leaving all things on You. I read what is going on with the people You have placed in my path in the hope to find some connection between them and You, but I find none.

Meanwhile? My Body Is Hurting Big Time, What? What Do I Hear Again? …

“When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” Ha! Your body is hurting without You, but! They are still lingering in coming to You instead of binding to their own selves.

Wow! Take The Coal. Touch My Lips One More Time. Here I Am. Send Me …

Send me, my Master! Send me! You know I am at a loss when it comes on what to do or what to write next. For I have neither I want to have any agenda of my own. So?

What Is To Be The Headline For This Post And The Title For The Book? …

Ha! I got it my Master! You are not interested in my professionalism at all! I sense now You are NOT leading me to produce professionally.

So? Again, My Master, Help This Pitiful Child Of Yours, What To Headline In This Post? …

Headline: “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.” The Master tells me …

Subhead: Hello world! The Bible is not a myth. It is REALITY! …

Indeed! The Bible Has Become My Reality To My Own Surprise …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 2:23 am.

Yes, indeed! O my Master! You surprise me with each step forward towards Your Original Intent For Our Creation to be loved to love in return.

  • The truth? How it looks or feels like it to me? Like You have gifted me with a touch of amnesia. Can’t even remember my name at times! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

This Is A Great Gift Considering My Sordid Past …

Let me put it like this, in the long run my past does not look all that sordid to my children and friends but! The truth? My past includes the good, the bad, and the ugly. Nothing to brag about it really.

Even So? O My Master! You Have Wiped That Past From My Heart Even If …?

Even if that past still remains in my mind for a good reason. I must remember where I came from to remain humble. Quote:

Romans 11:17-22

But if some of the branches were broken off, while you, a wild olive shoot, were grafted in among them to share the richness [of the root and sap] of the olive tree,

Do not boast over the branches and pride yourself at their expense. If you do boast and feel superior, remember it is not you that support the root, but the root [that supports] you.

You will say then, Branches were broken (pruned) off so that I might be grafted in!

That is true. But they were broken (pruned) off because of their unbelief (their lack of real faith), and you are established through faith [because you do believe]. So do not become proud and conceited, but rather stand in awe and be reverently afraid.

For if God did not spare the natural branches [because of unbelief], neither will He spare you [if you are guilty of the same offense].

Then note and appreciate the gracious kindness and the severity of God: severity toward those who have fallen, but God’s gracious kindness to you–provided you continue in His grace and abide in His kindness; otherwise you too will be cut off (pruned away). End of quote.

·       You remind me of those words when it comes to my blessed present in your Presence.

Coming Back To The Headline …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 3:07 am.

Master? You know that It is common knowledge among Christians that we are Your Body, but! We are all disjointed into many different groups and beliefs and what have you. Quote:

1 Corinthians 12:11-31

All these [gifts, achievements, abilities] are inspired and brought to pass by one and the same [Holy] Spirit, Who apportions to each person individually [exactly] as He chooses.

For just as the body is a unity and yet has many parts, and all the parts, though many, form [only] one body, so it is with Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One).

For by [N1means of the personal agency of] one [Holy] Spirit we were all, whether Jews or Greeks, slaves or free, baptized [and N2by baptism united together] into one body, and all made to drink of one [Holy] Spirit.

For the body does not consist of one limb or organ but of many.

If the foot should say, Because I am not the hand, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the ear should say, Because I am not the eye, I do not belong to the body, would it be therefore not [a part] of the body?

If the whole body were an eye, where [would be the sense of] hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where [would be the sense of] smell?

But as it is, God has placed and arranged the limbs and organs in the body, each [particular one] of them, just as He wished and saw fit and with the best adaptation.

But if [the whole] were all a single organ, where would the body be?

And now there are [certainly] many limbs and organs, but a single body.

And the eye is not able to say to the hand, I have no need of you, nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.

But instead, there is [absolute] necessity for the parts of the body that are considered the more weak.

And those [parts] of the body which we consider rather ignoble are [the very parts] which we invest with additional honor, and our unseemly parts and those unsuitable for exposure are treated with seemliness (modesty and decorum),

Which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so adjusted (mingled, harmonized, and subtly proportioned the parts of) the whole body, giving the greater honor and richer endowment to the inferior parts which lack [apparent importance],

So that there should be no division or discord or lack of adaptation [of the parts of the body to each other], but the members all alike should have a mutual interest in and care for one another.

And if one member suffers, all the parts [share] the suffering; if one member is honored, all the members [share in] the enjoyment of it.

Now you [collectively] are Christ’s body and [individually] you are members of it, each part severally and distinct [each with his own place and function].

So God has appointed some in the church [N1for His own use]: first apostles (special messengers); second prophets (inspired preachers and expounders); third teachers; then wonder-workers; then those with ability to heal the sick; helpers; administrators; [speakers in] different (unknown) tongues.

Are all apostles (special messengers)? Are all prophets (inspired interpreters of the will and purposes of God)? Are all teachers? Do all have the power of performing miracles?

Do all possess extraordinary powers of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret?

But earnestly desire and zealously cultivate the greatest and best gifts and graces (the higher gifts and the choicest graces). And yet I will show you a still more excellent way [one that is better by far and the highest of them all–love]. end of quote.

Hahaha! What A Picture Of Our Disjointed Ministries! Is Like The Foot Telling The Hand How To Walk! …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 6:18 am.

Yes, the gifts and calls have been given and will not be taken away, but! The way we go about those gifts? That is what is coming to an end.

How And When? That Is The Cause Of My Pain …

You have transformed me. You have cut me asunder to separate the vile from the precious natures within me. Thus You have made me into Your mouthpiece.

Your Mouthpiece. Ha! I Am No Longer Your Foot Telling Your Hand How To Walk …?

Instead? I am Your mouthpiece able to utter Your words not mine. I have completely lost my taste for giving my opinion, for speaking words without knowledge.

  • Of course, I have a sound mind. Though You show me what others refuse to see I still refuse to come to my own conclusions.
  • I am counting on You to inspire whatever You want for Your people to read.

Right Now? You Have Given Me Much To Digest Before I Post Anything Else …

Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 5:00 pm.

The response to the last post was not as good as the previous post. Also I have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana for the last couple of days, and? I am in pain. That has me wondering. I need to wait on You.

O My Master? You Are With Me And For Me. I Am Counting On You …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 2:52 am.

What is going on with the Internet? Why it keeps disconnecting? What am I to do my Master? I hear to do nothing. To wait. Continue with the graphics.

Thank You. Your Reminder In My Inbox Cheer Me Up …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:50 am.

You know I been kind of down because I do not hear from anyone anymore, but! You also know that I am not depressed or anxious or anything like I used to get in the past. Actually?

  • This is now my present. I am at peace and relaxed despite my body aching from head to toe.
  • The best part? You have given me Your strength to fix my surroundings beautifully even when there is still more to do for safety reasons.
  • Then? About me missing company and such. Ha! This been going on and on. Days, sometimes weeks go by without a peep from Ahmad or any of my children, enough to drive me crazy, but!

Wow! O My Master! It Will Take Lots Of Pages To Record All That Comes To Mind …?

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 10:43 am.

That is a headline in a post I wrote on Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 10:56 am. The post that You brought to my inbox to cheer me up.

  • Why that post cheer me up? Well? It came out of sequence from a new follower. It occurred to me to read the post and see why it attracted a new follower. Wow!

Here Are Excerpts From That Post And How It Cheer Me Up …

It was the beginning of this so very especial 2020. I find myself on the 8th month of the year pretty much at the same point I was on the 1st month.

  • But this time I am much, much closer to Your aim to restore us to the original intent for our creation. It totally cheers me up. Quote:

JANUARY 7, 2020 UNCATEGORIZED

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 11:57 am.

Funny thing. Humor instead of anger or confusion takes over me with each of Your revelations. While eating my breakfast in Your Presence I was thinking about all that visit me no more, and?

  • Well? So far, I had not really thought about it much, but I am human, I kept hoping they were re-evaluating their lives on account of Your work within me. But this time, at breakfast time I said,
  • “Maybe they are waiting for Your wrath to descend upon me for my lack of sense to live like I live in Your Presence instead of living like they live!”
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah! I laughed at such possibility because I know that even if that was true, it will not matter as far as You restoring us all to the original intent for our creation.
  • So? I laughed and rejoiced at their grand surprise when You join us all to sing in Your Presence: “When we all get together, what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!”
  • We have been singing that song for a long time but I for one? No clue of what I was singing really until this day.
  • Funny isn’t it?

Okay, Okay! My Ship Has Arrived, And? My Welcome Crowd Will Soon Arrive As Well …

Yes! You will lead that welcome crowd singing and rejoicing in Your Presence as it’s written and not forgotten! On that assurance I shall post and close the present pages as soon as You make a way for me to do so. What a Mighty Yah I serve. I wait on You.

….

  • Amazing! Day by day. Moment by moment. Incident by incident You are harmonizing all written words as well as my misunderstanding of those.
  • Yes! It Will Take Many Pages But, Each Page Shall Jolt Whoever You Send By To Read The Pages …?

Plus You Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame Again …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 9:33 am.

In that post You reminded me that I will never be put to the shame as it is written in Isaiah 54. In that post You revived the words that sustain me up to this trying moment I am going through again. Quote:

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.

Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

  • We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.
  • For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.
  • And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Not Confused Anymore, But …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:27 am

It seems like nothing is adding up again, yet? You are adding it all up for me. I tremble and go down when I read the atrocities ravaging Your so loved world through the centuries.

  • The flood,
  • The plagues
  • The deranged insane cult leaders of this century.
  • The New Age movement.
  • The spiritualism.
  • Sexual corruption.
  • Self-righteousness.
  • Man following man.
  • Human aberrations at its peak.

O Me! O My Master! Where Have You Fitted Me In This Horrific Panorama? …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 11:52 am.

Ha! But that’s the beauty You have implanted within me coming into play. Wow! That’s Your fitting to encourage Your so loved ravaged world.

  • I took a break to do some physical work. My cover needed repairs. Been working on it for the last 4 hours.
  • Have much to finish the job but I am exhausted. Will resume in due time.

This Is How That Beauty Is Flourishing Within Me Big Time Now …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

After contemplating the horrific panorama of the age I could have decline into depression or elation but instead? You give an incentive to do things neglected for a long time.

No Need To Set My Eyes Around Me. Much Need To Set My Gaze In That Beauty Within Me …

You have made everything beautiful in its time. You also planted eternity in our hearts and minds. What is eternity?

Eternity is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

What Is That Sense Of A Purpose, My Master? …

John 17:1-3. Ecclesiastes 3:11. It all concludes in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14. Day by day. Moment by moment You confirm Your written words written in my heart and mind now. Quote:

John 17:1-3

WHEN YAHUSHUA had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said, Father, the hour has come. Glorify and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may glorify and extol and honor and magnify You.

[Just as] You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), [now glorify Him] so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

And this is eternal life: [it means] to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real God, and [likewise] to know Him, Jesus [as the] Christ (the Anointed One, the Messiah), Whom You have sent.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge. Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the unharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year.” End of quote.

What A Blessed Day This Has Been. Thank You. …

Wednesday, August 12, 2020 at 8:04 pm.

Effectively working in Your Presence despite pain and discomfort. Plus, the need of supplies but! I have not heard or seen anyone since the day before yesterday. Even so?

  • You are in control. I am counting on You to send me some help on Your time and discretion. I wait.
  • It’s been a hot day. My head hurts. The Internet is acting up again. I am not hungry or sleepy. I will head for bed though, perhaps You gift me some sleep.
  • Got some sleep.
  • Food came. No help but maybe tomorrow.

A New Day. In Your Presence I Remain. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 1:48 am.

Master? To live in Your Presence while I am still walking the shores of these earthly grounds is not anything like happiness and laughter, yet, it is not the opposite either.

Not happiness and laughter but there is joy inexplicable and peace that surpasses the human understanding.

Couple Your joy and Your peace with Your strength and power to climb over the mountain of daily tribulation and trials and distress and frustration with courage, confidence, certainty, undaunted! Quote:

John 16:33

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

That Is Where I Am At Now. Joy. Perfect Peace. Confidence …

Nor that I relish this pain and discomfort along with the absence of Ahmad and my children, but! You know it my Master, I am counting on You for their care and protection.

  • The Internet is still not working. Perhaps is time to turn off and unplug the machine one more time? I will do that and head for bed. I’ll see what You lead me to do next.

Well? All Is Well. Net Up. I Am Signed In. Thank You. …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 5:38 am.

Back home where I belong. Sometimes I feel like the prodigal son. Spent my life squandering the wealth of gifts and talents from You. But You brought me to my senses. Thank You.

A Preview Of Your Doings Ha! I Just Closed My Eye For A Few Minutes, What Did You Showed Me? …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 6:04 am

Like a film strip I saw an arid fruitless spotted grass field. Then the film rolled frontwards, and trees began to show then banana plants one banana in one plant then many banana plants full of yellow bananas.

I Opened My Eyes. Wow! What A Preview Of Your Doings …

I sense to work on a graphic to illustrate what You showed me to begin this day encouraged. The meaning of seeing a bunch of bananas is quite interesting. Quote:

Excerpt …. In dream lore, a bunch of bananas indicates new people and relationships. If you are already in a steady relationship, then it means more peace and happiness is about to be added to it with every problem getting a solution.

  • Yes indeed I am back home where I belong. Still?

Hurting And Alone …

Thursday, August 13, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

Going back to bed. I am counting on You no matter how I feel nor what I think. I bring unto You know all my disturbing thoughts about the way we are and behave towards each other.

  • For You are the only One to resolve the paradigm of our lives.
  • And You are doing so. No question about it.
  • Thank You for sleep.
  • My little friend woke me up with some food.
  • I ate and finished the storage of all things for now.

Friday Is Here. You Will Show And Lead Me On What To Do Today. I Wait On You …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 12:15 am.

You know all about my physical condition. I am at my wits end to help myself much less to ask others to help me.

  • All the years of our lives we knock ourselves out to help each other to no avail. Then we go to the other extreme of no help at all.
  • But what’s the sense to rehash the matter?

O My Master! Let Me Go On And On With Your Strength And Power …

Let me be still. Give me the power to let go, to overlook all the asinine things that we do and say to each other without a clue of what we do.

I Am Home Where I Belong In Your Presence And Under Your Loving Protection …

Let me simply enjoy the present set up of things around me. You have gracious to give me the strength needed to rearrange all things in such a pleasant and convenient way.

  • The graphic to illustrate my banana dream is coming along nicely. Thank You. Back to see how I can incorporate my coming back home to see such delightful panorama.

Master? You Know It’s Friday. Ahmad Promised Time For Me On Friday, But! …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 10:35 am.

But there is no sign of him showing up. It is so painful my Master, You know it. Even so? It is coming to me the fact that You must clean up the soil in our souls before Your implanted eternity can bloom.

  • Eternal life. Beauty, everything beautiful eternally cannot bloom on the dirt of human nature.

Computer And Internet Problems Might Be Fixed For Good …

From here on out I might not have anymore problems with the no responding error. The one drive was the cause I believe.

  • Checking it out on Friday, August 14, 2020 at 1:50 pm. Well it is not happening.
  • Also the error 504 with my site was due to the latest update.
  • I removed the OneDrive and the latest update.
  • All working perfect now.
  • While not able to solve the problem I worked on the apartment.
  • I thought to wait to see if Ahmad would help me to screw the backing of the cover, but!
  • It came to me not to wait for the taping will work.
  • So? I finished setting everything up in a convenient way more than it was before.
  • I now have everything clean and stored away properly.
  • The apartment still needs repairs for the wintertime but!
  • You know all about it.
  • I cannot nor would not be concerned about it anymore.

All In All I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 3:43 pm.

There are flowers and greenery all around me; much space to move around; and much incentive to rearrange the table against the wall. I’ll do that easily now. Thanks to Your strength and power.

  • Yes, I miss Ahmad but! When the tears begin to flow so does a flow of Your grace to overcome it all.
  • The pain is manageable. So is the heat.
  • And so are my feelings and thoughts.
  • In other words so is my carnal natural state of being.
  • All under Your loving control.

Your Lead To Close This Post …

Friday, August 14, 2020 at 6:53 pm.

It’s been a week for amazing discoveries yet. Your wisdom is unfathomable. Your love has no limits even when such love is beyond human’s understanding.

I am going on and on with Your strength and power of love for us all.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

What Happened? Ha! Read The Sequence Of Events After The Great Response To The Last Post …

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These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun But Still? …

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds. And?

For Sure, That Is What You Are Demonstrating To Me With All Going On …

The best part of Your demonstrations to me? Not only for my benefit but it is mainly for the benefit of Your so loved world inhabited by Your cherished children roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • And so? I am going on with Your strength and power.

Computer Crash. Have Lost Internet And Latest Journal Since Yesterday. Help My Master! …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 6:41 am.

Will continue to search for recovery. Show me the way, my Master, You know exactly what to do. I wait on You.

I Have Exhausted All Possible Fixes. I Cannot Recover The Internet …

No Internet connection? No way to install the programs needed to continue the task You have assigned unto me, but!

You Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life And Doings …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 2:03 pm.

So? I am not in the least concerned. I don’t know what caused the computer crash, but You do. And in Your time and discretion You will show me whatever I needed to learn with this frustrating incident.

  • I lost the whole month of July 2020. Hopefully when the Internet is restored I will be able to retrieve it. In the meantime I will record the hand written notes.

Reflecting On My Doings While Searching For Solutions …

Wednesday, August 5, 2020 at 9:30 am.

Master? When I feel I could talk to someone about my troubles, it comes to me, “Whatever for? You are the only One who has all answers and know all about me.

  • You know me better than I know myself.
  • Most all have not much of a clue of who I am, but!
  • Things are changing now.
  • Actually? None of us human beings have much of a clue about each other.
  • Even so? We judge and analyze each other by our behavior and?

Our Behavior Is Not Always What It Seems To Be …

No kidding! But You are giving us the power to be honest with each other. What a wonderful thing that it is! That brings to mind the headlines for this post.

Decent Against Honest Conversation …

Decent: How Are You? How Is Your Health? Honest Conversation: Anything Of Intrinsic Value …?

Honest Talk About Why Are We Ill And In Want? Suddenly! Need A Trip To The Bathroom …?

“Why can we not have a decent conversation?” is the claim. O well! Not my two cents, but it does not take a rocket scientist to spot the difference between what we call decent and the need for honesty.

Even So? We Can Spot The Difference But We Cannot Change It, Why?

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 7:16 pm.

Why? That is what we are to find out on this 2020 year the year not to fear our fears. Now we come to the meaning of fear.

All Well All Swell. Net Up Again …

Friday, August 7, 2020 at 2:08 am.

Unbelievable! O my Master! Once again You proved Yourself to me. Simply amazing! You let me struggle to the point of exhaustion. Even to the point of calling for help to no avail.

  • Well? I got a call offering help. So?
  • It came to me to reset the computer one more time.
  • This time to unplug my external and keep my files but not my apps.
  • The reset finished. It came to me not to touch anything until my help would come.
  • Waited 3 hours but help did not come. So?
  • It came to me to check the status in the start up screen. Wow!
  • Everything back to normal! Next?
  • It came to me how to get the Internet to connect.
  • SUCCESS!!!

What Did You Teach Me? Ah! That’s The Beauty Within Me! What? …

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 2:00 am

Divinely Implanted Beauty. Everything is beautiful in its time! Just give it time and the flowers shall bloom. The fruit trees shall produce their luscious delicious fruits.

Just Give It Your Time! O My Master, Your Time …?

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 10:49 am.

Your time indeed! Just like the flowers and the trees we must go through the process of Your time for the implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages comes to fruition.

  • This sense of a purpose for our lives nothing under the sun but You alone can satisfy. Men cannot find out what You have done from the beginning to the end until?
  • Your time and discretion to reveal such sense to each one of us.
  • And You are and have been doing so through the ages of mankind.

Ha! No Wonder Why Is Taking So Long Of Time For All To Happen …

Hahaha! What a revelation! The best part? I only had to wait for 80 years but the ones at the foot of the Throne been waiting for thousands of years. It’s written:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Luke 10:24

For I tell you, that many prophets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.

You are with and for me. You give You take away. Still …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:04 am.

Still not questioning Your will. Yesterday You gave me a wonderful painless day. Today? It is painfully starting. I heard, “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.”

Reflecting …

O my Master! Your body is hurting and so are You. And so I am. For You have united me to You. Your words sustain me in the darkness of pain or the light of a painless day. I hear again, quote:

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

Wow! Master? These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:55 am.

Ha! What a way to bring me back to the amazing sense of a purpose You have implanted within my being. The sense of my eternity in the center of Your Being.

Frivolity. Laughter Without The Master Is Quite A Disaster, But Still …

O my Precious Master! We cannot find out what You are and have been doing from the beginning to the end. So? What do we do?

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds.

And With That You Are Leading Me To Close This Post …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 7:40 am.

The month of July is restored from the published posts. You are leading me to set it as a book to be published next for each one of Your children to read and refresh it all in their minds.

What’s the end or the beginning of all Your doings? …

Ha! I don’t even think to think about it anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah! You have instilled unto me what it means to fear or question or figuring You out and making my own conclusions. Thank You.

  • May it so be done on this earth as it is in heaven.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Has Anyone Considered The Blessings The Curses From On High, Why? …

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Behold The Passionate Love From On High. COVID-19 Hauling To The End Of The Curses The Beginning Of The Blessings With All Might, But!…



But It’s All A Matter Of The Will Not The Soul In The Long Haul …

Indeed! We human beings have been living on the realm of the soul not the will. Yes, for the human being it’s a matter of the mind primarily not the will.

  • All my life I been trained to think not to will. Well? Surprise! On my latest years the matter has been reversed by the power of love from on high.
  • That’s the matter exposed and deposed in the span of 35 years of consistently journaling my life without thrills or frills.
  • Let me now go on to the latest.

Reflecting On Your Doings O Master Of Mine …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 1:28 am.

Reflecting not questioning. But reflecting on the happenings since my waking up yesterday practically painless and able to take care of things and myself.

  • Even so, when the heat of the day escalated, the stabs of pain began again!
  • My reaction this time?
  • Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me to withstand this pain.
  • I must continue my task.
  • Sharp stabs while I posted the post You led me to post without delay.
  • You finally blessed me with sleep from around 10 pm until past midnight when my little friend woke me up.
  • Ahmad is at home. He said as he saw my condition. He motioned me to stay in bed. He left. Ahmad called. Then what?
  • Ahmad promised to come in the morning unless I wanted him to come to my aid now.
  • My response this time? Nothing is helping. I wait.
  • I then got up to check the food, but I am not hungry.
  • I am dehydrated though. So? I help myself to a glass of water.
  • Then? I came to check my emails. WOW!
  • The highest response in a long time!
  • New followers. Old and new visitors. The list covered my screen.
  • The stabs of pain? Gone for the most but the ordeal is not over.

That’s The Matter To Reflect Upon To Learn How To Respond …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:00 am.

At 2:00 am for emphasis. Meaning: Separation all inclusive. The separation must take place to defeat the powers and principalities on high places.

  • Master? At every turn of my way You continue to open the Scriptures or Your written words to me.
  • You have been proving to me the fact that every single word written in what is commonly known as the Bible is and has been coming to pass verbatim.
  • Past dead words one by one comes to life as You quicken me to read them again. It blows my mind! But! I’ll never repine.

Your Power Invested On Me. Power To Overcome In My Stand. Wow! …

Quote:

Ephesians 6:10-18

In conclusion, be strong in our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua—be empowered through your union with Him; draw your strength from Him—that strength which His boundless might provides. Put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s whole armor, for you to have power to stand against the schemes—all the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood—contending only with physical opponents, but against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenly—supernatural sphere.

Therefore put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s complete armor, so that you have power to withstand in the wicked day, and having done all, to stand. Stand, then, having girded your waist with truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace; above all, having taken up the shield of belief with which you shall have power to quench all the burning arrows of the wicked one.

Take also the helmet of deliverance, and the Sword that our Father Yahuwah’s Set Apart Spirit wields, which is the WORD of Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua, praying at all times, with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, watching in all perseverance and supplication for all the set-apart ones—our Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua’s set apart people.

  • That is How to respond to the inevitable stabs of pain and adversity inflicted upon us mouthpieces.

But Who Inflict Such Stabs Of Pain And Adversity Upon Us Mouthpieces And Why? …

WHO? The powers from on high intent to shut up Your mouthpieces for good, but! Your power no foe can withstand. Quote:

PSALM 91(AMP modified by Thia to use the correct Hebrew Name.)

HE who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].

I will say of Yahuwah, He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I (confidently) trust!

For [then] He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. [Then]

He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings shall you trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler. [Then]

You shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow [the evil plots and slanders of the wicked] that flies by day,

Nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday. [Then]

A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not come near you.

Only a spectator shall you be [yourself inaccessible in the secret place of the Most High] as you witness the reward of the wicked.

Because you have made Yahuwah your refuge, and the Most High your dwelling place, [Verses 1,14.]

There shall no evil befall you, nor any plague or calamity come near your tent.

For He will give His angels [especial] charge over you, to accompany and defend and preserve you in all your ways [of obedience and service].

They shall bear you up on their hands, lest you dash your foot against a stone. [Luke 4:10,11; Heb. 1:14.]

You shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall you trample under foot. [Luke 10:9.] 14 Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].

He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.

With long life will I satisfy him, and show him My salvation.

Wow! This Psalm From The First Entry In The Journal Of My Life …

In that entry I quoted Scriptures I had not memorized nor even had any idea of knowing those words were written, but I quoted them with the certainty unbeknown to me at that time.

  • At that time You had not revealed to me the importance of Your Hebrew name. All I knew was the words the Christian Church had programmed in my mind. Quote:

Mine shall be a good day!

March 21/87/5:20 am.

Birds are singing, Master, the dawn of a new day must be approaching, Oh, Master, how great Thou are!

For Your Spirit is harboring the earth right now as it was that first day; in a short while Thou shall say “let there be light,” and there shall appear the light of a new day!

And it shall be a good day!

Yes, a good day, for Thou has so written it in the Book of Life and what it’s written in the Book of Life it’s Your Word which stands true forever!

Yes, it shall be a good day!

“But Thia, how about all the evil of the day? How can your day be good? Have you thought about your doubts? Have you thought about your ups and downs? Do you remember your failures? Do you see your inability? Don’t you know that you are always a day late and a dollar short? And what about the national situation, haven’t you heard the news, there is ‘Aids’ and something worse that ‘Aids,’ some unknown plague that is approaching us. And there is war and rumors of war. And you can’t even travel because you might be held up as a hostage. And right here in your back yard, don’t you realize how easy it is for a nut to break into your house and rape and kill you? How can your day be good?”

“Devil, my day shall be good because so it’s writ- ten in the Book of life.” Genesis 1:26-31. You are a liar, a destroyer, a murderer from the beginning, so it’s also written. Your end it’s even written in the Book of life.” John 8:44; Revelation 15:2.

“I come against you and your foul words and suggestions, in the name of the Mighty Almighty I serve, the Mighty One of Israel, I come against the evil of this day Satan, in the name of Jesus.” Luke 11:20-22.

“I live in the secret place of the Most High, sheltered by the Almighty that is above all Almightys, this I declare, I abide in the name of Jesus, He is my fortress, my refuge, my shield of faith.” Psalms 91:1-2.

“Satan, I reject your words and suggestions, I refuse to dwell in the evil of this day and the frustrations of my flesh, for you are a liar, a father of lies, and a murderer from the beginning.” Philippians 4:6; I Peter 5:8-9.

“The truth is that you are speaking to my flesh,

the flesh of the Thia that die in the cross with Jesus. Satan, that Thia is dead!” Romans 6:11. “But I, the new Thia, resurrected in Jesus Christ, I, come in the name of that same Jesus, to trample you under my feet!” Romans 8:1-2; Ephesians 6:11-16.

“Be gone Satan, mine shall be a good day, for I’m a new creature, there shall no evil come near me nor any plague come nigh my dwelling.” Matthew 4:10; II Corinthians 5:17; Psalms 91:10.

“And I have the power to trample you under my feet and vanish you from my sight, in Jesus Christ, my Master and Savior. So it is written.” Psalms 91:13.”

Yes, it shall be a good day! So it is written in the Book of Life. Alleluia!

Well? What It All Boils Down To? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 5:46 am.

Again, all these matters are written in parabolas or ephemeral language that goes right over our heads. Why?

O My Master! You Give Us A Clear Answer But Still …

We are not able to apprehend the matter even when we think we do. So it is written. And so all written is coming to pass verbatim. And?

The Best Part? Your Unfathomable Wisdom To Withhold And Release Such Matters To Us …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 6:06 am.

Six zero six in the hour of this moment, meaning? The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Then?

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Then?

Back to six. Wow! The message is clear. Quote again:

John 16:12-15 AMPC+

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.

But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

John 16:25

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve). End of quote.

That Is Exactly What Is Happening Now As It Has Been Happening From The Beginning …

The hour is here now on this 2020 year not to fear our fears. This the hour when You are telling us about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

This Is The Hour When The Ethereal Becomes Our Reality …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 7:30 am.

But how is it all happening? Ha! The dates. The exact meaning of the hour of this moment? The seven? You do marvelous things in the earth with this number. And?

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

On Cue With Number 30 Again …

A reminder that I am to dedicate my time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving me grace to begin the preparation for the near future.

  • Ha! I been searching for the words You have given for me to quote for the last few hours to no avail until You quickened me I was looking in the wrong books.

Wow! How Easily We Come To Rely In Our Feeble Memory, But! …

No matter. Your words are imprinted in my heart not in my memory. I kept looking for what is to happen on the 24th of the 9th instead of the 11th month. Until?

  • You quickened me to look in the Minor instead of the Major Prophets. Quote:

A Vision of a Horseman

Zechariah 1:7-17.

Upon the twenty-fourth day of the eleventh month, which is the month of Shebat, in the second year of the reign of Darius, the word of the Master came to Zechariah son of Berechiah, the son of Iddo, the prophet. Zechariah said,

I saw in the night [vision] and behold, a Man riding upon a red horse, and He stood among the myrtle trees that were in a low valley or bottom, and behind Him there were horses, red, bay or flame-colored, and white.

Then said I, O my master, what are these? And the angel who talked with me said, I will show you what these are.

And the Man who stood among the myrtle trees answered and said, These are they whom the Master has sent to walk to and fro through the earth and patrol it.

And the men on the horses answered the Angel of the Master Who stood among the myrtle trees and said, We have walked to and fro through the earth [patrolling it] and behold, all the earth sits at rest [in peaceful security].

Then the Angel of the Master said, O Master of hosts, how long will You not have mercy and lovingkindness for Jerusalem and the cities of Judah, against which You have had indignation these seventy years [of the Babylonian captivity]?

And the Master answered the angel who talked with me with gracious and comforting words.

So the angel who talked with me said to me, Cry out, Thus says the Master of hosts: I am jealous for Jerusalem and for Zion with a great jealousy.

And I am very angry with the nations that are at ease; for while I was but a little displeased, they helped forward the affliction and disaster.

Therefore, thus says the Master: I have returned to Jerusalem with compassion (lovingkindness and mercy). My house shall be built in it, says the Master of hosts, and a measuring line shall be stretched out over Jerusalem [with a view to rebuilding its walls].

Cry yet again, saying, Thus says the Master of hosts: My cities shall yet again overflow with prosperity, and the Master shall yet comfort Zion and shall yet choose Jerusalem.  End of quote.

Master? What Is Your Purpose For The Quoting Of Your Words? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

“My child, I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings) that have gone over your head for a definite reason.

My reason and purpose for all my doings is demonstrated in all the words I have inspired you to write and publish for all to get acquainted with My ways.

Therefore, the hour is now coming when I no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

Thus, I quicken you to go to the Scriptures that apply to the exact hour you are now living. So? The Scriptures are now the reality of your life.

Even so? O My child, it was not so before when you faithfully read and studied those Scriptures. Why not?

That My child is what I am now settling in your mind to harmonize all things within your being.”

Master? I Don’t Feel Good. The Heat! Help!

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:52 pm.

I will head for bed hoping You bless me with a couple hours or more of sleep at the peak of this heat.

Well? No Sleep But! Enlightenment! …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

I began to record Your words but You sent me to sleep until now. It is now Friday, July 31, 2020 at 3:59 am. I got up. I confessed, Your grace is sufficient unto me to continue Your work despite the painful ordeal I am going through. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are wondering what is it that you sense as you witness the love and devotion that My children profess for Me?

You sense your past professions from your carnal or natural self. Those professions felt so good! They earned the admiration of a faithful woman, but!

The seat for all your doings was in the flesh not in My Spirit. And the flesh profits nothing from My Spirit. Quote:

John 6:63-66 AMPC+

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father.

After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him. End of quote.

It Is The Same With The Majority Of My Children Nowadays …

“My children follow Me as long as it suits their understanding and lifestyle. But it is impossible for them to abide in Me because, so I have designed it to be for a time.

Even so? Fear not! Instead? Rejoice! For the time is now to remove all stumbling blocks, to comfort My children. Quote:

Isaiah 40:1-2

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. End of quote.

Nothing, Absolutely Nothing And No One Can Come Close To Thwart My Word …

“My precious child, I have made provision with your life and the life of many others to overcome the powers to be in control intent to destroy you. Quote:

Revelation 12:11.

And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing].

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am so pleased with your determination to proclaim the blood of the Lamb and the utterance of your testimony despite the lashes of pain the enemy is inflicting to you.

Courage My precious child! Only a little while longer. Wait. I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame.”

I Am Counting On Your Word. I Wait …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Despite the way things continue with no change for the better. Instead? Change for the worst. You know it my Master. I refuse to elaborate. I refuse to retaliate.

  • Thank You for the power to obey You even at the cost of my wellbeing.
  • Your grace and strength are sufficient unto me to continue with the task You have assigned unto me no matter the circumstances.

Not Knowing How To Proceed I Headed For Bed Hoping Again For Sleep …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 4:10 pm.

Master? You know my situation of the moment and my determination to quit elaborating and retaliating but I do not know what You would have me to record next.

  • That’s when it came to me to record the blessings and the curses. Wow!
  • I perk up and got up to hunt for those lines recorded a long time ago.
  • Then? The headline and subline came to me plus how to incorporate it all to get the attention of Your children.

A Challenge: Get Acquainted With The Curses To Fully Appreciate The Blessings On This 2020 Year To End Our Fears …

Master? To understand this matter, You have brought me to the beginning of Your creation to the present time in the last 35 years since You separated me to Your service.

  • WOW! Over and over it is written, … until He has destroyed you! Until He has destroyed you?
  • For the first time I see it O my Master as I realized that indeed You have finally succeeded in destroying my wicked carnal self with all its willful ways! WOW!

Indeed! We Have Been Born And Raised Under The Curse Of Sin! And? …

  • O my Master! It is only because of Your mercy and faithfulness that You have not completely destroy us.
  • Yes, You repented of our creation because of the way we turned out to be. No two ways about it, we are all humans aloof from You in more ways than one.
  • And we all know the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity but we chose to call evil good and good evil.
  • This is all a known fact. No need for me to rehash our history that has been hashed and rehashed in so many ways it boggles one’s mind.
  • So? O my Master! I am only giving an account of how You have applied such history to my life as You compel me to do for a witness of Your work within me.
  • The main thing You are now revealing to me is the fact that we are not able to repent or turn around from our ways to Your ways until You confront us.

The Day Of Reckoning Is Inevitable, But! …

That day for each one of us only comes on Your time and at Your discretion. And when that day comes we also come to the end of our evil or self-righteous ways.

  • But still we have to make retribution and suffer the consequences of sin in general even when we are no longer living in sin.
  • I can guarantee anyone that if one checks oneself or the whole of mankind against the curses and not the blessings, we can well identify the fact that we have been born under the curse of sin.
  • To tell the truth? I don’t understand any of it all and You know it my Master.
  • I am only recording what You compel me to record by my experience of the matter.

But What Is The Stumbling Block Between People And The Written Words …?

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 11:48 am.

Your Chosen People, that’s the stumbling block. O my Master! You know that for the most people do not realize how Your Chosen People have become Gentiles now populating the 4 corners of the earth.

  • Furthermore, You are now revealing this matter to us. We are the Lost Sheep of Israel. So?

The Words Addressed To The Chosen People Are Addressed To Us …

I get kind of dizzy as I read the curses and realize such is the state and condition of this world in which I was born. Quote:

The Curses. A Bulleted Account For Easy Reading …

Deuteronomy 28:15-68 AMPC+

  • But if you will not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments and His statutes which I command you this day, then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you:
  • Cursed shall you be in the city and cursed shall you be in the field.
  • Cursed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.
  • Cursed shall be the fruit of your body, of your land, of the increase of your cattle and the young of your sheep.
  • Cursed shall you be when you come in and cursed shall you be when you go out.
  • The Master shall send you curses, confusion, and rebuke in every enterprise to which you set your hand, until you are destroyed, perishing quickly because of the evil of your doings by which you have forsaken me [Moses and Almighty as one].
  • The Master will make the pestilence cling to you until He has consumed you from the land into which you go to possess.
  • The Master will smite you with consumption, with fever and inflammation, fiery heat, sword and drought, blasting and mildew; they shall pursue you until you perish.
  • The heavens over your head shall be brass and the earth under you shall be iron.
  • The Master shall make the rain of your land powdered soil and dust; from the heavens it shall come down upon you until you are destroyed.
  • The Master shall cause you to be struck down before your enemies; you shall go out one way against them and flee seven ways before them, and you shall be tossed to and fro and be a terror among all the kingdoms of the earth. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:8.]
  • And your dead body shall be food for all the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and there shall be no one to frighten them away.
  • (27)  The Master will smite you with the boils of Egypt and the tumors, the scurvy and the itch, from which you cannot be healed.
  • The Master will smite you with madness and blindness and dismay of [mind and] heart.
  • And you shall grope at noonday as the blind grope in darkness. And you shall not prosper in your ways; and you shall be only oppressed and robbed continually, and there shall be no one to save you.
  • You shall betroth a wife, but another man shall lie with her; you shall build a house, but not live in it; you shall plant a vineyard, but not gather its grapes.
  • Your ox shall be slain before your eyes, but you shall not eat of it; your donkey shall be violently taken away before your face and not be restored to you; your sheep shall be given to your enemies, and you shall have no one to help you.
  • Your sons and daughters shall be given to another people, and your eyes shall look and fail with longing for them all the day; and there shall be no power in your hands to prevent it. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:9.]
  • A nation which you have not known shall eat up the fruit of your land and of all your labors, and you shall be only oppressed and crushed continually, [Fulfilled in Jdg 6:1-6; Jdg 6:13:1.]
  • So that you shall be driven mad by the sights which your eyes shall see.
  • The Master will smite you on the knees and on the legs with a sore boil that cannot be healed, from the sole of your foot to the top of your head.
  • The Master shall bring you and your king whom you have set over you to a nation which neither you nor your fathers have known, and there you shall [be forced to] serve other deities, of wood and stone. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 17:4, 2Ki 17:6; 2Ki 24:12, 2Ki 24:14; 2Ki 25:7, 2Ki 25:11; Dan 6:11-12.]
  • And you shall become an amazement, a proverb, and a byword among all the peoples to which the Master will lead you.
  • You shall carry much seed out into the field and shall gather little in, for the locust shall consume it. [Fulfilled in Hag 1:6.]
  • You shall plant vineyards and dress them but shall neither drink of the wine nor gather the grapes, for the worm shall eat them.
  • You shall have olive trees throughout all your territory but you shall not anoint yourselves with the oil, for your olive trees shall drop their fruit.
  • You shall beget sons and daughters but shall not enjoy them, for they shall go into captivity. [Fulfilled in Lam 1:5.]
  • All your trees and the fruit of your ground shall the locust possess. [Fulfilled in Joe 1:4.]
  • The transient (stranger) among you shall mount up higher and higher above you, and you shall come down lower and lower.
  • He shall lend to you, but you shall not lend to him; he shall be the head, and you shall be the tail.
  • All these curses shall come upon you and shall pursue you and overtake you till you are destroyed, because you do not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, to keep His commandments and His statutes which He commanded you.
  • They shall be upon you for a sign [of warning to other nations] and for a wonder, and upon your descendants forever.
  • Because you did not serve the Master your Almighty with joyfulness of [mind and] heart [in gratitude] for the abundance of all [with which He had blessed you],
  • Therefore you shall serve your enemies whom the Master shall send against you, in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and in want of all things; and He will put a yoke of iron upon your neck until He has destroyed you.
  • The Master will bring a nation against you from afar, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flies, a nation whose language you shall not understand,
  • A nation of unyielding countenance who will not regard the person of the old or show favor to the young,
  • And shall eat the fruit of your cattle and the fruit of your ground until you are destroyed, who also shall not leave you grain, new wine, oil, the increase of your cattle or the young of your sheep until they have caused you to perish.
  • They shall besiege you in all your towns until your high and fortified walls in which you trusted come down throughout all your land; and they shall besiege you in all your towns throughout all your land which the Master your Almighty has given you.
  • And you shall eat the fruit of your own body, the flesh of your sons and daughters whom the Master your Almighty has given you, in the siege and in the [pressing] misery with which your enemies shall distress you. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 6:24-29.]
  • The man who is most tender among you and extremely particular and well-bred, his eye shall be cruel and grudging of food toward his brother and toward the wife of his bosom and toward those of his children still remaining,
  • So that he will not give to any of them any of the flesh of his children which he is eating, because he has nothing left to him in the siege and in the distress with which your enemies shall distress you in all your towns.
  • The most tender and daintily bred woman among you, who would not venture to set the sole of her foot upon the ground because she is so dainty and kind, will grudge to the husband of her bosom, to her son and to her daughter
  • Her afterbirth that comes out from her body and the children whom she shall bear. For she will eat them secretly for want of anything else in the siege and distress with which your enemies shall distress you in your towns.
  • If you will not be watchful to do all the words of this law that are written in this book, that you may [reverently] fear this glorious and fearful name [and presence]–THE MASTER YOUR ALMIGHTY–
  • Then the Master will bring upon you and your descendants extraordinary strokes and blows, great plagues of long continuance, and grievous sicknesses of long duration.
  • )  Moreover, He will bring upon you all the diseases of Egypt of which you were afraid, and they shall cling to you.
  • Also every sickness and every affliction which is not written in this Book of the Law the Master will bring upon you until you are destroyed.
  • And you shall be N1left few in number, whereas you had been as the stars of the heavens for multitude, because you would not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty.
  • And as the Master rejoiced over you to do you good and to multiply you, so the Master will rejoice to bring ruin upon you and to destroy you; and you shall be N1plucked from the land into which you go to possess.
  • And the Master shall scatter you among all peoples from one end of the earth to the other; and there you shall [be forced to] serve other Almightys, of wood and stone, which neither you nor your fathers have known. [Fulfilled in Dan 3:6.]
  • And among these nations you shall find no ease and there shall be no rest for the sole of your foot; but the Master will give you there a trembling heart, failing of eyes [from disappointment of hope], fainting of mind, and languishing of spirit.
  • Your life shall hang in doubt before you; day and night you shall be worried, and have no assurance of your life.
  • In the morning you shall say, Would that it were evening! and at evening you shall say, Would that it were morning!–because of the anxiety and dread of your [minds and] hearts and the sights which you shall see with your [own] eyes.
  • And the Master shall N1bring you into Egypt again with ships by the way about which I said to you, You shall never see it again. And there you shall be sold to your enemies as bondmen and bondwomen, but no man shall buy you. [Hos 8:13] End of quote.

So That Is What It All Means! So That Is The Reason Why Evil Exists! …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 5:11 pm.

It is all the cause and result of Your created and chosen children that now include us gentiles not keeping Your commandments but most especially not keeping Your First and most important of all commandments!

So That’s The Nasty Trick That Satan Has Played On Us Silly And Willful Human Beings! …

Born under the curse of sin. And so that is the reason why we remain carnal even after we profess to be born again, but!

Behold! Your Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing Your Whole Creation As Well As Your Passionate Love To Restore It!

Thus, the end of the curses, the bountiful blessings restored unto us on the individual basis. One by one You are reaching Your children’s hearts and minds.

Blessings for Obedience …

Deuteronomy 28:1-14 AMPC+

  • IF YOU will listen diligently to the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments which I command you this day, the Master your Almighty will set you high above all the nations of the earth.

  • And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you if you heed the voice of the Master your Almighty.

  • Blessed shall you be in the city and blessed shall you be in the field.

  • Blessed shall be the fruit of your body and the fruit of your ground and the fruit of your beasts, the increase of your cattle and the young of your flock.

  • Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.

  • Blessed shall you be when you come in and blessed shall you be when you go out.

  • The Master shall cause your enemies who rise up against you to be defeated before your face; they shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.

  • The Master shall command the blessing upon you in your storehouse and in all that you undertake. And He will bless you in the land which the Master your Almighty gives you.

  • The Master will establish you as a people set apart to Himself, as He has sworn to you, if you keep the commandments of the Master your Almighty and walk in His ways.

  • And all people of the earth shall see that you are called by the name [and in the presence of] the Master, and they shall be afraid of you.

  • And the Master shall make you have a surplus of prosperity, through the fruit of your body, of your livestock, and of your ground, in the land which the Master swore to your fathers to give you.

  • The Master shall open to you His good treasury, the heavens, to give the rain of your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hands; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.

  • And the Master shall make you the head, and not the tail; and you shall be above only, and you shall not be beneath, if you heed the commandments of the Master your Almighty which I command you this day and are watchful to do them.

  • And you shall not turn aside from any of the words which I command you this day, to the right hand or to the left, to go after other deities to serve them. End of quote.

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! New Month. First Day …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 8:37 am.

Master? It’s the first day of the 8th month and the 7th Day of Rest. But You know it! I am resting and counting on Your Word 100% without any reservations whatsoever.

You Are Restoring My Health And My Wealth. Thank You …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 2:51 pm.

I thank You. I will now create a graphic to illustrate further what You will have me to post next.

It’s Done. Heading To Posting Ground On Your Bidding And Command …

Sunday, August 2, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Master? You are leading. I don’t understand what’s to be the end of all You lead, but! When the end comes? I am never disappointed! HalleluYah!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

On These Days Of COVID-19 Crisis? Emotions. Opinions. Solutions. Resolutions Fly High Along With Romantic Love And Sizzling Hate, But! …

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Fear Not! The Truth To Set Us Free? Separation Of It All And The True Love From On High …

Posted. New Post. Ahmad Just Called. I Spoke Truth To Him …

From here on out I will continue to share my witness of the truth to set us free now and forever to be.

Truth To Set Us Free? Separation. The Vile Romantic Love From The True Love From On High …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 11:56 am.

This separation is yet the most painful thing I am experiencing. This is the moment when for the most we human beings make up our minds to take care of things even at the cost of our souls.

For The Most We Are Moral Human Beings, But! Sorrow Strikes A Deadly Blow! What Do We Do? …

We quit all resembles of moral and intrinsic values in response to the blow. And we go for the world’s way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is eternal death.

How Did I Miss It? Separation Of The Breath Of Life (Soul) And The Immortal Spirit …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The separation of our soul and the immortal spirit must take place, but! It is something so ethereal that it goes right over our heads for the most. Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that the Almighty speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Soul Is The Seat Of The Romantic Love That We Humans Practice …

O my Master? Such fact never occurred to me until this moment when You quicken me to read again that passage of Your words.

Now I Better Understand Your Words About Separating The Vile From The Precious …

Now I understand what it means to be Your mouthpiece. Now I understand why You admonished me in 1986 not to yield to them, to the people. Quote:

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 8:55 pm.

O my Master! You are here with me. The stabs of pain I can hardly bear, but! I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive Ahmad. I choose to wait on You confidently without reservations.

  • No matter what it looks like You are in control of it all. Nothing and no devil or human can thwart Your plan to restore us.

Whatever Is The Issue I Am Sure You Will Resolve It For Me …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 1:06 am.

Perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is. And if that is so, I am ready to accept such possibility. I wait on You.

O Mighty One Of Israel! You Are Unchangeable, But! …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 5:34 am.

You can change Your mind whenever is necessary for You to do so. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.

  • Even so? You know I need help.
  • I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  • That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!
  • So far help is not to be found since this ordeal began.
  • I am at my wits end!
  • The pain is different from past painful episodes.
  • The stabs of pain feel like lashes from a sharp whip making me wince in agony.
  • But You know it. No matter. You have given me power to choose according to Your will for me to choose.
  • I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive all injustices from Ahmad and son.
  • I choose to reject all my feelings, thoughts, and ideas.
  • I choose to wait on You however long I must wait.
  • I am experiencing the truth to set us free from the chains of romantic love!

Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

It is a painful ordeal, but it is all worthy. I am at the point of what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.

  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Your Prompt Response …

Amazing are Your ways! As long as I kept asking You to quicken Ahmad to come to help me, You remained silent, but!

  • At daybreak this morning, I confessed the things You were waiting to hear from me:
  1. My readiness to accept the possibility that perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is.
  2. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.
  3. Even so? You know I need help.
  4. I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  5. That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  6. Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Well? Ahmad Showed Up. First Impression? An Angry Stranger …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 7:34 pm.

You sent me the man You have told me Ahmad to be besides being Your blessing of a son. Ahmad proceeded to ask me questions about the pain like a doctor usually does.

  • No show of his usual son attitude.
  • He assessed my painful ordeal still as a doctor in charge.
  • Suddenly! His stranger attitude vanished!
  • He fixed the drops and lovingly applied them in my ears.
  • He then proceeded to update me on what he is doing.
  • He is under training for the upkeep of bees to produce honey for medicinal purpose,  and?
  • He wanted to know my thoughts about his doings.
  • Wow! What an opportunity to share with him I no longer giving out my thoughts or ideas about anything because I realize now I do not know anything.
  • O my Master! Ahmad was all ears as I proceeded to witness Your doings in my heart.
  • I ended sharing with him that my task was to uphold and encourage him as he takes care of the task You have assigned unto him.
  • And? I added, A bee farm and herbs has been the dream You have ingrained in my heart and mind. Wow!
  • You Returned my Son. Thank You.
  • Set Us Free Forever In Your Heart To Be!
  • Let Us Fly Soar Up High To Your Light!

Truly? You Have Invested Power On Me To Abide In Your Will …

Wednesday, July 29, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Here I am exactly 24 hours since I began to record my experience of the Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above on Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Now What? Is It The End Of This Matter? Not Really. …

In fact? Is only the beginning. O my Master! You have taught me to live without an agenda of my own.

My Whole Being Is Now Permanently Set In You Without Reservations …

Master? I see it! I see Your purpose for my ordeal of the last few days. It all came to me to make me see the results of my ‘people pleaser’ attitude.

Ha! I Also See Your Aim To Show The Same Thing To The Rest Of Your So Loved World …

Hahaha! Most certainly, we don’t see the matter. We are programmed to program others to please or perish. Of course, it is called, Productive Citizens.

O Well! I Haven’t Got The Slightest Anymore Of What Is Taking Place Near Or Far From Me, But! …

One thing is for sure. You are here with and for me and I am finally satisfied that it is so. No need for my plans or agendas of any kind.

O My Master! What A Relief! You Are Leading The Show Of My Eternal Life To All …

I am going on and on. Complete rest in You. Peace. Security. Carefree. Certainty. Courage. Invested with Your love for You, for me, for all!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

People Pleaser. Unsolicited Help. So Many Eager To Help The Helpers. Hahaha! Funny Bunch That We Are! …

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Helpers Helping Helpers To No Avail! Only One Source to avail. It is Surfacing On This 2020 Year With The COVID-19 Fear …

Master? I Sense You Are Leading Me To Upgrade Windows …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 12:24 am.

The beauty of everything I am doing now is that You are in control of my doings, so? It comes to me to come to You for Your leading and direction, but!

  • No need to worry if I take off on my own and get into trouble because, You are always there for me to lead me back to the still waters of Your Presence within me.
  • Anyhow, You taught me much with the last week long fiasco. The computer is now back to working perfectly, but the issue with the new big update is still there.
  • Only now? All is in order. The option to download and install that update is now in my settings.
  • Even so? It is coming to me to create a recovery drive in the flash drive just in case I cannot get the computer to start at all to get to the recovery in the desktop.
  • That’s what I’ll do now before I update.

It Is Done! Working Perfectly Again …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 6:35 am.

It took all night but! I don’t know how long it will last because of the problem with the Internet in this area.

  • I am told that Zain is ordered to shut down the Internet for a time because of school finals. I don’t understand the situation but every time they shut down stays down in my computer.
  • Maybe now that the computer is updated to the latest Windows 10 the problem is resolved. I wait on You my Master.
  • For now I will shut down to do some tweaking in my set up. I need to set the monitor closest to me and make space for my mouse.

Things Are Looking Good, But I Must Take A Break …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:28 am.

I am so grateful my Master for Your strength and grace to accomplish so much with a good attitude. I will now continue with my graphics.

Well? New Me. You Have Given Me Powers I Did Not Have Before …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

Ha! Just now I realized how much of a ‘people pleaser’ I have been. I have gone out of my way to please people at my own expense, for what? That’s the catch!

O My Master! You Have Set Me Free! …

All my life I have been a victim of the human nature in others and in my own self. Our programmed human nature is our worst enemy.

  • Any expert in the field of mental health is aware of the ‘people pleasers’ syndrome. They have many suggestions and ways to correct the problem but!

Unless You Do The Work, We Laborers Work In Vain …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

It’s the 7th day of rest and I am resting on You despite the multitude of thoughts running through my mind.

  • There is no unrest for me any longer.
  • I am no longer sorry for what I do or don’t do.
  • Not because I don’t care but because You finally cut through my thick human layer. Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19 AMPC+

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa 95:7-11]

[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered the Almighty against them]. [Psa 95:7-8]

For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on the Almighty [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num 14:1-35]

Hebrews 4:12-13

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Word That You Speak To Me Now? …

Those are the same words I have read and appropriated them with my own understanding in the many years past of my religious living, but!

  • The words remained powerless to cut through me. Why?
  • Because I had to go through the molding process as per Your written words. Quote:

Romans 8:28-30 AMPC+

We are assured and know that [the Almighty being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love Him and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was aware and loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also glorified [raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being].

Ha! That Last Sentence? The Reality Of My Crest …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 3:05 pm.

You have raised me to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being. Wow! That’s Your exact words to me. Quote:

“O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

  • The number one Meaning Of Dignity? The quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect.

I Been A ‘People Pleaser’ All My Life. No Dignity At That …

But as of last night? NO MORE! Never have I been able to say no to whomever so pleases to take advantage of my eagerness to please.

Does That Mean I Have Become Heartless And Unconcern For People’s Needs? …

Not at all! But my eagerness to please people indiscriminately at my own expense has come to an end under the sharp edger of the sword of Your Word.

Showcase. Musings From A Former ‘People Pleaser’ …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

  • But why have I been so eager to please people with my unsolicited help?
  • Fear!
  • Craving for man’s attention and respect and love.
  • Grandiose ideas to become a millionaire to change this world.
  • Pipe dreams of an educated fool roaming and moaning on this valley of death we humans are traveling on.
  • What a difference nowadays!
  • No more grandiose ideas.
  • No more pipe dreams.
  • No more mine anything.
  • Only the dignity of a Highest Royalty Queen!
  • And as of today?
  • It came to me to place the crest as the heading for the site to end with might this 2020 year of light.
  • The saga continues on 2020.
  • His victory to shout!
  • That’s what is all about.

So Now? No Longer To This World’s Helper I Run. Boldly I Come To The Throne …

No kidding! It feels good to be under Your hood. So good to come to Your Throne of grace to ask for help.

  • For You are the only One to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with my weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation.
  • So good to say an appropriate no.
  • For such is Your key to set me free from the mental chain labeled ‘people pleaser’ I used to be. Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of the Almighty, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of the Almighty’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

And That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:47 am.

Over and out until the next episode You’ll have me to publish to reach the many souls hearts and mind to set them free like You set me.

Reflections On The New Me Before I Post …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:12 pm.

Recapping matters as of lately. It’s been a long haul, but it is paying off big time. You have accomplished the submission of my will to Your will. What a marvel!

  • I spent my day optimizing the site and?
  • Reflecting. Reflecting. Reflecting.
  • My whole being attuned to Your Being.
  • It came to me to weight out my choices under the present circumstances on the aftermath of COVID-19.
  • Ahmad and I are on the outs again, but!
  • As the day went by without a peep from him, I began to think soberly on the matter.
  • Why is Ahmad acting up again?
  • Ah! Language barrier along the way this culture ingrained in his mind.
  • I told him the last time he came that I was now able to help myself and take a load off of him until his back would be mended.
  • What did he understand?
  • “Well I am not needed any longer…”
  • I did not realize until yesterday how much hurt he expressed in those words.
  • Well? That the last I saw of him.
  • No calls. No visits. No response to my calls.
  • At one point we had it out on the phone because of their attempt to take away the good monitor and set me up with the old beat up monitor I had to suffer for a long time.
  • Next thing? We been talking on the phone with repressed emotions, but!
  • He continues to test me if I should go back to my old ways that he knows and misses.
  • So? Yesterday I began to think soberly:
  • What’s keeping me from quitting Ahmad and go back to take care of myself like I had done before Ahmad took it up on himself to take care of me?
  • I could easily do that, why not?
  • Ha! That is such a human way to redeem my rights!
  • Sweet revenge for all the hurts inflicted upon me! Glory be!

