Peace And Security In His Presence …Part 2

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My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

All Done In Part One! Breaktime! …

Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 12:08 pm. It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 10:45 pm. Master? Thank You. I remain in awe of Your doings. Little by little I am coming to terms with Your doings, and?

  • I head to Photoshop to illustrate.
  • That’s how I spent my whole afternoon.
  • Then? My friends came bearing gifts and good wishes for me.
  • By Your grace and favor we are overcoming the language barrier.
  • Thus, I am able to communicate Your love to them.
  • But then? I found out my stimulus check may not be issued.
  • Not certain why?
  • I spent a couple of hours on the phone discussing my financial circumstances.
  • Extremely drainage of my emotions.
  • Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:55 am. Bed? Finally!
  • You woke me up around 5 am.
  • AVG notice needed attention.
  • I can’t figure out the AVG set up.
  • Been trying to figure how to install AVG in my phone to no avail, why?
  • I need to remove the email set in the phone account because that email does not exist.
  • But I can’t figure it out.

Master? It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:18 am. Help!

I am very frustrated. You know it. What to do? How to illustrate part 2 of Peace And Security In His Presence …? I have spent lots of time illustrating the times of Noah. How to connect such illustration with part 2 of the post?

What Is Going On With Me My Master? …

In my heart there is peace and security. All things are coming together nicely, yet? I have this foreboding sense of something bothering me that I can’t figure out.

What Is It That I Fear, My Master?

What is threatening my inner peace and security? After the long discussion about my financial affairs earlier this morning I got a sense that this is a fear ingrained in the USA citizens for the comments made in that discussion.

  • Even so? You opened my mouth to speak truth boldly.
  • Perhaps such talk reach its mark.
  • I am so discouraged and frustrated that I can’t even hope that it did!
  • And the illustration? It just don’t hit the mark.
  • You know how the times of Noah are affecting me.
  • It is absolutely discouraging to see the multitude set in their willful ways.
  • I know that You are reaching many hearts but!
  • For the behavior of my children and my friends?
  • They seem to be oblivious unmindful of whatever You give to me.
  • They give no sign at all of repentance.
  • On the contrary, they seem to be confident in their own selves.
  • But You know all about it.
  • I wait for Your help.
  • It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:43 pm. Bed?
  • Thank You for helping me with sleep.
  • Slept until around 6 pm.
  • I feel good now on Monday, March 29, 2021 at 6:34 pm.
  • Frustration? Anger? Gone!
  • Ready to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • I know now how to connect it all.
  • The door opens!
  • Yazeed bearing especial makluba for Ms. Basilia.
  • We had a good visit.

Ha! All Of This Happenings Before I Get To Part 2 Of The Post …?

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:44 pm. Thank You for straitening my thinking. Your leading is impeccable. Besides all recorded above I need to include another record.

  • All of this needed to be air out before I continue with Part 2 of the previous post.

An Appropriate Excerpt To Include Before I Continue With Part 2 …

…. My Master? Dear readers, it is my hope for the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of our beings to touch your hearts & minds as He intents for these writings to do.

  • It is my hope for the Spirit to entice you to read the following lines and lift you up to the highest heaven for the Almighty to deal with you as He has dealt with me.
  • It happens to me the moment I read those words He gives for me to write and publish. It can happen to you. In the last post I was only quickened to remember the first of the verses quoted but!
  • Today I was quickened to read & post the whole passage to set it in our minds and hearts.
  • May it bless you all like it blessed me.

“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! No need! No need! No need for impossibilities! I am with you and for you. Have you forgotten? It is not your faith. It is My faithfulness. No need for you to imagine anything, to visualize and concentrate on the wanting’s of your carnal nature to make those materialize. No need to aspire to maximum goodness No one is good—not a single one.

I rain on the just and the unjust. I give and take at My discretion. I define all things. I set the times. I love and hate as it is fitting. No human or devil can figure Me out. All My doings do not meet the approval of human kind. Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory.

This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.” End of quote.

  • Unbelievable how things are developing for me. In awe of my master’s doings I will continue now with Part 2 of the previous post.

Here Is The Record Of The Greatest Moment In My Life …

Original Writing From My 2009 Journal …

Saturday, May 13, 2017 at 10:01 am

His work in me caused me to be in He! That’s not grammar! That’s rhymer! A record about one of the former ‘gods’ I used to follow after and how You set me free to follow only Thee.

  • Funny, funny thing. Father always does this to me to set me free.
  • Yes, when the attacks of insanity in my past flare up?
  • Presto! He sends my way one of His trusted ones.
  • Yedidah is one of His trusted ones.

What’s the deal with Yedidah and me? …

At first, Yedidah was not a household word. She was very private. But one or two of her long letters got to us, one of my daughters and I. We were so impressed! We hunted until we got a hold of her URL, her private email, and got on her email list.

  • From there on Yedidah became my ‘god’. What do I mean? I don’t know how to explain it. I still have that something for whoever is kindred on what Father gives to me.
  • I write whatever the Spirit of our Father gives to me. Sometimes, no sooner I finish the writing as if per magic there comes an email. Or an article. Or a person. Either or all talking or writing the same thing!
  • When I began to receive Yedidah’s Newsletter, unconsciously, I began to depend on Yedidah’s letters for confirmation of whatever the Spirit was giving to me at any given time.
  • It was uncanny. People began to think of me as ‘copying’ Yedidah’s letters and pretending to be Yedidah. I did not know that. I was just delighted to have a kindred spirit! In my enthusiasm I thought Yedidah was really interested in me. Until…
  • The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.
  • The Sukot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with bated breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!
  • “There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”
  • If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?
  • I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”

Most especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).

The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.” End of quote.

  • Dear Reader, that was the end of my chasing gods, but! The beginning of this supernatural life that I now live! Can you imagine my surprise of last night?
  • Searching my files of 2007 for the day when Father delivered me from mental insanity, my search was in vain. Somehow that entry can no longer be found, but!
  • I bumped into other interesting writings until I read,

PREPARING FOR THE INEVITABLE

Practical Lessons in Enduring and Overcoming

Automatically, I clicked and began to read. I recognized Yedidah. Hum! I thought and kept reading the amazing overview of the state & condition of all the people in the world.

  • Quite an accurate piece of information. Again, something I been writing about from day one.
  • She writes about how there are not many humans that scare Satan regardless all the goodness and beauty of human love and religious practices in the world.

But Then, She Came To The Piece That Applies To Me Verbatim! …

I can hardly read it for the tears of joy flowing from my lachrymal. This is what the Spirit within me wanted to whisper in my heart to lift me up and comfort me amid this trial I am going through.

  • That was a trial with the fund raising and no financial support from a single soul similar to what I am going through at the present now in 2021.
  • Even Ahmad has been losing hope somehow! Why?
  • All we hear is the chanting in our ears from Satan himself,
  • “Just as well give up! You are crazy! Whoever hear of anyone dishing money to the likes of you?”
  • On and on the chanting goes!

Now? Let Satan Chant And Ramble To Disassemble What You My Master Are For Us Assembling …

Now, even today on Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 8:34 am Satan is EXPOSED big time! HE IS TERRIFIED with my presence on his turf!

  • Dear Reader, here is the fact of my present stand in the sight of the Almighty as well as in the sight of many who are experiencing this me that Father has made for Him to be.
  • Perhaps Father can wet your appetite to taste of His mercy not just to me, but to all in His image created to be.

Who Are These People Who Bring Terror To The Very Heart Of Satan Himself?

  • These are those who know Yahuweh, and Yahuweh knows them–intimately. They have no fear—they obey Him without questions. They are empowered with His might, enveloped by His Spirit inside and out. They move at His command, and His authority backs their words and their deeds. They have the mind of a bond-slave, yet are His best friends.
  • These are the people of Daniel 11:32 that do “exploits” in the face of the anti-messiah.
  • These are His 100-fold who have left all to follow Him. (Mark 4:8)
  • These are the marked set-apart ones, who live their faith every second of every day—totally dependent on Him for everything.
  • These know His Word and are covered by His presence.
  • These are those He trusts to do whatever He asks for the defeat of the enemy. Into the mouths of this set-apart remnant is the very authority and Word of Elohim, spoken through them to defeat and conquer and overcome “all the ability of the enemy”. (Luke 10:19) This is His victorious end-time “Bridal Company”—His Beloved.
  • These are those who are passionately in love with Him—who have zeal for the focus of His heart.
  • These are not afraid of anyone or anything—their only fear is to lose their intimacy with Him.
  • These are the marked ones—the ones of Revelation 22:3-5.
  • These have been reserved for this last generation – for their power and authority exceeds any other group that has ever lived.
  • They are “bold as a lion”—yet are humble and pure and gentle and kind as a little child. As in Zechariah 3:2, His Name in their mouth carries exceeding power to stop the enemy and bring his plans to nothingness. How can He trust them with such power? — Because He has trained them Himself of their lives, and tested them thoroughly, and brought them through the fires of purging, and they have come out as liquid gold—so pure that He can see His reflection in them. They have proven themselves faithful, and He trusts them. It is to these that the highest reward goes, which is to be in His presence forever—never having to leave His side.
  • These are the ones of the assembly of Philadelphia in Revelation 3:7-13.
  • These are the ones of Revelation 14:1-5—they are “virgin” (pure) and not defiled with the world (pictured by the great whore of Babylon—Revelation 17), and are “blameless” before His throne. He can trust them, because He’s tested them. They know His voice from constant interaction with Him. He communicates with them daily. They have one focus and one only—to please the One they love. To these go the gift of His presence, both now and forever.
  • These are the ones of Luke 18:28-30, who have totally died to self, so that His life might be manifested through them. They are humble, contrite and child-like. Satan fears these above all things—for they are an extension of Yahuweh Himself.
  • These move in the gifts (I Corinthians 12:4-11) of the Spirit of Yahuweh, totally under His control as He wills—the word of wisdom, the word of knowledge, special miracle-working faith, gifts of healings, the operation of miracles, prophecy, the discernment of spirits, different languages of men and angels, and the interpretation of these languages. They operate in the “greater works” that Messiah promised to His servants: John 14:12. They know His voice, and a stranger they will not follow. They are impossible to deceive—even though the enemy tries his best.

Yet, this elite company must go through the trials and pressures of the tribulation just like everyone else. His love remains upon them and He never leaves them, but they suffer greatly at what they see—and can do nothing about. They grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.  They can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see their family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is their greatest suffering.  

John 15:18-21: “If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you.  If you were of the world, the world would love its own.  But, because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, for that reason the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, `A servant is not greater than his master’. If they persecuted Me they shall persecute you, too. If they have guarded My Word, they would guard yours also. But, all this they shall do to you, because of My Name, because they do not know Him who sent Me”. End of quote.

O My Father! What A Gift! …

And You sent it to me on this Shabbat via Yedidah. Amazing! Seven perfect years of testing before You would present to me Your servant Yedidah on Your terms not mine.

  • A sad note that could turn into a joyful one should Yedidah read these lines. Like myself, many of Yedidah’s followers have made a ‘god’ out of her, regardless of her pleas not to do so. Should Yedidah not heed the warning in Daniel 11 she shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Quote:

Daniel 11:33-35

And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.

And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Creator’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Creator] appointed.

Behold! The Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All.

It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Father is working all things for my good and the good of all my concern and the good of all His children. I do not know when Father shall bring Yedidah into my life again, but! It never be the same as before.

  • All Scriptures coming to mind right now are quoted as follows:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love [for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him].

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance.

  • Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

1 Kings 3:5-15 AMPC+

In Gibeon the Master appeared to Solomon in a dream by night. And God said, Ask what I shall give you.

Solomon said, You have shown to Your servant David my father great mercy and loving-kindness, according as he walked before You in faithfulness, righteousness, and uprightness of heart with You; and You have kept for him this great kindness and steadfast love, that You have given him a son to sit on his throne this day.

Now, O Master my God, You have made Your servant king instead of David my father, and I am but a lad [in wisdom and experience]; I know not how to go out (begin) or come in (finish).

Your servant is in the midst of Your people whom You have chosen, a great people who cannot be counted for multitude.

So give Your servant an understanding mind and a hearing heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and bad. For who is able to judge and rule this Your great people? [Jas_1:5]

It pleased the Master that Solomon had asked this.

The Master said to him, Because you have asked this and have not asked for long life or for riches, nor for the lives of your enemies, but have asked for yourself understanding to recognize what is just and right,

Behold, I have done as you asked. I have given you a wise, discerning mind, so that no one before you was your equal, nor shall any arise after you equal to you.

I have also given you what you have not asked, both riches and honor, so that there shall not be any among the kings equal to you all your days.

And if you will go My way, keep My statutes and My commandments as your father David did, then I will lengthen your days.

Solomon awoke, and behold, it was a dream. He came to Jerusalem, stood before the ark of the covenant of the Master, and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings, and made a feast for all his servants.

1 Peter 2:1-10 AMPC+

SO BE done with every trace of wickedness (depravity, malignity) and all deceit and insincerity (pretense, hypocrisy) and grudges (envy, jealousy) and slander and evil speaking of every kind.

Like newborn babies you should crave (thirst for, earnestly desire) the pure (unadulterated) spiritual milk, that by it you may be nurtured and grow unto [completed] salvation, since you have [already] tasted the goodness and kindness of the Master. [Psa_34:8]

Come to Him [then, to that] Living Stone which men tried and threw away, but which is chosen [and] precious in God’s sight. [Psa_118:22; Isa_28:16]

Come and, like living stones, be yourselves built [into] a spiritual house, for a holy (dedicated, consecrated) priesthood, to offer up [those] spiritual sacrifices [that are] acceptable and pleasing to God through Yahushua Messiah.

For thus it stands in Scripture: Behold, I am laying in Zion a chosen, honored, precious chief Cornerstone, and he who believes in Him [who adheres to, trusts in, and relies on Him] shall never be disappointed or put to shame. [Isa_28:16]

To you then who believe (who adhere to, trust in, and rely on Him) is the preciousness; but for those who disbelieve [it is true], The [very] Stone which the builders rejected has become the main Cornerstone, [Psa_118:22]

And, A Stone that will cause stumbling and a Rock that will give [men] offense; they stumble because they disobey and disbelieve [God’s] Word, as those [who reject Him] were destined (appointed) to do.

  • But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a dedicated nation, the Master Creator’s own purchased, special people, that you may set forth the wonderful deeds and display the virtues and perfections of Him Who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light. [Exo_19:5-6]

Once you were not a people [at all], but now you are God’s people; once you were unpitied, but now you are pitied and have received mercy. [Hos_2:23]

1 Corinthians 10:5-33 AMPC+

Nevertheless, God was not pleased with the great majority of them, for they were overthrown and strewn down along [the ground] in the wilderness. [Num_14:29-30]

  • Now these things are examples (warnings and admonitions) for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as they did. [Num_11:4, Num_11:34]

Do not be worshipers of false gods as some of them were, as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink [the sacrifices offered to the golden calf at Horeb] and rose to sport (to dance and give way to jesting and hilarity). [Exo_32:4, Exo_32:6]

We must not gratify evil desire and indulge in immorality as some of them did–and twenty-three thousand [suddenly] fell dead in a single day! [Num_25:1-18]

We should not tempt the Master [try His patience, become a trial to Him, critically appraise Him, and exploit His goodness] as some of them did–and were killed by poisonous serpents; [Num_21:5-6]

Nor discontentedly complain as some of them did–and were put out of the way entirely by the destroyer (death). [Num_16:41, Num_16:49]

  • Now these things befell them by way of a figure [as an example and warning to us]; they were written to admonish and fit us for right action by good instruction, we in whose days the ages have reached their climax (their consummation and concluding period).

Therefore let anyone who thinks he stands [who feels sure that he has a steadfast mind and is standing firm], take heed lest he fall [into sin].

For no temptation (no trial regarded as enticing to sin), [no matter how it comes or where it leads] has overtaken you and laid hold on you that is not common to man [that is, no temptation or trial has come to you that is beyond human resistance and that is not adjusted and adapted and belonging to human experience, and such as man can bear].

But God is faithful [to His Word and to His compassionate nature], and He [can be trusted] not to let you be tempted and tried and assayed beyond your ability and strength of resistance and power to endure, but with the temptation He will [always] also provide the way out (the means of escape to a landing place), that you may be capable and strong and powerful to bear up under it patiently.

Therefore, my dearly beloved, shun (keep clear away from, avoid by flight if need be) any sort of idolatry (of loving or venerating anything more than God).

I am speaking as to intelligent (sensible) men. Think over and make up your minds [for yourselves] about what I say. [I appeal to your reason and your discernment in these matters.]

The cup of blessing [of wine at the Master’s Supper] upon which we ask [God’s] blessing, does it not mean [that in drinking it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the blood of Yahushua the Messiah? The bread which we break, does it not mean [that in eating it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the body of Yahushua?

For we [no matter how] numerous we are, are one body, because we all partake of the one Bread [the One Whom the communion bread represents].

Consider those [physically] people of Israel. Are not those who eat the sacrifices partners of the altar [united in their worship of the same God]? [Lev_7:6]

What do I imply then? That food offered to idols is [intrinsically changed by the fact and amounts to] anything or that an idol itself is a [living] thing?

No, I am suggesting that what the pagans sacrifice they offer [in effect] to demons (to evil spiritual powers) and not to God [at all]. I do not want you to fellowship and be partners with diabolical spirits [by eating at their feasts]. [Deu_32:17]

You cannot drink the Master’s cup and the demons’ cup. You cannot partake of the Master’s table and the demons’ table.

Shall we thus provoke the Master to jealousy and anger and indignation? Are we stronger than He [that we should defy Him]? [Deu_32:21; Ecc_6:10; Isa_45:9]

All things are legitimate [permissible–and we are free to do anything we please], but not all things are helpful (expedient, profitable, and wholesome). All things are legitimate, but not all things are constructive [to character] and edifying [to spiritual life].

Let no one then seek his own good and advantage and profit, but [rather] each one of the other [let him seek the welfare of his neighbor].

[As to meat offered to idols] eat anything that is sold in the meat market without raising any question or investigating on the grounds of conscientious scruples, for the [whole] earth is the Master’s and everything that is in it. [Psa_24:1; Psa_50:12]

In case one of the unbelievers invites you to a meal and you want to go, eat whatever is served to you without examining into its source because of conscientious scruples.

But if someone tells you, This has been offered in sacrifice to an idol, do not eat it, out of consideration for the person who informed you, and for conscience’s sake—I mean for the sake of his conscience, not yours, [do not eat it]. For why should another man’s scruples apply to me and my liberty of action be determined by his conscience?

If I partake [of my food] with thankfulness, why am I accused and spoken evil of because of that for which I give thanks?

So then, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you may do, do all for the honor and glory of God.

Do not let yourselves be [hindrances by giving] an offense to the Jews or to the Greeks or to the church of God do not lead others into sin by your mode of life]; just as I myself strive to please [to accommodate myself to the opinions, desires, and interests of others, adapting myself to] all men in everything I do, not aiming at or considering my own profit and advantage, but that of the many in order that they may be saved. End of quote.

Well My Master? I Am Experiencing Now The Reality Of Those Clearly Written Words …?

Thank You. No amount of teaching, coaching, exhorting, schooling and so far, have ever accomplished such experience in all my born days.

What Am I Thinking Now In View Of All That You Have Given Me So Far? …

Now? I think You have finished with this matter I am to publish as soon as You see fit for me to do. But perhaps there could be more You wish to add to this long essay. I wait on You.

After Those Days, Says The Master …?

What days? You send me to Jeremiah 31, Isaiah 40, and Luke 3, but for a complete answer? You brought to my remembrance the words I recorded in 2012.

Excerpt. Quote:

…. Do you remember My words in May of 2012? Let me refresh those words for you and for all the readers—new & old of these posts,

….”For I will accomplish My purpose for your life even against your own thinking; for I am aware of your despairing thoughts & moments of doubts. And I am aware of your deepest longings. And I will reward you far above your highest expectations even before My return! For I will return soon and for that reason I am joining you all together; for you all are members of My body and I cannot return to disjointed body of Mine! So, take it to heart for My body will be completely joined to Me –the Head of My body before I return!”

O my Master! Those Are Your Words As You Reveal Yourself And The Meaning Of Your Written Words To Me …

Your Word is the authority clearly written in the Scriptures. And only You can apply that Word to me. In vain I tried in the past to apply and abide on those words, but!

  • What a difference it is now from those futile efforts of my past.

Tested. You Have Let Me Hear And Obey Your Voice From Constant Interaction With You …?

You communicate with me daily. You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life. My one focus and one only now? To please the One I love. Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.

You Are With And For Me. I Now Hear And Obey You Without Any Reservation At All …?

The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis and to respond to overcome all the inevitable affliction I must suffer for all Scriptures to be fulfilled.

  • Though I have quoted the following Scriptures many, many times? You quickening me to quote them once again to close this post.

Quote:

Jeremiah 31:33 AMPC+

But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Master, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their Father, and they will be My people.

Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Almighty.

Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Almighty! [Mar_1:3]

Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]

Luke 3:4-6  AMPC+

As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet, The voice of one crying in the wilderness [shouting in the desert]: Prepare the way of the Master, make His beaten paths straight.

Every valley and ravine shall be filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be leveled; and the crooked places shall be made straight, and the rough roads shall be made smooth;

And all mankind shall see (behold and understand and at last acknowledge) the salvation of the Almighty (the deliverance from eternal death decreed by the Almighty). [Isa_40:3-5]. End of quote.

  • The Internet is up. The signal to post on this Friday, March 26, 2021 at 1:31 pm.
  • Only I need to revise the illustration to include some of the words You quickened me lately before I post.
  • It is now Friday, March 26, 2021 at 6:36 pm.
  • O my Master! You know how bad I been feeling all day, but it got to be really bad a couple hours ago.
  • The weather is extremely cold.
  • I have no gas in the heater because we thought winter was over.
  • I became so cold I could not move.
  • I started to cry hoping that someone would come to help me.
  • I did not think my new friends would come because it was late, but!
  • Suddenly! They knocked. I opened the door.
  • They saw my predicament and began to help me cover up.
  • The two coming are one of the daughters of main mother and her niece.
  • This niece is thirteen years old.
  • She is extremely vivacious and crazy about me.
  • Anyhow they called home and told them I was cold and hurting.
  • The mother sent me a hood jacket she bought for me at the market yesterday I was told.
  • Only problem is a jacket with Christmas design.
  • They proceeded to dress me in it.
  • Then pronounced me beautiful.
  • I looked in the mirror and?
  • I look like Santa Claus! Hahaha!
  • But the thing is keeping me quite warm.
  • So no matter how I look, it is serving a good purpose.
  • Thank You my Master for sending me my new friends to help me out.

Friction Between Ahmad And Myself …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 4:03 am. I slept from 10 pm last night until 3:00 am this morning. Ahmad finally show up last night bearing supper for us.

  • But when he saw the food the girls brought to me, he became incense with anger.
  • But he did not utter a word.
  • He pulled the heater and connected the gas to turn on the heat.
  • When I tried to talk he told me he did not want to hear anything from me.
  • Then he proceed to setup the food for us to eat.
  • I started to say I was not hungry.
  • He exploded! And so did I!
  • Amazing! My explosion got his attention.
  • He came down.
  • I explained myself that I was not hungry but I will eat with him.
  • From there on all changed.
  • The words You wanted him to hear came out of my mouth with unbelievable power to arrest all the anger still assailing him because of the lot You have assigned to him to bring him into submission.

Submission! That Is The Purpose For The Evil You Deal To Us …?

What? Are You the cause of all the miseries we suffer? Indeed! Only we blame people or circumstances, leading us into strife, discord and feuds. Conflicts, quarrels, and fighting are the norm among us as written in James 4.

  • How clear our present predicament personally and globally is described in the book of James, but!
  • Somehow either we ignore or misinterpret the book to apply to others not to ourselves.
  • Even so? You are in control of it all.
  • And it is all recorded from the beginning to the end.
  • Only? We humans corrupt it all with our own understanding of such clearly written words.
  • And I am talking from my personal experience as a human being tested, smelted like silver or gold, corrected in the flames of afflictions only to emerged humbly submitted to the only One my heart desired in the long run.
  • Now You communicate with me daily.
  • You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life.
  • My one focus and one only now?
  • To please the One I love.
  • Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.
  • The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis.
  • This morning You are quickening me two more passages of Scripture to add to this post.
  • I thought I was to publish yesterday but it did not happen.
  • Now I know why?
  • The incident I just recorder needed to be included in this post.
  • When shall I publish? I wait.
  • The illustrations are still in question.
  • In the meantime?
  • Here are the two passages I am to quote.

Quote:

James 4:1-3 AMPC+

WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?

