Change In Posting Today…?

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Why? read on to Find Out Why? …

Following My Leader …?

Master? YOU are leading me to a change in this post. So much amazingly clearer than before has happened since the last post. YOU had me illustrate it all. So?

It is coming to me to post the latest illustrations in lieu of the details that shall be included in the books YOU are leading me to compile.

The illustrations deliver message of the blissful end of my fairy tale troubled life.

Let the reader take notice to rejoice and hope.

Indeed! The New Story Is All About The Magical Ending Of My Fairy Tale Troubled Life …?

As I have stated, never in a million years could I have imagined such an ending. As a human being the extent of my puny imagination was set only on my belly.

Seek ye first the Kingdom of heaven? Only lip talk while I was consumed with the affairs of the kingdoms in this world, but?

Behold! YOU Transformed This Cinderella Of Yours …

Who is to tell now who is this Queen YOU have transformed me into being? That’s the evidence that the new story about myself shall tell.

  • The terms used do not reflect adherence to any religion or nationality.
  • Rather those terms are supernaturally ingrained within my being.

That out of the way, on to the illustration exhibit.

Not the end. Only the start again with the new recreated life.

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.

New Posts For This Distressful Time …?

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Important!

WordPress.com has changed the way to insert the images. That makes it hard on me to copy and paste the posts I record in WordPress.org.

it has been a long time since my last post.

Therefore? There are many posts to catch up. From now on, to read all the lastest posts please click:

https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Until the next time, much love to all, thiaBasilia

The Great Fallen Away Disguised As The Universe …?

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Freely Flowing With Your Spirit Within My Being …?

Important!

WordPress.com has changed the way to insert the images. That makes it hard on me to copy and paste the posts I record in WordPress.org.

Therefore? From now on, to read this title please click:

The Great Fallen Away Disguised As The Universe …? – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (thia-basilia.com)

Thank You.

Well? Back On Track With No Hung Up …

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Amazing How The Game Of Our Lives Is In Progress …

Important!

WordPress.com has changed the way to insert the images. That makes it hard on me to copy and paste the posts I record in WordPress.org.

Therefore? From now on, to read this title please click:

Well? Back On Track With No Hung Up … – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (thia-basilia.com)

Thank you.

Yes! I Am Disgusted Full To The Brim …

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My Creator? It All Is Landing Fair And Square On Him! …

Important!

WordPress.com has changed the way to insert the images. That makes it hard on me to copy and paste the posts I record in WordPress.org.

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Yes! I Am Disgusted Full To The Brim … – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (thia-basilia.com)

Thank you.

Roses Are Beautiful But They Have Thorns. So It Is With The Suffering School …?

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  • Break at 6:52 pm on Sunday, May 23, 2021.
  • It’s now Sunday, May 23, 2021 at 11:26 pm.
  • Wow! Four hours of sleep!
  • Thank You.

About Heavenly Discipline …?

  • That was the subject in the last post. You definitely don’t want me to compromise on the principles ingrained within me irrespective of the circumstances.
  • Irrespective of the thorns of the roses You have placed in the water of Your love filling the vessel that I am.
  • You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985.
  • For what purpose?
  • To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
  • “I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
  • There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
  • No more!
  • Thus? The purpose for these posts.

Quote:

  • And have you [completely] forgotten the divine word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons? My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him;
  • For the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.
  • You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; the Almighty is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline?
  • Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all [of the Almighty’s children] share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons [at all]. [Pro_3:11-12]
  • Moreover, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we yielded [to them] and respected [them for training us]. Shall we not much more cheerfully submit to the Father of spirits and so [truly] live?
  • For [our earthly fathers] disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own holiness.
  • For the time being no discipline brings joy, but seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it [a harvest of fruit which consists in righteousness–in conformity to the Almighty’s will in purpose, thought, and action, resulting in right living and right standing with Him]. Hebrews 12:5-11 End of quote.

Unbelievable! Will Your People Grab On To This Life-Saving Message?

You can read the complete quote in Hebrews 12:1-29. It shall help anyone willing to submit.

Continuing From The Last Post …?

Master? Thank You for Your comfort. So much to be thankful for. It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 5:02 pm.

  • Perhaps it is time for me to head for bed but, I am waiting for my light in the kitchen.
  • The light came.
  • But I was not sleepy, so I continued working on Photoshop for a couple hours before I headed for bed.
  • You got me up around 4:45 am on Wednesday, April 7, 2021.

