The Life Of thiaBasilia Continues To Impact The Globe …

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Subject? Freedom From Fears …

Even So? Fear? What Do I Fear? Why Do I Fear? …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 5:55 am.

What, why, do I fear? The Almighty Creator? The devil? Mankind? Myself? This issue of fears has wreck my life, but! I am now set free from fear of any kind!

How Was I Set Free And Why? Crucial Information By The Power Of Love From On High …

“Greatly loved, dear to my heart child of Mine! …

Strange, You Began To Speak To Me And? Thunder! Fear! Must Shut Comp. 6:08 Am. What? …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 11:31 am.

Wow! Master! It just now some 51/2 hours later is coming to me. What am I talking about? Fear. How fear prevents us to give our undivieded attention to You.

Wow! What A Neat Illustration To Begin This Issue Of Fear …

Indeed! No harm done humanly speaking. Human wisdom is more important than Your loving words. O but what a fallacy! What a way to show me how easily human wisdom can persuade me with fear tactics.

  • Of course, evidently no harm done. I thought of Your warning that saved my computer a few days back. Also,I thought You were giving me a break to take care of my eats.
  • As I finished my eats in front of the heater the gas waved me goodby. I rejoiced and welcomed the sunshine for the rest of the day.
  • Then I figured to sleep or rest in bed until the storm subsided.
  • I laid in bed and went hysterically thinking about You and the way You think of me and my antics.
  • Then I fell asleep. I woke up. After a bit I stepped in the roof to a marvellous warm sunshine.
  • I looked down. Gas! I called Ahmad to let him know I had no gas perhaps he’ll come to get some gas from the gas truck, but Ahmad did not anwer.
  • I decided to fix me some more eats. While eating I said, “Well? I have no gas, but I have You. Thank You for this wonderful sunshine.”
  • Still? Totally oblivious that I have cut You off out of fear of loosing the computer.

How Can I Comprehend My Behavior And My Actions? …

“Greatly loved, dear to my heart child of Mine! I will speak to you in your own gifted ways to express yourself like I usually do. This stage of your journey on these earthly grounds is where I step on the pedal to the metal to speed up the victory at end of the race. Victory? Indeed! Remember:

Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

All the suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The fact is that you amuse me with your antics. One minute you are in the depth of despair writhing in pain to see all evil around you and nothing you can do about it.

You plead for mercy. You shed tears with Me to see My children running away from Me. The next minute?

You are hysterically laughing and enjoying yourself to think of My ways to bless you, but, pleading with Me not to let you act like that in public vieu.

You are so concerned with what others might think of you. You fear to be taken as a lunatic.

Honestly My precious child, as a human living in your human body possesor of a human mind, you remain a fearful little girl from your birth until your death.

Even so? On this 2020 year I am empowering you to overcome such fears. That’s the mystery I am now uncovering to each one of My children individually.

What Are Fears?

“Fears are disembodying spirits stemming from the enemy of your souls. They roam the earth looking for bodies to posses at any cost to do all kinds of evil things they cannot do as mere spirits.

Unfortunately, for the most this matter is taking lightly only as a funny fan subjet.

For there is an enemy of your souls despite the eskepticism about such issue.

The enemy has twarted all things that are meant to harm and destroy you as a need for love, but the kind of love the enemy is looking for is love for everything that stands against human decency, modesty, and morality as instituted in My Laws and Commandments.

Through the centuries I have enlightened this matter to untold number of My children one by one as I am doing now.

What Am I Doing Now?

Simply setting you free from your own innate fears” End of my Master’s words.

Reflecting on Your words …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 3:16 pm.

O my Master! I been giving much thought to our freedom from innate fears, but You know it.

  • I find myself fearless even when there is a visible reason to fear like this COVID-19 monster on the way to engulf the world.
  • I sit for long moments under Your sunshine seriously but calmly, soberly, and fearless reflecting in Your sight about it all, then?
  • As if waking up from a long and blessed session with You, I exclaim:
  • “But what about my sorbitol chocolates, my Master?!!!”

Your Roaring Laughter …

That’s when I hear Your roaring laughter of a Loving Father proud to be my Father all willing and able to spoil the precious child that You have made out of me.

  • Good. Good. Good. My chocolates are coming. Just a little while longer I am compelled to wait.
  • I wait.
  • Confidently and hopefully I wait on You.
  • My help comes from You.
  • I must not ever forget it.

Well? O My Master! What A Neat Way To Expose The Wiles Of The Devil …

Friday, March 27, 2020 at 5:30 pm.

In the following lines You shall expose and eliminate my own fears. And You got Your foot on the pedal to the metal to the end of the race to finish victoriously against the wiles of the devil.

On to the saga.

The two books displaying The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia as such life continues to impact the Globe.

At times like the present may the two books written so far bring a ray of hope to all who happen to read those lines.

The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe COMPLETED

The Life Of thiaBasilia Continues To Impact The Globe formatted

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

Revised! The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia …

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Why Not? Read On—This Could Be The Only Information Worthy Of Your Reading From All My Writings …

Introduction

“It’s Not Your Fault!” Resounds In The Waves Of The Internet …

Well? I Have Given A Lot Of Thought To Such Statement, And? I Find Myself, Guilty—It Is My Fault. How? Why? …

Friday, March 20, 2020 at 11:11 am.

Facing My Fears Otherwise Facing My Guilt But! The question is, how I came to face my fears or my guilt? That’s the process of my lifetime described in the pages of this book.

The World Is Obsess To Stop Covid-19. Can It Be Done? No Comment From The Peanut Gallery …

Tuesday, March 17, 2020 at 5:19 am.

No Misunderstanding. I take advantage of the great advancements of civilization, but! I no longer live or depend on such advancements at all. Why?

That’s what this book is all about. Without any more ado, let me go on.

 

The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia …

Enlightenment In 2020 …

What Happened Yesterday? …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 2:01 pm.

I published The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe Not thiaBasilia on Saturday March 14, 2020 at 11:47 am but! I am not satisfied with the many edits I was led to do.

  • I still need to edit some more to present a full account of the matter.
  • Things and events that need to be included in this book are and have been happening for better understanding of it all.

What Is Happening In My World Right Now? …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 3:59 pm.

O my Master! thank You for giving me this moment of relief. And the sun is shinning when usually at this hour it beginning to get dark.

A Vivid Dream. Your Interpretation …

Sunday, March 15, 2020 at 4:48 pm.

All day long I been reflecting on Your interpretation. I was in a corner of the room twisting a black plastic bag that usually hold the items from the market that they get for me.

  • I said to the people in front of me, “I am pregnant, but I do not know the date.” I woke up. I could see myself twisting that black bag.
  • I began to think of black not being a good sign, but then I remember, ‘Black is Your color’ and?
  • I began to remember and assoceite labor pains with the pain that is going on in my labor or right arm.
  • Ha! coming to think about what I call stabs are like labor contractions.
  • Plus, the black bag having something to do with my lack of supplies. Perhaps.
  • That’s all You have revealed to me.
  • Things are improving.
  • I now got gas.
  • I also got the promise to bring me some supplies today.
  • I don’t know if that is going to happen because I understand Ahmad cannot leave that area because of the testing for Convid-19.
  • I wait.
  • To bed at 5:16 pm.

And So? You Gave Me Rest For A Couple Of Hours …?

Monday, March 16, 2020 at 5:41 am.

I woke up in pain again. Supplies came. No fellowship. Some email exchange with Roxana. Worked on improving bookcover until 2:30 am today.

  • I’m in pain but I must go on impelled by Your strength.
  • The World Is Obsess To Stop Covid-19 but!
  • I must take my eyes off the world.

I Must Shut My Door Temporal As Well As Spiritual To Keep Myself In Perfect Peace …

That’s what came to me in waking up this morning. Your word is clear in Isaiah 26. I must shut my door to keep myself in Perfect Peace while Your wrath engulfs this world.

So Many Years Of Waiting …

Posted on February 26, 2020 …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 7:56 pm.

Things are changing for the best. Why my crying feelings. Maybe it got to do with my sugar level. I wait on You. Will try the bed even when I don’t feel like it.

Will Go Back To Bed. Still Not Feeling Good. I Wait On You.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:43 pm.

Here I am my Master, feeling as bad as before. It’s now another day, Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 12:50 am. I refuse to despair. I wait on You.

Let Go. Sit Still. Relax. Wait. I Am At Work …

“Just a little while longer, My child. I am with you and for you.

The winter in your soul will soon give way to the most fabulous spring you could ever imagined.

Take heart. The powers and principalities are intent in destroying all goods for your physical comfort, but!

Remember, My power no foe can withstand.

Everything the enemy has stolen from you will soon return to you tenfold.

Even so? Rejoice not in the super-abundance coming to you.

Instead, rejoice in My Presence.

Despite the lack of material comfort for the moment there shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling in My Secret Place.” End of my Master’s words for now.

Ah! What A Revelation! My Dwelling Is In Your Secret Place …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 1:55 am.

No matter what the enemy can do in the material the enemy cannot come near my spiritual dwelling in Your Secret Place. Wow!

My Life Lived In Your Presence Is Of Your Spirit …

Thanks, my Master! The enemy cannot come near my life in Your Spirit. In awe of the power in Your words, I’m going back to bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. It’s now 2:15 am.

And So? I’m Going On …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 4:57 am.

Let the devil rant and rave to subdue my carnal self to his wiles and devices. Sooner than later I will see the beast receive his dues for trying me to him subdue.

 

 

Let’s Begin The Saga …

You Are In For An Eye Opener Tale …

The Wrath Descending Upon Us All To Call Us To Repentance? COVID-19. No Kidding!

Friday, March 13, 2020 at 2:19 pm.

This is not a morbid prediction. This is not a false alarm any longer. This is for real, the last warning to each individual human being, including my own self, to reconsider our own lifestyle whatever that style may be.

Legal Prisoners Of Beauty. Set Free By The Creator Of Everything Beautiful …?

Friday, March 13, 2020 at 10:13 am.

Philosophical inspirations from Descartes, Plato, and Socrates? The splendor of the ultimate pinnacle of human’s civilization.

Hey! What’s So Wrong About That? The Source, That’s What …?

Dear Readers of these lines, I am a witness that Physical Trauma and Mental Insanity has its roots in anger and unforgiveness as per the Father/Creator has instructed me to proclaim.

It is all recorded in the following book: The Life Of thiaBasilia Is Impacting The Globe COMPLETED
This book will expose what is wrong with our beliefs and lifestyles.

It will enlighten us all. It will empower us to repent and resolve our own individual sufferings.

His love in my heart for all.

thiaBasilia

Discipline? You Never Give Us More Than What We Can Take.

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It’s Of No Use …

You Are Leading Me Every Step Of My Way, Iam Sure, But! …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 At 4:32 am.

O My Master! I Cannot Ignore My Body, Help! Talking about punishment or suffering. You Never Give Us More Than What We Can Take. So it’s written in Isaiah 1. Quote:

Isaiah 1:5 AMPC+

5  Why should you be stricken and punished any more [since it brings no correction]? You will revolt more and more. The whole head is sick, and the whole heart is faint (feeble, sick, and nauseated). End of quote.

Indeed! The More You Punish The More We Rebel Against You …

We rebel to the point that now we are sick, unhealthy both mentally and physically. No question about it.

  • Me? Well? You are leading me every step of the way; the healing of my body included.
  • What am I to do now? Quit chocolates and honey? No sugars at all?
  • Yesterday all was well on waking up, then?
  • All went wacky after my eats and drinks.
  • You led me to search further on the matter of hypoglacemy.
  • For the first time I found out that honey and chocolates intake is not a choice when it comes to sweets.
  • In a quandary I come to You.
  • You are my Leader and supplier of all things for my well-being.
  • Even so? finding out the issue with honey and sugars I started to quit the honey and chocolates.
  • Instead? I ate chicken and egg salad and plain water, but it did not help at all.
  • You led me to sleep. On waking up? I don’t feel good at all, but!
  • It came to me, the fact that You are leading me every step of the way includes the healing of my body.
  • Ha! as much sense it makes to follow what seems good to me, it’s only a lure to take things back into my own hands to do whatever seems good to me to heal my body.
  • Instead of waiting on Your instructions to eat and drink whatever You supply for me.
  • Ha! That Means A Chocolate To Lift Me Up Right Now, Wow!

My Doings, My Thinking, My Ideas? Same As Any Other Human Being …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 6:54 am.

No more shocks about human’s doings. I am a human liken to any other human other than my capricious likes and dislikes. Thus?

Your Revelation Stopped The Invasion Of My Shocks …

Why should I be shocked at humans following each other in all their doings? How easily I am lured to do the same, but!

That’s Your Revelation In Response To My Quandary Of Today …

Phew! I had already made up my mind to follow the no sugars at all, and? Relished on the hope to get well so to others tell. My flesh quite fresh until?

  • O well! You really are leading me all the way to start fresh!
  • No need for my flesh to surface and refresh.
  • The flesh profits nothing.
  • That’s the fact to be exact.
  • Thus for me? There is no more shocks.

On Another Subject. Where Are We At My Master? …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 9:02 am.

Master! the new trend of visitors You are sending my way could have shocked me before but not anymore. Those visitors represent matters You have eliminated from my mind.

  1. Visitors coming are professionals in the Mental/Physical Health industry.
  2. Professionals in the computer/marketting industry, and today?
  3. The great Illuminate pops its head.

Ha! The Three Temptations You Popped Into My Mind! Quote:

Matthew 4:1-10 AMPC+

THEN YAHUSHUA was led (guided) by the [Holy] Spirit into the wilderness (desert) to be tempted (tested and tried) by the devil.

And He went without food for forty days and forty nights, and later He was hungry. [Exo 34:28; 1Ki 19:8]

First temptation …

And the tempter came and said to Him, If You are God’s Son, command these stones to be made [loaves of] bread.

But He replied, It has been written, Man shall not live and be upheld and sustained by bread alone, but by every word that comes forth from the mouth of God. [Deu 8:3]

Second temptation …

Then the devil took Him into the holy city and placed Him on a turret (pinnacle, gable) of the temple sanctuary. [Neh 11:1; Dan 9:24]

And he said to Him, If You are the Son of God, throw Yourself down; for it is written, He will give His angels charge over you, and they will bear you up on their hands, lest you strike your foot against a stone. [Psa 91:11-12]

Yahushua said to him, On the other hand, it is written also, You shall not tempt, test thoroughly, or try exceedingly the Master your God. [Deu 6:16]

Third temptation …

Again, the devil took Him up on a very high mountain and showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and the glory (the splendor, magnificence, preeminence, and excellence) of them.

And he said to Him, These things, all taken together, I will give You, if You will prostrate Yourself before me and do homage and worship me.

Then Yahushua said to him, Begone, Satan! For it has been written, You shall worship the Master your God, and Him alone shall you serve. [Deu 6:13] End of quote.

Wow! The Parallel With The Lately Visitors …?

Amazing!

  1. Professionals in the Mental/Physical Health industry parallel with the first temptation.
  2. Professionals in computer/marketting industry parallel with the second temptation
  3. And now? The great Illuminate? Parallel with the third and last temptation.

Amazed But Not Shocked. Why? …

You are responding to my question, Where Are We At My Master? Your response? Brings to mind the history of what comes to the inbox, and?

It’s All Making Perfect Sense Now, Why? …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:25 am.

Well? The inbox is jam packed with emails tempting me to succeed in all my doings. From the insistent offers to teach me how to write to make millions to the multitude of instructions on how to eat healthy to heal my body, it’s all there for my taking, but!

O My Master! You Have Faithfully Kept Me From All Such Temptations …

Even so? You have not allowed me to scratch off or to unsubscribe from them all. Why? That’s what You are about to reveal to all in the subsequent posts.

For Now You Are Leading Me To Create A New Header For The Site. I’ll Do.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:56 am.

O my Master! I created the new header. I also changed the theme for the site again. Been reading the past writings You have brought up. I am comfortable. Yet? I feel like crying.

So Many Years Of Waiting …

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 7:56 pm.

Things are changing for the best. Why my crying feelings. Maybe it got to do with my sugar level. I wait on You. Will try the bed even when I don’t feel like it.

Will Go Back To Bed. Still Not Feeling Good. I Wait On You.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020 at 10:43 pm.

Here I am my Master, feeling as bad as before. It’s now another day, Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 12:50 am. I refuse to despair. I wait on You.

Let Go. Sit Still. Relax. Wait. I Am At Work …

“Just a little while longer, My child. I am with you and for you.

The winter in your soul will soon give way to the most fabulous spring you could ever imagined.

Take heart. The powers and principalities are intent in destroying all goods for your physical comfort, but!

Remember, My power no foe can withstand.

Everything the enemy has stolen from you will soon return to you tenfold.

Even so? Rejoice not in the super-abundance coming to you.

Instead, rejoice in My Presence.

Despite the lack of material comfort for the moment there shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling in My Secret Place.”

Ah! What A Revelation! My Dwelling Is In Your Secret Place …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 1:55 am.

No matter what the enemy can do in the material the enemy cannot come near my spiritual dwelling in Your Secret Place. Wow!

My Life Lived In Your Presence Is Of Your Spirit …

Thanks, my Master! The enemy cannot come near my life in Your Spirit. In awe of the power in Your words, I’m going back to bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. It’s now 2:15 am.

And So? I’m Going On …

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 4:57 am.

Let the devil rant and rave to subdue my carnal self to his wiles and devices. Sooner than later I will see the beast receive his dues for trying me to him subdue.

I Finished All Graphics. Now You Are Leading Me To Post. I’ll Do.

Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 11:10 am.

You know I need to format before I publish. On to the task if anyone asks.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Steady Now By Your Crown …

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Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

 

The Wind? Where Is It Going? …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 10:56 pm.

Where is the wind going? Nobody knows. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit as written in John 3:8 and John 6:63-64. My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. So?

The Physical Man Do Not Know Where The Spiritual Man Comes From Or Where Is It Going? …

No need to get technical about this matter. It’s simple, people for the most has not known what I been talking about until now.

Another Miracle Last Night …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 12:01 am.

Sleep was overtaking me. I headed for bed. Just as I got situated under my covers it came to me to get up to turn off and unplug the computer. I did. Came back to the bed.

  • Just as I got situated again? KABOOM! A flash of light.
  • A horrendous sound like I have not heard before.
  • The building shook!
  • Should the computer have been on?
  • There would be no more computer!

People Would Call It Hunch, But! …

It does not occur to people to recognize Your voice at all. Even so? The tide is turning not just for me but for each individual child of Yours as well.

Sleepy. Heading for bed at 12:32 am. 3:00 am.

A New Day To Expect From You …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 7:30 am.

Well? Reflecting on the family. I hear Your reminder on the family in this world based in the family in Your mind at Your creation time.

Amazing Again! An Unexpected Miracle …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 9:53 am.

O my Master! So many forgotten things, purchases I have done, good and bad deeds, You are bringing it all to surface in the most unexpected time and way to my delight, especially today. What’s the fuss about?

O Me! I’m Really Excited! You Know It My Master …

In 1986 I was into the Living Bible. I had it all marked and dated, but! In 1987 You switched me to the Amplified version, and?

Somehow, I donated my Living version to my daughter Roxana. The Amplified version is still with me—I wouldn’t give it up for love or money.

Even so? On October 21, 1986 You popped a good blow on my thick skull to stop my foolish bickering and complaining as You did with Your prophet Jeremiah in Jeremiah 15:19-21.

The wording in the Amplified version is more detailed but! Not the wording that struck me that day. Roxana lives far away from me so I could not get a hold of my Living version.

After much struggling to find the quote, I purchased the digital version from e-Sword but for whatever reason I never downloaded it.

Anyhow, I have read the Scriptures in many different versions. The wording is almost the same wording in most that I have read. So? I no longer read other than my Amplified.

But sometimes there are verses in my memory with words that do not exactly match the Amplified or any other version to my knowledge. Today is one of those days.

I never know what I am to write on any given day. You lead me. I follow what You bring to mind. Today, reflecting on the family in this world, somehow, I came to look for the Scripture about the flesh.

None of the wording in the downloaded versions satisfied whatever I remember about that Scripture. Suddenly! The Living version came to mind.

Hum! I need that version but it’s a pay download. It’s OK. Today, I’ll pay and download it. I clicked the download button. Then the purchase button. At the purchase screen I see that I have an account with them. What?

I clicked to checht it out. What? History of purchases? Wow! I purchased the Living version in 2018 but never downloaded it, why? Beats me!

Here, all this time, that purchase? Completely out of my mind. Talking about a miracle? Indeed! You led me to the version You used to open my mind at that crucial moment in my lifetime.

First Scripture I copy/paste, not the one about the flesh, but the one I been looking for all these years. Lost and found like me. I was lost in bickering and complaining but You found me out! Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 TLV

The Master replied: “Stop this foolishness and talk some sense! Only if you return to trusting me will I let you continue as my spokesman. You are to influence them, not let them influence you!

They will fight against you like a besieging army against a high city wall. But they will not conquer you, for I am with you to protect and deliver you, says the Master.

Yes, I will certainly deliver you from these wicked men and rescue you from their ruthless hands.”

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMP

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Ha! You Brought To Mind Why Looking For The Flesh Scripture …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 2:38 pm.

Picking up the thread on this writing. The thread from:

  1. The Family In Mind On Waking Up This Time …
  2. Where Are The Basis For The Human Family? …
  3. Clear Answer About Who Is The God We Worship Or Not Worship …

To now:

  1. Steady Now By Your Crown …
  2. Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

I Got It, My Master! By Your Grace, I Think I Got It! …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

It took me this many hours since 10 am but You finally enlightened me. From the beginning of this 2020 year You are threading my whole life to steady my steps by the power of Your Spirit within my heart.

Your Crown—Majestic Authority. Your Spirit. All Like The Wind …

The Wind? Where is the wind going? Nobody knows. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit. My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit, but!

The Physical Man—The Flesh Do Not Know Where The Spiritual Man Comes From Or Where Is It Going Just Like The Wind …

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 10:18 pm.

Thus, My life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. Like the wind nobody has known, not even myself, where my life came from or where it would windup at the end until now.

Meanwhile, In Our Ignorance We Have Fabricated All Kinds Of Theories About Everything Under And Above The Sun …

Some close some far from the truth of the matter. Why? That’s what You are revealing to us now on this 2020 year.

  • Such is an individual revelation of our lifetime doings.

Therefore, Your Dealings With Me Are Reaching Many Souls …?

Since the beginning of this year the readership of the posted writings has increased tenfold. But the best part? I am no longer concerned about the readers.

Simply Put. Your Dealings Have Set Me Free From All My Concerns For Good And Forever …

No kidding! I thought to be free before, but now, it’s no longer a thought. It’s a reality. Why should I be concerned about anything in view of the miracles even to save the computer from the blast of thunder on the building just yesterday?

Like The Wind In My Flesh I Don’t Know Where My Life Is Going, But! …

Again, my life lived in Your Presence is of Your Spirit. It’s the experience of my birth from Your Spirit. And the written words are coming to pass verbatim!

  • Quoting John 3 at the end of this post to confirm my statement.

But How All Of This Ties With The Family Matter …?

Sunday, February 23, 2020 at 11:30 pm.

Well? I better go to sleep again while You show me exactly how to tie all things up. Better than 3 hrs of sleep did me good.

About The Thread And Tie With The Family And The Flesh …?

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 5:51 am.

Ha! people been searching for their family tree for a while to no avail. But lately on this 2020-year, people are beginning to discover not only the tree but mainly the roots of that tree.

  • Me? I gave up that search mainly for lack of data, but! The truth I am finding out now? You prevented me from such quest. Instead?

You Been Revealing The Matter To Me …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 6:08 am.

Despite my lack of interest, You have been faithful to reveal such matters to me in the proper order and at Your appointed time for You to do so.

Thus? You Decreed This 2020 To Bring Closure To This Matter Of The Family …?

Amazing! I am just now realizing it. You have been and You are now revealing to me and to all You to be the root of the family tree. WOW!

What A Difference That Makes …

Indeed! This revelation opened my eyes to see what I considered to be my gross behavior in raising my children was, actually, stemming from You.

  • All of them, I had thought of the horrible things I did to each one of them in my attempt to subdue each one of them to my ideas of whatever was supposed to be good for them.

Is It Not From You That This Idea Of Whatever Was Supposed To Be Good For Them Came From? …

Wow! This revelation has set me free from the horror of guilt and misery that had haunted me all these years. Guilt? The chain around my neck suffocating me has been broken!

  • You are leading me now to quote two long passages of Scripture. No doubt, long quotes turn readers away. Even so? The words quoted are the words that You have used to jolt my being into the life of those words.
  • Thus, at Your leading I will quote. It’s my hope for You to touch the interest of the readers to read instead of turning away. Quote:

John 3:1-21 AMPC+

1  NOW THERE was a certain man among the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler (a leader, an authority) among the Jews, Who came to Yahushua at night and said to Him, Rabbi, we know and are certain that You have come from God [as] a Teacher; for no one can do these signs (these wonder works, these miracles–and produce the proofs) that You do unless God is with him.

Yahushua answered him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that unless a person is born again (anew, from above), he cannot ever see (know, be acquainted with, and experience) the kingdom of God.

Nicodemus said to Him, How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter his mother’s womb again and be born?

Yahushua answered, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and [even] the Spirit, he cannot [ever] enter the kingdom of God. [Eze 36:25-27]

What is born of [from] the flesh is flesh [of the physical is physical]; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit.

Marvel not [do not be surprised, astonished] at My telling you, You must all be born anew (from above).

The wind blows (breathes) where it wills; and though you hear its sound, yet you neither know where it comes from nor where it is going. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.

Nicodemus answered by asking, How can all this be possible?

Yahushua replied, Are you the teacher of Israel, and yet do not know nor understand these things? [Are they strange to you?]

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, We speak only of what we know [we know absolutely what we are talking about]; we have actually seen what we are testifying to [we were eyewitnesses of it]. And still you do not receive our testimony [you reject and refuse our evidence–that of Myself and of all those who are born of the Spirit].

If I have told you of things that happen right here on the earth and yet none of you believes Me, how can you believe (trust Me, adhere to Me, rely on Me) if I tell you of heavenly things?

And yet no one has ever gone up to heaven, but there is One Who has come down from heaven–the Son of Man [Himself], Who is (dwells, has His home) in heaven.

And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert [on a pole], so must [so it is necessary that] the Son of Man be lifted up [on the cross], [Num 21:9] In order that everyone who believes in Him [who cleaves to Him, trusts Him, and relies on Him] may not perish, but have eternal life and [actually] live forever!

For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.

For God did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.

He who believes in Him [who clings to, trusts in, relies on Him] is not judged [he who trusts in Him never comes up for judgment; for him there is no rejection, no condemnation–he incurs no damnation]; but he who does not believe (cleave to, rely on, trust in Him) is judged already [he has already been convicted and has already received his sentence] because he has not believed in and trusted in the name of the only begotten Son of God. [He is condemned for refusing to let his trust rest in Christ’s name.]

The [basis of the] judgment (indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground for the sentence) lies in this: the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works (deeds) were evil. [Isa 5:20]

For every wrongdoer hates (loathes, detests) the Light, and will not come out into the Light but shrinks from it, lest his works (his deeds, his activities, his conduct) be exposed and reproved.

But he who practices truth [who does what is right] comes out into the Light; so that his works may be plainly shown to be what they are–wrought with God [divinely prompted, done with God’s help, in dependence upon Him].

John 6:32-71 AMPC+

Yahushua then said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Moses did not give you the Bread from heaven [what Moses gave you was not the Bread from heaven], but it is My Father Who gives you the true heavenly Bread.

For the Bread of God is He Who comes down out of heaven and gives life to the world.

Then they said to Him, Master, give us this bread always (all the time)!

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

For this is My Father’s will and His purpose, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day.

Now the Jews murmured and found fault with and grumbled about Yahushua because He said, I am [Myself] the Bread that came down from heaven.

They kept asking, Is not this Yahushua, the Son of Joseph, Whose father and mother we know? How then can He say, I have come down from heaven?

So Yahushua answered them, Stop grumbling and saying things against Me to one another.

No one is able to come to Me unless the Father Who sent Me attracts and draws him and gives him the desire to come to Me, and [then] I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day.

It is written in [the book of] the Prophets, And they shall all be taught of God [have Him in person for their Teacher]. Everyone who has listened to and learned from the Father comes to Me–[Isa 54:13]

Which does not imply that anyone has seen the Father [not that anyone has ever seen Him] except He [Who was with the Father] Who comes from God; He [alone] has seen the Father.

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, he who believes in Me [who adheres to, trusts in, relies on, and has faith in Me] has (now possesses) eternal life.

I am the Bread of Life [that gives life–the Living Bread].

Your forefathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and [yet] they died.

[But] this is the Bread that comes down from heaven, so that [any]one may eat of it and never die.

I [Myself] am this Living Bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this Bread, he will live forever; and also the Bread that I shall give for the life of the world is My flesh (body).

Then the Jews angrily contended with one another, saying, How is He able to give us His flesh to eat?

And Yahushua said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, you cannot have any life in you unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood [unless you appropriate His life and the saving merit of His blood].

He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood has (possesses now) eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] on the last day.

For My flesh is true and genuine food, and My blood is true and genuine drink.

He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood dwells continually in Me, and I [in like manner dwell continually] in him.

Just as the living Father sent Me and I live by (through, because of) the Father, even so whoever continues to feed on Me [whoever takes Me for his food and is nourished by Me] shall [in his turn] live through and because of Me.

This is the Bread that came down from heaven. It is not like the manna which our forefathers ate, and yet died; he who takes this Bread for his food shall live forever.

He said these things in a synagogue while He was teaching at Capernaum.

When His disciples heard this, many of them said, This is a hard and difficult and strange saying (an offensive and unbearable message). Who can stand to hear it? [Who can be expected to listen to such teaching?]

But Yahushua, knowing within Himself that His disciples were complaining and protesting and grumbling about it, said to them: Is this a stumbling block and an offense to you? [Does this upset and displease and shock and scandalize you?]

What then [will be your reaction] if you should see the Son of Man ascending to [the place] where He was before?

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father.

After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him.

Yahushua said to the Twelve, Will you also go away? [And do you too desire to leave Me?]

Simon Peter answered, Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words (the message) of eternal life.

And we have learned to believe and trust, and [more] we have come to know [surely] that You are the Holy One of God, the Messiah (the Anointed One), the Son of the living God.

Yahushua answered them, Did I not choose you, the Twelve? And [yet] one of you is a devil (of the evil one and a false accuser).

He was speaking of Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, for he was about to betray Him, [although] he was one of the Twelve. End of quote.

All Things Are Coming Together By Your Master Hand …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 6:54 am.

Your passionate love for Your creation is surfacing on this 2020-year. No kidding. At this point I took a break. Eventually, sleep came my way. I slept until noon time.

Back To Your Passionate Love For The World, Otherwise, Your Creation …

Monday, February 24, 2020 at 1:01 pm.

Indeed! Carefully re-reading, reflecting on those words has not only encouraged but confirm, strengthened, powerfully enabling me to cling tenaciously to You.

  • Steady Now By Your Crown …
  • Another 7th Day Of Rest Gone With The Wind …

Phew! The Family Thread And Tie Are Now Evident …

Furthermore, that explains the connection with the wind and my ignorance of such matters. That’s also why You inspired the graphic the graphic to illustrate the matter. How neat!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Clear Answer About Who Is The God We Worship Or Not Worship …

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Will I Lose Or Gain Readers? No Longer Weights Upon My Shoulders …

Well? Guess I Could Be Labeled As Mental Case – A Person Suffering From Neurosis …?

But those terms are not in use anymore by the professionals. Guess now they use less impressive terms. Regardless, whatever they could label it now the meaning is still the same—mental insanity.

No Kidding! Many Consider Me As A Case …?

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:36 am.

A case of mental insanity. Yeap! Many have suggested for me to get help to clear my mind. But it does not surprise or bother me any longer. Why?

I Now Hear That Voice, Let Go – Be Still – Wait …

You will soon see My Deliverance! I am at work. My plans for you, for all are good. Prepare for a near harmonized future for all, says my Master—that voice from within my heart.

Ha! What Are You Revealing To Me Right Now? …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:44 am.

You are letting me see the sad part in my good intentions to help the children in this generation. I only gave birth to my three girls, but then?

  • A second set of three girls came into my life, and?
  • A bundle of joy in a blond boy to be my adopted son.
  • Furthermore? My tenacious attempt to help his older brother
  • Plus? The little girl abandoned by her drug addicted parent.
  • Court rooms. Social workers. Bathing. Feeding. Looking after the new still babies. Looking after the needs of the older ones. No difference from my birth girls and the rest—they all treated as my own flesh and blood, but!
  • The sad part? My emotional instability could not handle my lofty ideals.
  • To this day the thought of failure has hunted my deep insides.

Thus? You Brought The Matter To Light In The Last Two Dreams You Quicken To Me …

One dream I saw an empty dirty plate. The other? Killing roaches coming out of a crevice in the wall.

  • I kill, kill, kill, until? A big one would not come out. I quit the killing.
  • That last roach stuck in the crevice showed the shinniest part of its body.
  • I dropped the shoe or whatever I was using in the killing.
  • I woke up in wonder. In time? I refreshed the meaning of roaches in a dream to be a good thing depending on whatever, but!

Right Now, On This Morning Of A 7th Day Of Rest I’m Getting Your Meaning. Wow! …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 4:24 am.

Ha! What has haunted me for the last 30+ years? The thought of my failure to take care of my precious children.

  • All of them, I had thought of the horrible things I did to each one of them in my attempt to subdue each one of them to my ideas of whatever was supposed to be good for them.
  • Often that thought has caused flowing tears of remorse for the evil that I could not repair or undo.
  • That is the meaning of that dirty empty plate I was handing over to whomever in that first dream.
  • On the roach dream? The most vivid part of the dream was the shinning roach stuck in the crevice. Could not quite find the spiritual meaning of it, and?

That’s Your Revelation On This 7th Day of Resting on You …

The spiritual meaning of roaches in a dream has to do with eternity because roaches apparently do not die. But I have no idea of eternity time. So? I have stumped or killed all thoughts about such matter in my life, but!

  • Here lately? The matter has been coming to light as I witness the spirituality trend of the moment.
  • Such trend has been wighting heavy on my mind because it’s directly connected with me.

Even so? You Are Now Lifting Up Such Weight. How? …

By Your revelation of the meaning of the shinny black roach stuck in the crevice of the wall. Ha! I hear: “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light.” Wow! Quotes.

First quote:

Isaiah 9:2

The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light; those who dwelt in the land of intense darkness and the shadow of death, upon them has the Light shined. [Isa 42:6; Mat 4:15-16]

Wow! The Way You Are Showing Me Your Deliverance Is Uncanny …

Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 6:49 am.

It is in the same way You are revealing, showing Yourself to me in the Scriptures. Your written words are Your Word, You in reality and in truth.

  • I read it many times. I have adhered to the teachings of many inspired teachers, yet?
  • I just realize on this moment how far the reality and truth of such statement in the Scriptures was from my conception.
  • Just as far as all my former conceptions of Your written words.
  • But little by little, incident by incident, day by day, moment by moment, cycle by cycle You been revealing, showing Yourself to me in those misconceived written words
  • Today You give me Isaiah 45 to straiten out all my misconceptions of the past.

Who Are YOU? …

Isaiah 45 answers my question entirely. Have I not read it before? O yes, but! I only put such matters in the back burner. Didn’t understand a whit about such words as I do now.

  • Now? It’s no longer a matter stored in the crevice of the wall between the natural and the supernatural.
  • Now? You are revealing to me I am one of the ones who walked in darkness.
  • Now? You are revealing to me for my benefit, for the benefit of all who read these lines, You are revealing to us Who are YOU.
  • Phew! What a weight off my shoulders.

Second quote:

Isaiah 45:1-25

THUS SAYS the Master to His anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have held to subdue nations before him, and I will unarm and ungird the loins of kings to open doors before him, so that gates will not be shut.

I will go before you and level the mountains [to make the crooked places straight]; I will break in pieces the doors of bronze and cut asunder the bars of iron.

And I will give you the treasures of darkness and hidden riches of secret places, that you may know that it is I, the Master, the God of Israel, Who calls you by your name.

For the sake of Jacob My servant, and of Israel My chosen, I have called you by your name. I have surnamed you, though you have not known Me.

I am the Master, and there is no one else; there is no God besides Me. I will gird and arm you, though you have not known Me,

That men may know from the east and the rising of the sun and from the west and the setting of the sun that there is no God besides Me. I am the Master, and no one else [is He].

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] N1evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things.

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of God]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom 9:20]

10  Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely God is with you, and there is no other, no God besides Him. [1Co 14:25]

Truly You are a God Who hides Himself, O God of Israel, the Savior.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity. [Heb 5:9]

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, God Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right. [Joh 18:20]

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other God besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous God and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance]. [Rom 14:11; Php 2:10-11; Heb 6:13]

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed. [1Co 1:30-31]

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.

Amazing! Simply Amazing! …

And so? Like I did in the last post I am to do now. You are leading me to close and post this amazingly clear answer to all our misconceived ideas about YOU.

On to the task on Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 8:18 am.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Family In Mind On Waking Up This Time …

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Where Are The Basis For The Human Family? …

Let’s Start At The Very Beginning. A Good Place To Start …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 3:47 am.

The way You are leading me from the onset of my journey in Your sight is about You and Your intent for our creation.

No Kidding! The Family Is In Your Mind Forever Time …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 4:02 am.

You have me now to finish with the posting I started before You sent me to sleep. Then? I’ll work on a new graphic You set in my mind about the family.

This Has Been A Frustrating Day, But! …

Wednesday, February 19, 2020 at 10:50 pm.

I am not letting get to me. I know You’ll show me the way to go that I cannot find. From the graphics to the book formatting nothing is working as I would like it to work. I’ll try the bed. I wait on You.

It’s Rough My Master, Help …?

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 3:33 am.

My body is not colloborating. There is much to do but I am stuck with the book format. How the styles got all messup, beats me? I’ll take a break. I wait on You.

Unexpected Miracle …

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 11:47 am.

I slept for a couple hours. On waking up I noticed the NET was working fast. It came to me to call Microsoft support for help with the problems.

  • Well? It was decided to repair the program. That didn’t work. Next to reinstall it.
  • I cringed! Wirh the faulty NET it has been nearly impossible to reinstall any big program.
  • Besides, even if the NET would work it would take about 1-1/2hours and longer to download and install the program.
  • And that was the big problem. The NET would quit before the download could finish.
  • Hum! This time? Half hour. Program downloaded. Install completed. Wow!
  • And? It came to me how to resolve my formatting problem with the styles.
  • Master! You unstuck me big time!
  • Unbelievable! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Much To Do But! No Longer Overwhelming …

I know exactly what needs to be done thanks to the instructions You send my way. But why did all of this happen? The support tech needed the few in between remarks made about Your strenght always availing me.

Drunk With Chocolates Big Time! …

Thursday, February 20, 2020 at 9:47 pm.

O my Master! You are healing my body without drugs! You are teaching me all about how to regulate the sugar and salt intake for my body’s stability. So today?

  • In my enthusiasm about Your teaching, I overdone the chocolates a bit.
  • To no avail I had the sense my indulgence to quit.
  • Next? Ahmad came with a worker to clean the roof.
  • Not realizing the effect of my overindulgence, I walked aloof
  • What were they doing to see, and? O me!
  • Kapum! Shaloom! Down my body swoom!
  • Swift six arms lifted me up like a feather.
  • My sun chair pushed under
  • Me well to be in the coldness of the weather
  • Despite my chocolate spree.
  • Two hours since now
  • Still oozy and fussy got busy
  • In my task if one may ask.
  • It’s 10:51 pm will lay down.
  • Will wait on You my body to settle down.

Awake But Going Back To Sleep …

Friday, February 21, 2020 at 1:47 am to 4:40 am.

And so, the saga goes, my Master. All could be a disaster. but You turn it well to be for me, for Thee. Underneath Your everlasting arms sleep takes over to set me free from weeping to be.

I’m going on this day by the power of Your love, wisdom, and Your everlasting faithfulness.

Your promises are the only sound matter to grab on go on. Quote:

Isaiah 55:1-13

“Oh everyone who thirsts, come to the waters. And you who have no silver, come, buy and eat. Come, buy wine and milk without silver and without price.

“Why do you weigh out silver for what is not bread, and your labour for what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, and let your being delight itself in fatness.

“Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, so that your being lives. And let Me make an everlasting covenant with you, the trustworthy kindnesses of Dawiḏ.

“See, I have given Him as a witness to the people, a Leader and a Commander for the people.

“See, a nation you do not know you shall call, and a nation who does not know you run to you, because of Yahuweh your Elohim, and the Set-apart One of Yisrael, for He has adorned you.”

Seek Yahuweh while He is to be found, call on Him while He is near. Let the wrong forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts.

Let him return to Yahuweh, who has compassion on him, and to our Elohim, for He pardons much.

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,” declares Yahuweh.

“For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.

“For as the rain comes down, and the snow from the heavens, and do not return there, but water the earth, and make it bring forth and bud, and give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so is My Word that goes forth from My mouth – it does not return to Me empty, but shall do what I please, and shall certainly accomplish what I sent it for.

“For with joy you go out, and with peace you are brought in – the mountains and the hills break forth into singing before you, and all the trees of the field clap the hands.

“Instead of the thorn the cypress comes up, and instead of the nettle the myrtle comes up. And it shall be to Yahuweh for a name, for an everlasting sign which is not cut off.” End of quote.

And with this note, I am to close and post. For the quote says it all better than what I could ever with such authority myself done and plan.

As You are restoring my family You are restoring all families scattered in the four corners of the earth ignorant of their rightful identity with You.

I’ll have the whole day ahead to let You lead the way on whatever I am to do the go to honor and proclaim Your name to be Sovereign.

  • Your family business on this 2020 year forever eternally to flourish.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

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The Year To Come Boldly To The Throne Of Grace For The Much-Needed Help To Abandon Our Fears …?

Fear Of You, Only Fear Needed …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:12 am.

This subject came to me on this midnight. It is the experience of my moment while I am enjoying Your victory in my life as well as Your unbroken fellowship.

For The Fear Of You Is The Beginning Of All Wisdom …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 7:38 am

O my Master! Words. Same words with different implications. I often wondered the mention of the word ‘fear’ in the Scriptures. Fear not. Fear the Master.

  • This morning You lead me to search the meaning of words. Here is what I found. Quote:

fear (fɪə)

n

  1. a feeling of distress, apprehension, or alarm caused by impending danger, pain, etc
  2. a cause of this feeling
  3. awe; reverence: fear of God.
  4. concern; anxiety
  5. possibility; chance: there is no fear of that happening.
  6. for fear of for fear that for fear lest to forestall or avoid
  7. no fear certainly not
  8. put the fear of God into to frighten

vb

  1. to be afraid (to do something) or of (a person or thing); dread
  2. (tr) to revere; respect
  3. (tr; takes a clause as object) to be sorry: used to lessen the effect of an unpleasant statement: I fear that you have not won.
  4. (foll by: for) to feel anxiety about something
  5. an archaic word for frighten

Why This Is The Year Not To Fear Our Fears …

There are two meanings among 13 that answers my question: 3. awe; reverence: fear of God. 10. (tr) to revere; respect.

So? This Year You Will Ingrain The Fear Of You By The Power Of Your Love …

Therefore? All other fears shall vanish giving way to the awe; reverence; respect due to You alone first and uppermost.

Well? This Is A Subject That So Far People Have Not Wanted To Talk About, But!

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 8:23 am.

Now? The tide has turned big time! HalleluYah! O my Master! You getting to Your people’s heart and mind. Every post here lately? Your people are responding. Will now spend the day creating a graphic on this matter.

Great! The Graphic Is Finished. The NET Is Working. Ready To Post …

Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

Just a few minutes to midnight. Much accomplished today, but! The best? One of my stranged children, Daniel, got in touch with me with love and gratitude. Thanks, my Master!

You Are Harmonizing All The Inharmonious Circumstances Of My Life As Promised …

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Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the inharmonious circumstances of your life.

Wait. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. You will soon see My Deliverance!

Pause. Reflect. Your gaze set on Me, wait with hope. It is as written in Romans 8

On To Posting Grounds On This Blessed Midnight on Tuesday, February 18, 2020 at 12:07 am

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Posting Done! The NET Held Up, And? …

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And I Got My Oil! Whoopee!