You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1Jn_3:15]

[Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures.

Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.

Remembering Your Words Spoken To Me Several Times In The Past …?

Quote:

“My child, This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.”

Unbelievable How Things Are Developing For Me.

I find myself in awe of my Master’s doings. His warning, “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already.

  • I will continue to illustrate before I post. It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 12:44 pm. Don’t know yet when I will post. I wait on You.

Well? All Continues In Order Including My Thinking …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 5:15 pm. The Internet seems to be working. I will begin to format the post online. I wait on You for whatever comes next.

  • May Your will be done in the heart of each one of Your children.
  • So Your Kingdom can be established on Your recreated earth.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Set Things In My Mind To End And Close Part 2 of Previous Post.

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 9:50 pm. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You. You are working all things for our good. You are never late nor tardy. I wait on You.

  • In the meantime? You are leading me to break before I continue for now.
  • That was last night.
  • You blessed me with a good night of sleep.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 9:43 am.
  • You woke me up around 7 am. Feeling good.
  • Ready to bid Your will on the spot.
  • Have been optimizing the illustration for this post.
  • Am I ready to post now? I wait on You.
  • On to revise content before I post.
  • All done! Lots of quotes, but!
  • Such is Your leading.
  • Let it all accomplish Your will and purpose for each one of Your children reading these lines.
  • Ready to post on Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 10:21 am.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

This Year 2021? Implanted Beauty Surfacing …

Featured

Etiquette Or Distasteful Hypocrisy Recessing …

It all boils down to the two most important commandments and the conclusion of the book of Ecclesiastes. In fact? It boils down to the divinely implanted sense of a purpose. • As written this sense of purpose working through the ages nothing under the sun but the Creator alone can satisfy. • But why is that so? Well, it is so that men cannot find out what the Creator has done from the beginning to the end and pretend man has done it all. • The thing is that one can go on and on deliberating this matter. • Yes, we keep the commandments as we see fit to do. The second ahead of the first. But on the positive side? O my Father! This time? You are making a new covenant with us. • You will put Your law within us, and on our hearts will You write it; and You will be our Father, and we will be Your people. • That’s what these posts are all about.

Implanted Beauty Versus Worldly Etiquette …

Implanted Beauty along eternity in men’s hearts and minds. Worldly Etiquette Or Distasteful Hypocrisy meaning Good Behavior in the outside no matter how ugly we could be in the inside.

History Repeats Itself But! History Shall No Longer Repeat From 2021 On To Eternity …

Round and about that is what You shall reveal to us as I record and publish the multitude of words that You have me record and publish not just for others to read and benefit but for my own self as well.

What Have I Been Doing Since I Woke Up? Posting …

I slept from Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 10:40 pm to Wednesday, March 10, 2021 around 4:23 am. I went straight to posting while the NET was up. Now?

  • I feel like crying. Why? I don’t know.
  • I’ll take a break.
  • You shall reveal whatever while on break.
  • Date and time? Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 5:30 am.

Alright! I Got It! By George I Got It! Ha! …

O my Master? Yes, I got it but! Not by George. Indeed! I got it by the power of Your written words in Ecclesiastes. Why I feel like crying? Why not?

The God-Given Task to Us. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].

There It Is In A Nutshell. Perhaps All Humans But This Human Know Such To Be The Fact. …

That’s my problem! I detest Your given task to the sons of man. I pine for the eternity You have planted in men’s hearts and minds. Such is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

This Sense Of A Purpose Nothing Under The Sun But You Alone Can Satisfy …?

YET so that men cannot find out what You have done from the beginning to the end, but! We humans insidiously knock ourselves down in our attempts to figure it all out.

  • Me? Of sinners I am chief.
  • I am simply sick trying to figure out or perhaps struggling to simply cope with this miserable lot You have assigned unto me.

Am I Rash Talking Like So? Are You Fixing To Flatten Me Out To End My Impertinence? …

“By far My precious child! I am not a man that you should think of Me as men thinks.

Why should I flatten you out for expressing what I already know about your present state and condition?

Distasteful hypocrisy is the trade of mankind in lieu of social etiquette. There in is the source of the so called ‘social etiquette’ enslaving the sons of mankind.

Yes, My child, there is a long list of excellent requirements on how to behave sociable, but! Such requirements are only the reflection of everything beautiful in its time that I have made.

So? How such requirements become a distasteful hypocrisy? Simply, nothing under the sun but I alone can satisfy that divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

Thus, such excellent requirements imposed on mankind become a distasteful hypocrisy practiced by all who are intent to climb the ladder of success by the power of the human’s mind and heart in all walks of life.

Even so? O My child, Yahushua continues to intercede for My children that you all repent from the works of the human’s mind and heart.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am aware of how you feel. You do not need to suppress your feelings to impress Me. You do need to be a pillar of strength to please Me.

I am delighted with your determination to let Me control every minute detail of your life even when you do not understand the inevitable suffering I allow in your life.

Continue to be still. To let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern. For now, it is Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 5:40 pm. Time for you to head for bed and rest underneath My everlasting arms.”

  • It’s now Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 10:47 pm.
  • The computer setup is sagging.
  • Turning off to fix it.
  • It is now Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 1:15 am
  • All fixed for now.

Thank You. Things Coming Together Nicely …

The best part? O my Master! You have set me free from my wants. You continue to give me the incentive to utilize whatever I have on hand. No need any longer to hope for money to buy one thing or another.

  • There are things that would be nice to replace like my chair that disappeared from the roof.
  • Also, the sleeping bag and some clothing, but!
  • You know all about it.
  • As far as my goodies like chocolates and honey?
  • I am no longer concerned about such as I was before.
  • I am satisfied with whatever You daily supply for me.
  • As far as socializing and longing for company?
  • I have become anti-social for now, but!
  • I know that You are in control of every minute detail of my life, so?
  • I am fine in whatever state I find myself.
  • I am no longer lamenting in vain.
  • You always ready to listen and help me out from my lamenting.
  • So much to thank You for.
  • I will now head for bed under Your loving care for me.
  • Date and time? Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 1:36 am.
  • Now? Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 4:36 am.
  • Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 10:00 pm.

Thursday Was An Unusual Day …?

The wind was ranging so I didn’t open the door. My little friend made a couple of trips before he finally brought me the chocolates. Still? He failed to bring soap for my dishes.

  • I got under the covers trying to sleep when Yazeed came in with the soap.
  • I got up. We visited for a long time.
  • Eventually I headed for bed on Friday, March 12, 2021 at 1:56 am.
  • Computer off-unplugged. Heading for bed.
  • Up on Friday, March 12, 2021 at 6:38 am.

Rain Continues. Much Ahead On This Rainy Day …

I had coffee and eats. Fixed chocolates. Computer on. Revised the header for the site. Date and time now? Friday, March 12, 2021 at 12:07 pm.

Recapping In Your Sight …

Master? Yesterday was a day to reflect and reconsider what goes on among us. The fact? We are not living under what is considered ‘normal’ in the USA, but!

  • You know all about it.
  • You know it is totally impossible for a USA citizen to begin to comprehend what goes on among us.
  • For that reason, I am beginning to desist from explaining the unexplainable.

Talking To My Master …

This 2021 year is a year that You are beginning to put things together for us. So? You had me change the heading to reflect Your response to our cry for Your Kingdom to come, for Your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

  • Such cry has been going on for thousands of years from the believers’ heart in Yahushua Messiah.
  • How have we come up with the idea that we are going up to heaven while we pray and pray for heaven to come to earth?
  • We don’t make sense, but!
  • Thank Goodness!
  • Heaven is coming down to earth as Yahushua had us to pray that the Father would do.
  • That is what the graphic in the new header is all about.

All The Signs Are There For All To Begin To Happen On This Period …

That is not my prediction whatsoever! I am only recording what You are letting me see happening with amazing precision. I don’t know what or how or when.

I Am Just In Awe Of All You Are Letting Me See …

But You know all about me—my thinking, my feelings, and my doings. You did not set me up to change the world. You set me up to change the world with the work You are doing in my life.

  • Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Now? What Is Next My Master? Where Am I At …

I changed the whole setup for the header while reflecting on the beauty You have implanted in us versus what is called etiquette or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside.

  • It is now Friday, March 12, 2021 at 3:47 pm.
  • I just found out I will be getting the stimulus check for sure, but!
  • Don’t know when.

Master? How Am I Supposed To Quit Hoping For Money? …

O my Master! Why not? You promised to restore my health and my wealth but! My health is in jeopardy and the shortage of money to take care of things is a problem.

What Am I To Think? What Am I To Do? …

I am weary of my body’s condition. I am weary of not knowing what to eat or not to it. I am weary of hoping for Ahmad’s visits. I am even weary of writing all of these details. But at the same time? I am grateful. I am at peace. I am staying put, and?

I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

What gives, my Master? For now I’ll head for bed to save some gas. Date and time? Friday, March 12, 2021 at 4:14 pm. One thought? I know I’ll be ashamed when You come through with the blessings You are holding for me.

  • Friday, March 12, 2021 at 7:53 pm. Up to eat about an hour ago. I am cold. Back to bed?
  • Up on Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 1:26 am but I am cold not feeling good. Back to bed.
  • Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 3:32 am up.
  • Waiting on You to help me.
  • Your grace is sufficient unto me to withstand the miseries that come my way even when all things are working nicely.
  • You set my eyes to see how You were there with Your ancient workers at the worst moments of their lives.
  • So You are doing with me.
  • You are right here with me.
  • You are sustaining me.
  • Even the least painful blemish in my face You shall avenge for me.
  • The beauty You have implanted in us shall soon materialize despite our sinful hypocrisies.
  • No doubt about it.
  • On this 7th Day of Rest I find myself in complete rest in You despite the misery I am going through.
  • Back to Ecclesiastes.
  • Ha! You sent me back to ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’.
  • Amazing! I recorded that post 7 months ago on Monday, August 24, 2020, and now?
  • I am going through pretty much the same situation as of that time.

Excerpts from ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’.

That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.

Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.

  • I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
  • I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
  • It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
  • You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.

O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!

You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.

Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …

And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.

  • Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.

So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …

Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!

But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …

In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.

  • Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
  • On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.

Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …

Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?

  • Could it be the stress from the silence?

Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.

The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.

Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.

  • Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
  • I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
  • You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
  • A nourishment of much higher value.

Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.

It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.

What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …

To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.

  • Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
  • Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.

Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.

Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.

Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …

Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.

So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.

How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.

How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …

You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.

  • All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
  • By far this is not a tale.

What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …

No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:

Hebrews 4:11-13

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.

  • What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
  • I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
  • My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
  • If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
  • I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
  • After a while? Food and a mango!
  • I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.

Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …

But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.

  • You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.

Whatever For My Master? …

You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:

Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.

Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …

Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?

  • What is the meaning of loved to love?

Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.

  • But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
  • Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:

The God-Given Task

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.

Going on with the record …

Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 9:02 pm turning off computer. Heading for bed. Before I went to bed I fixed my covers. Quite a job! I tried to sleep to no avail. My toes were cramping up.

  • Got up fixed a cup of ginger and turmeric with honey.
  • Drank it hoping that shall relax my muscles. Computer on at 11:00 pm but I got a pop up to restart for update.
  • It is now Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 11:15 pm.
  • Heading to photoshop to continue illustration on Implanted Eternity.
  • Bed again Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 11:37 pm.
  • I am up. Cold, uncomfortable, but not too bad.
  • It is now Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 1:54 am.

What Am I To Do My Master? Perhaps To Pick Up The Thread From Ecclesiastes? …

I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts. Quote:

From Dust to Dust

Ecclesiastes 3:16-22 AMPC+

Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.

I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work.

I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts.

For that which befalls the sons of men befalls beasts; even [in the end] one thing befalls them both. As the one dies, so dies the other. Yes, they all have one breath and spirit, so that a N1man has no preeminence over a beast; for all is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)!

All go to one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.

Who knows the spirit of man, whether it goes upward, and the spirit of the beast, whether it goes downward to the earth?

So I saw that there is nothing better than that a man should rejoice in his own works, for that is his portion. For who shall bring him back to see what will happen after he is gone? End of quote.

  • O but the human’s etiquette! or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside.
  • Cannot keep my eyes open. Bed at Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 2:26 am.
  • I have been up since around 5 am.
  • It is now Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 10:46 am. I have been thinking on finding tutorials to learn anew how to fix my computer. So? This morning I got up with CompTIA A+ Certification.
  • I took that course in Wilks Community College a few years back. At that time I was entitled to continuing education for free. A pity that at that time as well, the course was too advanced for me. I did not finish it. But I figured that by now that would be the course to take, only I have spent all morning in vain trying to recuperate the course. Why? Wilks is altogether new. All my records are gone. There is no more continuing education for free. Finally? It came to me to Google the course for free. Wow! I found it in Amazon.com. it is not free but! It is only $27.00 on digital Kindle format. Will save me the shipping cost. Still, I cannot order it because of no Visa credit card to pay for it.

Now What, My Master? How To Solve The Visa Card Trouble? …

You have instructed me not to worry about any skim to get money. For You will come through with all monies promised, but! I cannot use that money to pay for whatever I need sold online unless I have a Credit Card.

What To Do? Help! …?

I am beginning to think that for some reason I am coming up with all kind of distractions from the task You have assigned unto me. I need Your help to remember and abide by Your instructions. Quote:

  • “Fear not My precious thiaBasilia! Fear not! I am strengthening and hardening you to the inevitable daily difficulties in your way.
  • Do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Beloved Master Yahushua.
  • I am strengthening and hardening you to difficulties, yes, I am helping you; yes, I am holding you up and retaining you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.
  • Do not establish any routine for your daily living.
  • Live your life for today ready to bid My will on the spot.
  • Do not worry about your mind churning continuously.
  • I am in control of your mind and soul for your good and the good of all of your concern.
  • On My time and discretion, I will provide over and above all the healthy and delicious eats I have set in your dreams.
  • Do not worry about your health.
  • I am restoring your health and your wealth.
  • No need to continue your obsession to wash your hands.
  • It is impossible for you to prevent contamination.
  • Be still. Let go of it all. Wait.
  • All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize.
  • Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.
  • Do not worry about any skim to get money.
  • I will come through with all monies promised.
  • My words are penetrating the depth of your being to relax and empower you to go on.
  • Go on my precious thiaBasilia.
  • From your face on the ground your praise and adoration—your worship is ascending to the center of My heart.
  • Your obedience is the delight of My Being.
  • Do not ever forget it!
  • For My delight in your obedience is your strength.
  • Relax! Be still. Let go. Rejoice! Go on and on!
  • My grace and favor are sufficient unto you from this moment on.” End of Your precious words for the moment.

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

For turning me back to Your latest words and instructions. Restored! Truly? Your words continue to penetrate the depth of my being to relax and empower you to go on.

A Valuable Observation On The Fact And Reality Of Your Words …

Your words, ‘All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize. Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.’ Are now a reality. All supplies have materialized. The apartment and the computer and the Internet?

  • Perfect!
  • My feelings. My thoughts. My fears. My doubts about my health?
  • Ahmad’s doings?
  • Lack of fellowship?
  • It is all under Your control.
  • Your grace and favor are and shall continue to be sufficient unto me from the moment You spoke those words to me.

Back To The Human’s Etiquette! …

The Human’s Etiquette or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside? Distasteful hypocrisy practiced to project good behavior to get whatever we want.

Good Behavior Must Emanate From Everything Beautiful That You Have Made …

Master? The truth of the matter on this subject? I don’t know what You are leading me into. But I am beginning to see what You are seeing in me and in others.

  • For now? I am beginning to feel awfully lonely.
  • Have not heard from my children for a while.
  • Have not heard or seen Ahmad for two days now.
  • It has been a beautiful sunny day, and?
  • I guess I miss sharing it with someone.
  • But I know for sure that You are working for everything beautiful You implanted in us to surface big time.
  • Meanwhile? I must keep Your words in mind to go on and on despite all that goes on.

Again! What To Do? Help! …?

My help comes from You the minute I don’t know what to do? This time? You quickened me to write the caption to further express the meaning of the illustration.

Implanted Beauty Versus Worldly Etiquette …

It all boils down to the two most important commandments and the conclusion of the book of Ecclesiastes. In fact? It boils down to the divinely implanted sense of a purpose.

  • As written this sense of purpose working through the ages nothing under the sun but the Creator alone can satisfy.
  • But why is that so? Well, it is so that men cannot find out what the Creator has done from the beginning to the end and pretend man has done it all.
  • The thing is that one can go on and on deliberating this matter.
  • Even so?

The Time Is Here Now To Quit All Our Useless Deliberations And Begin …?

Begin at the end of the beginnings. Meaning? We have done it all from the beginning of the Book of Ecclesiastes. It is time to begin anew at the end of the book.

  • It is time to quit our pretensions. Time to drop our distasteful hypocrisies in Your sight.

About The Commandments And Our Insidious Claim That We Keep Them …

Yes, we keep the commandments as we see fit to do. The second ahead of the first. But on the positive side? O my Father! This time? You are making a new covenant with us.

  • You will put Your law within us, and on our hearts will You write it; and You will be our Father, and we will be Your people.

Quote:

Jeremiah 31:31-33 AMPC+

Behold, the days are coming, says the Master, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah, (32)  Not according to the covenant which I made with their fathers in the day when I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt, My covenant which they broke, although I was their Husband, says the Master.  (33)  But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Master, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their Father, and they will be My people.

The Two Commandments

And He replied to him, You shall love the Master your Almighty Creator with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5]

This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment.

And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18]

These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:37-40 AMPC+.

Fear Your Creator And Keep His Commandments …

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from ONE Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by ONE Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

  • Fear the Creator [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of the Creator’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For the Creator shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

Me? Down To The Ground Despite All Going Around On These Earthly Grounds …

Still. Letting all go. Waiting on You to set me free no matter how long the waiting has to be. On to prepare this post on Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 5:21 pm.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Anger Is Not Becoming To Our Idea Of What Is Good Or Bad …

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So? What Do We Do? We Attempt To Suppress That Anger Indiscriminately. The Results?

John 17:21 AMPC+

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

Thank You. This Settles The Matter Of Your Oneness With Me. …

This has been a long day. It is now only 9:47 pm still on Friday, March 5, 2021. Ahmad bless me with the cleaning of the winter mess. There is much to clean yet but only I can do what is left to clean.

  • I am tired but I will see about the illustration until I get sleepy.
  • The Internet is not connecting anyhow so there is not much I can do for now.
  • Slept from around 10 pm last night until 5:20 am on Saturday, March 6, 2021.
  • Time to post.

The First 7th Day Of Rest On The 3rd Month Of 2021 …

Date and time? Saturday, March 6, 2021 at 6:11 am. Again, I am not any longer looking at the number eleven for Disorder and Judgment. Instead, I am looking at the number One twice for emphasis on our Unity with You.

On This Hour I See The Six First For Natural Man, Sin, And Slavery Followed By The Number One Twice Meaning? …

  1. Yahushua’s prayer for Unity with Almighty Yahuwah right before He was lifted is now coming to fulfilment on this 2021 year.
  2. The Natural Man shall be set free from Sin, and Slavery.

The subject for the next post.

On with the post for today.

The End Of Life As We Know It To Be Is Quickly Approaching On This 2021 Year …
Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time. That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but! It is all written in Matthew 24.
Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above for the Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Despite the warning because we are living on the times of Noah. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, men marrying and women being given in marriage, until the very day when Noah went into the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away—so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
I have trembled at the sound of such words. For I see it all taking place with amazing precision, but! You have comforted me with Your ultimate decision to save us for the sake of Your name stated in many other Scriptures. I am not a prophet or making any predictions. Also, it is not a matter of what I believe. It is a matter of what I am experiencing. It is a matter of Your Spirit dealing and teaching and empowering me to straighten my own act. So? Despite all ignored warnings to redeem our time, despite our lifestyle as of the days of Noah. Despite the fearful messages that only a few would be saved? Despite it all nothing and no one can thwart Your plan of restoration to Your original intent for our creation. Loved to love. Somehow? Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
Such is the purpose for these posts to be air out in the world’s NET.

The results? We Become Like A Bomb Ready To Explode To Kill All Living In Our Path …

Ready to start this new post on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 4:19 pm. Restart computer after integrity scan cleanup at 4:20 pm. I slept from 5:06 until around 10:30 pm.

Strange But Amazing Things To Learn From This Post …

This is truly Your Spirit moving all over Your so loved world. It is now Thursday, March 4, 2021 at 5:39 am. I started writing this post on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 4:19 pm but You have stayed my hand to publish it. Why?

  • Well? What do I know?
  • I am only recording the things You reveal and instruct me what to do and when to do with Your revelations.
  • Me? Just the way You have me flowing with Your Spirit all over the world’s net of its inhabitants.

Regardless! I Feel So Stupid Against The Might Of The Human Mind …

The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in some of our lives.
  • At this point You have led me to revise this post many times, so?
  • There are repeats that I can’t remove.
  • For now? Bed at 11:52 pm still on Wednesday, March 3, 2021.
  • Up at 4:42 am on Thursday, March 4, 2021.

Amazing Revelation On Waking Up …?

Today again. I have heard your voice. Today I have not harden my heart. Thus, I have entered Your complete rest. On waking up? This matter came to mind along with further knowledge on what and why my life has developed in the way that it has developed.

  • It is Your time to expose the witches that have caused the evil dealt to us humans one way or the other.
  • But it is written in Isaiah 54. Quote:

Isaiah 54:13-17 AMPC+

And all your spiritual children shall be disciples, taught of Master Yahuwah and obedient to His will; and great shall be the peace and undisturbed composure of your children.

You shall establish yourself on righteousness (rightness, in conformity with Master Yahuwah’s will and order); you shall be far even from the thought of oppression or destruction, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

Behold, they may gather together and stir up strife, but it is not from Me. Whoever stirs up strife against you shall fall away to you.

Behold, I have created the smith that blows on the fire of coals, and who produces a weapon for its purpose, and I have created the devastator to destroy.

But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall prove to be in the wrong.

This peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition—is the heritage of the servants of Master Yahuwah those in whom the ideal Servant of Master Yahuwah is reproduced.

This is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me, this is that which I impart to them as their justification, says Master Yahuwah.

  • From here on? Your Tribe shall increase in numbers.
  • Two new followers this morning.
  • And the miserable condition of my body shall decrease and be no more.
  • What comfort!
  • What an encouragement to go on and on flowing with Your Spirit.
  • Here we go with some of my human concerns.

Strange. Few Likes And Only From The Same Ones …?

Master? Up on Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am. The same readers with likes on the same posts over and over as if someone is using my readers and followers to fill my inbox to the crashing point. I wait on You to resolve this problem.

  • It is coming to me to place the newest writings at the beginning of this post to warn and encourage my readers to pay mind to these words You have me to publish for all readers’ benefit.
  • I fear perhaps deceptive software gotten a hold of my Gmail account.
  • The worse is the fact that one can trust no one.
  • The offers to fix the matter could be deceptive software to make things worse.
  • Perhaps someone could email to enlighten me.
  • Anyhow? This is the least of my concerns.
  • What then is my main concern?

The Purpose For These Posts To Be Air Out In The World’s NET Is To Enlighten Your Children …

Regardless! The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in some of our lives.
  • Even so? You are in control of it all despite the arrogance of the human’s mind.

Master? You Know All About The Churnings In My Mind …?

It is now Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:06 pm. My mind is churning all kind of disturbing thoughts about what goes on that I cannot figure out. Help!

  • Well? You quickened me to scan the computer with the sfc command. I did. The results? Quote:

Windows Resource Protection found corrupt files and successfully repaired them.

For online repairs, details are included in the CBS log file located at windir\Logs\CBS\CBS.log. For example C:\Windows\Logs\CBS\CBS.log. For offline repairs, details are included in the log file provided by the /OFFLOGFILE flag.

Master? I Take This To Be Your Response To My Cry For Help …

You know that I do not understand the details of the repairs. Even so? My trust is on You. I will restart the computer to see if the problem remains. The date and time? Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:55 pm.

  • Ha! Amazing! At 5:55 am. Three fives in the hour and minutes of this day and on today, Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am, the day I am posting my concern with the repeated likes that could be the work of the hackers.
  • Could that be Your emphatical response for me not to worry about it all?
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.

What Are You Giving Me Grace To Prepare For …?

Wow! I am blown away! What an amazing response! This is the first time You are giving me a clear answer to my questions since I first read Genesis 1 and 2. Indeed! You are putting it all in order in my mind.

