About thiaBasilia

I'm an inspirational writer—in the daily journal of my life lived in the Presence of the Almighty Creator of our beings I write about Truth & Life: eternal as well as temporal life. I am not into any kind of religion, crusade, group or the likes at all! For no one can find Truth or Life eternal in such way. So I am blogging this matter in the journal of my life for all to see the reflection of both lives as I record the daily interchange between my Maker & I.

Peace And Security In His Presence …Part 2

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My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

All Done In Part One! Breaktime! …

Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 12:08 pm. It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 10:45 pm. Master? Thank You. I remain in awe of Your doings. Little by little I am coming to terms with Your doings, and?

  • I head to Photoshop to illustrate.
  • That’s how I spent my whole afternoon.
  • Then? My friends came bearing gifts and good wishes for me.
  • By Your grace and favor we are overcoming the language barrier.
  • Thus, I am able to communicate Your love to them.
  • But then? I found out my stimulus check may not be issued.
  • Not certain why?
  • I spent a couple of hours on the phone discussing my financial circumstances.
  • Extremely drainage of my emotions.
  • Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:55 am. Bed? Finally!
  • You woke me up around 5 am.
  • AVG notice needed attention.
  • I can’t figure out the AVG set up.
  • Been trying to figure how to install AVG in my phone to no avail, why?
  • I need to remove the email set in the phone account because that email does not exist.
  • But I can’t figure it out.

Master? It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:18 am. Help!

I am very frustrated. You know it. What to do? How to illustrate part 2 of Peace And Security In His Presence …? I have spent lots of time illustrating the times of Noah. How to connect such illustration with part 2 of the post?

What Is Going On With Me My Master? …

In my heart there is peace and security. All things are coming together nicely, yet? I have this foreboding sense of something bothering me that I can’t figure out.

What Is It That I Fear, My Master?

What is threatening my inner peace and security? After the long discussion about my financial affairs earlier this morning I got a sense that this is a fear ingrained in the USA citizens for the comments made in that discussion.

  • Even so? You opened my mouth to speak truth boldly.
  • Perhaps such talk reach its mark.
  • I am so discouraged and frustrated that I can’t even hope that it did!
  • And the illustration? It just don’t hit the mark.
  • You know how the times of Noah are affecting me.
  • It is absolutely discouraging to see the multitude set in their willful ways.
  • I know that You are reaching many hearts but!
  • For the behavior of my children and my friends?
  • They seem to be oblivious unmindful of whatever You give to me.
  • They give no sign at all of repentance.
  • On the contrary, they seem to be confident in their own selves.
  • But You know all about it.
  • I wait for Your help.
  • It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:43 pm. Bed?
  • Thank You for helping me with sleep.
  • Slept until around 6 pm.
  • I feel good now on Monday, March 29, 2021 at 6:34 pm.
  • Frustration? Anger? Gone!
  • Ready to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • I know now how to connect it all.
  • The door opens!
  • Yazeed bearing especial makluba for Ms. Basilia.
  • We had a good visit.

Ha! All Of This Happenings Before I Get To Part 2 Of The Post …?

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:44 pm. Thank You for straitening my thinking. Your leading is impeccable. Besides all recorded above I need to include another record.

  • All of this needed to be air out before I continue with Part 2 of the previous post.

An Appropriate Excerpt To Include Before I Continue With Part 2 …

…. My Master? Dear readers, it is my hope for the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of our beings to touch your hearts & minds as He intents for these writings to do.

  • It is my hope for the Spirit to entice you to read the following lines and lift you up to the highest heaven for the Almighty to deal with you as He has dealt with me.
  • It happens to me the moment I read those words He gives for me to write and publish. It can happen to you. In the last post I was only quickened to remember the first of the verses quoted but!
  • Today I was quickened to read & post the whole passage to set it in our minds and hearts.
  • May it bless you all like it blessed me.

“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! No need! No need! No need for impossibilities! I am with you and for you. Have you forgotten? It is not your faith. It is My faithfulness. No need for you to imagine anything, to visualize and concentrate on the wanting’s of your carnal nature to make those materialize. No need to aspire to maximum goodness No one is good—not a single one.

I rain on the just and the unjust. I give and take at My discretion. I define all things. I set the times. I love and hate as it is fitting. No human or devil can figure Me out. All My doings do not meet the approval of human kind. Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory.

This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.” End of quote.

  • Unbelievable how things are developing for me. In awe of my master’s doings I will continue now with Part 2 of the previous post.

Here Is The Record Of The Greatest Moment In My Life …

Original Writing From My 2009 Journal …

Saturday, May 13, 2017 at 10:01 am

His work in me caused me to be in He! That’s not grammar! That’s rhymer! A record about one of the former ‘gods’ I used to follow after and how You set me free to follow only Thee.

  • Funny, funny thing. Father always does this to me to set me free.
  • Yes, when the attacks of insanity in my past flare up?
  • Presto! He sends my way one of His trusted ones.
  • Yedidah is one of His trusted ones.

What’s the deal with Yedidah and me? …

At first, Yedidah was not a household word. She was very private. But one or two of her long letters got to us, one of my daughters and I. We were so impressed! We hunted until we got a hold of her URL, her private email, and got on her email list.

  • From there on Yedidah became my ‘god’. What do I mean? I don’t know how to explain it. I still have that something for whoever is kindred on what Father gives to me.
  • I write whatever the Spirit of our Father gives to me. Sometimes, no sooner I finish the writing as if per magic there comes an email. Or an article. Or a person. Either or all talking or writing the same thing!
  • When I began to receive Yedidah’s Newsletter, unconsciously, I began to depend on Yedidah’s letters for confirmation of whatever the Spirit was giving to me at any given time.
  • It was uncanny. People began to think of me as ‘copying’ Yedidah’s letters and pretending to be Yedidah. I did not know that. I was just delighted to have a kindred spirit! In my enthusiasm I thought Yedidah was really interested in me. Until…
  • The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.
  • The Sukot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with bated breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!
  • “There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”
  • If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?
  • I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”

Most especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).

The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.” End of quote.

  • Dear Reader, that was the end of my chasing gods, but! The beginning of this supernatural life that I now live! Can you imagine my surprise of last night?
  • Searching my files of 2007 for the day when Father delivered me from mental insanity, my search was in vain. Somehow that entry can no longer be found, but!
  • I bumped into other interesting writings until I read,

PREPARING FOR THE INEVITABLE

Practical Lessons in Enduring and Overcoming

Automatically, I clicked and began to read. I recognized Yedidah. Hum! I thought and kept reading the amazing overview of the state & condition of all the people in the world.

  • Quite an accurate piece of information. Again, something I been writing about from day one.
  • She writes about how there are not many humans that scare Satan regardless all the goodness and beauty of human love and religious practices in the world.

But Then, She Came To The Piece That Applies To Me Verbatim! …

I can hardly read it for the tears of joy flowing from my lachrymal. This is what the Spirit within me wanted to whisper in my heart to lift me up and comfort me amid this trial I am going through.

  • That was a trial with the fund raising and no financial support from a single soul similar to what I am going through at the present now in 2021.
  • Even Ahmad has been losing hope somehow! Why?
  • All we hear is the chanting in our ears from Satan himself,
  • “Just as well give up! You are crazy! Whoever hear of anyone dishing money to the likes of you?”
  • On and on the chanting goes!

Now? Let Satan Chant And Ramble To Disassemble What You My Master Are For Us Assembling …

Now, even today on Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 8:34 am Satan is EXPOSED big time! HE IS TERRIFIED with my presence on his turf!

  • Dear Reader, here is the fact of my present stand in the sight of the Almighty as well as in the sight of many who are experiencing this me that Father has made for Him to be.
  • Perhaps Father can wet your appetite to taste of His mercy not just to me, but to all in His image created to be.

Who Are These People Who Bring Terror To The Very Heart Of Satan Himself?

  • These are those who know Yahuweh, and Yahuweh knows them–intimately. They have no fear—they obey Him without questions. They are empowered with His might, enveloped by His Spirit inside and out. They move at His command, and His authority backs their words and their deeds. They have the mind of a bond-slave, yet are His best friends.
  • These are the people of Daniel 11:32 that do “exploits” in the face of the anti-messiah.
  • These are His 100-fold who have left all to follow Him. (Mark 4:8)
  • These are the marked set-apart ones, who live their faith every second of every day—totally dependent on Him for everything.
  • These know His Word and are covered by His presence.
  • These are those He trusts to do whatever He asks for the defeat of the enemy. Into the mouths of this set-apart remnant is the very authority and Word of Elohim, spoken through them to defeat and conquer and overcome “all the ability of the enemy”. (Luke 10:19) This is His victorious end-time “Bridal Company”—His Beloved.
  • These are those who are passionately in love with Him—who have zeal for the focus of His heart.
  • These are not afraid of anyone or anything—their only fear is to lose their intimacy with Him.
  • These are the marked ones—the ones of Revelation 22:3-5.
  • These have been reserved for this last generation – for their power and authority exceeds any other group that has ever lived.
  • They are “bold as a lion”—yet are humble and pure and gentle and kind as a little child. As in Zechariah 3:2, His Name in their mouth carries exceeding power to stop the enemy and bring his plans to nothingness. How can He trust them with such power? — Because He has trained them Himself of their lives, and tested them thoroughly, and brought them through the fires of purging, and they have come out as liquid gold—so pure that He can see His reflection in them. They have proven themselves faithful, and He trusts them. It is to these that the highest reward goes, which is to be in His presence forever—never having to leave His side.
  • These are the ones of the assembly of Philadelphia in Revelation 3:7-13.
  • These are the ones of Revelation 14:1-5—they are “virgin” (pure) and not defiled with the world (pictured by the great whore of Babylon—Revelation 17), and are “blameless” before His throne. He can trust them, because He’s tested them. They know His voice from constant interaction with Him. He communicates with them daily. They have one focus and one only—to please the One they love. To these go the gift of His presence, both now and forever.
  • These are the ones of Luke 18:28-30, who have totally died to self, so that His life might be manifested through them. They are humble, contrite and child-like. Satan fears these above all things—for they are an extension of Yahuweh Himself.
  • These move in the gifts (I Corinthians 12:4-11) of the Spirit of Yahuweh, totally under His control as He wills—the word of wisdom, the word of knowledge, special miracle-working faith, gifts of healings, the operation of miracles, prophecy, the discernment of spirits, different languages of men and angels, and the interpretation of these languages. They operate in the “greater works” that Messiah promised to His servants: John 14:12. They know His voice, and a stranger they will not follow. They are impossible to deceive—even though the enemy tries his best.

Yet, this elite company must go through the trials and pressures of the tribulation just like everyone else. His love remains upon them and He never leaves them, but they suffer greatly at what they see—and can do nothing about. They grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.  They can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see their family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is their greatest suffering.  

John 15:18-21: “If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you.  If you were of the world, the world would love its own.  But, because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, for that reason the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, `A servant is not greater than his master’. If they persecuted Me they shall persecute you, too. If they have guarded My Word, they would guard yours also. But, all this they shall do to you, because of My Name, because they do not know Him who sent Me”. End of quote.

O My Father! What A Gift! …

And You sent it to me on this Shabbat via Yedidah. Amazing! Seven perfect years of testing before You would present to me Your servant Yedidah on Your terms not mine.

  • A sad note that could turn into a joyful one should Yedidah read these lines. Like myself, many of Yedidah’s followers have made a ‘god’ out of her, regardless of her pleas not to do so. Should Yedidah not heed the warning in Daniel 11 she shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Quote:

Daniel 11:33-35

And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.

And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Creator’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Creator] appointed.

Behold! The Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All.

It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Father is working all things for my good and the good of all my concern and the good of all His children. I do not know when Father shall bring Yedidah into my life again, but! It never be the same as before.

  • All Scriptures coming to mind right now are quoted as follows:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love [for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him].

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance.

  • Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

1 Kings 3:5-15 AMPC+

In Gibeon the Master appeared to Solomon in a dream by night. And God said, Ask what I shall give you.

Solomon said, You have shown to Your servant David my father great mercy and loving-kindness, according as he walked before You in faithfulness, righteousness, and uprightness of heart with You; and You have kept for him this great kindness and steadfast love, that You have given him a son to sit on his throne this day.

Now, O Master my God, You have made Your servant king instead of David my father, and I am but a lad [in wisdom and experience]; I know not how to go out (begin) or come in (finish).

Your servant is in the midst of Your people whom You have chosen, a great people who cannot be counted for multitude.

So give Your servant an understanding mind and a hearing heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and bad. For who is able to judge and rule this Your great people? [Jas_1:5]

It pleased the Master that Solomon had asked this.

The Master said to him, Because you have asked this and have not asked for long life or for riches, nor for the lives of your enemies, but have asked for yourself understanding to recognize what is just and right,

Behold, I have done as you asked. I have given you a wise, discerning mind, so that no one before you was your equal, nor shall any arise after you equal to you.

I have also given you what you have not asked, both riches and honor, so that there shall not be any among the kings equal to you all your days.

And if you will go My way, keep My statutes and My commandments as your father David did, then I will lengthen your days.

Solomon awoke, and behold, it was a dream. He came to Jerusalem, stood before the ark of the covenant of the Master, and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings, and made a feast for all his servants.

1 Peter 2:1-10 AMPC+

SO BE done with every trace of wickedness (depravity, malignity) and all deceit and insincerity (pretense, hypocrisy) and grudges (envy, jealousy) and slander and evil speaking of every kind.

Like newborn babies you should crave (thirst for, earnestly desire) the pure (unadulterated) spiritual milk, that by it you may be nurtured and grow unto [completed] salvation, since you have [already] tasted the goodness and kindness of the Master. [Psa_34:8]

Come to Him [then, to that] Living Stone which men tried and threw away, but which is chosen [and] precious in God’s sight. [Psa_118:22; Isa_28:16]

Come and, like living stones, be yourselves built [into] a spiritual house, for a holy (dedicated, consecrated) priesthood, to offer up [those] spiritual sacrifices [that are] acceptable and pleasing to God through Yahushua Messiah.

For thus it stands in Scripture: Behold, I am laying in Zion a chosen, honored, precious chief Cornerstone, and he who believes in Him [who adheres to, trusts in, and relies on Him] shall never be disappointed or put to shame. [Isa_28:16]

To you then who believe (who adhere to, trust in, and rely on Him) is the preciousness; but for those who disbelieve [it is true], The [very] Stone which the builders rejected has become the main Cornerstone, [Psa_118:22]

And, A Stone that will cause stumbling and a Rock that will give [men] offense; they stumble because they disobey and disbelieve [God’s] Word, as those [who reject Him] were destined (appointed) to do.

  • But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a dedicated nation, the Master Creator’s own purchased, special people, that you may set forth the wonderful deeds and display the virtues and perfections of Him Who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light. [Exo_19:5-6]

Once you were not a people [at all], but now you are God’s people; once you were unpitied, but now you are pitied and have received mercy. [Hos_2:23]

1 Corinthians 10:5-33 AMPC+

Nevertheless, God was not pleased with the great majority of them, for they were overthrown and strewn down along [the ground] in the wilderness. [Num_14:29-30]

  • Now these things are examples (warnings and admonitions) for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as they did. [Num_11:4, Num_11:34]

Do not be worshipers of false gods as some of them were, as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink [the sacrifices offered to the golden calf at Horeb] and rose to sport (to dance and give way to jesting and hilarity). [Exo_32:4, Exo_32:6]

We must not gratify evil desire and indulge in immorality as some of them did–and twenty-three thousand [suddenly] fell dead in a single day! [Num_25:1-18]

We should not tempt the Master [try His patience, become a trial to Him, critically appraise Him, and exploit His goodness] as some of them did–and were killed by poisonous serpents; [Num_21:5-6]

Nor discontentedly complain as some of them did–and were put out of the way entirely by the destroyer (death). [Num_16:41, Num_16:49]

  • Now these things befell them by way of a figure [as an example and warning to us]; they were written to admonish and fit us for right action by good instruction, we in whose days the ages have reached their climax (their consummation and concluding period).

Therefore let anyone who thinks he stands [who feels sure that he has a steadfast mind and is standing firm], take heed lest he fall [into sin].

For no temptation (no trial regarded as enticing to sin), [no matter how it comes or where it leads] has overtaken you and laid hold on you that is not common to man [that is, no temptation or trial has come to you that is beyond human resistance and that is not adjusted and adapted and belonging to human experience, and such as man can bear].

But God is faithful [to His Word and to His compassionate nature], and He [can be trusted] not to let you be tempted and tried and assayed beyond your ability and strength of resistance and power to endure, but with the temptation He will [always] also provide the way out (the means of escape to a landing place), that you may be capable and strong and powerful to bear up under it patiently.

Therefore, my dearly beloved, shun (keep clear away from, avoid by flight if need be) any sort of idolatry (of loving or venerating anything more than God).

I am speaking as to intelligent (sensible) men. Think over and make up your minds [for yourselves] about what I say. [I appeal to your reason and your discernment in these matters.]

The cup of blessing [of wine at the Master’s Supper] upon which we ask [God’s] blessing, does it not mean [that in drinking it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the blood of Yahushua the Messiah? The bread which we break, does it not mean [that in eating it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the body of Yahushua?

For we [no matter how] numerous we are, are one body, because we all partake of the one Bread [the One Whom the communion bread represents].

Consider those [physically] people of Israel. Are not those who eat the sacrifices partners of the altar [united in their worship of the same God]? [Lev_7:6]

What do I imply then? That food offered to idols is [intrinsically changed by the fact and amounts to] anything or that an idol itself is a [living] thing?

No, I am suggesting that what the pagans sacrifice they offer [in effect] to demons (to evil spiritual powers) and not to God [at all]. I do not want you to fellowship and be partners with diabolical spirits [by eating at their feasts]. [Deu_32:17]

You cannot drink the Master’s cup and the demons’ cup. You cannot partake of the Master’s table and the demons’ table.

Shall we thus provoke the Master to jealousy and anger and indignation? Are we stronger than He [that we should defy Him]? [Deu_32:21; Ecc_6:10; Isa_45:9]

All things are legitimate [permissible–and we are free to do anything we please], but not all things are helpful (expedient, profitable, and wholesome). All things are legitimate, but not all things are constructive [to character] and edifying [to spiritual life].

Let no one then seek his own good and advantage and profit, but [rather] each one of the other [let him seek the welfare of his neighbor].

[As to meat offered to idols] eat anything that is sold in the meat market without raising any question or investigating on the grounds of conscientious scruples, for the [whole] earth is the Master’s and everything that is in it. [Psa_24:1; Psa_50:12]

In case one of the unbelievers invites you to a meal and you want to go, eat whatever is served to you without examining into its source because of conscientious scruples.

But if someone tells you, This has been offered in sacrifice to an idol, do not eat it, out of consideration for the person who informed you, and for conscience’s sake—I mean for the sake of his conscience, not yours, [do not eat it]. For why should another man’s scruples apply to me and my liberty of action be determined by his conscience?

If I partake [of my food] with thankfulness, why am I accused and spoken evil of because of that for which I give thanks?

So then, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you may do, do all for the honor and glory of God.

Do not let yourselves be [hindrances by giving] an offense to the Jews or to the Greeks or to the church of God do not lead others into sin by your mode of life]; just as I myself strive to please [to accommodate myself to the opinions, desires, and interests of others, adapting myself to] all men in everything I do, not aiming at or considering my own profit and advantage, but that of the many in order that they may be saved. End of quote.

Well My Master? I Am Experiencing Now The Reality Of Those Clearly Written Words …?

Thank You. No amount of teaching, coaching, exhorting, schooling and so far, have ever accomplished such experience in all my born days.

What Am I Thinking Now In View Of All That You Have Given Me So Far? …

Now? I think You have finished with this matter I am to publish as soon as You see fit for me to do. But perhaps there could be more You wish to add to this long essay. I wait on You.

After Those Days, Says The Master …?

What days? You send me to Jeremiah 31, Isaiah 40, and Luke 3, but for a complete answer? You brought to my remembrance the words I recorded in 2012.

Excerpt. Quote:

…. Do you remember My words in May of 2012? Let me refresh those words for you and for all the readers—new & old of these posts,

….”For I will accomplish My purpose for your life even against your own thinking; for I am aware of your despairing thoughts & moments of doubts. And I am aware of your deepest longings. And I will reward you far above your highest expectations even before My return! For I will return soon and for that reason I am joining you all together; for you all are members of My body and I cannot return to disjointed body of Mine! So, take it to heart for My body will be completely joined to Me –the Head of My body before I return!”

O my Master! Those Are Your Words As You Reveal Yourself And The Meaning Of Your Written Words To Me …

Your Word is the authority clearly written in the Scriptures. And only You can apply that Word to me. In vain I tried in the past to apply and abide on those words, but!

  • What a difference it is now from those futile efforts of my past.

Tested. You Have Let Me Hear And Obey Your Voice From Constant Interaction With You …?

You communicate with me daily. You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life. My one focus and one only now? To please the One I love. Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.

You Are With And For Me. I Now Hear And Obey You Without Any Reservation At All …?

The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis and to respond to overcome all the inevitable affliction I must suffer for all Scriptures to be fulfilled.

  • Though I have quoted the following Scriptures many, many times? You quickening me to quote them once again to close this post.

Quote:

Jeremiah 31:33 AMPC+

But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Master, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their Father, and they will be My people.

Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Almighty.

Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Almighty! [Mar_1:3]

Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]

Luke 3:4-6  AMPC+

As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet, The voice of one crying in the wilderness [shouting in the desert]: Prepare the way of the Master, make His beaten paths straight.

Every valley and ravine shall be filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be leveled; and the crooked places shall be made straight, and the rough roads shall be made smooth;

And all mankind shall see (behold and understand and at last acknowledge) the salvation of the Almighty (the deliverance from eternal death decreed by the Almighty). [Isa_40:3-5]. End of quote.

  • The Internet is up. The signal to post on this Friday, March 26, 2021 at 1:31 pm.
  • Only I need to revise the illustration to include some of the words You quickened me lately before I post.
  • It is now Friday, March 26, 2021 at 6:36 pm.
  • O my Master! You know how bad I been feeling all day, but it got to be really bad a couple hours ago.
  • The weather is extremely cold.
  • I have no gas in the heater because we thought winter was over.
  • I became so cold I could not move.
  • I started to cry hoping that someone would come to help me.
  • I did not think my new friends would come because it was late, but!
  • Suddenly! They knocked. I opened the door.
  • They saw my predicament and began to help me cover up.
  • The two coming are one of the daughters of main mother and her niece.
  • This niece is thirteen years old.
  • She is extremely vivacious and crazy about me.
  • Anyhow they called home and told them I was cold and hurting.
  • The mother sent me a hood jacket she bought for me at the market yesterday I was told.
  • Only problem is a jacket with Christmas design.
  • They proceeded to dress me in it.
  • Then pronounced me beautiful.
  • I looked in the mirror and?
  • I look like Santa Claus! Hahaha!
  • But the thing is keeping me quite warm.
  • So no matter how I look, it is serving a good purpose.
  • Thank You my Master for sending me my new friends to help me out.