Did my accomplishments and getting my oil Add An Iota To My Stature? …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 5:07 pm.

Hardly, but! it’s only because of Your loving discipline that You finally convinced me to quit whining about the least inconvenience that came my way and go on.

It’s Past Midnight On A New Day …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 1:12 am.

Here I am. I written a lot in an email to Roxana since I woke up last night at 11:40 pm. Now I don’t feel good. I am cold even with the heat on. I don’t know what to do, what to eat what to drink. Maybe go back to sleep?

Ah! Sunshine Out There As It Is In Here In My Heart …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Yeap! The sun is shinning in my heart even when the winter darkens the skies out there, but! You give us a break from that darkness. You never give us any more than what we can take.

O Mine! Gas Is Waving The Signal To Quit, My Master …

I’m sure glad You are giving me a sunny day. Maybe there will be gas replacement today. Maybe there will not be. Either way? It does not affect my well-being.

It’s The 7th Day Of Rest. Resting In You I Remain Sunshine Or Wintertime …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 12:50 pm.

Been working on the graphic to illustrate the matter. You gave me the idea as You do with all graphics. It looks beautiful to me. Who knows but You whether others think the same as me.

Legend For The Graphic …

Sun shining on the Planets

2020

Sun shining on my Heart

Sun shining on ALL Hearts

Master! Help Me To Truly Love My Brother …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 2:00 am.

The sun is shining on my heart, but You know how I feel when I read headlines from leaders that have offended me for exposing the truth. The thing is that these leaders continue with their timelines, and?

  • I have not read yet one single testimony of Your dealings with them.
  • All I see in the leadership is their pompous authority over many followers.
  • Following each other, but!
  • Not following Yahushua as they claim to do.
  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

O My Master! A Few Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Saturday, February 15, 2020 at 5:52 am.

As if You didn’t know it. But You tell me to always come to You, to come to reason things out with You, and? I have discovered how wonderful it is to answer Your beckoning.

Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 3:30 am.

Your answer? Habakkuk’s Prayer. Wow! How have I missed this most important prayer? But! not to fear. In the economy of our lives You do not waste a second. Anyhow, now?

You Sent Me To Read The Entire Chapter To Reprogram My Mind …

This matter is by far most critical moment at this stage of Your Presence in my heart. Your Presence for real in my daily living.

Well? You Sent. I Went. My Life’s Onset For Me To Vent …?

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 5:35 am.

Honest to goodness! You are leading me 100%. You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am). Wow! The consistence of Your message is uncanny. Strong words. they knocked the socks off my feet. Who knows? Those words might do the same for you should you be inclined to read them. Here is the link:

UPDATED WORDS FROM 1986

  • Did I write those words?
  • Phew! My hand wrote not my will.
  • All I could say was, “Not me! I been a sinful woman. They not going to listen to me!” But!
  • You said, “I don’t want them to listen to YOU!!! I want them to listen to ME!!!”

That Happened On February Of 1986. O me And YOU …

Me with the little letters. YOU with the capitals. Since then? You have had me vent out my sinful life unmercifully. Did my venting out my sinful life humiliated and shamed me? Not at all! Quote:

James 4:4-12

You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God.

Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer 3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

But He gives us more and more grace (power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, God sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace [continually] to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Pro 3:34]

So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

[My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].

One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?

My Venting Out My Sinful Life Humbled Not Humiliated Me …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 6:17 am – 8:38 am

Today marks the 34th anniversary of my surrender to You. At 3:30 am today You sent me to Habakkuk’s Prayer. Then, you sent me to read the entire chapter to reprogram my mind. Next?

You led me to an entry on Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am) to vent out my sinful life as in James 4:4-12. Next? You led me to February 16 of 1986. Next? Today.

You Answered The Questions That Only You Can Answer My Master …:

  • Am I guilty?
  • Am I telling anyone what to do?
  • Am I judging my brother?

Wow! The Consistence Of Your Message Is Uncanny. Strong Words, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 9:46 am.

Strong words consistent with the work You been doing in my life to the exact moment. Thirty-four years. Now? You are leading me back to the meaning of number 34. Quote:

Meaning of Number 34

The number 34 has clear access to inner wisdom. 34 is also intuitive. It interprets its wisdom and intuition creatively, seldom getting bogged down in unworkable details when considering solutions to problems.

For 34, alone time to think through a problem or to meditate is important. The number finds its answers within. Even when answers or solutions are found somewhere else, 34 looks inward to validate them.

It approaches life with an understanding filtered through its own inner awareness and certainties.

The numerology essence of the number 34 generally is comfortable interacting with others, although doesn’t actively seek such opportunities. Its participation in social interactions often inspire other participants.

The Basic or Core Essence of 34

The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 34 is introspection, finding answers within. Other meanings of the number 34 must take that vibration into account.

To better understand the essence of 34, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 34 is composed of the digits 3 and 4, and is reduced to the single digit 7:

3+4 = 7

Thus, the numerology number 34 essence is based on the essence of the number 7. It also contains the essence of the individual digits. See these articles for number interpretations of the single-digit essence of the number 34 and the digits 34 is composed of:

Number 3 Meaning

Number 4 Meaning

Number 7 Meaning

The digit the number is reduced to (the digit 7 in this case) always has more force or capacity than the digits of the number being reduced.

The relative amount each contributes to the whole could be represented by this graph: :

7-3-4

Thus, the 34 essence contains the 7’s essence, such as introspection, intuition, and wisdom.

Plus a dose of the 3’s essence, such as creative expression, inspiration, and tolerance.

Plus a dose of the 4’s essence, such as pragmatism, conscientiousness, and a focus on building a secure foundation for the future, this blend resulting in an essence unique.

The 34 essence is knowledge of self. There is introspection and study and analyzing and accumulation of wisdom. There’s also imagination, creativity, optimism, and a dynamism that’s felt by others.

In social situations with a 34 present, others find their energy and outlook on life uplifted, their inner creativeness awakened, their future appearing brighter.

The number 34 has wisdom gained through knowledge of self as its priority. There’s an ongoing urge to accumulate wisdom. Perfection and beauty are important. Quality is appreciated.

Goals generally have specific steps associated with them for their accomplishment.

Imagine being intuitively connected to ancient wisdom and knowing yourself in relation to that wisdom. Both the analytical and spiritual aspects of yourself are known and accepted. Issues in life are approached with an element of creativity, especially when expressing concepts to others. There is continuing analysis of self in relation to events and circumstances.

That’s 34. End of quote.

Granted, This Is Not A Biblical Meaning Of Number 34, But! …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:01 am

This is what You led me to check out. It describes the essence of the work You have now declared finished. It describes the present experience of my life in Your Presence as per Your words You brought to my remembrance. Quote:

“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

And So? That’s My Life. No Worldly Cares Whatsoever …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Ah but my interpretation of worldly cares! Is it for me to become a stoic recluse aloof from the basic needs in life? Nay! Nay! Nay! The truth?

  • At times I had in mind to become such, but O how depressing.
  • Other times, I’ll figured something different, but!
  • I never could figure out how to live but not love the world!
  • All the time You have been at work transforming and enabling me to live but not to love the world.

Phew! Saved By The Bell I Hear So Well Now …

Sunday, February 16, 2020 at 11:00 pm.

What bell? The bell of Your exact time for all to happen. The bell that rang for me on the last day of 2019. The day when the lust for the things of this world vanished forever by the power of Your love. Wow!

I Never Realized The Weight Of Such Lusts On My Being, But! …

Now I do. I do realize it. For You have lifted that weight from my beign now to be from it set free. Better yet? You have transformed me into the joy and rejoicing You created me to be.

Ha! I’m A Joy To Ahmad Even When I’m Threatening To Kill Him …

“Hellooo! I hear you now.”

“I’m glad you do. I need to remind you that I am out of gas since I called you yesterday. I am cold. I need gas! Also, I need for you to tell me at what time I am supposed to go to the welcome line?”

“Welcome line? What means Basilia?”

“The welcome line to welcome all to the death of Ahmad xxx!”

“Ha! Ha! Ha! Everybody wants to kill me! Ha! Ha! Ha!”

O My Master! Finally! You Have Empowered Me To Enjoy This Strange Culture …

No kidding! This strange culture has been nothing but trouble for me until now. It never fails. When I am waiting for Ahmad’s help somebody dies. That means 3 days I do not hear from Ahmad. Where is my gas or this or that?

“Basilia, my cousin die. It’s mandatory that I go to the family for 3 days to welcome all the mourners that must come to mourn the death of my cousin for 3 days.”

What about Basilia? Basilia could be dead but she has to wait for 3 days for them to come find me dead and I’ll have my 3 days of welcoming all to mourn my death! What a trip.

“But that’s mandatory, Basilia. I have no choice.”

“What is it that you all do for 3 days, Ahmad?”

“Well? The close family stands in line. The visitors come. The family must shake hands and say, Welcome!”

“You do that for 3 days?”

“Well, yes because different people come each day. Then you are not supposed to talk to or visit anyone for 3 days. You are supposed to mourn for 3 days. That’s why I could not call you.”

O My Master! You Are In Control Of It All, Why Then …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Well? I attempted to sleep at 12:19 am to no avail. Sleep evaded me. So? I got up. Continued my creation in Photoshop. Fixed my hair. Back and forth while Photoshop is doing its thing. And?

Goodness Sake! Four Hours Done Flew Past Me …

It’s a wonder how You work things out for me. Four hours of learning new techniques in the older version of Photoshop that You resuscitated for me.

No Kidding! You Have Resolved My Photoshop Troubles …

As good as the technicians from Photoshop support are, they have not been able to solve my problem because I did not know how to explain the problem. Anyhow?

I’m Fully Enjoying Your Gifts, My Master …?

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

The sun is shinning. Photoshop is working like a charm. You are giving me much needed sleep. There is abundance of food. I have gas. Ahmad and family continue to take care of my supplies the best way they can. And?

My Body Is On The Mend. I Am Comfortable, and? …

Monday, February 17, 2020 at 6:03 pm.

Finally! I started the dreadful dish washing chore! You know how I enjoy washing my dishes, but! when Your hand is heavy upon me, all I can do is graphics. Even writing is nearly impossible.

O Well! The Beauty Of It All? It’s All For A Super Ending …?

Your purpose for all written is to show that is it not about our self-efforts to please period. It’s all about Your faithfulness to Your Word.

  • I for one? I get all excited when things go well. I get bent out of shape when things go not so well.
  • Either way? Your faithfulness to Your promises to me prevail.

And With This Note, I Am Ready To Close And Post This Matter.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Love Is A Magic Word, But!

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Love Is Also An Elusive Magic In This World …

The sun shines on the wind of conviction. Repentance. Enlightenment! Shake hands on this 2020 year. Don’t Despair! Do prepare! The Master at work. All inharmonious circumstances? Harmonized! In our Individual Lives. loved to Love.

Even So? We Were Created To Be Loved To Love.

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love.

Troubles Do Not Hinder The Experience Of Love …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:25 am sleep to 5 am.

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 5:41 am restart after Windows latest update. It’s now Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 7:37 am as per Your lead I am working in updating all apps. Much trouble with Internet connection.

Master? I Am Beginning To Live Harmoniously In The Best As Well As In The Worst …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 2:55 pm.

My bouts with depression or elation are no problem anymore. Ahmad came to share a meal with me last night. We began to talk about the virus threat to the world, and? O my Master! You turned us around to talk about You instead.

Talking About You Is Such Nourishment For Our Souls …

I will head for bed now to wait on You to continue recording. Just now waking up. It’s 6:46 pm. I posted Hope in Death before I went to sleep. The NET not working again. No way to check the status of the post.

You Continue To Send Me Instructions On How To Improve The Graphics …

Thursday, February 13, 2020 at 6:59 pm.

You have always instructed me in the computer department as well Your direction in every minute detail of my life, but! The truth?

I Have Taken You For Granted …

Worse? I have given Your honor to whoever You set to help me. Never realized my doings until You been leading me to read headlines stating all kinds of honor to other human beings instead of You.

Ha! Have I Not Done The Same Thing? …

How easy it is to see the speck in others’ eyes but ignore the beam in our own eyes. Even so? You no longer let me be in that condition. Back to bed not feeling good. 7:41 pm to around 9 pm.

Master? Every Single Moment You Turn The Tables On Me …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 1:49 am.

It confirms that I am Your legit child. You don’t let me get by with nothing. Unaware, I been on judging grounds. Really? Every time that I set my eyes on what others are doing wrong, I am judging.

Ha! A Good Way To Start Fresh Today …

The NET is still not working. Photoshop is doing an intrusion. I’ll take a long time to finish it. Best thing to do is to head for bed. I wait on You. It’s now 1:58 am.

Must Lay It All Under Your Feet …?

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 10:14 am.

Talking about judging, dying, implying, replying, denying, complaining, opinionating? That what it means to sin. Ha! And I thought my dubious past was my sinful living. Duh!

  • The best part? Could not quite understand how the prostitutes and drunkards and thieves would make it but not the religious me.

Well? Actually? I Understood The Matter Quite Well, But! …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 11:31 am.

I was also quite smug about it. Why? it was like flaunting around how I ate my cake and you didn’t. It was like waiting to see the moment of weeping and gnashing of teeth.

However Stealthily Those Sentiments Were There! Until …

You are enlightening me big time mainly about my unnecessary smugness because of Your blessings to me. Granted, You have convicted, and I have repented. So now?

You Have Me To Share Those Details Aiming To Other’s Enlightenment …

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 12:14 pm.

The sun shines on the wind of conviction.

Repentance. Enlightenment!

Shake hands on this 2020 year.

Don’t Despair!

Do prepare!

The Master at work.

All inharmonious circumstances?

Harmonized!

In our Individual Lives.

loved to Love.

Love Is A Magic Word, But!

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:27 pm.

Love is also an elusive magic in this world; a volatile emotion that fluctuates with the circumstances. Even so? we were created to be loved to love, and?

Enlightenment on the intent for our creation shall shine in the mind of each individual soul in this world on this 2020 year.

Time You Have Me Post This Matter. The NET Is Working,

Friday, February 14, 2020 at 3:54 pm.

You know I need to edit and format. Hopefully the NET holds up. On to the task.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

HOPE in Death …

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Success In A Worldly Sense …

Master? I’m Reflecting On Success In A Worldly Sense …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

I’m sitting here reflecting more than just thinking. Reminiscing on my doings of the past. I cannot remember any time when I was sure of who I was, but! I flounder the waters of high achievement, for what?

Much Achieved Today. Much Achieved Yesterday. Tomorrow? …

Goodness sake! Tomorrow? The sorrow! What sorrow? The sorrow of keeping up all of that for that tomorrow that might never come.

Talking About Futility? In A Nut Case, Literally I Mean …?

No thank you Mr. Achievement. No thank you, Mr. Success. I value my mental sanity the best! O my Master! Whatever possessed me to swim like a fish in a whim to visit muddy waters?

Human Nature. That’s The Fact To Be Exact …?

The human nature’s ways? O mine! Extensive realm for comedy skits calling quits. Yeah, for sure! Once we begin to see the comical ways of our human nature, we call it quits, but! Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:7

[He said] I charge you, O you daughters of Jerusalem, by the gazelles or by the hinds of the field [which are free to follow their own instincts] that you not try to stir up or awaken [my] love until it pleases.

We Got To Wait For Our Turn To Quit, Otherwise …?

Futility! All our human efforts to quit with our wit’s power? Chasing after the wind and feeding on it. That’s what my human nature chased and fed on most of my life.

No Kidding! Knowledge Was My God, But! …

O my Master! You surely made that knowledge god like dust under Your feet. That’s how You convinced me to quit. It’s written,

Ecclesiastes 1:17-18

And I gave my mind to know [practical] wisdom and to discern [the character of] madness and folly [in which men seem to find satisfaction]; I perceived that this also is a searching after wind and a feeding on it. [1Th 5:21]

For in much [human] wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

How ‘Bout That? Me? Dum-Dum! Sounded My Torn Ear’s Drum …

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 5:06 pm

I couldn’t hear I was an educated fool until my turn to quit my foolishness, to quit my wits came by the power of Your love for me. It never fails. It always avails. 5:35 pm bed? Up at 10:02 pm.

Thankful I Remain. Your Love Prevails …?

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 10:36 pm

You know when I sit. You know when I stand. You know what I am going to say or think before I either say it or think it. I’m tankful that You didn’t destroy me a long time ago.

Indeed! You Didn’t Totally Destroy Your People. You Left Us A Remnant …?

Ha! that’s what You are leading me to understand right now. Wow! Through the ages that remnant now populates the four corners of the earth. Wow!

Now I Understand All Those Words I Have Been Wondering About …?

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 12:38 am.

O my Master! there is an ominous silence at this midnight hour. Strange. Just as strange as my understanding of Your words. Going over again through Your words given to Your prophet Isaiah makes me realize how strange it all is.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All From The Day Of Old …?

Hope? There is always hope. But all things must happen at Your exact decreed time. Is 2020 Your decreed time to set us free from the hopeless state and condition of our souls?

  • That’s the bubbling Up Hope From Our Hearts On This 2020Year!

HOPE in Death …

Monday, February 10, 2020 at 2:29 pm.

The NET does not work at this hour. I needed to test the graphic. So, I inserted here. It’s just not what I sense it to be. Back to work on it.

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Overcome All Setbacks …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 12:48 am.

Problems, difficulties in this world are inevitable, but! I don’t need to worry about such; You have overcome the world for me.

  • It’s past midnight. Still no Internet to test the graphics. I will work on the background instead of the text, until I can get to the tutorial to do what I want to do with the text.

Circumstances Are Not Always The Best …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

But! You know all about it, my Master. My body still on the mend. The winter still bitter. No visitors. No calls. Abundance and lack hand in hand. The Internet not working most of the time. I keep messing up in the graphics because is hard to see the small monitor’s screen. Besides the lack of a good graphic’s card.

This morning I unstalled Photoshop 15 to see if that would solve my problem with the brushes. After the uninstall I had to restart at 9:53 am.

From there on I struggled to correct the problem to no avail. Finally? I realized my latest version of Photoshop is 2 versions behind. I started the update, but it’s stuck because of the faulty Internet connection. Went to sleep around 7 pm to 10 pm.

Woke Up. Ate. Reflected On It All, And? …

Tuesday, February 11, 2020 at 11:38 pm.

You gave me the sense of well-being. No need to complain. No need for all to be the best. I can be and do quite well under the worst. How blessed I am!

Well? I Tell You Why? …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 12:45 pm.

Update restart 12:46 pm. Back on all up to date. So is my life. O my Master! You bless me so! I slept from midnight to about 1:30 am. I was still sleepy but I thoughen up waiting for the NET to connect. That didn’t happen until around 4:40 am.

Soon as the NET connected, I called support to help me with the Photoshop update. All well now in that department. Actually? All super-well.

I worked until around 10 am. Finally, I crashed in bed around 10 am.

On Waking Up I Saw You Holding Us In Your Hand …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 1:12 pm.

I smiled big time! I remember little Johny and his grandma taking a strol in the snow covered park. O my Master! You sustain me with humor. The tale:

Grandma says: “You see lil Johny how beautifully God painted the world for us?”

Quickly lil Johny responded: “Yeah, grandma, and He did it all with His left hand!”

Grandma: “O, what makes you say that my son?”

Lil Johny: “I learned last Sunday in Sunday School that the Savior sits on God’s right hand!”

Logical Child’s Conclusion, But! …

Are not our grown-up conclusions on the reading and stydying the written words? Our human minds can only conclude on the actual meaning of words.

O Well! Let Be. Be Still. Your Point, My Master? …

You really, really are holding the whole creation plus our own individual selves in Your hand. Your working right hand that is! Your point?

To Bring Our Carnal Natures In And Out Of The Darkness Of The Grave …

Hope in death is now the matter You are bringing to light on this 2020 year. And? Yes! Our Redeemer sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us. He is our Advocate.

I have read, studied, agreed with many conclusions on the the following long chapter, but! it’s not until today that You, my Master, are shinning Your light on it.

In Your light I now see Your purpose for sharing my state of well-being aloof from the cares of this world. Indeed, there is hope in death. The death to the things of this world. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-29

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father–[it is] Yahushua Messiah [the all] righteous [upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action].

And He [that same Yahushua Himself] is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern [daily, by experience] that we are coming to know Him [to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him]: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him [I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him] but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth [of the Gospel] is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning; the old commandment is the message which you have heard [the doctrine of salvation through Messiah].

Yet I am writing you a new commandment, which is true (is realized) in Him and in you, because the darkness (N1moral blindness) is clearing away and the true Light (N2the revelation of God in Christ) is already shining.

Whoever says he is in the Light and [yet] hates his brother [Christian, born-again child of the Almighty his Father] is in darkness even until now.

Whoever loves his brother [believer] abides (lives) in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion for stumbling or cause for error or sin.

But he who hates (detests, despises) his brother [in Messiah] is in darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

I am writing to you, little children, because for His name’s sake your sins are forgiven [pardoned through His name and on account of confessing His name].

I am writing to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be aware of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have been victorious over the wicked [one]. I write to you, boys (lads), because you have come to know (recognize and be aware) of the Father.

I write to you, fathers, because you have come to know (recognize, be conscious of, and understand) Him Who [has existed] from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong and vigorous, and the Word of the Almighty is [always] abiding in you (in your hearts), and you have been victorious over the wicked one.

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the antiMessiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many antiMessiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

They went out from our number, but they did not [really] belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But [they withdrew] that it might be plain that they all are not of us.

But you have been anointed by [you hold a sacred appointment from, you have been given an unction from] the Holy One, and you all know [the Truth] or you know all things.

I write to you not because you are ignorant and do not perceive and know the Truth, but because you do perceive and know it, and [know positively] that nothing false (no deception, no lie) is of the Truth.

Who is [such a] liar as he who denies that Yahushua is the Messiah? He is the antiMessiah (the antagonist of Messiah), who [habitually] denies and refuses to acknowledge the Father and the Son.

No one who [habitually] denies (disowns) the Son even has the Father. Whoever confesses (acknowledges and has) the Son has the Father also.

As for you, keep in your hearts what you have heard from the beginning. If what you heard from the first dwells and remains in you, then you will dwell in the Son and in the Father [always].

And this is what He Himself has promised us–the life, the eternal [life].

I write this to you with reference to those who would deceive you [seduce and lead you astray].

But as for you, the anointing (the sacred appointment, the unction) which you received from Him abides [permanently] in you; [so] then you have no need that anyone should instruct you. But just as His anointing teaches you concerning everything and is true and is no falsehood, so you must abide in (live in, never depart from) Him [being rooted in Him, knit to Him], just as [His anointing] has taught you [to do].

And now, little children, abide (live, remain permanently) in Him, so that when He is made visible, we may have and enjoy perfect confidence (boldness, assurance) and not be ashamed and shrink from Him at His coming.

If you know (perceive and are sure) that He [Messiah] is [absolutely] righteous [conforming to the Father’s will in purpose, thought, and action], you may also know (be sure) that everyone who does righteously [and is therefore in like manner conformed to the divine will] is born (begotten) of Him [the Almighty].

On This Note, Long Note At That, I’m Led To Close And Post The Matter …

Wednesday, February 12, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

Need to edit and format before I post. Right now? Don’t feel too good. Will break for a bit. Back at 4:40 pm. Finished editing. As I edited the chapter You opened my eyes to see.

  1. None of my former Christian teachers ever thought to question oneself on the matter.
  2. In reading this time, it came to me, Am I the guilty one?
  3. In the past, living by my and others understanding of the written words?

Yes! Indeed! Guilty! But! …

Thank goodness! You have set me free from my carnal past. No need to rehash words without knowledge anymore. Experience not words is what matters here.

Experience Never Before Conceived In My Mind …

Your Presence in my heart and mind was never experienced as I am experiencing now. You are so real! Indeed! There is hope in death. Death to the ways of this world.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Behold! Yahuwah Universal Sovereign In Control!

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No Kidding! This 2020 All Shall Know It Is So! …

O My Master! Hard Times Are Coming, And? Here I Am Worried About Black Chocolate! …

Hahaha! Humor instead of anger. Why should I worry about the hard times coming? Behold! You are in control! In control of it all, including my black chocolate, that’s for sure!

The truth? Ain’t worried about anything anymore, but! Black chocolate? O well! It’s doing me good. I need to remind Ahmad to get it for me, he forgets, You know it my Master.

Anyhow, yesterday? Blustering winds whistling out there. Rain pouring down, but it came to me to remind to Ahmad about my black chocolate, never thinking he would be out there in the weather. So? The scene.

“Quickly! Quickly! I am in the rain, Basilia!” “My black chocolate! MY BLACK CHOCOLATE!!!” “WHAT? I’M IN THE RAIN!!!” He shouted at me and hung up! The nerve! Rain and no black chocolate for me. Can you believe it?

Sure enough, because of my inopportune call? He didn’t show up last night. I waited for him until 11 pm. While getting under my covers? I burst out laughing! I realized the ridiculousness of it all!

Humor instead of anger it sure is my motto now. Any other time I would have been angry, anxious, cry, cry, and cry in despair!

No more! No more anger. No more anxiety, and no more tears. You done repaired the broken lachrymal gland in my mind

What a Fixer Upper You are my Beloved Master! truly? Your banner over me is love? Is it so for Ahmad and the rest, my Master?

To find out the Master’s response? You must read until the end of this fun funny accounts of my doings. On to the original post’s content.

Been Devoted All My Life But I Was Clueless …

Thursday, February 6, 2020 at 6:55 am.

“Poor Basilia!” Ahmad’s forever annoying this truly poor soul, but! O well, maybe he knows more than he lets on for me to think about it. Me? O bless my heart. Devoted 100% each time.

  1. First? Born, raised Catholic until the divorce.
  2. I divorced my first husband so? The Catholic God divorced me.
  3. Then? Charismatic
  4. Next? Baptist.
  5. Independent for a while.
  6. Up came the Messianic s
  7. I thought I had arrived!
  8. My duty to proclaim key Hebrew words plus…
  9. Zealous attempts to proclaim the Jewish customs and traditions.
  10. From keeping the festivals to wearing the Tassels (Tzit tzit) and the head cover? Man! I was determined to keep all the Hebrew customs and traditions to the ‘tee’ to keep myself and others from the flames of hell!
  11. Thank goodness! That was over as quickly as it came upon me.
  12. Soon as I arrived in Jerusalem? Almighty Yahuwah showed me the ridiculousness of my doings.

In Retrospect? O My Master What A Trip My Religious Devotions Have Been …

Thursday, February 6, 2020 at 8:03 am.

You are now putting a hearty laugh at my own ridiculousness. Humor instead of anger is my gifted motto. I left my recording here. Went on to my fun jolly holly gifted graphics skill to fill.

O My Master! What A Blessing It Is To Create What You Procreate …

Friday, February 7, 2020 at 7:50 am.

O well! I just used those words referring to Your Creator sole right. In my thinking? I am not creating anything that You have not already created.

You Alone Are The Master Creator Of All In Existence …

Of course, many souls realize and live by that, but! for the most? Humankind makes heroes of anyone gifted to reproduce whatever You gift to some soul to reproduce.

(Wondering if I should sneak a delicious chunk of chocolate in my mouth? Problem: one little chunk leads to another and another until I get sick!  Help, my Master HELP!)

Slept until Friday, February 7, 2020 at 2:13 am. Sleep again until 5:53 am.

Well? O My Master! You Are In Control Of My Daily Doings …

Friday, February 7, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Yesterday I published about The Great Tribulation in the main site, but somehow, I did not publish in the rest of the sites. Now? The Net is not working again. I can’t publish. I wait on You.

The Reality Of Your Existence In My Heart And Life Sustains Me Victoriously …

Saturday, February 8, 2020 at 4:27 am.

One more 7th day of rest resting on You all the way. No kidding, in You I live and have my being. I slept for a few hours. Got up around 2:30 am. Went ahead with the posting of the Great Tribulation.

It’s Awesome To Experience Your Doings In My Life …

Saturday, February 8, 2020 at 10:02 pm.

O my Master! You have dried my tears of anxiety. You have steadied my steps. You have given me Your strength to overcome gloom or glee! Awesome are Your doings in my life as anyone shall see.

  • It’s the end of my 7th Day of rest. Blustery winds all day. Rain. Ahmad promised to come but he didn’t. I’m cold even with the heat on, and? I am at peace resting on You regardless it all.
  • Much accomplished in the graphics corner. But the NET not working, so I can’t continue with the task.
  • It’s 10:20 pm. Perhaps will continue with the graphics on waking up. Will now head for bed to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

O My Master! Hard Times Are Coming, And? Here I Am Worried About Black Chocolate! …

Hahaha! Humor instead of anger. Why should I worry about the hard times coming? Behold! You are in control! In control of it all, including my black chocolate, that’s for sure!

The truth? Ain’t worried about anything anymore, but! Black chocolate? O well! It’s doing me good. I need to remind Ahmad to get it for me, he forgets, You know it my Master.

Anyhow, yesterday? Blustering winds whistling out there. Rain pouring down, but it came to me to remind to Ahmad about my black chocolate, never thinking he would be out there in the weather. So? The scene.

“Quickly! Quickly! I am in the rain, Basilia!” “My black chocolate! MY BLACK CHOCOLATE!!!” “WHAT? I’M IN THE RAIN!!!” He shouted at me and hung up! The nerve! Rain and no black chocolate for me. Can you believe it?

Sure enough, because of my inopportune call? He didn’t show up last night. I waited for him until 11 pm. While getting under my covers? I burst out laughing! I realized the ridiculousness of it all!

Humor instead of anger it sure is my motto now. Any other time I would have been angry, anxious, cry, cry, and cry in despair!

No more! No more anger. No more anxiety, and no more tears. You done repaired the broken lachrymal gland in my mind

What a Fixer Upper You are my Beloved Master! truly? Your banner over me is love? Is it so for Ahmad and the rest, my Master?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You really are a child of My heart.

You delight My Being!

Even when in the midst of the rain and pain at times you despair.

At times you burst your angry tirades at Me, even then, you delight My Being!

My Spirit bears witness that you are My genuine child who knows Me as the Father that I am to you.

Rejoice, My precious child! I am so delighted to sup with you.

I am so delighted to extend My scepter unto My Queen instead of letting you perish like anyone not so cherished.

I am so looking forward for your humorous escapades.

Those escapades are My blessings to you and to all!

Go on! Let go! Be still! I am at work no matter what is your fill.

I love you with an everlasting love, My precious dove.

And yes, it is so for Ahmad and the rest.

It’s all for your best!” End of quote.

Ha! It’s coming to me to start the posting this morning with this entry. I will comply. On to the task if anyone asks.

Sunday, February 9, 2020 at 6:21 am.

Master? I pray You let Your readers see how You lead me to improve the graphic’s skill You have gifted to me. You have the whole post’s content encased in those graphics. Pray for You to let those readers see what the graphics are about and enjoy the same with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …

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Prepare! Prepare For What? Prepare To Be Spared …

For What I Read Here And There, People Are Talking About Blessings In 2020 In A Mixed Way.

  • Mixed way? Yes, they mention ‘God’ and faith, but they exalt the over comer heroes that have turned failure into success by their human efforts, and? They exalt the blessings. They do not exalt You.
  • Am I doing the same thing?
  • Is there still any wicked way in me?
  • Search me, my Master!

On Waking Up I Got The Title For This Post And More …?

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 3:24 am.

O my Master! Your response to search my heart? You have so done. You have so continue to do.

  • Funny thing; first You tell me to write down all evil going on for all to see.
  • Now? You are turning the tables on me.
  • What evil goes on within my heart?

You Are Human. All Evil Going On In The Human’s Heart Is Going On Within Your Heart …

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 4:11 am.

Oops! And I was so smug writing and thinking that as I look around the blessings of 2020 are proclaiming but! The great tribulation. Not a mention of it much less preparing for it.

  • So? I got the tiles for this post:
  • The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …
  • Prepare! Prepare For What? Prepare To Be Spared.
  • All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

Ha! what about me? Isn’t it what I am doing? O my Master! You are so real in my life. Just like I did with my children You do to me. I wouldn’t let them get away with anything; neither do You with me.

  • Let me now go on to post what I originally intended to post. But it came to me to post the last entries first. So be it.

Well? I Published, But! The Net Done Quit …?

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 9:00 pm.

Help me my Master to accept these things that are continuously aggravating me. The Net. The lack of visits or even phone calls from Ahmad and family?

  • Ha! it’s this late, no sign of anyone coming; the Net quit; I am not really comfortable; I am not quite certain on what to do; eat or sleep, and? I am NOT bent out of shape like I used to be. Wow!

Here I Am My Master Been Working On The Site. As If You Didn’t Know It …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 9:03 am.

I slept on and off from 9:45 pm to around 2:30 am this morning. I am not bent out of shape but, the cold is affecting my sleep. I just can’t get warm. You know it , my Master.

  • Anyhow? I changed themes again. This time I hope is for keeps at least for a while.
  • Now? I’ll go on to finish with the posting.
  • Time to quit. Sleep. 4:40 pm
  • Slept until about 10:14 pm.

Thank You My Master For Letting Me Vent Out My Frustrations On You …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 10:54 pm.

You know how rough it is when all one’s sins pop to torment one’s soul; in the midst of such torment one wonders why You allow such evil after Your promise not to let evil torment one anymore?

  • Why You, a loving Father let Your Son suffer such horrors.
  • Why Your ancient workers suffered 100% worse horrors than the present horrors I am suffering?.
  • What am I doing wrong now?
  • Why my body is such a painful wreck?
  • Why the bitter winter?
  • I soak my pillow with agonizing tears.
  • Why I was not able to take care of my precious children?
  • Why have You chopped me off from my loved ones?
  • Why no one cares for me?
  • Why? why? why?
  • Will this suffering ever end?

Sleep Follows My Lengthy Tirade. Wake Up To The Sound Of My Name …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

Ah! My welcomed little friend. Up! He turns on the heat.

  • “Did you get me some coffee?”
  • “Nay!” He says.
  • He lays out the first set of goodies.
  • “Good?”
  • “Yeah, looks good!”
  • Next? The fruit.
  • Next? Big jar of honey!
  • Still? No coffee.
  • He waits a minute. Then?
  • The coffee! Hahaha!
  • We chatted about the cleaning.
  • He promised to come tomorrow to clean.
  • Will see. By tomorrow? He done forgot his promise, but!
  • I never know until tomorrow comes.
  • Why worry about tomorrow?
  • He leaves.
  • I proceed to take care of things.
  • Suddenly! What do I hear?

“No One Takes Care Of You? What About Your Suffering?” …

Friday, January 31, 2020 at 1:13 am.

Midnight came. Me? Reflecting on Your questions. You took me back all the way to that place and moment of my birth. That happened over 80 years ago, but!

  • The memories are just as it was today.
  • My father siting his rocking chair ledger and calendar on hand waiting.
  • The grandfather clock struck the three chimes for 3 am.
  • Mama Lucila comes out of the adjacent room.
  • “Es nina!” for It’s a girl! She announced.
  • My father recorded my name: Basilia Licona Sarceno plus the date and hour of my birth and to whom I was born.
  • Why did my Father pick my name to be Basilia? Because he picked the names from the Catholic calendar that recorded the births of many considered ‘saints’ in the Cathoic Church. That 14th day of June was the birth of Saint Basilio.
  • So Strange my birth circumstances were!

Master? I See Your Purpose For Such Vivid Memory …

You are demonstrating to me how from my birth until this day You have assigned my caretakers. Why my suffering? Your response:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I gave you a mighty man for a father to take care of you. Didn’t you rebel against your father?

Now, My child, think back. At your father’s death, didn’t I place you under the care of his older son? But you rebelled against him as well.”

  • You send me to sleep from 2:10 am to 4:12 am

On Waking Up, I Hear, Quite Clear, Your Answer To My Suffering …

Friday, January 31, 2020 at 5:04 am.

Why my life’s sufferings? Because I was a person who resists any authority, control, or tradition. You brought me back all the way to the beginning of my rebellion. In retrospect?

  • The time was somewhere between June and October 1985. I had begun to write what became my autobiography which I published in 2005 against Your will.
  • You will now have me to quote chapter 3 from that autobiography to illustrate how my rebellion continued from my birth to that memorable day when You called me into account on June 20, 1985.
  • This is a long chapter. I need to edit it. Then, I will break it into pages for easy reading. Quote:

CHAPTER 3

A HEAVENLY WHIPPING

This chapter is about the end of the darkest period of Thia’s life and the trip to Vegas. Such trip was the heavenly whipping that caught her attention!

A long time ago the Scriptures were written for us nowadays. And under the leading of the Holy Spirit we are supposed to learn, apply, and experience the Scriptures in our lives.

For the incidents that occurred to each individual in the Bible are real. And those incidents were written for an example to us.

“Alas!” sighs Thia, “I did not allow the Holy Spirit to lead me. And I had read the following Scriptures under my own leading many of times; but, I never did think to apply them to myself.

I thought those Scriptures were about something to be applied only to Peter or any of the old-time people.

I did not think that the Scriptures written in the Psalms or about Peter or about anybody else in those days applied to myself nowadays, but they do!

If only I would have put my name instead of Simon Peter or anybody else, it would have been perfectly valid. Alas, I didn’t, therefore, I suffered in ignorance.” For it is written,

Luke 22:31-34

Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that (all of) you be given up to him—out of the power and keeping of Almighty Yahuwah— that he might sift (all of) you like grain, (Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9)

But I have prayed especially for you (Peter) that your (own)  faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

And (Simon Peter) said to Him, Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.

But Yahushua said, I tell you, Peter, before a (single) cock shall crow this day, you will three times (utterly) deny that you know  Me.

Psalms 109:30,31 (LBV)

But I will give repeated thanks to Almighty Yahuwah, praising him to everyone. For he stands beside the poor and hungry to save them from their enemies.

Psalms 110:1. (LBV)

JEHOVAH SAID to my Master the Messiah, “Rule as my regent— I will subdue your enemies and make them bow low before you” End of quote

But Thia was totally in the dark that such Scriptures applied also to herself, and she suffered a period of utter darkness in ignorance of her Savior’s faithfulness to pray and to stand by to save her.

And Thia was ignorant also of her Savior’s power to subdue and to make bow low before Him the enemies of fear and confusion which were Thia’s enemies.

Anyhow, in 1974 Thia had a mental breakdown. She fell into the trap of her enemies of fear and confusion and she was taken to the mental ward and given a dose of Terrazin that made her lose her mind for three days.

During the three days when she lost her mind, she had several visions and in those visions she had seen then, in 1974, everything that was happening to her now, in 1983.

And among those things happening to her now was the end of her second marriage which was the most exhilarating and emotionally violent decade of her life and the beginning of a relationship with a gentleman called “Mr. Coo.

At that time, in 1974, she did not even have an inkling that this gentleman, Mr. Coo, existed. Therefore, in her visions that year of 1974, she mistook him for her second husband at an older age, because at that period of time her second husband happened to have a striking resemblance to Mr. Coo.

But the man in her vision was not her husband at all, for in her vision she foresaw Mr. Coo as she found out at the appointed time of her life.

In her visions she also foresaw the trip to Vegas which she was about to undertake.

It was now 1983 and by then she had divorced from her second husband and she had forgotten all about those visions. Though that for a while after the breakdown she tried to figure out what she had seen, by 1983 she had given up trying to decipher what she foresaw in 1974, and she didn’t even think about it anymore.

Yet, nearing the end of that period of utter darkness and despair which she foresaw in 1974, and around the middle of 1983 when  the roof cave in and she ran, she came to understand all those things that she had seen during those three days in which she had lost her mind back in 1974.

For the roof of her world’s castle began to cave in around July of 1983 and she panicked and ran about two months later, when she realized that her whole castle was tumbling down around October of 1983.

To begin with, her youngest daughter and her son-in-law were supposed to buy Thia’s house because Thia could not meet the mortgage payments.

Thia was awfully glad when the loan was approved for them to buy the house—around July.

But, to Thia’s utter disbelief, her son-in-law backed off the deal, and Thia was caught with three mortgage payments behind. Such was the first stage of the cave in!

At the time Thia was working for a pittance in Mr. Coo’s neighborhood bar. But in a desperate attempt to make money to catch up with the mortgage payments she switched work to a barroom that offered her more money.

Then she went back to work her Real Estate License plus she got a part-time job in a fabric store.

For Thia was desperately trying to make money not only to pay her mortgage payments but also for her car payments as well because she was also late with those; but it was too late.

There was no way to catch up with so much back-up. She was running herself to insanity and in vain.

And so, around the end of September or perhaps October of 1983 Thia decided to get roommates and work hard on Real Estate to make enough money to take care of the mortgage and the car payment without losing her sanity.

So, she quit the barroom altogether and the part-time job at the fabric store to dedicate herself to Real Estate completely.

However, to Thia’s utter shock, when she came in that day to the Real Estate Company with all her eggs in that one basket, determined and resolved to make money, her Real Estate Manager called her to the office and Squoosh! every one of those freshly laid eggs.

Thia was told to hang it up for Real Estate was not productive for her or for them because of Thia’s emotional situation.

Thia was told that it was best that she would remove her license from the active list.

Such was the second and final stage to the cave in! Thia was shocked to numbness. Later on she confided,

“I have no recollection as to what I did at that immediate moment. But afterwards, for a little while, I refused to give up.

I purposed in my heart to run a good distance to make a lot of money, and from far away, rebuild my house, rebuild my life! …”

Thia decided to run to Vegas to make money in the casinos!

  • “Oh! Almighty Yahuwah!” Thia was to confess much later in her life’s pilgrimage, “I can see now how I ran in a hoof of rebellion, determined to out will even Almighty Yahuwah Himself! The will to survive was driving me hard but I was totally blind and oblivious to that fact!”

And Almighty Yahuwah, in His infinite mercy and wisdom, just watched Thia run. About those times Thia says,

  • “It seems like Almighty Yahuwah just stood there, just like I had seen Him in the visions of those three days in 1974, as a Mighty and Powerful Giant with His arms cross around His chest, and His feet planted firmly on the ground!”

In Thia’s vision of Almighty Yahuwah in 1974 Almighty Yahuwah stood up, just waiting for Thia to wear out and come to the end of Thia’s carnal affairs and willful ways.

The sad irony was that Thia’s conception of Almighty Yahuwah at the time of those visions, was a conception of power and power only, she never saw the tears of the loving Father through the prophet saying,

Quote:

  • Do you still refuse to listen? Then in loneliness my breaking heart shall mourn because of your pride. My eyes will overflow with tears because Almighty Yahuwah’s flock shall be carried away as slaves. Jeremiah 13:17.(LBV)

Thia didn’t think about love at all. As far back as Thia could remember Thia had one thing in mind and that was power!

Mind and will power that is! Love didn’t enter into Thia’s mind unless, one deserved to be loved because of one’s excellent ways.

Well, as things developed just about that time, right before Thia took off for Vegas, Mr. Coo’s wife died and Thia was exhorted to go and give to Mr. Coo her condolences.

Mr. Coo was Thia’s former employer. (Coo is not his legal name but Coo he was called from childhood on up and everybody in the business called him Coo or Mr. Coo.)

Now, Mr. Coo has always been a well-liked and respectable senior citizen with a heart of gold. And, of course, everybody knew how ill his wife had been for the past year or so, and it was common knowledge how much Mr. Coo loved his wife, how devoted he was to her and how well he took care of her.

Thia, personally, admired Mr. Coo greatly for that reason, and Thia longed, in many occasions, to have a husband like him.

Nevertheless, it never occurred to Thia to make any advances to Mr. Coo. Besides, Mr. Coo was so preoccupied with his wife that, for a while, when Thia had started working at his place only a few months back, Mr. Coo did not even know that Thia was working for him.

For Thia was hired by one of Mr. Coo’s regular workers who didn’t feel like working for a while and who didn’t want to disturb Mr. Coo with her resignation.

Then, when Mr. Coo realized that Thia was working for him, he was outwardly spiteful to Thia.

Also, to top Mr. Coo’s spitefulness, Thia was only working for him for a pittance in comparison with what she needed to earn.

So, when Thia decided to attempt to make enough money to meet the mortgage payments, she went to work for somebody else.

In fact, at the time of his wife’s death, Thia was still working for one of Mr. Coo’s competitors and she had no intentions to go and offer any condolences to Mr. Coo at all.

But a common friend of Thia and Mr. Coo insisted that Thia should go, and Thia went. Because, at that time Thia was intoxicated most of the time, and Thia did things just to keep her from doing nothing.