A Daytime Nightmare …

Photoshop crashed. Word issues. Closing at 7:00 am on Wednesday, April 7, 2021 to see if issues would resolve.

  • Maybe is fixed.
  • It is not fixed.
  • Have tried it all to no avail.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 11:36 am tried to get support help.
  • Ha! Things got worse.
  • Now the connection is not working.
  • I finally saved this file under different name to open it.
  • Will restart again.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 1:03 pm.
  • I lost my macros.
  • Nothing is working to recuperate the macros.
  • I will try to reinstall Office 365.
  • It is now Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 5:21 pm.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 8:33 pm.
  • The reinstall did not work.
  • I tried all sorts of things to no avail.
  • I give up.
  • Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 12:37 am.
  • I did not hear anything about my check.
  • Perhaps I should go to bed and try again later.

HalleluYah! You Fix It Again! …?

It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 1:08 am. The minute I gave up You quickened me to try one more thing.

  • To reset the computer but!
  • Instead of resetting it they advised me to run the troubleshooter.
  • Wow! They got my macros back!
  • What shall You do next? My check. I hope!
  • Now I must deal with AVG.
  • The Internet? Working.
  • AVG support reinstalled it.
  • Word and Photoshop are now working.
  • Finally? I went to bed around 3 am.
  • You woke me up around 6 am.
  • It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 7:36 am.
  • Alright! Now this file is up to date, but!
  • I still have the issue with my stimulus check.
  • Windows finished downloading the big optional update.
  • Restart is required.
  • I will restart now and hope for the best.

Back In Business. All Well. New Today In Your Presence …

It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 7:48 am. I am not feeling good, but!

  • Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me to withstand and actually rejoice in my infirmities as Shaul of Tarsus did in ancient times.

Whatever Is To Be Today I So Welcome It From Your Hands Of Mercy …

Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 6:00 pm. What a day! I am speechless again to receive from Your hand of mercy whatever is to be for any given moment of my life. Analyzing this moment date and time.

  • Thursday? The 5th day of the week.
  • April? The 4th month of the year.
  • The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
  • The Number Eight? Stands for Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • The Number Six ? stands for Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery

Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?

  • The dates/time are the stepping stones in the crossing the river of your life.

Newness And Cycles? Psalms 139 Comes To Mind …

Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devasted day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?

  • That is the gist of the recordings for the last 36 years.
  • All about my past and my present.
  • You have always been there for me even on my most devasting times.
  • You knew me before I was born.
  • That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
  • Isaiah 54?
  • That is how far You would have me to record, why?
  • Because since that day?
  • I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.

Alright! Now I Am Catching Up With The Thread Of Your Developments …

Today? Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 6:00 pm You sent me to a post I published on AUGUST 29, 2020. That post expresses what I am going through right now.

What Am I Going Through Right Now? …

It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 2:33 am. I am not feeling good at all. Slept until around 1:30 am today. Last night before I went to sleep I set Ahmad’s mind straight after he miss judged my doings. Woke up.

  • Check the emails looking for my check.
  • No check.
  • I decided to call and find out if it had been deposited in the bank.
  • Ha! I got me a tongue lashing accusing me of unnecessary worry.

O My Master! What Is It Going To Take …?

You have given me such wonderful news to share online but! With these two persons You have given to me to take care of my earthly affairs You have commanded me to share it all face to face to no avail.

  • What is it going to take for them to get it my Master?
  • I am worn out!
  • Even so?
  • You are sustaining me despite their lack of understanding what is all about with me and You.
  • And so? You set my mind to overcome.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.
  • It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm. Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen.

  • I have waited all day.
  • The silence is overwhelming.
  • But just when I considered again the possibility to give up?
  • You intervened.
  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and?
  • Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning …?

  • “Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.
  • The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.
  • That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.” End of the Master’s words.
  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail, but!
  • As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

An Excerpt From That Post …

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

  • One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all!
  • I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.

….

“and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

  • THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]
  • Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.
  • There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.
  • Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.
  • Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.
  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])
  • The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.
  • The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.
  • The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.
  • More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.
  • Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.
  • Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.
  • Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.
  • Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.
  • Proverbs 9:10
  • The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding. End of quote.
  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears. End of excerpt.

Amazing! Exactly What Is Going On Right Now …

It has been 8 months since I published that post. The Number Eight? Stands for Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

Talking About A Fresh Beginning? …

Absolutely! Even so? We are slow to grasp Your doings. And I say we because I am a human being just like the rest of my loved ones are. I act and react for the most as a human being.

