Born Dead To Talk And Talk And Endlessly Keep Talking About Life?

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Come On Now? What Life Are We Talking About?

I Am Living The Future’s Life By The Unknown Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …? No need to talk about. Only need is to share it as the witness of Your Presence within me doing the work of my transformation I could not do myself. By faith shall the just live.

This Been Quite A Day To Catch Up …

Monday, December 9, 2019 at 5:07 pm.

O my Master! what things You are reminding to me. It came to me to find out whether the computer is compromised. I have a feeling someone is controlling whatever I do in the computer.

Today it came to me to investigate the matter. I found out that in fact there is something that has been there for a few years, but I found no solution.

Next? SiteGround, my server is in the process to change their whole setup. They been announcing the change but I had not follow up until today. Talking about mind blogging?

But in the process, it came to me to check the second site that originally, I intended it to be my Author’s site, but! I have completely abandoned that site. You have led me in a different way.

Even so? You brought me back to it today, whatever for? top of the page? My dream or vision of killing a large snake with my bare hands. Quote:

Why My Heart Pumps In Awesome Fear ….?

Astonish! I dreamed of killing a large snake in a pipe I was holding in my hands. The tail came out first. I started to pull it and the same time hollering for help, but! the head of the snake pop-up and I firmly grabbed its jaws and twisted its head vigorously until it was killed! I dusted my hands with such satisfaction and I woke up! WOW! All that happened around a couple hours ago. It’s now 8:29 am and? I still feel my heart pumping, why?

I Can’t Hardly Believe How I Had Forgotten Such Dream, But!

As I read about today, it all came back. It was exactly as I described above. I never checked the meaning of it that I can remember until now. Quote:

What does it mean to dream of killing a snake with bare hands? If you killed a snake with your bare hands in your dreams, it represents the strength within – that you didn’t even know existed. You will finally stand up for yourself, and for what you believe, even if it means standing alone. This dream can imply dealing with other people’s bullshit and you’re taking the control over your life again. You do not wish to live by society rules and you’re ready to move forward in life. Dreaming of killing a snake with bare hands also represents danger. You will have to be more careful in life. Someone who’s jealous of your progress will try to harm you in the most unexpected way. However, you shouldn’t give up. Tell the truth, even if it hurts people. It’s better than a deadly experience.

It Represents The Strength Within – That You Didn’t Even Know Existed …

Wow! Your strength! I never knew You had invested Your strength unto me to submit unto You 100% whether I understand or not Your ways to deal with me, but! such is the fact. Quote:

“My child—My beloved Thia fasting is a life of self-denial and you have learned to live such a life. You are performing exactly as I decreed for you to perform. And in due time you will see the evidence of the miracles that have taken place on account of your fasting or self-denial.

“My child—My beloved Thia fear not for I know and I am well aware of your feelings of despondency because you do not possess the visible proof of the amazing miracles that some of My servants possess. I know that such has been a major block in your walk with Me.

“Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings.

Well, My Master? Dietobealive.Com Or? Self-Denial …

Monday, December 9, 2019 at 6:56 pm.

O my Master! Your ways are so unpredictable it’s useless to try to figure them out. I been wondering how I was to launch the book. Now? I know.

Dietobealive.Com Is No Doubt The Most Appropriate Site To Launch It …

Tuesday, December 10, 2019 at 1:45 am.

Master? You have absolutely transformed me. I am now the person I always aspired to be to no avail. You had to put me through the process of purification. It was necessary for You to fill me to capacity. Quote:

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours; they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others.  Rest in Me and hold My flowers.

“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father?  I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, “Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father? And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that.  You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.  Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.  You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Thirty-Four Years Since! Meaning? Clear Access To Inner Wisdom …

Tuesday, December 10, 2019 at 2:52 am.

O my Master! You are piecing my life together, giving me one piece at a time in the meaning of numbers, dreams, visions, Your written words, and Your words to me personally.

Therefore? The Quoting Of Your Words Since 1985 Repeatedly …

So? You now bring me to the beginning of my conscious walk with You in 1985. It was then when You gave me access to Your wisdom within my being, but!

The Human Mind Is Not Capable To Grasp Such Wisdom Automatically …

Only in these days of November 2019 You meant for me to grasp it. Wow! And now? On to the site You meant to hide until now.

I Had To Die To My Earthly Life Be Alive In Your Heavenly Presence …

What a revelation! Die to be alive in Your Presence for all to witness and benefit from the work You have and are continuously doing within my being.

How amazingly proper it is to open Dietobealive.Com with the killing of a snake with bare hands  …

If you killed a snake with your bare hands in your dreams, it represents the strength within – that you didn’t even know existed.

Wow! Your Strength Not Only To Withstand But Overcome All This World Can Hand To Me …

Your strength. The fact is, You overcome this world for me—the core of the content of the resurfacing  abandoned until now Dietobealive.Com

Nor Talking Anymore. I Am Living …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 12:36 am.

It’s not that I am living my life and forget about the rest of this world’s life. Nor at all. I am in this world, but! the fact is, this world’s life attractions do not attract me anymore. Why talk about it?

I Am Living The Future’s Life By The Unknown Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

No need to talk about. Only need is to share it as the witness of Your Presence within me doing the work of my transformation I could not do myself.

This Work Of Transformation Is What You Are Piecing Together For Me …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 4:54 am.

No kidding. I do. I have been doing the actual writing, but! every line penned by my hand is, You have inspired it. Whatever for? To demonstrate the mighty power of Your love for Your creation.

My Whole Life Was A Life Of Talk Not Walk …

I talked, talked, and talked trying to fit in. they talked, talked, and talked trying to fit me in all to no avail! There was no help. Least no help to fit me in the society of human beings.

Stopped The Talk. Began The Walk. Living Not Talking …

Born dead to talk and talk about life. What life to talk about when one is dead? The life the human lost. The life the human is now trying relentlessly to recuperate.

That’s The Talk I Stopped Talking About …

Ha! For sure, there is a perfect number of humans like myself who stopped talking and began living. Are we better than the rest human beings? Nay! Worst!

Take Heed Dear Human Should You Be Better Than Me …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I know my Master, this warning comes from You to all my beloved living such wonderfully amazing lives 100% better than the life I used to live.

Humor Instead Of Anger. Indeed! …

That’s the best part of living! Alive! Now I thrive. Die to be alive. No kidding, I never knew how I chose that name for Dietobealive.Com O wacky me!

Now I Know, You Chose It For Whacky Me Before You Set Me Free …

That’s really exiting, my Master! I could go off on an emotional bliss without Your kiss. But You know how to handle my excitement. You know how to keep me calm and sober to continue my witness for You.

My Witness Of The Work You Continue To Do In My Heart …?

Alive! Living! I had to die before I could live again! Dietobealive.Com been reserved to share my aliveness with the walking dead soon to live again!

On To The Task. The Site Needs Much Update. It Will Take A While, But! …

Wednesday, December 11, 2019 at 6:02 am.

I’ll go with the flow of Your Spirit within me. I will prepare this post to post in the usual sites to update all on this new development.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

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To Keep Up With The Thread Of The Story While I Work On The Book.

Announcing…

John 7:37-38. Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink! He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water.

The book is still on the making. Is taking longer than what I had figured. As soon as it’s ready I will post the link to it.

In this update I will refer to the headlines in the book ending with the details of the end of the month, beginning the next month.

Well? Been Up Since About 2:29 Am. What Has Developed Since? …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:18 pm.

I Went Ahead, Made The Post And Posted. Then? Surprise! End Of Gas In Heater …

What To Do Now, My Master? I’ll Try The Bed See If I Can Sleep …

Open The Door To Get Some Fresh Air In …

Now What? It’s 12:45 Pm. Have Not Heard From Ahmad. Getting Cold Again …

The Sun Is Shining In The Apartment. I’m Comfortable. No News From Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 1:54 pm.

Ha! I Take It Now I Have Really, Really Learned The Lesson? …

What A Great Feeling It Is To Be Sensible Instead Of Emotional …

What Comes To Mind Now? The Way I Been Prepared To Handle Disasters …

O My Master! Ten Long Years Of Emotionalism Since You Brought Me To These Grounds.

Waiting. Expecting, Looking, And Longing To Be Gracious To Us …

It’s now 3:07 pm. Sleep? Until 5:08 pm. Cold. Close door. Now what, my Father? How am I going to make it without gas on the cold night?

For An Answer? The Door Opens Up. My Little Friend Steps In. Water! Great! No Gas …?

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 6:53 pm.

Your Messengers. That’s How I’ll Make It Through This Cold Winter Setting In …

I Do Not Know How To Put It. Fact: You Harden Hearts. You Make Us Suffer To Teach Us To Fear You …

Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 10:32 pm

I’m Up. Uncomfortable Again. No Sign Of Ahmad. Not Knowing What To Do, Still …

Slept For 4 Hours. How Blessed I Am Living In Your Presence

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 3:03 am.

They Dressed Me In Black But I Was In The Dark …

Little They Knew The Meaning Of The Color Black. I Was In The Dark As Well …

Black? Little Did I Know Black To Be Your Color My Master!

Amazed. In Awe Of Your Doings I Remain …

Woke Up In The Dark Even When The Light Was On. Now What, My Master? I Asked …

Well? Before I Continue With The Colors’ Meaning I Must Quote Your Words At That Time, Why? …

O My Master! Your Answer Floods My Soul With Joyful Certainty Of My Present And My Future …

My Reaction To Your Words …

Wow! You Have Now Set Me Up To Digest The Meaning Of The Color Black For The Rest Of This Day …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:32 am.

Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz.

Sunshine In The Sky. On My Soul? All Is Dim …

Not A Sign Of Your Evident Good And Favor, But! …

Your Promises Are Sound Despite My Feelings. That’s The Fact …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:23 am.

You Have Repeated Those Words To Me For Thirty-One Years, Still …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:45 am.

I Am Free To Believe And Choose Your Peace And Be Confident In Your Promise Or …?

Your Way? I Am To Rejoice On The Trouble Present Not To Lament …

Perhaps I Lack All Material Wealth And Even Health, No Matter …

Would People Chop Me Off Their Lives? …

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 4:39 pm.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do With This Sense I Have Of Being Chopped …

I See It, My Master! My Sense Comes From You …

Their Belief Is Not Enough, Why?…

Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:39 pm.

I Sense This Time My Readiness Is For Keeps …

To bed. It’s 11:04 pm to 4:44 am

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 4:51 am.

Master? It Is Exactly As You Are And Have Been Telling Me And Showing Me Since 1988, But!

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 9:30 am.

This Moment? Your Decreed Moment For My Complete Deliverance. Wow!

That’s The Spirit That Makes Me Ready To Receive From You …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:09 am.

Sober Not To Hype-Up It’s All Turning Out To Be For Me…

What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be! …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:39 am.

With That Thought In My Mind I Proceeded To Do My Business …

O What A Wonder! I Finish The Toilet Business …

Just At The Moment That I Am Thinking What’s Next? How Was I To Cook?

All Of This Is Somewhat Ordinary For Most People, So?

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 11:40 am.

To See It All From Your Perspective? That’s How It Shall Be Now That I Am Free! …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 3:17 pm.

One Phone Call From Ahmad. One E-Mail From Pat Tempting Me To Retaliate To No Avail …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …

Not Ahmad. Not Pat. Absolutely No One Can Or Could Disturb Me At All For Sure …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:57 pm.

Tears Begin To Flow From My Eyes As They Flown From The Eyes Of The Prophet Jeremiah …

But! Despite Their Pride? The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

Break at 9:30 pm to 10:01 pm.

I Had To Go Through The Process To Demonstrate Your Ways To Set A Human Being Free …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Yes! I Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments—Lamenting My Lot In Life; Living In The Natural, Until? …

Thank Goodness! It’s Finish! Now? …

Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:53 pm.

What A Way To Keep All Disturbances Off My Mind And Heart …

Welcome Calmness. Peace. Sense. Strength. Wisdom! …

O My Master! Awake Or Sleep Your Abundance And Prosperity Soon To Come Our Way Message Is Clear …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 5:05 am.

Still? No Hype Or Emotional Elation. Calm. Compose. Confident On You …

I Had My Plans To Rearrange The Apartment With Ahmad’s Help, So? …

That Happened On November 12, 2019. What Happened Next? …

Now? All Indications In My Sense And In My Dreams? You Are Ready To Bless Us …

5:57 am to 7:31 am sleepy head for bed 8:57 am

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:47 am.

I’m Stuck My Master! I Need To Hear From You …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 1:38 pm.

I Wait. Despite All That Causes This Sadness To Me, I Wait On You With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 2:39 pm.

Ha! So That’s The Cause Of My Sadness—No Clue From You …

And That’s When Your Clue Materializes …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 9:18 pm.

The Door Opens! In Comes Ahmad. Be Still. Wait …

Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:17 pm.

Talking About A Big Clue! Master! You Are For Real! …

Not A Sign I Ask Of You. But A Clue? …

When We Down? You Quick To Give Us A Needed Clue To Pick Us Up! …

A New Day. Renewed Hope …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:03 am.

You have renewed my hope and confidence in You. You always do. I will now head for bed. I know You are calling me to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Up at 3 am.

O My Master! I’m Trembling With Awesome Fear Of You! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 4:07 am.

You are a consuming fire! You aim to consume the devil’s house but save Your house. That is Your message while I was resting underneath Your everlasting arms.

All I Now Consider Of Value In This World Shall Be Of No Value In Your World …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 7:02 am.

You Establish My Steps In The Present In These Earthly Grounds As They Are Now, But!…

Sleep? 7:25 am to 10 am.

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 10:25 am.

Indeed! I Rebelled Against You To Sit Myself Over You Just Like The Devil By Name, Satan Did …

Master! The Multitude Of Rebels Sitting Over You Is Staggering! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:17 pm.

So Contrary To Your Will And Nature. You Are A Consuming Fire, But!

The Sad Thing Is How The Human Being Deceives Himself …

It’s Of No Use For Me To Try To Convince Them Otherwise …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 1:54 pm.

You Know I Need Human Fellowship, And? …

The Following Verses In Your Written Words Are Clear To Confirm All Written Today …

Quote: All in the book.

Today Is Thanksgiving Day In The USA But! …

Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 2:16 pm.

I Am Looking Forward For The Day We All Come Together Under Your Banner Of Love …

Your Decreed Time For Me To Grasp Your Words Is Here …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 5:44 am.

I Am Still In The Dark About What’s Happening In Ahmad’s World, But!

That’s The Renewed thiaBasilia On Thanksgiving Day 2019 …

Even So? Situations Come My Way That Call For My Concern …

Surprise! No Anger. No Retaliation. I Did The Right And Proper Thing Without Even Thinking …

Wow! Fulfilled Words You Spoke To Me On That Memorable October 3, 2009 …

The End? Saved! Restored! Renewed. Now? Ready To Receive From You …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 7:15 am.

Been A Long Break. Working On Graphics All Day …

Friday, November 29, 2019 at 3:52 pm.

The End Of The Month. The End Of My Bickering. Beginning Again …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 4:44 am.

Wow! You Decode The Numbers In The Date To My Astonishment …

Astonish But Sober, Certain, Confident, Steady Standing On Sacred Ground …

This 2019 Year Is My Jubilee Year For Sure! …

It’s By Faith That I Proclaim This To Be My Jubilee Year …

The Wondering How This Troublesome Year Is Meant To Be For Me Stops Right Now.

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 5:50 am.

Human Labors? I Have Ceased From The Weariness And Pain Of It All, But!…

To Depend On My Human Labors—The Work Of My Hands From My Mind Was A Painful Affair …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 2:59 pm.

Your Peace That Surpasses All Human Understanding Remains …

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 9:13 pm.

What Have I Been Doing While I Wait On You …?

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

Indeed! The Curtain Is Up! Your Show Of My Life Begins Again …?

Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:26 pm.

First Day Of The Last Month Of 2019—My Jubilee Year …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 10:45 am.

What An Accomplishment! I Got Up To The Tutorial On How To Accomplish It …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 2:14 pm.

Even So Today? I Find Myself Absolutely Unconcerned With Impressions, But! …

Why Is This Matter Surfacing Today, My Master? …

Your Grace. You Have Been Gracious To Me …

Your Victory, Your Favor, Your Love, Your Peace, Your Joy, And Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship? …

It’s For Real. It’s For Keeps. Sober Realization Devoid Of All Hypes …

Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 3:50 pm.

I’m Now Stepping Into My Life’s Saga …

All Inharmonious Coming Into Harmony To My Delight And Encouragement …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:40 am.

You Came In To Sup With Me. What A Delight To My Being! …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:55 am.

The numbers in the hour of this moment again. Blow me away and put me back on these earthly grounds, O my Beloved Master! First You visit me. You came in to sup with me. Now? You tell me why. Quote:

Revelation 3:20-22

Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears and listens to and heeds My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will eat with him, and he [will eat] with Me…..

Next? Three Times You Confirm The Matter To Me In The Numbers Of The Moment …

Quote about the numbers:

Indeed, My Master! Put Me Down On These Earthly Grounds As Long As You Are In Supping With Me …

Alright! Full To Capacity! My Clue To Step Into The Ongoing Saga Of My Life …

Monday, December 2, 2019at 4:23 pm.

Exchanged Emails With Roxana—Tomorrow? Her Birthday. Much Fun …

Monday, December 2, 2019 at 9:29 pm.

She liked my cover! Good sign from You, my Master. Also, I grasped Your direction on how to Introduce the book. Now?

Dedication

End Of Day For Me. Heading For Bed. Much Accomplished-on Monday, December 2, 2019 at 11:15 pm.

Well? It’s Another Day On This Winter Month …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 3:30 am.

O my Beloved Master! I really, really do not like the winter. It’s the spring that I so wait for. It’s in the spring when You call me to come away with You. Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Spring In My Heart? It’s My Reality Nowadays …

I go to sleep with the cry in my lips, “Your banner over me is love!” Sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Your banner of love still over me. You hear my cry, “I am cold. I really, really don’t like winter!” And?

You Bring To My Mind And Heart The Spring In My Heart …

Indeed! The spring in my heart has always been there. Only the winter in my mind? Has kept me in confine! So long not strong. So long the winter’s coldness froze my heart. So long the winter wouldn’t depart.

But One Day Some 56 Years Back? Spring In My Heart. A Birth! …

The child has been the spring in my heart never to depart—Your gift. How amazing are Your loving ways to bring to my remembrance the spring in my heart on my beloved child’s 56th birthday!

Spring Within. Let’s Sup With HIM! …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 4:21 pm.

It’s been a trying day with the program, but! O my Master! You have come through for me one more time. Everything went crazy. The support is no longer available. Suddenly! All got fixed.

I Have No Earthly Idea How It All Got Fixed, But! …

Spiritually? No doubt at all! You intervened. Master! O my Master, spring is really within. No need any longer to fret about the winter. Only need to enjoy the spring of Your visit to sup with me.

Human Love? How Fickle! It Can Get You In A Pickle …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:10 am.

Just a trickle dose of love’s harmony propose could poison my soul to spiritual death. No matter. This world offers the sweet poison of its love. No need to even consider it for a second at all!

You, My Master? Intent Setting Up The Fountain Of Youth Within My Soul …

Yesterday You woke me up to set my mind on the spring in my heart’s confine. Just a moment ago, You let me see the hands setting up the Fountain of Youth within my inner most being. Wow! It’s written, quote:

John 7:37-38.

Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink!

He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water.

Full Force The Winter Is Raging While Spring Sets In My Innermost Being …

What a marvelous thought to keep my eyes set on away from the tinsels of human’s sweet poisonous love. No need! Would tell me Adeeb on the mention of such sweet.

Indeed! This World Is Set On The Tinsels Of Love, But!

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:44 am.

You have overcome this world for me. Wow! This moment’s date? Wednesday or the 4th day of the week on the 4th day of the 12th month at exactly the hour and minutes of 4.44—four 4s—one 12. Meaning? Quote:

O! O! O! Indeed! O My Master! Blow Me Away And Put Me Back On These Earthly Grounds …

As long as You are supping and setting the Fountain of Living Waters within my innermost being to satiate the thirst of these earthly arid grounds.

No Need To Forgive Anymore. Have Forgiven. Been Forgiven …?

You Must Increase. I Must Decrease. All Done By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 6:07 am.

My decrease shall increase the effectiveness of the message You compel me to proclaim to Your people. But that decrease must be Your work not mine. Otherwise?

Self-Righteousness. Pride Before The Fall Sets In …

The condition, the position. Behold the glamorizing of Your sacred words. Behold the glamorizing of the deity they have made You to be. So far from You. So opposite to Your ways.

Be Still. Let Go. I Hear. You Are So Near! …

The moments. The amazing instances. I could reach over. I could touch You. You are so near on these sacred grounds I am now standing on, but!

I Must Not! I Must Put My Shoes Off My Feet. I Stand On Sacred Ground …

We Are Humans. A Human At His Best Is Profane …?

You Have Now Set Me To See From Your Perspective …

Well? Enough About Our Profanity. New Day Again …

Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 1:40 am.

Most Of My Day Was Spent Creating The Graphic To Express That Life …

I will go to sleep now. I wait to see what and when should I post …

Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 2:40 am.

I Am In This World. In It I Have Mostly Trouble. But! …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 7:14 am.

The world’s trouble:

  • Anger. Colossal confusion. Profanity, or moral corruption. Intemperance or sensuality within the human mind.

No Kidding! No Matter How Good And Righteous We Fancy Ourselves To Be We Just Can’t Be …?

The Saga Of My Life? Out Of This World Along Its Good And Bad …?

Power To Keep My Eyes Set On You. Like A Maid Wait For Her Mistress So I Wait For You …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 8:00 am.

Well? Am I Ready To Write The Update? …

Friday, December 6, 2019 at 1:06 pm.

I Recorded The Date And Time I Was Heading For Bed To Keep Track Of My Time …

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 12:10 am.

I Find No Solution For That Problem. Perhaps Is A Hoax?

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 5:51 am.

I Went To Bed At Midnight With The Thought Of My 7th Day Of Rest, And? …

I Woke Up Dreaming About The Copyright Page …

I laid in bed musing on that page—how it relates to my life not only to the books I write. I concluded, You have all the rights to my being, to my life. I do not own the rights to myself anymore.

What A Relief! The Forces Of Hell Are At Work To Get Those Rights, But! …

The copyright page in my dream was Your message to let me know those forces are not fighting with me but with You. It’s a relief because, Your power no foe can resist.

Therefore? I Don’t Have To Waste Any more Time With That Issue …

Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 6:12 am.

I am going on resting on You. No matter what issue comes against or for me, it’s all in Your rights to take care of such issues.

That’s to be the fact of my life from now on to eternity. HalleluYah! Back to my task.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!

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Tried, Smelted, And Refined In The Furnace Of Affliction This Time. Simply Painful …

  • Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments. Cleansing It All From My Mind And Soul. Simply Painful …
  • Thriving I Am Both My Spiritual Life And The Coughing And Sneezing! Hahaha! HaleluYah! …
  • That’s This World’s Reality—A Hype!

The Results Of The Whole Ordeal? In The Colors Of This Arrangement:

Colors Meaning Summary

  • Green combination of blue peace and yellow grace.
  • Green stands for fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • Neon green electric—blue peace and electric yellow: grace combine to electrify and empower us with his ability to become intimate and fruitful for Yahushua.
  • The powerful miracles that occur here in the atmosphere of electrical intimacy and supernatural peace with that revelation.
  • The miracle that happens when the Almighty Creator finds a conduit in this earth that allows him freedom in this arena.
  • It is brighter than a neon light! It happens in a dark place, but changes everything and invites more conduits to happen.
  • Aqua or turquoise or teal (blue green) includes attributes of blue and green: the love of the bridegroom for his bride.
  • Dark purple includes attributes of black and purple
  • Purple is steadfast love with the king of kings: unity—royalty—power of authority—discernment to remove the poisonous trash from people and implant the heavenly provision instead.

O My Master! I Continue In Awe Of Your Doings …

That summary is a detailed confirmation of all you have been revealing to me. Beginning with The Church of Philadelphia –the only Church without blemish. You appointed me to that Church at the end of 2009. Quote:

…. “Yet My child—My beloved Thia you have continued to serve and obey Me even when it was out of your understanding for you had no knowledge of My ways.

“And even now when you have no proof whatsoever of the position that you are holding in My Kingdom you continue in My service totally submitted to My Being! Not many are privileged with such strength—My strength. And you are entitled to My blessing to the assembly of Philadelphia.

“And there are others in this assembly who will come into the knowledge of belonging to such assembly as I reveal it to them when you share these writings. It is written,

Revelation 3:7-13.

And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Set Apart One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: Isa. 22:22.

I know your record of works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name. Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie—behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. Isa. 43:4; 49:23; 60:14.

Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you, I also will keep you safe from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.

I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.

He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name. Isa. 62:2; Ezek. 48:35.

He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches).  End of quote.

  • (The complete version of the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz is in the book)

Well? O my Master! Where Do I Come Up Stating That The Summary Is A Detailed Confirmation Of All You Have Been Revealing To Me? …

From two quotes.

From Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz:

  1. These folks are portals coming to and from heaven: Pillars in the Temple: Ambassadors for Christ: so one with Him that they do His works and speak His speech.

From Your words to me recorded above:

Revelation 3:12-13. He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My Father; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My Father and the name of the city of My Father, the new Yerushalayim, which descends from My Father out of heaven, and My own new name.

Why Have I Been Posting Out Of Sequence …?

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 10:00 pm.

Well? This is a post I skipped because of such long quotes and repeated words. Why am I attempting to post it now? Because it’s a thread to the previous posts, but!

The Truth? O My Master! I Am To Write – Publish -Optimize What You Give To Me In That Order…

So? It’s not for me to skip the publishing part for whatever reason. The month began with Reflecting On This World’s Glamour …? On Friday, November 1, 2019 at 11:34 am.

  • Next? Living A Thriving Life But! Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout! On Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.
  • Now? I posted on November 9, 10, and the last post on Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.
  • I skipped from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. To Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.
  • That means this post would have covered from Friday, November 8, 2019 at 1:19 am. to Wednesday, November 13, 2019 at 1:39 pm.

Master? What Is Your Aim With All The Entries In This November 2019? …

Friday, November 22, 2019 at 11:18 pm.

The month of November 2019 marks the beginning of a new cycle in my Journey in Your Presence.

  • This been a month in the furnace of affliction for the cleansing of my body, soul, and mind.

Next? Bring The Matter Closer To The End Of My Affliction …

At the moment? Still suffering big time and rejoice likewise. Your ways are nothing like I ever imagine.

All geared to our restoration to the original intent for our creation.

  • Slept from Friday, November 22, 2019 at 12:02 am to Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:15 am.

Now? Here I’m, My Master. Standing In Your Presence …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 2:51 am.

You know how am feeling. I am not that old. I see many little ladies past 90 and holding on better than me, but! it’s not of any use to compare myself to others. Maybe I l warm up then go on to bed? I wait on You.

Once Again You Perk Me Up Announcing Good News Coming Soon …?

Ha! You just led me to find the meaning of the purple grapes I was holding in my hand in that vision earlier. Amazingly encouraging! Quote:

Dream About Purple Grapes

Purple grapes in dreams represents rare luck and royalty wealth. You will earn wealth due to your luck and you will be treated like a king or queen.

O It Would Be So Wonderful To Be Pampered Like A Queen That I Am …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 5:08 pm.

Where do I come up with this thing that I am a queen? That’s the meaning of my birth name, Basilia. Basilia means something like, ‘belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of the Almighty Creator!

How ‘Bout That? I Was Born A Queen! Little Did I Know It Until 1986 …

“What’s the meaning of mine?” I asked Irene at the writer’s conference. She was telling name meaning to others in the group, so I asked. She answered, “belongs to the highest royalty—the royalty of God.”

Memories About What I Thought To Be Fantasy Life, But! …

O my Master? These days You are revealing the deep inner meaning of Your covenant with us. So much has been written about You and whatever, so much that staggers the mind.

  • Sleep? I hope. 5:27 pm. To 7:37 pm

Despite Man’s Ideas And Concepts Of You? Man Or Devil Do Not Know You …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 8:28 pm.

Even so? Man pretends to be in the knowledge of You. Based on such pretension the great fallen away is taking place nowadays.

  • Euphoria and corruption march hand in hand away from You because man does not know You.

No Matter! Your Faithfulness To Your Words Of Mercy, Power Of Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail! …

O what a Mighty Yah You are! I cannot pretend for one second that I know You. Psalms 91 tells me that I know and understand Your name—have personal knowledge of Your mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on You. I know You will never forsake me, no, never!

And You Promised To Answer When I Call Upon You …

And You promised to be with me when I am in trouble, You promised to deliver me and honor me. You promised a long eternal life to satisfy me, and show me—reveal to me Your salvation even Yahushua my Messiah! But!

You Did Not Promise To Show Me Your Face …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 9:35 pm.

Ha! I just now realized that fact. No one can see or know You. How we get to know someone? When we look at their face! Maybe others realize this matter but it’s news to me.

Perhaps News In The Sense That I Never Really Pay Mind To It, Why? …

Well? So many of my former teachers gave me their version about You and Your Word. I believed them. I went along with all those teachers and teachings until You, O my Master severed me from them all.

What’s Happening Now With My Relationship With Them All? I Don’t Know But!…

You do. I sense either rejection or competition between them and myself. I don’t even know which side am I on? Ha! So that’s why Your instructions to keep to myself.

Even So? I Am Human. The Urge To Share Your Doings Gets To Me Sometimes …

Before I know I’m on the phone sharing only to be disappointed. For the most? Even my children and my closest friends have had enough of my ‘sharing’ and, when I call? No more time for my drag on ‘sharing’!

Ha! I Just Realized I Have No More Desire To Retaliate …?

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 10:15 pm.

Wow! I don’t even want to retaliate when Ahmad surprises me with his lack of understanding. My immediate human reaction is to retaliate with a remark like, “Live your life! I’ll live mine!” but then?

Reason. Wisdom. Your Reasoning. Your Wisdom, O My Master …?

Need to break. Need to enjoy the moment. 10:41 pm. It’s now 11:08 pm. A short break. Things clicked together in the blink of an eye on this short break. All my posting dilemmas resolved! Wow!

Clear Instruction On What To Do …?

Writing all details of Your work in my life has turned out into a lengthier essay than ever before. Been working on the post, ‘Our Splendid Future. Anger Defined From The Beginning. Both Coming To Light Now …?’

  • A long, long post. Overwhelmed I have refrained from publishing it.
  • Following that post been working on the post to follow it, ‘The Ordeal Of The Last Few Days? Gruesome!’
  • At the same time, the graphic to illustrate the results of the ordeal.
  • Pain and misery have not stopped me from frantically working on those three projects.

Never In A Million Years Would Have Imagined All Things To Come Together As I Lost All Desire To Retaliate …

Saturday, November 23, 2019 at 11:53 pm.

But that’s exactly what happened. O my Master! This is the end of one of the most spiritual progressive days in my journey in Your Presence.

What To Do? First Thing, Compile A Short Post About The Results Of The Ordeal In The Colors Of The Graphic.

Make that post to announce the book with all the details of My work in you during this month of November 2019. Post. Then work on the compiling and formatting of the book.

Sleep Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:38 am. To Sunday, November 24, 2019 at  2:29 am.

Your Instructions Cannot Be Any Clearer …

I already have the material to follow Your instructions. The graphic is to my liking big time. I know You led my hand and mind to come up with such a beauty for all to enjoy.

Announcement:

Dear Readers, the compiling and formatting of the book with all the details of the Master’s work in me during this month of November 2019 will take a little time. Soon as the book is ready, I will give you all the link for you to enjoy the ride with me.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia 

 

 

The Facts That Keep Me Going …

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Those Are Detailed In The Journal Recorded In This Site …

The Pictures Are A Summary Of Those Facts …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 12:48 am.

O Yes! You Are My Strength …

You give me hinds’ feet and will make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

Your Presence In My Heart And Life Is A Reality! …?

Indeed! Because I know Yahushua lives in my heart, I can face the future. Otherwise? Death would have been my end, not only spiritual but physical as well.

Yes! I Now Still Hurt And Suffer, But! …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:33 am.

Your grace is sufficient to me to withstand all pain and misery. Yes! I shed tears, but those tears are not any longer tears of despair. They only serve to release the pain somehow.

Yes! I’m That Prodigal Son. I Spent My Spiritual Fortune Chasing The World’s Windfall, But!

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 1:28 am.

For the Father’s faithfulness to restore my wasted life! Here I am now. My body is decaying by reason of sin. But my spirit is thriving by reason of the righteousness You have invested upon me.

Heading for bed at 1:47 am. Hope for sleep.

Sleep Didn’t Come. Instead? Get Up! Fix A Cup Of Coffee To Relieve The Pain …

Thursday, November 14, 2019 at 2:53 am.

Up! Coffee fixed. Pain relieved. Now what? Compose the pictures to post. Task finished. On to post it. That’s how things are developing in and by Your Presence within my soul and my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 

Living A Thriving Life But!

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Psychological Speaking? My Life Is A Copout!

 

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body … Quote: But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you]. Romans 8:10

A Copout? According To The Dictionary, Quote:

  1. A failure to fulfill a commitment or responsibility or to face a difficulty squarely.
  2. A person who fails to fulfill a commitment or responsibility.
  3. An excuse for inaction or evasion.

Hahaha! I Fit All Three Meanings Of A Copout, But!

There is a method to my madness. Indeed! There is a method for all our failures or successes. Only thing is? The human being is adamant to accept such ethereal concept to the human’s best knowledge.

Master? My Thriving Life Is Spiritual …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 2:12 pm.

Honestly, I have not made that distinction in my mind until You are revealing it to me even today. No wonder why I been perplexed with all that I see going on around the world.

It’s Been A Trying Day …

Saturday, November 2, 2019 at 11:09 pm.

Will now go to bed. Will bring it all to You my Master. Thank You, my Master. I caught quite a few hours of much needed sleep.

It’s now another day …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 8:32 am.

And a promising day. I already took care of things I have neglected for days—had no ambition for all those mundane chores inevitable in this planet’s life.

Living This Planet’s Life? I Reflect On A Better Life …

One day soon I hope? We will all be doing the same thing, guess when all get full to capacity of this world’s good thing—when all that laughter fades away at the sight of the disaster coming our way sooner that we are banking on.

(Hey! Anyone watching what is going in Jerusalem? The vacationers don’t see it but the locals do. The war is? O well! I am not a doomsayer, but! I’m realistic. The Creator is about to close the end curtain, that is obvious. I keep my shoes on while I wait secured in His Presence.)

Graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 11:02 am.

That’s how my spiritual life’s thriving goes. Doing graphics? Full concentration for long hours. Must pause. Reflect. Dishes need washing. Hum! Job done. Must write. Where was I?

Ah! Let Me Read. Need To Pick Up The Thread, But!

Too tired. Will sleep. I’ll write when I wake up. Well? On waking up, no pickup. Back to graphics. Pausing. Reflecting. Wash Dishes. Write. Publishing? Not Yet. Wait, and?

On It Goes! Do I Sound Boring? I Sure Do. Even So? …

While dragging on the track, to be exact? I’m sitting still as far as doing things on my own. Sitting still? Sitting still and yet my activity in the realm of the invisible Kingdom intensifies tenfold.

Me? I Forget All The Time Your Sound Words To Establish My Steps. Duh! …

Sunday, November 3, 2019 at 7:16 pm.

Even so? Despise all my forgets with wobbling steps, You never forget to establish those wobbling steps of mine. O but what a life to live! Never mind my boring times!

Publishing? Not Yet! Wait …

This sure is a waiting life. But what if? I am waiting on You. Right now? I’ll wait in bed. Perhaps You bless me with the precious sleep to ease my waiting.

Talking About A Copout? An Amazing Moment …

Master? You brought me into this world in a Catholic environment, but! One especial night, You called me out of that environment to accept Yahushua.

A Nine Year-Old Child Lifts Her Hand To Confess In Her Native Spanish Language, “Yo Acepto A Cristo Como Mi Salvador Personal.” …?

She was whisked to the front. On her knees. Copious tears flowing. Someone’s arm around her shoulders. That’s all she remembers of that night.

About The Next Day? Roberto Making Fun Of Her Confession …?

How fresh You keep those memories in my mind and heart. At this moment? I am realizing that from the beginning others poke fun at my most precious moments.

The Catholic Environment? Not My Destiny …?

A vivacious young lady confined in a Catholic boarding house while attending the Catholic High School. She is a devoted Catholic young one and remains so until?