“Really? O thiaBasilia! You are so childish! Do you think I would bless and take over your care when you attempt to take care of your own self?

What about My love and wisdom? What about the bond I have established between you and Ahmad?

Even so, My precious child, you are safe. Under no circumstances I will ever let you go back to your lopsided ways of the past.

Go on! No matter what it looks like to you, I am working all things for your good. Your good and all of your concern good including Ahmad and family

I see the joy in your heart despite all the churning thoughts of your flesh.

But you know that you owe nothing to your flesh. Such knowledge I have ingrained in you to keep you aloof and free from your own flesh.”

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I Can Laugh Again! Why Not? …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 8:00 am.

O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! And all of that is being recorded on the number 8 followed by two zeroes. Meaning?

  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

  • Your message is all inclusive to flow over the Internet waves to reach the mind and heart of each individual child of Yours.
  • The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
  • Relationships are in the healing process.
  • Great response to the latest posts carrying the message in the NET.
  • There is HOPE.
  • There is ALWAYS hope for Your promised blessings.
  • Only we MUST wait for Your time and discretion to bless us.
  • What or when would that time be?
  • When Your conditions are met. Quote:

Joel 2:12-13.

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

You Revoke Your Sentence Of Evil When Your Conditions Are Met …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 12:44 pm.

O my Master! Your conditions are clearly written in versions of the written words or the Scriptures and in practically all spoken languages in this world. Quote:

The Reign of the Master’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,

Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.

Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

  • Even so? It is also clearly written the fact that we can only grasp and meet those conditions on Your time and at Your discretion.

O But I Am Blessed Happy, Fortunate, And To Be Envied, Why? …

Why not? O my Master! I distinctively hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You in the same way as King Solomon did in the Song of Solomon 2:10-17.

You spoke and said unto me,

Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;

the flowers appear on the earth;

the time of the song is come,

and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;

the fig tree has put forth her green figs,

and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Your lovely voice cut deep into my heart.

  • I came away, I remain with You for eternity.
  • You’ll never let me go away.
  • To fend for myself in disarray.
  • What now in my life’s orderly array of Your making?

Freedom. Joy. Carefree. Wisdom. Power. Productivity …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Here we go with 20, 2020, and 2:00. The number 20? Sticks out 3 times followed by the number 2 with two zeroes.

  • All those numbers apply to the headline.
  • It’s really uncanny how important it is to record the date and time of my doings.
  • As You told me from the beginning the date and time were to be stepping stones into my future.

For Now? I Am Hot. Uncomfortable. Will Close Computer And Take A Break.

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Things are not going well in the material, but in the spiritual? That’s a different story. At peace. Confident. Waiting on You.

Master? I Need You. Only You Can And Are Able And Willing To Help Me …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 9:35 pm.

Four hours of sleep did not help the discomfort of the moment. You know it. This is the moment when most humans give up on You. And why not?

  • Pain and discomfort can drive anyone to insanity. You know that as well. And though You seem to be silent You are not.
  • Even at the peak of our miseries You are there for us. You are not silent but we cannot hear much less see You. What a mystery!

A Mystery Now Revealed In Your Way, At Your Discretion …

Who am I to question You? How can I give up on You? How can I forget the reality of Your Loving Presence within me? You have united Yourself with me. Quote:

John 17:20-21 AMPC+

Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching,

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

I Am One With You? Ha! No Wonder! …

Indeed! O my Master! Yahushua weeps as He intercede for us with the Father. Yes, Yahushua weeps still because of our sins. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-6 AMPC+

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—it is Yahushua our Messiah, the all righteous upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action.

And He, that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him, to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him, I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Hebrews 4:14-16 AMPC+

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

Well? O My Master! All The Above Quoted Scriptures Are Now Alive Within Me …

You have lately seared those words within my being. You have done the work that others may see the good works in me and honor You not me.

Master? You Cover Every Single Situation In Our Lives In Your Written Words …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 12:33 am.

This You are now revealing to me. Right now? The thought came to me how in the world a millionaire comes up on the hour but here we are, begging for money. Malachi 3 comes to mind. Quote:

Malachi 3:1-18 AMPC+

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master, the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts.

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve the Almighty, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test the Almighty, they escape [unpunished.

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves the Almighty and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving way beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Master? Things Are Not Looking Good. What To Do?

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 11:43 pm.

I have no connections since yesterday. It’s almost midnight, perhaps someone comes with my supper. I wait on You.

  • On top of it all the news about the virus are getting really scary but Your people here are doing nothing to prepare for what it looks like. Help!
  • Well? Just now my supper arrived. I ate. I slept until around 2 am.
  • I woke up from a nightmare, I was spanking one of my children for messing up my html setup. I was furious. Woke up trembling
  • Don’t know what that is all about but I am not too happy about all going on right now between Ahmad, the family and myself.
  • One thing been coming to mind, separation
  • Separation vile from precious.

Separation Of Romantic From True Love. Vile From Precious …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 4:37 am.

Ha! So that’s what is going on between us right now. Actually between myself and mankind. That’s the meaning of Your words that October 21, 1986. Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMPC+

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Repentance: The Cleansing My Own Heart …

No Kidding! My day of reckoning from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness knocked me down to the ground for good.

True To Your Promise I Am Now Your Mouthpiece …

And I do sense myself as a fortified, bronze wall; they fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me to save and deliver me.

  • Fight against me? Who is fighting against you? You are the one fighting against us say the hypocrites.

Indeed! Distasteful Hypocrisy! That’s What The Romantic Gooey Love Is! …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Yes! I am the one fighting against the vile in us. The separation of the vile from the precious is imperative!

Imperative Separation Or Perish …

That is the fright within my being! To see Ahmad and the whole multitude in Your so loved world so engrossed with the romanticism practiced in all forms of lifestyles is quite frightening to me. For it is written, quote:

Do Not Love the World …

1 John 2:15-18 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Warning Concerning Ant Messiahs

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the ant Messiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many ant Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

And The Question Goes, Who Then Can Be Saved? And Your Answer?

Quickly Your written words come to mind. Those words give me hope. Those words strengthen and encourage me to go on with the task You have assigned unto me. Quote:

2 Chronicles 7:13-14 AMPC+

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Joel 2:12-14 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence [of evil], and leave a blessing behind Him [giving you the means with which to serve Him], even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Master, your Almighty? End of quote.

  • The focus there is on REPENTANCE not in all of those calls to emotional fearful prayers to the multitude.
  • It is an individual call to repentance, a call to abandon the religious worldly system and return to the Master Creator of our beings as in the First and most Important of the Commandments.

Individual Repentance? What Are You Waiting For My Master? …

Ha! How clear it comes to mind my Master! You are waiting for the preachers to get off their pulpits.

  • For the starts get off the limelight.
  • For the followers to quit following each other.
  • For the advisers to heed their own advice.
  • For the teachers to quit teaching the error of their teachings.
  • Ha! My Master! But That Is A Total Impossibility As I See It …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:17 am.

Instead of any of that happening all is turning unto me for the worst as far as my relationship with Ahmad and the rest of my loved ones with a few exceptions.

That Is FRIGHTENING! But Again Your Written Words Calm My Fright …

You are so timely. You remind me of how You did not withdraw You promise of Isaac’ birth despite Sara’s Ishmael.

  • It’s the same for me. Despite my frights and doubts You have accomplished the impossible with me.
  • And You will do the same for each one of Your children.

Quote:

Genesis 18:14 AMPC+

Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Master? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

Matthew 19:26 AMPC+

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

A Silver Lining When His Conditions Are Met …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:40 pm.

His conditions? Repentance or the separation of true and romantic love—separation of the vile from the precious.

Ominous Reality—WOE Is Unto Us Rebellious Children …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 5:09 am.

Master? I know You are working in the individual basis, so? The only thing I can see is the obsession with the things of this world ingrained in our human nature, and?

  • I tremble! How can this be? The monstrosity of COVID-19 is consuming the human life while Your people’s concern is on, dear me! Schools and Universities.

But How Can This Be? Still Running Away From Your Sovereign Authority …

Ha! This time all shall know You to be a Mighty One of justice longing to be gracious to us. And so it is happening even when I cannot see it happening. What a marvel!

O My Master? I Am Beginning To Go Downwards …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 11:06 am.

The separation of true and romantic love is a hard thing to bear. But You know it. Even so? The knowledge of Your love and the love for me and for all sustains me.

I Thank You My Master For Your Strength To Carry The Burden …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

This burden is the burden of my own carnal self. You have set me free and free I am indeed, but! I am in this world which does not know You, and?

Because I Am Not Of The World, I Am No Longer One With It, But! …

You have chosen, selected me out of the world, the world hates (detests) me. And there is where my carnal self becomes a burden.

It Is Burdensome To Incur The Hate From The World Delivered By One’s Closest …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Even so? You are in control of it all. As long as one goes along with the romantic love charade the world exalts one big time! One becomes a hero/heroine.

Stand Up For Intrinsic Values Against The World’s Vanity, Emptiness, Falsity, And Vainglory And? …

The hero/heroine becomes the villain on the way to the guillotine to get one’s head chopped off for good.

So? That Is What Is Going On In My Life Right Now, But! …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:28 am.

Master? You have brought me back to the month of March 2020—an amazing repeat of what is going on right now. Quote:

The Naked Truth: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” …?

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:20 am.

Such is the naked truth on discovery by each individual human being created in the Creator’s imagine. This 2020 year is the end of all cycles; the beginning of the eternal cycle.

  • Humankind shall never be the same.
  • This 2020 unique year is the year the Master Creator shall separate the tares from the wheat.

And So I Wait For What You Have Next, My Beloved Shepherd, My Master Redeemer Of My Soul …

“Indeed, My precious child! This is the year I will gather the wheat into My barn to burn away the tares from the field of My so loved world.

  • This is the year my loved world shall discover the naked truth to set it free.

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.
  • Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

  • Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Confused. Nothing Is Adding Up.

Master? Your Ways Are Unfathomable—Impossible To Predict …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:43 am.

So? I refuse to make any decisions on my fate. Though that I have several possibilities at my disposal none are of my choosing.

I Wait On You To Resolve My Present Situation On Your Time And At Your Discretion …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 8:59 am.

Hahaha! Master? I am on the roll by Your design and purpose. Just when You are putting me in terms with Yourself and Your Unfathomable unpredictable doings? Up pop the headlines to instigate my loving rebuttal!

Written by Dr. Eric Perry:

  • How to Stop Sabotaging Yourself

Posted on FB by my daughter Denise:

  • There’s nothing wrong with you.
  • There’s nothing wrong with me.
  • There’s nothing wrong with your journey.
  • There’s nothing wrong with my journey.

I Beg Your Pardon? Read My Posts If Not My Lips …

No kidding! After practically all my life under Mental Health Care to no avail, my reckoning moment knocked my mental health into place! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No misunderstanding here …

There is much need for the loving Mental Health Caretakers to hold us up until our moment of reckoning comes by.

  • Reckoning? Yes, my precious Denise, there is a moment for each one of us to give an account of all our wrong thinking, feelings, and doings.
  • Honest to goodness! That moment been coming to me on stages, bless my heart.
  • It has not been an automatic miracle.
  • I had to go to the process of my human nature.
  • Gruesome. Gross. Painful. Hateful. Grievous?
  • Indeed! But! The results? Wow!
  • That’s why I urge you to read my latest posts.
  • What a Mighty Yah we serve!

This 7th Day Of Rest? Finds Me In Complete And Delightful Rest Despite …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 9:49 am.

Despite the negative circumstances of the last few days between Ahmad and myself. What ended my suffering under such repeat circumstances?

Ha! O My Master! That’s The Beauty Of Your Unpredictable Doings! …

I never know how You are to respond to my plea for help. For I no longer ask You for anything because I don’t know what to ask for. So?

  • I say, HELP! And wait. And wait. And wait while my mind is churning all possibilities at my disposal.
  • Suddenly! Earlier this morning while my tears were still flowing I exclaimed, “I refuse to make any decision on my future from here on!”
  • Sure enough. My tears dried. I read Your words back in March. Next? The post from Denise. Next? Dr. Eric Perry following one of my sites. I clicked his sabotage headline.

That Did It! A Surge Of Your Passionate Love For Us All Invaded My Being …

What a marvel! You are with me and for me! No matter the blows to knock me down, You never ever leave nor forsake me.

  • No kidding! What is to be is set to be despite all human’s fears, figure on, feelings, or thinking to know and understand.

It’s All Under And In Control And Supreme Authority Of The Mighty One Of Israel …

He alone can break the shackles of anger and unforgiveness suffocating us. He alone can cause us to recognize that anger and unforgiveness are the cause of the state of physical trauma and mental illness destroying us all.

We Must Humble Ourselves And Recognize The Futility Of Our Doings and Repent, But! …

You alone can empower us to recognize the futility of our doings and repent. And that is what You are doing with the lines You have compelled me to write and publish for the last 35 some years.

Me? O Me! Back In Your Joyful Wagon Singing Your Victory Song All Along …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 10:30 am.

What? Victory Song? Ha! The hour and minutes! Ten for what is to happen is really, really happening now. And?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

According to Luke 3:23, Yahshua begins His ministry at the age of thirty. This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Mattityahu 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in B’midbar 4:3. Thirty was also the number of pieces of silver that was to be the ‘blood money’ to betray the Messiah as prophesied in Z’kharyah 11:12-13 and fulfilled in Mattityahu 26:15: End of quote.

Indeed! Dedication? We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

In You we have our beings despite all our shenanigans to the contrary. And so? Why not Sing Your Victory Song All Along on this blessed 7th day of rest for our best?

Master? I Had Forgotten All About The Book …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 11:53 am.

I started publishing from the last day of 2019 but! I did not even end the month of January 2020 in three books. What to do now?

  • Perhaps combine the first 3 books and add the rest of January. Then? Format each month starting in February into one book.
  • The 7th month is about to end, that means I have a humongous task to format 7 books.
  • Help! My Master, help me to figure out how to do this number. I’ll wait for Your incentive.

Ha! No Sooner I Put This Matter To You I Got Info About Markdown Apps …

Lo and behold! I have never heard of such apps or perhaps I never paid attention because I had not the slightest of what they were until today.

  • my Master! That means I’ll have to learn a new app as if I didn’t have enough troubles with the apps You have gifted to me so far. What to do?
  • Master? Your words sustain me. Thank You for the ability to embellish those words with my graphics skill.

O My Master! I Am In Big Trouble With Pain. Help! …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 8:46 am.

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

  • I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
  • It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
  • I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
  • I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
  • I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

  • What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
  • We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

None! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

  • Without more ado, I am closing this post on Your time and discretion for me to do so.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

The Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now To Be A Reality. Loved To Love …

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What Does It Mean? It Means The Purpose For Covid-19. The Aftermath? The Tribe Under The First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

 

I Find Myself Puzzled. I Am An Extraordinary Human …?

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

The best part? O my Master! It really is extraordinary the way You have granted to me Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.

  • I am now complete in You. What a marvel!

All My Life Spent Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places, But! …

That’s the way it was meant to be. Your wisdom and love for Your creation including us human beings are unfathomable.

Complete In You. Now? No Need To Waste My Time Trying To Figure It All Out …

Instead? Redeeming the time. Alive! Living. Resting. Enjoying Your Presence in the peace that surpasses all human understanding.

O My Master! It Is Such An Amazing Experience To Be Absolutely Free …

Free from that anxious hope for Ahmad’s visits and my children’s emails. Free from my mind churning all those wicked thoughts of revenge.

  • Ha! That’s what all my thoughts were all about, revenge for what I thought to be lack of love and understanding for me.

That’s What Just Came To Me Without My Figuring At All …

Hahaha! What joy it is to be complete in You. No need to rehash the morbid past. Only need to live in Your love and the love of my loved ones.

I Am Loved And I Love Despite All Looks To The Contrary …

It is finish! Your work is now complete within my being. Loved to love is now for real and for keeps. A new cycle to last me for eternity. What a marvel!

Copious Tears Flow At The Sound Of Your Lovely Voice …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 6:45 am.

Just when the suspense of the moment becomes heavier that voice pierced the sound of the times for me. What a marvel! Quote:

“Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Master. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.

Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Master, their Loving Master to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.

Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.

Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now A Reality …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 7:03 am.

Ha! Another dumbfounds moment for me! Just when I been wondering how am I to connect the published posts so far, here is my answer. Wow!

Add The Above Headline In The Headline For Today’s Post …

Then introduce the post from July 19, What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Thank Goodness! You Are Always On Time To Lead Me As Per Your Plan …

My tears are dry. Great incentive to follow Your leading. More and more every single moment of my life the immensity of Your Being hovers over my earthly-minded nature, and?

  • You proclaim: Let there be light; and there was light.

Indeed! I Am Earthly-Minded. My Earthly Mind Is Always In Darkness, But! …

You tell me Your secret in 1 Corinthians 15:51, I shall not fall asleep [in death], but You have changed, transformed me to live a resurrected life even now while I am still on these earthly grounds. Quote:

Mystery and Victory …But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of our Creator; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of the Almighty). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed).

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Messiah] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Now sin is the sting of death, and sin exercises its power [upon the soul] through [the abuse of] the Law.

But thanks be to our Creator, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Master Yahushua Messiah.

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm (steadfast), immovable, always abounding in the work of the Master [always being superior, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the Master], knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Master is not futile [it is never wasted or to no purpose]. End of quote.

Thus, Are The Basis For My Present Firm Steadfast, Immovable Attitude …

O my Master! No gloom or glee. No human or devil. Nothing at all can derail me from doing more than enough in Your service.

  • For You let me know and continually make me aware that my labor in You is not futile, it is never wasted or to no purpose.
  • What an incentive to continue my labor and head to the posting grounds. But before I post anything it comes to mind this thing about TRIBE.

Here’s What TRIBE Is All About In The Marketing Grounds Of The World …

Quoting a definition from a source in the Internet: “A tribe is a group of people connected to one another, connected to a leader and connected to an idea.”

Wow! The Super Successful Marketeers Have It All Figure Out And? …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 10:17 am.

And dumb silly me I have tried my best to follow up with their tutorials to build my tribe to no avail!

  • Unsuspecting silly me was never aware of my Master’s amusement with my earnest ambition to build my tribe to share His message.

O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …

Somehow, You distracted me from all my efforts to do the work that only You can do. By and by came the moment of reckoning for me. Talking about a major HALT?

Greater Than A Lightning Bolt Shaking My Entire Being Leaving Only What Could Not Be Shaken—Namely? Your Spirit Within Me.

Meanwhile? Your TRIBE To Surpass All Human’s Tribes on the making to surface for keeps on this 2020 year.

On now to the post from July 19 2020.

What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Impossible! We Have No Power. No Will To Listen Up But! There Is Hope. Always Hope At That! That’s The Fact To Be Exact …

New Day. New Me. New Post. Renewed Content …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 7:00 am

Yeap! The content is not new. It’s newer! A new experience. Unbelievable new experience. As I sit here wondering if I should call Ahmad to entice him to come to visit before the weather gets hot I confessed,

  • “Master! I don’t need to make things happen anymore!”

Wow! A New Experience At Exactly 7:00 Am. Meaning? …

O my Master! From the beginning, the number 7 has represented Your completed acts. Then right now on my confession the number 7 is followed with a double zero. Reminder! Quote:

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

  • Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
  • He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
  • I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”

Ha! You Are Reminding Me Of Your Recent Words To Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:08 am.

I hear again and again these days, quote:

“Fear not! For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number

O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words, I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homosexual or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings. For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.” End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:51 pm. 11:07 pm.

Thank You for sleep. You know how badly I need to sleep. Only You have all the answers to my dilemmas. I refuse to complain or seek relief from any human source. I need You.

You Are The Way-The Truth-The Light …

Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 12:16 am. Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 8:32 am.

There is no other way. In vain a human search and finds many other ways to its own peril. Even so? You are a Mighty One of justice, but Your mercy is beyond a human’s capacity to grasp. Your wisdom is unfathomable.

That’s The Way It Is Period …

We humans just as well perk up and listen up! Yeah, that’s what we are told from the corners of the likes of yours truly in the past, but!

  • It’s now the present.
  • In the present? No way yours truly to one address the matter in a platter!
  • Yours truly? All platters at her disposal are now disposal non possession in all my relations. !
  • No kidding! Yours truly? No more platters no more flatters no more wisdom matters.
  • Yours truly is now a new bird liken to an eagle able to fly up and above all such matters.
  • Anyhow? Yes! We humans must perk up and listen up, but!

The Master Creator MUST Lift Himself To Get Our Attention …

Monday, July 6, 2020 at 12:49 pm.

I vain we struggle to perk up and listen up. In vain all the consecrations and ordinations so common in the organized church system.

I’ll Catch The Slack From The Ordained Ministers And Such For Sure, But! …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:07 am.

It does not take a rocket scientist to see that with all the fanfare from the ordained ministers in the organized church systems plus all religions and religious groups we have not managed to change this world one iota. Instead?

  • The corruption is now at its peak.
  • Me? I know noothignnnnn! Like Sergeant Schultz in Hogan’s Heroes famous character emphatically proclaimed to save his tail.
  • Honestly? Nowadays You, my Master have empowered me to refrain from all my doings and sayings and opinions and comments of my past. Why?
  • Ha! You have put me through Your processing machine.
  • Nothing is left from my past to take priority in my life.
  • Of course! My gifted personality is still intact. You never take away our gifts. So it is written. Quote:

Romans 11:29

For the Almighty’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.] End of quote.

So? Someone May Think I Am Negating The Call From You, But! …

But You know that is far from the truth. The fact is that I highly respect the numerous ministers of my acquiesce. Even so?

Your Spirit Within Me Grieves To See What They Cannot See Right Now …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Indeed! The sight is quite alarming. But again, and again, it’s all under Your loving control and Sovereign Authority over Your whole creation, including us rebellious human beings.

  • Easy to say submit! Quit! Do it! Don’t do it! Not easy! It’s impossible!
  • Oh yes! We can full ourselves with the mirage of advanced civilization.
  • Some are making millions. For the most? Most are making zilt-ions!
  • Me? I am a zilt-lionaire without two coins to rub together.
  • Bless my heart in the zilt-ions carefree land of my life’s journey span.!
  • No problems. No worries in the zilt-ions’ carefree land.
  • All is well! All is swell! No complaining while Your wealth on me is raining!
  • The thing is the day of reckoning is inevitable! The Judge is coming.
  • We got to give an account for all those mangoes we been freely eating.
  • What? You do not eat mangoes? Ah! Maybe you are unaccountable?
  • What about the air you are breathing? Is that not accountable?

O Well! Let Me Get To The Point. There Is Hope Despite All The Horrors We Deserve. …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:20 pm.

Yes, the BOOK is replete with the hell bound warnings because of our rebelliousness, but! The BOOK is also complete and more than replete with Your Kingdom bound promises despite our rebelliousness.

Master? You Had Me Quote All Your Hell Bound Warnings In The Past To No Avail. Why? …

Yeap! You had me to tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin, but You told me they were not going to listen.

Ha! Now You Are Showing Me Why? I Don’t Know How To Put It, But! …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 10:41 am.

Even the most elect of ministers have failed us. In fact? The ministers are the reason and cause for the great fallen away. Why? Because of Your timing, my Master.

O My Master? Your Contention? It Is With The Leaders Of Your Flock …

So it is written but! Ha! O mine! Again! I been baffled at their refusal to change. What about me? I am a priest or minister or a dedicated one just like the rest. Have I forgotten it?

  • Must read the facts in Hosea 4; 2 Thessalonians 2. Those chapters are quite clear but! Like with all Scriptures I learned from the leaders and taught others to interpret those words with my natural or carnal mind to my own peril.

Master? How Do You Manage To Turn The Tables On Me? …

O but how blessed I am! For sure I am Your child. You don’t let me get by with anything that is not edifying to the rest of Your children.

That Brings Me To This Precise Moment …?

Honestly? You know my thoughts and my words before I even think or speak them. What have I been thinking and speaking to You about?

  • Well! Well! Well! I might as well confess the mess!
  • For all practical purposes things are still pretty rough.
  • They say to count my blessings.
  • Well, my Master You bless me so much I done lost count, but!
  • The curses? That’s what I been thinking and talking to You about.
  • Why not? My body and my apartment are still a mess.
  • Then? Just when Ahmad was ready to do for You?
  • Wham! You stroke his back.
  • O! O! O! Maybe Ahmad was not thinking of doing for You as I enthusiastically assumed it to be.
  • Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad?
  • Maybe all these things are just to show me I am singing in the wrong choir?
  • Maybe all the amazing things I been expecting are just all my active imagination?
  • Maybe? Maybe? Maybe?

Uhoo! Where Are You thiaBasilia? …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The pain. Ahmad’s doings. It all makes me hide from Your Presence to lament and complain, but! You know all about it my Master, why do You ask?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My precious child. Why not jolt you out of Your hiding to remind you I am still here waiting? You cannot hide from Me.

Anyhow? I am well pleased with your resilience. No problem anymore. I have set you in My heart and I am aware of every minute detail that goes on with you.

Remember I am at work to restore My whole creation including each one of My children individually, and?

I will accomplish My work despite your fears and doubts along with the fears and doubts of the rest of my children.

Even though there is no change of lifestyle. My children are set on their ways of worship and all the skeptics roaming this so loved world of Mine have no use for them or Me.

I am delighted with your obedience to record all these things that could go against you in the sight of many of your former acquaintances.

Go on. No worries. No problem without My solution for you.

You have now the power to be still not to panic when trouble knocks at your door.

You have now the power to let go or forgive even when it is impossible for you to forget.

Therefore, do not trouble yourself with your remembrances.

In the future those remembrances shall disappear in a twinkle of an eye along with your decaying body at the sound of the trumpet.

Even so? I am restoring your wealth and your health for your well being while you wait for My soon return.

It’s now Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 12:44 am. Sleep. When I wake you up next the Internet shall work.”  End of quote.

Thank You For Sleep. The Net Is Still Out, But! …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:03 am.

I refuse to doubt You. In Your time and at Your discretion all these problems will cease to interrupt the task You have assigned unto me.

  • The problem continues to pop up. It seems that Zain resets the connection.

Master? Unto You I Continue To Bring My Feelings And Thoughts …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 10:01 am.

I hope Ahmad does not show up looking for encouragement for I need some encouragement myself. You know it my Master. You are the only One able and willing to encourage us.

Good For Me! Ahmad Neither Showed Up Or Called, And? …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 1:37 pm.

And the Internet is still not working so I cannot call him to get Zain for them to get the Internet going. That’s suit me fine! Why?

  • Well? You promised me the Internet was to work on my waking up but it did not happen.
  • So? Automatically I began to wait for Ahmad to rescue me since Your promise did not materialized on my waking up.

Aha! Is Not That What We Humans Automatically Do When …?

Yeap! When Your promises of restoration and blessings to us rebellious ones have not materialized for thousands of years past, we have set out to help our own selves to our own peril, but!

You Knew All Along That Was To Be On Que…

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

Master? You had me record all about this matter for the last 35 years. Now You compel me to proclaim the work of transformation You have done within me for Your honor and esteem.

Now I Am Understanding?? O My Master, I Don’t Know What Or If I Understand …

The truth? I don’t understand why I feel so sad and uncomfortable right now, but I am so glad that I don’t need to dump my feelings on anyone. No need. I have You to hear me out.

  • I am so blessed with Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!
  • Thus? I move and have my being in You while I get up or down, while I feel good or bad. In gloom or glee, You are with me.

Encouraging Revelation! It’s Happening! …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:01 am.

You are revealing Yourself to me big time! Why? Not just for my benefit but mainly for Your so loved world’s benefit!

Indeed! One By One You Are Bringing The Message Straight To The Heart And Mind …

What is the message, my Master? Ah! How clear You are showing it to me in response to my moments of sadness and discomfort like I went through yesterday. Why such moments?

  • You have brought me home the center of Your heart and?
  • I see what You see. I feel what You feel, but sadly I can do nothing about it except abide in Your will as a helpless little child.
  • As a human being is impossible for me to understand why things are the way they are; why You let me suffer? But!
  • I no longer panic and run to and fro among my peers and loved ones for help and solutions.
  • Despite my ability to see the cause of all evil around me, I no longer attempt to resolve such evils, but!
  • As a little child I come to You looking for the relief and comfort that only You can give to me.

Wow! That’s The Message You Are Bringing To The Heart And Mind To Each One Of Your Children …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:43 am.

What a revelation on waking up around 5 am after many hours of much needed sleep. Yesterday no one came no one called to help me with the Internet. This morning on waking up I confessed,

  • “The least I can do is to help myself while my Ahmad is going to his own crisis.”

Talking About Your Power And Strength To Help Myself Instead Of …?

Instead of the lamenting and complaining and wondering of many days past. Behold! Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

Guess What I Been Up To For The Last 3 Hours? Amazing To Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 9:50 am.

For longer than I can remember I have been begging and waiting for someone to take care of my roof to no avail. This morning on Your strength, I took care of it myself! Wow!

The Best Part! I Did It Joyfully And Gratefully. Why? …

Such joy to think of taking a load of Ahmad’s shoulder. Gratefully that You gave me the incentive and strength to do a good work for Your honor not mine.

  • How can I not give You the honor when of my own? I am a basket case when things go wacky and I cannot do nothing about it like it was yesterday. But!
  • You work all things for the good of all of us not just for my good.

And So? What Is The Message In A Nutshell? …

You are revealing Yourself once for all to be gracious to us. One by one You are reaching each child of Yours personally, individually. But the way You are doing it? Wow!

  • Out of the whirlwind You are commanding each one of us to give an account of our doings.
  • You are opening eyes and ears to hear and see the horror of our doings
  • We are telling You we can do better for ourselves than what You are doing.
  • All our shenanigans and pretensions and follies and this New Age we are living are nothing else but spiting on Your face what we can and will do without You.
  • Ah! But you are a ‘believer’ a ‘faithful member of your church’ even a ‘pastor’ an ‘ordained minister’ a ‘Bible teacher or student’, so what?
  • Words without knowledge. Blah! Blah! Blah!
  • Spitting out anger and shock but no change of lifestyle.
  • No reverential fear of YOU before their eyes.
  • Of course, there are exceptions in the statements.
  • Even so, these statements are not a figment of my imagination.
  • It is all written Romans 3:10-18 and many more books in the commonly called Bible meaning The Scriptures.
  • A horrendous sight! Frightening!
  • But the good news?

O My Master! Those Are The Scriptures You Used To Convict Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:05 pm.

O yes! No kidding. I was a faithful member of the Organized Church System and Independent Groups claiming to be born again possessor of Your mind but!

  • Little did I know I was speaking words without knowledge.
  • Living a self-righteous life.
  • Faithfully adhering to the beliefs and traditions of the leaders of the flock and followers.

Until? Wham! Your Voice Resounded From The Whirlwind To Shake My Being …

This time is for keeps. You have shaken everything that could be shaken out of my being in fulfillment of Your written words. For so it is written. Quote:

Hebrews 12:25-27

So see to it that you do not reject Him or refuse to listen to and heed Him Who is speaking [to you now].

For if they [the Israelites] did not escape when they refused to listen and heed Him Who warned and divinely instructed them [here] on earth [revealing with heavenly warnings His will], how much less shall we escape if we reject and turn our backs on Him Who cautions and admonishes [us] from heaven?

Then [at Mount Sinai] His voice shook the earth, but now He has given a promise: Yet once more I will shake and make tremble not only the earth but also the [starry] heavens. [Hag 2:6]

Now this expression, Yet once more, indicates the final removal and transformation of all [that can be] shaken–that is, of that which has been created–in order that what cannot be shaken may remain and continue. [Psa 102:26]

Joel 2:12-13 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

So? The Thing Is My Master The Way Those Words Have Been Programmed In Our Carnal Minds …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 8:18 pm.

The truth? You know it my Master. The truth is that I don’t understand how You have allowed the programing of Your words in our carnal minds, but!

  • I no longer want or need to understand it all. You have shaken all those former wants and needs of mine out of my being for good.
  • Instead? You have transformed me into Your little child carefree under Your loving care and protection, yet?
  • Your wisdom prevails in all my interchanges.
  • Right now? I continue to feel uncomfortable. Heading for bed on Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 12:50 am.

Master? What’s Happening With This Body And Mind Of Mine? …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 9:18 am.

I am stuck again battling the situation between Ahmad and I plus the lack of connection, no Internet no calling time in my phone. No way to communicate with anyone.

Well? It Suits Me Right, But! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 10:44 pm.

I got nothing today so far, but You know it! I am still not really complaining. Instead? I been helping myself in Your loving Presence. Thus, another 7th Day of Rest found me resting on You.

Ah! Thanks, My Master! It’s All Ending Well And Swell! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

My little friend showed up bearing food and minutes for my phone. HalleluYah! I talked to Yazeed. He will see about the Internet tomorrow.

Master? What Is The Lesson You Taught Me With This Incident? …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am.

“My precious thiaBasilia, you are experiencing My grace and favor to you to Ahmad to your children to your loved ones and to all My cherished children of Mine roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • Even so? This experience for the last few days does not feel too gracious at all to you, but!
  • You delight My being with your determine purpose to be found in Me no matter gloom or glee.
  • Grace like forgivingness and worship and love is not a feeling.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose My grace to forgive yourself and others.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to worship Me in spirit and in the truth and reality of My Being within your heart.
  • Love as well is not a feeling. It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to submit to or respect or obey your loved one without any reservation.
  • Thus? The first and most important of My commandments.
  • The experience of My grace to forgive and to worship or love Me above all else produces the experience to love yourself and others like you love yourself. Even so?

All Must Take Place On My Appointed Time And At My Discretion …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 3:11 am.

  • The thing is, My child, it is impossible for the human mind to grasp My time and discretion. Why?
  • Because I have set blinds in the human’s eyes to prevent the human to ascend above Me.
  • Meanwhile? The human insists and persists on the attempt to dethrone Me, but!
  • It Is Not Going To Happen. Instead? …
  • On this 2020 Year I have begun the removal of those blinds for My children to see with their spiritual eyes what they cannot see with their physical ones.

And That Concludes This Lesson, My Child …

  • Thus, is the fulfilment of My written words.
  • This 2020 is the year of enlightenment.
  • One by one My children are grasping the matter as you publish My dealings with you on the daily basis.

Thank You My Master For Teaching Me The Reality Of Your Ways …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 8:31 am.

Each lesson You engrave within me strengthens my ability to overcome all inevitable difficulties and conflicts in this valley of death that I am traveling on.

Thank You For Spring. Thank You For The Blooming Flowers But! Most Of All …

Thank You for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

It Is A Good Thing To Know You Are In Control Of It All …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 11:38 am.

O my Master! It really is good to know for sure You are in control of it all working all things for our good. Whether I fret or not cannot change or thwart Your plan for our good.

Such Knowledge Takes A Load Off My Mind And? …

Encourages me not to waste my time fretting and complaining and blaming. It encourages me to wait for Your timing to resolve all difficulties.

Midnight Again. Still No Internet. No Phone. No Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am

You are with me. In Your Presence I can climb the highest mountains. In Your loving Presence I can overcome the highest peak of difficulties and distress inevitable in this world.

Here I Am My Master! Thankful, Gladfully Waiting On You In The Cool Of This Morning …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 6:20 am.

The winter is past. The flowers are blooming. What a sight! What a delight! What a might! All in my sight! Simply a beautiful token of Your passionate love and grace in my face.

Thank You.

New Graphic Finished. No News. Still No Net. Still No Problem …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

They say no news is good news. Guess there is a point in such statement, but I don’t get it. Anyhow? The day is ending with news. My little friend just brought me food and updated me.

Master? I Am Beginning To Understand The Way Things Are, I Think …

But every time I think I understand things I find myself in a limbo uncertain about it all. I am now taking everything from Your hand of mercy literally. So?

I Know For Sure That You Have A Purpose For All Things In My Life, And? …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 6:26 am.

Such knowledge avails me to be still, to let go, to wait with confidence in You. You have a purpose for the moment I am going through with no Internet or telephone to communicate to anyone.

I wait on You.

What Is The Creator Telling You And Me On The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Could It Be—Come To Me?

My Saga. Your Saga? All Written Before We Were Born …

The Year 2020 Means Enlightenment …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:05 pm.

I don’t know how to explain it but I’ll give it a try. I been reading those Scriptures since 1974. I have faithfully studied them on and off since them.

  • I have listened to many inspired souls give their understanding of such.
  • I have attempted to live by them.
  • I have quoted those Scriptures to others.
  • ALL to no avail.
  • I remained powerless.
  • No weight to all my efforts to do what I thought to be the ‘right’ thing to do.

What A Difference It Is Now! Every Single Word I Write And Quote? …

  • It’s like becoming alive!
  • Power!
  • Courage!
  • Confidence!
  • Certainty!
  • Undaunted, not discouraged by difficulties or danger!

It All Rejuvenates My Being As I Read Every Single Word I Record In This Journal Of My Life.

My task is to write and publish and optimize. You, my Master are doing the rest. Thus, it is with much confidence that I post the long essays You compel me to post despite my own misgivings.

My Life In Your Presence Daily Goes On …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Thanks for the much-needed sleep, O my Master—O Master of mine! I am now modifying a post You had me publish in 2017. Why?

You Are Recapping Your Doings In This Life Of Mine …

The year 2017 is the year You began this new life I am now experiencing. That was the year You made me aware of many things rather stranger to me.

  • For instance, the name, Church of whatever denomination raises the flag of religion, and!
  • Our Creator is not about religion.
  • What is written in 2 Thessalonians 2:1-17 and in, 2 Peter 3:1-18 comes to mind.

Come To Church? What Is The Creator Telling You And Me? Could It Be—Come To Me? …

Yes! Indeed, to ME! That’s the way to do and to be! I no longer attend ‘Church’. I come to Him with everything! No matter how big or small my burden or non-burden could be?

I Dump It And Release It All To You My Master/Creator Of My Being.

O my Master! One week now since the Net quit on me as well as my phone and Ahmad’s visits or calls.

  • No way to windup showing off of my “knowledge” of things that I do not know to tell the truth.

You Have Brought Ahmad And Family Into My Life …

My task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever You lead me to do so. That includes my relationship with Ahmad and family.

O But How Easy It Is For Me To Set Myself Up As A Know It All To Impress Them! …

Save me my Master! O but You are saving me big time as I confess my deficiencies as You give me the opportunity to do so.

Master? I Sense The Need To Be Alone With You Now More Than Ever Before …

I cannot connect. Yeah, we are all supposed to be connected, but! You have disconnected me for the whole week.

These Past 7 Days Really Got Me To Thinking About The Use Of Words Among Other Issues ….

The use of words to express our feelings or our thoughts. No matter. Too much thinking allows our feelings to take over us.

  • Sure key to open the door of Insanity!

There You Have It! In A Nutshell, There You Have It …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Ha! Why did I think of that before? It could be because, O well! It is good to examine oneself, but! Such examination can turn into self-condemnation or self-adulation. Even so?

  • Recapping from a while back, I wrote about self, quote:

Touché! Looking at things for what things are! Best of all looking at self—the naked truth about self! There is no taming for that wild nature within us—the more we chase that illusive happiness the unhappier we become for there is no such a thing to be found!

What then? Hope, there is always hope! What hope? The hope of our Creator! What? That means nothing to you? Just a religious cliché?

Think again! Where all those ideas & realizations of yours come from? From the thin air? Indeed!

Perhaps, just perhaps if you continue to check my journey you will find out the same thing that I have found:

You will find our Creator beckoning you and me to come to Him as a little child to his mom or to his dad with all your doubts & fears & dreams!

Our Creator is not just a deity up there in the sky looking to bless or zap it to us! Indeed! Our Creator is the Master that wants to reside in our hearts to mold & shape us in His image! Hope, there is always hope! End of quote.

About Words, Thoughts, Feelings, Insanity? …

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Just now it occurred to me to investigate the meaning of those words that have been applied to yours truly and, what have I found? Quote:

Schizophrenia:

Any of a group of severe mental disorders in which a person loses touch with reality. People with schizophrenia also experience abnormal thinking that usually interferes with their ability to work and communicate with others. The biological causes of schizophrenia are not well understood. It is associated with an imbalance of chemical substances in the brain and often runs in families.

Insanity

Severe mental illness or derangement. Not used in psychiatric diagnosis.

Law

Unsoundness of mind sufficient to render a person unfit to maintain a contractual or other legal relationship or sufficient to warrant commitment to a mental health facility.

Incapacity to form the criminal intent necessary for legal responsibility, as when a mental disorder prevents a person from knowing the difference between right and wrong.

Incapacity because of a mental disorder to participate adequately as a defendant in criminal proceedings or to understand the imposition of a criminal punishment, particularly the death penalty.

3.

Extreme foolishness or irrationality: “The insanity of sending troops into Russia when European peace looked imminent horrified him” (Mary V. Dearborn).

Something that is extremely foolish, distinctly irrational, or wildly excited: “twisted forms of musical insanity” (Christopher J. Kelter). End of quote.

The Causes Not Well Understood? That’s To Put It Mildly …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 3:31 pm.

Wow! How accurate the scientist of this world have described not only yours truly but also all the great Biblical workers & prophets that have lived from day one of our present existence on these earthly grounds!

Only One Problem: Not A Clue About The Invisible Reality To Be Greater That The Visible …

These erudite scientists have not got a clue about the ‘insanity’ of the visible world that we inhabit! Thus, their thwarted view of sanity versus insanity!

The Truth Can Be Offensive But It Must Be Proclaimed …

The truth about those erudite human beings? The most pitiful lot of all human beings! Unfortunately, these are the human beings that control all phases of human life!

But How Can We Escape? How Can We Break Loose From The Grip Of These Ruthless Tyrants? …

Who exactly are these ruthless tyrants? Hum! Tall question! I hear it all the time, “You speak truth, but what works?

  • I pray, I call on The Creator, I do all the things that you do, I am a good person, I help everybody, I am, I am, I am….and nothing works!”

Me? O Me! I Ain’t Got Any Answers Per Say! …

Why? Because the only One that has all the answers has not seen fit to entitled me with the answering department in His world!

  • Even so, I finally got tired of looking for answers myself.
  • I began to look for the One that has the answers for all our individual predicaments!

Ha! That ONE Was Not Hard To Find At All …

He was waiting for me all the time that I was running on my own erudite juices! I was the main ruthless tyrant I needed to get free from! Wow!

Now That ONE? He Possesses The Key To The Deepest Part Of My Being …

From there He answers me with answers that have set me free not only from the tyranny of this world of erudite humans that reign on this earth now, but! From the tyranny of my own erudite fool that I was.

You Want Answers? You Want To Know What Works? …

Well? Today, if you would hear His voice calling you to come to Him in the words in this post and when you hear it, do not harden your heart.

Today Could Be Your Day To Find Out What Works For Sure  …

Once you answer that solemn call, all things begin to set you free like it happened to me! But be warned, nothing happens the way we figure it, take it from the horse’s mouth.

Schizophrenic? Insane? Bipolar? Nuts? …

Yeap! That I am according to the whole kit & caboodle of Insane Erudite but pitiful human beings that reign in this world!

  • But in my Master’s world? It’s altogether a different story! As it’s written,

Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not the Almighty Creator of our beings shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?

For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.

But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah. 1Corinthians 1:26-31. End of quote.

There You Have It! You Done Alienated Me Against The Powers And Principalities, but! …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 4:00 am

The show has begun! It is not my battle. You have invested upon me Your armor as in Ephesians 6.

You have done the investing this time.

  • Hahaha! How many times I have invested myself to no avail.
  • Duh! Unless You do the work we laborers work in vain.
  • Poor souls that we are us Christians.
  • Well? I am a Christian if we are talking about words.
  • However misnomer, a Christian is one who adheres to Christ a word used to refer to our Messiah.
  • I do not call myself a Christian anymore because of the misinterpretation of the word but, by all means and purposes I abide in Yahushua our Messiah.
  • In Him I move and have my being by the power He has invested upon me.
  • That’s The Secret Of My New Life Out Of This World …
  • This is a life of power to overcome the world but! Not by my power and might like I used to try to do.
  • Something out of reach for the human mind.
  • Even so? The written words are clear. Quote:

I Have Overcome the World

John 16:25-33

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Almighty.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.] end of quote.

Those Words Were Written To Avail Me Now …

Only problem is that as a Christian I used to put the horse in the cart or before the cart. I was such a do gooder! Hahaha!

Yeap! That’s what we do not only Christians but all do gooders humanitarian so numerous on this planet knock themselves down to do.

Wonder Why It Has Not Really Worked To Change This Corrupt World One Iota? …

Well? This 2020-year things are turning around. Our Almighty Creator is fixing to put us in His mercy cart and be gracious to us despite all our do-good shenanigans.

The Reality Of This World? Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret To Abolish Insanity? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:02 am.

It is found in the loving letters from the Creator to us all. Those letters are written in more books than just the commonly known as the Bible for all to read and mind. Even so?

Master? This Minding As We Read Those Letters Has To Happen In Your Time And Discretion …

That’s the biggie to happen on this 2020 year as You send the message given not just to me but to several others selected few to post the message on all means available.

Me? When I Don’t Know What To Do I Must Do Nothing …

As it was last night on Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 9:24 pm.

  • Not knowing what to do without the Internet and no one to help me, I quit all.
  • I do nothing more.
  • I come to You my Master.
  • I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for Your favor.

Favor To Do What You Want Me To Do Not What I Think I Should Do …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:20 am.

Sure enough, immediately sleep overtook me. I slept until about 2:30 am. I woke up alert as I heard to fix a cup of coffee let it cool a bit then sweeten with honey.

Next? It Came To Me To Clean The Floor Then Come Back To Record …

The main thing with my discouragement is or was my inability to search for graphics or information on how to fix the many errors surfacing as the updating of programs take place.

  • Also not being able to connect with what goes on with the family.
  • Not being able to pay for my due programs.
  • Fear knocks at my door!
  • What to do? Do this. Do that. Nothing works!
  • Discouragement!

Ha! So That’s The Sequence For Defeat, But! …

O my Master! You never give me any more than what I can take from doing my own human thing to do, panic, jump around like a chicken with the head cut off.

It Is Not Funny But It Is Ridiculous …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 8:50 pm.

Honest to goodness! It is ridiculous the way I keep beating the same dead horse over and over until? Discouragement sets in and?

At Last I Come To You …

As I did yesterday. Sure enough, immediately You begun Your answer with the much needed sleep. I woke up on the alert but, nothing happen until this afternoon.

This Time? I Did Not Help Myself At All …

You know it my Master. I came to You to confess my dilemma. What to do? How much I miss Ahmad. Even so? You are working all things for our good.

  • Immediately it came to me to call Ahmad even if the call would not go through, but Zain sends him a message of my miss call because no minutes.
  • Sure enough Ahmad called me to let me know they were at Zain and the problem was to be fix in one hour.
  • Oh me! That was not what I needed to find out in Zain. All I needed to know was if my downloading gigas had expired.
  • I knew the problem was not with Zain but with my computer. Once I knew my gigas were not expired, it came to me to start fresh but I dreaded a repeat of the procedure to reinstall my programs.
  • Suddenly! It came to me what to do.
  • Disconnect the external drive.
  • Starch fresh with the Windows cd in the desktop.
  • Wow! Starting fresh with that blessed cd allowed me to keep not only my personal files but my apps as well!
  • In one hour, my week long struggle ended.
  • All working perfectly again.

Amazing But! What Did You Demonstrate To Me With It All? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 9:40 pm.

A practical demonstration of what happens when we take it upon ourselves to resolve our problems.

And So? The Saga Continues On This Enlightenment 2020 Year …

Thursday, July 16, 2020 at 5:41 am

I know you read all the way to this point and time of this saga of mine. It sure is getting quite interesting, isn’t it? But!

The Main Thing Is, Is It Reaching Your Mind And Heart? …

Of course! O my Master! You are doing the work this time not me. Me? I revised this whole essay and it reached me to the depth of my being.

  • I know that is Your doing in my being as Your doing in the heart of each reader of these lines You compel me to write and publish.

Amen!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

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Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

 

A flat version of the book I am working on, and the cover for the book. It’s slow in coming, but! In due time? For sure! 🙂

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving ways beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Let’s Get On With The Show in that post back in the middle of January 2020 …?

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

  • Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!
  • You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

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When I Prayed For Forgiveness. When I Let Go Of It All …

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No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me? That’s The Meaning Of Praying For Forgiveness!

Only Then You Shall Release All Material Blessings You Promised To Me.

It all hinges on three facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42.

  1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
  2. Where were you when I
  3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
  • Those three facts plus as this post develops day by day the facts found in Isaiah 30:15-23.
  • On to the content of this crucial moment in my journey in the Presence of my Creator.

Prepared. Ready To Bid Your Will At A Moments Notice …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:31 pm.

I began the posting in the main site yesterday but! I done much editing that put stop to the publishing in the rest of the sites. Now I know why.

You Showed Me Further Matter To Include In The Post …

That included the changing of headlines. That includes reformatting and adding a new graphic. I am on the task. You are in control of it all.

  • Problem monitor since Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

I need to update all handwritten records.

Saturday, June 27, 2020 at 8:31 pm.

Will do so as soon as I can figure out what goes on with the machine. Right now I am installing card and all.

  • It’s now Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 12:01 am. Heading for bed. Hope for Your blessings.

When I? …

When I prayed for forgiveness. When I let go of it all. Only then You shall release all material blessings You promised to me.

No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 10:31 am.

That’s the meaning of praying for forgiveness! Duh! And I thought I had to lay my hand on Ahmad and pray to You to forgive him! O but the height of my, what should I call it?

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 4:45 pm.

  • I will now check the computer to see what it has been done in it.
  • Internet problem. Update downloading now. It’s 6:04 pm.
  • It’s now 7:24 pm. Update not now. Will update automatically whenever.
  • I will work on my graphics to ease my mind from all of the inconveniences of the moment.
  • Still no news from Joyce. You are in control. I’m worrying unnecessarily. Forgive me my Master.

The Day Is Ending Without Me Complaining …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 11:34 pm.

The day is ending without me complaining despite the fact that things are still in suspense. O my Master, You are truly my Shepherd, I shall not want for anything whatsoever

And So? Things Are On The Up And Up …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 12:00 am

Starting a new day with renewed hope. I know You are working all things for our good. I am now living on today for tomorrow might never come.

Amazingly Soon As I Quit Complaining And Worrying …?

All things are coming together quite nicely. The computer is working better than before. The physical set up is now better situated without me waiting to buy one thing or the other, but!

The Best Part? Ahmad And I Relationship On The Mend …

Now, I am not building castles in the air thinking that all shall now be smooth sailing. No. instead? I am counting on Your wisdom to handle any situation that comes my way.

All Is Well. All Is Swell. No Need To Complain. Much Need To Refrain …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 5:55 pm.

Whenever I am tempted to complain or feel sorry for myself, I heard and repeat what I hear: ‘no need to complain. All is well. All is swell.’

  • That’s the way You empower me to refrain from all my complains.
  • That’s the way You empower me to be still, to let go, to forgive myself and others.
  • That’s the way You empower me to wait confident that You are in control of it all.

When I Refrain From Complaining …

It’s amazing how everything falls into place despite my lack of the technical knowledge that I used to have. Despite my emotional upheavals.

  • The computer is set to perfection both physical and digital. The truth? No credit to myself or the several experts who attempted to resolve my problems with it all to no avail.
  • O well! I need to record the handwritten notes.

The Crucial Enlightenment Of The Last Few Days …

The problem started with the monitor on Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

  • I fell asleep in front of the screen last Tuesday night. I woke up to a black screen.
  • I press enter, enter, the monitor flashed, no video input.
  • Make the story short, not the monitor. the video card!
  • It’s been a nightmare until? I complained that Ahmad had taken my charger and now my phone was out and I was completely cut from everything and everybody!
  • Guess what I heard loud and clear?
  • “NOT AHMAD. I HAVE DONE IT! REMEMBER MY SERVANT JOB!”
  • All Scriptures You are applying to me personally. It’s amazing!
  • What happened from reading about Job? Peace be still. let go. wait. I am now waiting more confident than ever before.
  • Anyhow? Big hassle to get the computer fixed. The way they do things here is unbelievably frustrating. I finally got it a couple hrs. ago.
  • I know now the problem is with the motherboard, but they refused to replace it and I can do nothing about it except trust You word to give me back what the locust of my sins have eaten.
  • On Your time and at Your discretion all shall harmonize. Of that I’m 100% sure.
  • Joyce has not answered my request to send me my birthday money to pay for the computer card. I don’t know if she got the emails or not.
  • I don’t know but You know. No problem. I wait on you.
  • Heading for bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep. It’s now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 7:12 pm.
  • Woke up at 9:07 pm. Food. Ate. Computer acting up again. Help, my Master! Will turn off unplug go bk to sleep. Now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 10:10 pm.

My Shepherd. My Master! You Have Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame …

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 12:43 am.

You lead me through the still waters of Your Presence in my heart. You protect me. Though a thousand thoughts of shame and destruction churn in my mind, You are my shield and my buckler.

  • Such is the facts that sustain me.

Master? Much problem with computer. Help!

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 6:33 pm. I am not worried. Instead I am learning much as I investigate the cause for the computer’s failure.

A New Month. Renewed Hope. You Are With Me Always …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 6:19 am sleep. Up at 7:36 am.

You never leave nor forsake me. Thank You for Your reminders when I feel so lonely and abandoned but! That’s getting to be a thing of the past.

Master? You Know What Is Going On. I Refuse To Try To Figure It All Out …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 8:58 am.

Whatever is happening I refuse to go back to my old way of thinking and doing. I submit myself under Your loving authority. Thank You for empowering me to do so.

Master? Thank You. You Are Changing Everything About Me …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 9:52 pm.

Not only my attitude about everything and everybody but my working habits as well. And to boot it all? You are showing me how to avail myself of the things that I thought I had to wait for.

Midnight On The First Day Of This Promising 7th Month Ahead …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 12:00 am.

So much both good and tragic transpired on the 6th month. This 7th month shall be different. Already You got me situated with a working computer and advance knowledge in my graphics skill.

The Ideas To Illustrate The Message Keep Popping Up …

Thursday, July 2, 2020 at 7:08 am.

You have taken Your time to enlarge my mind’s opening to pour the wealth of technical information to avail You to deliver Your message of the restoration of Your creation.

  • It all hinges on the facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42, along with Isaiah 30.
  1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
  2. Where were you when I
  3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
  4. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”
  5. But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”
  6. Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”
  7. Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.
  8. And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
  9. For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
  10. people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
  11. And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
  12. Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!
  13. Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

Into Graphics Big Time! …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 8:34 am

What a day the 2nd day of the 7th month turned out to be. It started wit a long productive talk with Ahmad.

  • Big discovery! Ahmad is reading my posts and sharing them with the wife.
  • I discover the problem with my browser is a glitch with the Windows supper update they are working on fixing it.
  • That discover led me to work from the Windows default browser.
  • Fantastic! I was able to resume my work which I had not been able to do since the monitor quit.
  • How to resume my work? A fantastic detailed course to learn all the ins and outs of the graphic’s designer skill. Amazing!
  • I took an overview of what I am to learn while all reasons for me to take this course seriously kept coming to my mind. What a Mighty Yah I serve!
  • Then to close the day with a bang? Big surprise! My monthly monies came yesterday instead of today, so?
  • On Thu, Jul 2, 11:46 PM the notice in the email with the info to get the money. Wow!
  • What a way to close the day at exactly 14 minutes before the 2nd day of the 7th month ended!
  • I worked on the graphics until around 3:30 am. Slept until around 6 am. Got up not feeling too good but I confessed again not to complain.
  • Went ahead to take care of my plants. Fixed me some coffee. Ahmad promised to come but he is not here yet.

Even So? No Worries. No Complaining. All Is Well. All Is Swell …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 9:15 am.

What a difference from my former days of agonizing with the gloomiest thoughts that churned on my mind against Ahmad and You and this whole strange culture You have set me in.

  • Now? I am already feeling better.
  • Ready for whatever you have in store for me today.
  • Much work ahead for me.
  • Will fix my eats before I do anything else.
  • No need to waste my time with wondering why things are the way they are anymore.
  • Today I hear Your voice to come into Your rest.
  • I hear. You have given me the power to obey You.
  • Thank You.

This 7th Month Is Significative In My Life …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

From the beginning You have told me the book was to end on the 7th month. the number 7 has represented God’s completed acts.

  • As of this month You have completed Your work of creating a new me.
  • A new me ready and able to bid your as you see fit for me to do regardless …

Unbelievable! The Way You Empower Me To Bid Your Will …

Nothing like I ever dreamed it to be. Yes, all my dreams shall now materialize but not the way I thought it was to be.

  • Friday, July 3, 2020 at 11:27 pm heading to bed. No feeling good.
  • A painful end of my day still not complaining.

Here I Am My Master! Send Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Take the coal. Touch my lips as many times as You deem necessary to do. Send me. The aftermath of COVID 19 seems to be one of hate and shock but no change.

My precious children: Your so loved world are dusting themselves ready to mount their own rides to continue the rebellion against Your loving commands. Still? There is hope.

Send Me. Send The Message You Have Given To Me To Proclaim This Year 2020 To Be? …

Your restoration year. No matter what. No matter who. No man or devil can come close to thwart Your passionate love for Your creation including us rebellious humans. Quote:

Romans 8:35-39

Who shall ever separate us from Yahuwah/Yahushua’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter. [Psa_44:22]

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of our Creator which is in Yahushua Messiah our Master.