Shortly after Mr. Coo’s wife was buried Thia had quit all her jobs, the one at Mr. Coo’s competitor and the one at the fabric store. And since she felt rejected by the Real Estate industry, she was on her way to Vegas—to the land of shattered fortunes and dreams.

But Thia was determined to make her own way. Yes, her car was packed and she was on her way to Vegas. Yet, I guess like a zombie she went to give her condolences to Mr. Coo, and she wound up giving a date to Mr. Coo.

Well, that date set her trip back for about a week or two for Mr.  Coo took a liking to Thia and felt sorry for her. And the day when Thia decided to take off, Mr. Coo begged her not to go, but she had made up her mind, and she took off anyhow. For she was determined to rebuild her own life without anybody’s help, most specially without the help from a man.

Even though she didn’t want his help, Mr. Coo offered it and he told her to call him during her trip and let him know how she was getting along.

On her way to Vegas she stopped to visit her first Bible teacher, Jean, whom she had known and trusted for several years. Jean tried desperately to stop Thia from going to Vegas, even reminding Thia what the Bible says about follies and such. But in this period of her life, almost a whole year during which period she have been intoxicated most of the time, it did not occur to Thia that Almighty Yahuwah was not with her.

As far as Thia was concerned Almighty Yahuwah was closer to her than He was to most regular Christians, and she felt justified following her own inclinations for she did not trust any Christian, except for Jean. In spite of Thia’s condition, Jean did not give up on Thia. She was unable to convince Thia about the trouble ahead, but she did not reject Thia, nor did she quit showing love and friendship for her.

Regardless of Jean’s objections Thia continued on her journey though. She stopped to call Mr. Coo in Houston, and after she talked to him, and learned that he really wanted her to come back, she felt somehow weak about continuing the trip. So, she went in the lounge of the hotel from where she had made the call to Mr. Coo and she had one drink.

She finished that one drink and with doubtful feelings she got in the car and started on her way again only to take the wrong route. On top of that the highway patrol stopped her because she was speeding and wobbling. They accused her of drinking and searched her car for the alcohol. She was not totally innocent, but, “My goodness!” she said, “I am not carrying alcohol in the car!” (not  this time anyhow).

Thia was horribly embarrassed for they took her in to take the alcohol test! Fortunately, she passed the test and did not go to jail. “Oh the beasts!” she thought to herself, “Why don’t they go to do some kind of useful work like defending the battered woman and the abused children instead of relishing their wicked selves and harassing poor souls like me!” For Thia was still ignorant of the Holy Scriptures. She did not know the Scriptures written by the apostle Peter under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit which say,

For Almighty Yahuwah’s sake, OBEY every law of your government: those of the king as head of the state, 14 and those of the king’s officers, for he has sent them to PUNISH ALL who do wrong, and to honor those who do right. I Peter 2:13,14. (LBV)

So, grumbling and complaining against the patrolmen she continued on with renewed determination and by night fall she arrived at what she thought to be Vegas, Nevada, her destination. But, to her utter consternation she had arrived at Vegas, New Mexico!

It was late at night when she arrived at Vegas, New Mexico, so, she found a place to park and slept in her car. The next day she took off again and finally made it to Vegas, Nevada. By this time she was scared, discouraged and flat broke. In her despair, she called Mr. Coo and asked him to lend her some money to come back  to New Orleans. Immediately, Mr. Coo wired the necessary money for Thia to come back.

Thia picked up the money at the Western Union station and then she decided to check in at a hotel to freshen up, catch up with some sleep. She figured that she could then start on the way back the following day.

But once she was settled in the hotel, she figured that as long as she was there, she might as well do what she came there to do anyhow, and that was, to look for a job in the casinos.

Thia figured she could investigate the job market, perhaps secure a job, go back to New Orleans and pack things up, and then come back to live in Vegas to make piles of money.

Almighty Yahuwah, in His infinite mercy, provided two young men who were staying at the hotel, for Thia to be escorted in the hunt for a job. That night they went from casino to casino. These young men wise Thia up on things to watch out for. “Prostitution is legal in this part of town and it is common for black pimps to solicit white woman.” They informed Thia. It was appalling to her, but she had re-determined to hunt for a job, so the hunt continued.

They found out that you have to join the union in order to work in most casinos. So, Thia decided to get all the information about the union and find out what would cost to join it. She figured she could do all of that early in the morning the very next day and start out to New Orleans in the afternoon. She filled up her car with gasoline. And they all returned to the hotel and retired to their respective rooms.

Early in the morning the next day she loaded her car. The young men drew her a map to hunt for the Union building. She gave them a ride to their work, and she started out on her way to the Union office. It was too early for any offices to be opened. She decided to go in one of the casinos to eat breakfast and wait for the offices to open.

On her way to the food counter she figured that there was no harm in playing $5.00 in the slot machine. “Perhaps I could win some money to pay Mr. Coo for the loan.” She thought as she stuck a quarter in one of the machines.

Automatically, she stuck another quarter. The machine fed her back a few quarters. She stuck those quarters back. The machine gave her a good win.

So, she began to stick one quarter after another, and another, and another, and another, and another, ‘till, there was not even one more quarter left.

That was some thirteen hours later after she had won and lost better than $1000.00 including every penny that Mr. Coo had kindly wired her for her return to New Orleans!

As Thia relates her story she says, “There was another lady next to me doing the same thing which I was doing. There was a continual pulling of that handle without ceasing.

“We never took a break. I never ate breakfast, or lunch, or supper. My hands were sore from all that pulling and black from the dirt in the handle.

“Never once did I think about the time, in fact I didn’t think of anything at all. I was fascinated with that machine. The ringing of all those quarters in every win was like a charm that hypnotized me into a compulsion that I had never experienced before.

“It was exhilarating, and exciting, and fun! I laughed, and laughed, and laughed so much that my stomach muscles were as sore as my hands.

“And when the last quarter was gone, I still laughed for I did not realized what I had done `till I stepped outside.

It was nighttime. The twinkling lights of every casino in that strip were twinkling with incredible mischievousness. The night was dark as a background for the myriad of twinkling mischievous little lights.

“And then, suddenly! The laugh died within me! The monstrous reality rose in front of me and I gasped in panic! In a brief moment the spectrum of 1974 flashed in front of me and I realized that what I saw back in 1974 in those days that I was out of my mind in a Terrazin trip was exactly what I was going through at that very moment.

“And, at that very instant, I realized also that the man that I saw in those visions, the man who I thought to be my husband at an older age, that man was not my husband at all. That man that I saw then was none other but Mr. Coo, my new friend.

“I was just about 2,000 miles away from home without a nickel in my pocket for I gambled even my last quarter and, I was completely alone! For I had betrayed every relationship in my life even to my new friend Mr. Coo.

“I stood there. For a brief moment I was simply petrified. And then, I began to walk. My feet were heavy, and my whole body felt like giving in under a heavy load. I made my way to the automobile. I unlocked the door got in and just sat there behind the steering wheel.

“My panic gave way to numbness. I was numb. I could not think about anything or feel any emotions. I just sat there. After a while, my reasoning power returned somehow and I thought, `Now, what to do? Perhaps a phone call if only I had a quarter!…

“It was then when I saw the change in my cup holder by the driver’s seat. I scooped it all up and counted it. All of a sudden, I perked up a bit for I had 98 cents! I was not completely broke, after all. `Miracle of miracles!’ I thought, `Almighty Yahuwah must still be with me. I can make it!’

“I started the car and began to drive away. But just before I got out of the parking lot there was a black man waving his hand. I thought that he was some kind of parking lot attendant or a valet or something like that. Therefore, I stopped.

“The man came over to my car, and I rolled down my window to find out what was the matter. The man bend over to my car window and said, `Are you going to your hotel, sugar?’

“Quickly I remembered how those two young men had warned me about black pimps, so, I rolled up my window and sped up my car. My heart began to beat fast, I remembered everything and forgot everything at the same time!

“It was a vivid recollection of how I felt in 1974 right before I woke up from that 3-day Terrazin trip in which I had embarked at the time they committed me to the mental ward when I had the mental breakdown.

“It was a vivid recollection of how I felt then when I ran to my Heavenly Father and said, `I don’t ever want to be separated from You again.’ And at that moment I became aware of what it was that I had run from scared stiff out of my bones in my visions of 1974.

“It was at that moment when I found out the awfulness which I couldn’t remember when I woke up from that awful Terrazin trip in 1974. It was such awfulness which I had given up even trying to think about any longer.

“I sped out of the parking lot and I drove like crazy. Then, gradually, I slowed down and began to regain some composure. I figured, `Late as it is I better find me a place where I can rest.’

“And as I tried to figure out where to go or where to stay I realized that I hardly had enough money to pay for a hotel, `Ninety eight cents!’ I sighed.

“Sleeping in the car was not new to me but now, I was scared out of my wits! I remembered the two young men at the hotel, but I was lost and had no idea how to get to the hotel.

“And from the depth of my being I uttered a prayer, `Oh Almighty Yahuwah, let me find that hotel! And let me remember what was the room number for those two young men. I have no other alternative but those two, Oh my Almighty Yahuwah!’

“As I uttered that prayer, I turned the corner and there, sticking right up above the other signs, was the sign for the hotel. I cried.

I drove in the hotel’s parking lot. I went straight to the young men’s room. I knocked on the door.

The young men were already asleep, but they woke up, and urged me to come in. `Don’t worry,’ they said. `It happens to most everybody that comes to Vegas in search of fortune. We are stuck, too, we had to hack our car and that’s why we are working to redeem it. But we have learned our lesson, as soon as we can redeem the car we are getting out of here. There is plenty work here, you are going to be alright.’

“`I believe so,’ I said, `but the first thing that I am going to do tomorrow is to go to that Church I saw in the Strip. I know that I must get to a Church before I do anything else.’

“They offered me a bed to sleep but I chose to sleep in my sleeping bag. Thank Almighty Yahuwah that I had a roof over my head I didn’t need a bed.

“The next day, after the farewells and good wishes, I made way to the Church of the Strip. Almighty Yahuwah truly is an Almighty Yahuwah of mercy.

`I need help.’ I said when I walked in. `I am a Christian and I have fallen, I am flat broke, I am from New Orleans, and I don’t know a soul in this town. I have not eaten in three days and I have lost all my money in the casinos.’

“Not too many more words were spoken. But, within five minutes, the young lady—the one who greeted me when I walked in— said,

`First things first. The first thing that we must do is to feed you and then we can clear our heads to figure out what to do.’

“She brought me to the restaurant across the street and fed me. Next, she told me to relax and have some quiet time with Almighty Yahuwah before we decided on what to do.

“`I could easily look for a temporary job to make money to go back to New Orleans.’ I said when the time came.

“`Could you call on friends? Perhaps you could raise the money through some friends. Do you have any friends that you could call on?’ She suggested. For she was not sure that I should stay there at all.

“`I have a lot of friends, but I have betrayed them all and I don’t think anybody would want to help me!’ I said in hopeless despair.

“`You would be surprised how friends can respond,’ she said, `use the phone and call. Do you recall any numbers?’

“`I need to call Mr. Coo,’ I said, `but there is no way that I am going to ask him for any more money, I’ll die first!’ I picked up the phone, and I dialed Mr. Coo’s number.

“`I am coming back towards the end of the week, I ran into some problems and I am staying a little longer.’ I said with a quick tone of voice to Mr. Coo.

“`What happened with the money I sent you? Never mind! Don’t tell me!’ He said like a wise old owl. Then after a pause he shouted at me, `I would like to send you some more money; but, I want you to get your butt right out of there now! not later. Do you have any money left to get out of there?’

“`For an answer I said `Just a minute, hold on for a minute. And I whispered to the young lady, `Where is the next big town on the way to New Orleans?’ Quickly, she consulted a map in the wall.

`Phoenix,’ she whispered back. `How far?’ I whispered again, trying to figure out how far my tank full of gas would carry me.

`About 300 miles,’ she whispered.

“And back on the phone I said to Mr. Coo, `Yeah, I can get out of here right now. I have a tank full of gas and I can get as far as Phoenix.’ But I was unaware that I was giving myself out.

“Almighty Yahuwah Almighty! A tank full of gas! You lost all the money,’ he said with resignation. Then he said, `As soon as you get to Phoenix, call me. Make sure that you get out of there right away, you understand me?’

“I hung up the phone and the young lady was already opening a cash box.  She handed me $27.00 and a box of Kleenex.  I said,

`Almighty Yahuwah bless you.’ And walked to my car. I sat behind the steering wheel once again but this time I wasn’t numb in my mind or emotions; but, once again I wanted to run and run fast like I did in my visions. I wanted to take refuge right into my Heavenly Father’s arms.

“I cried, and cried, and cried all the way from that spot in Vegas, Nevada, to New Orleans, Louisiana. If there ever was a time that I wished for wings this was that time.

“Only problem was that instead of running to my Heavenly Father I was running to Mr. Coo. For the Scriptures read,

‘So don’t be afraid, O Jacob my servant; don’t be dismayed, O Israel; for I will bring you home again from distant lands, and your children from their exile. They shall have rest and quiet in their own land, and no one shall make them afraid. For I am with you and I will save you, says Almighty Yahuwah. Even if I utterly destroy the nations where I scatter you, I WILL NOT EXTERMINATE YOU; I WILL PUNISH YOU, YES- YOU WILL  NOT GO UNPUNISHED. Jeremiah 30:10-11′ (LBV. My own capitalizing.)

“But I didn’t know the Scriptures. Anyhow by the time I arrived at New Orleans I had died a thousand deaths and I had made just as many resolutions.

“At one point in the road I got lost and wound up in a desert road. It was a rainy and dreary day and I had no idea of where I was or how to get out of there.

“I kept driving though I was scared out of my wits and with only the vultures for company. There was not a single soul driving on that dessert road for miles and miles.

“I cried to Almighty Yahuwah, I said, `Master, if I die over here, the vultures are going to get me before anybody can find me! Please Almighty Yahuwah, get me out of here! I’ll never go away from You again.’ And before I knew it, I was back in the main highway.

“It seems to me now, as I look back, that it rained almost all the way from Vegas to New Orleans. It was a dreadful and long ride, the kind that one never wants to take again.

“That trip was, truly, the heavenly whipping that got my attention and delivered me from Satan’s open territory. But I still did not learn my lesson.

“For I did not perceive the knowledge of Almighty Yahuwah, the knowledge of the corruption of the flesh, and the knowledge of the way of the cross by faith.

“Although I changed my direction, I still turned towards the wrong way. And instead of going to Church for help, I went to my psychiatrist. Instead of drawing nigh to Almighty Yahuwah’s world, I drew nigh to Mr. Coo’s world.

“I drew to Mr. Coo’s world which is the way of the moral and good world, the good life of the world. But still, the world.

“Therefore, my mind remained in the stronghold of the enemy for a couple more years. For the Scriptures says,

My people perish for lack of knowledge. My people are destroyed because they don’t know me, and it is all your fault, you priests, for you yourselves refuse to know me; therefore, I refuse to recognize you as my priests. Since you have forgotten my laws, I will “forget” to bless your children. Hosea 4:6(LBV).

“For a couple of years I lived a mixed life. For when I came back from Vegas I gave up the struggle to make a go of a life of financial success. I humbled myself and gave up all my pretensions. I turned in my car and my house. And I made up my mind to work and to live according to my means. I started to look for work other than barmaid’s work because whether good or bad or whether I or anybody approves or disapproves of it, in reality barmaid’s work and everything included to make a barroom business prosperous is against Almighty Yahuwah’s commandments period.

“I also started to look for an affordable place to live. But I was unable to find either work or a place to live. I could not find work for lack of self-esteem. And I could not find a place to live because of lack of work.

“I was like a “whipped dog” in the outskirts of Satan’s open territory, rather than a welcomed “prodigal child” in my Father’s house. I needed help and I realized that I could not make it alone. “And in ignorance on how to get help from Almighty Yahuwah I compromised all my Christian principles and I began to live a mixed life.

“To begin with I went to the Mental Health Center and turned myself in to receive assistance to acquire some skill to enable me to earn a living other than barmaid’s work. But since I needed money right away and I couldn’t find work I compromised and started to work at Mr. Coo’s barroom again.

“Of course, at the Mental Health Center I was diagnosed as disabled to work because of emotional problems and referred to the Rehabilitation Center for job training.

“But my emotional disability required much more than just job training. For I was far more disturbed that I, myself, had ever thought to be. And so, because of the severity of my emotional disability, when I was supposed to be learning a skill just to earn  my living, I actually wanted to accomplish many unrealistic goals based on mere dreams and illusions of grandeur, which dreams  were only a perversion of my true Almighty Yahuwah given gifts and abilities.

“And from the false and shallow ground of unrealistic dreams, I began to read all kinds of self-improvement literature to begin with the struggle and arduous task to improve myself. I even attempted to practice mind control.

“For I wanted to improve myself to supersede in whatever I did merely for the sake of my ultimate glory. Such was the thriving pride and vanity in my carnal self!

“Socially and morally my views were very liberal. As long as I was discreet, I felt that I could do whatever I wanted to do.

“Spiritually, I was reaching out to Almighty Yahuwah only for my own gain and comfort. Thus, I was living a mixed life. A life of compromise.

“It was a very shallow life. I was still in the grip of Satan. Only now I was deceived into a self-improved life. A life fairly enviable. A life of liberal morals.

“A life of respectability, yet, with the comfort of a lover-friend; but, without the responsibility of a husband. With all the fringe benefits of compromise; but, without the responsibility of commitment.

“I had the world in front of me just mine for the asking. And no one could understand why I was still so miserable and gloomy and unable to grab on to that world. Why I could not go along like everybody else and settle down.

“Settle down to be Mr. Coo’s lady friend and enjoyed it. Settle down to a productive life in a lucrative career. Settle down on the climbing ladder of materialistic success at any cost!

“`Why, why, why!’ I would wonder to my own self. And I cried and I searched. I did this and I did that. I would talk about this great hoped-for break through today Tomorrow? I would be talking about a greater one yet to be realized. For I was swimming in the great pond of secular humanism philosophy.

“I was living well in a mixed life of liberal morals and idealistic humanitarian principles. That was a period of my life from the Vegas return around the end of October and beginning of November of 1983 to the 13th day of October 1985 when I had the second breakdown. Appropriately the Scriptures read,

  • “For your sin is an incurable bruise, a terrible wound. There is no one to help you or to bind up your wound and no medicine does any good. All your lovers have left you and don’t care anything about you anymore; for I have wounded you cruelly, as though I were your enemy; mercilessly, as though I were an implacable foe; for your sins are so many, your guilt is so great.” Jeremiah 30:12- 14(LBV.)
  • Establishing and strengthening the souls and the hearts of the disciples, urging and warning and encouraging them to stand firm in the faith, and telling them that it is through MANY HARDSHIPS AND TRIBULATIONS WE MUST ENTER THE KINGDOM OF ALMIGHTY YAHUWAH. Acts 14:22 (LBV.)

“Yes, the wound in my flesh under the dictates of my carnal self was incurable because my flesh was not to profit anything to give life to my carnal self.

“For Almighty Yahuwah was not interested in making my flesh good under the dictates of my carnal self. Almighty Yahuwah’s sole and only interest was in making me realize that I was no good and to cause me to lift up my eyes to Him and see and receive Yahushua Messiah by faith.

“By faith means to trust in Almighty Yahuwah and His Word made flesh in Yahushua Messiah which is Almighty Yahuwah’s merciful provision to free us from our wicked carnal self.

“Almighty Yahuwah’s purpose was to convict me and bring me to accept the fact that He did the work of crucifixion or ending the life of my flesh on the cross in Yahushua Messiah. To that end I suffered the punishment so deserved because of my pride and stubborn UNBELIEF.

“That trip to Vegas was indeed the heavenly whipping that caught my attention. But it was not until the morning of the twentieth day of June in 1985 when Almighty Yahuwah touched me and began to break my stubborn ways to restore me into His kingdom. It was then when I began to receive and to hear, to perceive and to heed the voice of my Almighty Yahuwah.

“Nevertheless, this was so after much tribulation. For I did not go unpunished because of the greatness of my pride and stubbornness. And as it is written we must suffer the consequences of our sins. But my true deliverance was on the way, for so it was written.

“But I did not know what was written and during the first two weeks of October of 1985 I began to suffer the destruction and loss which I had to suffer. But it is written,

  • But in that coming day, all who are destroying you shall be destroyed, and all your enemies shall be slaves. Those who rob you shall be robbed; and those attacking you shall be attacked. I will give you back your health again and heal your wounds. Now you are called “The Outcast” and “Jerusalem, the Place Nobody Wants” But, says Almighty Yahuwah, when I bring you home again from your captivity and restore your fortunes, Jerusalem will be rebuilt upon her ruins; the palace will be reconstructed as it was before. The cities will be filled with joy and great thanksgiving, and I will multiply my people and make of them a great and honored nation. Jeremiah 30:16-19 (LBV.)

“I was to suffer a child of Almighty Yahuwah’s agony in the grip of Satan. That suffering was to be the beginning of my end and it began on October 13, 1985 when I lost my mind for the second time. But also, I was to experience the love of a loving Father that never leaves us nor forsakes us. The Abba Father.

“I was to suffer in the grip of Satan. I was to experience the love of Almighty Yahuwah because with my mind I gave up my job and everything else which I thought could hinder me in my walk with Almighty Yahuwah.

“But Almighty Yahuwah was not calling me to leave my job and everything else which I thought could hinder me in my walk with Him. Such was not the will of Almighty Yahuwah for me. Almighty Yahuwah was calling me to rest in Him. But it took a whole year before I would turn around and hear my Father calling me into His rest. A whole year before I would begin to learn what it meant to rest and rely on Almighty Yahuwah alone.

“A whole year to abandon my wicked and self-righteous ways and put my whole confidence and trust in Almighty Yahuwah and His plan of salvation for me and for the whole world, through Yahushua Messiah Almighty Yahuwah’s only-begotten Son.” End of Chapter 3  quote.

Restoration for Israel and Judah

Jeremiah 30:1-19

THE WORD that came to Jeremiah from the Master:

Thus says the Master, the Mighty One of Israel: Write all the words that I have spoken to you in a book.

For, note well, the days are coming, says the Master, when I will release from captivity My people Israel and Judah, says the Master, and I will cause them to return to the land that I gave to their fathers, and they will possess it.

And these are the words the Master spoke concerning Israel and Judah:

Thus, says the Master: We have heard a voice of trembling and panic–of terror, and not peace.

Ask now and see whether a man can give birth to a child? Why then do I see every man with his hands on his loins like a woman in labor? Why are all faces turned pale?

Alas! for that day will be great, so that none will be like it; it will be the time of Jacob’s [unequaled] trouble, but he will be saved out of it. [Mat 24:29-30; Rev 7:14]

For it will come to pass in that day, says the Master of hosts, that I will break [the oppressor’s] yoke from your neck, and I will burst your bonds; and strangers will no more make slaves of [the people of Israel].

But they will serve the Master their Mighty One and David’s [descendant] their King, Whom I will raise up for them. [Jer 23:5]

Therefore, fear not, O My servant Jacob, says the Master, nor be dismayed or cast down, O Israel; for behold, I will save you out of a distant land [of exile] and your posterity from the land of their captivity. Jacob will return and will be quiet and at ease, and none will make him afraid or cause him to be terrorized and to tremble.

For I am with you, says the Master, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished.

For thus says the Master: Your hurt is incurable, and your wound is grievous.

There is none to plead your cause; for [the pressing together of] your wound you have no healing [device], no binding plaster.

All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you. For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.

Why do you cry out because of your hurt [the natural result of your sins]? Your pain is deadly (incurable). Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you.

Therefore, all who devour you will be devoured; and all your adversaries, every one of them, will go into captivity. And they who despoil you will become a spoil, and all who prey upon you will I give for a prey.

For I will restore health to you, and I will heal your wounds, says the Master, because they have called you an outcast, saying, This is Zion, whom no one seeks after and for whom no one cares!

Thus says the Master: Behold, I will release from captivity the tents of Jacob and have mercy on his dwelling places; the city will be rebuilt on its own [old] mound like site, and the palace will be dwelt in after its former fashion.

Out of them [city and palace] will come songs of thanksgiving and the voices of those who make merry. And I will multiply them, and they will not be few; I will also glorify them, and they will not be small. End of quote.

O Mighty One! You? Your Ways? Do Not Fit In The Human Mind. …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 3:45 am.

Therefore, the human has invented so many theories that stagers the human mind. The results?

  • Confusion.
  • Division.
  • Emotionalism.
  • Hate.
  • Human’s concept of a volatile love.
  • All futility; striving after the wind of an elusive happiness is the lot of mankind. BUT!

The Power Of Your Love, Unfathomable Wisdom, And Faithfulness? Beyond Conception …?

Even so? On this 2020 year? You are rolling out Your doings in the lives of many witnesses of Your existence and Your doings in their lives. Your purpose for such exposure?

To Enlighten Your People To Prepare Spiritually As Well As Physically …

Prepare? For what? You are returning but! Before Your return there shall be the greatest tribulation ever known to mankind.

  • It is for this tribulation that we are to prepare spiritually as well as physically otherwise, no human shall survive.
  • Short and simple.

The Way You Are Fulfilling Your Promises To Me? Beyond My Conception …?

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 11:50 am.

Master? I do not know any longer how to offer a worthy prayer, but! Your Spirit within me yearns for You to touch Your people’s heart on this 2020 with this realization.

  • For You promise supper abundance of blessings, but You reserve the time and the kind of blessings for Yourself.
  • Even so? We ignore such fact, and? We proceed to avail us of Your promised blessings.
  • That’s what I am just realizing since my last bout with pain and the rigid cold weather.
  • I brought it all to You, nowadays? That’s what I do.
  • I drenched my pillow with tears because instead of blessings as I interpret them to be, I felt curses instead of blessings day after day.
  • I could not understand, I still don’t, the extreme way You deal to Your servants, even to Your own Son, but!

You Blessed Me In A Way That I Just Had Not Seeing Before …?

You know that I have not missed acknowledging Your blessings, but! No sooner the least difficulty comes my way, I return to complaining grounds. The vicious circle I could no longer stand, so?

You Brought Me Back To My Beginnings …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 1:19 pm.

You brought me back to my beginnings on the last day of the first moth of the 2020 year. What transpired as I progressed editing Chapter 3 of my autobiography? (Still working on it.)

Master! I Simply Cannot Come Close To Describe It. Nothing That Ever Happen Before …

Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 11:45 pm.

O my Master! it’s the end of this first 7th day of rest in 2020. What a blessed day! I rested underneath Your everlasting arms the whole afternoon until 9 pm.

  1. I woke up sort of hazy not knowing the time. I put on my glasses. I saw the time. I noticed important emails in my inbox. I clicked, and!
  2. Wow! The money I was supposed to get on Monday is here today!
  3. Email from Roxana inviting to chat.
  4. Strange email from Denise announcing her upping her money gift to me.
  5. The Internet is working.
  6. Wow!

No Need To Describe What Is Transpiring From Your Instructions To Lead My Way …

You alone shall demonstrate the transpiration of all Your doings in my life. No need to figure thins out any longer.

  • So far? All my figuring’s have been off track.
  • Your doings are unfathomable.
  • The human mind cannot figure You out, but!
  • We try. Insidiously we try to figure out not only You but also everything under and above the sun.
  • What is happening now in 2020?

Enlightenment. You Are Giving Us Spiritual And Intellectual Insight Individually …?

Sunday, February 2, 2020 at 4:23 pm.

No need for any of us to figure things out. No need to live as per our figuring’s. Only need? Your Presence in the actuality of our daily living.

How Simple It All Becomes When You Are Present In Our Actual Living …

Sunday, February 2, 2020 at 9:09 pm.

Of course, we humans are masters at complicating things with our own figuring’s. Even so? You are at work to deliver each one of us from our own figuring’s.

Summary Of Your Doings Yesterday To Illustrate The Matter …

Denise sent me some extra money to help with my expenses. I responded to her. Quote:

Excerpt of email.

Child of mine! My blessings leave me DUMBFOUND! LOL. On the 30-31st I had it out with Father. Why? Here is the details. Strange? Yes, I wanted to share these things with you, but! I did not want to make you think that I was pushing you. Besides? I no longer do whatever. I am just letting things happen.

So? what happened? After I had it out with Father, let me quote the beginning of what happened and continues to happen. I copy/paste the entries. Here is an excerpt of those entries:

  • You will now have me to quote chapter 3 from that autobiography to illustrate how my rebellion continued from my birth to that memorable day when You called me into account on June 20, 1985.
  • This is a long chapter. I need to edit it. Then, I will break it into pages for easy reading. Quote:

That was the beginning of His response. Yesterday? I slept away the whole afternoon. When I woke at 9 pm? I was fuzzy didn’t know the time, so, I put on my glasses. Check the time. my inbox was glaring important emails. I clicked! Wow!

  1. Your strange email.
  2. Joyce sent me the number to pick my money at western union. My check was not supposed to come until Monday, but it came yesterday.
  3. Roxana inviting me for a chat, and?
  4. The NET that has not been working now working. WHAT?

Baby, NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is what I or anyone else figures it to be! I am totally blown away with my new gifted freedom from my own figuring and conclusions. the best part?

This is not an emotional state. It’s something I have no words to describe. A permanent state of security and peace and love to last me for eternity!

Hope you read all of this. No matter. Whether you do or don’t no longer disturbs this amazing state and condition of my being.

l love you with an intensity never experienced before. lov mom:-).

Hahaha! Your mom? Thinking already: ‘what can I do with that extra moolash? Oops! I hear, loud and clear! “Let go! Be still! I am at work!”

So? Quit thinking. Going on with the cleaning I haven’t done for weeks. It’ll be sunny today out there and in here? Sunny in my heart!

Blessings! Lov mom

It’s All So Real Now More Than Ever Before …

Monday, February 3, 2020 at 6:36 am.

You put me to sleep from midnight to 6 am. A prayer on waking up: ‘Take my eyes off myself. Placed them on You. Let me not look at pain and discomfort. Let me be attentive to Your voice always unto eternity’

Your Answer While I Yet My Cry Goes Up To You …?

Sure enough. I get up. Do my business. Not knowing what to drink to relieve the unusual pain in my head, it came to me to fix a ginger tea.

  • Well? Ginger tea? That don’t seem to be a good idea, but! Ginger tea it is at the sound of Your voice.
  • Next? The graphic I am working on is missing something, don’t know what?
  • Ha! it came to me to overlay it with the words, HIS LOVE’S POWER! In huge print on the background I am using now.
  • Next? The minute I began to record the door opens. In comes my little friend with the bananas he was supposed to bring last night.
  • “No jacuzzi for you! Hahaha!”
  • What a way to start my day!
  • Sipping the delicious tea You prescribed for me I’m on my way to start this new day!
  • This new day for me ended with a visit for my estranged friend, Yazeed.
  • At 10:22 pm I started to bed, but! I couldn’t get away from working on the graphic.
  • Worked until 1:30am today.

Today? One More Day Of Expectant Wonder …?

Tuesday, February 4, 2020 at 6:14 am.

O my Master! it really is a wonder to expect from You. In my heart there rings a melody of Your intense and passionate love for us all! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Master? All I Hear Is The Blessings In 2020, But! …

Tuesday, February 4, 2020 at 2:56 pm.

I do not hear anyone talking about the reason for the blessings. I am now hearing, ‘Why should you be stricken and punished any more [since it brings no correction]? You will revolt more and more.’

For What I Read Here And There, People Are Talking About Blessings In 2020 In A Mixed Way.

  • Mixed way? Yes, they mention ‘God’ and faith, but they exalt the over comer heroes that have turned failure into success by their human efforts, and? They proclaim the blessings. They do not exalt You.
  • Am I doing the same thing?
  • Is there still any wicked way in me?
  • Search me, my Master!

6:25 pm to 9 pm 9:50 pm to 3 am.

On Waking Up I Got The Title For This Post And More …?

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 3:24 am.

O my Master! Your response to search my heart? You have so done. You have so continue to do. Funny thing; first You tell me to write down all evil going on for all to see. Now? You are turning the tables on me.

  • What evil goes on within my heart?

You Are Human. All Evil Going On In The Human’s Heart Is Going On Within Your Heart …

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 4:11 am.

Oops! And I was so smug writing and thinking that as I look around the blessings of 2020 are proclaiming but! The great tribulation. Not a mention of it much less preparing for it.

  • So? I got the tiles for this post:
  • The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …
  • Prepare! Prepare For What? Prepare To Be Spared.
  • All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

All I Hear At Every Turn Is The Blessings Pouring On Us In 2020 …?

Ha! what about me? Isn’t it what I am doing? O my Master! You are so real in my life. Just like I did with my children You do to me. I wouldn’t let them get away with anything; neither do You with me.

Master? I Haven’t Got A Clue As To What Is Coming Next, But! …

Wednesday, February 5, 2020 at 9:08 am.

You have done the work in me for keeps this time. I don’t need a clue on next. I must live on present. So? when my mind attempts to get a clue on what comes next? Automatically I reject the attempt. Automatically I go on with the present.

Miracle? Yes It Is. All My Life I Have Heard, ‘Forget The Past! Go On With The Present To No Avail! So? …

I lived a frustrated miserable life unable to do what I could not do. Here lately? My past drove me almost back to the loony kooky bench, but!

Miraculous Victory! On The Last Day Of The First Moth Of The 2020 Year …?

O my Master! My sordid past troubles me no more! That’s the reality You enlightened to me on Saturday, February 1, 2020 at 3:45 am of my first 7th Day of Rest in this 2nd month of 2020, as I find myself resting in You.

O Me! What A Jolly Time It Now Is. Let Me Put It Like This …?

Great victory? A miracle? Indeed! That’s the fact to be exact. Now what? One would thin to enjoy the ride at that. Really?

  • Enjoying? By all means! But nothing like I had in mind joy to be. That’s for sure. This kind of joy I am experiencing is beyond any emotional explanation.
  • But it is something that will attract many souls like a magnet because of its nature.
  • As it is for me, shall be for thee, dear reader, Latest words?
  • “Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the inharmonious circumstances of your life.
  • Let me now go on with the posting of this most timely matter. I am ending this post with the beginning of it. Why?
  • The great tribulation is coming, but it is not the will of our Creator that any should perish. Therefore? This post is one step up towards the Creator’s will to be accomplished.
  • BTW It’s coming to me to format all these pages into a PDF download.
  • I’ll see where the Spirit leads me. Perhaps work on a series.
  • Whatever book I’m led to format I’ll publish it in the True Life Books page. Need to update that page anyhow.
  • Meantime?

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Let’s Get To The Nitty-Gritty Of My Life …

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Not Prophesying. Not Predicting. Only Proclaiming …

Proclaiming What? The Amazing Prophesied Events I’m Personally Witnessing In The Makings …

Who would have known what was to happen in the future that the ancient prophets wrote about but never saw?

  • All details of what is now going on with Jerusalem and Syria and the Middle East are written, and?
  • I can now see it for my own self.
  • Bed 11:19 pm. Up at5:15 am.

Gold Dust on the Ceiling …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 5:36 am.

Father! Father! I saw gold dust on the ceiling as I woke up. The words out of my mouth? “Here I am my Master, ready to bid Your will for me this day!”

No More Thinking About My Troubles, Ahmad, Children, Or Any Other Human Dead Or Alive, But! …?

My mind, heart, might, or soul fully set on You, my Master! Like a deer pants for the water brooks, so my soul pants for You.

  • My soul is no longer cast down with all the misery that this world flings to me daily.
  • For You have set me up now to Hope in You and wait expectantly for You, for I shall yet praise You, Who are the help of my countenance, and my Loving Master.

You Have Set Me Up To Search For You On The Authority Of Your Word …

Indeed! O my Master! You are my Loving Master, the help of my countenance. Two Psalms popped into mind as I began to write about the gold dust I saw on the ceiling on waking up a little while ago.

  • O my Master! You know that the following quotes are the Scriptures that describe exactly what is going on with me at this point and time of my journey in Your Presence.
  • Only You hold the privilege to reveal things to me at Your discretion despite all my bickering and lamenting.

Quote:

Why Are You Cast Down, O My Soul?

Psalms 42:1-11

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Master! My inner self thirsts for the Mighty One Of Israel, for the living Mighty One.

When shall I come and behold the face of the Mighty One Of Israel? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your Mighty One?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of the Mighty One Of Israel, like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song, with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Mighty One.

O my Master, my life is cast down upon me and I find the burden more than I can bear; therefore, will I earnestly remember You from the land of the Jordan River and the summits of Mount Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.

I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?

Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One.

The Faithful Have Vanished

Psalms 12:1-8

1  To the Chief Musician; set [possibly] an octave below. A Psalm of David. HELP, MASTER! For principled and righteous people are here no more; faithfulness and the faithful vanish from among the sons of men.

To his neighbor each one speaks words without use or worth or truth; with flattering lips and double heart [deceitfully] they speak.

May the Master cut off all flattering lips and the tongues that speak proud boasting,

Those who say, With our tongues we prevail; our lips are our own [to command at our will]–who is lord and master over us?

Now will I arise, says the Master, because the poor are oppressed, because of the groans of the needy; I will set him in safety and in the salvation for which he pants.

The words and promises of the Master are pure words, like silver refined in an earthen furnace, purified seven times over.

You will keep them and preserve them, O Master; You will guard and keep us from this [evil] generation forever.

The wicked walk or prowl about on every side, as vileness is exalted [and baseness is rated high] among the sons of men. End of quote.

Astonished! In Awe Of You I Remain …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 6:24 am.

Time to eat. Time to reflect on this matter while I sup in Your real and loving Presence. Every morning; every single incident, whether minor of major, You reveal Yourself to me. What a wonder!

What Transpired While You Supped With Me And I With You? …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 7:38 am.

  • Ha! You brought Ecclesiastes to my remembrance.
  • Wow! I am just realizing how You brought Ecclesiastes to mind at the beginning of 2019.
  • Now You bring it back to mind at the end of the first month of 2020
  • First thing this morning? The two psalms quoted.
  • Now? Ecclesiastes. What gives, my Master?

O My Master! Your Response Is Beyond What I Could Figure Out In The Best Of Scenarios, But! …?

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 12:21 pm.

That’s the ‘Gold Dust’ I saw on waking up this morning. I am finished quoting Your response.

  • A long, detailed response that once again, I had my misgivings as catching any reader’s interest.
  • Suddenly! The Gold Dust came to mind.

Wow! The Response Is Mainly For My Doubtful Self’s Benefit …?

O my Master! How quickly doubts and fears can disturb my hope in You?

  • But that does not dampen Your doings for my benefit.
  • And of course, Your doings for all of Your children reading Your responses. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Now more than ever before, pause, reflect on the sequence of all incidents in your lifetime.

It’s all stored in what is called your subconscious.

Innumerable theories, conclusions, and solutions have been developed on the subject, enough to stager one’s mind.

All not coming close to solve or resolve the enigmatic subconscious. Question: Do you need to solve or resolve such enigmatic phenomena?

The truth? There is only one solution. Ecclesiastes runs the course of the human’s quest for a solution finding none.

Therefore, you find that solution at the end of Ecclesiastes.

You have quoted that solution many times before as per My leading. Even so, at this point of your life I want you to quote it one more time.

You must never get tired of quoting the words that have made such difference in your life!

I know that when you read or listen to the new trend of writers or speakers teaching the multitude how to find rest, love, peace, joy, riches, and! Anything that one’s heart desires? I know your heart constricts in grief.

Such hard work to achieve what you have only achieved by simply living in My Presence listening or obeying My Spirit within your heart!

Have you noticed, My child?  All the ways they practice, you practice yourself, but! Their view of things and life? No resemble whatsoever.

For you can sense the arrogance and pride in all of their doings, very subtle, but it is there.

They believe in themselves. They attribute their doings to their own understanding of the same Scriptures that you quote.

That ought not to be. It’s all vanity, futility, chasing after the wind.

It all must go back to the amazing conclusion found by King Solomon and many others through the ages, including your own self.

Relax, My precious child. No need to wonder. No need in trying to figure out what comes next. No need to study and rack your brains to learn what you don’t need to learn. Why?

I am aware, quoting Scriptures is a sure way to shy readers away. Reason?

The Scriptures are equated with religion and preaching or beating people’s head with the ‘Bible’ or whatever they name the book that instructs them.

A tragic fact. Why?

The Scriptures have been used and distorted by the Organized Church in many religions.

This ‘Church’ is created and organized by the understanding of human’s mind. It’s a man-made organization.

The true and forever set in My mind and heart Congregation of My people that is called ‘Church’ is actually invisible to the human, but! Much visible in My sight.

That’s the fact—what it’s written regardless the opinions and staunch belief of the most respectable human beings.

Your credentials are stated in 1 Corinthians 1:10-31 as well as the conclusion in Ecclesiastes must be quoted again and again.

For the quoting of the Scriptures that have made a difference in your life has turned innumerable souls to reconsider the Scriptures as those apply to their lives.

Therefore, no matter what? Quote:

The Messiah or the Wisdom and Power of Almighty Yahuwah.

…. For it is written, I will baffle and render useless and destroy the learning of the learned and the philosophy of the philosophers and the cleverness of the clever and the discernment of the discerning; I will frustrate and nullify them and bring them to nothing.

Where is the wise man—the philosopher? Where is the scribe—the scholar? Where is the investigator—the logician, the debater of this present time and age? Has not our Maker shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?

For when the world with all its earthly wisdom failed to perceive and recognize and know our Maker by means of its own philosophy, our Maker in His wisdom was pleased through the foolishness of preaching deliverance, procured by Yahushua Messiah and to be had through Him, to save those who believed—who clung to and trusted in and relied on Him.

For while Yehudites demanding ask for signs and miracles and Greeks pursue philosophy and wisdom, we preach Yahushua Messiah impaled, preaching which to the Yehudites is a scandal and an offensive stumbling block that springs a snare or trap, and to the Gentiles it is absurd and utterly unphilosophical nonsense.

But to those who are called, whether Yehudite or Greek—Gentile, Yahushua Messiah is the Power of our Maker and the Wisdom of our Maker.

This is because the foolish thing that has its source in our Maker is wiser than men, and the weak thing that springs from our Maker is stronger than men.

For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.

No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.

Proverbs 14:12-13

There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Even in laughter the heart is sorrowful, and the end of mirth is heaviness and grief.

King Solomon—the richest and way more famous than any other human being. His conclusion?

It is written, Ecclesiastes 12:11-14

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man

For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Proverbs 14:26-29

  • In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge. Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Wait. Relax. No matter what you see, feel, and think, I am harmonizing all the inharmonious circumstances of your life on this 2020 year.” End of quote.

Ha! What A Good Portion Of Gold Dust Now On The Ceiling Of My Mind And Heart …?

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 12:41 pm.

  • Time to enjoy Your unbroken fellowship with me while I do my eats and drinks. Then? The Net is not working. But it looks like there is sunshine. I wait to see what You got in store next for me.
  • Must take a break to sleep. 2:23 pm. 7:06 pm. Thank You for making my pain bearable.

O My Master! What Things I Hear. What things I imagine. What Things I Read. What All That Goes Around In This World? …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 7:14 pm.

It’s all under Your loving control. Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.

No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.

The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.

  • Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now is all the clue that I need.
  • Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom.
  • Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
  • I refuse to try to figure it all out.
  • Let Your will be done.
  • Let Your Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven.
  • Let it all happen.
  • I wait.
  • Meanwhile, I will post this matter as per Your lead to do so.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

What A Life To Live On! No Need To Be ‘Smug’ About It. Just Live It With Fear And Trembling …

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There Is Gold At The End Of The Rainbow In This Post To Understand The Headline …



Almost Miss Recording Today. …

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 5:13 pm

I started to go to bed, but! I noticed the last time I recorded was when I went to bed at 11:34 pm last night. Suddenly! I realized that the day is almost gone, and? I didn’t record any dates or times. So?

Instead Of Going To Bed I Decided On Piecing Things Together …

I closed the writing at 10:51 pm.

Went to bed at 11:34 pm.

Woke up around 4 am.

I worked on the post. Had a hard time aligning the graphics.

I finally succeeded. Published on the main site on Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 7:33 am.

Ahmad surprised me with some goodies. Again, a good visit.

I think I slept the rest of the morning.

Then I spent a long time preparing the cilantro that Ahmad brought me earlier.

It looks like I published the post in all sites around 2 pm because the responses began around 3:30 pm.

What did I do for the next 2 hrs. is a mystery to me? But!

Since 5:13 pm I been piecing things together.