Regardless! Neither I Nor Them Or Anything Else In The Universe Can Thwart Your Plans …

HalleluYah! Behold! The Power Of Your Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Loved To Love

  • Before?
  • Heavy Laden Big Time…
  • Now?
  • My soul delights itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy …

In The Next Posts? The Actual Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears …

Indeed! Such fears are no longer my lifetime invaders nor my persuaders! Plus? My new family since March 15, 2021.

  • It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 4:49 am.
  • Bed time.
  • Will continue on waking up.

Up And Ready For Battle, Your Battle …?

It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 7:05 am. The number 7 in this moment’s hour? You do wonders on the earth with that number. The zero right now? Inclusive of the number 5 and the number 9.

  • The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?
  • My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
  • Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
  • Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.
  • The Fact?
  • No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!
  • If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
  • If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
  • You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
  • That, My child, will never ever happen.
  • No matter all in the human department?
  • I am sustaining you in My department.
  • Don’t you ever forget it!
  • Now? Go On With Your Lately Doings.”
  • Break for breakfast and chores at 9:31 am.
  • Back at 1:00 pm on Friday, April 9, 2021
  • I am ready to post but there is no connection.
  • I wait on You.

Link to the complete posts:

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life … – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (thia-basilia.com)

Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears? – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (thia-basilia.com)

The net is working on and off now, but I am sleepy.

Friday, April 9, 2021 at 3:51 pm.

You woke me up around 6 pm.

Ahmad came to eat supper with me.

Totally an amazing day!

You are beginning to show me Your progress in our lives.

That shall be the subject from now on.

It is now Saturday, April 10, 2021 at 5:31 am.

Ha! The number 10, that is when whatever is to happen really, really begins to materialize.

On to posting grounds.

Taking a break at 8:32 am. On Saturday, April 10, 2021.

You are leading me to break this post into parts

This time I will put a link to part 2.

Maybe even part 3.

For You know the problem with the Internet.

So? I must post as the Internet connects.

Besides, I must wait on You to inspire me when to post as per the way You are developing it all.

So Much To Post. Hopefully This Post Is Not A Repeat …

Well? It is now Monday, May 31, 2021 at 5:31 pm. At last the Internet is working. I will post in the main site.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Loved to Love. But! The Pruning Shears? They Land On My Land At His Command …

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No Kidding! Snip! Snip! Snip! Those Shears Clip Better Fruit For Sure To Bear The Loved To Love That You Require …

Scriptural basis for this graphic? John 14:15 AMPC+ If you really love Me, you will keep, obey My commands. Deuteronomy 28:1. Deuteronomy 28:15. Deuteronomy 28:63. Check it out. It is not thiaBasilia’s say so.

Ha! O My Master You Make Sure I Continue To Bear Fruit …?

You have been pruning me for the last 36 years of my life. Some 36 years ago in 1985 You called me into Your service. You let me know then how Satan was to sift me like sand, but You prayed for me.

  • Indeed! I have been sifted to the max.
  • Then refined like silver and gold to prepare me for Your service.
  • This 2021 year You informed me I am now ready for Your service.
  • Amen!
  • Here we go to continue with the saga.

The Frustration Of The Day …?

Master? You know that I formatted and posted in the main site, but! The rest of the day I spent in Photoshop. I did not accomplished much today. It was rather a blah day. No one called or came. But You know all about it.

  • The Internet is down.
  • No much I can do without it.
  • I will now head for bed on Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 10:02 pm
  • Hope You bless me with sleep.
  • You blessed me with sleep on and off until 5 am this morning.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 5:59 am.

End Of This Trying Month …

Master? Thank You for overcoming this world’s trying times for me. I do not feel too good this morning. Nothing hurts, only tired of the same from this so loved word of Yours. But You know it, and?

  • My hope is set on You to change if nothing else my attitude even more than what You already changed it.
  • Your words in John 15 come to mind.

Quote:

John 15:1-2 AMPC+

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser.

Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit. End of quote.

Thank You. How Encouraging Your Words Ring In My Hearing …?

Why do I get so despondent? Because I look to people and things to please me instead of whatever I am supposed to do to abide in You, but!