Your Loving Voice Resounds In My Ears Down To The Depth Of My Heart …

What a Mighty One of hope You are! In You, with You? There is always HOPE! And on this note You will have me to close this post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Civilization’s Steed Bolts Us Down. Israel Sits Alone Like A Flagpole On The Top Of A Mountain …

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While In The South The Americans Still Sucking Crawfish Heads and in Jordan? Loads Of Pita Bread …

The Graphics Outline The Post …

thiaBasilia’s Crest …

 

Why thiaBasilia’s Crest?

It is meant to declare to all your belonging in My Royalty—the Highest Royalty of all Royalties.

For the moment you are suffering as a pauper. I hear your concerns about such suffering. I am aware of your doubts and fears.

Even so? I delight in your nearness not only in My heart but most important in the truth and reality of your resurrected life.

Why is such life not now manifested? That is the reason for My delight when I see your determination to trust Me for such blissful future despite not having the slightest sign of such coming to pass.

O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering.

Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like.

I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.

History Repeats Itself, But! O My Master? You Are Gracious …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 7:20 am.

YES! The sight is overwhelming to say the least if not ridiculous. I for one have gone through the ups and downs of looking all around.

Even So? O My Master! The Impact Of Your Wham? Open My Eyes Big Time …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:15 pm.

I see the horror coming but few do. The Americans are not yet running scare at all. Actually, they are dusting themseves, preparing to remount their steeds.

The Exactitude Of Your Written Words Is Taking Place, And?

It looks like Your people remain oblivious to such fact. Nevertheless, Isaiah 30 is now in full play. No matter how it looks, You are now lifting Yourself up. Your timing.

  • Mercy and loving-kindness to us You plan to show. Quote:

Isaiah 30 8 33

…. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”

But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”

Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”

Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.

And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Master], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Behold, the Name of the Master comes from afar, burning with His anger, and in thick, rising smoke. His lips are full of indignation, and His tongue is like a consuming fire.

And His breath is like an overflowing stream that reaches even to the neck, to sift the nations with the sieve of destruction; and a bridle that causes them to err will be in the jaws of the people.

You shall have a song as in the night when a holy feast is kept, and gladness of heart as when one marches in procession with a flute to go to the temple on the mountain of the Master, to the Rock of Israel.

And the Master shall cause His glorious voice to be heard and the descending blow of His arm to be seen, coming down with indignant anger and with the flame of a devouring fire, amid crashing blast and cloudburst, tempest, and hailstones.

At the voice of the Master the Assyrians will be stricken with dismay and terror, when He smites them with His rod.

And every passing stroke of the staff of punishment and doom which the Master lays upon them shall be to the sound of [Israel’s] timbrels and lyres, when in battle He attacks [Assyria] with swinging and menacing arms.

For Topheth [a place of burning and abomination] has already been laid out and long ago prepared; yes, for the [Assyrian] king and [the god] Molech it has been made ready, its pyre made deep and large, with fire and much wood; the breath of the Master, like a stream of brimstone, kindles it. [Jer. 7:31, 32; Matt. 5:22; 25:41.] End of Quote.

He Lifts Himself Up …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

O my Master! You had me proclaimed this fact for a long time, but, it had not sink in until this moment. Stun. Left alone. One by one. Until Your work is done.

All In All? I Am Encouraged Despite It All …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …??? Who? Me? Denied Your Providence? Wham! Acquittal Not The Slam Is to continue now.

Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! …

No problem. I am acquieted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

Repentance: I Now See. I Loathe Myself And Repent In Dust And Ashes …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 11:29 am.

O My Master! But My Heart Is Full! Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. It’s been 4 days since You led me to post. Since then You been enlightening meon many things.

  • All enlightenment is in reference to the main issues surfacing on this 2020:
  • The Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing All Creation is already en force.
  • The Creator’s Passionate Love To Restore His Creation is as well en force big time, but!
  • This is not another article to air out information just to satisfy the human’s inquiring mind.

The Only Thing I Am Airing Out Is The Dealings Of The Creator With Yours Truly …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 12:41 pm.

Hahaha! I been airing out my laundry dirty as well as clean! Isn’t that funny? O well! I just don’t want anyone to be dazzled or frazzled with my ways of expressing myself.

  • On to air out my laundry on these lines that I must continue to use to air it all.

Spring In My Heart From This Day Forth Until Eternity …

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 9:12 am.

Could it be that with time this tale could become stale? After all, don’t You think we need some excitement in our lives?

  • Ah! But You got me covered! Humor instead of anger is to be my motto from here on out to forever.
  • Can you believe it dear reader of these lines, Ahmad just called? He got himself stuck with a slipped disk on his back—the poor fellow!
  • It costed his brother big old dinars to pay the hospital so they could tell him his problem but! Not really the solution
  • On the other hand? I had already told him what his problem was and what to do about and did not charge him a nickel.
  • O yes! We humans have so many reasons and excuses for absolutely all that we think, feel, and do, so many reasons and excuses that staggers one’s mind.
  • The truth? The greatest advancement of civilization is not only killing us but taking us to the poor house as well.
  • No kidding! Am I talking nonsense? I wish I was but I am not. O yes! The richer gets richer and the poorer gets poorer.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …???

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 1:58 pm.

Repentance: WHO? ME? Denied Your providence? WHAM! The Master answered this thiaBasilia of His out of the whirlwind and said over and over “Where were you when I if you know so much!”

Who? Me? Duh! But The WHAM Prevented Me From Going Into The Slam Of Damn …

Yes, I was the guilty one of setting myself to utter words without knowledge, quoting Scriptures as if I had written them.

  • But after many years, O my Master, You WHAM me to open my eyes to see with my spiritual eyes the enormity of my sin.
  • I had no choice but to down to the ground my face to bound.
  • “I now see. I loathe myself and repent in dust and ashes.”
  • The BAM WHAM! impact greatly improved my eyesight’s bind.

The Springtime Continues. The Winter Is Past …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 6:41 am.

At 2:48 am the lights went out in the area but not in my soul. My inner light continued to shine. Truly? The winter is past. Springtime will last in Your Presence, O my Master!

  • Back to my graphics task.

Repentance Means Restoration …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 5:41 pm.

Still into graphics creation. Intense all day. Much to share. Waiting on You my Master every step of the way. The graphics outline the posts.

  • The Saga In 2020
  • LOVE—The End Of The Matter.
  • The Power Of Love.
  • It never fails. It always avails!
  • That is what is all about.

Again, Doing The Graphic All Day …

Thursday, June 18, 2020 at 9:28 pm.

O my Master, You know all that is going on concerning me. So much is coming clear in my mind, but I must wait for You to organize.

  • I’ll sleep for a couple of hours. I wait on You.
  • Friday, June 19, 2020 at 3:40 am I will try the bed now and hope You give sleep to renew my body.

The Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 5:27 pm.

Master? As I typed the above headline You quickened to me, it downed on me the message in that headline, crucial message leading to our restoration.

I Am So Ever Fascinated With The Way You Are Leading, Enlightening Me …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 6:23 pm.

I used to be so frustrated because I could never stick to one thing. My life was full of unfinished business. Reason why the many mental labels applied unto me.

Ha! Now I Know Why. The Labelers Are Mental But I Am Coincidental …

Coincidental or I Happen or exist at the same time with the rest of the mentalis! Hahaha! I thought that to be a fun funny thought, maybe not, but!

The Point Being To Put The Tragic Past On A Silver Platter To Lighten The Matter …

The truth? Being fictitious can become vicious or even pernicious. The word fictitious means something is false, made-up, bogus, untrue, non-existent, fabricated, counterfeit, feigned, spurious, apocryphal.

O Well! Words! Maybe I Am Not Coincidental Or Fictitious Or Mental. Maybe I Am Apocryphal, But! …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:00 am.

Why am rambling about words? Patience, patience. I am coming to it directly. Not rambling. Only driving a point or stating bitter truths humorously or fictitiously. Why?

Honesty. Of All Humans In This World I Dare To Think Myself Number One In Honesty …

No kidding! Of course, I am labeled as blunt and rude, that’s where my fictitiously humoral streak shines. But it backfires on me to my utter consternation or hillariouslation!

  • Ha! no definition for the word ‘hillariouslation’ so? I added the word to my dictionary to pacify my grammatically correct dictionary in rule.

Let’s Come Now To The Word Imagination …

This word is not cut out as it is meant to be by the human element. In fact? My imagination is the culprit for all the trouble and the rubble in my entire life.

Wow! I Am Finally Catching Up Your Drift My Master! Enlightenment …

Imagination and meditation. The bitter truth? Meditation hinges on imagination. O mine! Here we go, imagination, thoughts and feelings, sensations all trouble variations.

Variety Or Sort: Varieties Of Behaviors Stemming From My Imagination …

That’s why I quit this thing of ‘meditation’. Call me a ‘party pooper’ because that’s what in fact I am. Quote:

Definition of party pooper

: a person who refuses to join in the fun of a party

broadly : one who refuses to go along with everyone else.

Why? O My Master! That’s What You Have Worked Within Me For A Good Reason …

What good reason that could be? Ha! A reason to make me see the reality of what my imagination can conjure up.

Conjure Up? Wow! I Never Knew The Meaning Of That Phrase Until This Moment …

So much the proof on Your leading in all that I write even to the use of the exact word that applies to what I am writing. Quote:

con·jure  (kŏn′jər, kən-jo͝or′)

  1. con·jured, con·jur·ing, con·jures

v.tr.

1.

  1. To summon (a devil or spirit) by magical or supernatural power.
  2. To influence or effect by or as if by magic: tried to conjure away the doubts that beset her.

2.

  1. To call or bring to mind; evoke: “Arizona conjures up an image of stark deserts for most Americans” (American Demographics).
  2. To imagine; picture: “a sight to store away, then conjure up someday when they were no longer together” (Nelson DeMille).

My Goodness! That’s Scary To Say The Least …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:30 am.

No wonder why You have emphatically forbidden me to ‘meditate’. Even to what is called in the Christian world, ‘Quiet Time’.

No Kidding! It All Is Making Sense To Me Now …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:16 am.

O my Master! You have removed the blinds from my eyes. Not blind anymore. I can now see what has become of this so loved world of Yours.

Your ancient workers recorded it all but they were not allowed to see what You are letting me for one see at this point of Your time.

  • This so loved world of Yours is now what it was in ancient times. History repeats itself. Quote:

Acts 17:16-34 AMPC+

Now while Paul was awaiting them at Athens, his spirit was grieved and roused to anger as he saw that the city was full of idols.

So he reasoned and argued in the synagogue with the Jews and those who worshiped there, and in the marketplace [where assemblies are held] day after day with any who chanced to be there.

And some also of the Epicurean and Stoic philosophers encountered him and began to engage in discussion. And some said, What is this babbler with his scrap-heap learning trying to say? Others said, He seems to be an announcer of foreign deities–because he preached Jesus and the resurrection.

And they took hold of him and brought him to the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], saying, May we know what this novel (unheard of and unprecedented) teaching is which you are openly declaring?

For you set forth some startling things, foreign and strange to our ears; we wish to know therefore just what these things mean–

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

So Paul, standing in the center of the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], said: Men of Athens, I perceive in every way [on every hand and with every turn I make] that you are most religious or very reverent to demons.

For as I passed along and carefully observed your objects of worship, I came also upon an altar with this inscription, To the unknown god. Now what you are already worshiping as unknown, this I set forth to you.

The God Who produced and formed the world and all things in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in handmade shrines.

Neither is He served by human hands, as though He lacked anything, for it is He Himself Who gives life and breath and all things to all [people]. [Isa 42:5]

And He made from one [common origin, one source, one blood] all nations of men to settle on the face of the earth, having definitely determined [their] allotted periods of time and the fixed boundaries of their habitation (their settlements, lands, and abodes),

So that they should seek God, in the hope that they might feel after Him and find Him, although He is not far from each one of us.

For in Him we live and move and have our being; as even some of your [own] poets have said, For we are also His offspring.

Since then we are God’s offspring, we ought not to suppose that Deity (the Godhead) is like gold or silver or stone, [of the nature of] a representation by human art and imagination, or anything constructed or invented.

Such [former] ages of ignorance God, it is true, ignored and allowed to pass unnoticed; but now He charges all people everywhere to repent (N1to change their minds for the better and heartily to amend their ways, with abhorrence of their past sins),

Because He has fixed a day when He will judge the world righteously (justly) by a Man Whom He has destined and appointed for that task, and He has made this credible and given conviction and assurance and evidence to everyone by raising Him from the dead. [Psa 9:8; Psa 96:13; Psa 98:9]

Now when they had heard [that there had been] a resurrection from the dead, some scoffed; but others said, We will hear you again about this matter.

So Paul went out from among them.

But some men were on his side and joined him and believed (became Christians); among them were Dionysius, a judge of the Areopagus, and a woman named Damaris, and some others with them. End of quote.

You Know What? O My Master! I Never Saw This Before As You Are Showing It To Me At This Exact Moment …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:28 am.

Shocking! The bitter truth? Perhaps my former Christian teachers and leaders of the flock could continue to disregard me, but!

Athenians? Never Saw It Before …

Athenians in the whole meaning of the word. Never saw it when I sat in my same seat Sunday after Sunday listening to whomever had something newer than the last. Quote:

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

But Your Mercy, O Mighty One! …

This time? No one shall deny You, my Master. The organized Church or religious group going by different names and beliefs about You and us, all without exception shall know Your name to be the Master Sovereign over Your creation. Quote:

Jeremiah 16:14-21 AMPC+

Therefore, behold, the days are coming, says the Master, when it shall no more be said, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt,

But, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north and from all the countries to which He had driven them. And I will bring them again to their land which I gave to their fathers.

Behold, I will send for many fishers, says the Master, and they will fish them out; and afterward I will send for many hunters, and they will hunt them from every mountain and from every hill and out of the clefts of the rocks.

For My eyes are on all their ways; they are not hidden from My face, neither is their iniquity concealed from My eyes.

First [before I bring them back to their land] I will doubly recompense and punish them for their iniquity and their sin, because they have polluted My land with the carcasses of their detestable idols and with the abominable things offered to false gods with which they have filled My inheritance.

[Then said Jeremiah] O Master, my Strength and my Stronghold, and my Refuge in the day of affliction, to You shall the nations come from the ends of the earth and shall say, Surely our fathers have inherited nothing but lies, emptiness, and futility, worthless things in which there is no profit!

Can a man make gods for himself? Such are not gods!

Therefore [says the Master] behold, I will make them know–[yes] this once I will make them know My power and My might; and they will know and recognize that My name is the Master

Well? Today Is My 35th Anniversary …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 1:38 pm.

O my Master! I never saw what You are showing me about myself right now. I never saw myself as having a knack for business and material accumulation.

Wow! What Awakening From The Nightmare Of Losing Such A Knack, But! …

You had to put me through Your processing machine before You would confirm and uphold such a knack.

I Am Blown Away With This Processing Machine Of Yours …?

Even so? My heart wants to sing every song of praises unto Your mightiness! No kidding! This is BIG! Mighty BIG! What on earth am I rambling on?

Not Rambling As Roaming; Wandering. Stating Rambling As Lengthy And Digressive …

Talking about lengthy? O mine! That it is. But how encouraging! It is also quite digressive. That is talking about my talks, my writings.

Again, I Am Not Rambling. I Am Stating Your Mighty Work Of Processing For 35 Years …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 2:42 pm.

Flowing with Your Spirit in the numbers. I just noticed the three 20 in the date. One more amazing revelation.

First amazing revelation? The meaning of number 35.

  • A knack for business and material accumulation is the prominent resonance of the number 35.
  • It’s also creative, especially in relation to expressing itself — and insists on the freedom to do so.
  • 35’s interests are predominantly temporal, concerned with material values and with building significant works — examples are systems with long-term social benefit; solid, architecturally-pleasing buildings; roads; and political effectiveness.
  • The numerology essence of the number 35 generally is comfortable interacting with others, personally and socially.

Second one? The meaning of number 20.

  • The number 20 is a team worker and effective diplomat with a comprehensive point of view.
  • 20 is primarily focused on relationships. It understands the dynamics of relationships better than the essence represented by any other number.
  • The essence of 20 is so much a part of the team it rarely considers the idea of operating by itself. In fact, it shys from situations that would result in it being alone for an extended period of time, even if it would benefit itself.
  • As an overview, the numerology number 20 represents a composition containing the ideas of:
  • Relationships
  • Teamwork
  • Companionship
  • Coexistence
  • Diplomacy
  • The Basic or Core Essence of 20
  • The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 20 is a holistic understanding of relationships and an inclination to use the understanding to benefit the team.
  • For the 20 essence to express itself fully, it must exist with at least one other, as a team. If it finds itself alone, it becomes highly sensitized to the vibrations of relationships to help it locate teams it may want to become a member of.
  • Although it won’t accept membership in just any team, not being alone is very important to 20. It can handle itself alone, it’s not lost or anxious, but it can’t realize itself fully while existing separate from a team.
  • The team may consist of itself and a romantic interest or special companion, or the team may consist of itself and a group of others.
  • When a full member of a team, 20 can be a glue that holds it together. Its deep intuitive understanding of relationships and interpersonal dynamics are the foundation for 20’s highly effective diplomacy and negotiations.
  • Imagine being a member of a team with your skills maintaining smooth, comfortable, understanding, and stress-free interaction among members. You solve any friction quickly and effectively to the full satisfaction of all affected parties.
  • That’s 20.
  • Also, The number ‘twenty’ appears quite often in the scriptures. It seems to speak of redemption, for it was the 20th year of the sons of Israel, that they were redeemed with half a shekel of silver.

What Is Happening, My Master? …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:58 pm.

There is silence from all parties of my concern. I am comfortable and calm. All thoughts of what the reason for the silence could be are calmly rejected.

  • In due time You will reveal to me what is happening and what You want me to do about if anything I am to do. Of that I am confident.

Master? What Am I To Do With All You Have Revealed Today? …

Ha! Back to, Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! No problem. I am acquitted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

And SO? Forget It! The Jig Is Up! Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:24 pm.

Well, my Master? You give me no choice but to wait. For no one answers my calls; no one honors me with an updating email of their lives for quite a few days now.

So Be It. I Wait On You By The Power You Have Invested Upon Me To Do So …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

This 7th Day of Rest is ending. Silence remains as well as calmness. In the long run today it all amounts to Your restoring of my Wealth As Well As my Health confirmation.

Ah! Sleep For More Than 4 Hrs Did Me Good …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Ha! the end of my big 35th anniversary came and went. Coming to think about my thoughts about the crucial message in the headline got sidetracked.

  • Let me get back on that track. Back to the headline: Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Crucial Message? Indeed! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …???

Your accomplishment, my Master not mine. The message? Clearly. Powerfully. It hit me! Unless You do the work, we laborers work in vain. Wow!

So True! Here Is The Riff, We Humans Are Never Quite Satisfied …

O yes! We let our imaginations soar high into the Spiritual Realm searching for that elusive comfort and satisfaction only to find a mirage we take to be for real.

Me? You Have Placed Me In The Observation Tower …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 4:04 am.

As You did with Your prophet Habakkuk, so You have done with me. My reaction? Same as Your ancient prophet.

Well My Master You Know That I Did Get Sidetracked, But! …

You are now bringing me back on track. Observing the pattern in my daughter’s grief journey has quickened this matter of satisfaction in our journeys on this earth.

I Have Not Been Able To Write About This Matter, Why? …

You know that after the death of my grandson Cory my daughter and I parted ways for a time, Your time.

I could not write down what I sensed You were instructing me to write—what I saw so clear as I actually sensed myself in the shoes of Your Prophet Habakkuk but!

  • It was not Your time for me to write about the matter.
  • Your process in our lives had to materialize for me to write about the matter.
  • Your time is now here to do so.
  • For this 2020 year is Your appointed time to materialize Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation, loved to love.
  • In the meantime? All these past years since Cory’s death, You have consistently shown me the same matter as in the book of Habakkuk. Quote:

Habakkuk 1:1-4

THE BURDEN or oracle (the thing to be lifted up) which Habakkuk the prophet saw. O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save?  Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

My Master when I read those words in the past You know that I only considered the wicked being within others amongst the wicked humans roaming this earth but!

  • I did not consider the wicked being within my own self! Even so, Your answers to the prophet have avail me to reconsider my considerations! For it is written.

Habakkuk 1:5-17

Look around you, Habakkuk, among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days such that you would not believe it if it were told you replied the Master.

For behold, I am rousing up the Chaldeans, that bitter and impetuous nation who march through the breadth of the earth to take possession of dwelling places that do not belong to them.

So? You Have Convicted And Acquitted Me, And? …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 5:00 am.

Exactly at 5:00 am You are quickening me as You did with Your ancient prophet. The meaning of the date?

  • Grace and Preparation=5
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homoxecsuals or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings.

For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

Go on now with the quote and post.”

Quote:

Habakkuk 2:1-20 AMPC+

OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to God! I will [in my thinking] stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make [as His mouthpiece] to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.

And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb 10:37-38]

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom 1:17; Gal 3:11]

Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.

Shall not all these [victims of his greed] take up a taunt against him and in scoffing derision of him say, Woe to him who piles up that which is not his! [How long will he possess it?] And [woe to him] who loads himself with promissory notes for usury!

Shall [your debtors] not rise up suddenly who shall bite you, exacting usury of you, and those awake who will vex you [toss you to and fro and make you tremble violently]? Then you will be booty for them.

Because you [king of Babylon] have plundered many nations, all who are left of the people shall plunder you–because of men’s blood and for the violence done to the earth, to the city and all the people who live in each city.

Woe to him who obtains wicked gain for his house, [who thinks by so doing] to set his nest on high that he may be preserved from calamity and delivered from the power of evil!

You have devised shame to your house by cutting off and putting an end to many peoples, and you have sinned against and forfeited your own life.

For the stone shall cry out of the wall [built in sin, to accuse you], and the beam out of the woodwork will answer it [agreeing with its charge against you].

Woe to him who builds a town with blood and establishes a city by iniquity!

Behold, is it not by appointment of the Master of hosts that the nations toil only to satisfy the fire [that will consume their work], and the peoples weary themselves only for emptiness, falsity, and futility?

But [the time is coming when] the earth shall be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Master as the waters cover the sea. [Isa 11:9]

Woe to him who gives his neighbors drink, who pours out your bottle to them and adds to it your poisonous and blighting wrath and also makes them drunk, that you may look on their stripped condition and pour out foul shame [on their glory]!

You [yourself] will be filled with shame and contempt instead of glory. Drink also and be like an uncircumcised [heathen]! The cup [of wrath] in the Lord’s right hand will come around to you [O destroyer], and foul shame shall be upon your own glory! [Rev 16:19]

For the violence done to Lebanon will cover and overwhelm you; the destruction of the animals [which the violence frightened away] will terrify you on account of men’s blood and the violence done to the land, to the city and all its inhabitants.

What profit is the graven image when its maker has formed it? It is only a molten image and a teacher of lies. For the maker trusts in his own creations [as his gods] when he makes dumb idols.

Woe to him who says to the wooden image, Awake! and to the dumb stone, Arise, teach! [Yet, it cannot, for] behold, it is laid over with gold and silver and there is no breath at all inside it!

But the Master is in His holy temple; let all the earth hush and keep silence before Him. [Zep 1:7; Zec 2:13] end of quote.

It Does Not Take A Rocket Scientist To See Our Situation In Those Lines, But! …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 12:18 am.

Thee is hope. There is always hope. We humans for the most are utterly ignorant of the magnitude of our Creator’s mercy and passionate love for His creation.

Master? This Is What Shall Be The Subject In Your Mind for us To Digest In The Next Posts …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 3:18 pm.

Heading to posting grounds with Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

 

 

Human Wisdom Against Our Creator’s Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Us Human Beings …

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The Perils Of Human Wisdom …

Meet Me At 81 …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 1:34 am.

No kidding! At this stage of my age I come to the one realization to settle my mind on the issue of human wisdom against our Creator’s unfathomable wisdom. REALITY:

We are all humans—members of the human race. No matter the color or nationality or pedigree, king or pauper, rich or poor, highly intelligent or a perfect witless rogue, black, white, red, or in between we are all HUMANS!

  • No matter the insults or the praises, whether we are up the scale of success or down at the bottom of failure, leaders or followers, we are all HUMANS!

Hoopie! What’s The Big Deal About Such Realization? …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 2:16 am.

Man, O Man! It will take me pages to express the crucial importance of this realization. The thing about it is that for the most we do not realize this matter about us.

  • Honestly, the way most of us act and live is as if we are the only humans. The rest? They are animals or? Maybe saints, great philosophers or ‘ers’ of many kinds, but!
  • To put us all in the same human basket? Ah! Oh! Ooh! That is not wise. Not humanly wise.
  • Don’t insult my intelligence! I am not a savage! Don’t compare me with that black animal!
  • Don’t compare me to that arrogant Muslim or corrupt Christisn or evil Jew. I am not like that. I am different. I am OK. I am number 1 in the whole country! I AM! I am LOVE! I am this. I am that!
  • Hahaha! Albert Einstein quote? “Two things are infinite: the Universe and Human Stupidity; and I’m not sure about th’Universe! “
  • That is so true! But O my Master how You got me to realize such matters?

Such Are The Perils Of Human Wisdom. Even So?

Though You warn us of the perils of human wisdom You give us a choice.

  • And here comes the touchy part of this information that I must post for the benefit of this so loved world.

What Is ‘Touchy’ About These Posts? …

I quote the Scriptures or written words from the Bible, and? The Bible is considered to be a religious book.

  • Even so? The Bible is not a religious book as it is generally conceived because some religions are based on the Bible.
  • In the long run, journaling my daily life since 1985-1987 has enlightened the matter to me and?
  • It is my hope that reading my journal published in these posts may enlighten the reader as well.

A Loving Invitation From The Passionate Lover Of Our Creation …

O the wonders of Your passionate love for us. Every day, every moment in the day You open my eyes to see such passion. It is clearly expressed in Isaiah 55. Quote:

Isaiah 55 AMP REVISED NAMES

WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!

Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy?

Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.

Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David.

Behold, I have appointed him (Him) David, as a representative of the Messiah, or the Messiah Himself to be a witness one (One) who shall testify of salvation to the nations, a prince (Prince) and commander (Commander) to the peoples.

Behold, you, Israel shall call nations that you know not, and nations that do not know you shall run to you because of the Master your Almighty, and of the Set-Apart One of Israel, for He has glorified you.

Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

  • “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland with joy and be led forth by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation and memorial to His praise, which shall not be cut off. End of quote.

I have been so astonished at the happenings of yesterday that I could not fall asleep until 3:57 am today bed at last!

What Happened Yesterday? Astonishing! Against My Human Will I Blew Up Again …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 9:31 am.

Let me get back to the beginning of how my mind began to fill up with the most upsetting developments in the USA plus the long waited for repairs of this apartment mishap.

  • It all began when I received an email from Roxana updating me about the killings and riots in the USA.
  • Based on that update I wrote the headline for the last post. From there the zigzag of things began to happen leaving me agonizing in pain again!
  • At the end of the horrific painful Tuesday as I learned how all the wonderful plans for the apartment had come to a halt with Ahmad’s fall and busting his back.
  • MINE! The whole suppressed expression of my disapointment with the work done in the bathroom plus Ahmad back to help his brother instead of taking care of what he intents for this apartment began to churn in my mind.
  • My mind churning all the ugly mixture of the truth of human condition burst up leaving a clean mind. How did it happen?
  • I called Ahmad and blew up! I spew at him the whole suppressed truth about his ways of leaving me stranded when I am ill plus the disarray of my living conditions.
  • I refused to hear his lame excuses. I spoke my piece and hung up.
  • I went to bed. This is too much! Agonizing in pain. I lay in bed and finally cried up to You, my Master but You know it.
  • In despair I considered jumping ship again. That’s when automatically and with certainty I cried,
  • “You never give us anymore than what we can take! Unless You intervene, there is no hope for me.” I turned around got comfortable and went to sleep.

Ha! I Woke Up A Few Hours Later. Your Response? Amazing! Astonishing! …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 10:27 am.

Wow! A clean renewed mind by your power my Master not by my own power. By my power I was suppressing the truth and reality of the situation between Ahmad and I, but!

  • By Your power I was able to express instead of supress the truth. Yes, I blowup the whole churning messy truth instead of being nice and understanding of Ahmad’s predicament created by himself.
  • The results? Nothing to compare with the human’s ways to be polite and understanding in the face of all human’s injustices.
  • From that moment on You opened my eyes to see the futility of being nice and understanding or tolerant of the human’s conniving and deceitful ways.
  • That included my own conniving and deceitful ways.
  • Indeed! Be kind and understanding in the face of Ahmad’s wrong doings to make him happy and maybe I can get him to help me.
  • Everything in my doings with the ulterior motive to get my way.
  • Anyhow? I had no intentions to speak up. I kept hurting and churning all the evil in my mind until You my Master sent the burning coal and touched my lips to burn it all away.
  • From there on You gave me the power to arrange this apartment in a livable condition while I wait for Ahmad to resume with the repairs if he ever so please to do.
  • I no longer want to do anything with ulterior motives.
  • In due time You will reach Ahmad’s heart and open his ears to hear and listen to You to bid Your will and be healed regardless my ulterior motives.
  • Yes, on Wednesday I did the impossible without physical strain. And it felt good to be able to set Ahmad at ease when he called after the blow up of the day before.
  • But! It backfired on me. Ahmad was thankful with my sharing but it did not reach him at all.
  • His call was only to inquire whether I had Internet or not. Much concern with the Internet issue.
  • Next thing? His heroics. He walked in pain for two hours to the Internet Office.
  • They told him the Internet was to connect yesterday but it did not. He talked to his son to look into the issue.
  • His son called and promised to come and fix the problem last night, but he did not show up.
  • After 11 pm it came to me to work on the problem myself.
  • It took several hours before I gave up my trying to work with my own wits to solve the problem.
  • When I gave up my trying, You my Master came through and showed me to open a new Google account. I did. Turn on the Internet. Wow! All perfect! And fast!
  • A miracle? Yes indeed! In awe all I could say was, You are an amazing Yah and went to sleep.

I Woke Up A Few Hours Later Free Of Pain. Ready For A New Day …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

You know what? No matter how many times You cleanse and renew our minds the tendency to return to the mire of our own wits is always there despite Your graciousness to us humans.

Even So? You Have Now Empowered Me To Resist All Evil Tendencies, How? …

Ah! The beauty of Your doings. How have You empowered me to resist my evil carnal tendencies? By expressing instead of suppressing the truth about my evil tendencies.

Just When I Was Relishing With The Internet Miracle The Phone Rang …

Ah! At last! I had not heard from Ahmad or son since yesterday. No call from Ahmad or son to explain anything.

Ha! The Son On The Phone. What? In A Wink Of An Eye I Blew Up Again! …

After a bit Ahmad on the phone. What for? To reprimand me for insulting his son. This time? Honestly. This time? Not my anger at all. Your anger flashed out of my lips.

  • Well? This time as well Your anger is flashing on me. Back to hurting. Back to uncertainty. Back to the miserable fear of something dreadful coming to me.

A Remarkable Week Of Blessings In Disguise …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:37 am.

By far I am not out of the woods of unusual happenings yet. I am back hurting. Lurking fears of something dreadfully wrong is going on with my body, but!

No Way Whatsoever For It All To Truncate Your Good Plan For Me And All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 5:56 am.

Of that I am 100% sure. I feel like crying. I don’t feel good at all. I don’t know what to do; what to eat; what to drink.

I Cast My Whole Being At Your Feet O Mighty Creator Of My Being …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:43 am.

The sordid truth? I was sitting there wailing and actually enjoying feeling sorry for myself. How disgusting! Even so?

You Are In Control Of It All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:51 am.

You have a purpose for this moment of despair. At Your discretion You will lift me up. I am cold. Back to bed.

(Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:34 pm been in bed since last night. Be still. Let go. Wait. Got up to read Scriptures about 1 hour ago. Now I must restart computer for update at 4:37 pm)

In My Despair Lost Not Knowing What To Do, I Heard Again, Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:51 pm.

This time on hearing Your instructions it came to me to head for bed. I did. While in bed, still, letting go of all things I could do to alleviate the new symptoms in my body.

  • As I lay still, letting go of it all, You brought me to the Garden. Once there You revealed to me how You are honoring me to experience one speck of Yahushua’s bitter cup he had to drink.
  • The bitter cup—the sins of the world. The impact of Your wrath. The cause of the human’s body decay. The corruption and destruction of Your so loved creation.

Genuine Experience Bound To Impact Us All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 10:21 pm.

You delight in my obedience. Your delight is my strength. I thank You for the honor to experience a tiny speck of Your wrath as well as Your sacrifice to restore our beings.

  • We have sinned. We have rebelled against You. Yes, we, for of sinners I am chief. I was born and lived in sin but for Your mercy to restore my being for no merit of my own.
  • All of that said, it becomes only a religious jargon unless You step in the human’s life to substantiate those words.

O My Master! We Have Made A Gossamer Of Words Lacking Substance Out Of Your Words …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 11:29 pm.

It breaks my heart to quote Your words to be rejected as mere religious jargon. Why? The truth? That is what Your words are until You step in our lives.

  • For unless You step in our lives to substantiate Your words Your words have no substance, no power to change our worldly lifestyles.

Right Now? I Am Feeling The Weight Of Rejection …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 12:09 am

Yes, rejection. Not an outright rejection. No. We have come to an stage of tolerance that anything and all things are accepted and thrown in the magic LOVE word.

Thus, I am facing such rejection as I observe the struggle to return to business as usual attitude in reaction to the COVID-19 pandemic.

Even So? You Are Still In Control Of It All …

Therefore, I refuse to worry and be anxious as the evident rejection of Your words with that struggle to return to business as usual weight in my mind.

Rest. Be Still. Let Go. The 7th Day Of Rest Is Now Here Again …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 3:16 am.

I woke up feeling much better and encouraged with Your faithfulness to Your written words as stated in Isaiah 55.

Indeed! Your Thoughts Are Not My Thoughts Neither Are My Ways …

Therefore, I am lifting my cry to You to take control of my thoughts and my ways now more than ever before.

  • My Master, You have opened my eyes and ears this morning to see and hear myself speaking words without knowledge when it relates to my daily doings based on human wisdom.

What? How Do I Do Such A Thing, My Master? …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:30 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? No biggie. It is the normal thing to do for a human being because the human knowledge is not My knowledge as it is written,

  • “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

But the human knowledge is programed into your heart and mind from birth until death do you part. So? You are human. I do not expect for you to act otherwise.

In fact, I expect you to be what you are and to quit acting otherwise. Therefore, I do not condemn your human doings.

I condemn the human’s persistence to place those doings above My supreme authority over all human’s doings.

Thus, the human’s parading of good as well of evil lifestyles heading to the brown ground hole without a sound, as My warning words are written,

  • Proverbs 14:12-13 AMPC+
  • There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death.
  • Even in laughter the heart is sorrowful, and the end of mirth is heaviness and grief.

Even so, My precious child, those are words of instruction not condemnation. Therefore, on this 2020 year I am clarifying all quotes of My written words in the posts I have compelled you to publish.

Your quotes at times need clarification because though you are human you are also My selected vessel to experience My written words that I give to you to quote.

And yes, from the human’s point of view those are words without knowledge that could be taken as mere religious jargon.

Fear not, My precious thiaBasilia, My children are now quite enthralled with My ways to deal with you on the daily basis.

The truth? Humor instead of anger shall prevail among each one of My children’s relationships.

Rejoice! Tomorrow is the onset of 81st birthday. It is also the onset to materialize all My promises unto you in a way beyond your highest expectations.

Rejoice and be Glad! For You are precious in My sight, and? So it is with Ahmad, Roxana, Joyce, Denise, Diana, Robin plus all and each one of the rest of your children and friends and all I have placed in your path of life on these earthly grounds.”End of my Master’s words for now.

Wow! And All I Was Hoping For Was My Toilet Seat Repair! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! How short sighted our expectations can be. Even our grand expectations in actuality are quite short sighted.

At This Point The Phone Rang. Ahmad On The Line Unexpectedly…

O my Ahmad! I had already discarded him as a lost cause. Even so I had already let go of all my whatever. So?

  • Before I answered the phone, I quickly pleaded, “Master? Give me Your words to speak.” I picked up and said ‘Hello’.
  • Ahmad began in the most pitiful tone of voice to tell me he had been downstairs in my building but did not have the strength to come up.
  • I listened. No comment. He asked, ‘How are you?’ I calmly answered, ‘I am fine. How are you?’
  • From there Your words of wisdom began to come out of my mouth.
  • I could sense Ahmad’s undivided attention. How long, what words I spoke?
  • Only remember stating at the end that the only way to solve our miseries is to ask Yahushua to come into our hearts.
  • Wow! To my astonishing this time, Ahmad responded, “I have listened. This is the best talk of all talks. I am encouraged.”

My Reaction? Not An Emotional Reaction At All …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:03 pm.

Calmly. Steady. Certain. This is the onset to materialize all Your promises to me. What a Mighty Yah You are!

Thank Goodness! Your Passionate Love for Your Creation Extends To All Your Short Sighted And Even Plum Blind Rebels That We Are! You Are An Awesome YAH!

Rejoice and enjoy my fellow humans! The Kingdom is coming to earth as it is in Heaven! So be it.

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

 

Good News For 2020. While The Flames Of Hate And Chaos Blaze Higher Than High?  There Is HOPE. Always HOPE …

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Healing In Progress. Response Increase. What Will It Be?

Healing In Progress. Thank You My Master …

Tuesday, June 2, 2020 at 3:18 am.

Not just the healing of my body but most important, the healing of my soul. You are a Mighty Yah. All things are now ready for publishing.

Well? I Went Ahead And Posted As Per Your Leading …

Tuesday, June 2, 2020 at 5:18 pm.

Your children’s response is increasing with each post You lead me to post here lately. Me? Observing. Waiting on You. Peace, tranquility remain steady.

Whatever Comes Next? All In Your Loving Hands. No Problems. No Worries …

Just the way You plan for all to be with me on Your timing. I find myself dumbfounded. O my Master, You have fulfilled Your will for me. What a marvel!

The Cover Continues To Improve As Per Your Leading …

Wednesday, June 3, 2020 at 3:35 am.

The fact is my entire setup is improving heading to perfection. That includes my new attitude set on Your wisdom.

  • Master? Is it time now to work on the 2nd book? …
  • That is what just came to mind.

Indeed! The 2nd Book In Progress Beautifully …

Wednesday, June 3, 2020 at 11:54 am.

Ha! been working on it on and off for the last 9 hours. The post following the previous post You had me published yesterday needs much improvement. Quite a challenge, but! A joy as well.

Torrential Blessings Shall Drench Us All …

January 2, 2020

  • Came midnight ending 2019. Me?
  • Never ending rest in the best for 2020.
  • The Latter Rain Is Pouring Down.
  • Let it drench you as is drenching me.
  • Security. Health. Wealth. Peace.
  • All restored. All is well in store
  • From myself You have set me free.

Free On To The Higher Life You Have Meant For Me …

Thus, You continue to remind me as my days develop on that higher life You have set me to go from now until eternity. Your words, quote:

Book 2 is ready for further reading:

The Saga in 2020 Minimal formaL BOOK 2 edited

A Joy To Work Under Your Leading And Direction …

This 2nd book shall blow the socks off of many souls, I am sure. Hahaha! Least that is what I think my Master has in mind. We shall see.

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Been Reading All Headlines In The Main Site …

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Ha! I Am Impressed! …

The One Headline To Catch My Attention Big Time? Here It Is …

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears … Posted on February 18, 2020.

The Year To Come Boldly To The Throne Of Grace For The Much-Needed Help To Abandon Our Fears …?

  • The impressive graphic:

Here I Am Some Three Months Later, Quite Impressed, Why?

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 9:54 pm.

O my Master! The posts from the last day of 2019 until today are quite impresive if I may say so myself.

Now? What Is In Your Mind To Do With It All? …

Perhaps set this 2020 year up to date in book format? I wait on You to lead the way. It sure looks like quite a challenge.

Heading For Bed. It’s Another Day …

Friday, May 29, 2020 at 12:25 am.

Sleep comes. Sleep goes. Sometimes I wake up in pain. Other times I wake up without pain. Pain comes. Pain goes. Me? Peace and tranquility no matter what.

Peace And Tranquility. What A Blessing! …

Friday, May 29, 2020 at 9:20 am.

So what if I expect for Ahmad to show up on his promised to do so but he does not? It no longer disturbs that peace and tranquility.

Complete Rest In Your Presence And Unbroken Companionship …

Aloof from fears and worries and doubts and hurt feelings and the churning of my mind. You are my Shepherd O Mighty One! I shall not want.

  • Only goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. I shall dwell in Your Presence now and for eternity.

Such Is The Reality Of My Existence Now …

Friday, May 29, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

But it was not so before. For You were there all the time while I could not sense Your Presence because I was full of anger and resentment. It’s the end of my day. Heading for bed.

I Went To Hell And Back. I Could Not Get Away From You …

Saturday, May 30, 2020 at 4:40 am.

Indeed! Through the waters of the oceans I sought to hide my shame to no avail. You were there.

  • I sought to hide in the darkness of hell, but even there, darkness became light. Quote:

Psalms 139:7-12 TLB

I can never be lost to your Spirit! I can never get away from my Yah!

If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the place of the dead, you are there.

If I ride the morning winds to the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, your strength will support me.

If I try to hide in the darkness, the night becomes light around me.

For even darkness cannot hide from God; to you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are both alike to you.

What A Mighty Yah You Are! …

Saturday, May 30, 2020 at 5:13 am.

Here I am on the threshold of my 81st birthday. Complete rest. No more attempts to hide my shame. You have heard and answered my echo of the Psalmist prayer. Quote:

Psalms 39:1-13 TLB

I said to myself, I’m going to quit complaining! I’ll keep quiet, especially when the ungodly are around me.

But as I stood there silently the turmoil within me grew to the bursting point. The more I mused, the hotter the fires inside. Then at last I spoke and pled with the Master:

Master help me to realize how brief my time on earth will be. Help me to know that I am here for but a moment more.

My life is no longer than my hand! My whole lifetime is but a moment to you. Proud man! Frail as breath! A shadow! And all his busy rushing ends in nothing. He heaps up riches for someone else to spend.

And so, Master, my only hope is in you.

Save me from being overpowered by my sins, for even fools will mock me then.

Master, I am speechless before you. I will not open my mouth to speak one word of complaint, for my punishment is from you.

Master don’t hit me anymore—I am exhausted beneath your hand.

When you punish a man for his sins, he is destroyed, for he is as fragile as a moth-infested cloth; yes, man is frail as breath.

Hear my prayer, O Master; listen to my cry! Don’t sit back, unmindful of my tears. For I am your guest. I am a traveler passing through the earth, as all my fathers were.

Spare me, Master! Let me recover and be filled with happiness again before my death.

You Have Spared Me. You Are Recovering Me. You Are Filling With Joy Inexplicable …

Joy Inexplicable? Indeed! Joy Inexplicable full of You. For You are LOVE, joy, the ultimate happiness I never dreamed I could obtain.

And So? Now I Know What To Do …

Sunday, May 31, 2020 at 7:00 am.

It is the 7th day and the last day of the 5th month on this 2020 year at exactly the 7th hour and 00 minutes. All is well. all is swell.

I Know What To Do, And? I Am Doing It …

O my Master! nothing is by chance. You have turned the saga of my life on the sure and straigtht way to Your will for my good and the good of Your creation.

You Have Made The Way Clear To Me Since The Last Day Of 2019 …

Five months now of my upwards journey. I am to set it all into books. Yesterday You set me up to begin my task.

Amazing! The Task Is Already Marked Quite Clear …

I am having no trouble at all setting up the chapters—those are already marked as if I knew what I was doing when I originallly wrote the posts which I did not know it then.

Yes! Reading My Own Writings? I Am Amazed …

You have made The Saga In 2020 quite sensible from the first day of 2020. The cover tells it all in one sentence, quote:

‘The Year NOT To Fear Our Fears!’

  • Sunday, May 31, 2020 at 7:48 am on to revise the cover.

Here I Am, My Master! Send Me …

Monday, June 1, 2020 at 5:38 am.

Master? I spent the day yesterday revising the cover for the book. Besides that, the work You have planned for this apartment is now materializing. What joy!

  • Joy? Yes, not really because of the work, rather it is such joy to see Ahmad so earnestly taking care of it all with gusto and gladness.
  • The results of Your work for the last ten years in Ahmad’s heart and mine are unbelievable, ashtonishing! What do I mean?
  • Well? Let me put like this, You, my Master, have been working in me since 1985 as far as I can remember. From that time on You have written Your words in my heart to restore my being.
  • On my waking up earlier I continued revising the cover to perfection. Then, I came to record in the journal as usual not knowing what was I to record?
  • And so, I wrote ‘Here I am, my Master! the following two words came automatically, ‘send me’. Wow!
  • Send me? Immediately the words of the Prophet Isaiah came to mind. Reading the account of those words just blows my mind. Why? Quote:

Isaiah 6:1-13 TLB

1  The year King Uzziah died I saw the Lord! He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory.

2  Hovering about him were mighty, six-winged angels of fire. With two of their wings they covered their faces, with two others they covered their feet, and with two they flew.

3  In a great antiphonal chorus they sang, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is filled with his glory.”

4  Such singing it was! It shook the Temple to its foundations, and suddenly the entire sanctuary was filled with smoke.

5  Then I said, “My doom is sealed, for I am a foul-mouthed sinner, a member of a sinful, foul-mouthed race; and I have looked upon the King, the Lord of heaven’s armies.”

6  Then one of the mighty angels flew over to the altar and with a pair of tongs picked out a burning coal.

7  He touched my lips with it and said, “Now you are pronounced ‘not guilty’ because this coal has touched your lips. Your sins are all forgiven.”

8  Then I heard the Lord asking, “Whom shall I send as a messenger to my people? Who will go?” And I said, “Master, I’ll go! Send me.”

9  And he said, “Yes, go. But tell my people this: ‘Though you hear my words repeatedly, you won’t understand them. Though you watch and watch as I perform my miracles, still you won’t know what they mean.’

10  Dull their understanding, close their ears, and shut their eyes. I don’t want them to see or to hear or to understand, or to turn to me to heal them.”

11  Then I said, “Master how long will it be before they are ready to listen?” And he replied, “Not until their cities are destroyed—without a person left—and the whole country is an utter wasteland,

12  and they are all taken away as slaves to other countries far away, and all the land of Israel lies deserted!

13  Yet a tenth—a remnant—will survive; and though Israel is invaded again and again and destroyed, yet Israel will be like a tree cut down, whose stump still lives to grow again.”

I Did Not See You, My Master, As The Prophet Isaiah Did …

No. Not at all. I did not see You ‘sitting on a lofty throne, and the Temple was filled with his glory. But!

I Have Seen You Sitting In The Temple Of My Heart For Many, Many Years Now, And? …

For the last few weeks? Your glory flares within the temple of my heart big time! Even so? Your glory has shaken the temple of my heart big time as well. Why?

The Truth About My Human Nature. Not Pretty …

To read the complete book with all details, click, click, quickly click:

The Saga in 2020 Minimal format

This is Book 1 of the books I am to publish from the journal entries from that post forward.

The discovery of our Creator’s doings in my existence for the benefit of each one of His children as well as for the whole so loved world’s benefit has flooded my soul big time. The best part?

The Master compels me to share my wealth by all means available. Thus this Book 1 is ready now for your reading benefit.

So be it.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia

The Root For The Colossal Chaos Confusion Corruption In This So Loved World? Anger! Unconditional Love! …

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Solution? I AM LOVE Above All Circumstances In My Creation Says The Creator …

Out Of Represed Anger Up Pops Unconditional Love, Why?

We live in a conditional love society of human beings. This society takes its toll when we faithfully attempt to abide by all its so-called loving conditions only to suffer the greatest reverses of life.

Of Course, We Rebell! Unconditional Love. Love It All! No Restrains. No Conditions …

Discover your Divine self. Be happy! Enjoy yourself. Do whatever makes you happy. There is nothing wrong. Moral or immoral? Unconditional love for all! The Universe is for us. There is no devil! We are love. We are eternal. We are creating a new earth. Phew!

And Corruption And Divine Run Hand In Hand In The Land …

Colossal Chaos Confusion Corruption are inevitable. It does not take a rocket scientist to see the matter. It is quite visible.

EVEN So? Says the Creator, My So Loved World Cannot Yet Recognize My Existence. But! …

The time is now on 2020 to reveal Myself to each one of My children individually. In the aftermath of COVID-19 the message of restoration shall reach each of their hearts and minds.

Soon, My Children One By One Shall Shake From The Dust Of The Present Circumstances, And?

Each one shall arise, sit erect in a dignified place loose from the bonds of their own ways and lifestyles aloof from the reality of My passionate love for each one of them.

COMFORT, COMFORT My People! Your Time Of Service, Warfare Are Ended; Your Punishment Is Accepted; Your Iniquity Is Pardoned …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 4:27 am.

Master? I do not know about anyone else, but! Me? Most certainly You have granted such pardon to me.

What An Experience! What Comfort! The Ultimate Bliss For Just A Kiss …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 11:09 am.

Master? It is coming to me to quote the three chapters of Your written words that confirm the headlines in this post.

  • It all is not about religion or any notion or idea or belief from any human being.

It Is All About Your Plan Of Restoration …

Your Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation. You created us to be loved to love in return. Loved to love

In Your Mind And Heart? The Family—The Perfect Family Created In Your Image …

Indeed! You created us in Your image to be like You, but not You. You remained the supreme authority over all in existence.

The Family In Your Mind All The Time …

It is the expression of your passionate love for your creation. But Your children wander on this world looking for love in all the wrong places. Why, my Master?

Refreshing Of Your Words …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 12:32 pm.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than ever before.

What happened then to you and your family is exactly what is happening now with most all families of My beloved children.

Yes! They are My children.

Yes! I have gifted them their deliverance, but!

The change of lifestyle is not automatic.

It does not depend on quitting your bad habits.

It is not an emotional superficial experience in man’s nature.

My Set-Apart Spirit does not come prior to the baptism of fire.

This baptism does not come by the will of man and on the understanding of man’s concept of My Spirit and My time.

This baptism of fire takes a lifetime to develop as per My unfathomable wisdom.

Therefore? I have set numerous examples in My written words on how this process is developed in the life of My ancient servants.

At the present time I have set you and several others as an example of the fire you had to endure before I could grant you the power to repent and turn around to the lifestyle you are now living in My Presence.

That’s what this ending year of 2019 was all about in your life.

In the year of 2019, I summarized your entire life of suffering and misery because of your sinful lifestyle.

Why was your lifestyle sinful when in fact you devoted your life to worship Me?

Your lifestyle was sinful for the exact reason that My children are now living a sinful worldly life while they devote themselves to worship Me, but!

My children are not aware that I have turned My face away from them.

Exactly as I turned My face away from you for the twelve years you went back to church against My instructions to you in 1986.

Those twelve years you were admired as a good the Christian woman. You claimed and wrote and shared My written words but! I was no longer inspiring those words to you.

For twelve years you enjoyed the best this world had to offer you—your children support and loving care; your friends, brothers and sisters support and loving care as well.

Even so? You were dying not only physically but mainly spiritually.

Somehow you knew it to be so. You prayed and fasted. You did all kinds of things to help yourself, but! I could not answer you until the allotted time to do so.

The Allotted Time Came. I Turned The Fire On …

The flames of purification burned up to 2019, and today?

It’s finished! It’s now time for the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Even so? Again, the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you is not automatic the way you figure it to be, but! It is certain.

Only a little while longer, My precious child, only a little while longer you must wait even against all odds. Meanwhile?

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia! Onward!

I am with you and for you along Ahmad, your precious children, and all the souls I have placed in your path.

To close this post quote the Scriptures I have quickened to you to confirm not only the headlines in this post but also to confirm My promises to you all.” End of quote.

Scriptures For Confirmation And Enlightenment …

O my master! Your words: your peace that surpasses even my own understanding sustains me. Quote:

Psalms 2:1-12 KJV

Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?

The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the MASTER, and against his anointed, saying,

Let us break their bands asunder and cast away their cords from us.

He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Master shall have them in derision.

Then shall He speak unto them in his wrath and vex them in his sore displeasure.

Yet have I set my King upon my holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree: the MASTER hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee.

Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession.

Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.

Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth.

Serve the MASTER with fear and rejoice with trembling.

Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little.

Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.

Isaiah 40:1-31

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.

A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered, Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.

The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.

O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings! Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him. Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.

He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.

Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?

Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?

Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?

Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master. All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness). To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?

The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.

Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?

It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).

Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.

To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.

Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.

He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.

Isaiah 52:1-15

AWAKE, AWAKE, put on your strength, O Zion; put on your beautiful garments, O Jerusalem, the holy city; for henceforth there shall no more come into you the uncircumcised and the unclean. [Rev 21:27]

Shake yourself from the dust; arise, sit [erect in a dignified place], O Jerusalem; loose yourself from the bonds of your neck, O captive Daughter of Zion.

For thus says the Master: You were sold for nothing, and you shall be redeemed without money.

For thus says the Master Creator: My people went down at the first into Egypt to sojourn there; and [many years later Sennacherib] the Assyrian oppressed them for nothing.

Now I delivered you from both Egypt and Assyria; what then can prevent Me from delivering you from Babylon?

But now what have I here, says the Master, seeing that My people have been taken away for nothing? Those who rule over them howl [with joy], says the Master, and My name continually is blasphemed all day long. [Rom 2:24]

Therefore, My people shall know what My name is and what it means; therefore they shall know in that day that I am He who speaks; behold, I AM! [Exo 3:13-14]

How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who brings good tidings, who publishes peace, who brings good tidings of good, who publishes salvation, who says to Zion, Your Master Creator reigns! [Act 10:36; Rom 10:15; Eph 6:14-16]

Hark, your watchmen lift up their voices; together they sing for joy; for they shall see eye to eye the return of the Master to Zion.

Break forth joyously, sing together, you waste places of Jerusalem, for the Master has comforted His people, He has redeemed Jerusalem!

The Master has made bare His holy arm before the eyes of all the nations [revealing Himself as the One by Whose direction the redemption of Israel from captivity is accomplished], and all the ends of the earth shall witness the salvation of our Creator. [Luk 2:29-32; Luk 3:6]

Depart, depart, go out from there [the lands of exile]! Touch no unclean thing! Go out of the midst of her [Babylon]; cleanse yourselves and be clean, you who bear the vessels of the Master [on your journey from there]. [2Co 6:16-17]

For you will not go out with haste, nor will you go in flight [as was necessary when Israel left Egypt]; for the Master will go before you, and the Mighty One of Israel will be your rear guard.

Behold, My Servant shall deal wisely and shall prosper; He shall be exalted and extolled and shall stand very high.

[For many the Servant of God became an object of horror; many were astonished at Him.] His face and His whole appearance were marred more than any man’s, and His form beyond that of the sons of men—but just as many were astonished at Him,

So shall He startle and sprinkle many nations, and kings shall shut their mouths because of Him; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]

Wow! Talking About Willingness The Son To Kiss For The Bliss? …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 1:09 pm.

O my Master! Mesmerized. Fascinated, mesmerised, spellbound, transfixed are the words to express what the re-reading of those words have done to my being.

No Two Ways About It, You Shall Startle And Sprinkle Many Nations …

Thursday, May 28, 2020 at 2:14 pm.

And kings shall shut their mouths because of the Son; for that which has not been told them shall they see, and that which they have not heard shall they consider and understand. [Rom 15:21]

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Enlightenment! WHO Is LOVE? What Is Love?

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COVID-19 Aftermath? Confusion Ends. We All Shall Know …

Making Things Clear …

Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 10:42 am.

The Master Creator of our beings has made it clear to me that He has not set me up to change His so loved world, but! He has set me up to change His world with the work He has done to change me. As written, quote:

Matthew 5:16

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven.

  • Indeed! He has changed me for no merit of my own from a cringing fearful overbearing creature to a woman emaning His love and wisdom.

  • Now He has set me as His scapegoat.

Master! Why And How I Am Your Scapegoat? …

You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?

  • That is what shall be discovered at the end of this post.

A Declaration By thiaBasilia …

Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 10:51 pm

I, thiaBasilia, I am not the one making things clear in these posts that I publish. Things are just as unclear to me as they were the day I was born, but!

The Reality Of The One Who Knew Me Before I Was Born Is Now Clearing Away For Me …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 6:05 am.

It is totally uncanny, unbelievable. The simplicity of Your ways, O Mighty One Creator of my being, Your simplicity? How terrible I have complicated it!

Anyhow? You Have Had Enough Of My Complications …?

What is it that You are doing now, right now at this instant of my time in Your Presence? What is this belly ache and no gas to fix me something hot to help myself?

Ha! You Are About To Prove Your Simplicity at My Expense …

For goodness sake, what are You insinuating? At my expense? You mean I am the object to illustrate simplicity and complication.

  • O mine! My belly is hurting bad! If only Ahmad would have listened to my plea to provide that extra tank of gas.
  • Alas! No matter. My plea considered unnecessay. No need for gas now that the winter is over.
  • No extra gas! Today is holiday, no gas for sale. Ahmad is sleeping at this hour. My belly is crying for a hot drink, and me?

Just About To Burst In Laughter To See The Way You Setting Me For Your Scapegoat …?