Marriage And Divorce Came Upon Her To Tear Up Her Most Highest Of Ideals …

Destiny. Sitting in her front yard. Cigarette in the left hand. Wine goblet in the right hand. Perhaps taking a breaking from her motherly chores. Suddenly! A beautiful young lady appears as if from nowhere.

“I Am The Preacher’s Wife From The Baptist Church. I Come To See If You Would Allow Diana To Attend …?

WHAT? No way! We are Catholic. Humbly the young lady explains, “But I am giving this party at my house just to get acquainted with the young girls in the vicinity.”

Her Humility Melts My Heart …

From that day on? Practically every week the young lady was at my front yard with the same request, “We are having a guest speaker, would you like to come to hear him?” No way! At last?

In Frustration, The Catholic Young Woman Waiving Her Cigarette And Wine Goblet Exclaimed, “We Are Catholics, Besides, I Am Not Giving Up This Or This” …?

The young lady did not flinch an eye. She calmly stated, “But you don’t have to give that up. Just come to visit.” Needless to say, for the first time in her life that Catholic young woman crossed the umbras of a Baptist Church!

The Beautiful Young Lady Stole Her Heart To Give It To Yahushua …

Of course! At that time? No idea of the name ‘Jesus’ was really ‘Yahushua’. The truth? The only name that young woman knew was the name of whoever Catholic Priest was her confidant at the moment.

The Miracle …

Within a few weeks? The whole Catholic family was re-baptized in the Baptist church! Unfortunately, or fortunately, the Baptist Church was not that Catholic young woman’s destiny as well.

Years And Years That Catholic Young Woman’s Tumultuous Life Develops …

In the pinnacle of righteousness. In the depth of unrighteousness. The waves constantly beating her up tor down. Emotionally unstable. Angry. Mentally insane. That’s the label.

Her Destiny? To Address The Creator’s Male Leaders Of His People …

“Not me!” she exclaims at the sound of those words to define her destiny. “Not me, I been a sinful woman, they will not listen to me!” She claimed in horror.

“I Don’t Want Them To Listen To You! I Want Them To Listen To ME!” …

Almost audible. Undeniable authority. “I will deliver the message tonight.” She had no other choice. By and by she consulted with the young pastor she so much admired.

A Gruesome Moment …?

“You have been hurt as a child. You are hurt. You are angry. That’s why you are giving us those ‘words from God’ to discharge your anger on us.”

A Copout! The Psychological Estimation Of Her Sacred Task …?

Devastated she went home to wail! Her tail at the bottom of that world’s psychological entail. Reality sets in. She was not to face a valley of roses. More likely a mountain peak of thorns and thistles were in her sight to pose.

Thorns And Thistles? …

Monday, November 4, 2019 at 12:21 pm.

Courageously that Catholic young woman threshed those thorns and thistles. Where did that courage came from? From her Creator’s faithfulness to His command to deliver His words to the male leaders of His people.

It’s Not About The Human’s Faithful Doings. It’s All About The Creator’s Faithfulness …?

Master! Is it time now to post? This headline needs to be included in the graphic. I will work on that before I post it.

Alive! Despite My Feeble Body …

Quote:

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].  Romans 8:10

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

Three Major Issues We Must Face:

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  1. The Lie—The Devil Does Not Exist.
  2. The Truth—The Devil Made Me Do It.
  3. Persuasion—The Wiles Of The Devil …

The Devil Does Not Exist? Really? Don’t Be Too Sure …?

The Devil Made Me Do It? That’s The Truth, But! There Is A Catch …?

The devil does not ‘make’ you do anything. He persuades even the most elected to do any and all things to lure a soul away from eternal life. To set a soul on the road to spiritual death.

There You Have It! Persuasion? The Wiles Of The Devil …?

O my Master! Your power. Your wisdom. Your ways. Your Being? Unfathomable! There is no way man or devil can figure out Your ways much less Your Being.

The Devil Knows That. But We Humans Don’t, So? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 8:57 am.

It’s a cinch for the devil to lure us into his limited knowledge. What is the devil’s aim? Why does he intent to lure us into his camp? Staggering number of theories about that issue. The truth?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel—The Supreme Authority Over All In Existence …

O my Master? When I listen to all the new trend of speakers teaching the multitude how to find rest, peace, joy, etc. etc.? I shiver! Why?

Phew! Such Hard Work In My Past To Achieve It All In Vain …

For I was following the speaker’s teachings against Your written words. All through the written words we are told not to lean in our understanding; not to follow each other, but that’s exactly what we humans do.

Now? I Have Achieved It All By Simply Living In Your Presence, And …?

Listening to Your Spirit within my heart! No kidding. All the ways they teach, I do myself, but! I do not do what they practice.

  • It is written,

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

How True! Me? I Quit It All Since 1985. Now?

I only hear the speakers and teachers, but! No need to struggle to listen to or follow up anything not coming by One Shepherd—my Father Creator Master of my being. He brought me into His Presence. He brought me. I did not come into His Presence on my own.

  • Only in Him we can find true rest, joy and peace.

This World’s Reality? All Has Been Heard, But!

This world continues to ignore the matter. So many proclaiming and teaching a ‘new’ thing about everything that is not new. Such is what humans have been seduced to believe—the wiles of the devil.

  • Even so? You have the perfect number who have not been seduced by the wiles of the devil.

Misery’s Visit But Who Cares? You Do My Master …?

I know You care, my Master. I know You have a reason for all misery’s visits. Even so? Unless You intervene, this misery is to the point of unbearable. I want to cry but my eyes are dry.

Anger! The Root Of All Miseries In This World …?

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 2:17 pm.

The day is advancing. No sign for any help to take care of this apartment. The consequence of my anger outburst a couple of days ago.

I See It, My Master! You Brought The Matter To Light, And …?

Guilty! Against You and You alone I have sinned. HAVE MERCY upon me, O my Master, according to Your steadfast love; according to the multitude of Your tender mercy and loving-kindness blot out my transgressions.

I Don’t Want To Be Angry But I Always Do What I Don’t Want To Do …

Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You. So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?

You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.

Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.

Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …

Let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.

Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me …

Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.

Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …

Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.

O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …

For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering. My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.

A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …

A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

O Yes I Could Voice Apologies Galore To No Avail In My Shore …

Indeed! I could call Ahmad to apologize, but! That’s the way of my carnal nature. That’s the way that is for me no more! My thriving life is spiritual not carnal …

What’s The Lesson, My Master? …

Tuesday, November 5, 2019 at 4:02 pm.

I need to take a break. Perhaps sleep? I wait on You. O my Master! It’s 6:18 pm. I can’t sleep. I am not hungry. I have dismantled the table. Need to move the fridge, all things are scattered. The paint from the ceiling falling on it all, and? No sign of help. But I am at peace. I’ll keep waiting on You.

Perhaps Waiting With Patience And Composure Is The Lesson You Are Teaching Me?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 12:38 am.

Master! O my Master Yahushua, You have made Yourself real to me exactly at midnight. Amazing! I woke up. Almost midnight. Not a sound or sign from Ahmad or family. Peace. No panic. No anger.

Midnight! Yahushua! This Time? In My Inbox …?

Godinterest Magazine The email been coming for several weeks now. Did not know how or why because I don’t remember visiting or subscribing to that magazine. I read their articles, but! This time?

I Wrote It All In A Comment, Quote:

Indeed! He is my portion. He is my life. He always makes Himself real to me. I live alone. No one to distract me with empty worldly talk. I bring all my troubles and my advances to Him at all times. He is with me not just in my imagination but for real and for all practical purposes.

This moment? It’s midnight. Things look bleak. In need of a human hand to help me with major problem in my apartment, but! No help came. I waited on Him. I asked to help me to wait with patience and composure. I know He has a reason for every minute detail of my daily living in His Presence. I asked for sleep while I waited. He gave me sleep for 3 hours. In waking up, still no help or news from the people that is supposed to take care of me.

Amazingly, through all this ordeal? His peace that surpasses all understanding has been flowing from my soul. So? I said to Him, “I don’t know what to think or do. Help me.” I came to my inbox. Your email. I clicked. I read. Word by word straight from His heart to mine. Joy inexplicable fills my heart. I thanked Him for the article, Finding God each day.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

And So Is My Spiritual Life Thriving Continuously …?

O my Master! In the article You confirm the reality of Your Presence in my life. Once again? You are reassuring me You are now ready to fulfill Your promises to me. Quote:

Finding God in Each Day

While teaching RE last week at school to my GCSE students, the text books reminded us that before the foundation of the world, God laid out a plan for your life. He created you on purpose, with a purpose and for a purpose. He created you to be successful! He has moments already laid out that are going to come across your path. These moments are not ordinary. They have supernatural consequences. They are destiny-altering moments. They are designed to thrust you forward in your life.

The Bible tells us in the book of Ecclesiastes, that time and chance come together for every person. That means you will have opportunities to meet the right people, opportunities to advance in your career, and opportunities to fulfil your dreams and visions. So stay focused, stay in faith and not fear, stay in expectation. Stay in God’s Word and His will, and praise God in advance. God has already prepared for you times of increase, promotion and blessing.

Today, open your eyes of faith and see the good things God has in store for your future. Thank Him for what He’s doing and what He’s about to do. Thank Him for divine connections and moments that God has prepared for your success. He is ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire He’s placed within your heart!

“…time and chance happen to them all.”

(Ecclesiastes 9:11, AMPC)

Pray With Me

Yahweh, thank You for those special moments and divine opportunities in my life. Father, I know You are working on my behalf no matter what the circumstances look like. God, I choose today to stay focused, stay in faith not fear, stay in expectation and stay in Your Word and Your will. I praise You in advance of my increase, promotion and blessings, knowing that You are a rewarder of those who diligently seek after You, in Christ’s Name! Amen.

Waiting With Patience And Composure …

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 1:34 am.

What a lesson You have ingrained in my heart! No need for me to worry about the disarray around me. I don’t need to take things into my own hands to prove myself to Ahmad.

Another Cup Of Green Tea Is In Order. Then? Your Lead, My Master …?

I thank You for what You are doing:

  • Exposing and eliminating the anger towards You.
  • Exposing the fact—Ahmad is Your servant not mine.
  • Against You and You alone I have sinned with anger instead of waiting on You.
  • So? No help coming yet. You are justified in Your sentence and faultless in Your judgment. Even so?
  • You Know My State Of Iniquity; For I Am As Sinful As Any Other Human Being.
  • Behold, You desire truth in the inner being; make me therefore to know wisdom in my inmost heart. Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean. I shall, in reality, be whiter than snow.
  • Make Me To Hear Joy And Gladness And Be Satisfied; And …
  • Let the bones which You have broken rejoice.
  • Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
  • Create In Me A Clean Heart, O My Master, And Renew A Right, Persevering, And Steadfast Spirit Within Me.
  • Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Spirit from me.
  • Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.
  • Then Will I Teach Transgressors Your Ways, And Sinners Shall Be Converted And Return To You …
  • Deliver me from blood guiltiness and death, O my Master, the Mighty One of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness, Your rightness, and Your justice.
  • O My Master, Open My Lips, And My Mouth Shall Show Forth Your Praise …
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You is a broken spirit.
  • A Broken And A Contrite Heart, O My Master Is Your Desire …
  • A heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master, You will not despise.

All The Above You Have Done. Now? I Thank You For What You Are About To Do.

I thank You for divine connections and moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

One More Lesson Ingrained In My Soul …?

Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 10:21 am.

Amazing. Ahmad came and went. He is ill big time. I confessed how my anger was towards You, my Master—a sin against You that had caused me all my illnesses.

I Confessed Your Conviction. My Repentance, And Your Restoration …

I informed him that his anger towards You was the cause of his illness. He did not like to hear that. He kept complaining about his hurt. At my pleading to lay down to listen, he refused. He left accusing me of anger.

Ha! The Lesson? Recognize The Blame Game. Be Still. Let Go. …

I started to write him a message of retaliation, but! I heard, “Be still. Let go.” Hands off immediately! Don’t write. Don’t call. Be still. Let go. You are in control of it all!

I Thank You For Your Undeniable Presence In My Life …

Thanks for the moments that You have prepared for my success. I thank You for letting me know that You are ready and willing to fulfill every dream and desire You have placed within my heart!

And? My Greatest Thanks. Thanks For Making Yourself Real To Me At Every Turn Of The Way …

You have restored to me the joy of Your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Now? Your restoration to me will teach transgressors Your ways, and Sinners shall be converted and return to You …

11:07 am sleep. 2:40 pm

6:14 pm sleep? Visit

9 pm end visit

11:12 pm sleep

Woke Up Around 3:31 Am. My Face Is Lit Up With A Healthy Smile, Why? …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 3:45 am.

O my Beloved Master! But You are the best of the best! Talking about stupid people? Of sinners I am chief, but! I don’t hesitate to shout to this highly educated Ahmad, “You stupid!” His response? “Thank you, Basilia. Thank you, Basilia.” “But you are! You want me to repeat it?” “No thank you, Basilia. No thank you, Basilia.” And?

I Continue On With My Endless Examples To Witness To Him To No Avail For What It Seems …?

Yesterday? It turned out into a hilarious day for me. But for Ahmad? A horror of a day. What happened? It’s been happening since Monday, November 4, 2019 when Ahmad cut his visit with me in the middle of a sentence.

Anger Got A Hold Of My Heart, But! All In Your Plan For Us, My Master! …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 4:29 am.

Honest to goodness! I don’t belong to myself anymore. You are proving that fact to me every step of the way. That’s what it’s written in this post. Anyhow?

Why My Day Turned Out Hilarious? …

Well? After Ahmad’s unexpected visit in the morning I did not expect to hear from him for a few days again. Surprise! Around 6 pm I was laying in bed hoping to sleep to ease up my trips to the toilet. Suddenly! Ahmad comes in with a load in his hand. How did I greet him? “I need to run to the toilet!” He stepped out of the way to make room for my run.

Master! You Are Cleansing My Mind And My Body …

So? Yesterday I finally got enough nerve to take my dose of Castor oil, and? O the joy of the affair! I spent my day working on the graphics and running to the toilet.

But O Moments That You Have Prepared For My Success …

Ahmad respectfully walks out to the roof while I take care of my toilet duty. Finished. Washed my hands. Back to my chair. Ahmad steps back in the apartment. He proceeds to set up the makluba. I am looking at him. “You looking good. Are you well now?” He kind of smirks in response. I’m bubbling with joy inside of me. I keep quiet.

Again, Our Stupidity Came To The Surface …

O my Master! Your Presence was so real between us! We had a wonderful visit. He left in great spirit. I went back to my graphics.

When Did My Face Lit Up With A Smile …?

When I woke up. I checked my inbox. There is Godinterest Magazine again! This time? A graphic for a headline to make sure I would lit up with smile!

O My Master! You Done Wise Us Up To Your Loving Ways …

No more calling stupid to Ahmad! I think? But humor instead of anger remains my ordained motto. So? No stupid people beyond this point will quicken my “You stupid!” to prevent our stupidity beyond this point of our lives in Your Presence.

The Devil Doesn’t Stand A Chance To Seduce Us Any Longer, That’s For Sure!

O my Master! You have exposed and disposed the sinful anger towards You in our hearts and minds. We are now ready to receive all that You have in store for us.

Such Is The Joyful End Of This Tale Or Is It? …

Well? This tale of my thriving life in Your Presence O my Master does not really end. Is a tale set for eternity. So? You are setting me for a whole new approach to reach the heart and mind of Your children.

What Is My Tendency Every Time You Bring Me Up Towards You? …

Of course! It’s such an amazing happening in my life that I tend to set myself in charge of the situation. A few minutes ago I was thinking to call my professional daughter Diana for an evaluation of my skills, but!

Immediately It Came To Me, I Am Looking For Man’s Approval. Whatever For? ….

Wow! Just as quick I lifted my voice up to You, I refuse to seek man’s approval. You approve me. That’s all I need.

Thus, You Take Care Of All My Mento-Manias …

Thursday, November 7, 2019 at 9:32 am

No need to fret about my ‘Bipolar’ label. It’s now of non-effect. I’ll quit looking here and yonder for whatever my flesh considers fonder.

Back To My Task. No Turning Back …

Write. Publish. Optimize. You are doing the rest better than the most brilliant of marketeers! I will post this matter now along with the post I started to post a couple of days ago.

Two For One. Master? This Posting And Blogging Thing …?

It’s becoming to be lots of fun for me. I know this is contagious. More and more new followers are already contaminated with my fun to blog and post overlooking the likes or lack of them. Amen!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

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I Feel Ageless, But! I Weight Out My Pitiful Stand Among The Young And Strong.

Seniors? Far From The Fountain Of Wisdom We Are To Be Among The Throng.

It’s more of a mud hole that we are among the throng of the young and strong. The seniors’ problem is a sore ashore the sandy beaches of the rich and famous as well as the regular ambitious human to become one of them.

What To Do With Mom And Dad? …

More or less the children take care of mom and dad. They feed, they cloth, they take care of all mom and dad’s physical deficiencies, but! Glean from their wisdom? No time to glean. All time to clean!

Well? At 6:xx Am I Wake Up. Is It Morning Or Night I Don’t See Any Light …?

Get up! Do your thing. Check the inbox for response to the post. What? Two people only responded? But why am I disappointed? Mercy! I’m still hook on human expectations bound to bring me down. Even so?

My Mind Bounces To My Age. I’m Eighty But I Sure Don’t Feel My Age …?

I feel ageless. I go on to think about the many seniors of my acquaintance. I weight out our pitiful stand among the young and strong. Far we are from the fountain of wisdom we could be among the throng.

What Happened, My Master? How Are We In Such Stand In The Land …?

We have become a puddle of mud far from even the resemble of the immensity of Your wisdom You have invested unto us throughout our many years. Heavy thought.

O My Master! What’s Your Purpose For My Waking Up With This Heavy Issue In My Mind …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 8:26 am.

No doubt. There is a lesson You aim to teach me today. I need to tune my ear to Your teaching. I need to reflect on the matter while I take care of my chores this morning.

Alright! Cain Came To Mind …?

What was wrong with Cain’s best? The same thing that is still wrong with my best, it was not what was ordered. How is about if I order apples but I get beautiful fancy oranges instead?

I Get It, My Master! On To Read The Story Of Cain Again …

This time I shall read under Your tutelage—the only way I am now assimilating the true meaning of my life’s history recorded in all written tales from the beginning of our time here on earth.

Genesis 4:3-16

And in the course of time Cain brought to the Master an offering of the fruit of the ground.

And Abel brought of the firstborn of his flock and of the fat portions. And the Master had respect and regard for Abel and for his offering, [Heb 11:4]

But for Cain and his offering He had no respect or regard. So Cain was exceedingly angry and indignant, and he looked sad and depressed.

And the Master said to Cain, Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected?

If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin crouches at your door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.

And Cain said to his brother, Let us go out to the field. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him. [1Jn 3:12]

And the Master said to Cain, Where is Abel your brother? And he said, I do not know. Am I my brother’s keeper?

And [the Master] said, What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood is crying to Me from the ground.

And now you are cursed by reason of the earth, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s [shed] blood from your hand.

When you till the ground, it shall no longer yield to you its strength; you shall be a fugitive and a vagabond on the earth [in perpetual exile, a degraded outcast].

Then Cain said to the Master, My punishment is greater than I can bear.

Behold, You have driven me out this day from the face of the land, and from Your face I will be hidden; and I will be a fugitive and a vagabond and a wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.

And the Master said to him, Therefore, if anyone kills Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the Master set a mark or sign upon Cain, lest anyone finding him should kill him.

So Cain went away from the presence of the Master and dwelt in the land of Nod [wandering], east of Eden.

Genesis 6:11-13

The earth was depraved and putrid in the Almighty’s sight, and the land was filled with violence (desecration, infringement, outrage, assault, and lust for power).

And the Almighty looked upon the world and saw how degenerate, debased, and vicious it was, for all humanity had corrupted their way upon the earth and lost their true direction.

The Almighty said to Noah, I intend to make an end of all flesh, for through men the land is filled with violence; and behold, I will destroy them and the land.

What A Lesson For This Day While I Muse In All That I Been Reading …?

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 11:06 am.

No kidding! It’s no longer boring to read all that far fetched genealogy. But still so much to muse about. Mainly? Where and how do I really and for all practical purposes fit in all of what I am reading?

Behold! The Mighty One Of Israel He’s King Over All!

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

The question still remains, Who then can be saved? If the rich cannot stand even the mention of Your name, how then can we be saved? Quote:

Matthew 19:23-30

And Yahushua said to His disciples, Truly I say to you, it will be difficult for a rich man to get into the kingdom of heaven.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to go into the kingdom of heaven.

When the disciples heard this, they were utterly puzzled (astonished, bewildered), saying, Who then can be saved [N1from eternal death]?

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

Then Peter answered Him, saying, Behold, we have left [our] all and have become Your disciples [sided with Your party and followed You]. What then shall we receive?

Yahushua said to them, Truly I say to you, in the new age [the Messianic rebirth of the world], when the Son of Man shall sit down on the throne of His glory, you who have [become My disciples, sided with My party and] followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones and judge the twelve tribes of Israel.

And anyone and everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands for My name’s sake will receive many [even a hundred] times more and will inherit eternal life.

But many who [now] are first will be last [then], and many who [now] are last will be first [then]

Continue To Muse On All Read …

O my Master! How can I get excited about those words again? I also read the last two chapters in the Book of Revelations. Honestly, I can no longer get excited when I think about Your promises to me. Why?

How Can I Get Excited My Master When I Read The End Of The Wicked …?

How on earth can I contemplate for one second to see somebody burning and myself enjoying a happy life eternal. It’s a troublesome matter to me.

I See All The Evil Around. You Have Shown It To Me …

Day in and day out I search for signs of repentance, but! All I find is happy faces in a religious as well as in the non-religious world. Laughter is placed ahead of mourning.

You Promised, This Time All Nations Shall Know And Fear Your Name …?

What am I to expect my Master? What do You mean? Will the nations fear Your name enough to repent? I don’t want to think about it all but! I can’t stop my thinking and wailing.

Thanks For Your Peace. The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …

The most corrupted practices at the times of Noah are back. Only Your people have chosen to ignore such fact as well as Your warnings about them. Why?

I See It. You are aware of The Plight Of Your People …?

For You know, should Your people pay mind to the evil going on, mental insanity should be even more prevalent than it is now. So? They chose to amuse themselves to preserve their sanity.

But You Have Chosen Some Of Us To Do The Mourning …

What a realization! What an honor! Amazing are Your ways. You have cleansed and healed my mind and body, but! The wailing prevails because You have chosen me to mourn for the ones that fail to do so. Why?

You Aim To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation, But! …

Unless You intervene with Your example of the work You are doing in my life, many souls would be lost, and? It’s not the will of the Father that You should lose any of all that He has given You. Quote:

John 6:35-39

Yahushua replied, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more (at any time).

But [as] I told you, although you have seen Me, still you do not believe and trust and have faith.

All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].

For I have come down from heaven not to do My own will and purpose but to do the will and purpose of Him Who sent Me.

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

John 6:63-65

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Jesus knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father. End of quote.

Master? I’m Coming To You. Reformatting? Tough Job…

Friday, October 25, 2019 at 4:14 pm.

Perhaps it’s the time of the day. I do need to sleep. I wait on You. Wow! I slept on and off until after 11 pm! I woke up from a dream. Ahmad standing by the window put a brand-new shinny fancy pocketknife in front of me. Amazing meaning!

O My Master! About The Changes Going On In My Relationships …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 12:52 am.

You are most certainly preparing me for all those changes. Before the dream, I laid in bed for a long time. Tears flowing copiously as I consider my relationship with Ahmad and my beloved children.

I Wailed In Bed Thinking That Ahmad Had Given Up On Me, Why? …

If Ahmad gives up on me that would mean that all the amazing work You have accomplished could be only a fantasy of mine and not true. That’s enough to make me wail in the agony of defeat.

But, O My Master! Though I Stumble In Agonizing Doubt And Fear Of Defeat …

You quickly grasp my hand to steady my steps. What a wonder! I woke up in wonder of Your meaning with such strange vivid dream. After a while I looked up the meaning. Your meaning straight to the point in mind. Quote:

To dream of a pocket-knife represents confidence that you can get rid of a problem should it arise. Preparedness.

The Problem With Ahmad? It Arose In My Mind Only, But!

Preparedness. I am prepared to get rid of all problems in my way. My confidence is set on You all the way. Therefore? You got rid of my problem this time with that strange dream of a pocket-knife.

I Waited On You For Solutions. You Came Through In That Dream …?

Ahmad is extremely sensitive of Your work in my life. He knows of the positive changes You are working for me. He is letting You do Your work. That’s why he is staying away from me. Wow!

Now What, My Master? Guess To Tackle That Reformatting Job? …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:32 am.

Well? You know that I am cold. Also, I have too many irons on the fire. Plus? Can’t quit thinking about the awful state of the apartment comes wintertime, and other problems that only You can take care of.

Help Me My Master! Get Those Irons Off The Fire In My Mind …

Yes! My mind is like a burning furnace always devouring wild imaginations of mine. Only the power of Your love and wisdom can get that fire under control. Maybe I’ll go to bed, if nothing else to warm up. I’ll see.

No Bed. Instead? Back To The Beginning …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 5:58 am.

What beginning, my Master? The beginning from 27 years ago. The reminder of the best seven years You gave me. That was the time You gave me my first place of quiet and safety.

The Time Was October 21, 1986. You Promised Me That Place, And …?

You promised I was to be Your minister, Your mouthpiece if I separated the precious from the vile unwarranted auspiciousness about Your faithfulness.

I Responded Willing To Obey. Within 6 Weeks Your Promise Became My Reality …?

You placed me under the tutelage of my Honey—a senior gentleman of integrity. Seven years exactly, and? You took him away. Instead of bed, I searched and found the record. Quote:

On Sunday, the 18th day of October 1992 about 5 in the morning I heard him trying to cough and I hurried up to give him some ice chips and a few drops of morphine. As I did that, he spoke to me what was to be his last words, he said to me, “I love you.” He said nothing else. I remember comforting him, holding his hand, reading him the Scriptures. I remember my daughters Denise and Robin calling me by phone and I remember Genie coming in and sitting with him while I took a shower.

Then I remember being alone with him while Genie went to get dressed and I remember singing many songs to him while I held his hand. On his last moments he heard me sing to him, “When we all get to heaven, what a day of rejoicing that will be when we all see Yahushua and sing and shout the victory!” Then, he went into a coma. He was staring into the ceiling and Genie and I kept trying to close his eyes, but he wouldn’t close his eyes.

Suddenly! he took a long breath, and then another and with the last one… he closed his eyes, he was gone… The time was 12 minutes after 10 in the morning of that Sunday, October 18, 1992, exactly seven months since that 18th day of March, 1992 when I first took off with him towards the hospital…

There was a certain numbness that took a hold of me in a most peculiar way and I remember the wake and the funeral as if I was not really there. It seems to me that to this day, that numbness has persisted.

But, as I promised him, I know that Almighty Yahuwah kept me from falling apart with the assurance that my Honey’s spirit went to be with Almighty Yahuwah and my Honey was no longer suffering on these grounds but some day, when Almighty Yahuwah comes back to get us, my Honey shall rise first with the dead in Messiah. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for that assurance. Thank Almighty Yahuwah for my Honey’s salvation!

Then, everything happened really fast. I was packed and moved to Wilmington, North Carolina within 2 weeks. I left Westwego on November the 3rd and arrived in Wilmington on November the 4th. From there on my new life had begun. End of Quote.

And What A Life It Has Been …?

Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, until? Your decreed time to end that period on Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Then? You told me,

“You Don’t Belong Here Any Longer!” And? Your Call On April 27, 2008 At 5:48 am.

Now? Wow! It’s 2019—my 80th year since my birth—the year of my jubilee. No longer Lost. Destitute. Ill. Rejected. Abandoned. Struggling to fit in a world not meant for me to fit in, but!

Perfectly Fitted In Your Presence …

Wow! Wow! Wow! O my Master! I am beginning to really like this tale of mine. So much tumult. So many turns all leading to my final destination—Your undeniable Presence in my life!

What An Enviable Life. What An Exciting Tale Has This Tale Of Mine Is Turning Out To Be …

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 6:54 am.

Least to me. Will the rest of Your people catch up with my excitement? That’s Your work. My confidence is set on You. No need for marketing. No need for me to struggle to get Your people’s attention. Anyhow?

This World Is At The Peak Of Carnal Glory …

The children that we seniors raised are now in the mountain top of productivity and success. We should be proud and enjoy the limelight with them, but! How can we?

Seniors? Dementia No Potentia In The Limelight Of Success Is Our Plight …?

Saturday, October 26, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

True. There are seniors to be admired for their contribution to this world’s success, but! The average senior human? A problem not only for our children but also for the society of human beings.

So? In The Midst Of This Euphoric State Of Your People …

How can I expect for them to envy my life of mourning and weeping with joy inexplicable? It just not going to happen, but!

O The Mighty One Of Israel! His Banner Over Us Is Love!

Whether they envy my life or despise it is totally irrelevant for the progress of Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation!

So? No need to knock myself down with irrelevant concerns that only cause me pain and no gain. I’ll post this matter as soon as it’s ready. I am not to worry about any flatter.

Again and Again! O The Mighty One Of Israel His Banner Over Us Is Love!

I started to post today, but! It did not happen. You had other plans for me. As always it pays to flow with the wind of Your Spirit even when that wind roughens my tail while I sail.

Surprise Visit From Ahmad …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 1:03 pm.

He did not call all day long. Had forgotten about him. When I am creating graphics, I forget all about this world. Anyhow? He surprised me around 7 pm. He brought supper. We ate. We shared our hearts. He left. I got back to my graphics. Came 11:30 pm had to crash in bed, my eyes were closing up.

My Tale Is Never Stale. Open Book. Take A Look! …

It’s another day. I just don’t know how continue with my tale. I find myself stale! Not the first time, and? It won’t be the last. Anyhow? I ain’t worried about it. You’ll show me the way sooner or later.

Guess What? My Art Instructor Is Back! …

Sunday, October 27, 2019 at 4:48 pm.

It’s almost 5 pm on this Sunday. The graphic illustration just doesn’t connect with the post. I’m going to sleep. I’ll wait on You. And so?

Two hours later, I was sound sleep, but! A gentle touch. The sound of my name. I open my eyes, Ahmad! I exclaimed. I jumped out of bed! No pain I exclaimed again. What a surprise! But the best part?

Among His Many Talents Ahmad Is An Art Major, But! …

Monday, October 28, 2019 at 11:12 am.

Things have been so rough between us, it’s been a long time since I hear, “Basilia, no harmony!” Then the art lesson. Last night? Sure enough! He took one look at my colorful masterpiece and? No harmony again! Hahaha!

O What A Blessing! Thanks My Master! Making Artistic Progress For Your Honor …

I spent all the time since he left last night until now implement his lesson. The graphic illustration and my logo now connect. It’s all Your leading and direction, my Beloved Master; You are such a reality in my life!

Ready to post.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. 

Nutrition! Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan? …

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We Have Gone Bonkers With This Nutrition Fling …

About Laughter And Disaster …?

Now? Me? Forever Enjoy! Deploy!

Who me? Nuts? Seriously …

Laughter From The Master Gives Strength & Power

Humor Instead Of Anger Is Now My Motto In Toto…

Results? Enjoy! Deploy! Laughter From The Master?

Humor Instead Of Anger Remains My Motto!

Laughter from the Master is medicine to heal our bones

Laughter is disaster if in the place of our Master

It steals all heals. Poisons our motions

So it does to our notions

Me? It’s laughter from the Master NOT a disaster …

Here we go in a fun funny about our eats and defeats …

You Are What You Eat Is The Claiming Thing! …

“And what brought you to me?” Asked the psychiatrist to the squirrel. “Well? I heard say that you are what you eat. So? I realized that I’m NUTS! So? I came to you”.

A Lot Of Us Don’t Do Psychiatrists. We Are Googlers …

So? I read the story in Readers Digest a long time ago about the lady that believed in Google tests for everything. In short, this time, she looks herself in the mirror, she spotted some freckles on her nose. She Googled, ‘test for freckles on the nose’. She got a long list of possibilities. She wound up convinced she had leprosy caused by eating pork rinds. Well? She reasoned, I don’t eat pork rinds, but next time in the restaurant I will ask, “Waiter! Is There Pork Rinds In This Flan?”

Why Am I Quoting These Fun Tales? Because …

We are turning out to be a painfully funny-fun tale ourselves. One way or the other we are stuck in all kinds of bad habits, but! We refuse to get rid of them until we come to burn on the point of no return.

Master? It’s The End Of The Afternoon. Don’t Feel Funny Anymore …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 5:00 pm.

That in itself is funny. Living by our feelings makes us do all kinds of funny or ridiculous things. But I am not living by my feelings, and? I’m tired of talking or writing about it.

I Wait On You To Get Me Out Of This Mood. I Need Your Ump! …

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

Master? You know that when I say that I do not live by my feelings I mean that I do not let my feelings control me any more. Even so? My feelings trouble me big time, but! You are in control of those feelings, and?

You Are Faithful! You Always Deliver Me Lots Of Time While I Yet Speak …

Most of the time You deliver me while I sleep. But the main thing is that no matter how I feel I do not lose my peace and joy to live in Your Presence.

Thanks, My Master! It’s All About Your Grace To Be Sufficient Unto Me …

Hum! Isn’t that something how You tied-up everything I write. Now we talk about Your grace. That’s another funny subject the way we think about Your grace. I never forget Bob Mumford’s dig about the matter. He said something like this, “So? You claim, ‘grace’ ‘grace’! Wait until your husband opens the closet’s door and all that junk you have been spending his hard-earned money on falls on his head. See if ‘grace’ will avail you in the divorce court!”

Hahaha! O My Master? You Have Blessed Me With Some Real Down To Earth Servants Of Yours …

That reminds me of another incident about our stinking carnal selves. I spent almost a year under the leadership of Homer McKeithen. Great servant of Yours.

I used to sit in the front pew, and I will AMEN! Every time his words will hit home with me. This time? O my Master! That was the time You were showing us the truth about our carnal selves.

Homer had a terrific deep strong voice. He would bring his sermon home, microphone on hand, off the preacher’s stand, down to our level, he announced this time, “Brothers and sisters, I STINK! And I exclaimed, AMEN! And he put the microphone almost to my face and whispered loudly, “AND YOU DO TOO!” Hahaha! What a wonderful way to make a point.

Fun Funny Memories To Relieve My ‘Pain In The Neck’ Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No kidding! Remembering those precious moments of my past makes me forget the pain of the moment. Hey! My neck is not hurting any more. Thanks, my Master!

Hey! What About My Nutrition Tonight? Let Me See …

O man! My nutrition? The world is falling apart. People are hurting. People are dying. People in trouble, and? Me? My belly! Pitiful, isn’t it?

Well? It’s A New Day, My Master! As If You Didn’t Know It …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 12:32 am.

Hum! You know it, but! I didn’t! I spent the last couple of hours catching up with the neglected chores. I still have halfway to go. Even so? Maybe I should call it quits, I’m tired.

Caught Up! Ready For Whatever You Have For Me Next …?

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 5:34 pm.

The chores done! No more neck pain. My arm is better. And the graphics? Wow! I’m so smug with a guilty tug! But I see the improvement from many tries before. Of course!

It’s All Because Your Continuous Work And Leadership. But O My Master! What Am I To Do With Those Last Two Beauties? …

I’m thinking to use them for the background for future post’s illustrations. Yeah that sounds like a winner. Now that I am well, O my Master! Empower me to stay that way.

Indeed! I Am Well. This Last Bout With Neck Pain? Really A Pain In The Neck! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! That’s my clue to post this hopefully fun funny post. For ten to one what is so fun funny to me? Makes no sense to the rest of the world.

Bless The Humorless World. Their Loss. I’ll Enjoy My Beauties To The Fulliest …

Wednesday, October 23, 2019 at 6:17 pm.

In the meantime? You are leading me to compose the illustration for this post. But right now I feel sleepy. I’ll work until.

Now! Sure, One Can Exist Without A Knowledge Of The Mighty One Of Israel, But! …

Thursday, October 24, 2019 at 1:57 am.

No one can live without Him! He is the beginning and the end of EVERYTHING in existence including laughter! O my Master! You surely are. I’m so glad about that. What?