  • I am so glad for my Father’s pruning shears!
  • They landed on me
  • No one came or called.
  • No goodies to satisfy my pleasure.
  • No much progress with my graphic’s skill.
  • Nothing worked yesterday as opposed to the day before.
  • The day before? Up in the clouds of laughter and fun!
  • Company came.
  • In good terms with Ahmad.
  • Ah! It felt so good!
  • But this morning? Blah!
  • Guess what? I beginning to feel better already, why?
  • You quickened me to check the response to the latest post.
  • The latest post? Excellent response.
  • Wow! Better fruit and more and richer and more excellent fruit than before.
  • Much encourage to head and publish the Part 2 of the previous post in the rest of the sites.

The Latest Post? Excellent Response? …

It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 10:24 am. Master? You know how I wonder why You let me see the excellency of the response to what You have me to post.

  • I wonder when I happen to see the multitude of followers of most posts at large, but!
  • What I post? Maybe a few at the most.
  • Sometimes? Maybe one or two.
  • Even so? My sense is as if thousands have responded.
  • I get to wonder and ponder.
  • Will I ever learn?
  • Why wonder why?
  • Snip! Snip! The Father’s shears clip! Clip!
  • But then when the clipping ends?
  • The Song of Solomon the pain as well to end.
  • O what a blessed song to my heart You sing!
  • Not a human being. To heal. To comfort?
  • Not a thing. Nothing at all can healing and comfort bring.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. End of quote.

Yes! I Have Come Away With You! No Regrets! No Turning Back …?

So much of Your doings and Your words I do not understand, and I wonder, but! Your passionate love for me along Your whole creation? No need to understand. Only need? Experience.

  • Thus? You have brought me back to the December 2020 experience of Your love.

Quote:

Things Are Just Things We Should Fling, But! …

But Things Are The Thing That Consumes And Devours From Within.

Is There Hope? O My Master! Is There Hope In You Not In Things …

From my within? It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 10:19 pm. I just woke up. Not much response to today’s post. Why?

Am I Faulting To Convey The Thing From Within To Your Kingdom Portray? …

Is there a lurking lust for the things in my way to convey Your way without delay? Mercy! Search me! O search me to see is there is such wicked thing in my within!

  • Then? I plead with much speed I plead remove from my within such wicked thing.

Only You. You Alone With The Power To Remove Or …?

To remove or to install anything in our within stall. What is the use for me to tell and tell and tell and try my power to sell any line that only You can define?

What Quicken To Me This Line Of Lustful Thought …

The headlines rampart online proclaiming this thing that we must fling, but! It is one thing to talk about anything against the experience of such a thing. For it is written, quote:

1 Corinthians 4:20 AMPC+

For the kingdom of God consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul).

O Man! Master? What Is It That Quickens Me To Check My Own Within …?

“Not what, My child but Who? Who quickens you to check your own within? I am the One.”

  • Back to bed at 11:22 pm on Sunday, December 20, 2020.

Well? O My Master? You Knew I Was So Tired That I Could Not Concentrate, So …?

You sent me back to bed. It is now Monday, December 21, 2020 at 4:50 am. You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I woke up from my activity during the last part of those sleeping hours. Your message?

Eating my favorite broiled fish with my favorite people in my favorite places.

No kidding! What is that You are telling me?

My request? To search my within if there be a wicked thing in my within.

My lurking fear? Am I waiting to be complete with Your blessings or alone with Thee?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Why did I created that one human being to multiply, replenish the earth, and become My cherished family? Ah! My precious greatly beloved woman child of mine, how immensely you please and delight My heart! Absolutely no need to fear! Your love is crystal pure. My blessings shall never in any way shape or form mar the purity of that love I have instilled in your within. Nothing. Nor anything shall ever in your without or your within come to be in between Me and thee.”

Wow! Goofy Me. Always Looking Backwards Instead Of Forwards, But! …

Thank Goodness! You get my attention in forward gear not to fear. It is now almost daybreak. Soon as the sun makes its day debut?

  • I’ll have a good talk with my avocado trees with this good news in Your reply; for it applies for them to shoot out those blooms announcing the avocados in my seed grown avocado trees.
  • You see, my Master? On the grounds of Your words in the Book of Malachi I am proving You.
  • You have accepted all the tithes and more from me into Your store house within and without my being.
  • I have kept nothing. Zilch! And now?

Malachi Is The Reality Thing Without And Within! Wow! …

Quote:

Malachi 3:8-18 AMPC+

Will a man rob or defraud God? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve God, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test God, they escape [unpunished].

The Book Of Remembrance …?

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves God and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Master? You Know How Full I Am With All That Goes On …

It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 4:22 pm. I am so full that I do not think I could handle any company today. I don’t even wish for Ahmad’s company. What’s the use?