Honest to goodness! I am You scapegoat. And You are revealing this to me along the meaning of the Jewish holiday of Yom Kippur. Quote:

Definition of scapegoat (Entry 1 of 2)

1: a goat upon whose head are symbolically placed the sins of the people after which he is sent into the wilderness in the biblical ceremony for Yom Kippur

2a: one that bears the blame for others

b: one that is the object of irrational hostility

Yom Kippur In Brief

What: Yom Kippur is the holiest day of the year, when we are closest to G‑d and to the essence of our souls. Yom Kippur means “Day of Atonement,” as the verse states, “For on this day He will forgive you, to purify you, that you be cleansed from all your sins before G‑d.”1

Mine O Mine! Talking About Clarity? How Liberating! …?

My confusion. My bewilderment. My ignorance or lack of understanding of it all? Slowly but surely banishing away for good!

No Need To Elaborate With Our Conclussions And Solutions Prematurely …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 7:00 am.

The Master Creator Sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers. Quote:

Isaiah 40:22

It is God Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like [gauze] curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in,

O Master Creator Of Us Grasshoppers! You Love And Cherish Us …

You are fixing to end our annoying chirping with all kinds of silly chirpings. We have ceased to amuse You.

The Time Is Now For You To Lift Yourself Up And Be Gracious To Your Grasshoppers …

Indeed! You have planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds—a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun, but You alone can satisfy. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

11  He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

  • Let us now take things on stride. Calmly. Let not our ways and opinions about all going on in this world distract us from the way back to our Loving Creator.
  • SHALL WE?

The Kings Of The Earth Take Their Places; The Rulers Take Counsel Together …

Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 4:19 pm.

Thanks for this good day my Master. I will now have for bed. I will continue recording, doing whatever You lead me to do when I wake up.

Ha! After 3 Hrs You Woke Me Up …

Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 7:53 pm.

Up with Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility go on and on until the end of ends. No problem.

  • Let the Kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together.
  • WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion, uproar and confusion of voices, and why do the people imagine, meditate upon and devise an empty scheme?
  • The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One—the Messiah, Yahushua. They say, [Act_4:25-27]
  • “Let us break their bands of restraint asunder and cast their cords of control from us.”

Ha! That Is What Is Written In Psalms 2, But What Is It That I Hear Nowadays …?

Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 8:19 pm.

Mine, O mine! No wonder why I am ever so troubled as I read the expressions of Your people—Your precious ones of Your creation expressing exactly the same as in Psalms 2.

But Why Your Precious Ones Are Aligned With The Kings Of The Earth? …

O my Master! How well You know it. Anger. Your punishment is too harsh for us. Like Cain at the beginning of our misserable life on these earthly grounds, our anger is towards You.

Enlightenment! The Strange Ways We Show That Anger …

Self-righteousness. Humanitarian’s ways. Human exalting human. Human’s goodness of all kinds as well as the most despicable corrupt, vile behavior shocking Your so loved world.

What? Am I Crazy? I Wish I Was, But! …

Crazy or not NO ONE, not a single human being or the devil, the powers and principalities over us, NONE, nothing can change the fact and reality of Your Sovereignty over all!

That’s The Fact To Be Exact, And? You Are Using Me As Your Scapegoat To Demonstrate Such Fact …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 1:16 pm.

How is that? Well? I started to fix me a hot drink to relieve my belly ache. Surprise! No gas. I called Ahmad to let him know about my gas situation expecting him to come over to help me.

  • O my expectations! I found out that Ahmad cannot come because his brother needs him right now.
  • Did I get angry or bent out of shape like I did in the past? Not at all!

Complete Rest From My Past Unseemly Behavior …

Wow! I drank some water. I was cold. Uncomfortable. Not knowing what to do. I became drawsy. Headed for bed. On covering myself I said, ‘You are in control of it all’ and? Slept!

  • Here I am some 4 hours later. I woke up itching like crazy. I wondered how no one had come to help me with gas to cook and eat.

Ha! Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?

It all descended from on high into my mind. Wow! Now I know what to do. Thanks, my Master!

  • It is unbelievable the things you can do when we don’t know what to do

What’s The Point Of This Matter, My Master?

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 1:54 pm.

I have a notion about this whole situation going on right now among us as well as among the entire world, but!

  • O my Master! Unless, You give me exactly how to record this matter to light up the minds and hearts of Your people, I refuse to record my notions and ideas.
  • I wait to see what You develop for me to know what and how to record it.

Master? What Is Going On? …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 4:45 pm.

I don’t know how to express this new me. The peace and tranquility within me are simply an amazing thing to me. That is what is going on right now.

  • No matter what is happening no longer disturbs that peace and tranquility within me.

What Is Happening?

My day started with clarity at exactly 7:00 am. My confusion. My bewilderment. My ignorance or lack of understanding of it all? Slowly but surely banishing away for good!

  • While waiting on You the whole afternoon I accomplished a lot clearing more clutter around me.
  • Next, I came to record how my day was going and realized that it is after 4 pm and I have not heard from anyone. Suddenly! Before I could record anything, my screen went black.
  • Ha! I hit the Enter key. Nothing. The electricity steady. Pushed the on button. Nothing. I wonder, ‘have I lost my computer’? What if? What to do with no computer?
  • Unplug and replug came to mind. I did. Computer came back. Where did it go and why? Maybe just to let me know I could have no computer. O well!
  • What is th e point of making all kinds of suppositions to resolve all or any problematic situation?
  • Yes, I know. We have solutions for all our ‘supposes’ that’s for sure, but!
  • The truth is all our solutions are temporal and limited.
  • There is a better way coming to surface nowadays.
  • That is what is going on.

Back To The Fact Of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 5:44 pm.

Master? You have brought to mind Your reason for making me Your scapegoat. You have clarified the meaning of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat.

I Am Fasting, Why?

Well? It came to me to fast under the present circumstances with no gas to cook, but it also came to me that my lost of apetite meant for me to fast.

Ha! I Can Now See Why And How I Am Your Scapegoat …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 8:22 pm.

You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?

It Is My Fault. Contrary To The World’s Claim That It Is Not My Fault For Whatever …

Ah! What a trick to keep us from confessing and repenting from our faults. For once I admitted or confessed my faults repentance or turning away from those faults became a reality.

But Why Am I Still Suffering The Consequences Of My Faults? …

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 3:59 am.

Master? You know how badly I am feeling. I am hoping You are purifying my body. I am hurting, my Master. I will head back to bed hoping for sleep.

Thank You My Master. You Are Always With And For Me …?

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 10:49 am.

All is well with my soul. Despite the fact that I have not hear from Ahmad, Your peace and tranquility are here in me to stay forever.

  • No more despair.
  • No more anguish at the thought of lack of love and care.
  • No more loneliness.
  • No more fear of any kind.

Instead? Wisdom, Your Wisdom Is The Reality Of My Life Now To Stay Forever …

I am going on with Your strength; Your peace; Your joy leads the way. All is well while my plea for Ahmad, my children as well as all of my concern to be likewise.

You Are LOVE—The LOVE Now Flourishing Within My Being …

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 2:46 pm.

What more could I ever want for. Truly? In my heart and mind I want for nothing, but! I am still human. The human’s behavior still affects my physical conditions. Even so?

  • There is no need to expect for myself to behave in the way to make me look good.
  • No need to pretend I understand when I don’t.
  • No need for anger, but!
  • There is much need to let people know how they are affecting my living conditions.

And Here Is The Reason To Abandon Our Wills And Thoughts …

Wow! What a revelation! What a way to cement Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being. What happen yesterday?

  • Early in the morning yesterday I let Ahmad know I had run out of gas. I needed for him to come over to connect the tank from the heater to the stove.
  • Ha! He told me he could not come because his brother needed him. He promised to come when he finished with his brother.
  • I did not understand his response, but it came to me to fast, so I didn’t fret about it.
  • In fact, I spend my day in Your Presence as my body was reacting to the fast, but!
  • I kept hoping for Ahmad to show up. I definitely thought he had understood my predicament.
  • You know my Master, how it came to me that perhaps his brother was in trouble at the hospital thus Ahmad could not call me.
  • I lifted my voice to You to bless them. And I hoped for the best.
  • All this time my drinking water is running out, but no worry.
  • I know You are in control of it all.
  • Ahmad did not come or call until a few minutes ago
  • Me? Thankful for Your Presence and sleep, on waking up this last time I laid there feeling so much better when the phone rang at last.
  • My word! Ahmad did not understand me at all. He thought all I wanted was a tank of gas. He has been looking for gas to no avail. He has been looking for my bathroom repairs.
  • What? I began to tell him off but his phone cut me and did not have the chance to tell him I have no drinking water. Evidently the battery went out.
  • I called his house, but I had no answer.
  • Guess what? My human reaction? No different than before, but!

Lo And Behold! Your Wisdom Prevailed! …

Immediately, Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being overcame my temporal human reaction.

Complete Rest. My Trust Is Set On You Period …

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 4:19 pm.

O my Master! Humor instead of anger. Ahmad just called again. I had the oportunity to show him the humor in all of these strange happenings.

  • Strange? Indeed! From my matted hair, my bathroom repair on hold because of Covid-19 and Ramadan to this moment.
  • I been sneezing like crazy. Sure way to announce a cold coming to me, but! My trust is set on You. You are my Refuge and my Fortress. Your word of promise is sound. Quote:

He Who Dwells In The Secret Place Of The Most High Shall Remain Stable And Fixed Under The Shadow Of The Almighty.

I will say of Yahuwah, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I confidently trust!”

And because I live under His shadow, He will deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.

And He will cover me with His pinions, and under His wings shall I trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler to me.

And I shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow—the evil plots and slanders of the wicked that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday.

And a thousand may fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but the evil shall not come near me. Only a spectator shall I be—myself inaccessible in the SECRET PLACE of the Most High as I witness the reward of the wicked.

Because I have made Yahuwah/Yahushua my refuge, and the Most High my dwelling place, there shall no evil befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent.

For He will give His angels—messengers especial charge over me, to accompany and defend and preserve me in all my ways of obedience and service.

They shall bear me up on their hands, lest I dash my foot against a stone. I shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall I trample under foot. (Hebrews 1:14  Are not the angels all ministering spirits—servants sent out in the service of Yahuwah Almighty  for the assistance of those who are to inherit salvation?)

“And because you My child—My beloved thiaBasilia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never!

And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you.

With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”

Thus says my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! End of quote.

You Know What? Been Quoting This Psalm Since 1987, But! …

It never penetrated my being until this moment. Wow! With all the going ons in my body? I am totally convinced that no evil is to befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent.

But What Is My Convincing When I Am Still Suffering? …

I am suffering big time, yes! But, Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being overcome all my suffering.

  • I know now for sure my body is decaying because of my sinful nature. Even so, You have subdued my sinful nature. I no longer live by the dictates of such nature.
  • For now Your Spirit is in me. The same Spirit Who raised Yahushua shall restore my body to life now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds
  • Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 12:06 am I became drowsy. Headed for bed.

Awake. I Am Now Established By Your Spirit Who Dwells In Me …

Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 2:34 am.

What joy it is to be established by Your Spirit. No matter what? I remain steady and straight in Your sight, and? Your people is taking note. The best part?

  • Ahmad is taking note big time!
  • No more fighting.
  • No more anger.
  • No more fear and doubt.
  • He now comes on his time to enjoy my company.
  • He comes to help me with much gladness.
  • He no longer comes to please me but!
  • We finally connects by the power of Your love, my Master!
  • The power of Your love like lightening has hit Ahmad’s and I both minds and hearts.
  • What a marvel!
  • And all like we never imagined it was to happen.

What Now My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Two sinners have come home.

thiaBasilia and Ahmad are now home to stay for good.

No more wandering looking for love in all the wrong places.

And the angels joyfully sing in My Presence.

For two not just one but two sinners have come home.

My written words fulfilled as those words are written:

Luke 15:10

Even so, I tell you, there is joy among and in the presence of the angels of God over one [especially] wicked person who repents (changes his mind for the better, heartily amending his ways, with abhorrence of his past sins).

That is what is going on these days in My Presence in your daily living.

And so? Go on and report this matter to My so loved world through the waves of the Internet” End of my Master’s words.

I Awe Of Your Being The Matter Is On The Way To The NET …

Wednesday, May 27, 2020 at 9:13 am.

The graphic and format/edit done. Ready to publish.

  • O what a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?

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Wow! As Lightening The Power Of Love Strikes Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.” End of the Master’s words.

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

  • What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
  • Well? I am glad you have given me the power to ignore my feelings & thoughts altogether.
  • Only way to go on to everlasting peace & tranquility.

O my Master! I Am Not Feeling Bad, Glad, Or? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 6:58 pm.

Or should I say, instead, I am not paying mind to my feelings & thoughts? For I am feeling somehow resigned to my lot in life, and? I don’t like that feeling, but!

  • You have convicted me to let go of my feelings as well as of my thinkings. Why?

My Feelings, My Thoughts? Unreliable. Nothing Is The Way I Feel Or Think, But! …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:10 pm.

I have nothing to worry about because it all is the way You planned it to be before You created it all, and?

  • Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creaation is good. My body right now is decaying, but!
  • You plan to restore my body even now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds. So it’s written. Quote:

Romans 8:10-11

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Yahushua from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Ha! How Encouraging! How Clear You Are Making This To Me Right Now …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 1:52 am.

I have read. I have quoted those Scriptures in the past whithout a sound base as I have now. For You are now making Your words clear to me. Wow!

  • So? That explains this temporary state and condition of my body. It never occurred to me to apply those Scriptures to my situation for the last few days.
  • I thought those words were for a future resurrection at the sound of the trumpet. Goodness sake! I see now what I never saw before, Your Spirit dwells in me now, then?

‘He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Wow! What A Revelation! Now Is The Time …

Ha! That is why You keep telling me to relax, not to worry about my body’s condition. O my Master! What a way to strengthen my feeble knees.

Even So? The Snow Dream Keeps Popping In Mind …

What it means to dream of snow? How You have been interpretting the dream for me. The uncomfortable moment I am going through with my body plus.

The suspense as this moment lingers. What area of my life needs further purification? All applies in the dream. Quote again:

To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.

Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.

  • Master? I sense the cleansing of Daniel 12. Quote:

Daniel 12:10-

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]

O My Master! How Harsh Or Cold A Cleansing Experience Is …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8:45 am.

It feels exactly like a very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though I am being punished.

  • The emotional isolation feels like I am getting a ‘cold shoulder’ from my loved ones.
  • I fear a loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones.
  • Nothing feels like this 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
  • The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.
  • The things I Hear. The things I imagine. The things I Read.
  • All going on around in this world is frightening to my child-like personality!
  • This is an agonizing moment I am going through.
  • I sense the wicked doing wickedly to steal my peace and security.
  • A nightmare earlier today.
  • A thief stole my belongings while I had left those laying around in the open to check in with my loved ones in the house.
  • I found them all sleeping while out there in the open all my belongins were raked away by a thief.
  • I woke up screaming for help to no avail.
  • All sleeping. No one to help.
  • You know it, my Master.
  • Right now, all around I see the stress causing all to sleep exhausted from that stress caused by COVID-19.
  • Ha! That is the unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones that I fear.
  • Instead of turning to You they are sleeping on their laurels, trusting, following one another while the enemy of our souls is stealing all goods from You to them.
  • Human following human is the sure road to eternal death.
  • No wonder why I am ill, miserable, and in distress!
  • But it is all under Your loving control.
  • Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.

No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 10:03 am.

The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter. Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now, is all the clue that I need.

  • Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom. Nothing to do with human’s kind of love or wisdom
  • Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
  • I refuse to try to figure it all out.
  • Let Your will be done.
  • Let Your Kingdom come as it is in heaven in our hearts while we are still on this earth.
  • Let it all happen.
  • I wait.

The Wait Continues. Hot Weather. No Clue. Suspense …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 4:45 am.

The insidious question, How long yet to wait for the misery to end? I started to search for Your previous answer to that question, but I had to go to bed. I felt ill again.

  • As I laid in bed tears began to flow. I felt so utterly discouraged not having a clue of the reality or the materialization of all that I recorded.
  • I laid out my misery at Your feet. The miserable itching and overactive bladder interrupted my sleep several times. At certain point I dreamed.

A Dream. Holding A New Brown Belt …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 7:50 am. 8:01 am

I woke up to look for the meaning of the dream. You always lead me to find out what is it that You are telling me in my dreams. Quote:

The signification of a belt, or girdle, is a general bond; for it gathers up, encloses, holds in connection, and secures all the interior things, which without it would be set loose, and would be scattered.

That the belt denotes a general bond to the intent that all things may look to one end, is because in the spiritual world the end reigns, insomuch that all things there may be called ends; for the Lord’s kingdom, which is a spiritual world, is a kingdom of uses, and uses there are ends: thus it is a kingdom of ends.

But the ends there follow one another and are also associated together in a varied order; the ends which follow one another being called intermediate ends, but the ends which are associated together being called consociate ends.

All these ends have been so mutually conjoined and subordinated that they look to one end, which is the universal end of them all.

This end is the Lord; and in heaven with those who are receptive, it is love and faith in Him.

Love is there the end of all their wills, and faith is the end of all their thoughts, these being of the understanding.

[2] When each and all things look to one end, they are then kept in an unbroken connection, and make a one; for they are under the view, the government, and the providence of One who bends all to Himself in accordance with the laws of subordination and consociation, and thus conjoins them with Himself; and also at the same time bends them to their companions in a reciprocal manner, and in this way conjoins them with each other.

From this it is that the faces of all in heaven are kept turned to the Lord, who is the Sun there, and is thus the center to which all look; and this, wonderful to say, in whatever direction the angels may turn (AC 3638).

And as the Lord is in the good of mutual love, and in the good of charity toward the neighbor-for He loves all, and through love conjoins all-therefore the angels are also turned to the Lord by regarding their companions from this love.

Ha! What Was The Reason For My Discouragement Last Night? …

No question about it, I had or was tempted to turn my face from You, O my Master. The agonizing itch plus memories that chill my soul throw me downwards.

  • I despair of recording anything. The pounding in my mind related all my writings to be pure imaginings, fantasies of my own.
  • Nothing is coming to pass. It’s of no use for me to continue with my dreams and fantasies.
  • My Wilma. Blisters will burst leaving itching sores on her body—a rare blood decease on a woman to be admired among many women.
  • The memory? Five children, none to move in to take care of her. They will come for a few moments but then they had to go back to take care of their business.
  • Me? I lived across her door. She had been there for me, but at such a crucial time of her life? I failed her. Yes, I will check on her for a few moments, then? Back to my own business.
  • My time has come. Though not as extreme as my Wilma’s condition, my condition brings Wilma’s condition to mind continuosly.
  • The worst to come to mind? My inability to laydown my life for my precious Wilma.
  • Likewise, is happening to me now. Though my children including Ahmad do their best to help and take care of me, not a one has made an effort to laydown their lives for me.
  • Ten years in this wilderness of people deprived of all comforts, kicked, spit on my face, hurting, lonely, and?
  • The last three years? In this forsaken area, isolated, no one to hand me even a glass of water at the most crucial moments of my journey in this valley of death I been traveling on. But!
  • O my Master! You always have been with me. Not for one second have You forsaken me. At the worst moments of despair, You touch me to sleep.
  • You lift me up. You always do. Sleep comes my way. When I wake up You enable me to hear Your words of comfort again. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart, I let you go on because the truth of the matter your fantasizing is your future reality, but! I reserve the time for all to materialize.

In the meantime, your pain, misery, and tears are inevitable. You grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.

You can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see your family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is your greatest suffering.

And why it is so? Because, O My precious child, you are now One with Me—you are grieving with Me, but you are human, there is nothing you can do about it.

Even so, you know I am at work. You know I will do whatever is impossible for you to do.

Therefore, your fantasies are not really just imaginings, indeed! They are your soon to be the reality of your future.

That’s the reason for my continuous reminder, “Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.”

And you wait.

O Master! Your Love Conjoins The Royal Families …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 6:43 pm.

What is love? O my Master I am so distraught with my body’s condition that I am having a hard time even getting comfort in Your words—that is the hardest blow to take!

  • If I can’t find comfort in You, what else is there for me to do?
  • There is no help to be found among human beings.
  • I know, and You know why and how I know it.
  • Of course! People can claim to have-to be love, experts, heroes, and overcomers supper-successful multimillionaires and followers can discard me as whatever for making such statement, yet?
  • O well! O my Master thankYou for Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility I can go on and on until the end of ends.

So? What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 10:08 pm.

Now, You are leading me to tell truth not to make my children including Ahmad feel guilty or me ungrateful. No. But!

  • What is the truth about the love my children including Ahmad claim to have for me?
  • My children have always been there for me until? O my Master! until the day You called and gave me the power to follow You.
  • That day You warned me my children, my peers, and all I considered to be my allies were turn against me, even kill me.
  • But I, as close I was to my children thought for sure they were to be the exception. What a fallacy.
  • Since that day, my credentials in 1 Corinthians 1:10-31 have been established 100%.
  • Talking about the furnace of affliction, the bread of adversity, pain, sorrow, and tears?

Coming To This Thing About Human Love …

The human loves for the most when is convenient, but! To laid down our lives for the sake of love for our neighbor?

Totally Impossible Unless It Is Supernaturally Done. So? …

Here I am today, distraught. It’s hot and not the luxury of airconditioner. My body in bad shape. I can hardly walk. I am not hungry. Whatever I eat makes nausetous.

  • My apartment? Still a mess.
  • I am only 80 years old, but I am at the point of needed help, and?
  • That’s what I was distressed about! No help.
  • Yes! I am given food, money, lots of ‘I love you’- ‘I’m sorry’- and a few hours of help as can be spared, but!
  • Anymore that can be spared?
  • O com’ on now, I’m being unreasonable.

You Know What? O My Master! How You Get Me Out Of My Distress …

It’s now Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 11:31 pm. I can’t go no more. I am heading for bed. So I did with the thought of being unreasonable in my mind.

Ha! Unreasonable? The Truth To Set Me Free From The Moment’s Misery …?

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:05 am.

What a liberating revelation! And the date of this moment? How significant. Master? You always fix my eyes on certain dates for the record. This moment’s date:

Friday=the 6th day of the 7 days week.

May=the 5th month of the 12 months of the year.

The day=22nd day of the 30/31 days in a month.

The year=2020 thousand years since You walked among men.

The hour=the 5th hour of the 24 hours in one day.

The minutes=05 minutes of the 60 minutes in one hour.

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.”

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

  • What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Are You Am I Looking For Love And Acceptance?

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Are We Ready To Find It? The Aftermath Of COVID-19!

A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …

  • In my distress I came to You. Quote:

You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me.

When my feet and belly are swollen.

When I can’t even eat.

When my bladder is overactive.

When my hair is matted.

When I itch.

When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk.

When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom.

How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?

Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR.

I trust; I believe You;

I believe in You;

I will not despair!

You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd.

Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND?

Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.

I thank You for hearing me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep. End of prayer.

  • This time I slept until around 10 am.
  • Got up feeling pretty decent.
  • Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.

When? When I Do Not Know How? I Come To You …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 4:53 am.

Life, or what is called life goes on in these earthly grounds. You know it my Master. You know it all because You are The Cause And The Effect Of All.

  • I have nothing to worry about. I am what I am by Your design and purpose not by anything else.
  • No need to explain and defend. At the end? It is all coming to light. But in the meantime? I must live for today not worry about tomorrow.

What Shall It Be Today, My Master? …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 6:37 am.

Yesterday I was not able to sleep during the day despite the fact that I was falling sleep in front of the screen. But once I would go to bed I could not sleep.

  • Finally? I slept on and off from around 9 pm until around 4 am this morning. I was extremely uncomfortable on getting out of bed.
  • What to do? I asked of You.
  • You led me to fix some coffee and my bread croutons. I did. I ate. I drank my coffee.

Ready Now For Whatever You Have For Me On Today …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:00 am.

I thank You for the way I am feeling. I feel like the morning glory. It is a good laughter feeling, but! You know that I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings.

Instead! There Is Joy Inexplicable Surging From My Heart. Why? …

Ha! That is the inexplicably that cannot be explained. But the way You are developing the relationships in our midst? The cause for that inexplicable joy!

Enlightenment! So Much To Enlighten Us About …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 8:30 am.

The meaning for this heading in the date. Amazing! No kidding. The dates are the steppingstones towards the future. Meaning of this date:

  • Thursday= the 5th day of the week.
  • May=the 5th day of the month.
  • 14=twice the number 7.
  • 2020=twice the number 10
  • 8:00=8+twice the number zero.
  • Am=the beginning of the day.

What Is Your Message, My Master? …

Ha! for one thing I never done before? Here is a shock to my children, lol. I have taken my shoes off. It came to me to walk barefoot in my apartment. What?

O My Master! That Is What You Commanded Moses To Do. Why? …

The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.

  • “Put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.”
  • Two instances about taking off and putting on the shoes. Quote:

Exodus 3:5  God said, Do not come near; put your shoes off your feet, for the place on which you stand is holy ground.

Exodus 12:11  And you shall eat it thus: [as fully prepared for a journey] your loins girded, your shoes on your feet, and your staff in your hand; and you shall eat it in haste. It is the Lord’s Passover.

O My Master! The 2nd Quote Is What You Quickened Me To Do A Long Time Ago …

That is the reason why my peculiar way to keep my shoes and clothes on at all times. And when I go to bed my shoes are besides my bed to quickly go on as I get up.

  • Even the way I eat a lot of times. I eat standing up. Hahaha! Haven’t got the slightest what people thinks of my peculliarities, and?
  • It has never occurred to me to change my peculiar ways for fear of what people thinks.
  • That is one fear that has never entered in my mind.
  • Guess the devil is satisfied with whatever makes me look however in the sight of people.
  • What a blessing!
  • I cringe when I think of my past ways of daily shower, priming my way to look good and fit for whatever occasion.
  • The worse? I forced my children to abide in such routine!
  • Thank goodness! You have now set me free from all my shenanings to look good!

But! Now? Take Off My Shoes. Why? …

For the place on which I stand is holy—set-apart ground. HalleluYah! I am now standing on the set-apart ground in Your Presence to recibe Your instructions for what You have planned for Ahmad and I before we were even born.

So? What Is Your Message In The Date I Started To Record This Entry? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What joy you are to Me! The joy inexplicable bursting in your heart is My joy.

I am shedding My light on what I am doing on  the beginning of the day to start the preparations not only to survive the great tribulation but!

Mainly to overcome all difficulties concerning My plan of deliverance of My so loved world.

That is the meaning of the date and time in the numbers.

I am actually, practically, materializing My purpose for your life in conjunction with Ahmad’s life.

The Number 5: Grace and Preparation

The Number 7: Completeness and Rest

The Number Ten: Law, Testing, and Representation

The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.”

The Beginning Of The Day …

Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 9:30 pm.

It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! The only thing that matters these amazing days of my journey in Your Presence is what You call me to do.

  • Sometimes, I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. I feel like the morning glory.
  • Good laughter feelings, but! Undependable. I am now well aware of the transitorieness of feelings that come & go like the waves of the sea.
  • Thank goodness! O my Master, You have set me free from depending on those feelings.

O My Master? Sleep Has Evaded Me This Night …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 3:54 am.

Been up since midnight. I posted in all sites. Mess with the graphic for the next post but! It is not working out. Will redoit.

  • 4:28 am ah! Maybe sleep

Well? You Now Have All My Ducks In Place …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 10:30 am.

Amazingly simple, yet? Must wait, but! There is that 10 for whatever is to happen it is really, really happening now, and? The number 30. What about the number 30?

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

The Message Is Simple. Enlightenment. The Time Is Now …

The Time Is Now to dedicate all means available to proclaim the true meaning of The Blood of Messiah.

The Blood Of Messiah? The Stumbling Block In Our Way …

Why The Blood of Messiah has become our stumbling block? O my Master! I need an answer from You. I need for people to see You not me in all that You give me to write about.

I Need For All To Know I Am Not The One Pushing The Buttons …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at11:00 am

O but how easily we can blame each other for pushing our buttons. Such revelation is amusing to me. Why? Because of sinners I am chief! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Now What? Somehow My Master Let Your People Know You Are The Pusher Not Me …

Friday, May 15, 2020 at 9:46 pm.

O my Master! my request is superfluous. People already know Who You are in my life. Furthermore, You are now making clear Your purpose and aim for my life.

Fact Not Delusion. A New Day For Sure To Settle The Confusion …

Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 7:10 am.

What it seems to be my delusions You are fixing to turn them into solutions. What is it that many consider me to be? Mentally ill as in my medically history.

The Truth? Though That I Was Declared Mentally Insane Since 1982, I Am Not.

Saturday, May 16, 2020 at 12:33 pm.

I talked to my heavenly Father–I still do. I will always do. I had many spiritual experiences, but no one believed that I was talking to my Father. So? They declared me insane.

10:39 pm bed hope 4 sleep.

Gifted Not Insane Is The Reality Now Revealed To Me …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 3:35 am.

What a delight! What a healing experience. All the sufferings of the past are now joy inexplicably full of the Father Creator’s loving pasion for His so loved world.

Conclusion? There Is Only One Solution—That Is Not My Conclusion …

Let the headlines glare the glory of mankind to find solutions for the aftermath of COVID-19. No matter.

Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …

Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.

Will It Reach Its Destination …?

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.

For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!

I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …

Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.

And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.

Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

Snow In My Dream …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:16 am.

Master? You sent me to sleep only to dream of beautiful snow on the ground. Brief sight. I woke up. Meaning of dream. Quote:

To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.

Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.

  • I am not feeling good at all. Help me my master. Going back to bed.
  • All those fears are knocking at my door, but!
  • You guard my door. No fear can come in whatsoever.

Ha! In Bed Your Answer Came For My Relief …

I heard, “Get up, prepare all things to wash your hair in the kitchen sink.” Immediately You gave me the strength to obey Your command.

While washing my hair? Surprise visit from Ahmad when I was just about to colapse. Ahmad helped me to finish the job safely.

  • I realized right there and then the clear message in my snow dream.

Master? Surely, I Am Experiencing Something Has Come To An End …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:51 pm.

What that would be? Perhaps the many faces of craving for love and acceptance? I now sense a new sense of clarity. A sense of spiritual peace and tranquility never experienced before.

After giving it some thought I wrote a comment in one article discussing the psycological impact of COVID-19. Quote:

Enlightenment? COVID-19 in 2020

Has anyone considered the Almighty Creator of our beings? Yes! I, for one. lol So have others, but! I can only talk for myself. Why lol? Because, O well, believe it or not, our Creator separated me in this roof apartment of my dreams since 2017. Whatever for? To finalize His testing me face to face as it is written.

The last day of 2019? He pronounced His work within me for the benefit of His so loved world was GOOD! Wow!

What is happening now? Ha! Amazing! In 99 F summer heat in Amman, Jordan where the heat is so extreme one can hardly move plus the devastating info on COVID-19?

For me? It is a new day! New cycle. New beginning. The people can call me crazy, deluded, included! No matter! Sometimes? I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I feel like gamboling & leaping for joy as a calf released from the stall. Right now? Today? I feel like the morning glory. Why?

Enlightenment In 2020. Fact: One Solution …

Swiftly, effectively, victoriously the message with that solution travels through the waves of the net! Wonder where is it going? Wonder no more! For sure, your mind and heart.

Will It Reach Its Destination …?

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 4:10 am.

For sure as well. I do not know when. I do not know how for that is something the Almighty Creator reserves for His time and discretion, but!

I Know For Sure The Message Has Reached My Mind And Heart. A big Start! …

Free at last to let the world be! The world is now free from all my opinions and conclusions however brilliant those could be.

And That Is The Conclusion For This Post As You, My Master Are Leading Me To Do …

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 5:21 am.

Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia. 🙂

You Know My Master My Intentions To Keep Quiet, But!

Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 9:37 pm.

But You tell me to proclaim Your aim to save Your so loved world. So? I wrote the comment. Indeed! There is clarity in all You lead me to do.

How Clear I See It All Now? …

For years and years in my dreams I found myself walking on long roads only to wind up at a dead end. And in real life? I was a super-hero battered woman.

  • People simphatized with me. People admired and helped me and I helped people big time!
  • Still, I craved for an ilusive love I could not get a hold of.
  • I tried to buy that love. I gave it all money wise.
  • And my life? I laydown my life hoping for that ilusive love in return to no avail.

Ha! How Clear I See Now The End Of My Search …

Will try bed. Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 10:27 pm.

Monday, May 18, 2020 at 4:49 am.

Mounted on my own white horse, I was looking for love in all the wrong places in this earth as it is now. O my Master! You saw it but You let me go.

  • And You waited, waited, waited for that horse to bolt me down with no love to be found.
  • Only then You were able to lift Yourself up and have mercy on me.
  • Only then You were able to be gracious with Your love You were to hand over to me.

What Kind Of Love Is That? …

That is the everlasting only love only wothty to seek and search for. That is Your love from on high. That is Your pasionate love for Your creation including us human beings.

  • It is written through out the 66 books that comprise the library called the Bible. One quote:

Isaiah 30:18.

And therefore, the Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Master is the Almighty of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]! [Joh 14:3, Joh 14:27; 2Co 12:9; Heb 12:2; 1Jn 3:16; Rev 3:5]

Here And There The Stories Are Told …

Rebellious ungrateful children that refuse to their parents’ upbringing. They refuse to work and blatanly remain at home muching off their parents until?

  • The parents seemingly heartless kick them out and refuse to help them any more than the help already given.
  • Those parents suffer greatly to see their children suffering for a time. But!
  • At the end? Those children turn out grateful, respectful adults, productive citizens of any country.
  • Where does the family concept comes from?
  • The truth?
  • Enlightenment!

Such Concept Ingrained In Our Beings Comes From You O Master Creator Of Our Beings …

Monday, May 18, 2020 at 6:56 am.

That is the amazing truth to set us free from our own selves. Free from all our ideas, concepts, opinions, and diversity of beliefs rampart big time around the world.

O My Master! You Are Not What We Have Made You To Be, But! …

Why have we turned out to be the way we are? Why the rebellion, the pain and suffering, the misery of living even when we cover ourselves in the luxury of laughter?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? How clear you now have an answer to it all. How clear you see in your own children’s rebellion your past rebellion against Me.

Indeed! O My precious child, that is the meaning of the record of Cain and Abel. Cain’s rebellion and anger were not addressed to his parents as the children do now. Cain’s rebellion and anger were addressed to Me.

It is likewise today, but The children of today lack understanding of who they are and why they are on this earth.

The children of today only know they were born by the will of their mother and father. Thus, they blame their parents for their successes or for their failures.

Their anger or hate as well as their love are addressed to them for bringing them to this world.

In the other hand, if the children are brought up in a religious culture, they learn to worship the religious concept of Me, there you have the ostentatious show of public worship as the children become adults.

Very well, now? Should life deal to any of them a bad deal like the death of a child or the loss of their fortunes? The most ostentious of worshipers quickly abandon their worship and take things into their own hands. They discover the powers hidden in the spiritual realm to overcome such blow by the insights from that spiritual realm.

Those are the magnets who attract the multitude to heal themselves by the power of their own inner self completely ignoring even My existence.

Then we have the ones who under the same circumstances turn to Me to overcome such pain, but! They never abandon their religious ways nor their understanding of My words and My ways.

Those are the ones stuck in self-righteousness with their finger pointed to them never to themselves. They are the stench in My nostrils.

And of course, there are the numerous ones called to lead My flock. Unfortunately, the majority of them are not following Me, they are following each other.

Those are the ones out there in the world either proselything or casting out demmons or helping the widows and the orphans by their own power of understanding My written words.

Those are the ones in the saddest group of all. At the end? I will have to declare to them their iniquity or their Lawlessness.

My child, you have been a faithful member in each one of those groups in your search for love and acceptance to no avail.

But why I let you on your own for the 80 years of your existence on this earth? My reason is now clear to you.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world. End of my Master’s words.

O My Master! By 10:36 Pm I Could Not Go Anymore Last Night …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 1:36 am.

You know it. I crawled in bed. Perhaps I slept until after midnight. I got up feeling somewhat better. I checked the emails. What did I find? Encouragenment. A message from Jeff.

The subjet line? Quote:

I’ve been lying to you

Jeff Goins via n.convertkit.com

May 18, 2020, 10:44 PM (3 hours ago)

to me

Hey ThiaBasilia,

We’re friends, right? Good. I think that’s an important place to start, because friends tell each other the truth, and I want to be honest with you: I’ve been lying to you.

The truth is I’ve been lying to myself, playing a role I thought I was, only to realize there is something deeper beneath the facade I’ve shared with the world for the past ten years. …

O My Master! How Real Can You Be? A Message To Let Me Know It …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 2:17 am.

You know of my lingering fears while I record such long words from Your heart of love. So? You always come through to encourage me, to remove my fears.

  • Master? It is useless to take my eyes off of You to look at the hoplesness around me. When I do, the fears clamor to arise again.

What Happened Yesterday While I Was Recording Your Words To Me? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Yesterday my body was not taking the heat at all. I felt lousy. Lost of apetite. Thirsty. Felt nauseous. Swelling legs, feet, and belly. Bugs byting me. Itching. Not able to sleep. But!

It came to me to wet myself and go on.

I did. I was able to keep wetting myself to go on until I finished recording.

That happened around 8:30 pm.

Just Then, Ahmad Stepped In With Supper To Share With Me …

By that time, I was feeling somewhat better. I was able to eat with him, but! Afterwards, I became miserable again. Unfortunately, Ahmad did not notice my discomfort. He left.

What Was Your Purpose For Such A Day, My Master? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:56 am.

When I got up around 2:17 am while recording my reply to Jeff, I was still suffering. My head itched. It came to me to wet my head. I did. It helped. I was able to work until around 5 am.

  • At that time, I became drowsy. I headed for bed. Slept until about 7:15 am.
  • Around 3:30 am I witnessed a strange situation. I heard children playing in the street. Voices. I went out in the roof with no light for me not to be noticed while I checked.
  • Ha! Four children having a grand time. Furniture on the sidewalk. Two adults carrying that furniture in the apartment down in my building. At 3 am? On curfew time?
  • Even more, all around me the curtains in the windows were up. Lights on but no people that I could see in the houses. How strange.
  • It’s now Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 9:18 am.
  • Drowsy again. Heading for bed.
  • As I was getting comfortable, I had a flash of my long hair floating nicely. It had been untangled!

A Prayer Addressed To You My Master …

You command me not to fear but fear I cannot escape when I see the hopelessness around me. When my feet and belly are swollen. When I can’t even eat. When my bladder is overactive. When my hair is matted. When I itch. When I have no one to help me at these critical moments when I am so dizzy, I can’t even walk. When I fear to fall down at each step I take to help myself to the bathroom. How can I not fear something dreadful is wrong with me and around me?

Even so? I REFUSE TO FEAR. I trust; I believe You; I believe in You; I will not despair! You are my Master, my Loving Shepherd. Your banner over me, Your banner over my children, including Ahmad, Your banner over all of my concern, AND? Your banner over Your so loved world is LOVE & PROTECTION. There shall NO EVIL truncate our well-being for one second longer than You allow its attempts to do so.

I thank You for hearting me. I thank You for answering me. You always do. I thank You for the much-needed sleep. And? I drifted into sound sleep.

  • This time I slept until around 10 am.
  • Got up feeling pretty decent.

Now? Here I am ready to post this matter aligned to Your will for me to do so with the headline of Your choice. So be it.

His  love in my heart for  all. thiaBasilia.

My Wealth, My Health, My Identity? IS A REALITY!

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HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!

Well? You Are Gifting Us A Sunny Day …

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 3:39 am.

O my Master! Yesterday weather wise was a cloudy rainy cold winter day, but! Your strength availed me. Not so with Your Ahmad. My hope?

I Hope For You To Reveal Yourself To Ahmad Today …

In the last post, You have demonstrated to us all the meaning of our sufferings. Thus my request on behalf of Ahmad.

Ha! Today Would Have Been My 60th Wedding Anniversary. …

Funny thing, hardly ever I noticed my wedding anniversaries. Wonder why I noticed such right now? I will see what You develop on the matter if anything.

  • I am still cold. Heading to get under the covers to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

Am I Ready Is The Question …?

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 5:30 pm.

Indeed! Such is the question that brought me to my senses.

Sleep 7:47 pm

The Day Went By Without Much Ado …

Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 11:58 pm

I did hear from Roxana. She sent me a Mother’s Day gift. I did not hear from Ahmad but his young son, my lil friend brought me some food. He told me his father been sleeping.

  • So, I am not worried. I know You are in control of his life.
  • Soon You will let me know the good news of his, Ahmad’s recovery.
  • You sent me a veggie and flowers alphabet. I spent my day creating a graphic with it. Don’t know how it will be used but!
  • I am enjoying combining all little bits I have learned here and there about graphics.
  • I shall wait on You to see what You develop with the graphic if anything.
  • Meantime? Not sure if I should go back to sleep.
  • I wait on You.
  • Friday, May 8, 2020 at 1:23 am bed finally!

Well? You Led Me To Mess With The Graphic …

Friday, May 8, 2020 at 9:53 am.

Wow! The numbers! The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. Grace and Preparation=5. And? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. What?

I just wrote a reply in Denise’s post, quote:

Can I chime in? You all inheritors of my ‘crazy bonne’! Best time? Not as bestest than the time I’m having just watching how, how, how brown cow are we all coming together as unique as each one of us are! 🤣🥰😉

  • Not only that but I just wrote a reply to an email that goes hand in hand with this reply.

From my friend:

I don’t know where you got the information that the democrats are going to be sending another $200.00 a month to us. They want to try and bankrupt the united states so they can start a socialist government. If that was to happen you, me and all the social security people will no longer be getting any money. If this should happen we all will be eating out of the garage cans like the poor people  in venezuela.

I sent you your social security check plus the stimulus minus the fee to wire the money to you.  Denise money did not get here until the 5th of the month. The mail like everything else is slow., some days I don’t get mail. That money is in the bank.  When Roxana  money is deposited  you will have $xxxxx dollars in the bank..  Remember what I said don’t count on any money until you get it in your hand. ( In other words don’t count your chickens before they hatch.)  LOL

Who’s idea to buy that building?

My response:

LOL LOL LOL! xxx honestly, I am not crazy I just do and say crazy things that are now coming to pass to my own surprise.

From day one in this building the woman that ownes it is after Ahmad and find excuses to talk and tell Ahmad all kinds of things that Ahmad has to pay or whatever.

Hit the send button by accident. Anyhow, no one tells Ahmad what to do period! So, he would come to me complaining about the woman. I told him, “TELL THAT WOMAN YOU ARE GOING TO BUY THIS BUILDING!!!”

Well? Ahmad laughed. He told me, “with WHAT MONEY? I need 100000 JOD!” and he left! After he left, I thought, “now, why in the world did I tell him such a thing, but! I know this is my building. …”

That was almost 4 years ago. Since then I continuously repeat the same words to Ahmad because of the words that our Father speaks to me on the daily basis about everything that is going on with Ahmad, with you all, with the world, with the present, past, and future, with every minute detail of my daily living.

It is all like a fantasy, but here lately the Spirit has demonstrated to me in the Scriptures that what seems to me and to everybody else that crosses my pass, what seems like a fantasy or crazy ways and sayings of mine are not really fantasies but IT IS HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!

Blow me away, xxx. It is all coming to pass right before our eyes, but we cannot yet see it because nothing that our Father Creator is and is doing is even CLOSE to anything any human could have figured it to be.

I keep hiting the send button but there is more. No one yet has shown any real interest in what I record in the Internet on the daily happenings of my life.

I have thousands of followers, but none committed yet to what the Almighty is compelling me to publish in the NET. Even so? Even Ahmad is now beginning to see and almost mind what I pass on to him that the Almighty reveals to me for the benefit of us all. In other words? Time is telling.

My latest post? The Meaning of Suffering.

The Meaning Of Suffering …

The TRUTH? I am totally blown away with what I write and publish, but! The results? VERY SUBTLE! lol

 

My wealth, my health, my identity? IS A REALITY, xxx! $575.00 in my account and coming! The numbers 5-7-5 mean greatest abundance is on the way. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

That’s all folks! love, thia

  • Grace and Preparation=5. It means grace or favor with means to prepare for the great tribulation.
  • Completeness and Rest=7. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • Grace and Preparation=5. Why not the marvellous thing to favor us with all needed to do as He wills us to do?

The Best Part? Laughter! The Result Of Your Promise Despite? …

Despite all the Ishmael we have given birth for lack of patience and unbelief for the Isaiac promised just like Sarah did, quote:

Isaac’s Birth Promised

Gen 17:15  And God said to Abraham, As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai; but Sarah [Princess] her name shall be.

Gen 17:16  And I will bless her and give you a son also by her. Yes, I will bless her, and she shall be a mother of nations; kings of peoples shall come from her.

Thirteen Years Went By. No Sign Of Sarah Giving Birth …

Ah! We all know the story of Sarah and Ishmael, but we do not apply it to ourselves. Anyhow? The story continues, in verse 17 with Abraham’s laugh as such impossibility because of their age. Quote:

Genesis 17:17-22

17  Then Abraham fell on his face and laughed and said in his heart, Shall a child be born to a man who is a hundred years old? And shall Sarah, who is ninety years old, bear a son?

18  And [he] said to God, Oh, that Ishmael might live before You!

19  But God said, Sarah your wife shall bear you a son indeed, and you shall call his name Isaac [laughter]; and I will establish My covenant or solemn pledge with him for an everlasting covenant and with his posterity after him.

20  And as for Ishmael, I have heard and heeded you: behold, I will bless him and will make him fruitful and will multiply him exceedingly; He will be the father of twelve princes, and I will make him a great nation. [Fulfilled in Gen 25:12-18.]

21  But My covenant, My promise and pledge, I will establish with Isaac, whom Sarah will bear to you at this season next year.

22  And God stopped talking with him and went up from Abraham.

  • Now for the record. I am quoting the Scriptures as they are written. I normally change some the words to refer to our Creator like Lord and God but!
  • The Master Creator compels me now to let go. To post the words as understood by the public.

So? You Stopped Talking To Abraham …

Sure enough, a year later? What a marvel! Laughter! Even so? For years and years, I have read such Scriptures without a hint of how marvellously those Scriptures apply to me personally.

  • No kidding! It is just now that I am grasping the immensity of Your ways to tell us our own history in the 66 books that comprise the library called Bible.
  • Well! The story continues. Quote:

Genesis 18:1-21

1  NOW THE Lord appeared to Abraham by the oaks or terebinths of Mamre; as he sat at the door of his tent in the heat of the day,

2  He lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, three men stood at a little distance from him. He ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the ground

3  And said, My lord, if now I have found favor in your sight, do not pass by your servant, I beg of you.

4  Let a little water be brought, and you may wash your feet and recline and rest yourselves under the tree.

5  And I will bring a morsel (mouthful) of bread to refresh and sustain your hearts before you go on further–for that is why you have come to your servant. And they replied, Do as you have said.

6  So Abraham hastened into the tent to Sarah and said, Quickly get ready three measures of fine meal, knead it, and bake cakes.

7  And Abraham ran to the herd and brought a calf tender and good and gave it to the young man [to butcher]; then he [Abraham] hastened to prepare it.

8  And he took curds and milk and the calf which he had made ready, and set it before [the men]; and he stood by them under the tree while they ate.

9  And they said to him, Where is Sarah your wife? And he said, [She is here] in the tent.

10  [The Lord] said, I will surely return to you when the season comes round, and behold, Sarah your wife will have a son. And Sarah was listening and heard it at the tent door which was behind Him. [Rom 9:9-12]

11  Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in years; it had ceased to be with Sarah as with [young] women. [She was past the age of childbearing].

12  Therefore Sarah laughed to herself, saying, After I have become aged shall I have pleasure and delight, my lord (husband), being old also? [1Pe 3:6]

13  And the Lord asked Abraham, Why did Sarah laugh, saying, Shall I really bear a child when I am so old?

14  Is anything too hard or too wonderful N1for the Lord? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

15  Then Sarah denied it, saying, I did not laugh; for she was afraid. And He said, No, but you did laugh.

16  The men rose up from there and faced toward Sodom, and Abraham went with them to bring them on the way.

17  And the Lord said, Shall I hide from Abraham [My friend and servant] what I am going to do, [Gal 3:8]

18  Since Abraham shall surely become a great and mighty nation, and all the nations of the earth shall be blessed through him and shall bless themselves by him? [Gen 12:2-3]

19  For I have known (chosen, acknowledged) him [as My own], so that he may teach and command his children and the sons of his house after him to keep the way of the Lord and to do what is just and righteous, so that the Lord may bring Abraham what He has promised him.

20  And the Lord said, Because the shriek [of the sins] of Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is exceedingly grievous,

21  I will go down now and see whether they have done altogether [as vilely and wickedly] as is the cry of it which has come to Me; and if not, I will know.

Coming To This Moment On Friday, May 8, 2020 At 12:30 Pm …

What? The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah. Amazing!

That Is Exactly How You Are Developing Your Plan To Save Your So Loved World! Wow! …

Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 6:36 am.

Ha! No kidding! Things are happening right on cue. I truly feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.

  • Once I accepted wholeheartely the fact The Number Twelve stands for Governing Order and Rulership, Your light shone in the haze of my mind, and?

O my Master! Ahmad at the door! He came to work for You! …

What an amazing response to my request to You I did last night! For six hours Ahmad did exactly what I been hoping to be done with the clutter in my kitchen. Wow!

  • Hope—the evidence of things not yet seen.
  • Hoping by the power of Your love and wisdom not by the power of our minds.
  • Only You can instill in us the hope to wait on You with patience and composure.
  • A proven fact now confirmed to me.

Wow! And It All Finding Me On This 7th Day Of Rest! …

Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 7:00 am.

Ha! There is that amazing seven again! Meaning You are doing amazing things on this earth with that number, and?

  • A double zero meaning Your message to this so loved world of Yours is all inclusive with Your plan of salvation by the blood of Yahushua.

What a way to open the human mind to understand this thing about Yahushua …?

No kidding! This thing about Yahushua has been the stumbling block in the human’s journey on these earthly grounds.

Indeed! Enlightenment. You Opened Their Minds…

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 6:28 am.

O my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. What am I talking about now? O my Master? You know it.

  • For such a long time until this exact moment, I been concerned with the doings of most devoted Christians. Why?
  • Because all see everywhere I turn around is the hahaha! Be happy chant against Yahuwhua’s words in the famous Sermont of the Mount.
  • But today You opened my mind with the Scriptures telling if Your people don’t praise You the stones will. Quote:

Luke 24:38-53

38  And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?

39  See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.

40  And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.

41  And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?

42  They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,

43  And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.

44  Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

45  Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,

46  And said to them, Thus it is written that the Christ (the Messiah) should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos 6:2]

47  And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

48  You are witnesses of these things.

49  And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.

50  Then He conducted them out as far as Bethany, and, lifting up His hands, He invoked a blessing on them.

51  And it occurred that while He was blessing them, He parted from them and was taken up into heaven.

52  And they, worshiping Him, went back to Jerusalem with great joy;

53  And they were continually in the temple celebrating with praises and blessing and extolling God. Amen (so be it).

Luke 19:37-40

37  As He was approaching [the city], at the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole crowd of the disciples began to rejoice and to praise God [extolling Him exultantly and] loudly for all the mighty miracles and works of power that they had witnessed,

38  Crying, Blessed (celebrated with praises) is the King Who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven [freedom there from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin] and glory (majesty and splendor) in the highest [heaven]! [Psa 118:26]

39  And some of the Pharisees from the throng said to Jesus, Teacher, reprove Your disciples!

40  He replied, I tell you that if these keep silent, the very stones will cry out. [Hab 2:11]

  • Thus, I am no longer concerned about the matter anymore.

I Had To Go To Sleep. Dreams …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 12:42 pm.

O yes! My my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me. Next?

  • I saw a huge truck full of red tomatoes coming to me. That is what I remember quite vividly.

What Does It Mean, My Master? …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 3:59 pm.

My Master, it seems to me tthat You are telling me that I am loved despite how it looks like to me. How it looks like it to me?

  • Well? You know it. The doings of Ahmad and my children give me the impression of their lack of concern for what I am in Your sight.
  • Yes, they are much concerned about my physical needs. Therefore, as long as they provide food and money for me they are quite satisfied, but!
  • I do not want any longer to be looking forward for anything from anybody.
  • Even so? I find myself doing so only to suffer big disappointment when the thing I am looking forward do not happen.
  • But mainly my Master, I hate the evil thoughts that arise with each disappointment!
  • I need You!
  • Help me to let go.
  • Help me to be still.
  • Help me to wait on You.
  • Help me to expect from You alone.

Mother’s Day 2020—So Especial! …

Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 8:31 pm to Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:05 am

Wow! What a day! It ended with 5 hours of sound sleep. Uncertainty until late in the afternoon. Then? Your gift. Roxana and Denise publicly honored me.

  • Roxana published a documentary of her life with me. Denise? A letter that touched the depth of my being. Quote:

From Roxana:

Thia Basilia Licona – did you know when you came to the states as young woman that you would be married, with threee daughters within 5 years? Many more years, children, ups and downs….here are portions of our story, Me and You, Momma…..

You are 80 years old now. You still have your passion and love and you still push through with joy.And I look forward to being reunited with you again someday…. I Love You!!!

Mom, I believe this is the last time I was able to hug you. I miss that more than anything. Giving you a hug. So here’s a BIG HUG now, virtually

From Denise:

Hi Mom,

This is your twin wishing you a Happy Mother’s Day!

You love with such a big heart! It’s so hard to understand everything you did for me and our family.

Honestly, I think it’s easy to throw the baby out with the bathwater and to remember the trauma and forget the beauty and all of the hard work and pure love that you lavished upon us.

You tried so hard meeting everyone’s needs and demands and trying to make everyone feel special, despite the fact that you were dealing with so much pain. I have a theory about people that experience so much drama and trauma… They are very old and powerful beings that were entrusted with some very difficult things to heal.

You are a superhero. I see you.

Thank you for the countless hours you put into caring for me and the rest of us and for doing your best make us feel special, which wasn’t easy with all those kids. So many demands on you that it was so difficult for you to know what it is that you wanted and needed. And everybody just wanted more and more of you. It’s a lot!

And it sure didn’t help that you picked people that didn’t value you. You were going through your own journey with your unworthiness, just like the rest of us, only yours was pretty intense.

Thank you for being there for me and for helping me with my kids so selflessly.

Thank you for not giving up and for making our world a more beautiful place. You are important. You have changed the course of human history by your presence here.

Words are inadequate to really express what I would like to say. But just know that I am always with you and I love you with all of my heart.

❤️ Denise

O My Master! What A Way To Give Me Your Message In My Tomatoe Dream …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:08 am.

Again! Silly me! Looking out for the tomatoes of material wealth. Duh! No matter any longer. You are paying no mind whatsoever to our wicked carnal ways of thinking and doing.

What About The Burnt Sausage In My Dream? …

Ha! that was the first part of the dream. A message of how my day was to begin with Ahmad’s strange call around 5 am.

  • I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me.
  • Ha! My day began and ended with Ahmad, but! O well!
  • I thought it to be a repeat of Ahmad’s deceiving ways!
  • He comes. He helps. He promises to come back the next day to finish the work.
  • The next day? No Ahmad. It seems like he dropped off to another plannet.
  • On the third day? He comes with his melodramatic excuses why he can’t help me.
  • This time? I was expecting him to come with the promised things he was supposed to get for me.
  • Instead? Only some food not even close to what I was expecting!
  • Even worse? He claimed to be so exhausted to let me share Roxana and Denise’s gift to me.
  • Next? He gets ready to leave because his daughter is expecting to eat dinner with her.
  • A burst of anger!
  • What about dinner with me as promised?

Well? Back To The Meaning Of My Dream …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:42 am.

O my Master! how clear the meaning of that dream You have opened my mind to see it all this morning. Quote:

If you dreamed of someone cooking for you, such dream is a good sign. It indicates you are loved and cared for. It can symbolize the care and attention of a special person in your life, who is doing everything to make you happy.

  • That is Ahmad!

This dream could also reveal someone admiring you, without you being aware of that.

  • That are my children! Perhaps? My Joyce?

If you dreamed about cooking sausages, such dream is a good sign, indicating the success of our planned projects and endeavors.

  • How encouraging even against all odds!

If you dreamed of completely burning the food you were cooking, such dream might not be a good sign. It might signify someone you care about getting disappointed in you because of some actions you did or words you said.

  • That was my burst of anger last night!

The Day After …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:49 am.

To Diana:

Cry, cried, cry, cried some more. repeat. then? 5 long hrs of sound sleep! wow! wow! wow! What a day! Our Father’s gift! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

It Is Now The Day After, And? …

Who or what is in my mind? Wondering why not a peep from my Diana? Went about my business. Came to the computer. Put on my glasses. Adjusted them to see what was in my inbox if any. What?

  • A card from Diana. Much trouble with the Internet. Could not reply. Puzzled. Turned off Chrome. Unplug/replug the modem.
  • Back to my journal. Needed to copy/paste some of the comments in Roxana’s FB. Turn on browswer. Clicked FB.
  • Ha! There is my Diana! Crying like mom! Wow!

O My Diana! Your Precious Gift To Me, O Master Of Mine! …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:00 am.

O my Master! Grace and Preparation=5, and? Zero twice meaning the certainty of Your message being inclusive of Your plan of salvation for us all. Wow!

