In Fact? The Opposite Is The Truth …?
I Have Known This Fact Before, But Only Now I Know For Sure …
As I stated before in the previous post, You let me be only to fumble the ball, then? Like the loving Master that You are? You fix whatever I am fumbling.
- You have let me fumble the ball on and off all my life but this time?
- My fumbling wears me out quite quickly. Then?
- I come boldly to Your throne of grace for help.
- And that is what I am realizing now more than ever before.
- As long as I can help myself? What do I need You for.
- I posted then worked on revising the Immensity illustration to no avail. So?
- Computer off for house cleaning Saturday, March 6, 2021 at 11:48 am.
- I cleaned until around 3:30 pm then slept until around 6 pm.
Master? I Come Boldly To Your Throne Of Grace, Help! …
I know this misery is not from You. Everything is working out beautifully, but I am hurting like old times with a difference, this time I am not in panic. Your peace and grace have been sufficient all day long, but!
- It is 9:51 pm on this Saturday, March 6, 2021 and I don’t know what to do.
- Should I go to bed?
- Should I wait for my supplies?
- Should I turn on the heat.
- What? I need Your help.
- I ate. Now to bed. Saturday, March 6, 202111:12 pm.
- I was up around 3 am with cramps in my legs.
- Misery. But You showed me what to do.
- I stay up.
- I fix my chocolates.
- Finally I was able to wrap the text around the graphic like I did before.
- Now is time to continue taking care of the apartment.
- Date and time now? Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 6:19 am.
- Looking forward to a good day no matter the circumstances.
Thank You For The Sunshine! Joy To Lift Me Up …
But the joy is not just because of the sunshine. Instead, is a joy to enjoy Your response to my cry for help. What a difference.
Before? I attributed my joy to the sunshine. Now? I attribute my joy to Your undeniable Presence in my heart and in my life.
- The date and time right now? Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 2:44 pm.
- Let me see if I can express the reason why I am recording these details.
- It is really easy to attribute the joy or the honor to the sunshine or whatever blessing instead of the joy and blessing giver.
- I know because that is what I did most of my life.
- In other words, whenever I found myself depress or in trouble of any kind, I ran to my mental health caretaker or to the pharmacy to get help or relief instead of turning to Your Throne of grace.
- But of course, all my peers claimed that You were the provider for the mental health care and whatever we got to relieve ourselves of our many ills.
- I thought that to be quite reasonable.
- My motto was, God help those who help themselves!
- A lie from the pit of hell.
- No where in the Scriptures tell us such a thing.
- The opposite is the truth.
- Come to Me, says our Almighty Creator.
Come to Me …
All you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls. Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls. For My yoke is wholesome (useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne. Said Yahushua in Matthew 11:28-30.
WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing. Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy? Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy. Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David. Isaiah 55:1-3. End of quote.
- Need to organize this post.
- For now heading for bed in hope of sleep.
- Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 5:34 pm.
- I think I got it under control or do I my Master?
- I will head for bed.
- I’ll see what is Your response on waking up.
- Monday, March 8, 2021 at 12:21 am.
Well? O My Master! Down I Go! Why? Beats Me! …?
It is now Monday, March 8, 2021 at 7:14 am. Been up since around 4 am. Why on earth I get hook up in checking emails about publishing the books You inspired to me? You are in control of such publishing.
- I get so depressed to be so far from the requirements of the industry to get the books successfully published!
- Help! That’s all! Help!
- What do I need help for?
- I don’t even know that.
- And I don’t want to know.
- All I want is to enjoy Your Presence period!
- Ha! I just now I see it my Master.
It Is Not What I Want! It Is All What It Is By Your Will And Purpose …?
Thank You. Because I know You hold the future? My life is worth the living just because You do. No need to wonder in the ways of Your world to achieve whatever it is to achieve.
- The Internet is saturated with the myriad of instructions to achieve whatever one’s heart desires.
- It has become rather depressing information.