So Glad That You ARE The First And The Last—The EVER EXISTENT ONE Period …

So much for debates and explanations and theories and concepts and all those made stories! The GREAT I AM is at work to show us all that WE ARE NOT, but He is our bliss with a kiss! (Psalms 2.)

Later Gator!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Do We Hate And Love Each Other At The Same Time? Definitely, So!

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Our Relationships Are Lame Ducks. Harmony And Peace Are Elusive …

Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Negative Issues Keep Popping Up …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 3:48 pm.

Have not heard from anyone except from Ahmad. Things are, for the most, all negative if we really pay mind to what goes on in the world. Anyhow?

You Are Aware And In Control Of It All, My Master …

No matter what it all looks like, I refuse to despair. Sooner than I can imagine You will reveal Yourself to me. You will place me up one more rung in the ladder of steadiness. I wait.

My doings …

I have posted. Ate. Drank. Taken care of all chores. Perhaps You’ll bless me with more sleep now. That happened at 3:48 pm. I couldn’t sleep. Got up to drink turmeric ginger tea. Got busy creating graphics. Also, it took me a long time to find some links to send to Roxana for health reasons. I also talked to Ahmad a couple of times. It’s now Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 9:11 pm. Maybe I can sleep now. Awake at 12:13 am)

Now What, My Master? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 1:16 am.

Tomorrow will mark my 33rd anniversary since You set me strait in the way You meant for me even before I was born. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. What a comfort! So?

Perhaps Begin The Reformat Of Meditating In The Promise Land? …

It’s coming to me to set in a series the latest written books for this stage of my journey in Your Presence. Where would I fit Meditating in the Promise Land in the series. Hum! Should it be titled and subtitled,

Meditating In The Promise Land … An Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose … ?

It’s a long title but I’ll work on it. You’ll show me how to fit it all. I’m sure. Up at Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 5:49 am. Cold. Put on jacket. Ate. Troubled with all findings right now.

Master? Fears Are Knocking At My Mind’s Door …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 8:30 am.

You have brought me back to the issue of parasites in our bodies. I been aware of this issue, but I have not been able to do anything about it. I feel that now the issue is out of my control. Help! My Master, HELP!

The Truth? Our Life’s Styles On This Earth Are All Out Of Control …?

We know what to do about so many things, but we do not do them, so? our bodies are deteriorating because of our neglect.

What Is The Use Of Knowledge We Cannot Or Would Not Implement? …

I’m corralled in my own carnal self again. I’m so disgusted with my utter inabilities! I can’t take my eyes off of our human’s carnal nature.

  • The bugs biting me inside and outside. All the physical miseries I been going though all my life are actually caused by the parasite infection in my body.
  • Ahmad’s father dying because of the same problem with parasites I am sure, but!
  • We refuse to listen and turn away from our set ways of thinking and doing.

Three Major Fearful Issues Consuming My Mind …

O phooey! to all human’s way to get rid of our fears! I have been a sucker for paying mind to the human wisdom of help from the least to greatest issues in our lives. That’s the past. The present?

I Pay Mind To You And You As My First Priority. The Rest? …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 9:58 am.

It’s all subjected to Your leading and direction. No. I am not an Island. I am to keep to myself. I am to sit still in my great apartment. I am to keep silent for a time, but!

Sitting Still And Yet My Activity In The Realm Of The Creator’s Invisible Kingdom Shall Intensify Tenfold …

Your words to me on that memorable Shabbat in 2009—the day You asked for the key to the deepest part of my being. You keep that key unto eternity.

Unbelievable! Miracle! You Answered Me Verbatim! …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 11:44 am.

I heard of Ahmad’s father at the point of death suffering mini strokes or heart attacks not being able to control his bladder. Ahmad and family expecting his death, but it came to me,

  • You let Lazarus die to serve to demonstrate Your power when You raised him from the tomb. I beseech You my Master, Let Ahmad’s father get up and announce, “I’m well! I’m going to the bathroom!” that’s exactly what happened.

Master? This Miracle Happened Mainly For My Sake …?

I just talked to Ahmad. This amazing happening did not impress Ahmad at all. In fact? It sounds like it angered him. I hope I am wrong. I beseech You my Master, set me free from what it sounds to me.

Up And Down I Go With People. Just When I Think? I Regret My Thinking …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 2:41 pm.

It never fails. I get enthuse about someone who seems to connect only to find out there is no connection at all! But that’s OK. I am no longer looking to connect. You know it my Master.

Your Connection Is What Counts …

In Your time we will all be connected with You. It is then when the bliss won’t be amiss in our midst. Harmony and satisfaction instead of retaliation and competition.

True. I Am Human. I Do Miss Other Humans In My Life, But! …

I am now aware of the meaning of following You, my Master. It means the loss of relationships, dreams, material things, or even my life with no regrets. So?

The Lack Of Human Fellowship No Longer Really Affects Me …

The best part? When I make an attempt to establish a relationship with someone to no avail, I drop the matter immediately. No explaining. No retaliation. No sorrow. No guilt. Instead?

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! In Whatever State I Am! …

That’s Your Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! That You have invested upon me—something totally out of the reach of the human’s imagination. Going to try to sleep again!

O My Master! My Neck Hurts! Help Me …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 7:02 pm.

I can’t concentrate. Perhaps the position of the monitor is causing me this pain? I don’t know. I am at my wits end. (I slept for a couple hours. Woke at the pounding on my door. Finally, Yazeed came in. he brought me food and fruit.).

Master? The Pain In My Neck It’s No Longer That Important …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 10:20 pm.

But the things You are revealing to me through all the latest happenings in our midst are particularly important. What is it that You are shown, demonstrating to me?

I Can’t Quite Find The Words To Describe What You Are Showing Me Again …

For I have seen this matter before and written about it. But now? It’s different because it’s coming from You not from my own observations of human behavior. What am I talking about?

I Am Talking About The Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy In The Human’s Mind And Heart …

These ugly traits within us come to light whenever we spit out, “I told you so!” or “I knew it!” “I also pray!” And on goes the list where these traits surface, but!.

We Don’t Realize This Matter About Ourselves Until You Deal With Each One Of Us Individually …

O my Master? You are now dealing with me about this matter. I am not just sad because this people do not appreciate my answered prayers.

  • It’s more than just sadness, but! Unless You deal with the matter? I don’t even know exactly what to call what I am feeling.
  • Maybe be a ‘pain in the neck’ for real not just an expression? Hahaha!
  • Will sleep on it. 2:03 am

Wow! Woke At Last Renewed! Free! Hopeful! …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 5:10 am.

I’m besides myself with joy and hope. My wicked human heart full of Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy shall be no more! The best part?

Not shall be, but! It’s a reality right at this moment. WOW! …

AMAZING! I was so ever dejected when I first went to bed last night; to find out the truth about my wicked heart beyond all my miseries was just too much!

What Happened Next …?

I tried to laugh about it but the humor was not there at all. I crawled in bed practically screaming with the neck pain. On and off I slept. Little improvement each time I woke up, but the last waken up? Much improvement. It was around 4:30 am. I got up. Fixed in a ball the pomegranates and red grapes Yazeed brought me last night. In front of the computer now. Clicked to check the Net. Same old stuff from the human mind and heart in my inbox. Suddenly! I heard, “The wicked heart!” quickly I opened up the Scriptures. Wrote in the search line for the whole Bible: ‘new heart’. WOW! Only two verses in the whole Bible for response—the exact two verses addressed to me personally!

No Kidding! O My Master! You Are For Real In My Life! …

And You are simply AWESOME! I never know how You aim to end each dealing with my human wickedness in relation with the rest of my human fellows. But! You are pointing out even the order of the two verses You gave me. Wow!

About My Fellow Human Beings:

Ezekiel 11:17-21

Therefore say, Thus says the Mighty One of Israel: I will gather you from the peoples and assemble you out of the countries where you have been scattered, and I will give back to you the land of Israel.

And when they return there, they shall take away from it all traces of its detestable things and all its abominations, sex impurities and heathen religious practices.

And I will give them one heart—a new heart; and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony unnaturally hardened heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh sensitive and responsive to the touch of their Mighty One. [Eze 18:31; Eze 36:26; 2Co 3:3]

That they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances, and do them. And they shall be My people, and I will be their Mighty One.

But as for those whose heart yearns for and goes after their detestable things and their loathsome abominations [associated with idolatry], I will repay their deeds upon their own heads, says the Mighty One of Israel.

For My Own Self …

Ezekiel 36:23-29

And I will vindicate the holiness of My great name and separate it for its holy purpose from all that defiles it–My name, which has been profaned among the nations, which you have profaned among them; and the nations will know, understand, and realize that I am the Master—t he Sovereign Ruler, Who calls forth loyalty and obedient service, when I shall be set apart by you and My holiness vindicated in you before their eyes and yours.

For I will take you from among the nations and gather you out of all countries and bring you into your own land.

Then will I sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleanness; and from all your idols will I cleanse you.

A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

And I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you shall heed My ordinances and do them.

And you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; and you shall be My people, and I will be your Mighty One.

I will also save you from all your uncleanness, and I will call forth the grain and make it abundant and lay no famine on you.

I Bow My Being To Worship You O Mighty One Of Israel …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 7:29 am.

What is the human’s stumbling block here, my Master? Obviously for anyone to see. The stumbling block in all Scriptures is that we humans are reluctant to accept the fact that we are all the chosen Israelites.

Chosen Israelites? Chosen People? The Jewish! NAY! …?

Practically the whole world is infatuated—possessed by an unreasoning passion or the attraction to the idea of the Jews as Your chosen people, O Mighty One Of Israel, but!

O How Far From The Truth And Fact We Humans Can Be …

For the longest I thought like everybody thinks when we hear talk about the chosen people. Automatically, we think about the Jews in Jerusalem.

Ha! The Block Stumbling All Humans For The Most …

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 8:17 am.

O Mighty One Of Israel, it was not until You brought me to this region of Your world that You began to unravel all my misconceptions about You and Your chosen people. What have You shown to me so far?

  1. You have brought me here to judge me face to face.
  2. You have been dealing with all my misconceptions one by one since I came here.
  3. In short You have tried me in the furnace of affliction set for me on these grounds.
  4. You are wrapping it all to present it to Your people from here on.
  5. You have confirmed what You have revealed to me about the ‘Lost Sheep of Israel’.
  6. Absolutely no one human being can talk about You, Your ways, or Your people unless You choose to grant that privilege to someone indiscriminately.
  7. You have chosen to give me that privilege among several others of Your choice.
  8. You have empowered me to share it all through all posts published since 2006 when You instructed me to create the first website.
  9. Despite all my fears and miseries, You have kept and sustained me all these years since I came to this strange land and culture.
  10. Lastly? You compel me to share the stumbling blocks stumbling Your chosen people so far.

Now, Where Was I? Ah! My Uncleanness To Be The Cause Of My Pain And Misery …?

It’s a far-fetched notion but! O my Master! You are now demonstrating such fact to me. I cannot any longer doubt or deny it.

Thank Goodness! I Cannot Deny Your Mercy As Well …?

No kidding! That’s my daily fact of life in Your Presence my Master. You know it. Daily I go up or down depending on my reactions to whatever You send my way.

But! What Is Your Purpose For All Your Dealings With Me? …

Simple. You are demonstrating Your ways to deal with me as You are fixing to deal with each one of Your children even when Your children have not caught on to that matter.

Well? What Now? Close And Post? What To Headline It?

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 9:48 pm.

My soul is cast down as it was that October 21, 1986. I’m overwhelmed. Psalms 41-42 come to mind. Those words express more or less the way I am feeling and what I aim to do about it. Quote:

Psalms 141:1-10

MASTER, I call upon You; hasten to me. Give ear to my voice when I cry to You. Let my prayer be set forth as incense before You, the lifting up of my hands as the evening sacrifice. Set a guard, O Master, before my mouth; keep watch at the door of my lips. Incline my heart not to submit or consent to any evil thing or to be occupied in deeds of wickedness with men who work iniquity; and let me not eat of their dainties.

Let the righteous man smite and correct me–it is a kindness. Oil so choice let not my head refuse or discourage; for even in their evils or calamities shall my prayer continue. When their rulers are overthrown in stony places, their followers shall hear my words, that they are sweet (pleasant, mild, and just). The unburied bones of slaughtered rulers shall lie scattered at the mouth of Sheol, as unregarded as the lumps of soil behind the plowman when he breaks open the ground.

But my eyes are toward You, O Yahuwah/Yahushua—my Master; in You do I trust and take refuge; pour not out my life nor leave it destitute and bare.

Keep me from the trap which they have laid for me, and the snares of evildoers. Let the wicked fall together into their own nets, while I pass over them and escape.

Psalms 42:1-11

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Master! My inner self thirsts for the Mighty One Of Israel, for the living Mighty One.

When shall I come and behold the face of the Mighty One Of Israel? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your Mighty One?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of the Mighty One Of Israel, like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song, with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Mighty One.

O my Master, my life is cast down upon me and I find the burden more than I can bear; therefore, will I earnestly remember You from the land of the Jordan River and the summits of Mount Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.

I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?

Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One. End of quote.

I Hope And Wait Expectantly For You My Master. You Are My Help. You Alone Are My Mighty One …

You know that is the fact in my heart, but in my frail flesh I feel that You have forgotten me despite all the blessings You always bestow upon me.

The Flesh Profits Nothing From Your Spirit, That’s The Fact …

And that’s what You have whispered to me right now. I also hear, “But you are not living the life of the flesh, you are living the life of the Spirit.”

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart! Wake up from your stupor—your state of reduced sensibility or consciousness!

There is nothing wrong with you despite the misery of the moment. Always remember, My grace is sufficient unto you to suffer all miseries courageously.

But what of such miseries? You must consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the bliss that is about to be revealed to you all.

I am aware of the source of your stupor as you read the words of the prophesy about My descending to inhabit among you to be your Mighty One forever.

Once again you are frightened as you observe what goes with your loved ones and their lifestyles. Even so?

Relax. The power of My love and wisdom shall prevail over their lives no matter how it looks to you right now.

Relax! Wake up from your stupor! Go on! I am with you and for you. I never leave nor forsake you. I continue to work it all for your good.

Relax. Remember what I promised you some 33 years ago it’s now your reality:

  • a settled place of quiet and safety, and you to be My minister;
  • and if you separated the precious from the vile cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you to be My mouthpiece.

Relax. Go Back To Bed. Rest Under My Everlasting Arms. I Am At Work While You Rest …”

Monday, October 21, 2019 at 11:06 pm.

Thanks for the rest. And thanks for Your words. Hope and courage are back. But what is it that threw me into a stupor? Ha! It’s enough to see the corruption in all areas of this world’s life, but!

The Suggestion That I Should Read Good Love Stories As …?

Tuesday, October 22, 2019 from 3:01 am. to 3:46 am.

They are doing for whatever reason just blew me downwards!

Why not read the greatest love story between the Mighty One Of Israel and ourselves? Beats me!

Regardless! The whole incident is now removed from my vision. It is not forgotten. It’s overcome by the power of Your love and wisdom.

On now to post the matter. Let it all roll on the wheels of Your infinite and passionate love for us all wayward children of Yours that we are.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Strange Followers Of The Sites. Are They Following You? I Sure Hope So …

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I Feel Strange Myself. Unusual, Peculiar Is The Way I Am Feeling More So Every Single Day …

 

Who Cares How I Feel? You Do My Master, And? …

  • Your Concern With Me Is All That Counts, But!

You Compel Me To Share Such Concern …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

Your concern with me is all that counts, but! You compel me to share such concern. Should I brag or feel smug because You care for me? Nay! Your care for me is not private or exclusive.

It Was Past Midnight. Silence All Around …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 12:43 am.

Master? What to do? Strange followers of the sites. Are they following You? I sure hope so. Perhaps I’ll try to sleep even that I do not feel sleepy. I feel strange myself.

O My Master, You Know How Strange I Feel …

Friday, October 18, 2019 at 4:00 am.

Out of the ordinary, difficult to account for; unusual or peculiar is the way I am feeling more so every single day. I simply no longer fit in the society of mankind.

A Reminder Of What You Inspired Me To Write Before …

You have a reason for bringing this matter to light again. It’s quite fitting to the reason for the way I am feeling. Here it is:

  • Believe me! Mathew 10 is the reality of my life: “Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.”
  • Of course, in the natural my children & brothers & sisters all would tell me, “Who is trying to kill you? We love you but you have chosen a different life than ours!” And on they go to live their lives with as much gusto as ever before defying the Creator Himself!
  • For the fact is that they love old thiaBasilia but do not respect or recognize at all what I stand for and I am hated by all for the sake of standing in Yahushua’s name just like it’s written!
  • As the flash of the happy life of my children and most inhabitants of this earth—the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind, all I can do is to bow my head and plead for mercy! Why?
  • Because all the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices of this world have no eternal value.
  • On the contrary, those who laugh now shall cry later as it is written. But mainly the laughter, the beauty, the good & loving hearts full to the brim with what is seemingly wholesome & good customs & practices in the society of mankind are mostly to please the flesh.
  • The joy and peace and well-being of the soul flourish in the waters of affliction. But that is not talking about self-pity or self-abasement in a false state of humility.
  • On the contrary the waters of affliction tempers & strengthens the character to overcome and gain the victory over all the miseries as well as all the seemingly good & beautiful conditions that this world can deal to us to destroy our witness for Yahushua.
  • The famous Sermon of the Mountains in Matthew 5-7 is a confirmation for my statement.

Reminders Of Your Written Words? The How You Sustain And Keep Me Going Upwards To Rest In You. Quote …

Matthew 10:21, 22.

Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death.

And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.

2 Thessalonians 2:3

Let no one deceive or beguile you in any way, for that day will not come except the apostasy comes first, unless the predicted great falling away of those who have professed to be Christians has come, and the man of lawlessness (sin) is revealed, who is the son of doom (of perdition), [Dan 7:25; Dan 8:25; 1Ti 4:1]

Matthew 7:21-23.

Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. [Psa 6:8]

(4:46 am. Thundering again at 7:19 am. Will turn off. On again at 9:09 am. It’s supposed to be a sunny day. Thanks, my Master for good weather or even what I would call bad weather.)

Following Him May Mean We Lose Relationships, Dreams, Material Things, Or Even Our Lives With No Regrets …

Master? I continue to be amazed at Your REALITY in my life. The good part? This issue is not private or exclusive for me. I hear, “I could never endure what you are going through!” Yippee! Light!

Your Light Shone. I Said, “But You Are Enduring What You Are Supposed To Endure.” …

Wow! How long I felt sort of hopeless when I would read the horrors Your ancient workers endured? What a revelation! How encouraging! We are all enduring! You never give us any more than what we can take!

A Post From The Past. It Covers More Than One Issue, But!

It all connects with the present. It’s a crucial but lengthy essay, so? The format in PDF for your convenience. Read On:  Strange Followers Of The Sites

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do Again …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 1:58 am.

Whether to go to bed and try to sleep or continue working on the site’s cleanup or end the post You are leading me to publish, what? Guess I’ll go to bed. I’ll wait to hear from You.

Thanks, My Master! Sleep Can Do Wonders Sometimes …

Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 6:13 am.

I’m ready now to start this 7th Day of Rest in Your Presence. You are leading me to close the post with the formatted PDF version. I will work now on the cover and format.

And So? That’s My Life Nowadays. Glamour? NAY! But!

O my Master! What is glamour compared to the reality of Your matchless, unbroken companionship? No comparison. Not a smidgen of regret for the lack human’s ways in my life.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …

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Ha! The Matter It’s Just Now In 2019 Revealed To Me To Pass On To You …

 

 

Well? I Had A Full Day Gone By. Another Day Now …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 12:44 am.

And a Monday at that. Ahmad’s visit? Meaningful at best. Things are in the looking up between us again. He left. I finished with the posting.

Meanwhile? Midnight Came And Went Along With All My Fears …

Ready now to hit the bed again. Thanks, my Master for the few more hours of sleep. This is another day in the up and up despite of whatever comes my way.

Fearless? A Supernatural State Meant To Be, But! …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:40 am.

Indeed! Supernatural fear is the beginning of all wisdom. Natural fear? The hindrance to such wisdom. Ha! I never thought about that! Didn’t quite understood all those ‘fear’ and ‘fear not’ until this moment.

Naturally Fearless I Tried Every And All Things …?

I simply did not know what fear was. Perhaps impulsive nature is the fitting word. No idea of what it was to pause or think before I acted.

My Medical Label? Bipolar. Manic Depressive. Schizophrenia …

Man O man! And all the time? O my Master! I was supernaturally gifted big time; it was Your secret to me. Why? Obviously, should You not kept Your secret? No telling the heights I would have ascended to dethrone You.

Wow! You Cut The Wings Of This Eagle! You Kept Me In The Chicken Pen …

Hahaha! I was born an eagle, but! You cut my wings to keep me in the chicken pen to teach me the life of the chickens was not to be my life.

Amazing moment …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 5:19 am.

Master? You are simply AWESOME! The way You are unraveling my life? It’s just a wonder to me. I woke up in pain almost two hours ago this morning. Had no clue on what to do. Suddenly!

My Truncated Attempts To Ascend The Ladder Of Success Pops Into My Mind, And?

You opened my eyes to see clearly Your loving hand underlying all those truncated attempts of mine with the story of the eagle in the chicken pen.

Wow! I Been Quoting From This Story For The Longest But! …

This day? The story popped up with the spiritual connection to it. I don’t remember reading the version that popped as I searched for it in my files. Even so?

I’m Beginning To Think You Inserted That Version Supernaturally In My Files …

Honestly. I been knowing the story to the point of the eagle flying up to meet its kind. The added amazing spiritual significance of the story? First time You set my eyes on it.

Wow! Talking About Another Day In The Up And Up Despite Of Whatever Comes My Way …?

This is that day! This is that moment of eternal time in my life. This is Yourself revealing, showing, making Yourself real to me. Quote:

John 14:20-21

At that time when that day comes you will know for yourselves that I am in My Father, and you are in Me, and I am in you.

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who really loves Me; and whoever really loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I too, will love him and will show, reveal, manifest Myself to him. I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.

O My Master! The Effect Of Your Power Of Love And Wisdom Is A Sheer Bliss! No Kidding …

Beauty, delight, hope joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one. Nothing like I ever imagined to be. Unimaginable but real!

  • Quote of this supernatural version in my files. Don’t know who wrote it or how it is in my files. Wow! That’s Your supernatural ways if I ever thought about it before. Quote:

The story was about a farmer who stumbled upon an eagle’s nest with an egg in it. Not wanting the little eagle to die he took it home with him and places it under one of his chickens that was setting eggs.

But right from day one the little eagle didn’t fit into the barnyard scene even though that was all he had ever known.

All he was sure of was somewhere deep inside something was telling him, “This isn’t home”. The farmer kept his wings clipped in hopes he would become a pet so unable to fly he set it on a post in the barnyard looking up into the sky.

His body confined to the earth his heart in the heavens. He didn’t know why nor he could understand his feelings, but he knew there that something deep within him that wanted to be free.

As time went by the farmer forgot to clip the eagle’s wings and one-day as the eagle set on his post looking upward a great gust of wind caught him under his wings and he was lifted from his perch.

With a scream of victory and freedom he left the barnyard seen forever and soared into the heavens to meet his own kind.

Isa.40: 31, I loved this story and saw how it related to all we have experienced and are experiencing in our walk with the Lord. Eagles here are symbolic of certain Christians. The “mount up” process is important and necessary for those who are called to go higher, Philp.3:14. To those who are willing to wait in His presence, Ps.27:14; Ps.37:34; Ps.62:5; Rom.8:25.

Not everyone who enjoys God’s blessings, grace will want to destroy the idols of this world that have been set in the temple of their hearts. Nor will they want to pay the price to soar with the Father. Only those who know they have been called to a higher calling will want to consider this.

Chickens are earthbound, they keep their eyes on the things of this world, Jam.4:4; 1Jh.2:15-16. They scratch out an existence and never lift their heads to look any higher then where they are.

They scratch in the dirt, eat whatever is thrown to them and search greedily in their crowed barnyards for more to fill their bellies, much of it unclean. By nature chickens are an unclean bird, they are bound to their existence and are satisfied with it.

But not the eagle, he has an inherited nature that will not survive confinement. To fulfill his purpose in life he must be free to soar the heavens. It may look lonely up there because not many will dare to rise to such heights. But the eagle doesn’t care; it’s not in his nature to need the approval of the majority. Deut.32:11;

Its time for these “willing eagles” to soar and our “Mother”, the Holy Spirit, is the one who will make our nest very uncomfortable. Just like the mother eagle that tears up the soft bed of her little one and breaks the twigs so that the jagged ends stick him. In short his life becomes miserable in the place he was once comfortable and safe.

Are “Heavenly Parents”, do much the same things in our lives in order to get us to do what is best for us, thus fulfilling our purpose for being here or should I say, fulfilling the will and purpose of our Father. 1Cor.13:11; Gal.4:1-2; Heb.5:12-6:2;

Has your place in the Father, the place that once met the needs in your life now seem rough, tight or uncomfortable?

Don’t worry; your Father is just getting you ready to be pushed off a cliff and into new heights.

Are the jagged edges of that which was once such a comfort to you now starting to prick you?

Maybe you have even asked if you were in the Fathers will. Well, wonder no more, accept it in faith, because a great work is about to come forth in your life and it’s not the Father’s wrath it’s His love and wisdom, making you willing to take the next big step, off that cliff.

By nature we love security so God has to make us sick of our “nest”, so that we will willingly let Him take us on our spiritual journey.

Unfortunately some do not want to leave the nest. When the little eagle rebels the mother eagle starts to beat her wings and the wings that once protected him from danger have now become his enemy.

To escape this danger the little eagle climbs onto her back and now wherever she goes, he will go. He holds on for dear life as his mother soars higher and higher when suddenly without warning she dives out from under him.

He screams and falls; instinctively his wings stretch out to try to catch the air but try as he must he feels like all hope is gone, then out of no where mother eagle swoops under him and carries him up on her wings. Ps.139:10; Josh1:5.;

But just as the little eagle feels safe once more the bottom falls out from under him and the process starts all over again, until he finely learns to soar.

Sometimes the flutter of our Fathers wings makes us think He is going to beat us to death but the bible says if we do not receive correction we are not His sons, Heb.12:5-8.

When we are willing He takes us to great heights. Then sometimes when everything seems wonderful the bottom suddenly drops out from under us again and we wonder Father where are you? But just who do you think that is holding you up and restoring your strength?

Only to find out this process may start all over again as we grow, until we come into that fullness He has prepared for us, the place where we learn to soar in the Father. Eph.4:13-16

When a baby eagle flat refuses to learn after all of his mother’s attempts to teach him she takes him high into the heavens and lets him fall to his death as she screeches in pain, knowing he must either fly or die on the rocks below.

In the kingdom there are those who flat refuse to grow, Jer.10:2; Matt.11:29-30. They resent the furnace of affliction and its purifying fire, Isa.48:10; Pro.17:3; Heb.12:29, they love the safety of the nest but hate the discipline.

But God is always patient, 1Cor.13:4-8; Jam.5:7; 2Thes.3:5, and long-suffering. He works with them, giving them chance after chance. Until He finely let’s them fall to the rocks of religion, worldly desires, or home to save their souls, Isa.57:1-2.

If Jesus had to learn through what He suffered then so will all of us, Heb.5:8. We have seen some of these great ministries come in, soar and then crash.

This does not lessen the true revelations they received or the gifts they walked in. But the word says Lk.9:62, it would have been better for them if they had stayed with the chickens in the safety of the barnyard.

God’s tests are carefully designed to show us what is in our hearts and to bring our rebellion to the surface to be dealt with. Heb.4:12; Jer.17:9-10;.

God’s chosen are coming through these fires. I loved what Isaiah said when he saw his heart, Isa.6:5. End of quote.

Wow! Now Is The Time For The Material To Decrease. For The Spiritual To Increase …?

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 8:43 am.

Master? My heart is heavy. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance? It’s a heavy subject. Even so? You are carrying the weight for me. Don’t let me ever forget it. Don’t let me ever  think that I am anything on my own.

I Am Going On Propelled By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 3:15 pm.

Master? I can’t overcome this heaviness in my soul because the statement I read, something like, “I am love. When I enter a room? Love covers that room.”

I Fear The Repercussions From Such Statement …

I am?  Mercy my Father. Only You are. In essence to state “I am love” we are setting ourselves in Your Place. We are usurping Your Authority.

Have Mercy. O My Master! I Refuse To Doubt You …

The fear of rejection is driving Your children to this insane attempt to take Your place, and? You knew it all along. Yet You promised to bring us back. I wait on Your mercy.

New Life Really Began On 2017, But!

Monday, October 14, 2019 at 11:28 pm.

Three years later I find myself heavy with the realization that things at large are quite frightening. This 2019? The year of my Jubilee! My 80th birthday marks that beginning as my eternal reality. Even so?

O My Master? You Know Exactly The Solution To My Heaviness …

Every inch of my body hurts, but? I am not disturbed about it because I know You are in control of it all. Been sleeping hoping for relief to no avail. I hear thunder. Computer off. 11:53 pm.

Where Was I, My Father? I’m Feeling Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 2:09 am.

What’s the meaning of this fly literally attacking me? How can a fly be so distracting? Thankfully You gave it to me. It’s dead. Anyhow?

You Have A Reason For Bringing Up This File From 2017 …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:25 am.

It was written in January of 2017. Your reason? A reminder of how my new life is developing under Your careful plan. Amazing work within me in less than two years.

Comes January 2020? Will Begin My 3rd Year Living A New Life …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 4:39 am

  • Thunder! Computer off!

Back! The Storm Subsided Around 6 Am. But! …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 10:23 am.

I been updating the header for the main site. I don’t know exactly what to do? Reformat the newfound file or work in the Promised Land book. I am now sleepy. I wait of Your lead.

Master? My Arm Is Getting Worse Instead Of Better …

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 3:21 pm.

You are the only One I wish to help me. Unless You heal me, I refuse to seek for help from the human element. Why? Because the human element does not know my body. Maybe sleep could help.

Yes! Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! But!

Tuesday, October 15, 2019 at 7:00 pm. – 9:34 pm.

I Must Count The Cost. The Cost Is High. Nothing Is Free …?

Everywhere one turns around nowadays one gets the big sign pushed, FREE! Me? I been a sucker for free stuff ever since I got wind of the Internet.

Well? All That Is In A Past I Now See Objectively …

Yeah, my books are free for lack of a better word: Valuable. The thing is that nowadays the name of the game is ‘Marketing!’ everything is about buy and sell.

  • My eyes are closing. Sleep 10:07 pm. Woke up around midnight. Couldn’t stay up. Back to bed slept until around 1:30 am. My life’s pattern of sleep anyhow.

Thinking On The Counting The Cost Issue …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 2:24 am.

What is the connection between free and counting the cost? What does it mean to count the cost? To count the cost means to count what is the cost of whatever given for free or without money payment, but!

O My Master! You Are Opening My Eyes To See That Nothing Is Really Free …?

Even our salvation is by no means a freebie. In fact? Our salvation has the highest price tag in this world despite all the fanfare about grace and unconditional love.

The Unbiased Truth: What Is Our Salvation Cost? Our Present Worldly Lifestyle …?

Honestly? I never realized this matter before. Even so? This matter is not news. I have heard it before. The only confusing matter to me is that many of the ones preaching the matter to me in the past do not live it themselves now.

Even So? Despite What I See You Have The Perfect Number Who Are Living It And?…

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:49 am.

You have blessed me with their testimony. Those are the instruments You have used to bring me to where I am now. Like them? I have not bowed my knees to kiss the glory of a worldly life.

A Worldly Life? Not Necessarily A Sinful Life …?

That’s what has made it so confusing until now that You are revealing these matters to me. It’s been devastating for me to see the ones that once quietly and humbly helped me are now in the lime-light and no longer have any time for me.

Ha! The Matter Is Clear Now. It’s No Longer Confusing To Me, Why? …

O my Master! Because You are now unraveling these matters to me. Every single incident in the human’s life happens to fulfill the Scriptures.

The Rejection In Mathew 10. The Great Fallen Away In 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7? …

Must Be Fulfilled. Even so? There is hope. O my Master! You are now revealing to me, it’s all written for examples for us now to avoid the final judgement.

Wow! What A Revelation! It Dispelled All My Fears’ Spell …?

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 3:20 pm.

O my Master! Moment by moment You make Yourself real to me. It came to me to illustrate how You have dispelled all my fears, so? Been looking for words You inspired to me before on the matter to no avail.

Frustrating! On Top Of That? Ahmad Not Answering My Calls …?

As usual? I gave up. I went to bed to try to sleep. I called on You. Sure enough. Within minutes my phone rang. Ahmad on the line.

  • “My father is seriously ill. My brothers and me been with him. He does not want to go to the hospital. The wife taking care of him, no time to cook.”
  • Me? “No problem Ahmad! I understand. I’m OK. Don’t worry about me. Take care of your father.”

All Fears And Frustrations? Gone! Then? …

It came to me where to look for the words I been looking for to no avail. I got up. Turned the computer on. Went straight where it came to me to look.

Wow! You Are Faithful To Your Promise To Reveal Yourself To Me …

And so? The rejection in Mathew 10. The great fallen away in 2 Thessalonians 2. The dreadful end for the self-righteous in Matthew 7 have been three fears that troubled me until now.

Those Scriptures Must Be Fulfilled. Even So? There Is Hope.

O my Master! Yes! It’s all Happening now as it’s written to fulfill those words, but! Behold! You Power Of Love despite our rebellious doings.

No Matter What? The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom? It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.

This Day You Revealed Yourself To Me To Dispel All Fears By Your Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 9:59 pm.

Master? You know I don’t feel good. Slept from around 4 pm to 7:28 pm. Could not stay up. Hurting bad. Went back to bed. Slept until my little friend woke me up with food around 9:17 pm.

Master? I Don’t Know What To Do. I’ll Go Back To Bed And Wait On You …

It’s now Wednesday, October 16, 2019 at 10:11 pm.

I’ll wait. I’m sure You have a purpose for all details of my daily living. Perhaps Ahmad’s situation with his Father at the point of death is why I am feeling this way. You’ll show me. I am sure.

Through The Wilderness Of Life You Have Brought Me To Yourself …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:25 am.

Through much tribulation I have entered Your Kingdom even now while on these forsaken grounds. Your Presence illuminates and dispels the darkness of all fears in my mind.

Fears Dispelled You Make Me Well. Pain At Bay A Bright Smile I Can Now In Your Presence Display …

Thursday, October 17, 2019 at 3:48 am.

The fear of repercussion for all our rebelliousness sayings and doings caused me much pain in the last couple of days, but! You showed me Yourself. You made Yourself real to me as You promised to do.

Yes! There Is Repercussion From Our Present Actions …?

Repercussion or an effect or result of some previous action or event is inevitable, but! Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for us is also inevitable.

Thus? Though You Feed Us The Bread Of Affliction Because Of Our Sins …

Our Teacher does not hide Himself from us anymore. So? We learn how to be loved, how to love in return. Nothing like all the notions of love we humans have conjured!

That’s Why My Thirty Some Years Testimonial Journal …?

That’s The Matter Just Now In 2019 You are Revealing To Me To Pass On To Your loved ones scattered in the four corners of the earth.

Wow! Time To Close This Post On Thursday, October 17, 2019 At 4:09 Am.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Am I Looking For Your Approval? Are You Looking For My Approval? …

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Do I Feel You Are Trying To Convince Me. Do You Feel I Am Trying To Convince You? …

No Problem! That’s Human, And? Surprise! We Are Humans ….

No kidding! We are all humans …

Thursday, October 10, 2019 at 8:55 am.

No kidding! We are all humans. Basically, we think and feel alike, but! We rally ourselves in the fact that we are all a ‘little different’. Hahaha!

I’m Having Me Some Fun Indeed! A ‘Little Different’? …

A ‘Little Different’? What an understatement! Me? I feel smug right now. Why? The truth? I don’t know why I feel smug about making fun of our human ways, but! It’s something that’s natural with me.

Hey! Maybe. O Maybe! Could It Be My ‘Gift From Above’? C’mon! Give Some Slack! …

Here is the scoop. In my social interchange? I talk, talk, talk, and? Talk some more. It seems that all I want is to convince or impose myself upon others not giving them a chance to do the same to me.

Ha! That’s The Truth In A Nut Shell, But! …?

The real truth about me? I been Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas or? Should I say, Hot waters? Or? The furnace of affliction?