  • Again, You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria.
  • Master? You know that I no longer follow or believe anything coming from the human’s mind as I did before.
  • Before? I would follow and adhered to whoever made sense to me.
  • Thus, false teachings were set in my mind for a long time.
  • Even worst? I would push my erroneous beliefs on others, until?
  • You convicted and plucked me from such practices.
  • That happened in 1985 as recorded repeatedly in the journal You commanded me to keep.
  • Since then? I only go to wherever You send me to find the information You are giving to me.
  • So? You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.
  • I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from one Shepherd.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of God’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

Thus? You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria but those words are coming from You not from Brad …

  • It all makes sense now.
  • Help me to absorb once for all Your meaning.
  • Keep me from taking this knowledge as You intent for me to take it.
  • Keep me from the lust of my mind to inflate my ego with mere knowledge.
  • It is a long quote plus Brad uses a lot of Hebrew words that I do not understand, but!
  • I will read sentence by sentence rather than speed reading skipping those words like I did before.
  • Your wisdom? Speed reading and acting is not included in it.
  • Speed? The worldly way to climb the ladder of success!
  • To my chagrin? Speed?
  • Only problems on the lead to the elusive success to climb in my mind!
  • Duh! Best thing to do now?

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than you ever did before.”

  • After much reflecting I hear You now more than I ever did before. Amazing!
  • Without any more ado? On to Brad’s Gematria to hear from You.

Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it. The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven. There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably alot of grace and life there. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

According to Ephesians 2:8-9, grace is a gift from YHVH. This gift is followed by eternal gratitude expressed through good works according to verse 10. Good works are defined only by the Word of God given to us from the beginning, or as Sha’ul puts it, from the foundation of the world. YHVH initiates the creative act and the objects of this act of grace respond. This is why the rest of the creation is seen going through the same process that human creation goes through. “In the beginning created God the heaven and the earth”. This was accomplished by YHVH ‘in the beginning’. Except for the soul and spirit of man and beast, so to speak, all things created in the beginning by the grace of God ‘respond’ in what we erroneously call the 6 days of creation. It was in the beginning that YHVH created heaven and earth in perfection, just as He did with man when he was created. Then in the second verse of scripture and the second recorded act, (remember the meaning of the number two?) the fall of hasatan takes place and the world is thrown into chaos and emptiness. Not so coincidently, the exact same thing happens to man in his first encounter with the evil one. But then the third recorded act (remember the meaning of the number three?) the Spirit of God moves over the face of the waters, and by an act of His own will, God restores His creation by ‘letting be’, ‘making’, ‘forming’, and ‘calling’. The creation responds to the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for God’s ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

Romans 8:19-22

“For the earnest expectation of the creation waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. For the creation was made subject to vanity, not willingly but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope. Because the creation itself ALSO shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.”

God’s grace is indeed no respector of anything! He extends this gift of life to all, and all who have truly received His grace, by nature, respond by producing the fruit of His seed, the seed of the woman, the Messiah. An awesome examply of this is seen in the lives of Avraham and Sarah. The 5th letter in Hebrew is called the he. It is pronounced somewhat like the word you would use to get someone’s attention. However, this letter, when used in a word, is very breathy and quiet. Before Avraham and Sarah heeded the call of YHVH and departed their ‘former’ life, they were called Avram and Sarai. However, sometime after their obedient response, YHVH renames them.

B’reshith 17:5,15

“Neither shall thy name any more be called Avram, but thy name shall be Avraham; for a father of many nations have I made thee … And God said unto Avraham, As for Sarai, thy wife, thou shalt not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall her name be.”

YHVH demonstrates through His language His gift of grace. The letter he is placed in both the names of Avram and Sarai which gives them their meaning and purpose. He breathes His life into their lives. Avraham now becomes the father of many nations (goyim, gentiles). In scripture, the term av is used to indicate the prototype or source of something. Avraham will now become the earthly expression of where grace and true faith has it’s source. This is why the testimony of the Brit Chadashah is replete with teaching that Avraham is the father of us all (Galatians 3:29, Romans 4:16). The source of grace and faith is found in Avraham and expressed by the works of Avraham.

Yochanan 8:39

“They answered, and said unto him, Avraham is our father. Yahshua saith unto them, If ye were Avrahams children, ye would do the WORKS of Avraham.”

God’s gift of grace is found in the seed of the woman, or His Word. Contained within the seed of the grace of God is the works of Avraham. Now Go! Be fruitful and multiply. This is the same words YHVH spoke to all of His creation. I give you the seed by My grace. It cannot be earned. But contained within My seed are My works ordained from the foundation of the world. This is the testimony of our God expressed so beautifully in the ark of the covenant, which is the testimony or witness of our Creator.

Sh’mot 25:21-22

“And thou shalt put the mercy seat above upon the ark; and in the ark thou shalt put the testimony that I shall give thee. And there I will MEET with you and I will commune with thee from above the mercy seat, from between the two cherubim which are upon the ark of the testimony, of all things which I will give thee in commandment unto the children of Israel.”

The ark of the testimony paints for us the same repetitious picture given from the beginning. The mercy seat, where the sprinkled blood of the sacrifice lies, contains within it the commandments of our Creator. The testimony of our Creator is first seen in His mercy, but contained within this gift from YHVH is His Torah that prepares us for life. Messiah Yahshua is no less the walking, breathing, living ark of YHVH.

The idea of preparation is also seen in the Hebrew word chamash, the word for five. Chamash means to prepare or be ready. Five is an expression of preparedness as a result of receiving his mercy and grace. Is it just a coincidence that we denotatively call Torah, the FIVE books of Mosheh? Grace prepares you for Torah and Torah prepares you for life. David, in preparing for Goliath, took up FIVE smooth stones. To prepare and perfect the saints for ministry we are given FIVE GIFTS, apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers (Ephesians 4:11-12). The narration of the preparation and building of the tabernacle in Sh’mot is filled with fives and multiples of fives that are too numerous to mention. In Mattityahu 25, there are FIVE virgins who are PREPARED when their Master comes. Noach found GRACE in the eyes of YHVH, and then PREPARED an ark, in which few, that is eight souls, were saved by water (1 Kefa 3:20). The anointing oil was prepared with FIVE ingredients in Sh’mot 30:23-25. God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification. This process of glorification happens from YHVH’s point of view in FIVE steps. For whom He did FOREKNOW, He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate, them He also CALLED; and whom He called, them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified, them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31). Below are just a few examples of the use of the number FIVE. End of quote.

So? Your Response To Help Me Boils Down To Romans 8:29-31 …

Ha! O my Master? Your response is solid grounds for me to stand on. Of course, the same is not true for every one of Your beloved children through the ages, but!

  • Such fact is ignored because those five gifted leaders have sinned against You.
  • Thus? Your children are ignorant of Your ways.

Quote:

Hosea 4:1-9 AMPC+

HEAR THE word of the Master, you children of Israel, for the Master has a controversy (a pleading contention) with the inhabitants of the land, because there is no faithfulness, love, pity and mercy, or knowledge of Almighty Yahuwah from personal experience with Him in the land.

There is nothing but false swearing and breaking faith and killing and stealing and committing adultery; they break out into violence, one deed of bloodshed following close on another.

Therefore shall the land continually mourn, and all who dwell in it shall languish, together with the wild beasts of the open country and the birds of the heavens; yes, the fishes of the sea also shall perish because of the drought be collected and taken away.

Yet let no man strive, neither let any man reprove another—do not waste your time in mutual recriminations, for with you is My contention, O priest.

And you shall stumble in the daytime, and the false prophet also shall stumble with you in the night; and I will destroy your mother the priestly nation. [Exo_19:6]

  • My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you the priestly nation have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your Almighty Creator, I will also forget your children.

The more they increased and multiplied in prosperity and power, the more they sinned against Me; I will change their glory into shame.

They feed on the sin of My people and set their heart on their iniquity.

And it shall be: Like people, like priest; I will punish them for their ways and repay them for their doings. End of quote.

Points To Ponder On …

  • God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification.
  • This process of glorification happens from Your point of view in FIVE steps.
  1. For whom He did FOREKNOW,
  2. He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate,
  3. them He also CALLED; and whom He called,
  4. them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified,
  5. them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31).

So? Here I Am. Justified. Glorified On 2021 …

No kidding! This is not a general statement thrown flippantly to impress. The truth? This is Your work, O my Master! Your work within my being since 1985.

One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins in 2021.

  • Head for bed on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 8:00 pm. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the end of this day the beginning of another 7th day of rest.
  • Up and about at 10:55 pm still on Friday, February 26, 2021.
  • Ten and 2 fives? What a combination!
  • This combination of numbers came up before as You brought it back to me while I was looking for the meaning of number ten.
  • I shall bulleted the quote for better absorption of the number ten meaning.

Quote:

The Number Ten – Law, Testing, and Representation.

  • It is globally agreed that countdowns begin at ten.
  • Whether it be a new year dawning or the launch of the space shuttle, the crowd gets real loud when the count gets to ten.
  • Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious?
  • When reality begins to sink in?
  • When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.
  • And the number Five?

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

  • The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
  • No bad things to say about it.
  • Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of the Father’s grace and life to it.
  • The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
  • There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably a lot of grace and life there.
  • The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

And This Day Is The Day For A New Computer System, Meaning? …

Meaning the beginning of what is to happen is to begin to really, really happen. Things are to get seriously dangerous for the Powers To Be now as my Diana predicted while getting things together to get me a new computer system.

From my Diana, quote:

We will get you a new system and you will be dangerous!  Just be patient.

  • Indeed! A new system she managed to talk her siblings into get it for me.
  • A fantastic top of the arc HP computer system.
  • Amazing! What a blessing!
  • I am speechless. Even so?

The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am. Master? A new computer system. Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. Oh but how You are developing these matters. And that just at the point when I was ready to terminate my miserable existence.

  • Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
  • I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
  • You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste.
  • No I would not have die.
  • Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
  • The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
  • Oh well! No jumping!
  • Just on You dumping!
  • Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.

But Why Was I Ready To Jump? …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 4:33 am. Discovering that Ahmad have discarded the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area was more than I could take.

  • Instead, he was looking to move his family and myself to the upper-class area. What?
  • Ahmad is Royalty. Direct descendant from Ephraim the chosen grandson of Israel destined to deliver the chosen people as Joseph delivered the chosen people from Egypt. So it is written in Genesis 48:9-22.
  • And he looking to move us to an area where he would be considered as an intruder Palestinian?
  • It hit me like a ton of bricks!

O But How You Continue To Amaze Me! …

Midnight! The 7th Day of rest is here again just in the nick of time! Time for me to get back to continue with the format of the book You have in mind. It is now Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 12:05 am.

Ha! The Precious Numbers Keep Popping Up With Your Encouraging Message For Me To Go On And On …

The hour and minutes above? The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.

Quote:

Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government.

Zero an all inclusive number.

Five for grace and preparation for that new perfect government.

What Am I To Do With This Information My Master? …

“You are now ready to continue formatting the book to include in the series I have already put together for you.

Truly, My precious thiaBasilia, I have it all perfectly arranged for you.

All you need to do now is to continue living your life in My Presence with your whole being resting on Me.

Go on. The formatting now shall be a breeze.”

  • The hour and minutes? 12:30 am. Wow!
  • The reason and purpose for the book?
  • To prepare our souls to receive Your grace as in number five.
  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.
  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.
  • BED? Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 2:44 am.
  • Up at 4:53 am on Saturday, February 27, 2021.

Master? Again, I Am Concerned But Not Worried …

You know what is happening in the site. The same people keeps sending me likes on the same posts over and over. It looks like someone is intent in filling my inbox to the point of crashing. What to do?

I Am Resting On You. Whatever Evil Is Attempting To Destroy Shall Be Destroyed …

I refuse to waste my time in fear of the powers and principalities in control for now. Your power to protect me as well as my loved ones no foe can withstand.

  • On to the book format.
  • Bed Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 6:46 pm.
  • Up around 10:30 pm.
  • Spent the rest of the day tweaking the floral M for Master.

Master? Thank You For Your Presence. Thank You For Your Thoughts …?

You know I was stuck thinking I was thinking my thoughts, until? You quickened me to ask for Your thoughts. You quickly let me know I was already thinking Your thoughts.

Master? That Is The General Assumption Of A Christian, What Is The Difference? …

“My child, to think My thoughts is not an automatic matter once you decide to believe in Me. To think My thoughts, one must go through the process of transformation. Such is the process as quoted above:

  • God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification.
  • This process of glorification happens from Your point of view in FIVE steps.
  1. For whom He did FOREKNOW,
  2. He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate,
  3. them He also CALLED; and whom He called,
  4. them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified,
  5. them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31).

That Is The Difference, My Child. I Have Completed The Process Within You. Therefore? …

  • You are now thinking My thoughts, but!
  • That has been beyond your human’s nature until now.
  • Furthermore? I let you reject My thoughts in your attempts to be what you think you should be.
  • That has been the cause of your distress until now.
  • You see My child?
  • My thoughts are higher than the programmed thoughts in your natural or carnal mind.
  • In your mind anger is not becoming to your idea of what is good or bad.
  • So? What do you do?
  • You attempt to suppress that anger indiscriminately.
  • Thus, you become like a bomb ready to explode to kill all in your path.
  • In the other hand?
  • As soon as I responded to you, that bomb was diffused.
  • You were able to express it to give life rather than suppress it to kill all living in your path.
  • Now? You are enjoying the gift of My grace.
  • The time and date right now?
  • Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 2:20 am.
  • Do you see My emphasis on the division that has taken place within and without you?
  • The two number twice followed by the zero.
  • That is the all-inclusive message going forth with each post that I have you to post.
  • For now? Turn on the heat to warm up before you head for bed.
  • While you waiting to warm up work on the book until sleep comes your way.

Master? I continue Concerned About The Likes For The Site …?

I ran a scan to check the integrity of my files. It came back with a multitude of corrupted files, but it was all corrected. I ran the scan again, now it checks clean. But that scan do not check my inbox, thus? My concern. What Am I To Do?

  • It is now Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 3:14 am.
  • I will head for bed.
  • I wait for Your response on waking up.
  • Up on Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 6:02 am.
  • Your response?
  • Oh well! Quote:

“My Child, Anger Is Not Becoming To Your Idea Of What Is Good Or Bad …

So? What do you do? You attempt to suppress that anger indiscriminately. The results? You become like a bomb ready to explode to kill all living in your path.

  • In the other hand?
  • As soon as I responded to you, that bomb was diffused.
  • You were able to express it to give life rather than suppress it to eventually kill all living in your path.
  • Now? You are enjoying the gift of My grace.
  • The time and date right now?
  • Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 2:20 am.

Do You See My Emphasis On The Division That Has Taken Place Within And Without You? …

  • Here comes to apply two seemingly discrepancies in My written words. Fact: I am, have been, shall continue to open your mind to understand My written words.

Quote:

Luke 24:44-49 AMPC+

Then He said to them, this is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures, and said to them, Thus it is written that the Messiah should suffer and on the third day rise from among the dead, and that repentance with a view to and as the condition of forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

You are witnesses of these things.

And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high. End of quote.

Two Seemingly Discrepancies In My Written Words …

Matthew 5:21-22 AMPC+

You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]

But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire.

Ephesians 4:26 AMPC+

When angry, do not sin; do not ever let your wrath (your exasperation, your fury or indignation) last until the sun goes down.

“My child, for even better understanding re-read Matthew 5 and Ephesians 4 whole chapters now that I have opened your mind to resolve those two seemingly discrepancies in My written words.

It is really easy to pick up isolated verses of My written words to use them at your convenience in lieu of the true meaning of such words. Even so? You are now corrected. Go on.

It is time now to illustrate this post.

The date and time? Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 7:57 am.

You Are Setting My Mind How To Create The Illustration …?

The date and time now? Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 3:00 pm. Wow! One! Two! Three! At the count of three! Go! The time is now on 2021 for sure!

  • Suppressed anger?
  • A bomb ready to explode to destroy all in its path.
  • Wisdom from above to express, release anger?
  • A life bath to all in your path.

Master? Things Are Not Going Well For Me …?

It is now Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 6:37 pm. I spent the last 3 hours trying to figure out the situation with the sites You have given to me to manage to no avail. Besides?

  • I got nowhere with Ahmad.
  • I got nowhere with anyone of my concern.
  • I talk, talk, talk for nothing.
  • No response. No understanding.
  • Same thing all my life.
  • But You know all about it.
  • I am feeling Your sadness.
  • I am thinking Your thoughts.
  • That is my comfort.
  • That is the FACT to be exact.

FACTS?

Master? You are my Master, my Shepherd, my Beloved. That is the FACT to be exact. But You have setup the two people to oversee Your provision for me. Whatever these two or anyone else do for or against me or what I stand for? You know all about it. Furthermore?

  • You have not chosen to reveal their doings to me until now.
  • Their doings have been unbeknown to me.
  • I thank You for trusting me now with this information.
  • I thank You for giving me the power to let go, to overlook it all.
  • I thank You for giving me the power not to retaliate or wish any evil to come to them.

Instead? I Thank You For Your Written Words Of Instruction …?

Everything that happened to Your ancient workers has been happening to me. You have brought me here among the wilderness of a strange culture and people to judge me face to face.

  • That is also the fact on the authority of Your written words.
  • At every turn of my journey, You reveal to me the authority of Your written words.
  • That is also the fact.
  • What happened to Your servant Shaul of Tarsus has been happening to me.
  • That is also the fact despite any human’s opinion.
  • At my eleven years under trial in this wilderness no one has stood by me.
  • Exactly as it happened to Shaul of Tarsus as it is written in 2 Timothy 4.

Quote:

2 Timothy 4:16-18 AMPC+

At my first trial no one acted in my defense [as my advocate] or took my part or [even] stood with me, but all forsook me. May it not be charged against them!

But the Master stood by me and strengthened me, so that through me the [Gospel] message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. So I was delivered out of the jaws of the lion.

And indeed, the Master will certainly deliver and draw me to Himself from every assault of evil. He will preserve and bring me safe unto His heavenly kingdom. To Him be the glory forever and ever. Amen (so be it).

  • Oh but what comfort in Your written words!
  • Even so? The physical is not a picnic.
  • I am cold to the bones.
  • No gas to heat up or even to fix a hot cup of coffee.
  • But!

Today? A New Today To Rest On You Against All Odds …?

The date and time? Monday, March 1, 2021 at 6:58 am. Indeed! In the last two days You have reveal to me the cause of my distress even the cause of my computer troubles.

  • It all boils down to the fact that all, including the two You have set over me have forsaken me.
  • Here I am. Forsaken? Yes indeed!
  • You have gifted me with a giving heart.
  • I have given it all, including my good life on these earthly grounds.
  • My income? Not 10 but 100% given not asking for return.
  • Even so? The return?
  • Same since I lay it all down.
  • Over and over I find myself forsaken and abandoned by all.
  • O yes! They all emphatically deny such a fact.
  • Even so? Winter is here. It is cold!
  • What about the gas to keep me somewhat warm?
  • What about gas to fix me a hot cup of coffee?
  • What about the trivial things I enjoy to feel physical fit?
  • What about a phone call or an email to offer financial help to me?
  • Yes, I recognize and I am grateful for my children’s bountiful help.
  • Other than their help? Nothing at all except either sympathy or correction.
  • What about it all, my Master?
  • But the best part?

Your Power Not To Count Against Them! …

Even when the reality of my living conditions tell the truth of what goes on. The date and time? Monday, March 1, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Master? You know the misery of my moment. Cold. No gas to heat myself or fix me something hot to eat and drink.

  • Gas has been promised for 3 days now to no avail.
  • To top it all? This has been a hazy cold day.
  • Cold wind makes the sun cold as well.
  • No Internet. No phone.
  • No way to ask for anything.
  • Just as well. No use to ask.
  • Things are rough for all of us.
  • You know all about it.
  • Thank You for Your wisdom not to count it against them.
  • You are never tardy nor late.
  • On Your time? It will all be fine.
  • For now? Maybe is time for bed.
  • Up on Monday, March 1, 2021 at 10:52 pm.
  • Ahmad had not understood that I had no gas to cook or heat.
  • He sent me hot water. Fixed the much-needed cup of coffee.
  • Thank You.

Master? Unless You Intervene, We Shall Perish …

But I have not a smidgen of doubt about Your mercy and passionate love for us. Yes, unless You let us suffer for a time, we are not able to listen and submit to You. That is the fact to be exact.

A Message of Hope for this So Loved World …

Date and time now? Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 5:22 am. Your mercy, Your passionate love for Your so loved world shall bathe Your creation like never before! No kidding! All over the world Your Spirit is moving, and?

  • You are graciously letting me watch it all take place with an amazing precision.
  • Me? Watching? Ah! But that is the honest truth.
  • You have me and several more of Your mouth pieces for these days of the end watching and praying.
  • The end of life as we know it to be is quickly approaching on this 2021 year.
  • Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time.
  • That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but!
  • It is written in Matthew 24.
  • Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above …
  • Indeed! A Drop Of Love From Above for The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
  • How do I know that? On the authority of the written words now opened to me not just for the sake of knowledge but mainly to convict me. for me to straighten out my act.

Indeed! Your Message is one of Hope for this So Loved World …

Date and time? Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 11:39 am. I expressed Your anger the other morning. This morning? Ahmad was able to express his anger. What a good start for this 3rd month of 2021 year! In the hour and minutes?

  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment.
  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving.

Open Door To The Final Cycle Of Life As We Know It …

Even so? O my Master? I sense things are going to get worse before they get better. That makes me sad. You know how far You shall let the powers to be have their way. Meantime? They are in power to destroy us all. But!

  • The people for the most are oblivious to the matter.
  • Perhaps that is just my human nature.
  • Perhaps what I see in the natural is not what it seems to me.
  • You are in control of it all.
  • You know the power of money to make it or not in this world.
  • Right now? That is Ahmad’s and the people here main concern.
  • But they are not concerned enough to give up their chase after money.
  • Chasing after money is a sin.
  • It means lack of trust in You.
  • Perhaps my sin is even worse.
  • Because You have convicted and acquitted me.
  • But I keep checking my supply and hoping for more.
  • How easy it is to lose one’s faith when distress comes our way.
  • The shortage of money this month was not easy to take.
  • But that is not an excuse to lose faith and trust on You.
  • Mercy! My Master!
  • Thank You for Your correction.
  • I am now free from that concern.
  • Ready to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • This was a very productive day. I am now ready to head for bed.
  • Thank You for all Your doings on this Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 11:43 pm.

Strange. Few Likes And Only From The Same Ones …?

Master? Up on Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am. The same readers with likes on the same posts over and over as if someone is using my readers and followers to fill my inbox to the crashing point. I wait on You to resolve this problem.

  • Going on now to edit and format this post.
  • I will place the above at the beginning of this post to warn my readers on the matter.

The End Of Life As We Know It To Be Is Quickly Approaching On This 2021 Year …

Caption under graphical illustration:

Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time. That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but! It is all written in Matthew 24.

Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above for the Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Despite the warning because we are living on the times of Noah. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, men marrying and women being given in marriage, until the very day when Noah went into the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away—so will be the coming of the Son of Man.

I have trembled at the sound of such words. For I see it all taking place with amazing precision, but! You have comforted me with Your ultimate decision to save us for the sake of Your name stated in many other Scriptures. I am not a prophet or making any predictions. Also, it is not a matter of what I believe. It is a matter of what I am experiencing. It is a matter of Your Spirit dealing and teaching and empowering me to straighten my own act. So? Despite all ignored warnings to redeem our time, despite our lifestyle as of the days of Noah. Despite the fearful messages that only a few would be saved? Despite it all nothing and no one can thwart Your plan of restoration to Your original intent for our creation. Loved to love. Somehow? Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.

Such is the purpose for these posts to be air out in the world’s NET.

Regardless! I Feel So Stupid Against The Might Of The Human Mind …

The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in our lives.

Bed at 11:52 pm still on Wednesday, March 3, 2021. Up at 4:42 am on Thursday, March 4, 2021.

Amazing Revelation On Waking Up …?

Today again. I have heard your voice. Today I have not harden my heart. Thus, I have entered Your complete rest. On waking up? This matter came to mind along with further knowledge on what and why my life has developed in the way that it has developed.

  • It is Your time to expose the witches that have caused the evil dealt to us humans one way or the other.
  • But it is written in Isaiah 54. Quote:

Isaiah 54:13-17 AMPC+

And all your spiritual children shall be disciples, taught of Master Yahuwah and obedient to His will; and great shall be the peace and undisturbed composure of your children.

You shall establish yourself on righteousness (rightness, in conformity with Master Yahuwah’s will and order); you shall be far even from the thought of oppression or destruction, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

Behold, they may gather together and stir up strife, but it is not from Me. Whoever stirs up strife against you shall fall away to you.

Behold, I have created the smith that blows on the fire of coals, and who produces a weapon for its purpose, and I have created the devastator to destroy.

But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall prove to be in the wrong.

This peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition—is the heritage of the servants of Master Yahuwah those in whom the ideal Servant of Master Yahuwah is reproduced.

This is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me, this is that which I impart to them as their justification, says Master Yahuwah.

  • From here on? Your Tribe shall increase in numbers.
  • Two new followers this morning.
  • And the miserable condition of my body shall decrease and be no more.

In silence I worship You…

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?

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About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their MY Head …

Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote: COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.

Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head as well as MY Head!

  • Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
  • I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
  • But this time?
  • O well! Your Love And Mercy For Us All.
  • Me? At the end? Me refrained!

Awful Nightmares? No Need To Record Anymore …

Bed. It’s now Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 6:27 pm. Woke up around 9 pm. Awful nightmare I do not care to record. You are in control of it all.

  • No matter how the powers in control attempt.
  • No evil can come my way nor any plague invade my body.
  • I still have no Internet but Yazeed brought gas earlier.
  • Change of PW. Maybe that will help to connect.
  • I will now restart the computer.

New Today For Me. Hoping For The Best …?

Master? Even if the best is not to my liking by Your grace and power to Your will I’ll be abiding. It’s now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 12:13 am. I am thankful for Yazeed’s router. It’s slow but I was able to check emails. Now?

  • Serious problem with SiteGround.
  • My data allowance is full.
  • That could be the problem with the Internet, but!
  • Yazeed’s router is not connecting again, so?
  • I am having trouble to reach SiteGround and resolve the problem.
  • I wait on You for the solution.
  • Meantime? Back to book formatting while I am still awake today at 12:42 am.
  • It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 2:00 am.
  • The Internet is faulty but I was able to check my emails.
  • It looks like a problem with the extra money coming from Denise.

Well? Things Are Looking Up! SiteGround Is Looking Into The Site’s Trouble …?

It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 8:45 am. The Internet is working so far. I still cannot get the site to upload but You are in control of it all.

Well? Things Are Not Looking Up Anymore! …

It is now still Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 11:20 pm. SiteGround has not been able to resolve the problem. The Internet is down again. But! I thank You for the few hours of sleep.

Wow! Things? Them Things Joyfully Upwards My Master Brings …?

Another Today for me! It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 2:30 am. I find myself in a joyful train traveling to Your Kingdom’s land. Joy inexplicable from Your merciful hand.

Well? My Bewilderment Again! I Know Nothing!!! …

Call me Bipolar, schizophrenic, manic depressive, and to summarize? Mentally Insane, but? It is lots of fun to be it all when you are out of the powers to be in this world’s control! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Bewildered. I Know Nothing!!! What Do You Have For Me Today My Master? …

It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 8:17 am. Let me check if things are still working in the digital world. Well? I found out I had a new problem with SiteGround.com.

But the Internet quit, and I was sleepy.

I slept until noon time.

Got up to continue working with SiteGround.com. Just then?

Thunder! Quickly shut unplug computer!

Back Now After Much Tribulation …

It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 7:30 pm. O my Master! You know it all. I really, really know nothing!!! After the storm to my dismal, I could not restore what I left off in the site problem.

Back from scratch pleading for Your help.

In the meantime, SiteGround.com responded with the solution.

The good part about this whole nightmare is that I still have access to work in the site, but!

  • The solution entitles to delete the working account, and?
  • I don’t know what the result will be.
  • Waiting for response from SiteGround.com.
  • Need to sleep. It’s now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 12:25 am
  • I slept until almost 5 am.
  • I quickly set the computer to reset while the connection was good.
  • The reset was successful.
  • Next? I successfully downloaded and installed Office 365 and e-Sword Bible. But I could not install Photoshop, will have to wait until the connection is steady.

All Of That Doing But! It Does Not Look Like It Help Much …

O my Master! Help! It is really annoying to deal with all these computer problems, but I do not have a choice. Help me. Right now? Restart to update on Friday, February 5, 2021 at12:30 pm.

It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 4:13 pm. Attempting to install Photoshop. Closing Word. Nothing works to get connected. I will have to do without Photoshop until You resolve the problem for me.

Help me O my Master to concentrate in the book formatting.

It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 7:28 pm.

I slept until past 10 pm.

New day. Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:02 am

Keeping A Record Mainly For Myself …

You know it my Master. Everything I do or say is between You and myself. When anyone comments on my doings or sayings only shows that they have their eyes on me and them. The message has yet to reach the depth of their beings.

O my Master! Again, What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?

You already gave me the answer but! The question remains when I get comments that indicate the commentator is not getting the message. It’s frustrating. So You reminded me of Your reply.

Quote:

“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.

“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!

“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.

“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”

“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.

“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!

“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.” End of quote.

  • Sleepy at 1:11 am. Slept. Up at 4:03 am.
  • Will try again to upload Photoshop.

Thank You My Master! Photoshop And All? Installed Ready To Go! …

The time? Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:00 am. The way is clear for me to continue preparing and publishing the message to reach each one of Your children across these earthly grounds.

About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head …

  • About 9 am the electricity cut. Out of electricity for almost 3 hours. Three hours to reflect on my frustrations and my doings. I sat under a clear sky on the roof.
  • Tears flowed.
  • I pleaded, “Give me Your thoughts.
  • I refuse to dwell on my thoughts.”
  • Immediately! You came through.
  • I heard the song of a dove.
  • Blessed be the Song of Solomon!
  • Tears ceased to flow.
  • I sang to Him my desire:
  • “Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”
  • Frustrations gone!
  • Good kind healthy thoughts about me and others.
  • From You my Master from all frustrations to recover.
  • Back to recover the file. It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:17 pm.

Looking Forward. My Gaze Set On You My Beloved …

I made my choice to away with You. How could I have resist that lovely voice coming to the depths of my being, ‘Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away’?

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:8-17 AMPC+

Vividly she pictured it, The voice of my beloved Shepherd! Behold, he comes, leaping upon the mountains, bounding over the hills. [Joh_10:27]

My beloved is like a gazelle or a young hart. Behold, he stands behind the wall of our house, he looks in through the windows, he glances through the lattice.

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

  • The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
  • The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]

Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us. End of quote.

What Are The Mountains Which Separate Us My Master? …

“The mountains of your fears, worries, unfounded suspicious about My faithfulness to you and to all, those are the unsurmountable mountains I must cover for you, My precious child.”

Here I Go Again! Putting Myself Into Bible Verses …

Seriously? I have been admonished ‘it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.’

Well? Here Is The Major Stumbling Block For Humankind …

We do not know ‘God’ much less His ways or thoughts, but we think we do until? The Almighty Creator we call ‘God’ descends out of the whirlwind and says to each one of us in our turn:

  • “Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?”
  • Ha! It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:07 pm.
  • By now? My face is to the ground.
  • I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
  • Therefore, I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

Master? You Know I Do Not Mean To Be Presumptuous, But! …

In 1987 You separated me in an apartment with the Amplified Bible and the instructions to date and put my name instead of Adam, Abraham, and so forth because You were talking to them then but now You were speaking to me.

The period was between June and October of 1985. I took it upon myself to join my children and the Christian community a thousand miles away from Your will for me stated in 1985.

  • O well! You know it all.
  • After much tribulation away from Your will You brought me back in 1987.
  • That is when You separated me in the apartment by the house of my precious friend and care taker I called ‘My Honey’ as his request.
  • Since then? You have opened and inscribed Your written words within my being.
  • One of the first inscriptions?

“My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do …

That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times. And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.”

Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most …

Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus? Our volatile emotions are the trade of us human beings.

  • So sleepy! 9:54 pm bk to bed.
  • New day. Up around 2 am. Now?
  • Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 3:34 am.
  • Trouble in SiteGround.
  • Will restart.
  • Back at 5:57 am on Sunday, February 7, 2021.

All Is Well. Hope It Stays Swell! How Did It All Get Fixed?

It is now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 7:08 am. I find myself pondering on the matter. Unbelievable amount of time and money is spent to resolve the insurmountable mountain of problems arising in this treacherous world of our existence.

Me? O Well! Didn’t Make It To The University, Instead …?

Most of my 81 years You beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me to teach me quite a few things not in line with the way’s humans resolve problems.

Quote:

Psalms 139:3-5 AMPC+

You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.

For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. [Heb_4:13]

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. End of quote.

  • Need more sleep 7:26 am.
  • Much in mind.
  • Did not sleep.
  • Got up.
  • My chocolates I fixed.
  • Ate my lunch.
  • I will restart the computer to see if the sound is as well fixed.
  • It’s now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 12:06 pm.
  • And on I went to my get away from it all retreat—my beautiful Photoshop app!

Back From My Get Away. Ready To Record What? …

It’s 4:34 pm on this great day You have given to me. What to record? Ha! More about our Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions. No kidding! Everything we humans know, and practice is volatile and futile, but!

  • We do not believe it to be so!
  • Goodness sake!
  • I am not making a senseless statement.
  • Sound base is written, but!
  • That is something You aim to reveal to each individual child of Yours.

Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over MY Head!

  • Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
  • I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
  • But this time?

Your Passionate Love And Mercy For Us All Came True With The Song Of A Dove …?

Alright! Here is the quote. What are You showing me for example to all? No kidding! I always wondered why the verse, ‘After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite,

  • My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.’?
  • Now I see the thing that is right about You, my Master! Wow!

What Is The Thing That Is Right or Not Right About You …?

What are such words, my Master? Our speaking or teachings that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? It is not right.

It Is Right To Recognize Our Sin By Conviction And Repentance …?

Wow! Let me quote Job again for myself. For now? In the last bout with my lack of knowledge You inscribed and gave life to those last verses in the book of Job.

Quote:

Job 42:1-17 AMPC+

THEN JOB said to the Master,

I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.

You said to me, Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? Therefore, I now see I have rashly uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job_38:2]

I had virtually said to You what You have said to me: Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.

I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.

Therefore I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite, My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.

Now therefore take seven bullocks and seven rams and go to My servant Job and offer up for yourselves a burnt offering; and My servant Job shall pray for you, for I will accept [his prayer] that I deal not with you after your folly, in that you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.

So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the Lord commanded them; and the Master accepted [Job’s prayer].

And the Master turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Master gave Job twice as much as he had before. [Deu_30:1-3; Psa_126:1-2]

Then there came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they sympathized with him and comforted him over all the [distressing] calamities that the Master had brought upon him. Every man also gave him a piece of money, and every man an earring of gold.

And the Master blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had 14,000 sheep, 6,000 camels, 1,000 yoke of oxen, and 1,000 female donkeys. [Job_1:3]

He had also seven sons and three daughters.

And he called the name of the first Jemimah, and the name of the second Keziah, and the name of the third Keren-happuch.

And in all the land there were no women so fair as the daughters of Job, and their father gave them inheritance among their brothers.

After this, Job lived 140 years, and saw his sons and his sons’ sons, even to four generations.

So Job died, an old man and full of days. [Jas_5:11].

James 5:11 AMPC+

You know how we call those blessed (happy) who were steadfast [who endured]. You have heard of the endurance of Job, and you have seen the Master’s [purpose and how He richly blessed him in the] end, inasmuch as the Master is full of pity and compassion and tenderness and mercy. [Job_1:21-22; Job_42:10; Psa_111:4]. End of quote.

Ha! Confess Your Faults One To Another …?

What was or has been my fault here lately? In looking at them I came up with words without knowledge. The result? My miserable circumstances bringing me down again, but!

  • This time? Only temporary to make a point.
  • Sleepy again at 4:33 am on Monday, February 8, 2021.

What Point My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? To make the point above it all that in the end? I am full of pity, compassion, tenderness, and mercy. Indeed! No one single human being has figured such out of the human’s mind, but!

O My child, one by one I am reaching My children’s mind and heart as I have reached you.

Fear not! No matter your human lapses I am in control of them all.

Thus, I allow all things to come to you to make a point for My children’s consideration.

The point is made as you accept all things coming to you from My hand of mercy.

Go on My precious child! Illustrate. Format. Prepare these lines for publication.” End of quote.

On My Way To The Task …

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 8:41 am. Ahmad just called to start us in a good day. No telling the time You shall give me to finish the task.

  • Thank You for this beautiful sunny day in view to my delight, and?
  • Thank You for my body’s wellbeing.
  • The restoring of my health and my wealth?
  • Nothing like I ever imagined it to be!
  • Bless my heart.

Remarks That Make Me Blink My Eyes And Scratch My Head …?

Why? For years I have not been able to comprehend why the Bible teachers are so serious that scares the light out of me. On the mention of the dove singing to me?

  • “Stop that foolishness! Get into the meat of the Word!”
  • Me? I done ate the meat. Now I must enjoy my sweet!
  • Bless my heart!

Amazingly? After The Song Of The Dove Reached My Inner Being …?

All things came together beautifully, and? The last thing in question was my data in my external. Half of the drive would come up corrupted. Now? On Monday, February 8, 2021 at 11:00 am the drive is perfect! How that happened?

O My Master! You Led Me To Check How To Fix It …

Wow! In a matter of minutes I found out how to fix it! Next? Restart computer. Next? Check the drive. Next? Your light shone in my smiling face!

Bed at 7:35 pm on Monday, February 8, 2021. Slept until about 10:30 pm. You continue to bless me with sleep. Thank You. It is now Monday, February 8, 2021at 11:02 pm. This day is almost over. The Internet is fixed! I am still working on the illustration.

Some History On The Name Yahwah …

  1. YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
  2. YHWH is found 6,832 times in the TANACH.
  3. Paul the Apostle always referred to the TANACH to show that YHWH was the Messiah.
  4. The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
  5. That the NAME of GOD, YHWH (YAHWAH) was first used in Genesis 2:4 and last used in the Old Testament Malachi 3:23.
  6. The Hebrew Apostles scriptures were stolen by a church (circa 126-136 A. D.) and translated into Greek and the original Hebrew New Testament scriptures were destroyed.
  7. Jesus is only a new name of 280 years. In the King James 1611 A.D. the NAME OF THE SAVIOR in the Christian world was Iesous. The letter ‘J’, according to Webster did not exist until after the mid-1650.
  8. A scholarly Biblical fact is that YHWH (YAHWAH) was taken out of our New English editions and hidden by only using the word LORD.The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
  9. Genesis 4:26 at the time of Seth men began calling on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  10. Genesis 12:8; 13:4, 21:33 Abram at Bethel called upon THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  11. YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
  12. Genesis 26:25 Isaac called on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  13. YHWH is HIS NAME and only name. Elohim (Lord of Lords) is HIS title. EL (God) is HIS title. Emmanuel GOD with us is a sentence.
  14. Exodus 6:3 GOD tells Moses HIS NAME is YHWH (YAHWAH).
  15. Deuteronomy 6:4 YHWH our GOD is ONE.
  16. Isaiah 63:16 YHWH our Father, Redeemer and HIS NAME is from everlasting.
  17. Revelation14:1 The Lamb writes THE NAME OF FATHER on their foreheads. To me, this would be water baptism in the NAME OF YHWH).
  18. Malachi 2:10 One Father, One God created us.
  19. Zechariah 14: 9 YHWH (YAHWAH) is KING, YHWH is ONE and HIS NAME ONE.
  20. Matthew 28:19 Baptize in THE NAME of the FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST.

Bed 7:28 pm on Tuesday, February 9, 2021. Spent this day illustrating. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 3:32 am. Can’t keep eyes open. Bed

All Is Well! All Is Swell, And? It All Shall Remain Well And Swell! …

  • My Father’s impression? Dancing in session.
  • Skip! Tap! Tap at that?
  • Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
  • What’s Truth? What’s Real?

Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

Caption: Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote:

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.

Ready To Post My Master. All Remains Swell And Well. Thank You …

Notice my new signature. I inserted my oldest picture that brings quite wonderful memories of times long gone by. Diana–the leader. Always on the alert!

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

From Sobering Words To Calm My Fears To The Epilogue …

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Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …

New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?

  • O well! Just following Your instructions, but
  • Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
  • It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
  • I don’t like it!

What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …

It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.

  • You know I do not deliberately do anything.
  • I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
  • Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
  • My mind is churning none stop.
  • I can’t let go.
  • The sitting still.
  • The waiting.
  • The alone thing?
  • Unless You intervene
  • What’s to become?
  • I feel so utterly dumb!

Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.

Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …

It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.

Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …

Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?

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  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.

Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …

O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.

  • You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
  • And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
  • This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
  • Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
  • But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
  • Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.

So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …

I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.

  • Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
  • Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
  • Only I must edit and reformat such words.
  • So? Here I go.

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My Words …My Master’s Response …

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (2:48AM).

Abba, my Father, here I am, I come to worship You and to receive Your blessings and instructions for this day. What will it be, my Father? You have given me so much and I have written it all down but, it’s too much for Your people. What would You do about it? How can I be concise and to the point?

My Master’s Response …

“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.

“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!

“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.

“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”

“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.

“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!

“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.

“My child, compile all the words that I have spoken to My children and publish them in the site as it suits the occasion for the moment.

“I want you to start these messages from the last to the first words I spoke to you since you came to and left Aqaba and to the present.

“My child, you are doing well. I delight in your obedience even when it has cost you everything you had hold dear on this earth, including the love and affection from your children and friends.

“My child, your reward is soon to come. Nonetheless, work to uphold the first and greatest command to love or obey Me regardless of the reward. And continue to obey My instructions exactly as I am giving them to you on the daily basis no matter what obstacles you may find in the way!

“Yes, My child, for I have given you the power and ability to obey Me even at the cost of your life! Rejoice and be glad, for I am always with you and you have nothing to fear, on the contrary, you have it all to rejoice and be glad unto eternity!”

My Words …

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! What can the devil and the witches of hell and even man do to me? NOTHING! Absolutely NOTHING! So let them all try their best while I laugh and enjoy myself along with all who wish to join me on the journey towards our Savior’s Kingdom!

HalleluYah! I am on my way!

Come and go with me to my Father’s house!

Where there is joy inexplicable and life everlasting!

HalleluYah!

Monday, September 14, 2009 (4:42pm).

Father, as I sit here weeping and interceding for this child of mine and for all of my children and for Your people You have placed in my path, the same anguish expressed by the prophet Jeremiah has come to me, Quote:

Jeremiah 15:10-11

Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me to be a man of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither loaned, nor have men loaned to me, yet everyone curses me. End of quote.

My words …

Father, I express my anguish in different words but, it is the same anguish. It is the anguish in my heart right this minute when I realize that the message that You are sending through me, is not received not even acknowledged.

Father, every word You speak to me gives me life and hope but, by the words spoken to me by my child, those same words make no impact on her or her siblings whatsoever! On the contrary, I only cause them pain and hurt when I herald those words to them. How can that be my Father?

As You answered Jeremiah You are answering me,

Truly your release, affliction, and strengthening will be for good purposes; surely Jeremiah, I will intercede for you with the enemy and I will cause the enemy to ask for your aid in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. [Jer. 21:1, 2; 37:3; 42:2; Rom. 8:28.]

Rom 8:28

We are assured and know that the Almighty a partner in their labor, all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love the Almighty and are called according to His design and purpose. End of quote.

My Words …

I see it my Father! Now I understand Your commandment to stay in this place and not to make any phone calls and to wait until You developed the circumstances. Am I following Your instructions? Am I approved by You?

My Master’s Response …

“Yes, My child, and all things are working together for your good and for the good of all of those who love Me, those who obey My commandments; only you must wait until My children come to grasp the truth about love.

My children are living on their understanding of love. They love Me according to their understanding of love.

  • I know that they mean to love Me and yet, I must reject such love because they do not know that, the kind of love I require is obedience to My commands or instructions.

And I command them to lean not on their own understanding, but they refuse to obey Me. And they go on and on thinking that they are obeying My commandments when in reality they are not!

My children live in the futility of their fantasy about love. Such fantasy is an abomination unto Me and My children MUST give it up!

Therefore, in order to cause My children to give up this abomination, I must discipline them in the harshest way!

My discipline is harsh to them because they have not yet realized the true beauty of obedience.

My children only know the beautiful side of evil and that is what they call love! And anyone who threatens to touch that side of evil, in their eyes, is an enemy.

My children only know this fantasy of love as a beautiful thing and they feel that I am taking away from them such beautiful thing when in fact such thing is not beautiful, it is an abomination unto Me!

Look at how My Son became the enemy because I sent Him to tell you the truth about the condition of your hearts.

And that truth to set you free is totally opposite to the fantasy you have in your hearts about love and understanding and good! Therefore, He became your enemy!

Most of My children do not know even the most basic thing about Me: My Name! Yet, in their own fantasy, they are in love with Me!

My children feel and think that they are My friends and that they love Me and that they are keeping My commandments while they practice all the rules and regulations of their religion.

  • Religion is the greatest arsenal of the enemy. And My children jump from one religion to another even at this late in the age.

For now My children are rehearsing the ancient rituals that My people practiced. I made a covenant with My children in Mount Sinai. And I instituted and decreed My Torah.

But My children did what seem good to them and they rebelled and they broke My covenant and corrupted My Torah.

Therefore, I did a New Thing, I sent My Son! Still, My children insist on their understanding of My covenant and My Torah making for themselves a new religion!

Is there an end to My children’s pride in their understanding of Me and life and everything under heaven and earth?

It has to be! It has to be an end to such pride because I have swore that I will not give My esteem to the enemy!

How am I to bring an end to My children’s pride in their understanding? Such is the secret that I am revealing to each one of My children according to My design and purpose.

And for that reason, I have removed you from them; because this secret has to be revealed to each one personally.

Therefore, you must not fear nor despair. I have heard your pleas and I am working in your behalf. Day and night, I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.

I am working My design and purpose for your life and you are obeying My instructions without you even realizing it.

I know and I feel your pain and desperation, your anguish even at the thought of hurting your children.

Nonetheless, I am infusing you with My strength every single day to overcome even the most fierce attack from the enemy!

Be strong and courageous! For you have the power to be so because I have given you My strength and power!” End of such amazing words to me.

My Words …

Oh my Father! Again I am speechless! In silence, I worship You!

Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).

In my distress, I despair and complain for lack of understanding. I have cried unto You and You, always, answer me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within me in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways!

Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds.

Thus You have spoken to me,

  • “thiaBasilia, My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
  • But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
  • And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
  • And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.” End of such powerful words.

My Words …

Sunday, September 13, 2009 (5:06am).

Oh my Father! I’m back! I’m back from my unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness. This time I am back to stay!

I will never, ever again question Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your loving and forgiving heart.

Thank You for Your faithfulness to deliver me from my momentary lapse. And thank You for keeping me in Your service.

Saturday, September 12, 2009 (5:28am).

Father, the electricity is gone again. And while there is no electricity, the whole spectrum of what is coming to us in the near future comes to mind; for You have shown me the most ominous darkness that will soon approach us announcing the end time storm of storms! And, like the prophet Habakkuk I can exclaim,

Hab 3:16-19

I heard and my [whole inner self] trembled; my lips quivered at the sound. Rottenness enters into my bones and under me [down to my feet]; I tremble. I will wait quietly for the day of trouble and distress when there shall come up against [my] people him who is about to invade and oppress them.

Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,

Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah; I will exult in the [victorious] Mighty One of my salvation! [Rom. 8:37.]

Almighty Yahuwah is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! End of quote.

My Words …

Oh my Father! How exactly true to these words is my stand! And to think that You are the One Who has given me this strength and stability is beyond words to describe!

Yet, to continue on with my deliberations with You my Father, I wonder, how can Your children claim their heavenly citizenship without the personal intimate knowledge and acquaintance with You?

Yes, I know my Father that many claim to have this knowledge and to know You intimately and personally. Notwithstanding, for the most part all most of these people, when it comes to the core of things, they only have a show of self-righteousness demonstrated by the many rituals that they practice.

One of the saddest things is what I have observed through the years. Through the years I have observed and supported many sincere believers because of their good heart.

I also submitted myself to many that were serious students of the Word and had many good ‘Scriptural teachings’ for my spiritual growth or so I thought.

Sad to say, many zealous believers apply themselves to study the Scriptures and to seek You, my Father, though the more they study and the more they search and research the dumber they become because they get puffed up with knowledge!

And the more they seek You, the farthest they get from You because they do not humble themselves and give up their own understanding. They depend on their understanding of You and everything in the Scriptures.

And they appoint themselves as teachers or leaders and many of them have labeled me as ‘unteachable’ and even as a ‘witch’ because they get highly insulted if you do not adhere to their teaching. But You know it my Father.

Am I being judgmental and speaking evil and idle words? Speak my Father and address Your people, perhaps some will heed You yet through these recorded writings of mine.

My Master’s Response …

“My child, what you are and have been observing for so many years is in fact the sad and deplorable state of My people.

“My people have rejected My commandments in lieu of what seem good to them from the beginning.

“And from the beginning the enemy has corrupted My people’s mind with their own willing consent.