Friction Between Ahmad And Myself …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 4:03 am. I slept from 10 pm last night until 3:00 am this morning. Ahmad finally show up last night bearing supper for us.

  • But when he saw the food the girls brought to me, he became incense with anger.
  • But he did not utter a word.
  • He pulled the heater and connected the gas to turn on the heat.
  • When I tried to talk he told me he did not want to hear anything from me.
  • Then he proceed to setup the food for us to eat.
  • I started to say I was not hungry.
  • He exploded! And so did I!
  • Amazing! My explosion got his attention.
  • He came down.
  • I explained myself that I was not hungry but I will eat with him.
  • From there on all changed.
  • The words You wanted him to hear came out of my mouth with unbelievable power to arrest all the anger still assailing him because of the lot You have assigned to him to bring him into submission.

Submission! That Is The Purpose For The Evil You Deal To Us …?

What? Are You the cause of all the miseries we suffer? Indeed! Only we blame people or circumstances, leading us into strife, discord and feuds. Conflicts, quarrels, and fighting are the norm among us as written in James 4.

  • How clear our present predicament personally and globally is described in the book of James, but!
  • Somehow either we ignore or misinterpret the book to apply to others not to ourselves.
  • Even so? You are in control of it all.
  • And it is all recorded from the beginning to the end.
  • Only? We humans corrupt it all with our own understanding of such clearly written words.
  • And I am talking from my personal experience as a human being tested, smelted like silver or gold, corrected in the flames of afflictions only to emerged humbly submitted to the only One my heart desired in the long run.
  • Now You communicate with me daily.
  • You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life.
  • My one focus and one only now?
  • To please the One I love.
  • Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.
  • The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis.
  • This morning You are quickening me two more passages of Scripture to add to this post.
  • I thought I was to publish yesterday but it did not happen.
  • Now I know why?
  • The incident I just recorder needed to be included in this post.
  • When shall I publish? I wait.
  • The illustrations are still in question.
  • In the meantime?
  • Here are the two passages I am to quote.

Quote:

James 4:1-3 AMPC+

WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?

You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1Jn_3:15]

[Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures.

Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.

Remembering Your Words Spoken To Me Several Times In The Past …?

Quote:

“My child, This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.”

Unbelievable How Things Are Developing For Me.

I find myself in awe of my Master’s doings. His warning, “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already.

  • I will continue to illustrate before I post. It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 12:44 pm. Don’t know yet when I will post. I wait on You.

Well? All Continues In Order Including My Thinking …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 5:15 pm. The Internet seems to be working. I will begin to format the post online. I wait on You for whatever comes next.

  • May Your will be done in the heart of each one of Your children.
  • So Your Kingdom can be established on Your recreated earth.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Set Things In My Mind To End And Close Part 2 of Previous Post.

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 9:50 pm. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You. You are working all things for our good. You are never late nor tardy. I wait on You.

  • In the meantime? You are leading me to break before I continue for now.
  • That was last night.
  • You blessed me with a good night of sleep.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 9:43 am.
  • You woke me up around 7 am. Feeling good.
  • Ready to bid Your will on the spot.
  • Have been optimizing the illustration for this post.
  • Am I ready to post now? I wait on You.
  • On to revise content before I post.
  • All done! Lots of quotes, but!
  • Such is Your leading.
  • Let it all accomplish Your will and purpose for each one of Your children reading these lines.
  • Ready to post on Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 10:21 am.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Peace And Security In His Presence …

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My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray. O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

  • I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
  • Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
  • Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
  • As per Your revelation it all got to do with the touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
  • Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
  • I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
  • Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
  • No matter.
  • Bless them to the max for their kindness to me despite the differences.
  • I beseech You to open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
  • Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
  • I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
  • All things are in order now.
  • Even so? I ask You to show me what to do when something goes out of order.
  • Photoshop crashed again.
  • Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
  • I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.

Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

Restart for AVG Monday, March 15, 2021 at 4:38 am. It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 7:25 am. Thank You for sleep. This is a new Today for me. You have set me free from my preoccupations about the safety of the computer.

  • You made it possible for me to purchase a one-year subscription to AVG for a 60% discount.
  • I am now safe and secured for a whole year.
  • What a blessing!
  • I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.
  • One more thing on the table though: The stimulus check.
  • I am hoping to get it this week.
  • It will be nice to get the few things I am missing.
  • Even so? I am not waiting for it to solve my problems at hand.
  • I am still waiting on our health to improve.
  • Both Ahmad and I are suffering, but!
  • Your grace and favor is sustaining us.
  • It is utterly amazing the way things are turning out for us.
  • I am in awe of Your doings.
  • Break for breakfast at 9:07 am on Monday, March 15, 2021.
  • I spent this day updating and cleaning the computer.
  • Around 2 pm I got under the covers hoping to sleep, but!
  • A knock at my door. Got up to check, and?

What A Surprise! You Sent Me The Family Across My Building! …

They came bearing good wishes to become my family. So now I have two families here. These are my first friends here in Amman. What a blessing! What do You have next for me?

  • I was so lonely earlier today.
  • Now? The loneliness is to be no more!
  • You are so good to me.
  • Thank You.

About Our Suspicions …

It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 5:18 pm. I have been reflecting on my own suspicions. What are suspicions? Mainly, suspicion is the act of suspecting. A belief without sure proof that something is wrong about someone or a situation.

  • Suspect, suspected, suspecting, suspects means:
  1. To consider (something) to be true or probable on little or no evidence: I suspect they are very disappointed.
  2. To have doubts about (something); distrust: I suspect his motives.
  3. To consider (a person) guilty without proof: The police suspect her of murder.

How This Matter Came To Mind Today? …

Well? O my Master! Still thinking on the matter of Good Behavior Must Emanate From Everything Beautiful That You Have Made. Now I know what You were leading me into.

  • For sure, I am beginning to see what You are seeing in me and in others.
  • On that moment I was beginning to feel awfully lonely., why?
  • I have not heard from my children for a while.
  • Have not heard or seen Ahmad for two days now.
  • It has been a beautiful sunny day, and?
  • I guess I miss sharing it with someone.
  • Sitting under the sun that day I was reflecting rather than lamenting.
  • So? I began to reconsider how my children, Ahmad and family, and so many others have bountifully bless and blessed me all of my life.
  • But then? At some point this morning, I began to think about the reasons I suspected my children and Ahmad were not in touch with me anymore.
  • WHAT?

Mercy! Mercy! Merc! My Master, Mercy I Cried! …

Those are just my suspicions! I have no proof for all to be the truth. In fact the evidence is the complete opposite of what I am suspecting to be their reason for their doings.

  • But then after my cry for mercy? You sent me the neighboring family.
  • How You are diffusing all my unfounded suspicions!
  • Bed 7:50 pm. Up at midnight.
  • I woke to an email from my Roxana.
  • I replied. I came to continue recording.
  • After all of these happenings?
  • You reminded me of my request earlier, quote:
  • “What do You have next for me?”

Yes Indeed! My Help Comes From You. Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

What marvels! Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments coms to mind. How appropriate. Hope for these lines to accomplish Your will for us all. Quote:

Isaiah 48:18. Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments! Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness [the holiness and purity of the nation] like the [abundant] waves of the sea.

Daniel 9:4. And I prayed to the Lord my God and made confession and said, O Lord, the great and dreadful God, Who keeps covenant, mercy, and loving-kindness with those who love Him and keep His commandments,

Daniel 9:5. We have sinned and dealt perversely and done wickedly and have rebelled, turning aside from Your commandments and ordinances.

  • Bed again. Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 1:31 am.
  • Up at 5:38 am on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
  • I read the emails. No need to reply to the one email that has caused me much sadness. Why?
  • Reflecting on the matter I fixed and drank a cup of coffee.
  • I fixed and ate my breakfast.
  • Drank a cup of the gifted apple juice.
  • Now I am cold.
  • Still reflecting as to why I do not care to reply.
  • I got up to sweep the floor instead of turning on the heat.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 7:30 am.

What Is Your Message In The Hour And Minutes? …

A seven followed by a thirty. You are doing wonders on this earth with the number seven. What about the number thirty? What? For Your response? Back to January 13, 2021. Amazing!

Quote:

Master? What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams …?

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 7:30 am. Ha! The date again! The number seven meaning You do wonderful things on the earth with such number. The number 30? Let me check it.

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

What Does That Mean My Master? …

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 1:25 pm. For the last 6 hours or so You have led to create a card for my friend, to check emails, to check the news while I continue to reflect on all Your doings including Your response to my inquire.

  • But You know it my Master.
  • Thus? Your response came to mind.

Quote:

“My precious thiaBasilia, I have brought you to My banqueted house to taste of the goodness I have prepared for you and Ahmad along your children, your friends, and all I have placed in your path of life.

Whatever for I have done so?

Why run the risk to inflate you with pride?

Why provoke others to label you as, whatever label suits the human mind to set on you?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Again and again I must remind you that I am aware of all the minute details not only of your life, your doings and thoughts and feelings but!

The same goes for each one of My children as well as all human beings with no exception.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that Almighty Yahuwah speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Oh OOO!!! Poof! There goes our sacred privacy but that’s another subject, ha my Master.

Not really thiaBasilia, it all ties together.

Pause. Reflect. Why the lack of communication?

Why the misunderstandings among the humankind?

Even between two close human beings?

Is it not because of the dark secrets one buries deep within?

Now My child, I am beginning to reach My children with My response to your inquires.

So? What Is The Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah …

Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

  • Number 3 is a symbol of inspiration, creativity and self-expression.
  • Number 0 usually resonates with infinity and wholeness, but we can also say that this number may be related to something mysterious.
  • The combination of those numbers represents number 30.
  • This number will help you focus on your spiritual life.
  • Number 30 will help you express yourself and use your natural abilities.
  • Thanks to this number you will realize that a certain cycle in your life has to end because another cycle is going to begin soon.

“My child, the wording in such meaning is to be discarded as coming from the psychic spiritual world aloof from My authority.

For it is not the number 30 that helps you under any circumstance. Even so? I led you to that meaning because you have submitted yourself to Me, thus, I am in control of your doings, therefore? I can trust you to submit all your findings to Me.

The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.

In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time or your recording, What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams? Why?

Because in the meaning of that number I give you the answer. The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero. In The Design of Scripture the number Three means Completion and Manifestation. Quote:

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel. End of quote.

Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

  • So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
  • O My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears. You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

  • The subjects for discussion to clear the confusion rampart among My children stars in this post.
  • What to expect from now on? It is already stated what your expectation is to be. Quote:

1 Corinthians 2:7-10 AMPC+

But rather what we (the messengers) are setting forth is a wisdom of Almighty Yahuwah once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by Almighty Yahuwah—that wisdom which Almighty Yahuwah devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Master of glory, Yahushua the Messiah.

But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Almighty Yahuwah has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Also written in Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

Yet to us His messengers Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. End of quote.

O The Wonders Of Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Your Creation …?

Amazing! How can I say thanks for the things You are doing not just for me but for us all? I can says thanks by obeying You to keep Your first and most important of all commands.

  • Sleep at 8:55 am. Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:10 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 12:40 pm.
  • Master? I Cannot Understand Why That Email Caused Me So Much Sadness. Help! …
  • I have no desire to reply or even acknowledge such email. Why?
  • As soon as I read it? It hit my gut as a reprove, and?
  • My heart sank into a deep sadness.
  • The email came twice to add to my perplexity.
  • The first email came at 2:37 am. But the second one was a Fwd: oops, “our Father.”
  • Date: March 15, 2021 at 8:37 PM

Subject: post

Quote:

Dear Thia,

Make no mistake, for I am not writing to ‘praise you.’

But we may see your good works AND GIVE GLORY TO

YOUR FATHER WHO IS IN HEAVEN.

If The First One Caused Me Much Sadness The Second One …?

Jolt my whole being! O my Master! What are You telling me? Why this strange email from a close friend of mine? Is she correcting me? Is she implying I am looking for praise to myself? Or is it You teaching me what is in me?

Either Way? I Cannot Shake Off This Sadness And Discouragement In My Soul. Help! …?

I have lost something beyond me to recognize. Could it be that in between the lines that You have me to post I am hiding a wish for recognition? Could it be a distasteful hypocrisy in my claims to give You the honor for Your work within me?

  • I wait on You. You never fail to get me on the right track of Your leading.

I Remain In Waiting On You My Master …?

No more news. My new friends did not show up. Don’t know what to think. I continue to hear the same Noah’s time story every where I turn. No news about my check. Ahmad tells me they have announced 3 weeks of curfew. All closed. No work no money.

  • Heading for bed at 7:45 pm on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:45 pm but turning off comp back to sleep.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 4:37 am.
  • Been up since around 3:15 am.
  • Master? It looks like my check will not be deposited until April 2.
  • You know we are in dire need of that money, or, are we?
  • You know all about the situation with Covid-19 here in Amman, Jordan.
  • It is expected all shops to close again, so there won’t be work and no money to support us.
  • But You know all about it.

My Plead? Help! …

I am not asking You for money or any material blessing. What for am I asking Your help? Help me to recognize my wicked ways, to humble myself, to turn away from such as written in Psalms 51. Then?

  • Help me to heed what You told King Solomon a long time ago. Quote:

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

2 Chronicles 7:12-22.

And the Master appeared to Solomon by night and said to him: I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice.

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer offered in this place.

For I have chosen and sanctified (set apart for holy use) this house, that My Name may be here forever, and My eyes and My heart will be here perpetually.

As for you [Solomon], if you will walk before me as David your father walked, and do all I have commanded you, and observe My statutes and My ordinances, [1Ki_11:1-11]

Then I will establish the throne of your kingdom, as I covenanted with David your father, saying, There shall not fail you a man to be ruler in Israel.

But if you [people] turn away and forsake My statutes and My commandments which I have set before you and go and serve other gods and worship them,

Then will I pluck [Israel] up by the roots out of My land which I have given [them]; and this house which I have hallowed for My Name will I cast out of My sight, and will make it to be a proverb and a byword among all nations. [Jer_24:9-10]

And this house, which was so high, shall be an astonishment to everyone passing it, and they will say, Why has the Master done thus to this land and to this house?

Then men will say, Because they forsook the Master, the God of their fathers, Who brought them out of Egypt, and they laid hold of other gods and worshiped and served them; therefore has He brought all this evil upon them.

  • It is obvious how fervently we pray and pray relying on Your words, but!
  • In vain we pray because we do not turn away from our wicked ways.

Why Is That So My Master?

It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 7:27 am. I feel like crying again. Why? Because of my inability to turn away from my wicked ways. But then?

  • If I was able to turn away from my wicked ways?
  • Who would get the credit?
  • Not You, that’s for sure.
  • Oh so much that I do not understand about Your words!

Why Do You Command Us To Do What You Know Is Impossible For Us To Do? …

“My child, all My commands come with an ‘IF’ or ‘On the condition that’; something specified or agreed to, as in a contract.

But My children cannot understand the reason for such conditions because they are human beings and that is the way all is designed for all human beings by My Sovereign Authority over My creation.

Numerous theories about this matter have come up through the age of mankind, but!

That is all those are, theories.

Therefore? I have selected a few human beings to answer My call to be My mouthpieces.

To these human beings you belong.

And to these human beings I reveal My covenant with My people, but!

I only reveal what needs to be revealed as per My discretion.

So? I am the only One in control of My creation.

Fear not. As you bring to Me your human’s frustrations I am responding and revealing these things to you for the benefit of all reading these lines.” End of Your words for now.

  • Restart for router change. Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 12:32 pm.
  • The day is advancing. It is already Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 3:23 pm.
  • I am waiting for whatever You have for me on the rest of this day.
  • Perhaps nothing more than what I have already seen will come to pass.
  • Either way, my hope and expectation are set on You.
  • I do not have Internet. So? I am heading for Photoshop.

Well? The Day Ended In A Good Note …

My new friends arrived bearing goodies and a chair for me. We had a wonderful visit. They left with a promise to come back today. All things are coming together by Your design and purpose for us all.

  • It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 12:21 pm.
  • I been up since 4:30 but I been working in Photoshop.
  • My little friend brought me the router to get connected.

Master? You Know That I Am Wondering Again …

It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 1:05 pm. No news about my stimulus check. You know that I have no doubt about Your faithfulness. Even so? We need money to make it for next 3 weeks. Or?

  • Perhaps that is all in our minds, and?
  • My request for money is out of place.
  • I hope for Your mercy to overlook whatever I do out of fear.
  • Bed Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 11:12 pm.
  • Up on Friday, March 19, 2021 at 5:45 am.
  • Concerned about bad dream.
  • No Internet.
  • Will restart computer at 6:11 am.

There Is No Use To Cry Over Spilt Milk …?

What am I talking about now? You know it my Master. There is no use for me to lament about what I sure have done with the monies You provided for me. Perhaps that is what the dream was all about.

  • The dream, Ahmad brought me 2 hard boiled eggs cut in halves. The pieces are so vivid in my mind. Not quite hard boiled. I said in an agonizing way, “If I try to eat these eggs I will throw up!” I woke up quite disturbed. Somehow just the sight of half cooked eggs turns my stomach into a fit.
  • And somehow, I am connecting such a dream with the monies You provide for me.

Help My Master! Help! Only You Can Resolve All My Problems …

It is now Friday, March 19, 2021 at 6:49 am. You know that it will be several hours before I’ll be able to check if You sent me some money to carry us for the rest of the month. Help me to keep my composure and my trust in You.

Everything That Exits Comes From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

Let’s make no mistake about it. Even the next breath we take comes from His mighty hand. By the way, I am not a teacher. I am being taught these things that had gone past my head in former times.

Master? You Are The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence. No One Else Besides You …?

But the way we human beings act is as if You are just a figure of speech. We all have our concepts and ideas about You. The worst? We pass on those ideas and concepts to our children and peers.

Now? Why On Earth Am I Recording These Things As If …?

As if anyone cares. You know my Master how discouraged I am as I am finding out the lack of understanding of my stand with You. But then again? You know that I have no doubt in my mind of Your control of these miserable moments.

  • Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 3:59 am. Bed. Perhaps things change when I wake up if I fall asleep.

Lesson To Heed To Live …

Quote:

From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near. Truly I tell you, this generation, the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period will not pass away till all these things taken together take place. Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away. Matthew 24:32-35.

Creating The Illustrations For The Matters You Inspire To Me …

Thank You. There is so much improvement in those creations. The best part? Creating those illustrations keep my mind in tune with what You aim to convey with them.

  • And thank for sending my new friends.
  • It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 7:15 pm.

Master? I Do Not Know How To Record The Last 3 Hours …

It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 10:41 pm. I need to go to sleep but I am not sleepy. So much happen on this day. How can I hung on unless You intervene? Perhaps Your intervention is what just happened. Thank You.

You finally blessed me with some 5 hours of sleep. It was 5:28 am when You woke me up.

The pain has escalated.

I do not know whether quit the sugar again or?

What to quit? What to eat?

The chocolates seemed to be helping me, but!

No chocolates in 3 days.

Take the uncertainty of all happenings?

It all boils down to inevitable stress and worry even when living in Your Presence.

Why not? The fool worries not.

The fool lives on their own made world of work, fun, and games.

Ignorance of You and Your ways is the fools’ trade mark.

Am I a fool?

Not anymore by Your grace and favor and design for my life’s existence.

Where To Go From Here My Master? …

Date and time at this moment of my wondering? Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 7:25 am. Indeed! You know all about my wonderings and my wanderings. So, the seven in the hour meaning?

The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

Yes! You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

And so You are doing in my own earth with all my wonderings and wanderings.

It is true, You have set me up in this place for good it seems to me.

Set up in the way that I no longer wander from one place to another.

No more wanderings! No more tottering my junk all over tarnation!

What a blessing such revelation!

But Then? There Comes The Blasted Wonderings In My Mind! …

My hope? You shall do a marvelous thing with the wonderings of my mind as well. That be swell! The wondering troubling my mind now? The times of Noah while You shed tears to see Your cherished children walking away.

  • The last post ‘This Year 2021? Implanted Beauty Surfacing …’ has been ignored for the most.
  • And I wonder!
  • Have all latest post perhaps ignored as well?
  • Since I installed AVG the responses from the same people have ended.
  • Now there are only one or two new comers.
  • I am losing my desire to write, but!
  • Write it all down I must!
  • That is Your command for despite my wonderings.
  • At 10:04 am bed. I tried the bed to no avail.
  • Pain. Uncertainty.
  • No work. No money. Illnesses.
  • Lack of understanding from the people that could help.
  • Total refusal to bend their staunch self-righteous ways.
  • No compassion.
  • Just indiscriminately pointing fingers.
  • So tired of explaining.
  • So tired of hearing the cruel remarks about people they don’t know.
  • I got up. Sat under the sun to cry for a while.
  • I came back in feeling better.
  • I headed for Photoshop to work on ‘In His Hands He got the whole World in His Hands …’

And That Is The Way It Is. You Got The Whole World In Your Hands …

It is now Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 3:49 pm. Such fact comforts me. You know my predicament with my bank account and with my address in the USA. You know the huge possibility of needing to change both.

  • You know that possibility has come to mind in the last few days.
  • And that is what I am deeply troubled about besides all that is going on.
  • Last night? Dream:
  • I dreamed about a herd of huge angry bulls were coming to me.
  • But someone ushered me into a door opening another door for the herd to go in.
  • I sat in that room for a bit.
  • But then I wanted to peep into the room with the herd of bulls.
  • I climb to a high window in the room and?
  • The bulls had all gone into the ocean.
  • The door for the bulls to go in was the door to the ocean!

What Are You Showing Me In That Dream my Master? …

At 4:55 pm on Sunday, March 21, 2021 I noticed there were 1 four and 2 fives at that exact moment it came to me to record Your answer. The Number Four – Creation and the World is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • The next time I noticed the date I had 5:55 pm.
  • Wow! Emphasis on Grace and Preparation.
  • It came to me to revise the illustration.
  • Slept on and off until around 1:30 am on Sunday, March 21, 2021.
  • Then I tried to sleep some more but I just could not get comfortable to fall asleep again.

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray.  O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

  • I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
  • Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
  • Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
  • As per Your revelation it all got to do with my touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
  • Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
  • I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
  • Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
  • Bless them to the max for their kindness to me.
  • Open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
  • Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
  • I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
  • All things are in order now.
  • Even so? You show me what to do when something goes out of order.
  • Photoshop crashed again.
  • Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
  • I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.
  • I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.

Signs Of End Times …?