No Kidding! But The Same Is Truth About You Et All, Only? …

We are ‘a little different’! Hum! I should say, a LOT different! And that’s what makes me laugh now more than ever before. Why? because!

Little Did I Know 33 Years Ago …?

About all that ‘Tried. Purified. Refined.’ Affair! If I would have known? I would have never gone there! That’s for sure!

But ‘FATHER’ Knows Best. That’s The Truth For The Rest …

O my Master! How simply You are unraveling all suffering, evil, corruption and whatever we must go through to shape us as genuine human beings. Otherwise?

Perish The Thought! We Would Have Been Just Like Rabbits Eating Carrots And Making Babies …?

Hahaha! That just came to me! Master? You are funny. We would have replenished the earth with rabbits digging for carrots. And no one to plant those carrots!

No One To Tend To The Garden …?

Isn’t that funny? But Master? Couldn’t You had come up with something different than that evil monster You use to Try. Purify. Refine these humans You created to be loved to love? I wonder.

Ooo! It’s written, quote:

And if we are His children, then we are His heirs also: heirs of Our Creator and fellow heirs with Messiah sharing His inheritance with Him; only we must share His suffering if we are to share His esteem.

But what of that? For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the esteem that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!

For even the whole creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for Our Creator’s sons to be made known waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship.

For the creation (nature) was subjected to frailty (to futility, condemned to frustration), not because of some intentional fault on its part, but by the will of Him Who so subjected it—yet with the hope  that nature (creation) itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and corruption and gain an entrance into the esteemed freedom of Our Creator’s children.

We know that the whole creation of irrational creatures has been moaning together in the pains of labor until now.

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the Set Apart Spirit a foretaste of the blissful things to come groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption (our manifestation as Our Creator’s sons).

For in this hope we were saved. But hope the object of which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?

But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.

Honest To Goodness! I Am Not Trying To Convince, Convert, Or Change Anyone Anymore…

O but You know it, my Master. I talk, talk, talk, and talk some more to share not to convince, convert, or change anyone, but only to share what You reveal and compel me to share with Your people

You Are A Loving Father Not A Tyrant. Your Wisdom? Unfathomable, But! …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 5:06 am.

We humans have taken it upon ourselves to judge You. The worst? To outguess Your wisdom. To gain the advantage over You by cleverness or forethought—to outwit You.

How True! How Emphatically The Humans Deny Such Truth …

Therefore? The human becomes really touchy about the subject. Everybody is in the defense or push mode, but!

We Do Not Realize That We Are Either Pushing Or Defending Ourselves, Why? …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 7:02 am.

Why? because we are humans. We possess a mind of our own. We always do what we think is best, and? Push our best on others or, defend ourselves because our best does not agree with the pushers’ best.

What A Revelation! Have I Figure Out Those Matters On My Own? Nay! …

O my Master! Honestly, You have opened my eyes to see my error or my sin since You called me into Your service in 1985. Now? I neither push or defend. I share whatever You compel me to share.

What About ‘Unconditional’ Love? The Unbiased Truth …

To claim unconditional love means a love without limitations or restrains. As romantic as such seems to be, it is a misleading term to say the least. Why?

Limitations And Restrains Are Necessary To Truly Love …?

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:24 pm.

Master? This is a crucial subject. I do not want to write anything about it bound to my former bias. I wait on You for a clue to write verbatim what it comes from You.

Hey! About The Graphics …

Friday, October 11, 2019 at 4:29 pm.

I been working on this graphic the whole day. But You know it my Master. You have given me to create the perfect background, but I am stuck on how to add the text. I wait on You.

  • Those are mini books my Master inspires unto me. Windows into my soul to illustrate the content of whatever is written there.

Master? It’s Another Day But You Know It …?

Will it be another day of waiting, my Master? I weary of waiting to no avail, but! You sustain me. So? I loose my temper with inconsiderate selfish people.

Do I Worry About It? I Do For A Moment, Then? …

I fume in anger. I think of all the sort of things I’ll say and do to retaliate. Suddenly! I hear, “The people do not consider you, but! You do not consider them.”

Pause. Reflect. I Do Not Consider Them? …

Hum! I never thought about it, my Master, but! You are so ever right! I just think of what I need. Other people’s needs? Maybe as an afterthought.

Yeap! An Afterthought—A Thought After You Have Them Supply For Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 1:11 am.

Ha! So that’s the lesson You have taught me about my outburst of anger today. Wow! Help! My Master! Help! How can I consider the aggressor infringing pain and discomfort to me?

  • Sleep?

Not Possible With Me, But! With You …?

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 4:20 am.

All things ARE possible. Master? I am not angry anymore. Your wisdom is prevailing me, but! I feel so sad! I wish to cry but my eyes are dry. I come to You for help.

Automatically The Tears Begin To Flow Along With Blessings …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:38 am.

I lift up my voice to plead for blessings for my Ahmad. I implore forgiveness for my lack of consideration for my beloved son.

Automatically As Well Your Peace Along With Power To Overcome My Sadness Returns To My Soul …

What an amazing way to lead and teach me Your ways. I am now enjoying Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

Afternoon Ends. No Clue Of What’s Going On Out Here, Perhaps …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 6:34 pm.

Perhaps whatever is going on out there is not any of my business. Thanks, O thanks my Master! It feels good to mind my own business—to let You mind Yours. One more graphic completed, I think.

All Things Are Working Together For Our Not Just For Mine Good …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 7:23 pm.

With that thought in mind? I’ll try to sleep again. It’s the end of one more 7th Day of Rest. I remain resting in You for all matters and purposes.

Your Power To Overcome Is A Mystery To Me …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:13 pm.

Actually? You are a mystery to me despite Your undeniable Presence within me and in all details of my life. I see the futility in this worldly life. Is inevitable to see it.

What I Don’t See? Inevitable Troubles Me, But! …

I must endure by that unfathomable power of love You have invested on me. Moreover? I must proclaim that matter I do not yet see. Why? Because You compel me to do so.

What Is It That I Don’t See, My Master? Why It Troubles Me? …

Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:47 pm.

I’m going back to bed. Need to reflect. I wait on You. Slept for 3 more hours. Woke up about an hour ago on this next day. My body in pain. My mind at peace.

I Am Not Appealing To Any Human Being For Help. I Am Appealing To You …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 2:27 am.

This is to be my year of Jubilee. All my debts forgotten. Yet? The agony of painful misery continues to drive me insane.

No Matter. In Sickness Or In Health I Refuse To Doubt You …?

It’s so easy to believe in You when things are going well, but! With the least twitch of pain? I wail in doubt of You. Even so?

You Are Teaching Me The Difference Between Lip And Genuine Service …

That’s the difference I do not see around me. That’s what troubles me. Master? Where am I at in that issue. Am I concerned with others thinking I am only giving You lip service as I see it done around me?

Ha! I Get It! My Only Concern Should Be Your Approval Of Me …

Wow! How easy it is to stumble on the trap of human’s approval. The fear of rejection is innate in my human nature. Wow!

So? That’s The Fear That Troubles Me With Ahmad’s Absence …

And that’s what I have not been able to see until now that You are revealing it to me. Funny thing! When things go well between Ahmad and me that fear lurks away, but! It remains at bay, until?

The Next Negative Episode Pops Up …?

It’s been a vicious circle not only with my gifted son but with all my relationships in the past. And here is fitting to talk about the new trend of ‘Unconditional Love’.

‘Unconditional Love’ The Human’s Solution To Human’s Rejection …

Wow! The wounds we inflict upon each other because of the fear of rejection are monumental to the point of insanity.

‘Unconditional Love’ Is The Insane Reaction To The Fear Of Rejection …

Wow! So that’s how I am to expose this monstrous issue that’s on fire from all angles of the human life. The worst of it all?

To Confuse Moral Laws And Conditions With Tyranny and You …?

How far from the Loving Mighty One that You are, but! That does not rattle Your Mighty love and unfathomable wisdom to create and discipline or mold us into Your image.

Create And Discipline Or Mold Someone …?

Isn’t that what we parents do with our children? Hahaha! What a revelation! We certainly knock ourselves out to discipline our children in an attempt to mold them in our image.

Unfortunately? Our Children Grow Up To Do Whatever Suits Them To Be The Best …

O my Master! Exactly Your predicament with us Your children doing whatever we think is best. And what is what we think is best is?

Unconditional Love. No Discipline. No Conditions. No Rules …?

Ah but You are not a man that we should judge You like one. Yes, there is a comparison between Your ways and our ways. No doubt about that comparison. Quote:

And have you completely forgotten the sacred word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?

My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him; for the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.

You must submit to and endure correction for discipline; the Almighty is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not thus train and correct and discipline?

Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all of the Almighty’s children share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons at all.

Moreover, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we yielded to them and respected them for training us. Shall we not much more cheerfully submit to the Father of spirits and so truly live?

For our earthly fathers disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own set-apartness.  End of quote.

  • Reading the whole chapter after witnessing the results of the Spirit at work within me? It should encourage anyone tenfold to be whatever that one is created to be.
  • To bed at 3:59 am. Could not sleep. This time? Joyfully absorbing what You have in Your mind for this area and how Ahmad and I fit in Your plan of restoration.

Back To ‘Unconditional Love’ The Aim? Break All Restrains …

Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 4:51 am.

Master? You know all about my shock to come face to face with what this wave of ‘unconditional love’ is bringing ashore—Pollyanna relationships, living together without legal commitment, homosexuality, nothing is wrong or right, tolerance of immorality in lieu of Unconditional Love.

Strange. The First Trade In This Wave? Sexual Immorality …

Hahaha! It just came to me, this should be called, Immoral Love Instead Of Unconditional Love, but! I guess that would be brutal honesty not as appealing to sophisticated souls engaged in this wave.

But Really? What Is The Aim Of This ‘Unconditional Love’?

O The Trickery Of Our Human Minds! To Break All misunderstood restrains imposed by the tyrant ‘God’ they have made You out to be is the aim of this ‘Unconditional Love’.

Your Aim? To Restore Us To The Original Intent For Our Creation To Be Loved To Love In Return …

That’s the truth and reality of the matter, but! YOU, Ever Existent O Mighty One of Israel are still in control of it all, and? You compel me now to let go of all concerns about this and all issues going on with Your people.

As You Compel All Fears Are Dispelled …

I can now post this matter to encourage not to discourage. I no longer have an opinion or bias in all that I write. I am only reporting what applies to me in all written in the Scriptures misnomer the Bible. On to post.

On to post.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Well? It Feels Good To Mind My Own Business …?

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On To Mind My Eats, My Chores Galore …

Talking About Galore …?

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 6:25 am.

Galore of everything, including the usual mundane irritations like ants that do not cease to trouble me! Hahaha! HalleluYah! And right now? Ahmad to eat breakfast with me. Hum! Maybe?

How Can You Catch A Cloud And Pin It Down? …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 1:45 pm.

O my Master! I guess one can capture it with a camera or create it in a graphic, but! Physically that I can touch it? Impossible! And so are my thoughts and my imaginings. You know it, my Master.

What Thoughts And Imaginings Are Running In My Mind Right Now? …

Ha! You know it my Master. It’s another pay day and no ATM card to get the monies for my monthly keep. The thought of calling to get the monies via Western Union are not pleasant thoughts. I dread to ask. Even so?

You Are In Control Of My Dreadful Thoughts And Imaginings …

I wait on You. I refuse to dwell on my thoughts. I have one more hour before I must make that call. I call on You now to take it all in Your control as a whole.

Master? Is This Happening To Show Me The Difference …?

The difference between the past and the present in my life’s attitude. In the past? Panic! Begging for help from the human element. In the present? No panic. Wisdom. Calling on help from You.

Wow! From Where Comes My Help? My Help Comes From You …

And Your written words continue to guide and light the way ahead of me. What a way to let go of my thoughts without any efforts of my own. Just the sound of Your voice from within dispels those thoughts away! Quote:

Psalms 121:1-8

I WILL lift up my eyes to the hills around Jerusalem, to sacred Mount Zion and Mount Moriah—From whence shall my help come?

My help comes from the Master, Who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip or to be moved; He Who keeps you will not slumber.

Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Master is your keeper; the Master is your shade on your right hand, the side not carrying a shield.

The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life.

The Master will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore.

I Am Dumbfound Once Again! I Caught The Cloud, And? …

Pin it down for sure! What cloud? The cloud of my dreadful thoughts and imaginings. Did I really catch that cloud and let it go? Nay!

The Master Is My Keeper. The Master Keeps Me From All Evil …

O my Master! What a way to keep me from all evil. It is evil to trust or depend on the human mind train of thought., but?

No Need To Board That Train Anymore! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m Sailing On Now! …

What to expect while sailing on this ship? The sun shall not smite me by day, nor the moon by night. The Master will keep me from all evil; He will keep my life.

The Master Will Keep My Going Out And My Coming In From This Time Forth And Forevermore …

What an enviable life! Indeed! You have implanted Your written words within me to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to Your will and desire. Whatever for?

To Be Envied. Envious Not Jealous …?

Master? It totally amazes me the way You unravel the meaning of Your written words to me nowadays. In the past? I had a tacit understanding implied or inferred without direct expression of the word ‘envied’, but!

Right Now? I Understand. I See. O My Master! You Have Shown Me …

Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 4:09 pm.

For the last two hours I been looking for the meaning of envy, envied, and jealous jealousy. Wow! What a finding. From the dictionary:

  • Traditional usage holds that we are jealous when we fear losing something that is important to us and envious when we desire that which someone else has
  • You use enviable to describe a possession, quality, or ability that someone has, and that you wish you had yourself.
  • Jealousy: Jealous resentment against a person enjoying success or advantage; anger or fear of losing something or someone to a rival.

From That Meaning You Firmly Implanted In My Soul The Sermon Of The Mount …

Excerpts from Matthew 5:

SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

  • Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and deliverance, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven! …
  • … Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heaven enjoys His favor and deliverance) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with our Father in the heaven), for they shall be completely satisfied! Isa. 55:1, 2.
  • …. Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!
  • Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.
  • Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.
  • You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.
  • You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
  • Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.
  • Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
  • For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
  • Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
  • For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. End of quote.

Now? About My Own Business …?

What You told to the ancient workers? You are now telling it to me, and? I got it, my Master! I really, really got it this time! No longer a problem. You set me to mind my own business on high seas. WHAT?

Indeed! The High Seas? Dangerous Waters Away From This World’s Shores And Business…?

The world’s business? What about that man or this one woman? Forget it! No time to worry about that business. Must mind my own business to follow You unto the High Seas Dangerous Waters. Whatever for?

O! O! My Eyes Set On You At The Helm Of The Ship Or Else! …

Talking about Your ways? Master? You know how I am stuck with the last lines I been writing. I think I done lost the thread of this writing. I’ll go to sleep. I’ll wait to see how You’ll unstuck me. It’s Thursday, October 3, 2019 at 9:52 pm.

Ah! You Unstuck Me! How?

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 1:40 am.

Master? You are awesome! You let me fret in bed for a couple of hours. Next? You led me to get up. What to do? Tried to call my friends Jan Caddell, June, Fanny Mae to no avail. Finally? Call Pat.

Bless My Beloved Pat—You Always Give Me Clues When I Call Her …

I ramble on and on about what I am recording now and how I feel lost. She did not say much, until the end. In response to our ages and my beginning to live at eighty, she said, “We are all different.”

Ha! Your Clue To Unstick Me! …

Somehow? I sense the same response from all corners, and? It throws me for a loop! I find myself lost. The response does not match with Your word about my life to be envied, but!

I Saw The Light! It Shined On My Enthusiasm About Beginning To Live At Eighty! …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 5:11 am.

Master? You know that I am up but I sure don’t feel up the part. I don’t know what to ask of You. I don’t know how to pray, but I take comfort because Your Spirit knows what to ask as per Your will. I wait. Back to bed

Two More Hours Of Sleep Did Me Good …

Friday, October 4, 2019 at 8:31 am.

Thank You, my Master. I woke up around 7 am. Been reading about the racial hate. Whites against blacks and vice versa then. Now? Religion against religion it’s at its peak. That kind of hate makes me cringe, but!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love And Unfathomable Wisdom …

My mind and imagination are not capable to grasp one smidgen of such power and wisdom. Even so? You seen fit to gift me with The Secret Of Your Sweet, Satisfying Companionship.

Moreover? You Seen Fit To Show Me Your Covenant, And? …

Reveal to me its deep, inner meaning as per written in Psalms 25. The Truth? You Know It My Master. The more I read Your written words? The more my mind wails!

My Mind Cannot Grasp Your Awesome Words, But! …

I am beginning to see more and more the importance to let go of my mind. Even so? I find myself in trouble knowing that I must let go of my mind and not being able to let go.

O What A Wretched Woman Am I Until …?

You see fit to empower me to do so in the most unexpected way. And so? The incident with my friend Pat came about this time.

Alright! Why Mind My Own Business …?

Master! What about my friend Pat as well as Ahmad, my children and family? “WHAT is that to you? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? YOU FOLLOW ME!

Unstuck! HalleluYah! Where Is The Key To Unstick My Close Mind? …

In Your hand, my Master. At Your decreed time You place that key in the lock’s hole that lacks my mind, and? Turn it. Yippee! My mind opens up to let Your words penetrate my being. Thus, I heard, and?

Power To Obey. Power To Follow You. Power To Let Go. The Only Way To Avail Eternally …

Numerous human’s lists on how to let it go. How to do one thing or the other. Millions of success inspirers. Millions of success accomplishers. Untold number of satisfied souls in good standing with themselves and with  the world.

  • Turning off cmp to update Friday, October 4, 2019 at 4:23 pm

What About You, My Master? …

Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 4:21 am.

What about You? Ha! This time? All nations. Each individual child of Yours. The whole kit and caboodle are fixing to know and respect Your Majesty and sovereignty over Your whole creation. And me?

What About Me? Who Wants To Know About Me? …

O my Master! Who wants to know about me? YOU! You want to know, what? What do You want to know about me that You already know, my Master?

Could It Be? O Man! What Could It Be? …

Saturday, October 5, 2019 at 7:58 am.

O my Master! If I had any doubts lingering in my mind and soul about the accuracy of what I write? You have now dispelled them for good and forever. A vision:

  • I could not figure out what You wanted to know about me that You already knew, so? As usual I left the headline there. Went ahead to the graphics. Suddenly! I found myself attempting to reach Denise’s heart with the accuracy of all that I write because it does not come from me, but! She was adamant to shut me off not wanting to hear my opinion she kept repeating. Even so? I prevailed. I firmly and calmly stated: “I do not have an opinion. I am only reporting what is written in the Bible.” I opened my eyes. So real. I could almost touch my Denise. But? Only the mouse I was touching.

Ha! So That’s What You Wanted To Know! Wow! …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 9:22 am.

I left the headline there. Went about the graphics. Chores. Site optimizing. Suddenly! Thunder! Storm! Quickly shut all programs. Turn off/unplug computer. The time? 2:52 pm turning off machine went to sleep.

Time For Your Wisdom To Shine From My Heart And Mind …

No kidding! Wisdom instead of panic. O my Master! By the power of your love and unfathomable wisdom? Emotional upheavals are a thing of the past! Amazing!

Wisdom Instead Of Panic …

Sunday, October 6, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Master? You know I am sensing the need to respond in all situations with wisdom instead of emotional upheavals of any kind, but? I don’t know how to start

Alight! New Day. Ready To Start In Your Presence …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:25 am.

O my Master! What was the hold up to record the most important thoughts that I am to record right now? A hold up to demonstrate our human innate behavior.

Human Behavior? Beating A Dead Horse? …

That’s what we humans do. Instead of listening to You, my Master? We mount our own horses to do our own thing until the horse bolts us down. Then? We still don’t listen. We begin to beat the horse. O well! Go figure it.

Encouragement To My Baby Child …

Ha! O my baby? Your mom been beating a dead horse in hope to resuscitate it. Guess what? As soon as I quit beating the animal? It came ALIVE to my eye! What am I talking about?

The Update About Your Health That’s What I’ll Talk About …?

Monday, October 7, 2019 at 5:48 am.

It thrilled me big time to see the amazing progress of the Master’s work in your life, but! No more emotional upheaval and panicky reactions. The graphic animal is the thing to beat while I wait on the Master before I react nowadays.

Anyhow? Here Is The Scoop …?

Your symptoms? My exact ones. You been dabbling in the hereditary thing. You wonder about what you inherited from me? Your health condition period.

Let Me Share With You And With All What Has Been Revealed To Me About Our Health …

Our ill health has its source in one nasty hole in our gut. It’s called LEAKY GUT! Hooray! My hole? Esophageal hernia is labeled. Little did I know what that meant at the time the x-ray show it up.

What Was Done About? Aciphex At The Tune Of $100 Bucks A Month …

O man! If only I would have known! That hole was the portal to my blood system. Wow! We have come a long way by the power and design of our Master. What am I talking about?

TO EVERYTHING There Is A Season, And A Time For Every Matter Or Purpose Under Heaven:  …

No kidding. Ecclesiastes 3 tells it plainly, but? How do that apply to the moment we are living? As per it’s written. I have quoted before, now? More than just quoting it. Living it.

Indeed! The Promised Abundant Life Begins At Eighty For Me…

It’s a miracle. My health. My wealth? RESTORED! After a life of suffering the consequences of my ignorance about the root of my ill health, physical, mental, and spiritual health I am talking about.

And? It All Because Of That Hole …?

  • No kidding. Humor instead of anger. The open or close holes in our bodies and in our minds are the root of all our inharmonious circumstance in our lives.

Baby, I Refuse To Tell You What You Should Do But! …

My task? Write, Publish. Optimize. The Master Creator is doing the rest with all He inspires me to write. One thing He is inspiring to me to share right now?

All My Efforts To Alleviate My Suffering Only Made Things Worse …?

From the specialists to the human wisdom to the money factor? I went close to the point of death and the poverty line.

Encouragement. No Fooling. You Know All About Your Mom’s History …?

I cannot for the life of me tell you what you should do, but! To share with you the bounty in my present life? That I am compelled to do!

You Know How I Talk With Innuendos, So Ask If You May …

Here is the legal explanation of the word ‘Innuendo’:

  • a. an explanation of the construction put upon words alleged to be defamatory where the defamatory meaning is not apparent
  • b. the words thus explained

Lov, mom.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Harmony And Sense Versus?

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Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …


Well? Steady Goes It …?

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 6:38 pm.

It feels good to be steady. Thanks, my Master. It’s the hour that I used to feel pretty unsteady, but now? No problem anymore. Your promise is fulfilled. Quote:

Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step].

Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

The Midnight Approaching Again …

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 11:37 pm.

Slept from 8 to 10 pm. My little friend brought me some goodies. Been checking the inbox. New followers and likes in one of the websites I have not been keeping up. I went ahead and updated it.

Now? Not Sure Of What Is Next, But!

No problem. I’ll wait on You. Did not hear from Ahmad today. You know what’s going on there, my Master. I no longer trouble myself with Ahmad’s absence. What a relief!

Ahmad’s Decreed Time? Not As Per My Pleasure …?

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 7:03 am.

Numbers tell. The 2nd day. Meaning of number two? Division! Dividing my willful pleasures from Your decreed Laws. What a revelation to start this 2nd day of the 10th month. Wow!

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 2:13 pm.

Master? You have given me 7 hours since I recorded this headline. Meantime? You led me to illustrate the post. You gave me the incentive to catch up with my chores. Lastly?

Let It Go! In The Subject Line. I Clicked …?

Wow! The command from the leaders of Your flock. O my Master! You flashed into my mind my whole life of bondage to such command.

What A Heavy Burden Imposed Upon Unsuspecting Me, But! …

Not without my willing consent. I am the one who placed the leaders of Your flock ahead of You. What a revelation! And on this 2nd day meant to divide the precious from the vile.

Skip The Dividing of The Human Willful Pleasures From Your Decreed Laws? …

There you have the core of all Conflicts, Discords, Strives, Contentions, Dissensions, Clashes in the human’s lives. WHAT?

O Well! Must Wait On You To Give Me Exactly What I Need To Write Next …

Wednesday, October 2, 2019 at 6:24 pm.

O my Master! I know this is incredible! The whole world’s system is set on the ‘Let It Go!’, but! The whole system is now bankrupt! More and more people are realizing it does not work! Even so?

The Leaders Are Now More Than Ever Before Intent In Making It Work …?

History repeating itself. It’s happening all over like it happened at the beginning. The blaming game. Anger. Rebelliousness. We have become our own gods, and declare:

Divine Self. The Universe. Unconditional Love …?

Master? What are You showing to me? Ha! The three words now household words mixed with the words ‘God’, Positive Thinking, and Your written words? The sure recipe for the predicted great falling away.

O My Master! This Is Not A Welcome Subject, I Fear, But! …

Despite my fears? You are still in control of it all. Those words encompass the Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields Your people is set on. You know it. What to do now, my Master?

“Fear Not! Do Exactly As You Been Doing—Write, Publish, And Optimize …

I am doing the rest no matter how it looks to you. This time? My people are responding to Me not to you. Remember, you are the product in My business not the owner of the business.”

Phew! What A Relief! No Need For My Concerns …

No need to concern myself with the likes or comments or followers. You have already told me it is beyond my imagination the multitude of souls You have reached with these writings You inspire to me.

On To My Task. Let You Do Your Task …

Tried. Purified. Refined. Chosen On High Seas. Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endure! The End? Saved! On lower seas. Sing! Rejoice! Aboard The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

 

 

Could You See This World? A Huge Field Of Dry Grass Under!

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A Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields …

Is There Hope For LIFE &STRENGTH To Overcome? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 8:13 am.

O man! Master? You know how easy it is for a drunkard or a whore to see, but! Not so for the ones living on the veneer of green luscious fields. It’s impossible for a human to give up such veneer. Even so?

Nothing Is Impossible With You. Dry Field? Stamped With? …

Saturday, September 28, 2019 at 2:07 pm.

Stamped with the turquoise fertility stamp! Wow! That just came to me. Been thinking all day about what I saw before I woke up this morning.

  • I saw a vast dry grass field. Somehow, I had a huge stamp in my hand. I began to stamp the field. It was so real, but I couldn’t figure it all out.
  • It came to me This World is a huge field of dry grass but all we can see is a Veneer Of Green Luscious Fields. So? I wrote the headline for the post. Next I recorded what came to me until I recorded the headline about stamped with.
  • I left it there because I didn’t know with what the field was stamped. I had a sense that the stamp in my hand had something to do with the turquoise rose allegory, but I didn’t know how to connect the field with the stamp until it just now.
  • I remember to come to record in the journal. I had no idea of what I was to record. I recorded date and time. I began to write with what was the field stamped to my own amazement. So simple. As if I should have known it all the while.

And So? My History Been Recorded In The Journal , And…?

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 9:06 am.

O my Master! And You are now revealing it to me. Whatever for? For the benefit of all readers present as well as former and future. What has taken place from the time You called me to journal my life until this very moment?

Harmony And Sense In My Life Is And Has Been A Reality …

Sunday, September 29, 2019 at 10:58 pm.

Things worked out pretty well today. Thanks, my Master! Will go to sleep now. Hope to catch up. Awake at 3:47 am.

A New Day Waiting On You My Master …

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 3:53 am.

Like a maiden wait for her mistress so my soul waits on You. Illustrating my history recorded in this journal is the task consuming my time while I wait on You.

Talking About Harmony And Sense In My Life Is A Reality …?

Monday, September 30, 2019 at 4:01 pm.

Master? The truth is You are the Author of harmony and sense. Yes, the reality of my life has always been in harmony and much sense, but!

As A Human Being? All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Known To Me, Until…?

Your decreed time to unravel and harmonize my life came to me. But why all known to me before has been all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun?

All Is Crystal Clear To Me Now, No Kidding! …

The Harmony And Sense In My Life? Totally opposite of what the world knows for harmony and sense! Wow! NOW! This moment. IT ALL FIT TOGETHER! What am I talking about?

My Former Life Of Conflict, Discord, Strife, Contention, Dissension, Clash …?

That’s what I am talking about. No kidding! My family and the people that known me in the past can all testify about it all. No wonder why most all are skeptics about this miraculous transformation of my being!

The Best Part? JOY Inexplicable Full Of Your Esteem Bubbles Up Within Me …?

Master! Master! Master! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! No more anger. No more conflicts. No more regrets. No more wondering. No more sorriest! What a marvel!

Your Work Is Done! The Adjustment To All Is For Real! …

That shall be the subject for future posts. For now? I am finished optimizing the illustration for this post. Lead me as I am preparing to post again. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12:13

13  All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man. End of quote.

Ha! I Started To Insert The Post In The Site, But!

Tuesday, October 1, 2019 at 12:46 am.

I had to hit the bed. Slept for 6 hours! Wow! I needed that! Midnight. Woke up. Another day. Another month. The first day of 10th month. The 12th hour. The minutes? I noticed, the number 46 or 4+6=10. The number 10?

Master! You Telling Me What Is To Happen It’s Really, Really Happening Now? …

O but what can I say, my Master? There are no words, no ways of any kind to figure You out. I never know what You got in store for me until You see fit to show it to me. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Master?. Am I To End This Post With Another Quote From Your Written Words I Got In The E-Mail Inbox Just Now?

I happen to check my inbox as I was editing the published post. I read the important email. Didn’t know what to make of it until I read the ending Scripture. How appropriate to quote it to end this post!

“Let them shout for joy and rejoice, who favour my vindication; and let them say continually, ‘The Lord be magnified, Who delights in the prosperity of His servant.’” (Psalm 35:27, NASB)

On to post now for sure.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

Effective Ways To Produce The Integrity Of One’s Character …

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Monday, September 23, 2019 at 5:43 am.

I have only read your introduction. Astonished! The year was 1985. The Master Creator of our beings decreed me as a writer for His honor. He then began the process to mold me into what I was born to be—His child to be loved to love. The process is now completed. A new life has begun at my 80th birthday on this 2019 year, but! It was only this week that I came to terms with my reality, and? Here you appear! What’s next? Nothing but the best for us all! Glad for our crossing. Much love for all. thiaBasilia. 😊

“Yes, My Ways To Deal With You Are Effective To Produce The Integrity Of Your Character” The Master said to me …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 10:15 am.

Now You tell me! It’s about time! Either the nut house or the cemetery would have been my end! Phew! Thank goodness! You are neither late nor tardy. You always on time!

And The Things You Hate? Exactly The Things We Humans Love …?

O but how we love to look good to others! Our goodness? A cover up for the bad things deep in our gut. No kidding. I know this is offensive to hear, but!

It’s The Truth To Set Us All Free …?

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:09 am.

It’s the truth that set me free. The hour is coming and it’s here now for that truth to set us all free by the power of Your love and wisdom for them and me.

The Midday Hour Is Coming, And? …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 11:55 am.

I am free, but! I am still human. I do wonder. I have a hard time waiting on You to act in our behalf. In reality? I have a hard time waiting for things to change, but it’s not happening. No change.

The Sad Part? It’s Not Really Hard At All, But!…?

It’s just sad to see Ahmad et all struggling, struggling, struggling. No time to stop. No time to smell Your roses. All the time? Smelling the smell of carnal pleasures, whether religious or otherwise— success, food, vacations, entertainment the list goes on.

Even So? You Bless Some Of Us With The Fragrance Of Your Presence In Our Lives …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 3:41 pm.

Well? This is some four hours later. Slept for about three hours. Feeling surprisingly good. Updated files and links. Absolute silence. No news from Ahmad. But the fragrance of Your Presence? Sustains me in peace.

What A Difference From The Turmoil In My Past …?

Yeah. It’s not altogether smooth sailing 100%. No. there are waves of panic. Moments of mind churning junkie carnal thoughts, but! O my Master! You control those thoughts of mine now. What a blessing!

My Life In A Turquoise World Of Fertility …

Monday, September 23, 2019 at 7:20 pm.

Life goes on. No change that I can tell. Am I struggling to make things better? O my Master! My life now? You have filled me to capacity with Your love and wisdom. No need to struggle anymore.

To Sleep On Monday, September 23, 2019 At 11:56 Pm.

Slept for more hours than usual. Got up to take care of myself. Finished around 6 am. Watered my plants. Been reading Dereck’s long email. Started reading his free book. Reading it all? I wondered.

Here We Go. Where Are We Going? Nobody Really Knows …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 7:48 am.

Honest to goodness! We are all going, going, going. Yeah, going to one place or the other. We are all searching. Searching, searching, searching for what? We don’t really know.

Happy Times. Bad Times. There Is A Solution For Either One. Really? …

Indeed! We humans think of many solutions for the least to the greatest circumstances in our lives, are those solutions worth it? That remains to be seen. Food for thought.

Me? The Almighty Done Plucked Me Out Of The Solution Department, And? …

Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 9:47 am.

It’s a good thing He did! None of my solutions came close at all to resolve the basic unsolvable human’s problem, but!

The Only Solution I Am Now Compelled to Proclaim? It’s Reaching Its Aim …?

Therefore? No need for me to complain in disdain to the blatant human arrogance to pretend to solve from the least to the greatest needing solution. Why?

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? …

It’s now shinning for. It’s no longer just a metaphor. O my Master! Every single moment You come forth. You let the shinning light of Your plan shine over my human mind, and?

I Take Courage To Overcome The Darkness Surrounding Me …

Wednesday, September 25, 2019 at 6:33 am.

Yes, this a world of darkness even in the light of human wisdom but You know it my Father! No matter. Your words are a lamp unto my feet to always point the way.

As A Human? I Panic. I Despair, But! …

Thursday, September 26, 2019 at 3:25 am.

The Ever Existent One has lifted me up to live above my human nature. He has wakened up His nature within me to live by. A mouth full of an unexplainable phenom. Even so?

After My Human’s Nature Panic And Despair? Grace. Favor …?

Behold! His Power Of Love and Wisdom From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!

By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom? I Am Living And Going On …?

Is that something that I can brag and take it for granted? By no means. It’s a humbling experience. A power and wisdom way beyond my human’s imagination, yet!

As Simple As Becoming Like A Little Child …

Even so? Becoming like a little child? A process. We live in a world of spiritual darkness not suited for a little child. Thus?

A Supernatural Process Must Take Place …

There you have another mouth full an unexplainable phenom, but! I spent the whole day yesterday attempting to illustrate the matter. Guess what? Going back to the task. Got a better perspective now.

Would You Want To Know Your History?

A Simple Way To Find It Out.

True History! Worth Checking Into …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 11:42 am.

It’s as simple as taking a second look about the way we look at things. But of course, we are so set in our ways that it’s nearly impossible for us to consider any other way. Even worse?

We Resist Change Of Our Way With A Purple Passion! Why? …

Because our ways really define ourselves. True. Many of us try and try to change our ways. There are numerous of institutions and individuals set to help anyone in that department, but!

The World Has Yet To Find A Solution As Much As Problem Solutions Are Hailed Effective …

Effective yes, for that specific problem, but! The basic or source of all our problems remains unsolved until the time comes for each one of us individually.

The Time? The Appointed Time That Is. That Time? …

Supernaturally decreed. I know I sound ‘goofy’—religious—out on the left field—insane—or whatever label could be saddled on me. Regardless! It’s not about me.

True History Stands. Regardless All Objections And Biases …

The heading graphic encompasses our whole history. Been working on it for many days. I pause from my writing. I reflect on all written. I wait to hear that voice from within to change, add, or take from it.

Finally! The Moment Of Truth. Finished? We’ll See …

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 2:49 pm.

Master? Am I to take for an answer the words You spoke to me in 2013? I am beginning to see Your order and ways with my life. My life’s history? Repeats itself. A crucial moment in 2013 repeat?  Let me see.

Still On The Second Day Of This Crucial Moment Of My Life…

The heading caught my attention. I began to read the same thoughts and feelings I ‘been going through for the last few days. Strange. It did not hit me until this moment the meaning of pulling that file by accident.

Now I See. There Are No Accidents In My Life …?

Every minute detail of my life has been carefully planned by the Master Creator of my being’s invisible power of love and unfathomable wisdom.  No two ways about it. His words? My proof. Quote:

“Indeed! My child, I have given you as much wisdom as I gave to King Solomon and from now on I will show the world that indeed such is the case.

“Remain in this room in silent until I open your mouth to speak the words of My wisdom that I will put in your mouth when the time comes for Ahmad to approach you.

“From now on fear no longer shall assail you. For I’m injecting within your being more courage than the most courageous man in this world and cringing fear will be a thing of the past in your daily existence.