“Therefore, I cannot do anything for My children unless they repent of their willfulness and their own corrupt understanding.

“Notwithstanding, I love My children and I am well aware of their utter inability to see the error of their ways. And it is for that reason that I have become like their worst enemy to deal to them the just punishment to correct and cause them to see and reconsider their ways.

“My child, the only way for My children to see the error of their ways is through the adversities they are suffering as I deal to them their just punishment.

“Truly, My child, you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them.

“Indeed! My child, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living Almighty, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering. Such is the reason why you cannot get along with the multitude who has not yet arrived there.

“The multitude has arrived to the present Jerusalem, a desolate city. It is a desolate city because My Presence has departed from it, and, it is now inhabited, for the most, by impostors and corruptors of My children.

“Yet My children are still blind, but, not for long! Soon My children will open their eyes and see the truth of their sad and deplorable state and repent from their understanding of everything concerning Me and life in general.

“It is for that purpose, for the purpose to open the eyes of My children that I have raised you and many others like you to herald these things to My children.

“My Word is going forth in these recordings of yours and My Word shall not return void but My Word shall accomplish that for what has gone forth!

“Rejoice and be glad! For soon you shall see My light shine in the midst of the darkness that must first come upon this earth!”

My Words …

HalleluYah!  HalleluYah! HalleluYah! On my face all I can exclaim is, Set Apart is the Lamb Who was and is and shall come! Come Yahushua come!

My Observations …

In all religious groups, whether Christian or Judaism or Muslim or any other religion, corporate worship is always emphasized. And mankind is, literally, obsessed with the group thing. Most all human beings are obsessed with the belonging idea. And we are all encouraged to belong somewhere, whether be a family or a group or a club or just to another human being!

Society condemns solitude. Should anyone dare to be alone, that one is considered abnormal, unhealthy, and that one is labeled as candidate for mental depression and in need of medical care.

What a fallacy! For though many suffer with mental diseases, actually, it is not by being alone that anyone falls into the grip of such cruel disease! On the contrary, mental diseases are caused by the corrupt society in which we all were born and raised!

Think about it, Oh people! Open your eyes and see and hear the insidious cry from the society of man demanding the unity of mankind! The insidious cry from all human beings to belong somewhere!

That cry haunted me all of my life! I remember my Christian friends telling me, “The devil wants to isolate you! Don’t listen! Never forsake the assembly of the believers!” And I did my best! My very best to accommodate everybody in my life space for fear of being alone! Silly me! I wasted all of my life looking for fellowship and the assembly of the believers!

Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.

Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!

So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?

Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?

I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!

Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!

It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…

Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!

My Master’s Response …

“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!

“Fear not nor be dismayed! For the words you have written down are not just words. The words you have written down are My sound words to you and to all who want to hear!

“Let none of these depressing feelings because of the lack of money and activities that you can feel and touch, let none of that disturb you one more instant!

“Rejoice and be glad! You have My strength and you will endure until the end! And when I return, I will have your reward!

“In the meantime, do not work for the reward. But, let all your work be a work of love or obedience to Me, regardless of the reward!”

My Words …

HalleluYah! Though You slay me, I shall worship You because, You are the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and You alone are worthy of praise and honor and esteem! HalleluYah!

Thursday, September 10, 2009 (3:58am).

Father, I hear Your plea to Your children at this moment of time. I will herald that plea as it is Your desire for me to do. Your Word shall go forth one more time and It shall not return void!

HOPE for My people…

Oh My people OPEN your eyes and see! WAKE UP! There is still a little time left to obey your loving Father and gain your only hope at this crucial moment of time!

THE TIME IS HERE and you need not to scoff anymore! There is no other way but My loving commandments for you. Listen and obey lest you perish. It is not My will that you should perish; but, I can do nothing against your will. I cannot save you unless you listen and obey My commandments of love.

Love equals obedience. Love is not all the splendorous things of this world. Listen, Oh My people, listen and obey My commandments. Learn of Me and lean not in your understanding of My commandments; for I am revealing Myself plainly to you at this point of time.

My Word of hope and grace has gone forth on the condition that you OBEY My commandments; for unless you obey My commandments, you shall perish even as My heart breaks because of your refusal and stubbornness.

Listen and obey My people. I am your only hope. Set your eyes on Me as you read the messages on this site; for those messages contain My revelation of the Truth that shall set you free!” End of Your words to Your people for now.

My Words …

Father, it’s 11:35am on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and so far, apparently, nothing has happened, for nobody has called or emailed or knocked on my door. Yet, I remained composed and at peace enjoying myself in Your Presence alone… how amazing this experience is to me! And for how long have I desired for this state of peaceful and joyful stability in my life? Practically all of my life!

Oh my Father! It’s such wonderful thing to me to experience this peace and joy and contentment without the interference of any human contact. It used to be a time when I lived in a continuous state of panic and emotional craving for human comfort. And I would wear out my friends with my lengthy phone calls and talkative behavior.

How different is this life that I am now living in Your Presence and under Your care and protection alone! Oh, yes! I still talk and go over board sometimes. But, it is not at all like it used to be! Because, when I talk now, it is all under Your control.

And yes, I annoy many people with my ‘much talking’. But, You open and shut my mouth nowadays. And weather people get elated and delighted or annoyed and aggravated with me, it doesn’t matter anymore. Your approval and getting alone with You to laugh or cry about these matters is all that counts!

Oh what a wonderful state of being! You have truly pulled me out of this world! And to think that each one of Your children have the same opportunity every day of their lives and every day of their lives they miss such magnificent opportunity…Oh how it must break Your heart! How long shall this state of affairs continue my Father? And would You rescue all of Your children? I know that in due time You will show me and give me peace in this matter.

Father, it’s 5:12pm on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, in just 3 weeks it shall be Sukkoth and You have not given me the slightest indication on what to do. I know that You are sick and tired of all our celebrations and I have given that message to Your people but, now I find myself in a quandary again.

My Father, as I see the day approaching I am trembling because of all the excitement and zeal going on in all circles. What would You have me do? Do You want me to stay put in this place and let the whole commotion pass without me getting involved with it? Must I remain silent for the time being until You release me to talk or until You send me someone to talk to?

My Master’s Response …

“My child, remain quiet. Wait until I develop the circumstances for you. Do not make any more phone calls and remain in these premises until the time I have designed for you.

“Do not worry about finances nor food or anything of materialistic matter at all. I have all matters concerning you under My control and design.

“Continue to worship and fellowship in My Presence, for I am delighted in you and soon you will experience My delight in a tangible way.”

My Words …

Father, what about all these thoughts about going to Tiberias? Is such thing in Your design and purpose for me? What am I to do?

My Master’s response …

“My child, do nothing yet. Wait until I quicken you to act. In due time I will let you know exactly where and how to go. In the meantime, remain packed and ready to go on a short notice.”

My Words …

Thank You my Father. It’s such a wonderful thing to hear You and have the power to do just what You call me to do! HalleluYah!

Father, it’s 7:31pm on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and an idea just came to me, to update the site, I hope this idea comes from You?

My Words …

How can I say thanks, Oh my Father? How can I tell, how can I express this immensity of Your mercy within my being? Yes! I will obey You! That’s how I can say thanks and express my gratitude to You! HalleluYah!

Talking About Sobriety? Seriously This Is The Time For It …

O my Master! It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 1:25 pm. It is the last 7th Day of Rest for this first month of 2021. Sober? I wonder. My desire is to obey You, but! I find myself troubled. Do not know how to stop the flood of thoughts or ideas flying in my natural mind about all that is going on.

How can I let it all slide past me?

Everything going on at this late stage of our existence is so contrary to what You require for our eternal salvation, how can I let it all slide?

How can I avoid touching those thoughts or ideas?

I tremble at the thought of disobedience.

I do not know how to act but!

My determinate purpose is to be found in You.

I refuse to let my mind take over me.

It is a rainy dreary day.

That is part or maybe all my troublesome thoughts.

Going to bed. 1:52 pm.

Woke up at 5:09 pm to a dead mobile plus no Internet to add to the list.

No problem anymore.

No need to have it all under my control.

All is under Your control.

It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 5:34 pm.

What Oh My Master Am I To Do Next? …

This 7th Day of Rest You have given me much to continue marching steady towards Your Kingdom of heaven soon to be a reality on the earth.

The Question Remains, When? Your Answer As Well Remains, Soon. Wait …

No one knows. It will come like a thief in the night. It could be tomorrow. So? Prepare. Be ready. Oh my Master! You have prepared and made me ready, yet? The stark corrupted times as the times of Noah at hand.

When Are You To Put An End? …

“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! I’ll wait no matter what!

The internet has been reset again and I can’t undo it. No internet. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 1:56 am. Heading 4 bed.

Time To Do As I Am Told …

“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! O my Master! I keep saying, I’ll wait no matter what! But I don’t wait. I go on and on trying.

No Internet? Let Me Try To Reset …

Ha! Reset the blasted thing? Forget to the Net connect! Suits me right. Now? For sure I have to Be still. Let go. Wait. And go ahead to work in the book You instructed me to compile.

Thank You My Master For Your Correction …

To spend a day trying to navigate on my own is sure the way to suffer big time frustration and disappointment. But You know it my Master. nowadays? You have kindly shorten my days of trying. Thank You.

  • The gas is about to end. But I thank You for a sunny day today. It is now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 6:51 am. Ha! That means I have wasted almost 2 hours trying to fix what I know I can’t fix. Duh!
  • I am heading to wash my dishes while I wait to see if Ahmad keeps his promise to visit me this morning.
  • 7:13 am Photoshop

Last Day Of The First Month In 2021 …

Cover finished. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 3:50 pm. on to format the book. No Internet, so? I cannot be tempted to distractions. Even so? it’s a long book, who knows how long it’ll be before I publish it, but!

  • O my Master! it is all under Your control.

First Day Of The 2nd Month Of This 2021 Year. What Will It Be …?

It is now Monday, February 1, 2021 at 8:34 am. Well? O my Master! I been fumbling with the formatting depending on my memory instead of reviewing the guide to do it properly.

  • That’s me! Blaming on the winter.
  • I get so cold I cannot think straight.
  • Adding to that? No Internet to check things out.
  • Complaining?
  • Yes, I am my Master, but!
  • You know I am being honest not just putting a heroine’s front.
  • So? I thank You.
  • It looks like You are giving me a break.
  • A sunny day sure looks inviting to overcome the woes of the winter.
  • Lest for this day.
  • I will now start the formatting task from scratch Guide on hand.
  • Then? Around noontime my lil friend bearing goodies.
  • Next on his way to depart?
  • Hahaha! The outer door fell apart!
  • Unbelievable! But true.
  • Repair man on call.
  • My lil friend?
  • Sitting on a chair guarding my body and soul.
  • Repairs going on.
  • Electric connection needed I am told
  • Computer off
  • Book formatting on hold.
  • Me? Wash dishes and all
  • Three hours or so later?
  • Silence? Let me see.
  • Repairs done!
  • Everybody?
  • Gone without a word to me!
  • Bless their hearts.
  • Me? Bed Monday, February 1, 2021 at 6:54 pm.
  • Up on Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 1:39 am.
  • Still no Internet.
  • Hopefully the problem will be fix today.
  • Going back to book format.
  • What?
  • You led me to a fun graphic with a legend to end the book.
  • WOW! That’s what!

Epilogue …

What’s Truth? What’s Real? Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

The truth? Not that bad, but!  My looks? At my 70th? Impress forsook.  A humbling experience I partook.

I saw the arrogance in the obsess how I should look to impress as the best.  Obsess to Impress?  No more in my mind now entertain.

My Father’s impression!  Dancing in session.  Skip! Tap! Tap at that?   Joyfully skipping under the rain?

My little girl remains! Humor Instead of Anger. Laughing at My Arrogance?  Sure HUMILITY to Gain …?

Then? At my 80th? Humble I remain. Obsess to Impress? I no longer with it mess.

My Father’s impression!  Dancing in session.  Skip! Tap! Tap at that?   Joyfully skipping under the rain?  My little girl remains!

What’s Truth? What’s Real?

Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

Father? You Have Brought Me Through The Wheel Of Time, No Doubt About It! …The results? All inharmonious circumstances I brought upon myself are now harmonizing.

  • Humor instead of anger.
  • Love from above instead of love from below.
  • Wisdom instead of ignorance – imprudence – inability – ineptness – stupidity – thoughtlessness – instability.

What More Could I Ever Want For? …

Thank You!

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

The Wrath Descending Upon Us. The Messengers? Urging, Urging, Urging! But?

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The Pitfalls In The Ways We Express Ourselves …?

The People …?

Like It Was In The Times Of Noah. Why …?

We Are Told Not To Judge But The Same Ones Doing The Telling Are Misjudging Us! No Wonder …

The MASTER …?

Behold! His Power Of Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All Regardless. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! I know. One by one You are reaching all Your children just like You reached me.

  • Read a post quoting so many wrath Scriptures enough to scare anyone to death.
  • It is now Wednesday, January 27, 2021 at 9:44 pm.
  • I went to sleep around 4 pm.
  • Woke up four hours later thinking about such post against what You give me to post nowadays. You brought to mind Your words to me in the book of Ezekiel.

Another Day Is Ending. Where Am I At My Master? …

It is now Thursday, January 28, 2021 at 12:00 am. Master? You know I have been reading Your words in the book of Ezekiel, but it is all beyond my comprehension.

  • Even so? You addressed some of those words to me.
  • I am now literally experiencing Your words in Ezekiel 3:25-27. For You brought me to the wilderness of people and have been judging me face to face in this strange culture of Amman, Jordan
  • Then? Almost 5 years now You set me up on this 4th floor roof apartment as in Ezekiel 20:35.
  • Quote:

Ezekiel 3:25-27 AMPC+

And I will bring you into the wilderness of the peoples, and there will I enter into judgment with you and contend with you face to face.

Ezekiel 3:25-27 AMPC+

But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.

And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.

But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Master Almighty; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house. End of quote.

It Is Easy To Gather And Quote Scriptures To Express Your Wrath, But! …

It is all futile, of no use to Your plan of restoration of Your creation. Ha! That is where I am at. You are enlightening me about all the pitfalls in the ways we express ourselves.

The Pitfalls In The Ways We Express Ourselves …?

Indeed! A pitfall or an unapparent source of trouble or danger; a hidden hazard. Master? Tell me why this matter is so. Moreover, search me. See if the wicked thing is in me. I beseech You to remove it for good and forever.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am delighted with your humble attitude. Furthermore? I am pleased to respond to your request.

My child, the unapparent source of trouble or danger in quoting Scriptures to express My wrath lies in the fact that wrath is not what I am all about.”

  • Sleepy Thursday, January 28, 2021 at 1:31 am.

Here I am my Master! …

Back from the much-needed sleep. As if You didn’t know it. For You saw how my mind was churning all the matters in view not knowing what to do nor able to concentrate on the matter of the pitfalls in The Ways We Express Ourselves. So? You put me to sleep. You were about to tell me about Your mercy.

“Indeed! Mercy Supersedes My Wrath …

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What a delight it is to be in control of your mind and your doings to lead and direct you to the bliss of My Presence within you.

The thing is My child, the arch enemy of My Being also delights in the present control of the human’s mind to lead all humans to the utter destruction of My creation.

Even so? O My child, the enemy knows its time is coming to an end. Thus, the intensity of its efforts to accomplish its destructive wiles. No kidding My child, such is the fact whether you or anyone believes or not to be the fact, but!

The power of My mercy no foe can withstand.

My Mercy? How Have I Shown You My Mercy …?

I have shown you My mercy even before I compelled you to journal and record the date and time of your daily life in 1985. Only My time have not come to make you fully aware of such matter.

It is now Thursday, January 28, 2021 at 10:09 am. Three more days for this month of suspense to end. Suspense? Indeed! The suspense or your apprehension resulting from the uncertain, undecided, and mysterious situation about the future of this so loved world of Mine.

My child, fear not! All your apprehensions are under My control. But what is the human’s beef about giving Me the control of their lives?

Simple, My child, the human mind is programmed to believe they alone have the control of their minds. The truth and fact?

The despotisms, the powers, the master spirits who are the world rulers of this present darkness, the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly supernatural sphere are and have been in complete control of this so loved world of Mine as per My design and purpose for all to be so.

Now? I am aware how such fact has troubled not only you but! Many are offended and repelled and have begun to distrust and desert Me for lack of understanding of My ways.

For the human mind is not capable to understand the existence of evil by My design and purpose, but! My time is here now for enlightenment.

One by one My children are now minding the Authority of My written words. Precept upon precept, precept upon precept, rule upon rule, rule upon rule; here a little, there a little shall no longer be merely monotonous repeating words that they may go and fall backward and be broken and snared and taken.

Instead? The effectiveness of your testimony of My Presence within you recorded in your journal. The deaf hear the words of the book, and out of obscurity and gloom and darkness the eyes of the blind are now seeing. The meek also have increased their joy in the Master, and the poor among men is now rejoicing and exulting in the Holy One of Israel. As it is written.

Quote:

Matthew 24:10 AMPC+

And then many will be offended and repelled and will begin to distrust and desert [Him Whom they ought to trust and obey] and will stumble and fall away and betray one another and pursue one another with hatred.

Isaiah 28:10-13 AMPC+

For it is [His prophets repeating over and over]: precept upon precept, precept upon precept, rule upon rule, rule upon rule; here a little, there a little.

No, but the Master will teach the rebels in a more humiliating way by men with stammering lips and another tongue will He speak to this people says Isaiah and teach them His lessons.

To these complaining Jews the Master had said, This is the true rest, the way to true comfort and happiness that you shall give to the weary, and, This is the true refreshing—yet they would not listen to His teaching.

Therefore the word of the Master will be to them merely monotonous repeatings of: precept upon precept, precept upon precept, rule upon rule, rule upon rule; here a little, there a little—that they may go and fall backward, and be broken and snared and taken.

Isaiah 29:18-24 AMPC+

And in that day shall the deaf hear the words of the book, and out of obscurity and gloom and darkness the eyes of the blind shall see.

The meek also shall increase their joy in the Master, and the poor among men shall rejoice and exult in the Holy One of Israel.

For the terrible one [the Assyrian enemy] shall come to naught, and the scoffer shall cease, and all those who watch for iniquity [as an occasion for accusation] shall be cut off.

Those who make a man an offender and bring condemnation upon him with a word, and lay a trap for him who upholds justice at the city gate, and thrust aside the innocent and truly righteous with an empty plea.

Therefore thus says the Master, Who redeemed Abraham [out of Ur and idolatry], concerning the house of Jacob: Jacob shall not then be ashamed; not then shall his face become pale [with fear and disappointment because of his children’s degeneracy].

For when he sees his children [walking in the way of piety and virtue], the work of My hands in his midst, they will revere My name; they will revere the Holy One of Jacob and reverently fear the Mighty One of Israel.

Those who err in spirit will come to understanding, and those who murmur [discontentedly] will accept instruction.

Isaiah 30:26 AMPC+

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

For I Am The Only True Almighty One Conforming To Truth, Fact, Or Sound Reason …?

O My child, this is the authority of My written words that soon shall be the norm for My beloved children. I shall be their Father. They shall be My obedient children. As it is written.”

  • Can’t find the scripture. Bed at 4:59 pm.

What A Day! Not Out Of The Woods Yet …

What woods? Well, it is now Thursday, January 28, 2021 at 11:25 pm. The monster woods of my past are still hunting me.

What On Earth Am I Talking About …

O my Master! I haven’t got the slightest what provoked this fearsome moment of doubt. I mean doubt about every single line I have written in the last 35 or so years. Is it all my grandiose ideas in my imagination?

  • I tremble. The tears flow. Darkness. There is no more glow.
  • What’s happening my Master?
  • Mercy! Nothing makes sense. The fear is intense.
  • I search of necessity and on the authority of Your word, but!
  • Only the tears flow.
  • Your Word. Your wrath?
  • The fiery flames of Your wrath are reaching deep so deep!
  • The painful burning sense even while I sleep.
  • Alone. So alone! Where are You my Master?
  • Is so dark. I cannot see nor even hear You.
  • Come! O Master come! I am alone!
  • In darkness forlorn.
  • The moment My Yah, my Yah! Why have Thou forsaken me
  • To me happening I see.
  • Peace …

End Of This Today For Me at 12:00 am …

Basking in Your peace. Hoping on Your mercy. Heading to rest underneath Your everlasting arms ending one woeful today to start a brand-new hopeful today at bay. It is now 12:36 am on Friday, January 29, 2021.

I Die Daily. One MUST Die To Live Again…?

It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 5:49 am. Woke up about an hour ago. In my mind? One MUST Die To Live again. O my Master! Immediately You flashed to me what caused the ordeal I went through in the monster woods of my past.

What Happened? Now I Know. The Matter You To Me Clearly Show …

It all falls in the category of The Pitfalls In The Ways We Express Ourselves. O my Master! You are so good to me. The truth? You are so good to all but hardly all Your goodness recognize. Even so?

How Is It That I Your Goodness Recognize …?

Simple. You have transformed me. You have done the work. My transformation is not due to any earthly efforts of my own to supersede in this so loved world of Yours.

The Results Of Your Work Of Transformation …?

Ha! No more boasting. Instead? Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in the Master. O my Master! For me now to live means You.

I Die To Myself Daily. You Know It But I …?

O well! I am human so? Yesterday in reference to my daily dying Matthew 24:28 popped, Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together.

  • O me! Just then? It came to me to check my emails.
  • Ha! A new follower.
  • I no longer check all posts in my emails but!
  • This time? Click! Amazing!
  • Check the About. Wow!
  • How impressive!
  • Should I like? Nay.
  • Email is her wish.

Talking about a scattered brains email? I wrote:

Glad semantics! Who knows? Perhaps I am a fallen body (a corpse) and you the eagle?

Quote:

Matthew 24:28 AMPC+

(28)  Wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together. [Job_39:30]. End of quote.

Talking about miracles? Why not? Every single day is a miracle to me nowadays.

Matthew 24:28 is beginning to make sense to me.

Hopefully it makes sense to you as well.

Lov, thiaBasilia.

Just Now I Received The Most Enlightening Reply To My Senseless Email.

How enlightening on the matter of The Pitfalls In The Ways We Express Ourselves. No kidding! I now can sing, I feel good! Just to know I been redeemed makes me feel good! But!

It Is Not A Matter Of Feelings Nor Even Of Knowledge …?

The email was addressed to a professional. Her reply expressed her professional knowledge against my lack of it. I sure had known it, but! I did not. Quote:

I don’t think so – it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.  You cannot be a fallen body without me being a fallen body; I cannot be an eagle without you being an eagle.  It is best if we just stay humble and when we don’t understand something to move on and let God make it clear to us through our inner communion with Him.  We do not have to understand everything, things will not always make sense, especially since we are reading from texts that were written thousands of years ago by people just like you and me, limited by human perception, memory, and spiritual denseness.  Not to mention the meanings that get lost in translation.  We just have to have a sincere and truthful heart and mind.  And that I am certain you have, dear thiaBasilia Licona!

God’s best for you now and always!

  • O my Master! How true You are. You got all my bases covered. Home run hit! All safely home.

The 81+ Years Of Existence On These Earthly Grounds? On Mental Health Bounds I Was Found …?

Well? Not quite 81+ years. You redeemed me for good and for eternity on that glorious 7th Day of Rest that September 15, 2007. Since then? My earthly knowledge hit the ground. What now?

Enlightenment! The First Thing Out Of Darkness Into Light …?

The knowledge of good and evil. That ties up with the authority of Your written words in 1 John 2:15-16.

Quote:

1 John 2:15-16 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world

  • –the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification]
  • and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind]
  • and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]
  • –these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself]. End of quote.

Ha! It Took You Practically My Whole Life To Connect It All For Me …

Tree of The knowledge of good and evil. Do not eat from it. Why? O my Master! You clearly stated, ‘for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.’ But!

  • The things from the world itself or the Tree of The knowledge of good and evil are connected to the happenings of that first major choice Your created human being made.

Quote:

Genesis 3:6 AMPC+

And when the woman saw that the tree was good (suitable, pleasant) for food and that it was delightful to look at, and a tree to be desired in order to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate; and she gave some also to her husband, and he ate. End of quote.

Try To Convince The Professionals? Impossible! …

Just as impossible it is to convince the wealthy to give up their wealth away, but! With You my Master, all things are possible.

Thus, This Brilliant Super Accomplished Professional Popped In My Inbox …?

Me? Honestly. No disrespect. In fact? She is quite correct. Even so? Memories. The wonderful professionals of my past. Years and years of loving care to no avail. Finally?