Much reflection on the matter. It is now Monday, March 22, 2021 at 2:13 pm. Company came. Much goodies to enjoy. My little friend brought me food.  Full day. Thank You.

  • Time for bed on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 7:49 pm.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 1:27 am but not feeling good.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 5:45 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 3:13 pm.

What Have I Been Doing Since I Woke Up This Morning? …

Master? So much You are revealing fresh to me mainly for my own benefit. Our situation here has not improved. The money situation is a problem. Unless You intervene? Things are not going to change, but!

  • I am relying on Your written words or the Scriptures.

The Scriptures Or Written Words Are Not Words To Study …

That is the one thing You are revealing on these days of the end. Indeed! The Scriptures are not for us to study but they are written to obey and do what they say to do.

  • They are written for examples, warnings and admonitions for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as the people did in the wilderness.
  • That is what is written. No interpretation. No studying the matter.
  • In vain I studied and interpreted never examining my own chasing after carnal things.
  • Thank You my Master for confronting and setting me free from my carnal doings.

Master? Help Me Out Of This Boredom …?

I am hurting and discouraged with all that goes on and the lack of money. I am heading for bed. Hope for Your help while I sleep. Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 8:03 pm.

  • Up and down. Not able to get comfortable to fall asleep.
  • You are right here with me
  • You are feeling what I am feeling or? Is it the other way around, my Master?
  • I know of so many with the same maladies that I am suffering.
  • And when one member of Your body suffers? The whole body suffers.
  • This life in the flesh of us is described in Ecclesiastes, but!
  • After Ecclesiastes comes the beauty of the Song of Solomon.
  • I am beginning to understand now Your reasoning for all that it is written.
  • Studying and memorizing and repeating those words is not of much help until You bring to life those words within our hearts.
  • You have had me record such fact over and over mainly for my own benefit. But!
  • As You have me record and publish the fact about Your written words You are reaching the rest of Your children You send my way.
  • Yes, I do get bored writing the same matter over and over, but!
  • Thank You for giving me the incentive to obey You no matter how I feel or think.
  • You had me quote Ecclesiastes lately but now on waking up I heard Your precious call in the Song of Solomon.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

So? I Have Come With You My Master. As The Song Continues So It Is With Me …

Song of Solomon 2:14-17 AMPC+

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]

Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us.

Matthew 10:32 AMPC+

Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me out of a state of oneness with Me, I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess that I am abiding in him.

Acts 4:12 AMPC+

And there is salvation in and through no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by and in which we must be saved.

  1. Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
  2. Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us

Return! Come! O My Master Come Into Our Hearts …?

I longingly cry. Why? O my Master! Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

  • I am just now understanding how those words apply to me personally.
  • Nothing to be bored at all!
  • A hearty reminder on Wednesday, March 24, 2021 at 2:11 am.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 8:14 AMPC+

Joyfully the radiant bride turned to him, the one altogether lovely, the chief among ten thousand to her soul, and with unconcealed eagerness to begin her life of sweet companionship with him, she answered, Make haste, my beloved, and come quickly, like a gazelle or a young hart and take me to our waiting home upon the mountains of spices!

Upon The Mountains Of Spices You Have Taken Me …

Reality! It is all the reality of my life. It all took place some 12 years back in 2009 at the time when all my idols abandoned me. Included my latest one by name of Yedidah.

It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:19 am.

Let Your Sovereignty Be Proclaimed …?

My Master! You  know, You are Sovereign Authority over all Your creation. You alone control it all. No devil or human being or anything existent can ever dethrone Your Mighty Being!

Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All My Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining?  None! …?

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

You halted them all on this day! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

  • “Go on, My precious child, go on and on!
  • I am always with you and for you.
  • You are now One with Me.
  • My joy is your joy.
  • My tears are your tears.
  • In the dark of your night
  • Your obedience is My delight.
  • My delight in your obedience is your strength, and?
  • Your courage to go on and on.”
  • Thank You. It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:42 am.

It Is Done! Your Work Within My Being Is Done …?

No kidding! You have let Satan sift me like grain, but! You prayed for me like You prayed for Simon now known as Peter. That You revealed to me way at the onset of my present suffering but I didn’t believe You just like Simon did.

Quote:

Luke 22:31-46 AMPC+

Simon, Simon (Peter), thia, thia, listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9]

But I have prayed especially for you [Peter], thia, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

And [Simon Peter] said to Him, Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.

But Yahushua said, I tell you, Peter, before a [single] cock shall crow this day, you will three times [utterly] deny that you know Me.

And He said to them, When I sent you out with no purse or [provision] bag or sandals, did you lack anything? They answered, Nothing!

Then He said to them, But now let him who has a purse take it, and also [his provision] bag; and let him who has no sword sell his mantle and buy a sword.

For I tell you that this Scripture must yet be fulfilled in Me: And He was counted and classed among the wicked (the outlaws, the criminals); for what is written about Me has its fulfillment [has reached its end and is finally settled]. [Isa_53:12]

And they said, Look, Master! Here are two swords. And He said to them, It is enough.

And He came out and went, as was His habit, to the Mount of Olives, and the disciples also followed Him.

And when He came to the place, He said to them, Pray that you may not [at all] enter into temptation.

And He withdrew from them about a stone’s throw and knelt down and prayed,

Saying, Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but always Yours be done.

And there appeared to Him an angel from heaven, strengthening Him in spirit.

And being in an agony of mind, He prayed all the more earnestly and intently, and His sweat became like great clots of blood dropping down upon the ground.

And when He got up from prayer, He came to the disciples and found them sleeping from grief,

And He said to them, Why do you sleep? Get up and pray that you may not enter at all into temptation.

Indeed! I Denied You 3 Times, Until …?

You questioned my love or obedience to deliver Your love message from You on the shores of my life aloof from You. That happened on that 7th Day of Rest on September 15, 2007.

  • Before then I denied You the first time in 1974.
  • Then again in 1984.
  • But then?
  • In 2009 You brought me to Your Mountain Top to be alone with You forever!
  • No more denials.
  • But the trials? Inevitable.
  • Only now You overcome those trials for me.
  • Thank You.

The Greatest Moment In My Life …

It happened on a most especial Sabbath on Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am). The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Ending Part One …?

Such a great moment will take several pages to cover. So I am breaking this post in two parts. For on that day my whole existence turned upwards never again to go backwards.

  • Indeed! On that awesome day You took residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of my heart!
  • Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 9:00 pm. Falling asleep in front of the screen. Bed time.
  • You got me up around 5 am on Sunday, March 28, 2021.
  • You know how restless it went for me all night, but!
  • As You got me up?
  • Ready to finish the format and post.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Finish Formatting And Publishing Part 1 Of This Post …

It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 7:52 am. I will take a break for breakfast before I publish in the rest of the sites. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

This Year 2021? Implanted Beauty Surfacing …

Featured

Etiquette Or Distasteful Hypocrisy Recessing …

It all boils down to the two most important commandments and the conclusion of the book of Ecclesiastes. In fact? It boils down to the divinely implanted sense of a purpose. • As written this sense of purpose working through the ages nothing under the sun but the Creator alone can satisfy. • But why is that so? Well, it is so that men cannot find out what the Creator has done from the beginning to the end and pretend man has done it all. • The thing is that one can go on and on deliberating this matter. • Yes, we keep the commandments as we see fit to do. The second ahead of the first. But on the positive side? O my Father! This time? You are making a new covenant with us. • You will put Your law within us, and on our hearts will You write it; and You will be our Father, and we will be Your people. • That’s what these posts are all about.

Implanted Beauty Versus Worldly Etiquette …

Implanted Beauty along eternity in men’s hearts and minds. Worldly Etiquette Or Distasteful Hypocrisy meaning Good Behavior in the outside no matter how ugly we could be in the inside.

History Repeats Itself But! History Shall No Longer Repeat From 2021 On To Eternity …

Round and about that is what You shall reveal to us as I record and publish the multitude of words that You have me record and publish not just for others to read and benefit but for my own self as well.

What Have I Been Doing Since I Woke Up? Posting …

I slept from Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 10:40 pm to Wednesday, March 10, 2021 around 4:23 am. I went straight to posting while the NET was up. Now?

  • I feel like crying. Why? I don’t know.
  • I’ll take a break.
  • You shall reveal whatever while on break.
  • Date and time? Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 5:30 am.

Alright! I Got It! By George I Got It! Ha! …

O my Master? Yes, I got it but! Not by George. Indeed! I got it by the power of Your written words in Ecclesiastes. Why I feel like crying? Why not?

The God-Given Task to Us. Quote:

Ecclesiastes 3:9-15 AMPC+

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].

There It Is In A Nutshell. Perhaps All Humans But This Human Know Such To Be The Fact. …

That’s my problem! I detest Your given task to the sons of man. I pine for the eternity You have planted in men’s hearts and minds. Such is a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

This Sense Of A Purpose Nothing Under The Sun But You Alone Can Satisfy …?

YET so that men cannot find out what You have done from the beginning to the end, but! We humans insidiously knock ourselves down in our attempts to figure it all out.

  • Me? Of sinners I am chief.
  • I am simply sick trying to figure out or perhaps struggling to simply cope with this miserable lot You have assigned unto me.

Am I Rash Talking Like So? Are You Fixing To Flatten Me Out To End My Impertinence? …

“By far My precious child! I am not a man that you should think of Me as men thinks.

Why should I flatten you out for expressing what I already know about your present state and condition?

Distasteful hypocrisy is the trade of mankind in lieu of social etiquette. There in is the source of the so called ‘social etiquette’ enslaving the sons of mankind.

Yes, My child, there is a long list of excellent requirements on how to behave sociable, but! Such requirements are only the reflection of everything beautiful in its time that I have made.

So? How such requirements become a distasteful hypocrisy? Simply, nothing under the sun but I alone can satisfy that divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages.

Thus, such excellent requirements imposed on mankind become a distasteful hypocrisy practiced by all who are intent to climb the ladder of success by the power of the human’s mind and heart in all walks of life.

Even so? O My child, Yahushua continues to intercede for My children that you all repent from the works of the human’s mind and heart.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am aware of how you feel. You do not need to suppress your feelings to impress Me. You do need to be a pillar of strength to please Me.

I am delighted with your determination to let Me control every minute detail of your life even when you do not understand the inevitable suffering I allow in your life.

Continue to be still. To let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern. For now, it is Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 5:40 pm. Time for you to head for bed and rest underneath My everlasting arms.”

  • It’s now Wednesday, March 10, 2021 at 10:47 pm.
  • The computer setup is sagging.
  • Turning off to fix it.
  • It is now Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 1:15 am
  • All fixed for now.

Thank You. Things Coming Together Nicely …

The best part? O my Master! You have set me free from my wants. You continue to give me the incentive to utilize whatever I have on hand. No need any longer to hope for money to buy one thing or another.

  • There are things that would be nice to replace like my chair that disappeared from the roof.
  • Also, the sleeping bag and some clothing, but!
  • You know all about it.
  • As far as my goodies like chocolates and honey?
  • I am no longer concerned about such as I was before.
  • I am satisfied with whatever You daily supply for me.
  • As far as socializing and longing for company?
  • I have become anti-social for now, but!
  • I know that You are in control of every minute detail of my life, so?
  • I am fine in whatever state I find myself.
  • I am no longer lamenting in vain.
  • You always ready to listen and help me out from my lamenting.
  • So much to thank You for.
  • I will now head for bed under Your loving care for me.
  • Date and time? Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 1:36 am.
  • Now? Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 4:36 am.
  • Thursday, March 11, 2021 at 10:00 pm.

Thursday Was An Unusual Day …?

The wind was ranging so I didn’t open the door. My little friend made a couple of trips before he finally brought me the chocolates. Still? He failed to bring soap for my dishes.

  • I got under the covers trying to sleep when Yazeed came in with the soap.
  • I got up. We visited for a long time.
  • Eventually I headed for bed on Friday, March 12, 2021 at 1:56 am.
  • Computer off-unplugged. Heading for bed.
  • Up on Friday, March 12, 2021 at 6:38 am.

Rain Continues. Much Ahead On This Rainy Day …

I had coffee and eats. Fixed chocolates. Computer on. Revised the header for the site. Date and time now? Friday, March 12, 2021 at 12:07 pm.

Recapping In Your Sight …

Master? Yesterday was a day to reflect and reconsider what goes on among us. The fact? We are not living under what is considered ‘normal’ in the USA, but!

  • You know all about it.
  • You know it is totally impossible for a USA citizen to begin to comprehend what goes on among us.
  • For that reason, I am beginning to desist from explaining the unexplainable.

Talking To My Master …

This 2021 year is a year that You are beginning to put things together for us. So? You had me change the heading to reflect Your response to our cry for Your Kingdom to come, for Your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

  • Such cry has been going on for thousands of years from the believers’ heart in Yahushua Messiah.
  • How have we come up with the idea that we are going up to heaven while we pray and pray for heaven to come to earth?
  • We don’t make sense, but!
  • Thank Goodness!
  • Heaven is coming down to earth as Yahushua had us to pray that the Father would do.
  • That is what the graphic in the new header is all about.

All The Signs Are There For All To Begin To Happen On This Period …

That is not my prediction whatsoever! I am only recording what You are letting me see happening with amazing precision. I don’t know what or how or when.

I Am Just In Awe Of All You Are Letting Me See …

But You know all about me—my thinking, my feelings, and my doings. You did not set me up to change the world. You set me up to change the world with the work You are doing in my life.

  • Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Now? What Is Next My Master? Where Am I At …

I changed the whole setup for the header while reflecting on the beauty You have implanted in us versus what is called etiquette or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside.

  • It is now Friday, March 12, 2021 at 3:47 pm.
  • I just found out I will be getting the stimulus check for sure, but!
  • Don’t know when.

Master? How Am I Supposed To Quit Hoping For Money? …

O my Master! Why not? You promised to restore my health and my wealth but! My health is in jeopardy and the shortage of money to take care of things is a problem.

What Am I To Think? What Am I To Do? …

I am weary of my body’s condition. I am weary of not knowing what to eat or not to it. I am weary of hoping for Ahmad’s visits. I am even weary of writing all of these details. But at the same time? I am grateful. I am at peace. I am staying put, and?

I Am In Awe Of Your Doings …

What gives, my Master? For now I’ll head for bed to save some gas. Date and time? Friday, March 12, 2021 at 4:14 pm. One thought? I know I’ll be ashamed when You come through with the blessings You are holding for me.

  • Friday, March 12, 2021 at 7:53 pm. Up to eat about an hour ago. I am cold. Back to bed?
  • Up on Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 1:26 am but I am cold not feeling good. Back to bed.
  • Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 3:32 am up.
  • Waiting on You to help me.
  • Your grace is sufficient unto me to withstand the miseries that come my way even when all things are working nicely.
  • You set my eyes to see how You were there with Your ancient workers at the worst moments of their lives.
  • So You are doing with me.
  • You are right here with me.
  • You are sustaining me.
  • Even the least painful blemish in my face You shall avenge for me.
  • The beauty You have implanted in us shall soon materialize despite our sinful hypocrisies.
  • No doubt about it.
  • On this 7th Day of Rest I find myself in complete rest in You despite the misery I am going through.
  • Back to Ecclesiastes.
  • Ha! You sent me back to ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’.
  • Amazing! I recorded that post 7 months ago on Monday, August 24, 2020, and now?
  • I am going through pretty much the same situation as of that time.

Excerpts from ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’.

That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.

Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.

  • I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
  • I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
  • It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
  • You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.

O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!

You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.

Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …

And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.

  • Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.

So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …

Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!

But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …

In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.

  • Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
  • On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.

Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …

Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?

  • Could it be the stress from the silence?

Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …

Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.

The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.

Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.

  • Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
  • I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
  • You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
  • A nourishment of much higher value.

Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.

It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.

What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …

To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.

  • Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
  • Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.

Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.

Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.

Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …

Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.

So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.

How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.

How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …

You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.

  • All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
  • By far this is not a tale.

What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …

No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:

Hebrews 4:11-13

Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …

Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.

  • What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
  • I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
  • My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
  • If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
  • I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
  • After a while? Food and a mango!
  • I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.

Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …

But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.

  • You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.

Whatever For My Master? …

You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:

Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.

Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …

Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?

  • What is the meaning of loved to love?

Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.

  • But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
  • Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:

The God-Given Task

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

What profit remains for the worker from his toil?

I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.

I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;

And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.

I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]

That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.

Going on with the record …

Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 9:02 pm turning off computer. Heading for bed. Before I went to bed I fixed my covers. Quite a job! I tried to sleep to no avail. My toes were cramping up.

  • Got up fixed a cup of ginger and turmeric with honey.
  • Drank it hoping that shall relax my muscles. Computer on at 11:00 pm but I got a pop up to restart for update.
  • It is now Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 11:15 pm.
  • Heading to photoshop to continue illustration on Implanted Eternity.
  • Bed again Saturday, March 13, 2021 at 11:37 pm.
  • I am up. Cold, uncomfortable, but not too bad.
  • It is now Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 1:54 am.

What Am I To Do My Master? Perhaps To Pick Up The Thread From Ecclesiastes? …

I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts. Quote:

From Dust to Dust

Ecclesiastes 3:16-22 AMPC+

Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.

I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work.

I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts.

For that which befalls the sons of men befalls beasts; even [in the end] one thing befalls them both. As the one dies, so dies the other. Yes, they all have one breath and spirit, so that a N1man has no preeminence over a beast; for all is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)!

All go to one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.

Who knows the spirit of man, whether it goes upward, and the spirit of the beast, whether it goes downward to the earth?

So I saw that there is nothing better than that a man should rejoice in his own works, for that is his portion. For who shall bring him back to see what will happen after he is gone? End of quote.

  • O but the human’s etiquette! or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside.
  • Cannot keep my eyes open. Bed at Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 2:26 am.
  • I have been up since around 5 am.
  • It is now Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 10:46 am. I have been thinking on finding tutorials to learn anew how to fix my computer. So? This morning I got up with CompTIA A+ Certification.
  • I took that course in Wilks Community College a few years back. At that time I was entitled to continuing education for free. A pity that at that time as well, the course was too advanced for me. I did not finish it. But I figured that by now that would be the course to take, only I have spent all morning in vain trying to recuperate the course. Why? Wilks is altogether new. All my records are gone. There is no more continuing education for free. Finally? It came to me to Google the course for free. Wow! I found it in Amazon.com. it is not free but! It is only $27.00 on digital Kindle format. Will save me the shipping cost. Still, I cannot order it because of no Visa credit card to pay for it.

Now What, My Master? How To Solve The Visa Card Trouble? …

You have instructed me not to worry about any skim to get money. For You will come through with all monies promised, but! I cannot use that money to pay for whatever I need sold online unless I have a Credit Card.

What To Do? Help! …?

I am beginning to think that for some reason I am coming up with all kind of distractions from the task You have assigned unto me. I need Your help to remember and abide by Your instructions. Quote:

  • “Fear not My precious thiaBasilia! Fear not! I am strengthening and hardening you to the inevitable daily difficulties in your way.
  • Do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Beloved Master Yahushua.
  • I am strengthening and hardening you to difficulties, yes, I am helping you; yes, I am holding you up and retaining you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.
  • Do not establish any routine for your daily living.
  • Live your life for today ready to bid My will on the spot.
  • Do not worry about your mind churning continuously.
  • I am in control of your mind and soul for your good and the good of all of your concern.
  • On My time and discretion, I will provide over and above all the healthy and delicious eats I have set in your dreams.
  • Do not worry about your health.
  • I am restoring your health and your wealth.
  • No need to continue your obsession to wash your hands.
  • It is impossible for you to prevent contamination.
  • Be still. Let go of it all. Wait.
  • All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize.
  • Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.
  • Do not worry about any skim to get money.
  • I will come through with all monies promised.
  • My words are penetrating the depth of your being to relax and empower you to go on.
  • Go on my precious thiaBasilia.
  • From your face on the ground your praise and adoration—your worship is ascending to the center of My heart.
  • Your obedience is the delight of My Being.
  • Do not ever forget it!
  • For My delight in your obedience is your strength.
  • Relax! Be still. Let go. Rejoice! Go on and on!
  • My grace and favor are sufficient unto you from this moment on.” End of Your precious words for the moment.

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

For turning me back to Your latest words and instructions. Restored! Truly? Your words continue to penetrate the depth of my being to relax and empower you to go on.

A Valuable Observation On The Fact And Reality Of Your Words …

Your words, ‘All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize. Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.’ Are now a reality. All supplies have materialized. The apartment and the computer and the Internet?

  • Perfect!
  • My feelings. My thoughts. My fears. My doubts about my health?
  • Ahmad’s doings?
  • Lack of fellowship?
  • It is all under Your control.
  • Your grace and favor are and shall continue to be sufficient unto me from the moment You spoke those words to me.

Back To The Human’s Etiquette! …

The Human’s Etiquette or good behavior to look good in the outside no matter how ugly we could be the inside? Distasteful hypocrisy practiced to project good behavior to get whatever we want.

Good Behavior Must Emanate From Everything Beautiful That You Have Made …

Master? The truth of the matter on this subject? I don’t know what You are leading me into. But I am beginning to see what You are seeing in me and in others.

  • For now? I am beginning to feel awfully lonely.
  • Have not heard from my children for a while.
  • Have not heard or seen Ahmad for two days now.
  • It has been a beautiful sunny day, and?
  • I guess I miss sharing it with someone.
  • But I know for sure that You are working for everything beautiful You implanted in us to surface big time.
  • Meanwhile? I must keep Your words in mind to go on and on despite all that goes on.

Again! What To Do? Help! …?

My help comes from You the minute I don’t know what to do? This time? You quickened me to write the caption to further express the meaning of the illustration.

Implanted Beauty Versus Worldly Etiquette …

It all boils down to the two most important commandments and the conclusion of the book of Ecclesiastes. In fact? It boils down to the divinely implanted sense of a purpose.

  • As written this sense of purpose working through the ages nothing under the sun but the Creator alone can satisfy.
  • But why is that so? Well, it is so that men cannot find out what the Creator has done from the beginning to the end and pretend man has done it all.
  • The thing is that one can go on and on deliberating this matter.
  • Even so?

The Time Is Here Now To Quit All Our Useless Deliberations And Begin …?

Begin at the end of the beginnings. Meaning? We have done it all from the beginning of the Book of Ecclesiastes. It is time to begin anew at the end of the book.

  • It is time to quit our pretensions. Time to drop our distasteful hypocrisies in Your sight.

About The Commandments And Our Insidious Claim That We Keep Them …

Yes, we keep the commandments as we see fit to do. The second ahead of the first. But on the positive side? O my Father! This time? You are making a new covenant with us.

  • You will put Your law within us, and on our hearts will You write it; and You will be our Father, and we will be Your people.