“On the contrary, from now on your enemies shall fear you and all the rats in this world will not dare to attack or frighten you with their unwanted presence.

“And because of the work that I am now consummating between you and Ahmad many people shall learn the meaning of fearing Me!

“For I am Almighty Yahuwah and this time all nations shall know and fear My name. And My people shall learn what it is to offer Me a pleasing service and acceptable worship, with modesty and pious care and righteous fear and awe!

“Again, remain in this room in silent & composure for I am with you to strengthen & sustain you under any and all circumstances that I allow to develop in your midst.”

Who Am I? What Do I Do?

Friday, September 27, 2019 at 1:20 am

  • I am thiaBasilia. Was called to journal my life since 1985. Have not missed a day since March 1987. My life’s Journal? To tell my story. The purpose? To proclaim the Master Creator of our being’s Name for the work of transformation from a cringing fearful creature I once was to a new fearless one that I am now.
  • Started blogging since 2006. I have created several sites, but the main one is https://www.thia-basilia.com/. Have posted all my writings. The following post is one of my latest. Much is written, but! Don’t be surprised if you bump into one of the other sites to a post that speaks directly to you.

Why Am I Telling You About Me? …

Simple. I know the answer about our history by my own personal experience of it. But? Regardless! It’s not about my knowledge at all!

May Your  Spirit O Mighty One, Enlighten Each One Of Your Children …

What is all about? This time? Your children will respond. So You have decreed it to be. Me? Waiting, waiting, waiting on You with patience and composure now more than ever before.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all.

I Done Lost My Mind, But! …

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I Found A Better One! …

A Mind Of Power And Wisdom …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 8:25 am.

A rare mind not freely given at random. Such is the fact of life I am finding while the high seas sailing on A Turquoise Rose under the expertise from on high minding.

No Kidding! Unfathomable Power And Wisdom …?

Such power and wisdom are nothing like I can fathom! I am beginning to accept such reality. It’s of no use for me to sit or laid down to figure things out in self-consciousness.

Power And Wisdom To Recognize Self-Consciousness …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 2:00 pm.

It’s 2 pm. The number Two stands for division. Amazing how what I am to record came to mind at exactly 2 pm. Recognizing self-consciousness? Power and wisdom to overcome it.

Understanding? Nay! Experiencing The Scriptures I Hope …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 5:44 pm.

No kidding! I am careful now of all statements I record. Perhaps at this hour of the day? All things seem bleak unto me. Even so? No matter how bleak things seem to be, You are in control, my Master. I wait on You.

  • 2:49 pm chk inbox. Msge from Deene 3:51 pm sleep?

This Day Is Over. So Are My Worries/Preoccupations …

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 11:49 pm.

Ahmad did not come or called. No one called. No one came. Other than hearing from my old friend Deene, all people of my concern are far from me. But I did talk to Joyce.

The Internet Is Working. The Weather Is Pleasant. Food And Water OK …?

I am sad but not dejected anymore. I must face it, I am human. The lack of human fellowship saddens me. But I rather have no fellowship than the former fellowship I craved.

The Former Fellowship? Full Of Carnal Cravings I Thought To Be ‘Love’ …?

What a prison I was in unaware. The saddest part? Now that I am out of prison? I really do care. I’m full of the power of love and wisdom from You, but! O well!

No Need For Me To Go There. I Am Here …?

I am here present in Your Presence. I am not alone. You are with me regardless my feelings. My sadness? Your sadness. For You have accomplished Your Oneness with You within me. Quote:

  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

Wow! How Neat You Are Putting My Life Together …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 12:24 am.

How can I say thanks? No words to express my gratitude at this midnight hour. I am here. I was lost over there. A lost sheep thorn and mangled. Death hovering over me. But just then? You found me.

Almost Dead. You Carried Me Upon Your Shoulders …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 1:13 am.

Amazing! In looking for the record on this matter, I found two most revealing files of what is going on with me right now. Astonished!

You Are For Real My Master! …

You are not only putting my life together, but! You are showing me how to reach to my children by the power of Your loving care for me. Here are the links:

What I Really Wanted Wanted Found Me The Father Creator Of My Being He Found Me His Prodigal One His Little Sheep

You Are My Shepherd. You Care For Me …?

  • You Lead Me To The Still Waters From The Highest Sea …

Your Presence Is Real To Me …

Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 6:00 pm. To 10:25 pm.

All day spent in optimizing book cover. Much reflection while working. My arm hurts badly. I can’t go no more. Will try to sleep. I wait on You.

  • Turning comp off. Something is not right. Will see. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 1:09 am. I’m back. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:01 am. Strange things happening with the computer and the Internet, but! I am not troubled about it. You are in control of it all.

Indeed! Your Presence Is Real To Me …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:13 am.

It seems to me to be a fact of life to take strange things for granted. Even so? You are showing me those strange things to either help or to disturb us. So?

You Are Revealing Yourself To Me As Promised …

I never saw it before. My idea of You revealing Yourself? In person. I somehow been expecting for You to knock on my door any time. How disappointing!

You Been Revealing Yourself In My Heart All This Time! Duh!

The saddest part? Every knock on my door is just Ahmad or one of his sons, no Yahushua, but! Yahushua is already in and I ignore Him. How rude!

O My Master! The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

You been knowing all this time what was in my heart, but! You didn’t hold it against me. You waited until this moment to reveal this matter to me in the most gracious way—humorously, but!

Effective. What? Yes. Effective …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Once again, pause, reflect. What happened yesterday? Let’s summarize your day.

·       This Day Is Over. So Are My Worries/Preoccupations …

  • Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 11:49 pm.

·       The Internet Is Working. The Weather Is Pleasant. Food And Water OK …?

·       The Former Fellowship? Full Of Carnal Cravings I Thought To Be ‘Love’ …?

·       No Need For Me To Go There. I Am Here …?

  • I am here present in Your Presence. I am not alone. You are with me regardless my feelings. My sadness? Your sadness. For You have accomplished Your Oneness wit You within me. Quote:
  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

·       Wow! How Neat You Are Putting My Life Together …

  • Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 12:24 am.
  • How can I say thanks? No words to express my gratitude at this midnight hour. I am here. I was lost over there. A lost sheep thorn and mangled. Death hovering over me. But just then? You found me.

·       Almost Dead. You Carried Me Upon Your Shoulders …

  • Wednesday, September 18, 2019 at 1:13 am.
  • Amazing! In looking for the record on this matter, I found two most revealing files of what is going on with me right now. Astonished!

·       You Are For Real My Master! …

  • You are not only putting my life together, but! You are showing me how to reach to my children by the power of Your loving care for me. Here are the links:

At that point you emailed the entry to Denise on Wed, Sep 18, 2:10 AM. My child, My beloved thiaBasilia, let me show you what and why your pain and misery returned after you emailed that entry to Denise.

Your heart was set in reconnecting with your child, but! It did not happen. By daybreak? You were hoping for Ahmad to show up but it did not happen. You kept working on the book cover hoping to ignore your pain and discomfort.

You laid down hoping for sleep. You could not sleep. Finally! The phone rang. Ahmad on the line in a euphoric state announcing he now had time for you. In your turn? You spill out all the things you have listed needing replenish.

You thought Ahmad would get your things and come to bring those things to you. By the time you realized Ahmad was not coming your pain had accelerated. You kept ignoring the pain, but you recorded:

  • All day spent in optimizing book cover. Much reflection while working. My arm hurts badly. I can’t go no more. Will try to sleep. I wait on You. Turning comp off. Something is not right. Will see. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 1:09 am. I’m back. Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:01 am. Strange things happening with the computer and the Internet, but! I am not troubled about it. You are in control of it all.

My child, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Your willingness to endure rather than return to your old ways delight My Being.

Yes, My ways to deal with you are effective to produce the integrity of your character.

Today, Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 8:13 am I am revealing to you how the ills that Ahmad have caused you are still festering your being. Why? Because, Ahmad has never once recognized such ills.

The time is coming now for Ahmad to level up with you. That’s what he was trying to tell you yesterday when he told you he now had time for you.

Now My child, I’m going to level up with you. I am the One Who, actually, have caused you all the ills you have suffered not only here but through your whole existence.

I am the One Who have fed you with the bread of affliction because of your sins.

And I am the One Who is now fully exonerating you.

This is your Jubilee year. All your debts are cancelled.

How are you feeling right now? Is your pain fading away? Are you wondering if this is all for real? Go to fix your breakfast. Relax. Keep waiting on Me.”

Well? I’m Still Feeling Pretty Decent Despite? …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 3:20 pm.

Despite the hour. Despite the fact there is no change in my situation with Ahmad. Since breakfast time I have accomplish much—the apartment is clean. All things are in order, and?

I Am Beginning To Really Grasp Your Meaning …

Even in my dreams. While I slept earlier today I had a very strange dream. I cannot quite get the interpretation because it is so strange, but in one possibility I remember that it could mean someone is trying to trick me.

Master? This Whole World Is Set On Tricks …

They call it A special skill; a knack among other labels but! The whole idea is to persuade people to buy or do something that ultimately is for the benefit of the trickster. So? in my dream:

  • I found myself walking to get something someone had sent to me. Suddenly! A trash can. In it? An envelope sealed and address to me. Talking to whoever I said, Look at this. Why is in the trash? What is it? I pick it up. Open it. Up comes some greenish new trousers. It seems that what I was waiting for could have been wrapped in the trouser, so, I began to shake it up, nothing came out. I woke up.

None Of The Interpretation Rang A Bell Except For The Trick Suggestion …

Eventually? I caught on Your meaning. It’s all about the situation with Ray Edwards. They never answer my email with my miracles’ testimony, but! I did register for the free webinar coming up today.

Ha! It Just Dawn On Me! O My Master You Are So Real! …

I have really, really quit chasing millions, but! Because Ray is talking about Your miracle in his life and he mentions Yahushua (Jesus) I thought that perhaps that was from You. And?

It Could Be. But That Is For Ray And All Interested In The Betterment Of Their Business …

I do not have a business. I am the product of Your business. It’s not up to me to promote Your business. My task is to write, publish, and optimize in that order. You are doing the rest with all that I write and publish.

So? In Short? I Will Not Attend The Webinar …?

In the dream You are warning me of the trick to persuade me to come up with big money to get big money. What a trick! But!

You Are In Control Of It All …

Thursday, September 19, 2019 at 4:15 pm.

I have no doubt in my mind something good shall come out of all this. Even so? that’s not for me to be concerned about. Thank Goodness! And?

About Ahmad And My Supplies? …

No need to set my hope for comfort on Ahmad. You are my supplier. Perhaps I don’t need to be addicted to coffee or honey or to anything of this world. I am addicted to You only and altogether. You know that, my Master. Back to my optimizing graphics.

Midnight. Woke up. Back to sleep …?

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 12:26 am. 2:56 am.

Are we fishing in muddy waters, my Master? In the dream we were fishing. First we were standing up. Then? We sat with our legs hanging over the cliff. Suddenly! I was falling down into the muddy waters way down us, but! You grabbed me. I did not fall. I woke up hurting big time my Master, but You know all about it.

Waiting, My Master, Waiting …

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 6:24 am.

Thanks for sleep while You work things out for us all. For whatever reason Ahmad has not shown up is no longer to disturb me. For You are in control. I must decrease. You must increase.

Whatever Is Happening Out There …?

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 11:43 am.

It’s not to disturb Your peace within me. You are really, really in control of it all. Even so? You are aware of my feelings as well as of my thinking. I do wonder what is happening out there, but!

Once You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …?

Your written words, not only written in the Scriptures but in my heart as well. Once those words resound within me? Your peace returns to me big time, and? I take courage to go on.

Well? More And More The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Is A Reality For Me …

Friday, September 20, 2019 at 3:09 pm.

You have ingrained within me Your power of love and wisdom. Such power is opposite to the known human love and wisdom that we are all know and practice. Even so?

This Matter Is Now Coming To Light …

Saturday, September 21, 2019 at 1:19 pm.

Master? You know how intent I am in creating the most descriptive graphics of my reality You have decreed for me. Quote:

  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

The Best Part? It’s By Your Inspiration That I Am Creating …?

You lead me to the exact graphics I am to use in those creations. Day by day I am getting better at it. I look, I exclaim, “That’s so beautiful, my Master!” Soon? It’s lacking something, my Master, what would it be?

One More Day Gone. Another One Here …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 3:31 am.

And life on these earthly grounds continue to move on. Success. Prosperity. Failure. Poverty? Hand on hand the band marches on.

Me? Under Your Throne Pleading For Mercy I’m On Hold …

Soon. Whatever will be will be. Time will tell. Meantime time? You are guarding me to keep me well. You are here with me. You are there with them.

Whatever Will Be? It’s Now …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 7:00 pm.

Humor instead of panic. Master, You are so neat! In the midst of my wailing as I imagined my baby in death row? You stopped right and quick. Here is a reply to my baby’s email telling me not to worry. Quote:

Well? Panic over just as soon as it started! lol Thank goodness for your two kidneys! No problem with my kidneys at all! My pain comes from gas packets in my body. Once i spell the gas the pain is over.

In the other hand? I am healed. Really, really healed! My body and my mind are functioning again. Is really neat the way Father has put my life together. I can now face the highest mountain and overcome it! No kidding, including my one kidney baby. One kidney? Crazy? Talking about a mountain? I could picture you in line for a kidney transplant, and i wail! Suddenly! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? IT’S JUST YOUR EMOTIONAL UPHEAVAL! NOTHING IS WRONG! QUIT IT!

ah! I thought, You are working all things for our good! no problem. I went back to my business and forgot all about you and your one kidney. Ate. Slept. and? Your email! Case closed! Mountain overcome! HAHAHA! HALLELUJAH!

No Kidding! That Kind Of Mountain? Not Rare In Most Of Our Lives, Why? …

Because our lives are lived on emotional grounds even in the most reasonable scenery. Even the most level-headed ones do wail should a child is stricken with a fatal illness, but!

There Is Hope For Such Train Of Thought To Stop …?

Sunday, September 22, 2019 at 11:08 pm.

Master? Will continue sharing whatever You are sharing with me and compel me to share with whomever You send to this site. Closing for now.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

 

Tried At High Seas …

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Tried, Smelted, And Refined!
No Problem! Expert Captain At The Helm!…

What Am I To Do The Rest Of This Day? …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 1:09 pm.

Everywhere I turn is about money, health, success, food, pleasure, number one, religion, politics, opinions, what to do lists, work, work, work and now ‘God’, miracles, great quotes, and? The Universe!

Me? All Those Things? The Things That We Lost When We Died Spiritually …?

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 5:26 pm.

That’s not new revelation. And I for one? I am worn out from talking about it. You know it my Master. That’s why You are compelling me to let go. And You know that I am more than willing to let go, but!

This Thing With Ray Edwards And Miracles In Business? …

It keeps coming back. It has me baffled. You know my determination as I stated in the last post, Under No Circumstances Or Excuses Shall I Ever Use Your Name Or Your Word To Achieve Worldly Success …?

Now? I Fear I’m Bound By That Determination, Why? …

Well? I am beginning to see a pattern in Your written words. From the beginning You have been the One talking to us first telling us what to do. Quote:

Genesis 2:15-17

And the Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to tend and guard and keep it.

And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, You may freely eat of every tree of the garden; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil and blessing and calamity you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.

Even So? Now? We Humans Not Only Speak First But Also Tell You What We Intent To Do …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

Wow! My determination? My insolent response to my distasteful hypocrisy. Now I understand why You brought to my remembrance Your words in 1985. Quote:

“You are being self-conscious. Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.  Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Self-Conscious. No Humility Whatsoever. The Present Motto At Large …?

No kidding! Self-consciousness is hailed from all directions whether in piety disguise or openly proclaiming self to be supreme king to reign in a euphoric world of our own.

I’m Dumbfound! My Face To The Ground. Naked I Am Found, But! …?

Thank goodness! Your infinite mercy to cover me and lifting and making my life significant. Your words come to life right at this midnight hour. Quote:

James 4:8-10

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

What A Way To Start A New Day. Tried, Smelted, And Refined! …

Monday, September 16, 2019 at 12:09 am.

Once again? The earlier discomfort is gone. I can now rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Your Word is a lamp under my feet to show me the way to eternity. Your Presence is so ever real. Quote:

Daniel 12:10

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]

No Kidding! Tried, Smelted, And Refined!

This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now my reality. I slept from midnight until around 3:18 am but! I didn’t feel good at all. I went back to bed for more sleep.

In My Mind? Why Am I Not Feeling Good? …

Tried at high seas came to me. Ha! As usual? I was not counting on more tries onward. Was only hoping for the manifestation of my rewards.

That, Too? Blowing In The Wind Of Self-Exaltation, Mind You …

U hoo! Does that ring my bell? Big time as well as my ankles swell! Humor instead of anger. The Master’s kind of humor in Psalms 2. Quote:

Psalms 2:1-12.

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Lord and His Anointed One (the Messiah, the Christ). They say, [Act 4:25-27]

“Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.”

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them].

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King [firmly] on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day [I declare] I have begotten You. [Heb 1:5; Heb 3:5-6; 2Pe 1:17-18]

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware. [Rev 12:5; Rev 19:15]

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling [lest you displease Him].

Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

Wow! Earlier In The Afternoon? I Laid In Bed …

Thinking of all temporal preoccupations of mine and at large. Considering my distress and unrest about such spectacle, I asked, what is eternity? Ha! John 17 popped in mind.

I Grabbed My Scriptures And My Spectacles Within The Reach Of My Hands …

I began a loud carefully each verse reading as if to hear what I have not heard before. Wow! Each word resonated deep within washing me clean from all doubts, fears, and misconceptions. Quote:

John 17

When Yahushua had spoken these things, He lifted up His eyes to heaven and said,

“Father, the hour has come. Esteem and exalt and honor and magnify Your Son, so that Your Son may esteem and extol and honor and magnify You. Just as You have granted Him power and authority over all flesh (all humankind), now esteem Him so that He may give eternal life to all whom You have given Him.

“And this is eternal life: it means to know (to perceive, recognize, become acquainted with, and understand) You, the only true and real Mighty One, and likewise to know Him, Yahushua as the Messiah, Whom You have sent.

“I have esteemed You down here on the earth by completing the work that You gave Me to do. And now, Father, esteem Me along with Yourself and restore Me to such majesty and honor in Your Presence as I had with You before the world existed.

“I have manifested Your Name—I have revealed Your very Self, Your real Self to the people whom You have given Me out of the world. They were Yours, and You gave them to Me, and they have obeyed and kept Your word.

“Now at last they know and understand that all You have given Me belongs to You is really and truly Yours. For the uttered words that You gave Me I have given them; and they have received and accepted them and have come to know positively and in reality to believe with absolute assurance that I came forth from Your Presence, and they have believed and are convinced that You did send Me.

“I am praying for them. I am not praying (requesting) for the world, but for those You have given Me, for they belong to You. All things that are Mine are Yours, and all things that are Yours belong to Me; and I am esteemed in (through) them. They have done Me honor; in them My esteem is achieved.

“And now I am no more in the world, but these are still in the world, and I am coming to You. Set Apart Father, keep in Your Name in the knowledge of Yourself those whom You have given Me, that they may be one as We are one.

“While I was with them, I kept and preserved them in Your Name in the knowledge and worship of You. Those You have given Me I guarded and protected, and not one of them has perished or is lost except the son of perdition—Judas Iscariot–the one who is now doomed to destruction, destined to be lost, that the Scripture might be fulfilled.

“And now I am coming to You; I say these things while I am still in the world, so that My joy may be made full and complete and perfect in them that they may experience My delight fulfilled in them, that My enjoyment may be perfected in their own souls, that they may have My gladness within them, filling their hearts.

“I have given and delivered to them Your word (message) and the world has hated them, because they are not of the world do not belong to the world, just as I am not of the world. I do not ask that You will take them out of the world, but that You will keep and protect them from the evil one. They are not of the world (worldly, belonging to the world), just as I am not of the world.

“Set them apart—purify, consecrate, separate them for Yourself, make them clean by the Truth; Your Word is Truth. Just as You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world. And so for their sake and on their behalf I dedicate, consecrate, set Myself apart, that they also may be set apart, dedicated, consecrated, made clean in the Truth.

“Neither for these alone do I pray it is not for their sake only that I make this request, but also for all those who will ever come to believe in—trust in, cling to, rely on Me through their word and testimony, That they all may be one, just as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

“I have given to them the esteem and honor which You have given Me, that they may be one even as We are ONE: I in them and You in Me, in order that they may become ONE and perfectly united, that the world may know and definitely recognize that You sent Me and that You have loved them even as You have loved Me.

“Father, I desire that they also whom You have entrusted to Me as Your gift to Me may be with Me where I am, so that they may see My esteem, which You have given Me Your love gift to Me; for You loved Me before the foundation of the world.

“O just and righteous Father, although the world has not known You and has failed to recognize You and has never acknowledged You, I have known You continually; and these men understand and know that You have sent Me.

“I have made Your Name known to them and revealed Your character and Your very Self, and I will continue to make You known, that the love which You have bestowed upon Me may be in them felt in their hearts and that I Myself may be in them.” End of quote.

Dear Readers and followers, I have no words to describe the effect of reading those words at that precise moment of time. All I can say is that the reading humbled me big time!

The Oneness Of My Being With The Master? A Humbling Realization …?

I mean humbling in all the meaning of the word. Truly? No need for a humble person to be concerned with the business of this world. Quote:

Watch Yourselves

Luke 21:34-36

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;

For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.

Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man. End of quote.

A Personal Warning For Me, For Anyone Who Wishes To Mind It …

The concern of the humble is found in the verse: O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! In Yahushua the Messiah.

The Time Has Come For Me To Settle Down As Per The Master’s Decree For Me …?

The Master means business! Reality! No need for me to indulge in vain speculations and preoccupations about the reality of my existence. This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now my reality, period.

O My Master! You Really Are At The Helm Of My Earthly Existence …?

Should I humor myself on this miraculous realization? Indeed! Humor instead of anger is to be my motto from now on as You instituted way back when this stage of my journey began.

Humorous Memories Of Motherhood …

A sizable repertoire of my mothering seven precious little humans. Each one of them with their unique personalities. It would take a book to describe each one of them, but!

The Mention Of These Memories? The Basis For My Humor Instead Of Anger Motto …

Our parenthood is a replica of our Creator’s parenthood. Even so? Such fact never dawned on me. I was too busy playing my life’s role that it never occurred to me to investigate where such role came from.

Well? Perhaps I Am Not Alone. Not Many Humans Bother With Such Matters …?

But the truth of the matter is that the Scriptures, misnomer the Bible are not a myth or a book only for religious matters. Despite all scholars present and past?

The Scriptures Are Our History …

Monday, September 16, 2019 at 12:41 pm.

That is not my idea or opinion. Is the fact of life that is now coming to light for the benefit of the chosen people of the Almighty Sole Creator of everything in existence.

Who Is The Chosen People And Do You Belong There? …

That is also a fact that is now coming to light on the individual basis. Right now? We are all scattered in the four corner of the earth each one with their own choice of lifestyle, but!

The Decreed Time For All To Change Is Soon To Materialize …?

Me? Let me see what the Master says about me that I am to pass on to thee, shall we? O well! The Master done let it be known what exactly He thinks about me, even to my own self! Thank goodness!

Next post?

I Done Lost My Mind, But! …

I Found A Better One! …

A Mind Of Power And Wisdom …?

Tuesday, September 17, 2019 at 8:25 am.

A rare mind not freely given at random. Such is the fact of life I am finding while the high seas sailing on A Turquoise Rose under the expertise from on high minding.

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.:-)

Truth Can Be Offensive/Insulting …

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Have I Been Offended/Insulted By The Truth?

Big Time! Wished To Die, But!

That was the moment to face the truth about myself. That was the moment of my deliverance. The moment to set me free from the Truth about myself offending/insulting me.

Jerusalem was thriving with excitement. The Sukkoth Festival? Ha! she had coached me for several months since I left the USA. She had promised to perhaps meet me at the Festival in Jerusalem.

No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …

Word came. She had arrived in Jerusalem. At last the email. My heart pumping with anticipation? I clicked the email WHAT? What a shock! Quote:

Nothing wrong with your Theology. You are self-centered! I have no time to meet with you!

The end of the world came to me at that treacherous moment. I shut down the computer. I grabbed unto my Scriptures. I threw myself on the bed saying, “I’ll never again shall write one more word. I’m no good!”

Silence. Don’t remember crying. Just silence. Then? Suddenly! I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart!

No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations.

From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness.

And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”

Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?

And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?

“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written.

Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.

My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy.

Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it.

You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.

My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold.

As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction.

And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.

Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now!

Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest.

Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done.

You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time.

There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.

My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

Wow! I guess I won’t post this amazing word fulfilled today because I am sleepy. By the time I wake up the Net won’t work. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 am.

Absolutely Awesome! Those Words?  …

Sailing the turbulent waves of these lower seas? I had even forgotten those words until this moment. Ten years beaten by the treacherous waves this world could to me thrust me under.

Even So? My Master Lives In My Deepest Chamber! …

Nothing and no one have been able to really disturb me despite all my lapses and preoccupations. Brutal pain and lack of gain? Almost to the exact day I am typing these lines without pain—no worries about my lack of gain.

MIRACLE!

Let’s go to the details if we must.

 

Introduction

 

What’s With This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory Been Writing About? …

Will Do My Best To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 1:56 pm.

Why do I keep regressing instead of progressing? Day by day the answer is coming clear to me but not to thee, dear Reader follower.

Therefore? This Introduction …

Let me summarize the sequence of events. Our lives come in cycles. In my life? I don’t know exactly when each cycle begins and ends except for this last cycle starting with An Extended Adventurous Voyage—the present cycle I am living in.

Here is the list of post from present to previous for your reference to understand this introduction.

Strange, But! Since I Started The Present Cycle? Not Many Clicks …

What is happening? I already explained the matter in the An Extended Adventurous Voyage post, but! It looks like it made no difference to my readers.

I Not Concerned About The Clicks, But!? …

I am concerned with how I am coming through to my readers. What came to me just this morning? To Explain What Is Only In My Mind So Plain.

  • It is plain to me how everything that happens in the physical realm has its source in the spiritual realm.

Our Physical Pain Has Its Source In What Is Buried In Our Spirits—The Deepest Part Of Our Beings …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 3:49 pm.

I am learning these things on the daily and moment to moment basis with every stage of my physical condition. The fluctuation of my physical condition troubles me big time.

That’s Why I Keep Regressing Instead Of Progressing, Until This Morning …?

What happened this morning? I had been in the gutter of my own negative thinking since yesterday when I came into the knowledge of being a ‘lame duck’ for lack of Ahmad’s support.

Down I Went! All Day. All Night. Until The Master Lift Me Up Earlier Today …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 10:52 pm.

Earlier today I got up from bed because I could not sleep. My mind kept churning with Ahmad’s lack of support. I kept begging for help. The answer came to my inbox.

Just Out Of Curiosity? I Clicked The Headline …

Wow! First glimpse of the people’s coming to terms with reality. I was impressed. Though that not in total agreement with the author of the post? I replied to comment. Quote:

I’m impressed! Radical Judgement of one’s self is the one thing, perhaps the only thing to solve our problems. Over and over I must radically judge myself.

Dear Reader, I will give you a bulleted summary of how this renewal of mine has been on the making for the last 45 years since 1974 when I discover the Scriptures.

  • The year was 1974—I discovered the Scriptures. Got into the unknown spiritual realm. Lost my mind. Stopped reading the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1979—amazing healing experience from deep wound inflicted upon me in my childhood. The result? Regain my physical health. Back in the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1983—Gruesome divorce. Felt apart. Lost hope. Lost all morals. Hit the top of immoral living.
  • The year was 1985—Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film?
  • I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions.
  • Restored,
  • A second mental breakdown.
  • Called to journal my life, but! Did not listen.
  • The year was 1986—convicted. Power to quit my work. Power to listen.
  • The year was 1987—began new life under my gifted friend’s care. Began to journal my life consistently.
  • The year was 1992—saddest year for me, my gifted friend died. I became lost. I felt abandoned. Back to my old life of family and church.
  • The year was 1994—bought property. Became sort of independent. Happy time.
  • The year was 1995—depression treatment? Electric shocks. Almost destroyed me. My daughter rescued me, but that’s the year my prescription drug addiction began.
  • The year was 1999—inspired to go live with family. Sold my property. Things did not work out. I felt spiritually dead.
  • The year was 2001—back on my own again. Got beautiful apartment, but! Got involved in helping seniors instead of my call to journal my life as instructed to do.
  • The year was 2007—that’s the year I dropped unconscious, victim of misdiagnose. Rushed to the emergency room at the point of death. Convicted. Repented. Restored.
  • The year was 2008—called to go to the ‘lost sheep of Israel. Power to accept the call.
  • The year was 2009—called to get out of the USA. Destination? The wilderness of people to judge me face to face.
  • The year was 2015—call to go with my gifted son Ahmad. He is to be my authority while we wait for Yahushua’s return.
  • The year was 2017—got the roof apartment of my dreams. My renewed life began.
  • The year is now 2019—WOW! What a year it has been. This is to be the year of our jubilee, but! O well?

It Surely Doesn’t Look Like Jubilee At All! But!

The Almighty Creator is in control of His creation. I am committed and submitted to Him as my supreme Authority. He has declared me to be His messenger. So? End of quote.

Reading And Commenting On That Post? It Brought Me To My Senses …

Reflecting on what I read? That’s what stopped the flow of negative thoughts. Then? I was able to hear my Master’s instructions to call Ahmad.

It Does Not Matter How It Looks To Us All …

Me? I’m, I have been going through another rough period of my journey. Don’t know what is to be even in the next moment. I go up and down, but!

O My Master! You Are Faithful To Your Word To Sustain Me …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 12:04 am.

One more 7th Day of Rest. Things don’t look too good between Ahmad and me. I am somewhat dejected, but! I am resting on You. I keep remembering Your recent words to comfort me. Quote:

“Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

The Sting Of Ahmad’s Words To Release His Anger? …

Enough fuel for my dejection, but! I’m taking what I give. I spit out similar words to him to release my own anger, and?

That’s A Good Thing! Be Ye Angry And Sin Not …?

Wow! Thanks, my Master! How amazing are Your words when You apply them to my inner being. To release one’s anger keeps one from the festering resentment that causes all our physical pain and misery.

Now I Am Beginning To Understand The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …?

Perhaps this introduction will help my readers to understand such power as well. On to the details of what is going on in my journey.

 

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on!

Human Integrity? Limited. Questionable Big Time …?

No Kidding! That’s Not My Idea, Dear Readers …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 3:57 am.

I wish it was because then you would be justified in abandoning this blog, but! The truth is now coming to light in many blogs/books and such other than this single post.

Self-Centered. Self-Righteous. Shallow. Me? Oh Com’on! …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:11 am.

How can that be? Everybody thinks highly of me. I’m faithful. I live by the word. I help the orphans and the widows. I support the Church and ministers. I – I – I – am a good Christian woman.

Me? How Can That Be? Talking about offended? Until …

Until the reality of truth hit my gut! It’s Wednesday, September 11, 2019 at 10:36 pm. Know what? I’m having an awful time writing about this issue.

Insults, Or What Is Considered As An Insult? Turns A One Away …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 4:26 am.

Indeed! Turns a one away from the source of the insult without hesitation. Thus? Many of my followers have abandoned this blog offended by the truth that will set them free. Even so?

The Almighty Sole Creator Of Our Beings Has Not Abandoned Them …?

Not a single one of His begotten children shall be lost. He plans to restore every single one of us. Only? His ways to do it all? Simple but! Illogical!

The Human Mind Cannot Grasp Such Ways …

That’s the fact to be exact. There is no need for me to be concerned about the followers of this blog. There is no need for me to be concerned about my loved one’s present behavior.

Master? You Are Lifting Me Up To Sail The High Seas …

The high seas away from any country’s jurisdiction. Away from my preoccupation with the human element. Your plan of restoration is coming to pass exactly as You have decreed it to pass despite all my preoccupations.

That’s The Fact To Be Exact. On To High Seas This Day I’ll Sail …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at.4:47 am.

O my Master! You have set me free from all my preoccupations. All around me I see, I read all the goings on of my people near and far. On this moment of time?

My Soul Is Free—On To High Seas I’ll Sail—Holding On To My Master’s Rail …

Clarity is in my mind to see far and beyond the furthest realm my imagination could find. The splendid future? Not so far away now.

It Might Be Days-Weeks-Months-Even Years, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:25 am.

The splendid future is already here. In my heart. In my mind. Because in Your Presence? That future I find. Because You live? I can live that future. Because You live? All fear is gone!

I Am Sailing On High Seas Away From The Storms Of Lower Seas Because …?

You have risen in my mind to calm it down. On high seas I am sailing while You are at the helm. No need to be overwhelmed because You are at the helm. Even so?

Reality! On Lower Seas? I’m A Lame Duck …?

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 12:53 pm.

A new pain. My right leg now hurts at my groin. I limp when I walk. It came to me, “You are a lame duck!” What? Coming to think about it that’s what my situation with Ahmad amounts to it.

What Is A Lame Duck? …

It can be an individual who has been elected for a definite purpose but! Is unable to fulfill his purpose for lack of support. I been elected to bring good news to Ahmad but Ahmad is no longer support me. Wow!

O My Master! What A Way To Sober Me Up …?

I been trying to live up to the allegory of The Turquoise Rose Ship! Been trying to sail on high seas away from the jurisdiction of this world. But I find myself sailing still on these lower seas of pain and lack of gain.

What Am I Now To Do With This Knowledge, My Master? …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 1:58 pm.

I hear You, “Let go. I am in control. You shall not be put shame. My power of love and wisdom? No foe can withstand. You live in My Presence under such power. Relax. Enjoy the moments of relief I gift to you.”

Thanks, My Master! The Oppression Of The Moment Is Brutal, But! …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 6:49 pm.

Relief. A cup of mint/basil tea helped. The time? In a moment this oppression shall be history. The noise around me. The silence inside. The pain in my right hand and shoulder?

Your Grace Is Sufficient Unto Me To Suffer It All Graciously …

I’m going on. Sober on lower seas. Fearless on higher ones. Either way? You are at the helm of The Turquoise Rose Ship I’m sailing on. No need to be overwhelm.

Open The Door! Turn On The Light. Hit The Sack. That’s That!

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 7:10 pm.

I did but it didn’t help. Guess that was not that! Excruciating pain. So be it. I refuse to complain. A cup of pure coffee with honey seems to be helping.

You Are In Control. No Matter What? I Refuse To Complain …

Thursday, September 12, 2019 at 10:56 pm.

I am not out of ideas to help myself, but! I’m replete with respect and fear for and of You. I will not repine. I wait on You with patience and composure. Shut off pc. 11:20 pm.

Ready To Talk Turkey Again, My Master. You Know It, But!

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 6:04 am.

First? I sense You calling me to sleep. Well? I guess You were not calling me to sleep. I could not sleep. I got up. All kinds of things been running through my mind because of pain, lack of appetite and now lack of sleep.

You Have Shown To Me All Physical Conditions Are Rooted In The Spiritual …

Friday, September 13, 2019 at 8:44 am.

Every single day You demonstrate what You show to me. My body reacts to what is going on in my spirit. A Lame Duck? That revelation threw me for spin downwards.

I Reverted To My Old Way Of Thinking Big Time, But! …

You kept me from staying there. Even so? A Lame Duck? Because Ahmad is not supporting me. From that thinking? Because. Because. Because kept churning in my mind until a moment ago.

It Came To Me, Why Are Sitting Here Imagining All Sorts Of Because? …

Call Ahmad. Find out what’s going on. Sure enough, I called. Didn’t have in mind to blow up in anger but that’s exactly what I did. Next? I began to think of jumping ship, but then?

I Lift Up My Voice, Where Can I Go From Your Spirit My Master? …

Behold! Your Power Of Love and wisdom. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! I began to reason, You have planted me here. I am established. I am safe and secure. What nonsense is this of ‘jumping ship’?

Back To Your Track. Holding On To Your Rail On High Sea Waters …

High Sea Waters? Treacherous waters! Unless I hold on to Your rail? I’ll be drowning without fail, but! You are at the helm. Should I let go of Your rail? You tilt the ship to save my tail—a take from Psalms 37:23-24.

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Master when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Master grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

Where Am I Going From Here On? I Don’t Know. My Master Knows …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 5:39 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You know all about Your purpose and plan for these writings. Whether I sound pretensions or not? True or false? It’s Your plan to make it known to all.