Dear, Dear Child Of Mine. Dear Diana …

Unbeknown to me, You are my grand prize as time is telling. From the ten months I carried you in my womb the number 10 applies to us. Quote:

The Number Ten

Law, Testing, and Representation

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

Well? There You Have It! The Time Is NOW …

Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!

  • And I wait only empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …

The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

So? There Is The Meaning Of My Tomatoes Dream …

You see, my Diana how it is all coming together in the numbers and my dreams? What is the meaning of tomatoes in my dream? Quote:

To see tomatoes in your dream symbolizes domestic happiness and harmony.

Tomato is often associated with good luck. The dream about tomatoes symbolizes you will step into new phase at work or in life. Also, to see a tomato in your dream suggests everything will go well.

Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:42 am.

The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?

  • When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.

Lov, mom.

Taking It All In Stride …

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:48 pm.

Such is the reality of my life in Your Presence at last! It took a long time, but! You accomplished what You aimed at with my life.

Anger? For A Good Reason …?

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:47 pm.

Master? I sure thank You for giving me the power to take things in stride including my bursts of anger. To deal with anger or any unseemly thing calmly or acceptingly.

  • You led me to an entry dealing with anger in 2013, seven years ago. I pulled the file but I did not pay mind to it until right now
  • I sense Your lead to quote that entry, why? because it expressess my determination to let You deal with my anger instead of taking things into my own hands of self-improvement. Quote:

Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?

The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!

Sunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am

Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system, I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else’s self!

The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing.

My determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.

For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.

For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to life within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!

…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!

No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own, we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.

And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?

Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!

Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!

Wow! Seven Years Have Passed. Now? Your Confirmation …?

Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:51 pm.

Yes, I have obeyed Your instructions to proclaim such fact by all means available to me.

  • Even so? It is only now that You are beginning to show me the results of my obedience. Your words to me at the beginning of 2020. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have lived as per the meaning of dignity, but! For the most?

The world has not recognized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.

I am the cause and the effect of all that happens, to all that has happened, to all that will happen in the life of the queen that you are.

Fear not. I know who you are. I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all. I know it all, but!

I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to Yahushua that I might acquit.

Until then, My precious child, you must wait, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.

  • So? I have been waiting. I am waiting. I shall continue to wait.
  • 5:09 pm

Master! You Are An Awesome Yah! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 5:19 am.

O my Master! I am going for broke on this day. Bless my heart! You have given me my lot in life, but! this lot You have given me has not been to my liking until now.

  • What is my lot? The same lot You gave to the prophets of old thought that I am not a prophet per say.
  • What was that lot You gave to the prophets? To tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin.
  • That to begin with has been my stumbling block until You chose to remove that block.
  • Of course! I did not want such lot! I objected from the beginning, but!
  • You prevailed over my objections. I had no choice but to accept my lot or perish for eternity.
  • How Did You Remove That Stumbling Block? …
  • In Your timing and at Your discretion You chose to open my mind to understand Your misunderstood written words.
  • That is the fact that I cannot change no matter what!

What On Earth Am I Talking About?!!! …

O mine! O mine! O mine! There is no way that I, a human being possesor of a brilliant natural mind and a natural heart yet there is no way that I can explain or defend You and Your ways of doing, period.

Even So? You Are Doing Your Own Explaining And Defending Yourself. How? …

Simple. Simple. Simple. But? We are a bunch of complicated humans rejecting Your simple ways of doing things for our good.

What A Revelation! No Need For My Two Cents …

It is simple. You compelled me to journal my daily living without any embellishment to make me look good and attractive.

Is That Simple? Yes, But! Not To The Natural Man …

Including my own natural man. Indeed! I have bickered and complained and repeat because of the results of my exposing my human wickedness. But!

On Mother’s Day 2020? Enlightenment! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 6:31 am.

Enlightenment? Ha! More like lightening hitting me from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet without burning me to death! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

I Am Alive And Well And Ready To Tell …?

Tell what? Tell Denise and the whole lot of my fellow human beings we are all WRONG! Nothing, absolutely nothing is the way we humans have figured out to be!

Thank Goodness! Now? O Well! Now I Speak For Myself …

It is truly, joy unspeakable full of Your esteem! The peace that surpasses even my own understanding invades my whole being.

  • Joy! Peace! Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! Complete! That is me.

The Truth Has Set Me Free! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 7:00 am.

Such revelation and on the numbers 7-0-0. Indeed! You are doing wonders with that number 7! And the Zero? Double its meaning applies to all written.

And My Mind Churns—None Stop Churns, But? …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 11:13 am.

Let it churn, churn, churn! You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words.

Honest To Goodness! After Such Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020? …

Time to come down to the reality of humankind. We humans are a unique especimen among Your entire Creation, but!

We Are Some Complicated Beings That Love To Complicate The Simplest Of Things …

Thus? We rally on finding solutions for our complicated thinking. Me? Seven years—You have done wonders in my life with that number of 7 years.

So? This Morning, The Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020 Settle Down, and? …

On to these earthly brown grounds. Ha! what to do now? People is saying all kinds of good things about me! Mercy my Master! It is written,

Luke 6:24-26

But woe to (alas for) you who are rich (abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].

Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!

Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.

Talking About My Mind Churning? But! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:00 pm.

My mind began churning, churning, churning all kinds of fears to deflate my emotional high because of Your Mother’s Day gift to me! Even so? I replied to Denise’s latest. Quote:

You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words–

My mind is churning, churning, churning! Ha! Let it churn, let it churn, let it churn!!!

And guess what?

My mind quit churning when laughter burst up from the depth of my being!

Can u believe it?

  • Then I thought, the mind can keep churning all those evil thoughts but eventually it all turns into a compost fertilizer moisted with my past tears for the fears that so troubled me, and?

Enlightenment!

From the horizon of the earth, Enlightenment floads my being!

All fears, all evil thoughts turn into beautiful flowers shining with the pure liquid gold of love from above!

Hey my precious lil teacher! Quickly, quickly, grab on to those gold shining flowers and hand them to?

O well? What do I know?

I am just enjoying the ride, singing and praising voices are raising

I’ll not repine!

That’s all. lov, mom

Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …

Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?

  • When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.

And? That goes for all priviledged who read Roxana’s tribute to me as well as for all mentioned in the journal entries. Keep in touch.

The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose On Heavenly Shores …?

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:22 am.

At last! The heavenly shores. Joy inexplicable. Steady. Quite ready. No more mundane insane fearful earthly chores!

  • I am going on propelled by higher power. Love as liquid gold. Wisdom in my hold.
  • My soul? Sold!
  • My looks? Bold!
  • A calf released from my fears stall
  • Skipping and dancing and singing
  • My sheaves to You my Master I am bringing.

The Year Was 2019. Tried At High Seas. The Year Is 2020. Set On Highest Royalty For All To See …

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:54 am.

The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose is now back to my daily earthly living in Your loving Presence.

What Do You Have To Welcome Me Back While My Treasures I Unpack? …

O thiaBasilia! You remain a Child of My Heart for eternity never to depart.

What now I have for you? King Solomon—the richest and way more famous than any other human being.

His conclusion in all earnest to take hold ofyou for all plainly to view. That is what I have for you.

Go on My precious child, go on. It is written,

Ecclesiastes 12:11-14.

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:
  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun
  • And The Whole Duty For Every Man
  • For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge.
  • Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

Furthermore? You are now ONE in Us—Father and Son, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You, the Father have sent Me, the Son.

Global Impact. It is A Fact! All Over The World My Spirit Is Making Contact …

Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 10:44 am.

Wow! To Shut Up? To Listen? There is the Power to Understand Your Knowledge for sure! How amazing is Your knowledge! What’s going on?

You, My Master Are Penetrating To The Dividing Line …

The dividing line of the breath of life (my soul) and my immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my human heart.

My Soul. My Immortal Spirit. My Joints And Marrow? Powerfully Set Apart …

My precious child, the world has not recornized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.

I Am The Cause And The Effect Of ItAll:

Whatever happens,

Whatever has happened

Whatever will happen in the life of the queen that you are?

I Am The Cause And The Effect Of it All, period.

Fear not! I know who you are.

I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all.

I know it all, but!

I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to My Son that I might acquit for all to go on.

Until then, My precious child, you must wait for it all to completely materialize, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.

  • And so? I wait on You with patience and composure in the hope for all to witness the power of Your passionate love for Your creation.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

The Meaning Of Suffering …

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Suffering Is Inevitable, But! Suffering Is The Anointing Oil To Heal Us All! …

The Time Is NOW …

Why thiaBasilia’s Crest? It is meant to declare to all your belonging in My Royalty—the Highest Roralty of all Royalties. For the moment you are suffering as a pauper. I hear your concerns about such suffering. I am aware of your doubts and fears. Even so? I delight in your nearness not only in My heart but most important in the truth and reality of your resurrected life. Why is such life is not now manifested? That is the reason for My delight when I see your determination to trust Me for such blissful future despite not having the slightest sign of such coming to pass. O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be. Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty. Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Roralty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.

O Where? Where Did We Go Wrong?

Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 11:23 am.

When we recognized our Creator, but we did not give thanks. So, it is written, but! We pay no mind to what is written.

And If We Pay Mind? It Is Done From The Natural Carnal Minds …

To pay mind from the natural carnal minds ingrained in our beings until death do us part, is against the clear instructions not to lean on our understanding. Even so?

  • In the economy of our lives our Creator do not waste a second.
  • He uses every minute detail of our lives for our maximum good revealed at His time and discretion.

Therefore? The Scriptural Quotes In These Writings Are Not Meant To Condemn …

Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 7:32 pm.

On the contrary the Scriptural Quotes are meant for enlightement’s source about our lives with all its ups and downs.

The Numbers’ Quotes Are Essential To Understand The Meaning Of The Scriptures …

Such is the reason why the Master Creator compels me to quote, quote, quote. O me? My fear? No one has the time to read such long quotes, but!

At Your Command, My Master I Shall Continue To Quote, Quote, Quote …

Forget my fear. Let go! Be still. Wait. Thanks O my Master for empowering me to do so. It is totally amazing how You are working things out for our maximum good.

The time is NOW …

Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!

And I wait empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …

The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

  • O well! Let me take you to the intended post for today.

The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm.

The thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.

  • Ha! Now I know why the graphic today. Your words came to mind just now. Quote:

“Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Roralty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

  • Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty.
  • The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.
  • Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. amazing!
  • It is all so ever exciting, yet?
  • I must keep my composure.
  • The best part?
  • I now have the power to keep my composure.
  • I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.
  • And Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.

Sleep from Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 12 am to 2am back now at 3:20 am.

The New Cycle Begins With A Dream …

Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 11:15 am.

When I first woke up I had mixed feelings about the dream, but! Once You interpreted for me? I can’t wait to see how You shall materialize it later on today.

I was fishing in the ocean with my dear long-gone Raymond—my precious long-gone mentor’s son. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish. We kept swinging our lines back and forth, but! Nothing! Then? I walked a little way up. Suddenly a peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. I woke up.

In another escene, Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. I do not know the end or the beginning of that escene. Maybe it was after the frozen fish escene.

Will record on waking up. Bed at 2:19 am on Sunday, April 26, 2020.

All Written Is Coming To Life Right Before My Eyes. What An Amazing Experience! …

Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.

Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:

  1. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
  2. A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
  3. Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. = This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.

Such Is The Significance Of My Coat Of Arms …

Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 10:04 am.

O my Master! My new life is set in the Highest Royalty—Your royalty.  My family roots are royal as per Your written words in Romans 8:14-17 and 1 Peter 2:1-12.

Master? You Know All Details Of My Life …

Monday, April 27, 2020 at 4:48 pm.

If You are working to move me, I am willing to go wherever You lead me to go. I don’t want to dwell on the things that I do not know. There is no honesty in this world. You know all about it.

Well! Well! Well! Totally Unexpected …?

Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 1:13 pm.

The truth about Ahmad and me? We know too much humanly speaking, and we don’t know what to do with what we know.

  • So? we make fun of everything until we see that with all our knowledge there is nothing, we can do about all that we make fun of.
  • Then? We explode!
  • Thank goodness! For You know all about us, my Master.
  • After each explotion we come to a better understanding of You and Your ways to teach and empower us to listen to You.

Ending This Day With Internet Trouble Again …

Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 11:59 pm.

Thanks, my Master for giving me the power to take things in stride. Have no idea why the Net is acting up now, but You know all about it. All is well with my soul living in Your Presence.

  • 1:36 am on Wednesday, April 29, 2020 I am editing to post but I need to go back to sleep.

All Well Now. Net Up. So, Am I …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 12:11 am.

New day. New attitude. Four hours of sleep did me good. No news about the check, but! You are in control of it all.

  • In Your time You will let us know where and why we stand about that check.

The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:11 am

Again, the thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.

Ha! Now I Know Why The Check Has Not Materialized …?

Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty. The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.

  • Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. Amazing!

It Is All So Ever Exciting, Yet? I Must Keep My Composure …?

The best part? I now have the power to keep my composure. I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.

  • Yes Indeed! Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.

Back To Suffering …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:28 am.

The truth? Honest to goodness! Ahmad and I have not suffered enough to deserve the manifestation of that check!

  • Ha! That is the meaning of that big frozen fish in my dream—the dream about fishing as I recorded on Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.
  • Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:
  1. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
  2. A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
  3. Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.

Wow! Now I See Why The Fish Is Still Frozen …?

Yes, Ahmad and I are relatively waiting with patience and composure, or, are we? I am afraid our patience and composure need a little more testing.

  • Hahaha! We are not suffering at all! But?
  • We keep on the lookout for the check!
  • What a sneakey way to pretend patience and composure!

Mercy! O My Master! Mercy! …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:52 am

We have no power to be patient and compose with the uncertainty of the moment. Ahmad is about to lose his mind thinking about going back to work to support us. Me?

  • Me? The mother of impatience! “If you go back to work, I do not want to have anything with you anymore! For if you back to work that means you are not trusting the Master that I serve!”
  • Support? What kind of support am I showing to him?
  • Well! Maybe, that is the way to support and encourage him to trust in You, my Master?
  • For it looks like it worked, as of yesterday, he did not go back to work, but!
  • I do not know about today.
  • I fear he is out of money while I keep on with my continous needing a thousand things as if he had millions to give me and his family whatsoever comes to our wanton minds!
  • There you have the pitiful panorama of our, should I dare to say, ‘our wicked self-nature?

Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! …

Unless You intervene, we are powerless to abide in Your will as the monster of hunger and pain threatens to get the best from us, but!

  • It all got to do how we human beings react with Your blessings and curses. It’s written:

Isaiah 26:9-11

My soul yearns for You [O Master] in the night, yes, my spirit within me seeks You earnestly; for [only] when Your judgments are in the earth will the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Almighty).

Though favor is shown to the wicked, yet they do not learn righteousness; in the land of uprightness they deal perversely and refuse to see the majesty of the Master.

Though Your hand is lifted high to strike, Lord, they do not see it. Let them see Your zeal for Your people and be ashamed; yes, let the fire reserved for Your enemies consume them.

Now I See What You Want Me To See About Us Human Beings …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 8:47 am.

It is all about our relationships. Ounce again You let me notice the last number 47 in this moment’s date and time. The meaning of number 47? It blows the socks off my feet. Wow! Quote:

Number 47 Meaning

The number 47 is a relationships number.

The numerology number 47 is a relationships number. It has a focus on developing a secure foundation for building a relationship that will prosper. 47 is also a teamwork and romance number.

And it’s intuitive.

Companionship is essential for the essence of the number 47 to be what it is. Without companionship, it feels lonely, as if its essence is suppressed. Interaction with others lets it resonate its fullness.

It’s 47’s nature to be cooperative.

It has a special knack for using a diplomatic approach when solving issues between itself and another, or between other parties.

The number has a pragmatic approach with relationships. When it determines a method that works, it tends to stick to it.

It Is About The Relationship Between Ahmad And I Along My Children And All Others In My Path Of Life …

So? That is what You want me to see. All our suffering ends when our relationships come in line with Your will for our good.

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

  • The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

Wow! I Got It! Do You? Hahaha! Halleluyah! …

That is all for this post for now. Next? Who knows? Maybe I’ll die of hunger for chocolates, or? The check will defrost for me to buy the Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory! Won’t that make a BELIEVER out of you whoever reading these fact lines that I record? Be blessed.

Just Kidding! No Need To Continue Thinking About My Belly …

O my Master! As it turned out it was not Your will for me to close this post with such childish thinking.

  • Seriously? You will now declare to Your so loved world where do I and my family fit in the realm of Your world. I must continue with this record.

We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator …

Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 7:56 am.

Indeed! The Family Roots are Royal. Only for the most we have lived our lives as paupers—weak subordinates to a corrupt worldly system

O But That Is Not True Of You? …

You are a genius—free, independent, on top of the world, a multimillionaire! O? Think again. You are still a victim of the corrupt world system as long as you breath along with all paupers.

  • And sooner or later you’ll come face to face with death like all paupers.

End of the day. End of the month. Going To Bed …

Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 11:47 pm.

You know how tired I am. I cannot think straight anymore today. I am sure sleep will restore me to continue listening and recording whatever You haave me to record.

Been Up But Have Not Recorded Anything …

Friday, May 1, 2020 at 8:35 pm.

Well? I have been intent on working on my family’s crest. The truth? I did not want to admit my uncertainty of the moment.

  • It’s the first of the month but still?
  • No news about the expected monies.
  • In my heart and soul, I have not any doubt whatsoever about Your provision.
  • Even so? I am human.
  • It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
  • It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Saturday, May 2, 2020 at 4:29 am.

That is the exact truth. Our Father Creator knows it ALL! Every minute the detail of our lives; every deep buried secret; every twicht of pain; every inflated or deflated mood?

  • The Father knows it ALL!
  • What about our sinful, rebellious lives?
  • He knows it better than we ever dream or imagine for ourselves, period.

Yes, Ahmad And I Are Goofy, But! …

Like a few other human beings, we are not crazy or dishonest or criminals of any kind. We are different because we are selected as examples of the Creator’s work in our hearts. Quote:

Matthew 5:10-20

Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Well? What Part In That Quote Is It That We Willfullly Ignore? …

In retrospect? I will tell next the part that I, not ‘we’ but I willfully ignored and the why and how I ignored such part. The matter is just coming to me.

  • Royal Family Roots
  • The Creator’s Royalty

The King Is Coming …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.

Meantime? Yes indeed! King Yahushua is coming, and? Am I ready? That is the question to ask. Not are ‘you’ ready, but!

  • Am I ready, or am I just thinking and rambunctiously bragging about my readiness?
  • Now I am coming to the nitty-greety of the matter.
  • Ha! up to even yesterday my concern has been for you my child, my friend, my fellow human being, but!
  • Once again yesterday I heard, “What is that to you? You follow Me.” Quote:

John 21:17-22

He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me [with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend]? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Master, You know everything; You know that I love You [that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. Yahushua said to him, Feed My sheep.

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself [put on your own belt or girdle] and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.

He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me!

20  But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Yahushua loved, following–the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Master, who is it that is going to betray You?

When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Lord, what about this man?

Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me!

Since Long Ago I Took Those Words In A Personal Way …?

I still do. For Yahushua has confronted me with those words each and every time that I am questioning someone else’s doings. That’s the fact to be exact.

And So? What Part In That Or Any Other Quote Is It That I Not ‘We’ But I Willfullly Ignore? …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.

Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thank You my Master for reminding me once again of Your spoken words to me personally. What a blessing!

  • What a trip on the strip of my human’s nature!
  • And once again You would have me to notice the dates of this morning’s recording.
  • I started to record on Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.
  • Then? The date of this moment? Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.
  • Meaning of 3- 4 -0 -7?
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World
  • The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

  • Your message is all inclusive of my complete rest.

But? Once Again, I Am Talking In Riddles …?

How is anyone reading these lines that I record to know what is in my mind? Or rather, what is the state and condition of my mind when I record all these things that I record?

Alright! Let Me Recap! That Shall Settle The Matter …

It all started when wind came to me that I qualified for the stimulus check for USA citizens. I went to quite a few days wondering and figuring when and what was I to do with that money.

  • At last I heard Your words again to let go and be still and not to look for the blessing but to set my gaze on You for You were at work.
  • Well? I listened.
  • I quit looking for the check.
  • Instead, I started looking for Your manifestation.
  • By and by it came to me to look for the day my regular check was to be deposited in my bank this month.
  • Wow! The check was to be deposited on the 1st not on the 3rd of this month.
  • Still, no news about my extra check, and?
  • Me? Not concerned anymore because I heard and listened to Your word to let it go, to be still. To wait.
  • But I emailed asking my friend to send it to me as she did last month.
  • I waited for her reply, but she did not reply just then.
  • That really got to me.
  • It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
  • It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Suddenly! Late that night, her reply in my inbox! Not only my monthly check but the stimulus checks as well, only?

  • Her email was bittersweet with her instructions implying doubt as to the handling of my money. Therefore, implying dishonesy in Ahmad’s part.
  • Surprise! Any other time in the past that such issue came about, I would get angry.

The Truth? I Been Angry With My People’s Misconception Not OnlyAbout Ahmad, But! …

The utter misconception about Jordan just made me angry in the past. Mainly, the misconception about myself in Jordan and the realtionship You have established between Ahmad and I angred me big time.

Guess What? This Time Not Anger. Instead? Your Love and Wisdom Prevailed

I shared my heart with my friend in a reply to her concern for my safety. My friend kindly responded with her understanding of my situation.

Next? My New Approach In Sharing With Ahmad …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 10:10 am.

In Yah We Trust. And the Angels Sing!!! Power to let go, be still, wait. We shall forget our understanding of the written words in the Bible as well as other books.

The Truth? Our Roots Are Set In The Dust Of Paradise As Written …?

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 8:29 pm.

O my Master! This year is the year of enlightenment for sure. I hardly believe how You are piecing it all together for me from the very moment of our creation. Quote:

Genesis 2:7

Then the Master Creator formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath or spirit of life, and man became a living being. [1Co 15:45-49]

O Well! You Really, Really Are At Work For The Ultimate Good Of Your Creation …?

Monday, May 4, 2020 at 8:24 am.

Master? As You turn the tables on me so You shall do with the rest of Your dust human beings on this 2020 year.

  • The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
  • Me? I been agonizing looking at all going on amidst my loved ones as well as with the rest of the inhabitants of these earthly grounds.
  • That is what I been doing until You turn the tables on me with the question “Are you ready?”

Such A Question Was The End Of My Agonizing. The Beginning Of My Complete Rest …?

Right on cue? I completed my crest! Perfect! I emailed it to my closest of children with the message, ‘Relationships are in the healing process. lov, mom’.

  • Great response from two of my girls and from Ahmad.
  • “I like it! Don’t touch it. It’s perfect! Said Ahmad.
  • ‘Now. Don’t touch it!  Leave it alone. It is finished.’ Wrote Roxana.

Phew! I’ll abide. I must! For I need to continue with what You originally intended for me to post.

  • A New cycle in the record of my journey in Your Presence.

Is This World A Jungle? You Bet! A Place Of Ruthless Struggle For Survival …

  • Something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character

Ruthless Struggle For Survival? Indeed! That’s What This World Is!

Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 2:42 am.

O my Master! I’m having a grand time following Your lead on this posting matter. Ruthless? No kidding! You gave the headlines. I looked at the definition of ruthless. Wow it fits this world to the tee! Quote:

Definition of jungle

1a: an impenetrable thicket or tangled mass of tropical vegetation

b: a tract overgrown with thickets or masses of vegetation

2a(1): a confused or disordered mass of objects : JUMBLE

(2): something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character : MAZE

the jungle of housing laws

— Bernard Taper

b: a place of ruthless struggle for survival

the city is a jungle where no one is safe after dark

— Stuart Chase

Master? It’s Really Neat How You Lead Me In All That I Write …

Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 5:20 pm.

It’s a beautiful day outside. So glad that winter is over. But I am even gladder for the winter gone from my heart and life.

  • All day long I been searching the myriad of files searching on how You want me to proceed with this post. Amazing! You are leading me to recap.
  • I been editing the graphics in the books You are leading me to include in this post, but the text does not need much editing.
  • The amazing thing is that the posts back from the last day of 2019 and the books that were written a few years back, are like if I have written them now.

Master? For The Benefit Of The Readers, Why Are You Leading Me To Recap? …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am.

Ha! The number 12 in play. On Sun, Apr 19, 9:53 PM (5 hours ago) I wrote in an email to my friend, ‘I just found out that I qualify for the$1200.00 and that the checks are already in banks since April 13. Would I be so blessed?”

  • I continued working on the links to include in the post then I went to sleep around 11 pm. On waking up I got an answer from my friend.
  • The check has not been deposited yet. Fear that I might have to file taxes or whatever to get that check kind of lurks in my mind, but!
  • I am thinking that today is the 7th day since the 13th, so? It might be deposited today but I won’t know until after 3 pm my time.
  • Or maybe it will come on the 12th day which will be next Saturday.
  • O me! There I go with my figuring! So useless! Not even close to the reality of Your doings.

Let Me Let Go, Be Still For You Are At Work My Master …

It’s now 4:08 am on Monday, April 20, 2020. I am wondering on what You want me to do right now.

  • Ah! The numbers in the date.
  • Looking at the date above, Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am quickened me to look at the meaning of number three and 19 again.
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
  • The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.

O My Master? Completion And Manifestation And Faith In The Meaning Of Number Three And Nineteen …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 4:48 am.

Maybe I am not just figuring things out on my own. Rather, You are deciphering it all for me in response to the why the recap from the end of 2019 and beginning of 2020. I need to hear from You, my Master. You know it.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”

  • Could not answer. I became dizzy. I crawlsed in bed at 6:09 am. Slept until 8:21 am.
  • I am OK now. Ready to think on the answer to Your question.
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
  • The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.
  • The Number Twelve: Governing Order and Rulership

What Do I Get? Completion And Manifestation. Faith. Governing Order And Rulership …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 8:52 am.

O my Father! In the meaning of the numbers in the date and time at the moment I record anything, You discepher the meaning of Your message to me and to Your so loved world, but!

For Emphasis? You Will Now Have Me Recap Your Message From Previous Records …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 1:50 pm.

Master? I am concerned with the news from the USA: Severe storms and tornadoes could hit the South again on Sunday, forecasters warn.

  • I am only observing what’s going on, but! I am not in panic. Concerned? Yes, You know that my Master. Even so?
  • My hope and expectation are set on You.
  • You are in control of it all.
  • I wait on You for further information from my family.

I Heard From The Family. All OK. Thank You …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

O my Master! here we go. Only a couple of days of spring. Now? It feels like summer, hot summer that is, but! I love it!

  • The date and time right now?
  • Three good numbers in the hour and minutes—5-3-7.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest

I Hear Your Question Again only this time I must ad the number 5 and 7 …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”

  • Completion And Manifestation=3. Faith-19. Governing Order And Rulership=12. Grace and Preparation=5. Completeness and Rest=7.
  • The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with the number7.

Ha! This 2020 year is the year that Almighty Yahuwah is doing and shall do marvelous things in the earth with the number7

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:03 am.

Ah! My Master! completion and manifestation in the hour, but! The minutes? Completion and manifestation are preceded by a Zero. The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Quote:

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:37 am.

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. Now? Look at the whole date of this moment:

Tuesday=the 3rd day of the week.

The week=7 days.

April=the 4th month of the year.

The day= The number 21

The year=12 months.

The hour=the number 3.

The minutes=the number 37.

What’s The Meaning Of Number 37? …

First I noticed the 3 and the 7. Then it came to me to Google the number 37 because it is not included in Brad’s Gematria. Quote:

According to Fathers of the Church, thirty-seven is a symbol of the Christ. It is the symbol of the alive word of God. To this number is thus allotted a certain dignity.

O My Master? The Number 37 Is The Symbol Of Your Alive Word! …

Wow! In other words? All happenings of the moment are a symbol of You! Personally? You are manifesting Yourself with Your provision of money to begin the repairs of my living conditions. Wow!

  • I’m looking forward to the manifestation of Your complete work today.
  • You know that the $1200.00 are in my mind.
  • Hoping that today will be the day.
  • Even so? It will happen at Your discretion and Your timing.
  • You also know that it is not Your blessing that I am looking forward.
  • Rather, I am looking forward for Your people and even my own self to see You in all that happens to me.
  • Actually? I read that some people will get an extra $200.00.
  • In that case? Perhaps You are sending me $1400.00 instead of $1200.00. Why not?
  • Fourteen is a doulbe seven. Seven= Completeness and Rest.
  • And? You are doing marvelous things in the earth with the number7.
  • I wait on You with confidence and hope.

What Can I Say Or Do Or Think About All Of This, My Master? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:56 pm.

For one thing, I know that waiting on You with confidence and hope means that one is ready to wait for the things not yet seen; and the things not yet seen may happen today or any day.

  • Today? My body is responding to all that heavy work from yesterday, but!
  • You sent me Ahmad—a blessing!

To See You In All That Happens To Me? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 9:19 pm.

Most certainly! That is the end of the matter expressed in the number thirty-seven—a symbol of the Messiah. It is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah. Right now?

  • The number 9 stands for Fruitfulness and Giving; number 1? Stands for Unity in Yahuwah is One.

Master? How Those Numbers Tied With Number Thirty-Seven? …

“O My child! Think back to Ahmad’s visit this evening. What was Ahmad’s mind set on? Why did I give you the means to tie-down the unity of your relationship for the whole purpose of Fruitfulness and Giving?”

  • That was the magic word to get Ahmad’s attention away from his mind set on despair. Wow!

Yes Indeed! I See You In All That Happens To Me In General Including My Relationship With Ahmad …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 10:37 pm.

Wow! There is that 37 again! This time preceded by the number 10 meaning: the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

  • Ha! do I dare to hope for Ahmad’s help starting tomorrow?
  • my Master! You are is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah, so?
  • This time I shall see the manifestation of the things not yet seen or hope for.
  • Whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen. Wow!
  • That calls for a chocolate treat for sure!

Another Day! Was In Bed By Midnight …

Wednesday, April 22, 2020 at 8:05 am.

The date? The 4th day of the week. The 22nd day of the 4th month at the 8th hour plus 05 minutes. Meaning of 8-0-5?

  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The Message? …

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

  • Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
  • He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
  • I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”
  • Bed 10:09 pm on Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Ahmad Came And Went. New Cycle In Progress …

Thursday, April 23, 2020 at 8:20 am.

O my Master! You are working all things quite nicely but! Nothing like I could have figure it out. Every step in my journey is a step forward against all odds.

  • For both Ahmad and I are not pain and discomfort free.
  • Out bodies are not cooperating with all the work that needs to be done.
  • Even so? We are going on.
  • You give us Your strength to keep going no matter what comes against us.

New Cycle. New Attitude. What A Blessing! …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 1:47 am.

I did not hear from Ahmad until late in the afternoon. Then? Nothing. Guess what? I said to myself, “Well? He is free to do whatever he is doing. My role now is to support him not to tell him what he needs to do.”

  • Wow! What peace! What wisdom! Certainty. Emotionalism has fled away!
  • It is a new cycle. Brand new attitude.
  • The whole day spent optimizing the graphic.
  • Finally? It was after 9 pm and no sign of Ahmad.
  • I was cold. I head to bed. Cover myself. Got comfortable. Dozed of.
  • Suddenly! Ahmad in the door!
  • What a productive visit as I shared with him my new attitude.
  • He fixed me some coffee. He helped me to soak my feet. He left up lifted.
  • I went back to finish the graphic.
  • Now I am heading for bed at 2:07 am on Friday, April 24, 2020.
  • Will get under the heavy covers. For sure I’ll sleep.

O The Simplicity Of Your Doings My Master!

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:05 am.

What numbers in the last three numbers of the date and time? 7+0+5—by far the best three numbers of them all!

  • Completeness and Rest=7.
  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • Grace and Preparation=5.

What Am I To Expect From Now On? …

Completeness and Rest. Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It is an all-inclusive number. Grace and Preparation.

  • Rest.
  • No worries while You are working all inclusive matters in Your so loved world.
  • Grace and favor while we rest and wait on You to manifest Yourself to us all.

Time To Format, Edit, And Get Ready To Post …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:30 am.

On cue with number 30. A reminder that we are to dedicate our time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving us grace to begin the preparation for the near future.

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

Well? Somehow, I Spent The Day Practicing Text Effects On My Name …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:46 pm.

I just did not get around to posting. I sense there is something to happen before I post next, so? I let go. Be still. Wait. For I know You are at work for our benefit. Let Your will be done not mine.

What Now To Do, My Master? …

Add these last entries at the beginning of the post. Then? Write and add the caption for your crest.

  • It is done. Entries from Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm to now on Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 8:20 pm are added at the beginning of this post.

O my Master! I Am Having A Hard Time Piecing The Post, But! …

Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 7:07 am.

But You know all about it, and? What are the three numbers in the hour right now telling me? The numbers 7-0-7 stand for:

  • The number 7 stands for Completeness and Rest. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Ha! I Must Stand At The Complete Rest You Have Brought Me Into …

That means I must relax because You are leading me at all times. I have edited, edited, and edited. Enough!

I Sense You Are Leading Me To Relax Now And Go On …

Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 11:08 am.

So? On I go to the WordPress editor for the final edited prior to posting. Again, I feel like joyfully skipping like a calf released from the stall.

Whether I Gain Or Loose Readers It Is No Longer My Concern …

You are in control of all writings I set up on these posts I publish. It is Your message to each child of Yours. Would the message reach its destination? Certainly!

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Where Are We? This Is A Different Jungle—A Better One Mused The Old Tiger …

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Suffering Is Inevitable, But! Suffering Is The Annointing Oil To Heal Us All! …

Well? O My Master? On To The Next Post. What Will It Be? …

Thursday, April 16, 2020 at 2:42 am.

I went to bed last night at 7:45 pm. Slept on and off until midnight. Edited and posted. Now? Wait on You for next post while I sleep.

Master? I’m Now Ready To Start A New Day In Your Presence …?

Thursday, April 16, 2020 at 10:06 am.

I am not alone. You are with me and for me. Despite my sadness as I anticipate another day without human fellowship, I am in peace. There is a melody of pure love coming from Your Presence within my soul and life.

Confessions From A Broken Servant …

  • I thank You for the sunshine out there and in my soul.
  • The tough moments of loneliness and pain are overcome by the power of Your love and mercy for me and for us all.
  • Your wisdom and strength avails me again and again.
  • No matter how tough and uncertain things stand right now, You promised me I will never be put to shame.
  • Over and over You have demonstrated this matter to me.
  • I have no reason to doubt You.
  • On the contrary, Your wisdom and strength are the reality of my life.
  • Onward I am going! My eyes, my expectations set on You alone.
  • Like a deer pants for the water brooks, so my being pants for You.
  • Like a maid waits for her mistress instructions so I wait for Yours.

Ah! My Master! I Followed Your Instrutions. He Graphics Look Great! …

Friday, April 17, 2020 at 8:44 am.

Well? Yesterday was April 16. Today is April 17. Funny that yesterday I did not notice the date but today I did. For yesterday was a lonely day for me again, but! Before I went to bed?

  • I cautiously asked You for another clue to go on despite my loneliness.
  • So? I slept on and off until around 5 am today.
  • My waking up was sort of unusually sober and able to take care of things quite efficientely.
  • I worked on the graphics until I was satisfied with the message those convey.
  • Then it came to me to return to the journal to begin the day.

Ha! Little Did I Know Which Way To Go In This New Post, Until? …

Wow! Immediately You turned my attention to the date—April 17. That number has shown in my dreams many times before, but! I had to look up the meaning for today. So? On to Brad’s Gematria.

What’s The Meaning Of Numbers 16 And 17? …

Friday, April 17, 2020 at 9:31 am.

I was looking for number 17 but Brad ties 16 and 17. Wow! What a way to show me how to follow Your instructions in the meaning of numbers 16-17. What a clue to proceed as per Your will. Quote:

The Numbers Sixteen and Seventeen

The Number Sixteen

The number sixteen appears some 23 times in scripture. For the most part, it refers to the numbers of offspring or the reign of kings. I believe that this number speaks of love and there are a couple of occurrences that I wish to highlight. For example, in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8, there are sixteen things said about love, and of course, this is the famous ‘love’ chapter, even though verses 8-12 are some of the most divisive verses commented on in the ‘church’. The sixteenth time Sha’ul’s name is mentioned in scripture is in Acts 15:25:

The Number Seventeen

Victory and resurrection and rest. It is clear to all that call on the name of Yahshua that His resurrection was victory for all and the beginning of our rest in Him.

The Numbers Of Offspring Or The Reign Of Kings …

Friday, April 17, 2020 at 11:15 am.

O my Master! clear clue about Your so loved world. You did not come to condemn the world.

  • Instead You came to save it. For sure the Number 16 speaks of Your passionate love for Your creation.

Victory And Resurrection And Rest …

It comes when You reveal to each one of us that we are Royalty—Kings and Priests, quote:

1 Peter 2:9
9  But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a dedicated nation, [the Almighty’s] own purchased, special people, that you may set forth the wonderful deeds and display the virtues and perfections of Him Who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light. [Exo 19:5-6]

  • But! Up to the day of Your revelation we are the ‘Lost Sheep of Isarael’ unbeknown to most of us.

But How Are You Working The Whole Shebang Of Your So Loved World? …

Friday, April 17, 2020 at 10:07 pm.

O my Master! I’m frightened! The silence from my children plus Ahmad’s absence is taking its toll on me. Coupled with the reading of Revelations from chpater 6 to 22 plus the dream I just dreamed? Frightening!

  • The dream was kind of vague. It seems that we were chatting in a room. Suddenly! We got news that my dead mom was detained for questioning at the airport. Then, there were several people mingling around and my Robin was standing dressed in black, I asked if she had heard? She answered, “only an hour ago.” I woke up.
  • Ahmad promised to visit today. All day long I waited for his visit in vain. At 4:35 pm I hear thunder. Closed and unplug computer. Went to bed. Slept for a couple of hours. Had that dream. I got up but then went back to bed. I wept for my children and for Ahmad.
  • Still hoping for Ahmad to show up. Maybe I dozed off. I just laid there weeping. After a while his young son came in with food. No Ahmad. No call. Such disapointment! I did not ask anything. I did not even get out of bed.
  • After a while it came to me look up for the meaning of someone dressed in black. The meaning that I found frigntened me some more.
  • I wanted to talk to someone for comfort. Then I said, “I don’t need to talk to anyone. I need to talk to You.”

O My Master! You Alone Are The One To Comfort Me …

Friday, April 17, 2020 at 11:17 pm.

This 17th day of April is ending. Recording on the 11:17 hour and minutes. The Number Eleven: Disorder and Judgment. The Number Seventeen Victory and resurrection and rest.

What Comfort! Yes! It’s Disorder And Judgment Time, But! …

Victory and resurrection and rest comes next! Wow! In one hour’s time the evil element shall be eliminated giving way for Your so loved world to return to You.

  • One hour? That’s the meaning of Robin dressed in black: meaning the judgements shall be eliminated in one hour’s time.
  • Indeed! Your judgements are frightening, but! Those judgements are for the noblest of purpose, and?
  • They are warnings not final judgement. They are temporal but crucial for our eternal life.

We Coming Now To A New Day Exactly At Twelve Or Midnight …

Saturday, April 18, 2020 at 12:00 am.

What will it be? You are preparing us to repent of our good lives for a better one. This is the 18th day of the 4th month. Meaning?

  • The number eighteen: the idea of bondage …
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World
  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.

So? That’s How You Are Working The Whole Shebang Of Your So Loved World! …

Saturday, April 18, 2020 at 6:08 am.

Amazing how You are using the dates in the journal of my life as the steppingstones into the future now already taking place.

O My Master! What’s Happening Right Now? …

Saturday, April 18, 2020 at 7:14 am.

Wow! My soul is leaping with joy. I am like a calf released from her stall. The meaning of the last three numbers in the date?

  • Three times 7 or the Number Seven standing for Completeness and Rest.
  • It just blew me away! I been reading an article written by Benjamin Perks titled, “Because I Grew Up In An Orphanage”.
  • I wrote a comment about it. Then I came back to the journal to record. I noticed the 14 in the minutes. I checked it out. Wow! Quote:

The Number Fourteen

The number ’14’ is a multiple of seven, and for that reason alone, we should be sensitive to its appearance. This number speaks of salvation, for it is the 14th of Aviv that the passover lamb is to be killed.

  • Now? The number 7 stands for Completeness and Rest. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • The number 14 speaks of Salvation or Redemption.
  • Salvation or Redemption of what? The so loved world! Quote:

John 3:16-19 AMPC+

For The Almighty so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.

For The Almighty did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.

He who believes in Him [who clings to, trusts in, relies on Him] is not judged [he who trusts in Him never comes up for judgment; for him there is no rejection, no condemnation–he incurs no damnation]; but he who does not believe (cleave to, rely on, trust in Him) is judged already [he has already been convicted and has already received his sentence] because he has not believed in and trusted in the name of the only begotten Son of The Almighty . [He is condemned for refusing to let his trust rest in Messiah’s name.]

The [basis of the] judgment (indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground for the sentence) lies in this: the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works (deeds) were evil. [Isa 5:20]

The Comment:

Amazing how the Creator is bringing us all back to Him. I was born stigmatized as a bastard. The scars from that stigma are now just scars that remind me of the immensity of our Creator’s love and mercy to bind and heal my broken heart, but! I had to go to the process of transformation.

All of that is now coming to light on this 2020 so very especial year. Even so? Suffering is inevitable, but! Suffering is the annointing oil to heal us all. So glad for your follow because your following this post is part of a response from my Heavenly Father to comfort me at this crucial time of our lives.

His banner over us all is love. Pure as liquid gold His passionate love for His creation despite all stigmas and misconceived ideas of His Being is now coming to light big time! I will post the matter as soon as I finish articulating what happen in the last couple of days since I posted last.

His love in my heart for all. Keep in touch. Harmony is at the door! 🙂

Putting It All Into Your Perspective My Master …

Saturday, April 18, 2020 at 9:18 am.

In Your perspective I have come to realized that all that worse thinking of mine about others is the reality of what goes on in the human mind of all humans, but!

  • We don’t want to admit such reality because it is utterly painful to admit our own wickedness.
  • Even so? Once we admit such reality, we open Your hand of mercy to empower us with repentance.
  • And that’s what’s happening to me in the last couple of days since I posted last.
  • You have convicted me on the grounds of self-condemnation for the evil that is done to me and I done to others in the past.
  • Wow! No wonder why My soul is leaping with joy. I feel like a calf released from the stall—the stall of my self-condenmnation.

That’s The Way You Continue To Work In My Life For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World! …

So Your so loved world might be saved! Wow! What a revelation! Enough incentive to go on and on despite my own wicked self!

  • For I owe nothing to my wicked self comprised in the human mind of mine
  • Your Spirit leads me to die daily to the mandates of that human mind.
  • So it’s written in Romans 8.

Further Reading On The Opportunity Of Time At Home:

Isaiah 30:18 AMPC+

18  And therefore the Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Master is the Almighty of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]! [Joh 14:3, Joh 14:27; 2Co 12:9; Heb 12:2; 1Jn 3:16; Rev 3:5]

Romans 8:19

For [even the whole] creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for The Almighty ‘s sons to be made known [waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship].

Ezekiel 11:19

Isaiah 29:22-24

Revelation 21:4

Isa 25:8; Isa 35:10

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

COVID-19? Great Opportunity! …

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No. Not Positive Thinking Or Any Positives In This World. What Then? Reality! …

 

The Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. Isaiah 30:18. For [even the whole] creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for God’s sons to be made known [waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship]. Romans 8:19 And I will give them one heart [a new heart] and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony [unnaturally hardened] heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh [sensitive and responsive to the touch of their God], Ezekiel 11:19 O the immensely of His passionate love for His creation–the whole world! HalleluYah!

Why Didn’t I Think Of That Before? …

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:05 pm.

Reality? The Creator’s Reality far from anything the human’s imagination can conceive.

  • O well! Me? I been in the loliland of my own deluded imaginations about all things pertaining to life and truth.
  • O my Master! That’s the honest truth You had me record in all my writings.

His Kingdom Down On Earth? …

Goodness sake! Isn’t that what is prayed and prayed and prayed for without ceasing? But then?

  • We have fabricated this idea of going to a heaven up there somewhere like a diamond on the sky with the stars.
  • Talking about silliness? Who is going to inhabit that Kingdom on the earth that we been praying for?
  • We just don’t make sense at all!
  • We are confused and oblivious about our confusion. But!

O My Master! You Know All About It, And …?

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:31 pm.

It does not ruffle Your feathers. So? I am not going to let it all ruffle my own feathers.

  • It’s the time of the day that my body wants to get underneath Your everlasting arms under Your protecting feathers.
  • Don’t look like anyone is coming. Bed it is for me. 4:33 pm.

Again! Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But!

Honestly? Like I stated in the previous post, this is something I am just now waking up to.

  • Everything I learned from reading and interpreting the written words with my own understanding plus the understanding of what I thought to be inspired teachers was wrong.

Master? I Cannot Continue To Allow My Imaginations Run Wild. But! …

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 12:19 pm.

You know I sense something is amidst disturbing me. I have not seen Ahmad for a week now. I don’t want Ahmad’s or anyone’s behavior to affect me, but it does. Help me, my Master!

  • I don’t think a visit or call from Ahmad now would make any difference.
  • I sense You are teaching me a lesson, but I have yet to figure out what is it that I am to learn.
  • Perhaps I am trying to act instead of being myself because I fear to cause Ahmad harm.
  • Perhaps I fear to lose the computer and I won’t have any way to communicate with my family or with anyone else.
  • What is my problem, my Master?
  • I wait on You.

O Well! I Finally Got Me A Crying Spell …

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Anger? Loneliness? Nobody loves me? O my Master! You know I needed to cry. Why? The doings of people affect me whether I care to ignore it or not. But! You got me through again.

  1. I felt anger towards Ahmad
  2. I felt neither he nor my own children love me.
  3. I felt anger because they said how much they love me but when it comes to physical fellowship? Nobody has the time to give to me.
  4. I began to feel my anger was towards You for not giving us what You have promised to give.
  5. I asked You to forgive me even when I know that You have repeatedly told me that regardless my feelings and thoughts of despair You will do as You have promised me to do.
  6. Suddenly! It came to mind: What merit will it be for Ahmad to fellowship with me in the future when You give him money and means to be what You call him to be? No merit.
  7. If he does not care to fellowship now when I most need it? In the future it will be the same even if he has money and means to be what You call him to be.

Wow! Your Wisdom Prevailed Again! …

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 6:20 pm.

Master? I have no right to judge Ahmad nor anyone else. But You know that I am human easily forgetting to let go, to be still, to wait while You are at work.

  • Even so? You are in control of every minute detail in my life.
  • You don’t leave at the mercy of my imaginations.
  • You bring me back to let go, be still, wait, I am at work.
  • No worries. All well with my soul again.
  • I’m ready for a cup of coffee in Your Presence.

I Am So Blessed! The Minute You Bring Me To My Senses …?

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 11:29 pm.

Exactly, the minute Your wisdom prevails? That’s the minute You bless me with another clue on the work You are doing in Ahmad’s heart.

  • I drank my coffee and enjoyed it. Went to bed 7:29 pm. Peace. Got comfortable. Sleep. Woke up. I heard the familiar ‘hello’.
  • I didn’t get out of bed. I motion for him to sit on my chair and begin to talk.

The Clue. After Much Wrangling On Hearing He Had To Work …?

On and on the wrangling went on. Finally, he asked to fix some coffee. I needed to get out of bed anyhow. Coffee fixed. I told him to pull his chair close to my chair. I read to him how You got me out of my fit of anger.

He listened carefully. Then? He asked me not to get angry, but he had lied to me. He had told me he just could not stay home. He had to work. So, he went to work but not for money like he told me.

  • He works for free in a food place packing boxes of food for the needy.
  • What? You mean volunteer work? O Ahmad! You just don’t understand me at all! Why would I get angry for you doing the right thing to do?
  • But what a clue!
  • That’s exactly how You are preparing him for what You call him to be.
  • We then talked about how that’s what the future shall be about.
  • Unlimited ammount of money shall come to him to enable him to buy and repair buildings to plant our own food because there won’t be any markets to buy food.
  • In the meantime, he is to prepare the people to get off of the commercial mind set, but!
  • Mainly he is to begin with his family talking to them to turn their eyes to You and Your plan of salvation.

O My Master! Deliver Me From Figuring Anything About This Matter …

When and how shall all of this to happen? That’s all in Your timing and at Your discretion. I don’t want to build castles in the air. I want my heart and mind always set on You.

A New Day To Rejoice In Your Presence Regardless! …

Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 12:53 am.

I’ll head for bed to wait on You. Slept soundly. Long dream of the King coming to visit me. Much shared between the King and myself.

The Dream Went On And On Ending With The Spilled Food …

Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 6:55 am.

  • I think he asked for me to cook my favorite food. I cooked a gumbo soup, but I didn’t see myself cooking or eating it. Instead the King treated me as his ally of some kind sharing his most intimate’s concerns.
  • He disappered for a moment then I saw him smoking alone not wanting his smoking to harm anyone. I came to him, he asked me to take a walk with him at the beach.
  • Next it was time for him to depart. His people lifted the tray with the gumbo soup and accidentally tilted it and the gumbo was spilled. I woke up thinking that I needed to cook it again for him.

O My Master! What Is The Meaning Of All Of This? …

Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 8:43 am.

My main concern was about the spilled food. I searched for the meaning of King. I pretty much caught the drift about the King’s meaning. Quote:

If the king speaks to someone in a dream, it means honor, fame, wealth after poverty, release from jail, expansion of one’s business, or victory over one’s enemy.

Then the meaning for spilled food.

Dream about spilled food is a signal for spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness. You are feeling overwhelmed and that you are at the mercy of another. You will or have achieve power and courage. Your dream is a symbol for continuity, longevity, good health and immortality. You are achieving a higher level of understanding.

Now For Your Interpretation I Need To Hear From You …?

Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 1:04 pm.

“Hello, my precious thiaBasilia, My message in your dream is a confirmation of your discussion as you discovered Ahmad standing in My will for him to work for free insteaad of working to support his family.

Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Really, really, I am at work for My so loved world along with you and Ahmad’s maximum good.

So far, I have prepared both you for the position each of you are to hold in the near future.

Ahmad with My authority as that of a King to turn this area into a source of food and habitat during great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].

As I empower Ahmad with My authority, he will be able to turn the eyes of his people to My plan of salvation that all written words may be fulfilled.

Your position? As his ally to support and comfort him as the mother relationship I have developed between the two of you. That’s been My purpose to instill in you the love of a mother for Ahmad.

On the meaning of the gumbo spilled and you waking up thinking that you needed to cook it again for him.

The truth? The interpretation above is correct, it’s what has been and continue to be the truth about both of you. That’s the meaning of your thinking of cooking the food again; for it is necessary to keep the continuity of My purpose for both of Your lives. The signal is clear in such interpretation.

‘Dream about spilled food is a signal for spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness. You are feeling overwhelmed and that you are at the mercy of another. You will or have achieve power and courage. Your dream is a symbol for continuity, longevity, good health and immortality. You are achieving a higher level of understanding.’

This is not a dream to exalt either of you above the rest of My children. On the contrary, as I develop the final stage of this last generation on this 2020 year, the rest of My children along with My so loved world will witness the virtue of humility I have ingrained in your souls, and?

Such sight shall turn My so loved world back to Me.

Questions Remain. No Heaven? Kingdom On Earth? World Saved? Confused! Oblivious To It! …

For the Scriptures are a mystery that can only be interpreted by the Spirit of the original Author of such on His time and at His own discretion.

  • Such amazing words simply do not fit into the human mind.
  • But we humans create our own deities as we read those words with our natural understanding.
  • Then? We spend our lives confused, oblivious to see
  • our beliefs and traditions are the root for our lives’ sufferings.

“Where Are We? This Is A Different Jungle” Mused The Tigers …

Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 10:00 am.

“It looks like a better way to get along in the world’s jungle. Hooray!” Said the tiger in the graphic. Been working on the graphic to illustrate this post all day.

Master? Day By Day You Are Toughening Me Out …?

Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 6:37 pm.

Another day alone in Your Presence. It’s tough! You know how tough it is for a human being to be alone. But then?

  • There are untold number of people that actually don’t want company, they choose to be alone. Even so?
  • There is a happy medium. The answer to loneliness, illnesses of all kinds, misunderstandings, and all inharnonious circumstances in our lives shall be harmony.

·Happiness? NOT Now. Eternal Happiness? The Future For Sure Anyhow!

  • It’s the year to prepare!
  • Not waste the time in this world’s happiness snare.
  • Worldly success must recess!
  • The tinsel of this world’s hapiness is not gold at all!
  • The Mighty One Creator of all in existence is now more than ever persistent!
  • He is lifting Himself up to be gracious to us riders of our own willful ways.
  • Are you a homosexual-a bisexual-a prostitue-a drunkard-an atheist-a scoffer, a religious church goer one,-a successful entrepreneur, a homeless destitute one, a mentally insane in this world’s record?
  • TAKE HEART!
  • A NEW HEART IN WHOLE NOT IN PART
  • ON THIS YEAR TO US ALL THE MIGHTY CREATOR SHALL IMPART! (Ezekiel 11:19 – Isaiah 29:22-24 – Revelation 21:4)
  • All inharmonious coming into harmony to my delight and encouragement …
  • Enlightenment abundant to abolish confusion and delusion.
  • That’s the fact to be exact.
  • It’s written.

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Why Covid-19: Me? Haven’t Got The Slightest! Not My Two Cents Worth. But! …

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There Is An Ever Existent One Who Knows All About All—For HIM I Record The Most Crucial Information To Benefit Whomever For Sure …

This is not about religion of any kind. It’s about hidden or misinterpreted truth and life written not only in the Bible but in many other ancient manuscripts and books little known until now. It’s all coming to light on this appointed year of 2020. Not my idea or prediction. It’s written. Check it out for starters in the Bible: Revelation 19 to 21. Amazing! 🙂

Believe It Or Not, Somehow, The Covid-19: Shall Serve The Noblest Of Purposes For Humankind …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 2:36 am.

Honestly? This is something I am just now waking up to. Everything I learned from reading and interpreting the written words with my own understanding plus the understanding of what I thought to be inspired teachers was wrong.

  • The truth? Even now that I am just beginning to see the truth about the written words by the Author of such, I still don’t fully understand such truth.
  • For the Scriptures are a mystery that can only be interpreted by the Spirit of the original Author of such on His time and at His own discretion.
  • Such amazing words simply do not fit into the human mind.
  • But we humans create our own deities as we read those words with our natural understanding.
  • Then? We spend our lives suffering with our beliefs and traditions. Even so?

No Regrets. No Blaming Game. Only Gladness And Relief …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 6:57 am.

Indeed! I am a human being. As a human being I suffer from delusions about the amazing written words, but the reality of truth, life, and eternity though dormant, has been within me all the time.

  • And so it is with other human beigns.
  • The Almighty Creator Author of those words speaks to me and to many others beside me through dreams and visions as it’s written.
  • In the last two dreams He has revealed to me how the COVID-19 is part of His final plan to save the whole world.
  • That’s what this post is all about.

O My Master! What Is This That I Am Feeling?

Wednesday, April 8, 2020 at 7:23 am.

It’s not just emotional excitement. It’s not just feeling. For sure it’s something so immense beyond words to describe. It’s so vividly imprinted in my soul. What is Your message in my dream?

  • In the corridor of an old house were standing 12 brothers weeping ready for the probate of their father’s will. There were 12 mason jars filled with honey. The executor appeared. He moved some sort of cabinet. He placed it in front of him apparently to use as his platform to administer the will. I woke up.

O My Master—My Beloved Father! I Wait On You …

Thursday, April 9, 2020 at 5:47 am.

Well? O my Master! you know that I waited all day and night yesterday to hear from You, but! You gave me no direct answer except to work on the graphic before I published the post.

Master? I Am Still Waiting …?

I sense the solemnity of the moment. Your wisdom calls me to wait on You however long I must wait for Your clear direction in all that I do.

Wow! Another Amazing Clue! Your Final Plan Shall Soon Be Displayed. I Wait …?

Thursday, April 9, 2020 at 9:58 am.

Another dream or was it a vision? Somewhere, perhaps at a beach, a strapling young man rushed to embrace me lifting me up to his mouth to passionately kiss me while exclaiming loud and clear: “I give it all for what you do to me!” Next?

My father and family were outdoors somewhere like the front of a country house. I was looking from a hill close by. Suddenly! The young man appeared in a dazzling horse. He extended his hand towards my father, saying, “Here is the $12000.00 required for your daughter’s hand!”

My father said I was not for sale. Next? Ahmad was on the escene not knowing or understanding what to do in the situation. I came down from the hill. I said, “You need an interpreter, that’s your costum not ours.” And I woke up.

I Am Now Awake Indeed! …

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 3:32 am.

O my Master! You have had me to notice the numbers in the dates of the last few days, why? Well, You are now to reveal to me that ‘Why’?’

Why This Matter Of Numbers And Dates Is So Important To You …?

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 3:52 am.

This matter is so important that from the beginning of Your command to me to journal my life You compelled me to record the date and time for steppingstones into my future.

  • That was 1987. I have faithfully obeyed You. Now in 2020 You are displaying this amazing future already coming to pass in the numbers of the date and time I been recording such matter.

Not Only Numbers But Dreams And Visions So Important As Well …

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 4:17 am.