  • A repeat of all our antics and no change.
  • I had enough. I am full!
  • But You are in control.
  • To You I trust my all.
  • You are here with and for me.
  • I am not alone.
  • I wait and hope on You with the patience and composure You have invested upon me.
  • Thank You.

Yeah. I Am Waiting For You To Supply The Impossible With Man …?

As I am expecting for You to supply avocados from my seed grown avocado trees, I am expecting for You to supply enough monies to install an air conditioner and to insolate the walls in the apartment.

  • Those two things?
  • I am told that seed grown avocados do not produce avocados.
  • That is an impossible with man.
  • Then? Monies for the air conditioner and the walls?
  • They are threatening that my stimulus check might not be issued.
  • Another impossible with man.
  • And the best I am waiting for?
  • My children to join with me in this forsaken land.
  • Impossible!
  • But with You? All things are possible.
  • I wait.
  • How long? As long as You deem necessary for me to wait.

Love Is Conditional! …

Master? Let me not fool myself anymore. This fad going on about unconditional love has its own ‘conditions’. The thing has gone viral because it is an excuse to do and live without restrain of any kind.

  • You know how troubled I am with all that goes on.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 11:32 pm.
  • This day, this month? Gone!
  • Wow! I just now realizing my Diana’s birthday!
  • I’ll work of a birthday card for her, but?
  • I can’t think what to create.
  • I wait for Your inspiration.
  • Perhaps the best thing to do right now is to head for bed.
  • Hope for You blessings.

Your Blessings Are A Reality …?

Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 5:52 am. Sixty years have gone by since I held my first-born beauty on my chest right on top of my heart.

On her Birthday I wrote:

You were born to lead not to follow. Unique and heavy calling. In Montessori school they call it, Unable to follow instructions. No wonder. You were born to give not to follow such dumb human’s instructions for the most.

Alright! That was the message in graphics. Now? The following is the amazing revelation to lift us all up from the trying times that we are going through. Have the best among your birthdays rest.

  • On the hour for this record, I have a double five followed by the number two.

What does it mean, my Master? …

  • Quotes from NUMBERS – GEMATRIA. The Design of Scripture by Brad Scott.

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. Wow! For the number 5! …

The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

The Number Two – Division. It Must Take Place To Begin Afresh …?

I hope that I have established the background and use of the number one and it’s meaning of unity. While ‘one’ denotes ‘how many’ and defines the base nature of ‘Elohiym, the number two takes on a significant difference. Two implies that there is ‘another’. Sometimes this is good, but most of the time it is evil and divisive. The number two is the first number by which division begins to take place and is the first whole number that can be divided. (We are not going to work with fractions here.) Thus, the idea of division will generally be attached to this number.

Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion. In the beginning YHVH created two things, the heaven and the earth. Rabbinic literature and the Hebrew thinking process have generally agreed that YHVH has planned from the beginning to make heaven and earth one, and in agreement. This truth becomes evident in many places, not the least of which is in Mattityahu 6:10:

“Thy kingdom come, thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.”

On This Most Especial Day The Dreams In 2020 Are Beginning To Make Sense …?

“Thy kingdom come, thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.” Has been the theme for this 2021 year that we are living in. Last night?

  • I intended to create a card for my Diana, but I could not figure out what to create. This morning?

Wow! It Came To Me. Use The Graphics You Have Been Working On Lately …

What? Why not? Show me the way my Master, here I am. So? I began with the meaning of the numbers.

  • While searching for that meaning?
  • I came across the dream of a dancing number 200.
  • Now? It came to me how to include the record of such important message in that dream in my birthday gift to my Diana.
  • On to the task waiting on You while I compose.
  • I will need to use more than one graphic.
  • It just came to me to send the graphics plus a copy of this entry.

Quoting The December 2020 Message In A Dream …

Much Activity Went On In Those 8+ Hours Of Sleep …

Master? I trust You to lead me in the recalling the activity that went on while I slept.

First, I recollect attempting to restore the old site. Then I found myself among many people with someone who led me to a place.

That is kind of fussy recollection but then?

Kind of fussy as well I found myself by the elevator in a building among many people.

Next? Quite vivid!

The number 200 written in small letters dancing all over!

Me? Trying to get a hold of it. I woke up.

You Woke Me Up To Look For The Meaning Of Number 200.

Friday, December 11, 2020 at 8:09 am.

The Message …?

Wow! What a message! You will modify the description to Your meaning. For the wording of such description is not to Your approval.