  • They concluded, ‘we are not helping you, but you are helping us with your testimony.’
  • So? In essence that wacky email was meant to be my warped sense of humor in my mind addressed to them who were aware of my silliness.
  • Never counting on the wiles of my mind it backfired on me.
  • Along the fond memories came my sordid past against the good and sound present of the new follower in my inbox.
  • What a whooping spiral down to the awful darkness of that past.
  • Suddenly! Beyond my comprehension again?
  • Peace …

My Human Nature? Forsaken. Your Nature Within Me? Your Peace That Surpasses Human Understanding …

All is well now. The authority of Your written words? The way to Your Kingdom on earth as it is in heaven and in my heart. Quote:

Luke 17:20-21 AMPC+

Asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God would come, He replied to them by saying, The kingdom of God does not come with signs to be observed or with visible display,

Nor will people say, Look! Here it is! or, See, it is there! For behold, the kingdom of God is within you in your hearts and among you surrounding you.

Phew! What A Post You Are Having Me To Post! …

It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 10:43 am. You have tightened the ropes around me right now. The rain. I cannot go out among people even if I wanted to go. And talking?

  • My tongue cleaves to the roof of my mouth.
  • Have no desire to talk and be a reprove or approver of Your people.
  • Even when You tell me they are a rebellious house.
  • So what if I have been corrected or is it judging me to be incorrect?
  • You are in control of it all.
  • Must sit still.
  • Must let go.
  • Must wait only on You.
  • Behold! Your Power Of Your Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All.
  • It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
  • No need for me going or coming.
  • No need to talk or do or vice verse.
  • By the power of Your infinite mercy and unfathomable wisdom?
  • I am going on marching joyfully!
  • My destination?
  • The Kingdom of heaven on earth as it is in heaven and in my heart.
  • I am full.
  • All is well in my soul.
  • One cycle has ended.
  • The last cycle already in view.
  • Must wait for Your final review.
  • Behold! Your Sovereign Authority
  • Over Your creation.
  • It is done!

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Why Likes And Comments Are Deceiving, Misleading To Me? …

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The Gratitude Route To Combat The Blahs …?

Leaders. Followers. Who Am I Following …?

Ah! Ha! Positive Over Negative. It’s Not My Fault. Blame It On The Woman/Man That You Gave Me …?

Nay! Don’t blame. Gratitude. Thanks For That Woman/Man …?

Thanks? WHAT? But that woman cheated on me. But that man is beating me up. Thanks? Most likely let a tone of bricks fall upon their heads.

  • It is now Tuesday, January 26, 2021 at 9:02 am. I am up the creek without a paddle again, but!

I Ain’t Got The Blahs! Really? Really, Really, Instead …

I got the glad semantics. Time to rest Tuesday, January 26, 2021 at 3:41 pm. Four hours of sleep did me good. What did I wake up to?

Loads Of Scriptures Telling Me What To Do In View …?

It is now Tuesday, January 26, 2021 at 9:08 pm. Master? From the depth of my being, I beseech You, ‘Search me thoroughly, O my Master, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts!

  • And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.’

Master? Only You Can Tell Me What To Do In View Of Anything …

Thus, my fervent prayer. Why? The leaders telling me what to do in view of anything do not realize how they attract me to follow and depend on them instead of following and depending only on You, but!

  • The thing is how they use and abuse the Scriptures without realizing what they are doing.

Ha! Forgive Them Master For They Do Not Know What They Are Doing …?

Indeed! O my Master! You know that I tremble should I be doing the same thing that they are doing. Are the words of my testimony attracting followers to myself?

Likes And Comments Are Deceiving, Misleading To Me, Why? …

I don’t know exactly why. It is coming to me to head for bed. Perhaps? O well! Perhaps while in bed You let me see why the statements I make as well as the statements I read that others make are deceiving and misleading to me.

  • The tears flow while I plead, ‘Search me thoroughly, O my Master, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.’

Master? What Would You Have Me To Do In View Of It All …?

It is now Wednesday, January 27, 2021 at 3:43 am. Your response came quite clear. Quote:

“Get up My child! I shall make it clear to you why likes and comments are deceiving, misleading to you. Then, create a header to address the Tribe of My creation. Place that heading in all the sites I have led you to create. Then? Go ahead, post this matter. Next? Continue to wait with your gaze set on Me.

Why Likes And Comments Are Deceiving, Misleading To You? …

Why? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Simply and strait forward. I have convicted you of calling attention to yourself instead of setting My people’s attention only on Me.

But Why Is This Matter So Ever Important At This Moment Of My Time …?

Let Me put like this, My child, did not I warned you on what to do in Matthew 24? Why then not heed My warnings? It is clearly written, quote:

Yahushua answered them, Be careful that no one misleads you—deceiving you and leading you into error. For many will come in on the strength of My name or appropriating the name which belongs to Me, saying, I am the Messiah and they will lead many astray.

And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars; see that you are not frightened or troubled, for this must take place, but the end is not yet.  For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in place after place.

All this is but the beginning or the early pains of the birth pangs or of the intolerable anguish.

Then they will hand you over to suffer affliction and tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake.

And then many will be offended and repelled and will begin to distrust and desert Him Whom they ought to trust and obey and will stumble and fall away and betray one another and pursue one another with hatred.

And many false prophets will rise up and deceive and lead many into error. And the love of the great body of people will grow cold because of the multiplied lawlessness and iniquity.

But he who endures to the end will be saved.  And this good news of the kingdom or the Gospel will be preached throughout the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then will come the end.

So when you see the appalling sacrilege–the abomination that astonishes and makes desolate, spoken of by the prophet Daniel, standing in the Set-Apart Place–let the reader take notice and ponder and consider and heed this matter.

Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains; let him who is on the housetop not come down and go into the house to take anything; and let him who is in the field not turn back to get his overcoat.

And alas for the women who are pregnant and for those who have nursing babies in those days! Pray that your flight may not be in winter or on a Sabbath.

For then there will be great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now—no, and never will be again.

And if those days had not been shortened, no human being would endure and survive, but for the sake of the elect of the Almighty Creator of your beings or His chosen ones those days will be shortened.

If anyone says to you then, Behold, here is the Messiah! or, There He is!–do not believe it.

For false Messiahs and false prophets will arise, and they will show great signs and wonders so as to deceive and lead astray, if possible, even the elect—of the Almighty Creator of your beings or His chosen ones.

See, I have warned you beforehand. So if they say to you, Behold, He is in the wilderness (desert)—do not go out there; if they tell you, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms—do not believe it.

For just as the lightning flashes from the east and shines and is seen as far as the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be. And wherever there is a fallen body (a corpse), there the vultures (or eagles) will flock together.

Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shed its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken.

Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn and beat their breasts and lament in anguish, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great esteem—in brilliancy and splendor.

And He will send out His angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather His elect (His chosen ones) from the four winds, even from one end of the universe to the other.

From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near.

So also when you see these signs, all taken together, coming to pass, you may know of a surety that He is near, at the very doors.

Truly I tell you, this generation (the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period) will not pass away till all these things taken together take place.

Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away. But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.

As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man.

At that time two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one will be left. Two women will be grinding at the hand mill; one will be taken and one will be left.

Watch therefore [give strict attention, be cautious and active], for you do not know in what kind of a day [whether a near or remote one] your Master is coming.

But understand this: had the householder known in what [part of the night, whether in a night or a morning] watch the thief was coming, he would have watched and would not have allowed his house to be undermined and broken into. You also must be ready therefore, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour when you do not expect Him.

Who then is the faithful, thoughtful, and wise servant, whom his master has put in charge of his household to give to the others the food and supplies at the proper time?

Blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) is that servant whom, when his master comes, he will find so doing. I solemnly declare to you, he will set him over all his possessions.

But if that servant is wicked and says to himself, My master is delayed and is going to be gone a long time, And begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with the drunken, the master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour of which he is not aware, and will punish him [cut him up by scourging] and put him with the pretenders (hypocrites); there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am aware of your fears. You fear perhaps you be telling people whether I am in the wilderness, the desert or telling them, Behold, He is in the secret places or inner rooms.

O My child, fear not. On the contrary, you are only telling people what I tell you to do or not to do. Therefore? Your sense of whatever you are not to do.

So, on the matter of Likes and Comments? Those are really the work of the flesh of man. Your flesh thrives on likes and comments. Those either inflate or deflate your ego. Therefore? My conviction.

I have convicted and delivered you from your craving for human’s attention and approval. Thus, your knowledge and sense of forbiddance when it comes to likes and comments.

And that answers Why likes and comments are deceiving, misleading to you. Now? Go on to illustrate.” End of quote.

Wow! It Is All Leading To Your Tribe To Shine! …

Shine Tribe Shine! Is Your command. In retrospect, the month of July began Your preparation to setup Your Tribe or Your selected group of readers with You for the common grounds of our lives.

Your Tribe began with You changing everything about me on July 1, 2020. Quote:

Master? Thank You. You Are Changing Everything About Me …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 9:52 pm.

Not only my attitude about everything and everybody but my working habits as well. And to boot it all? You are showing me how to avail myself of the things that I thought I had to wait for. End of quote.

Musing Over The Matter …

Ha! It’s just coming to me. All these goodies but not any fellowship. What is the use? O my Master! It is not the material things that could ever satisfy my spirit being. And my body reacts with whatever does not satisfy my spirit being. Why not fellowship?

  • Well? It is also coming to me much sadness to see the immensity of the spiritualism consuming so numerous souls.

What Is The Difference Of What Consumes Me? …

Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 7:42 am.

Big difference. I am not consumed by a what but by a Who. That is my Master what You are clarifying in my mind for Your Tribe’s benefit. Definition of spiritualism. Quote:

spiritualism (ˈspɪrɪtjʊəˌlɪzəm)

n

  1. (Alternative Belief Systems) the belief that the disembodied spirits of the dead, surviving in another world, can communicate with the living in this world, esp through mediums
  2. (Alternative Belief Systems) the doctrines and practices associated with this belief
  3. (Philosophy) philosophy the belief that because reality is to some extent immaterial it is therefore spiritual
  4. any doctrine (in philosophy, religion, etc) that prefers the spiritual to the material
  5. the condition or quality of being spiritual. End of quote.

O My Master! The Last Entry Is What Makes It Easy To Confuse My Spiritual Stand On You, But! …

Sunday, September 6, 2020 at 3:37 am.

You know that I am consumed with You. A Mighty Spirit Being beyond human comprehension.

You are not spiritual.

  • You are the Mighty Spirit Creator of everything existent including the Universe and us human beings.
  • I want nothing to do with the psychic world at rampart unless You direct me to check them out for one reason or another.

Anyhow? That Shall Be The Subject For Future Post As Per Your Leading …

Until then? Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Friday, January 1, 2021 At 12:00 Am—New Year. What’s To Fear …?

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Master! Help me! Get me out! …? The New Year Is On The Brink. Me? On The Sink!

What Is The Matter? What So Easily Throws Me In The Sink On A Blink …?

I sense anger and disgust but I do not want to face the cause. Perhaps the lack of change in my living circumstances is getting to me big time. Perhaps superstition fears.

Whatever? I Know You Do Not Count It Against Me …?

Not because I deserve it, it is all because of Your mercy, passionate love for Your creation, and Your faithfulness to Your Word.

Thank You. Let Me Begin This Year With Thanksgiving In My Heart …

It is now Friday, January 1, 2021 at 1:24 am. Again, I was thinking of going to bed. Instead? It is coming to me to work on a new header for the site.

  • I worked in the header for a couple hours. Next I slept for a couple of hours. I got up. Continued working on the header. It is not coming to my satisfaction.

Master? Nothing Is Working To My Satisfaction …?

It is now Friday, January 1, 2021 at 1:03 pm. You know my momentary problem better than I know it myself. One thing for sure, no more whining to anyone but You.

  • I am so disgusted with myself unless You intervene I cannot see myself out of this disgusting hole I have sunk in.

What Can I Say? Just Spellbound. In Awe …?

Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 12:45 am

It is now the first 7th Day of Rest, a second day in this 2021 year. Just Spellbound. In Awe. From the hole of disgust to Your holding of my being to continue marching ahead towards Your Kingdom.

Your Kingdom …?

  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

Welcome 2021—Gateway To The Kingdom Of Heaven On Earth …

Hey heavenly bound believers! Good news! We ain’t going up to an ethereal heaven to float like the clouds. Nay! Heaven is coming down to earth just like we have been praying for it to happen!

The Saga In 2021 …

Your People Insist In Figuring Out The Time Of Fulfillment …?

Me? O my Master! I can almost hear Your laughter at my conclusion as I heard Your voice in 2Peter 3:8-9, three and a half  years could be 365 x 3.5×1000=!!! O no! that’s close to forever, my Master! How am I to wait that long?

But! You Know I Know Better My Master. You Have Enlightened Me On The Matter …

That’s Your way of telling me as You told Your first twelve on the day You were taken up back to the Father. You have addressed those words in Acts 1:6-8 to me every time I ask the question myself. Quote:

But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

So? I Stick To My Witnessing Task. Try My Best Not To Ask, But!

Recently, You spoke on the matter. You said, “How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.”

Case Closed. No More Wondering …

Day by day. Moment by moment You settle my churning mind without fail. Yesterday? In the hole. Today? On the whole of my existence in Your Presence and loving control.

  • It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 8:24 am.
  • I finally succeeded to create the header to my satisfaction.
  • It is coming to me to illustrate for the next post.
  • I’ll see what You got for me!

All Things Point To Your Kingdom …?

It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 12:16 pm. It is a cold day. I have been searching for the Scriptures You have quickened to me. Just now? You led me to see how all things point to Your Kingdom.

  • There are many references in the Scriptures about Your Kingdom.
  • So many that boggles my mind, but!
  • You zeroed in three references to apply to this moment that I am writing about.
  • The first one is about the first words that Yahushua emphatically proclaimed to the religious people of that time.

Quote:

  1. Matthew 4:17 From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
  2. Acts 14:22 Establishing and strengthening the souls and the hearts of the disciples, urging and warning and encouraging them to stand firm in the faith, and telling them that it is through many hardships and tribulations we must enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator.
  3. Matthew 6:9-10 Pray, therefore, like this: Our Father Who is in heaven, hallowed (kept holy) be Your name. Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Repent, Change Your Mind For The Better …?

Repent? But I had been religiously devoted since childhood. Why such exhortation? My life is reflected on those three Scriptures as well as each one of Your children’s lives.

The Truth On Your Kingdom? Our Eternal Destination …

O my Master! It is the Kingdom of heaven, but such Kingdom is coming down to earth just like we taught to pray for. How on earth I got it all backwards?

  • Maybe I should pass the buck like Adam did.
  • ‘The grandmother that You gave me! The pastors! The Bible teachers! The, the, the???’
  • How is about me?
  • The buck stops here within me not within thee.
  • I am not going up to heaven. Heaven is coming down to me
  • The Kingdom On Earth As It Is In Heaven Just Like I Prayed For!

That’s The Conclusion You Have Me To Conclude …

And that is what this journal You compelled me to record since 1985 is all about. O but what a journey! Up and down hill. From the chill of the high mountains to the heat of the dessert valleys You have carried me.

You Have Carried Me? How Is That? My Master! Tell Me The Fact …

Indeed My precious child, indeed! Every written word by the finger of My chosen workers I am now deciphering and imprinting them in your heart and mind. It is written:

Hebrews 13:5 AMPC+

Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions and be satisfied with your present circumstances and with what you have; for He [the Almighty Creator] Himself has said, “I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. I will] not, I will not, I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let you down or relax My hold on you! Assuredly not!”

Joshua 1:5 AMPC+

“No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will not fail you or forsake you.”

Do You See It My Child? I Am Telling You The Fact At That …

And as it was with Moses so it is with you. So it is with each one of My children in their individual lot of life. Therefore? Your journal is going forth for a witness to each child of Mine.

  • On to illustrate this matter before I post. It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 1:34 pm. I wait on Your leading all the way.
  • Bind The Hurt—2021—Healing The Wound
  • In Renewed Yerushalayim

Master? I Cannot Any Longer Say, ‘What Is The Use?’ …

It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 2:41 am. You are showing me the use of every single step I take in my journey in Your Presence.

The Voice You Have Given To Me Your Mouthpiece To Be …?

Most certainly! That voice? The ultimate use to proclaim and gain.

Proclaim And Gain? What Is There To Proclaim And Gain My Master? …

By all means to proclaim and gain the return of the Lost Sheep of Israel. After all? That is what the Messiah came for. So it’s written:

Matthew 15:24 AMPC+ He answered, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

  • An isolated verse to back up whatever suits the occasion?
  • Not really the quote here is intended for.
  • Rather? A key to open doors.
  • What doors? The understanding doors.

A Key To Understand The Futility Of Man’s Traditions And Commandments …?

Sometimes I find myself reading the comments from the people so willing to express what they consider to be valuable opinions to contribute amid the present global colossal confusion.

  • My thoughts connect the dots with the opinions I hear in my daily interchange with others.

Me? O Master Sovereign Mighty One Of Israel. Me …?

It has come the time when You make my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth when it comes my opinions to voice. It is simply no longer my choice.

  • You are now bringing to mind Your compelling Your words to Your prophet Ezekiel now address to me as they were when You first quicken them to me many years back. Quote:

Ezekiel 3:16-27 AMPC+

And at the end of seven days, the word of the Master came to me:

Son of man, I have made you a watchman to the house of Israel; therefore hear the word at My mouth and give them warning from Me. [Isa_52:8; Isa_56:10; Isa_62:6; Jer_6:17]

If I say to the wicked, You shall surely die, and you do not give him warning or speak to warn the wicked to turn from his wicked way, to save his life, the same wicked man shall die in his iniquity, but his blood will I require at your hand.

Yet if you warn the wicked and he turn not from his wickedness or from his wicked way, he shall die in his iniquity, but you have delivered yourself.

Again, if a righteous man turns from his righteousness (right doing and right standing with the Almighty) and some gift or providence which I lay before him he perverts into an occasion to sin and he commits iniquity, he shall die; because you have not given him warning, he shall die in his sin and his righteous deeds which he has done shall not be remembered, but his blood will I require at your hand.

Nevertheless if you warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he shall surely live because he is warned; also you have delivered yourself from guilt.

And the hand of the Master was there upon me, and He said to me, Arise, go forth into the plain and I will talk with you there.

Then I arose and went forth into the plain, and behold, the glory of the Master stood there, like the glory I had seen by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face.

Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.

But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.

And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.

But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Master Almighty Yahuwah; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house. End of quote.

This Time All Will Know. Repentance By The Will Of Our Creator …

I am tired my Master. It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 1:04 pm. I’ll try the bed. I wait on You. Well? Before I crashed in bed it came to me to write the email I had intended to write but did not.

My reply to her reply. Quote:

Ha! What about me?  How are things in my world? Timely questions.

I have been composing what I am to post next but! I felt so tired I needed to rest. Well? Before I crashed in bed it came to me to email you what I had intended to do for the past few days that I had not done.

I slept for better than 5 hours. Woke up? WOW!

Guess what was in my mind to continue after the last headline I had written? The great assembly! What is meant to be. Exactly like your Monday gathering! In fact? The account of your doings? Exactly what is now being revealed to me. Each one of our lives has been perfectly planned. The end?

“The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man.”

It is done! My life is now harmonized. The account of your doings is a confirmation of such harmony. End of quote.

Master! O My Master! How Present You Are In My Moment To Moment Living! …

The way You respond to whatever goes on in my moment-to-moment living is nothing else but amazing! My only choice to set my gaze on You? The only worthy choice to have.

  • Absolutely no need to set my gaze otherwise.
  • What about the noise surrounding me?
  • What about the troublesome moments that popped uninvited?
  • What about my thoughts and my feelings churning in this mind of my possession?
  • What about when I am blind to see Your progression?

Ha! The Need For The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions In My Life …

It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 8:44 pm. I find myself reflecting in Your Presence. No more wondering. Only expecting the goodness and mercy flowing on me from You.

The Great Assembly? Shall Now Be Greatly Intimate Gathering …

Indeed! Small intimate gathering where we share, dance, play and meaningfully connect with games and activities in preparation for the great assembly in Your Kingdom on the new Yerushalayim.

  • Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 9:05 pm. Tired and sleepy. Will continue when You wake me up. I slept for a couple of hours. The ringing of the phone woke me up. Food and the needed lamp.

Master? This Is The Pits Of My Human Nature—Never Satisfied …?

It is now another new day, Monday, January 4, 2021 at 12:14 am. The lamp is not serving the purpose I had in mind, but guess what? No problem anymore.

No need to expect more and more in my mind the highest to soar.

Only need? To lift my wings and mount up close to You as eagles mount up to the sun.

Close To You? By All Means! …

No matter how weary, faint or tired in this valley of death I could become to those three You won’t let me succumb. I am going on!

  • The lamp? Your Word is the lamp under my feet to light my way up and ahead instead. What’s next?

Humm! The Internet Not Connecting …

Hooray! Hooray! The more troubles and difficulties this world can hand to me? The greatest my reward! What reward? Am I standing in a false ideological stand expecting a reward not there to be? NAY!

I Am Standing In The Solid Rock That You Are My Master …

No question about it. You have well instructed and warned me about the wiles of my flesh and the thriving mesh this world is set to be. But You have overcome it for me, and?

You are holding my reward. Quote:

John 16:33 AMPC+

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

Revelation 22:12 AMPC+

Behold, I am coming soon, and I shall bring My wages and rewards with Me, to repay and render to each one just what his own actions and his own work merit. [Isa_40:10; Jer_17:10]

Thank You. I Know Those Quotes Are Really Between You And Me …

Definitely, those quotes are not to demonstrate my scriptural knowledge. Rather, those quotes are Your response to secure me forever in Your Presence.

Ha! About Your Kingdom? Our Eternal Destination …?

You just led me to read what You had me to record back in April 2020. It is now Monday, January 4, 2021 at 7:39 am. What I recorded then is pretty much the same as of what I am recording now. Quote:

The Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. Isaiah 30:18.

For [even the whole] creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for God’s sons to be made known [waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship]. Romans 8:19

And I will give them one heart [a new heart] and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony [unnaturally hardened] heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh [sensitive and responsive to the touch of their God], Ezekiel 11:19

O the immensely of His passionate love for His creation–the whole world! HalleluYah!

Why Didn’t I Think Of That Before? …

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:05 pm.

Reality? The Creator’s Reality far from anything the human’s imagination can conceive.

O well! Me? I been in the loliland of my own deluded imaginations about all things pertaining to life and truth.

O my Master! That’s the honest truth You had me record in all my writings.

His Kingdom Down On Earth? …

Goodness sake! Isn’t that what is prayed and prayed and prayed for without ceasing? But then?

We have fabricated this idea of going to a heaven up there somewhere like a diamond on the sky with the stars.

Talking about silliness? Who is going to inhabit that Kingdom on the earth that we been praying for?

We just don’t make sense at all!

We are confused and oblivious about our confusion. But!

O My Master! You Know All About It, And …?

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:31 pm.

It does not ruffle Your feathers. So? I am not going to let it all ruffle my own feathers.

It’s the time of the day that my body wants to get underneath Your everlasting arms under Your protecting feathers.

Don’t look like anyone is coming. Bed it is for me. 4:33 pm.

Again! Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But!

Honestly? Like I stated in the previous post, this is something I am just now waking up to.

Everything I learned from reading and interpreting the written words with my own understanding plus the understanding of what I thought to be inspired teachers was wrong. End of Quote.

So What If I Think Backwards About The Unbelievers …

The truth of the matter is that You are not allowing me the luxury to think for my own self anymore. What a blessing!

Furthermore? Every Day You Expose To Me The Reality Of Your Doings …

So? The luxury of my own thinking pales beside Your doings!  No more such luxury there today. Still? I think. Why not? Ah! My Beloved Master! You have transformed my thinking form. I now think with Your wisdom as a norm.

How ‘bout that? That poet’s gene within.

Writing poetry? Not a fool.

Memories from my first grade in school.

What About The Reckon Day Or The Day To Settle Accounts With You, My Master? …

Well? Here I am my Master! You have settled my accounts. You have kept me from facing the final Reckoning Day—the day of the second death for many staunch believers on their good works, unless?

  • Unless You intervene now confronting each individual standing on their own beliefs.
  • Thus? The purpose for this journal.
  • I am Your witness of how You have settled my accounts.
  • I am Your witness of how You empower me to repent from my former devoted religious life.
  • Your witness of the work You have done in me.
  • Your work not mine.
  • A witness of Your work not a teacher or an scholar teaching or telling anyone anything.

Why Not A Teacher Or An Scholar Teaching Or Telling Anyone Anything? …

Ha! Your warning against worldliness is now seared within me. No question about it. No need to explain. The Scriptures are quite plain.