Quote:

Jeremiah 31:31-33 AMPC+

Behold, the days are coming, says the Master, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah, (32)  Not according to the covenant which I made with their fathers in the day when I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt, My covenant which they broke, although I was their Husband, says the Master.  (33)  But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Master, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their Father, and they will be My people.

The Two Commandments

And He replied to him, You shall love the Master your Almighty Creator with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5]

This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment.

And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18]

These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:37-40 AMPC+.

Fear Your Creator And Keep His Commandments …

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from ONE Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by ONE Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

  • Fear the Creator [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of the Creator’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For the Creator shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

Me? Down To The Ground Despite All Going Around On These Earthly Grounds …

Still. Letting all go. Waiting on You to set me free no matter how long the waiting has to be. On to prepare this post on Sunday, March 14, 2021 at 5:21 pm.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

God Does Not Help Those Who Help Themselves …

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In Fact? The Opposite Is The Truth …?

I Have Known This Fact Before, But Only Now I Know For Sure …

As I stated before in the previous post, You let me be only to fumble the ball, then? Like the loving Master that You are? You fix whatever I am fumbling.

  • You have let me fumble the ball on and off all my life but this time?
  • My fumbling wears me out quite quickly. Then?
  • I come boldly to Your throne of grace for help.
  • And that is what I am realizing now more than ever before.
  • As long as I can help myself? What do I need You for.
  • I posted then worked on revising the Immensity illustration to no avail. So?
  • Computer off for house cleaning Saturday, March 6, 2021 at 11:48 am.
  • I cleaned until around 3:30 pm then slept until around 6 pm.

Master? I Come Boldly To Your Throne Of Grace, Help! …

I know this misery is not from You. Everything is working out beautifully, but I am hurting like old times with a difference, this time I am not in panic. Your peace and grace have been sufficient all day long, but!

  • It is 9:51 pm on this Saturday, March 6, 2021 and I don’t know what to do.
  • Should I go to bed?
  • Should I wait for my supplies?
  • Should I turn on the heat.
  • What? I need Your help.
  • I ate. Now to bed. Saturday, March 6, 202111:12 pm.
  • I was up around 3 am with cramps in my legs.
  • Misery. But You showed me what to do.
  • I stay up.
  • I fix my chocolates.
  • Finally I was able to wrap the text around the graphic like I did before.
  • Now is time to continue taking care of the apartment.
  • Date and time now? Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 6:19 am.
  • Looking forward to a good day no matter the circumstances.

Thank You For The Sunshine! Joy To Lift Me Up …

But the joy is not just because of the sunshine. Instead, is a joy to enjoy Your response to my cry for help. What a difference.

Before? I attributed my joy to the sunshine. Now? I attribute my joy to Your undeniable Presence in my heart and in my life.

  • The date and time right now? Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 2:44 pm.
  • Let me see if I can express the reason why I am recording these details.
  • It is really easy to attribute the joy or the honor to the sunshine or whatever blessing instead of the joy and blessing giver.
  • I know because that is what I did most of my life.
  • In other words, whenever I found myself depress or in trouble of any kind, I ran to my mental health caretaker or to the pharmacy to get help or relief instead of turning to Your Throne of grace.
  • But of course, all my peers claimed that You were the provider for the mental health care and whatever we got to relieve ourselves of our many ills.
  • I thought that to be quite reasonable.
  • My motto was, God help those who help themselves!
  • A lie from the pit of hell.
  • No where in the Scriptures tell us such a thing.
  • The opposite is the truth.
  • Come to Me, says our Almighty Creator.
  • Quote:

Come to Me …

All you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls. Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls. For My yoke is wholesome (useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne. Said Yahushua in Matthew 11:28-30.

WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing. Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy? Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy. Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David. Isaiah 55:1-3. End of quote.

  • Need to organize this post.
  • For now heading for bed in hope of sleep.
  • Sunday, March 7, 2021 at 5:34 pm.
  • I think I got it under control or do I my Master?
  • I will head for bed.
  • I’ll see what is Your response on waking up.
  • Monday, March 8, 2021 at 12:21 am.

Well? O My Master! Down I Go! Why? Beats Me! …?

It is now Monday, March 8, 2021 at 7:14 am. Been up since around 4 am. Why on earth I get hook up in checking emails about publishing the books You inspired to me? You are in control of such publishing.

  • I get so depressed to be so far from the requirements of the industry to get the books successfully published!
  • Help! That’s all! Help!
  • What do I need help for?
  • I don’t even know that.
  • And I don’t want to know.
  • All I want is to enjoy Your Presence period!
  • Ha! I just now I see it my Master.

It Is Not What I Want! It Is All What It Is By Your Will And Purpose …?

Thank You. Because I know You hold the future? My life is worth the living just because You do. No need to wonder in the ways of Your world to achieve whatever it is to achieve.

  • The Internet is saturated with the myriad of instructions to achieve whatever one’s heart desires.
  • It has become rather depressing information.
  • Unsubscribe? That seems to be the solution.
  • After all! Why had I subscribed to begin with?
  • You let me search the world’s department to no avail.
  • I’ll take a break to finish the clean up now.
  • Computer off, unplugged. 7:34 am.
  • I am back to a fresh start. Date and time now?
  • Monday, March 8, 2021 at 11:21 am.

Much Reflecting While Cleaning …?

Master? It is so wonderful to be in Your Presence not just by acknowledging it, but! In reality. No longer just reflecting. The reflecting becomes an interchange with You on all matters at hand.

  • Right now? I am wondering whether I should close the door or not.
  • It is a sunny day but the wind is chilly, I can feel the cold.
  • Perhaps I should close the door for now.
  • Then I can warm up and open the door when the sun warms up as well.

Help. Mercy. Loving-Kindness For The Helpless …

The Helpful Do Not Need It! But it rains on the just and the unjust. Behold! Your Power Of Your Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Loved To Love.

  • The NET not working.
  • It is now Monday, March 8, 2021 at 8:53 pm.
  • The NET working now.
  • I got food and ate.

All In All? More So Everyday You Reveal Yourself To Me In More Ways Than One …

You have always been with me. But somehow this time is different. Is like I am back into Your arms and I never want to go my way ever again.

  • Is like I really know it all but I am not in the least inclined to show it off.
  • I have no desire to explain or justify myself.
  • Not concerned anymore about what others think about me.
  • Not looking for man’s approval or not whatsoever.
  • Bed Monday, March 8, 2021 at 9:12 pm.

Funny Thing Or Is It Strange? I Was Born At 3 Am. You Always Wake Me Up Around 3 am …?

You put me to sleep for six hours this time. It is now Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 3:45 am. What is the message You are giving me on waking up at this date and time?

  • Tuesday or the 3rd day of the week.
  • March or the 3rd day of the 2021 year.
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • The Number Forty – Trial and Testing
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?

My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?

Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.

Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.

The Fact?

No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!

  • If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
  • If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
  • You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
  • That, My child, will never ever happen.
  • No matter all in the human department?
  • I am sustaining you in My department.
  • Don’t you ever forget it!”

In The Human Department? What’s Your Label? …

Bipolar – Depression – Schizophrenia? Hurrah for the Mental Health Industry on this confused and depressed so loved world of Yours, but! A Dysfunctional Mother? Mental Health proved to be of no help whatsoever.

In Your Department? Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother! …?

She Scratched her labels, conquered her worries-overcame her sorriest by Your mercy and power of Your wisdom and passionate love for her.

That’s The Fact To Be Exact …

Without any more ado You are sending me to posting’s grounds on this Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 4:33 am. The truth? No telling when You would lead me to do the actual publishing.

  • It is already Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 6:04 am
  • I have been preparing the post for publication, but!
  • Now I am cold and uncomfortable.
  • Also? I don’t know whether to eat or drink anything.
  • Ahmad promised to come and have breakfast with me.
  • No telling when he shall show up.
  • I’ll wait.
  • Ahmad came and went.

Master? What Is It That I Sense? …

I sense a gap in our relationship. A gap that only now I can grasp and understand. It is the same gap I am sensing between myself and others in this land.

Master? What Am I To Do With Such A Sense At Hand? …

I also sense Your loving hand over my head. No doubt, I am looking forward for the lesson You have ahead. I feel so stale. So helpless I feel. Perhaps to hear Your loving Come to Me falling on deaf ears?

  • Is it my lack of communication skills?
  • What is it really that I feel?
  • Help my Master is my crying shrill!
  • Perhaps? No matter!
  • No sorriest. No worriers.
  • Before?
  • Heavy Laden Big Time!
  • Now?
  • My soul delights itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy!
  • Your world does not revolve around me.
  • Thank Goodness! It revolves around Thee!

What A Day! What Now You Have Me To Do? …

It is now Tuesday, March 9, 2021 at 7:00 pm. Ha! I have gone around and around no posting down. Now? The Number Seven for Completeness and Rest, and?

  • A double zero for emphasis inclusive on time to post for You to do wonders with the number seven on this earth.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Anger Is Not Becoming To Our Idea Of What Is Good Or Bad …

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So? What Do We Do? We Attempt To Suppress That Anger Indiscriminately. The Results?

John 17:21 AMPC+

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

Thank You. This Settles The Matter Of Your Oneness With Me. …

This has been a long day. It is now only 9:47 pm still on Friday, March 5, 2021. Ahmad bless me with the cleaning of the winter mess. There is much to clean yet but only I can do what is left to clean.

  • I am tired but I will see about the illustration until I get sleepy.
  • The Internet is not connecting anyhow so there is not much I can do for now.
  • Slept from around 10 pm last night until 5:20 am on Saturday, March 6, 2021.
  • Time to post.

The First 7th Day Of Rest On The 3rd Month Of 2021 …

Date and time? Saturday, March 6, 2021 at 6:11 am. Again, I am not any longer looking at the number eleven for Disorder and Judgment. Instead, I am looking at the number One twice for emphasis on our Unity with You.

On This Hour I See The Six First For Natural Man, Sin, And Slavery Followed By The Number One Twice Meaning? …

  1. Yahushua’s prayer for Unity with Almighty Yahuwah right before He was lifted is now coming to fulfilment on this 2021 year.
  2. The Natural Man shall be set free from Sin, and Slavery.

The subject for the next post.

On with the post for today.

The End Of Life As We Know It To Be Is Quickly Approaching On This 2021 Year …
Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time. That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but! It is all written in Matthew 24.
Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above for the Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Despite the warning because we are living on the times of Noah. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, men marrying and women being given in marriage, until the very day when Noah went into the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away—so will be the coming of the Son of Man.
I have trembled at the sound of such words. For I see it all taking place with amazing precision, but! You have comforted me with Your ultimate decision to save us for the sake of Your name stated in many other Scriptures. I am not a prophet or making any predictions. Also, it is not a matter of what I believe. It is a matter of what I am experiencing. It is a matter of Your Spirit dealing and teaching and empowering me to straighten my own act. So? Despite all ignored warnings to redeem our time, despite our lifestyle as of the days of Noah. Despite the fearful messages that only a few would be saved? Despite it all nothing and no one can thwart Your plan of restoration to Your original intent for our creation. Loved to love. Somehow? Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
Such is the purpose for these posts to be air out in the world’s NET.

The results? We Become Like A Bomb Ready To Explode To Kill All Living In Our Path …

Ready to start this new post on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 4:19 pm. Restart computer after integrity scan cleanup at 4:20 pm. I slept from 5:06 until around 10:30 pm.

Strange But Amazing Things To Learn From This Post …

This is truly Your Spirit moving all over Your so loved world. It is now Thursday, March 4, 2021 at 5:39 am. I started writing this post on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 4:19 pm but You have stayed my hand to publish it. Why?

  • Well? What do I know?
  • I am only recording the things You reveal and instruct me what to do and when to do with Your revelations.
  • Me? Just the way You have me flowing with Your Spirit all over the world’s net of its inhabitants.

Regardless! I Feel So Stupid Against The Might Of The Human Mind …

The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in some of our lives.
  • At this point You have led me to revise this post many times, so?
  • There are repeats that I can’t remove.
  • For now? Bed at 11:52 pm still on Wednesday, March 3, 2021.
  • Up at 4:42 am on Thursday, March 4, 2021.

Amazing Revelation On Waking Up …?

Today again. I have heard your voice. Today I have not harden my heart. Thus, I have entered Your complete rest. On waking up? This matter came to mind along with further knowledge on what and why my life has developed in the way that it has developed.

  • It is Your time to expose the witches that have caused the evil dealt to us humans one way or the other.
  • But it is written in Isaiah 54. Quote:

Isaiah 54:13-17 AMPC+

And all your spiritual children shall be disciples, taught of Master Yahuwah and obedient to His will; and great shall be the peace and undisturbed composure of your children.

You shall establish yourself on righteousness (rightness, in conformity with Master Yahuwah’s will and order); you shall be far even from the thought of oppression or destruction, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

Behold, they may gather together and stir up strife, but it is not from Me. Whoever stirs up strife against you shall fall away to you.

Behold, I have created the smith that blows on the fire of coals, and who produces a weapon for its purpose, and I have created the devastator to destroy.

But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall prove to be in the wrong.

This peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition—is the heritage of the servants of Master Yahuwah those in whom the ideal Servant of Master Yahuwah is reproduced.

This is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me, this is that which I impart to them as their justification, says Master Yahuwah.

  • From here on? Your Tribe shall increase in numbers.
  • Two new followers this morning.
  • And the miserable condition of my body shall decrease and be no more.
  • What comfort!
  • What an encouragement to go on and on flowing with Your Spirit.
  • Here we go with some of my human concerns.

Strange. Few Likes And Only From The Same Ones …?

Master? Up on Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am. The same readers with likes on the same posts over and over as if someone is using my readers and followers to fill my inbox to the crashing point. I wait on You to resolve this problem.

  • It is coming to me to place the newest writings at the beginning of this post to warn and encourage my readers to pay mind to these words You have me to publish for all readers’ benefit.
  • I fear perhaps deceptive software gotten a hold of my Gmail account.
  • The worse is the fact that one can trust no one.
  • The offers to fix the matter could be deceptive software to make things worse.
  • Perhaps someone could email to enlighten me.
  • Anyhow? This is the least of my concerns.
  • What then is my main concern?

The Purpose For These Posts To Be Air Out In The World’s NET Is To Enlighten Your Children …

Regardless! The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in some of our lives.
  • Even so? You are in control of it all despite the arrogance of the human’s mind.

Master? You Know All About The Churnings In My Mind …?

It is now Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:06 pm. My mind is churning all kind of disturbing thoughts about what goes on that I cannot figure out. Help!

  • Well? You quickened me to scan the computer with the sfc command. I did. The results? Quote:

Windows Resource Protection found corrupt files and successfully repaired them.

For online repairs, details are included in the CBS log file located at windir\Logs\CBS\CBS.log. For example C:\Windows\Logs\CBS\CBS.log. For offline repairs, details are included in the log file provided by the /OFFLOGFILE flag.

Master? I Take This To Be Your Response To My Cry For Help …

You know that I do not understand the details of the repairs. Even so? My trust is on You. I will restart the computer to see if the problem remains. The date and time? Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:55 pm.

  • Ha! Amazing! At 5:55 am. Three fives in the hour and minutes of this day and on today, Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am, the day I am posting my concern with the repeated likes that could be the work of the hackers.
  • Could that be Your emphatical response for me not to worry about it all?
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.

What Are You Giving Me Grace To Prepare For …?

Wow! I am blown away! What an amazing response! This is the first time You are giving me a clear answer to my questions since I first read Genesis 1 and 2. Indeed! You are putting it all in order in my mind.

  • Again, You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria.
  • Master? You know that I no longer follow or believe anything coming from the human’s mind as I did before.
  • Before? I would follow and adhered to whoever made sense to me.
  • Thus, false teachings were set in my mind for a long time.
  • Even worst? I would push my erroneous beliefs on others, until?
  • You convicted and plucked me from such practices.
  • That happened in 1985 as recorded repeatedly in the journal You commanded me to keep.
  • Since then? I only go to wherever You send me to find the information You are giving to me.
  • So? You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.
  • I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from one Shepherd.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of God’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

Thus? You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria but those words are coming from You not from Brad …

  • It all makes sense now.
  • Help me to absorb once for all Your meaning.
  • Keep me from taking this knowledge as You intent for me to take it.
  • Keep me from the lust of my mind to inflate my ego with mere knowledge.
  • It is a long quote plus Brad uses a lot of Hebrew words that I do not understand, but!
  • I will read sentence by sentence rather than speed reading skipping those words like I did before.
  • Your wisdom? Speed reading and acting is not included in it.
  • Speed? The worldly way to climb the ladder of success!
  • To my chagrin? Speed?
  • Only problems on the lead to the elusive success to climb in my mind!
  • Duh! Best thing to do now?

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than you ever did before.”

  • After much reflecting I hear You now more than I ever did before. Amazing!
  • Without any more ado? On to Brad’s Gematria to hear from You.

Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it. The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven. There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably alot of grace and life there. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

According to Ephesians 2:8-9, grace is a gift from YHVH. This gift is followed by eternal gratitude expressed through good works according to verse 10. Good works are defined only by the Word of God given to us from the beginning, or as Sha’ul puts it, from the foundation of the world. YHVH initiates the creative act and the objects of this act of grace respond. This is why the rest of the creation is seen going through the same process that human creation goes through. “In the beginning created God the heaven and the earth”. This was accomplished by YHVH ‘in the beginning’. Except for the soul and spirit of man and beast, so to speak, all things created in the beginning by the grace of God ‘respond’ in what we erroneously call the 6 days of creation. It was in the beginning that YHVH created heaven and earth in perfection, just as He did with man when he was created. Then in the second verse of scripture and the second recorded act, (remember the meaning of the number two?) the fall of hasatan takes place and the world is thrown into chaos and emptiness. Not so coincidently, the exact same thing happens to man in his first encounter with the evil one. But then the third recorded act (remember the meaning of the number three?) the Spirit of God moves over the face of the waters, and by an act of His own will, God restores His creation by ‘letting be’, ‘making’, ‘forming’, and ‘calling’. The creation responds to the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for God’s ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

Romans 8:19-22

“For the earnest expectation of the creation waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. For the creation was made subject to vanity, not willingly but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope. Because the creation itself ALSO shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.”

God’s grace is indeed no respector of anything! He extends this gift of life to all, and all who have truly received His grace, by nature, respond by producing the fruit of His seed, the seed of the woman, the Messiah. An awesome examply of this is seen in the lives of Avraham and Sarah. The 5th letter in Hebrew is called the he. It is pronounced somewhat like the word you would use to get someone’s attention. However, this letter, when used in a word, is very breathy and quiet. Before Avraham and Sarah heeded the call of YHVH and departed their ‘former’ life, they were called Avram and Sarai. However, sometime after their obedient response, YHVH renames them.

B’reshith 17:5,15

“Neither shall thy name any more be called Avram, but thy name shall be Avraham; for a father of many nations have I made thee … And God said unto Avraham, As for Sarai, thy wife, thou shalt not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall her name be.”

YHVH demonstrates through His language His gift of grace. The letter he is placed in both the names of Avram and Sarai which gives them their meaning and purpose. He breathes His life into their lives. Avraham now becomes the father of many nations (goyim, gentiles). In scripture, the term av is used to indicate the prototype or source of something. Avraham will now become the earthly expression of where grace and true faith has it’s source. This is why the testimony of the Brit Chadashah is replete with teaching that Avraham is the father of us all (Galatians 3:29, Romans 4:16). The source of grace and faith is found in Avraham and expressed by the works of Avraham.

Yochanan 8:39

“They answered, and said unto him, Avraham is our father. Yahshua saith unto them, If ye were Avrahams children, ye would do the WORKS of Avraham.”

God’s gift of grace is found in the seed of the woman, or His Word. Contained within the seed of the grace of God is the works of Avraham. Now Go! Be fruitful and multiply. This is the same words YHVH spoke to all of His creation. I give you the seed by My grace. It cannot be earned. But contained within My seed are My works ordained from the foundation of the world. This is the testimony of our God expressed so beautifully in the ark of the covenant, which is the testimony or witness of our Creator.

Sh’mot 25:21-22

“And thou shalt put the mercy seat above upon the ark; and in the ark thou shalt put the testimony that I shall give thee. And there I will MEET with you and I will commune with thee from above the mercy seat, from between the two cherubim which are upon the ark of the testimony, of all things which I will give thee in commandment unto the children of Israel.”

The ark of the testimony paints for us the same repetitious picture given from the beginning. The mercy seat, where the sprinkled blood of the sacrifice lies, contains within it the commandments of our Creator. The testimony of our Creator is first seen in His mercy, but contained within this gift from YHVH is His Torah that prepares us for life. Messiah Yahshua is no less the walking, breathing, living ark of YHVH.

The idea of preparation is also seen in the Hebrew word chamash, the word for five. Chamash means to prepare or be ready. Five is an expression of preparedness as a result of receiving his mercy and grace. Is it just a coincidence that we denotatively call Torah, the FIVE books of Mosheh? Grace prepares you for Torah and Torah prepares you for life. David, in preparing for Goliath, took up FIVE smooth stones. To prepare and perfect the saints for ministry we are given FIVE GIFTS, apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors and teachers (Ephesians 4:11-12). The narration of the preparation and building of the tabernacle in Sh’mot is filled with fives and multiples of fives that are too numerous to mention. In Mattityahu 25, there are FIVE virgins who are PREPARED when their Master comes. Noach found GRACE in the eyes of YHVH, and then PREPARED an ark, in which few, that is eight souls, were saved by water (1 Kefa 3:20). The anointing oil was prepared with FIVE ingredients in Sh’mot 30:23-25. God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification. This process of glorification happens from YHVH’s point of view in FIVE steps. For whom He did FOREKNOW, He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate, them He also CALLED; and whom He called, them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified, them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31). Below are just a few examples of the use of the number FIVE. End of quote.

So? Your Response To Help Me Boils Down To Romans 8:29-31 …

Ha! O my Master? Your response is solid grounds for me to stand on. Of course, the same is not true for every one of Your beloved children through the ages, but!

  • Such fact is ignored because those five gifted leaders have sinned against You.
  • Thus? Your children are ignorant of Your ways.

Quote:

Hosea 4:1-9 AMPC+

HEAR THE word of the Master, you children of Israel, for the Master has a controversy (a pleading contention) with the inhabitants of the land, because there is no faithfulness, love, pity and mercy, or knowledge of Almighty Yahuwah from personal experience with Him in the land.

There is nothing but false swearing and breaking faith and killing and stealing and committing adultery; they break out into violence, one deed of bloodshed following close on another.

Therefore shall the land continually mourn, and all who dwell in it shall languish, together with the wild beasts of the open country and the birds of the heavens; yes, the fishes of the sea also shall perish because of the drought be collected and taken away.

Yet let no man strive, neither let any man reprove another—do not waste your time in mutual recriminations, for with you is My contention, O priest.