What To Do Next? The Net Is Not Working. Maybe Sleep?

Tuesday, January 21, 2020 at 6:48 pm.

I am not sleepy. The heat is on but I am cold. I am not hungry. I am not expecting anyone because Ahmad came in the morning and my little friend came this afternoon. Ah! They brought me some extra cilantro. I’ll work on it until? Sleep came my way at 8:13 pm hit the bed. Up at 12:39 am.

Another Day Yet. Still Under The Misery Of Pain …

Wednesday, January 22, 2020 at 12:45 am.

Relief is not to be found. No matter. I wait on You. Patiently I wait. You never give anymore than what I can take. The NET still out. don’t know whether to eat or drink. Perhaps on back to bed?

Uncanny. My Master! The NET Worked Enough To Hear Such Amazing Words From You In A Comment From 2016 …?

On to page 2

And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

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Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

Let’s Get On With The Show …?

A flat version of the book I am working on, and the cover for the book. It’s slow in coming, but! In due time? For sure! 🙂

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!

You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

On to page 2

Laughter Is Not A Euphoric Or Exaggerated State Of Happiness, With No Foundation In Truth Or Reality …

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Humor Instead Of Anger Or Confusion Or Retaliation? My Resurrected Motto …

On waking up? This graphic came to mind based on the previous graphic of a lonely beach with no welcome crowd. I think it to be hillsrious after all written about die to be alive. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Hahaha! Time For Laughter! Forget The Miserable Cold Winter! …

Humor instead of anger or confusion or retaliation? The recipe for good eating besides being my Resurrected Motto. Laugh not complain, instead laugh by the power of Your love and wisdom! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

  • Full day already. Will try to sleep. 4:20 pm. Woke at 7:46 pm.

Laughter? When Disaster? Only In The Presence Of The Master! …

Tuesday, January 7, 2020 at 9:24 pm.

Master? Where am I at on this journey in Your Presence? A frightening experience on waking up. I found myself on the roof next to my avocado trees.

On to page 2

God? I Love You At The Last Resort, Why Then You Don’t Return My Love? …

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I Must Learn To Love You, Myself, And My Neighbor In That Order …

Well? The NET Done Quit On Me. No Posting. No Working On The Site, And?

Sunday, January 5, 2020 at 11:50 am.

I am not bent out of shape like I used to get! Marvel of marvels that is to me! One more moment to pause, to reflect on Your work of transformation. A moment of gratitude. A moment of appreciation.

Appreciation? To Recognize The Value Of Your Doings In My Life …?

Indeed! The value of Your doings is intrinsic to Your nature. It is something totally foreign to the human nature.

But What Is The Use Of My Muse? …

On to page 2

It’s Happening! Yes! It’s Happening But Nothing Like I Ever Imagined …?

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Way Past Of What I Had Figured!

Talking About Rest? Unbelievable. Rest, Perfect Peace, Confidence Amidst Tribulation And Trials And Distress And Frustration …

Sunday, January 5, 2020 at 8:24 am.

Now is the time for the material to decrease. For the spiritual to increase. The time to pause, to reflect. The time to see what the Creator got for you. Perhaps lots more than what He got for me? Hahaha! HalleluYah!

  • It’s like this, yes! It’s happening but nothing like i ever imagined.
  • What’s the first thing I noticed? My children, my former visitors, and even Ahmad, no longer visit me, but!
  • Instead? Several especial followers almost daily.
  • Next? Things have gotten worse instead of better driving me buggy, but!
  • The amazing sense of Rest, Perfect Peace, Confidence Amidst Tribulation And Trials And Distress And?
  • Then I noticed how the Master Creator continues to reveal things to enlighten my mind further than what He has enlig+++++htened me so far.
  • One more revelation to enlighten my mind:
  • It’s like this: ALL things without exception, all things happen on the Creator’s time.
  • His time? Something He reserves for Himself alone.
  • All things instituted by this world’s systems are distraction from keeping His Commandments.
  • This revelation confirms all written about this matter before, and?
  • Delivers me from fears lurking to be otherwise. It’s the Master’s way to steady my steps.
  • That’s the sort of what’s already happening.
  • Me? A clear message for me to see the futility of my emotional reaction to His revelations.
  • What’s the thing the revelations convey?
  • Repentance. Acquittal by the Creator’s mercy.
  • “Confess. Humbly Submit. I Will Acquit”
  • Phew! What A Relief! Acquitted! Your Mercy To Keep Me From Now On To Eternity!

On to the post for today starting on page 2.

Good News For 2020 In Two Graphics. Torrential Blessings Shall Drench Us All …

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Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you. all …

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Christmas Season Over. What Gives Now? Either Elation, Depression, Or Neutral—No Change.

O My Master! Where Did I Go Wrong? How Did I Miss The Mark Or Continued Living A Sinful Life? …

Tuesday, December 31, 2019 at 4:18 am.

I heard Peter’s words from Jimmy’s lips, and? In no time the baptism ceremony took place. Not only myself but the whole family. Quote:

Acts 2:38  And Peter answered them, Repent (change your views and purpose to accept the will of God in your inner selves instead of rejecting it) and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Yahushua Messiah for the forgiveness of and release from your sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Even So? Within A Month We Were All Back To Life As Before. No Change. What Happened, My Master? …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than ever before.

What happened then to you and your family is exactly what is happening now with most all families of My beloved children.

Yes! They are My children.

Yes! I have gifted them their deliverance, but!

The change of lifestyle is not automatic.

It does not depend on quitting your bad habits.

It is not an emotional superficial experience in man’s nature.

My Set-Apart Spirit does not come prior to the baptism of fire.

This baptism does not come by the will of man and on the understanding of man’s concept of My Spirit and My time.

This baptism of fire takes a lifetime to develop as per My unfathomable wisdom.

Therefore? I have set numerous examples in My written words on how this process is developed in the life of My ancient servants.

At the present time I have set you and several others as an example of the fire you had to endure before I could grant you the power to repent and turn around to the lifestyle you are now living in My Presence.

That’s what this ending year of 2019 was all about in your life.

In the year of 2019, I summarized your entire life of suffering and misery because of your sinful lifestyle.

Why was your lifestyle sinful when in fact you devoted your life to worship Me?

Your lifestyle was sinful for the exact reason that My children are now living a sinful worldly life while they devote themselves to worship Me, but!

My children are not aware that I have turned My face away from them.

Exactly as I turned My face away from you for the twelve years you went back to church against My instructions to you in 1986.

Those twelve years you were admired as a good Christian woman. You claimed and wrote and shared My written words but! I was no longer inspiring those words to you.

For twelve years you enjoyed the best this world had to offer you—your children support and loving care; your friends, brothers and sisters support and loving care as well.

Even so? You were dying not only physically but mainly spiritually.

Somehow you knew it to be so. You prayed and fasted. You did all kinds of things to help yourself, but! I could not answer you until the allotted time to do so.

The Allotted Time Came. I Turned The Fire On …

The flames of purification burned up to 2019, and today?

It’s finished! It’s now time for the Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia! Onward!

I am with you and for you along Ahmad, your precious children, and all the souls I have placed in your path.”

I have prevented your posting since the last post. For I needed you to wait until I was to give you the finish word.

Go on to place the record for this day to introduce the post. Change the title to, Completion and Manifestation of My promised abundance to you.

Wow! O My Master! You Are Really Leading And Directing Me In All Areas Of My Life! …?

Tuesday, December 31, 2019 at 9:21 am.

This is the perfect way to begin this so very especial post. I sense many souls shall be attracted to benefit from the promised abundance to us all. On to page 2.

Does It Have To Be A Reason?

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Chasing Reasons Spoil One’s Season…

New logo for the year 2020 to keep in mind the Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose the Master set me on in 2019.

New logo for the year 2020 to keep in mind the Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose the Master set me on in 2019.

Do I Have To Have A Reason? …

Saturday, December 21, 2019 at 10:48 pm.

Master? No change. Have not seen Ahmad in ten days now. There got to be a reason. I hear, “Does it have to be a reason for everything that comes your way?”

Ha! Jolt! Coming To Think About It? …

O my Master! Why am I always trying to find reasons for everything? That’s what gets me on the trail chasing all kinds of possibilities! Imaginations! A waste, period! Instead?

Be Still. Let Go. If I Am To See Your Deliverance …

That’s the trail that never fails. O but thanks, my Master! Thank You for the jolt to bring me to Your gifted sense You have invested on me.

Sunday, December 22, 2019 at 12:28 am heading for bed.

Your Priorities Is The Only Thing That Matters …

Sunday, December 22, 2019 at 3:48 am.

There are the ‘Marthas’. There are the ‘Marys’. Thinking about the undone chores this morning, I hear Your lovely voice: “Mary has chosen the good portion that which is to her advantage, which shall not be taken away from her.”

You Have Given Me The Privilege To Choose Like Mary Chose …

But the Martha’s choosing is still with me somehow—my concern with the many things I think necessary but are not. Even so?

How Am I To Balance Such Matters, My Master? …

Sunday, December 22, 2019 at 5:11 am.

I still need to take care of my physical needs. I need to eat and drink and clean up after myself. Otherwise? My body and mind would suffer, or? Maybe not. I need to hear it from You.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. The matter of your physical needs is clearly addressed by Yahushua in Matthew 6:24-34.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? How You delight My Being! Though that your mind is constantly churning all kinds of imaginations against My written words, you are living a child like life to My delight.

A child do not understand pain and misery or the opposite. The growing up world fluctuates between glee and gloom to the child’s bewilderment. Exactly as your present predicament.

You do not understand the glee and gloom to boom at the most unexpected times. But! Like a child, you have no choice in the matter.

Bewildered with pain and lack day after day is the only way the human knows, and? You are human. What is a human to do under such straitht circumstances?

Inevitable the grownup human does whatever that human thinks is best to do but a child? All the child can do is to come the parent.

That’s your attitude now to My delight. Fear not, My precious child. Your pain and lack shall soon be no more. That’s the fact at that.

Now? How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.

Regardless, I am delighted with your privilege to sit at My feet while the many distracting things around you tend to distract your child like blessing to you. Relax. Nothing and no way anything can now distract and lure you away from My loving care and protection.

Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As I have warned you before there is a war going on in the spiritual realm. Your souls are at stake. The powers and principalities are intent in setting blocks to prevent your blessings, but!

In no way shape or form shall the enemy be able to truncate My intent to restore you all to the original state for which I created you, to beMy loved family to love Me in return.

All the suffering of the moment shall soon come to nothing compare with the immensity of My blessings far above any blessings of the past soon to be seen to jolt the souls of many that shall be compelled to repent from their wrong concept of My Being and My existence.

Even so? It’s not My will that you focus on My blessings. My will is for your focus to be set on Me—the power of My love for thee.

These words are to empower you with patient endurance while you wait with hope stronger than ever before. Remember, quote:

Romans 8:36-39

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter.

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Our Creator which is in Messiah Yahushua our Master!

Matthew 6:24-34

No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve God and mammon—deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in.

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? [Psa 39:5-7]

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and N1learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.

Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his N1magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. [1Ki 10:4-7]

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear?

For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. End of quote.

Wow! That’s What Went On My 7th Day Of Rest …

Until 10:08 am. Then? The rest of the day went on creating graphics to update dietobealive.com. In the natural? It turned out to be a trying day, but! Your strength availed me while things went kaput! End of the gas supply. The hot water kettle quit working. No help to be found. I called Ahmad. He promised to come help, but! It did not happen. Me?

Peace. Your Strength To Withstand It All …

Slept on and off from 7 p .m to 2:30 am. Got up. Put on an extra layer of clothing. Wrapped a scarf around my head and neck. Set myself up to continue my graphics work. Then? Around 6 am?

Ahmad Showed Up With Hot Food And Coffee …

Monday, December 23, 2019 at 12:05 pm.

O my Master! Your faithfulness? Undeniable! All that happened to Ahmad in the last ten days, You revealed it to me to strengthen me to wait on You with patience, confidence, hope. We had a good visit.

Amazing! These Are The Most Celebrating Days In The USA But! …

This year I do not sense the intensity of such celebration as it was in the past. Maybe it’s just because I am not there, or, because by now all know I do not celebrate such holidays.

Anyhow? The Whole Idea Of Holidays – Seasonal Rituals – Religious Or Secular Gatherings? Out Of My Mind And Heart! …

I am saying this without a smidgen of disdain or ill feelings much less judgmental or tolerant attitude. Simply and without remorse? I don’t live here anymore! You know it my Master.

O me? Master! now I’ll be? …

O well, my Master, I don’t know how I’ll be received by even my couple of supporters who faithfully help me financially.

I Can’t Hardly Believe How Easily Such Fears Attempt To Distract My Focus On You, But!

No matter. You are holding my focus on You! No chance for any distraction to get a hold of me. The forces of hell are bent on harassing me at all costs, but!

Your Power Of Love For Me And Thee Dear Loved One That You Are, That Power No Foe Can Withstand …

I am going on seeking first of all? The coming of Your Kingdom on earth as it is in heaven and in my heart. For that? I wait patiently with my hope set on You. Back to my graphics.

Ha! My Little Friend! Gas! What A Blessing, But The Best …?

Monday, December 23, 2019 at 12:43 pm.

My little friend is feverish with teeth problems. It did not stopped him from coming to my aid with the needed gas. That blessed me more than the gas itself.

Master? What Would You Have Me To Do Under These Circumstances? …

Illnesses. Money problems big time. Lack and pain assails us to exhaustion. What to do? Like a maid waits for her mistress instructions, so I wait for Your instructions.

Thanks My Master! Didn’t Have To Wait Long For Your Instructions …?

Monday, December 23, 2019 at 1:23 pm.

Just as I wrote the last sentence? Ahmad called to inform me there was no ATM card in the P.O Box. You gave me exactly the words to encourage Ahmad. What a blessing! Now? Back to the task.

All That They Say Do But Don’t Do Like They Do …?

Monday, December 23, 2019 at 10:06 pm.

Master? No much has changed in the last 30+ years from the beginning of Your taking over my life in 1985, You showed me the fallacy of the organized Church. It’s all written in Matthew 23:2-39, but!

The Whole Chapter Is Dismissed In Lieu Of What Seems Best To The Present Authorities …?

It seems best to the present authorities to stick to the misunderstood Paul’s words instead of Yahushua’s sound words. It’s no wonder why the organized Church is a colossal failure, still?

Your People Lingers, But!

There is a multitude in the valley of decision. That’s the way is supposed to be. Your people been traveling the valley of death. Death at the end. Something must die to be born again.

That’s Where Dietobealive.Com Comes Into Play …?

Wow! This is so neatly put together by Your Spirit within me. In waking up a little while ago, I checked the emails. Reading the headlines Mathew 23 popped in my mind. Quote:

The scribes and Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat [of authority]. So observe and practice all they tell you; but do not do what they do, for they preach, but do not practice. End of quote.

Absolutely Now? Listening. Obeying. Instead Of? …

Tuesday, December 24, 2019 at 4:52 am.

Wobbling from them and You, my Master. I slept from Tuesday, December 24, 2019 at 1:16 am to 4:19 am. Been reflecting on my doings until these last few days.

Wobble Like A See-Saw—Up And Down Reasoning Around …?

It’s really uncanny how we humans reason things out to justify ourselves with the same Scriptures that we are violating. The worst?

The Way We Push Our Reasoning’s On Others …

Push. Push. Push! This world is pushing big time especially on these hyped up holidays, but! You are at work, my Master. You are harmonizing all things in my life for now, next?

You Continue To Lead Me In The Compiling It All In The Book …

Thus, You are strengthening me to work diligently day and night. All chores are at a standstill. The task You have assigned unto me is of upmost priority.

Urged To Record it all Before The 2019 Year Ends, Why …

This year is ending victoriously despite the looks of it even on this day. What is the victory I’m proclaiming?

  • Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.

No Matter The Looks Of It All …

You have graciously invested me with Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship, and?

The Year 2020 Is To Start On Those Supernatural  Grounds …

No kidding. You giving me Your strength and wisdom to put it all together in the book, Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. That’s on what to work today.

Meantime? You are leading me to post this update before I’ll get back to the book.

Let it be so.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Useful Information Coming To Light Now: We Are The Lost Sheep Of The House Of Israel, But!

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For The Most? The Matter Is Adamantly, Grossly Misunderstood. Me? Chief Sinner Until?

Here I Am My Master! Ready For Whatever You Got Next For Me …

Tuesday, December 17, 2019 at 5:58 pm.

The day flew by for me, my Master. No one came or called so far. I’ll take a break as I reflect in all that is going on. I continue in awe of Your faithfulness to Your words.

Master? The Day Is Ending. Much Response To The Post …

Tuesday, December 17, 2019 at 11:20 pm.

No response in my turf. Me? Sober. Calm. Peace. You are letting my creative juices flow. What a blessing.

Wednesday, December 18, 2019  12:25 am

Wonder Of Wonders! Working Computer Settings Since I Woke Up Around 3 Am …?

Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 9:56 am.

I have not been able to find help to fix the annoying problems while I type, but! O my Master? You led me to the way to fix the problem myself. Ah! But You give me a lit-bit of Your unfathomable wisdom! What a blessing!

I will now turn off, unplug the machine for a bit. I’m sure when I turn it back on? All shall run trouble free. I wait and expect from You.

O My Master! The Annoying Problems Are Fixed. I’m A Happy Camper …

Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 2:37 pm.

But the best part is the thrill of learning how to handle the computer problems. Also it’s a thrill to be able to handle any problem that comes my way. Now? Back to the graphics for a spell. Another thrill.

3:27 pm

Unbelievable To Me, But! So Real!…

Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 7:58 pm.

O Master! Exactly two years ago? You gifted a new life to  me—new attitude to avail me for eternity. The year 2017 ended. My new life began, and? At this moment of time? You bring it all to my remembrance. Quote:

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The Trick I Cannot Skip….

Posted on December 18, 2017 by thiaBasilia.

…. Father? Here I am. As if You didn’t know it, but! Sometimes I feel like You don’t know I am here having me a difficult and trying time.

Other times? You descend upon and talk Your words of approval or instruction. Then? You go away. I am left alone in this world of my own.

Am I to remember Your words of approval and do as You bid me to do? Indeed! You go away, but! You never leave nor forsake me. From Your throne in my heart, You keep an eye on me.

How am I doing? Do I remember Your words of approval? Am I tending to Your instructions? Yes, but! For whatever reason I go on a tangent? Shame and misery invade my being.

Exactly Two Years Later? I Woke Up To The Loud Pounding …

Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 8:40 pm.

The  time was 6:30 pm. Been asleep from 3 pm. I got up to check the matter. Two man working on water trouble on the roof above my roof. Came back to bed. A few minutes later? They pounding on my door!

My Attitude? Reasonable. Not Angry. Not Disturbed. I Headed To Check …

Sure enough? The poor fellows had dropped a needed piece. I was able to give it back to them. Felt good to be of help. Came back inside. Cold. Not feeling good at all. Turn on the heat.

What’s The Deal With All Of These Details? …

Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 10:05 pm.

I see it, my Master! You are showing me the progress of my new life that began in 2017. But right now I am feeling pretty rotten. I can’t function. You know it. Going to bed. Hope for the best.

O But! I Am Fired Up! Health! Wealth! Restored! Your Faithfulness …?

Thursday, December 19, 2019 at 4:12 am.

Your faithfulness to Your Word. Indeed Your Word of honor! Not faithful to me or to you or to he or to  she. Not directly anyhow, but! Me?

But To Me Or Thee Or He Or  She? It Should Be Intimately Personal …

That’s Your aim. That’s Your purpose for us all to come to the freedom of Your faithfulness to Your Word of honor individually, one by one. Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-15

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you not as a nation, but individually—one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk 15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

Me? I Am One From The City, No Kidding …?

Yes! Indeed! You sent me from the city of West Jefferson, NC to the lost sheep of Israel on April December 27, 2007 at 5:31 am as I have recorded many times in this journal.

The Lost Sheep Of Israel? Where And Who Are They …?

We are the Lost Sheep roaming the four corners of the earth without our identity with the chosen people of Israel. Also recorded many times. Even so? You brought it to my remembrance in piecing my life together bringing me to the present time.

What Fired Me Up As I Woke Up Around 3 Am? …

Thursday, December 19, 2019 at 7:12 am.

Well? I went to bed feeling pretty rotten, but not in despair. Still in awe of Your doings. Confident and expecting on You.

Sure Enough! Your Message In A Yellow Daisy Dream …?

It fired me up! All I remember of the dream is a vivid yellow daisy shown to me in the midst of the darkness surrounding me in the dream. But You know it, my Master. You are becoming more and more real to me on every step of the way. The meaning of the yellow daisies in my dream? Quote:

Daisy flowers represent a new dawn and star of something amazing and new. They close their petals each night and open them up every morning, which can also be a symbol for a new beginning in life. Giving

Daisy flowers are also representations of harmony and balance that is telling in your life

These gentle flowers represent true love and soulmates. The daisy flower is a symbol of a new beginning. This simple but yet so impressive plant automatically Daisy flowers returns us to childhood, remembers the favorite people of that period, the carelessness and warmth of the parental home.

Health! Wealth! Restored? Yellow Daisies In My Dream?

Yellow symbolizes happiness, joy and friendship. Daisy flowers returns us to childhood, remembers the favorite people of that period, the carelessness and warmth of the parental home.

My Parental Home? Carelessness. Security. Health. Wealth …?

All of that? You are restoring to me. So You let me know in the words You speak to  me direct and  to the point. In dreams, visions, unexpected messages from different sources stating the same message from You.

It All? Enough To Fired Me Up! Enough To Forget All Rottenness In My Path …?

Sure enough, rottenness in my path is inevitable, but! No fear. No complaining. No worries whatsoever anymore!

Nothing Much Has Changed In The Natural, But In My Spirit? Wow!

Thursday, December 19, 2019 at 11:26 am.

The latter rain is pouring down big time! My spirit is thriving. I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing!

O My Yah Reigns And Blessed Be His Name! …

Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! Rings my loud singing to the highest heaven. Elation? Excitement? Not really. A sober recognition of Your mercy and You know it my Master.

Master! Master! Master! I Exalt You! …

Friday, December 20, 2019 at 4:53 am.

Once again I am in awe of You and Your doings to make Yourself real to me. I worked many hours creating the graphic about the yellow daisies in the previous dream. I could not stop my work not even to eat, but!

Sleep Overtook Me. Slept From 6:12 Pm To 9:58 Pm. Wow! …

Four hours of sleep! Woke up. Straight straight to my work. I diligently worked until Friday, December 20, 2019 at 2:30 am. At that time I made my way to bed hoping for sleep.

Once Again, Voiced Out All That I Was Holding In My Mind To You, My Master …

Mainly thinking on the daisy dream plus all great indications of the fulfillment of Your promises but no change in my present circumstances of lack and pain. I went on and on not realizing that I had gone to sleeping. Next thing? I needed to use the toilet. I didn’t understand why it was so when I had just used it before I went to bed or so I thought.

Ha! I Got Up Thinking I Had Never Gone To Sleep, But!

I needed to get up, I looked at the time, exactly 4 am. Been sleeping for about 2 hours. I got up almost feeling the bike in my dream.

I was in a dark place. Many people around. Someone handed me a brand new shinny red bicycle. I was going to store it by the stairs out of the house, but! It came to me, bringing it into the house to make sure no one steals it. The bike had no handles. In place of the handles it had a red forked stick. I grabbed by that stick. I place it inside right in the middle of the living room. I woke up

After a bit, I put on my glasses on to look for the meaning of the dream. Quote:

The spiritual meaning of seeing a bicycle in your dream can symbolize focus, determination and passion. The bicycle is a dream symbol of the body, mind or explaining ones background state.

The appearance of bicycle is not a common dream experience. Bicycle symbolizes a freedom from the slave master, freedom from poverty, freedom from ignorance. To see a bicycle in a good state, it shows you will soon get to your promised land. A promised land is a land flowing with milk and honey.

A new bicycle indicates a new beginning, new opportunity and new possibilities of dream acquisition. In the realm of the spirit, a new bike or bicycle represents good news is coming to you or to your family.  Maybe you don’t have a car in the real life, or your current state of circumstances is not encouraging, if you dream where someone bought you a new bicycle then it shows the Lord will use someone to bless you.

O  My Master! Explaining My Background State Is Exactly What I Did …

Friday, December 20, 2019 at 5:54 am.

I just can’t get  over the exactitude in  the way You make Your self known to me. The best part? No one is to steal my blessing. No one is to convince me to sin again by doubting You. That’s the meaning of the bike in the house.

The Latter Rain Is Pouring Down! Let It Drench You As Is Drenching Me …

Friday, December 20, 2019 at 2:12 pm.

O my Master! You are certainly drenching the latter rain on me already! You are restoring or replacing for you the years that the locust has eaten because of my sinful nature.

Joel 2:23-32

23  Be glad then, you children of Zion, and rejoice in the Lord, your God; for He gives you the former or early rain in just measure and in righteousness, and He causes to come down for you the rain, the former rain and the latter rain, as before.

24  And the [threshing] floors shall be full of grain and the vats shall overflow with juice [of the grape] and oil.

25  And I will restore or replace for you the years that the locust has eaten–the hopping locust, the stripping locust, and the crawling locust, My great army which I sent among you.

26  And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Lord, your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you. And My people shall never be put to shame.

27  And you shall know, understand, and realize that I am in the midst of Israel and that I the Lord am your God and there is none else. My people shall never be put to shame.

28  And afterward I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions.

29  Even upon the menservants and upon the maidservants in those days will I pour out My Spirit.

30  And I will show signs and wonders in the heavens, and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke.

31  The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. [Isa 13:6, Isa 13:9-11; Isa 24:21-23; Eze 32:7-10; Mat 24:29-30; Rev 6:12-17]

32  And whoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be delivered and saved, for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those who escape, as the Lord has said, and among the remnant [of survivors] shall be those whom the Lord calls. [Act 2:17-21; Rom 10:13]

Useful Information Coming To Light Now. We Are The Lost Sheep Of The House Of Israel, But!

Friday, December 20, 2019 at 2:57 pm.

For the most? The matter is ˈadamantly, grossly misunderstood. Me? Chief sinner until You called me to go to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

Had Not Much Of An Idea At All To Be A Lost Sheep Of The House Of Israel …

Friday, December 20, 2019 at 8:33 pm.

Ha! I slept from 3:18 pm to 7:10 pm. Great ideas flowing in my mind. Your latter rain is pouring drenching me down through and through! Let’s talk about love.

Human Love Is Poison. The Almighty’s Love Is Power …

The power that got us bound to solid not sordid grounds. A liberating revelation this one is. I’ll use it for the headline to this post.

Master! You Woke Me Up Singing! …

Saturday, December 21, 2019 at 5:35 am.

And such good reason to sing—You are at the brink of drenching Your rain of blessings on me and  my family! Prior  to waking up I had been fishing with my faithful lit friend to no avail, but? it did not bother us  a bit!

Next? I found myself in the family’s kitchen. I was wearing a see thru blouse. My white underwear could be seen. I was talking to the wife. We have been eating avocados. I can still see the big avocado pit from the best avocados one can eat. Talking about the pit? It was assumed I wanted to plant the pit. The wife let me know that was her pit to plant and we laughed about it.

All that activity went on while I slept. As per the following interpretation that You quickened too me, all that activity is what’s going on in my waken life  Quote:

Generally, a pear (avocado pear) featured in your dream means that you’re dealing with a difficult situation that will soon be resolved while in your patient season. On the positive side of this dream analysis, dreaming of pear gives you an impression that you are almost there. Letting things to discourage you at this point will pull you back. The avocado fruits symbolize the good things and good people in your life.

That’s Exactly The Reason For My Singing! …

Though that we find ourselves in dire need of the most basic things to live, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt You are fixing to rain down super blessings on us. I wait expectantly on You. And?

Singing, Leaping With Joy I Went On To My Graphics …

I kept singing, How much is that dog in the window? The one with the wagiest tail? Suddenly! It occurred to me, what would I  want to buy a dog for my Master? That’s when  I looked  up the meaning of the  dream about avocados.

Meanwhile? It came to me to check the inbox.

Wow! Once again Your message of abundance soon to come  to pass. Quote

I Want God-Sized Visions And Miracles Now!

Many Christians focus on what God has done in the past. He parted the Red Sea, stopped the sun for Joshua, and fed thousands of people with just a little boy’s small lunch. Yes, God has performed many amazing miracles throughout history, and it’s important that we give Him praise and glory! But at the same time, we also have to look forward to what God is doing today. If He did it in the past He will do it even today, in a more magnificent way.

In this verse, Paul says that “in the ages to come” God would do things that far supersede anything He’s ever done before. I believe that the “ages to come” that he’s talking about, is this day and time we’re living in right now, amidst all the chaos of these uncertain days. God wants to outdo Himself in our generation! Hallelujah!

Today, on the brink of a new year, I share with you, God is a God of increase. Where you are today is not where you are supposed to stay. He has greater levels of His favour and blessing in store for you. I dare you to dream big! I dare you to keep a God-sized vision in front of you! I dare you to take hold of every blessing that the Lord has in store for you now and in the year to come!

On the Avocado:

Generally, a pear  featured in your dream means that you’re dealing with a difficult situation that will soon be resolved while in your patient season. On the positive side of this dream analysis, dreaming of pear gives you an impression that you are almost there. Letting things to discourage you at this point will pull you back. The avocado fruits symbolize the good things and good people in your life.

It’s My 7th Day Of Rest. Resting. Worshiping You Today And Forever …

Why not? You have brought me into Your rest. You have done the work. None of my efforts to keep the day ever worked. I must never forget. I must always expose the sins of my past as a warning to many. Why?

Sin Must Be Exposed Despite The Opposition To Do So …

Even so? You are at work to expose such sins to each one of Your children individually. Unless You do the work, we laborers work in vain.

Your Children Are Listening …

Saturday, December 21, 2019 at 11:08 am.

Only a few days since You exposed my lack of trust in You—not a minor issue at all. What Your purpose in exposing our sins? Conviction. Repentance. Restoration

What Happened When I Read Chapter 3/Chapter 4 Of The Book Of James? Conviction. Repentance. Restoration, But! …

Conviction. Repentance. Restoration? Nothing like can be explained in logical terms. It’s a conviction that empowers one to a supernatural eternal repentance or turning from the natural to the supernatural.

Supernatural Repentance Is The Only Way That One Can Be Restored …

Wow! What a revelation! Now I know how though I had repented I was never quite fully restored, but! Now? What a difference!

That’s The Difference Between Religion And Experience …

Dear Readers, many True believer and otherwise religious souls have quit me for proclaiming the truth about religion, but! The truth?

Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind …

Here we go! I had no idea how was I to close this writing until this moment. Thinking about the many remarks I hear about the good of religion? I heard that lovely voice from my heart. Quote:

There is a way that seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Proverbs 16:25. End of quote.

Wow! I Must Finish The Graphics To Illustrate. Then? Close And Post …

Saturday, December 21, 2019 at 11:28 am.

The subject cannot be put to rest. It shall be the subject for future posts as directed by the Almighty Spirit of the Father Creator of my being—my Master and Teacher within my heart leads me to proclaim it!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

New Post. What To Title It?

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Perhaps? Over The Amens To The Written Lines?

It Takes A Lifetime Of Your Discipline To Kiss The Son—To Honor, Submit To Him For Real …? In the meantime? Like our good, righteous Job, we insist in our knowledge of You. We read; we understand what we read; we proceed to live our lives by such knowledge of what we read. Oops! Little Did I Know I Was Only An Educated Fool …

Complete Rest On You. My Today 7th Day Of Rest …

Saturday, December 14, 2019 at 7:41 am.

So especial! Not a feeling. Not a sense. A reality! That’s the way from now on to eternity. Spent the whole day preparing to post these matters.

Your Reward For Coming Into Your Rest Once For All? …

Sunday, December 15, 2019 at 3:23 am.

It’s astonishing the how You demonstrate to me Your reality. No, by all means! I am not imagining things. I slept towards the end of the afternoon. I woke up at the sound of Ahmad’s “Hello!”

  • Ha! I did not move. I kept quiet. I waited. He began to connect the gas tank. I moved to get up. He came to say ‘hello’ again. I took care of my business.
  • Heat on to my delight but I kept quiet. I could not utter a sound. He proceeded to set up the super he brought to eat with me. He urged me to eat. “I’m not hungry. Go ahead.” “I can’t eat by myself.” I took the plate he offered. I helped myself to some of the food. Still, no talk. I waited.
  • He began to talk. “I am wrong. You been right all the time” I could not utter a sound to interrupt his talk in between bites. I was spellbound.
  • “My white heart is of no benefit to me!” Wow! I could have leap for joy, but! I held my piece for a few seconds. My clue to share at last. A quote of my words to him:

“Correct! Your white heart is not only of n benefit, it’s worse! Your white heart is a hindrance. I have always known it. But no one ever understood me. That’s why I cried and cried, until this morning. The gas ran out yesterday. But I did not panic. I no longer question the bad things that come my way. Despite the fact that I was feeling pretty bad, I refuse to question and complain.

I went to bed hoping to rest. Once in bed? The tears began to flow. The reason for my discomfort surfaced. Abandonment! Been abandoned by so many. “Is Ahmad abandoning me?” I wept. I fell asleep. The words in my mouth when I woke up?

No gas. Cold! No sign of help. What am I to do? I respect Your Authority. I refuse to complain. I refuse to question You. I am Your servant not Your Master. I am Your child not Your parent. I forgive Ahmad as You forgive me.

O Ahmad! That’s when I heard His words to me early this morning. Almost audible I clearly heard:

“Get up! Move around! Fix a cup of cinnamon ginger tea. Relax. I am at work.”

Ahmad, your words are a confirmation of His work in your heart. He is at work. We must relax. We must wait to see what happens next.” End of quote.

So Here I Am. Like A Maid Wait For Her Mistress Instructions, So I Wait For Yours …

Sunday, December 15, 2019 at 5:00 am.

The response to yesterday’s post is quite encouraging. Even so? One comment brought me back to the hindrances in my past. Quote:

Amen, Thia.  Many will see it and give glory to Him, the Almighty One.

Slept from 4:41 pm to 9:30 pm better than 4 hours. Great!

Lamenting. Complaining. Judging You O Mighty One? …

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That’s What It Amounts To. No Kidding …?

Well? Things Are Percolating, My Master! Just Like You Intended To Be …

Thursday, December 12, 2019 at 12:49 am.

Me? Percolating as well! Yeah! Percolating on the complaining kitchen! O pitiful me! But! No mater. Percolating or not, nothing is to separate us from Your love. Quote:

Romans 8:36-39

Who shall ever separate us from Messiah’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter.

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Our Creator which is in Messiah Yahushua our Master!

You Know What? I Talk. I Dream. I Write About My Thriving Life, But!

That’s all ethereal—intangible; delicate; heavenly; spiritual. Now? Don’t laugh and discard me for a wacko. For in this valley of death I am now traveling on the thriving is quite the opposite of a bliss. Hahaha!

Yeah! I Thrive In All Kinds Of Should I Say, Inconveniences?

Hum! Hum! Hum! That’s putting it mild when the winter sets in—the time when I wish I was a fish to swim placidly in the moisture level in this dream apartment I am bless with.

That’s The Winter. The Summer? O Mine! The List Is Not A Bliss …?

From the ugly rusty metal door liken to the Alcatraz’s doors to the sultry heat and no AC or the lack of the simplest of things? Mine O mine! Look up! Look up, My thiaBasilia! Look up! Look in!

So I Do! Only? Eventually When Darkness Usually Covers My Eyesight, And?

Your light lights up my path to grasp that glass mansion I now live in.

Born Dead To Talk And Talk And Endlessly Keep Talking About Life?

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Come On Now? What Life Are We Talking About?

I Am Living The Future’s Life By The Unknown Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …? No need to talk about. Only need is to share it as the witness of Your Presence within me doing the work of my transformation I could not do myself. By faith shall the just live.

This Been Quite A Day To Catch Up …

Monday, December 9, 2019 at 5:07 pm.

O my Master! what things You are reminding to me. It came to me to find out whether the computer is compromised. I have a feeling someone is controlling whatever I do in the computer.

Today it came to me to investigate the matter. I found out that in fact there is something that has been there for a few years, but I found no solution.

Next? SiteGround, my server is in the process to change their whole setup. They been announcing the change but I had not follow up until today. Talking about mind blogging?

But in the process, it came to me to check the second site that originally, I intended it to be my Author’s site, but! I have completely abandoned that site. You have led me in a different way.

Even so? You brought me back to it today, whatever for? top of the page? My dream or vision of killing a large snake with my bare hands. Quote:

Why My Heart Pumps In Awesome Fear ….?

Astonish! I dreamed of killing a large snake in a pipe I was holding in my hands. The tail came out first. I started to pull it and the same time hollering for help, but! the head of the snake pop-up and I firmly grabbed its jaws and twisted its head vigorously until it was killed! I dusted my hands with such satisfaction and I woke up! WOW! All that happened around a couple hours ago. It’s now 8:29 am and? I still feel my heart pumping, why?

I Can’t Hardly Believe How I Had Forgotten Such Dream, But!

As I read about today, it all came back. It was exactly as I described above. I never checked the meaning of it that I can remember until now. Quote:

What does it mean to dream of killing a snake with bare hands? If you killed a snake with your bare hands in your dreams, it represents the strength within – that you didn’t even know existed. You will finally stand up for yourself, and for what you believe, even if it means standing alone. This dream can imply dealing with other people’s bullshit and you’re taking the control over your life again. You do not wish to live by society rules and you’re ready to move forward in life. Dreaming of killing a snake with bare hands also represents danger. You will have to be more careful in life. Someone who’s jealous of your progress will try to harm you in the most unexpected way. However, you shouldn’t give up. Tell the truth, even if it hurts people. It’s better than a deadly experience.

It Represents The Strength Within – That You Didn’t Even Know Existed …

Wow! Your strength! I never knew You had invested Your strength unto me to submit unto You 100% whether I understand or not Your ways to deal with me, but! such is the fact. Quote:

“My child—My beloved Thia fasting is a life of self-denial and you have learned to live such a life. You are performing exactly as I decreed for you to perform. And in due time you will see the evidence of the miracles that have taken place on account of your fasting or self-denial.

“My child—My beloved Thia fear not for I know and I am well aware of your feelings of despondency because you do not possess the visible proof of the amazing miracles that some of My servants possess. I know that such has been a major block in your walk with Me.

“Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings.

Well, My Master? Dietobealive.Com Or? Self-Denial …

Monday, December 9, 2019 at 6:56 pm.

O my Master! Your ways are so unpredictable it’s useless to try to figure them out. I been wondering how I was to launch the book. Now? I know.

Dietobealive.Com Is No Doubt The Most Appropriate Site To Launch It …

Tuesday, December 10, 2019 at 1:45 am.

Master? You have absolutely transformed me. I am now the person I always aspired to be to no avail. You had to put me through the process of purification. It was necessary for You to fill me to capacity. Quote:

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours; they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others.  Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father?  I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, “Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father? And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that.  You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.  Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.  You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Thirty-Four Years Since! Meaning? Clear Access To Inner Wisdom …

Tuesday, December 10, 2019 at 2:52 am.

O my Master! You are piecing my life together, giving me one piece at a time in the meaning of numbers, dreams, visions, Your written words, and Your words to me personally.

Therefore? The Quoting Of Your Words Since 1985 Repeatedly …

So? You now bring me to the beginning of my conscious walk with You in 1985. It was then when You gave me access to Your wisdom within my being, but!

The Human Mind Is Not Capable To Grasp Such Wisdom Automatically …

Only in these days of November 2019 You meant for me to grasp it. Wow! And now? On to the site You meant to hide until now.

I Had To Die To My Earthly Life Be Alive In Your Heavenly Presence …

What a revelation! Die to be alive in Your Presence for all to witness and benefit from the work You have and are continuously doing within my being.

How amazingly proper it is to open Dietobealive.Com with the killing of a snake with bare hands  …

If you killed a snake with your bare hands in your dreams, it represents the strength within – that you didn’t even know existed.

Wow! Your Strength Not Only To Withstand But Overcome All This World Can Hand To Me …

Your strength. The fact is, You overcome this world for me—the core of the content of the resurfacing  abandoned until now Dietobealive.Com

Nor Talking Anymore. I Am Living …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 12:36 am.

It’s not that I am living my life and forget about the rest of this world’s life. Nor at all. I am in this world, but! the fact is, this world’s life attractions do not attract me anymore. Why talk about it?

I Am Living The Future’s Life By The Unknown Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

No need to talk about. Only need is to share it as the witness of Your Presence within me doing the work of my transformation I could not do myself.

This Work Of Transformation Is What You Are Piecing Together For Me …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 4:54 am.

No kidding. I do. I have been doing the actual writing, but! every line penned by my hand is, You have inspired it. Whatever for? To demonstrate the mighty power of Your love for Your creation.

My Whole Life Was A Life Of Talk Not Walk …

I talked, talked, and talked trying to fit in. they talked, talked, and talked trying to fit me in all to no avail! There was no help. Least no help to fit me in the society of human beings.

Stopped The Talk. Began The Walk. Living Not Talking …

Born dead to talk and talk about life. What life to talk about when one is dead? The life the human lost. The life the human is now trying relentlessly to recuperate.

That’s The Talk I Stopped Talking About …

Ha! For sure, there is a perfect number of humans like myself who stopped talking and began living. Are we better than the rest human beings? Nay! Worst!

Take Heed Dear Human Should You Be Better Than Me …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I know my Master, this warning comes from You to all my beloved living such wonderfully amazing lives 100% better than the life I used to live.

Humor Instead Of Anger. Indeed! …

That’s the best part of living! Alive! Now I thrive. Die to be alive. No kidding, I never knew how I chose that name for Dietobealive.Com O wacky me!

Now I Know, You Chose It For Whacky Me Before You Set Me Free …

That’s really exiting, my Master! I could go off on an emotional bliss without Your kiss. But You know how to handle my excitement. You know how to keep me calm and sober to continue my witness for You.

My Witness Of The Work You Continue To Do In My Heart …?

Alive! Living! I had to die before I could live again! Dietobealive.Com been reserved to share my aliveness with the walking dead soon to live again!

On To The Task. The Site Needs Much Update. It Will Take A While, But! …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 6:02 am.

I’ll go with the flow of Your Spirit within me. I will prepare this post to post in the usual sites to update all on this new development.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Update …

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To Keep Up With The Thread Of The Story While I Work On The Book.

Announcing…

John 7:37-38. Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink! He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water.

The book is still on the making. Is taking longer than what I had figured. As soon as it’s ready I will post the link to it.

In this update I will refer to the headlines in the book ending with the details of the end of the month, beginning the next month.

Well? Been Up Since About 2:29 Am. What Has Developed Since? …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:18 pm.

I Went Ahead, Made The Post And Posted. Then? Surprise! End Of Gas In Heater …

What To Do Now, My Master? I’ll Try The Bed See If I Can Sleep …

Open The Door To Get Some Fresh Air In …

Now What? It’s 12:45 Pm. Have Not Heard From Ahmad. Getting Cold Again …

The Sun Is Shining In The Apartment. I’m Comfortable. No News From Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 1:54 pm.

Ha! I Take It Now I Have Really, Really Learned The Lesson? …

What A Great Feeling It Is To Be Sensible Instead Of Emotional …

What Comes To Mind Now? The Way I Been Prepared To Handle Disasters …

O My Master! Ten Long Years Of Emotionalism Since You Brought Me To These Grounds.

Waiting. Expecting, Looking, And Longing To Be Gracious To Us …

It’s now 3:07 pm. Sleep? Until 5:08 pm. Cold. Close door. Now what, my Father? How am I going to make it without gas on the cold night?

For An Answer? The Door Opens Up. My Little Friend Steps In. Water! Great! No Gas …?

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 6:53 pm.

Your Messengers. That’s How I’ll Make It Through This Cold Winter Setting In …

I Do Not Know How To Put It. Fact: You Harden Hearts. You Make Us Suffer To Teach Us To Fear You …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 10:32 pm

I’m Up. Uncomfortable Again. No Sign Of Ahmad. Not Knowing What To Do, Still …

Slept For 4 Hours. How Blessed I Am Living In Your Presence

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 3:03 am.

They Dressed Me In Black But I Was In The Dark …

Little They Knew The Meaning Of The Color Black. I Was In The Dark As Well …

Black? Little Did I Know Black To Be Your Color My Master!