- Unsubscribe? That seems to be the solution.
- After all! Why had I subscribed to begin with?
- You let me search the world’s department to no avail.
- I’ll take a break to finish the clean up now.
- Computer off, unplugged. 7:34 am.
- I am back to a fresh start. Date and time now?
- Monday, March 8, 2021 at 11:21 am.
Much Reflecting While Cleaning …?
Master? It is so wonderful to be in Your Presence not just by acknowledging it, but! In reality. No longer just reflecting. The reflecting becomes an interchange with You on all matters at hand.
- Right now? I am wondering whether I should close the door or not.
- It is a sunny day but the wind is chilly, I can feel the cold.
- Perhaps I should close the door for now.
- Then I can warm up and open the door when the sun warms up as well.
Help. Mercy. Loving-Kindness For The Helpless …
The Helpful Do Not Need It! But it rains on the just and the unjust. Behold! Your Power Of Your Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Loved To Love.
- The NET not working.
- It is now Monday, March 8, 2021 at 8:53 pm.
- The NET working now.
- I got food and ate.
All In All? More So Everyday You Reveal Yourself To Me In More Ways Than One …
You have always been with me. But somehow this time is different. Is like I am back into Your arms and I never want to go my way ever again.
- Is like I really know it all but I am not in the least inclined to show it off.
- I have no desire to explain or justify myself.
- Not concerned anymore about what others think about me.
- Not looking for man’s approval or not whatsoever.
- Bed Monday, March 8, 2021 at 9:12 pm.
Funny Thing Or Is It Strange? I Was Born At 3 Am. You Always Wake Me Up Around 3 am …?
You put me to sleep for six hours this time. It is now Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 3:45 am. What is the message You are giving me on waking up at this date and time?
- Tuesday or the 3rd day of the week.
- March or the 3rd day of the 2021 year.
- The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
- The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
- The Number Forty – Trial and Testing
- The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?
My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.
No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!
- If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
- If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
- You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
- That, My child, will never ever happen.
- No matter all in the human department?
- I am sustaining you in My department.
- Don’t you ever forget it!”
In The Human Department? What’s Your Label? …
Bipolar – Depression – Schizophrenia? Hurrah for the Mental Health Industry on this confused and depressed so loved world of Yours, but! A Dysfunctional Mother? Mental Health proved to be of no help whatsoever.
In Your Department? Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother! …?
She Scratched her labels, conquered her worries-overcame her sorriest by Your mercy and power of Your wisdom and passionate love for her.
That’s The Fact To Be Exact …
Without any more ado You are sending me to posting’s grounds on this Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 4:33 am. The truth? No telling when You would lead me to do the actual publishing.
- It is already Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 6:04 am
- I have been preparing the post for publication, but!
- Now I am cold and uncomfortable.
- Also? I don’t know whether to eat or drink anything.
- Ahmad promised to come and have breakfast with me.
- No telling when he shall show up.
- I’ll wait.
- Ahmad came and went.
Master? What Is It That I Sense? …
I sense a gap in our relationship. A gap that only now I can grasp and understand. It is the same gap I am sensing between myself and others in this land.
Master? What Am I To Do With Such A Sense At Hand? …
I also sense Your loving hand over my head. No doubt, I am looking forward for the lesson You have ahead. I feel so stale. So helpless I feel. Perhaps to hear Your loving Come to Me falling on deaf ears?
- Is it my lack of communication skills?
- What is it really that I feel?
- Help my Master is my crying shrill!
- Perhaps? No matter!
- No sorriest. No worriers.
- Heavy Laden Big Time!
- My soul delights itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy!
- Your world does not revolve around me.
- Thank Goodness! It revolves around Thee!
What A Day! What Now You Have Me To Do? …
It is now Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 7:00 pm. Ha! I have gone around and around no posting down. Now? The Number Seven for Completeness and Rest, and?
- A double zero for emphasis inclusive on time to post for You to do wonders with the number seven on this earth.
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.