And you shall stumble in the daytime, and the false prophet also shall stumble with you in the night; and I will destroy your mother the priestly nation. [Exo_19:6]

  • My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you the priestly nation have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your Almighty Creator, I will also forget your children.

The more they increased and multiplied in prosperity and power, the more they sinned against Me; I will change their glory into shame.

They feed on the sin of My people and set their heart on their iniquity.

And it shall be: Like people, like priest; I will punish them for their ways and repay them for their doings. End of quote.

Points To Ponder On …

  • God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification.
  • This process of glorification happens from Your point of view in FIVE steps.
  1. For whom He did FOREKNOW,
  2. He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate,
  3. them He also CALLED; and whom He called,
  4. them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified,
  5. them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31).

So? Here I Am. Justified. Glorified On 2021 …

No kidding! This is not a general statement thrown flippantly to impress. The truth? This is Your work, O my Master! Your work within my being since 1985.

One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins in 2021.

  • Head for bed on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 8:00 pm. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the end of this day the beginning of another 7th day of rest.
  • Up and about at 10:55 pm still on Friday, February 26, 2021.
  • Ten and 2 fives? What a combination!
  • This combination of numbers came up before as You brought it back to me while I was looking for the meaning of number ten.
  • I shall bulleted the quote for better absorption of the number ten meaning.

Quote:

The Number Ten – Law, Testing, and Representation.

  • It is globally agreed that countdowns begin at ten.
  • Whether it be a new year dawning or the launch of the space shuttle, the crowd gets real loud when the count gets to ten.
  • Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious?
  • When reality begins to sink in?
  • When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.
  • And the number Five?

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

  • The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
  • No bad things to say about it.
  • Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of the Father’s grace and life to it.
  • The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
  • There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably a lot of grace and life there.
  • The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

And This Day Is The Day For A New Computer System, Meaning? …

Meaning the beginning of what is to happen is to begin to really, really happen. Things are to get seriously dangerous for the Powers To Be now as my Diana predicted while getting things together to get me a new computer system.

From my Diana, quote:

We will get you a new system and you will be dangerous!  Just be patient.

  • Indeed! A new system she managed to talk her siblings into get it for me.
  • A fantastic top of the arc HP computer system.
  • Amazing! What a blessing!
  • I am speechless. Even so?

The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am. Master? A new computer system. Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. Oh but how You are developing these matters. And that just at the point when I was ready to terminate my miserable existence.

  • Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
  • I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
  • You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste.
  • No I would not have die.
  • Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
  • The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
  • Oh well! No jumping!
  • Just on You dumping!
  • Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.

But Why Was I Ready To Jump? …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 4:33 am. Discovering that Ahmad have discarded the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area was more than I could take.

  • Instead, he was looking to move his family and myself to the upper-class area. What?
  • Ahmad is Royalty. Direct descendant from Ephraim the chosen grandson of Israel destined to deliver the chosen people as Joseph delivered the chosen people from Egypt. So it is written in Genesis 48:9-22.
  • And he looking to move us to an area where he would be considered as an intruder Palestinian?
  • It hit me like a ton of bricks!

O But How You Continue To Amaze Me! …

Midnight! The 7th Day of rest is here again just in the nick of time! Time for me to get back to continue with the format of the book You have in mind. It is now Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 12:05 am.

Ha! The Precious Numbers Keep Popping Up With Your Encouraging Message For Me To Go On And On …

The hour and minutes above? The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.

Quote:

Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government.

Zero an all inclusive number.

Five for grace and preparation for that new perfect government.

What Am I To Do With This Information My Master? …

“You are now ready to continue formatting the book to include in the series I have already put together for you.

Truly, My precious thiaBasilia, I have it all perfectly arranged for you.

All you need to do now is to continue living your life in My Presence with your whole being resting on Me.

Go on. The formatting now shall be a breeze.”

  • The hour and minutes? 12:30 am. Wow!
  • The reason and purpose for the book?
  • To prepare our souls to receive Your grace as in number five.
  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.
  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.
  • BED? Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 2:44 am.
  • Up at 4:53 am on Saturday, February 27, 2021.

Master? Again, I Am Concerned But Not Worried …

You know what is happening in the site. The same people keeps sending me likes on the same posts over and over. It looks like someone is intent in filling my inbox to the point of crashing. What to do?

I Am Resting On You. Whatever Evil Is Attempting To Destroy Shall Be Destroyed …

I refuse to waste my time in fear of the powers and principalities in control for now. Your power to protect me as well as my loved ones no foe can withstand.

  • On to the book format.
  • Bed Saturday, February 27, 2021 at 6:46 pm.
  • Up around 10:30 pm.
  • Spent the rest of the day tweaking the floral M for Master.

Master? Thank You For Your Presence. Thank You For Your Thoughts …?

You know I was stuck thinking I was thinking my thoughts, until? You quickened me to ask for Your thoughts. You quickly let me know I was already thinking Your thoughts.

Master? That Is The General Assumption Of A Christian, What Is The Difference? …

“My child, to think My thoughts is not an automatic matter once you decide to believe in Me. To think My thoughts, one must go through the process of transformation. Such is the process as quoted above:

  • God’s unearned gift of grace is given to prepare us for our ultimate glorification.
  • This process of glorification happens from Your point of view in FIVE steps.
  1. For whom He did FOREKNOW,
  2. He also did PREDESTINATE, and whom he did predestinate,
  3. them He also CALLED; and whom He called,
  4. them He also JUSTIFIED, and whom He justified,
  5. them He also GLORIFIED (Romans 8:29-31).

That Is The Difference, My Child. I Have Completed The Process Within You. Therefore? …

  • You are now thinking My thoughts, but!
  • That has been beyond your human’s nature until now.
  • Furthermore? I let you reject My thoughts in your attempts to be what you think you should be.
  • That has been the cause of your distress until now.
  • You see My child?
  • My thoughts are higher than the programmed thoughts in your natural or carnal mind.
  • In your mind anger is not becoming to your idea of what is good or bad.
  • So? What do you do?
  • You attempt to suppress that anger indiscriminately.
  • Thus, you become like a bomb ready to explode to kill all in your path.
  • In the other hand?
  • As soon as I responded to you, that bomb was diffused.
  • You were able to express it to give life rather than suppress it to kill all living in your path.
  • Now? You are enjoying the gift of My grace.
  • The time and date right now?
  • Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 2:20 am.
  • Do you see My emphasis on the division that has taken place within and without you?
  • The two number twice followed by the zero.
  • That is the all-inclusive message going forth with each post that I have you to post.
  • For now? Turn on the heat to warm up before you head for bed.
  • While you waiting to warm up work on the book until sleep comes your way.

Master? I continue Concerned About The Likes For The Site …?

I ran a scan to check the integrity of my files. It came back with a multitude of corrupted files, but it was all corrected. I ran the scan again, now it checks clean. But that scan do not check my inbox, thus? My concern. What Am I To Do?

  • It is now Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 3:14 am.
  • I will head for bed.
  • I wait for Your response on waking up.
  • Up on Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 6:02 am.
  • Your response?
  • Oh well! Quote:

“My Child, Anger Is Not Becoming To Your Idea Of What Is Good Or Bad …

So? What do you do? You attempt to suppress that anger indiscriminately. The results? You become like a bomb ready to explode to kill all living in your path.

  • In the other hand?
  • As soon as I responded to you, that bomb was diffused.
  • You were able to express it to give life rather than suppress it to eventually kill all living in your path.
  • Now? You are enjoying the gift of My grace.
  • The time and date right now?
  • Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 2:20 am.

Do You See My Emphasis On The Division That Has Taken Place Within And Without You? …

  • Here comes to apply two seemingly discrepancies in My written words. Fact: I am, have been, shall continue to open your mind to understand My written words.

Quote:

Luke 24:44-49 AMPC+

Then He said to them, this is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.

Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures, and said to them, Thus it is written that the Messiah should suffer and on the third day rise from among the dead, and that repentance with a view to and as the condition of forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.

You are witnesses of these things.

And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high. End of quote.

Two Seemingly Discrepancies In My Written Words …

Matthew 5:21-22 AMPC+

You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]

But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire.

Ephesians 4:26 AMPC+

When angry, do not sin; do not ever let your wrath (your exasperation, your fury or indignation) last until the sun goes down.

“My child, for even better understanding re-read Matthew 5 and Ephesians 4 whole chapters now that I have opened your mind to resolve those two seemingly discrepancies in My written words.

It is really easy to pick up isolated verses of My written words to use them at your convenience in lieu of the true meaning of such words. Even so? You are now corrected. Go on.

It is time now to illustrate this post.

The date and time? Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 7:57 am.

You Are Setting My Mind How To Create The Illustration …?

The date and time now? Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 3:00 pm. Wow! One! Two! Three! At the count of three! Go! The time is now on 2021 for sure!

  • Suppressed anger?
  • A bomb ready to explode to destroy all in its path.
  • Wisdom from above to express, release anger?
  • A life bath to all in your path.

Master? Things Are Not Going Well For Me …?

It is now Sunday, February 28, 2021 at 6:37 pm. I spent the last 3 hours trying to figure out the situation with the sites You have given to me to manage to no avail. Besides?

  • I got nowhere with Ahmad.
  • I got nowhere with anyone of my concern.
  • I talk, talk, talk for nothing.
  • No response. No understanding.
  • Same thing all my life.
  • But You know all about it.
  • I am feeling Your sadness.
  • I am thinking Your thoughts.
  • That is my comfort.
  • That is the FACT to be exact.

FACTS?

Master? You are my Master, my Shepherd, my Beloved. That is the FACT to be exact. But You have setup the two people to oversee Your provision for me. Whatever these two or anyone else do for or against me or what I stand for? You know all about it. Furthermore?

  • You have not chosen to reveal their doings to me until now.
  • Their doings have been unbeknown to me.
  • I thank You for trusting me now with this information.
  • I thank You for giving me the power to let go, to overlook it all.
  • I thank You for giving me the power not to retaliate or wish any evil to come to them.

Instead? I Thank You For Your Written Words Of Instruction …?

Everything that happened to Your ancient workers has been happening to me. You have brought me here among the wilderness of a strange culture and people to judge me face to face.

  • That is also the fact on the authority of Your written words.
  • At every turn of my journey, You reveal to me the authority of Your written words.
  • That is also the fact.
  • What happened to Your servant Shaul of Tarsus has been happening to me.
  • That is also the fact despite any human’s opinion.
  • At my eleven years under trial in this wilderness no one has stood by me.
  • Exactly as it happened to Shaul of Tarsus as it is written in 2 Timothy 4.

Quote:

2 Timothy 4:16-18 AMPC+

At my first trial no one acted in my defense [as my advocate] or took my part or [even] stood with me, but all forsook me. May it not be charged against them!

But the Master stood by me and strengthened me, so that through me the [Gospel] message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. So I was delivered out of the jaws of the lion.

And indeed, the Master will certainly deliver and draw me to Himself from every assault of evil. He will preserve and bring me safe unto His heavenly kingdom. To Him be the glory forever and ever. Amen (so be it).

  • Oh but what comfort in Your written words!
  • Even so? The physical is not a picnic.
  • I am cold to the bones.
  • No gas to heat up or even to fix a hot cup of coffee.
  • But!

Today? A New Today To Rest On You Against All Odds …?

The date and time? Monday, March 1, 2021 at 6:58 am. Indeed! In the last two days You have reveal to me the cause of my distress even the cause of my computer troubles.

  • It all boils down to the fact that all, including the two You have set over me have forsaken me.
  • Here I am. Forsaken? Yes indeed!
  • You have gifted me with a giving heart.
  • I have given it all, including my good life on these earthly grounds.
  • My income? Not 10 but 100% given not asking for return.
  • Even so? The return?
  • Same since I lay it all down.
  • Over and over I find myself forsaken and abandoned by all.
  • O yes! They all emphatically deny such a fact.
  • Even so? Winter is here. It is cold!
  • What about the gas to keep me somewhat warm?
  • What about gas to fix me a hot cup of coffee?
  • What about the trivial things I enjoy to feel physical fit?
  • What about a phone call or an email to offer financial help to me?
  • Yes, I recognize and I am grateful for my children’s bountiful help.
  • Other than their help? Nothing at all except either sympathy or correction.
  • What about it all, my Master?
  • But the best part?

Your Power Not To Count Against Them! …

Even when the reality of my living conditions tell the truth of what goes on. The date and time? Monday, March 1, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Master? You know the misery of my moment. Cold. No gas to heat myself or fix me something hot to eat and drink.

  • Gas has been promised for 3 days now to no avail.
  • To top it all? This has been a hazy cold day.
  • Cold wind makes the sun cold as well.
  • No Internet. No phone.
  • No way to ask for anything.
  • Just as well. No use to ask.
  • Things are rough for all of us.
  • You know all about it.
  • Thank You for Your wisdom not to count it against them.
  • You are never tardy nor late.
  • On Your time? It will all be fine.
  • For now? Maybe is time for bed.
  • Up on Monday, March 1, 2021 at 10:52 pm.
  • Ahmad had not understood that I had no gas to cook or heat.
  • He sent me hot water. Fixed the much-needed cup of coffee.
  • Thank You.

Master? Unless You Intervene, We Shall Perish …

But I have not a smidgen of doubt about Your mercy and passionate love for us. Yes, unless You let us suffer for a time, we are not able to listen and submit to You. That is the fact to be exact.

A Message of Hope for this So Loved World …

Date and time now? Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 5:22 am. Your mercy, Your passionate love for Your so loved world shall bathe Your creation like never before! No kidding! All over the world Your Spirit is moving, and?

  • You are graciously letting me watch it all take place with an amazing precision.
  • Me? Watching? Ah! But that is the honest truth.
  • You have me and several more of Your mouth pieces for these days of the end watching and praying.
  • The end of life as we know it to be is quickly approaching on this 2021 year.
  • Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time.
  • That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but!
  • It is written in Matthew 24.
  • Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above …
  • Indeed! A Drop Of Love From Above for The Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.
  • How do I know that? On the authority of the written words now opened to me not just for the sake of knowledge but mainly to convict me. for me to straighten out my act.

Indeed! Your Message is one of Hope for this So Loved World …

Date and time? Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 11:39 am. I expressed Your anger the other morning. This morning? Ahmad was able to express his anger. What a good start for this 3rd month of 2021 year! In the hour and minutes?

  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment.
  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving.

Open Door To The Final Cycle Of Life As We Know It …

Even so? O my Master? I sense things are going to get worse before they get better. That makes me sad. You know how far You shall let the powers to be have their way. Meantime? They are in power to destroy us all. But!

  • The people for the most are oblivious to the matter.
  • Perhaps that is just my human nature.
  • Perhaps what I see in the natural is not what it seems to me.
  • You are in control of it all.
  • You know the power of money to make it or not in this world.
  • Right now? That is Ahmad’s and the people here main concern.
  • But they are not concerned enough to give up their chase after money.
  • Chasing after money is a sin.
  • It means lack of trust in You.
  • Perhaps my sin is even worse.
  • Because You have convicted and acquitted me.
  • But I keep checking my supply and hoping for more.
  • How easy it is to lose one’s faith when distress comes our way.
  • The shortage of money this month was not easy to take.
  • But that is not an excuse to lose faith and trust on You.
  • Mercy! My Master!
  • Thank You for Your correction.
  • I am now free from that concern.
  • Ready to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • This was a very productive day. I am now ready to head for bed.
  • Thank You for all Your doings on this Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 11:43 pm.

Strange. Few Likes And Only From The Same Ones …?

Master? Up on Wednesday, March 3, 2021 at 5:55 am. The same readers with likes on the same posts over and over as if someone is using my readers and followers to fill my inbox to the crashing point. I wait on You to resolve this problem.

  • Going on now to edit and format this post.
  • I will place the above at the beginning of this post to warn my readers on the matter.

The End Of Life As We Know It To Be Is Quickly Approaching On This 2021 Year …

Caption under graphical illustration:

Oh? How can that be? No one knows the time. That is the truth. I do not know the time or the how, but! It is all written in Matthew 24.

Surely, Matthew 24 Is A Drop Of Love From Above for the Moment Your So Loved World Is Going Through! Despite the warning because we are living on the times of Noah. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, men marrying and women being given in marriage, until the very day when Noah went into the ark, and they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away—so will be the coming of the Son of Man.

I have trembled at the sound of such words. For I see it all taking place with amazing precision, but! You have comforted me with Your ultimate decision to save us for the sake of Your name stated in many other Scriptures. I am not a prophet or making any predictions. Also, it is not a matter of what I believe. It is a matter of what I am experiencing. It is a matter of Your Spirit dealing and teaching and empowering me to straighten my own act. So? Despite all ignored warnings to redeem our time, despite our lifestyle as of the days of Noah. Despite the fearful messages that only a few would be saved? Despite it all nothing and no one can thwart Your plan of restoration to Your original intent for our creation. Loved to love. Somehow? Unlike the times before the flood, this time Your people shall repent before ‘the Son of Man will appear in the sky’.

Such is the purpose for these posts to be air out in the world’s NET.

Regardless! I Feel So Stupid Against The Might Of The Human Mind …

The false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on Your children’s mind is alarming. I just learned such matter is still alive in the minds of Your children.

  • No wonder why You are still weeping and interceding for us stubborn and rebellious children.
  • Therefore? I shall continue posting these matters even when I feel so stupid against the might of the human mind to discard the truth You are exposing with like testimonies of the work You are doing in our lives.

Bed at 11:52 pm still on Wednesday, March 3, 2021. Up at 4:42 am on Thursday, March 4, 2021.

Amazing Revelation On Waking Up …?

Today again. I have heard your voice. Today I have not harden my heart. Thus, I have entered Your complete rest. On waking up? This matter came to mind along with further knowledge on what and why my life has developed in the way that it has developed.

  • It is Your time to expose the witches that have caused the evil dealt to us humans one way or the other.
  • But it is written in Isaiah 54. Quote:

Isaiah 54:13-17 AMPC+

And all your spiritual children shall be disciples, taught of Master Yahuwah and obedient to His will; and great shall be the peace and undisturbed composure of your children.

You shall establish yourself on righteousness (rightness, in conformity with Master Yahuwah’s will and order); you shall be far even from the thought of oppression or destruction, for you shall not fear; and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

Behold, they may gather together and stir up strife, but it is not from Me. Whoever stirs up strife against you shall fall away to you.

Behold, I have created the smith that blows on the fire of coals, and who produces a weapon for its purpose, and I have created the devastator to destroy.

But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall prove to be in the wrong.

This peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition—is the heritage of the servants of Master Yahuwah those in whom the ideal Servant of Master Yahuwah is reproduced.

This is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me, this is that which I impart to them as their justification, says Master Yahuwah.

  • From here on? Your Tribe shall increase in numbers.
  • Two new followers this morning.
  • And the miserable condition of my body shall decrease and be no more.

In silence I worship You…

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Leaders And Followers? Confused! The Flaming Fuse Guiding, Mind Blinding …?

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Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! This Morning? Not Too Sure …?

But Isn’t That The Way The Ball Bounces?

No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Isaiah 59:14-21.

  • Waiting on You.
  • Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 6:50 pm start of a new post.
  • Another day. Bed on Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 12:26 am.
  • Up about 5 am not feeling as well as I did yesterday.

What is the Way The Ball Bounces …?

The ball of my emotional system bounces in the ballpark of the stark reality we humans embark forlorn not sure upbeat don’t give in to defeat!

  • In my mind? Me?
  • Concentrate on what I have to overcome what I have not …?

What Do I Have My Master? Open My Eyes To See My ‘Haves’ To Concentrate On …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What do you have? You have ME My child! Concentrate on My Presence! Quit looking away from ME. In rain or shine you are always in My mind.”

What A Jolt! On My Mind A Thunderbolt …?

Oh my Master! Here I was stuck taking inventory of my chocolates, my gas, my tissues, my toilet paper, my pineapple, my, my, my unending per say, ‘needs’! Silly me! But Your thunderbolt? It set my gaze back on Thee!

HalleluYah! Back To The Still Waters Of Your Presence So Ever Real …

  • The time? Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 8:27 am.
  • “Look at that My child! In the hour and minutes? 8-2-7.
  • Indeed! My Presence in your being and in your life is so ever real.
  • How to concentrate on My Presence? That is what it all boils down to.
  • All the bounces of your emotional system are landing in the still waters of My Presence.
  • Indeed! My message in the numbers in the hour and minutes you started to record back into the Still Waters of My Presence is how I am making My Presence real to you.
  • What is My message? Go back to Brad Scott NUMBERS – GEMATRIA The Design of Scripture.
  • My child, this time quote the details I have inspired to Brad to better understand the meaning of the message ‘One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins I have instructed you to proclaim from here on.
  • Go ahead, insert the link The Design of Scripture — The WildBranch Ministry besides quoting those three numbers. But remind the readers the link is to read the meaning of numbers.
  • It is not meant to endorse The WildBranch Ministry or to follow them indiscriminately.
  • I am the only Leader all must follow.
  1. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
  2. The Number Two – Division
  3. The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
  • Seven speaks of completeness and rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number seven.

About The Colossal Confusion Rampart …?

Who to believe? Multitudes in the valley of decision. Ha! You are leading me to refresh Your written words You have led me to quoter many of times before. But now?

  • Your time to announce the imminent danger that is already in view as of Joel 3:1-21.
  • Again, My child, let the readers check their own resources for Joel 3:1-21

Edom Shall Be A Desolate Wilderness? …

Oh my Master but You have planted me in Edom, or have You? I read in Habakkuk 3:1-16 the horrors coming to this land enough to make me tremble as Your prophet Habakkuk trembled, but!

  • Oh my Master! You have set my gaze upon You.
  • You have steadied my trembling.
  • You have graced me with Your peace that surpasses all human understanding, and?
  • That is what You intent for me to pass on to Your people.

Your Peace Within Abounds Surpassing My Own Understanding …?

The last few days I have wept like You wept when You approached Jerusalem, You saw the city, and You wept, audibly over it. Why?

Oh My Master! Why Do I Weep Now As You Wept Then …?

I weep because You are letting now me see the same thing that You saw then. Your people, Your leaders, my people? If only they had known personally, the things that make for peace, for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin.

  • Those are the things upon which our peace—our security, safety, prosperity, and happiness depends! But now they are hidden from our eyes.

Human Understanding? The Sin Cause Of Our Distresses …

Wow! What a revelation! The time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 4:21 am. How little I have understood every single thing that churns in my mind—the unsuspected thing causing me so much distress!

Sin. My Sin. All Human’s Sin …?

If only we had known personally, but! Those things have been hidden from our eyes by Your power and authority over Your own creation including us human beings.

Even so? By the same power and authority over Your own creation Your appointed time to uncover those things is now on this 2021 year.