Amazed. In Awe Of Your Doings I Remain …

Woke Up In The Dark Even When The Light Was On. Now What, My Master? I Asked …

Well? Before I Continue With The Colors’ Meaning I Must Quote Your Words At That Time, Why? …

O My Master! Your Answer Floods My Soul With Joyful Certainty Of My Present And My Future …

My Reaction To Your Words …

Wow! You Have Now Set Me Up To Digest The Meaning Of The Color Black For The Rest Of This Day …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:32 am.

Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz.

Sunshine In The Sky. On My Soul? All Is Dim …

Not A Sign Of Your Evident Good And Favor, But! …

Your Promises Are Sound Despite My Feelings. That’s The Fact …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:23 am.

You Have Repeated Those Words To Me For Thirty-One Years, Still …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:45 am.

I Am Free To Believe And Choose Your Peace And Be Confident In Your Promise Or …?

Your Way? I Am To Rejoice On The Trouble Present Not To Lament …

Perhaps I Lack All Material Wealth And Even Health, No Matter …

Would People Chop Me Off Their Lives? …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 4:39 pm.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do With This Sense I Have Of Being Chopped …

I See It, My Master! My Sense Comes From You …

Their Belief Is Not Enough, Why?…

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:39 pm.

I Sense This Time My Readiness Is For Keeps …

To bed. It’s 11:04 pm to 4:44 am

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 4:51 am.

Master? It Is Exactly As You Are And Have Been Telling Me And Showing Me Since 1988, But!

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 9:30 am.

This Moment? Your Decreed Moment For My Complete Deliverance. Wow!

That’s The Spirit That Makes Me Ready To Receive From You …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:09 am.

Sober Not To Hype-Up It’s All Turning Out To Be For Me…

What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be! …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:39 am.

With That Thought In My Mind I Proceeded To Do My Business …

O What A Wonder! I Finish The Toilet Business …

Just At The Moment That I Am Thinking What’s Next? How Was I To Cook?

All Of This Is Somewhat Ordinary For Most People, So?

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 11:40 am.

To See It All From Your Perspective? That’s How It Shall Be Now That I Am Free! …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 3:17 pm.

One Phone Call From Ahmad. One E-Mail From Pat Tempting Me To Retaliate To No Avail …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …

Not Ahmad. Not Pat. Absolutely No One Can Or Could Disturb Me At All For Sure …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:57 pm.

Tears Begin To Flow From My Eyes As They Flown From The Eyes Of The Prophet Jeremiah …

But! Despite Their Pride? The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

Break at 9:30 pm to 10:01 pm.

I Had To Go Through The Process To Demonstrate Your Ways To Set A Human Being Free …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Yes! I Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments—Lamenting My Lot In Life; Living In The Natural, Until? …

Thank Goodness! It’s Finish! Now? …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:53 pm.

What A Way To Keep All Disturbances Off My Mind And Heart …

Welcome Calmness. Peace. Sense. Strength. Wisdom! …

O My Master! Awake Or Sleep Your Abundance And Prosperity Soon To Come Our Way Message Is Clear …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 5:05 am.

Still? No Hype Or Emotional Elation. Calm. Compose. Confident On You …

I Had My Plans To Rearrange The Apartment With Ahmad’s Help, So? …

That Happened On November 12, 2019. What Happened Next? …

Now? All Indications In My Sense And In My Dreams? You Are Ready To Bless Us …

5:57 am to 7:31 am sleepy head for bed 8:57 am

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:47 am.

I’m Stuck My Master! I Need To Hear From You …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 1:38 pm.

I Wait. Despite All That Causes This Sadness To Me, I Wait On You With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 2:39 pm.

Ha! So That’s The Cause Of My Sadness—No Clue From You …

And That’s When Your Clue Materializes …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 9:18 pm.

The Door Opens! In Comes Ahmad. Be Still. Wait …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:17 pm.

Talking About A Big Clue! Master! You Are For Real! …

Not A Sign I Ask Of You. But A Clue? …

When We Down? You Quick To Give Us A Needed Clue To Pick Us Up! …

A New Day. Renewed Hope …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:03 am.

You have renewed my hope and confidence in You. You always do. I will now head for bed. I know You are calling me to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Up at 3 am.

O My Master! I’m Trembling With Awesome Fear Of You! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 4:07 am.

You are a consuming fire! You aim to consume the devil’s house but save Your house. That is Your message while I was resting underneath Your everlasting arms.

All I Now Consider Of Value In This World Shall Be Of No Value In Your World …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 7:02 am.

You Establish My Steps In The Present In These Earthly Grounds As They Are Now, But!…

Sleep? 7:25 am to 10 am.

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 10:25 am.

Indeed! I Rebelled Against You To Sit Myself Over You Just Like The Devil By Name, Satan Did …

Master! The Multitude Of Rebels Sitting Over You Is Staggering! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:17 pm.

So Contrary To Your Will And Nature. You Are A Consuming Fire, But!

The Sad Thing Is How The Human Being Deceives Himself …

It’s Of No Use For Me To Try To Convince Them Otherwise …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 1:54 pm.

You Know I Need Human Fellowship, And? …

The Following Verses In Your Written Words Are Clear To Confirm All Written Today …

Quote: All in the book.

Today Is Thanksgiving Day In The USA But! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 2:16 pm.

I Am Looking Forward For The Day We All Come Together Under Your Banner Of Love …

Your Decreed Time For Me To Grasp Your Words Is Here …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 5:44 am.

I Am Still In The Dark About What’s Happening In Ahmad’s World, But!

That’s The Renewed thiaBasilia On Thanksgiving Day 2019 …

Even So? Situations Come My Way That Call For My Concern …

Surprise! No Anger. No Retaliation. I Did The Right And Proper Thing Without Even Thinking …

Wow! Fulfilled Words You Spoke To Me On That Memorable October 3, 2009 …

The End? Saved! Restored! Renewed. Now? Ready To Receive From You …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 7:15 am.

Been A Long Break. Working On Graphics All Day …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 3:52 pm.

The End Of The Month. The End Of My Bickering. Beginning Again …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 4:44 am.

Wow! You Decode The Numbers In The Date To My Astonishment …

Astonish But Sober, Certain, Confident, Steady Standing On Sacred Ground …

This 2019 Year Is My Jubilee Year For Sure! …

It’s By Faith That I Proclaim This To Be My Jubilee Year …

The Wondering How This Troublesome Year Is Meant To Be For Me Stops Right Now.

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 5:50 am.

Human Labors? I Have Ceased From The Weariness And Pain Of It All, But!…

To Depend On My Human Labors—The Work Of My Hands From My Mind Was A Painful Affair …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 2:59 pm.

Your Peace That Surpasses All Human Understanding Remains …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 9:13 pm.

What Have I Been Doing While I Wait On You …?

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

Indeed! The Curtain Is Up! Your Show Of My Life Begins Again …?

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:26 pm.

First Day Of The Last Month Of 2019—My Jubilee Year …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 10:45 am.

What An Accomplishment! I Got Up To The Tutorial On How To Accomplish It …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 2:14 pm.

Even So Today? I Find Myself Absolutely Unconcerned With Impressions, But! …

Why Is This Matter Surfacing Today, My Master? …

Your Grace. You Have Been Gracious To Me …

Your Victory, Your Favor, Your Love, Your Peace, Your Joy, And Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship? …

It’s For Real. It’s For Keeps. Sober Realization Devoid Of All Hypes …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 3:50 pm.

I’m Now Stepping Into My Life’s Saga …

All Inharmonious Coming Into Harmony To My Delight And Encouragement …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:40 am.

You Came In To Sup With Me. What A Delight To My Being! …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:55 am.

The numbers in the hour of this moment again. Blow me away and put me back on these earthly grounds, O my Beloved Master! First You visit me. You came in to sup with me. Now? You tell me why. Quote:

Revelation 3:20-22

Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears and listens to and heeds My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will eat with him, and he [will eat] with Me…..

Next? Three Times You Confirm The Matter To Me In The Numbers Of The Moment …

Quote about the numbers:

Indeed, My Master! Put Me Down On These Earthly Grounds As Long As You Are In Supping With Me …

Alright! Full To Capacity! My Clue To Step Into The Ongoing Saga Of My Life …

Monday, December 2, 2019at 4:23 pm.

Exchanged Emails With Roxana—Tomorrow? Her Birthday. Much Fun …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 9:29 pm.

She liked my cover! Good sign from You, my Master. Also, I grasped Your direction on how to Introduce the book. Now?

Dedication

End Of Day For Me. Heading For Bed. Much Accomplished-on Monday, December 2, 2019 at 11:15 pm.

Well? It’s Another Day On This Winter Month …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 3:30 am.

O my Beloved Master! I really, really do not like the winter. It’s the spring that I so wait for. It’s in the spring when You call me to come away with You. Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Spring In My Heart? It’s My Reality Nowadays …

I go to sleep with the cry in my lips, “Your banner over me is love!” Sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Your banner of love still over me. You hear my cry, “I am cold. I really, really don’t like winter!” And?

You Bring To My Mind And Heart The Spring In My Heart …

Indeed! The spring in my heart has always been there. Only the winter in my mind? Has kept me in confine! So long not strong. So long the winter’s coldness froze my heart. So long the winter wouldn’t depart.

But One Day Some 56 Years Back? Spring In My Heart. A Birth! …

The child has been the spring in my heart never to depart—Your gift. How amazing are Your loving ways to bring to my remembrance the spring in my heart on my beloved child’s 56th birthday!

Spring Within. Let’s Sup With HIM! …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 4:21 pm.

It’s been a trying day with the program, but! O my Master! You have come through for me one more time. Everything went crazy. The support is no longer available. Suddenly! All got fixed.

I Have No Earthly Idea How It All Got Fixed, But! …

Spiritually? No doubt at all! You intervened. Master! O my Master, spring is really within. No need any longer to fret about the winter. Only need to enjoy the spring of Your visit to sup with me.

Human Love? How Fickle! It Can Get You In A Pickle …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:10 am.

Just a trickle dose of love’s harmony propose could poison my soul to spiritual death. No matter. This world offers the sweet poison of its love. No need to even consider it for a second at all!

You, My Master? Intent Setting Up The Fountain Of Youth Within My Soul …

Yesterday You woke me up to set my mind on the spring in my heart’s confine. Just a moment ago, You let me see the hands setting up the Fountain of Youth within my inner most being. Wow! It’s written, quote:

John 7:37-38.

Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink!

He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water.

Full Force The Winter Is Raging While Spring Sets In My Innermost Being …

What a marvelous thought to keep my eyes set on away from the tinsels of human’s sweet poisonous love. No need! Would tell me Adeeb on the mention of such sweet.

Indeed! This World Is Set On The Tinsels Of Love, But!

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:44 am.

You have overcome this world for me. Wow! This moment’s date? Wednesday or the 4th day of the week on the 4th day of the 12th month at exactly the hour and minutes of 4.44—four 4s—one 12. Meaning? Quote:

O! O! O! Indeed! O My Master! Blow Me Away And Put Me Back On These Earthly Grounds …

As long as You are supping and setting the Fountain of Living Waters within my innermost being to satiate the thirst of these earthly arid grounds.

No Need To Forgive Anymore. Have Forgiven. Been Forgiven …?

You Must Increase. I Must Decrease. All Done By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 6:07 am.

My decrease shall increase the effectiveness of the message You compel me to proclaim to Your people. But that decrease must be Your work not mine. Otherwise?

Self-Righteousness. Pride Before The Fall Sets In …

The condition, the position. Behold the glamorizing of Your sacred words. Behold the glamorizing of the deity they have made You to be. So far from You. So opposite to Your ways.

Be Still. Let Go. I Hear. You Are So Near! …

The moments. The amazing instances. I could reach over. I could touch You. You are so near on these sacred grounds I am now standing on, but!

I Must Not! I Must Put My Shoes Off My Feet. I Stand On Sacred Ground …

We Are Humans. A Human At His Best Is Profane …?

You Have Now Set Me To See From Your Perspective …

Well? Enough About Our Profanity. New Day Again …

Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 1:40 am.

Most Of My Day Was Spent Creating The Graphic To Express That Life …

I will go to sleep now. I wait to see what and when should I post …

Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 2:40 am.

I Am In This World. In It I Have Mostly Trouble. But! …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 7:14 am.

The world’s trouble:

  • Anger. Colossal confusion. Profanity, or moral corruption. Intemperance or sensuality within the human mind.

No Kidding! No Matter How Good And Righteous We Fancy Ourselves To Be We Just Can’t Be …?

The Saga Of My Life? Out Of This World Along Its Good And Bad …?

Power To Keep My Eyes Set On You. Like A Maid Wait For Her Mistress So I Wait For You …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 8:00 am.

Well? Am I Ready To Write The Update? …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 1:06 pm.

I Recorded The Date And Time I Was Heading For Bed To Keep Track Of My Time …

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 12:10 am.

I Find No Solution For That Problem. Perhaps Is A Hoax?

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 5:51 am.

I Went To Bed At Midnight With The Thought Of My 7th Day Of Rest, And? …

I Woke Up Dreaming About The Copyright Page …

I laid in bed musing on that page—how it relates to my life not only to the books I write. I concluded, You have all the rights to my being, to my life. I do not own the rights to myself anymore.

What A Relief! The Forces Of Hell Are At Work To Get Those Rights, But! …

The copyright page in my dream was Your message to let me know those forces are not fighting with me but with You. It’s a relief because, Your power no foe can resist.

Therefore? I Don’t Have To Waste Any more Time With That Issue …

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 6:12 am.

I am going on resting on You. No matter what issue comes against or for me, it’s all in Your rights to take care of such issues.

That’s to be the fact of my life from now on to eternity. HalleluYah! Back to my task.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!

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Tried, Smelted, And Refined In The Furnace Of Affliction This Time. Simply Painful …

  • Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments. Cleansing It All From My Mind And Soul. Simply Painful …
  • Thriving I Am Both My Spiritual Life And The Coughing And Sneezing! Hahaha! HaleluYah! …
  • That’s This World’s Reality—A Hype!

The Results Of The Whole Ordeal? In The Colors Of This Arrangement:

Colors Meaning Summary

  • Green combination of blue peace and yellow grace.
  • Green stands for fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • Neon green electric—blue peace and electric yellow: grace combine to electrify and empower us with his ability to become intimate and fruitful for Yahushua.
  • The powerful miracles that occur here in the atmosphere of electrical intimacy and supernatural peace with that revelation.
  • The miracle that happens when the Almighty Creator finds a conduit in this earth that allows him freedom in this arena.
  • It is brighter than a neon light! It happens in a dark place, but changes everything and invites more conduits to happen.
  • Aqua or turquoise or teal (blue green) includes attributes of blue and green: the love of the bridegroom for his bride.
  • Dark purple includes attributes of black and purple
  • Purple is steadfast love with the king of kings: unity—royalty—power of authority—discernment to remove the poisonous trash from people and implant the heavenly provision instead.

O My Master! I Continue In Awe Of Your Doings …

That summary is a detailed confirmation of all you have been revealing to me. Beginning with The Church of Philadelphia –the only Church without blemish. You appointed me to that Church at the end of 2009. Quote:

…. “Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings. It is written,

Revelation 3:7-13.

And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Set Apart One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: Isa. 22:22.

I know your record of works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name. Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie—behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. Isa. 43:4; 49:23; 60:14.

Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you, I also will keep you safe from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.

I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.

He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name. Isa. 62:2; Ezek. 48:35.

He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches).  End of quote.

  • (The complete version of the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz is in the book)

Well? O my Master! Where Do I Come Up Stating That The Summary Is A Detailed Confirmation Of All You Have Been Revealing To Me? …

From two quotes.

From Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz:

  1. These folks are portals coming to and from heaven: Pillars in the Temple: Ambassadors for Christ: so one with Him that they do His works and speak His speech.

From Your words to me recorded above:

Revelation 3:12-13. He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name.

Why Have I Been Posting Out Of Sequence …?

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 10:00 pm.

Well? This is a post I skipped because of such long quotes and repeated words. Why am I attempting to post it now? Because it’s a thread to the previous posts, but!

The Truth? O My Master! I Am To Write – Publish -Optimize What You Give To Me In That Order…

So? It’s not for me to skip the publishing part for whatever reason. The month began with Reflecting On This World’s Glamour …? On Friday, November 1, 2019 at 11:34 am.

  • Next? Living A Thriving Life But! Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout! On Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.
  • Now? I posted on November 9, 10, and the last post on Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.
  • I skipped from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. To Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.
  • That means this post would have covered from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. to Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.

Master? What Is Your Aim With All The Entries In This November 2019? …

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 11:18 pm.

The month of November 2019 marks the beginning of a new cycle in my Journey in Your Presence.

  • This been a month in the furnace of affliction for the cleansing of my body, soul, and mind.

Next? Bring The Matter Closer To The End Of My Affliction …

At the moment? Still suffering big time and rejoice likewise. Your ways are nothing like I ever imagine.

All geared to our restoration to the original intent for our creation.

  • Slept from Friday, November 22, 2019 at 12:02 am to Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:15 am.

Now? Here I’m, My Master. Standing In Your Presence …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:51 am.

You know how am feeling. I am not that old. I see many little ladies past 90 and holding on better than me, but! it’s not of any use to compare myself to others. Maybe I l warm up then go on to bed? I wait on You.

Once Again You Perk Me Up Announcing Good News Coming Soon …?

Ha! You just led me to find the meaning of the purple grapes I was holding in my hand in that vision earlier. Amazingly encouraging! Quote:

Dream About Purple Grapes

Purple grapes in dreams represents rare luck and royalty wealth. You will earn wealth due to your luck and you will be treated like a king or queen.

O It Would Be So Wonderful To Be Pampered Like A Queen That I Am …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 5:08 pm.

Where do I come up with this thing that I am a queen? That’s the meaning of my birth name, Basilia. Basilia means something like, ‘belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of the Almighty Creator!

How ‘Bout That? I Was Born A Queen! Little Did I Know It Until 1986 …

“What’s the meaning of mine?” I asked Irene at the writer’s conference. She was telling name meaning to others in the group, so I asked. She answered, “belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of God.”

Memories About What I Thought To Be Fantasy Life, But! …

O my Master? These days You are revealing the deep inner meaning of Your covenant with us. So much has been written about You and whatever, so much that staggers the mind.

  • Sleep? I hope. 5:27 pm. To 7:37 pm

Despite Man’s Ideas And Concepts Of You? Man Or Devil Do Not Know You …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 8:28 pm.

Even so? Man pretends to be in the knowledge of You. Based on such pretension the great fallen away is taking place nowadays.

  • Euphoria and corruption march hand in hand away from You because man does not know You.

No Matter! Your Faithfulness To Your Words Of Mercy, Power Of Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail! …

O what a Mighty Yah You are! I cannot pretend for one second that I know You. Psalms 91 tells me that I know and understand Your name—have personal knowledge of Your mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on You. I know You will never forsake me, no, never!

And You Promised To Answer When I Call Upon You …

And You promised to be with me when I am in trouble, You promised to deliver me and honor me. You promised a long eternal life to satisfy me, and show me—reveal to me Your salvation even Yahushua my Messiah! But!

You Did Not Promise To Show Me Your Face …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 9:35 pm.

Ha! I just now realized that fact. No one can see or know You. How we get to know someone? When we look at their face! Maybe others realize this matter but it’s news to me.

Perhaps News In The Sense That I Never Really Pay Mind To It, Why? …

Well? So many of my former teachers gave me their version about You and Your Word. I believed them. I went along with all those teachers and teachings until You, O my Master severed me from them all.

What’s Happening Now With My Relationship With Them All? I Don’t Know But!…

You do. I sense either rejection or competition between them and myself. I don’t even know which side am I on? Ha! So that’s why Your instructions to keep to myself.

Even So? I Am Human. The Urge To Share Your Doings Gets To Me Sometimes …

Before I know I’m on the phone sharing only to be disappointed. For the most? Even my children and my closest friends have had enough of my ‘sharing’ and, when I call? No more time for my drag on ‘sharing’!

Ha! I Just Realized I Have No More Desire To Retaliate …?

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Wow! I don’t even want to retaliate when Ahmad surprises me with his lack of understanding. My immediate human reaction is to retaliate with a remark like, “Live your life! I’ll live mine!” but then?

Reason. Wisdom. Your Reasoning. Your Wisdom, O My Master …?

Need to break. Need to enjoy the moment. 10:41 pm. It’s now 11:08 pm. A short break. Things clicked together in the blink of an eye on this short break. All my posting dilemmas resolved! Wow!

Clear Instruction On What To Do …?

Writing all details of Your work in my life has turned out into a lengthier essay than ever before. Been working on the post, ‘Our Splendid Future. Anger Defined From The Beginning. Both Coming To Light Now …?’

  • A long, long post. Overwhelmed I have refrained from publishing it.
  • Following that post been working on the post to follow it, ‘The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!’
  • At the same time, the graphic to illustrate the results of the ordeal.
  • Pain and misery have not stopped me from frantically working on those three projects.

Never In A Million Years Would Have Imagined All Things To Come Together As I Lost All Desire To Retaliate …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 11:53 pm.

But that’s exactly what happened. O my Master! This is the end of one of the most spiritual progressive days in my journey in Your Presence.

What To Do? First Thing, Compile A Short Post About The Results Of The Ordeal In The Colors Of The Graphic.

Make that post to announce the book with all the details of My work in you during this month of November 2019. Post. Then work on the compiling and formatting of the book.

Sleep Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:38 am. To Sunday, November 24, 2019 at  2:29 am.

Your Instructions Cannot Be Any Clearer …

I already have the material to follow Your instructions. The graphic is to my liking big time. I know You led my hand and mind to come up with such a beauty for all to enjoy.

Announcement:

Dear Readers, the compiling and formatting of the book with all the details of the Master’s work in me during this month of November 2019 will take a little time. Soon as the book is ready, I will give you all the link for you to enjoy the ride with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia 

 

 

The Facts That Keep Me Going …

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Those Are Detailed In The Journal Recorded In This Site …

The Pictures Are A Summary Of Those Facts …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.

O Yes! You Are My Strength …

You give me hinds’ feet and will make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

Your Presence In My Heart And Life Is A Reality! …?

Indeed! Because I know Yahushua lives in my heart, I can face the future. Otherwise? Death would have been my end, not only spiritual but physical as well.

Yes! I Now Still Hurt And Suffer, But! …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:33 am.

Your grace is sufficient to me to withstand all pain and misery. Yes! I shed tears, but those tears are not any longer tears of despair. They only serve to release the pain somehow.

Yes! I’m That Prodigal Son. I Spent My Spiritual Fortune Chasing The World’s Windfall, But!

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 1:28 am.

For the Father’s faithfulness to restore my wasted life! Here I am now. My body is decaying by reason of sin. But my spirit is thriving by reason of the righteousness You have invested upon me.

Heading for bed at 1:47 am. Hope for sleep.

Sleep Didn’t Come. Instead? Get Up! Fix A Cup Of Coffee To Relieve The Pain …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:53 am.

Up! Coffee fixed. Pain relieved. Now what? Compose the pictures to post. Task finished. On to post it. That’s how things are developing in and by Your Presence within my soul and my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 

Living A Thriving Life But!

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Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout!

 

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body … Quote: But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you]. Romans 8:10

A Copout? According To The Dictionary, Quote:

  1. A failure to fulfill a commitment or responsibility or to face a difficulty squarely.
  2. A person who fails to fulfill a commitment or responsibility.
  3. An excuse for inaction or evasion.

Hahaha! I Fit All Three Meanings Of A Copout, But!

There is a method to my madness. Indeed! There is a method for all our failures or successes. Only thing is? The human being is adamant to accept such ethereal concept to the human’s best knowledge.

Master? My Thriving Life Is Spiritual …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.

Honestly, I have not made that distinction in my mind until You are revealing it to me even today. No wonder why I been perplexed with all that I see going on around the world.

It’s Been A Trying Day …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 11:09 pm.

Will now go to bed. Will bring it all to You my Master. Thank You, my Master. I caught quite a few hours of much needed sleep.

It’s now another day …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 8:32 am.

And a promising day. I already took care of things I have neglected for days—had no ambition for all those mundane chores inevitable in this planet’s life.

Living This Planet’s Life? I Reflect On A Better Life …

One day soon I hope? We will all be doing the same thing, guess when all get full to capacity of this world’s good thing—when all that laughter fades away at the sight of the disaster coming our way sooner that we are banking on.

(Hey! Anyone watching what is going in Jerusalem? The vacationers don’t see it but the locals do. The war is? O well! I am not a doomsayer, but! I’m realistic. The Creator is about to close the end curtain, that is obvious. I keep my shoes on while I wait secured in His Presence.)

Graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 11:02 am.

That’s how my spiritual life’s thriving goes. Doing graphics? Full concentration for long hours. Must pause. Reflect. Dishes need washing. Hum! Job done. Must write. Where was I?

Ah! Let Me Read. Need To Pick Up The Thread, But!

Too tired. Will sleep. I’ll write when I wake up. Well? On waking up, no pickup. Back to graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait, and?

On It Goes! Do I Sound Boring? I Sure Do. Even So? …

While dragging on the track, to be exact? I’m sitting still as far as doing things on my own. Sitting still? Sitting still and yet my activity in the realm of the invisible Kingdom intensifies tenfold.

Me? I Forget All The Time Your Sound Words To Establish My Steps. Duh! …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 7:16 pm.

Even so? Despise all my forgets with wobbling steps, You never forget to establish those wobbling steps of mine. O but what a life to live! Never mind my boring times!

Publishing? Not Yet! Wait …

This sure is a waiting life. But what if? I am waiting on You. Right now? I’ll wait in bed. Perhaps You bless me with the precious sleep to ease my waiting.

Talking About A Copout? An Amazing Moment …

Master? You brought me into this world in a Catholic environment, but! One especial night, You called me out of that environment to accept Yahushua.

A Nine Year-Old Child Lifts Her Hand To Confess In Her Native Spanish Language, “Yo Acepto A Cristo Como Mi Salvador Personal.” …?

She was whisked to the front. On her knees. Copious tears flowing. Someone’s arm around her shoulders. That’s all she remembers of that night.

About The Next Day? Roberto Making Fun Of Her Confession …?

How fresh You keep those memories in my mind and heart. At this moment? I am realizing that from the beginning others poke fun at my most precious moments.

The Catholic Environment? Not My Destiny …?

A vivacious young lady confined in a Catholic boarding house while attending the Catholic High School. She is a devoted Catholic young one and remains so until?

Marriage And Divorce Came Upon Her To Tear Up Her Most Highest Of Ideals …

Destiny. Sitting in her front yard. Cigarette in the left hand. Wine goblet in the right hand. Perhaps taking a breaking from her motherly chores. Suddenly! A beautiful young lady appears as if from nowhere.

“I Am The Preacher’s Wife From The Baptist Church. I Come To See If You Would Allow Diana To Attend …?

WHAT? No way! We are Catholic. Humbly the young lady explains, “But I am giving this party at my house just to get acquainted with the young girls in the vicinity.”

Her Humility Melts My Heart …

From that day on? Practically every week the young lady was at my front yard with the same request, “We are having a guest speaker, would you like to come to hear him?” No way! At last?

In Frustration, The Catholic Young Woman Waiving Her Cigarette And Wine Goblet Exclaimed, “We Are Catholics, Besides, I Am Not Giving Up This Or This” …?

The young lady did not flinch an eye. She calmly stated, “But you don’t have to give that up. Just come to visit.” Needless to say, for the first time in her life that Catholic young woman crossed the umbras of a Baptist Church!

The Beautiful Young Lady Stole Her Heart To Give It To Yahushua …

Of course! At that time? No idea of the name ‘Jesus’ was really ‘Yahushua’. The truth? The only name that young woman knew was the name of whoever Catholic Priest was her confidant at the moment.

The Miracle …

Within a few weeks? The whole Catholic family was re-baptized in the Baptist church! Unfortunately, or fortunately, the Baptist Church was not that Catholic young woman’s destiny as well.

Years And Years That Catholic Young Woman’s Tumultuous Life Develops …

In the pinnacle of righteousness. In the depth of unrighteousness. The waves constantly beating her up tor down. Emotionally unstable. Angry. Mentally insane. That’s the label.

Her Destiny? To Address The Creator’s Male Leaders Of His People …

“Not me!” she exclaims at the sound of those words to define her destiny. “Not me, I been a sinful woman, they will not listen to me!” She claimed in horror.

“I Don’t Want Them To Listen To You! I Want Them To Listen To ME!” …

Almost audible. Undeniable authority. “I will deliver the message tonight.” She had no other choice. By and by she consulted with the young pastor she so much admired.

A Gruesome Moment …?

“You have been hurt as a child. You are hurt. You are angry. That’s why you are giving us those ‘words from God’ to discharge your anger on us.”

A Copout! The Psychological Estimation Of Her Sacred Task …?

Devastated she went home to wail! Her tail at the bottom of that world’s psychological entail. Reality sets in. She was not to face a valley of roses. More likely a mountain peak of thorns and thistles were in her sight to pose.

Thorns And Thistles? …

Monday, November 4, 2019 at 12:21 pm.

Courageously that Catholic young woman threshed those thorns and thistles. Where did that courage came from? From her Creator’s faithfulness to His command to deliver His words to the male leaders of His people.

It’s Not About The Human’s Faithful Doings. It’s All About The Creator’s Faithfulness …?

Master! Is it time now to post? This headline needs to be included in the graphic. I will work on that before I post it.

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body …

Quote:

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].  Romans 8:10

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

Three Major Issues We Must Face:

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  1. The Lie—The Devil Does Not Exist.
  2. The Truth—The Devil Made Me Do It.
  3. Persuasion—The Wiles Of The Devil …

The Devil Does Not Exist? Really? Don’t Be Too Sure …?

The Devil Made Me Do It? That’s The Truth, But! There Is A Catch …?

The devil does not ‘make’ you do anything. He persuades even the most elected to do any and all things to lure a soul away from eternal life. To set a soul on the road to spiritual death.

There You Have It! Persuasion? The Wiles Of The Devil …?

O my Master! Your power. Your wisdom. Your ways. Your Being? Unfathomable! There is no way man or devil can figure out Your ways much less Your Being.

The Devil Knows That. But We Humans Don’t, So? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 8:57 am.

It’s a cinch for the devil to lure us into his limited knowledge. What is the devil’s aim? Why does he intent to lure us into his camp? Staggering number of theories about that issue. The truth?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …

O my Master? When I listen to all the new trend of speakers teaching the multitude how to find rest, peace, joy, etc. etc.? I shiver! Why?

Phew! Such Hard Work In My Past To Achieve It All In Vain …

For I was following the speaker’s teachings against Your written words. All through the written words we are told not to lean in our understanding; not to follow each other, but that’s exactly what we humans do.

Now? I Have Achieved It All By Simply Living In Your Presence, And …?

Listening to Your Spirit within my heart! No kidding. All the ways they teach, I do myself, but! I do not do what they practice.

  • It is written,

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

How True! Me? I Quit It All Since 1985. Now?

I only hear the speakers and teachers, but! No need to struggle to listen to or follow up anything not coming by One Shepherd—my Father Creator Master of my being. He brought me into His Presence. He brought me. I did not come into His Presence on my own.

  • Only in Him we can find true rest, joy and peace.

This World’s Reality? All Has Been Heard, But!

This world continues to ignore the matter. So many proclaiming and teaching a ‘new’ thing about everything that is not new. Such is what humans have been seduced to believe—the wiles of the devil.

  • Even so? You have the perfect number who have not been seduced by the wiles of the devil.

Misery’s Visit But Who Cares? You Do My Master …?

I know You care, my Master. I know You have a reason for all misery’s visits. Even so? Unless You intervene, this misery is to the point of unbearable. I want to cry but my eyes are dry.

Anger! The Root Of All Miseries In This World …?

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 2:17 pm.

The day is advancing. No sign for any help to take care of this apartment. The consequence of my anger outburst a couple of days ago.

I See It, My Master! You Brought The Matter To Light, And …?

Guilty! Against You and You alone I have sinned. HAVE MERCY upon me, O my Master, according to Your steadfast love; according to the multitude of Your tender mercy and loving-kindness blot out my transgressions.

I Don’t Want To Be Angry But I Always Do What I Don’t Want To Do …

Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You. So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?

You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.

Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.

Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …

Let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.

Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me …

Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …

Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.

O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …

For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering. My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.

A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …

A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

O Yes I Could Voice Apologies Galore To No Avail In My Shore …

Indeed! I could call Ahmad to apologize, but! That’s the way of my carnal nature. That’s the way that is for me no more! My thriving life is spiritual not carnal …

What’s The Lesson, My Master? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 4:02 pm.

I need to take a break. Perhaps sleep? I wait on You. O my Master! It’s 6:18 pm. I can’t sleep. I am not hungry. I have dismantled the table. Need to move the fridge, all things are scattered. The paint from the ceiling falling on it all, and? No sign of help. But I am at peace. I’ll keep waiting on You.

Perhaps Waiting With Patience And Composure Is The Lesson You Are Teaching Me?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 12:38 am.

Master! O my Master Yahushua, You have made Yourself real to me exactly at midnight. Amazing! I woke up. Almost midnight. Not a sound or sign from Ahmad or family. Peace. No panic. No anger.

Midnight! Yahushua! This Time? In My Inbox …?

Godinterest Magazine The email been coming for several weeks now. Did not know how or why because I don’t remember visiting or subscribing to that magazine. I read their articles, but! This time?

I Wrote It All In A Comment, Quote:

Indeed! He is my portion. He is my life. He always makes Himself real to me. I live alone. No one to distract me with empty worldly talk. I bring all my troubles and my advances to Him at all times. He is with me not just in my imagination but for real and for all practical purposes.

This moment? It’s midnight. Things look bleak. In need of a human hand to help me with major problem in my apartment, but! No help came. I waited on Him. I asked to help me to wait with patience and composure. I know He has a reason for every minute detail of my daily living in His Presence. I asked for sleep while I waited. He gave me sleep for 3 hours. In waking up, still no help or news from the people that is supposed to take care of me.

Amazingly, through all this ordeal? His peace that surpasses all understanding has been flowing from my soul. So? I said to Him, “I don’t know what to think or do. Help me.” I came to my inbox. Your email. I clicked. I read. Word by word straight from His heart to mine. Joy inexplicable fills my heart. I thanked Him for the article, Finding God each day.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

And So Is My Spiritual Life Thriving Continuously …?

O my Master! In the article You confirm the reality of Your Presence in my life. Once again? You are reassuring me You are now ready to fulfill Your promises to me. Quote:

Finding God in Each Day

While teaching RE last week at school to my GCSE students, the text books reminded us that before the foundation of the world, God laid out a plan for your life. He created you on purpose, with a purpose and for a purpose. He created you to be successful! He has moments already laid out that are going to come across your path. These moments are not ordinary. They have supernatural consequences. They are destiny-altering moments. They are designed to thrust you forward in your life.

The Bible tells us in the book of Ecclesiastes, that time and chance come together for every person. That means you will have opportunities to meet the right people, opportunities to advance in your career, and opportunities to fulfil your dreams and visions. So stay focused, stay in faith and not fear, stay in expectation. Stay in God’s Word and His will, and praise God in advance. God has already prepared for you times of increase, promotion and blessing.

Today, open your eyes of faith and see the good things God has in store for your future. Thank Him for what He’s doing and what He’s about to do. Thank Him for divine connections and moments that God has prepared for your success. He is ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire He’s placed within your heart!

“…time and chance happen to them all.”

(Ecclesiastes 9:11, AMPC)

Pray With Me

Yahweh, thank You for those special moments and divine opportunities in my life. Father, I know You are working on my behalf no matter what the circumstances look like. God, I choose today to stay focused, stay in faith not fear, stay in expectation and stay in Your Word and Your will. I praise You in advance of my increase, promotion and blessings, knowing that You are a rewarder of those who diligently seek after You, in Christ’s Name! Amen.

Waiting With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 1:34 am.

What a lesson You have ingrained in my heart! No need for me to worry about the disarray around me. I don’t need to take things into my own hands to prove myself to Ahmad.

Another Cup Of Green Tea Is In Order. Then? Your Lead, My Master …?

I thank You for what You are doing:

  • Exposing and eliminating the anger towards You.
  • Exposing the fact—Ahmad is Your servant not mine.
  • Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You.
  • So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?
  • You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.
  • Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.
  • Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …
  • Let the bones which You have broken rejoice.
  • Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
  • Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me.
  • Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Spirit from me.
  • Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.
  • Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …
  • Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.
  • O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.
  • A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …
  • A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

All The Above You Have Done. Now? I Thank You For What You Are About To Do.

I thank You for divine connections and moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

One More Lesson Ingrained In My Soul …?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 10:21 am.

Amazing. Ahmad came and went. He is ill big time. I confessed how my anger was towards You, my Master—a sin against You that had caused me all my illnesses.

I Confessed Your Conviction. My Repentance, And Your Restoration …

I informed him that his anger towards You was the cause of his illness. He did not like to hear that. He kept complaining about his hurt. At my pleading to lay down to listen, he refused. He left accusing me of anger.

Ha! The Lesson? Recognize The Blame Game. Be Still. Let Go. …

I started to write him a message of retaliation, but! I heard, “Be still. Let go.” Hands off immediately! Don’t write. Don’t call. Be still. Let go. You are in control of it all!

I Thank You For Your Undeniable Presence In My Life …

Thanks for the moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

And? My Greatest Thanks. Thanks For Making Yourself Real To Me At Every Turn Of The Way …

You have restored to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Now? Your restoration to me will teach transgressors Your ways, and Sinners shall be converted and return to You …

11:07 am sleep. 2:40 pm

6:14 pm sleep? Visit

9 pm end visit

11:12 pm sleep

Woke Up Around 3:31 Am. My Face Is Lit Up With A Healthy Smile, Why? …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 3:45 am.

O my Beloved Master! But You are the best of the best! Talking about stupid people? Of sinners I am chief, but! I don’t hesitate to shout to this highly educated Ahmad, “You stupid!” His response? “Thank you, Basilia. Thank you, Basilia.” “But you are! You want me to repeat it?” “No thank you, Basilia. No thank you, Basilia.” And?

I Continue On With My Endless Examples To Witness To Him To No Avail For What It Seems …?

Yesterday? It turned out into a hilarious day for me. But for Ahmad? A horror of a day. What happened? It’s been happening since Monday, November 4, 2019 when Ahmad cut his visit with me in the middle of a sentence.

Anger Got A Hold Of My Heart, But! All In Your Plan For Us, My Master! …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 4:29 am.

Honest to goodness! I don’t belong to myself anymore. You are proving that fact to me every step of the way. That’s what it’s written in this post. Anyhow?

Why My Day Turned Out Hilarious? …

Well? After Ahmad’s unexpected visit in the morning I did not expect to hear from him for a few days again. Surprise! Around 6 pm I was laying in bed hoping to sleep to ease up my trips to the toilet. Suddenly! Ahmad comes in with a load in his hand. How did I greet him? “I need to run to the toilet!” He stepped out of the way to make room for my run.

Master! You Are Cleansing My Mind And My Body …

So? Yesterday I finally got enough nerve to take my dose of Castor oil, and? O the joy of the affair! I spent my day working on the graphics and running to the toilet.

But O Moments That You Have Prepared For My Success …

Ahmad respectfully walks out to the roof while I take care of my toilet duty. Finished. Washed my hands. Back to my chair. Ahmad steps back in the apartment. He proceeds to set up the makluba. I am looking at him. “You looking good. Are you well now?” He kind of smirks in response. I’m bubbling with joy inside of me. I keep quiet.

Again, Our Stupidity Came To The Surface …

O my Master! Your Presence was so real between us! We had a wonderful visit. He left in great spirit. I went back to my graphics.

When Did My Face Lit Up With A Smile …?

When I woke up. I checked my inbox. There is Godinterest Magazine again! This time? A graphic for a headline to make sure I would lit up with smile!

O My Master! You Done Wise Us Up To Your Loving Ways …

No more calling stupid to Ahmad! I think? But humor instead of anger remains my ordained motto. So? No stupid people beyond this point will quicken my “You stupid!” to prevent our stupidity beyond this point of our lives in Your Presence.

The Devil Doesn’t Stand A Chance To Seduce Us Any Longer, That’s For Sure!

O my Master! You have exposed and disposed the sinful anger towards You in our hearts and minds. We are now ready to receive all that You have in store for us.

Such Is The Joyful End Of This Tale Or Is It? …

Well? This tale of my thriving life in Your Presence O my Master does not really end. Is a tale set for eternity. So? You are setting me for a whole new approach to reach the heart and mind of Your children.

What Is My Tendency Every Time You Bring Me Up Towards You? …

Of course! It’s such an amazing happening in my life that I tend to set myself in charge of the situation. A few minutes ago I was thinking to call my professional daughter Diana for an evaluation of my skills, but!

Immediately It Came To Me, I Am Looking For Man’s Approval. Whatever For? ….

Wow! Just as quick I lifted my voice up to You, I refuse to seek man’s approval. You approve me. That’s all I need.

Thus, You Take Care Of All My Mento-Manias …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 9:32 am

No need to fret about my ‘Bipolar’ label. It’s now of non-effect. I’ll quit looking here and yonder for whatever my flesh considers fonder.

Back To My Task. No Turning Back …

Write. Publish. Optimize. You are doing the rest better than the most brilliant of marketeers! I will post this matter now along with the post I started to post a couple of days ago.

Two For One. Master? This Posting And Blogging Thing …?

It’s becoming to be lots of fun for me. I know this is contagious. More and more new followers are already contaminated with my fun to blog and post overlooking the likes or lack of them. Amen!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

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I Feel Ageless, But! I Weight Out My Pitiful Stand Among The Young And Strong.

Seniors? Far From The Fountain Of Wisdom We Are To Be Among The Throng.

It’s more of a mud hole that we are among the throng of the young and strong. The seniors’ problem is a sore ashore the sandy beaches of the rich and famous as well as the regular ambitious human to become one of them.

What To Do With Mom And Dad? …

More or less the children take care of mom and dad. They feed, they cloth, they take care of all mom and dad’s physical deficiencies, but! Glean from their wisdom? No time to glean. All time to clean!

Well? At 6:xx Am I Wake Up. Is It Morning Or Night I Don’t See Any Light …?

Get up! Do your thing. Check the inbox for response to the post. What? Two people only responded? But why am I disappointed? Mercy! I’m still hook on human expectations bound to bring me down. Even so?

My Mind Bounces To My Age. I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

I feel ageless. I go on to think about the many seniors of my acquaintance. I weight out our pitiful stand among the young and strong. Far we are from the fountain of wisdom we could be among the throng.

What Happened, My Master? How Are We In Such Stand In The Land …?

We have become a puddle of mud far from even the resemble of the immensity of Your wisdom You have invested unto us throughout our many years. Heavy thought.

O My Master! What’s Your Purpose For My Waking Up With This Heavy Issue In My Mind …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 8:26 am.

No doubt. There is a lesson You aim to teach me today. I need to tune my ear to Your teaching. I need to reflect on the matter while I take care of my chores this morning.

Alright! Cain Came To Mind …?

What was wrong with Cain’s best? The same thing that is still wrong with my best, it was not what was ordered. How is about if I order apples but I get beautiful fancy oranges instead?

I Get It, My Master! On To Read The Story Of Cain Again …

This time I shall read under Your tutelage—the only way I am now assimilating the true meaning of my life’s history recorded in all written tales from the beginning of our time here on earth.

Genesis 4:3-16

And in the course of time Cain brought to the Master an offering of the fruit of the ground.

And Abel brought of the firstborn of his flock and of the fat portions. And the Master had respect and regard for Abel and for his offering, [Heb 11:4]

But for Cain and his offering He had no respect or regard. So Cain was exceedingly angry and indignant, and he looked sad and depressed.

And the Master said to Cain, Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected?

If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin crouches at your door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.

And Cain said to his brother, Let us go out to the field. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him. [1Jn 3:12]

And the Master said to Cain, Where is Abel your brother? And he said, I do not know. Am I my brother’s keeper?

And [the Master] said, What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood is crying to Me from the ground.

And now you are cursed by reason of the earth, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s [shed] blood from your hand.

When you till the ground, it shall no longer yield to you its strength; you shall be a fugitive and a vagabond on the earth [in perpetual exile, a degraded outcast].

Then Cain said to the Master, My punishment is greater than I can bear.

Behold, You have driven me out this day from the face of the land, and from Your face I will be hidden; and I will be a fugitive and a vagabond and a wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.

And the Master said to him, Therefore, if anyone kills Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the Master set a mark or sign upon Cain, lest anyone finding him should kill him.