Me? You Know I Can’t Take Much More …

Between suffering the consequences of my human reactions to fly/flies to ants annoying me while awake or sleep, plus the troubles between Ahmad and me? I am simply worn out. At my wits end again.

Even So? You Are Holding Me Up. I Cannot Jump Ship …?

I am staying put. Sometimes sober. Sometimes I lose it. For the most? Busy searching my writings for files I cannot find, but! One thing I know for sure.

Under No Circumstances Or Excuses Shall I Ever Use Your Name Or Your Word To Achieve Worldly Success …?

To that end You have drastically dealt with me. I am appalled at my own self’s distasteful hypocrisy! But I am thankful for Your hand of discipline to set me free. A take from Psalms 139. Quote:

Psalms 139:2-5

You know my down-sitting and my uprising; You understand my thought afar off. [Mat 9:4; Joh 2:24-25]

You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.

For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Master, You know it altogether. [Heb 4:13]

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me.

My Distasteful Hypocrisy In Chasing Millions …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 6:46 am.

Reflecting on what I read that jolted me back on my Master’s track? Besides the admonishing to judge myself radically, a quote shone a beam of Your light to really expose that hypocrisy. Quote:

“Ego is the absolute impediment to Dao. The sin is pride. If it thrills you that you’re enlightened then you’re ruined. Forget sharing it. You’re not pure enough to share it.” — Terence McKenna

Even So? It All Comes To Me From Your Hand Of Mercy …

O my Master! I am not any longer thrilled about my enlightenment on the matter of receiving any enticing emails from Ray Edward et all. In fact? I am appalled! But!

Even That—Appalled? Could Be A Thrill Of My Carnal Nature, So? …

Therefore? I quit. I am letting go of everything. Including my thinking. My ideas and concepts. You are filling my mind with the opposite of all of that as You promised to do a long time ago. Quote:

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others.

Rest in Me and hold My flowers. Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, ‘Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?’ And You answered me,

“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that.

You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.

Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.

Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work.

Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings.

That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor.

It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So, don’t worry about anything.

Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.

Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.

You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

Serious Reflection On The Last Paragraphs You Bring To My Mind …

Quote:

“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

“Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

So Be It. Though I Feel Like Crying For I Am Sad? …

No matter. Because my feelings are on this world’s shores, but! You have lifted me up to sail the high seas away from this world’s shores.

Whether I Sadly Cry Or Not? All It Matters Is To Be Near You On High Or Lower Seas …?

I’m going on. I’ll post these lines with my hope and expectation set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom, but! Before I post I must add the latest as I woke up this morning.

Continuous Constant Change …?

  • Cycles Of Life Repeating It Selves Precisely …

The First Day With No Pain …

Saturday, September 14, 2019 at 10:23 pm

I slept until 2:54 am. Thank Goodness! The end of my 7th Day of Rest came with the realization of Your Presence manifestation in a day without pain.

Twelve Years Since? This Cycle Of My Journey Began …

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 3:22 am.

The year was 2007. Saturday, September 15, 2007 to be exact. Alone I sat reading the recent acquired article on Daniel 8. I began to see the parallel. Suddenly! I was called to the carpet. Quote:

It was a Saturday on September 15, 2007. I was keeping the 7th Day of Rest all by my lonesome. I was reading an article written by Yedidah on Daniel 8. Suddenly! It came to me something to this effect,

  • “Such is the message I have given to you to proclaim to the world. You are no longer doing so. You cannot hear Me any longer because, you are too busy taking care of the home bound. Because your spirit is sleeping and your mind is dull with all those pills that you are taking.”

Immediately, I got up. I headed to the kitchen. I grabbed my pill big box. I headed to the toilet. I proceeded to flush nearly $1000.00 of prescription drugs I have been faithfully swallowing for that many years.

I came back to the computer. I wrote a resignation letter to my position as a volunteer in the Senior Companion Program. I picked up the phone and cancelled all appointments with 5 specialists in-charged of my health. I made a note to prepare to sell my Kia Sophia.

Then I dropped the bomb on my children. “You are insane!” some of them retorted and quit their mom.

They had had enough of my crazy whims and mental insanity but, this was not insanity nor a whim after all. Years later it has proven it not to be so.

To conclude, for the record, it is now Thursday, October 20, 2016. Tomorrow will mark 30 years since October 21, 1986.

That is another remarkable date in my journey of life in the Presence of my Father/Creator. That was the date when Father marked me as a writer to honor His name.

The honor of our Father/Creator’s name. what does that mean? A mouth full of misunderstanding but, not outside of the Father/Creator’s control & dominion & knowledge.

His wisdom is unfathomable. That will be the subject for subsequent posts on this line. Why?

What the honor of the Father/Creator’s name got to do with mental insanity? The answer to that question gives way to the Innovative Approach to Mental Health that needs to be proclaim to the whole world if there is to be any hope to restore our sanity to avail us for eternity. End of quote.

Much Reflection Needed …?

Sunday, September 15, 2019 at 8:26 am.

I cannot by any stretch of my imagination regress to any resemble of my old ways. But how on earth can I do what I intent to do? Inevitable, I do as I done before at the least provocation.

You Are Being Self Conscious. Quit Trying To Perfect My Work …?

Oops! I hear You big time! What a trip am I! No wonder why the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. O but Your faithfulness to Your words.

I Am In Control, Relax …?

  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
  • Today is your 12th anniversary of your return to do what I called you to do since 1985.
  • I am aware of your misgivings as you read Yedidah’s article on Daniel 8. You can now confirm all stated in that article, but!
  • The backlash from Yedidah and her followers still lingers inside of you. The reading of the article brought that backlash to the surface.
  • Thus, the pain and discomfort been lingering on this morning. Even so?
  • Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being even before you met Yedidah.
  • No need for you to hold on to that backslash. Yedidah and her followers cannot comprehend what goes on with your life in My Presence. Let go. I am in control.
  • Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished.
  • I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake, but! You are human.
  • In your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time.
  • That is why I have had to pour the life in My written words slowly and gently in order to fill you with My Spirit in those words.
  • That is why also I have had to feed you with the bread of affliction to shape you to enlarge your opening so I could fill you.
  • What is happening to you now?
  • I have filled you to capacity, therefore?
  • This Turquoise Rose Ship’s Allegory is now your reality.

Dear Reader, I am sure you now have a better understanding of this journey of mine. Ready now to post for sure.

Here are the links to my last two books in case anyone is inclined to find out the details of what’s happening and it’s all happening in my life’s journey:

https://www.thia-basilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/AN-EXTENDED-ADVENTUROUS-VOYAGE-1.pdf

https://www.thia-basilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/Ahoy-The-Turquoise-Ship-Booklet.pdf

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Ahoy! The Turquoise Rose Ship!

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All Aboard!

Enjoy The Trip!

Ahoy! The Turquoise Ship!

Swiftly, Effectively, Victoriously It Sails.

Destination?

The Shores Up Beyond The Sky So High

Your Heart And Mind to reach without fail

Hold on to the rail! Enjoy! Deploy!

 

 

First Item On The Ship’s Journal? I Don’t Give A Damn!

You Don’t? Are You Sure? Hum! …?

Embark! Ready!

Saturday, September 7, 2019 at 5:43 am.

Here I am my Master! You have ready Your thiaBasilia to Embark on Your ship. Destination? The heart and soul of each individual child of Yours.

Water Lack? The Adventurous Journey Begins …

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 5:01 am.

O yeah, I squirmed a bit, frustrated I called, called, and called Ahmad to raise cane but then? Your wisdom! What’s the sense? What am I getting all worked up about? Let go! Then? I saw!

I Do Have Water! Thank Goodness! …

O my Master! This Adventurous Journey? Most certainly! I was not counting difficulties and troubles as an adventure for sure! Don’t really know what was I counting on? Duh!

But Your Unfathomable Wisdom! Who Can Fathom It? …

Not me for sure! My mind? A one-track mind—the track of trouble and frustration, but! O my Master? The power of Your love and wisdom to get me back on Your track.

Your Banner Over Me Is Love! That’s Your Track In Fact …?

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 5:53 am.

What? O my Master! This is all beginning to make sense. My one-track mind is set on the world below, but! You have lifted me up from that track. You brought me back! Back, where?

You Brought Me To The Banqueting House …

Sunday, September 8, 2019 at 6:47 am.

Ha! Here I was yesterday. Surprised! No water! No Ahmad! No reason for cutting my water! These are horrible ways for these people to cut the water and do nothing about it! O well! I DON’T CARE ANYMORE!

Just Then? It Came To Me! YES! YOU DO CARE! And?…

First Item On The Ship’s Journal? I Don’t Give A Damn! Came to pass. Next? I thought long and hard on how this, ‘I don’t care—give a damn—and such has drastically affected me all of my life.

For the rest of the trip? Here is the link: Ahoy! The Turquoise Ship Booklet

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

An Extended Adventurous Voyage …

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On A Turquoise Rose …

 

Can Anyone Comprehend What’s Happening To Me …

I Can Hardly Comprehend It Myself.

How can I expect for others to comprehend? Each person in this world got their own comprehending to do. No need for my useless expectations.

It’s My Life. Is Happening To Me Not To Anyone Else …

Wow! Your voice resounds within my being. You are manifesting Yourself to me big time! I can hear. I can see. I can sense Your Presence—almost actually touch it. The reality?

Your Victory, Your Favor, Your Love, Your Peace, Your Joy, And Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …

You Have Encouraged Me To Go On Despite My Own Thinking …

So? I’m going on. Yesterday? I thought to quit. I wished to die. Today? I am going on. I am now thinking more on publishing rather than quitting.

Let me show you why in the following pages.

Click! Quickly click, click! AN EXTENDED ADVENTUROUS VOYAGE

It’s A New Day. A New Cycle In My Life’s Journey. Another Book Will Begin …

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

What Troubles Me? What Troubles You? Have You Been Face To Face With The Cause Not The Matter? …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

Friday, August 23, 2019 at 9:26 am.

I been in the furnace of affliction big time since I posted last. You’ll read all about it should you be enticed to read what I’ll post next in the main site.

Be sure to click! It’ll be a treat not a trick:  https://www.thia-basilia.com/archives/34523

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

You Might Enjoy Learning The Same One Who Sustains Me Sustains You …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

New Links in: https://www.thia-basilia.com Give it a quick click!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

You Might Enjoy Learning Who Sustains Me …

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Also? Learning Why I Have Not Been Posting …

Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

New Links in: https://www.thia-basilia.com Give it a quick click!

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Announcement …

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Alright! Time Has Come To Post In WordPress.Com …

Dear Faithful Followers …

No. I have not abandoned you. I have been at work optimizing the master site. In the process? I have been recording all the details of the Creator’s doings in my life. It’s all amazing! Unbelievable! But REAL!

Give it a quick click: https://www.thia-basilia.com

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

Mental From The Horse’s Mouth …

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Mental Disorders—All Included—Phew! …

 

Our Asylum? The So Loved World Of Our Habitat—Pause To Think Of That …

  • Shall Be The Title For Next Booklet

Yes—I’m Crazy But I’m Not Dangerous—Thank Goodness! …

Friday, July 5, 2019 at 8:53 am.

O but You are an AWESOME YAH! What an awesome Yah I serve. Since You finish shaking all that could be shaken out of me a few days ago? Things cannot go any better for me!

All Coming Together Without A Hitch—WOW! …

Me? I’m just riding the gravy-train. Flowing with the wind of Your Mighty Loving Spirit within me! What a ride! WEEEEeee!

Number One In Your Agenda? Unique Way To Format The Books…

O but this is FUN! To come up with something out of the ordinary? Without even trying? What a mystery! For sure the solutions to all my problems been coming—me?

Always, How Did That Happen? …

Been dealing with computers hard/software since 1985 …For the rest of the saga? Click Mental From The Horses Mouth

Enjoy!

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

 

You Might Wish To Consider The Lessons To Endure—To Overcome All Fears Seared In My Heart …

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WOW! O MAN! Humor instead of anger. My former life? Stupid! Nothing more than an educated fool—a grasshopper chirping away oblivious to the big elephant ready to step on it to end his annoying chirping! Duh!

The Best Part? No Need To Set Myself To Learn Such Lessons—All In My Renewed Life …

WOW! O MAN! Humor instead of anger. My former life? Stupid! Nothing more than an educated fool—a grasshopper chirping away oblivious to the big elephant ready to step on it to end his annoying chirping! Duh!

Ha! So That’s My Lesson For This Renewed Cycle Of My Life …

WOW! O MAN! Humor instead of anger. My former life? Stupid! Nothing more than an educated fool—a grasshopper chirping away oblivious to the big elephant ready to step on it to end his annoying chirping! Duh!

What a way to shut up and cut my human rebellious stupidity! …

The Almighty Creator of our beings is the One Who sits above the circle of the earth, and I? Only ticking, leaping amidst, like the grasshopper that I am. Quote:

It is the Almighty Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers;

This Last 7th Day Of Rest In June Is About To End …

Saturday, June 29, 2019 at 5:23 pm.

I will now format it all as a PDF booklet for all to enjoy at their own leisure.

Here is the link: You Might Wish To Consider The Lessons To Endure

Of course! I am convinced that you all are enthralled with this record of the Father/Creator’s doings in my life.

  • HOPE—the evidence of things not seeing yet. I’m full of it! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

 

Much love to all, thiaBasilia 🙂

What Everybody Ought to Know About Our Future—GOOD NEWS IN DISGUISE!

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What A Life This Life Of Mine …

Wednesday, June 26, 2019 at 1:50 am.

Hahaha! In revising this post one more time before I continue with the posting, I noticed the looks of the bouquet in the bottom of the above graphic—It looks like my coffin! How appropriate, because?

It’s A Reminder Of One Of The Most Important Things In My Renewed Life—I Must Die Daily! Hahaha!

Here goes my ghost in the ‘Holy Ghost’! Humor instead of anger it’s my new motto to host! Singing! Praising! Joyfully leaping! Onward! On the bright road to Kingdom Land—King Yahushua is in my mind!

Renewed Life In The Presence Of My Master.

It’s between Him and myself for now.

Must wait for the family restoration to complete.

Meantime? Here is a link with the daily record of how things are developing so far. Enjoy!

What Everybody Ought to Know About Our Future

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

The Human Rubble Is Surmounting! Overwhelming To The Limit, But! …

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The Time Is Here To Overcome It All …

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Wednesday, June 12, 2019 at 5:55 pm.

Master? Hold me. The rubble is surmounting. Shocking conclusions are the norm for most human beings of my acquaintance. The worst part? They become furious should anyone does not abide by their unsound shocking conclusions, but!

You Are My Shield And My Buckler. I Will Not Despair …

Even so? My heart constricts. The tears flow. Let them flow. I will now go to laid my head down. I wait on You. In silence, I worship You.

Overcoming Human Rubble …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 4:26 am.

I woke up to a stuck-up computer. None of the key combos or the click of the mouse to respond. Pressed the turn on button to turned it off. What happened? Haven’t got the slightest.

Perhaps The Machine Was As Overloaded As Myself …

But one thing I know to do? Toss the trouble to You, my Master. You are the only One able and willing to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in Your children’s lives. So?

The Turmoil In My Soul Ended Just About Midnight …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 5:25 am.

Try the bed one more time. It’s now Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 9:47 am. I find myself nearly hopeless. I see no signs of improvement in the miserable situation of my entire life.

What Is It That Makes My Life So Miserable? …

Of course, the professionals as well as the amateurs or individuals unskilled in or having only a superficial knowledge of a subject or activity? Readily have an answer to such question, but!

The Naked Truth? Their Answer Is The Axe That Chops Many Heads …

How many times have I found myself devoid of hope? As many times as I hear from persons I respect and cherish them as friends pronounced the words, “Get that nonsense out of your mind!”

Nonsense? The Sacred Words From The Creator’s Spirit In My Heart? Nonsense? …

O but it would be less painful if they would physically chop my head off my neck! Despite them all? Behold! My Father’s faithfulness to deliver me from the ruthless tyrants.

As He Promised To The Prophet Jeremiah, He Promised To Me On October 21, 1986. Quote:

Therefore, thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]:

  • If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister;
  • and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness],
  • you shall be My mouthpiece.
  • [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].
  • And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.
  • And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Wow! How Faithful You Are To Your Word …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 2:09 pm.

Amazing! The human rubble lingered in my mind until? I began to record Your words to me in 1986. That was around 10 am this morning. Suddenly!

Overwhelmed. Desperate. I Wanted To Get Out Of Here! I Called Ahmad …

“I want to come and visit you at your work!” I blurted out. “What brought that up?” came Ahmad’s response along with copious tears that refused to flow before. I had to hang up, but!

  • Just as suddenly? My tears ceased. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair flying wild. My scarred nose. I thought to myself, ‘there is no way I can go anywhere looking like this!’.
  • I reached over got the comb. Began to fix my hair. I noticed the pain in my elbow is not that sharp any longer. Spring weather is quite refreshing. Finish my hair. Fixed me a healthy lunch. Ate.
  • Came back to the computer, I said aloud, “Tomorrow is my birthday. Here is my birthday wish:
  1. I need a car.
  2. Most of all? I need You to heal my body and soul.
  3. I need to overlook the human rubble—the cruelest words spit at me from trusted friends.
  4. I desperately need to see You—I need for Your words to materialize as promised:

“Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”

My mind? Set on You while All the above was going on. Perfect And Constant Peace. Quote:

You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.

So trust in the Master (commit yourself to Him, lean on Him, hope confidently in Him) forever; for the Master Creator is an everlasting Rock [the Rock of Ages].

Sleep? Your Tool To Overall Healing Came Upon Me …

Thursday, June 13, 2019 at 6:08 pm.

Master? My beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua—You are in control of every minute detail of my life, both present, past, and future.

My Mind And Soul? Set On You Not The Universe …

For You are the Creator of the Universe and all therein including us human beings, but! The trend now? Man’s discovery of supernatural powers to reprogram the human mind and soul to ascend to the highest.

What’s The Catch? Human Against Your Supreme Authority—The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom …

Ha! How funny it is. A moment ago, before I went to sleep? I recorded my birthday wish. First wish? I need a car. On waking up? Go check emails. I clicked to cancel email for order pending, instead I got:

“How To Magically Manifest

REALSPENDABLE CASH

Starting In The Next 24 Hours!”

Welcome, Dear one.

I’ve been eagerly awaiting your arrival.

You see… the divine journey that delivered you to this page was no random event.

As you’re about to discover…

There are no accidents in this Universe.

Every major event in your life has happened for areason, all to bring you to…

THIS Moment…
Right Now

How In The World I Landed On Such Page? Beats me…

Of course, I continued reading. I had just recorded my birthday wish. The first wish? A car. Well? The first thing the fellow got as the magic he is selling came through for him? Quote:

The first thing I bought was a brand new car with all the features I never dreamed I’d have…

O My Master? I Definitely Need You! Your Protection Is Vital …

The magical spiritual realm? Rampart. Aggressive. Millions are sucked in by such powerful magnet they call, ‘The Universe’. Me? The power of Your wisdom to read it all. Power to discern. Power to say, NO WAY!

O My Master! You Are Awesome! …

In this whole episode, You reveal Yourself to me. You show—reveal, manifest Yourself to me. You let Yourself be clearly seen by me and make Yourself real to me.

The Best Part? Soon—You Will Do The Same For All Your Children …

Of that? I am 100% sure! No matter all the human rubble. No matter all the pain of the human disdain for Your words within my heart? Despite it all, You are doing Your part.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

Well! My Master? It’s My Birthday! My 80th Birthday To Be Exact. Do You Remember It?

Am I Getting My Wish List? …

You Holding It All Until You Come Back? Mercy! …

How On This Earth Shall I Be Able To Wait? …

Friday, June 14, 2019 at 3:03 am.

This date and time on my 80th birthday? Amazing! 6-14-3:03=the day and hour of my birth some 80 years ago.

Emphatically! I do not believe or uphold angel numbers or the spirituality in the psychic world rampart now as it has been from ancient times, but!

I definitely believe in the Numbers in Scripture by Design of the ultimate Designer of them all. Besides? My Teacher leads me all the way. He leads me to find the closest to His meaning of everything. So?

On this 80th birthday of mine, first thing?

He led me to notice the date and time. Then He led me to recall the meaning of the numbers on today’s date and time. Beginning with number 80, quote:

  • When you keep seeing 80, it signifies that you are about to go on a spiritual expedition. This will lead to your spiritual growth and enlightenment.
  • Your challenges in life will contribute to it, and you will ultimately discover your divine life path. You will find the answers that you have been seeking, and they will fill you with peace and serenity.
  • The number 80 also signifies humility. I know You led me to find the message You are sending me on this 80th birthday of mine because I need to remain humble, especially now with so many achievements and accomplishments You done in my lifetime.
  • The Number Fourteen. The number ’14’ is a multiple of seven, and for that reason alone, we should be sensitive to it’s appearance. This number speaks of salvation, for it is the 14th of Aviv that the Passover lamb is to be killed.
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation followed by the number 0 then the number three again.
  • Primarily, the spiritual meaning of zero deals with pure potentiality.  It is the point from which all other numbers spring forth. Even visually – the number zero is symbolic of the seed, womb or egg from which pure potential emerges.
  • Because the zero also visually resembles a circle, this is symbolic of eternity, evolution, infinity. Additionally, as with most symbols comprised or containing the circle we’re dealing with meanings of cycles, evolution, and time.

Wow! What A Message On My 80th Birthday! But Me?

Concerned mainly with my Birthday Wish List! Duh! First thing I recorded, ‘I need that car now, my Master. Or, do I? Do I need that car or I just think that I do?’

Master? Have Your Way With Me. Car Or Not? Let Your Will Not Mine Be Done! Quote:

Yahushua said to them, My food (nourishment) is to do the will (pleasure) of Him Who sent Me and to accomplish and completely finish His work.

Do you not say, It is still four months until harvest time comes? Look! I tell you, raise your eyes and observe the fields and see how they are already white for harvesting.

Already the reaper is getting his wages [he who does the cutting now has his reward], for he is gathering fruit (crop) unto life eternal, so that he who does the planting and he who does the reaping may rejoice together.

For in this the saying holds true, One sows and another reaps. I sent you to reap a crop for which you have not toiled. Other men have labored and you have stepped in to reap the results of their work. John 4:34-38

Blessed (happy—with life-joy and satisfaction in your Creator’s favor and salvation, apart from your outward condition—and to be envied) are you when people despise (hate) you, and when they exclude and excommunicate you [as disreputable] and revile and denounce you and defame and cast out and spurn your name as evil (wicked) on account of the Son of Man.

Rejoice and be glad at such a time and exult and leap for joy, for behold, your reward is rich and great and strong and intense and abundant in heaven; for even so their forefathers treated the prophets. Luke 6:22-23

I Got It! I Humbly Accept My Lot Car Or Not Car? Your Will Not Mine Must Be Done …

Enough with all my shenanigans. You promised all things to me. No need for me to manipulate You with my foolishness. No need for a wish list. You have already imprinted that list in my heart. Quote:

Psalms 37 personalized for Thia

  • FRET NOT yourself because of evildoers, neither be envious against those who work unrighteousness—that which is not upright or in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb.

  • Trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua and do good; so shall you dwell in the land and feed surely on His faithfulness, and truly you shall be fed.

  • Delight yourself also in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart.

  • Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass.

  • And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.

  • Be still and rest in my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua; wait for Him and patiently lean yourself upon Him; fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.

  • Cease from anger and forsake wrath; fret not yourself—it tends only to evildoing. For evildoers shall be cut off, but those who wait and hope and look for my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua in the end shall inherit the earth.

  • For yet a little while, and the evildoers will be no more; though you look with care where they used to be, they will not be found.

  • But the meek in the end shall inherit the earth and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.

  • The wicked plot against the uncompromisingly righteous—the upright in right standing with my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua; they gnash at them with their teeth.

  • My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua laughs at the wicked, for He sees that their own day of defeat is coming.

  • The wicked draw the sword and bend their bows to cast down the poor and needy, to slay those who walk uprightly—blameless in conduct and in conversation.

  • The swords of the wicked shall enter their own hearts, and their bows shall be broken.

  • Better is the little that the uncompromisingly righteous have than the abundance of possessions of many who are wrong and wicked.

  • For the arms of the wicked shall be broken, but my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua upholds the consistently righteous.

  • My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua knows the days of the upright and blameless, and their heritage will abide forever.

  • They shall not be put to shame in the time of evil; and in the days of famine they shall be satisfied.

  • But the wicked shall perish, and the enemies of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua shall be as the fat of lambs that is consumed in smoke and as the glory of the pastures.

  • They shall vanish; like smoke shall they consume away. The wicked borrow and pay not again for they may be unable, but the uncompromisingly righteous deal kindly and give for they are able.

  • For such as are blessed of our Almighty Creator shall in the end inherit the earth, but they that are cursed of Him shall be cut off.

  • The steps of a good man are directed and established by my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua when He delights in his way and He busies Himself with his every step.

  • Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

  • I have been young and now am old, yet have I not seen the uncompromisingly righteous forsaken or their seed begging bread.

  • All day long they are merciful and deal graciously; they lend, and their offspring are blessed.

  • Depart from evil and do good; and you will dwell forever securely. For my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua delights in justice and forsakes not His set apart ones; they are preserved forever, but the offspring of the wicked in time shall be cut off.

  • Then the consistently righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.

  • The mouth of the uncompromisingly righteous utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks with justice. The law of his Almighty Creator is in his heart; none of his steps shall slide.

  • The wicked lie in wait for the uncompromisingly righteous and seek to put them to death. My Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua will not leave them in their hands, or suffer them to condemn them when they are judged.

  • Wait for and expect my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua and keep and heed His way, and He will exalt you to inherit the land; in the end when the wicked are cut off, you shall see it.

  • I have seen a wicked man in great power and spreading himself like a green tree in its native soil, Yet he passed away, and behold, he was not; yes, I sought and inquired for him, but he could not be found.

  • Mark the blameless man and behold the upright, for there is a happy end for the man of peace. As for transgressors, they shall be destroyed together; in the end the wicked shall be cut off.

  • BUT THE DELIVERANCE OF THE CONSISTENTLY RIGHTEOUS IS OF MY MASTER—MY BELOVED YAHUWAH/YAHUSHUA; HE IS THEIR REFUGE & SECURE STRONGHOLD IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE.

  • And my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua helps them & delivers them; He delivers them from the wicked & saves them, because they trust & take refuge in Him! End of quote.

One Remark About The Wicked Here So Mentioned …

Funny, funny thing! In my book? I been quite smug appropriating this Psalm for myself. Thinking about the unfortunate wicked out there in this insanity ridden world.

That Wicked Human That I Am? Never Occur To Me To Be Included In This Psalm. Duh! …

But now? Reading this blessed Psalm on this 80th birthday of mine? I just about burst with laughter! How blessed I am! My Master has not only delivered me but!

My Master Has Destroyed The Power Of That Wicked Human To Control Me!

What a revelation to begin my 80th birthday day! Quite higher than the wishes in my wish list. Guess I won’t be getting that car for a while, or? Who knows? You know my Master.

What Is The Meaning Of Renewal—A Switch From The Natural To The Supernatural?

Friday, June 14, 2019 at 10:17 am.

O me! Bless my heart! My idea of renewal? Not quite in par with the fact. My view of abundance? I expressed my disappointment on waking up feeling down and heavy again! I said,

“I have no kind words for anyone. Neither did Yahushua.”

Wham! The Light Sprang. I Am Molded Into The Image Of My Master. What Else Should I Expect? …

What brought me to say such words? Thinking of the kind words already coming on this birthday of mine. How did my Master respond to kind words? Shockingly, but!

That Should Be My Response As Well …

My misconceptions? The same misconceptions programmed into the human mind without exception. Human beings are programmed to adopt certain conceptions about life and all pertaining to it.

Me? I Am Human, But! I Been Renewed. Meaning? …

Meaning a radical change in my behavior. Even so? My misconception about renewal meaning material abundance? Is now made clear for what it is—a misconception.

The Scriptures Portray All Kinds Of Examples To Enlightening Us On The Matter, But! …

We take it all for granted. Least that’s what I have done. The beauty of my day? Power to assess compliments soberly. Those are just words to reduce the pain of our human lives, but!

Such Words Have Not Eternal Value. Only Temporal Value, And?

Our temporal values? The hold of our souls to remain struggling to keep up with such values. No room for the Master’s touch to radically change our temporal values into eternal values.

Regardless! The Master Is In Control Of It All.

My thoughts, feelings, conceptions, my times, and all concerning my being? It’s all under His control and dominion. Behold the power of His love and wisdom.

On My 80th Birthday? It’s Okay To Feel The Heaviness Of Kind Words …

O for heaven’s sake! Don’t give me any slack! All we do is talk, talk, talk, and talk some more with no action to listen—to learn to apply all that talk to our own selves.

I’m ready to post now. Lots of simple ‘Happy Birthdays’! Much appreciate them all.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia

You May Not Know This: Renewed! Life Will Never Be The Same …

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RENEWED LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME

I Been Renewed, But! I’m Going Through The Worst Time In My Life, Why? …

All Things Must Happen As It Is Written …

The whole chapter of Isaiah 30 is an eye opener to reconsider what here in written.

  • And therefore, the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
  • For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice.
  • Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
  • O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more.
  • He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.
  • And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
  • And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
  • Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone! Isaiah 30:18-22. End of quote.

Renewed Is A Word Taken Lightly …

Friday, June 7, 2019 at 1:22 am.

So many important words in our vocabulary are taken lightly, but! Most all get highly insulted if the matter is questioned in their lives

I Been Renewed, But! I’m Going Through The Worst Time In My Life …

Friday, June 7, 2019 at 11:34 am.

I’m very tired. Need to rest. Will finish this post later. Unless you help me ? I no longer know what to do or where to turn for help.

Saturday, June 8, 2019 at 12:45 am.

This is one of the worst moments I am going through. I am hurting so bad that I can’t sleep. I find myself sleeping in front of the screen. I go to bed? Pain. No way to get comfortable to sleep.

What Gives? I Am Not Renewed? …

Saturday, June 8, 2019 at 7:12 am.

Yes! I have questioned my renewal, why not? In the agony of worse pain than before, it’s only natural to question matters, but!

The Unseen Beauty From The Natural Realm? Wow!

Dear Reader, I will give you a bulleted summary of how this renewal of mine has been on the making for the last 45 years since 1974 when I discover the Scriptures.

It took all those years for me to fling away my idols. To say to all my idols, ‘Be gone’!

Here is the promised list:

  • The year was 1974—I discovered the Scriptures. Got into the unknown spiritual realm. Lost my mind. Stopped reading the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1979—amazing healing experience from deep wound inflicted upon me in my childhood. The result? Regained my physical health. Back in the Scriptures.
  • The year was 1983—Gruesome divorce. Felt apart. Lost hope. Lost all morals. Hit the top of immoral living.
  • The year was 1985—Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film? I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions. Restored, A second mental breakdown. Called to journal my life, but! Did not listen.
  • The year was 1986—convicted. Power to quit it my work. Power to listen.
  • The year was 1987—began new life under my gifted mentor. Began to journal my life consistently.
  • The year was 1992—saddest year for me, my mentor died. I became lost. I felt abandoned. Back to my old life of family and church.
  • The year was 1994—bought property. Became sort of independent. Happy time.
  • The year was 1995—depression treatment? Electric shocks. Almost destroyed me. My daughter rescued me, but that’s the year my prescription drug addiction began.
  • The year was 1999—inspired to go live with family. Sold my property. Things did not work out. I felt spiritually dead.
  • The year was 2001—back on my own again. Got beautiful apartment, but! Got involved in helping seniors instead of my call to journal my life as instructed to do.
  • The year was 2007—that’s the year I dropped unconscious, victim of misdiagnose. Rushed to the emergency room at the point of death. Convicted. Repented. Restored.
  • The year was 2008—called to go to the ‘lost sheep of Israel. Power to accept the call.
  • The year was 2009—called to get out of the USA. Destination? The wilderness of people to judge me face to face.
  • The year was 2015—call to go with my gifted son Ahmad. He is to be my authority while we wait for Yahushua’s return.
  • The year was 2017—got the roof apartment of my dreams. My renewed life began.
  • The year is now 2019—WOW! What a year it has been. This is to be the year of our jubilee, but! O well?

It Surely Doesn’t Look Like Jubilee At All! But!

The Almighty Creator is in control of His creation. I am committed and submitted to Him as my supreme Authority. He has declared me to be His messenger. So?

It Does Not Matter How It Looks To Us …

Us? Ahmad and I. We are going through the worst times that anyone can go through. The banks are closed here in Amman, Jordan until Monday. We are unable to get the monies needed for my support.

Perhaps, That’s Not A Big Deal To Many, But To Us?

Though that we are patiently waiting? Myself more than Ahmad tremble to think of the implications when banks close—something that it’s prophesied it will happen.

Behold! The Importance To Prepare …

How are we to prepare? Mainly spiritually—we must kiss or submit to the Son (Psalms 2). Then? What is to be done in the physical comes second.

Not My Ideas Or Predictions At All. Only A Fact As It Is Written …

Many are preparing physically, but that shall be of no avail if the spiritual is not done. The subject for future posts.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

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A Peaceful Not Too Hot 7th Day Of Rest …

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 1:15 pm.

It looks like the whole week shall be mild in comparison with previous days. Master? Is this Your way to make Your Presence real to me?

It’s A Strange Moment Of Peace. Strange Moment Of Rest From My Usual Labors …

All quiet. The old-time noise, hazzle to keep up the Shabbath’s ritual is no more in my mind. You have, finally brought me into Your rest—a supernatural rest of my soul and mind and body.

Wow! You Are Now Revealing All To Me. Now I See What I Been Doing All My Past Days …

I been zealous. I have exerted myself and strived diligently to enter that rest of Yahuwah, to know and experience it for myself.

And The Best Part? Your Power To Endure All Misconceptions Rampart In Your World …

Wow! I must savor this unique moment of my life in Your Presence. What peace! Not even the absence of Ahmad and my children is disturbing my peace at all.

A Solemn Moment Of Silence. Only The Faint Cooing Of A Dove Is Heard …

I can hardly move. In silence I worship You. It’s my moment of Your visitation, however brief, for now the noise is intruding the moment again.

Noise? The Destroyer Of Peace …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 12:20 am.

Twenty minutes into this new day. My soul. My mind? Remain at rest despite my body. Despite the noisy physical atmosphere.

Let It So Be. My Times Are In Your Hands …

I’m Heavy. Copious Tears Flow …

Sunday, June 2, 2019 at 10:18 am.

Copious Tears Flow looking to relieve the heaviness all in vain. Relief can’t be. Not now anyhow. I must endure, not grin and bear, but! …

Face And Withstand It All—Good Or Bad With Courage By The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Invested Upon Me …

I Do Face And Withstand It All But Is Not A Picnic On A Garden Of Roses …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 2:56 am.

Perhaps it is a garden of roses. Only those roses are quite thorny. Right now? It’s 3:00 am in this garden of my inheritance. I’m overwhelmed with the task ahead of me. This ought not to be.

Even So? You Know All About It My Master …

Heading for bed. Slept as usual for a couple of hours. Up. Back to bed. Finally? Up around 5:30 am. Fix coffee. Enjoyed the daybreak sitting at the roof sipping my coffee.

What’s In Mind? Ahmad’s Promised Visit …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 6:36 am.

It may happen, who knows at what time morning is meant in Ahmad’s mind?  It could run into the afternoon if there is no emergencies.

O The Ways Of This Culture! No Choice But To Endure …

How is it possible for me to endure— face and withstand it all—good or bad with courage? It used to be a totally impossibility, but now?

O My Master! You Have Invested Your Power And Wisdom To Withstand It All …

Therefore? I’m not anxious nor desperate anymore, but in Your wisdom? I’m contemplating to record the possibilities to establish the relationship You have in mind for us. Quote:

  • Malachi 4:1-6
  • FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]
  • But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.
  • And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.
  • Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.
  • Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]
  • And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.
  • The Wicked? How’s About The Wicked In Me Or You To Become Ashes Under The Soles Of Our Feet? …

Wow! So that’s what I’m to record today. How ‘bout that?

In my mind this morning came the idea of conviction— repentance—restoration once again.

How Can We Repent If There Is No Conviction? …

What is Conviction? As per the dictionary, quote:

Conviction

  1. Law
  2. The judgment of a jury or judge that a person is guilty of a crime as charged.
  3. The state of being found or proved guilty: evidence that led to the suspect’s conviction.