Quote:

James 4:1-17 AMPC+

WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?

You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1Jn_3:15]

[Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures.

You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God.

Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer_3:14; Hos 2:19ff]

But He gives us more and more grace (N1power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, God sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace [continually] to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Pro_3:34]

So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.

Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].

[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

[My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].

One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?

Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.

Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].

You ought instead to say, If the Lord is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].

But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.

So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.

That is also why I Am Not About To Malign A Brother Or Judge My Brother …

No way! And whatever I done in the matter before I have come close to You and You have come close to me. By the power of Your Spirit I have humbled myself in Your Presence, and?

You have exalted me and lifted me up and made my life significant.

  • Again, it is all Your work not mine.
  • I have no right to claim about anything done in my within.
  • January 4, 2021 at 4:43 pm. rest.

No. It Has Not Been An Easy Choice …

You called. I answered. It is now another day, Tuesday, January 5, 202112:35 am. Your reminder is a vote to strengthen my security in Your Presence. Quote:

What could be more irrational?

To give up pagan celebrations of birthdays and so forth with which she showed her immense love and affection to her beloved children and risk hurting them and alienating them against her?

To give up for a time her joy and pride of assembling with the rest of My children in order to obey Me to stand against My children on account of their misunderstanding of My commandments?

To risk the rejection from her children and all her brothers and sisters and friends for following My instructions to expose the wicked carnal ways of My children—even My most selected children?

What could be more irrational than what I led My beloved Thia to do? Yet, look at her now!

In the span of her years from the age of 70 to 81 years and after a long, long span of bad health that almost cost her, her life she stands like a youth in perfect health.

Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually she is marching joyfully and obeying My instructions against all odds!

What is there to keep anyone from considering the results of My work within My servant thiaBasilia? Is it pride and jealousy or just staunch unbelief? Watch out!

A community as in Acts

And so let’s get back to the point of My simple ways to keep My commandments.

A community life as it was at the beginning of the book of Acts is My way for your lifestyle in obedience to My commandments.

But, the human-carnal nature of man again distorted such a lifestyle and the whole nightmare of a lifestyle of disobedience repeated itself as it is written, they were all dispersed each to their own way.

So? Here we are.

This late in the age some of My children are still attempting to create communities to abide in My simple ways to no avail.

In fact? The attempt to abide in My simple ways is quite evident in the creation of so many denominations and groups that sometimes thrive and sometimes die. Why?

Because before My children even think of a community life or doing anything to keep My commandments it is of the utter most importance that each individual member in the body of My people, each individual member MUST and I repeat MUST receive the power from on high to enable anyone to give up their lifestyle of disobedience, totally and completely without any reservations at all.

And how on earth would you be able to receive this power from on high unless I send you a witness of someone who has received this power?

Thus I sent you My beloved Thia and several others whom you have not yet received, but, I know what I am doing as I strengthen My servants to insist and persist in reaching your hearts.

Therefore this message will make a difference in anyone’s life in spite of all odds that this message will do so.

For you MUST, it is imperative that you give up the control of all things and let ME control your lives!

But I AM YAHUWAH/YAHUSHUA the Almighty Creator of everything in existence, and?

This time this message shall reach the individual hearts to empower each one to give Me that control for so I decreed it and thus it shall come to pass!” End of quote.

  • Let me see once again the ending victory against the ordeal from my choice.
  • Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 12:52 am must rest.
  • On waking up? You are letting me see quite clear whatever was not as clear before.

What Could Be More Irrational Than My Life Since You Called…?

You called. I answered. You sent me like sheep among the wolves. Me? I paid no mind to Your meaning. I figure things like good old Eve did, Wolves? Nay! My children and friends are not wolves, they? Duh!

Irrational! Crazy! Insane! Mental! Instable! Bipolar! Schizo!!! Phrenic Manic The Label Stuck No One To Unpluck …

Ah! My Master! No kidding! You sent me among the wolves. But it is now Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 5:12 am and? You are now taming those wolves. How are You doing it?

That Is Something To Be None Of My Concern …

So You let me know in the words addressed to Peter then but addressed to me now. No kidding! Only You have the ability to apply the required scriptures at the proper time. Quote:

John 21:21-22 AMPC+

When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Master, what about this man?

Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? What concern is it of yours? You follow Me!

So? How Are You Taming Those Wolves? …

None of my concern. Best to mind and follow You in all that I do. With that thing in mind You are leading me to prepare and post these lines.

  • It is now Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 8:04 am. Heading to posting grounds.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Am I Living In The Times Of Noah Or …?

Have I Begun To Reconsider The Matter? The Confront At The Front Quite Prompt …

No kidding! This is not a matter to think about it tomorrow. Today. Sufficient is the evil going on today. Tomorrow? My sorrow could come with worse horror. Today You have dealt

  • I continue to suffer the faulty Internet.
  • I do realize it is a global problem.
  • Another monster controlling us, but!
  • It won’t be for long now.
  • I went to Bed at 9:32 pm on Saturday, December 26, 2020.
  • Woke up to a new day on Sunday, December 27, 2020 before 12:44 am.
  • It is now Sunday, December 27, 2020 at 1:08 am. Sleep?

Most Fretful …

What Is Your Meaning My Master …?

It came to me to look for the meaning of stolen computer. You led me to the following, but it really does not mean anything without Your interpretation.

Dream about computer stolen is a premonition for your ability to immerse yourself in your emotions while navigating effectively toward your goals. You need to be more decisive and go for what you want. You need to gain some insight and knowledge before making a decision or tackling some project/relationship. This is an evidence for medical concerns. You are looking for some form of acceptance.

What Is It That I Want My Master …?

What is the insight and knowledge I need to gain before I tackle what project/relationship? What medical concerns are evident and what am I to do about such? And what about looking for acceptance?

  • I wait for Your response while I fix me a cup of coffee and some eats.
  • I am cold but I fear to run out of gas if I continue to turn on the heat.
  • Then I am concerned with the dream.
  • Concerned with what I am going through with my itching body.
  • Concerned just concerned about things that I cannot pinpoint without You.
  • I must continue to wait on You no matter how long I must wait.

What Is It All About My Master …?

What is it all about? The question lingers. It is cold even between my fingers. It is morning time, but I am in limbo super time. The question lingers. It is cold even between my fingers.

The Time Is 8:00 Am On This Sunday, December 27, 2020 Year That Ended All My Fears.

Ended? Pretended? Contended? Perhaps it all applies in the hour/minutes on the moment of my about commented. Meaning?

  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Ah! Wow! Out Of Super Time Limbo Sprung! Catchum! Beloogm! Hooroom!…

Newness and a fresh beginning. Comprehensiveness, Openness, Wholeness, And Infinity is the meaning of my dreaming. Why not? Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation including non-other than pitiful me submitted to Thee!

What Medical Concerns Are Evident? What Am I To Do About Such? And What About Looking For Acceptance? …

Ha! That is where Ahmad comes in with me in the dream. His mumbling? It got to do with his acceptance to help me with my evident medical concerns.

Thank You My Master. That Concludes Your Interpretation Of The Dream …

O my Master! Thank You. This is truly a fresh beginning for me. Letting go of my usual doings when it comes to my body is a new and fresh thing to do. Thanks to Your message in the dream.

  • It is now Sunday, December 27, 2020 at 2:42 pm.
  • I was extremely cold while recording about the dream.
  • I noticed the heater was not heating up at all.
  • Then about 9 am? Kaput! No gas!
  • By that time, I was so cold I could hardly move!
  • It took several calls before Ahmad finally answered me.
  • After I talked to him I acknowledged Your control of it all.
  • It came to me, You were no longer judging instead You were helping me.
  • I fixed the bedcovers and curled up to warm up to no avail.
  • So cold! I don’t remember being that cold before.
  • Finally? Gas!
  • Around noontime my little friend walked in the door.
  • Minutes for my phone.
  • The kitchen container connected to the heater.
  • Heat back on. I began to warm up.
  • Warm up my eats and drinks as well.
  • Next? Your loving voice in my ears.

Quote:

Pause. Reflect With Due Respect My Child …

It is now Sunday, December 27, 2020 at 3:57 pm. Why the due respect in retrospect? Across the years My child, I have placed so many understanding hearts to comfort you. Even so?

  • Across the years as well I have revealed to you the pit falls in such comfort given.
  • What is the hidden danger of human comforting human?
  • The ominous result of human following human instead of Me.
  • Human following human into the great falling away if I do not intervene.
  • But I shall intervene to fulfill My word in Matthew 10.

Quote:

Matthew 10:40-42 AMPC+

He who receives and welcomes and accepts you receives and welcomes and accepts Me, and he who receives and welcomes and accepts Me receives and welcomes and accepts Him Who sent Me.

He who receives and welcomes and accepts a prophet because he is a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward, and he who receives and welcomes and accepts a righteous man because he is a righteous man shall receive a righteous man’s reward.

And whoever gives to one of these little ones [in rank or influence] even a cup of cold water because he is My disciple, surely I declare to you, he shall not lose his reward.

No Longer Judging Instead You Are Helping Me …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? It is time for Me to connect the dots for you.

My child, it all has to do with the Infinity I planted in your subconscious mind at the moment of your creation.

Yes, I am aware those are enigmatic words for you to understand.

Unfortunately My words have been distorted by the human understanding of them.

For I am the only One to unveil the mystery of My words to you and to each one of My children on the individual basis.

However, it is not for you to flaunt those words as if you have written them to batch others in the head with them.

Those words and happenings stored in your subconscious are what I am unveiling to you in your mysterious dreams.

At this point I sent you to sleep at 5:47 pm.

It is now almost the end of this day at Sunday, December 27, 2020 on Sunday, December 27, 2020.

You woke up about an hour ago wondering what your dream about two men attempting to break in through your window. You were frightened. You called loudly on ‘Roberto’! to let those men know there was a man to keep them from breaking in.

You woke up when your little friend brought you some food. But then you did not get up. You went back to sleep.

This time you dreamed of two happy Spanish elderly women talking joyfully to you telling you they were going to feed you. You asked, what you are going to feed me? They laughed. But they let you see your favorite fried black beans. Also there were several fresh green peppers. And I woke up.

This time you got up to take care of your food. Then you also took care of your eats and drinks. All this time?

You continue to acknowledge My Presence talking and listening to Me. You have no desire to look for the interpretation of your dreams because you cannot pinpoint what to look for. This is the way I am leading you.

End Of This Unusual Day …

O my Master! Yes! You are with me right now. Your words explaining matters to me are most realistic. No kidding. The human’s mind subconscious has been exploited big time so much that it boggles one’s mind. But!

  • You are in control of it all.
  • You are still in Your Throne.
  • Nothing and no one can or ever could dethrone You.
  • Thank goodness!

“O My precious child, I am revealing this matter to you to settle your mind on the subject.

For not a single human being not even the devil himself has been able to decipher the stored infinity even when such matter has come to the maximum of My allowance for it to be exploited.

But the time is now for Me to lift Myself up and be gracious to you, to all my rebellious children.

Again, this time all shall know the power of My Being.

But this time I am not addressing the multitude.

This time I am addressing you, thiaBasilia as well as each one of My children indivisually to fulfill My words in Je

Quote:

Jeremiah 3:12-16 AMPC+

Go and proclaim these words toward the north [where the ten tribes have been taken as captives] and say, Return, faithless Israel, says the Master, and I will not cause My countenance to fall and look in anger upon you, for I am merciful, says the Master; I will not keep My anger forever.

Only know, understand, and acknowledge your iniquity and guilt—that you have rebelled and transgressed against the Master your Almighty Creator and have scattered your favors among strangers under every green tree, and you have not obeyed My voice, says the Master.

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they [seriously] remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again [for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty Creator’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city]. [Isa_65:17; Rev_21:3, Rev_21:22-23]

O My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, that is where you fit in as well as several others of My choice. For I have chosen you as one from a city to come to the wilderness of the people in this spot where I have planted you. Now for the surprise of this new day for you in My Presence. Otherwise? The meaning of your dreams from the infinity storage in your subconscious mind. Now is time for you to look up the meanings of My choice.

About the two men attempt to break in through your window.

  • We sometimes dream of someone trying to break into our home. This is often an inner psychological figure who may represent some shameful or unwanted part of ourself who is breaking into our consciousness. It is about to break into our awareness and then we will have to confront this unwanted aspect of ourself. The purpose of this figure seems to be to reflect all the worst aspects of our character so that we may become more fully conscious of those traits and accept these unwanted but vitally necessary parts of ourself. These aspects are often quite evident to those whom we live with or know us well but are hidden from our own conscious opinion of ourself and thus will appear alien and scary to us in our dreams. The intruder in the dream may represent some awareness or insight that is about to break through into our consciousness. It appears scary because it is unknown what demands it will make on us but it actually should be welcomed into our psychological house because it brings with it a gift of self awareness. Every aspect of the dream represents some part of ourself. The intruder in the dream represents some part of ourself that we have kept outside our awareness for too long and now needs to be let in. It may represent a feeling or attitude that we need to be more conscious of.

About the breaking through the window

  • Dreaming about a window can have a different meaning. Usually, this dream brings a good sign. In most cases, it shows that you are on the right track to carry out the plan. Dreams about windows can also signify professional opportunities, overcome obstacles, or show that new love is coming. The window can show that you have hope that things will improve.

On calling Roberto in Spanish or Robert in English

  • Robert: Means “bright fame”, bright fame means has a purpose is going some were

About the sweet bell peppers

  • To see or eat a bell pepper in your dream, represents your tenacity, your defense mechanism and your ability to put up a fight. In general, it is a positive symbol indicating a change for the better. Consider the color of the bell pepper. If it is green, then it suggests that you are still feeling fresh and energetic about your fight. If it is red, then it indicates that there is anger behind your wall of defense. If the bell pepper is yellow, then it means that you are using your energy wisely.

Lastly? Your favorite refried black beans in sight

  • Dreams of black beans, even if they don’t look like it, augur well for job or business opportunities, if you’ve dreamed of these beans, means you’re in a good time to start your business or just quickly climb your job. These dreams are also interpreted as moments of economic fluidity.

Well? Are You To Live By These Interpretations, Or …?

Are you depending on Me or the ‘Roberto’ call in your dream? There you have My purpose for these mysterious dreams of yours.

My precious child, I am delighted to have you depending on Me every step of your way.

Your way through the right track to carry out My plan of My creation restoration including all My children. None shall be lost as it is written, quote:

John 6:39-40 AMPC+

And this is the will of Him Who sent Me, that I should not lose any of all that He has given Me, but that I should give new life and raise [them all] up at the last day.

For this is My Father’s will and His purpose, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] at the last day.

In A Nutshell, What Am I Telling You In Those Dreams …?

O My child! I see the lurking fear of a bleak future without the means to take care even of your basic needs much less of the extras for your physical comfort.

Also? I see your fear that perhaps I am still punishing you with the plagues of Egypt because of your past sins.

But! Big time I see your tenacity to depend on Me! To let go of all the garbage of the past. To wait on Me whatever long you must wait.

What a delight that is to My heart and Being!

Only a few more hours, My child, only a few more hours to wait on Me for what I have for thee you shall see.

Wait!

I am giving you some things to do to make it easy to wait.

How is about a graphic to illustrate?

Master! How Real You Are …!!!

It is now Monday, December 28, 2020 at 9:43 am. I just checked the latest on the stimulus check. The bill is signed.

  • We will get only $600.00 but the $2000.00 is still on the table, perhaps we will get more later on.
  • Again and again? It is all under Your control. You are Sovereign over Your creation including us rebellious ones that we are.

What Is All This Commotion About My Master …?

As if You have not been revealing it all to me as it is happening on the daily and moment to moment basis. Even so?

  • Perhaps You are leading me to recap again for further settling on my mind and soul.
  • For starters the illustration is coming along nicely.
  • The discomfort in my body is under control.
  • I have heat to warm me up.
  • You have eliminated all fears from my mind and soul. And?
  • The best: You have opened my eyes to see the herbalist I been looking for.
  • For a long time I have been looking but have not been able to pay the fee for one.
  • Ha! Through this unusual cold and itching incident You opened my eyes to see what I have not quite seen before.
  • Ahmad is the herbalist I have been looking for practically for half of my life.
  • He came this morning to consult with me about my itching problem.
  • It is caused by my garlic consumption.
  • Ha! That is what I had suspected.
  • Garlic used to be the first thing to do for infections.
  • How quickly things change practically on the daily basis.
  • Anyhow? No need to worry. No need to be sorry.
  • For the most some lessons are painful to take in, but!
  • Valuable to step up in a higher life free of pain and misery.
  • On the way up I go!

So? What Is The Deal? It Is Not What I Feel …

Much less what I think. But how are You to reel this motion picture of our lives? I mean, well? You know what I mean. Me? I am human. As a human I believe it when I see it is somehow in the back of my mind, but!

  • Without fail You are bringing to the front whatever is in the back nowadays.
  • How marvelous are Your doings!
  • What doings?
  • Ah! Your words in the beginning and the end of the book of Ecclesiastes tells it all!
  • The futility of our carnal natural life and?
  • The amazing conclusion at the book’s end.
  • Me?

O My Master! Finally! You Have Me To Conclude And Submit …

No kidding! For years You had me quote Ecclesiastes 12 but never like You are leading me to quote it now. Now? The quote is the reality of my life. Before?

  • You had me to observe the human dilemma with the Scriptures from the moment I set my eyes on such enigmatic writings, but!
  • You had me put such matter on hold until now. Why?
  • Because of Your Timing and the Circumstances at any time of the age of mankind.

In Your Own Words To Me Not Too Long Ago …

“My child, My timing and the Circumstances at any time of the age of mankind is something which escapes in the most brilliant human minds of My creation for My own good reasons. Meaning?

“I created the human being in My image to be in My likeness, therefore, the most brilliant human minds exist. Even so?

I created the human in image to be in My likeness but not to be above Me.

“Not to be above Me required for Me to develop a plan to prevent the human’s attempt to do so.

“This is the plan in effect through the age of mankind and the plan that eludes the most brilliant human minds.

“Nevertheless, My timing is now to reveal the ultimate plan for the eternal good of My creation including the humankind in its whole inclusive ways and manners of thinking and feeling.

“Who shall be saved or spared to be included in such plan?

“That, My child is something that I reserve for individual revelation.

“Therefore? My instruction to you to be still, to let go, to wait. And?

“I am delighted with your obedience to do so despite your human lapses.

“O My precious one, how My unbroken companionship with you delights My Being.

“Again, My delight is your strength.

“Your strength to be still, to let go, to wait for Me to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in your life however long you must wait.

“I am satisfied. Your patience. Your understanding of things you never understood before quite satisfy My Being.

“I see you wondering right now.

What about are you wondering right now?

Ha! O My Master! You Have Been Fulfilling Your Loving Words To Me …

Therefore? No more wondering. No more pondering. Why not? Why should I? Why should I wonder or ponder when You O my Master are harmonizing all inharmonious circumstances in my life?

  • You are right here with me leading and directing my way without a sway?
  • No way can I go back to wonder and ponder in the old way?
  • Even so? The human dilemma with the Scriptures persists.
  • The human arrogance, the pride, the ignorance is quite evident in their boastful expressions.
  • ‘It’s all about power!’ ‘What God got to do with it?’ They are lining their pockets while millions are dying homeless eating out of garbage cans’!
  • Me? Ouch! That hit my gut!
  • Here I am complaining with a roof over my head.
  • How am I different from they with such arrogant lingo on this day?
  • Could it be there is no difference?
  • They are looking out for themselves.
  • So am I. So are all to the human race to be.
  • The homeless? Could it be they are homeless because?
  • Because that is what they chose to be?
  • Who knows? I don’t. And now?
  • I won’t mess around with they/them because?
  • My reckon day is today.
  • Today is MY given day to reconsider.
  • Today You are talking to me not to ‘they’.
  • Today? Ecclesiastes 12 is no longer quoted for them.
  • Instead? The quote is meant to be for me.
  • Whatever is to be for ‘them’?
  • That is what You aim to reveal to each one of them.
  • That, My child is something that I reserve for individual revelation.
  • On Your time and discretion not on mine.
  • Me? I am still human, but!
  • The human’s rubbish is no longer in my mind.
  • Instead? Ecclesiastes 12 is there big time!
  • No kidding! My reckon day?
  • You set me straight away
  • From that last ‘reckoning day’!
  • Thank You.

So? Me? I joyfully conclude to set my mind and submit my grit on this glorious day of my acquit.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 1 14

REMEMBER [earnestly] also your Creator [that you are not your own, but His property now] in the days of your youth, before the evil days come or the years draw near when you will say [of physical pleasures], I have no enjoyment in them–[2Sa_19:35]

Before the sun and the light and the moon and the stars are darkened [sight is impaired], and the clouds [of depression] return after the rain [of tears];

In the day when the keepers of the house [the hands and the arms] tremble, and the strong men [the feet and the knees] bow themselves, and the grinders [the molar teeth] cease because they are few, and those who look out of the windows [the eyes] are darkened;

When the doors [the lips] are shut in the streets and the sound of the grinding [of the teeth] is low, and one rises up at the voice of a bird and the crowing of a cock, and all the daughters of music [the voice and the ear] are brought low;

Also when [the old] are afraid of danger from that which is high, and fears are in the way, and the almond tree [their white hair] blooms, and the grasshopper [a little thing] is a burden, and desire and appetite fail, because man goes to his everlasting home and the mourners go about the streets or marketplaces. [Job_17:13]

[Remember your Creator earnestly now] before the silver cord [of life] is snapped apart, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern [and the whole circulatory system of the blood ceases to function];

Then shall the dust [out of which the Creator made man’s body] return to the earth as it was, and the spirit shall return to the Creator Who gave it.

Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities, says the Preacher. All is futility (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and transitoriness)!

Fear Your Creator And Keep His Commandments …

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from ONE Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by ONE Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

  • Fear the Creator [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of the Creator’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For the Creator shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

Master? Are You Looking At My Dejection? …

Perhaps it is not dejection. Perhaps it is simple Your perception that is settling in my mind instead.

My perception of the information about the world around me is the cause of my dejection, but!

  • When You set my mind on Your perception my dejection fuses with the deep sadness from Your perception of the world and your created beings.
  • Sad is what I am not dejected. And?
  • Humanly speaking?
  • I am no longer set to speak the trivialities of the how are you?
  • Even so? Why do I insist to fit into such trivial exchange with the human world and me?
  • Guess because I am human.
  • Yes! Human I am but not my own!
  • No longer myself I own.
  • I am Your bond servant.
  • Bond to Your love and care for me.
  • No need to fit anywhere but to fit in Thee!
  • The present heavens and earth have been stored up (reserved) for fire, being kept until the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly people. (2 Peter 3:7)
  • All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished.
  • Not only the earth and the starry heavens but my carnal nature as well has already been demolished or render without power to fit me in.

What Is This That I Am Hearing My Master …?

You sent me to sleep on Tuesday, December 29, 2020 at 7:48 am. You woke me up about an hour ago. Deep sadness. Talk to me my Master, I need to hear from You.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Your sadness is from My heart. Every single human being is looking out for their own selves. Basking on their knowledge secular or religious.

Their arrogance and pride comes to surface with their flippant expression of My words and their opinions. Such is the cause of yours and Mine deep sadness.

That is every single human not yet reached by My right hand of rightness and justice.

Even so, My precious child, My plan of restoration is on course.

On My promises to you? I have forbidden you to expect anything that can enter in your human mind about My doings.

For the idea of the wealth and health I have promised to restore to you it is not as your understanding for wealth and health.

But I am aware of your human expectations and do not condemn you for such.

For I am also aware of your tenacity to deny your thinking and feelings and submit it all under My loving control.

What Is It That You Are Hearing? …

It is now Tuesday, December 29, 2020 at 1:05 pm. O My child, read again My wording on what you are to expect concerning all that is going on.

Divisions In The Church Is To Be Expected …

Do you see it My child? This is now a global division spread in the souls of so many souls for a fact.

Division. Competition. My Dog Is Better Than Yours Syndrome …

Lack of communication. Confusion. Dissention. What else to mention? Rebellion. Disrespect is all in effect.

Regardless it all, O My child, remember, I am still on My throne. Nothing and no one can ever My Being dethrone.

I will accomplish My will. My Kingdom shall on the new earth I shall establish.

Fear not. Relax. Continue to enjoy My Presence. For I am with and for you. I am helping and sustaining you no matter how it looks or feels.” End of Your words for now.

Thank You My Master. Your Words Are The Beacon Of Light I Needed …

It is now Tuesday, December 29, 2020 at 4:29 pm. I shall head for bed. Hope for sleep. Four hours of sleep did me good. Thank You.