What On Earth Am I Talking About As If I Know …?

The truth? I have not the slightest of what or why I am stating and proclaiming such things as I am publishing in all the sites You have given me to manage. You know that my Master even when I sound as if I know it all.

Hey! Now The Truth Is Out! No Two Ways About It …?

Most certainly! It is not about thiaBasilia as much as thiaBasilia’s name is beautifully exhibited in all the inspired graphics You let me create. Even when I feel so proud of my creations. But why You let me do that?

  • “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are a beautiful vessel holding beautiful flowers.
  • Those flowers sit within your heart in the water of My passionate love for My creation.
  • My child, My creation includes you as well as the rest of My beloved children roaming the grounds of this so loved world of Mine.
  • Yes, I know you.
  • I know your cringing human fear to give the wrong impression at every turn of your way.
  • I know your insidious comparing yourself with others.
  • I know your fear of judgmental critiques as well as compliments to deflate or inflate your ego.
  • I know your cringing fear of lacking money as well all the things that you enjoy including the fellowship with Ahmad and your loved ones.
  • Yes, I know all about your cringing fears, but!
  • I also know of your crystal pure heart I have created within you.
  • Nothing, no fears or lack of such can taint such purity in your heart.
  • Yes, I am, I have been, I shall always correct and restore unto you the joy of your deliverance from such cringing fears or the lack of them.
  • Fear not My precious child.
  • Remember, you are always in My mind.
  • I never leave nor forsake you.
  • thiaBasilia A Beautiful Vessel.

What A Marvel! What Comfort! Whatever More Could I Want For? …

Sleep? It overtook me at 5:45 am. Up and about at 7:52 am. Looking forward to a wonderful sunny day out there as well as the sun of Your Presence within my being.

An Open Letter To All Who Teach, Pastor, Prophesy, Or Tell Us Why …?

The gazillion of teachers or teaching ministries, pastors in all groups or religious denominations, self-called prophets and the like leading Your people into the great fallen away is mind baffling.

Leaders And Followers? Confused! The Flaming Fuse Guiding, Mind Blinding …?

No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Check it out in Isaiah 59:14-21.

  • Those who turn from transgression, says the Master.

Repentance Open Letter To All Who Teach From Brad Scott …

Master! Before I quote this letter from Brad You have recalled the fact that yes, the leaders are at fault but! So are we followers. No one forced me to follow. I made the decision to do whatever seemed best for me, and?

  • I ignored the commands You so emphatically commanded Your ancient workers to baptized or immerse others in such in the so misunderstood great commission.
  • What are those commandments I ignored?
  1. Lean not in your own understanding.
  2. Become like little children.
  3. Do not call anyone father or pastor or teacher or leader.
  4. To wait for His Spirit to baptize them with fire or to purify them to be His witness, witness of His Presence in their hearts.
  • You convicted me. I repented by the power of Your mercy and grace that gave me the power to repent.
  • So has Brad done in this so important letter he published before his death in July 10, 2020.

Quote:

I have tried to do my best to never make self-aggrandizing, self-promoting statements these days, but I know I have stated in the past that everything in the Scriptures point to the simple principle of a seed and the ancient meaning of Biblical words. Now, you see, that is my hammer and everything else is a nail. I have often heard that said from the pulpit but rarely practised. I wonder if some people get out much. Everybody is saying the same thing and making the same proclamations! There are a lot of claims that can be important. There are a lot of claims that can even be very important. But everybody’s claim cannot be the most important claim. Somebody is fibbing. I will just cut to the chase. The confusion in this walk of ours is not because YOU or I do not understand or YOU don’t get it! The confusion is because there are hundreds of Hebrew Roots and You Tube channel teachers all teaching contrary views on the same subjects. All claiming they are just presenting the truth. Hundreds of man-cave Bible detectives are claiming that they are right and all who disagree are wrong. Many of these same teachers more than subtly suggest that if you disagree with them, you are disagreeing with God! We (notice I said we), are responsible for the confusion and chaos in our walk and not the stubbornness or ignorance of the followers of this walk. I will say it again. It is the multitudes of teachers that are the problem. Too many of us use over-the-top language, lunging to grab our piece of the pie or 15 minutes of fame. We blast the public with hundreds of monologs every day. We rarely confer with each other or allow iron to sharpen iron. Rarely is an understatement for I could not find a word that actually means more rarely than rarely. How about non-existent! Most teachers in this movement, I dare call it so, have little to no accountability to anyone. Because we can, we are collectively bombarding the masses with contrary information in books, CD’s, DVD’s, MP3’s, flash drives, YouTube® postings, podcasts, digital media, and the occasional live lectures at a rapid fire pace and then blaming the confusion on the receivers of that information. WE are the reason for the confusion!

Ezekiel 34:9-10

“Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the LORD; Thus saith YHVH ’Elohiym; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them.”

This, if you will, is an open letter to all of us who teach, for I know what many of you are thinking. “Who died and made you boss?” I am not claiming any authority over anyone in this walk. I am merely speaking forth what I believe to be a major source of turmoil and confusion in our midst. Like our oldest ancestors, it would be so base and so easy to blame everyone else. I am pleading with all teachers that we seriously examine ourselves before the Father takes over Himself. We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.

I can only account for myself, and so with all that is in me, if I have ever exalted myself or this ministry over our merciful Father and His kingdom, then I repent. If I have ever blatantly or subtly suggested that what I believe and teach is any more important or relevant than the teachings of my brothers and sisters, then I repent. If I have ever used over-the-top language or hyperbole to promote this ministry, then I repent. If I have ever implied that what I teach is what the whole Bible points to, then I repent!

James 3:1

“My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation.”

  • Emphasis? “We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.”

Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! Today? Ready For You To Conquer It For Me …

Master? Your words in these lines you have me to publish shall not return void. Thus, is Your solemn written promise. No words are adequate to express the immensity of Your merciful Being.

  • In silence I bow down to proclaim Your set apartness.
  • Nothing and no one can compare with Your Mightiness.
  • As per Your leading I am heading to illustrate the matter.
  • Date and Time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 9:33 am.
  • It is now Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:48 am.
  • You had me to revise the post and illustration.
  • Illustrations finished.

Thank You. It’s A Beautiful Day, But! No Matter. Rain Or Shine Any Longer …?

Whether cold or hot or any lack? I am always in Your mind. You never leave nor forsake me. Heading to posting grounds to proclaim Your mercy on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 2:34 pm.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

From The Ground To The Clouds. Not In For A Popularity Contest. My Master Set Me Up Otherwise …?

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The Things That He Has Me Publish Are Only For The Especial Ones In His Tribe ….?

Ha! Sometimes? Many Likes. Other Times? Hardly Any …?

I woke up to see only four likes to the post I posted earlier today. I wondered as usual. But this time I noticed a new follower. Ah! It came to me; it is a matter of the time You have me publish to reach whomever You aim to reach!

Wow! What A Revelation! …

It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:12 am. A fly is tormenting me! Time to turn off the heat, open the door for the fly to fly away, and fix me some eats.

Memories While Sitting Under The Morning Sun On The Roof Eating My Breakfast …?

Back to my task. It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 10:15 am. What fond memories? Way back to my background since my birth, some sixty years and beyond.

  • O but what memories to tie things together on the way to close and open the cycles in my life!
  • It is all part of the book You are compiling, and I am formatting to present to Your Tribe.

Well? My Doings Since 10:15 Am? …

It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 2:41 pm. I have been sorting out my background chapter in the published autobiography Welcome to my life. So many versions! I need yet to settle on one to include in the book You have in mind.

  • I just read an update from Tim Challies. So sad! But not the type of sadness caused by human’s sad events. Rather sadness of Your Spirit within me.

O My Master! Your Spirit Grieves. Your Cherished Children? Sleep Walking …?

Not a clue yet as to when You shall wake them up, but! You are never late nor tardy. Thus? I am encouraged to grieve with as well as wait confidently on You.

  • Even so? The time of the day is here for my body’s downer, but it does not bother me anymore.
  • I been warned that there will be a shortage of gas next week, so I must take it easy with what Yazeed got me yesterday.
  • The bottom line? I am cold but I got gas!
  • That’s pitiful isn’t it?
  • It is like an addiction to gas as an addiction to alcohol.
  • The alcoholic overcoming the addiction set a bottle of whiskey in front of him but do not touch it.
  • Ha! Ha! Ha! I’m so funny!
  • Best go under the covers.
  • Forget all about gas so far!
  • Time? Monday, February 15, 2021 at 5:43 pm.
  • Slept a couple of hours.
  • Woke up?
  • Enough heroics.
  • Turn on gas!
  • well! Bless my heart.
  • Let me get to Your business.
  • Back to the book.
  • I started to insert on my background from my autobiography, but!
  • You led me to desist of such idea.
  • That is all to go in the book not in this post.

You Are Leading Me All The Way. No Problem! …

It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:31 pm. No telling all my doings on Monday. Mainly? I spent the whole day editing that long insertion.

  • Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 1:28 am bed.
  • The weather done arrived!
  • It is now Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
  • The weather was to change on Wednesday, but?
  • Surprise! I feared perhaps a storm, so?
  • Turn off/unplug. Go to bed? Maybe.
  • Woke up at exactly 11:59 pm.

Another Day Basking In Your Presence Despite The Winter And All …?

Here we go! It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 12:28 am. All sound quiet. But it is still raining. I will continue on Your lead about the book.

  • It came to mind working in the book for 2020.
  • So, I am ending it on the last day of 2020.
  • The cover is revised.
  • On to the task.
  • O well! No Internet
  • Ravaging winds again.
  • Regardless! Shall do the book.
  • It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 2:58 am.
  • Time to head for bed.
  • Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at7:27 am.
  • Two sevens – one two in the hour/minutes. Interesting.
  • Format coming along fantastically!
  • Much to accomplish yet, but!
  • You are in control of it all!
  • Now looking into publishing it in Kindle.
  • Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 11:09 am.

Now What? Snowed In! Cannot Warmup! …

Time now? Thursday, February 18, 2021 at 10:25 am. Me? Looking for background to revise a cover for the Saga in 2020 series despite all the above! I found it. Now to work on it as per Your lead.

  • You take care of the birds flowers why not take care of me?

Well? What Is Today? Another Day? Let Me See …

It is now Friday, February 19, 2021 at 7:08 am. Wow! The whole of yesterday? You led me to organize it all in my mind. I hardly even breathe I was so intent on Your lead.

At Last, Just Now? The Series Cover Is Beautiful …?

Master? I’m so proud of my accomplishments, but! That is not to be conceited me. For all accomplished is owed to You inspired leading in all that I do.

From The Ground To The Clouds …

Here I am on another 7th Day of Rest and? I am resting on You! It is now Saturday, February 20, 2021 at 12:38 pm. I have not been recording because You put it in my mind to tweak my graphics skill.

  • Show me the way, my Master!
  • I have a hard time catching up with the advanced techniques at my disposal, but!
  • Oh my Master! I am depending on Your inspiration to go on.
  • You know of my concern with the book series.
  • It is for that concern that I am preparing the especial graphics.
  • Hopefully today I find my way around.
  • The weather looks promising.
  • It is cloudy but it is not any longer raining.
  • Back to the graphics at 7:34 pm.

The 7th Day Of Rest Left Me While I Slept …

O my Master! Things are really changing for me. You are leading me every moment, every day. You blessed me with sleep from 7:34 until past midnight. It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 12:27 am.

  • You led me to work on a different format for the cover.
  • That is what I did all day yesterday.
  • That is what I am going back to do right now.
  • Slept from 3 am to 6 am.
  • Been working in the new cover.
  • It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:49 am.

Nothing Phenomenal To Report My Master, Only The Same Drudgery Of Killing Time …

So sad my Master! Your people killing instead of redeeming the time, but! You have it all under control. Nothing and no one is to thwart Your restoration plan.

  • Back to the cover.
  • Restart for Adobe update.
  • Time? Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 3:39 pm.

Master? You Know My Predicament With The Gas Supply …

You are my Supplier. You know the difficulty to replace the gas when it runs out. It is freezing weather. I am cold. Hopefully someone comes to help me out, but! You know I am depending on You.

  • My lil friend came. Gas. Warming up.
  • Thank You

Master? You Are Leading Me All The Way …

I finished the new cover. I also finish the illustration to announce the book. Now it is coming to mind to write the words that go with the illustration, but! Help me to sort out all the words that come to mind.

Help me to make sense in the illustrations.

It is coming to me to be concise and to the point.

Eventually? The posts and the graphics tell the story.

The numbers in the date and time are the markers from one event to the next.

Now? What Is Beyond Those Numbers That Apply As The Story Develops? …

The book is about what happened in the saga of my life in the past 2020 year. You brought me to Jordan in the Middle East in 2009. That means the 2020 year was my 11th year since I came to Jordan.

  • The number eleven means disorder and judgment.

The Fact? Disorder And Judgement From The First To The Last Day Of My 2020 Year, But!

It was the year that ended all my fears. How did my fears end? Ah! Now You are putting things together in my mind. My fears ended when You descended unto me in the Whirlwind.

  • Oh that Wednesday, October 7, 2020 at 11:55 pm.

One Last Time! You Demanded An Account Of My Religious Self-Righteous Doings …

The details of that moment are already recorded and published in previous posts. Even so? The emphasis is in the results of all recorded.

Results? …

Head to bed. Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:53 pm. Up Monday, February 22, 2021 at 2:34 am. No water. What is next my Master?

“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”

  • I hear You. Thank You.
  • I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have.
  • Regardless, You bringing to mind the book of Habakkuk again.

Wow! How Appropriate! The Illustration Purpose As In The Book Of Habakkuk …

It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 3:30 am. I had no idea why I was so intense in creating the book cover as well as the illustration to perfection. Now? It sure is clear to me.

The hour and the moment You quicken to record this matter? Two threes followed by a zero. Meaning?

  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow
  • So? What is the meaning of the numbers right now?

Completion And Manifestation Of The End Of One Cycle. The Last Cycle Begins …

You brought this matter to light since the last 7th Day of Rest of the 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears. The message is inclusive of everything within all posts published in 2020, and?

  • You have inspired to me to write it all down and plainly engrave it in the graphics for easy reading in the great tablet of the Internet. As it is written then I am quoting it now.

Quote:

Habakkuk 2:1-5 AMPC+

OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to the Almighty! I will in my thinking stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make as His mouthpiece to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.

And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]

Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.

For The Vision Is Yet For An Appointed Time …

… and it hastens to the end fulfillment; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait earnestly for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]

Your Instructions Are So Ever Clear …?

Again, and again! You are so real to me. No doubt of Your Presence known to me in the written words by Your Spirit within the writers of those words including myself.

Quote:

Hebrews 10:35-39 AMPC+

Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a great and glorious compensation of reward.

For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and N1carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.

For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.

But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live N1by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him. [Hab_2:3-4]

But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on God through Jesus Christ, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul. End of quote.

The Numbers Are Markers For Each New Event In My Life …?

The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:

The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

Ah! That Is The Message In The Illustration! …

It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 8:50 am. Finally! You got through to me how to end this post. I am not in a popularity contest. You have set me up otherwise, but! It takes me a while to figure out what is that otherwise.

  • Bless my heart!
  • Break to see about eats and such.
  • Ha! I have water.
  • The pipes must been frozen earlier.
  • Thank Goodness!
  • Monday, February 22, 2021 at 7:27 pm update restart

Master? I Do Not Know What Is Going On But You Do …?

You are my Master, my Shepherd. My good chair is gone. Last night it disappeared from the roof. At midnight and into the morning so many strange noises go on every night. It is scary.

  • The lock in my door does not work.
  • The water stops then starts again.
  • The plumbing leaks in the bathroom.
  • The gas situation is not good.
  • I am cold most of the time.
  • But we have run out of money to buy gas.
  • The Internet is faulty.
  • Suspicious things with the computer.
  • All kind of ugly things going on like social engineering (deceptive content).
  • Who to trust?
  • My body is acting up.
  • Do not know what the problem is.
  • Perhaps my sugar intake.
  • Drinking hot water but!
  • Maybe I need sugar.
  • What is to be?
  • To top it all?
  • Strange things continue to happen in Ahmad’s end.
  • My phone is not working.
  • Cannot communicate.
  • Me? Panic but only momentarily.
  • Even so? I am concerned about it all.
  • You know it my Master.
  • Help!
  • I wait on You.
  • You are never late nor tardy.
  • I will get under the covers to keep warm on Monday, February 22, 20218:52 pm.
  • Up and about on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:18 am.
  • You have restore my well-being. Thank You.

Now I Know What To Do. Ready To Close This Post On Those Basis …?

What to do? It came to me on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:55 am. Wow! Three fives! The Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.

  • The happenings of the last few weeks since I posted last have been quite disturbing even to the moment of the night before last.
  • Baffling!
  • Perhaps I will never find out what happened to my good chair.
  • Perhaps my computer is compromised.
  • Perhaps the necessary monies to take care of needed things continue lacking.
  • Perhaps the winter lags on.
  • Perhaps my body continue to trouble me.
  • Perhaps the repairs on this building continue on hold.
  • Perhaps the harmonizing of Ahmad and family and my own children still in the making.
  • Perhaps there is so much that I do not have.
  • Perhaps. Perhaps!!!
  • No matter what?

What Is Next My Master? I Asked And You Emphatically This Time Responded …

“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”

This Time On Waking Up Refreshed And Up The Part? I Hear You Loud And Clear …

Thank You. I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have. This time? Again, You brought to mind the book of Habakkuk but this time only to echo Your Prophet to close this post and the end and beginning of this cycle in my life.

Habakkuk 3:17-19 AMPC+

Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, though the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Master; I will exult in the victorious Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua of my salvation! [Rom_8:37]

The Master Almighty is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk, not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!

Romans 8:37-39 AMPC+

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt, am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Almighty Yahuwah which is in Yahushua our Messiah. End of quote.

On To Posting Grounds Basking In Your Victory!

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …

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Amazing Temporal Success? Been There. Done That …?

Talking Unbiased …?

New post. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 4:55 pm. Finish posting today. What will be next? It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 10:01 pm. Don’t know yet what’s up. Been sleeping for the last 3 hours.

  • No Internet to download anything. Restart.

When In Doubt? Be Still. Let Go. Wait …?

Thank You my Master! The Internet is acting up. I’ll wait. Least I was able to check the emails. Great response to the latest post today. I will now see to work on Photoshop while I wait for the Internet to settle down.

Time To Soar High! Higher Than The Eagles Soar To Him With Whom I Have To Do …

Yeap! O my Master! You are so real to me. You are teaching me what You mean by ‘Be still. Let go. Wait.’ Be still? Like a mummy? Silly me! Could not figure out Your meaning until this moment.

Be Still Or Be Calm. Let Go Of The Matter. Wait Or Give It Time …

Me? O my Master! You know me better than I know myself. I did not know exactly what You meant but You always led me to do something else while I waited. But!

  • I have not been able to let go of whatever, and?

That Has Been The Cause Of My Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion …?

Well? Why did You let me go on and on with whatever only to suffer my bouts with Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion? I’m supposed to soar like the eagles do not scratch with the chickens down the chicken pen.

  • It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 1:44 am. Bed?
  • I had no choice.
  • I found myself hunch over in front of the screen.
  • For a second I did not know whether I was awake or sleep.
  • I set my eyes on the screen.
  • I came to it.
  • Wrote the time.
  • Headed for bed.
  • Four hours of sleep did wonders! But?
  • I realized we are in trouble.
  • Money trouble.
  • I checked the weather earlier.
  • Rain and snow on the 17th or a week from today.
  • Me? No sleeping bag.
  • I dread the cold and rain without it.
  • I called for Your help.
  • Quickly?
  • Checked the Internet to check emails hoping to find money coming in through PayPal.com.
  • Nothing!
  • O well! You know all about our predicament my Master.
  • I am just not going to worry about it.
  • You are in control.
  • You have a purpose for all these difficulties in our midst.
  • Lest I am catching up with Your lessons.
  • You are cementing Your ways within me to last me eternally for the benefit of all You send to read these lines.
  • Guess what?

O My Master! Indeed! You Are So Real To Me …?

It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 6:45 am. You lead me in the most unexpected ways. I did not find any money coming in through PayPal.com but!

  • You led me to what I recorded a year ago almost to the exact date.
  • The most appropriate matter to go along the headlines for this post.
  • I could not find the post but it come to me to copy and paste it to post today.
  • So here it is without any more ado:

How Is My Life Development Or Happening? Amazingly! …

Day By Day? The Thrill Of My Findings Is A Reality …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 now at 11:23 am.

What about me? Me?

  • I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole!
  • Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Weary Of Words!

Saturday, January 17, 2015 at 2:32 am

Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!

  • O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!

Absurd? Perhaps!

There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man) uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and that’s the fact not my opinion!

About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….

And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.

Why Do Many Drop Me? …

So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!

Should I Change My Statement? …

And lots of my friends say that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!

What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …

All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!

O My Father, What Am I Talking About?

You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!

It Makes No Good Sense …

What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired, but!

It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….

Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self-righteousness & successful living!

It All For What? …

Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart, or stupid, all humans go down!

Me? What Do I Now Do? …

Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.

You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …

For only You know me better than I know myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!

Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …

Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?

Hum! I Am Talking About POSITIVE Everything! POSITIVE Versus NEGATIVE! …

There is no two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

  • POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
  • What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …

Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?

  • Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!
  • All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.
  • Yeah! I am the battery because I relate to both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
  • Come into my life and run with me forever!
  • His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
  • I think this post was not published under that heading.
  • I could not find it.
  • Your leading? Copy. Paste.
  • So I continue to do.

Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.

O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?

Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over Your Ways …

It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.

  • What do You reveal to me in all these happenings?
  • The lack of knowledge of You.
  • Blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways.
  • Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.

What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …

That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.

HUMOR INSTEAD OF ANGER. I WONDERED AWAY BUT THE SHEPHERD GOT ME BACK INTO THE FOLD!

A Vision many years ago …

Thursday, July 31, 2014 at 8:09 AM

O my Father, Your love & tender care for Your sheep has no limits and I am the recipient of such immense treasure—Your love & tender care!

I Am Your Sheep And I Now Hear Your Voice!—A Vision….

Thus, You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder! In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen.

  • You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder. You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen.
  • The little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her.
  • You asked me,
  • “Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?”
  • I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!”
  • And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, ” Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?”
  • I answered,
  • “Yes she has learned her lesson!” And as I answered that question, I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!
  • That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.
  • I wondered away but the shepherd got me back into His fold!

Well! Well! Well! The Things I Find In My Unique Primary Site …

All I do is post, post, post for the most. Occasionally it comes to mind to change the header or the theme, but! I hardly ever bother to mess with the footer. Then?