So Cain went away from the presence of the Master and dwelt in the land of Nod [wandering], east of Eden.

Genesis 6:11-13

The earth was depraved and putrid in the Almighty’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power).

And the Almighty looked upon the world and saw how degenerate, debased, and vicious it was, for all humanity had corrupted their way upon the earth and lost their true direction.

The Almighty said to Noah, I intend to make an end of all flesh, for through men the land is filled with violence; and behold, I will destroy them and the land.

What A Lesson For This Day While I Muse In All That I Been Reading …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 11:06 am.

No kidding! It’s no longer boring to read all that far fetched genealogy. But still so much to muse about. Mainly? Where and how do I really and for all practical purposes fit in all of what I am reading?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel He’s King Over All!

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

The question still remains, Who then can be saved? If the rich cannot stand even the mention of Your name, how then can we be saved? Quote:

Matthew 19:23-30

And Yahushua said to His disciples, Truly I say to you, it will be difficult for a rich man to get into the kingdom of heaven.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to go into the kingdom of heaven.

When the disciples heard this, they were utterly puzzled (astonished, bewildered), saying, Who then can be saved [N1from eternal death]?

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

Then Peter answered Him, saying, Behold, we have left [our] all and have become Your disciples [sided with Your party and followed You]. What then shall we receive?

Yahushua said to them, Truly I say to you, in the new age [the Messianic rebirth of the world], when the Son of Man shall sit down on the throne of His glory, you who have [become My disciples, sided with My party and] followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones and judge the twelve tribes of Israel.

And anyone and everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands for My name’s sake will receive many [even a hundred] times more and will inherit eternal life.

But many who [now] are first will be last [then], and many who [now] are last will be first [then]

Continue To Muse On All Read …

O my Master! How can I get excited about those words again? I also read the last two chapters in the Book of Revelations. Honestly, I can no longer get excited when I think about Your promises to me. Why?

How Can I Get Excited My Master When I Read The End Of The Wicked …?

How on earth can I contemplate for one second to see somebody burning and myself enjoying a happy life eternal. It’s a troublesome matter to me.

I See All The Evil Around. You Have Shown It To Me …

Day in and day out I search for signs of repentance, but! All I find is happy faces in a religious as well as in the non-religious world. Laughter is placed ahead of mourning.

You Promised, This Time All Nations Shall Know And Fear Your Name …?

What am I to expect my Master? What do You mean? Will the nations fear Your name enough to repent? I don’t want to think about it all but! I can’t stop my thinking and wailing.

Thanks For Your Peace. The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

The most corrupted practices at the times of Noah are back. Only Your people have chosen to ignore such fact as well as Your warnings about them. Why?

I See It. You are aware of The Plight Of Your People …?

For You know, should Your people pay mind to the evil going on, mental insanity should be even more prevalent than it is now. So? They chose to amuse themselves to preserve their sanity.

But You Have Chosen Some Of Us To Do The Mourning …

What a realization! What an honor! Amazing are Your ways. You have cleansed and healed my mind and body, but! The wailing prevails because You have chosen me to mourn for the ones that fail to do so. Why?

You Aim To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation, But! …

Unless You intervene with Your example of the work You are doing in my life, many souls would be lost, and? It’s not the will of the Father that You should lose any of all that He has given You. Quote:

John 6:35-39

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

John 6:63-65

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Jesus knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father. End of quote.

Master? I’m Coming To You. Reformatting? Tough Job…

Friday, October 25, 2019 at 4:14 pm.

Perhaps it’s the time of the day. I do need to sleep. I wait on You. Wow! I slept on and off until after 11 pm! I woke up from a dream. Ahmad standing by the window put a brand-new shinny fancy pocketknife in front of me. Amazing meaning!

O My Master! About The Changes Going On In My Relationships …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 12:52 am.

You are most certainly preparing me for all those changes. Before the dream, I laid in bed for a long time. Tears flowing copiously as I consider my relationship with Ahmad and my beloved children.

I Wailed In Bed Thinking That Ahmad Had Given Up On Me, Why? …

If Ahmad gives up on me that would mean that all the amazing work You have accomplished could be only a fantasy of mine and not true. That’s enough to make me wail in the agony of defeat.

But, O My Master! Though I Stumble In Agonizing Doubt And Fear Of Defeat …

You quickly grasp my hand to steady my steps. What a wonder! I woke up in wonder of Your meaning with such strange vivid dream. After a while I looked up the meaning. Your meaning straight to the point in mind. Quote:

To dream of a pocket-knife represents confidence that you can get rid of a problem should it arise. Preparedness.

The Problem With Ahmad? It Arose In My Mind Only, But!

Preparedness. I am prepared to get rid of all problems in my way. My confidence is set on You all the way. Therefore? You got rid of my problem this time with that strange dream of a pocket-knife.

I Waited On You For Solutions. You Came Through In That Dream …?

Ahmad is extremely sensitive of Your work in my life. He knows of the positive changes You are working for me. He is letting You do Your work. That’s why he is staying away from me. Wow!

Now What, My Master? Guess To Tackle That Reformatting Job? …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:32 am.

Well? You know that I am cold. Also, I have too many irons on the fire. Plus? Can’t quit thinking about the awful state of the apartment comes wintertime, and other problems that only You can take care of.

Help Me My Master! Get Those Irons Off The Fire In My Mind …

Yes! My mind is like a burning furnace always devouring wild imaginations of mine. Only the power of Your love and wisdom can get that fire under control. Maybe I’ll go to bed, if nothing else to warm up. I’ll see.

No Bed. Instead? Back To The Beginning …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 5:58 am.

What beginning, my Master? The beginning from 27 years ago. The reminder of the best seven years You gave me. That was the time You gave me my first place of quiet and safety.

The Time Was October 21, 1986. You Promised Me That Place, And …?

You promised I was to be Your minister, Your mouthpiece if I separated the precious from the vile unwarranted auspiciousness about Your faithfulness.

I Responded Willing To Obey. Within 6 Weeks Your Promise Became My Reality …?

You placed me under the tutelage of my Honey—a senior gentleman of integrity. Seven years exactly, and? You took him away. Instead of bed, I searched and found the record. Quote:

On Sunday, the 18th day of October 1992 about 5 in the morning I heard him trying to cough and I hurried up to give him some ice chips and a few drops of morphine. As I did that, he spoke to me what was to be his last words, he said to me, “I love you.” He said nothing else. I remember comforting him, holding his hand, reading him the Scriptures. I remember my daughters Denise and Robin calling me by phone and I remember Genie coming in and sitting with him while I took a shower.

Then I remember being alone with him while Genie went to get dressed and I remember singing many songs to him while I held his hand. On his last moments he heard me sing to him, “When we all get to heaven, what a day of rejoicing that will be when we all see Yahushua and sing and shout the victory!” Then, he went into a coma. He was staring into the ceiling and Genie and I kept trying to close his eyes, but he wouldn’t close his eyes.

Suddenly! he took a long breath, and then another and with the last one… he closed his eyes, he was gone… The time was 12 minutes after 10 in the morning of that Sunday, October 18, 1992, exactly seven months since that 18th day of March, 1992 when I first took off with him towards the hospital…

There was a certain numbness that took a hold of me in a most peculiar way and I remember the wake and the funeral as if I was not really there. It seems to me that to this day, that numbness has persisted.

But, as I promised him, I know that Almighty Yahuwah kept me from falling apart with the assurance that my Honey’s spirit went to be with Almighty Yahuwah and my Honey was no longer suffering on these grounds but some day, when Almighty Yahuwah comes back to get us, my Honey shall rise first with the dead in Messiah. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for that assurance. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for my Honey’s salvation!

Then, everything happened really fast. I was packed and moved to Wilmington, North Carolina within 2 weeks. I left Westwego on November the 3rd and arrived in Wilmington on November the 4th. From there on my new life had begun. End of Quote.

And What A Life It Has Been …?

Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, until? Your decreed time to end that period on Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Then? You told me,

“You Don’t Belong Here Any Longer!” And? Your Call On April 27, 2008 At 5:48 am.

Now? Wow! It’s 2019—my 80th year since my birth—the year of my jubilee. No longer Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, but!

Perfectly Fitted In Your Presence …

Wow! Wow! Wow! O my Master! I am beginning to really like this tale of mine. So much tumult. So many turns all leading to my final destination—Your undeniable Presence in my life!

What An Enviable Life. What An Exciting Tale Has This Tale Of Mine Is Turning Out To Be …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 6:54 am.

Least to me. Will the rest of Your people catch up with my excitement? That’s Your work. My confidence is set on You. No need for marketing. No need for me to struggle to get Your people’s attention. Anyhow?

This World Is At The Peak Of Carnal Glory …

The children that we seniors raised are now in the mountain top of productivity and success. We should be proud and enjoy the limelight with them, but! How can we?

Seniors? Dementia No Potentia In The Limelight Of Success Is Our Plight …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

True. There are seniors to be admired for their contribution to this world’s success, but! The average senior human? A problem not only for our children but also for the society of human beings.

So? In The Midst Of This Euphoric State Of Your People …

How can I expect for them to envy my life of mourning and weeping with joy inexplicable? It just not going to happen, but!

O The Mighty One Of Israel! His Banner Over Us Is Love!

Whether they envy my life or despise it is totally irrelevant for the progress of Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation!

So? No need to knock myself down with irrelevant concerns that only cause me pain and no gain. I’ll post this matter as soon as it’s ready. I am not to worry about any flatter.

Again and Again! O The Mighty One Of Israel His Banner Over Us Is Love!

I started to post today, but! It did not happen. You had other plans for me. As always it pays to flow with the wind of Your Spirit even when that wind roughens my tail while I sail.

Surprise Visit From Ahmad …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 1:03 pm.

He did not call all day long. Had forgotten about him. When I am creating graphics, I forget all about this world. Anyhow? He surprised me around 7 pm. He brought supper. We ate. We shared our hearts. He left. I got back to my graphics. Came 11:30 pm had to crash in bed, my eyes were closing up.

My Tale Is Never Stale. Open Book. Take A Look! …

It’s another day. I just don’t know how continue with my tale. I find myself stale! Not the first time, and? It won’t be the last. Anyhow? I ain’t worried about it. You’ll show me the way sooner or later.

Guess What? My Art Instructor Is Back! …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 4:48 pm.

It’s almost 5 pm on this Sunday. The graphic illustration just doesn’t connect with the post. I’m going to sleep. I’ll wait on You. And so?

Two hours later, I was sound sleep, but! A gentle touch. The sound of my name. I open my eyes, Ahmad! I exclaimed. I jumped out of bed! No pain I exclaimed again. What a surprise! But the best part?

Among His Many Talents Ahmad Is An Art Major, But! …

Monday, October 28, 2019 at 11:12 am.

Things have been so rough between us, it’s been a long time since I hear, “Basilia, no harmony!” Then the art lesson. Last night? Sure enough! He took one look at my colorful masterpiece and? No harmony again! Hahaha!

O What A Blessing! Thanks My Master! Making Artistic Progress For Your Honor …

I spent all the time since he left last night until now implement his lesson. The graphic illustration and my logo now connect. It’s all Your leading and direction, my Beloved Master; You are such a reality in my life!

Ready to post.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

Nutrition! Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan? …

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We Have Gone Bonkers With This Nutrition Fling …

About Laughter And Disaster …?

Now? Me? Forever Enjoy! Deploy!

Who me? Nuts? Seriously …

Laughter From The Master Gives Strength & Power

Humor Instead Of Anger Is Now My Motto In Toto…

Results? Enjoy! Deploy! Laughter From The Master?

Humor Instead Of Anger Remains My Motto!

Laughter from the Master is medicine to heal our bones

Laughter is disaster if in the place of our Master

It steals all heals. Poisons our motions

So it does to our notions

Me? It’s laughter from the Master NOT a disaster …

Here we go in a fun funny about our eats and defeats …

You Are What You Eat Is The Claiming Thing! …

“And what brought you to me?” Asked the psychiatrist to the squirrel. “Well? I heard say that you are what you eat. So? I realized that I’m NUTS! So? I came to you”.

A Lot Of Us Don’t Do Psychiatrists. We Are Googlers …

So? I read the story in Readers Digest a long time ago about the lady that believed in Google tests for everything. In short, this time, she looks herself in the mirror, she spotted some freckles on her nose. She Googled, ‘test for freckles on the nose’. She got a long list of possibilities. She wound up convinced she had leprosy caused by eating pork rinds. Well? She reasoned, I don’t eat pork rinds, but next time in the restaurant I will ask, “Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan?”

Why Am I Quoting These Fun Tales? Because …

We are turning out to be a painfully funny-fun tale ourselves. One way or the other we are stuck in all kinds of bad habits, but! We refuse to get rid of them until we come to burn on the point of no return.

Master? It’s The End Of The Afternoon. Don’t Feel Funny Anymore …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 5:00 pm.

That in itself is funny. Living by our feelings makes us do all kinds of funny or ridiculous things. But I am not living by my feelings, and? I’m tired of talking or writing about it.

I Wait On You To Get Me Out Of This Mood. I Need Your Ump! …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

Master? You know that when I say that I do not live by my feelings I mean that I do not let my feelings control me any more. Even so? My feelings trouble me big time, but! You are in control of those feelings, and?

You Are Faithful! You Always Deliver Me Lots Of Time While I Yet Speak …

Most of the time You deliver me while I sleep. But the main thing is that no matter how I feel I do not lose my peace and joy to live in Your Presence.

Thanks, My Master! It’s All About Your Grace To Be Sufficient Unto Me …

Hum! Isn’t that something how You tied-up everything I write. Now we talk about Your grace. That’s another funny subject the way we think about Your grace. I never forget Bob Mumford’s dig about the matter. He said something like this, “So? You claim, ‘grace’ ‘grace’! Wait until your husband opens the closet’s door and all that junk you have been spending his hard-earned money on falls on his head. See if ‘grace’ will avail you in the divorce court!”

Hahaha! O My Master? You Have Blessed Me With Some Real Down To Earth Servants Of Yours …

That reminds me of another incident about our stinking carnal selves. I spent almost a year under the leadership of Homer McKeithen. Great servant of Yours.

I used to sit in the front pew, and I will AMEN! Every time his words will hit home with me. This time? O my Master! That was the time You were showing us the truth about our carnal selves.

Homer had a terrific deep strong voice. He would bring his sermon home, microphone on hand, off the preacher’s stand, down to our level, he announced this time, “Brothers and sisters, I STINK! And I exclaimed, AMEN! And he put the microphone almost to my face and whispered loudly, “AND YOU DO TOO!” Hahaha! What a wonderful way to make a point.

Fun Funny Memories To Relieve My ‘Pain In The Neck’ Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No kidding! Remembering those precious moments of my past makes me forget the pain of the moment. Hey! My neck is not hurting any more. Thanks, my Master!

Hey! What About My Nutrition Tonight? Let Me See …

O man! My nutrition? The world is falling apart. People are hurting. People are dying. People in trouble, and? Me? My belly! Pitiful, isn’t it?

Well? It’s A New Day, My Master! As If You Didn’t Know It …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 12:32 am.

Hum! You know it, but! I didn’t! I spent the last couple of hours catching up with the neglected chores. I still have halfway to go. Even so? Maybe I should call it quits, I’m tired.

Caught Up! Ready For Whatever You Have For Me Next …?

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 5:34 pm.

The chores done! No more neck pain. My arm is better. And the graphics? Wow! I’m so smug with a guilty tug! But I see the improvement from many tries before. Of course!

It’s All Because Your Continuous Work And Leadership. But O My Master! What Am I To Do With Those Last Two Beauties? …

I’m thinking to use them for the background for future post’s illustrations. Yeah that sounds like a winner. Now that I am well, O my Master! Empower me to stay that way.

Indeed! I Am Well. This Last Bout With Neck Pain? Really A Pain In The Neck! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! That’s my clue to post this hopefully fun funny post. For ten to one what is so fun funny to me? Makes no sense to the rest of the world.

Bless The Humorless World. Their Loss. I’ll Enjoy My Beauties To The Fulliest …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 6:17 pm.

In the meantime? You are leading me to compose the illustration for this post. But right now I feel sleepy. I’ll work until.

Now! Sure, One Can Exist Without A Knowledge Of The Mighty One Of Israel, But! …

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 1:57 am.

No one can live without Him! He is the beginning and the end of EVERYTHING in existence including laughter! O my Master! You surely are. I’m so glad about that. What?

So Glad That You ARE The First And The Last—The EVER EXISTENT ONE Period …

So much for debates and explanations and theories and concepts and all those made stories! The GREAT I AM is at work to show us all that WE ARE NOT, but He is our bliss with a kiss! (Psalms 2.)

Later Gator!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Do We Hate And Love Each Other At The Same Time? Definitely, So!

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Our Relationships Are Lame Ducks. Harmony And Peace Are Elusive …

Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Negative Issues Keep Popping Up …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 3:48 pm.

Have not heard from anyone except from Ahmad. Things are, for the most, all negative if we really pay mind to what goes on in the world. Anyhow?

You Are Aware And In Control Of It All, My Master …

No matter what it all looks like, I refuse to despair. Sooner than I can imagine You will reveal Yourself to me. You will place me up one more rung in the ladder of steadiness. I wait.

My doings …

I have posted. Ate. Drank. Taken care of all chores. Perhaps You’ll bless me with more sleep now. That happened at 3:48 pm. I couldn’t sleep. Got up to drink turmeric ginger tea. Got busy creating graphics. Also, it took me a long time to find some links to send to Roxana for health reasons. I also talked to Ahmad a couple of times. It’s now Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 9:11 pm. Maybe I can sleep now. Awake at 12:13 am)

Now What, My Master? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 1:16 am.

Tomorrow will mark my 33rd anniversary since You set me strait in the way You meant for me even before I was born. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. What a comfort! So?

Perhaps Begin The Reformat Of Meditating In The Promise Land? …

It’s coming to me to set in a series the latest written books for this stage of my journey in Your Presence. Where would I fit Meditating in the Promise Land in the series. Hum! Should it be titled and subtitled,

Meditating In The Promise Land … An Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose … ?

It’s a long title but I’ll work on it. You’ll show me how to fit it all. I’m sure. Up at Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 5:49 am. Cold. Put on jacket. Ate. Troubled with all findings right now.

Master? Fears Are Knocking At My Mind’s Door …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 8:30 am.

You have brought me back to the issue of parasites in our bodies. I been aware of this issue, but I have not been able to do anything about it. I feel that now the issue is out of my control. Help! My Master, HELP!

The Truth? Our Life’s Styles On This Earth Are All Out Of Control …?

We know what to do about so many things, but we do not do them, so? our bodies are deteriorating because of our neglect.

What Is The Use Of Knowledge We Cannot Or Would Not Implement? …

I’m corralled in my own carnal self again. I’m so disgusted with my utter inabilities! I can’t take my eyes off of our human’s carnal nature.

  • The bugs biting me inside and outside. All the physical miseries I been going though all my life are actually caused by the parasite infection in my body.
  • Ahmad’s father dying because of the same problem with parasites I am sure, but!
  • We refuse to listen and turn away from our set ways of thinking and doing.

Three Major Fearful Issues Consuming My Mind …

O phooey! to all human’s way to get rid of our fears! I have been a sucker for paying mind to the human wisdom of help from the least to greatest issues in our lives. That’s the past. The present?

I Pay Mind To You And You As My First Priority. The Rest? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 9:58 am.

It’s all subjected to Your leading and direction. No. I am not an Island. I am to keep to myself. I am to sit still in my great apartment. I am to keep silent for a time, but!

Sitting Still And Yet My Activity In The Realm Of The Creator’s Invisible Kingdom Shall Intensify Tenfold …

Your words to me on that memorable Shabbat in 2009—the day You asked for the key to the deepest part of my being. You keep that key unto eternity.

Unbelievable! Miracle! You Answered Me Verbatim! …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 11:44 am.

I heard of Ahmad’s father at the point of death suffering mini strokes or heart attacks not being able to control his bladder. Ahmad and family expecting his death, but it came to me,

  • You let Lazarus die to serve to demonstrate Your power when You raised him from the tomb. I beseech You my Master, Let Ahmad’s father get up and announce, “I’m well! I’m going to the bathroom!” that’s exactly what happened.

Master? This Miracle Happened Mainly For My Sake …?

I just talked to Ahmad. This amazing happening did not impress Ahmad at all. In fact? It sounds like it angered him. I hope I am wrong. I beseech You my Master, set me free from what it sounds to me.

Up And Down I Go With People. Just When I Think? I Regret My Thinking …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 2:41 pm.

It never fails. I get enthuse about someone who seems to connect only to find out there is no connection at all! But that’s OK. I am no longer looking to connect. You know it my Master.

Your Connection Is What Counts …

In Your time we will all be connected with You. It is then when the bliss won’t be amiss in our midst. Harmony and satisfaction instead of retaliation and competition.

True. I Am Human. I Do Miss Other Humans In My Life, But! …

I am now aware of the meaning of following You, my Master. It means the loss of relationships, dreams, material things, or even my life with no regrets. So?

The Lack Of Human Fellowship No Longer Really Affects Me …

The best part? When I make an attempt to establish a relationship with someone to no avail, I drop the matter immediately. No explaining. No retaliation. No sorrow. No guilt. Instead?

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! In Whatever State I Am! …

That’s Your Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! That You have invested upon me—something totally out of the reach of the human’s imagination. Going to try to sleep again!

O My Master! My Neck Hurts! Help Me …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 7:02 pm.

I can’t concentrate. Perhaps the position of the monitor is causing me this pain? I don’t know. I am at my wits end. (I slept for a couple hours. Woke at the pounding on my door. Finally, Yazeed came in. he brought me food and fruit.).

Master? The Pain In My Neck It’s No Longer That Important …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 10:20 pm.

But the things You are revealing to me through all the latest happenings in our midst are particularly important. What is it that You are shown, demonstrating to me?

I Can’t Quite Find The Words To Describe What You Are Showing Me Again …

For I have seen this matter before and written about it. But now? It’s different because it’s coming from You not from my own observations of human behavior. What am I talking about?

I Am Talking About The Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy In The Human’s Mind And Heart …

These ugly traits within us come to light whenever we spit out, “I told you so!” or “I knew it!” “I also pray!” And on goes the list where these traits surface, but!.

We Don’t Realize This Matter About Ourselves Until You Deal With Each One Of Us Individually …

O my Master? You are now dealing with me about this matter. I am not just sad because this people do not appreciate my answered prayers.

  • It’s more than just sadness, but! Unless You deal with the matter? I don’t even know exactly what to call what I am feeling.
  • Maybe be a ‘pain in the neck’ for real not just an expression? Hahaha!
  • Will sleep on it. 2:03 am

Wow! Woke At Last Renewed! Free! Hopeful! …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 5:10 am.

I’m besides myself with joy and hope. My wicked human heart full of Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy shall be no more! The best part?

Not shall be, but! It’s a reality right at this moment. WOW! …

AMAZING! I was so ever dejected when I first went to bed last night; to find out the truth about my wicked heart beyond all my miseries was just too much!

What Happened Next …?

I tried to laugh about it but the humor was not there at all. I crawled in bed practically screaming with the neck pain. On and off I slept. Little improvement each time I woke up, but the last waken up? Much improvement. It was around 4:30 am. I got up. Fixed in a ball the pomegranates and red grapes Yazeed brought me last night. In front of the computer now. Clicked to check the Net. Same old stuff from the human mind and heart in my inbox. Suddenly! I heard, “The wicked heart!” quickly I opened up the Scriptures. Wrote in the search line for the whole Bible: ‘new heart’. WOW! Only two verses in the whole Bible for response—the exact two verses addressed to me personally!

No Kidding! O My Master! You Are For Real In My Life! …

And You are simply AWESOME! I never know how You aim to end each dealing with my human wickedness in relation with the rest of my human fellows. But! You are pointing out even the order of the two verses You gave me. Wow!

About My Fellow Human Beings:

Ezekiel 11:17-21

Therefore say, Thus says the Mighty One of Israel: I will gather you from the peoples and assemble you out of the countries where you have been scattered, and I will give back to you the land of Israel.

And when they return there, they shall take away from it all traces of its detestable things and all its abominations, sex impurities and heathen religious practices.

And I will give them one heart—a new heart; and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony unnaturally hardened heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh sensitive and responsive to the touch of their Mighty One. [Eze 18:31; Eze 36:26; 2Co 3:3]

That they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances, and do them. And they shall be My people, and I will be their Mighty One.

But as for those whose heart yearns for and goes after their detestable things and their loathsome abominations [associated with idolatry], I will repay their deeds upon their own heads, says the Mighty One of Israel.

For My Own Self …

Ezekiel 36:23-29

And I will vindicate the holiness of My great name and separate it for its holy purpose from all that defiles it–My name, which has been profaned among the nations, which you have profaned among them; and the nations will know, understand, and realize that I am the Master—t he Sovereign Ruler, Who calls forth loyalty and obedient service, when I shall be set apart by you and My holiness vindicated in you before their eyes and yours.

For I will take you from among the nations and gather you out of all countries and bring you into your own land.

Then will I sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleanness; and from all your idols will I cleanse you.

A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

And I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you shall heed My ordinances and do them.

And you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; and you shall be My people, and I will be your Mighty One.

I will also save you from all your uncleanness, and I will call forth the grain and make it abundant and lay no famine on you.

I Bow My Being To Worship You O Mighty One Of Israel …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 7:29 am.

What is the human’s stumbling block here, my Master? Obviously for anyone to see. The stumbling block in all Scriptures is that we humans are reluctant to accept the fact that we are all the chosen Israelites.

Chosen Israelites? Chosen People? The Jewish! NAY! …?

Practically the whole world is infatuated—possessed by an unreasoning passion or the attraction to the idea of the Jews as Your chosen people, O Mighty One Of Israel, but!

O How Far From The Truth And Fact We Humans Can Be …

For the longest I thought like everybody thinks when we hear talk about the chosen people. Automatically, we think about the Jews in Jerusalem.

Ha! The Block Stumbling All Humans For The Most …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 8:17 am.

O Mighty One Of Israel, it was not until You brought me to this region of Your world that You began to unravel all my misconceptions about You and Your chosen people. What have You shown to me so far?

  1. You have brought me here to judge me face to face.
  2. You have been dealing with all my misconceptions one by one since I came here.
  3. In short You have tried me in the furnace of affliction set for me on these grounds.
  4. You are wrapping it all to present it to Your people from here on.
  5. You have confirmed what You have revealed to me about the ‘Lost Sheep of Israel’.
  6. Absolutely no one human being can talk about You, Your ways, or Your people unless You choose to grant that privilege to someone indiscriminately.
  7. You have chosen to give me that privilege among several others of Your choice.
  8. You have empowered me to share it all through all posts published since 2006 when You instructed me to create the first website.
  9. Despite all my fears and miseries, You have kept and sustained me all these years since I came to this strange land and culture.
  10. Lastly? You compel me to share the stumbling blocks stumbling Your chosen people so far.

Now, Where Was I? Ah! My Uncleanness To Be The Cause Of My Pain And Misery …?

It’s a far-fetched notion but! O my Master! You are now demonstrating such fact to me. I cannot any longer doubt or deny it.

Thank Goodness! I Cannot Deny Your Mercy As Well …?

No kidding! That’s my daily fact of life in Your Presence my Master. You know it. Daily I go up or down depending on my reactions to whatever You send my way.

But! What Is Your Purpose For All Your Dealings With Me? …

Simple. You are demonstrating Your ways to deal with me as You are fixing to deal with each one of Your children even when Your children have not caught on to that matter.

Well? What Now? Close And Post? What To Headline It?

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 9:48 pm.

My soul is cast down as it was that October 21, 1986. I’m overwhelmed. Psalms 41-42 come to mind. Those words express more or less the way I am feeling and what I aim to do about it. Quote:

Psalms 141:1-10

MASTER, I call upon You; hasten to me. Give ear to my voice when I cry to You. Let my prayer be set forth as incense before You, the lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice. Set a guard, O Master, before my mouth; keep watch at the door of my lips. Incline my heart not to submit or consent to any evil thing or to be occupied in deeds of wickedness with men who work iniquity; and let me not eat of their dainties.

Let the righteous man smite and correct me–it is a kindness. Oil so choice let not my head refuse or discourage; for even in their evils or calamities shall my prayer continue. When their rulers are overthrown in stony places, their followers shall hear my words, that they are sweet (pleasant, mild, and just). The unburied bones of slaughtered rulers shall lie scattered at the mouth of Sheol, as unregarded as the lumps of soil behind the plowman when he breaks open the ground.

But my eyes are toward You, O Yahuwah/Yahushua—my Master; in You do I trust and take refuge; pour not out my life nor leave it destitute and bare.

Keep me from the trap which they have laid for me, and the snares of evildoers. Let the wicked fall together into their own nets, while I pass over them and escape.

Psalms 42:1-11

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Master! My inner self thirsts for the Mighty One Of Israel, for the living Mighty One.

When shall I come and behold the face of the Mighty One Of Israel? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your Mighty One?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of the Mighty One Of Israel, like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song, with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Mighty One.

O my Master, my life is cast down upon me and I find the burden more than I can bear; therefore, will I earnestly remember You from the land of the Jordan River and the summits of Mount Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.

I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?

Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One. End of quote.

I Hope And Wait Expectantly For You My Master. You Are My Help. You Alone Are My Mighty One …

You know that is the fact in my heart, but in my frail flesh I feel that You have forgotten me despite all the blessings You always bestow upon me.

The Flesh Profits Nothing From Your Spirit, That’s The Fact …

And that’s what You have whispered to me right now. I also hear, “But you are not living the life of the flesh, you are living the life of the Spirit.”

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart! Wake up from your stupor—your state of reduced sensibility or consciousness!

There is nothing wrong with you despite the misery of the moment. Always remember, My grace is sufficient unto you to suffer all miseries courageously.

But what of such miseries? You must consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the bliss that is about to be revealed to you all.

I am aware of the source of your stupor as you read the words of the prophesy about My descending to inhabit among you to be your Mighty One forever.

Once again you are frightened as you observe what goes with your loved ones and their lifestyles. Even so?

Relax. The power of My love and wisdom shall prevail over their lives no matter how it looks to you right now.

Relax! Wake up from your stupor! Go on! I am with you and for you. I never leave nor forsake you. I continue to work it all for your good.

Relax. Remember what I promised you some 33 years ago it’s now your reality:

  • a settled place of quiet and safety, and you to be My minister;
  • and if you separated the precious from the vile cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you to be My mouthpiece.

Relax. Go Back To Bed. Rest Under My Everlasting Arms. I Am At Work While You Rest …”

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 11:06 pm.

Thanks for the rest. And thanks for Your words. Hope and courage are back. But what is it that threw me into a stupor? Ha! It’s enough to see the corruption in all areas of this world’s life, but!

The Suggestion That I Should Read Good Love Stories As …?

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 from 3:01 am. to 3:46 am.

They are doing for whatever reason just blew me downwards!

Why not read the greatest love story between the Mighty One Of Israel and ourselves? Beats me!

Regardless! The whole incident is now removed from my vision. It is not forgotten. It’s overcome by the power of Your love and wisdom.

On now to post the matter. Let it all roll on the wheels of Your infinite and passionate love for us all wayward children of Yours that we are.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Strange Followers Of The Sites. Are They Following You? I Sure Hope So …

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I Feel Strange Myself. Unusual, Peculiar Is The Way I Am Feeling More So Every Single Day …

 

Who Cares How I Feel? You Do My Master, And? …

  • Your Concern With Me Is All That Counts, But!

You Compel Me To Share Such Concern …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

Your concern with me is all that counts, but! You compel me to share such concern. Should I brag or feel smug because You care for me? Nay! Your care for me is not private or exclusive.

It Was Past Midnight. Silence All Around …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 12:43 am.

Master? What to do? Strange followers of the sites. Are they following You? I sure hope so. Perhaps I’ll try to sleep even that I do not feel sleepy. I feel strange myself.

O My Master, You Know How Strange I Feel …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 4:00 am.

Out of the ordinary, difficult to account for; unusual or peculiar is the way I am feeling more so every single day. I simply no longer fit in the society of mankind.

A Reminder Of What You Inspired Me To Write Before …

You have a reason for bringing this matter to light again. It’s quite fitting to the reason for the way I am feeling. Here it is:

  • Believe me! Mathew 10 is the reality of my life: “Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.”
  • Of course, in the natural my children & brothers & sisters all would tell me, “Who is trying to kill you? We love you but you have chosen a different life than ours!” And on they go to live their lives with as much gusto as ever before defying the Creator Himself!
  • For the fact is that they love old thiaBasilia but do not respect or recognize at all what I stand for and I am hated by all for the sake of standing in Yahushua’s name just like it’s written!
  • As the flash of the happy life of my children and most inhabitants of this earth—the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind, all I can do is to bow my head and plead for mercy! Why?
  • Because all the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices of this world have no eternal value.
  • On the contrary, those who laugh now shall cry later as it is written. But mainly the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind are mostly to please the flesh.
  • The joy and peace and well-being of the soul flourish in the waters of affliction. But that is not talking about self-pity or self-abasement in a false state of humility.
  • On the contrary the waters of affliction tempers & strengthens the character to overcome and gain the victory over all the miseries as well as all the seemingly good & beautiful conditions that this world can deal to us to destroy our witness for Yahushua.
  • The famous Sermon of the Mountains in Matthew 5-7 is a confirmation for my statement.

Reminders Of Your Written Words? The How You Sustain And Keep Me Going Upwards To Rest In You. Quote …

Matthew 10:21, 22.

Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death.

And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.

2 Thessalonians 2:3

Let no one deceive or beguile you in any way, for that day will not come except the apostasy comes first, unless the predicted great falling away of those who have professed to be Christians has come, and the man of lawlessness (sin) is revealed, who is the son of doom (of perdition), [Dan 7:25; Dan 8:25; 1Ti 4:1]

Matthew 7:21-23.

Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. [Psa 6:8]

(4:46 am. Thundering again at 7:19 am. Will turn off. On again at 9:09 am. It’s supposed to be a sunny day. Thanks, my Master for good weather or even what I would call bad weather.)

Following Him May Mean We Lose Relationships, Dreams, Material Things, Or Even Our Lives With No Regrets …

Master? I continue to be amazed at Your REALITY in my life. The good part? This issue is not private or exclusive for me. I hear, “I could never endure what you are going through!” Yippee! Light!

Your Light Shone. I Said, “But You Are Enduring What You Are Supposed To Endure.” …

Wow! How long I felt sort of hopeless when I would read the horrors Your ancient workers endured? What a revelation! How encouraging! We are all enduring! You never give us any more than what we can take!

A Post From The Past. It Covers More Than One Issue, But!

It all connects with the present. It’s a crucial but lengthy essay, so? The format in PDF for your convenience. Read On:  Strange Followers Of The Sites

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do Again …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 1:58 am.

Whether to go to bed and try to sleep or continue working on the site’s cleanup or end the post You are leading me to publish, what? Guess I’ll go to bed. I’ll wait to hear from You.

Thanks, My Master! Sleep Can Do Wonders Sometimes …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 6:13 am.

I’m ready now to start this 7th Day of Rest in Your Presence. You are leading me to close the post with the formatted PDF version. I will work now on the cover and format.

And So? That’s My Life Nowadays. Glamour? NAY! But!

O my Master! What is glamour compared to the reality of Your matchless, unbroken companionship? No comparison. Not a smidgen of regret for the lack human’s ways in my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …

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Ha! The Matter It’s Just Now In 2019 Revealed To Me To Pass On To You …

 

 

Well? I Had A Full Day Gone By. Another Day Now …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 12:44 am.

And a Monday at that. Ahmad’s visit? Meaningful at best. Things are in the looking up between us again. He left. I finished with the posting.

Meanwhile? Midnight Came And Went Along With All My Fears …

Ready now to hit the bed again. Thanks, my Master for the few more hours of sleep. This is another day in the up and up despite of whatever comes my way.

Fearless? A Supernatural State Meant To Be, But! …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:40 am.

Indeed! Supernatural fear is the beginning of all wisdom. Natural fear? The hindrance to such wisdom. Ha! I never thought about that! Didn’t quite understood all those ‘fear’ and ‘fear not’ until this moment.

Naturally Fearless I Tried Every And All Things …?

I simply did not know what fear was. Perhaps impulsive nature is the fitting word. No idea of what it was to pause or think before I acted.

My Medical Label? Bipolar. Manic Depressive. Schizophrenia …

Man O man! And all the time? O my Master! I was supernaturally gifted big time; it was Your secret to me. Why? Obviously, should You not kept Your secret? No telling the heights I would have ascended to dethrone You.

Wow! You Cut The Wings Of This Eagle! You Kept Me In The Chicken Pen …

Hahaha! I was born an eagle, but! You cut my wings to keep me in the chicken pen to teach me the life of the chickens was not to be my life.

Amazing moment …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 5:19 am.

Master? You are simply AWESOME! The way You are unraveling my life? It’s just a wonder to me. I woke up in pain almost two hours ago this morning. Had no clue on what to do. Suddenly!

My Truncated Attempts To Ascend The Ladder Of Success Pops Into My Mind, And?

You opened my eyes to see clearly Your loving hand underlying all those truncated attempts of mine with the story of the eagle in the chicken pen.

Wow! I Been Quoting From This Story For The Longest But! …

This day? The story popped up with the spiritual connection to it. I don’t remember reading the version that popped as I searched for it in my files. Even so?

I’m Beginning To Think You Inserted That Version Supernaturally In My Files …

Honestly. I been knowing the story to the point of the eagle flying up to meet its kind. The added amazing spiritual significance of the story? First time You set my eyes on it.

Wow! Talking About Another Day In The Up And Up Despite Of Whatever Comes My Way …?

This is that day! This is that moment of eternal time in my life. This is Yourself revealing, showing, making Yourself real to me. Quote:

John 14:20-21

At that time when that day comes you will know for yourselves that I am in My Father, and you are in Me, and I am in you.

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who really loves Me; and whoever really loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I too, will love him and will show, reveal, manifest Myself to him. I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.

O My Master! The Effect Of Your Power Of Love And Wisdom Is A Sheer Bliss! No Kidding …

Beauty, delight, hope joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one. Nothing like I ever imagined to be. Unimaginable but real!

  • Quote of this supernatural version in my files. Don’t know who wrote it or how it is in my files. Wow! That’s Your supernatural ways if I ever thought about it before. Quote:

The story was about a farmer who stumbled upon an eagle’s nest with an egg in it. Not wanting the little eagle to die he took it home with him and places it under one of his chickens that was setting eggs.

But right from day one the little eagle didn’t fit into the barnyard scene even though that was all he had ever known.

All he was sure of was somewhere deep inside something was telling him, “This isn’t home”. The farmer kept his wings clipped in hopes he would become a pet so unable to fly he set it on a post in the barnyard looking up into the sky.

His body confined to the earth his heart in the heavens. He didn’t know why nor he could understand his feelings, but he knew there that something deep within him that wanted to be free.

As time went by the farmer forgot to clip the eagle’s wings and one-day as the eagle set on his post looking upward a great gust of wind caught him under his wings and he was lifted from his perch.

With a scream of victory and freedom he left the barnyard seen forever and soared into the heavens to meet his own kind.

Isa.40: 31, I loved this story and saw how it related to all we have experienced and are experiencing in our walk with the Lord. Eagles here are symbolic of certain Christians. The “mount up” process is important and necessary for those who are called to go higher, Philp.3:14. To those who are willing to wait in His presence, Ps.27:14; Ps.37:34; Ps.62:5; Rom.8:25.

Not everyone who enjoys God’s blessings, grace will want to destroy the idols of this world that have been set in the temple of their hearts. Nor will they want to pay the price to soar with the Father. Only those who know they have been called to a higher calling will want to consider this.

Chickens are earthbound, they keep their eyes on the things of this world, Jam.4:4; 1Jh.2:15-16. They scratch out an existence and never lift their heads to look any higher then where they are.

They scratch in the dirt, eat whatever is thrown to them and search greedily in their crowed barnyards for more to fill their bellies, much of it unclean. By nature chickens are an unclean bird, they are bound to their existence and are satisfied with it.

But not the eagle, he has an inherited nature that will not survive confinement. To fulfill his purpose in life he must be free to soar the heavens. It may look lonely up there because not many will dare to rise to such heights. But the eagle doesn’t care; it’s not in his nature to need the approval of the majority. Deut.32:11;

Its time for these “willing eagles” to soar and our “Mother”, the Holy Spirit, is the one who will make our nest very uncomfortable. Just like the mother eagle that tears up the soft bed of her little one and breaks the twigs so that the jagged ends stick him. In short his life becomes miserable in the place he was once comfortable and safe.

Are “Heavenly Parents”, do much the same things in our lives in order to get us to do what is best for us, thus fulfilling our purpose for being here or should I say, fulfilling the will and purpose of our Father. 1Cor.13:11; Gal.4:1-2; Heb.5:12-6:2;

Has your place in the Father, the place that once met the needs in your life now seem rough, tight or uncomfortable?

Don’t worry; your Father is just getting you ready to be pushed off a cliff and into new heights.

Are the jagged edges of that which was once such a comfort to you now starting to prick you?

Maybe you have even asked if you were in the Fathers will. Well, wonder no more, accept it in faith, because a great work is about to come forth in your life and it’s not the Father’s wrath it’s His love and wisdom, making you willing to take the next big step, off that cliff.

By nature we love security so God has to make us sick of our “nest”, so that we will willingly let Him take us on our spiritual journey.

Unfortunately some do not want to leave the nest. When the little eagle rebels the mother eagle starts to beat her wings and the wings that once protected him from danger have now become his enemy.

To escape this danger the little eagle climbs onto her back and now wherever she goes, he will go. He holds on for dear life as his mother soars higher and higher when suddenly without warning she dives out from under him.

He screams and falls; instinctively his wings stretch out to try to catch the air but try as he must he feels like all hope is gone, then out of no where mother eagle swoops under him and carries him up on her wings. Ps.139:10; Josh1:5.;

But just as the little eagle feels safe once more the bottom falls out from under him and the process starts all over again, until he finely learns to soar.

Sometimes the flutter of our Fathers wings makes us think He is going to beat us to death but the bible says if we do not receive correction we are not His sons, Heb.12:5-8.

When we are willing He takes us to great heights. Then sometimes when everything seems wonderful the bottom suddenly drops out from under us again and we wonder Father where are you? But just who do you think that is holding you up and restoring your strength?

Only to find out this process may start all over again as we grow, until we come into that fullness He has prepared for us, the place where we learn to soar in the Father. Eph.4:13-16

When a baby eagle flat refuses to learn after all of his mother’s attempts to teach him she takes him high into the heavens and lets him fall to his death as she screeches in pain, knowing he must either fly or die on the rocks below.

In the kingdom there are those who flat refuse to grow, Jer.10:2; Matt.11:29-30. They resent the furnace of affliction and its purifying fire, Isa.48:10; Pro.17:3; Heb.12:29, they love the safety of the nest but hate the discipline.

But God is always patient, 1Cor.13:4-8; Jam.5:7; 2Thes.3:5, and long-suffering. He works with them, giving them chance after chance. Until He finely let’s them fall to the rocks of religion, worldly desires, or home to save their souls, Isa.57:1-2.

If Jesus had to learn through what He suffered then so will all of us, Heb.5:8. We have seen some of these great ministries come in, soar and then crash.

This does not lessen the true revelations they received or the gifts they walked in. But the word says Lk.9:62, it would have been better for them if they had stayed with the chickens in the safety of the barnyard.

God’s tests are carefully designed to show us what is in our hearts and to bring our rebellion to the surface to be dealt with. Heb.4:12; Jer.17:9-10;.

God’s chosen are coming through these fires. I loved what Isaiah said when he saw his heart, Isa.6:5. End of quote.

Wow! Now Is The Time For The Material To Decrease. For The Spiritual To Increase …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 8:43 am.

Master? My heart is heavy. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance? It’s a heavy subject. Even so? You are carrying the weight for me. Don’t let me ever forget it. Don’t let me ever  think that I am anything on my own.

I Am Going On Propelled By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:15 pm.

Master? I can’t overcome this heaviness in my soul because the statement I read, something like, “I am love. When I enter a room? Love covers that room.”

I Fear The Repercussions From Such Statement …

I am?  Mercy my Father. Only You are. In essence to state “I am love” we are setting ourselves in Your Place. We are usurping Your Authority.

Have Mercy. O My Master! I Refuse To Doubt You …

The fear of rejection is driving Your children to this insane attempt to take Your place, and? You knew it all along. Yet You promised to bring us back. I wait on Your mercy.