For years as well, You have had me to record the dreams and visions with Your interpretation of such. Now, in 2020 You are displaying to me as in a film strip Your reason to compel me to record it all.

Your Reason? A Practical Way To Reveal The Mystery Of Yourself …?

A practical way? Well? I see Your practicality. What better way to reveal Yourself than this child/woman that I am for all matters and purposes? No kidding, the best part?

  • I really amuse You with my child like attitude to the things that are so important to grown ups.
  • Sitting at my desk I am supposed to know all there is about my receptionist/secretary/or whatever job I am there for, but! My mind?
  • Not there at all! I am just a child resting underneath Your everlasting arms. You are plesed. Suddenly? My boss asks, “Where is the file for xx transaction?” I quickly reply, “I haven’t got the slightest!”
  • Back to my computer training still in force. The instructor wanted to know how was it going at my work? I quickly replied, “Well? I haven’t got the slightest! That’s what I told my boss about a file he asked for and he didn’t seem to mind.”
  • “WHAT? You don’t tell that to your boss, you are to go to the file cabinet and start looking for that file.” “OK I’ll do that next time.”
  • Hum! Next time comes along. This child that I am is up there with her Heavenly Father. Along comes anyone to ask whatever worldly task I’m supposed to know. My answer? “I haven’t got the slightest!”
  • And my Heavenly Father laughs.
  • Honest to goodness! People are so concerned with wordly things. It’s a crime to live out of this world. So? I guess I am a criminal, but!
  • O my Master! I do amuse You.with my child like attitude. Even so?
  • There comes the time when You call me to be a woman of courage.
  • You call me to the wicked and the righteous that they are both evil.
  • “O but Master they’ll kill me!”
  • “Would you obey Me even it means to lose your life?”
  • “You see my Master? They almost killed me!”
  • “But they didn’t My precious child, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Your obedience delights My Being.
  • My delight in your obedience is Your strength.”
  • And so I go on and on.
  • Sometimes a child, sometimes a woman, most of the time, a child.
  • “O well! what about the numbers and visions and dreams, my Master?”

Numbers – Gematria—The Design Of Scripture By Brad Scott …

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 7:57 am.

“My Precious thiaBasilia, child of My heart, It’s time for you to quote what I have inspired about numbers to My servant Brad Scott. From there I will give you further information about your dreams. Quote:

The Design of Scripture

Introduction

We are going to study several aspects of the use of numbers in scripture. Each lesson will address one or more numbers. We are going to talk about each number assignment to a consonant, the overall meaning of each number, and its most common application and association throughout scripture. I hope to show that the reason why the creation is mathematically designed, is because the Word that created it is mathematically designed. In the words of E.W. Bullinger: “As He is perfect, so His works and His words must also be perfect. And when we see number used, not by chance, but by design; not at haphazard, but with significance; then we see not so many works and words, but the Living God working and speaking.”

When we peer into His perfect design, we see and experience a deeper understanding of our perfect Designer. The magnificent perfection of His creation is seen even more clearly today, as we can now peek into powerful microscopes to capture a glimpse of His blueprints. We can actually view today some of what was spoken as words and given to His prophets some 6,000 years ago. The extraordinary perfection of DNA, and the intricate detailed structure of the so-called simple cell. The designed dance of the sperm and the egg, and the mathematical pattern of a snowflake makes it so obvious that all this tiny architecture requires an architect. Those of you who are reading this teaching are making use of a complex visual wonderland that is being produced by designed mathematical sequences of two numbers, zero and one. When you step outside your door and gaze upon a skyscraper, or even your local post office, you are seeing with your eyes something that began with numbers. When you look at magnificent structures you do not see numbers, but they are there. When Iyov said “… in my flesh shall I see God” (Iyov 19:26) was he just referring prophectically to the resurrection? Or should we perhaps take him literally? When man looks into the inner workings of our bodies, does he witness the awesome design of an omniscient God?

Most of us probably take the idea of the use of numbers in our everyday life for granted. As I have already mentioned, numbers and combinations of certain numbers are what begins the process of the great things that we build. Everything is measured, and not only that, but all those who participate in a building project must all agree on the system of measurement. The same is true with time. We mark time with numbers, and there must also be a spirit of agreement and cooperation with the numbers we use to keep track of time. We use numbers to tell us how fast we can drive or how fast we are going. We use numbers to determine how successful or unsuccessful something was, i.e., the score of a ballgame, the attendance of a movie, or how fast someone ran. Many cultures put a great deal of faith in lucky numbers or sacred numbers. We use numbers to call someone on the telephone, or to find the location of a television show. Numbers are used to help us get from one place to the next, such as a highway sign or a flight number. We use numbers to determine the population of towns or the altitude of something. Obviously, numbers are used to gauge our financial status or to determine profit and loss in business, or how much oil and gas to put in our cars. All right, enough already, you have made your point. Numbers are important in all cultures, everywhere on the planet. No one escapes the need to use numbers. So I would ask you to consider one of Newton’s laws. Every cause is equal to or greater than it’s effect. If numbers play such an important role in creation (the effect), how much more would they mean with the Creator (the Cause)? End of quote.

About Your Last Two Dreams And COVID-19 …

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 4:57 pm.

Let’s see, the prominent features in the dreams? The Number Twelve is prevalent in both dreams, but there are other features listed in the table below.

O My Master! All Day You Have Sent Me The Information To Begin To Discepher It All. I Wait …

Friday, April 10, 2020 at 5:16 pm.

I am bubling up with excitement with all that You are putting together in my mind and heart. This a matter to last me until the time of Your disceretion comes for it all to settle in my mind and heart.

The weeping of the brothers. Sorrow under affliction
Twelve mason jars filled with honey. Repentance and rewards
The corridor The place to probate the inheritance
The passionate kiss. The Almighty’s passionate love for His creation.
The father and family. The Bride
The kisser dashing in on a swift horse with exteded hand holding $12000.00 Number Twelve
He says to the father, “the require ammount for your daughter!” Middle East Custom
The father says, my daughter is not for sale. Unheard in the Western World
The confused Ahmad with the whole escene. Your discussion of your dream with Ahmad.
Me coming down from the hill to inform Ahmad that he needs an interpreter. Your realization that Ahmad was confused, lacking understanding of your dream.
I said, Our customs are not like your costums. The long discussion about marriage that developed between Ahmad and you.

Master? Why The Daughter Is Not For Sale In My Dream? …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 12:08 am.

“My precious thiaBasilia, notice the numbers on the date at this precise moment that you ask of Me such question. Let’s begin with the meaning of numbers.

The numbers on the date at this precise moment: Saturday stands for 7. April stands for 4. 2020 stands for the multiplication of 10×2 twice. At the hour of 12:08. Quote:

 

The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest We now come to the most prolific and ubiquitous number in scripture. There is much to be written about the number seven and it’s occurrances, which are too numerous to mention here, not assuming that ‘all’ have been discovered. There is almost universal agreement as to the meaning of this number, and it’s etymological root testifies of this. It speaks of completeness and rest, so it is no wonder that this number appears 54 times in the last book of scripture. YHVH does marvelous things in the earth with this number. The 7th word of scripture is ‘eretz, or the ‘earth’, and this word winds up the initial creation with 7 words. All material, visible and invisible, was created in the beginning, followed by the fall of Lucifer and chaos, and then the 7 days of making, forming, calling, letting be, and seeing were begun. This was complete on the 7th day. However, the 7th day was not declared tov, or good, which also means to be complete. This was done in anticipation of the fall of man, from which the 7 days would begin again, each day representing a thousand years according to several prophecies in scripture. Man, after 6 thousand years on earth, will once again see the final Sabbath in the last thousand years or the 7th millenium.

Man was created on the 6th day and is represented in his nature by the number 6. There is only one (1) thing that stands between man (6) and completeness (7), and that is the (1) one God Himself. In the same way the complete (7) Word of God had to set aside His glory (1) in order to take upon the flesh of man (6). Either way, man always falls short.

From the beginning, the number 7 has represented God’s completed acts.

The Number Four – Creation and the World All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth. We first see this in the 4th word in the beginning, the aleph-tav. The fourth word in the book of B’reshith is not translated into the English. In the Hebrew it is simply the first and last letters of the Hebrew aleph-bet. It appears hundreds of times in the Tenakh as a grammatical form called the sign of the direct object. But when it is used as a distinct part of Hebrew grammar it is seen followed by a maqqef, or what would be called a hyphen in the English. It is only seen a hand full of times as standing alone. At any rate, it still points to the creation as being the direct object of the Creator, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End, the Alpha and the Omega. The fourth word speaks of the creation and the Creator who accomplished this by His Word. All that was needed to restore the creation in the next 20 verses was created in the first verse. This is why there is no mention of creating from verse one through verse twenty-one.
The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning. Some have concluded that this number represents the start of that which has not previously existed, or a celebration of that which is obsolete and dissolved, but this is not the case at all. That position fits very well into Hellenistic, western thinking, but is antithetical to Hebrew thinking or biblical thought patterns.

 

The number ‘8’ speaks clearly of the beginning of another cycle, which is the pattern of scripture. Western thinking is linear, while Eastern thinking is cyclical. Our western culture is steeped in this kind of thinking. History and the advancement of mankind is seen as a line coming from the left, representing the dark, fuzzy, foggy past, extending to the right, representing the dark, fuzzy, foggy future. Standing in the middle is a cross. Therefore, the march of mankind is seen as a series of events coming and going, culminating with qazillions of people going to heaven or going to hell. This perception begins with the children of God seen as primitive ‘Jewish’ wanderers, stumbling through the graceless age of the patriarchs. These Hebrew neanderthals required rules and regulations because of their stubborn, godless nature. Sporting a sensitive digestive system and having a propensity to ‘labor’ their way into heaven, they gladly received the good news of one day off to rest from their constant struggle to please God with their tireless works. But as time marched on God knew that one day the age of grace would come, when His ‘new’ people, the church, like a phoenix, would rise up from the ashes of legalism and no longer require the harsh taskmaster, Torah. This people would be the ultimate expression of a brand new start, a spotless bride that would overshadow the dark, murky past with all of it’s faithless feasts, sabbaths, and ordinances. On the eighth day a new sun, I mean son, would leap from the horizon, wiping the slate clean, dissolving the past, and creating a whole new generation of faithful servants, subject only to their own confessions and creating a whole new mantra: “Free at last, free at last, thank God Almighty, we are free at last!”

The Number Ten  Law, Testing, and Representation

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen. We also have a lot of top ten lists as well. It is as if to say that of all things considered, these are the top ten, and these ten epitomize all the rest.

The number ’10’ in scripture seems to have set the pattern for our top ten lists and countdowns. This number pictures the law, testing, and the summing up of a whole. Obviously the Ten Commandments come to mind when thinking about all the commandments being represented or summed up in the ‘top ten’, so to speak. The Ten Commandments are, after all, things you do, and what sums up good works, at least from God’s point of view.

The Number Eleven  Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.

The Number Twelve  Governing Order and Rulership

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night. 12 signs of the mazzaroth and 360 degree (12×30) orbits. Israel was to be represented by 12 tribes as also there were 12 apostles to sit upon 12 thrones (Mattityahu 19:28). Many juries in our judicial system are made up of 12 jurors.

Now, My Child, Are You Beginning To See The Meaning Of Your Dreams? …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 1:12 am.

What are the numbers on this hour tell you? Let’s see. Quote:

The Number One – Unity The numbers we will be covering at length will be cardinal numbers rather than ordinal numbers. Cardinal numbers are one, two, three, four, etc. Ordinal numbers are first, second, third, fourth, etc. In almost all languages, the cardinal number one represents unity and ‘how many’, and the ordinal numbers represent primacy, order, or pre-eminance. This is particularly important in understanding that YHVH is one, or that ‘Elohiym (God) is one. This will become clearer as we define the word ‘one’ and research it’s use in scripture.

 

One or ‘1’, is unique in the sense that it contains none of the other numbers, but it the source of all the other numbers. Removing it from each number would make each number somewhat less than what it was designed to be. This is one reason (pun intended) that God is one. None of His creation is part of Him per se, for He is spirit, but He is the source of all that there is. When you remove Him from any part of His creation, (perhaps because of sin?) then each part is less than it was designed. God is one, this is clear. He does not need us, but we need Him. Earlier, I stated one of the interpretations of “in my flesh I shall see God”. We see in our own bodies the reason why God is one. We have only one head and one mind. We have two arms to do things two ways, we have two legs to walk different ways, we have two eyes to look two ways, two ears to hear different things, but these things work in harmony when they take their instructions from the one head. This is why His people are called the body and He is called the head (Ephesians 1:22-23). In order to fully understand the oneness of God, we must first define ‘one’.

 

One is the cardinal number in Hebrew and is dominantly represented by the word ‘echad. In the Greek, this word is translated primarily as heis, and its feminine neuter form of mia. Heis and mia are the Greek words, like their Hebrew counterpart, that express the thought of ‘how many’. The Hebrew word rishon and its counterpart, protos, express the thought of primacy, position, or order. Protos is where we get the English word prototype, which means the first or original. It is the word used for order or position. For example, compare the word ‘firstborn’ in Colossians 1:15 with Yochanan 1:1. The word for ‘firstborn’ is prototokos. This word is a word denoting position and pre-eminance and not oneness. This is why we are told that the Word of God (the Messiah) was ‘in the beginning’, denoting His pre-eminance. The word mia, however, is the common everyday term for the idea of ‘how many’. The only violation of this in the Greek text is in the occurrences of the phrase ‘first day of the week’ and in Titus 3:10. First day of the week reads in the Greek as ‘mia ton sabbaton’ or ‘one of the sabbaths’ and not ‘first day of the week’. That, of course, is a subject for another time.

The Number Twelve again. Governing Order and Rulership

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night. 12 signs of the mazzaroth and 360 degree (12×30) orbits. Israel was to be represented by 12 tribes as also there were 12 apostles to sit upon 12 thrones (Mattityahu 19:28). Many juries in our judicial system are made up of 12 jurors.

Sumarizing The Meaning Of Your Last Two Dreams …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 1:42 am.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? From the last post, Covid-19: Resolute For The Absolute Posted on April 7, 2020 at 4:01 pm by thiaBasilia I have given to you to get involved with the Covid-19 crisis, why?

Let’s Go Now To The Meaning Of Your Dreams …?

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 8:16 am.

“My child, I have been revealing Myself to you for many years, but! since 2008 before I brought you out of the USA, I spoke to you in the most specific dreams about who you are. Let’s now quote those dreams. Quote:

DREAMS AND REVELATION

Monday, April 21, 2008 (4:22am)

Amazing! Father! You are amazing! Who can figure You out? Yet, You choose to reveal Yourself to whomever You will! HalleluYah! You have chosen to reveal Yourself to me on the last few weeks like never before!

Amazing! Like that day in June 20, 1985 I am flabbergasted at the sight of Your Majesty! Sleep has evaded me for most of the night.

And when You induced sleep to me You showed me certain symbolic things which I yet have to receive the revelation of what they mean.

I spent the whole day yesterday and most of the night deep in all the Scriptures and writings that You quickened to me.

I didn’t have much time to commiserate about the absence of my friends. I was attacked by evil thoughts of self-condemnation but, You gave me the weapons to overcome them with Your Word.

The last writing You quickened me to read has stunned my mind immensely! I can hardly believe how bountifully You have answered my request I made on Shabbat when I prayed,

“Show me the way my Father, reveal Yourself plainly to me this special day. You always honor my request.”

On that day You spoke to me words of encouragement and instruction for the journey I am about to embarq. From there on I proceeded to immerse myself in the Scriptures ending last night by reading this most revealing writing on LAZARUS AND THE RICH MAN.

It blew my mind! I am stunned with what You have revealed to me through this writing! Here are some of the revelations You have given to me in dreams in between all of these readings.

  1. Either I dreamed or had a vision: I was in some kind of terminal, like an airport terminal and I saw, read or said, I don’t know, but, it spelled in capital letters, “I am Rachel”.
  2. Then a couple hours ago: I saw my second husband handing me a check for $129.00 to give to Irene for the white shoes and a shiny car key in a leather key chain and I said, “what white shoes?” and holding the key, “what is this?” and I woke up.
  3. Then back on March 24, 2008 I had the first of these series of revelations from You, this is what happened as I wrote to Roxana in an email,
  4. This is strange but, I’ve been up as usual since 3 am, all of a sudden ‘bout 7 I got unusually drowsy and I went back under my covers. I immediately went into a sort of a dream: I was traveling with you I think in a bus and when we got there you got out of the bus and rushed ahead of me and I lost track of you but I kept walking towards this hotel you had gone in, there was a lot of people going and coming and I was just trudging along towards the hotel. I think I talked to a couple but I don’t remember what was said. All I remember is coming in through the revolving doors and going into the reception room in right as I came in. There was some kind of buffet going, nice set up and the hostess inviting everybody to help themselves. I kept looking for you and finally I spotted you dismissing a group of children. It seems like it was some kind of Christian conference and you were involved in the set up. Anyhow you told me of all the problems you were all having because key people had not shown up and you were stuck with a lot to do. I said, can I help you? But right at that moment that I asked you if I could help, there was this very neat lady, dark complexion, dark short hair, wearing a teal color nice outfit, carrying papers on a clip board evidently somebody in the administration of the outfit to whom you had to give account and she nodded her head to say “no” to my help offer. So, I said, I take it I can’t help you. Then we walked around and again I spotted the same lady, with her papers by the side of a truck, kind of checking up things in her papers and I walked over to her and I said, “hey, I am not offended by your rejection!” She looked at me in a strange way but didn’t said a thing and I walked away from her very happy and actually laughing and I woke up. Having got the slightest what was that all about? Can you make anything out of it?
  5. And the next day, same situation, I dreamed again, Father as You know I had another strange dream this morning.
  6. Same situation as yesterday, about 7 am I got really drowsy and I went to bed. I started dreaming right away. I was in a sidewalk gathering of people, whether it was in Victoria TX or Wilmington NC or Algiers LA I don’t know. All I remember is being there when this heavy-set fellow arrived and I recognized him as an old neighbor but I don’t recall where or anything about him other than his face and his name, I exclaimed: Robert! And he came towards me and hugged me. Then he proceeded to put me up to date about his wife Mary and all that she was up to, in the meantime I stuck my hand in my pants pocket and pulled all kinds of things out, one thing was an ear ring that I used to wear all the time when I used to wear jewerely, and when I pulled that ear ring, Robert exclaimed, I got the other ear ring, and he gave it to me and I woke up!
  7. This time I called Roxana and immediately she told me, “well, earrings got to do with your hearing, perhaps you had lost your hearing and now you have found it!”
  • Amazing! And how fitting is that interpretation for what is happening to me, how You, my Father have opened my ears afresh and are opening the Scriptures to me like never before.

 

DREAM SYMBOLS

Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament

Wife: See also Bride and Marriage: Israel; the wife herself; joined together; submission; Bride of Christ; Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; miraculous transformation. (Ephesians 5: 23-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev. 19: 7-9, 20-22; 21: 8; John 21-10; Is. 62: 5; Ez. 16: 8-14; 1 Corinthians 7:33; Gal. 4: 24)

Bride: See also Wife, Marriage and Groom: Covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; mi raculous  transformation. (Ephesians 5: 31-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev. 19: 7-9; 20-22; John 21-10; Is. 62: 5)

One hundred and Twenty: Start of life in the Spirit; end of flesh life. (Acts 1: 5; 2 Chron. 3: 4; 5: 12; Gen. 6: 3; Du. 34: 7)

Nine: Fruit of the Spirit; gifts of the Spirit; finality; harvest; fullness of development. (Matt. 27: 45; Judges 4: 1-3; Gal. 5: 22-23; 1 Cor. 12: 4-11)

Feet: See also Shoes or Sandals: Walk in Spirit; ways; the way you walk, is the way you think; behavior; formal possession; offense; one’s heart attitude; stubborn when still; messenger of God; humble walk; lowly stance. (Ex. 3: 5; 24: 10; Gal. 2: 14; Rev. 1: 15; Ps. 35: 15; 40: 2; 1 Sam. 2: 9 Eph. 6: 15; Rom. 10: 15; 16: 20; Heb. 12: 13, 15; Prov. 25: 19; Acts 9: 5; 2 Chron. 16: 10, 12; 1 Tim. 5: 10; Luke 7: 44)

Foot: Basic beliefs. Direction in life. You should mend your ways in life otherwise you will suffer from your foolishness.

Boots: Power of movement. Vigor. Small amount of good business. White: Purity that dispels the darkness; righteousness; God’s majesty; blameless; washed white by the blood; redeemed; God’s glory; white is associated with light and the new heavens and earth; victory; completion; can also be purely evil. (Rev. 1: 14; 2: 17, 3: 4; 6: 2, 11; 20: 11; Is. 1: 18; Dan. 7: 9; John 4: 35; Mark 16: 4)

Irene: From the Greek ?????? (Eirene) which meant “peace”.

Keys: Solution. Access. Mystery will be solved. Peace and happiness in the home. Silver: See Colors (Gray). Understanding; knowledge; purity; cleanliness; redemption; idolatry; Words of God; promises of God; worldly knowledge; cleansed and ready for use; very precious to God; used as betrayal; furnace of adversity. (Proverbs 2: 3-4; Ex.

Hotel: Temporary; migratory; socially accepted place to gather; changing church. (Luke 10: 3-31, 33-34)

House: See also Sanctuary, Temple, Tent or Tabernacle: Also Home: The church; or one’s own home; person or family; dwelling place; Tabernacle or Temple of God; the true church; heaven; security or insecurity depending on dream; center of the family or family of God; people in the church are the household of God; our present life and its condition; place to relax and be entertained with ungodly things; people in the church are the members of His household; resting place; place to return to; eternal home or heaven; reference to ones character or reputation; place where evil demonic spirits dwell; the human body or body as an earthly tent; our body as a place for God and His Spirit to live. (Luke 11: 24; 15: 6; 2 Sam. 14: 13-24; Ruth 1: 21; 4: 3; Acts 16: 31, 34; Heb. 3: 6; 3: 10-21; 1 Chron. 17: 5; Judges 11: 34; 19: 9; Acts 16: 34; Gen. 14: 14; 8: 9; 2 Cor. 5: 6; Eph. 2: 19; 3: 17; Ecc. 12: 5; Matt. 12: 44; Luke 11: 25; 2: 4; 2 Corinthians 5: 1-10; Mark 13: 34-35; 2: 1, 4-5; 3: 24; John 14: 1-4, 23; 1: 11; Job 30: 23; 2 Cor. 5; 1; Heb. 10: 21; Ps. 119: 54; 122: 1; Ex. 34: 26;13: 3; Prov. 2: 18; Luke 15: 6; 11: 25; 1 Tim. 5: 4; Is. 65: 10)

Walking: Progress; living in the Spirit; living in sin; the conduct of the dreamer or their lifestyle and actions. (Gal. 5: 16-25; Eph. 4: 17; 1 John 1: 6-7; 2 Cor. 5: 7)

Laughing: Rejoicing; joy of worship and walk with God; sarcasm. (Ps. 59: 8; Job 5: 20; Gen. 18: 11-15; 2 Chron. 30: 10; Prov. 1: 26; 2: 4; 22: 7; 37: 13; 80: 6; 126: 2, 3)

Automobile: Similar to horses, camels, boats, and chariots as well as any and all modes of transporting a person on the ground from place to place, only they are modern day modes; Church or personal ministry; warfare and battles; personal life. (1 Kings 12: 18; 2 Kings 2: 11-12; 10:16; Ps. 104: 3; Acts 8: 28-38; 1 Thess. 2: 18)

Bus: Large group ministry. (1 Kings 12: 18; 2 Kings 2: 11-12; 10:16; Ps. 104: 3; Acts 8: 28-38; 1 Thess. 2: 18)

Church Bus: Ministry in the church on the move.

City Bus: Transport of groups of ministry for the church or the City of God.

School Bus: Youth ministry; teaching ministry.

Tour Bus: Christian sightseers; out, for the fun; watches not doers.

Daughter: Child of God; ministry that is your child in the Spirit; look at similar character traits in yourself; the child herself; prophesy; complacent; dutiful; beautiful; given to lust; ideal. (Ez 16: 44; Joel 2: 28; Proverbs 31: 29; Gen. 19: 30-38; Judges 11: 36-39; Is. 32: 9-11; Ps. 45: 9-13)

Family: See also Father, Mother, Daughter and Son: Church family; or natural family; assembly or team or group that is in covenant together; harmony and oneness; eternal bond; order or disorder; fellowship; relationships. (Eph. 1: 5; 3: 14-15; 5: 23; Gen. 13: 16; Col. 3: 18-21; Matt. 10: 13; Heb. 9: 15; Col. 1: 12; Rev. 22: 3-5; 1 Cor. 11: 3; Rom. 8: 17)

Robert: Means “bright fame”, derived from the Germanic elements hrod “fame” and beraht “bright”

Now is Monday April 21, 2008 (5:13am)

I have been putting together these happenings to compose an email to send to my companions in this journey. I am going to insert in that email the most revealing writing I have read so far, (LAZARUS AND THE RICH MAN.). I don’t know exactly who wrote it but, that’s just the beauty of it, it comes from the Father Himself! Quote:

Excerpt From Lazarus And The Rich Man: Father Of The Faithful

If YHWH cannot accomplish and fulfill His own will, what hope is there for us? It is a gross lack of faith to believe that YHWH will not accomplish His own will. And whatsoever is not of faith is sin.

The reason Abraham is in this parable, is because Abraham is the “father” of the faithful.

Abraham BELIEVED YHWH.

By unbelief are they [the Jews] broken out, yet you stand in faith” (Rom 11:20). Now listen to Paul’s admonition very carefully:

“Be not haughty, but fear” (Ver. 20). YHWH parts to each the measure of faith (Rom. 12:4). Yet most Christians think faith is the one thing, for sure, that they must contribute on their own to be saved. To believe such a thing is not only unscriptural, but vane as well.

All of the haughty arrogance of Christendom would vanish over night if they would just believe and comprehend this one beautiful and profound verse of Scripture:

“Now what have you which you did not obtain? Now if you obtained it also, why are you boasting as though not obtaining?” (I Cor. 4:7).”

We must be thankful that YHWH is calling us (the Gentiles), and to not be haughty.

Does any think that we are special but the cast-off Jews are not? No! The Jews are very special to YHWH. The Rich man asked for “mercy,” and he will yet receive mercy.  “…YHWH is able to graft them in again.” (Rom. 11:24).

“For unregretted are the graces and the calling of YHWH. For even as you once were stubborn toward YHWH, yet now were shown mercy at their stubbornness, thus these also are now stubborn to this mercy of yours, that now they [the “Rich man” and all his descendants–all Israel] may be shown mercy. For YHWH locks up all together in stubbornness, that He should be merciful to all [Jews and Gentiles].

O, the depth of the riches and the wisdom and the knowledge of YHWH!” (Rom. 11:29-33).

YHWH gave Abraham that kind of faith. YHWH gave Eliezer that kind of faith. Faith that doesn’t require substance, evidence, and proof.

Every step of faith that Eliezer took put him that much further from his inheritance. Eliezer’s faith wasn’t in the “visible evidence,” but in YHWH In Abraham’s case the “evidence” (he and his wife’s old age) that YHWH would give them seed, was a faith destroyer. There was nothing in the visible evidence that would have given anyone faith. Abraham’s faith wasn’t in “evidence” but in YHWH.

Children need proof; the mature live by faith.

I am sure that there is much more that can and will be learned and understood regarding this unique parable of Lazarus and the Rich man. However, whatever we teach regarding it must at least stand on solid Scriptures and not contradict.

The real truth of this parable is not nearly as morbid as it may appear at first glance. YHWH has a plan that eventually brings all the Jews and all the Gentiles to salvation.

The very heart of the Gospel is the salvation of the Jews and Gentiles, the salvation of the WHOLE WORLD!

O My Goodness, Master! There! The Complete Meaning Of My Last Two Dreams. WOW! …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 10:20 am.

Ha! Amazing! And You chose this exact moment on the 7th Day of Rest to reveal it to me. And the numbers on the exact hour/minutes? What it ammounts to 10 repeated 3 times, meaning:

The Number Ten

Law, Testing, and Representation

Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the God of Israel. After all, He is indeed the God of Avraham, Yitz’chak, and Ya’akov. Why those three? Why is He not the God of Noach, Mosheh, and Dani’el? Or how about Avraham, Yitz’chak, Ya’akov, and Yoseph or Yehudah? These questions we hope to answer in this study of the number three.

Messiah taught that heavenly things are understood by our belief in the earthly things (Yochanan 3:12). We can begin to see what He means when we see the presence of three in creation. What we see in creation is designed to be easily grasped so that we might be able to glimpse into the unseen world. There are three dimensions to our visible world. Time is represented by past, present and future. There are three persons in grammar, as there are three degrees of quality. In school we learned about solid, liquid and gas, and about the animal, the vegetable, and the mineral kingdoms. The number three is used in a chance to complete something. “I am going to give you to the count of three to … ” Or, “Are you ready? One two, three, Go!” The building blocks of creation are found, according to the voluminous testimony of scripture, in combinations of three letter roots in Hebrew words. Vocals sound their best in three part harmony. End of quote.

And That My Child Completes My Interpretation Of Your Last Two Dreams …

Unbelievable but amazingly true. The best part? O my Master!

  • The very heart of the Gospel is the salvation of the Jews and Gentiles, the salvation of the WHOLE WORLD!

Phew! What A Relief! No More Worried About Who’s Going To Burn In Hell …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 11:49 am.

Nonetheles? O my Master! there are still much weeping to take place. That’s part of the dreams. Suffering must take its course. It is only through suffering that Your people can be reached, but then?

Suffering And Blessing Come And Go. The People’s Reaction? Back Instead Of Forward …

For what You are showing me few are yet responding. All I see is the same rethoric. The same lust for the things of this world. Truth is trampled in the city’s streets, including Jerusalem—the heart of the Creator.

  • The preachers continue preaching the same old preachings with slight slant.
  • The followers are like hypnotized by the preachers.
  • They continue to call evil good and good evil.
  • All religions continue to proselyte.
  • Each claiming to bethe only possesors of the Almighty themselves.
  • Entretaiment and killing time as they wait for the COVID-19 crisis to pass so they can go back to business as usual.
  • The sentiment that we are in You and You in us is much popular among the majority that only think that way but in reality, do not live as they think
  • It does not take a scholar to see the naked truth: The homosexuals and liberals control this world.
  • So? Corruption and self-righteousness go hand in hand.
  • Mind over matter is the thing.
  • Tolerance of evil and immoralilty goes now by Unconditional love
  • All of it enough to loudly weep not just to shed a few tears of emotional remorse, but!
  • Weep and cry for mercy for us all!
  • And O my Master! You have heard our cry …

O The Immensity Of Your Mystrious Being! O The Passionate Love For Your Creation …

Saturday, April 11, 2020 at 3:34 pm.

O my Master! You well know all the wiles of the devil to seduce the whole world. Even so? Nothing and no devil or man can truncate Your passionate love for Your creation as You have revealed to me in those dreams. Quote:

Romans 8:35-39 AMPC+

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter. [Psa 44:22]

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of the Master Creator which is in Yahushua Messiah, our Master. End of quote.

I Used To Think Those Words Were Only For Us Few, But!

You have changed my mind as of now. Nothing is the way I used to think it to be. How or when is this all going to end? That You have not reveal to me or to anyone yet. All I hear is,

Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.

And you wait.

That’s a delight to My Being.”

Here I Am. Been Sleeping All This Time …

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 12:52 am.

I was writing an email to Roxana. I wanted to include the latest entries but could not find how to end those entries. Meantime sleep overtook me somewhere around 5 or 6 pm. Slept on and off until about an hour ago.

  • My life continues to develop in pain and discomfort, but!
  • my Master! Your peace that surpasses all human understanding prevails.
  • I’m complete in You.
  • No need for concern of any kind.
  • Sugar or honey? You point me either way any time of the day.
  • Sleep? Under Your everlasting arms.
  • Your banner over me is love
  • Your love from old pure as liquid gold.
  • Chores to be done?
  • The care for myself despite the pain, winter, and the pitiful surroundings?
  • Just snip! No need to quit.
  • For sure Your strenght to me well equip!
  • What more could I ever want for?
  • I’m going on and on!

And That’s My Story And I’m Sticking To It By Your Power Of Love And Mercy For Me And For All …

His  love in my heart for  all. thiaBasilia.

Covid-19: Resolute For The Absolute …

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The World? Frantic For Solution. Me? Enjoying My Resolution. Realistic. Reality. The Almighty Creator’s Reality That Is!

Once more Yahushua addressed the crowd. He said, I am the Light of the world. He who follows Me will not be walking in the dark, but will have the Light which is Life. Revelation 21:12

Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But! …

Sunday, April 5, 2020 at 4:23 pm.

I am not pointing fingers nor judging anyone because despite the complete tranformation of my being from the natural to the supernatural, I am still a human being.

  • Nevertheless, nowadays, I am realistic not pesimistic or optimistic.
  • The truth of the matter is that whatever any fellow human beign has chosen to be or to live by; whether anyone is successful or not, in the limelight’s shinning splendfor or in the depth of depression? Been there done that up to the last day of 2019. So?
  • I know the drill. No more time to kill with my own solutions or deductions or whatever the human mind can conceive.
  • I am now fully aware of my utter ignorance when it comes to my Creator’s ways and means to do it all on His time and at His discretion.
  • Phew! What a relief!
  • Master? It’s Sunday, April 5, 2020 at 9:43 pm. Heading for bed hoping to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. You know how my day went today. Wiill write ehen You wake me up.

O Master! Master! I Am So Excited! …

Monday, April 6, 2020 at 11:14 am.

Talking about being realistic? That’s me! Rather, that’s what You have made out of me. That’s what I am so excited abouit! No kidding! Realistic. Reality. Your Reality—that’s what I am talking about.

  • But why am I so excited?
  • On waking up You led me to read about The Future Glory of Israel
  • Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All.
  • Read all about it in Isaiah 60:1-22 AMPC+
  • It will make jump for joy! I hope.
  • BTW remember, whatever ID anyone goes by in this world, the truth of the matter is, if anyone is reading these lines? That one is an Israelite or the Lost Sheep of Israel populating the four corners of the earth as it is written.

Realistic. Reality. Your Reality …

I been intending to post for days now, but! You have led me in the exact direction You needed me to go to observe, then?

  • To bring the extraordinary things going on in Your so loved world unto You.
  • Well? You are satisfied now with my obedience.
  • One of the first things I brought to You lately is my distress to see my Denise engrossed with her ‘Divine Self’ intent in creating a new earth based on unconditional love.
  • Unconditional love? For goodness sake! There is no such thing, but!
  • You set my mind at ease.
  • Your words:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Fear not. Your child has tapped into the root and cause of the colossal confussion and misery engulfing My so loved world—demons that go by the name of fears in her article.

Notice my servant Peter’s version:

1 Peter 5:5-11 AMPC+ ….(Important to read the whole chapter in the light of the Creator’s Spirit that led the apostle Peter to write those words as the Spirit is leading me to quote those words for all to understand what here is written about fears and demons.)

  • I am not distress anymore about my precious loving and caring Denise.

  • All is well with my soul.
  • Not distressed about any and all that goes on with Ahmad, my children, my family, my friends, and all that You have placed in this journey of mine in Your Presence.
  • That does not mean that I don’t care.
  • On the contrary. I care now more than I ever could have cared before.
  • I love them all with the purity of Your untainted love.
  • Your love as pure as liquid goal.

No Confusion One Solution. WHAT? …

Friday, April 3, 2020 at 12:00 am.

O well! It’s midnight. The 3rd day of the 4th month of the 2020 year is here. How about that? So WHAT? O well again! I spent yesterday perplexed, in reflection. What is the point of it all? Quote:

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme? Psalms 2:1 AMPC+

The Truth? Perplexed As A Human Being I Found Myself Yesterday …

Why not? The solution to this COVID-19 is clearly stated in the pages of one best seller book in the past. A book written in all kinds of languages and translations and versions mainly going with the misnomer Bible.

  • The solution? REPENTANCE even if you are a Christian living by your understanding of it, or if you are the best adherent to any monoteismic religion in the world.
  • The fact is: we must repent of our ligestyles however right we think those styles are
  • Repentance actually means to change your present life to a higher life.
  • Only the Almighty Creator of our beings can give us the power to repent.
  • And on this 2020 year and this COVID-19 crisis, He is doing so. But, still!

What Are The Kings And The People Doing Nowadays? …

O man! Talking about perplexedness? My state as this COVID-19 is doing its thing while the kings and the people are doing their thing as well. Quote:

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Almighty and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say, [Act 4:25-27]

Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us. Psalms 2:2,3 AMPC+

Ah! Dummy Me With All That ‘Bible’ Talk! That’s Passe. We Are Now Civilized! …

No kidding? Me? Uncivilized by the power of love from the Almighty and His Anointed One. So? I know the ‘Bible’ is not passe at all to my own shock at the Master’s amazingly encouraging revelation.

  • The truth? I used to be quite civilized—an educated fool.
  • Fool? Yeap fool enough to think I could do whatever my mind was set to do.
  • Isn’t that what civilization being all about?
  • The worst of it all? The civilized Christians or religionists in this so loved but confused world.

Oops! I Done Insulted The Kings And The People’s Intellligence …

Ooo! To the trash bin with me! A lunatic! Mentally unstable. She’ll wind up in the ‘nut house’! So the chanting goes. Why? Let me be clear with all the quotes from the Bible.

  • For years I have, and I have been quoted practically the whole Bible to no avail, why?
  • I was and have been quoting dead words without knowledge or experience.
  • What’s the difference now? Experience.

O My Master! Ten Long Years Since You Brought Me To Experience Your Written Words …

Friday, April 3, 2020 at 2:38 am.

Indeed! You brought me to the wilderness of this people and culture in Amman, Jordan to judge me face to face. You found me guilty of quoting dead words without knowledge, but!

You Convicted Me And Set Me Up To Experience Your Written Words …

For the last ten years You opened my eyes to see the gross interpretation I lived by and taught others to do likewise.

  • You showed me how I had been following what I considred to be the leaders of Your flock not You.
  • You showed me how I had been living by the rules of the earthly church but completely ignored Yahushua’s words on the subject of the ‘church’ and the written words.
  • You let me know I had it all wrong along with the ‘church’ and followers.
  • You exposed the deep fears that had made havoc of my life mainly the fear of man.
  • You let me know in no uncertain terms that You had set me up to impact the world with the work You had done in my life not for me to conquer or made the world a better world.
  • You did all of this to set me as an example of the work You aim to do in each one of Your children.

Now? I Bear In My Body Mind And Soul The Experience Of Your Written Words …

  • So You have compelled me to testify in the two books so far published:
  • The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe COMPLETED
  • The Life Of thiaBasilia Continues To Impact The Globe formatted
  • I have no idea, neither I am looking to know what the outcome of those books shall be, but!
  • That is not because I don’t care, but! because my Master commands me to Let go of all my former concerns; to be still; to wait for He is at work for our good.
  • The same goes about the skeptics that happen to know my past and think of me as a lunatic and laugh and make fun of me.
  • No retaliation whatsoever!
  • Only My gifted thinking: ‘He Who Laughs Last, Laughs Best’ confirmed in Your written words.

Quote From The Master Of My Being’s Words Written In The Bible:

Luke 6:20-26 AMPC+

And solemnly lifting up His eyes on His disciples, He said: Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in the Almingty’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you poor and lowly and afflicted (destitute of wealth, influence, position, and honor), for the kingdom of the Almighty is yours!

Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in the Almingty’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you who hunger and seek with eager desire now, for you shall be filled and completely satisfied! Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in the Almingty’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you who weep and sob now, for you shall laugh!

Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in the Almingty’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you when people despise (hate) you, and when they exclude and excommunicate you [as disreputable] and revile and denounce you and defame and cast out and spurn your name as evil (wicked) on account of the Son of Man.

Rejoice and be glad at such a time and exult and leap for joy, for behold, your reward is rich and great and strong and intense and abundant in heaven; for even so their forefathers treated the prophets.

But woe to (alas for) you who are rich (abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].

Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!

Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.

Quote from MerriamWebster dictionary:

He Who Laughs Last, Laughs Best.

Definition of he who laughs last, laughs best used to say that even if someone is not successful now he or she will succeed or be the winner in the end.

O My Master! I Am Not Perplexed Like I Was Yesterday Anymore, But! …

Friday, April 3, 2020 at 8:54 am.

I am awfully sad. You have supplied for me super abundance of food plus. Though I still hurt some and the cold weather is still cold, and I still miss human fellowship, I am at peace; perfectly confident in You.

  • No trace of worry or anxiety.
  • But I weep.
  • Thank goodness!
  • By no means I have a desire to laugh and carry on.
  • All the passtimes of this world have cease to hold my interest.
  • Yet? There is a melody of Your pure undefiled love for all ringing in my heart.

What Gives My Master? …

  • “You give, My precious child.
  • You give it all to Me.
  • You have laid down your life for the brethem, just like I told you, you were to do.
  • You give even when you are taking.”

O My Master! You Truly Know Me Better Than What I Know Myself …

You know my heart when I ask. You know my heart when I take. What a blessing! But my pride! My good intension after I ask goes sour with shame and beggardly hurt feelings whether I get the help needed or not

No More. I Just Asked For Help To Bring My Heavy Blanket In, And?

Friday, April 3, 2020 at 1:19 pm.

Surprise! They refuse to come and help me because of the curfew. Am I hurt? Am I pointing fingers? Not at all! I am OK. In a couple of hours, You will give me Your strength to bring that blanket in.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Let Me remind you once again, the powers and principalities are intent in disrupting your peace, but!

Your peace is My peace. Your tears are My tears to see My people living in fear. No help for fear of the curfew. Not a thought to lay down their lives for you as I command them to do.

For despite your testimony and the testimonies of many witnesses of My existence through the ages My people for the most remain stuck in whatever seem good to each one of them to live by.

My people has yet to learn the meanng of trusting Me above all human wisdom. Therefore, I weep; You weep with Me.

Fear not My child, you are not alone and helpless. I am with you. I am for you. Despite the lack of human help at the most crucial moments that you must endure, I have been giving you My strength to help yourself.

On the boot? Your family is already taking notice of My Presence in your heart and life. No worries. No sorries. Instead? Rejoice! For My banner over you is love—pure untainted love as liquid gold.

And that love is an extension in your heart for your loved ones and fellow human beings of your acquaintance. Therefore, all is well within your soul.

Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.

And you wait.

That’s a delight to My Being.”

Thank You My Master For The Power To Wait And Delight Your Being …

Friday, April 3, 2020 at 5:32 pm.

Thanks as well for Your strength to fold and bring that heavy cover in to cover my bed quite nicely. I will now head to cover myself and hope for sleep while I wait on You.

  • No sleep. Will try now Friday, April 3, 2020 at 10:50 pm

Thank You, My Master. I’m Feeling Pretty Good …

Saturday, April 4, 2020 at 4:50 am.

Drinking a cup of coffee in Your Presence on this 7th Day of Rest. I sense Your leading to work on the graphic # 3 for this post.

Yahushua’s Lamp Shal Illuminate His Kingdom On Earth …

Sunday, April 5, 2020 at 3:22 pm.

So it’s written in all kinds of words, languages, books, and more but! the world for the most either ignore or misinterpret all written words considered to be religious.

Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But! …

Sunday, April 5, 2020 at 4:23 pm.

I am not pointing fingers nor judging anyone because despite the complete tranformation of my being from the natural to the supernatural, I am still a human being.

  • Nevertheless, nowadays, I am realistic not pesimistic or optimistic.
  • It’s Sunday, April 5, 2020 at 9:43 pm. Heading for bed hoping to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. You know how my day went today. Wiill write when You wake me up.

O Master! Master! I Am So Excited! …

Monday, April 6, 2020 at 11:14 am.

Talking about being realistic? That’s me! Rather, that’s what You have made out of me. That’s what I am so excited abouit! No kidding! Realistic. Reality. Your Reality—that’s what I am talking about.

  • But why am I so excited?
  • On waking up You led me to read about The Future Glory of Israel
  • Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All.
  • Read all about it in Isaiah 60:1-22 AMPC+
  • It will make jump for joy! I hope.
  • BTW remember, whatever ID anyone goes by in this world, the truth of the matter is, if anyone is reading these lines? That one is an Israelite or the Lost Sheep of Israel populating the four corners of the earth as it is written.

Realistic. Reality. For Me? Your Reality …

Monday, April 6, 2020 5:57 pm.

Honestly? I am still human. My natural negative or positive reactions still work quite fine, but! The difference between my former and present reactions? Your reality in my daily moment by moment life. Example:

  • Just a moment ago? Big disappointment!
  • Yesterday Ahmad and I had one of the best times connecting.
  • He looked great! He promised to come back today.
  • Today? I waited for him all day.
  • No sign of Ahmad.
  • Then? His young son comes in with more supplies and nothing about his father.
  • Finally! I got in touch with his older son.
  • He tells me his father got the flu.
  • Mine O mine! Knowing my Ahmad if he thinks he got the flu he is worried to death of the posibility of contaminating any of us and wind up with the COVID-19, but!
  • My reaction? A flash of anger! Why not call me?
  • That was just a flash of the horrible times I always blamed Ahmad for all my suffering.
  • This time? The flash of anger passed by me, but! It did not affect me at all.
  • Immediately! O my Master! How real You are. Immediately Your peace that surpasses all understanding floaded my soul.
  • But You know all about it my Master.
  • Automatically I began to fix the delicious macluba the wife sent to me.
  • I drank a little coffee. Put away the things he sent to me.
  • Edited the post to add this most important ending of it.
  • I am now editing the graphics.
  • Master? I might post some time before this day ends if that is Your will.

Alright! Things Are Percolating Nicely, My Master! Time To Post? …

Monday, April 6, 2020 at 8:34 pm.

The graphics look surprisingly good if I may say so myself! Your message? Upthe par with the moment. Me? Just delivering it. So glad to report the wonders You are doing within and without me.

Master? I Don’t Understand. Yesterday All Was Swell, Now?

Tuesday, April 7, 2020 at 5:14 am.

O well! It’s really beyond me. O my Master! What can I say except, ‘pay no mind to your emotions, thiaBasilia!’ I was all set to publish. Suddenly? Sleeping in front of the screen. Save draft.

  • The time? 9:33 pm. Go to bed. Slept on and off until 4:38 am.

Awake In Pain Again. No Surprise. Just Get Up. Go On …

I did but without a clue of what or why things are the way they are for me, for everyone else. I am going on trusting and depending on You alone. I need to hear from You, my Master.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Nothing new. It’s a repeat. Don’t quit. It all will turn out better than nicely neat.

The wave of the moment shall cease. Demise. O death where is your sting shall be the thing as it is all written and detailed in 1 Corinthians 15:1-58.

Yes, I know My child to what extent you have read, study, and quoted and rendered your interpretation of such profound words inspired to My servant Shaul, but!

You were reading, studying, speaking, and quoting words without spiritual knowledge of such. Why? Simply, My child, that’s the way I design it to be.

The natural human being sees all things from the natural view but! My words are spiritual words.

It’s impossible for the human mind to correctly come close to interpret or understand them.

Thus, your lack of understanding of what I am doing with your present circumstances and reactions.

My precious child, I am teaching you NOT to act with your human reactions whether those are enthusiastic or not.

You must wait until your emotions settled down and the circumatances change. Only then can you begin to act along My wisdom.

In your enthusiasm of yesterday you were ready to post, but I prevented you from posting. Why?

My people do not need to hear more enthusiastic words.

Reality is about My wisdom—steady, solid, sound.

It got nothing to do with hypes of any kind.

In the process of your life in My service I have allowed and prevented many enthusiastic failures to bring you to this final point where there shall be no more failures.

My wisdom shall increase. Your natural enthusiasm shall decrease.

I know of your concern for the long quotes of My words inspired to My ancient workers from the beginning of your creation.

Regardless, you must continue to quote those words as I lead you to do.

For no matter how the multitude of teachers and Bible scholars teach their understanding of those words and the followers abide by their teachings such teachings only produce self-righteousness.

Self-righteousness is a stench unto My nostrils, it faisl to please Me, but!

Anyone reading those words will have second thoughts now after reading the way I am successfully applying those words to you individually.

Thus, I have been transforming you into My righteousness. Your self-righteousness no longer prevails in your daily affairs.

There is no comparison between self imputed righteousness and My righteousness.

The self imputed righteousness calls evil good and good evil whenever anything does not agree with such teaching.

In this case, again, the wave of the moment shall cease. Demise. O death where is your sting shall be the thing as it is all written and detailed in 1 Corinthians 15:1-58.

Reading this long chapter again you gained full understanding of your predicament with physical pain.

Such understanding unlike the understanding you had before with the numerous times you rehashed those words with your own understanding.

Therefore, you must quote the whole chapter before you close this post. You must let Me quicken whomever I choose to quicken to read such words.

Again, let go. Be still. I am at work. Relax. Rejoice in My Presence. Enjoy the task I have assigned unto you.”

O My Master! To Post I Am Heading. Let Your Will Be Done Not Mine …

Tuesday, April 7, 2020 at 3:34 pm.

This time? The posting shall end with the quote that so impressed me to overcome the misery of pain I must endure and go on with rejoicing in my heart as blessed Shaul did so long ago. Quote:

The Resurrection of Yahushua—the Messiah

AND NOW let me remind you [since it seems to have escaped you], brethren, of the Gospel (the glad tidings of salvation) which I proclaimed to you, which you welcomed and accepted and upon which your faith rests,

And by which you are saved, if you hold fast and keep firmly what I preached to you, unless you believed at first without effect and all for nothing.

For I passed on to you first of all what I also had received, that the Messiah, the Anointed One died for our sins in accordance with [what] the Scriptures [foretold], [Isa 53:5-12]

That He was buried, that He arose on the third day as the Scriptures foretold, [Psa 16:9-10]

And [also] that He appeared to Cephas (Peter), then to the Twelve.

Then later He showed Himself to more than five hundred brethren at one time, the majority of whom are still alive, but some have fallen asleep [in death].

Afterward He was seen by James, then by all the apostles (the special messengers),

And last of all He appeared to me also, as to one prematurely and born dead [no better than an unperfected fetus among living men].

For I am the least [worthy] of the apostles, who am not fit or deserving to be called an apostle, because I once wronged and pursued and molested the church of the Almighty Creator [oppressing it with cruelty and violence].

But by the grace (the unmerited favor and blessing) of the Almighty Creator I am what I am, and His grace toward me was not [found to be] for nothing (fruitless and without effect). In fact, I worked harder than all of them [the apostles], though it was not really I, but the grace (the unmerited favor and blessing) of the Almighty Creator which was with me.

So, whether then it was I or they, this is what we preach and this is what you believed [what you adhered to, trusted in, and relied on].

The Resurrection of the Dead

But now if the Messiah is preached as raised from the dead, how is it that some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead?

But if there is no resurrection of the dead, then the Messiah has not risen; And if the Messiah has not risen, then our preaching is in vain [it amounts to nothing] and your faith is devoid of truth and is fruitless (without effect, empty, imaginary, and unfounded).

We are even discovered to be misrepresenting the Almighty Creator, for we testified of Him that He raised the Messiah, Whom He did not raise in case it is true that the dead are not raised.

For if the dead are not raised, then the Messiah has not been raised; and if the Messiah has not been raised, your faith is mere delusion [futile, fruitless], and you are still in your sins [under the control and penalty of sin];

And further, those who have died in [spiritual fellowship and union with] the Messiah have perished (are lost)!

If we who are [abiding] in the Messiah have hope only in this life and that is all, then we are of all people most miserable and to be pitied.

But the fact is that the Messiah has been raised from the dead, and He became the firstfruits of those who have fallen asleep [in death].

For since [it was] through a man that death [came into the world, it is] also through a Man that the resurrection of the dead [has come].

For just as [because of their union of nature] in Adam all people die, so also [by virtue of their union of nature] shall all in  the Messiah be made alive.

But each in his own rank and turn: the Messiah [is] the firstfruits, then those who are the Messiah’s [own will be resurrected] at His coming.

After that comes the end (the completion), when He delivers over the kingdom to the Almighty Creator or the Father after rendering inoperative and abolishing every [other] rule and every authority and power.

For [ the Messiah] must be King and reign until He has put all [His] enemies under His feet. [Psa 110:1]

The last enemy to be subdued and abolished is death.

For He [the Father] has put all things in subjection under His [the Messiah’s] feet. But when it says, All things are put in subjection [under Him], it is evident that He [Himself] is excepted Who does the subjecting of all things to Him. [Psa 8:6]

However, when everything is subjected to Him, then the Son Himself will also subject Himself to [the Father] Who put all things under Him, so that the Almighty Creator may be all in all [be everything to everyone, supreme, the indwelling and controlling factor of life].

Otherwise, what do people mean by being [themselves] baptized in behalf of the dead? If the dead are not raised at all, why are people baptized for them?

[For that matter], why do I live [dangerously as I do, running such risks that I am] in peril every hour?

I assure you] by the pride which I have in you in [your fellowship and union with]  the Messiah Yahushua our Master, that I die daily [I face death every day and die to self].

What do I gain if, merely from the human point of view, I fought with [wild] beasts at Ephesus? If the dead are not raised [at all], let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we will be dead. [Isa 22:13]

Do not be so deceived and misled! Evil companionships (communion, associations) corrupt and deprave good manners and morals and character.

Awake [from your drunken stupor and return] to sober sense and your right minds, and sin no more. For some of you have not the knowledge of the Almighty Creator [you are utterly and willfully and disgracefully ignorant, and continue to be so, lacking the sense of the Almighty Creator’s presence and all true knowledge of Him]. I say this to your shame.

The Resurrection Body

But someone will say, How can the dead be raised? With what [kind of] body will they come forth?

You foolish man! Every time you plant seed, you sow something that does not come to life [germinating, springing up, and growing] unless it dies first.

Nor is the seed you sow then the body which it is going to have [later], but it is a naked kernel, perhaps of wheat or some of the rest of the grains.

But the Almighty Creator gives to it the body that He plans and sees fit, and to each kind of seed a body of its own. [Gen 1:11]

For all flesh is not the same, but there is one kind for humans, another for beasts, another for birds, and another for fish.

There are heavenly bodies (sun, moon, and stars) and there are earthly bodies (men, animals, and plants), but the beauty and glory of the heavenly bodies is of one kind, while the beauty and glory of earthly bodies is a different kind.

The sun is glorious in one way, the moon is glorious in another way, and the stars are glorious in their own [distinctive] way; for one star differs from and surpasses another in its beauty and brilliance.

So it is with the resurrection of the dead. [The body] that is sown is perishable and decays, but [the body] that is resurrected is imperishable (immune to decay, immortal). [Dan 12:3]

It is sown in dishonor and humiliation; it is raised in honor and glory. It is sown in infirmity and weakness; it is resurrected in strength and endued with power.

It is sown a natural (physical) body; it is raised a supernatural (a spiritual) body. [As surely as] there is a physical body, there is also a spiritual body.

Thus it is written, The first man Adam became a living being (an individual personality); the last Adam ( the Messiah) became a life-giving Spirit [restoring the dead to life]. [Gen 2:7]

But it is not the spiritual life which came first, but the physical and then the spiritual.

The first man [was] from out of earth, made of dust (earthly-minded); the second Man [is] the Lord from out of heaven. [Gen 2:7]

Now those who are made of the dust are like him who was first made of the dust (earthly-minded); and as is [the Man] from heaven, so also [are those] who are of heaven (heavenly-minded).

And just as we have borne the image [of the man] of dust, so shall we and so N1let us also bear the image [of the Man] of heaven.

Mystery and Victory

But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of God; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of the Almighty Creator). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed)

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in the Messiah] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished N1forever) in and unto victory. [Isa 25:8]

O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos 13:14]

Now sin is the sting of death, and sin exercises its power N1[upon the soul] through [the abuse of] the Law.

But thanks be to God, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Master the Messiah.

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm (steadfast), immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord [always being superior, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the Master], knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Master is not futile [it is never wasted or to no purpose].

1 Corinthians 1:58 AMPC+ End of quote.

 

His  love in my heart for  all. thiaBasilia.

 

The Life Of thiaBasilia Continues To Impact The Globe …

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Subject? Freedom From Fears …

Even So? Fear? What Do I Fear? Why Do I Fear? …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 5:55 am.

What, why, do I fear? The Almighty Creator? The devil? Mankind? Myself? This issue of fears has wreck my life, but! I am now set free from fear of any kind!

How Was I Set Free And Why? Crucial Information By The Power Of Love From On High …

“Greatly loved, dear to my heart child of Mine! …

Strange, You Began To Speak To Me And? Thunder! Fear! Must Shut Comp. 6:08 Am. What? …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 11:31 am.

Wow! Master! It just now some 51/2 hours later is coming to me. What am I talking about? Fear. How fear prevents us to give our undivieded attention to You.

Wow! What A Neat Illustration To Begin This Issue Of Fear …

Indeed! No harm done humanly speaking. Human wisdom is more important than Your loving words. O but what a fallacy! What a way to show me how easily human wisdom can persuade me with fear tactics.