What’s Our Crime? What Are We Guilty Of? …

Ungodliness. Rebelliousness. By nature? We question our parent’s piety. But, the greater sin? We not only question such piety but? We rebel at such piety big time, and?

That Includes? Defiance Toward An Authority Or Established Convention …

Who can deny such a fact about our human behavior? Even the most loving children are guilty of such behavior. How is that? Observe.

These Days? The Children Have Become The Parents …

And why not? We parents have taught self-sufficiency—independence—productivity—to stand up for themselves.

Respect? Only When Is Advantageous To Achieve Our Goals …

Yeah! For sure! I must respect that impressive police officer, else? The slam! That’s the laws of the land, but?

The Highest Authority Laws And Commands? That’s Up To My Own Discretion For The Most …

Yeap! Up to my own discretion? Phew! That means whatever I feel or think those laws and commands are to be kept.

The Police For Those Laws And Commands? Totally Out Of Bounds, Why? …

Why not? They are only policing their warp interpretation of something higher, much higher than the human mind can conceive.

Anyhow? That’s What My Master Is Now Revealing To All …

No need for me to explain any further. Only giving the basis for what came to mind this morning in reference to conviction—repentance—restoration.

Conviction—Repentance—Restoration From On High? Quite A Marvel To Experience …

Monday, June 3, 2019 at 9:26 am.

Been checking procedure to convict someone in the courts of these lands. Nothing comparing to the conviction—repentance—restoration from on high.

(O well! Dear Reader saved you a lengthy and boring display on the matter. Saved by my own conviction! lol Here is the next post. )

The Question I Need To Answer Before Is Too Late …

Ha! And Here I Was Wondering About Others Answering Such Question! Duh!

Off the track but I am back …

Tuesday, June 4, 2019 at 1:39 am.

I just got up to plug and turn the computer on. Overwhelmed about my writing task plus the lack of help, my inability to take care of myself painlessly? It came to me to rest, until? Just a few minutes ago.

Woke Up. Now What? The Question Came To Me, And?

I began to reflect in all happenings lately between Ahmad, my children, and myself. I began to deliberate in my mind how I was to put the question to them, when?

The Question, “Did You Kiss The Son?” Cut To The Clutter In My Brains …

Wow! Talking about a hit! Off track again on my own terrain I was writing it all in vain. No need for me to go on about things that cannot be explained in logical terms.

Turning From The Natural To The Supernatural? …

What is that to me? It’s all my Father’s business, but! I’m always trying to meddle in His business instead of mindfully following His instructions to me.

Phew! You See What I Mean Dear Reader? …

You see how easily one can get off track to wonder into somebody else’s track? My business is to share  what is happening in my track not to meddle in your track.

Ah! But The Wonder Of My Father’s Discipline …

One poignant question? My hands off his business. Back on track to mind my own business to share with all the intricacies of this abundant life that I now live, and?

Guess what? My apartment and dishes are clean, but!

The ants! Those varmints have no respect for anything. I called to thank Ahmad about his wonderful help. Telling him about the ants? He said, “they love you”. I said, “everything that loves me bites me!” and we had a hearty laugh!

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.

ENDURE

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ENDURE

We Have Lost The Strength To Endure, But! …

There Is Hope And The Strength To Endure For Sure! …

Thank Goodness! Behold! The Great I AM? He can give you hope and the strength to endure whatever hard times come your way.

New Day. New Month. Renewed Life!

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 11:47 pm.

Only a few minutes and? The last day of the 5th month of this 2019 year. Thirty-one days flew past leaving us still oblivious to the meaning of time. How strange. Anyhow?

Power To Endure Is The Gift Of My Day …

And I am not bragging or flipping this so amazing gift for sure. This power is not a lite matter. Even so? I don’t expect to become a stoical fool. Rather?

Humor Instead Of Anger Remains To Be My Motto …

Only? There is a season for everything. A time to laugh. There is a time to cry. The power of love and wisdom from on high avails me now more than ever before.

In This So Loved World? Pain—Sorrow—Trials—Difficulties?  Inevitable! …

Despite of it all? The Father Creator chose to bless me with His Spirit. His Spirit within me? Overcomes the world for me. I’m now totally free!

Free To Go On Fearlessly. Empowered To Endure Not Despair …

Of course! That’ not so rare. Multitude of witness cheer me on! So it’s written. Only those written words? Totally out of my experience in the past. Not so anymore.

About The Written Words? …

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 2:55 am.

On to bed. Hope for sleep. Slept until around 5:00 am. Woke up thinking about endurance as the persistent pain in my body reigned. Guess what?

The Power To Endure? Overcame The Reign Of Pain. No Kidding …

I got up. Fixed me some coffee. Watered my plants. Sat to admire my Father’s heavens over His so loved world. Then it came to me, what?

No Strength To Endure. All Strength Is To Procure. Wow!

Saturday, June 1, 2019 at 6:42 am.

To procure? To get by special effort; obtain or acquire. Amazing truth! But isn’t that what was decreed way over in the creation story now a mere cliché? Quote:

  • To the woman He said, I will greatly multiply your grief and your suffering in pregnancy and the pangs of childbearing; with spasms of distress you will bring forth children. Yet your desire and craving will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.
  • And to Adam He said, Because you have listened and given heed to the voice of your wife and have eaten of the tree of which I commanded you, saying, You shall not eat of it, the ground is under a curse because of you; in sorrow and toil shall you eat [of the fruits] of it all the days of your life. Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth for you, and you shall eat the plants of the field.
  • In the sweat of your face shall you eat bread until you return to the ground, for out of it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you shall return.
  • The man called his wife’s name Eve [life spring], because she was the mother of all the living.
  • For Adam also and for his wife the Master Creator made long coats (tunics) of skins and clothed them. And the Master Creator said,
  • Behold, the man has become like one of Us [the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit], to know [how to distinguish between] good and evil and blessing and calamity; and now, lest he put forth his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever—
  • Therefore the Master Creator sent him forth from the Garden of Eden to till the ground from which he was taken.
  • So the Master Creator drove out the man; and He placed at the east of the Garden of Eden the cherubim and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep and guard the way to the tree of life. [Rev 2:7; Rev 22:2, Rev 22:14, Rev 22:19] Genesis 3:16-24. End of quote.

Just A Simple Observation. No Need To Rehash The Matter, But!

Those written words totally explain mankind’s fate on these earthly grounds. What developed since then? Is man to end at his return to the ground? Is man to return to the dust to end the matter?

Hardly? But, The Mystery Of The Story? …

Way above our highest imaginations and interpretations. Even so? That’s the sit of mankind’s drive to procure for himself. Work. Work. Work!

That’s What Came To Me This Morning, And? …

Like magic! Enlightenment shone within my being to encourage me to endure—to desist for myself to procure.

What On Earth Am I Talking About? …

O people! Dear, precious ones living in my heart along my Beloved Father’s Presence, listen up! Our lives are really a spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.

Every Morning? Now A New Discovery! …

What magic! What wonderment! What do You have next to delight my being, my Beloved Master? What a relief not just a belief, but, for sure?

Power To Endure Whatever Hard Or Good Times Come My Way. WOW!

No more struggle to procure and secure for myself! All power to endure. Power to let You hand me at Your discretion, hard times or a huge portion of good times, whatever is in line with Your good plan for us all in Your heart and mind.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

You May Not Think About It But! Swiftly? Time Marches On …

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You May Not Think About It But! Swiftly? Time Marches On …

Is It Living Us Behind? Are We Marching Ahead Of It? …

Perhaps That’s Too Deep For You To Think About? …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 8:28 am.

Perhaps, the opposite is the fact. More and more every single day I hear tell the exact same concern as my concern—I don’t need anything but the understanding of my soul, no one cares, no one understands.

The Understanding Of My Soul? What Is It That I Need? …

Finally! For the last few months? My cry “I need YOU!” has reach the highest. No kidding! What now? How do I know that my cry has reached the highest to be the fact?

By Revelation Knowledge …

Every interchange with people? I see clear the root of my own troubles. Example? My doings to help myself at the least or the most of provocations.

Ah! But! I Proclaim Big Time To Trust My Master. Really? …

If my claim was sound? I won’t be looking for ways to alleviate or cure the pain in my soul and body as it’s the norm with mankind.

What’s Wrong With That? Haven’t Got The Slightest, But! …

I see clear now. The search and find for solutions is nothing else but lack of trust in my Master. Instead? My Master is empowering me to endure. To carry on through, despite hardships; undergo or suffer. Quote:

Do Not Grow Weary

  • Just think of Him Who endured from sinners such grievous opposition and bitter hostility against Himself [reckon up and consider it all in comparison with your trials], so that you may not grow weary or exhausted, losing heart and relaxing and fainting in your minds.
  • You have not yet struggled and fought agonizingly against sin, nor have you yet resisted and withstood to the point of pouring out your [own] blood.
  • And have you [completely] forgotten the divine word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?
  • My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him; For the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.
  • You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; the Father Creator is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline? Hebrews 12:3-7. End of quote.

Therefore? Power To Endure Is My Gift For Today …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 11:16 am.

Sleep? Awake now. Thinking? About the futility of explaining, complaining, defending one’s self. All that explaining et all only adds to the human mind’s confusion and delusion.

It’s All Blowing Dusty Wind Against Each Other …

Friday, May 31, 2019 at 1:05 pm.

In vain we go around telling each other to do one thing or the other to resolve our hardships. That’s something I’m just now realizing.

From Birth Until Death We Humans Are Intent On Education …

Education. Knowledge. Not only for our sakes but mostly for the sake of others. But then at the end? What have we accomplished?

Is It Not The Peak Or The Pointed Summit Of A Corrupt Civilization? …

Is it not the peak or the pointed summit of a civilized corruption eating up on greed and grandiose ideas to shake off all restrains to fulfill our most lofty ideas to climb above the highest throne?

Even So? It’s Altogether Futile To Expound The Matter …

Best thing I’m now learning to do? Mind my business to communicate intimately with the Ever-Existent Almighty Creator—to be in a state of heightened, intimate receptivity to the deep inner meaning of His blood covenant with us.

O My Master! What Power You Are Investing Upon Me, But! …

Only You can impress this matter in the heart of Your people, and? You are doing so. More power for me to chill out!

Much love, thiaBasilia.

Anger Explosion! …

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The explosion reaps the highest heavens! What is it?

It’s the wrath of the Almighty descending upon all evil and?

Exploding from my heart! It’s the cry of the Master Creator

Pleading with His children to get out of the way, but!

No change. No response.

And the anger rips my heart apart.

O but only You know the end from the start.

Let that anger rip!

Only You know when it’ll quit.

Your children will flit to submit to fit

Your Kingdom outfit.

No change. No response.

Perhaps. O perhaps there is change?

Show it to me my Master, show it to me

Please set me free for the final decreed

Behold! The Family Restoration!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom

Behold! The fiery fervent flames of love for Your creation to warm our cold hearts.

Behold! Your unfathomable wisdom to overcome it all!

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? Now Revealed—Loved To Love.

Behold! Your Cherish Family Forever To be!

Three Long Days The Explosion Ripped My Heart Apart …

May 30, 2019 at 3:48 pm.

Suddenly! On the morning of the 3rd day? Woke up at dawn. I opened my door. I exclaimed, Good morning so loved world! Wow!

Within Minutes Siting At The Roof, Sipping On The Coffee?

Tears of relief. Tears of joy began to flow. Just at that so precious moment? A dove! She perched herself in my sight. My heart leap for joy at such a sight. I say, “Hello my Beloved!” She flew away.

What An Awesome Yah I Serve. My Master. My Beloved. My Father Creator …

Thought to add this joyful ending to my stormy days. The Almighty Ever Existent Creator is for real—Reality. He is not the deity up there like we have made Him to be. He is not a man that we should judge Him like one. Let me relate the matter.

No Change Among My Loved Ones. I Love But I Am Not Loved …

O But The Reactions. Their Shock! Not Love Me? I Must Be Crazy …

Wednesday, May 29, 2019 at 4:04 am.

But O what relief to explode with the truth! And I have only began to explode! The targets for this grand explosion? Ahmad and my loving children. Next shall come my loving friends. WHAT?

What’s wrong with me? Why don’t you ask, what’s wrong with them? …

Yes indeed! For months now I have been suppressing the righteous anger in my heart. Why? Trying to be and to look good is my enlightened understanding, and!

That Answers The Question What’s Wrong With Me? …

Yes, that’s what’s wrong with me! Trying to be and look good for the satisfaction of the carnal self. But isn’t that the humankind’s pursuit of happiness?

And What’s Wrong With That? …

O man! Perish the thought to pretend to answer such bogus question. Bogus or having a misleading appearance of cleverness, but!

Instead Of Cleverness? Polite Way To Deny The Truth And Fact Of Our Colossal Ignorance …

Worse yet! For sure? A way to deny the authority of the Ever Existent One Creator of it all. A way to trash down to the ground His decreed laws and commandments.

O But The Almighty Spirit Within Me Grieves, But? …

My ignorance to deny His grieving! I understand the meaning of my present agony. Now? Every time I hear those three words, ‘I love you’? My agony intensifies.

Yes, I Love You, But You? Do Not Love Me …

And I am just now realizing the agony is not my own. O my Master! You are blessing me to feel the same agony You feel with all the noise about loving You so rampart in this so loved world of Yours.

Why Do You Weep My Master? …

Wednesday, May 29, 2019 at 8:38 am.

Are You weeping because of me, or, are You weeping for me. Are You weeping to see my predicament, or, is it a selfish attitude that I am not aware of?

O That I Would Have An Answer! …

Wednesday, May 29, 2019 at 11:45 am.

Reading about the Blood Covenant’s meaning? Observing how accurate the Covenant is described. Then thinking about all You have given me to do and write about? The anger explosion rages within my heart!

I Cannot Even Detect Any Longer Where Is This Explosion To Hit …

You are right! No change. The whole head is sick, and the whole heart is faint (feeble, sick, and nauseated). I cannot any longer continue to ignore the matter. It’s Your explosive anger exploding within me. Quote:

Isaiah 1:1-31

THE VISION [seen by spiritual perception] of Isaiah son of Amoz, which he saw concerning Judah [the kingdom] and Jerusalem [its capital] in the days of Uzziah, Jotham, Ahaz, and Hezekiah, kings of Judah.

Hear, O heavens, and give ear, O earth! For our Creator Yahuweh has spoken: I have nourished and brought up sons and have made them great and exalted, but they have rebelled against Me and broken away from Me.

The ox instinctively knows his owner, and the donkey his master’s crib, but Yisrael does not know or recognize Me as Master, My people do not consider or understand.

Ah, sinful nation, a people loaded with iniquity, offspring of evildoers, sons who deal corruptly! They have forsaken our Creator Yahuweh, they have despised and shown contempt and provoked the Set Apart One of Yisrael to anger, they have become utterly estranged (alienated).

Why should you be stricken and punished any more since it brings no correction? You will revolt more and more. The whole head is sick, and the whole heart is faint (feeble, sick, and nauseated).

From the sole of the foot even to the head there is no soundness or health in the nation’s body—but wounds and bruises and fresh and bleeding stripes; they have not been pressed out and closed up or bound up or softened with oil. No one has troubled to seek a remedy.

Because of your detestable disobedience your country lies desolate, your cities are burned with fire; your land—strangers devour it in your very presence, and it is desolate, as overthrown by aliens.

And the Daughter of Tsiyon Yerushalayim is left like a deserted booth in a vineyard, like a lodge in a garden of cucumbers, like a besieged city spared, but in the midst of desolation.

Except our Creator Yahuweh of hosts had left us a very small remnant of survivors, we should have been like Sodom, and we should have been like Gomorrah.

Hear O Yerushalayim the word of our Creator Yahuweh, you rulers or judges of another Sodom; give ear to the Torah of our Elohim, you people of another Gomorrah!

To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices to Me unless they are the offering of the heart? says our Creator Yahuweh. I have had enough of the burnt offerings of rams and the fat of fed beasts without obedience; and I do not delight in the blood of bulls or of lambs or of he-goats without righteousness.

When you come to appear before Me, who requires of you that your unrighteous feet trample My courts? Bring no more offerings of vanity (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and futility); your hollow offering of incense is an abomination to Me; the New Moons and Sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot endure—it is iniquity and profanation, even the solemn meeting.

Your New Moon festivals and your hypocritical appointed feasts My soul hates. They are an oppressive burden to Me; I am weary of bearing them.   And when you spread forth your hands in prayer, imploring help, I will hide My eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I will not hear. Your hands are full of blood!

Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes! Cease to do evil, learn to do right! Seek justice, relieve the oppressed, and correct the oppressor. Defend the fatherless, plead for the widow.

Come now, and let us reason together, says our Creator Yahuweh. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land; But if you refuse and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword. For the mouth of our Creator Yahuweh has spoken it.

How the faithful city has become an idolatrous harlot, she who was full of justice! Uprightness and right standing with Elohim once lodged in her—but now murderers.

Your silver has become dross, your wine is mixed with water. Your princes are rebels and companions of thieves; everyone loves bribes and runs after compensation and rewards. They judge not for the fatherless nor defend them, neither does the cause of the widow come to them for they delay or turn a deaf ear. Therefore says our Creator Yahuweh—our Creator Yahuweh of hosts, the Mighty One of Yisrael, Ah, I will appease Myself on My adversaries and avenge Myself on My enemies.

And I will bring My hand again upon you and thoroughly purge away your dross as with lye and take away all your tin or alloy.

And I will restore your judges as at the first, and your counselors as at the beginning; afterward you shall be called the City of Righteousness, the Faithful City.

Tsiyon shall be redeemed with justice, and her returned converts with righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Almighty Creator of the whole Universe.

But the crushing and destruction of rebels and sinners shall be together, and they who forsake our Creator Yahuweh shall be consumed. For you will be ashamed of the folly and degradation of the oak or terebinth trees in which you found idolatrous pleasure, and you will blush with shame for the idolatrous worship which you practice in the passion-inflaming gardens which you have chosen.

For you shall be like an oak or terebinth whose leaf withers, and like a garden that has no water. And the strong shall become like tow and become tinder, and his work like a spark, and they shall both burn together, with none to quench them. End of quote.

Even So? You Are Working On The Plan Of Restoration …

Me? Myself? I remain in awe of Your ways my Master. Your peace within me is flowing like a peaceful river. Joy inexplicable. Hearty anticipation on Your doings. Power to be still and let be.

No Regrets Or Expectations From The Human Element …

You know my Master how badly I could use a female companion to share Your burden with me, but! You also know of Ahmad and my children’s objections to do something about it.

Yes! It angers me, and?

I could take things on my hands and help myself to get help. Even so? I am not my own. My times are in Your hands. If it means pain and suffering until You return? So be it. Let Your will not mine be done.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

Not Many Can Accept Truth And Fact …

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We Call Evil Good. We Call Good Evil. We Stone Whoever Differs …

Our Fabrications? Remain The Base For Our Thinking System …

O my Master! You alone know the facts and the truth of our existence. Therefore? We are living in a lie we have fabricated to be the truth.

Who’s Stoning Anyone? The Question Remains Through The Centuries …

Saturday, May 25, 2019 at 1:10 pm.

True. The old-time stoning is no longer the way, but! O the modern stones? WORDS. It is not true that sticks and stones may hurt my bones but words never hurt me.

Stoning Words Hurt Deeper Than The Greatest Boulder Flung To Kill, But! …

The problem with words? The condition of our hearts. Did you mean to hurt me with nice or otherwise words?

That’s The Question With A Worthy Answer Yet To Be Found …

Sunday, May 26, 2019 at 12:23 pm.

Indeed! There are may answers to that question, but! A worthy answer? Quite an elusive matter to most. Why? We are not quite aware of the condition of our hearts, but!

Despite Our Staunch Beliefs? The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High Shall Overcome It All …

That’s what my story is all about. It’s related in the many books, articles, and posts published since that memorable year of 1985, and now? On cue to impact this so loved world that we inhabit.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

 

You May Not Know This: Compliments? Nice Words To Encourage Your Soul To Live A Successful Worldly Life, But! Only Words To Stagnate Your Spiritual Best Life …

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Harsh Words To Discipline Your Soul To Focus Your Sight On The Great I Am Creator Of Our Beings? The Carnal Nature’s Astounding Rebellion Is Conceived …

No Mystery. Super Reality Now Revealed …

Tuesday, May 21, 2019 at 5:24 am.

Aha! Now You are getting my attention for sure, my Master. I have always wondered about all the help given and taken in my life. Why was it all in vain?

It All? Misconception Of The Written Words By The Power Of The Human Mind …

Even so? Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom in the heart of The Great I Am Creator Of Our Beings. He’s been waiting for His decreed time for each one of us to ‘hit bottom’!

Hit Bottom? To Reach The Lowest Or Worst Point Of A Decline In One’s Life …

Have I hit bottom? More than once. The truth? I hit bottom daily! Daily I go down to the bottom of despair, and?

Daily The Master Restores Me. So? What’s The Problem? …

Tuesday, May 21, 2019 at 12:29 pm.

Ha! Just now I’m realizing the problem—restored—healed? Back to the same carnal attitude that caused me to hit bottom big time! Boohoo! I still lack this or that. Oops! Quote:

Afterward, when Yahushua found him in the temple, He said to him, See, you are well! Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you. The man went away and told the Jews that it was Yahushua Who had made him well. John 5:14-15. End of quote.

Is There An End To My Complain? …

Thank goodness there is an end to my complain! Your goodness, my Master. Behold again! The fiery fervent flames of love for Your creation to warm our cold hearts.

How Many Times Had I Read Those Words To Assume My Conclusion Without Resolution?

I blabbed my interpretation to bash others to repent, but! It never occurred to me that I was the sinner needing to repent big time, until now!

What Was My Sin? Am I Still Sinning? …

Tuesday, May 21, 2019 at 3:00 pm.

Aha! So that’s what You are now revealing to me. My human’s nature sin? Same as the ancient people—I fit into the ones who resist Your Authority, but!

Your Have Been Gracious To Me …

Even so? Though You feed me the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet my Teacher is not hiding Himself from me anymore, and the best?

The Wound Inflicted By You Because Of My Sins? Bind up! Healed!

Well? What is my response? Do I change my attitude or? Do I just go around blabbing about my healing? What’s the purpose for my healing?

In The Last Post I Quoted How The Master Spoke To Me In The Book Of James. One Comment …

‘JAMES. YES!’ and my heart sunk. A praise to James? What about the Master? Those words did not come from James. Regardless! The comment stirred me up to remember where I come from.

My Past Is Replete With Similar Response To The Many Times The Master Came Knocking On My Door Via Someone’s Testimony …

Even so? O my Master! You could have stroke a death blow to me right there, instead? You simply turned Your face away from me. You let me go on feeding my emotions, until?

My Emotional Mount Would Bolt Me Down To The Ground, So You Could Be Gracious To Me …

And the Scriptures continue to come to life in my daily experience in Your Presence. For You have been inscribing Your words in my heart for the last 30 plus years.

Ziva Is Here. One More Blessing From Your Hand Of Mercy …

Wednesday, May 22, 2019 at 2:07 am.

Thanks, my Master. You are awesome! Been asking for You to make Yourself real to me as promised. You also promised to grant me whatever I ask of You. Quote:

And I will do [I Myself will grant] whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM], so that the Father may be glorified and extolled in (through) the Son. [Exo 3:14] [Yes] I will grant [I Myself will do for you] whatever you shall ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. John 14:13-14

The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.] John 14:21. End of quote.

I Just Realized You Are Doing So. Wow! What A Revelation …

It’s now Wednesday, May 22, 2019 at 3:00 am. To bed. Hope for sleep. Woke up at 5:30 am. I’m refreshed, at peace despite the circumstances.

You Guard Me And Keep Me In Perfect And Constant Peace …

Wednesday, May 22, 2019 at 6:22 am.

I remain in awe as You reveal to me Your doings in my whole life from my birth to the 80th year of my existence on this earth.

How Amazing It Is For You To Descend From The Highest Out Of The Passionate Love For Us …

Amazing still? Our ignorance. Our arrogance. Our rebellion. Even so? Despite it all, behold!

  • Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom
  • Behold! The fiery fervent flames of love for Your creation to warm our cold hearts.
  • Behold! Your unfathomable wisdom to overcome it all!
  • Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? Now Revealed—Loved To Love.
  • Behold! Your Cherish Family Forever To be!
  • Behold! The theme for my life.
  • Behold! What makes the sites/ the books unique/genuine.
  • Behold! The Family Restoration!

There Are No Better Words To Express My Gratitude Than The Written Words …

Thus? You are inspiring me to create the graphics to illustrate how amazingly real those words become when You write those words in our hearts over the fallacy of our human interpretation. WOW!

You Keep Him in Perfect Peace

  • IN THAT day shall this song be sung in the land of Judah: We have a strong city; [the Master] sets up salvation as walls and bulwarks.

  • Open the gates, that the [uncompromisingly] righteous nation which keeps her faith and her troth [with The Great I AM ] may enter in.

  • You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.

  • So trust in the Master (commit yourself to Him, lean on Him, hope confidently in Him) forever; for the Master Creator is an everlasting Rock [the Rock of Ages].

  • For He has brought down the inhabitants of the height, the lofty city; He lays it low, lays it low to the ground; He brings it even to the dust.

  • The foot has trampled it down–even the feet of the poor, and the steps of the needy.

  • The way of the [consistently] righteous (those living in moral and spiritual rectitude in every area and relationship of their lives) is level and straight; You, O [Master], Who are upright, direct aright and make level the path of the [uncompromisingly] just and righteous.

  • Yes, in the path of Your judgments, O Master, we wait [expectantly] for You; our heartfelt desire is for Your name and for the remembrance of You.

  • My soul yearns for You [O Master] in the night, yes, my spirit within me seeks You earnestly; for [only] when Your judgments are in the earth will the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness (uprightness and right standing with The Great I AM ).

  • Though favor is shown to the wicked, yet they do not learn righteousness; in the land of uprightness they deal perversely and refuse to see the majesty of the Master.

  • Though Your hand is lifted high to strike, Master, they do not see it.

  • Let them see Your zeal for Your people and be ashamed; yes, let the fire reserved for Your enemies consume them.

  • Master, You will ordain peace (The Great I AM ‘s favor and blessings, both temporal and spiritual) for us, for You have also wrought in us and for us all our works.

  • O Master, our Great I AM , other masters besides You have ruled over us, but we will acknowledge and mention Your name only.

  • They [the former tyrant masters] are dead, they shall not live and reappear; they are powerless ghosts, they shall not rise and come back.

  • Therefore, You have visited and made an end of them and caused every memory of them [every trace of their supremacy] to perish.

  • You have increased the nation, O Master; You have increased the nation. You are glorified; You have enlarged all the borders of the land. Master, when they were in trouble and distress, they sought and visited You; they poured out a prayerful whisper when Your chastening was upon them. As a woman with child drawing near the time of her delivery is in pain and writhes and cries out in her pangs, so we have been before You (at Your presence), O Master. We have been with child, we have been writhing and in pain; we have, as it were, brought forth [only] wind. We have not wrought any deliverance in the earth, and the inhabitants of the world [of Israel] have not yet been born. Your dead shall live [O Master]; the bodies of our dead [saints] shall rise. You who dwell in the dust, awake and sing for joy! For Your dew [O Master] is a dew of [sparkling] light [heavenly, supernatural dew]; and the earth shall cast forth the dead [to life again; for on the land of the shades of the dead You will let Your dew fall]. [Eze 37:11-12] Come, my people, enter your chambers and shut your doors behind you; hide yourselves for a little while until the [Master’s] wrath is past. For behold, the Master is coming out of His place [heaven] to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity; the earth also will disclose the blood shed upon her and will no longer cover her slain and conceal her guilt. Isaiah 26:1-21. End of quote.

No More Tears. And Sorrow And Sighing Shall Flee Away …

  • Who looks on the earth, and it quakes and trembles, Who touches the mountains, and they smoke!

  • I will sing to the Master as long as I live; I will sing praise to my Great I AM while I have any being.

  • May my meditation be sweet to Him; as for me, I will rejoice in the Master. Psalms 104:32-34

He Heals the Brokenhearted

  • PRAISE THE Master! For it is good to sing praises to our Great I AM, for He is gracious and lovely; praise is becoming and appropriate.

  • The Master is building up Jerusalem; He is gathering together the exiles of Israel.

  • He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds [curing their pains and their sorrows.

  • He determines and counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by their names.

  • Great is our Master and of great power; His understanding is inexhaustible and boundless.

  • The Master lifts up the humble and downtrodden; He casts the wicked down to the ground.

  • Sing to the Master with thanksgiving; sing praises with the harp or the lyre to our Great I AM !

  • Who covers the heavens with clouds,

  • Who prepares rain for the earth,

  • Who makes grass to grow on the mountains.

  • He gives to the beast his food, and to the young ravens that for which they cry.

  • He delights not in the strength of the horse, nor does He take pleasure in the legs of a man.

  • The Master takes pleasure in those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, in those who hope in His mercy and loving-kindness. Psalms 147:1-11.

On to bed …

Wednesday, May 22, 2019 at 9:23 pm.

To bed. Much tired. On and off. Up and down until now. I’m up, but? Not sure if I should stay up. I’m not feeling good.

What To Do, My Master? My Times Are In Your Hands …

Thursday, May 23, 2019 at 4:36 am

Yes, my times are in Your hands but the heat makes me forget even my own name. You know that. Despite my feelings? You are watching, keeping me steady. It’s 6:05 am. Brake time.

Well? What To Do? The Graphic To Illustrate My Journey In Your Presence…

Thursday, May 23, 2019 at 7:38 am

It’s finished! Now to post. You are ordering my whole life. The best part? Daily, You are revealing Your doings to me, and?

I Find Myself At The Onset Of 80th Birthday? Looking Forward To Life Not Death …

What a marvel that is to me if not to anyone else. For my times are in His hands now and for eternity. All set to post and wait, expectantly, for whatever my Master has in store for the rest of my day.

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

You May Not Know This: Religion? Huge Misconception! The Cause For The Colossal Division And Hate Among Human Beings, But! …

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You May Not Know This: Religion? Huge Misconception! The Cause For The Colossal Division And Hate Among Human Beings, But! …

Better yet? You May Not Know WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among us all …

  • Religion Like Pain? Can Drive Anyone Into The Nut House.
  • I Know—It Drove Me Three Times—I’m Slow Learner—Bless My Heart …
  • That I know, but what I did not know?
  • What was exactly the cause of discord in my life.
  • That’s the knowledge my Master is now inscribing in my heart.
  • Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind—subject for future posts.

Am I against religion? NOT ME! I am not against anything. Even if I was? …

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 5:27 am.

Even if I was against anything? It wouldn’t matter at all. Fact is fact. Only? The lack of respect for the facts of life is rampart nowadays.

O My Master? All These Matters Are Just Wearing Me Out! HELP!…

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 9:18 am.

You have Your perfect number of messengers to Your people. You are revealing Yourself in many different ways, but! Your whole spectrum even of my life? Too much! But You know it.

I’m Worn Out! Have No Idea Of What’s Next For Me To Do …

Last night? Horrible again. This morning, right now? There is no pain, no horror, just a blah feeling. Suddenly? I just realizing how much the lack of visible change is affecting my well-being.

Frustrating! I Don’t Want Anything. I Want You, But!

The insidious expectation for things to come my way? It’s driving me crazy. Nothing is coming my way. That’s what I am just now realizing.

Regardless! You Are In Control Of It All. My Times Are In Your Hands …

What about if all this despair is nothing else but my carnal nature’s wiles and doings? It’s true, nothing is coming out my way. In fact? The things coming to me are nothing like what I expect, and?

The Truth? My Nature Can’t Bow Down, But!

I am in a situation where I have no choice. I have to take whatever I get and be nice about it, and? I can’t do that! Therefore?

O Wretched Woman That I Am! …

I want to be and look good, but instead? I act like a demanding, ungrateful wench! O the carnal nature. O the tongue of man? No man can control for sure!

Aha! So That’s The Lesson You Are Engraving In My Soul. Wow!

Sunday, May 19, 2019 at 12:36 pm.

Let me check the Scriptures. I did, and? Man! I cannot emphasize enough Your ways to deliver me from the miseries of the carnal material world that I live on.

What Happened When I Read Chapter 3/Chapter 4 Of The Book Of James? Conviction. Repentance. Restoration, But! …

Conviction. Repentance. Restoration? Nothing like can be explained in logical terms. It’s a conviction that empowers one to a supernatural eternal repentance or turning from the natural to the supernatural.

Supernatural Repentance Is The Only Way That One Can Be Restored …

Wow! What a revelation! Now I know how though I had repented I was never quite fully restored, but! Now? What a difference!

That’s The Difference Between Religion And Experience …

Dear Readers, many Christian and otherwise religious souls have quit me for proclaiming the truth about religion, but! The truth?

Religion Falls Into The Category Of What Seems Good To Mankind …

Monday, May 20, 2019 at 5:01 am.

Here we go! I had no idea how was I to close this writing until this moment. Thinking about the many remarks I hear about the good of religion? I heard that lovely voice from my heart. Quote:

There is a way that seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Proverbs 16:25. End of quote.

WOW! The subject for future posts as directed by the Almighty Spirit of the Father Creator of my being—my Master and Teacher within my heart leads me to proclaim.

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

You May Not Know This: I’m A Happy Camper! Living The Kingdom’s Abundant Life. Whooppee! Who Cares? …

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You Do, Or? You Wouldn’t Be Following Me Blogs! Hahaha!

A Cool Day Ahead …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 5:13 am.

Master? I’m looking forward for a cool day, both physical and spiritual, but! I sure would like to get a hold on the pain depriving me of strength to function. What?

I Do Got A Hold On The Pain, Duh! …

How that happen? How did I get a hold on the pain? Well? Not me really, but! At the end of horrible yesterday? It came to me to ice my pain.

Ice My Pain? How? The Fridge Is Broke But The Freezer Part Works, So? …

I been freezing a couple of small towels to ice my shoulder, but! Those melted fast. So? It came to me to use the jar that was holding the towels in shape. So?

  • I put the icy jar under my sleeve directly on my sore shoulder.
  • Ah! That felt so good!
  • After a while? I put the jar under my arm. Ummn…How refreshing!
  • Next? I put it on my neck. O but what relief!
  • I wound up laying on bed with the jar under my neck.
  • Ah! Sleep. Sweet sleep at last! A blessing the jar didn’t brake, but!
  • I woke up refreshed but the pain? O well! I wrote the paragraph about the cool day and hope for my pain to go away. Then?

I Noticed There Were Likes In The Inbox. Forgot The Pain. Headed To Check Things Out. Wow!

A new follower, and the best! A notice about a reply to my comment of yesterday. I had already forgotten that comment, so? I rushed to check. What did I find? One remark with untold meaning. I replied, quote:

Ummmm …it’s the way I feel as I read yours. BTW and I’ll say this with smile in my face, if I could? I’ll send you a donation, but! My friend who manages my account? Don’t let me forget that I am limited. She can’t understand the things of the Spirit. She’s skeptical and practical, but guess what? All over the world the Spirit is moving, including in her world.
The problem that she objects is the fact that I, too, have asked for donations and got none! lol Guess all our readers are in the same boat that we are, but! Guess what? Somewhere in the Scriptures it’s written, ‘The wealth of the wicked shall come to the righteous’!
Well? I was expecting that to mean the wealth of the gamblers and drunkards, but! The Spirit straitened me out. “No! The wicked carnal nature within My wealthy children!” Hahaha! there is a millionaire good righteous people popping up on the hour, what are they doing with their millions? Wiggling their toes on sandy beaches–having a grand time. Just you wait! CONVICTION is coming to all, and? We’ll be the recipients. No kidding.
But DON’T SET YOUR EYES ON THOSE MILLIONS, FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Let’s continue to fear the Master. I for one? I plead on the daily basis. “O please my Master! deliver me from my own self! I can’t help myself. I want to do good, to obey You, but inevitable? I do bad! I need YOU! Don’t need ANYTHING ELSE!” Ha! In the blink of an eye? He makes Himself real to me in the most unexpected ways.
Like yesterday? the WORST! 100 F temp. fridge broke, no AC of course, haven’t even seen an AC in the last 10 years since I left the USA. The pain from head to toe? Incredible! Impossible to accomplish much of all basic needs. Yet? He brought me through.
TODAY? the temp down to 63 F. beautiful weather. The pain is under control. It’s Shabath! The 7th Day of rest! A new cool day…First thing? A meaningful one remark from you! Typing all this essay without pain at all. Somebody shall come to fix the fridge. And? No telling what wonders He has in store for me. What an abundant life we live!
All I can say and do? Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thanks my Master! Don’t let me get smug about Your blessings. I worship You above all things.
Much love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

That’s How The Pain Came Under Control …

Haven’t got the slightest about my brother’s reaction, but! By the time I finished writing the reply? My pain was under control! Wow! Then I heard that lovely voice quote me the Scriptures:

Do Not Be Anxious

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life?