New Life Really Began On 2017, But!

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 11:28 pm.

Three years later I find myself heavy with the realization that things at large are quite frightening. This 2019? The year of my Jubilee! My 80th birthday marks that beginning as my eternal reality. Even so?

O My Master? You Know Exactly The Solution To My Heaviness …

Every inch of my body hurts, but? I am not disturbed about it because I know You are in control of it all. Been sleeping hoping for relief to no avail. I hear thunder. Computer off. 11:53 pm.

Where Was I, My Father? I’m Feeling Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 2:09 am.

What’s the meaning of this fly literally attacking me? How can a fly be so distracting? Thankfully You gave it to me. It’s dead. Anyhow?

You Have A Reason For Bringing Up This File From 2017 …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:25 am.

It was written in January of 2017. Your reason? A reminder of how my new life is developing under Your careful plan. Amazing work within me in less than two years.

Comes January 2020? Will Begin My 3rd Year Living A New Life …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 4:39 am

  • Thunder! Computer off!

Back! The Storm Subsided Around 6 Am. But! …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 10:23 am.

I been updating the header for the main site. I don’t know exactly what to do? Reformat the newfound file or work in the Promised Land book. I am now sleepy. I wait of Your lead.

Master? My Arm Is Getting Worse Instead Of Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:21 pm.

You are the only One I wish to help me. Unless You heal me, I refuse to seek for help from the human element. Why? Because the human element does not know my body. Maybe sleep could help.

Yes! Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! But!

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 7:00 pm. – 9:34 pm.

I Must Count The Cost. The Cost Is High. Nothing Is Free …?

Everywhere one turns around nowadays one gets the big sign pushed, FREE! Me? I been a sucker for free stuff ever since I got wind of the Internet.

Well? All That Is In A Past I Now See Objectively …

Yeah, my books are free for lack of a better word: Valuable. The thing is that nowadays the name of the game is ‘Marketing!’ everything is about buy and sell.

  • My eyes are closing. Sleep 10:07 pm. Woke up around midnight. Couldn’t stay up. Back to bed slept until around 1:30 am. My life’s pattern of sleep anyhow.

Thinking On The Counting The Cost Issue …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 2:24 am.

What is the connection between free and counting the cost? What does it mean to count the cost? To count the cost means to count what is the cost of whatever given for free or without money payment, but!

O My Master! You Are Opening My Eyes To See That Nothing Is Really Free …?

Even our salvation is by no means a freebie. In fact? Our salvation has the highest price tag in this world despite all the fanfare about grace and unconditional love.

The Unbiased Truth: What Is Our Salvation Cost? Our Present Worldly Lifestyle …?

Honestly? I never realized this matter before. Even so? This matter is not news. I have heard it before. The only confusing matter to me is that many of the ones preaching the matter to me in the past do not live it themselves now.

Even So? Despite What I See You Have The Perfect Number Who Are Living It And?…

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:49 am.

You have blessed me with their testimony. Those are the instruments You have used to bring me to where I am now. Like them? I have not bowed my knees to kiss the glory of a worldly life.

A Worldly Life? Not Necessarily A Sinful Life …?

That’s what has made it so confusing until now that You are revealing these matters to me. It’s been devastating for me to see the ones that once quietly and humbly helped me are now in the lime-light and no longer have any time for me.

Ha! The Matter Is Clear Now. It’s No Longer Confusing To Me, Why? …

O my Master! Because You are now unraveling these matters to me. Every single incident in the human’s life happens to fulfill the Scriptures.

The Rejection In Mathew 10. The Great Fallen Away In 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7? …

Must Be Fulfilled. Even so? There is hope. O my Master! You are now revealing to me, it’s all written for examples for us now to avoid the final judgement.

Wow! What A Revelation! It Dispelled All My Fears’ Spell …?

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 3:20 pm.

O my Master! Moment by moment You make Yourself real to me. It came to me to illustrate how You have dispelled all my fears, so? Been looking for words You inspired to me before on the matter to no avail.

Frustrating! On Top Of That? Ahmad Not Answering My Calls …?

As usual? I gave up. I went to bed to try to sleep. I called on You. Sure enough. Within minutes my phone rang. Ahmad on the line.

  • “My father is seriously ill. My brothers and me been with him. He does not want to go to the hospital. The wife taking care of him, no time to cook.”
  • Me? “No problem Ahmad! I understand. I’m OK. Don’t worry about me. Take care of your father.”

All Fears And Frustrations? Gone! Then? …

It came to me where to look for the words I been looking for to no avail. I got up. Turned the computer on. Went straight where it came to me to look.

Wow! You Are Faithful To Your Promise To Reveal Yourself To Me …

And so? The rejection in Mathew 10. The great fallen away in 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7 have been three fears that troubled me until now.

Those Scriptures Must Be Fulfilled. Even So? There Is Hope.

O my Master! Yes! It’s all Happening now as it’s written to fulfill those words, but! Behold! You Power Of Love despite our rebellious doings.

No Matter What? The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom? It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.

This Day You Revealed Yourself To Me To Dispel All Fears By Your Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:59 pm.

Master? You know I don’t feel good. Slept from around 4 pm to 7:28 pm. Could not stay up. Hurting bad. Went back to bed. Slept until my little friend woke me up with food around 9:17 pm.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do. I’ll Go Back To Bed And Wait On You …

It’s now Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 10:11 pm.

I’ll wait. I’m sure You have a purpose for all details of my daily living. Perhaps Ahmad’s situation with his Father at the point of death is why I am feeling this way. You’ll show me. I am sure.

Through The Wilderness Of Life You Have Brought Me To Yourself …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:25 am.

Through much tribulation I have entered Your Kingdom even now while on these forsaken grounds. Your Presence illuminates and dispels the darkness of all fears in my mind.

Fears Dispelled You Make Me Well. Pain At Bay A Bright Smile I Can Now In Your Presence Display …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:48 am.

The fear of repercussion for all our rebelliousness sayings and doings caused me much pain in the last couple of days, but! You showed me Yourself. You made Yourself real to me as You promised to do.

Yes! There Is Repercussion From Our Present Actions …?

Repercussion or an effect or result of some previous action or event is inevitable, but! Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for us is also inevitable.

Thus? Though You Feed Us The Bread Of Affliction Because Of Our Sins …

Our Teacher does not hide Himself from us anymore. So? We learn how to be loved, how to love in return. Nothing like all the notions of love we humans have conjured!

That’s Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …?

That’s The Matter Just Now In 2019 You are Revealing To Me To Pass On To Your loved ones scattered in the four corners of the earth.

Wow! Time To Close This Post On Thursday, October 17, 2019 At 4:09 Am.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Am I Looking For Your Approval? Are You Looking For My Approval? …

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Do I Feel You Are Trying To Convince Me. Do You Feel I Am Trying To Convince You? …

No Problem! That’s Human, And? Surprise! We Are Humans ….

No kidding! We are all humans …

Thursday, October 10, 2019 at 8:55 am.

No kidding! We are all humans. Basically, we think and feel alike, but! We rally ourselves in the fact that we are all a ‘little different’. Hahaha!

I’m Having Me Some Fun Indeed! A ‘Little Different’? …

A ‘Little Different’? What an understatement! Me? I feel smug right now. Why? The truth? I don’t know why I feel smug about making fun of our human ways, but! It’s something that’s natural with me.

Hey! Maybe. O Maybe! Could It Be My ‘Gift From Above’? C’mon! Give Some Slack! …

Here is the scoop. In my social interchange? I talk, talk, talk, and? Talk some more. It seems that all I want is to convince or impose myself upon others not giving them a chance to do the same to me.

Ha! That’s The Truth In A Nut Shell, But! …?

The real truth about me? I been Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas or? Should I say, Hot waters? Or? The furnace of affliction?

No Kidding! But The Same Is Truth About You Et All, Only? …

We are ‘a little different’! Hum! I should say, a LOT different! And that’s what makes me laugh now more than ever before. Why? because!

Little Did I Know 33 Years Ago …?

About all that ‘Tried. Purified. Refined.’ Affair! If I would have known? I would have never gone there! That’s for sure!

But ‘FATHER’ Knows Best. That’s The Truth For The Rest …

O my Master! How simply You are unraveling all suffering, evil, corruption and whatever we must go through to shape us as genuine human beings. Otherwise?

Perish The Thought! We Would Have Been Just Like Rabbits Eating Carrots And Making Babies …?

Hahaha! That just came to me! Master? You are funny. We would have replenished the earth with rabbits digging for carrots. And no one to plant those carrots!

No One To Tend To The Garden …?

Isn’t that funny? But Master? Couldn’t You had come up with something different than that evil monster You use to Try. Purify. Refine these humans You created to be loved to love? I wonder.

Ooo! It’s written, quote:

And if we are His children, then we are His heirs also: heirs of Our Creator and fellow heirs with Messiah sharing His inheritance with Him; only we must share His suffering if we are to share His esteem.

But what of that? For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the esteem that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!

For even the whole creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for Our Creator’s sons to be made known waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship.

For the creation (nature) was subjected to frailty (to futility, condemned to frustration), not because of some intentional fault on its part, but by the will of Him Who so subjected it—yet with the hope  that nature (creation) itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and corruption and gain an entrance into the esteemed freedom of Our Creator’s children.

We know that the whole creation of irrational creatures has been moaning together in the pains of labor until now.

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the Set Apart Spirit a foretaste of the blissful things to come groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption (our manifestation as Our Creator’s sons).

For in this hope we were saved. But hope the object of which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?

But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.

Honest To Goodness! I Am Not Trying To Convince, Convert, Or Change Anyone Anymore…

O but You know it, my Master. I talk, talk, talk, and talk some more to share not to convince, convert, or change anyone, but only to share what You reveal and compel me to share with Your people

You Are A Loving Father Not A Tyrant. Your Wisdom? Unfathomable, But! …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 5:06 am.

We humans have taken it upon ourselves to judge You. The worst? To outguess Your wisdom. To gain the advantage over You by cleverness or forethought—to outwit You.

How True! How Emphatically The Humans Deny Such Truth …

Therefore? The human becomes really touchy about the subject. Everybody is in the defense or push mode, but!

We Do Not Realize That We Are Either Pushing Or Defending Ourselves, Why? …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 7:02 am.

Why? because we are humans. We possess a mind of our own. We always do what we think is best, and? Push our best on others or, defend ourselves because our best does not agree with the pushers’ best.

What A Revelation! Have I Figure Out Those Matters On My Own? Nay! …

O my Master! Honestly, You have opened my eyes to see my error or my sin since You called me into Your service in 1985. Now? I neither push or defend. I share whatever You compel me to share.

What About ‘Unconditional’ Love? The Unbiased Truth …

To claim unconditional love means a love without limitations or restrains. As romantic as such seems to be, it is a misleading term to say the least. Why?

Limitations And Restrains Are Necessary To Truly Love …?

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:24 pm.

Master? This is a crucial subject. I do not want to write anything about it bound to my former bias. I wait on You for a clue to write verbatim what it comes from You.

Hey! About The Graphics …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:29 pm.

I been working on this graphic the whole day. But You know it my Master. You have given me to create the perfect background, but I am stuck on how to add the text. I wait on You.

  • Those are mini books my Master inspires unto me. Windows into my soul to illustrate the content of whatever is written there.

Master? It’s Another Day But You Know It …?

Will it be another day of waiting, my Master? I weary of waiting to no avail, but! You sustain me. So? I loose my temper with inconsiderate selfish people.

Do I Worry About It? I Do For A Moment, Then? …

I fume in anger. I think of all the sort of things I’ll say and do to retaliate. Suddenly! I hear, “The people do not consider you, but! You do not consider them.”

Pause. Reflect. I Do Not Consider Them? …

Hum! I never thought about it, my Master, but! You are so ever right! I just think of what I need. Other people’s needs? Maybe as an afterthought.

Yeap! An Afterthought—A Thought After You Have Them Supply For Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 1:11 am.

Ha! So that’s the lesson You have taught me about my outburst of anger today. Wow! Help! My Master! Help! How can I consider the aggressor infringing pain and discomfort to me?

  • Sleep?

Not Possible With Me, But! With You …?

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 4:20 am.

All things ARE possible. Master? I am not angry anymore. Your wisdom is prevailing me, but! I feel so sad! I wish to cry but my eyes are dry. I come to You for help.

Automatically The Tears Begin To Flow Along With Blessings …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:38 am.

I lift up my voice to plead for blessings for my Ahmad. I implore forgiveness for my lack of consideration for my beloved son.

Automatically As Well Your Peace Along With Power To Overcome My Sadness Returns To My Soul …

What an amazing way to lead and teach me Your ways. I am now enjoying Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

Afternoon Ends. No Clue Of What’s Going On Out Here, Perhaps …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 6:34 pm.

Perhaps whatever is going on out there is not any of my business. Thanks, O thanks my Master! It feels good to mind my own business—to let You mind Yours. One more graphic completed, I think.

All Things Are Working Together For Our Not Just For Mine Good …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 7:23 pm.

With that thought in mind? I’ll try to sleep again. It’s the end of one more 7th Day of Rest. I remain resting in You for all matters and purposes.

Your Power To Overcome Is A Mystery To Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:13 pm.

Actually? You are a mystery to me despite Your undeniable Presence within me and in all details of my life. I see the futility in this worldly life. Is inevitable to see it.

What I Don’t See? Inevitable Troubles Me, But! …

I must endure by that unfathomable power of love You have invested on me. Moreover? I must proclaim that matter I do not yet see. Why? Because You compel me to do so.

What Is It That I Don’t See, My Master? Why It Troubles Me? …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

I’m going back to bed. Need to reflect. I wait on You. Slept for 3 more hours. Woke up about an hour ago on this next day. My body in pain. My mind at peace.

I Am Not Appealing To Any Human Being For Help. I Am Appealing To You …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 2:27 am.

This is to be my year of Jubilee. All my debts forgotten. Yet? The agony of painful misery continues to drive me insane.

No Matter. In Sickness Or In Health I Refuse To Doubt You …?

It’s so easy to believe in You when things are going well, but! With the least twitch of pain? I wail in doubt of You. Even so?

You Are Teaching Me The Difference Between Lip And Genuine Service …

That’s the difference I do not see around me. That’s what troubles me. Master? Where am I at in that issue. Am I concerned with others thinking I am only giving You lip service as I see it done around me?

Ha! I Get It! My Only Concern Should Be Your Approval Of Me …

Wow! How easy it is to stumble on the trap of human’s approval. The fear of rejection is innate in my human nature. Wow!

So? That’s The Fear That Troubles Me With Ahmad’s Absence …

And that’s what I have not been able to see until now that You are revealing it to me. Funny thing! When things go well between Ahmad and me that fear lurks away, but! It remains at bay, until?

The Next Negative Episode Pops Up …?

It’s been a vicious circle not only with my gifted son but with all my relationships in the past. And here is fitting to talk about the new trend of ‘Unconditional Love’.

‘Unconditional Love’ The Human’s Solution To Human’s Rejection …

Wow! The wounds we inflict upon each other because of the fear of rejection are monumental to the point of insanity.

‘Unconditional Love’ Is The Insane Reaction To The Fear Of Rejection …

Wow! So that’s how I am to expose this monstrous issue that’s on fire from all angles of the human life. The worst of it all?

To Confuse Moral Laws And Conditions With Tyranny and You …?

How far from the Loving Mighty One that You are, but! That does not rattle Your Mighty love and unfathomable wisdom to create and discipline or mold us into Your image.

Create And Discipline Or Mold Someone …?

Isn’t that what we parents do with our children? Hahaha! What a revelation! We certainly knock ourselves out to discipline our children in an attempt to mold them in our image.

Unfortunately? Our Children Grow Up To Do Whatever Suits Them To Be The Best …

O my Master! Exactly Your predicament with us Your children doing whatever we think is best. And what is what we think is best is?

Unconditional Love. No Discipline. No Conditions. No Rules …?

Ah but You are not a man that we should judge You like one. Yes, there is a comparison between Your ways and our ways. No doubt about that comparison. Quote:

And have you completely forgotten the sacred word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?

My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him; for the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.

You must submit to and endure correction for discipline; the Almighty is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not thus train and correct and discipline?

Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all of the Almighty’s children share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons at all.

Moreover, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we yielded to them and respected them for training us. Shall we not much more cheerfully submit to the Father of spirits and so truly live?

For our earthly fathers disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own set-apartness.  End of quote.

  • Reading the whole chapter after witnessing the results of the Spirit at work within me? It should encourage anyone tenfold to be whatever that one is created to be.
  • To bed at 3:59 am. Could not sleep. This time? Joyfully absorbing what You have in Your mind for this area and how Ahmad and I fit in Your plan of restoration.

Back To ‘Unconditional Love’ The Aim? Break All Restrains …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 4:51 am.

Master? You know all about my shock to come face to face with what this wave of ‘unconditional love’ is bringing ashore—Pollyanna relationships, living together without legal commitment, homosexuality, nothing is wrong or right, tolerance of immorality in lieu of Unconditional Love.

Strange. The First Trade In This Wave? Sexual Immorality …

Hahaha! It just came to me, this should be called, Immoral Love Instead Of Unconditional Love, but! I guess that would be brutal honesty not as appealing to sophisticated souls engaged in this wave.

But Really? What Is The Aim Of This ‘Unconditional Love’?

O The Trickery Of Our Human Minds! To Break All misunderstood restrains imposed by the tyrant ‘God’ they have made You out to be is the aim of this ‘Unconditional Love’.

Your Aim? To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation To Be Loved To Love In Return …

That’s the truth and reality of the matter, but! YOU, Ever Existent O Mighty One of Israel are still in control of it all, and? You compel me now to let go of all concerns about this and all issues going on with Your people.

As You Compel All Fears Are Dispelled …

I can now post this matter to encourage not to discourage. I no longer have an opinion or bias in all that I write. I am only reporting what applies to me in all written in the Scriptures misnomer the Bible. On to post.

On to post.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Well? It Feels Good To Mind My Own Business …?

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On To Mind My Eats, My Chores Galore …

Talking About Galore …?

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 6:25 am.

Galore of everything, including the usual mundane irritations like ants that do not cease to trouble me! Hahaha! HalleluYah! And right now? Ahmad to eat breakfast with me. Hum! Maybe?

How Can You Catch A Cloud And Pin It Down? …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 1:45 pm.

O my Master! I guess one can capture it with a camera or create it in a graphic, but! Physically that I can touch it? Impossible! And so are my thoughts and my imaginings. You know it, my Master.

What Thoughts And Imaginings Are Running In My Mind Right Now? …

Ha! You know it my Master. It’s another pay day and no ATM card to get the monies for my monthly keep. The thought of calling to get the monies via Western Union are not pleasant thoughts. I dread to ask. Even so?

You Are In Control Of My Dreadful Thoughts And Imaginings …

I wait on You. I refuse to dwell on my thoughts. I have one more hour before I must make that call. I call on You now to take it all in Your control as a whole.

Master? Is This Happening To Show Me The Difference …?

The difference between the past and the present in my life’s attitude. In the past? Panic! Begging for help from the human element. In the present? No panic. Wisdom. Calling on help from You.

Wow! From Where Comes My Help? My Help Comes From You …

And Your written words continue to guide and light the way ahead of me. What a way to let go of my thoughts without any efforts of my own. Just the sound of Your voice from within dispels those thoughts away! Quote:

Psalms 121:1-8

I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah—From whence shall my help come?

My help comes from the Master, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber.

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Master is your keeper; the Master is your shade on your right hand, the side not carrying a shield.

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life.

The Master will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore.

I Am Dumbfound Once Again! I Caught The Cloud, And? …

Pin it down for sure! What cloud? The cloud of my dreadful thoughts and imaginings. Did I really catch that cloud and let it go? Nay!

The Master Is My Keeper. The Master Keeps Me From All Evil …

O my Master! What a way to keep me from all evil. It is evil to trust or depend on the human mind train of thought., but?

No Need To Board That Train Anymore! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m Sailing On Now! …

What to expect while sailing on this ship? The sun shall not smite me by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep me from all evil; He will keep my life.

The Master Will Keep My Going Out And My Coming In From This Time Forth And Forevermore …

What an enviable life! Indeed! You have implanted Your written words within me to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to Your will and desire. Whatever for?

To Be Envied. Envious Not Jealous …?

Master? It totally amazes me the way You unravel the meaning of Your written words to me nowadays. In the past? I had a tacit understanding implied or inferred without direct expression of the word ‘envied’, but!

Right Now? I Understand. I See. O My Master! You Have Shown Me …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 4:09 pm.

For the last two hours I been looking for the meaning of envy, envied, and jealous jealousy. Wow! What a finding. From the dictionary:

  • Traditional usage holds that we are jealous when we fear losing something that is important to us and envious when we desire that which someone else has
  • You use enviable to describe a possession, quality, or ability that someone has, and that you wish you had yourself.
  • Jealousy: Jealous resentment against a person enjoying success or advantage; anger or fear of losing something or someone to a rival.

From That Meaning You Firmly Implanted In My Soul The Sermon Of The Mount …

Excerpts from Matthew 5:

SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

  • Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven! …
  • … Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heaven enjoys His favor and deliverance) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with our Father in the heaven), for they shall be completely satisfied! Isa. 55:1, 2.
  • …. Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!
  • Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.
  • Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.
  • You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.
  • You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
  • Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.
  • Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
  • For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
  • Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
  • For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. End of quote.

Now? About My Own Business …?

What You told to the ancient workers? You are now telling it to me, and? I got it, my Master! I really, really got it this time! No longer a problem. You set me to mind my own business on high seas. WHAT?

Indeed! The High Seas? Dangerous Waters Away From This World’s Shores And Business…?

The world’s business? What about that man or this one woman? Forget it! No time to worry about that business. Must mind my own business to follow You unto the High Seas Dangerous Waters. Whatever for?

O! O! My Eyes Set On You At The Helm Of The Ship Or Else! …

Talking about Your ways? Master? You know how I am stuck with the last lines I been writing. I think I done lost the thread of this writing. I’ll go to sleep. I’ll wait to see how You’ll unstuck me. It’s Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 9:52 pm.

Ah! You Unstuck Me! How?

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 1:40 am.

Master? You are awesome! You let me fret in bed for a couple of hours. Next? You led me to get up. What to do? Tried to call my friends Jan Caddell, June, Fanny Mae to no avail. Finally? Call Pat.

Bless My Beloved Pat—You Always Give Me Clues When I Call Her …

I ramble on and on about what I am recording now and how I feel lost. She did not say much, until the end. In response to our ages and my beginning to live at eighty, she said, “We are all different.”

Ha! Your Clue To Unstick Me! …

Somehow? I sense the same response from all corners, and? It throws me for a loop! I find myself lost. The response does not match with Your word about my life to be envied, but!

I Saw The Light! It Shined On My Enthusiasm About Beginning To Live At Eighty! …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 5:11 am.

Master? You know that I am up but I sure don’t feel up the part. I don’t know what to ask of You. I don’t know how to pray, but I take comfort because Your Spirit knows what to ask as per Your will. I wait. Back to bed

Two More Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 8:31 am.

Thank You, my Master. I woke up around 7 am. Been reading about the racial hate. Whites against blacks and vice versa then. Now? Religion against religion it’s at its peak. That kind of hate makes me cringe, but!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom …

My mind and imagination are not capable to grasp one smidgen of such power and wisdom. Even so? You seen fit to gift me with The Secret Of Your Sweet, Satisfying Companionship.

Moreover? You Seen Fit To Show Me Your Covenant, And? …

Reveal to me its deep, inner meaning as per written in Psalms 25. The Truth? You Know It My Master. The more I read Your written words? The more my mind wails!

My Mind Cannot Grasp Your Awesome Words, But! …

I am beginning to see more and more the importance to let go of my mind. Even so? I find myself in trouble knowing that I must let go of my mind and not being able to let go.

O What A Wretched Woman Am I Until …?

You see fit to empower me to do so in the most unexpected way. And so? The incident with my friend Pat came about this time.

Alright! Why Mind My Own Business …?

Master! What about my friend Pat as well as Ahmad, my children and family? “WHAT is that to you? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? YOU FOLLOW ME!

Unstuck! HalleluYah! Where Is The Key To Unstick My Close Mind? …

In Your hand, my Master. At Your decreed time You place that key in the lock’s hole that lacks my mind, and? Turn it. Yippee! My mind opens up to let Your words penetrate my being. Thus, I heard, and?

Power To Obey. Power To Follow You. Power To Let Go. The Only Way To Avail Eternally …

Numerous human’s lists on how to let it go. How to do one thing or the other. Millions of success inspirers. Millions of success accomplishers. Untold number of satisfied souls in good standing with themselves and with  the world.

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What About You, My Master? …

Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 4:21 am.

What about You? Ha! This time? All nations. Each individual child of Yours. The whole kit and caboodle are fixing to know and respect Your Majesty and sovereignty over Your whole creation. And me?

What About Me? Who Wants To Know About Me? …

O my Master! Who wants to know about me? YOU! You want to know, what? What do You want to know about me that You already know, my Master?

Could It Be? O Man! What Could It Be? …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 7:58 am.

O my Master! If I had any doubts lingering in my mind and soul about the accuracy of what I write? You have now dispelled them for good and forever. A vision:

  • I could not figure out what You wanted to know about me that You already knew, so? As usual I left the headline there. Went ahead to the graphics. Suddenly! I found myself attempting to reach Denise’s heart with the accuracy of all that I write because it does not come from me, but! She was adamant to shut me off not wanting to hear my opinion she kept repeating. Even so? I prevailed. I firmly and calmly stated: “I do not have an opinion. I am only reporting what is written in the Bible.” I opened my eyes. So real. I could almost touch my Denise. But? Only the mouse I was touching.

Ha! So That’s What You Wanted To Know! Wow! …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 9:22 am.

I left the headline there. Went about the graphics. Chores. Site optimizing. Suddenly! Thunder! Storm! Quickly shut all programs. Turn off/unplug computer. The time? 2:52 pm turning off machine went to sleep.

Time For Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

No kidding! Wisdom instead of panic. O my Master! By the power of your love and unfathomable wisdom? Emotional upheavals are a thing of the past! Amazing!

Wisdom Instead Of Panic …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Master? You know I am sensing the need to respond in all situations with wisdom instead of emotional upheavals of any kind, but? I don’t know how to start

Alight! New Day. Ready To Start In Your Presence …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:25 am.

O my Master! What was the hold up to record the most important thoughts that I am to record right now? A hold up to demonstrate our human innate behavior.

Human Behavior? Beating A Dead Horse? …

That’s what we humans do. Instead of listening to You, my Master? We mount our own horses to do our own thing until the horse bolts us down. Then? We still don’t listen. We begin to beat the horse. O well! Go figure it.

Encouragement To My Baby Child …

Ha! O my baby? Your mom been beating a dead horse in hope to resuscitate it. Guess what? As soon as I quit beating the animal? It came ALIVE to my eye! What am I talking about?

The Update About Your Health That’s What I’ll Talk About …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:48 am.

It thrilled me big time to see the amazing progress of the Master’s work in your life, but! No more emotional upheaval and panicky reactions. The graphic animal is the thing to beat while I wait on the Master before I react nowadays.

Anyhow? Here Is The Scoop …?

Your symptoms? My exact ones. You been dabbling in the hereditary thing. You wonder about what you inherited from me? Your health condition period.

Let Me Share With You And With All What Has Been Revealed To Me About Our Health …

Our ill health has its source in one nasty hole in our gut. It’s called LEAKY GUT! Hooray! My hole? Esophageal hernia is labeled. Little did I know what that meant at the time the x-ray show it up.

What Was Done About? Aciphex At The Tune Of $100 Bucks A Month …

O man! If only I would have known! That hole was the portal to my blood system. Wow! We have come a long way by the power and design of our Master. What am I talking about?

TO EVERYTHING There Is A Season, And A Time For Every Matter Or Purpose Under Heaven:  …

No kidding. Ecclesiastes 3 tells it plainly, but? How do that apply to the moment we are living? As per it’s written. I have quoted before, now? More than just quoting it. Living it.

Indeed! The Promised Abundant Life Begins At Eighty For Me…

It’s a miracle. My health. My wealth? RESTORED! After a life of suffering the consequences of my ignorance about the root of my ill health, physical, mental, and spiritual health I am talking about.

And? It All Because Of That Hole …?

  • No kidding. Humor instead of anger. The open or close holes in our bodies and in our minds are the root of all our inharmonious circumstance in our lives.

Baby, I Refuse To Tell You What You Should Do But! …

My task? Write, Publish. Optimize. The Master Creator is doing the rest with all He inspires me to write. One thing He is inspiring to me to share right now?

All My Efforts To Alleviate My Suffering Only Made Things Worse …?

From the specialists to the human wisdom to the money factor? I went close to the point of death and the poverty line.

Encouragement. No Fooling. You Know All About Your Mom’s History …?

I cannot for the life of me tell you what you should do, but! To share with you the bounty in my present life? That I am compelled to do!

You Know How I Talk With Innuendos, So Ask If You May …

Here is the legal explanation of the word ‘Innuendo’:

  • a. an explanation of the construction put upon words alleged to be defamatory where the defamatory meaning is not apparent
  • b. the words thus explained

Lov, mom.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Harmony And Sense Versus?

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Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …


Well? Steady Goes It …?

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

It feels good to be steady. Thanks, my Master. It’s the hour that I used to feel pretty unsteady, but now? No problem anymore. Your promise is fulfilled. Quote:

Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step].

Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

The Midnight Approaching Again …

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 11:37 pm.

Slept from 8 to 10 pm. My little friend brought me some goodies. Been checking the inbox. New followers and likes in one of the websites I have not been keeping up. I went ahead and updated it.

Now? Not Sure Of What Is Next, But!

No problem. I’ll wait on You. Did not hear from Ahmad today. You know what’s going on there, my Master. I no longer trouble myself with Ahmad’s absence. What a relief!

Ahmad’s Decreed Time? Not As Per My Pleasure …?

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 7:03 am.

Numbers tell. The 2nd day. Meaning of number two? Division! Dividing my willful pleasures from Your decreed Laws. What a revelation to start this 2nd day of the 10th month. Wow!

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 2:13 pm.

Master? You have given me 7 hours since I recorded this headline. Meantime? You led me to illustrate the post. You gave me the incentive to catch up with my chores. Lastly?

Let It Go! In The Subject Line. I Clicked …?

Wow! The command from the leaders of Your flock. O my Master! You flashed into my mind my whole life of bondage to such command.

What A Heavy Burden Imposed Upon Unsuspecting Me, But! …

Not without my willing consent. I am the one who placed the leaders of Your flock ahead of You. What a revelation! And on this 2nd day meant to divide the precious from the vile.

Skip The Dividing of The Human Willful Pleasures From Your Decreed Laws? …

There you have the core of all Conflicts, Discords, Strives, Contentions, Dissensions, Clashes in the human’s lives. WHAT?

O Well! Must Wait On You To Give Me Exactly What I Need To Write Next …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 6:24 pm.

O my Master! I know this is incredible! The whole world’s system is set on the ‘Let It Go!’, but! The whole system is now bankrupt! More and more people are realizing it does not work! Even so?

The Leaders Are Now More Than Ever Before Intent In Making It Work …?

History repeating itself. It’s happening all over like it happened at the beginning. The blaming game. Anger. Rebelliousness. We have become our own gods, and declare:

Divine Self. The Universe. Unconditional Love …?

Master? What are You showing to me? Ha! The three words now household words mixed with the words ‘God’, Positive Thinking, and Your written words? The sure recipe for the predicted great falling away.

O My Master! This Is Not A Welcome Subject, I Fear, But! …

Despite my fears? You are still in control of it all. Those words encompass the Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields Your people is set on. You know it. What to do now, my Master?

“Fear Not! Do Exactly As You Been Doing—Write, Publish, And Optimize …

I am doing the rest no matter how it looks to you. This time? My people are responding to Me not to you. Remember, you are the product in My business not the owner of the business.”

Phew! What A Relief! No Need For My Concerns …

No need to concern myself with the likes or comments or followers. You have already told me it is beyond my imagination the multitude of souls You have reached with these writings You inspire to me.

On To My Task. Let You Do Your Task …

Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! On lower seas. Sing! Rejoice! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

 

 

Could You See This World? A Huge Field Of Dry Grass Under!

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A Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields …

Is There Hope For LIFE &STRENGTH To Overcome? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 8:13 am.

O man! Master? You know how easy it is for a drunkard or a whore to see, but! Not so for the ones living on the veneer of green luscious fields. It’s impossible for a human to give up such veneer. Even so?

Nothing Is Impossible With You. Dry Field? Stamped With? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 2:07 pm.

Stamped with the turquoise fertility stamp! Wow! That just came to me. Been thinking all day about what I saw before I woke up this morning.

  • I saw a vast dry grass field. Somehow, I had a huge stamp in my hand. I began to stamp the field. It was so real, but I couldn’t figure it all out.
  • It came to me This World is a huge field of dry grass but all we can see is a Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields. So? I wrote the headline for the post. Next I recorded what came to me until I recorded the headline about stamped with.
  • I left it there because I didn’t know with what the field was stamped. I had a sense that the stamp in my hand had something to do with the turquoise rose allegory, but I didn’t know how to connect the field with the stamp until it just now.
  • I remember to come to record in the journal. I had no idea of what I was to record. I recorded date and time. I began to write with what was the field stamped to my own amazement. So simple. As if I should have known it all the while.

And So? My History Been Recorded In The Journal , And…?

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 9:06 am.

O my Master! And You are now revealing it to me. Whatever for? For the benefit of all readers present as well as former and future. What has taken place from the time You called me to journal my life until this very moment?

Harmony And Sense In My Life Is And Has Been A Reality …

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 10:58 pm.

Things worked out pretty well today. Thanks, my Master! Will go to sleep now. Hope to catch up. Awake at 3:47 am.

A New Day Waiting On You My Master …

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 3:53 am.

Like a maiden wait for her mistress so my soul waits on You. Illustrating my history recorded in this journal is the task consuming my time while I wait on You.

Talking About Harmony And Sense In My Life Is A Reality …?

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 4:01 pm.

Master? The truth is You are the Author of harmony and sense. Yes, the reality of my life has always been in harmony and much sense, but!

As A Human Being? All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Known To Me, Until…?

Your decreed time to unravel and harmonize my life came to me. But why all known to me before has been all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun?

All Is Crystal Clear To Me Now, No Kidding! …

The Harmony And Sense In My Life? Totally opposite of what the world knows for harmony and sense! Wow! NOW! This moment. IT ALL FIT TOGETHER! What am I talking about?

My Former Life Of Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …?

That’s what I am talking about. No kidding! My family and the people that known me in the past can all testify about it all. No wonder why most all are skeptics about this miraculous transformation of my being!

The Best Part? JOY Inexplicable Full Of Your Esteem Bubbles Up Within Me …?

Master! Master! Master! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! No more anger. No more conflicts. No more regrets. No more wondering. No more sorriest! What a marvel!

Your Work Is Done! The Adjustment To All Is For Real! …

That shall be the subject for future posts. For now? I am finished optimizing the illustration for this post. Lead me as I am preparing to post again. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:13

13  All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man. End of quote.

Ha! I Started To Insert The Post In The Site, But!

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 12:46 am.

I had to hit the bed. Slept for 6 hours! Wow! I needed that! Midnight. Woke up. Another day. Another month. The first day of 10th month. The 12th hour. The minutes? I noticed, the number 46 or 4+6=10. The number 10?

Master! You Telling Me What Is To Happen It’s Really, Really Happening Now? …

O but what can I say, my Master? There are no words, no ways of any kind to figure You out. I never know what You got in store for me until You see fit to show it to me. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Master?. Am I To End This Post With Another Quote From Your Written Words I Got In The E-Mail Inbox Just Now?

I happen to check my inbox as I was editing the published post. I read the important email. Didn’t know what to make of it until I read the ending Scripture. How appropriate to quote it to end this post!

“Let them shout for joy and rejoice, who favour my vindication; and let them say continually, ‘The Lord be magnified, Who delights in the prosperity of His servant.’” (Psalm 35:27, NASB)

On to post now for sure.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

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Perfect Timing! All Over The World The Spirit Is Moving …

A Post’s Comment …

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Monday, September 23, 2019 at 5:43 am.

I have only read your introduction. Astonished! The year was 1985. The Master Creator of our beings decreed me as a writer for His honor. He then began the process to mold me into what I was born to be—His child to be loved to love. The process is now completed. A new life has begun at my 80th birthday on this 2019 year, but! It was only this week that I came to terms with my reality, and? Here you appear! What’s next? Nothing but the best for us all! Glad for our crossing. Much love for all. thiaBasilia. 😊

“Yes, My Ways To Deal With You Are Effective To Produce The Integrity Of Your Character” The Master said to me …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Now You tell me! It’s about time! Either the nut house or the cemetery would have been my end! Phew! Thank goodness! You are neither late nor tardy. You always on time!

And The Things You Hate? Exactly The Things We Humans Love …?

O but how we love to look good to others! Our goodness? A cover up for the bad things deep in our gut. No kidding. I know this is offensive to hear, but!

It’s The Truth To Set Us All Free …?

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:09 am.

It’s the truth that set me free. The hour is coming and it’s here now for that truth to set us all free by the power of Your love and wisdom for them and me.

The Midday Hour Is Coming, And? …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:55 am.

I am free, but! I am still human. I do wonder. I have a hard time waiting on You to act in our behalf. In reality? I have a hard time waiting for things to change, but it’s not happening. No change.

The Sad Part? It’s Not Really Hard At All, But!…?

It’s just sad to see Ahmad et all struggling, struggling, struggling. No time to stop. No time to smell Your roses. All the time? Smelling the smell of carnal pleasures, whether religious or otherwise— success, food, vacations, entertainment the list goes on.

Even So? You Bless Some Of Us With The Fragrance Of Your Presence In Our Lives …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 3:41 pm.

Well? This is some four hours later. Slept for about three hours. Feeling surprisingly good. Updated files and links. Absolute silence. No news from Ahmad. But the fragrance of Your Presence? Sustains me in peace.

What A Difference From The Turmoil In My Past …?

Yeah. It’s not altogether smooth sailing 100%. No. there are waves of panic. Moments of mind churning junkie carnal thoughts, but! O my Master! You control those thoughts of mine now. What a blessing!

My Life In A Turquoise World Of Fertility …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

Life goes on. No change that I can tell. Am I struggling to make things better? O my Master! My life now? You have filled me to capacity with Your love and wisdom. No need to struggle anymore.

To Sleep On Monday, September 23, 2019 At 11:56 Pm.

Slept for more hours than usual. Got up to take care of myself. Finished around 6 am. Watered my plants. Been reading Dereck’s long email. Started reading his free book. Reading it all? I wondered.

Here We Go. Where Are We Going? Nobody Really Knows …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 7:48 am.

Honest to goodness! We are all going, going, going. Yeah, going to one place or the other. We are all searching. Searching, searching, searching for what? We don’t really know.

Happy Times. Bad Times. There Is A Solution For Either One. Really? …

Indeed! We humans think of many solutions for the least to the greatest circumstances in our lives, are those solutions worth it? That remains to be seen. Food for thought.

Me? The Almighty Done Plucked Me Out Of The Solution Department, And? …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 9:47 am.

It’s a good thing He did! None of my solutions came close at all to resolve the basic unsolvable human’s problem, but!

The Only Solution I Am Now Compelled to Proclaim? It’s Reaching Its Aim …?

Therefore? No need for me to complain in disdain to the blatant human arrogance to pretend to solve from the least to the greatest needing solution. Why?

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? …

It’s now shinning for. It’s no longer just a metaphor. O my Master! Every single moment You come forth. You let the shinning light of Your plan shine over my human mind, and?

I Take Courage To Overcome The Darkness Surrounding Me …

Wednesday, September 25, 2019 at 6:33 am.

Yes, this a world of darkness even in the light of human wisdom but You know it my Father! No matter. Your words are a lamp unto my feet to always point the way.

As A Human? I Panic. I Despair, But! …

Thursday, September 26, 2019 at 3:25 am.

The Ever Existent One has lifted me up to live above my human nature. He has wakened up His nature within me to live by. A mouth full of an unexplainable phenom. Even so?

After My Human’s Nature Panic And Despair? Grace. Favor …?

Behold! His Power Of Love and Wisdom From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!

By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom? I Am Living And Going On …?

Is that something that I can brag and take it for granted? By no means. It’s a humbling experience. A power and wisdom way beyond my human’s imagination, yet!

As Simple As Becoming Like A Little Child …

Even so? Becoming like a little child? A process. We live in a world of spiritual darkness not suited for a little child. Thus?

A Supernatural Process Must Take Place …

There you have another mouth full an unexplainable phenom, but! I spent the whole day yesterday attempting to illustrate the matter. Guess what? Going back to the task. Got a better perspective now.

Would You Want To Know Your History?

A Simple Way To Find It Out.

True History! Worth Checking Into …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 11:42 am.

It’s as simple as taking a second look about the way we look at things. But of course, we are so set in our ways that it’s nearly impossible for us to consider any other way. Even worse?

We Resist Change Of Our Way With A Purple Passion! Why? …

Because our ways really define ourselves. True. Many of us try and try to change our ways. There are numerous of institutions and individuals set to help anyone in that department, but!

The World Has Yet To Find A Solution As Much As Problem Solutions Are Hailed Effective …

Effective yes, for that specific problem, but! The basic or source of all our problems remains unsolved until the time comes for each one of us individually.

The Time? The Appointed Time That Is. That Time? …

Supernaturally decreed. I know I sound ‘goofy’—religious—out on the left field—insane—or whatever label could be saddled on me. Regardless! It’s not about me.

True History Stands. Regardless All Objections And Biases …

The heading graphic encompasses our whole history. Been working on it for many days. I pause from my writing. I reflect on all written. I wait to hear that voice from within to change, add, or take from it.

Finally! The Moment Of Truth. Finished? We’ll See …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 2:49 pm.

Master? Am I to take for an answer the words You spoke to me in 2013? I am beginning to see Your order and ways with my life. My life’s history? Repeats itself. A crucial moment in 2013 repeat?  Let me see.

Still On The Second Day Of This Crucial Moment Of My Life…

The heading caught my attention. I began to read the same thoughts and feelings I ‘been going through for the last few days. Strange. It did not hit me until this moment the meaning of pulling that file by accident.

Now I See. There Are No Accidents In My Life …?

Every minute detail of my life has been carefully planned by the Master Creator of my being’s invisible power of love and unfathomable wisdom.  No two ways about it. His words? My proof. Quote:

“Indeed! My child, I have given you as much wisdom as I gave to King Solomon and from now on I will show the world that indeed such is the case.

“Remain in this room in silent until I open your mouth to speak the words of My wisdom that I will put in your mouth when the time comes for Ahmad to approach you.

“From now on fear no longer shall assail you. For I’m injecting within your being more courage than the most courageous man in this world and cringing fear will be a thing of the past in your daily existence.

“On the contrary, from now on your enemies shall fear you and all the rats in this world will not dare to attack or frighten you with their unwanted presence.

“And because of the work that I am now consummating between you and Ahmad many people shall learn the meaning of fearing Me!

“For I am Almighty Yahuwah and this time all nations shall know and fear My name. And My people shall learn what it is to offer Me a pleasing service and acceptable worship, with modesty and pious care and righteous fear and awe!

“Again, remain in this room in silent & composure for I am with you to strengthen & sustain you under any and all circumstances that I allow to develop in your midst.”

Who Am I? What Do I Do?

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 1:20 am

  • I am thiaBasilia. Was called to journal my life since 1985. Have not missed a day since March 1987. My life’s Journal? To tell my story. The purpose? To proclaim the Master Creator of our being’s Name for the work of transformation from a cringing fearful creature I once was to a new fearless one that I am now.
  • Started blogging since 2006. I have created several sites, but the main one is https://www.thia-basilia.com/. Have posted all my writings. The following post is one of my latest. Much is written, but! Don’t be surprised if you bump into one of the other sites to a post that speaks directly to you.

Why Am I Telling You About Me? …

Simple. I know the answer about our history by my own personal experience of it. But? Regardless! It’s not about my knowledge at all!

May Your  Spirit O Mighty One, Enlighten Each One Of Your Children …

What is all about? This time? Your children will respond. So You have decreed it to be. Me? Waiting, waiting, waiting on You with patience and composure now more than ever before.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

I Done Lost My Mind, But! …

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I Found A Better One! …

A Mind Of Power And Wisdom …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 8:25 am.