  • When I happen into the footer, I always think to fix it later, but later never comes.
  • It is a good thing though, lots of lines written there perhaps for emphasis on what the site is all about.
  • Perhaps for me to recall those lines whenever is appropriate to recall them.

So? Back to Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …

How do those lines recorded a year ago and beyond apply to the headline for today’s post? Those are the lines expressing the experience of my mental health, and?

  • O my Master! Inevitable I find myself questioning the reality of my mental health.
  • Why? I do not know exactly why, but!
  • You know it. So? I bring the matter to You.
  • What is bothering me?
  1. The public way people are handling the present major crisis globally, far and near me.
  2. The way the leaders and followers are handling Your written words.
  3. The amazing success stories independent of You claiming the attention of the public.
  4. The reality of the times of Noah.
  5. What about me?

Am I Mentally Insane Still, My Master? Is That What Is Bothering Me …?

I no longer ask for comments nor make any comments for the most, but! I do read the posts from the readers of the posts in all the sites You have led me to create, and? The warning in Your written words makes me tremble.

  • Why not? For what I read, the concerns for the most are about the cares pertaining to the business of this life.
  • Physical and Mental Health are primordial concerns for what I read and hear and see all around me.
  • Even the spiritual concerns are centered in the human understanding, intellectually and emotionally. But it is written. Quote:

Watch Yourselves

Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+

But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;

For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.

Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.

Do Not Love the World

1 John 2:15-17 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever. End of quote.

So? It Is Natural For Myself To Both Question My Sanity And Tremble …

Why tremble? How is about if I am still concerned about the cares pertaining to the business of this life? Have I lost my mind? Am I saying one thing and doing another? Why my insidious concern about lack of money?

Help My Master, Help! …?

The thing is my Master, and You know it. You provide for us, but it is never enough. That is another reason to tremble. Why? Basically, it is my lack of appreciation for what You provide.

  • My daily discontentment with whatever You send my way to eat and to take care of myself?
  • An insult to You for You are my Provider.
  • Mercy! No need to bother with the times of Noah around me.
  • Much need to watch my own myself!

Ah! That Is For Sure What Is Bothering Me, But!…

This is the moment. What moment? The moment Your Word You speak to my heart to divide the line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit. All things are open and exposed, naked, and defenseless to Your eyes.

The Word You speak into the deepest part of my being is alive and full of power making it active, operative, energizing, and effective. As written.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that God speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Therefore? Talking Unbiased …

Indeed! I am now neither for or against the world of Mental Health. My Experience Of Mental And Physical Health by the power of Your Word? Broke the chains of the biases that held me captive most of my life. I hear You! Quote:

  • “Even so My precious child, it is a healthy thing to examine your doings every step of your way in My Presence. Otherwise?
  • Conceit knocks at your door, but!
  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I have separated your vile carnal nature and My precious nature within you.
  • Therefore? You have the power to examine yourself to be corrected by the power of My Spirit in My written words.
  • Thus? Your experience of lasting Mental Health.
  • You shall never be put to shame with the mental insanity stigma.
  • Regardless, I know of your misery with the lack of things needed for your comfort despite all monies provided for your care.
  • I know of your bewilderment with the unexpected difficulties requiring all monies provided.
  • I am well pleased with your giving attitude.
  • I know you give and do not expect a return.
  • Even so? To give 100% of yourself and your belongings never seems to be enough.
  • Therefore? You despair.
  • Fear not My child!
  • I am aware of your despair.
  • Has it occurred to you My child how I give 100% of My love to My children but My children only drives Me to despair with their sinful selfishness?
  • Therein lies the unexpected difficulties that come their way.
  • Like Myself so it is with you.
  • No matter the despair My mercy and grace prevails within your heart.
  • Even when it does not feel that you are letting go of it all, the truth be told, you are doing so to My honor and delight.
  • Remember, My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do.
  • That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times.
  • And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.
  • Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most.
  • Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus?
  • Your volatile emotions are the trade of a human being and a human being you are.
  • Fear not! Fear not! Fear not!
  • I am in control of it all.
  • Nothing at all is to thwart My plan of restoration of My creation including My created human beings.
  • Take courage! Continue the task I have assigned unto you.
  • You are now set to be still. To let go of your futile thoughts and volatile emotions.”

All Is Well. All Is Swell Again. Thank You …

Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Bed. Back around 8 pm. Continued recording Your words. It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 9:44 pm. Finished the recording as well as my disorder. On to illustrate.

Difficulties Come And Go. You Have Overcome Them For Me …?

Friday, February 12, 2021 at 1:02 am bed. Up around 3 am. No Internet. Perhaps that is the way You want it to be to help me to let go of my Internet obsession. Back to Photoshop.

Alright! I Finally Did The Turn Off/Unplug The Machine, And? …

Went about taking care of my eats and odds & ends. After a while? Plug/turn on the machine. Like lightening! Machine on. Internet connection! Wow! It is now Friday, February 12, 2021 at 10:00 am. The hour and minutes?

Ten + Three Zeroes Means Whatever Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening Now …

Wow! Unbelievable the way all things are happening! My wealth? Restored tenfold but! Not in gold or silver. Indeed! His wisdom from above. Contentment in whatever state I am. Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and?

The Best? Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …

A wealth beyond limits to estimate at my disposal for eternity. Why spend money for that which is not the Bread from Heaven? Why pine for what does not satisfy? I am sooo! Blessed!

  • Thank You.

All Written In Isaiah 55. Engraved Within My Being with the stylus of Your mercy …

O my Master! You are sending Isaiah 55 as well as my unbiased testimony in route to each one of Your children You sending to read the posts.

Depression? Mental Insanity And The Likes? …

Abolish by the power of Your passionate love and unfathomable wisdom descending upon us all! It never fails. It always avails. I am Your witness proclaiming the only matter to avail us all.

  • The post continues on Saturday, February 13, 2021 at 7:30 am

Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig? …

Friday, February 12, 2021 at 11:06 pm. Slept. Back to it. Will shut/unplug again. Got up around 5 am. What have I been doing since I got up? Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig?

  • I keep beating a dead horse frantically hoping for it to raise up!
  • Bless my heart, but! There is hope.
  • You give me plenty slack.
  • Now that I gave up beating the dead horse of this day, I will set my gaze to rest on You, after all?
  • This is the 7th Day of Rest.
  • I’ll do my eats. That be OK since I am hungry.
  • The day went by fast.
  • I spent it working on animations.
  • No gas.
  • I am cold.
  • Head for bed at 9:31 pm on Saturday, February 13, 2021.
  • No telling when You will wake me up.
  • Up around 1:40 m on Sunday, February 14, 2021.
  • Hey! It Is The ‘Love’ Day In The USA, But! …
  • It looks that the USA is not longer able to celebrate it. O well? Me? I am cold. No gas. The Internet is acting up. Will turn off/unplug the machine. Will take care of my food.
  • Go back to bed to at least keep warm.
  • To bed now on Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 3:33 am.
  • Cramps in my leg woke me up around 5:30 am.
  • I continued to work on animations, but!
  • I am getting nowhere of what I want to do.
  • Anyhow? It is now Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 12:15 pm.
  • I woke up thinking about my dead brother Juan.
  • He was so especial. So many fun memories of long days gone by.

Something Funny About Our Ways …

We rush to do what we hear to do, but! We do not wait to learn what is it that we must do. A long time gone by. My older brother Juan was sitting upon a large rock deep in thought. Dona Julia, our teacher, and us were strolling around. Dona Julia shouted, “Catch it Juan!” My brother jumped and began to run! After a stretch he shouted back, “What Dona Julia?” And we all roared in laughter!

That Is Exactly What We Have Been Doing For The Most …?

Now? You know my Master that You brought that matter to mind after my last talk to Ahmad. What’s the scoop in my loop? You have qualified me to be Your witness of how You do things in my life against to what I have been doing all of my life.

What Is It That I Have Been Doing All Of My Life? …

Faithfully following instructions from the many ‘Bible Study’ groups that I attended. But my faithfulness was like the case with my brother Juan, “What Dona Julia?” After a while, my faithfulness would freeze me up, and?

  • O well! I would come up with the questions with no answers.

Real Life Goes On. Worldly Life? Only To Remember Not To Go Back To It …?

It is Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 1:57 pm. You have already blessed me with much this day. Yazeed brought me gas. Last night I got the much-needed chocolate and pineapple. You have supplied abundantly. Thank You.

  • I will continue to finish the illustration for today’s post now.
  • Slept from 6.45 pm to about 10 pm.

Another Day. I Am Still Working On Animations …

Now is Monday, February 15, 2021 at 12:13 am. Much improvement. I finally found the way to accomplish the effect I was looking for, and? Ready to head to continue the post format to publish.

All Is Well. All Is Swell. I Am Sooooo Blessed! …

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?

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About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their MY Head …

Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote: COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.

Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head as well as MY Head!

  • Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
  • I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
  • But this time?
  • O well! Your Love And Mercy For Us All.
  • Me? At the end? Me refrained!

Awful Nightmares? No Need To Record Anymore …

Bed. It’s now Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 6:27 pm. Woke up around 9 pm. Awful nightmare I do not care to record. You are in control of it all.

  • No matter how the powers in control attempt.
  • No evil can come my way nor any plague invade my body.
  • I still have no Internet but Yazeed brought gas earlier.
  • Change of PW. Maybe that will help to connect.
  • I will now restart the computer.

New Today For Me. Hoping For The Best …?

Master? Even if the best is not to my liking by Your grace and power to Your will I’ll be abiding. It’s now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 12:13 am. I am thankful for Yazeed’s router. It’s slow but I was able to check emails. Now?

  • Serious problem with SiteGround.
  • My data allowance is full.
  • That could be the problem with the Internet, but!
  • Yazeed’s router is not connecting again, so?
  • I am having trouble to reach SiteGround and resolve the problem.
  • I wait on You for the solution.
  • Meantime? Back to book formatting while I am still awake today at 12:42 am.
  • It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 2:00 am.
  • The Internet is faulty but I was able to check my emails.
  • It looks like a problem with the extra money coming from Denise.

Well? Things Are Looking Up! SiteGround Is Looking Into The Site’s Trouble …?

It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 8:45 am. The Internet is working so far. I still cannot get the site to upload but You are in control of it all.

Well? Things Are Not Looking Up Anymore! …

It is now still Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 11:20 pm. SiteGround has not been able to resolve the problem. The Internet is down again. But! I thank You for the few hours of sleep.

Wow! Things? Them Things Joyfully Upwards My Master Brings …?

Another Today for me! It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 2:30 am. I find myself in a joyful train traveling to Your Kingdom’s land. Joy inexplicable from Your merciful hand.

Well? My Bewilderment Again! I Know Nothing!!! …

Call me Bipolar, schizophrenic, manic depressive, and to summarize? Mentally Insane, but? It is lots of fun to be it all when you are out of the powers to be in this world’s control! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Bewildered. I Know Nothing!!! What Do You Have For Me Today My Master? …

It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 8:17 am. Let me check if things are still working in the digital world. Well? I found out I had a new problem with SiteGround.com.

But the Internet quit, and I was sleepy.

I slept until noon time.

Got up to continue working with SiteGround.com. Just then?

Thunder! Quickly shut unplug computer!

Back Now After Much Tribulation …

It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 7:30 pm. O my Master! You know it all. I really, really know nothing!!! After the storm to my dismal, I could not restore what I left off in the site problem.

Back from scratch pleading for Your help.

In the meantime, SiteGround.com responded with the solution.

The good part about this whole nightmare is that I still have access to work in the site, but!

  • The solution entitles to delete the working account, and?
  • I don’t know what the result will be.
  • Waiting for response from SiteGround.com.
  • Need to sleep. It’s now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 12:25 am
  • I slept until almost 5 am.
  • I quickly set the computer to reset while the connection was good.
  • The reset was successful.
  • Next? I successfully downloaded and installed Office 365 and e-Sword Bible. But I could not install Photoshop, will have to wait until the connection is steady.

All Of That Doing But! It Does Not Look Like It Help Much …

O my Master! Help! It is really annoying to deal with all these computer problems, but I do not have a choice. Help me. Right now? Restart to update on Friday, February 5, 2021 at12:30 pm.

It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 4:13 pm. Attempting to install Photoshop. Closing Word. Nothing works to get connected. I will have to do without Photoshop until You resolve the problem for me.

Help me O my Master to concentrate in the book formatting.

It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 7:28 pm.

I slept until past 10 pm.

New day. Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:02 am

Keeping A Record Mainly For Myself …

You know it my Master. Everything I do or say is between You and myself. When anyone comments on my doings or sayings only shows that they have their eyes on me and them. The message has yet to reach the depth of their beings.

O my Master! Again, What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?

You already gave me the answer but! The question remains when I get comments that indicate the commentator is not getting the message. It’s frustrating. So You reminded me of Your reply.

Quote:

“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.

“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!

“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.

“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”

“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.

“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!

“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.” End of quote.

  • Sleepy at 1:11 am. Slept. Up at 4:03 am.
  • Will try again to upload Photoshop.

Thank You My Master! Photoshop And All? Installed Ready To Go! …

The time? Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:00 am. The way is clear for me to continue preparing and publishing the message to reach each one of Your children across these earthly grounds.

About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head …

  • About 9 am the electricity cut. Out of electricity for almost 3 hours. Three hours to reflect on my frustrations and my doings. I sat under a clear sky on the roof.
  • Tears flowed.
  • I pleaded, “Give me Your thoughts.
  • I refuse to dwell on my thoughts.”
  • Immediately! You came through.
  • I heard the song of a dove.
  • Blessed be the Song of Solomon!
  • Tears ceased to flow.
  • I sang to Him my desire:
  • “Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”
  • Frustrations gone!
  • Good kind healthy thoughts about me and others.
  • From You my Master from all frustrations to recover.
  • Back to recover the file. It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:17 pm.

Looking Forward. My Gaze Set On You My Beloved …

I made my choice to away with You. How could I have resist that lovely voice coming to the depths of my being, ‘Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away’?

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:8-17 AMPC+

Vividly she pictured it, The voice of my beloved Shepherd! Behold, he comes, leaping upon the mountains, bounding over the hills. [Joh_10:27]

My beloved is like a gazelle or a young hart. Behold, he stands behind the wall of our house, he looks in through the windows, he glances through the lattice.

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

  • The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
  • The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]

Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us. End of quote.

What Are The Mountains Which Separate Us My Master? …

“The mountains of your fears, worries, unfounded suspicious about My faithfulness to you and to all, those are the unsurmountable mountains I must cover for you, My precious child.”

Here I Go Again! Putting Myself Into Bible Verses …

Seriously? I have been admonished ‘it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.’

Well? Here Is The Major Stumbling Block For Humankind …

We do not know ‘God’ much less His ways or thoughts, but we think we do until? The Almighty Creator we call ‘God’ descends out of the whirlwind and says to each one of us in our turn:

  • “Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?”
  • Ha! It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:07 pm.
  • By now? My face is to the ground.
  • I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
  • Therefore, I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

Master? You Know I Do Not Mean To Be Presumptuous, But! …

In 1987 You separated me in an apartment with the Amplified Bible and the instructions to date and put my name instead of Adam, Abraham, and so forth because You were talking to them then but now You were speaking to me.

The period was between June and October of 1985. I took it upon myself to join my children and the Christian community a thousand miles away from Your will for me stated in 1985.

  • O well! You know it all.
  • After much tribulation away from Your will You brought me back in 1987.
  • That is when You separated me in the apartment by the house of my precious friend and care taker I called ‘My Honey’ as his request.
  • Since then? You have opened and inscribed Your written words within my being.
  • One of the first inscriptions?

“My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do …

That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times. And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.”

Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most …

Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus? Our volatile emotions are the trade of us human beings.

  • So sleepy! 9:54 pm bk to bed.
  • New day. Up around 2 am. Now?
  • Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 3:34 am.
  • Trouble in SiteGround.
  • Will restart.
  • Back at 5:57 am on Sunday, February 7, 2021.

All Is Well. Hope It Stays Swell! How Did It All Get Fixed?

It is now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 7:08 am. I find myself pondering on the matter. Unbelievable amount of time and money is spent to resolve the insurmountable mountain of problems arising in this treacherous world of our existence.

Me? O Well! Didn’t Make It To The University, Instead …?

Most of my 81 years You beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me to teach me quite a few things not in line with the way’s humans resolve problems.

Quote:

Psalms 139:3-5 AMPC+

You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.

For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. [Heb_4:13]

You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. End of quote.

  • Need more sleep 7:26 am.
  • Much in mind.
  • Did not sleep.
  • Got up.
  • My chocolates I fixed.
  • Ate my lunch.
  • I will restart the computer to see if the sound is as well fixed.
  • It’s now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 12:06 pm.
  • And on I went to my get away from it all retreat—my beautiful Photoshop app!

Back From My Get Away. Ready To Record What? …

It’s 4:34 pm on this great day You have given to me. What to record? Ha! More about our Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions. No kidding! Everything we humans know, and practice is volatile and futile, but!

  • We do not believe it to be so!
  • Goodness sake!
  • I am not making a senseless statement.
  • Sound base is written, but!
  • That is something You aim to reveal to each individual child of Yours.

Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over MY Head!

  • Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
  • I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
  • But this time?

Your Passionate Love And Mercy For Us All Came True With The Song Of A Dove …?

Alright! Here is the quote. What are You showing me for example to all? No kidding! I always wondered why the verse, ‘After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite,

  • My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.’?
  • Now I see the thing that is right about You, my Master! Wow!

What Is The Thing That Is Right or Not Right About You …?

What are such words, my Master? Our speaking or teachings that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? It is not right.

It Is Right To Recognize Our Sin By Conviction And Repentance …?

Wow! Let me quote Job again for myself. For now? In the last bout with my lack of knowledge You inscribed and gave life to those last verses in the book of Job.

Quote:

Job 42:1-17 AMPC+

THEN JOB said to the Master,

I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.

You said to me, Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? Therefore, I now see I have rashly uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job_38:2]

I had virtually said to You what You have said to me: Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.

I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.

Therefore I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite, My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.

Now therefore take seven bullocks and seven rams and go to My servant Job and offer up for yourselves a burnt offering; and My servant Job shall pray for you, for I will accept [his prayer] that I deal not with you after your folly, in that you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.

So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the Lord commanded them; and the Master accepted [Job’s prayer].

And the Master turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Master gave Job twice as much as he had before. [Deu_30:1-3; Psa_126:1-2]

Then there came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they sympathized with him and comforted him over all the [distressing] calamities that the Master had brought upon him. Every man also gave him a piece of money, and every man an earring of gold.

And the Master blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had 14,000 sheep, 6,000 camels, 1,000 yoke of oxen, and 1,000 female donkeys. [Job_1:3]

He had also seven sons and three daughters.

And he called the name of the first Jemimah, and the name of the second Keziah, and the name of the third Keren-happuch.

And in all the land there were no women so fair as the daughters of Job, and their father gave them inheritance among their brothers.

After this, Job lived 140 years, and saw his sons and his sons’ sons, even to four generations.

So Job died, an old man and full of days. [Jas_5:11].

James 5:11 AMPC+

You know how we call those blessed (happy) who were steadfast [who endured]. You have heard of the endurance of Job, and you have seen the Master’s [purpose and how He richly blessed him in the] end, inasmuch as the Master is full of pity and compassion and tenderness and mercy. [Job_1:21-22; Job_42:10; Psa_111:4]. End of quote.

Ha! Confess Your Faults One To Another …?

What was or has been my fault here lately? In looking at them I came up with words without knowledge. The result? My miserable circumstances bringing me down again, but!

  • This time? Only temporary to make a point.
  • Sleepy again at 4:33 am on Monday, February 8, 2021.

What Point My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? To make the point above it all that in the end? I am full of pity, compassion, tenderness, and mercy. Indeed! No one single human being has figured such out of the human’s mind, but!

O My child, one by one I am reaching My children’s mind and heart as I have reached you.

Fear not! No matter your human lapses I am in control of them all.

Thus, I allow all things to come to you to make a point for My children’s consideration.

The point is made as you accept all things coming to you from My hand of mercy.

Go on My precious child! Illustrate. Format. Prepare these lines for publication.” End of quote.

On My Way To The Task …

It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 8:41 am. Ahmad just called to start us in a good day. No telling the time You shall give me to finish the task.

  • Thank You for this beautiful sunny day in view to my delight, and?
  • Thank You for my body’s wellbeing.
  • The restoring of my health and my wealth?
  • Nothing like I ever imagined it to be!
  • Bless my heart.

Remarks That Make Me Blink My Eyes And Scratch My Head …?

Why? For years I have not been able to comprehend why the Bible teachers are so serious that scares the light out of me. On the mention of the dove singing to me?

  • “Stop that foolishness! Get into the meat of the Word!”
  • Me? I done ate the meat. Now I must enjoy my sweet!
  • Bless my heart!

Amazingly? After The Song Of The Dove Reached My Inner Being …?

All things came together beautifully, and? The last thing in question was my data in my external. Half of the drive would come up corrupted. Now? On Monday, February 8, 2021 at 11:00 am the drive is perfect! How that happened?

O My Master! You Led Me To Check How To Fix It …

Wow! In a matter of minutes I found out how to fix it! Next? Restart computer. Next? Check the drive. Next? Your light shone in my smiling face!

Bed at 7:35 pm on Monday, February 8, 2021. Slept until about 10:30 pm. You continue to bless me with sleep. Thank You. It is now Monday, February 8, 2021at 11:02 pm. This day is almost over. The Internet is fixed! I am still working on the illustration.

Some History On The Name Yahwah …

  1. YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
  2. YHWH is found 6,832 times in the TANACH.
  3. Paul the Apostle always referred to the TANACH to show that YHWH was the Messiah.
  4. The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
  5. That the NAME of GOD, YHWH (YAHWAH) was first used in Genesis 2:4 and last used in the Old Testament Malachi 3:23.
  6. The Hebrew Apostles scriptures were stolen by a church (circa 126-136 A. D.) and translated into Greek and the original Hebrew New Testament scriptures were destroyed.
  7. Jesus is only a new name of 280 years. In the King James 1611 A.D. the NAME OF THE SAVIOR in the Christian world was Iesous. The letter ‘J’, according to Webster did not exist until after the mid-1650.
  8. A scholarly Biblical fact is that YHWH (YAHWAH) was taken out of our New English editions and hidden by only using the word LORD.The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
  9. Genesis 4:26 at the time of Seth men began calling on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  10. Genesis 12:8; 13:4, 21:33 Abram at Bethel called upon THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  11. YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
  12. Genesis 26:25 Isaac called on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
  13. YHWH is HIS NAME and only name. Elohim (Lord of Lords) is HIS title. EL (God) is HIS title. Emmanuel GOD with us is a sentence.
  14. Exodus 6:3 GOD tells Moses HIS NAME is YHWH (YAHWAH).
  15. Deuteronomy 6:4 YHWH our GOD is ONE.
  16. Isaiah 63:16 YHWH our Father, Redeemer and HIS NAME is from everlasting.
  17. Revelation14:1 The Lamb writes THE NAME OF FATHER on their foreheads. To me, this would be water baptism in the NAME OF YHWH).
  18. Malachi 2:10 One Father, One God created us.
  19. Zechariah 14: 9 YHWH (YAHWAH) is KING, YHWH is ONE and HIS NAME ONE.
  20. Matthew 28:19 Baptize in THE NAME of the FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST.