And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these.

But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek aim at and strive after first of all His kingdom and His righteousness His way of doing and being right, and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:25-34. End of quote.

Next? I Headed To Get Graphics To Illustrate The Given Scriptures …

It’s really neat the way the Spirit—my Teacher leads me to the exact graphics needed. Been working on that project until now.

Now. Why Am Relating This Shattering Happenings To You? …

Simple. To get the crypted or mystery out of my doings! Somehow, these simple things that I make out to be so ‘cryptic’? They are really things that we usually take for granted, and?

We Miss The Beauty Of Our Maker’s Doings To Comfort, To Encourage Us …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 2:54 pm.

Well? This cool day is advancing, and? My pain and discomfort are not. I feel pretty decent. Master? Do You have anything else to add to this post? I sense I’m missing something. I’ll wait before I post.

Ah! Now I Know What I Needed To Add …

Saturday, May 18, 2019 at 8:13 pm.

The one thing making my writings cryptic or mysterious? The quoting of Scriptures when I do not claim to adhere to any religion. Why?

In General? People Equates The Scriptures With Religion, But! …

That’s the huge misconception of the matter, and? The cause for the colossal division and hate among human beings.

Food For Thought In Future Posts …

The subject for future posts geared to take the mystery out of my writings by the power of love and wisdom from on high, not by the power of my worldly knowledge.

On to the posting grounds. Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

 

You May Not Know This: Sharing Experience Not Theoretical Knowledge …

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Am I Cryptic? Indeed! Cryptic Not Crippled I Am …

The Meaning Of Words Can Throw Us To A Loop, No Kidding …

Friday, May 17, 2019 at 5:14 am

My baby daughter is smart, witty, kind, wise beyond her knowledge, and? Comical! From a baby to a now ripe age? She comes up with such remarks that brings up the best in me. Her latest? Quote:

I checked your recents posts.

But sometimes you are so cryptic I’m not sure if you are doing well or not!  Lol

Cryptic? If Well Or Not? Ah! She Didn’t Get It But?…

She got it. I didn’t get it. I didn’t know the meaning of that cryptic word. It sounded to me like ‘crippled’ and? I reacted on the defense. Regardless?

My Daughter’s Remark? The Clue To Address My Readers From Here On …

I been so troubled with atrocious pain and now a mean summer ahead that, I had not been able to check things out, but! Father is in control. So first thing after I iced my painful shoulder?

I Checked The Meaning Of The Word ‘Cryptic’ And? Laughter! Joy Inexplicable! What A Clue …

My baby is on the dot! She more than got it. She politely? Gave me a clue to be more specific for my readers’ benefit. O but what a blessing that child is to me.

Now, What’s The Meaning Of ‘Specific’? WOW! …

spe·cif·ic  (spĭ-sĭf′ĭk)

adj.

1.

  1. Explicitly set forth; definite: wrote specific instructions. See Synonyms at explicit.
  2. Clear or detailed in communicating: Be specific when telling us what you need.

2.

  1. Limited, distinctive, or unique: problems specific to small colleges.
  2. Intended for, applying to, or acting on a particular thing: a specific remedy for warts.
  3. Concerned particularly with the subject specified. Often used in combination: “age-specific voting patterns” (A. Dianne Schmidley).
  4. Relating to, characterizing, or distinguishing a species: a specific name.

4.

  1. Designating a disease produced by a particular microorganism or condition.
  2. Having a remedial influence or effect on a particular disease.

Well? What’s The ‘Catch’ Here? Ah! I’m Beginning To Get It, No Kidding …

Yes, mysteriously, my spiritual journey began in 1985. Since then? The mystery of my journey has continued despite my intentions otherwise, but!

Have You Read The ‘Bible’ Or The ‘Torah’ Or The ‘Koran’? …

I beg your pardon, but! Despite all the wise man—the philosopher, the scribe—the scholar, the investigator—the logician, the debater of this present time and age?

Has Any Human Succeeded In Changing One Iota Of The Plan And Intentions Of The Highest Authority Of It All? NAY! WHY?…

AH! Mystery! The mystery of our Creator as well as the mystery of all believers –bond servants of His Majesty. Yes! Our Creator is cryptic big time and so am I, but Why?

Simply. In Science Fiction? Mystery Is The Hook To Keep Readers Coming Back, But! Not So In Fiction Or Reality …

In the reality of the spiritual world that controls the material world? Mystery is the key that locks out the destroyer from destroying The Highest Authority over it all.

No Kidding! The Master Is Now Putting 2×2 Together For Us All …

Me? Not ‘to do’ or ‘not to do list’. No way. All my earthly ways of the past? Don Basilio the advisor is dead for sure. Now?

I Am A Witness For The Advisor Not The Advisor. What A Difference! …

So? What about the ‘cryptic’ slant of my journey? Not my doing. The Father Creator is—has always been in control of my journey. So? What’s next?

The Cryptic Is Becoming Specific About My Journey …

How about that? In the following posts this matter shall come to light for all to enjoy. Me? I shall continue to write, to publish, and to optimize. My Father is doing the rest.

And My Baby Daughter? O Well! She Is Right There By The Father’s Side Egging Me On! …

So be it. Amen. Let be. Be still. Let the Father Creator’s will be done on earth as it is in the heavens.

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

Who Is Greater Than The Almighty Ever Existent One Creator Of All In Existence? No One But!

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Who Is Greater Than The Almighty Ever Existent One Creator Of All In Existence? No One But!

Humankind Is Oblivious To Such Fact.

  • What Do You Know About Yourself?
  • The Truth? Not Much But? You Think Otherwise …

Master? You Know …

I am earnestly waiting for You. You know that I expect and look and long for You—for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship, but!

I Keep Missing You, And? …

Loneliness. Longing for human companionship sets in my soul. Today the USA celebrates ‘Mother’s Day’. All mothers are blessed and exalted.

Even So? I Quit Celebrating The Day A Long Time Ago, Why?

Because of the materialism involved in it. So, now? My children do not really bless me, and? It makes me wonder.

Could This Be The Way For Them To Show Me Their Hurt—Resentment because of my Absence? …

  • I don’t know.
  • I don’t need to assume that such is the case.
  • Instead of mopping about it? I will attempt to change the apartment again. I don’t like my bed position, but!
  • Moving the bed and cover and drawers? Big job.
  • My arm still hurts. I fear not being able to finish should I start the project.
  • What to do, my Master?
  • I know You are restoring my health.
  • I know that no matter what I feel or think.
  • No matter the reality of my arm’s pain?
  • I must wait on You.

O But The Feelings And Thoughts That Determine Our Behaviour! …

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 2:49 am.

Master? I am going to bed. I’ll try to sleep again. You know why I have not been able to enjoy some sound sleep for the last few days. Help! O help me, my Master!

Too Much Mixed In My Mind, But! You Know It My Master …

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 7:50 am.

I’ll wait until You clear my mind to record. So much mixed in my mind? Ha! Not in my mind only—all humankind? Guilty!!!!

So Much Mixed In My Mind? Ha! Not In My Mind Only—All Humankind? Guilty!!!!

Monday, May 13, 2019 at 10:44 am.

Well? My two cents worth—Humankind as a whole is infected! Spiritual Leprosy? Man! Now that I am out of the leprosy colony, I can clearly see it.

The Plague Is Global. Even So?

How can we see the difference when we are all look and behave alike? Master? I’m feeling really strange. Could it be the daisy tea? Maybe sleep?

(It’s now 1:19 pm. More problems. Lost my calls with google phone #. It’s now Monday, May 13, 2019 at 11:11 pm. Restarting computer to see if that fixes the problem.)

Well? Nothing Is Working ….

Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 7:49 am.

  • I lost the phone icon to make calls from my inbox.
  • Things keep changing. I can’t keep up.
  • The ants keep biting me. Done all I can think off to get rid of them. I keep asking You for help to no avail.
  • The pain in my shoulder comes and goes.
  • My sleep is erratic.
  • Sometimes I feel pretty decent.
  • Sometimes I feel lousy.
  • I lack the help needed to fix this messed up apartment.
  • No matter how much money You supply for me it’s never enough to take care of things.
  • You keep promising me impossible things.
  • I keep waiting.
  • I refuse to doubt You, but!
  • I need YOU. How can I experience Your Presence?
  • How can You materialize or confirm Your promises?
  • You promised me I will not be put to shame, but!
  • If You do not materialize Your promises?
  • I will be the laughingstock for all.
  • Perhaps? Such fear is my trouble.
  • Help me! Help me! Help me!

Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 8:15 am. Turning off unplug PC. Fixed food for the day. Fixed drink. Ate it by the roof. Ahmad called. Sun very hot. I came inside. Turn on computer. No change, but!

It Came To Me What To Check To Fix The Phone Calls Problem …

Awesome! First? It came to me how to clean my bookmarks bar. In the process? I found a link with instructions to solve the phone calls problem. Next?

It Came To Me How To Deal With My Shoulder Pain …

Wow! While cleaning the bookmarks? I found the links to download three e-books on honey that I purchased but did not download when I first got the links. Next?

Retracing The Steps To Deal With Pain …

In retrospect? Back to 2007. The migraine headaches had driven me to the painkillers’ addiction, but! The more I used those? The worst my general health declined. So?

That Year 2007 Is The Year Father Yah Convicted Me—Restored My Soul …

It’s totally uncanny the way all things are and have been happening in my daily journey. My problem? Whatever happens that works to make me comfortable, I exalt the matter, and?

Automatically? Dismiss The GIVER Of The Matter …

So? All the past years I been going around preaching, “Two teaspoons of ACV-two tea spoons of honey-and one tea spoon of instant coffee to make sure it works!”

  • Well? The mixture worked to relieve the migraine headaches, but lately? Nothing works, so? I increased the amount of ACV. OOPS! Wrong move. I got to feeling worse than ever, but!

The Mercy Of My Heavenly Father! Behold The Power Of His Love And Wisdom …

Again, and again! His ways? His thoughts? The power of His love. His unfathomable wisdom? Way over my puny imagination!

Don Basilio The Adviser Is Dead …

Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 10:27 am

Master! How explicitly timely You speak to me in my dreams. I been posting and reading interesting articles since early this morning. Suddenly I became drowsy. I headed for bed. I don’t know how long I was asleep, but I just woke up from a vivid dream.

  • I was looking down from a balcony. Suddenly! I saw one of my daughters riding on a bike. I watched as she turned to my door. She opened my door. She announced: “I came to tell you that ‘don Basilio’ his adviser is dead!” I woke up. Amazed!

What Is The Dream All About, My Master?

In the dream, my daughter was referring to her husband’s advisor. In real life my daughter has expressed her love for me as well as her concern that she might not get to see me again because of my advanced age same as her ill husband’s age.

Been Wondering About My Daughter’s Concern, But! …

You know that, my Master. The dream is not about my daughter’s concern. Instead? It’s about my response to comfort her with the power of Your love and wisdom. Quote:

Dearest xxxx, my baby,

Right on time your words touched the depth of my heart. Please read what I am including in this email. You will understand how timely your mail came.

Why do you love me? Why do I love you? Why all circumstances bringing us apart and now gathering us back again?

You and all seven of you? In my mind every single moment of my existence. You are my treasure. My gift from above.

It all has been recorded in The Family A True Story Volume 1. I am attaching the book. I sense it’s time for you all to read it.

Our story will open many eyes to see the work of transformation our Father has done in me, and? Glorify and exalt Him not me or us, but!

We are to fully enjoy my transformation. I am not predicting anything! I am only flowing with His Spirit by His power not mine. So?

Who knows? Perhaps our Father brings little Ziva into my arms and you can take a picture of me holding her right here on my beautiful roof! Nothing is impossible for our Father.

He promised to give me the desires in my heart, and so He will do, of that I am a 100% sure even when I haven’t got the slightest how or when He will materialize His promises.

For now? Like the song goes: “I don’t live here anymore!” lol I’m living in my citizenship up above, literally as you can read in the following entries of the last few days.

Lov mom. 😊

Amazed? Indeed! The Way You Make Your Presence Real To Me …

Despair. Uncertainty. A blah feeling waiting on You to materialize Yourself? The way You do materialize whatever is troubling me? WOW!

Your Way To Squish My Fears As I Squished That Black Beetle The Other Night? …

It’s simply amazing to me. The way You infuse into my being the power of Your love and wisdom? It’s the certainty of my present and my future, no kidding.

You Are Alive! You Live Within My Being, And? …

For sure! No two ways about it, because You are alive living in my heart? I can face tomorrow. All fears are gone! For sure? I’m now going on and on! (See feature graphic.) Quote:

Malachi  4:16

  • FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]

  • But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.

  • And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.

  • Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.

  • Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]

  • And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the estranged fathers to the ungodly children, and the hearts of the rebellious children to the piety of their fathers a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly, lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.

Such Is The Certainty Of My Present And My Future, But! …

Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 5:46 pm.

By no means I intent to get smug about it. This time? The power of my Master’s wisdom avails me to remain in awe, only waiting on Him for whatever He has planned for me next.

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. 🙂

Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia! …

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Who Am I Hiding Beyond That Line? …

Conviction. Repentance. Cleansed!

That’s me hiding the spiritual leprosy otherwise? The anger or resentment in my soul. One look from my Master? Conviction. Repentance. Cleansed!

That’s She Now—thiaBasilia Shinning Clean …

The year was 1985. My life was in shambles. Driven by the misery of rejection? Intense pain controlled my being, until?

That Morning On June 20, 1985 …

Suddenly! Unexpectedly! My whole life was run like a film strip in my view. What did I realize as I viewed the film?

  • I had gone through life unaware of the secret saving power of the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being, taking everything and everybody for granted without consideration of anything other than my own understanding of life, and the raw feelings of my emotions.

The Fact? Spiritual Leprosy Had Gotten A Hold Of My Soul …

No kidding! In retrospect? The Spirit of the Almighty Creator of my being is now revealing these things to me for the benefit of His so loved world.

Awesome Revelations! Beyond Anything I Could Have Ever Imagined …

Saturday, May 11, 2019 at 9:42 pm.

The truth? I’m dumbfound! In awe! O my Master! I have not adequate words to express the awe for Your awesome doings! Wow!

I Am Not Any Longer My Own. My Times Are In Your Hands Literally …

What a blessing! What freedom! Joy inexplicable full of Your esteem and honor. No turning back. No turning back.

Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia! …

Sunday, May 12, 2019 at 1:42 am.

I am heading for bed. Hope to record when You wake me up next. On and off I slept until almost 6:00 am. You woke me up. Still not knowing what to record. Did my chores.

Reflecting On Ahmad’s Visit Last Night? Suddenly! It Came To Me What To Record …

Sunday, May 12, 2019 at 6:53 am

Talk. Talk. Talk. Shut Up! Listen Up thiaBasilia? O no! Shut up is not a polite word to address anyone. Try using polite words if you want people to read your writings, thiaBasilia.

O Man! Polite Words? Positive Thinking? I’m OK? My Divine Self? The Way To Eternal Death! …

O how I wish that statement was just my own judgemental self’s idea! Should that be the case? There won’t be any intensity of love for my people.

Instead Of Love? Envy. Rancour. Jealousy Would Fill My Heart, But! …

Despite all disagreements among my people? My people cannot deny the intensity of that love in my heart for each one of them. No bragging. That’s a fact.

So? Let Me Go On With My Master’s Doings About That Love In My Heart …

“Poor Basilia!” Ahmad’s favorited expression to let me know that he respects me but I don’t believe that he does. Guess what?

I Been So Busy Talking Not Minding The Listening Part, What? …

What are You telling me, my Master? Why should I listen to people? Didn’t You tell me not to let people influence me? Ah! The meaning of words?

Does Anyone Realize The Cause Of The Colossal Confusion Rampart Among Mankind?

The meaning of words. How often do we hear the expression, ‘That’s not what I meant’? On and on we go. That’s your meaning. That’s my meaning. Me?

That’s Not My Meaning! Frustration. Anger. Resentment, Until? …

The mighty wind of conviction descending upon me in the last few days with the bugs situation. Hopefully? One last time. Amazing revelation! I was infected with spiritual leprosy.

Indeed! Resentment Was The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Me Apart, But! …

Thank goodness! The goodness of the Almighty Creator that is! The power of His love and wisdom is absolutely beyond the human imagination.

Cleansed By The Power Of That Love And Wisdom …

Now? No more talk. I’m listening! So? I can humbly shine His love and wisdom within my being upon the darkness of this so loved world of my Master. Quote:

For the kingdom of the Almighty Creator consists of and is based on not talk but powermoral power and excellence of soul.

(1 Corinthians 4:20)

Much love to all, thiaBasilia. 🙂

What About Bugs In Our Midst? …

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Sometimes Things Work. Sometimes Things Just Don’t Work …

Monday, May 6, 2019 at 9:34 pm.

O my Master? I guess that’s the meaning of dreaming of a dirty toilet. Things are not working out with my money situation, but! I refuse to get shook up about it. I wait on You.

Will Head For Bed To Wait On You …

It’s almost midnight. I am not hurting, but! I am not sleepy, hungry, or tired either. Only no much of an inkling on what to do next. I worship You.

You Are In Control Of It All For Sure …

Sunday, 5 May 2019 at 5:57 am

Your answers come to me in the most unexpected ways. I been learning much about the restoration of my health by watching videos about my health symptoms, but!

The Bottom Line In All Videos Is Money That I Do Not Have. Frustrating? …

Yes, indeed until this moment! O my Master! You are awesome! Until this moment I been wondering and wondering and begging You for help, and?

You Been Answering Me! Wow! No Need Of Money …

Wow! No need of money or anything else ahead of You. Only need? YOU! Setting You at the helm of our lives resolves all problems, but!

We Human Beings? O Well! …

Each one of us have our own ideas of You and us. Each one of us considers to be into the knowledge of ourselves. Each one of us is adamant in whatever we know to believe in. So?

We Human Beings Miss YOU! …

WOW! Amazingly true! Me? By the power of Your love and wisdom I am not missing You anymore! Thank goodness! So? What now?

Your Leading Direction Are The Pivot For My Daily Living …

All happenings, from sleep to eating, or drinking or doing anything? Spontaneously, orderly happenings in my daily existence.

No More Routines Or Adherence To Human Ideologies On Anything …

Wow! Has anyone realized how cookie cutters all human routines and ideologies are? No uniqueness. Everybody in line. Step one! Step two! I’m free! I’m divine! I’m. I’m. I’m!

Well, Me? I’M NOT With A Big Smile Now …

A big smile to see the multitude acting like big spoiled children with grandiose ideas of power even to create a new earth. Really?

How Long My Master? How Long Is This To Go On? …

Sunday, 5 May 2019 at 12:49 pm.9:26 am.

No telling. In the meantime? Please give me the power and ability to let be and be still for You to do the rest, or otherwise? Give me the power to speak up. I wait on You.

So Far? So Good! No Water? No Panic …

Sunday, May 5, 2019 at 5:24 pm.

Done a lot today. I’m ready for a break. Heading for bed. Perhaps You give me to sleep for a few hours. I wait on You to see what You develop next.

Nothing In This World Can Guarantee 100% Security …

Monday, May 6, 2019 at 1:10 am.

Even so? In Your Secret Place? O my Master! You have brought me into Your Secret Place to remain stable and fixed under Your shadow. Your power no foe can withstand.

What? Where Is Your Secret Place? …

It came to me a long time ago. Based on Yahushua’s words in John 15:1-5? Your Secret Place is Yahushua Messiah. Quote:

John 15:1-5

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser. Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you].

Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing. End of quote.

Response To The Frightening Moment I Just Experienced …

Ha! There is my comfort to respond to the frightening moment I just experienced. I was almost asleep. Suddenly! The black beetle on my face! Talking about a fright?

Sleep at last! Slept from 1:30 am. To 4:30 am.

Guess My Worst Fright? My Master Not Watching …

Monday, May 6, 2019 at 4:49 am.

O my Master? You know that I still don’t understand Your ways. I still fear my whole present life it’s all in my imagination.

Just A Feeling. Not Reality. What Is The Reality? …

Back to bed it’s 4:54 am. Up now at 6:50 am on Monday-May-6, 2019.

What is the reality? The reality is You, my Master! No matter what I feel or think? You are present, aware of my situations, and in control of them all. So?

What About The Bugs That So Frighten Me? …

O mine! Bugs? Both physical or not frighten me big time because I realize despite all means to destroy them? They keep multiplying!

People Have Not A Clue As To The Depth Of My Fright …

To the most? My fight is only entertainment. They find hilarious my fright of a tiny little bug, but! Most people have no conception either of the implications of bugs in our midst.

Why Bugs In Our Midst? Could It Be …

Could it be that we have lost all respect for the examples written in the Bible? Even the seat of lots of scary fairy tales? Could it be that we have lost respect for the authorities over us? More serious, yet?

Could It Be That We Have Lost Respect For The Highest Authority? …

It’s obvious that such is the case. Even the most devoted souls? At lost on what to do they come up with all kinds of doctrines and theories far from the reality of You, my Master, but!

Again And Again? The Master Is In Control Of It All …

Thank goodness! Me? I for one? I know now more than ever before that is the absolute truth in my daily life experience. So?

Why The Ugly Bug In My Face? …

O man! Automatically? My hand swept that thing away. I sprung up. I sat on the side of my bed just in time to see the ugly thing disappear under my desk.

Talking About A Serious Talk To My Master? …

In utter despair? I called on my Master.

  • “Why on earth would You allow such monster to land on my face?
  • You promised that no evil shall come near me.
  • Is that the truth or is it me imagining things that are not so?
  • What to do now?
  • I can’t risk to lay in bed and have that ugly thing bite me.
  • Please help me. I need sleep. You know that.
  • I called Ahmad but he is not answering my call. Anyhow? That’s stupid to call Ahmad because, what can he do except either laugh at me or get angry for disturbing him.
  • Unless You help me? There is no other way.
  • And how am I to sleep in safety from now on?
  • This apartment need repairs to plug up all entrances of those bugs. How that can be done?
  • It’s all about money that we don’t have.
  • Where are You my Master?
  • I have no one but You. Would You leave me at the will of those varmints?”

Just At That Moment? I Looked To My Left. Wow! The Ugly Thing Creeping Out In My Reach …

Astonished I watched it until it came in full view where I could smash it to death. I did! With a big thanks, I threw a couple of tissues on the mess, pick it up. Bagged it in a plastic bag. Dumped it in the rubbish bin, and? Washed my hands to make sure the mess was gone for good!

What Did I Learned? What Did You Teach Me, My Master? …

Wow! What a way to teach me the reality of Your loving Presence in every minute detail of my life’s existence. What a way to cement that matter forever in my soul. So?

What About The Bugs Attempting To Frighten Me To Death? …

O well! I refuse to come up with a general answer to such question. For me? The incident describe here is the second one lately.

The First Incident? Comical, But! Didn’t Learn …

That was the incident with a roach. That happened several months ago. Since then? Not a roach or any bug in sight. I felt pretty smug about it until last night.

Last Night? I Got The Message Big Time! …

I cannot get smug about anything! This is a temporal life. Circumstances change without notice. I must be flexible in the hands of my Master.

And That’s The Message Now Engraved In My Soul For Good …

So? The stage is set for my Master to do His number. No telling the marvels forthcoming in my world.

Much love, thiaBasilia.

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Announcement …

Back to posting as I did before. Hoping for thia-basilia.com to be in your awareness now. That site does not show any likes or comments. I was hoping by directing all sites to it I would get visitors to it, but, I still don’t know because, I am not sure if the readers have the patience to click and click. So? Back to posting like I did before.

The post for today?

A whole new stage in the saga of my life. Hold on to your sits, and? Enjoy the ride.


I Can Now Clearly See Your Reasons For Everything I Have Done Lately …

Am I Lacking Understanding, My Master? Yes I am big time, but!

Wednesday, May 1, 2019 at 6:07 pm.

That’s the saddest thing I see as I read the numerous articles on how to handle from depression to elation with Christian prayers. The Spirit within me grieves. Why?

O My Master? Only You Can Give An Answer About My Grieving …

And that’s exactly what You are doing as You compel me to write, publish, and optimize in that order for You to do the rest.

Thus? It Came To Me To Insert This Entry In Today’s Post. So Be Done. Done Did It …

Thursday-May-2, 2019 12:47 am.

O my Master? Done did the publishing of the ‘Leprosy. What is Spiritual Leprosy? Shocking Revelation! Fact: Resentment? The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Families Apart. But! The Is Hope.

Now? The Rest Is Up To You, My Master.

So far I’m getting a good response. I’ll see what You will do next. In the meantime? Heading for bed. Hope You give me sleep for the rest of this night.

Refreshed …

Thursday, 2 May 2019 at 3:25 am.

Will work on new slider. To bed at 3:54 am. Up around 6 am. Refreshed. There are 2 lines in the router. Perhaps the NET will improve today?

No Change. Just Wind Making Havoc …

Thursday, May 2, 2019 at 3:57 pm.

Well? I shouldn’t say ‘no change’. Big change in the intensity of my pain, but! I don’t know what to do, my Master, but You know all about it.

What Is It That I Am Waiting For, My Master?

What is it that I am waiting for or looking for it to happen? It must be something so especial that no matter what comes my way? I sense that is not what I am waiting for.

Indeed! I Wait For The Exit Out From The Spiritual Exile Caused By Sin And Evil Into The Homeland …

Thursday, May 2, 2019 at 5:41 pm.

But most especially? I wait for each one to be led forth by You—the Rightful Leader of Your flock. Quote:

For you shall go out [from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland] with joy and be led forth [by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word] with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to the Master for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign [of jubilant exaltation] and memorial [to His praise], which shall not be cut off. (Isaiah 55:12-13) End of quote.

Ha! Now I Know What Is It That I’m Waiting For? …

… it shall be to the Master for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign [of jubilant exaltation] and memorial [to His praise], which shall not be cut off.

That’s it! This 2019 is the year of our Jubilee or redemption by faith, but! We are already on the 5th month without much evidence on the matter.

Even So? I Am Short-sighted. So? Let Be. Be Still ..

One thing is certain. I refuse to do my best. I refuse to struggle to be good. I refuse to lean on my own understanding. I quit it all, and?

Wow! I Started Trusting My Master …

A long time ago I read that article to quit trying and start trusting, but! I just couldn’t do it. How is it that now I am doing it?

It Can’t Be Explained. It Must Be Experienced …

That’s the deep, inner meaning of my Master’s covenant. At His discretion? He is now showing and revealing it to me.

Now? What Is It That You Are Waiting Looking For, My Master?

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 12:24 am.

It’s past midnight. I sit here bewildered. Thinking about all things You revealed to me. Overwhelmed to see the whole world engaged in vanity.

The Vanity Of Religion-Church-The Organized System Of Law And Education …

All the works that are done under the sun? Behold, all is vanity, a striving after the wind and a feeding on wind, and? You know it, my Master. Yet?

You Earnestly Wait—Expecting, Looking, And Longing To Be Gracious To Us.

Therefore, You lift Yourself up, that You may have mercy on us and show loving-kindness to us. For You are a Mighty One of justice, but!

How Are We Responding To Your Mighty Act Of Mercy To Show Loving-Kindness To Us?

With pleasure! With pleasure? Indeed! With the pleasures of our flesh to do our best even with lip service to You. Even so?

You Earnestly Wait. What Are You Telling Me Right Now With Those Words?

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 5:55 am.

Ha! One more moment of astonishment! After that headline came to me? The words ‘and, if need be, in dyingcame to mind as well.

I Headed To Look For Those Words, But!

I looked and looked in vain for a couple of ours. Finally? Frustrated with my inability to find things quickly, I headed for bed.

Sitting By My Bedside, I Poured My Heart To The One I Love …

The pain from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet had returned with a vengeance. The lack of even the barest personal needs in clothing. The lack of companionship. The needed repairs for this apartment. I wept. I poured my heart to my Master like I have done many times before.

After My Weeping Subsided? I Stretched In Bed. Sleep …

O the much-needed sleep to rest and heal my body overtook my moment of agony. Five hours later I woke up. I headed to the usual, then? The computer’s screen. Wow!

The Scriptures In The Screen Glared The Words I Could Not Find Before…

Unbelievable to me. Those words in complete detail answered my request. Astonished? I read and read mesmerised by the accuracy of those words that apply even to this moment of time. Quote:

John 12:24-50

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains [just one grain; it never becomes more but lives] by itself alone. But if it dies, it produces many others and yields a rich harvest.

  • Anyone who loves his life loses it, but anyone who hates his life in this world will keep it to life eternal.
  • Whoever has no love for, no concern for, no regard for his life here on earth, but despises it, preserves his life forever and ever.
  • If anyone serves Me, he must continue to follow Me, to cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying and wherever I am, there will My servant be also. If anyone serves Me, the Father will honor him.

The Son of Man Must Be Lifted Up

  • Now My soul is troubled and distressed, and what shall I say? Father, save Me from this hour of trial and agony? But it was for this very purpose that I have come to this hour that I might undergo it.
  • Rather, I will say, Father, glorify honor and extol Your own name! Then there came a voice out of heaven saying, I have already glorified it, and I will glorify it again.
  • The crowd of bystanders heard the sound and said that it had thundered; others said, An angel has spoken to Him!
  • Yahushua answered, This voice has not come for My sake, but for your sake. Now the judgment (crisis) of this world is coming on [sentence is now being passed on this world]. Now the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world shall be cast out (expelled).
  • And I, if and when I am lifted up from the earth [on the cross], will draw and attract all men [Gentiles as well as Jews] to Myself.
  • He said this to signify in what manner He would die. At this the people answered Him, We have learned from the Law that the Messiah is to remain forever; how then can You say, The Son of Man must be lifted up [on the cross]? Who is this Son of Man? [Psa_110:4]
  • So Yahushua said to them, You will have the Light only a little while longer. Walk while you have the Light [keep on living by it], so that darkness may not overtake and overcome you. He who walks about in the dark does not know where he goes [he is drifting].

The Unbelief of the People

  • While you have the Light, believe in the Light [have faith in it, hold to it, rely on it], that you may become sons of the Light and be filled with Light.
  • Yahushua said these things, and then He went away and hid Himself from them [was lost to their view].
  • Even though He had done so many miracles before them (right before their eyes), yet they still did not trust in Him and failed to believe in Him– So that what Isaiah the prophet said was fulfilled:
  • Master, who has believed our report and our message? And to whom has the arm (the power) of the Master been shown (unveiled and revealed)? [Isa_53:1] Therefore they could not believe [they were unable to believe]. For Isaiah has also said,
  • He has blinded their eyes and hardened and benumbed their [callous, degenerated] hearts [He has made their minds dull], to keep them from seeing with their eyes and understanding with their hearts and minds and repenting and turning to Me to heal them.
  • Isaiah said this because he saw His glory and spoke of Him. [Isa_6:9-10] And yet [in spite of all this] many even of the leading men (the authorities and the nobles) believed and trusted in Him.
  • But because of the Pharisees they did not confess it, for fear that [if they should acknowledge Him] they would be expelled from the synagogue; For they loved the approval and the praise and the glory that come from men [instead of and] more than the glory that comes from God. [They valued their credit with men more than their credit with God.]

Yahushua Came to Save the World

  • But Yahushua loudly declared, The one who believes in Me does not [only] believe in and trust in and rely on Me, but [in believing in Me he believes] in Him Who sent Me.
  • And whoever sees Me sees Him Who sent Me. I have come as a Light into the world, so that whoever believes in Me [whoever cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] may not continue to live in darkness.
  • If anyone hears My teachings and fails to observe them [does not keep them, but disregards them], it is not I who judges him. For I have not come to judge and to condemn and to pass sentence and to inflict penalty on the world, but to save the world.
  • Anyone who rejects Me and persistently sets Me at naught, refusing to accept My teachings, has his judge [however]; for the [very] message that I have spoken will itself judge and convict him at the last day.
  • This is because I have never spoken on My own authority or of My own accord or as self-appointed, but the Father Who sent Me has Himself given Me orders [concerning] what to say and what to tell. [Deu_18:18-19]
  • And I know that His commandment is (means) eternal life. So whatever I speak, I am saying [exactly] what My Father has told Me to say and in accordance with His instructions.

Let It Be. Be Still …

Multitude of great ideas to get Your words to penetrate Your people’s minds came to my own mind, but! I heard quite clear again, Let it be. Be still. Break time.

A Break To Fix My Eats And Drinks While I Mused—Reflected On The Matter. Next? …

It came to me to check the inbox one more time. Sure enough, the subject line to click? ‘Apologies from Tony and Dean (please read)’. Apologies for what? I clicked.

Wow! What Did You Showed Me When I Clicked To Check Out The Apology Subject Line? …

  • THIS is not funny—ridiculous—or negative.
  • What is it?
  • Fun—serious—positive big time—bigger than any other take on the subject.

The aim for their apology is to convince one to buy their course at the song of over $1900.00 macarooes. Wow! Talking about persuasion? Like a huge magnet attracting many takers.

Me? My Eyes Set On You My Master, I Was Able To Detect Your Doings Comparing …

Comparing it to the chart of their doings. Quite an interesting comparison showing me what You are working on to get me all the things I lack for the moment. Wow!

You Built A COMMUNITY of LIKE MINDED INDIVIDUALS …

Since 2006? Little did I know it but? Since then You have been building me this community of like-minded individuals.  Now?

You Have Made Out Of Me An EXPERT. A REPORTER. A BROKER …

No kidding! As I watched that presentation? Wow! I am an expert—I experience Your Presence, Your Word, and? The power of Your love, wisdom, and faithfulness to Your Word.

  • You are the MASTER MIND beyond my expertise!
  • I am a REPORTER of the work You always do inside of me.
  • I am a BROKER of Your infinite knowledge.
  • You are the One to IMPACT the Globe with the work You always do inside of me. And?

The Work You Always Do Inside Of Me? Produce PROFITS …

Indeed! The work You always do inside of me? Produce PROFITS in more souls than what I could ever imagined possible. Now?

I Can Now Clearly See Your Reasons For Everything I Have Done Lately …

It has not been clear to me the reason why You would have me to join several groups and work-shops that I have not been able to keep up with, but! I can now see Your reason clearly.

You Have Been Setting Up Your Plan And?…

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 3:50 pm.

I can clearly see why You told me at the beginning to do what they, the leaders would tell me to do but! Not to do what they do. Quote:

The scribes and Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat [of authority]. So observe and practice all they tell you; but do not do what they do, for they preach, but do not practice. Matthew 23:2-3.

Why This Quote About The Scribes And Pharisees?

Simple. As I see it now? This quote applies to the ones sitting in the seat of authority whether religious or otherwise, and?

I Tremble When I Read The Whole Chapter But! …

I tremble not only for myself but mainly? For the multitude of ones sitting in the seat of authority on anything. Even so?

My Master Is In Control Of It All. Let Be. Be Still Is His Word To Me …

So? I take courage. I go on with the task He has assigned unto me under His leadership and direction. So what’s next in this plan of my Master?

The FUNNEL To Materialize His Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation …

What am I to do, my Master? Should I follow the instructions given by the leaders in the marketing industry? Would You raise someone one else for such task?

His Answer In The Events He Developed Next …

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

O my Master? The pain in my arm is excruciating. So it is the pain in my soul. Would You have me go back to the USA? If You do, I know it won’t be as a failure. Rather?

You Are In Control Of Both Ahmad And I …

Your plan for us is good. You gifted me Ahmad as the son to take care of me for the rest of my life, but! You know Ahmad’s situation. He simple cannot take care of me properly, or?

Am I Lacking Understanding, My Master?

Saturday, May 4, 2019 at

Yes I am big time, but! No worries. My Master leads. He steadies my steps. He directs me to the right track leading to attract all good to be exact.

Wow! There Is His Answer In A Nut Shell …

Where is my Master leading and directing me to? That shall be the subject for the next posts. On the way to publish this post.

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

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