  • Of course, evidently no harm done. I thought of Your warning that saved my computer a few days back. Also,I thought You were giving me a break to take care of my eats.
  • As I finished my eats in front of the heater the gas waved me goodby. I rejoiced and welcomed the sunshine for the rest of the day.
  • Then I figured to sleep or rest in bed until the storm subsided.
  • I laid in bed and went hysterically thinking about You and the way You think of me and my antics.
  • Then I fell asleep. I woke up. After a bit I stepped in the roof to a marvellous warm sunshine.
  • I looked down. Gas! I called Ahmad to let him know I had no gas perhaps he’ll come to get some gas from the gas truck, but Ahmad did not anwer.
  • I decided to fix me some more eats. While eating I said, “Well? I have no gas, but I have You. Thank You for this wonderful sunshine.”
  • Still? Totally oblivious that I have cut You off out of fear of loosing the computer.

How Can I Comprehend My Behavior And My Actions? …

“Greatly loved, dear to my heart child of Mine! I will speak to you in your own gifted ways to express yourself like I usually do. This stage of your journey on these earthly grounds is where I step on the pedal to the metal to speed up the victory at end of the race. Victory? Indeed! Remember:

Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

All the suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The fact is that you amuse me with your antics. One minute you are in the depth of despair writhing in pain to see all evil around you and nothing you can do about it.

You plead for mercy. You shed tears with Me to see My children running away from Me. The next minute?

You are hysterically laughing and enjoying yourself to think of My ways to bless you, but, pleading with Me not to let you act like that in public vieu.

You are so concerned with what others might think of you. You fear to be taken as a lunatic.

Honestly My precious child, as a human living in your human body possesor of a human mind, you remain a fearful little girl from your birth until your death.

Even so? On this 2020 year I am empowering you to overcome such fears. That’s the mystery I am now uncovering to each one of My children individually.

What Are Fears?

“Fears are disembodying spirits stemming from the enemy of your souls. They roam the earth looking for bodies to posses at any cost to do all kinds of evil things they cannot do as mere spirits.

Unfortunately, for the most this matter is taking lightly only as a funny fan subjet.

For there is an enemy of your souls despite the eskepticism about such issue.

The enemy has twarted all things that are meant to harm and destroy you as a need for love, but the kind of love the enemy is looking for is love for everything that stands against human decency, modesty, and morality as instituted in My Laws and Commandments.

Through the centuries I have enlightened this matter to untold number of My children one by one as I am doing now.

What Am I Doing Now?

Simply setting you free from your own innate fears” End of my Master’s words.

Reflecting on Your words …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 3:16 pm.

O my Master! I been giving much thought to our freedom from innate fears, but You know it.

  • I find myself fearless even when there is a visible reason to fear like this COVID-19 monster on the way to engulf the world.
  • I sit for long moments under Your sunshine seriously but calmly, soberly, and fearless reflecting in Your sight about it all, then?
  • As if waking up from a long and blessed session with You, I exclaim:
  • “But what about my sorbitol chocolates, my Master?!!!”

Your Roaring Laughter …

That’s when I hear Your roaring laughter of a Loving Father proud to be my Father all willing and able to spoil the precious child that You have made out of me.

  • Good. Good. Good. My chocolates are coming. Just a little while longer I am compelled to wait.
  • I wait.
  • Confidently and hopefully I wait on You.
  • My help comes from You.
  • I must not ever forget it.

Well? O My Master! What A Neat Way To Expose The Wiles Of The Devil …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 5:30 pm.

In the following lines You shall expose and eliminate my own fears. And You got Your foot on the pedal to the metal to the end of the race to finish victoriously against the wiles of the devil.

On to the saga.

The two books displaying The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia as such life continues to impact the Globe.

At times like the present may the two books written so far bring a ray of hope to all who happen to read those lines.

The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe COMPLETED

The Life Of thiaBasilia Continues To Impact The Globe formatted

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Revised! The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia …

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Why Not? Read On—This Could Be The Only Information Worthy Of Your Reading From All My Writings …

Introduction

“It’s Not Your Fault!” Resounds In The Waves Of The Internet …

Well? I Have Given A Lot Of Thought To Such Statement, And? I Find Myself, Guilty—It Is My Fault. How? Why? …

Friday, March 20, 2020 at 11:11 am.

Facing My Fears Otherwise Facing My Guilt But! The question is, how I came to face my fears or my guilt? That’s the process of my lifetime described in the pages of this book.

The World Is Obsess To Stop Covid-19. Can It Be Done? No Comment From The Peanut Gallery …

Tuesday, March 17, 2020 at 5:19 am.

No Misunderstanding. I take advantage of the great advancements of civilization, but! I no longer live or depend on such advancements at all. Why?

That’s what this book is all about. Without any more ado, let me go on.

 

The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia …

Enlightenment In 2020 …

What Happened Yesterday? …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 2:01 pm.

I published The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia on Saturday March 14, 2020 at 11:47 am but! I am not satisfied with the many edits I was led to do.

  • I still need to edit some more to present a full account of the matter.
  • Things and events that need to be included in this book are and have been happening for better understanding of it all.

What Is Happening In My World Right Now? …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 3:59 pm.

O my Master! thank You for giving me this moment of relief. And the sun is shinning when usually at this hour it beginning to get dark.

A Vivid Dream. Your Interpretation …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 4:48 pm.

All day long I been reflecting on Your interpretation. I was in a corner of the room twisting a black plastic bag that usually hold the items from the market that they get for me.

  • I said to the people in front of me, “I am pregnant, but I do not know the date.” I woke up. I could see myself twisting that black bag.
  • I began to think of black not being a good sign, but then I remember, ‘Black is Your color’ and?
  • I began to remember and assoceite labor pains with the pain that is going on in my labor or right arm.
  • Ha! coming to think about what I call stabs are like labor contractions.
  • Plus, the black bag having something to do with my lack of supplies. Perhaps.
  • That’s all You have revealed to me.
  • Things are improving.
  • I now got gas.
  • I also got the promise to bring me some supplies today.
  • I don’t know if that is going to happen because I understand Ahmad cannot leave that area because of the testing for Convid-19.
  • I wait.
  • To bed at 5:16 pm.

And So? You Gave Me Rest For A Couple Of Hours …?

Monday, March 16, 2020 at 5:41 am.

I woke up in pain again. Supplies came. No fellowship. Some email exchange with Roxana. Worked on improving bookcover until 2:30 am today.

  • I’m in pain but I must go on impelled by Your strength.
  • The World Is Obsess To Stop Covid-19 but!
  • I must take my eyes off the world.

I Must Shut My Door Temporal As Well As Spiritual To Keep Myself In Perfect Peace …

That’s what came to me in waking up this morning. Your word is clear in Isaiah 26. I must shut my door to keep myself in Perfect Peace while Your wrath engulfs this world.

So Many Years Of Waiting …

Posted on February 26, 2020 …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 7:56 pm.

Things are changing for the best. Why my crying feelings. Maybe it got to do with my sugar level. I wait on You. Will try the bed even when I don’t feel like it.

Will Go Back To Bed. Still Not Feeling Good. I Wait On You.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:43 pm.

Here I am my Master, feeling as bad as before. It’s now another day, Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 12:50 am. I refuse to despair. I wait on You.

Let Go. Sit Still. Relax. Wait. I Am At Work …

“Just a little while longer, My child. I am with you and for you.

The winter in your soul will soon give way to the most fabulous spring you could ever imagined.

Take heart. The powers and principalities are intent in destroying all goods for your physical comfort, but!

Remember, My power no foe can withstand.

Everything the enemy has stolen from you will soon return to you tenfold.

Even so? Rejoice not in the super-abundance coming to you.

Instead, rejoice in My Presence.

Despite the lack of material comfort for the moment there shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling in My Secret Place.” End of my Master’s words for now.

Ah! What A Revelation! My Dwelling Is In Your Secret Place …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 1:55 am.

No matter what the enemy can do in the material the enemy cannot come near my spiritual dwelling in Your Secret Place. Wow!

My Life Lived In Your Presence Is Of Your Spirit …

Thanks, my Master! The enemy cannot come near my life in Your Spirit. In awe of the power in Your words, I’m going back to bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. It’s now 2:15 am.

And So? I’m Going On …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 4:57 am.

Let the devil rant and rave to subdue my carnal self to his wiles and devices. Sooner than later I will see the beast receive his dues for trying me to him subdue.

 

 

Let’s Begin The Saga …

You Are In For An Eye Opener Tale …

The Wrath Descending Upon Us All To Call Us To Repentance? COVID-19. No Kidding!

Friday, March 13, 2020 at 2:19 pm.

This is not a morbid prediction. This is not a false alarm any longer. This is for real, the last warning to each individual human being, including my own self, to reconsider our own lifestyle whatever that style may be.

Legal Prisoners Of Beauty. Set Free By The Creator Of Everything Beautiful …?

Friday, March 13, 2020 at 10:13 am.

Philosophical inspirations from Descartes, Plato, and Socrates? The splendor of the ultimate pinnacle of human’s civilization.

Hey! What’s So Wrong About That? The Source, That’s What …?

Dear Readers of these lines, I am a witness that Physical Trauma and Mental Insanity has its roots in anger and unforgiveness as per the Father/Creator has instructed me to proclaim.

It is all recorded in the following book: The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe COMPLETED
This book will expose what is wrong with our beliefs and lifestyles.

It will enlighten us all. It will empower us to repent and resolve our own individual sufferings.

His love in my heart for all.

thiaBasilia

Discipline? You Never Give Us More Than What We Can Take.

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It’s Of No Use …

You Are Leading Me Every Step Of My Way, Iam Sure, But! …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 At 4:32 am.

O My Master! I Cannot Ignore My Body, Help! Talking about punishment or suffering. You Never Give Us More Than What We Can Take. So it’s written in Isaiah 1. Quote:

Isaiah 1:5 AMPC+

5  Why should you be stricken and punished any more [since it brings no correction]? You will revolt more and more. The whole head is sick, and the whole heart is faint (feeble, sick, and nauseated). End of quote.

Indeed! The More You Punish The More We Rebel Against You …

We rebel to the point that now we are sick, unhealthy both mentally and physically. No question about it.

  • Me? Well? You are leading me every step of the way; the healing of my body included.
  • What am I to do now? Quit chocolates and honey? No sugars at all?
  • Yesterday all was well on waking up, then?
  • All went wacky after my eats and drinks.
  • You led me to search further on the matter of hypoglacemy.
  • For the first time I found out that honey and chocolates intake is not a choice when it comes to sweets.
  • In a quandary I come to You.
  • You are my Leader and supplier of all things for my well-being.
  • Even so? finding out the issue with honey and sugars I started to quit the honey and chocolates.
  • Instead? I ate chicken and egg salad and plain water, but it did not help at all.
  • You led me to sleep. On waking up? I don’t feel good at all, but!
  • It came to me, the fact that You are leading me every step of the way includes the healing of my body.
  • Ha! as much sense it makes to follow what seems good to me, it’s only a lure to take things back into my own hands to do whatever seems good to me to heal my body.
  • Instead of waiting on Your instructions to eat and drink whatever You supply for me.
  • Ha! That Means A Chocolate To Lift Me Up Right Now, Wow!

My Doings, My Thinking, My Ideas? Same As Any Other Human Being …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 6:54 am.

No more shocks about human’s doings. I am a human liken to any other human other than my capricious likes and dislikes. Thus?

Your Revelation Stopped The Invasion Of My Shocks …

Why should I be shocked at humans following each other in all their doings? How easily I am lured to do the same, but!

That’s Your Revelation In Response To My Quandary Of Today …

Phew! I had already made up my mind to follow the no sugars at all, and? Relished on the hope to get well so to others tell. My flesh quite fresh until?

  • O well! You really are leading me all the way to start fresh!
  • No need for my flesh to surface and refresh.
  • The flesh profits nothing.
  • That’s the fact to be exact.
  • Thus for me? There is no more shocks.

On Another Subject. Where Are We At My Master? …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 9:02 am.

Master! the new trend of visitors You are sending my way could have shocked me before but not anymore. Those visitors represent matters You have eliminated from my mind.

  1. Visitors coming are professionals in the Mental/Physical Health industry.
  2. Professionals in the computer/marketting industry, and today?
  3. The great Illuminate pops its head.

Ha! The Three Temptations You Popped Into My Mind! Quote:

Matthew 4:1-10 AMPC+

THEN YAHUSHUA was led (guided) by the [Holy] Spirit into the wilderness (desert) to be tempted (tested and tried) by the devil.

And He went without food for forty days and forty nights, and later He was hungry. [Exo 34:28; 1Ki 19:8]

First temptation …

And the tempter came and said to Him, If You are God’s Son, command these stones to be made [loaves of] bread.

But He replied, It has been written, Man shall not live and be upheld and sustained by bread alone, but by every word that comes forth from the mouth of God. [Deu 8:3]

Second temptation …

Then the devil took Him into the holy city and placed Him on a turret (pinnacle, gable) of the temple sanctuary. [Neh 11:1; Dan 9:24]

And he said to Him, If You are the Son of God, throw Yourself down; for it is written, He will give His angels charge over you, and they will bear you up on their hands, lest you strike your foot against a stone. [Psa 91:11-12]

Yahushua said to him, On the other hand, it is written also, You shall not tempt, test thoroughly, or try exceedingly the Master your God. [Deu 6:16]

Third temptation …

Again, the devil took Him up on a very high mountain and showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and the glory (the splendor, magnificence, preeminence, and excellence) of them.

And he said to Him, These things, all taken together, I will give You, if You will prostrate Yourself before me and do homage and worship me.

Then Yahushua said to him, Begone, Satan! For it has been written, You shall worship the Master your God, and Him alone shall you serve. [Deu 6:13] End of quote.

Wow! The Parallel With The Lately Visitors …?

Amazing!

  1. Professionals in the Mental/Physical Health industry parallel with the first temptation.
  2. Professionals in computer/marketting industry parallel with the second temptation
  3. And now? The great Illuminate? Parallel with the third and last temptation.

Amazed But Not Shocked. Why? …

You are responding to my question, Where Are We At My Master? Your response? Brings to mind the history of what comes to the inbox, and?

It’s All Making Perfect Sense Now, Why? …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:25 am.

Well? The inbox is jam packed with emails tempting me to succeed in all my doings. From the insistent offers to teach me how to write to make millions to the multitude of instructions on how to eat healthy to heal my body, it’s all there for my taking, but!

O My Master! You Have Faithfully Kept Me From All Such Temptations …

Even so? You have not allowed me to scratch off or to unsubscribe from them all. Why? That’s what You are about to reveal to all in the subsequent posts.

For Now You Are Leading Me To Create A New Header For The Site. I’ll Do.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:56 am.

O my Master! I created the new header. I also changed the theme for the site again. Been reading the past writings You have brought up. I am comfortable. Yet? I feel like crying.

So Many Years Of Waiting …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 7:56 pm.

Things are changing for the best. Why my crying feelings. Maybe it got to do with my sugar level. I wait on You. Will try the bed even when I don’t feel like it.

Will Go Back To Bed. Still Not Feeling Good. I Wait On You.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:43 pm.

Here I am my Master, feeling as bad as before. It’s now another day, Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 12:50 am. I refuse to despair. I wait on You.

Let Go. Sit Still. Relax. Wait. I Am At Work …

“Just a little while longer, My child. I am with you and for you.

The winter in your soul will soon give way to the most fabulous spring you could ever imagined.

Take heart. The powers and principalities are intent in destroying all goods for your physical comfort, but!

Remember, My power no foe can withstand.

Everything the enemy has stolen from you will soon return to you tenfold.

Even so? Rejoice not in the super-abundance coming to you.

Instead, rejoice in My Presence.

Despite the lack of material comfort for the moment there shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling in My Secret Place.”

Ah! What A Revelation! My Dwelling Is In Your Secret Place …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 1:55 am.

No matter what the enemy can do in the material the enemy cannot come near my spiritual dwelling in Your Secret Place. Wow!

My Life Lived In Your Presence Is Of Your Spirit …

Thanks, my Master! The enemy cannot come near my life in Your Spirit. In awe of the power in Your words, I’m going back to bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. It’s now 2:15 am.

And So? I’m Going On …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 4:57 am.

Let the devil rant and rave to subdue my carnal self to his wiles and devices. Sooner than later I will see the beast receive his dues for trying me to him subdue.

I Finished All Graphics. Now You Are Leading Me To Post. I’ll Do.

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 11:10 am.

You know I need to format before I publish. On to the task if anyone asks.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Steady Now By Your Crown …

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Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

 

The Wind? Where Is It Going? …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 10:56 pm.

Where is the wind going? Nobody knows. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit as written in John 3:8 and John 6:63-64. My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. So?

The Physical Man Do Not Know Where The Spiritual Man Comes From Or Where Is It Going? …

No need to get technical about this matter. It’s simple, people for the most has not known what I been talking about until now.

Another Miracle Last Night …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 12:01 am.

Sleep was overtaking me. I headed for bed. Just as I got situated under my covers it came to me to get up to turn off and unplug the computer. I did. Came back to the bed.

  • Just as I got situated again? KABOOM! A flash of light.
  • A horrendous sound like I have not heard before.
  • The building shook!
  • Should the computer have been on?
  • There would be no more computer!

People Would Call It Hunch, But! …

It does not occur to people to recognize Your voice at all. Even so? The tide is turning not just for me but for each individual child of Yours as well.

Sleepy. Heading for bed at 12:32 am. 3:00 am.

A New Day To Expect From You …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 7:30 am.

Well? Reflecting on the family. I hear Your reminder on the family in this world based in the family in Your mind at Your creation time.

Amazing Again! An Unexpected Miracle …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 9:53 am.

O my Master! So many forgotten things, purchases I have done, good and bad deeds, You are bringing it all to surface in the most unexpected time and way to my delight, especially today. What’s the fuss about?

O Me! I’m Really Excited! You Know It My Master …

In 1986 I was into the Living Bible. I had it all marked and dated, but! In 1987 You switched me to the Amplified version, and?

Somehow, I donated my Living version to my daughter Roxana. The Amplified version is still with me—I wouldn’t give it up for love or money.

Even so? On October 21, 1986 You popped a good blow on my thick skull to stop my foolish bickering and complaining as You did with Your prophet Jeremiah in Jeremiah 15:19-21.

The wording in the Amplified version is more detailed but! Not the wording that struck me that day. Roxana lives far away from me so I could not get a hold of my Living version.

After much struggling to find the quote, I purchased the digital version from e-Sword but for whatever reason I never downloaded it.

Anyhow, I have read the Scriptures in many different versions. The wording is almost the same wording in most that I have read. So? I no longer read other than my Amplified.

But sometimes there are verses in my memory with words that do not exactly match the Amplified or any other version to my knowledge. Today is one of those days.

I never know what I am to write on any given day. You lead me. I follow what You bring to mind. Today, reflecting on the family in this world, somehow, I came to look for the Scripture about the flesh.

None of the wording in the downloaded versions satisfied whatever I remember about that Scripture. Suddenly! The Living version came to mind.

Hum! I need that version but it’s a pay download. It’s OK. Today, I’ll pay and download it. I clicked the download button. Then the purchase button. At the purchase screen I see that I have an account with them. What?

I clicked to checht it out. What? History of purchases? Wow! I purchased the Living version in 2018 but never downloaded it, why? Beats me!

Here, all this time, that purchase? Completely out of my mind. Talking about a miracle? Indeed! You led me to the version You used to open my mind at that crucial moment in my lifetime.

First Scripture I copy/paste, not the one about the flesh, but the one I been looking for all these years. Lost and found like me. I was lost in bickering and complaining but You found me out! Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 TLV

The Master replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you!

They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Master.

Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.”

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMP

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Ha! You Brought To Mind Why Looking For The Flesh Scripture …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 2:38 pm.

Picking up the thread on this writing. The thread from:

  1. The Family In Mind On Waking Up This Time …
  2. Where Are The Basis For The Human Family? …
  3. Clear Answer About Who Is The God We Worship Or Not Worship …

To now:

  1. Steady Now By Your Crown …
  2. Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

I Got It, My Master! By Your Grace, I Think I Got It! …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

It took me this many hours since 10 am but You finally enlightened me. From the beginning of this 2020 year You are threading my whole life to steady my steps by the power of Your Spirit within my heart.

Your Crown—Majestic Authority. Your Spirit. All Like The Wind …

The Wind? Where is the wind going? Nobody knows. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit. My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit, but!

The Physical Man—The Flesh Do Not Know Where The Spiritual Man Comes From Or Where Is It Going Just Like The Wind …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 10:18 pm.

Thus, My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. Like the wind nobody has known, not even myself, where my life came from or where it would windup at the end until now.

Meanwhile, In Our Ignorance We Have Fabricated All Kinds Of Theories About Everything Under And Above The Sun …

Some close some far from the truth of the matter. Why? That’s what You are revealing to us now on this 2020 year.

  • Such is an individual revelation of our lifetime doings.

Therefore, Your Dealings With Me Are Reaching Many Souls …?

Since the beginning of this year the readership of the posted writings has increased tenfold. But the best part? I am no longer concerned about the readers.

Simply Put. Your Dealings Have Set Me Free From All My Concerns For Good And Forever …

No kidding! I thought to be free before, but now, it’s no longer a thought. It’s a reality. Why should I be concerned about anything in view of the miracles even to save the computer from the blast of thunder on the building just yesterday?

Like The Wind In My Flesh I Don’t Know Where My Life Is Going, But! …

Again, my life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. It’s the experience of my birth from Your Spirit. And the written words are coming to pass verbatim!

  • Quoting John 3 at the end of this post to confirm my statement.

But How All Of This Ties With The Family Matter …?

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 11:30 pm.

Well? I better go to sleep again while You show me exactly how to tie all things up. Better than 3 hrs of sleep did me good.

About The Thread And Tie With The Family And The Flesh …?

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 5:51 am.

Ha! people been searching for their family tree for a while to no avail. But lately on this 2020-year, people are beginning to discover not only the tree but mainly the roots of that tree.

  • Me? I gave up that search mainly for lack of data, but! The truth I am finding out now? You prevented me from such quest. Instead?

You Been Revealing The Matter To Me …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 6:08 am.

Despite my lack of interest, You have been faithful to reveal such matters to me in the proper order and at Your appointed time for You to do so.

Thus? You Decreed This 2020 To Bring Closure To This Matter Of The Family …?

Amazing! I am just now realizing it. You have been and You are now revealing to me and to all You to be the root of the family tree. WOW!

What A Difference That Makes …

Indeed! This revelation opened my eyes to see what I considered to be my gross behavior in raising my children was, actually, stemming from You.

  • All of them, I had thought of the horrible things I did to each one of them in my attempt to subdue each one of them to my ideas of whatever was supposed to be good for them.

Is It Not From You That This Idea Of Whatever Was Supposed To Be Good For Them Came From? …

Wow! This revelation has set me free from the horror of guilt and misery that had haunted me all these years. Guilt? The chain around my neck suffocating me has been broken!

  • You are leading me now to quote two long passages of Scripture. No doubt, long quotes turn readers away. Even so? The words quoted are the words that You have used to jolt my being into the life of those words.
  • Thus, at Your leading I will quote. It’s my hope for You to touch the interest of the readers to read instead of turning away. Quote:

John 3:1-21 AMPC+

1  NOW THERE was a certain man among the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler (a leader, an authority) among the Jews, Who came to Yahushua at night and said to Him, Rabbi, we know and are certain that You have come from God [as] a Teacher; for no one can do these signs (these wonder works, these miracles–and produce the proofs) that You do unless God is with him.

Yahushua answered him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that unless a person is born again (anew, from above), he cannot ever see (know, be acquainted with, and experience) the kingdom of God.

Nicodemus said to Him, How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter his mother’s womb again and be born?

Yahushua answered, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and [even] the Spirit, he cannot [ever] enter the kingdom of God. [Eze 36:25-27]

What is born of [from] the flesh is flesh [of the physical is physical]; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit.

Marvel not [do not be surprised, astonished] at My telling you, You must all be born anew (from above).

The wind blows (breathes) where it wills; and though you hear its sound, yet you neither know where it comes from nor where it is going. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.

Nicodemus answered by asking, How can all this be possible?

Yahushua replied, Are you the teacher of Israel, and yet do not know nor understand these things? [Are they strange to you?]

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, We speak only of what we know [we know absolutely what we are talking about]; we have actually seen what we are testifying to [we were eyewitnesses of it]. And still you do not receive our testimony [you reject and refuse our evidence–that of Myself and of all those who are born of the Spirit].

If I have told you of things that happen right here on the earth and yet none of you believes Me, how can you believe (trust Me, adhere to Me, rely on Me) if I tell you of heavenly things?

And yet no one has ever gone up to heaven, but there is One Who has come down from heaven–the Son of Man [Himself], Who is (dwells, has His home) in heaven.

And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert [on a pole], so must [so it is necessary that] the Son of Man be lifted up [on the cross], [Num 21:9] In order that everyone who believes in Him [who cleaves to Him, trusts Him, and relies on Him] may not perish, but have eternal life and [actually] live forever!

For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.

For God did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.

He who believes in Him [who clings to, trusts in, relies on Him] is not judged [he who trusts in Him never comes up for judgment; for him there is no rejection, no condemnation–he incurs no damnation]; but he who does not believe (cleave to, rely on, trust in Him) is judged already [he has already been convicted and has already received his sentence] because he has not believed in and trusted in the name of the only begotten Son of God. [He is condemned for refusing to let his trust rest in Christ’s name.]

The [basis of the] judgment (indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground for the sentence) lies in this: the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works (deeds) were evil. [Isa 5:20]

For every wrongdoer hates (loathes, detests) the Light, and will not come out into the Light but shrinks from it, lest his works (his deeds, his activities, his conduct) be exposed and reproved.

But he who practices truth [who does what is right] comes out into the Light; so that his works may be plainly shown to be what they are–wrought with God [divinely prompted, done with God’s help, in dependence upon Him].

John 6:32-71 AMPC+

Yahushua then said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Moses did not give you the Bread from heaven [what Moses gave you was not the Bread from heaven], but it is My Father Who gives you the true heavenly Bread.

For the Bread of God is He Who comes down out of heaven and gives life to the world.

Then they said to Him, Master, give us this bread always (all the time)!

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

For this is My Father’s will and His purpose, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day.

Now the Jews murmured and found fault with and grumbled about Yahushua because He said, I am [Myself] the Bread that came down from heaven.

They kept asking, Is not this Yahushua, the Son of Joseph, Whose father and mother we know? How then can He say, I have come down from heaven?

So Yahushua answered them, Stop grumbling and saying things against Me to one another.

No one is able to come to Me unless the Father Who sent Me attracts and draws him and gives him the desire to come to Me, and [then] I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day.

It is written in [the book of] the Prophets, And they shall all be taught of God [have Him in person for their Teacher]. Everyone who has listened to and learned from the Father comes to Me–[Isa 54:13]

Which does not imply that anyone has seen the Father [not that anyone has ever seen Him] except He [Who was with the Father] Who comes from God; He [alone] has seen the Father.

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, he who believes in Me [who adheres to, trusts in, relies on, and has faith in Me] has (now possesses) eternal life.

I am the Bread of Life [that gives life–the Living Bread].

Your forefathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and [yet] they died.

[But] this is the Bread that comes down from heaven, so that [any]one may eat of it and never die.

I [Myself] am this Living Bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this Bread, he will live forever; and also the Bread that I shall give for the life of the world is My flesh (body).

Then the Jews angrily contended with one another, saying, How is He able to give us His flesh to eat?

And Yahushua said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, you cannot have any life in you unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood [unless you appropriate His life and the saving merit of His blood].

He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood has (possesses now) eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] on the last day.

For My flesh is true and genuine food, and My blood is true and genuine drink.

He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood dwells continually in Me, and I [in like manner dwell continually] in him.

Just as the living Father sent Me and I live by (through, because of) the Father, even so whoever continues to feed on Me [whoever takes Me for his food and is nourished by Me] shall [in his turn] live through and because of Me.

This is the Bread that came down from heaven. It is not like the manna which our forefathers ate, and yet died; he who takes this Bread for his food shall live forever.

He said these things in a synagogue while He was teaching at Capernaum.

When His disciples heard this, many of them said, This is a hard and difficult and strange saying (an offensive and unbearable message). Who can stand to hear it? [Who can be expected to listen to such teaching?]

But Yahushua, knowing within Himself that His disciples were complaining and protesting and grumbling about it, said to them: Is this a stumbling block and an offense to you? [Does this upset and displease and shock and scandalize you?]

What then [will be your reaction] if you should see the Son of Man ascending to [the place] where He was before?

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father.

After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him.

Yahushua said to the Twelve, Will you also go away? [And do you too desire to leave Me?]

Simon Peter answered, Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words (the message) of eternal life.

And we have learned to believe and trust, and [more] we have come to know [surely] that You are the Holy One of God, the Messiah (the Anointed One), the Son of the living God.

Yahushua answered them, Did I not choose you, the Twelve? And [yet] one of you is a devil (of the evil one and a false accuser).

He was speaking of Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, for he was about to betray Him, [although] he was one of the Twelve. End of quote.

All Things Are Coming Together By Your Master Hand …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 6:54 am.

Your passionate love for Your creation is surfacing on this 2020-year. No kidding. At this point I took a break. Eventually, sleep came my way. I slept until noon time.

Back To Your Passionate Love For The World, Otherwise, Your Creation …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 1:01 pm.

Indeed! Carefully re-reading, reflecting on those words has not only encouraged but confirm, strengthened, powerfully enabling me to cling tenaciously to You.

  • Steady Now By Your Crown …
  • Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

Phew! The Family Thread And Tie Are Now Evident …

Furthermore, that explains the connection with the wind and my ignorance of such matters. That’s also why You inspired the graphic the graphic to illustrate the matter. How neat!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Clear Answer About Who Is The God We Worship Or Not Worship …

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Will I Lose Or Gain Readers? No Longer Weights Upon My Shoulders …

Well? Guess I Could Be Labeled As Mental Case – A Person Suffering From Neurosis …?

But those terms are not in use anymore by the professionals. Guess now they use less impressive terms. Regardless, whatever they could label it now the meaning is still the same—mental insanity.

No Kidding! Many Consider Me As A Case …?

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:36 am.

A case of mental insanity. Yeap! Many have suggested for me to get help to clear my mind. But it does not surprise or bother me any longer. Why?

I Now Hear That Voice, Let Go – Be Still – Wait …

You will soon see My Deliverance! I am at work. My plans for you, for all are good. Prepare for a near harmonized future for all, says my Master—that voice from within my heart.

Ha! What Are You Revealing To Me Right Now? …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:44 am.

You are letting me see the sad part in my good intentions to help the children in this generation. I only gave birth to my three girls, but then?

  • A second set of three girls came into my life, and?
  • A bundle of joy in a blond boy to be my adopted son.
  • Furthermore? My tenacious attempt to help his older brother
  • Plus? The little girl abandoned by her drug addicted parent.
  • Court rooms. Social workers. Bathing. Feeding. Looking after the new still babies. Looking after the needs of the older ones. No difference from my birth girls and the rest—they all treated as my own flesh and blood, but!
  • The sad part? My emotional instability could not handle my lofty ideals.
  • To this day the thought of failure has hunted my deep insides.

Thus? You Brought The Matter To Light In The Last Two Dreams You Quicken To Me …

One dream I saw an empty dirty plate. The other? Killing roaches coming out of a crevice in the wall.

  • I kill, kill, kill, until? A big one would not come out. I quit the killing.
  • That last roach stuck in the crevice showed the shinniest part of its body.
  • I dropped the shoe or whatever I was using in the killing.
  • I woke up in wonder. In time? I refreshed the meaning of roaches in a dream to be a good thing depending on whatever, but!

Right Now, On This Morning Of A 7th Day Of Rest I’m Getting Your Meaning. Wow! …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 4:24 am.

Ha! What has haunted me for the last 30+ years? The thought of my failure to take care of my precious children.

  • All of them, I had thought of the horrible things I did to each one of them in my attempt to subdue each one of them to my ideas of whatever was supposed to be good for them.
  • Often that thought has caused flowing tears of remorse for the evil that I could not repair or undo.
  • That is the meaning of that dirty empty plate I was handing over to whomever in that first dream.
  • On the roach dream? The most vivid part of the dream was the shinning roach stuck in the crevice. Could not quite find the spiritual meaning of it, and?

That’s Your Revelation On This 7th Day of Resting on You …

The spiritual meaning of roaches in a dream has to do with eternity because roaches apparently do not die. But I have no idea of eternity time. So? I have stumped or killed all thoughts about such matter in my life, but!

  • Here lately? The matter has been coming to light as I witness the spirituality trend of the moment.
  • Such trend has been wighting heavy on my mind because it’s directly connected with me.

Even so? You Are Now Lifting Up Such Weight. How? …

By Your revelation of the meaning of the shinny black roach stuck in the crevice of the wall. Ha! I hear: “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light.” Wow! Quotes.

First quote:

Isaiah 9:2

The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light; those who dwelt in the land of intense darkness and the shadow of death, upon them has the Light shined. [Isa 42:6; Mat 4:15-16]

Wow! The Way You Are Showing Me Your Deliverance Is Uncanny …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 6:49 am.

It is in the same way You are revealing, showing Yourself to me in the Scriptures. Your written words are Your Word, You in reality and in truth.

  • I read it many times. I have adhered to the teachings of many inspired teachers, yet?
  • I just realize on this moment how far the reality and truth of such statement in the Scriptures was from my conception.
  • Just as far as all my former conceptions of Your written words.
  • But little by little, incident by incident, day by day, moment by moment, cycle by cycle You been revealing, showing Yourself to me in those misconceived written words
  • Today You give me Isaiah 45 to straiten out all my misconceptions of the past.

Who Are YOU? …

Isaiah 45 answers my question entirely. Have I not read it before? O yes, but! I only put such matters in the back burner. Didn’t understand a whit about such words as I do now.

  • Now? It’s no longer a matter stored in the crevice of the wall between the natural and the supernatural.
  • Now? You are revealing to me I am one of the ones who walked in darkness.
  • Now? You are revealing to me for my benefit, for the benefit of all who read these lines, You are revealing to us Who are YOU.
  • Phew! What a weight off my shoulders.

Second quote:

Isaiah 45:1-25

THUS SAYS the Master to His anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have held to subdue nations before him, and I will unarm and ungird the loins of kings to open doors before him, so that gates will not be shut.

I will go before you and level the mountains [to make the crooked places straight]; I will break in pieces the doors of bronze and cut asunder the bars of iron.

And I will give you the treasures of darkness and hidden riches of secret places, that you may know that it is I, the Master, the God of Israel, Who calls you by your name.

For the sake of Jacob My servant, and of Israel My chosen, I have called you by your name. I have surnamed you, though you have not known Me.

I am the Master, and there is no one else; there is no God besides Me. I will gird and arm you, though you have not known Me,

That men may know from the east and the rising of the sun and from the west and the setting of the sun that there is no God besides Me. I am the Master, and no one else [is He].

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] N1evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things.

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of God]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom 9:20]

10  Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely God is with you, and there is no other, no God besides Him. [1Co 14:25]

Truly You are a God Who hides Himself, O God of Israel, the Savior.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity. [Heb 5:9]

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, God Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right. [Joh 18:20]

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other God besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous God and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance]. [Rom 14:11; Php 2:10-11; Heb 6:13]

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed. [1Co 1:30-31]

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.

Amazing! Simply Amazing! …

And so? Like I did in the last post I am to do now. You are leading me to close and post this amazingly clear answer to all our misconceived ideas about YOU.

On to the task on Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 8:18 am.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Family In Mind On Waking Up This Time …

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Where Are The Basis For The Human Family? …

Let’s Start At The Very Beginning. A Good Place To Start …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 3:47 am.

The way You are leading me from the onset of my journey in Your sight is about You and Your intent for our creation.

No Kidding! The Family Is In Your Mind Forever Time …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 4:02 am.

You have me now to finish with the posting I started before You sent me to sleep. Then? I’ll work on a new graphic You set in my mind about the family.

This Has Been A Frustrating Day, But! …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 10:50 pm.

I am not letting get to me. I know You’ll show me the way to go that I cannot find. From the graphics to the book formatting nothing is working as I would like it to work. I’ll try the bed. I wait on You.

It’s Rough My Master, Help …?

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 3:33 am.

My body is not colloborating. There is much to do but I am stuck with the book format. How the styles got all messup, beats me? I’ll take a break. I wait on You.

Unexpected Miracle …

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 11:47 am.

I slept for a couple hours. On waking up I noticed the NET was working fast. It came to me to call Microsoft support for help with the problems.

  • Well? It was decided to repair the program. That didn’t work. Next to reinstall it.
  • I cringed! Wirh the faulty NET it has been nearly impossible to reinstall any big program.
  • Besides, even if the NET would work it would take about 1-1/2hours and longer to download and install the program.
  • And that was the big problem. The NET would quit before the download could finish.
  • Hum! This time? Half hour. Program downloaded. Install completed. Wow!
  • And? It came to me how to resolve my formatting problem with the styles.
  • Master! You unstuck me big time!
  • Unbelievable! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Much To Do But! No Longer Overwhelming …

I know exactly what needs to be done thanks to the instructions You send my way. But why did all of this happen? The support tech needed the few in between remarks made about Your strenght always availing me.

Drunk With Chocolates Big Time! …

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 9:47 pm.

O my Master! You are healing my body without drugs! You are teaching me all about how to regulate the sugar and salt intake for my body’s stability. So today?

  • In my enthusiasm about Your teaching, I overdone the chocolates a bit.
  • To no avail I had the sense my indulgence to quit.
  • Next? Ahmad came with a worker to clean the roof.
  • Not realizing the effect of my overindulgence, I walked aloof
  • What were they doing to see, and? O me!
  • Kapum! Shaloom! Down my body swoom!
  • Swift six arms lifted me up like a feather.
  • My sun chair pushed under
  • Me well to be in the coldness of the weather
  • Despite my chocolate spree.
  • Two hours since now
  • Still oozy and fussy got busy
  • In my task if one may ask.
  • It’s 10:51 pm will lay down.
  • Will wait on You my body to settle down.

Awake But Going Back To Sleep …

Friday, February 21, 2020 at 1:47 am to 4:40 am.

And so, the saga goes, my Master. All could be a disaster. but You turn it well to be for me, for Thee. Underneath Your everlasting arms sleep takes over to set me free from weeping to be.

I’m going on this day by the power of Your love, wisdom, and Your everlasting faithfulness.

Your promises are the only sound matter to grab on go on. Quote:

Isaiah 55:1-13

“Oh everyone who thirsts, come to the waters. And you who have no silver, come, buy and eat. Come, buy wine and milk without silver and without price.

“Why do you weigh out silver for what is not bread, and your labour for what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, and let your being delight itself in fatness.

“Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, so that your being lives. And let Me make an everlasting covenant with you, the trustworthy kindnesses of Dawiḏ.

“See, I have given Him as a witness to the people, a Leader and a Commander for the people.

“See, a nation you do not know you shall call, and a nation who does not know you run to you, because of Yahuweh your Elohim, and the Set-apart One of Yisrael, for He has adorned you.”

Seek Yahuweh while He is to be found, call on Him while He is near. Let the wrong forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts.

Let him return to Yahuweh, who has compassion on him, and to our Elohim, for He pardons much.

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,” declares Yahuweh.

“For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.

“For as the rain comes down, and the snow from the heavens, and do not return there, but water the earth, and make it bring forth and bud, and give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so is My Word that goes forth from My mouth – it does not return to Me empty, but shall do what I please, and shall certainly accomplish what I sent it for.

“For with joy you go out, and with peace you are brought in – the mountains and the hills break forth into singing before you, and all the trees of the field clap the hands.

“Instead of the thorn the cypress comes up, and instead of the nettle the myrtle comes up. And it shall be to Yahuweh for a name, for an everlasting sign which is not cut off.” End of quote.

And with this note, I am to close and post. For the quote says it all better than what I could ever with such authority myself done and plan.

As You are restoring my family You are restoring all families scattered in the four corners of the earth ignorant of their rightful identity with You.

I’ll have the whole day ahead to let You lead the way on whatever I am to do the go to honor and proclaim Your name to be Sovereign.

  • Your family business on this 2020 year forever eternally to flourish.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

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The Year To Come Boldly To The Throne Of Grace For The Much-Needed Help To Abandon Our Fears …?

Fear Of You, Only Fear Needed …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:12 am.

This subject came to me on this midnight. It is the experience of my moment while I am enjoying Your victory in my life as well as Your unbroken fellowship.

For The Fear Of You Is The Beginning Of All Wisdom …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 7:38 am

O my Master! Words. Same words with different implications. I often wondered the mention of the word ‘fear’ in the Scriptures. Fear not. Fear the Master.

  • This morning You lead me to search the meaning of words. Here is what I found. Quote:

fear (fɪə)

n

  1. a feeling of distress, apprehension, or alarm caused by impending danger, pain, etc
  2. a cause of this feeling
  3. awe; reverence: fear of God.
  4. concern; anxiety
  5. possibility; chance: there is no fear of that happening.
  6. for fear of for fear that for fear lest to forestall or avoid
  7. no fear certainly not
  8. put the fear of God into to frighten

vb

  1. to be afraid (to do something) or of (a person or thing); dread
  2. (tr) to revere; respect
  3. (tr; takes a clause as object) to be sorry: used to lessen the effect of an unpleasant statement: I fear that you have not won.
  4. (foll by: for) to feel anxiety about something
  5. an archaic word for frighten

Why This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

There are two meanings among 13 that answers my question: 3. awe; reverence: fear of God. 10. (tr) to revere; respect.

So? This Year You Will Ingrain The Fear Of You By The Power Of Your Love …

Therefore? All other fears shall vanish giving way to the awe; reverence; respect due to You alone first and uppermost.

Well? This Is A Subject That So Far People Have Not Wanted To Talk About, But!

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 8:23 am.

Now? The tide has turned big time! HalleluYah! O my Master! You getting to Your people’s heart and mind. Every post here lately? Your people are responding. Will now spend the day creating a graphic on this matter.

Great! The Graphic Is Finished. The NET Is Working. Ready To Post …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

Just a few minutes to midnight. Much accomplished today, but! The best? One of my stranged children, Daniel, got in touch with me with love and gratitude. Thanks, my Master!

You Are Harmonizing All The Inharmonious Circumstances Of My Life As Promised …

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Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the inharmonious circumstances of your life.

Wait. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. You will soon see My Deliverance!

Pause. Reflect. Your gaze set on Me, wait with hope. It is as written in Romans 8

On To Posting Grounds On This Blessed Midnight on Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:07 am

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Posting Done! The NET Held Up, And? …

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And I Got My Oil! Whoopee!


Did my accomplishments and getting my oil Add An Iota To My Stature? …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 5:07 pm.

Hardly, but! it’s only because of Your loving discipline that You finally convinced me to quit whining about the least inconvenience that came my way and go on.

It’s Past Midnight On A New Day …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 1:12 am.

Here I am. I written a lot in an email to Roxana since I woke up last night at 11:40 pm. Now I don’t feel good. I am cold even with the heat on. I don’t know what to do, what to eat what to drink. Maybe go back to sleep?

Ah! Sunshine Out There As It Is In Here In My Heart …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Yeap! The sun is shinning in my heart even when the winter darkens the skies out there, but! You give us a break from that darkness. You never give us any more than what we can take.

O Mine! Gas Is Waving The Signal To Quit, My Master …

I’m sure glad You are giving me a sunny day. Maybe there will be gas replacement today. Maybe there will not be. Either way? It does not affect my well-being.

It’s The 7th Day Of Rest. Resting In You I Remain Sunshine Or Wintertime …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 12:50 pm.

Been working on the graphic to illustrate the matter. You gave me the idea as You do with all graphics. It looks beautiful to me. Who knows but You whether others think the same as me.

Legend For The Graphic …

Sun shining on the Planets

2020

Sun shining on my Heart

Sun shining on ALL Hearts

Master! Help Me To Truly Love My Brother …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 2:00 am.

The sun is shining on my heart, but You know how I feel when I read headlines from leaders that have offended me for exposing the truth. The thing is that these leaders continue with their timelines, and?

  • I have not read yet one single testimony of Your dealings with them.
  • All I see in the leadership is their pompous authority over many followers.
  • Following each other, but!
  • Not following Yahushua as they claim to do.
  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

O My Master! A Few Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 5:52 am.

As if You didn’t know it. But You tell me to always come to You, to come to reason things out with You, and? I have discovered how wonderful it is to answer Your beckoning.

Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 3:30 am.

Your answer? Habakkuk’s Prayer. Wow! How have I missed this most important prayer? But! not to fear. In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second. Anyhow, now?

You Sent Me To Read The Entire Chapter To Reprogram My Mind …

This matter is by far most critical moment at this stage of Your Presence in my heart. Your Presence for real in my daily living.

Well? You Sent. I Went. My Life’s Onset For Me To Vent …?

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 5:35 am.

Honest to goodness! You are leading me 100%. You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am). Wow! The consistence of Your message is uncanny. Strong words. they knocked the socks off my feet. Who knows? Those words might do the same for you should you be inclined to read them. Here is the link:

UPDATED WORDS FROM 1986

  • Did I write those words?
  • Phew! My hand wrote not my will.
  • All I could say was, “Not me! I been a sinful woman. They not going to listen to me!” But!
  • You said, “I don’t want them to listen to YOU!!! I want them to listen to ME!!!”

That Happened On February Of 1986. O me And YOU …

Me with the little letters. YOU with the capitals. Since then? You have had me vent out my sinful life unmercifully. Did my venting out my sinful life humiliated and shamed me? Not at all! Quote:

James 4:4-12

You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God.

Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer 3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

But He gives us more and more grace (power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, God sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace [continually] to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Pro 3:34]

So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

[My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].

One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?

My Venting Out My Sinful Life Humbled Not Humiliated Me …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 6:17 am – 8:38 am

Today marks the 34th anniversary of my surrender to You. At 3:30 am today You sent me to Habakkuk’s Prayer. Then, you sent me to read the entire chapter to reprogram my mind. Next?

You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am) to vent out my sinful life as in James 4:4-12. Next? You led me to February 16 of 1986. Next? Today.

You Answered The Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …:

  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

Wow! The Consistence Of Your Message Is Uncanny. Strong Words, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 9:46 am.

Strong words consistent with the work You been doing in my life to the exact moment. Thirty-four years. Now? You are leading me back to the meaning of number 34. Quote:

Meaning of Number 34

The number 34 has clear access to inner wisdom. 34 is also intuitive. It interprets its wisdom and intuition creatively, seldom getting bogged down in unworkable details when considering solutions to problems.

For 34, alone time to think through a problem or to meditate is important. The number finds its answers within. Even when answers or solutions are found somewhere else, 34 looks inward to validate them.

It approaches life with an understanding filtered through its own inner awareness and certainties.

The numerology essence of the number 34 generally is comfortable interacting with others, although doesn’t actively seek such opportunities. Its participation in social interactions often inspire other participants.

The Basic or Core Essence of 34

The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 34 is introspection, finding answers within. Other meanings of the number 34 must take that vibration into account.

To better understand the essence of 34, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 34 is composed of the digits 3 and 4, and is reduced to the single digit 7:

3+4 = 7

Thus, the numerology number 34 essence is based on the essence of the number 7. It also contains the essence of the individual digits. See these articles for number interpretations of the single-digit essence of the number 34 and the digits 34 is composed of:

Number 3 Meaning

Number 4 Meaning

Number 7 Meaning

The digit the number is reduced to (the digit 7 in this case) always has more force or capacity than the digits of the number being reduced.

The relative amount each contributes to the whole could be represented by this graph: :

7-3-4

Thus, the 34 essence contains the 7’s essence, such as introspection, intuition, and wisdom.

Plus a dose of the 3’s essence, such as creative expression, inspiration, and tolerance.

Plus a dose of the 4’s essence, such as pragmatism, conscientiousness, and a focus on building a secure foundation for the future, this blend resulting in an essence unique.

The 34 essence is knowledge of self. There is introspection and study and analyzing and accumulation of wisdom. There’s also imagination, creativity, optimism, and a dynamism that’s felt by others.

In social situations with a 34 present, others find their energy and outlook on life uplifted, their inner creativeness awakened, their future appearing brighter.

The number 34 has wisdom gained through knowledge of self as its priority. There’s an ongoing urge to accumulate wisdom. Perfection and beauty are important. Quality is appreciated.

Goals generally have specific steps associated with them for their accomplishment.

Imagine being intuitively connected to ancient wisdom and knowing yourself in relation to that wisdom. Both the analytical and spiritual aspects of yourself are known and accepted. Issues in life are approached with an element of creativity, especially when expressing concepts to others. There is continuing analysis of self in relation to events and circumstances.

That’s 34. End of quote.

Granted, This Is Not A Biblical Meaning Of Number 34, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:01 am

This is what You led me to check out. It describes the essence of the work You have now declared finished. It describes the present experience of my life in Your Presence as per Your words You brought to my remembrance. Quote:

“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

And So? That’s My Life. No Worldly Cares Whatsoever …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Ah but my interpretation of worldly cares! Is it for me to become a stoic recluse aloof from the basic needs in life? Nay! Nay! Nay! The truth?

  • At times I had in mind to become such, but O how depressing.
  • Other times, I’ll figured something different, but!
  • I never could figure out how to live but not love the world!
  • All the time You have been at work transforming and enabling me to live but not to love the world.

Phew! Saved By The Bell I Hear So Well Now …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:00 pm.

What bell? The bell of Your exact time for all to happen. The bell that rang for me on the last day of 2019. The day when the lust for the things of this world vanished forever by the power of Your love. Wow!

I Never Realized The Weight Of Such Lusts On My Being, But! …

Now I do. I do realize it. For You have lifted that weight from my beign now to be from it set free. Better yet? You have transformed me into the joy and rejoicing You created me to be.

Ha! I’m A Joy To Ahmad Even When I’m Threatening To Kill Him …

“Hellooo! I hear you now.”

“I’m glad you do. I need to remind you that I am out of gas since I called you yesterday. I am cold. I need gas! Also, I need for you to tell me at what time I am supposed to go to the welcome line?”

“Welcome line? What means Basilia?”

“The welcome line to welcome all to the death of Ahmad xxx!”

“Ha! Ha! Ha! Everybody wants to kill me! Ha! Ha! Ha!”

O My Master! Finally! You Have Empowered Me To Enjoy This Strange Culture …

No kidding! This strange culture has been nothing but trouble for me until now. It never fails. When I am waiting for Ahmad’s help somebody dies. That means 3 days I do not hear from Ahmad. Where is my gas or this or that?

“Basilia, my cousin die. It’s mandatory that I go to the family for 3 days to welcome all the mourners that must come to mourn the death of my cousin for 3 days.”

What about Basilia? Basilia could be dead but she has to wait for 3 days for them to come find me dead and I’ll have my 3 days of welcoming all to mourn my death! What a trip.

“But that’s mandatory, Basilia. I have no choice.”

“What is it that you all do for 3 days, Ahmad?”

“Well? The close family stands in line. The visitors come. The family must shake hands and say, Welcome!”

“You do that for 3 days?”

“Well, yes because different people come each day. Then you are not supposed to talk to or visit anyone for 3 days. You are supposed to mourn for 3 days. That’s why I could not call you.”

O My Master! You Are In Control Of It All, Why Then …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Well? I attempted to sleep at 12:19 am to no avail. Sleep evaded me. So? I got up. Continued my creation in Photoshop. Fixed my hair. Back and forth while Photoshop is doing its thing. And?

Goodness Sake! Four Hours Done Flew Past Me …

It’s a wonder how You work things out for me. Four hours of learning new techniques in the older version of Photoshop that You resuscitated for me.

No Kidding! You Have Resolved My Photoshop Troubles …

As good as the technicians from Photoshop support are, they have not been able to solve my problem because I did not know how to explain the problem. Anyhow?

I’m Fully Enjoying Your Gifts, My Master …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

The sun is shinning. Photoshop is working like a charm. You are giving me much needed sleep. There is abundance of food. I have gas. Ahmad and family continue to take care of my supplies the best way they can. And?

My Body Is On The Mend. I Am Comfortable, and? …

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 6:03 pm.

Finally! I started the dreadful dish washing chore! You know how I enjoy washing my dishes, but! when Your hand is heavy upon me, all I can do is graphics. Even writing is nearly impossible.

O Well! The Beauty Of It All? It’s All For A Super Ending …?

Your purpose for all written is to show that is it not about our self-efforts to please period. It’s all about Your faithfulness to Your Word.

  • I for one? I get all excited when things go well. I get bent out of shape when things go not so well.
  • Either way? Your faithfulness to Your promises to me prevail.

And With This Note, I Am Ready To Close And Post This Matter.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Love Is A Magic Word, But!

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Love Is Also An Elusive Magic In This World …

The sun shines on the wind of conviction. Repentance. Enlightenment! Shake hands on this 2020 year. Don’t Despair! Do prepare! The Master at work. All inharmonious circumstances? Harmonized! In our Individual Lives. loved to Love.

Even So? We Were Created To Be Loved To Love.

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love.

Troubles Do Not Hinder The Experience Of Love …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:25 am sleep to 5 am.

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 5:41 am restart after Windows latest update. It’s now Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 7:37 am as per Your lead I am working in updating all apps. Much trouble with Internet connection.

Master? I Am Beginning To Live Harmoniously In The Best As Well As In The Worst …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:55 pm.

My bouts with depression or elation are no problem anymore. Ahmad came to share a meal with me last night. We began to talk about the virus threat to the world, and? O my Master! You turned us around to talk about You instead.

Talking About You Is Such Nourishment For Our Souls …

I will head for bed now to wait on You to continue recording. Just now waking up. It’s 6:46 pm. I posted Hope in Death before I went to sleep. The NET not working again. No way to check the status of the post.

You Continue To Send Me Instructions On How To Improve The Graphics …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 6:59 pm.

You have always instructed me in the computer department as well Your direction in every minute detail of my life, but! The truth?

I Have Taken You For Granted …

Worse? I have given Your honor to whoever You set to help me. Never realized my doings until You been leading me to read headlines stating all kinds of honor to other human beings instead of You.

Ha! Have I Not Done The Same Thing? …

How easy it is to see the speck in others’ eyes but ignore the beam in our own eyes. Even so? You no longer let me be in that condition. Back to bed not feeling good. 7:41 pm to around 9 pm.

Master? Every Single Moment You Turn The Tables On Me …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 1:49 am.

It confirms that I am Your legit child. You don’t let me get by with nothing. Unaware, I been on judging grounds. Really? Every time that I set my eyes on what others are doing wrong, I am judging.

Ha! A Good Way To Start Fresh Today …

The NET is still not working. Photoshop is doing an intrusion. I’ll take a long time to finish it. Best thing to do is to head for bed. I wait on You. It’s now 1:58 am.

Must Lay It All Under Your Feet …?

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 10:14 am.

Talking about judging, dying, implying, replying, denying, complaining, opinionating? That what it means to sin. Ha! And I thought my dubious past was my sinful living. Duh!

  • The best part? Could not quite understand how the prostitutes and drunkards and thieves would make it but not the religious me.

Well? Actually? I Understood The Matter Quite Well, But! …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 11:31 am.

I was also quite smug about it. Why? it was like flaunting around how I ate my cake and you didn’t. It was like waiting to see the moment of weeping and gnashing of teeth.

However Stealthily Those Sentiments Were There! Until …

You are enlightening me big time mainly about my unnecessary smugness because of Your blessings to me. Granted, You have convicted, and I have repented. So now?

You Have Me To Share Those Details Aiming To Other’s Enlightenment …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 12:14 pm.

The sun shines on the wind of conviction.

Repentance. Enlightenment!

Shake hands on this 2020 year.

Don’t Despair!

Do prepare!

The Master at work.

All inharmonious circumstances?

Harmonized!

In our Individual Lives.

loved to Love.

Love Is A Magic Word, But!

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love, and?

Enlightenment on the intent for our creation shall shine in the mind of each individual soul in this world on this 2020 year.

Time You Have Me Post This Matter. The NET Is Working,

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:54 pm.

You know I need to edit and format. Hopefully the NET holds up. On to the task.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

HOPE in Death …

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Success In A Worldly Sense …

Master? I’m Reflecting On Success In A Worldly Sense …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

I’m sitting here reflecting more than just thinking. Reminiscing on my doings of the past. I cannot remember any time when I was sure of who I was, but! I flounder the waters of high achievement, for what?

Much Achieved Today. Much Achieved Yesterday. Tomorrow? …

Goodness sake! Tomorrow? The sorrow! What sorrow? The sorrow of keeping up all of that for that tomorrow that might never come.

Talking About Futility? In A Nut Case, Literally I Mean …?

No thank you Mr. Achievement. No thank you, Mr. Success. I value my mental sanity the best! O my Master! Whatever possessed me to swim like a fish in a whim to visit muddy waters?

Human Nature. That’s The Fact To Be Exact …?

The human nature’s ways? O mine! Extensive realm for comedy skits calling quits. Yeah, for sure! Once we begin to see the comical ways of our human nature, we call it quits, but! Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:7

[He said] I charge you, O you daughters of Jerusalem, by the gazelles or by the hinds of the field [which are free to follow their own instincts] that you not try to stir up or awaken [my] love until it pleases.

We Got To Wait For Our Turn To Quit, Otherwise …?

Futility! All our human efforts to quit with our wit’s power? Chasing after the wind and feeding on it. That’s what my human nature chased and fed on most of my life.