Bed 7:28 pm on Tuesday, February 9, 2021. Spent this day illustrating. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 3:32 am. Can’t keep eyes open. Bed

All Is Well! All Is Swell, And? It All Shall Remain Well And Swell! …

  • My Father’s impression? Dancing in session.
  • Skip! Tap! Tap at that?
  • Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
  • What’s Truth? What’s Real?

Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

Caption: Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote:

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.

Ready To Post My Master. All Remains Swell And Well. Thank You …

Notice my new signature. I inserted my oldest picture that brings quite wonderful memories of times long gone by. Diana–the leader. Always on the alert!

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

From Sobering Words To Calm My Fears To The Epilogue …

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Don’t Compare Yourself! Goodness Sake! It Is Not A Premeditated Thing!

Don’t This! Don’t That! On And On The Don’ts Go!

How’s About Don’t Do The Don’ts?

Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …

New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?

  • O well! Just following Your instructions, but
  • Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
  • It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
  • I don’t like it!

What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …

It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.

  • You know I do not deliberately do anything.
  • I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
  • Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
  • My mind is churning none stop.
  • I can’t let go.
  • The sitting still.
  • The waiting.
  • The alone thing?
  • Unless You intervene
  • What’s to become?
  • I feel so utterly dumb!

Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.

Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …

It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.

Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …

Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?

Quote:

  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.

Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …

O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.

  • You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
  • And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
  • This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
  • Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
  • But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
  • Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.

So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …

I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.

  • Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
  • Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
  • Only I must edit and reformat such words.
  • So? Here I go.

Quote:

My Words …My Master’s Response …

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (2:48AM).

Abba, my Father, here I am, I come to worship You and to receive Your blessings and instructions for this day. What will it be, my Father? You have given me so much and I have written it all down but, it’s too much for Your people. What would You do about it? How can I be concise and to the point?

My Master’s Response …

“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.

“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!

“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.

“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”

“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.

“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!

“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.

“My child, compile all the words that I have spoken to My children and publish them in the site as it suits the occasion for the moment.

“I want you to start these messages from the last to the first words I spoke to you since you came to and left Aqaba and to the present.

“My child, you are doing well. I delight in your obedience even when it has cost you everything you had hold dear on this earth, including the love and affection from your children and friends.

“My child, your reward is soon to come. Nonetheless, work to uphold the first and greatest command to love or obey Me regardless of the reward. And continue to obey My instructions exactly as I am giving them to you on the daily basis no matter what obstacles you may find in the way!

“Yes, My child, for I have given you the power and ability to obey Me even at the cost of your life! Rejoice and be glad, for I am always with you and you have nothing to fear, on the contrary, you have it all to rejoice and be glad unto eternity!”

My Words …

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! What can the devil and the witches of hell and even man do to me? NOTHING! Absolutely NOTHING! So let them all try their best while I laugh and enjoy myself along with all who wish to join me on the journey towards our Savior’s Kingdom!

HalleluYah! I am on my way!

Come and go with me to my Father’s house!

Where there is joy inexplicable and life everlasting!

HalleluYah!

Monday, September 14, 2009 (4:42pm).

Father, as I sit here weeping and interceding for this child of mine and for all of my children and for Your people You have placed in my path, the same anguish expressed by the prophet Jeremiah has come to me, Quote:

Jeremiah 15:10-11

Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me to be a man of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither loaned, nor have men loaned to me, yet everyone curses me. End of quote.

My words …

Father, I express my anguish in different words but, it is the same anguish. It is the anguish in my heart right this minute when I realize that the message that You are sending through me, is not received not even acknowledged.

Father, every word You speak to me gives me life and hope but, by the words spoken to me by my child, those same words make no impact on her or her siblings whatsoever! On the contrary, I only cause them pain and hurt when I herald those words to them. How can that be my Father?

As You answered Jeremiah You are answering me,

Truly your release, affliction, and strengthening will be for good purposes; surely Jeremiah, I will intercede for you with the enemy and I will cause the enemy to ask for your aid in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. [Jer. 21:1, 2; 37:3; 42:2; Rom. 8:28.]

Rom 8:28

We are assured and know that the Almighty a partner in their labor, all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love the Almighty and are called according to His design and purpose. End of quote.

My Words …

I see it my Father! Now I understand Your commandment to stay in this place and not to make any phone calls and to wait until You developed the circumstances. Am I following Your instructions? Am I approved by You?

My Master’s Response …

“Yes, My child, and all things are working together for your good and for the good of all of those who love Me, those who obey My commandments; only you must wait until My children come to grasp the truth about love.

My children are living on their understanding of love. They love Me according to their understanding of love.

  • I know that they mean to love Me and yet, I must reject such love because they do not know that, the kind of love I require is obedience to My commands or instructions.

And I command them to lean not on their own understanding, but they refuse to obey Me. And they go on and on thinking that they are obeying My commandments when in reality they are not!

My children live in the futility of their fantasy about love. Such fantasy is an abomination unto Me and My children MUST give it up!

Therefore, in order to cause My children to give up this abomination, I must discipline them in the harshest way!

My discipline is harsh to them because they have not yet realized the true beauty of obedience.

My children only know the beautiful side of evil and that is what they call love! And anyone who threatens to touch that side of evil, in their eyes, is an enemy.

My children only know this fantasy of love as a beautiful thing and they feel that I am taking away from them such beautiful thing when in fact such thing is not beautiful, it is an abomination unto Me!

Look at how My Son became the enemy because I sent Him to tell you the truth about the condition of your hearts.

And that truth to set you free is totally opposite to the fantasy you have in your hearts about love and understanding and good! Therefore, He became your enemy!

Most of My children do not know even the most basic thing about Me: My Name! Yet, in their own fantasy, they are in love with Me!

My children feel and think that they are My friends and that they love Me and that they are keeping My commandments while they practice all the rules and regulations of their religion.

  • Religion is the greatest arsenal of the enemy. And My children jump from one religion to another even at this late in the age.

For now My children are rehearsing the ancient rituals that My people practiced. I made a covenant with My children in Mount Sinai. And I instituted and decreed My Torah.

But My children did what seem good to them and they rebelled and they broke My covenant and corrupted My Torah.

Therefore, I did a New Thing, I sent My Son! Still, My children insist on their understanding of My covenant and My Torah making for themselves a new religion!

Is there an end to My children’s pride in their understanding of Me and life and everything under heaven and earth?

It has to be! It has to be an end to such pride because I have swore that I will not give My esteem to the enemy!

How am I to bring an end to My children’s pride in their understanding? Such is the secret that I am revealing to each one of My children according to My design and purpose.

And for that reason, I have removed you from them; because this secret has to be revealed to each one personally.

Therefore, you must not fear nor despair. I have heard your pleas and I am working in your behalf. Day and night, I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.

I am working My design and purpose for your life and you are obeying My instructions without you even realizing it.

I know and I feel your pain and desperation, your anguish even at the thought of hurting your children.

Nonetheless, I am infusing you with My strength every single day to overcome even the most fierce attack from the enemy!

Be strong and courageous! For you have the power to be so because I have given you My strength and power!” End of such amazing words to me.

My Words …

Oh my Father! Again I am speechless! In silence, I worship You!

Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).

In my distress, I despair and complain for lack of understanding. I have cried unto You and You, always, answer me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within me in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways!

Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds.

Thus You have spoken to me,

  • “thiaBasilia, My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
  • But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
  • And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
  • And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.” End of such powerful words.

My Words …

Sunday, September 13, 2009 (5:06am).

Oh my Father! I’m back! I’m back from my unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness. This time I am back to stay!

I will never, ever again question Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your loving and forgiving heart.

Thank You for Your faithfulness to deliver me from my momentary lapse. And thank You for keeping me in Your service.

Saturday, September 12, 2009 (5:28am).

Father, the electricity is gone again. And while there is no electricity, the whole spectrum of what is coming to us in the near future comes to mind; for You have shown me the most ominous darkness that will soon approach us announcing the end time storm of storms! And, like the prophet Habakkuk I can exclaim,

Hab 3:16-19

I heard and my [whole inner self] trembled; my lips quivered at the sound. Rottenness enters into my bones and under me [down to my feet]; I tremble. I will wait quietly for the day of trouble and distress when there shall come up against [my] people him who is about to invade and oppress them.

Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,

Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah; I will exult in the [victorious] Mighty One of my salvation! [Rom. 8:37.]

Almighty Yahuwah is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! End of quote.

My Words …

Oh my Father! How exactly true to these words is my stand! And to think that You are the One Who has given me this strength and stability is beyond words to describe!

Yet, to continue on with my deliberations with You my Father, I wonder, how can Your children claim their heavenly citizenship without the personal intimate knowledge and acquaintance with You?

Yes, I know my Father that many claim to have this knowledge and to know You intimately and personally. Notwithstanding, for the most part all most of these people, when it comes to the core of things, they only have a show of self-righteousness demonstrated by the many rituals that they practice.

One of the saddest things is what I have observed through the years. Through the years I have observed and supported many sincere believers because of their good heart.

I also submitted myself to many that were serious students of the Word and had many good ‘Scriptural teachings’ for my spiritual growth or so I thought.

Sad to say, many zealous believers apply themselves to study the Scriptures and to seek You, my Father, though the more they study and the more they search and research the dumber they become because they get puffed up with knowledge!

And the more they seek You, the farthest they get from You because they do not humble themselves and give up their own understanding. They depend on their understanding of You and everything in the Scriptures.

And they appoint themselves as teachers or leaders and many of them have labeled me as ‘unteachable’ and even as a ‘witch’ because they get highly insulted if you do not adhere to their teaching. But You know it my Father.

Am I being judgmental and speaking evil and idle words? Speak my Father and address Your people, perhaps some will heed You yet through these recorded writings of mine.

My Master’s Response …

“My child, what you are and have been observing for so many years is in fact the sad and deplorable state of My people.

“My people have rejected My commandments in lieu of what seem good to them from the beginning.

“And from the beginning the enemy has corrupted My people’s mind with their own willing consent.

“Therefore, I cannot do anything for My children unless they repent of their willfulness and their own corrupt understanding.

“Notwithstanding, I love My children and I am well aware of their utter inability to see the error of their ways. And it is for that reason that I have become like their worst enemy to deal to them the just punishment to correct and cause them to see and reconsider their ways.

“My child, the only way for My children to see the error of their ways is through the adversities they are suffering as I deal to them their just punishment.

“Truly, My child, you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them.

“Indeed! My child, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living Almighty, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering. Such is the reason why you cannot get along with the multitude who has not yet arrived there.

“The multitude has arrived to the present Jerusalem, a desolate city. It is a desolate city because My Presence has departed from it, and, it is now inhabited, for the most, by impostors and corruptors of My children.

“Yet My children are still blind, but, not for long! Soon My children will open their eyes and see the truth of their sad and deplorable state and repent from their understanding of everything concerning Me and life in general.

“It is for that purpose, for the purpose to open the eyes of My children that I have raised you and many others like you to herald these things to My children.

“My Word is going forth in these recordings of yours and My Word shall not return void but My Word shall accomplish that for what has gone forth!

“Rejoice and be glad! For soon you shall see My light shine in the midst of the darkness that must first come upon this earth!”

My Words …

HalleluYah!  HalleluYah! HalleluYah! On my face all I can exclaim is, Set Apart is the Lamb Who was and is and shall come! Come Yahushua come!

My Observations …

In all religious groups, whether Christian or Judaism or Muslim or any other religion, corporate worship is always emphasized. And mankind is, literally, obsessed with the group thing. Most all human beings are obsessed with the belonging idea. And we are all encouraged to belong somewhere, whether be a family or a group or a club or just to another human being!

Society condemns solitude. Should anyone dare to be alone, that one is considered abnormal, unhealthy, and that one is labeled as candidate for mental depression and in need of medical care.

What a fallacy! For though many suffer with mental diseases, actually, it is not by being alone that anyone falls into the grip of such cruel disease! On the contrary, mental diseases are caused by the corrupt society in which we all were born and raised!

Think about it, Oh people! Open your eyes and see and hear the insidious cry from the society of man demanding the unity of mankind! The insidious cry from all human beings to belong somewhere!

That cry haunted me all of my life! I remember my Christian friends telling me, “The devil wants to isolate you! Don’t listen! Never forsake the assembly of the believers!” And I did my best! My very best to accommodate everybody in my life space for fear of being alone! Silly me! I wasted all of my life looking for fellowship and the assembly of the believers!

Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.

Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!

So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?

Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?

I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!

Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!

It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…

Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!

My Master’s Response …

“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!

“Fear not nor be dismayed! For the words you have written down are not just words. The words you have written down are My sound words to you and to all who want to hear!

“Let none of these depressing feelings because of the lack of money and activities that you can feel and touch, let none of that disturb you one more instant!

“Rejoice and be glad! You have My strength and you will endure until the end! And when I return, I will have your reward!

“In the meantime, do not work for the reward. But, let all your work be a work of love or obedience to Me, regardless of the reward!”

My Words …

HalleluYah! Though You slay me, I shall worship You because, You are the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and You alone are worthy of praise and honor and esteem! HalleluYah!

Thursday, September 10, 2009 (3:58am).

Father, I hear Your plea to Your children at this moment of time. I will herald that plea as it is Your desire for me to do. Your Word shall go forth one more time and It shall not return void!

HOPE for My people…

Oh My people OPEN your eyes and see! WAKE UP! There is still a little time left to obey your loving Father and gain your only hope at this crucial moment of time!

THE TIME IS HERE and you need not to scoff anymore! There is no other way but My loving commandments for you. Listen and obey lest you perish. It is not My will that you should perish; but, I can do nothing against your will. I cannot save you unless you listen and obey My commandments of love.

Love equals obedience. Love is not all the splendorous things of this world. Listen, Oh My people, listen and obey My commandments. Learn of Me and lean not in your understanding of My commandments; for I am revealing Myself plainly to you at this point of time.

My Word of hope and grace has gone forth on the condition that you OBEY My commandments; for unless you obey My commandments, you shall perish even as My heart breaks because of your refusal and stubbornness.

Listen and obey My people. I am your only hope. Set your eyes on Me as you read the messages on this site; for those messages contain My revelation of the Truth that shall set you free!” End of Your words to Your people for now.

My Words …

Father, it’s 11:35am on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and so far, apparently, nothing has happened, for nobody has called or emailed or knocked on my door. Yet, I remained composed and at peace enjoying myself in Your Presence alone… how amazing this experience is to me! And for how long have I desired for this state of peaceful and joyful stability in my life? Practically all of my life!

Oh my Father! It’s such wonderful thing to me to experience this peace and joy and contentment without the interference of any human contact. It used to be a time when I lived in a continuous state of panic and emotional craving for human comfort. And I would wear out my friends with my lengthy phone calls and talkative behavior.

How different is this life that I am now living in Your Presence and under Your care and protection alone! Oh, yes! I still talk and go over board sometimes. But, it is not at all like it used to be! Because, when I talk now, it is all under Your control.

And yes, I annoy many people with my ‘much talking’. But, You open and shut my mouth nowadays. And weather people get elated and delighted or annoyed and aggravated with me, it doesn’t matter anymore. Your approval and getting alone with You to laugh or cry about these matters is all that counts!

Oh what a wonderful state of being! You have truly pulled me out of this world! And to think that each one of Your children have the same opportunity every day of their lives and every day of their lives they miss such magnificent opportunity…Oh how it must break Your heart! How long shall this state of affairs continue my Father? And would You rescue all of Your children? I know that in due time You will show me and give me peace in this matter.

Father, it’s 5:12pm on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, in just 3 weeks it shall be Sukkoth and You have not given me the slightest indication on what to do. I know that You are sick and tired of all our celebrations and I have given that message to Your people but, now I find myself in a quandary again.

My Father, as I see the day approaching I am trembling because of all the excitement and zeal going on in all circles. What would You have me do? Do You want me to stay put in this place and let the whole commotion pass without me getting involved with it? Must I remain silent for the time being until You release me to talk or until You send me someone to talk to?

My Master’s Response …

“My child, remain quiet. Wait until I develop the circumstances for you. Do not make any more phone calls and remain in these premises until the time I have designed for you.

“Do not worry about finances nor food or anything of materialistic matter at all. I have all matters concerning you under My control and design.

“Continue to worship and fellowship in My Presence, for I am delighted in you and soon you will experience My delight in a tangible way.”

My Words …

Father, what about all these thoughts about going to Tiberias? Is such thing in Your design and purpose for me? What am I to do?

My Master’s response …

“My child, do nothing yet. Wait until I quicken you to act. In due time I will let you know exactly where and how to go. In the meantime, remain packed and ready to go on a short notice.”

My Words …

Thank You my Father. It’s such a wonderful thing to hear You and have the power to do just what You call me to do! HalleluYah!

Father, it’s 7:31pm on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and an idea just came to me, to update the site, I hope this idea comes from You?

My Words …

How can I say thanks, Oh my Father? How can I tell, how can I express this immensity of Your mercy within my being? Yes! I will obey You! That’s how I can say thanks and express my gratitude to You! HalleluYah!

Talking About Sobriety? Seriously This Is The Time For It …

O my Master! It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 1:25 pm. It is the last 7th Day of Rest for this first month of 2021. Sober? I wonder. My desire is to obey You, but! I find myself troubled. Do not know how to stop the flood of thoughts or ideas flying in my natural mind about all that is going on.

How can I let it all slide past me?

Everything going on at this late stage of our existence is so contrary to what You require for our eternal salvation, how can I let it all slide?

How can I avoid touching those thoughts or ideas?

I tremble at the thought of disobedience.

I do not know how to act but!

My determinate purpose is to be found in You.

I refuse to let my mind take over me.

It is a rainy dreary day.

That is part or maybe all my troublesome thoughts.

Going to bed. 1:52 pm.

Woke up at 5:09 pm to a dead mobile plus no Internet to add to the list.

No problem anymore.

No need to have it all under my control.

All is under Your control.

It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 5:34 pm.

What Oh My Master Am I To Do Next? …

This 7th Day of Rest You have given me much to continue marching steady towards Your Kingdom of heaven soon to be a reality on the earth.

The Question Remains, When? Your Answer As Well Remains, Soon. Wait …

No one knows. It will come like a thief in the night. It could be tomorrow. So? Prepare. Be ready. Oh my Master! You have prepared and made me ready, yet? The stark corrupted times as the times of Noah at hand.

When Are You To Put An End? …

“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! I’ll wait no matter what!

The internet has been reset again and I can’t undo it. No internet. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 1:56 am. Heading 4 bed.

Time To Do As I Am Told …

“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! O my Master! I keep saying, I’ll wait no matter what! But I don’t wait. I go on and on trying.

No Internet? Let Me Try To Reset …

Ha! Reset the blasted thing? Forget to the Net connect! Suits me right. Now? For sure I have to Be still. Let go. Wait. And go ahead to work in the book You instructed me to compile.

Thank You My Master For Your Correction …

To spend a day trying to navigate on my own is sure the way to suffer big time frustration and disappointment. But You know it my Master. nowadays? You have kindly shorten my days of trying. Thank You.

  • The gas is about to end. But I thank You for a sunny day today. It is now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 6:51 am. Ha! That means I have wasted almost 2 hours trying to fix what I know I can’t fix. Duh!
  • I am heading to wash my dishes while I wait to see if Ahmad keeps his promise to visit me this morning.
  • 7:13 am Photoshop

Last Day Of The First Month In 2021 …

Cover finished. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 3:50 pm. on to format the book. No Internet, so? I cannot be tempted to distractions. Even so? it’s a long book, who knows how long it’ll be before I publish it, but!

  • O my Master! it is all under Your control.

First Day Of The 2nd Month Of This 2021 Year. What Will It Be …?

It is now Monday, February 1, 2021 at 8:34 am. Well? O my Master! I been fumbling with the formatting depending on my memory instead of reviewing the guide to do it properly.

  • That’s me! Blaming on the winter.
  • I get so cold I cannot think straight.
  • Adding to that? No Internet to check things out.
  • Complaining?
  • Yes, I am my Master, but!
  • You know I am being honest not just putting a heroine’s front.
  • So? I thank You.
  • It looks like You are giving me a break.
  • A sunny day sure looks inviting to overcome the woes of the winter.
  • Lest for this day.
  • I will now start the formatting task from scratch Guide on hand.
  • Then? Around noontime my lil friend bearing goodies.
  • Next on his way to depart?
  • Hahaha! The outer door fell apart!
  • Unbelievable! But true.
  • Repair man on call.
  • My lil friend?
  • Sitting on a chair guarding my body and soul.
  • Repairs going on.
  • Electric connection needed I am told
  • Computer off
  • Book formatting on hold.
  • Me? Wash dishes and all
  • Three hours or so later?
  • Silence? Let me see.
  • Repairs done!
  • Everybody?
  • Gone without a word to me!
  • Bless their hearts.
  • Me? Bed Monday, February 1, 2021 at 6:54 pm.
  • Up on Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 1:39 am.
  • Still no Internet.
  • Hopefully the problem will be fix today.
  • Going back to book format.
  • What?
  • You led me to a fun graphic with a legend to end the book.
  • WOW! That’s what!

Epilogue …

What’s Truth? What’s Real? Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

The truth? Not that bad, but!  My looks? At my 70th? Impress forsook.  A humbling experience I partook.

I saw the arrogance in the obsess how I should look to impress as the best.  Obsess to Impress?  No more in my mind now entertain.

My Father’s impression!  Dancing in session.  Skip! Tap! Tap at that?   Joyfully skipping under the rain?

My little girl remains! Humor Instead of Anger. Laughing at My Arrogance?  Sure HUMILITY to Gain …?

Then? At my 80th? Humble I remain. Obsess to Impress? I no longer with it mess.

My Father’s impression!  Dancing in session.  Skip! Tap! Tap at that?   Joyfully skipping under the rain?  My little girl remains!

What’s Truth? What’s Real?

Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?

Father? You Have Brought Me Through The Wheel Of Time, No Doubt About It! …The results? All inharmonious circumstances I brought upon myself are now harmonizing.

  • Humor instead of anger.
  • Love from above instead of love from below.
  • Wisdom instead of ignorance – imprudence – inability – ineptness – stupidity – thoughtlessness – instability.

What More Could I Ever Want For? …

Thank You!

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.