One More Day To End. One More Day To Begin …

It is now Wednesday, December 30, 2020 at 3:45 am. You continue to shower Your blessings upon me. Are my children taking note?

  • Is anyone as well in the note taking my children could be in?
  • That would be swell!
  • Meantime?
  • I continue to wait.
  • For the looks of the matter?
  • The miracle promised seems to be on the brink.
  • That’s what I think.
  • My think? To Your think is linked.
  • I confidently wait against all odds.
  • I shall wait to post until You materialize the miracle promised.

A Look Back On Your Message In My Dreams …

On Sunday, December 27, 2020 at 1:08 am I woke up from a most fretful sleep. But You know it my Master. Two dreams. One alarming. The other? Mysterious.

  1. I dreamed my computer setup was stolen.
  2. I dreamed of seeing sweet green peppers and black beans.

It Came To Me To Look For The Meaning Of Stolen Computer …

You led me to a meaning, but the found meanings at any time do not mean anything without Your interpretation.

  • So? You deciphered Your message in the two dreams, but!

One Detail Was Left Out Until Today, Why? …

That is what I am finding out now on Wednesday, December 30, 2020 at 4:21 pm. My lil friend brought me gas about an hour ago. He left his footprint on the floor.

  • That footprint is exactly what I saw in my dream. Only there were many of those footprints like people had been in and out of my place.
  • The vision remains vivid in my mind. Looking at my lil friend footprint it came to me to look up the meaning of seeing footprints in a dream. Quote:

To see footprints in a dream demonstrates the need to follow another in their approach to life.

Master! What About Deciphering Such Meaning For Me …?

I was looking at the floor marks, the footprints indicating that people had been in and out of my apartment. What does it mean,

  • ‘to see footprints in a dream demonstrates the need to follow another in their approach to life.’

Ha! You Led Me To Read The Rest Of The Meaning Of Footprints In A Dream …

Amazing! You are so real! It’s like having my own earthly father right here leading and directing me in this valley of death that I am traveling on in Your Presence.

Quote:

This dream is in association with the following scenarios in your life

There have been many difficulties in order for you to understand what your true ambition is in life.

You have been feeling as if difficulties need to be overcome, and this dream is a strong indication that by listening to others you can overcome all problems in a work or business situation.

Part of your mind feels that you need to escape from the realities of life, especially in regards to a negative work situation.

You feel that your existence in this world is full of discontentment.

You are striving to find peace in your life, so this dream indicates that you will find happiness in the near future.

Such Meaning Cannot Describe Any Better What You Have Been Revealing To Me About Myself …

The conclusion of this meaning is exactly what You have been promising to me. It is so exciting to live in Your Presence under Your loving care and control of my life.

Quote:

On a subconscious level this dream is associated with new opportunities. Undertaking a new project will help you move forward.

It is time to take on responsibility. Having this dream means it is time in your life to be aware. Things are extremely important, and by recognizing your ambitions this dream signifies that you can get all you want in life.

Often in dreams bizarre situations are shown. Footprints can be part of other symbols.

Ha! Talking About Other Symbols? Your Message In Today’s Dream …

I was walking on a sidewalk on my way home. There was a little girl sitting against the wall on the sidewalk. There was rain pouring on her but it was not raining.

  • I say something to her, her answer …?
  • “The Father sent me but I do not where to go.”
  • I quickly extended my hand to her saying,
  • “You coming to my home!” and I woke up.

Master? Waking Up From This Dream Filled My Heart With You …

No kidding! You have resolved the difficulties for me to understand what my true ambition is in life.

  • I have been feeling as if difficulties need to be overcome by my own efforts.
  • This dream is a confirmation that by listening to You not to others I have already overcome all problems in the task You have assigned unto me.
  • My human mind feels that I need to escape from the realities of life, especially in regards to the negative situations inevitable in this world that I exist for now.
  • I feel the discontentment in my existence in this world big time.
  • I have been striving to find peace in my life to no avail.

And Your Message In This Dream?

Wow! You are telling me that not only peace but I am to look for true happiness in the near future. Quote:

  • Little girl Dream Explanation — A little girl in a dream represents prosperity, wealth after poverty, and ease after a passing adversity.
  • A little girl in a dream also represents something exclusive for the one who saw her in his dream.
  • Carrying a little girl in a dream means release of a prisoner, or if one is suffering from difficulties, or if he is at fault in an argument, or if he is indebted or poor, it means that all of his worries will be dispelled by the glad tidings of this little girl.
  • Seeing a pretty little girl: Benefits and welfare.
  • Carrying a little girl: Welfare, recovery from a disease, relief from worries or freedom if the dreamer is in jail

What A Message! Thank You …

I have been caught in the jail imprisoning the leaders and the followers on this moment of global confusion, but!

  • I now have freedom from such jail in my home—the center of Your heart.
  • Freedom! Relief from worries. Welfare. And?
  • Recovery from whatever disease is troubling me big time!

I Carried That Little Girl Home …

I carried freedom to my home in the center of Your heart! Whatever more could I want for? Free indeed! The Son has set me free!

Quote:

John 8:31- 47

So Yahushua said to those citizens who had believed in Him, If you abide in My Word and hold fast to My teachings and live in accordance with them, you are truly My disciples. And you will know the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.

They answered Him, We are Abraham’s offspring (descendants) and have never been in bondage to anybody. What do You mean by saying, You will be set free?

Yahushua answered them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Whoever commits and practices sin is the slave of sin. Now a slave does not remain in a household permanently (forever); the son of the house does remain forever. So if the Son liberates you makes you free men, then you are really and unquestionably free. ….end of quote.

Ha! Freedom. Truth. One Head For Each Body …?

O my Master! It is now Thursday, December 31, 2020 at 4:14 am. The last day of this 2020 year, the year that You have set me from all my fears. No kidding!

The Son Has Set Me Free To Abide In Thee …?

Master not Lord. The difference? Master denotes ownership a term to acknowledge Your ownership of my being.

  • Lord denotes worldly superiority, a term to address the royalty in the world.

OKAY! OKAY! OKAY! Who In This World Wants To Be Owned …?

We humans balk even at such thought! That is the fact to be exact. We obstinately refuse to compromise or abruptly let go of the set ideas in our natural minds.

  • We balk at the very idea of such imperative change of mind.

But Me? You Have Set Me Free Your Disciple To Be …

A disciple is not above his teacher, nor is a servant or slave above his master. It is sufficient for the disciple to be like his teacher, and the servant or slave like his master.

Master? Where Are You Leading Me With This Line Of Thoughts …?

“My child, seeing a little girl in a dream also represents something exclusive for the one who saw her in his dream.

My message in the dream is exclusive for you as part of My instructions to you in Matthew 10 when I sent you to the lost sheep of Israel on April 2008. Quote:

Matthew 10:24-25 AMPC+

A disciple is not above his teacher, nor is a servant or slave above his master.

It is sufficient for the disciple to be like his teacher, and the servant or slave like his master. If they have called the Master of the house Beelzebub [master of the dwelling], how much more will they speak evil of those of His household. [2Ki_1:2]

Back To One Head For Each Member Of My Body …

My child I am the HEAD you are a member of My body. Unfortunately? Your attempts to be the head remain to your own disgust.

For you clearly see yourself in others who honor Me from their head or from their understanding of My words and My Being.

Thus, they have created a deity of their own making instead of humbling themselves in My sight.

I know how weary you are of hearing the same thing from Me over and over again.

I know you feel that you know all about this matter, so, why do I keep bringing this wearisome matter to you?

Because it is essential for you to take this matter into consideration as you move and breathe on these earthly grounds that you exist.

Furthermore, My child, I am dealing with you for others to see how your ways are not My ways. Your thoughts are not My thoughts. And?

It all boils down to the keeping of My first and most important of the commandments.

Governing Order Rulership is the essential matter I am instilling within you.

For it is not enough for you to feel and think that you know when in reality you did not know.

Therefore? My hand has been heavy upon you, but! I have bountifully blessed you with My Presence and My leading every step of your way.

Thus, it is quite easy for you to take Me for granted as the rest of most of My children have and are doing even up to these last days for this generation.

For they are stuck in their beliefs and practices, speaking the right words but not keeping them. For the most leaders and followers bypass the Sermon of the Mountain and apply it to others but not to themselves.

Regardless! My plan of restoration of My creation is on course.

Are My dealings with you reaching the hearts and souls of My beloved children? Indeed! Far above what your imagination can conceive.

Therefore? Take courage! Arise from the dust of your weariness! You must continue following my lead. You must post as I quicken you to do. And go on and on My precious child! Be still. Let go. Wait. It won’t be long. Wait.” End of Your words for now.

  • Thank you. I wait.

Silence. All Is Quiet. Me? …

It is now Thursday, December 31, 2020 at 1:37 pm. I am considering going to bed but! I am not quite sure on what am I to do? Maybe continue the illustrations?

  • Ha! I worked on the illustrations. Next? You sent me to sleep on Thursday, December 31, 2020 at 4:45 pm. I woke up to the expected miracle about 7:34 pm.

I Humbly Thank You …

It is now Thursday, December 31, 2020 at 7:58 pm. Weary with the silent and no news I fell asleep. Despite my impertinent weariness You lift Yourself up to be gracious to me.

  • I woke up. After a minute or so? Check the emails.
  • Wow! The down payment of the greater monetary blessings You have for me.
  • How true to Your word You are!
  • And me? O well! I am human.
  • You do not count it against me.
  • Instead?

Quote:

Isaiah 30 8 33

Now, go, write it before them on a tablet and inscribe it in a book, that it may be as a witness for the time to come forevermore.

For this is a rebellious people, faithless and lying sons, children who will not hear the law and instruction of the Master;

Who [virtually] say to the seers [by their conduct], See not! and to the prophets, Prophesy not to us what is right! Speak to us smooth things, prophesy deceitful illusions.

Get out of the true way, turn aside out of the path, cease holding up before us the Holy One of Israel.

Therefore, thus says the Holy One of Israel: Because you despise and spurn this [My] word and trust in cunning and oppression, in crookedness and perverseness, and rely on them,

Therefore, this iniquity and guilt will be to you like a broken section of a high wall, bulging out and ready at some distant day to fall, whose crash will then come suddenly and swiftly, in an instant.  And he shall break it as a potter’s vessel is broken, breaking it in pieces without sparing so that there cannot be found among its pieces one large enough to carry coals of fire from the hearth or to dip water out of the cistern. For thus said Almighty Yahuwah, the Set Apart One of Israel:

  • “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”
  • But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!” Therefore you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”
  • Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.

  • And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful.

In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures. The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.

And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Master], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Behold, the Name of the Master comes from afar, burning with His anger, and in thick, rising smoke. His lips are full of indignation, and His tongue is like a consuming fire.

And His breath is like an overflowing stream that reaches even to the neck, to sift the nations with the sieve of destruction; and a bridle that causes them to err will be in the jaws of the people.

You shall have a song as in the night when a holy feast is kept, and gladness of heart as when one marches in procession with a flute to go to the temple on the mountain of the Master, to the Rock of Israel.

And the Master shall cause His glorious voice to be heard and the descending blow of His arm to be seen, coming down with indignant anger and with the flame of a devouring fire, amid crashing blast and cloudburst, tempest, and hailstones.

At the voice of the Master the Assyrians will be stricken with dismay and terror, when He smites them with His rod.

And every passing stroke of the staff of punishment and doom which the Master lays upon them shall be to the sound of [Israel’s] timbrels and lyres, when in battle He attacks [Assyria] with swinging and menacing arms.

For Topheth [a place of burning and abomination] has already been laid out and long ago prepared; yes, for the [Assyrian] king and [the god] Molech it has been made ready, its pyre made deep and large, with fire and much wood; the breath of the Master, like a stream of brimstone, kindles it. [Jer. 7:31, 32; Matt. 5:22; 25:41.] End of Quote.

Again? Besides Myself! In Awe Of Your Doings …?

Timely Your lead to post on the last day of 2020—the year not to fear our fears. All to begin 2021 on the way to the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Wow!

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

We Have Left Our Father’s Home Like The Prodigal Son In Luke 15 …

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So Many Telling Me What To Do Or Not To Do In All Walks Of Life. So Many For Or Against The To Do Or Not To Do.

What Am I Talking About Now For Goodness Sake …?

You Tell Me My Master! Where Are You Leading Me To Go With Such Headline? …

You know that’s Bible lingo or Christian talk unknown to so many souls. Better yet? Bible lingo that turns the head of many disgruntled souls with the Christian religion and Bible lingo. Why the disgruntle?

Talk To Me My Master, Talk To Me And Tell Me Why …

What is the use for me to add my why to the many ‘expert whys’ rampantly rehashed in all manners of walks? It is now Wednesday, December 23, 2020 at 2:36 pm. I sense Your Presence.

I Hear You My Master …

It is now Wednesday, December 23, 2020 at 7:20 pm. We are Your children, Your sons and daughters You created in Your image but for the most this is just a tale to us.

“My child, I am aware how the history of your existence has become just a tale a mere cliché among My children. Therefore? They have taken their spiritual inheritance, or My Nature implanted within them at the moment of the creation to waste away in all kinds of far-away lands of concepts and doctrines and ideas and philosophies and knowledge of good and evil, but! The reality of the futility of it all is now setting in individually. One by one I am bringing them all home where they belong never again My way astray.”

Here I Am My Master! Still And Ready Your Will To Bid …

It is now Thursday, December 24, 2020 at 8:54 am. By all means my will? I choose against my willful ways. I deny myself by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for me and for all.

I Wait On You. It Looks Like Rain, But! …

Rain or sleet to Your will I submit. Am I for real or am I just shooting my mouth off? Ah! But You know it. In the morning when things are going well I am ready to wait on You, but! By the afternoon?

  • My readiness to wait on You begins to wane.
  • Comes the early night?
  • My waiting begins to darken with the darkness of the night.
  • Wait? How long my Master? How long?
  • Another day is ending and I am still waiting.
  • Ah! It’s a new day! Let me check the NET.
  • Perhaps today.
  • Nothing! Zilch! Naught! Nil!
  • Other than to wait what today be Your will?

Am I Hearing Right? Are You Showing Me Your Might …?

O my Master? You know it. I am just being brave. For I remember You telling me to wait on this motion picture thing, but! That got me in a quandary again and I don’t want to face it because You told me:

Be still. Let go of all your preconceived ideas of what or how I shall develop the matter. Wait.

To Be Still. To Let Go Of Preconceived Ideas I Can Do But The Repercussions …?

The Repercussions this announcement could bring my way? That is something in the back of my mind I find. Maybe a clue from You would do to remove my find in the back of my mind. How ‘bout it my Master?

I wait.

Wow! What a clue! You directed me to: https://thiasjournal.wordpress.com/2020/11/09/demise-of-my-tumultuous-past/.

Thank You! The Something In The Back Of My Mind? No Longer I Can Find …

You never fail to come to my aid even when I am so bog down that I can’t recognize You nor Your help. But that is the way is supposed to be.

It Is Now Friday, December 25, 2020 At 7:10 Am Big Day For The Christians! Me? …

It’s a big day for me as well but that got nothing to do with ‘Christmas’. By far if anything? Christmas has been a thorn in my heart for many years now. But? Enough said about that. Guess what?

  • My concern? Not Christmas!
  • The stimulus check! Rats!
  • Now we have to wait until Monday while they celebrate ‘Christmas’.
  • Ludicrous! They not even ‘Christians’ most of them pagans!
  • Ah but! What the sense. Let them keep their pretense.
  • The day is coming when it all make sense.
  • Meanwhile?
  • Will the kings ever quit their empty scheme?
  • And will I ever quit my bickering about then ludicrous routines?
  • Duh!

My Beloved Master? You Know All About It And? …

Instead of bickering? You have filled my heart with laughter this morning! No kidding! This life in Your Presence is so ever unique. The way You turn the tables on me? I am using the same technique with my scoundrel of a son.

  • Yeah! You know it.
  • He is a scoundrel but he likes to think he is an angel.
  • Ah! How shocking for him to see the evil doings around.
  • He comes in the door with the latest!
  • I look straight at him over my spectacles.
  • And you? What about you Ahmad xxx?
  • Ah! Oh! Me? Am I that bad?
  • Yes you are maybe not as bad as I am!
  • Ha! That’s when I get his attention.

The Truth? Ahmad Is Your Beloved Son …

You have only given me glimpse at the immensity of talents and gifts and such You have bestowed to this? O well! He is far from being a scoundrel but he tries to be one and when it backfires on him? He falls to pieces!

Strange Happenings …?

It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 12:29 am. What happen? I recorded and saved all that happen from 11 am until the Internet failure around 5 pm. Next? I slept until around 6 pm.

  • I don’t remember at what time I got up to find the computer was off.
  • When I turned it on it went into the old account as before.
  • I proceeded to turn it off/unplug and restart but this time the right account came on but!
  • My latest saved entries? Gone!
  • Master? What is happening?

Again? I Had Exhausted All Possibilities To Restore To No Avail …

So? I talked to Joyce for a couple of hours. By that time it was around 3 am. I turned off/unplugged and went to bed. Slept until about 6 am. I helped myself to some coffee and eats. It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 6:59 am.

What Is To Be Today My Master? …

It is now 7:01 am on this last glorious 7th Day of Rest. Your Presence is so real I could almost touch You. No kidding. You know what my talk to Joyce earlier represented.

Ah! What A Marvel! That Is What Is To Be Today. Amazing! …

What a lively interchange! The best talk ever between Joyce and I. Master? You know that I haven’t got the slightest of what I do or don’t do. So? I just do. Not my best nor my worst. Just do or don’t do.

  • Guess I do not make sense to anyone but myself but that is A-OKAY!
  • So? That was all about my long talk with my beloved ally of over 30 years. Wow!
  • Guess we are like night and day.
  • She is the day in this world, she sees things clearly in this world’s daylight.
  • I am the night in my Master’s habitat, not able to see with my normal eyesight at that.
  • And You? My goodness! What are You letting me see? You created both she and me.

Quote:

Genesis 1:3-5 AMPC+

And God said, Let there be light; and there was light.

And God saw that the light was good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it; and God separated the light from the darkness. [2Co_4:6]

And God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.

And On The Boot? What Else About The Talk You Are Showing Me …?

Ha! I don’t know how to adequately relate my long talk earlier with what You are now revealing to me, but! The Scriptures You bring to mind show me the way to find. Quote:

2 Corinthians 4:2-18 AMPC+

We have renounced disgraceful ways (secret thoughts, feelings, desires and underhandedness, the methods and arts that men hide through shame); we refuse to deal craftily (to practice trickery and cunning) or to adulterate or handle dishonestly the Word of God, but we state the truth openly (clearly and candidly). And so we commend ourselves in the sight and presence of God to every man’s conscience.

But even if our Gospel (the glad tidings) also be hidden (obscured and covered up with a veil that hinders the knowledge of God), it is hidden [only] to those who are perishing and obscured [only] to those who are spiritually dying and veiled [only] to those who are lost.

For the god of this world has blinded the unbelievers’ minds [that they should not discern the truth], preventing them from seeing the illuminating light of the Gospel of the glory of Christ (the Messiah), Who is the Image and Likeness of God.

For what we preach is not ourselves but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves [merely] as your servants (slaves) for Jesus’ sake.

For God Who said, Let light shine out of darkness, has shone in our hearts so as [to beam forth] the Light for the illumination of the knowledge of the majesty and glory of God [as it is manifest in the Person and is revealed] in the face of Jesus Christ (the Messiah). [Gen_1:3]

However, we possess this precious treasure [the divine Light of the Gospel] in [frail, human] vessels of earth, that the grandeur and exceeding greatness of the power may be shown to be from God and not from ourselves.

We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped or crushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair;

We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone]; we are struck down to the ground, but never struck out and destroyed;

Always carrying about in the body the liability and exposure to the same putting to death that the Lord Jesus suffered, so that the [resurrection] life of Jesus also may be shown forth by and in our bodies.

For we who live are constantly [experiencing] being handed over to death for Jesus’ sake, that the [resurrection] life of Jesus also may be evidenced through our flesh which is liable to death.

Thus death is actively at work in us, but [it is in order that our] life [may be actively at work] in you.

Yet we have the same spirit of faith as he had who wrote, I have believed, and therefore have I spoken. We too believe, and therefore we speak, [Psa_116:10]

Assured that He Who raised up the Lord Jesus will raise us up also with Jesus and bring us [along] with you into His presence.

For all [these] things are [taking place] for your sake, so that the more grace (divine favor and spiritual blessing) extends to more and more people and multiplies through the many, the more thanksgiving may increase [and redound] to the glory of God.

Therefore we do not become discouraged (utterly spiritless, exhausted, and wearied out through fear). Though our outer man is [progressively] decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being [progressively] renewed day after day.

For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!],

Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting. End of quote.

Master? You Led Me To Keep This Quote In The Christian’s Lingo, Why? …

Simple. The Christian’s lingo is not Your lingo by any stretch of the human’s imagination, but! Neither is any other lingo imposed by the pagan kings in control of the translators of Your Hebrew original records.

  • This matter You have revealed to me since 1985 and?
  • Eventually You have revealed to me Your will on how to address You as Yahuwah/Yahushua instead of Jesus or God and Master instead of Lord.
  • Thus, since this is a personal account of how You are opening my mind to understand and communicate with You, You have given me the freedom to modify those words as addressed to me.
  • Even so? This quote is addressed to the Christians and the public at large.
  • Therefore? You stay my hand concerning any modification. Why?

The Christians And Religious Leaders Stick To Their Interpretation Of The Written Words, So …?

They apply such words according to such interpretation and? If anyone deviates from such interpretation that one is considered to be lost in need of salvation or excommunication. Even worst?

If anyone even insinuates their need for salvation? Ha! Forget all there is for mercy! They bound to kill you on the spot no questions asked. O well! They are satisfied to believe as follow for others than themselves. Quote:

(3)  But even if our Gospel (the glad tidings) also be hidden (obscured and covered up with a veil that hinders the knowledge of God), it is hidden [only] to those who are perishing and obscured [only] to those who are spiritually dying and veiled [only] to those who are lost.

Why Do They Consider Others Than Themselves …?

O my Master? That is a mystery to me that only You can unveil to each indidual child of Yours. I see the matter but! I emphatically refuse to give my take on it. Those leaders are Your business. They have to answer to You not to me.

Alright! I Am Off The Hook With Anymore ‘Explaining’ …?

You are in control of it all. It is now 9:35 am on this last 7th Day of Rest on Saturday, December 26, 2020—the year not to fear our fears!

Ha! What Is The Huge Fear To End This Year …?

Government shutdown. No stimulus checks. No checks at all! No money to live on. What are we to do? Are we going to be eating out of garbage cans?

O My Master! But Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Us Unfaithful Rebellious Children Of Yours That We Are! …

Myself included! Yes! You are putting the ‘squeeze’ on us but! It is imperative for You to squeeze all that fearful garbage out of our minds once for all! But then?

  • The silver lining just on the nick of timing!

O My Master? But Your thiaBasilia Is In Need Of That $2000.00 …?

And here I find myself facing the humongous mountain of worldly fear to end this year when I am not supposed to fear my own fears?

Well? Well? Well? Surprise! 2020 Has Been The Year That Ended ALL My Fears But The Fear Of You My Master! …

Indeed! You are so real tome this moment that I could almost touch You. Yesterday and the day before You led me to see two things:

  1. How stale the leaders and followers of Your people have become with their religious traditions and such.
  2. How Satan has succeeded in making himself invisible to many, many souls among Your people.

It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 10:05 am. You have led me to save this file in the One Drive Ap. I will shut down/unplug the computer to test it.

Alright! Maybe Now I Won’t Lose My Precious Data Anymore …

Thank You my Master! Things are really percolating in the warmth of Your Presence. How real You are to me. I cannot deny You of my complete attention to Your loving Presence.

The two things You led me to see had caused me much sadness. I asked for a clue again. You gave it to me. That response from You was in the data that was lost but not lost in my mind. You told me again:

  • Be still. Let go of all your preconceived ideas of what or how I shall develop any matter. Wait.
  • So? You have now fully empowered me to wait however long it might take.

Back To The Prodigal Son Headline To End This Post …

It is now 12:07 pm on Saturday, December 26, 2020. Me? I realize now more than ever before how I am that prodigal son in the parabola of Luke 15. I have taken my spiritual inheritance to waste away in my former staunch beliefs.

  • Thus? I wound up eating the husks of pain and misery in the pig pens that Satan set for me. But then?
  • The reality of the futility of those staunch beliefs You have set in my mind.
  • For me to find my way back home to You where I belong.
  • I am one of those You are bringing home one by one
  • You are bringing us all home where you belong never again Your way astray.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.