A rare mind not freely given at random. Such is the fact of life I am finding while the high seas sailing on A Turquoise Rose under the expertise from on high minding.

No Kidding! Unfathomable Power And Wisdom …?

Such power and wisdom are nothing like I can fathom! I am beginning to accept such reality. It’s of no use for me to sit or laid down to figure things out in self-consciousness.

Power And Wisdom To Recognize Self-Consciousness …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 2:00 pm.

It’s 2 pm. The number Two stands for division. Amazing how what I am to record came to mind at exactly 2 pm. Recognizing self-consciousness? Power and wisdom to overcome it.

Understanding? Nay! Experiencing The Scriptures I Hope …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 5:44 pm.

No kidding! I am careful now of all statements I record. Perhaps at this hour of the day? All things seem bleak unto me. Even so? No matter how bleak things seem to be, You are in control, my Master. I wait on You.

  • 2:49 pm chk inbox. Msge from Deene 3:51 pm sleep?

This Day Is Over. So Are My Worries/Preoccupations …

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 11:49 pm.

Ahmad did not come or called. No one called. No one came. Other than hearing from my old friend Deene, all people of my concern are far from me. But I did talk to Joyce.

The Internet Is Working. The Weather Is Pleasant. Food And Water OK …?

I am sad but not dejected anymore. I must face it, I am human. The lack of human fellowship saddens me. But I rather have no fellowship than the former fellowship I craved.

The Former Fellowship? Full Of Carnal Cravings I Thought To Be ‘Love’ …?

What a prison I was in unaware. The saddest part? Now that I am out of prison? I really do care. I’m full of the power of love and wisdom from You, but! O well!

No Need For Me To Go There. I Am Here …?

I am here present in Your Presence. I am not alone. You are with me regardless my feelings. My sadness? Your sadness. For You have accomplished Your Oneness with You within me. Quote:

  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

Wow! How Neat You Are Putting My Life Together …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 12:24 am.

How can I say thanks? No words to express my gratitude at this midnight hour. I am here. I was lost over there. A lost sheep thorn and mangled. Death hovering over me. But just then? You found me.

Almost Dead. You Carried Me Upon Your Shoulders …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 1:13 am.

Amazing! In looking for the record on this matter, I found two most revealing files of what is going on with me right now. Astonished!

You Are For Real My Master! …

You are not only putting my life together, but! You are showing me how to reach to my children by the power of Your loving care for me. Here are the links:

What I Really Wanted Wanted Found Me The Father Creator Of My Being He Found Me His Prodigal One His Little Sheep

You Are My Shepherd. You Care For Me …?

  • You Lead Me To The Still Waters From The Highest Sea …

Your Presence Is Real To Me …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 6:00 pm. To 10:25 pm.

All day spent in optimizing book cover. Much reflection while working. My arm hurts badly. I can’t go no more. Will try to sleep. I wait on You.

  • Turning comp off. Something is not right. Will see. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 1:09 am. I’m back. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:01 am. Strange things happening with the computer and the Internet, but! I am not troubled about it. You are in control of it all.

Indeed! Your Presence Is Real To Me …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:13 am.

It seems to me to be a fact of life to take strange things for granted. Even so? You are showing me those strange things to either help or to disturb us. So?

You Are Revealing Yourself To Me As Promised …

I never saw it before. My idea of You revealing Yourself? In person. I somehow been expecting for You to knock on my door any time. How disappointing!

You Been Revealing Yourself In My Heart All This Time! Duh!

The saddest part? Every knock on my door is just Ahmad or one of his sons, no Yahushua, but! Yahushua is already in and I ignore Him. How rude!

O My Master! The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

You been knowing all this time what was in my heart, but! You didn’t hold it against me. You waited until this moment to reveal this matter to me in the most gracious way—humorously, but!

Effective. What? Yes. Effective …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Once again, pause, reflect. What happened yesterday? Let’s summarize your day.

·       This Day Is Over. So Are My Worries/Preoccupations …

  • Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 11:49 pm.

·       The Internet Is Working. The Weather Is Pleasant. Food And Water OK …?

·       The Former Fellowship? Full Of Carnal Cravings I Thought To Be ‘Love’ …?

·       No Need For Me To Go There. I Am Here …?

  • I am here present in Your Presence. I am not alone. You are with me regardless my feelings. My sadness? Your sadness. For You have accomplished Your Oneness wit You within me. Quote:
  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

·       Wow! How Neat You Are Putting My Life Together …

  • Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 12:24 am.
  • How can I say thanks? No words to express my gratitude at this midnight hour. I am here. I was lost over there. A lost sheep thorn and mangled. Death hovering over me. But just then? You found me.

·       Almost Dead. You Carried Me Upon Your Shoulders …

  • Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 1:13 am.
  • Amazing! In looking for the record on this matter, I found two most revealing files of what is going on with me right now. Astonished!

·       You Are For Real My Master! …

  • You are not only putting my life together, but! You are showing me how to reach to my children by the power of Your loving care for me. Here are the links:

At that point you emailed the entry to Denise on Wed, Sep 18, 2:10 AM. My child, My beloved thiaBasilia, let me show you what and why your pain and misery returned after you emailed that entry to Denise.

Your heart was set in reconnecting with your child, but! It did not happen. By daybreak? You were hoping for Ahmad to show up but it did not happen. You kept working on the book cover hoping to ignore your pain and discomfort.

You laid down hoping for sleep. You could not sleep. Finally! The phone rang. Ahmad on the line in a euphoric state announcing he now had time for you. In your turn? You spill out all the things you have listed needing replenish.

You thought Ahmad would get your things and come to bring those things to you. By the time you realized Ahmad was not coming your pain had accelerated. You kept ignoring the pain, but you recorded:

  • All day spent in optimizing book cover. Much reflection while working. My arm hurts badly. I can’t go no more. Will try to sleep. I wait on You. Turning comp off. Something is not right. Will see. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 1:09 am. I’m back. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:01 am. Strange things happening with the computer and the Internet, but! I am not troubled about it. You are in control of it all.

My child, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Your willingness to endure rather than return to your old ways delight My Being.

Yes, My ways to deal with you are effective to produce the integrity of your character.

Today, Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 8:13 am I am revealing to you how the ills that Ahmad have caused you are still festering your being. Why? Because, Ahmad has never once recognized such ills.

The time is coming now for Ahmad to level up with you. That’s what he was trying to tell you yesterday when he told you he now had time for you.

Now My child, I’m going to level up with you. I am the One Who, actually, have caused you all the ills you have suffered not only here but through your whole existence.

I am the One Who have fed you with the bread of affliction because of your sins.

And I am the One Who is now fully exonerating you.

This is your Jubilee year. All your debts are cancelled.

How are you feeling right now? Is your pain fading away? Are you wondering if this is all for real? Go to fix your breakfast. Relax. Keep waiting on Me.”

Well? I’m Still Feeling Pretty Decent Despite? …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:20 pm.

Despite the hour. Despite the fact there is no change in my situation with Ahmad. Since breakfast time I have accomplish much—the apartment is clean. All things are in order, and?

I Am Beginning To Really Grasp Your Meaning …

Even in my dreams. While I slept earlier today I had a very strange dream. I cannot quite get the interpretation because it is so strange, but in one possibility I remember that it could mean someone is trying to trick me.

Master? This Whole World Is Set On Tricks …

They call it A special skill; a knack among other labels but! The whole idea is to persuade people to buy or do something that ultimately is for the benefit of the trickster. So? in my dream:

  • I found myself walking to get something someone had sent to me. Suddenly! A trash can. In it? An envelope sealed and address to me. Talking to whoever I said, Look at this. Why is in the trash? What is it? I pick it up. Open it. Up comes some greenish new trousers. It seems that what I was waiting for could have been wrapped in the trouser, so, I began to shake it up, nothing came out. I woke up.

None Of The Interpretation Rang A Bell Except For The Trick Suggestion …

Eventually? I caught on Your meaning. It’s all about the situation with Ray Edwards. They never answer my email with my miracles’ testimony, but! I did register for the free webinar coming up today.

Ha! It Just Dawn On Me! O My Master You Are So Real! …

I have really, really quit chasing millions, but! Because Ray is talking about Your miracle in his life and he mentions Yahushua (Jesus) I thought that perhaps that was from You. And?

It Could Be. But That Is For Ray And All Interested In The Betterment Of Their Business …

I do not have a business. I am the product of Your business. It’s not up to me to promote Your business. My task is to write, publish, and optimize in that order. You are doing the rest with all that I write and publish.

So? In Short? I Will Not Attend The Webinar …?

In the dream You are warning me of the trick to persuade me to come up with big money to get big money. What a trick! But!

You Are In Control Of It All …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 4:15 pm.

I have no doubt in my mind something good shall come out of all this. Even so? that’s not for me to be concerned about. Thank Goodness! And?

About Ahmad And My Supplies? …

No need to set my hope for comfort on Ahmad. You are my supplier. Perhaps I don’t need to be addicted to coffee or honey or to anything of this world. I am addicted to You only and altogether. You know that, my Master. Back to my optimizing graphics.

Midnight. Woke up. Back to sleep …?

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 12:26 am. 2:56 am.

Are we fishing in muddy waters, my Master? In the dream we were fishing. First we were standing up. Then? We sat with our legs hanging over the cliff. Suddenly! I was falling down into the muddy waters way down us, but! You grabbed me. I did not fall. I woke up hurting big time my Master, but You know all about it.

Waiting, My Master, Waiting …

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 6:24 am.

Thanks for sleep while You work things out for us all. For whatever reason Ahmad has not shown up is no longer to disturb me. For You are in control. I must decrease. You must increase.

Whatever Is Happening Out There …?

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 11:43 am.

It’s not to disturb Your peace within me. You are really, really in control of it all. Even so? You are aware of my feelings as well as of my thinking. I do wonder what is happening out there, but!

Once You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …?

Your written words, not only written in the Scriptures but in my heart as well. Once those words resound within me? Your peace returns to me big time, and? I take courage to go on.

Well? More And More The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Is A Reality For Me …

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 3:09 pm.

You have ingrained within me Your power of love and wisdom. Such power is opposite to the known human love and wisdom that we are all know and practice. Even so?

This Matter Is Now Coming To Light …

Saturday, September 21, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

Master? You know how intent I am in creating the most descriptive graphics of my reality You have decreed for me. Quote:

  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

The Best Part? It’s By Your Inspiration That I Am Creating …?

You lead me to the exact graphics I am to use in those creations. Day by day I am getting better at it. I look, I exclaim, “That’s so beautiful, my Master!” Soon? It’s lacking something, my Master, what would it be?

One More Day Gone. Another One Here …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 3:31 am.

And life on these earthly grounds continue to move on. Success. Prosperity. Failure. Poverty? Hand on hand the band marches on.

Me? Under Your Throne Pleading For Mercy I’m On Hold …

Soon. Whatever will be will be. Time will tell. Meantime time? You are guarding me to keep me well. You are here with me. You are there with them.

Whatever Will Be? It’s Now …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 7:00 pm.

Humor instead of panic. Master, You are so neat! In the midst of my wailing as I imagined my baby in death row? You stopped right and quick. Here is a reply to my baby’s email telling me not to worry. Quote:

Well? Panic over just as soon as it started! lol Thank goodness for your two kidneys! No problem with my kidneys at all! My pain comes from gas packets in my body. Once i spell the gas the pain is over.

In the other hand? I am healed. Really, really healed! My body and my mind are functioning again. Is really neat the way Father has put my life together. I can now face the highest mountain and overcome it! No kidding, including my one kidney baby. One kidney? Crazy? Talking about a mountain? I could picture you in line for a kidney transplant, and i wail! Suddenly! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? IT’S JUST YOUR EMOTIONAL UPHEAVAL! NOTHING IS WRONG! QUIT IT!

ah! I thought, You are working all things for our good! no problem. I went back to my business and forgot all about you and your one kidney. Ate. Slept. and? Your email! Case closed! Mountain overcome! HAHAHA! HALLELUJAH!

No Kidding! That Kind Of Mountain? Not Rare In Most Of Our Lives, Why? …

Because our lives are lived on emotional grounds even in the most reasonable scenery. Even the most level-headed ones do wail should a child is stricken with a fatal illness, but!

There Is Hope For Such Train Of Thought To Stop …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 11:08 pm.

Master? Will continue sharing whatever You are sharing with me and compel me to share with whomever You send to this site. Closing for now.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Tried At High Seas …

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Tried, Smelted, And Refined!
No Problem! Expert Captain At The Helm!…

What Am I To Do The Rest Of This Day? …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 1:09 pm.

Everywhere I turn is about money, health, success, food, pleasure, number one, religion, politics, opinions, what to do lists, work, work, work and now ‘God’, miracles, great quotes, and? The Universe!

Me? All Those Things? The Things That We Lost When We Died Spiritually …?

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 5:26 pm.

That’s not new revelation. And I for one? I am worn out from talking about it. You know it my Master. That’s why You are compelling me to let go. And You know that I am more than willing to let go, but!

This Thing With Ray Edwards And Miracles In Business? …

It keeps coming back. It has me baffled. You know my determination as I stated in the last post, Under No Circumstances Or Excuses Shall I Ever Use Your Name Or Your Word To Achieve Worldly Success …?

Now? I Fear I’m Bound By That Determination, Why? …

Well? I am beginning to see a pattern in Your written words. From the beginning You have been the One talking to us first telling us what to do. Quote:

Genesis 2:15-17

And the Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to tend and guard and keep it.

And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, You may freely eat of every tree of the garden; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil and blessing and calamity you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.

Even So? Now? We Humans Not Only Speak First But Also Tell You What We Intent To Do …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

Wow! My determination? My insolent response to my distasteful hypocrisy. Now I understand why You brought to my remembrance Your words in 1985. Quote:

“You are being self-conscious. Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.  Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Self-Conscious. No Humility Whatsoever. The Present Motto At Large …?

No kidding! Self-consciousness is hailed from all directions whether in piety disguise or openly proclaiming self to be supreme king to reign in a euphoric world of our own.

I’m Dumbfound! My Face To The Ground. Naked I Am Found, But! …?

Thank goodness! Your infinite mercy to cover me and lifting and making my life significant. Your words come to life right at this midnight hour. Quote:

James 4:8-10

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

What A Way To Start A New Day. Tried, Smelted, And Refined! …

Monday, September 16, 2019 at 12:09 am.

Once again? The earlier discomfort is gone. I can now rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Your Word is a lamp under my feet to show me the way to eternity. Your Presence is so ever real. Quote:

Daniel 12:10

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]

No Kidding! Tried, Smelted, And Refined!

This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now my reality. I slept from midnight until around 3:18 am but! I didn’t feel good at all. I went back to bed for more sleep.

In My Mind? Why Am I Not Feeling Good? …

Tried at high seas came to me. Ha! As usual? I was not counting on more tries onward. Was only hoping for the manifestation of my rewards.

That, Too? Blowing In The Wind Of Self-Exaltation, Mind You …

U hoo! Does that ring my bell? Big time as well as my ankles swell! Humor instead of anger. The Master’s kind of humor in Psalms 2. Quote:

Psalms 2:1-12.

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27]

“Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.”

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him].

Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

Wow! Earlier In The Afternoon? I Laid In Bed …

Thinking of all temporal preoccupations of mine and at large. Considering my distress and unrest about such spectacle, I asked, what is eternity? Ha! John 17 popped in mind.

I Grabbed My Scriptures And My Spectacles Within The Reach Of My Hands …

I began a loud carefully each verse reading as if to hear what I have not heard before. Wow! Each word resonated deep within washing me clean from all doubts, fears, and misconceptions. Quote:

John 17

When Yahushua had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said,

“Father, the hour has come. Esteem and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may esteem and extol and honor and magnify You. Just as You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), now esteem Him so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

“And this is eternal life: it means to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real Mighty One, and likewise to know Him, Yahushua as the Messiah, Whom You have sent.

“I have esteemed You down here on the earth by completing the work that You gave Me to do. And now, Father, esteem Me along with Yourself and restore Me to such majesty and honor in Your Presence as I had with You before the world existed.

“I have manifested Your Name—I have revealed Your very Self, Your real Self to the people whom You have given Me out of the world. They were Yours, and You gave them to Me, and they have obeyed and kept Your word.

“Now at last they know and understand that all You have given Me belongs to You is really and truly Yours. For the uttered words that You gave Me I have given them; and they have received and accepted them and have come to know positively and in reality to believe with absolute assurance that I came forth from Your Presence, and they have believed and are convinced that You did send Me.

“I am praying for them. I am not praying (requesting) for the world, but for those You have given Me, for they belong to You. All things that are Mine are Yours, and all things that are Yours belong to Me; and I am esteemed in (through) them. They have done Me honor; in them My esteem is achieved.

“And now I am no more in the world, but these are still in the world, and I am coming to You. Set Apart Father, keep in Your Name in the knowledge of Yourself those whom You have given Me, that they may be one as We are one.

“While I was with them, I kept and preserved them in Your Name in the knowledge and worship of You. Those You have given Me I guarded and protected, and not one of them has perished or is lost except the son of perdition—Judas Iscariot–the one who is now doomed to destruction, destined to be lost, that the Scripture might be fulfilled.

“And now I am coming to You; I say these things while I am still in the world, so that My joy may be made full and complete and perfect in them that they may experience My delight fulfilled in them, that My enjoyment may be perfected in their own souls, that they may have My gladness within them, filling their hearts.

“I have given and delivered to them Your word (message) and the world has hated them, because they are not of the world do not belong to the world, just as I am not of the world. I do not ask that You will take them out of the world, but that You will keep and protect them from the evil one. They are not of the world (worldly, belonging to the world), just as I am not of the world.

“Set them apart—purify, consecrate, separate them for Yourself, make them clean by the Truth; Your Word is Truth. Just as You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world. And so for their sake and on their behalf I dedicate, consecrate, set Myself apart, that they also may be set apart, dedicated, consecrated, made clean in the Truth.

“Neither for these alone do I pray it is not for their sake only that I make this request, but also for all those who will ever come to believe in—trust in, cling to, rely on Me through their word and testimony, That they all may be one, just as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

“I have given to them the esteem and honor which You have given Me, that they may be one even as We are ONE: I in them and You in Me, in order that they may become ONE and perfectly united, that the world may know and definitely recognize that You sent Me and that You have loved them even as You have loved Me.

“Father, I desire that they also whom You have entrusted to Me as Your gift to Me may be with Me where I am, so that they may see My esteem, which You have given Me Your love gift to Me; for You loved Me before the foundation of the world.

“O just and righteous Father, although the world has not known You and has failed to recognize You and has never acknowledged You, I have known You continually; and these men understand and know that You have sent Me.

“I have made Your Name known to them and revealed Your character and Your very Self, and I will continue to make You known, that the love which You have bestowed upon Me may be in them felt in their hearts and that I Myself may be in them.” End of quote.

Dear Readers and followers, I have no words to describe the effect of reading those words at that precise moment of time. All I can say is that the reading humbled me big time!

The Oneness Of My Being With The Master? A Humbling Realization …?

I mean humbling in all the meaning of the word. Truly? No need for a humble person to be concerned with the business of this world. Quote:

Watch Yourselves

Luke 21:34-36

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;

For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.

Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man. End of quote.

A Personal Warning For Me, For Anyone Who Wishes To Mind It …

The concern of the humble is found in the verse: O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! In Yahushua the Messiah.

The Time Has Come For Me To Settle Down As Per The Master’s Decree For Me …?

The Master means business! Reality! No need for me to indulge in vain speculations and preoccupations about the reality of my existence. This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now my reality, period.

O My Master! You Really Are At The Helm Of My Earthly Existence …?

Should I humor myself on this miraculous realization? Indeed! Humor instead of anger is to be my motto from now on as You instituted way back when this stage of my journey began.

Humorous Memories Of Motherhood …

A sizable repertoire of my mothering seven precious little humans. Each one of them with their unique personalities. It would take a book to describe each one of them, but!

The Mention Of These Memories? The Basis For My Humor Instead Of Anger Motto …

Our parenthood is a replica of our Creator’s parenthood. Even so? Such fact never dawned on me. I was too busy playing my life’s role that it never occurred to me to investigate where such role came from.

Well? Perhaps I Am Not Alone. Not Many Humans Bother With Such Matters …?

But the truth of the matter is that the Scriptures, misnomer the Bible are not a myth or a book only for religious matters. Despite all scholars present and past?

The Scriptures Are Our History …

Monday, September 16, 2019 at 12:41 pm.

That is not my idea or opinion. Is the fact of life that is now coming to light for the benefit of the chosen people of the Almighty Sole Creator of everything in existence.

Who Is The Chosen People And Do You Belong There? …

That is also a fact that is now coming to light on the individual basis. Right now? We are all scattered in the four corner of the earth each one with their own choice of lifestyle, but!

The Decreed Time For All To Change Is Soon To Materialize …?

Me? Let me see what the Master says about me that I am to pass on to thee, shall we? O well! The Master done let it be known what exactly He thinks about me, even to my own self! Thank goodness!

Next post?

I Done Lost My Mind, But! …

I Found A Better One! …

A Mind Of Power And Wisdom …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 8:25 am.

A rare mind not freely given at random. Such is the fact of life I am finding while the high seas sailing on A Turquoise Rose under the expertise from on high minding.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.:-)

Truth Can Be Offensive/Insulting …

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Have I Been Offended/Insulted By The Truth?

Big Time! Wished To Die, But!

That was the moment to face the truth about myself. That was the moment of my deliverance. The moment to set me free from the Truth about myself offending/insulting me.

Jerusalem was thriving with excitement. The Sukkoth Festival? Ha! she had coached me for several months since I left the USA. She had promised to perhaps meet me at the Festival in Jerusalem.

No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …

Word came. She had arrived in Jerusalem. At last the email. My heart pumping with anticipation? I clicked the email WHAT? What a shock! Quote:

Nothing wrong with your Theology. You are self-centered! I have no time to meet with you!

The end of the world came to me at that treacherous moment. I shut down the computer. I grabbed unto my Scriptures. I threw myself on the bed saying, “I’ll never again shall write one more word. I’m no good!”

Silence. Don’t remember crying. Just silence. Then? Suddenly! I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart!

No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations.

From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness.

And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”

Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?

And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?

“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written.

Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.

My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy.

Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it.

You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.

My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold.

As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction.

And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.

Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

Wow! I guess I won’t post this amazing word fulfilled today because I am sleepy. By the time I wake up the Net won’t work. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 am.

Absolutely Awesome! Those Words?  …

Sailing the turbulent waves of these lower seas? I had even forgotten those words until this moment. Ten years beaten by the treacherous waves this world could to me thrust me under.

Even So? My Master Lives In My Deepest Chamber! …

Nothing and no one have been able to really disturb me despite all my lapses and preoccupations. Brutal pain and lack of gain? Almost to the exact day I am typing these lines without pain—no worries about my lack of gain.

MIRACLE!

Let’s go to the details if we must.

 

Introduction

 

What’s With This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory Been Writing About? …

Will Do My Best To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 1:56 pm.

Why do I keep regressing instead of progressing? Day by day the answer is coming clear to me but not to thee, dear Reader follower.

Therefore? This Introduction …

Let me summarize the sequence of events. Our lives come in cycles. In my life? I don’t know exactly when each cycle begins and ends except for this last cycle starting with An Extended Adventurous Voyage—the present cycle I am living in.

Here is the list of post from present to previous for your reference to understand this introduction.

Strange, But! Since I Started The Present Cycle? Not Many Clicks …

What is happening? I already explained the matter in the An Extended Adventurous Voyage post, but! It looks like it made no difference to my readers.

I Not Concerned About The Clicks, But!? …

I am concerned with how I am coming through to my readers. What came to me just this morning? To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain.

  • It is plain to me how everything that happens in the physical realm has its source in the spiritual realm.

Our Physical Pain Has Its Source In What Is Buried In Our Spirits—The Deepest Part Of Our Beings …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 3:49 pm.

I am learning these things on the daily and moment to moment basis with every stage of my physical condition. The fluctuation of my physical condition troubles me big time.

That’s Why I Keep Regressing Instead Of Progressing, Until This Morning …?

What happened this morning? I had been in the gutter of my own negative thinking since yesterday when I came into the knowledge of being a ‘lame duck’ for lack of Ahmad’s support.

Down I Went! All Day. All Night. Until The Master Lift Me Up Earlier Today …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 10:52 pm.

Earlier today I got up from bed because I could not sleep. My mind kept churning with Ahmad’s lack of support. I kept begging for help. The answer came to my inbox.

Just Out Of Curiosity? I Clicked The Headline …

Wow! First glimpse of the people’s coming to terms with reality. I was impressed. Though that not in total agreement with the author of the post? I replied to comment. Quote:

I’m impressed! Radical Judgement of one’s self is the one thing, perhaps the only thing to solve our problems. Over and over I must radically judge myself.

Dear Reader, I will give you a bulleted summary of how this renewal of mine has been on the making for the last 45 years since 1974 when I discover the Scriptures.

  • The year was 1974—I discovered the Scriptures. Got into the unknown spiritual realm. Lost my mind. Stopped reading the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1979—amazing healing experience from deep wound inflicted upon me in my childhood. The result? Regain my physical health. Back in the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1983—Gruesome divorce. Felt apart. Lost hope. Lost all morals. Hit the top of immoral living.
  • The year was 1985—Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film?
  • I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions.
  • Restored,
  • A second mental breakdown.
  • Called to journal my life, but! Did not listen.
  • The year was 1986—convicted. Power to quit my work. Power to listen.
  • The year was 1987—began new life under my gifted friend’s care. Began to journal my life consistently.
  • The year was 1992—saddest year for me, my gifted friend died. I became lost. I felt abandoned. Back to my old life of family and church.
  • The year was 1994—bought property. Became sort of independent. Happy time.
  • The year was 1995—depression treatment? Electric shocks. Almost destroyed me. My daughter rescued me, but that’s the year my prescription drug addiction began.
  • The year was 1999—inspired to go live with family. Sold my property. Things did not work out. I felt spiritually dead.
  • The year was 2001—back on my own again. Got beautiful apartment, but! Got involved in helping seniors instead of my call to journal my life as instructed to do.
  • The year was 2007—that’s the year I dropped unconscious, victim of misdiagnose. Rushed to the emergency room at the point of death. Convicted. Repented. Restored.
  • The year was 2008—called to go to the ‘lost sheep of Israel. Power to accept the call.
  • The year was 2009—called to get out of the USA. Destination? The wilderness of people to judge me face to face.
  • The year was 2015—call to go with my gifted son Ahmad. He is to be my authority while we wait for Yahushua’s return.
  • The year was 2017—got the roof apartment of my dreams. My renewed life began.
  • The year is now 2019—WOW! What a year it has been. This is to be the year of our jubilee, but! O well?

It Surely Doesn’t Look Like Jubilee At All! But!

The Almighty Creator is in control of His creation. I am committed and submitted to Him as my supreme Authority. He has declared me to be His messenger. So? End of quote.

Reading And Commenting On That Post? It Brought Me To My Senses …

Reflecting on what I read? That’s what stopped the flow of negative thoughts. Then? I was able to hear my Master’s instructions to call Ahmad.

It Does Not Matter How It Looks To Us All …

Me? I’m, I have been going through another rough period of my journey. Don’t know what is to be even in the next moment. I go up and down, but!

O My Master! You Are Faithful To Your Word To Sustain Me …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 12:04 am.

One more 7th Day of Rest. Things don’t look too good between Ahmad and me. I am somewhat dejected, but! I am resting on You. I keep remembering Your recent words to comfort me. Quote:

“Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

The Sting Of Ahmad’s Words To Release His Anger? …

Enough fuel for my dejection, but! I’m taking what I give. I spit out similar words to him to release my own anger, and?

That’s A Good Thing! Be Ye Angry And Sin Not …?

Wow! Thanks, my Master! How amazing are Your words when You apply them to my inner being. To release one’s anger keeps one from the festering resentment that causes all our physical pain and misery.

Now I Am Beginning To Understand The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

Perhaps this introduction will help my readers to understand such power as well. On to the details of what is going on in my journey.

 

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on!

Human Integrity? Limited. Questionable Big Time …?

No Kidding! That’s Not My Idea, Dear Readers …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 3:57 am.

I wish it was because then you would be justified in abandoning this blog, but! The truth is now coming to light in many blogs/books and such other than this single post.

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on! …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:11 am.

How can that be? Everybody thinks highly of me. I’m faithful. I live by the word. I help the orphans and the widows. I support the Church and ministers. I – I – I – am a good Christian woman.

Me? How Can That Be? Talking about offended? Until …

Until the reality of truth hit my gut! It’s Wednesday, September 11, 2019 at 10:36 pm. Know what? I’m having an awful time writing about this issue.

Insults, Or What Is Considered As An Insult? Turns A One Away …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:26 am.

Indeed! Turns a one away from the source of the insult without hesitation. Thus? Many of my followers have abandoned this blog offended by the truth that will set them free. Even so?

The Almighty Sole Creator Of Our Beings Has Not Abandoned Them …?

Not a single one of His begotten children shall be lost. He plans to restore every single one of us. Only? His ways to do it all? Simple but! Illogical!

The Human Mind Cannot Grasp Such Ways …

That’s the fact to be exact. There is no need for me to be concerned about the followers of this blog. There is no need for me to be concerned about my loved one’s present behavior.

Master? You Are Lifting Me Up To Sail The High Seas …

The high seas away from any country’s jurisdiction. Away from my preoccupation with the human element. Your plan of restoration is coming to pass exactly as You have decreed it to pass despite all my preoccupations.

That’s The Fact To Be Exact. On To High Seas This Day I’ll Sail …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at.4:47 am.

O my Master! You have set me free from all my preoccupations. All around me I see, I read all the goings on of my people near and far. On this moment of time?

My Soul Is Free—On To High Seas I’ll Sail—Holding On To My Master’s Rail …

Clarity is in my mind to see far and beyond the furthest realm my imagination could find. The splendid future? Not so far away now.

It Might Be Days-Weeks-Months-Even Years, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:25 am.

The splendid future is already here. In my heart. In my mind. Because in Your Presence? That future I find. Because You live? I can live that future. Because You live? All fear is gone!

I Am Sailing On High Seas Away From The Storms Of Lower Seas Because …?

You have risen in my mind to calm it down. On high seas I am sailing while You are at the helm. No need to be overwhelmed because You are at the helm. Even so?

Reality! On Lower Seas? I’m A Lame Duck …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 12:53 pm.

A new pain. My right leg now hurts at my groin. I limp when I walk. It came to me, “You are a lame duck!” What? Coming to think about it that’s what my situation with Ahmad amounts to it.

What Is A Lame Duck? …

It can be an individual who has been elected for a definite purpose but! Is unable to fulfill his purpose for lack of support. I been elected to bring good news to Ahmad but Ahmad is no longer support me. Wow!

O My Master! What A Way To Sober Me Up …?

I been trying to live up to the allegory of The Turquoise Rose Ship! Been trying to sail on high seas away from the jurisdiction of this world. But I find myself sailing still on these lower seas of pain and lack of gain.

What Am I Now To Do With This Knowledge, My Master? …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 1:58 pm.

I hear You, “Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

Thanks, My Master! The Oppression Of The Moment Is Brutal, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 6:49 pm.

Relief. A cup of mint/basil tea helped. The time? In a moment this oppression shall be history. The noise around me. The silence inside. The pain in my right hand and shoulder?

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Suffer It All Graciously …

I’m going on. Sober on lower seas. Fearless on higher ones. Either way? You are at the helm of The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on. No need to be overwhelm.

Open The Door! Turn On The Light. Hit The Sack. That’s That!

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:10 pm.

I did but it didn’t help. Guess that was not that! Excruciating pain. So be it. I refuse to complain. A cup of pure coffee with honey seems to be helping.

You Are In Control. No Matter What? I Refuse To Complain …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 10:56 pm.

I am not out of ideas to help myself, but! I’m replete with respect and fear for and of You. I will not repine. I wait on You with patience and composure. Shut off pc. 11:20 pm.

Ready To Talk Turkey Again, My Master. You Know It, But!

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 6:04 am.

First? I sense You calling me to sleep. Well? I guess You were not calling me to sleep. I could not sleep. I got up. All kinds of things been running through my mind because of pain, lack of appetite and now lack of sleep.

You Have Shown To Me All Physical Conditions Are Rooted In The Spiritual …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 8:44 am.

Every single day You demonstrate what You show to me. My body reacts to what is going on in my spirit. A Lame Duck? That revelation threw me for spin downwards.

I Reverted To My Old Way Of Thinking Big Time, But! …

You kept me from staying there. Even so? A Lame Duck? Because Ahmad is not supporting me. From that thinking? Because. Because. Because kept churning in my mind until a moment ago.

It Came To Me, Why Are Sitting Here Imagining All Sorts Of Because? …

Call Ahmad. Find out what’s going on. Sure enough, I called. Didn’t have in mind to blow up in anger but that’s exactly what I did. Next? I began to think of jumping ship, but then?

I Lift Up My Voice, Where Can I Go From Your Spirit My Master? …

Behold! Your Power Of Love and wisdom. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! I began to reason, You have planted me here. I am established. I am safe and secure. What nonsense is this of ‘jumping ship’?

Back To Your Track. Holding On To Your Rail On High Sea Waters …

High Sea Waters? Treacherous waters! Unless I hold on to Your rail? I’ll be drowning without fail, but! You are at the helm. Should I let go of Your rail? You tilt the ship to save my tail—a take from Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

Where Am I Going From Here On? I Don’t Know. My Master Knows …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 5:39 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You know all about Your purpose and plan for these writings. Whether I sound pretensions or not? True or false? It’s Your plan to make it known to all.

Me? You Know I Can’t Take Much More …

Between suffering the consequences of my human reactions to fly/flies to ants annoying me while awake or sleep, plus the troubles between Ahmad and me? I am simply worn out. At my wits end again.

Even So? You Are Holding Me Up. I Cannot Jump Ship …?

I am staying put. Sometimes sober. Sometimes I lose it. For the most? Busy searching my writings for files I cannot find, but! One thing I know for sure.

Under No Circumstances Or Excuses Shall I Ever Use Your Name Or Your Word To Achieve Worldly Success …?

To that end You have drastically dealt with me. I am appalled at my own self’s distasteful hypocrisy! But I am thankful for Your hand of discipline to set me free. A take from Psalms 139. Quote:

Psalms 139:2-5

You know my down-sitting and my uprising; You understand my thought afar off. [Mat 9:4; Joh 2:24-25]

You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.

For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Master, You know it altogether. [Heb 4:13]

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me.

My Distasteful Hypocrisy In Chasing Millions …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 6:46 am.

Reflecting on what I read that jolted me back on my Master’s track? Besides the admonishing to judge myself radically, a quote shone a beam of Your light to really expose that hypocrisy. Quote:

“Ego is the absolute impediment to Dao. The sin is pride. If it thrills you that you’re enlightened then you’re ruined. Forget sharing it. You’re not pure enough to share it.” — Terence McKenna

Even So? It All Comes To Me From Your Hand Of Mercy …

O my Master! I am not any longer thrilled about my enlightenment on the matter of receiving any enticing emails from Ray Edward et all. In fact? I am appalled! But!

Even That—Appalled? Could Be A Thrill Of My Carnal Nature, So? …

Therefore? I quit. I am letting go of everything. Including my thinking. My ideas and concepts. You are filling my mind with the opposite of all of that as You promised to do a long time ago. Quote:

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others.

Rest in Me and hold My flowers. Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, ‘Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?’ And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that.

You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.

Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings.

That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor.

It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So, don’t worry about anything.

Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.

Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.

You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Serious Reflection On The Last Paragraphs You Bring To My Mind …

Quote:

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

So Be It. Though I Feel Like Crying For I Am Sad? …

No matter. Because my feelings are on this world’s shores, but! You have lifted me up to sail the high seas away from this world’s shores.

Whether I Sadly Cry Or Not? All It Matters Is To Be Near You On High Or Lower Seas …?

I’m going on. I’ll post these lines with my hope and expectation set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom, but! Before I post I must add the latest as I woke up this morning.

Continuous Constant Change …?

  • Cycles Of Life Repeating It Selves Precisely …

The First Day With No Pain …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 pm

I slept until 2:54 am. Thank Goodness! The end of my 7th Day of Rest came with the realization of Your Presence manifestation in a day without pain.

Twelve Years Since? This Cycle Of My Journey Began …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 3:22 am.

The year was 2007. Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Alone I sat reading the recent acquired article on Daniel 8. I began to see the parallel. Suddenly! I was called to the carpet. Quote:

It was a Saturday on September 15, 2007. I was keeping the 7th Day of Rest all by my lonesome. I was reading an article written by Yedidah on Daniel 8. Suddenly! It came to me something to this effect,

  • “Such is the message I have given to you to proclaim to the world. You are no longer doing so. You cannot hear Me any longer because, you are too busy taking care of the home bound. Because your spirit is sleeping and your mind is dull with all those pills that you are taking.”

Immediately, I got up. I headed to the kitchen. I grabbed my pill big box. I headed to the toilet. I proceeded to flush nearly $1000.00 of prescription drugs I have been faithfully swallowing for that many years.

I came back to the computer. I wrote a resignation letter to my position as a volunteer in the Senior Companion Program. I picked up the phone and cancelled all appointments with 5 specialists in-charged of my health. I made a note to prepare to sell my Kia Sophia.

Then I dropped the bomb on my children. “You are insane!” some of them retorted and quit their mom.

They had had enough of my crazy whims and mental insanity but, this was not insanity nor a whim after all. Years later it has proven it not to be so.

To conclude, for the record, it is now Thursday, October 20, 2016. Tomorrow will mark 30 years since October 21, 1986.

That is another remarkable date in my journey of life in the Presence of my Father/Creator. That was the date when Father marked me as a writer to honor His name.

The honor of our Father/Creator’s name. what does that mean? A mouth full of misunderstanding but, not outside of the Father/Creator’s control & dominion & knowledge.

His wisdom is unfathomable. That will be the subject for subsequent posts on this line. Why?

What the honor of the Father/Creator’s name got to do with mental insanity? The answer to that question gives way to the Innovative Approach to Mental Health that needs to be proclaim to the whole world if there is to be any hope to restore our sanity to avail us for eternity. End of quote.

Much Reflection Needed …?

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 8:26 am.

I cannot by any stretch of my imagination regress to any resemble of my old ways. But how on earth can I do what I intent to do? Inevitable, I do as I done before at the least provocation.

You Are Being Self Conscious. Quit Trying To Perfect My Work …?

Oops! I hear You big time! What a trip am I! No wonder why the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. O but Your faithfulness to Your words.

I Am In Control, Relax …?

  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
  • Today is your 12th anniversary of your return to do what I called you to do since 1985.
  • I am aware of your misgivings as you read Yedidah’s article on Daniel 8. You can now confirm all stated in that article, but!
  • The backlash from Yedidah and her followers still lingers inside of you. The reading of the article brought that backlash to the surface.
  • Thus, the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. Even so?
  • Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being even before you met Yedidah.
  • No need for you to hold on to that backslash. Yedidah and her followers cannot comprehend what goes on with your life in My Presence. Let go. I am in control.
  • Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished.
  • I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake, but! You are human.
  • In your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time.
  • That is why I have had to pour the life in My written words slowly and gently in order to fill you with My Spirit in those words.
  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

Dear Reader, I am sure you now have a better understanding of this journey of mine. Ready now to post for sure.

Here are the links to my last two books in case anyone is inclined to find out the details of what’s happening and it’s all happening in my life’s journey:

https://www.thia-basilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/AN-EXTENDED-ADVENTUROUS-VOYAGE-1.pdf

https://www.thia-basilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/Ahoy-The-Turquoise-Ship-Booklet.pdf

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Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Ahoy! The Turquoise Rose Ship!

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All Aboard!

Enjoy The Trip!

Ahoy! The Turquoise Ship!

Swiftly, Effectively, Victoriously It Sails.

Destination?

The Shores Up Beyond The Sky So High

Your Heart And Mind to reach without fail

Hold on to the rail! Enjoy! Deploy!

 

 

First Item On The Ship’s Journal? I Don’t Give A Damn!

You Don’t? Are You Sure? Hum! …?

Embark! Ready!

Saturday, September 7, 2019 at 5:43 am.

Here I am my Master! You have ready Your thiaBasilia to Embark on Your ship. Destination? The heart and soul of each individual child of Yours.

Water Lack? The Adventurous Journey Begins …

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 5:01 am.

O yeah, I squirmed a bit, frustrated I called, called, and called Ahmad to raise cane but then? Your wisdom! What’s the sense? What am I getting all worked up about? Let go! Then? I saw!

I Do Have Water! Thank Goodness! …

O my Master! This Adventurous Journey? Most certainly! I was not counting difficulties and troubles as an adventure for sure! Don’t really know what was I counting on? Duh!

But Your Unfathomable Wisdom! Who Can Fathom It? …

Not me for sure! My mind? A one-track mind—the track of trouble and frustration, but! O my Master? The power of Your love and wisdom to get me back on Your track.

Your Banner Over Me Is Love! That’s Your Track In Fact …?

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 5:53 am.

What? O my Master! This is all beginning to make sense. My one-track mind is set on the world below, but! You have lifted me up from that track. You brought me back! Back, where?

You Brought Me To The Banqueting House …

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 6:47 am.

Ha! Here I was yesterday. Surprised! No water! No Ahmad! No reason for cutting my water! These are horrible ways for these people to cut the water and do nothing about it! O well! I DON’T CARE ANYMORE!

Just Then? It Came To Me! YES! YOU DO CARE! And?…

First Item On The Ship’s Journal? I Don’t Give A Damn! Came to pass. Next? I thought long and hard on how this, ‘I don’t care—give a damn—and such has drastically affected me all of my life.

For the rest of the trip? Here is the link: Ahoy! The Turquoise Ship Booklet

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Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

An Extended Adventurous Voyage …

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On A Turquoise Rose …

 

Can Anyone Comprehend What’s Happening To Me …

I Can Hardly Comprehend It Myself.

How can I expect for others to comprehend? Each person in this world got their own comprehending to do. No need for my useless expectations.

It’s My Life. Is Happening To Me Not To Anyone Else …

Wow! Your voice resounds within my being. You are manifesting Yourself to me big time! I can hear. I can see. I can sense Your Presence—almost actually touch it. The reality?

Your Victory, Your Favor, Your Love, Your Peace, Your Joy, And Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …

You Have Encouraged Me To Go On Despite My Own Thinking …

So? I’m going on. Yesterday? I thought to quit. I wished to die. Today? I am going on. I am now thinking more on publishing rather than quitting.

Let me show you why in the following pages.

Click! Quickly click, click! AN EXTENDED ADVENTUROUS VOYAGE

It’s A New Day. A New Cycle In My Life’s Journey. Another Book Will Begin …

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What Troubles Me? What Troubles You? Have You Been Face To Face With The Cause Not The Matter? …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

Friday, August 23, 2019 at 9:26 am.

I been in the furnace of affliction big time since I posted last. You’ll read all about it should you be enticed to read what I’ll post next in the main site.

Be sure to click! It’ll be a treat not a trick:  https://www.thia-basilia.com/archives/34523

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

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Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

You Might Enjoy Learning The Same One Who Sustains Me Sustains You …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

New Links in: https://www.thia-basilia.com Give it a quick click!

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You Might Enjoy Learning Who Sustains Me …

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Also? Learning Why I Have Not Been Posting …

Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

New Links in: https://www.thia-basilia.com Give it a quick click!

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Announcement …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

Give it a quick click: https://www.thia-basilia.com

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Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Mental From The Horse’s Mouth …

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Mental Disorders—All Included—Phew! …

 

Our Asylum? The So Loved World Of Our Habitat—Pause To Think Of That …

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Yes—I’m Crazy But I’m Not Dangerous—Thank Goodness! …

Friday, July 5, 2019 at 8:53 am.

O but You are an AWESOME YAH! What an awesome Yah I serve. Since You finish shaking all that could be shaken out of me a few days ago? Things cannot go any better for me!

All Coming Together Without A Hitch—WOW! …

Me? I’m just riding the gravy-train. Flowing with the wind of Your Mighty Loving Spirit within me! What a ride! WEEEEeee!

Number One In Your Agenda? Unique Way To Format The Books…

O but this is FUN! To come up with something out of the ordinary? Without even trying? What a mystery! For sure the solutions to all my problems been coming—me?

Always, How Did That Happen? …

Been dealing with computers hard/software since 1985 …For the rest of the saga? Click Mental From The Horses Mouth

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Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