No Kidding! Knowledge Was My God, But! …

O my Master! You surely made that knowledge god like dust under Your feet. That’s how You convinced me to quit. It’s written,

Ecclesiastes 1:17-18

And I gave my mind to know [practical] wisdom and to discern [the character of] madness and folly [in which men seem to find satisfaction]; I perceived that this also is a searching after wind and a feeding on it. [1Th 5:21]

For in much [human] wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

How ‘Bout That? Me? Dum-Dum! Sounded My Torn Ear’s Drum …

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 5:06 pm

I couldn’t hear I was an educated fool until my turn to quit my foolishness, to quit my wits came by the power of Your love for me. It never fails. It always avails. 5:35 pm bed? Up at 10:02 pm.

Thankful I Remain. Your Love Prevails …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 10:36 pm

You know when I sit. You know when I stand. You know what I am going to say or think before I either say it or think it. I’m tankful that You didn’t destroy me a long time ago.

Indeed! You Didn’t Totally Destroy Your People. You Left Us A Remnant …?

Ha! that’s what You are leading me to understand right now. Wow! Through the ages that remnant now populates the four corners of the earth. Wow!

Now I Understand All Those Words I Have Been Wondering About …?

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 12:38 am.

O my Master! there is an ominous silence at this midnight hour. Strange. Just as strange as my understanding of Your words. Going over again through Your words given to Your prophet Isaiah makes me realize how strange it all is.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All From The Day Of Old …?

Hope? There is always hope. But all things must happen at Your exact decreed time. Is 2020 Your decreed time to set us free from the hopeless state and condition of our souls?

  • That’s the bubbling Up Hope From Our Hearts On This 2020Year!

HOPE in Death …

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

The NET does not work at this hour. I needed to test the graphic. So, I inserted here. It’s just not what I sense it to be. Back to work on it.

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Overcome All Setbacks …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 12:48 am.

Problems, difficulties in this world are inevitable, but! I don’t need to worry about such; You have overcome the world for me.

  • It’s past midnight. Still no Internet to test the graphics. I will work on the background instead of the text, until I can get to the tutorial to do what I want to do with the text.

Circumstances Are Not Always The Best …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

But! You know all about it, my Master. My body still on the mend. The winter still bitter. No visitors. No calls. Abundance and lack hand in hand. The Internet not working most of the time. I keep messing up in the graphics because is hard to see the small monitor’s screen. Besides the lack of a good graphic’s card.

This morning I unstalled Photoshop 15 to see if that would solve my problem with the brushes. After the uninstall I had to restart at 9:53 am.

From there on I struggled to correct the problem to no avail. Finally? I realized my latest version of Photoshop is 2 versions behind. I started the update, but it’s stuck because of the faulty Internet connection. Went to sleep around 7 pm to 10 pm.

Woke Up. Ate. Reflected On It All, And? …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

You gave me the sense of well-being. No need to complain. No need for all to be the best. I can be and do quite well under the worst. How blessed I am!

Well? I Tell You Why? …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 12:45 pm.

Update restart 12:46 pm. Back on all up to date. So is my life. O my Master! You bless me so! I slept from midnight to about 1:30 am. I was still sleepy but I thoughen up waiting for the NET to connect. That didn’t happen until around 4:40 am.

Soon as the NET connected, I called support to help me with the Photoshop update. All well now in that department. Actually? All super-well.

I worked until around 10 am. Finally, I crashed in bed around 10 am.

On Waking Up I Saw You Holding Us In Your Hand …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 1:12 pm.

I smiled big time! I remember little Johny and his grandma taking a strol in the snow covered park. O my Master! You sustain me with humor. The tale:

Grandma says: “You see lil Johny how beautifully God painted the world for us?”

Quickly lil Johny responded: “Yeah, grandma, and He did it all with His left hand!”

Grandma: “O, what makes you say that my son?”

Lil Johny: “I learned last Sunday in Sunday School that the Savior sits on God’s right hand!”

Logical Child’s Conclusion, But! …

Are not our grown-up conclusions on the reading and stydying the written words? Our human minds can only conclude on the actual meaning of words.

O Well! Let Be. Be Still. Your Point, My Master? …

You really, really are holding the whole creation plus our own individual selves in Your hand. Your working right hand that is! Your point?

To Bring Our Carnal Natures In And Out Of The Darkness Of The Grave …

Hope in death is now the matter You are bringing to light on this 2020 year. And? Yes! Our Redeemer sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us. He is our Advocate.

I have read, studied, agreed with many conclusions on the the following long chapter, but! it’s not until today that You, my Master, are shinning Your light on it.

In Your light I now see Your purpose for sharing my state of well-being aloof from the cares of this world. Indeed, there is hope in death. The death to the things of this world. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-29

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father–[it is] Yahushua Messiah [the all] righteous [upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action].

And He [that same Yahushua Himself] is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern [daily, by experience] that we are coming to know Him [to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him]: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him [I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him] but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth [of the Gospel] is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning; the old commandment is the message which you have heard [the doctrine of salvation through Messiah].

Yet I am writing you a new commandment, which is true (is realized) in Him and in you, because the darkness (N1moral blindness) is clearing away and the true Light (N2the revelation of God in Christ) is already shining.

Whoever says he is in the Light and [yet] hates his brother [Christian, born-again child of the Almighty his Father] is in darkness even until now.

Whoever loves his brother [believer] abides (lives) in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion for stumbling or cause for error or sin.

But he who hates (detests, despises) his brother [in Messiah] is in darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

I am writing to you, little children, because for His name’s sake your sins are forgiven [pardoned through His name and on account of confessing His name].

I am writing to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be aware of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have been victorious over the wicked [one]. I write to you, boys (lads), because you have come to know (recognize and be aware) of the Father.

I write to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be conscious of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong and vigorous, and the Word of the Almighty is [always] abiding in you (in your hearts), and you have been victorious over the wicked one.

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the antiMessiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many antiMessiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

They went out from our number, but they did not [really] belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But [they withdrew] that it might be plain that they all are not of us.

But you have been anointed by [you hold a sacred appointment from, you have been given an unction from] the Holy One, and you all know [the Truth] or you know all things.

I write to you not because you are ignorant and do not perceive and know the Truth, but because you do perceive and know it, and [know positively] that nothing false (no deception, no lie) is of the Truth.

Who is [such a] liar as he who denies that Yahushua is the Messiah? He is the antiMessiah (the antagonist of Messiah), who [habitually] denies and refuses to acknowledge the Father and the Son.

No one who [habitually] denies (disowns) the Son even has the Father. Whoever confesses (acknowledges and has) the Son has the Father also.

As for you, keep in your hearts what you have heard from the beginning. If what you heard from the first dwells and remains in you, then you will dwell in the Son and in the Father [always].

And this is what He Himself has promised us–the life, the eternal [life].

I write this to you with reference to those who would deceive you [seduce and lead you astray].

But as for you, the anointing (the sacred appointment, the unction) which you received from Him abides [permanently] in you; [so] then you have no need that anyone should instruct you. But just as His anointing teaches you concerning everything and is true and is no falsehood, so you must abide in (live in, never depart from) Him [being rooted in Him, knit to Him], just as [His anointing] has taught you [to do].

And now, little children, abide (live, remain permanently) in Him, so that when He is made visible, we may have and enjoy perfect confidence (boldness, assurance) and not be ashamed and shrink from Him at His coming.

If you know (perceive and are sure) that He [Messiah] is [absolutely] righteous [conforming to the Father’s will in purpose, thought, and action], you may also know (be sure) that everyone who does righteously [and is therefore in like manner conformed to the divine will] is born (begotten) of Him [the Almighty].

On This Note, Long Note At That, I’m Led To Close And Post The Matter …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

Need to edit and format before I post. Right now? Don’t feel too good. Will break for a bit. Back at 4:40 pm. Finished editing. As I edited the chapter You opened my eyes to see.

  1. None of my former Christian teachers ever thought to question oneself on the matter.
  2. In reading this time, it came to me, Am I the guilty one?
  3. In the past, living by my and others understanding of the written words?

Yes! Indeed! Guilty! But! …

Thank goodness! You have set me free from my carnal past. No need to rehash words without knowledge anymore. Experience not words is what matters here.

Experience Never Before Conceived In My Mind …

Your Presence in my heart and mind was never experienced as I am experiencing now. You are so real! Indeed! There is hope in death. Death to the ways of this world.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Behold! Yahuwah Universal Sovereign In Control!

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No Kidding! This 2020 All Shall Know It Is So! …

O My Master! Hard Times Are Coming, And? Here I Am Worried About Black Chocolate! …

Hahaha! Humor instead of anger. Why should I worry about the hard times coming? Behold! You are in control! In control of it all, including my black chocolate, that’s for sure!

The truth? Ain’t worried about anything anymore, but! Black chocolate? O well! It’s doing me good. I need to remind Ahmad to get it for me, he forgets, You know it my Master.

Anyhow, yesterday? Blustering winds whistling out there. Rain pouring down, but it came to me to remind to Ahmad about my black chocolate, never thinking he would be out there in the weather. So? The scene.

“Quickly! Quickly! I am in the rain, Basilia!” “My black chocolate! MY BLACK CHOCOLATE!!!” “WHAT? I’M IN THE RAIN!!!” He shouted at me and hung up! The nerve! Rain and no black chocolate for me. Can you believe it?

Sure enough, because of my inopportune call? He didn’t show up last night. I waited for him until 11 pm. While getting under my covers? I burst out laughing! I realized the ridiculousness of it all!

Humor instead of anger it sure is my motto now. Any other time I would have been angry, anxious, cry, cry, and cry in despair!

No more! No more anger. No more anxiety, and no more tears. You done repaired the broken lachrymal gland in my mind

What a Fixer Upper You are my Beloved Master! truly? Your banner over me is love? Is it so for Ahmad and the rest, my Master?

To find out the Master’s response? You must read until the end of this fun funny accounts of my doings. On to the original post’s content.

Been Devoted All My Life But I Was Clueless …

Thursday, February 6, 2020 at 6:55 am.

“Poor Basilia!” Ahmad’s forever annoying this truly poor soul, but! O well, maybe he knows more than he lets on for me to think about it. Me? O bless my heart. Devoted 100% each time.

  1. First? Born, raised Catholic until the divorce.
  2. I divorced my first husband so? The Catholic God divorced me.
  3. Then? Charismatic
  4. Next? Baptist.
  5. Independent for a while.
  6. Up came the Messianic s
  7. I thought I had arrived!
  8. My duty to proclaim key Hebrew words plus…
  9. Zealous attempts to proclaim the Jewish customs and traditions.
  10. From keeping the festivals to wearing the Tassels (Tzit tzit) and the head cover? Man! I was determined to keep all the Hebrew customs and traditions to the ‘tee’ to keep myself and others from the flames of hell!
  11. Thank goodness! That was over as quickly as it came upon me.
  12. Soon as I arrived in Jerusalem? Almighty Yahuwah showed me the ridiculousness of my doings.

In Retrospect? O My Master What A Trip My Religious Devotions Have Been …

Thursday, February 6, 2020 at 8:03 am.

You are now putting a hearty laugh at my own ridiculousness. Humor instead of anger is my gifted motto. I left my recording here. Went on to my fun jolly holly gifted graphics skill to fill.

O My Master! What A Blessing It Is To Create What You Procreate …

Friday, February 7, 2020 at 7:50 am.

O well! I just used those words referring to Your Creator sole right. In my thinking? I am not creating anything that You have not already created.

You Alone Are The Master Creator Of All In Existence …

Of course, many souls realize and live by that, but! for the most? Humankind makes heroes of anyone gifted to reproduce whatever You gift to some soul to reproduce.

(Wondering if I should sneak a delicious chunk of chocolate in my mouth? Problem: one little chunk leads to another and another until I get sick!  Help, my Master HELP!)

Slept until Friday, February 7, 2020 at 2:13 am. Sleep again until 5:53 am.

Well? O My Master! You Are In Control Of My Daily Doings …

Friday, February 7, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Yesterday I published about The Great Tribulation in the main site, but somehow, I did not publish in the rest of the sites. Now? The Net is not working again. I can’t publish. I wait on You.

The Reality Of Your Existence In My Heart And Life Sustains Me Victoriously …

Saturday, February 8, 2020 at 4:27 am.

One more 7th day of rest resting on You all the way. No kidding, in You I live and have my being. I slept for a few hours. Got up around 2:30 am. Went ahead with the posting of the Great Tribulation.

It’s Awesome To Experience Your Doings In My Life …

Saturday, February 8, 2020 at 10:02 pm.

O my Master! You have dried my tears of anxiety. You have steadied my steps. You have given me Your strength to overcome gloom or glee! Awesome are Your doings in my life as anyone shall see.

  • It’s the end of my 7th Day of rest. Blustery winds all day. Rain. Ahmad promised to come but he didn’t. I’m cold even with the heat on, and? I am at peace resting on You regardless it all.
  • Much accomplished in the graphics corner. But the NET not working, so I can’t continue with the task.
  • It’s 10:20 pm. Perhaps will continue with the graphics on waking up. Will now head for bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

O My Master! Hard Times Are Coming, And? Here I Am Worried About Black Chocolate! …

Hahaha! Humor instead of anger. Why should I worry about the hard times coming? Behold! You are in control! In control of it all, including my black chocolate, that’s for sure!

The truth? Ain’t worried about anything anymore, but! Black chocolate? O well! It’s doing me good. I need to remind Ahmad to get it for me, he forgets, You know it my Master.

Anyhow, yesterday? Blustering winds whistling out there. Rain pouring down, but it came to me to remind to Ahmad about my black chocolate, never thinking he would be out there in the weather. So? The scene.

“Quickly! Quickly! I am in the rain, Basilia!” “My black chocolate! MY BLACK CHOCOLATE!!!” “WHAT? I’M IN THE RAIN!!!” He shouted at me and hung up! The nerve! Rain and no black chocolate for me. Can you believe it?

Sure enough, because of my inopportune call? He didn’t show up last night. I waited for him until 11 pm. While getting under my covers? I burst out laughing! I realized the ridiculousness of it all!

Humor instead of anger it sure is my motto now. Any other time I would have been angry, anxious, cry, cry, and cry in despair!

No more! No more anger. No more anxiety, and no more tears. You done repaired the broken lachrymal gland in my mind

What a Fixer Upper You are my Beloved Master! truly? Your banner over me is love? Is it so for Ahmad and the rest, my Master?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You really are a child of My heart.

You delight My Being!

Even when in the midst of the rain and pain at times you despair.

At times you burst your angry tirades at Me, even then, you delight My Being!

My Spirit bears witness that you are My genuine child who knows Me as the Father that I am to you.

Rejoice, My precious child! I am so delighted to sup with you.

I am so delighted to extend My scepter unto My Queen instead of letting you perish like anyone not so cherished.

I am so looking forward for your humorous escapades.

Those escapades are My blessings to you and to all!

Go on! Let go! Be still! I am at work no matter what is your fill.

I love you with an everlasting love, My precious dove.

And yes, it is so for Ahmad and the rest.

It’s all for your best!” End of quote.

Ha! It’s coming to me to start the posting this morning with this entry. I will comply. On to the task if anyone asks.

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 6:21 am.

Master? I pray You let Your readers see how You lead me to improve the graphic’s skill You have gifted to me. You have the whole post’s content encased in those graphics. Pray for You to let those readers see what the graphics are about and enjoy the same with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …

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Prepare! Prepare For What? Prepare To Be Spared …

For What I Read Here And There, People Are Talking About Blessings In 2020 In A Mixed Way.

  • Mixed way? Yes, they mention ‘God’ and faith, but they exalt the over comer heroes that have turned failure into success by their human efforts, and? They exalt the blessings. They do not exalt You.
  • Am I doing the same thing?
  • Is there still any wicked way in me?
  • Search me, my Master!

On Waking Up I Got The Title For This Post And More …?

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 3:24 am.

O my Master! Your response to search my heart? You have so done. You have so continue to do.

  • Funny thing; first You tell me to write down all evil going on for all to see.
  • Now? You are turning the tables on me.
  • What evil goes on within my heart?

You Are Human. All Evil Going On In The Human’s Heart Is Going On Within Your Heart …

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 4:11 am.

Oops! And I was so smug writing and thinking that as I look around the blessings of 2020 are proclaiming but! The great tribulation. Not a mention of it much less preparing for it.

  • So? I got the tiles for this post:
  • The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …
  • Prepare! Prepare For What? Prepare To Be Spared.
  • All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

Ha! what about me? Isn’t it what I am doing? O my Master! You are so real in my life. Just like I did with my children You do to me. I wouldn’t let them get away with anything; neither do You with me.

  • Let me now go on to post what I originally intended to post. But it came to me to post the last entries first. So be it.

Well? I Published, But! The Net Done Quit …?

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 9:00 pm.

Help me my Master to accept these things that are continuously aggravating me. The Net. The lack of visits or even phone calls from Ahmad and family?

  • Ha! it’s this late, no sign of anyone coming; the Net quit; I am not really comfortable; I am not quite certain on what to do; eat or sleep, and? I am NOT bent out of shape like I used to be. Wow!

Here I Am My Master Been Working On The Site. As If You Didn’t Know It …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 9:03 am.

I slept on and off from 9:45 pm to around 2:30 am this morning. I am not bent out of shape but, the cold is affecting my sleep. I just can’t get warm. You know it , my Master.

  • Anyhow? I changed themes again. This time I hope is for keeps at least for a while.
  • Now? I’ll go on to finish with the posting.
  • Time to quit. Sleep. 4:40 pm
  • Slept until about 10:14 pm.

Thank You My Master For Letting Me Vent Out My Frustrations On You …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 10:54 pm.

You know how rough it is when all one’s sins pop to torment one’s soul; in the midst of such torment one wonders why You allow such evil after Your promise not to let evil torment one anymore?

  • Why You, a loving Father let Your Son suffer such horrors.
  • Why Your ancient workers suffered 100% worse horrors than the present horrors I am suffering?.
  • What am I doing wrong now?
  • Why my body is such a painful wreck?
  • Why the bitter winter?
  • I soak my pillow with agonizing tears.
  • Why I was not able to take care of my precious children?
  • Why have You chopped me off from my loved ones?
  • Why no one cares for me?
  • Why? why? why?
  • Will this suffering ever end?

Sleep Follows My Lengthy Tirade. Wake Up To The Sound Of My Name …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

Ah! My welcomed little friend. Up! He turns on the heat.

  • “Did you get me some coffee?”
  • “Nay!” He says.
  • He lays out the first set of goodies.
  • “Good?”
  • “Yeah, looks good!”
  • Next? The fruit.
  • Next? Big jar of honey!
  • Still? No coffee.
  • He waits a minute. Then?
  • The coffee! Hahaha!
  • We chatted about the cleaning.
  • He promised to come tomorrow to clean.
  • Will see. By tomorrow? He done forgot his promise, but!
  • I never know until tomorrow comes.
  • Why worry about tomorrow?
  • He leaves.
  • I proceed to take care of things.
  • Suddenly! What do I hear?

“No One Takes Care Of You? What About Your Suffering?” …

Friday, January 31, 2020 at 1:13 am.

Midnight came. Me? Reflecting on Your questions. You took me back all the way to that place and moment of my birth. That happened over 80 years ago, but!

  • The memories are just as it was today.
  • My father siting his rocking chair ledger and calendar on hand waiting.
  • The grandfather clock struck the three chimes for 3 am.
  • Mama Lucila comes out of the adjacent room.
  • “Es nina!” for It’s a girl! She announced.
  • My father recorded my name: Basilia Licona Sarceno plus the date and hour of my birth and to whom I was born.
  • Why did my Father pick my name to be Basilia? Because he picked the names from the Catholic calendar that recorded the births of many considered ‘saints’ in the Cathoic Church. That 14th day of June was the birth of Saint Basilio.
  • So Strange my birth circumstances were!

Master? I See Your Purpose For Such Vivid Memory …

You are demonstrating to me how from my birth until this day You have assigned my caretakers. Why my suffering? Your response:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I gave you a mighty man for a father to take care of you. Didn’t you rebel against your father?

Now, My child, think back. At your father’s death, didn’t I place you under the care of his older son? But you rebelled against him as well.”

  • You send me to sleep from 2:10 am to 4:12 am

On Waking Up, I Hear, Quite Clear, Your Answer To My Suffering …

Friday, January 31, 2020 at 5:04 am.

Why my life’s sufferings? Because I was a person who resists any authority, control, or tradition. You brought me back all the way to the beginning of my rebellion. In retrospect?

  • The time was somewhere between June and October 1985. I had begun to write what became my autobiography which I published in 2005 against Your will.
  • You will now have me to quote chapter 3 from that autobiography to illustrate how my rebellion continued from my birth to that memorable day when You called me into account on June 20, 1985.
  • This is a long chapter. I need to edit it. Then, I will break it into pages for easy reading. Quote:

CHAPTER 3

A HEAVENLY WHIPPING

This chapter is about the end of the darkest period of Thia’s life and the trip to Vegas. Such trip was the heavenly whipping that caught her attention!

A long time ago the Scriptures were written for us nowadays. And under the leading of the Holy Spirit we are supposed to learn, apply, and experience the Scriptures in our lives.

For the incidents that occurred to each individual in the Bible are real. And those incidents were written for an example to us.

“Alas!” sighs Thia, “I did not allow the Holy Spirit to lead me. And I had read the following Scriptures under my own leading many of times; but, I never did think to apply them to myself.

I thought those Scriptures were about something to be applied only to Peter or any of the old-time people.

I did not think that the Scriptures written in the Psalms or about Peter or about anybody else in those days applied to myself nowadays, but they do!

If only I would have put my name instead of Simon Peter or anybody else, it would have been perfectly valid. Alas, I didn’t, therefore, I suffered in ignorance.” For it is written,

Luke 22:31-34

Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that (all of) you be given up to him—out of the power and keeping of Almighty Yahuwah— that he might sift (all of) you like grain, (Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9)

But I have prayed especially for you (Peter) that your (own)  faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

And (Simon Peter) said to Him, Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.

But Yahushua said, I tell you, Peter, before a (single) cock shall crow this day, you will three times (utterly) deny that you know  Me.

Psalms 109:30,31 (LBV)

But I will give repeated thanks to Almighty Yahuwah, praising him to everyone. For he stands beside the poor and hungry to save them from their enemies.

Psalms 110:1. (LBV)

JEHOVAH SAID to my Master the Messiah, “Rule as my regent— I will subdue your enemies and make them bow low before you” End of quote

But Thia was totally in the dark that such Scriptures applied also to herself, and she suffered a period of utter darkness in ignorance of her Savior’s faithfulness to pray and to stand by to save her.

And Thia was ignorant also of her Savior’s power to subdue and to make bow low before Him the enemies of fear and confusion which were Thia’s enemies.

Anyhow, in 1974 Thia had a mental breakdown. She fell into the trap of her enemies of fear and confusion and she was taken to the mental ward and given a dose of Terrazin that made her lose her mind for three days.

During the three days when she lost her mind, she had several visions and in those visions she had seen then, in 1974, everything that was happening to her now, in 1983.

And among those things happening to her now was the end of her second marriage which was the most exhilarating and emotionally violent decade of her life and the beginning of a relationship with a gentleman called “Mr. Coo.

At that time, in 1974, she did not even have an inkling that this gentleman, Mr. Coo, existed. Therefore, in her visions that year of 1974, she mistook him for her second husband at an older age, because at that period of time her second husband happened to have a striking resemblance to Mr. Coo.

But the man in her vision was not her husband at all, for in her vision she foresaw Mr. Coo as she found out at the appointed time of her life.

In her visions she also foresaw the trip to Vegas which she was about to undertake.

It was now 1983 and by then she had divorced from her second husband and she had forgotten all about those visions. Though that for a while after the breakdown she tried to figure out what she had seen, by 1983 she had given up trying to decipher what she foresaw in 1974, and she didn’t even think about it anymore.

Yet, nearing the end of that period of utter darkness and despair which she foresaw in 1974, and around the middle of 1983 when  the roof cave in and she ran, she came to understand all those things that she had seen during those three days in which she had lost her mind back in 1974.

For the roof of her world’s castle began to cave in around July of 1983 and she panicked and ran about two months later, when she realized that her whole castle was tumbling down around October of 1983.

To begin with, her youngest daughter and her son-in-law were supposed to buy Thia’s house because Thia could not meet the mortgage payments.

Thia was awfully glad when the loan was approved for them to buy the house—around July.

But, to Thia’s utter disbelief, her son-in-law backed off the deal, and Thia was caught with three mortgage payments behind. Such was the first stage of the cave in!

At the time Thia was working for a pittance in Mr. Coo’s neighborhood bar. But in a desperate attempt to make money to catch up with the mortgage payments she switched work to a barroom that offered her more money.

Then she went back to work her Real Estate License plus she got a part-time job in a fabric store.

For Thia was desperately trying to make money not only to pay her mortgage payments but also for her car payments as well because she was also late with those; but it was too late.

There was no way to catch up with so much back-up. She was running herself to insanity and in vain.

And so, around the end of September or perhaps October of 1983 Thia decided to get roommates and work hard on Real Estate to make enough money to take care of the mortgage and the car payment without losing her sanity.

So, she quit the barroom altogether and the part-time job at the fabric store to dedicate herself to Real Estate completely.

However, to Thia’s utter shock, when she came in that day to the Real Estate Company with all her eggs in that one basket, determined and resolved to make money, her Real Estate Manager called her to the office and Squoosh! every one of those freshly laid eggs.

Thia was told to hang it up for Real Estate was not productive for her or for them because of Thia’s emotional situation.

Thia was told that it was best that she would remove her license from the active list.

Such was the second and final stage to the cave in! Thia was shocked to numbness. Later on she confided,

“I have no recollection as to what I did at that immediate moment. But afterwards, for a little while, I refused to give up.

I purposed in my heart to run a good distance to make a lot of money, and from far away, rebuild my house, rebuild my life! …”

Thia decided to run to Vegas to make money in the casinos!

  • “Oh! Almighty Yahuwah!” Thia was to confess much later in her life’s pilgrimage, “I can see now how I ran in a hoof of rebellion, determined to out will even Almighty Yahuwah Himself! The will to survive was driving me hard but I was totally blind and oblivious to that fact!”

And Almighty Yahuwah, in His infinite mercy and wisdom, just watched Thia run. About those times Thia says,

  • “It seems like Almighty Yahuwah just stood there, just like I had seen Him in the visions of those three days in 1974, as a Mighty and Powerful Giant with His arms cross around His chest, and His feet planted firmly on the ground!”

In Thia’s vision of Almighty Yahuwah in 1974 Almighty Yahuwah stood up, just waiting for Thia to wear out and come to the end of Thia’s carnal affairs and willful ways.

The sad irony was that Thia’s conception of Almighty Yahuwah at the time of those visions, was a conception of power and power only, she never saw the tears of the loving Father through the prophet saying,

Quote:

  • Do you still refuse to listen? Then in loneliness my breaking heart shall mourn because of your pride. My eyes will overflow with tears because Almighty Yahuwah’s flock shall be carried away as slaves. Jeremiah 13:17.(LBV)

Thia didn’t think about love at all. As far back as Thia could remember Thia had one thing in mind and that was power!

Mind and will power that is! Love didn’t enter into Thia’s mind unless, one deserved to be loved because of one’s excellent ways.

Well, as things developed just about that time, right before Thia took off for Vegas, Mr. Coo’s wife died and Thia was exhorted to go and give to Mr. Coo her condolences.

Mr. Coo was Thia’s former employer. (Coo is not his legal name but Coo he was called from childhood on up and everybody in the business called him Coo or Mr. Coo.)

Now, Mr. Coo has always been a well-liked and respectable senior citizen with a heart of gold. And, of course, everybody knew how ill his wife had been for the past year or so, and it was common knowledge how much Mr. Coo loved his wife, how devoted he was to her and how well he took care of her.

Thia, personally, admired Mr. Coo greatly for that reason, and Thia longed, in many occasions, to have a husband like him.

Nevertheless, it never occurred to Thia to make any advances to Mr. Coo. Besides, Mr. Coo was so preoccupied with his wife that, for a while, when Thia had started working at his place only a few months back, Mr. Coo did not even know that Thia was working for him.

For Thia was hired by one of Mr. Coo’s regular workers who didn’t feel like working for a while and who didn’t want to disturb Mr. Coo with her resignation.

Then, when Mr. Coo realized that Thia was working for him, he was outwardly spiteful to Thia.

Also, to top Mr. Coo’s spitefulness, Thia was only working for him for a pittance in comparison with what she needed to earn.

So, when Thia decided to attempt to make enough money to meet the mortgage payments, she went to work for somebody else.

In fact, at the time of his wife’s death, Thia was still working for one of Mr. Coo’s competitors and she had no intentions to go and offer any condolences to Mr. Coo at all.

But a common friend of Thia and Mr. Coo insisted that Thia should go, and Thia went. Because, at that time Thia was intoxicated most of the time, and Thia did things just to keep her from doing nothing.

Shortly after Mr. Coo’s wife was buried Thia had quit all her jobs, the one at Mr. Coo’s competitor and the one at the fabric store. And since she felt rejected by the Real Estate industry, she was on her way to Vegas—to the land of shattered fortunes and dreams.

But Thia was determined to make her own way. Yes, her car was packed and she was on her way to Vegas. Yet, I guess like a zombie she went to give her condolences to Mr. Coo, and she wound up giving a date to Mr. Coo.

Well, that date set her trip back for about a week or two for Mr.  Coo took a liking to Thia and felt sorry for her. And the day when Thia decided to take off, Mr. Coo begged her not to go, but she had made up her mind, and she took off anyhow. For she was determined to rebuild her own life without anybody’s help, most specially without the help from a man.

Even though she didn’t want his help, Mr. Coo offered it and he told her to call him during her trip and let him know how she was getting along.

On her way to Vegas she stopped to visit her first Bible teacher, Jean, whom she had known and trusted for several years. Jean tried desperately to stop Thia from going to Vegas, even reminding Thia what the Bible says about follies and such. But in this period of her life, almost a whole year during which period she have been intoxicated most of the time, it did not occur to Thia that Almighty Yahuwah was not with her.

As far as Thia was concerned Almighty Yahuwah was closer to her than He was to most regular Christians, and she felt justified following her own inclinations for she did not trust any Christian, except for Jean. In spite of Thia’s condition, Jean did not give up on Thia. She was unable to convince Thia about the trouble ahead, but she did not reject Thia, nor did she quit showing love and friendship for her.

Regardless of Jean’s objections Thia continued on her journey though. She stopped to call Mr. Coo in Houston, and after she talked to him, and learned that he really wanted her to come back, she felt somehow weak about continuing the trip. So, she went in the lounge of the hotel from where she had made the call to Mr. Coo and she had one drink.

She finished that one drink and with doubtful feelings she got in the car and started on her way again only to take the wrong route. On top of that the highway patrol stopped her because she was speeding and wobbling. They accused her of drinking and searched her car for the alcohol. She was not totally innocent, but, “My goodness!” she said, “I am not carrying alcohol in the car!” (not  this time anyhow).

Thia was horribly embarrassed for they took her in to take the alcohol test! Fortunately, she passed the test and did not go to jail. “Oh the beasts!” she thought to herself, “Why don’t they go to do some kind of useful work like defending the battered woman and the abused children instead of relishing their wicked selves and harassing poor souls like me!” For Thia was still ignorant of the Holy Scriptures. She did not know the Scriptures written by the apostle Peter under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit which say,

For Almighty Yahuwah’s sake, OBEY every law of your government: those of the king as head of the state, 14 and those of the king’s officers, for he has sent them to PUNISH ALL who do wrong, and to honor those who do right. I Peter 2:13,14. (LBV)

So, grumbling and complaining against the patrolmen she continued on with renewed determination and by night fall she arrived at what she thought to be Vegas, Nevada, her destination. But, to her utter consternation she had arrived at Vegas, New Mexico!

It was late at night when she arrived at Vegas, New Mexico, so, she found a place to park and slept in her car. The next day she took off again and finally made it to Vegas, Nevada. By this time she was scared, discouraged and flat broke. In her despair, she called Mr. Coo and asked him to lend her some money to come back  to New Orleans. Immediately, Mr. Coo wired the necessary money for Thia to come back.

Thia picked up the money at the Western Union station and then she decided to check in at a hotel to freshen up, catch up with some sleep. She figured that she could then start on the way back the following day.

But once she was settled in the hotel, she figured that as long as she was there, she might as well do what she came there to do anyhow, and that was, to look for a job in the casinos.

Thia figured she could investigate the job market, perhaps secure a job, go back to New Orleans and pack things up, and then come back to live in Vegas to make piles of money.

Almighty Yahuwah, in His infinite mercy, provided two young men who were staying at the hotel, for Thia to be escorted in the hunt for a job. That night they went from casino to casino. These young men wise Thia up on things to watch out for. “Prostitution is legal in this part of town and it is common for black pimps to solicit white woman.” They informed Thia. It was appalling to her, but she had re-determined to hunt for a job, so the hunt continued.

They found out that you have to join the union in order to work in most casinos. So, Thia decided to get all the information about the union and find out what would cost to join it. She figured she could do all of that early in the morning the very next day and start out to New Orleans in the afternoon. She filled up her car with gasoline. And they all returned to the hotel and retired to their respective rooms.

Early in the morning the next day she loaded her car. The young men drew her a map to hunt for the Union building. She gave them a ride to their work, and she started out on her way to the Union office. It was too early for any offices to be opened. She decided to go in one of the casinos to eat breakfast and wait for the offices to open.

On her way to the food counter she figured that there was no harm in playing $5.00 in the slot machine. “Perhaps I could win some money to pay Mr. Coo for the loan.” She thought as she stuck a quarter in one of the machines.

Automatically, she stuck another quarter. The machine fed her back a few quarters. She stuck those quarters back. The machine gave her a good win.

So, she began to stick one quarter after another, and another, and another, and another, and another, ‘till, there was not even one more quarter left.

That was some thirteen hours later after she had won and lost better than $1000.00 including every penny that Mr. Coo had kindly wired her for her return to New Orleans!

As Thia relates her story she says, “There was another lady next to me doing the same thing which I was doing. There was a continual pulling of that handle without ceasing.

“We never took a break. I never ate breakfast, or lunch, or supper. My hands were sore from all that pulling and black from the dirt in the handle.

“Never once did I think about the time, in fact I didn’t think of anything at all. I was fascinated with that machine. The ringing of all those quarters in every win was like a charm that hypnotized me into a compulsion that I had never experienced before.

“It was exhilarating, and exciting, and fun! I laughed, and laughed, and laughed so much that my stomach muscles were as sore as my hands.

“And when the last quarter was gone, I still laughed for I did not realized what I had done `till I stepped outside.

It was nighttime. The twinkling lights of every casino in that strip were twinkling with incredible mischievousness. The night was dark as a background for the myriad of twinkling mischievous little lights.

“And then, suddenly! The laugh died within me! The monstrous reality rose in front of me and I gasped in panic! In a brief moment the spectrum of 1974 flashed in front of me and I realized that what I saw back in 1974 in those days that I was out of my mind in a Terrazin trip was exactly what I was going through at that very moment.

“And, at that very instant, I realized also that the man that I saw in those visions, the man who I thought to be my husband at an older age, that man was not my husband at all. That man that I saw then was none other but Mr. Coo, my new friend.

“I was just about 2,000 miles away from home without a nickel in my pocket for I gambled even my last quarter and, I was completely alone! For I had betrayed every relationship in my life even to my new friend Mr. Coo.

“I stood there. For a brief moment I was simply petrified. And then, I began to walk. My feet were heavy, and my whole body felt like giving in under a heavy load. I made my way to the automobile. I unlocked the door got in and just sat there behind the steering wheel.

“My panic gave way to numbness. I was numb. I could not think about anything or feel any emotions. I just sat there. After a while, my reasoning power returned somehow and I thought, `Now, what to do? Perhaps a phone call if only I had a quarter!…

“It was then when I saw the change in my cup holder by the driver’s seat. I scooped it all up and counted it. All of a sudden, I perked up a bit for I had 98 cents! I was not completely broke, after all. `Miracle of miracles!’ I thought, `Almighty Yahuwah must still be with me. I can make it!’

“I started the car and began to drive away. But just before I got out of the parking lot there was a black man waving his hand. I thought that he was some kind of parking lot attendant or a valet or something like that. Therefore, I stopped.

“The man came over to my car, and I rolled down my window to find out what was the matter. The man bend over to my car window and said, `Are you going to your hotel, sugar?’

“Quickly I remembered how those two young men had warned me about black pimps, so, I rolled up my window and sped up my car. My heart began to beat fast, I remembered everything and forgot everything at the same time!

“It was a vivid recollection of how I felt in 1974 right before I woke up from that 3-day Terrazin trip in which I had embarked at the time they committed me to the mental ward when I had the mental breakdown.

“It was a vivid recollection of how I felt then when I ran to my Heavenly Father and said, `I don’t ever want to be separated from You again.’ And at that moment I became aware of what it was that I had run from scared stiff out of my bones in my visions of 1974.

“It was at that moment when I found out the awfulness which I couldn’t remember when I woke up from that awful Terrazin trip in 1974. It was such awfulness which I had given up even trying to think about any longer.

“I sped out of the parking lot and I drove like crazy. Then, gradually, I slowed down and began to regain some composure. I figured, `Late as it is I better find me a place where I can rest.’

“And as I tried to figure out where to go or where to stay I realized that I hardly had enough money to pay for a hotel, `Ninety eight cents!’ I sighed.

“Sleeping in the car was not new to me but now, I was scared out of my wits! I remembered the two young men at the hotel, but I was lost and had no idea how to get to the hotel.

“And from the depth of my being I uttered a prayer, `Oh Almighty Yahuwah, let me find that hotel! And let me remember what was the room number for those two young men. I have no other alternative but those two, Oh my Almighty Yahuwah!’

“As I uttered that prayer, I turned the corner and there, sticking right up above the other signs, was the sign for the hotel. I cried.

I drove in the hotel’s parking lot. I went straight to the young men’s room. I knocked on the door.

The young men were already asleep, but they woke up, and urged me to come in. `Don’t worry,’ they said. `It happens to most everybody that comes to Vegas in search of fortune. We are stuck, too, we had to hack our car and that’s why we are working to redeem it. But we have learned our lesson, as soon as we can redeem the car we are getting out of here. There is plenty work here, you are going to be alright.’

“`I believe so,’ I said, `but the first thing that I am going to do tomorrow is to go to that Church I saw in the Strip. I know that I must get to a Church before I do anything else.’

“They offered me a bed to sleep but I chose to sleep in my sleeping bag. Thank Almighty Yahuwah that I had a roof over my head I didn’t need a bed.

“The next day, after the farewells and good wishes, I made way to the Church of the Strip. Almighty Yahuwah truly is an Almighty Yahuwah of mercy.

`I need help.’ I said when I walked in. `I am a Christian and I have fallen, I am flat broke, I am from New Orleans, and I don’t know a soul in this town. I have not eaten in three days and I have lost all my money in the casinos.’

“Not too many more words were spoken. But, within five minutes, the young lady—the one who greeted me when I walked in— said,

`First things first. The first thing that we must do is to feed you and then we can clear our heads to figure out what to do.’

“She brought me to the restaurant across the street and fed me. Next, she told me to relax and have some quiet time with Almighty Yahuwah before we decided on what to do.

“`I could easily look for a temporary job to make money to go back to New Orleans.’ I said when the time came.

“`Could you call on friends? Perhaps you could raise the money through some friends. Do you have any friends that you could call on?’ She suggested. For she was not sure that I should stay there at all.

“`I have a lot of friends, but I have betrayed them all and I don’t think anybody would want to help me!’ I said in hopeless despair.

“`You would be surprised how friends can respond,’ she said, `use the phone and call. Do you recall any numbers?’

“`I need to call Mr. Coo,’ I said, `but there is no way that I am going to ask him for any more money, I’ll die first!’ I picked up the phone, and I dialed Mr. Coo’s number.

“`I am coming back towards the end of the week, I ran into some problems and I am staying a little longer.’ I said with a quick tone of voice to Mr. Coo.

“`What happened with the money I sent you? Never mind! Don’t tell me!’ He said like a wise old owl. Then after a pause he shouted at me, `I would like to send you some more money; but, I want you to get your butt right out of there now! not later. Do you have any money left to get out of there?’

“`For an answer I said `Just a minute, hold on for a minute. And I whispered to the young lady, `Where is the next big town on the way to New Orleans?’ Quickly, she consulted a map in the wall.

`Phoenix,’ she whispered back. `How far?’ I whispered again, trying to figure out how far my tank full of gas would carry me.

`About 300 miles,’ she whispered.

“And back on the phone I said to Mr. Coo, `Yeah, I can get out of here right now. I have a tank full of gas and I can get as far as Phoenix.’ But I was unaware that I was giving myself out.

“Almighty Yahuwah Almighty! A tank full of gas! You lost all the money,’ he said with resignation. Then he said, `As soon as you get to Phoenix, call me. Make sure that you get out of there right away, you understand me?’

“I hung up the phone and the young lady was already opening a cash box.  She handed me $27.00 and a box of Kleenex.  I said,

`Almighty Yahuwah bless you.’ And walked to my car. I sat behind the steering wheel once again but this time I wasn’t numb in my mind or emotions; but, once again I wanted to run and run fast like I did in my visions. I wanted to take refuge right into my Heavenly Father’s arms.

“I cried, and cried, and cried all the way from that spot in Vegas, Nevada, to New Orleans, Louisiana. If there ever was a time that I wished for wings this was that time.

“Only problem was that instead of running to my Heavenly Father I was running to Mr. Coo. For the Scriptures read,

‘So don’t be afraid, O Jacob my servant; don’t be dismayed, O Israel; for I will bring you home again from distant lands, and your children from their exile. They shall have rest and quiet in their own land, and no one shall make them afraid. For I am with you and I will save you, says Almighty Yahuwah. Even if I utterly destroy the nations where I scatter you, I WILL NOT EXTERMINATE YOU; I WILL PUNISH YOU, YES- YOU WILL  NOT GO UNPUNISHED. Jeremiah 30:10-11′ (LBV. My own capitalizing.)

“But I didn’t know the Scriptures. Anyhow by the time I arrived at New Orleans I had died a thousand deaths and I had made just as many resolutions.

“At one point in the road I got lost and wound up in a desert road. It was a rainy and dreary day and I had no idea of where I was or how to get out of there.

“I kept driving though I was scared out of my wits and with only the vultures for company. There was not a single soul driving on that dessert road for miles and miles.

“I cried to Almighty Yahuwah, I said, `Master, if I die over here, the vultures are going to get me before anybody can find me! Please Almighty Yahuwah, get me out of here! I’ll never go away from You again.’ And before I knew it, I was back in the main highway.

“It seems to me now, as I look back, that it rained almost all the way from Vegas to New Orleans. It was a dreadful and long ride, the kind that one never wants to take again.

“That trip was, truly, the heavenly whipping that got my attention and delivered me from Satan’s open territory. But I still did not learn my lesson.

“For I did not perceive the knowledge of Almighty Yahuwah, the knowledge of the corruption of the flesh, and the knowledge of the way of the cross by faith.

“Although I changed my direction, I still turned towards the wrong way. And instead of going to Church for help, I went to my psychiatrist. Instead of drawing nigh to Almighty Yahuwah’s world, I drew nigh to Mr. Coo’s world.

“I drew to Mr. Coo’s world which is the way of the moral and good world, the good life of the world. But still, the world.

“Therefore, my mind remained in the stronghold of the enemy for a couple more years. For the Scriptures says,

My people perish for lack of knowledge. My people are destroyed because they don’t know me, and it is all your fault, you priests, for you yourselves refuse to know me; therefore, I refuse to recognize you as my priests. Since you have forgotten my laws, I will “forget” to bless your children. Hosea 4:6(LBV).

“For a couple of years I lived a mixed life. For when I came back from Vegas I gave up the struggle to make a go of a life of financial success. I humbled myself and gave up all my pretensions. I turned in my car and my house. And I made up my mind to work and to live according to my means. I started to look for work other than barmaid’s work because whether good or bad or whether I or anybody approves or disapproves of it, in reality barmaid’s work and everything included to make a barroom business prosperous is against Almighty Yahuwah’s commandments period.

“I also started to look for an affordable place to live. But I was unable to find either work or a place to live. I could not find work for lack of self-esteem. And I could not find a place to live because of lack of work.

“I was like a “whipped dog” in the outskirts of Satan’s open territory, rather than a welcomed “prodigal child” in my Father’s house. I needed help and I realized that I could not make it alone. “And in ignorance on how to get help from Almighty Yahuwah I compromised all my Christian principles and I began to live a mixed life.

“To begin with I went to the Mental Health Center and turned myself in to receive assistance to acquire some skill to enable me to earn a living other than barmaid’s work. But since I needed money right away and I couldn’t find work I compromised and started to work at Mr. Coo’s barroom again.

“Of course, at the Mental Health Center I was diagnosed as disabled to work because of emotional problems and referred to the Rehabilitation Center for job training.

“But my emotional disability required much more than just job training. For I was far more disturbed that I, myself, had ever thought to be. And so, because of the severity of my emotional disability, when I was supposed to be learning a skill just to earn  my living, I actually wanted to accomplish many unrealistic goals based on mere dreams and illusions of grandeur, which dreams  were only a perversion of my true Almighty Yahuwah given gifts and abilities.

“And from the false and shallow ground of unrealistic dreams, I began to read all kinds of self-improvement literature to begin with the struggle and arduous task to improve myself. I even attempted to practice mind control.

“For I wanted to improve myself to supersede in whatever I did merely for the sake of my ultimate glory. Such was the thriving pride and vanity in my carnal self!

“Socially and morally my views were very liberal. As long as I was discreet, I felt that I could do whatever I wanted to do.

“Spiritually, I was reaching out to Almighty Yahuwah only for my own gain and comfort. Thus, I was living a mixed life. A life of compromise.

“It was a very shallow life. I was still in the grip of Satan. Only now I was deceived into a self-improved life. A life fairly enviable. A life of liberal morals.

“A life of respectability, yet, with the comfort of a lover-friend; but, without the responsibility of a husband. With all the fringe benefits of compromise; but, without the responsibility of commitment.

“I had the world in front of me just mine for the asking. And no one could understand why I was still so miserable and gloomy and unable to grab on to that world. Why I could not go along like everybody else and settle down.

“Settle down to be Mr. Coo’s lady friend and enjoyed it. Settle down to a productive life in a lucrative career. Settle down on the climbing ladder of materialistic success at any cost!

“`Why, why, why!’ I would wonder to my own self. And I cried and I searched. I did this and I did that. I would talk about this great hoped-for break through today Tomorrow? I would be talking about a greater one yet to be realized. For I was swimming in the great pond of secular humanism philosophy.

“I was living well in a mixed life of liberal morals and idealistic humanitarian principles. That was a period of my life from the Vegas return around the end of October and beginning of November of 1983 to the 13th day of October 1985 when I had the second breakdown. Appropriately the Scriptures read,

  • “For your sin is an incurable bruise, a terrible wound. There is no one to help you or to bind up your wound and no medicine does any good. All your lovers have left you and don’t care anything about you anymore; for I have wounded you cruelly, as though I were your enemy; mercilessly, as though I were an implacable foe; for your sins are so many, your guilt is so great.” Jeremiah 30:12- 14(LBV.)
  • Establishing and strengthening the souls and the hearts of the disciples, urging and warning and encouraging them to stand firm in the faith, and telling them that it is through MANY HARDSHIPS AND TRIBULATIONS WE MUST ENTER THE KINGDOM OF ALMIGHTY YAHUWAH. Acts 14:22 (LBV.)

“Yes, the wound in my flesh under the dictates of my carnal self was incurable because my flesh was not to profit anything to give life to my carnal self.

“For Almighty Yahuwah was not interested in making my flesh good under the dictates of my carnal self. Almighty Yahuwah’s sole and only interest was in making me realize that I was no good and to cause me to lift up my eyes to Him and see and receive Yahushua Messiah by faith.

“By faith means to trust in Almighty Yahuwah and His Word made flesh in Yahushua Messiah which is Almighty Yahuwah’s merciful provision to free us from our wicked carnal self.

“Almighty Yahuwah’s purpose was to convict me and bring me to accept the fact that He did the work of crucifixion or ending the life of my flesh on the cross in Yahushua Messiah. To that end I suffered the punishment so deserved because of my pride and stubborn UNBELIEF.

“That trip to Vegas was indeed the heavenly whipping that caught my attention. But it was not until the morning of the twentieth day of June in 1985 when Almighty Yahuwah touched me and began to break my stubborn ways to restore me into His kingdom. It was then when I began to receive and to hear, to perceive and to heed the voice of my Almighty Yahuwah.

“Nevertheless, this was so after much tribulation. For I did not go unpunished because of the greatness of my pride and stubbornness. And as it is written we must suffer the consequences of our sins. But my true deliverance was on the way, for so it was written.

“But I did not know what was written and during the first two weeks of October of 1985 I began to suffer the destruction and loss which I had to suffer. But it is written,

  • But in that coming day, all who are destroying you shall be destroyed, and all your enemies shall be slaves. Those who rob you shall be robbed; and those attacking you shall be attacked. I will give you back your health again and heal your wounds. Now you are called “The Outcast” and “Jerusalem, the Place Nobody Wants” But, says Almighty Yahuwah, when I bring you home again from your captivity and restore your fortunes, Jerusalem will be rebuilt upon her ruins; the palace will be reconstructed as it was before. The cities will be filled with joy and great thanksgiving, and I will multiply my people and make of them a great and honored nation. Jeremiah 30:16-19 (LBV.)

“I was to suffer a child of Almighty Yahuwah’s agony in the grip of Satan. That suffering was to be the beginning of my end and it began on October 13, 1985 when I lost my mind for the second time. But also, I was to experience the love of a loving Father that never leaves us nor forsakes us. The Abba Father.

“I was to suffer in the grip of Satan. I was to experience the love of Almighty Yahuwah because with my mind I gave up my job and everything else which I thought could hinder me in my walk with Almighty Yahuwah.

“But Almighty Yahuwah was not calling me to leave my job and everything else which I thought could hinder me in my walk with Him. Such was not the will of Almighty Yahuwah for me. Almighty Yahuwah was calling me to rest in Him. But it took a whole year before I would turn around and hear my Father calling me into His rest. A whole year before I would begin to learn what it meant to rest and rely on Almighty Yahuwah alone.

“A whole year to abandon my wicked and self-righteous ways and put my whole confidence and trust in Almighty Yahuwah and His plan of salvation for me and for the whole world, through Yahushua Messiah Almighty Yahuwah’s only-begotten Son.” End of Chapter 3  quote.

Restoration for Israel and Judah

Jeremiah 30:1-19

THE WORD that came to Jeremiah from the Master:

Thus says the Master, the Mighty One of Israel: Write all the words that I have spoken to you in a book.

For, note well, the days are coming, says the Master, when I will release from captivity My people Israel and Judah, says the Master, and I will cause them to return to the land that I gave to their fathers, and they will possess it.

And these are the words the Master spoke concerning Israel and Judah:

Thus, says the Master: We have heard a voice of trembling and panic–of terror, and not peace.

Ask now and see whether a man can give birth to a child? Why then do I see every man with his hands on his loins like a woman in labor? Why are all faces turned pale?

Alas! for that day will be great, so that none will be like it; it will be the time of Jacob’s [unequaled] trouble, but he will be saved out of it. [Mat 24:29-30; Rev 7:14]

For it will come to pass in that day, says the Master of hosts, that I will break [the oppressor’s] yoke from your neck, and I will burst your bonds; and strangers will no more make slaves of [the people of Israel].

But they will serve the Master their Mighty One and David’s [descendant] their King, Whom I will raise up for them. [Jer 23:5]

Therefore, fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Master, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

For I am with you, says the Master, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

For thus says the Master: Your hurt is incurable, and your wound is grievous.

There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you.

Therefore, all who devour you will be devoured; and all your adversaries, every one of them, will go into captivity. And they who despoil you will become a spoil, and all who prey upon you will I give for a prey.

For I will restore health to you, and I will heal your wounds, says the Master, because they have called you an outcast, saying, This is Zion, whom no one seeks after and for whom no one cares!

Thus says the Master: Behold, I will release from captivity the tents of Jacob and have mercy on his dwelling places; the city will be rebuilt on its own [old] mound like site, and the palace will be dwelt in after its former fashion.

Out of them [city and palace] will come songs of thanksgiving and the voices of those who make merry. And I will multiply them, and they will not be few; I will also glorify them, and they will not be small. End of quote.

O Mighty One! You? Your Ways? Do Not Fit In The Human Mind. …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 3:45 am.

Therefore, the human has invented so many theories that stagers the human mind. The results?

  • Confusion.
  • Division.
  • Emotionalism.
  • Hate.
  • Human’s concept of a volatile love.
  • All futility; striving after the wind of an elusive happiness is the lot of mankind. BUT!

The Power Of Your Love, Unfathomable Wisdom, And Faithfulness? Beyond Conception …?

Even so? On this 2020 year? You are rolling out Your doings in the lives of many witnesses of Your existence and Your doings in their lives. Your purpose for such exposure?

To Enlighten Your People To Prepare Spiritually As Well As Physically …

Prepare? For what? You are returning but! Before Your return there shall be the greatest tribulation ever known to mankind.

  • It is for this tribulation that we are to prepare spiritually as well as physically otherwise, no human shall survive.
  • Short and simple.

The Way You Are Fulfilling Your Promises To Me? Beyond My Conception …?

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 11:50 am.

Master? I do not know any longer how to offer a worthy prayer, but! Your Spirit within me yearns for You to touch Your people’s heart on this 2020 with this realization.

  • For You promise supper abundance of blessings, but You reserve the time and the kind of blessings for Yourself.
  • Even so? We ignore such fact, and? We proceed to avail us of Your promised blessings.
  • That’s what I am just realizing since my last bout with pain and the rigid cold weather.
  • I brought it all to You, nowadays? That’s what I do.
  • I drenched my pillow with tears because instead of blessings as I interpret them to be, I felt curses instead of blessings day after day.
  • I could not understand, I still don’t, the extreme way You deal to Your servants, even to Your own Son, but!

You Blessed Me In A Way That I Just Had Not Seeing Before …?

You know that I have not missed acknowledging Your blessings, but! No sooner the least difficulty comes my way, I return to complaining grounds. The vicious circle I could no longer stand, so?

You Brought Me Back To My Beginnings …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 1:19 pm.

You brought me back to my beginnings on the last day of the first moth of the 2020 year. What transpired as I progressed editing Chapter 3 of my autobiography? (Still working on it.)

Master! I Simply Cannot Come Close To Describe It. Nothing That Ever Happen Before …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 11:45 pm.

O my Master! it’s the end of this first 7th day of rest in 2020. What a blessed day! I rested underneath Your everlasting arms the whole afternoon until 9 pm.

  1. I woke up sort of hazy not knowing the time. I put on my glasses. I saw the time. I noticed important emails in my inbox. I clicked, and!
  2. Wow! The money I was supposed to get on Monday is here today!
  3. Email from Roxana inviting to chat.
  4. Strange email from Denise announcing her upping her money gift to me.
  5. The Internet is working.
  6. Wow!

No Need To Describe What Is Transpiring From Your Instructions To Lead My Way …

You alone shall demonstrate the transpiration of all Your doings in my life. No need to figure thins out any longer.

  • So far? All my figuring’s have been off track.
  • Your doings are unfathomable.
  • The human mind cannot figure You out, but!
  • We try. Insidiously we try to figure out not only You but also everything under and above the sun.
  • What is happening now in 2020?

Enlightenment. You Are Giving Us Spiritual And Intellectual Insight Individually …?

Sunday, February 2, 2020 at 4:23 pm.

No need for any of us to figure things out. No need to live as per our figuring’s. Only need? Your Presence in the actuality of our daily living.

How Simple It All Becomes When You Are Present In Our Actual Living …

Sunday, February 2, 2020 at 9:09 pm.

Of course, we humans are masters at complicating things with our own figuring’s. Even so? You are at work to deliver each one of us from our own figuring’s.

Summary Of Your Doings Yesterday To Illustrate The Matter …

Denise sent me some extra money to help with my expenses. I responded to her. Quote:

Excerpt of email.

Child of mine! My blessings leave me DUMBFOUND! LOL. On the 30-31st I had it out with Father. Why? Here is the details. Strange? Yes, I wanted to share these things with you, but! I did not want to make you think that I was pushing you. Besides? I no longer do whatever. I am just letting things happen.

So? what happened? After I had it out with Father, let me quote the beginning of what happened and continues to happen. I copy/paste the entries. Here is an excerpt of those entries:

  • You will now have me to quote chapter 3 from that autobiography to illustrate how my rebellion continued from my birth to that memorable day when You called me into account on June 20, 1985.
  • This is a long chapter. I need to edit it. Then, I will break it into pages for easy reading. Quote:

That was the beginning of His response. Yesterday? I slept away the whole afternoon. When I woke at 9 pm? I was fuzzy didn’t know the time, so, I put on my glasses. Check the time. my inbox was glaring important emails. I clicked! Wow!

  1. Your strange email.
  2. Joyce sent me the number to pick my money at western union. My check was not supposed to come until Monday, but it came yesterday.
  3. Roxana inviting me for a chat, and?
  4. The NET that has not been working now working. WHAT?

Baby, NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is what I or anyone else figures it to be! I am totally blown away with my new gifted freedom from my own figuring and conclusions. the best part?

This is not an emotional state. It’s something I have no words to describe. A permanent state of security and peace and love to last me for eternity!

Hope you read all of this. No matter. Whether you do or don’t no longer disturbs this amazing state and condition of my being.

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