  • Your instructions for that matter and for a fresh start are beginning to penetrate my being.

The Words Used By The Psychics Like Energy, Vibration, And So Far …

Those are words referring to the number as if numbers are our source for our existence. Not so, but!

  • As I read such descriptions You led me to replace those words with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number.

What A Unique Day Yesterday Was! …

I spent the whole day illustrating, searching, reflecting, and enjoying Your peace and undeniable unbroken companionship while going crazy thinking it was Thanksgiving Day.

 The main thing? You Gave Me Your Meaning Of The Dream …

Saturday, December 12, 2020 at 4:42 am.

The following meaning is a modification of the meaning from a psychic’s site.

  • His take on the meaning of the 200 number is much detailed and longer than what You have led me to include in Your meaning.

Quote:

The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number.is a composite containing the ideas of:

Coexistence

Relationships

Wholeness

Diplomacy

Comprehensiveness

Companionship

Teamwork

The list contains key words that each represent an aspect of the essence of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number. Additional key terms would be inclusiveness, infinite potential, and a sense of all that is.

Meanings of the number 200 are interpretations in relation to what it applies to, or the situation or circumstances where the number occurs.

The house or company or area with the number 200 as part of its name or address, or one that calculates to an intrinsic number 200, would be permeated with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number essence such as a strong relationships and a teamwork ethic.

The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented by the number 200 resonates with companionship and infinite possibilities.

Imagine two people standing on the crest of a hill, looking out into the cosmos, being aware of infinite possibilities for the two of them together, and you are in position to grasp the essence of an aspect of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented by the number 200.

The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number also has other aspects, diplomacy being one.

There is a sense of connection or coexistence with all that is.

A person expressing The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love has a need to be with someone, to coexist. Relationships are comforting — any relationship where roles are understood and accepted, be it social, career, personal, or other type of relationship. There is a sense of wholeness and infinite potential. The person generally has a good sense of diplomacy and skills or talents related to conflict resolution.

Meanings of the number 200 are interpretations of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number. What it represents in relation to what it applies to, or the situation or circumstances where the number occurs.

The house or company or area with the number 200 as part of its name or address, or one that calculates to an intrinsic number 200, would be permeated with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love such as a strong relationships and a teamwork ethic.

Imagine a relationship of coexisting with others, being imbued with the essences of companionship and diplomacy. You are a team member skilled in maintaining smooth, comfortable understanding and stress-free interaction among members. You solve any friction quickly and effectively to the full satisfaction of all affected parties. When you are by yourself, you feel an urge to seek interaction with another, or at the least be present with another. You have an inherent proclivity for dealing with people in a sensitive and effective way.

My Precious Child, That’s My Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love Represented In The 200 Number Now Engraved Within You …

Alright Vieja Segunda! What’s good for the goose is good for the gander. This is the best that the Father’s Spirit gave me to share with you on this most especial 60th birthday of yours in 2021.

  • The year 2020 was the year to end our fears.
  • The year 2021 is the year to fearless begin the last cycle of our time as we know it.

As He engraved it all within me? May He engrave it all in you.

Have a blessed one!

Lov, mom.

All Done. Now I Wait For Her Response …

I slept for a couple of hours before I sent the message to Diana. It is now Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 2:43 pm. I finally got to talk to Diana.

  • Ahmad came this morning with bread for my breakfast.
  • It is now Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 6:30 pm.
  • My little friend just brought me a pot of soup.
  • I will not have any visitors today.
  • They called to tell me they will come tomorrow.
  • I am so glad that I am no longer pinning for company or waiting for things that I think I need.
  • I am content and satisfied at last.
  • All fears? Disappeared!
  • This time? You are demonstrating Your work within me to my own self.
  • How effective are Your ways!
  • Somehow? Though that I am hoping for money to come tomorrow, I am not anxious about it.
  • I am simply grateful for Your special blessings of today.
  • But I have not heard from Denise since last February.
  • Her phone number and email address have disappeared from my contacts.
  • Even so? I am not anxious or worried about it.
  • You remain in control of it all for sure and forever.
  • Perhaps I should go to bed and quit looking for replies?
  • It is only 7:26 pm. Hopefully You bless me with sleep to forget it all for a couple of hours.
  • I’ll do.

Thank You For Sleep. My Unfounded Suspicious? Gone! …

Master? Now I know Your purpose for allowing all the evil intruding to disturb my wellbeing. No kidding! To dream of intrudes breaking in my home to steal my computer is nothing else but my ugly past threatening to destroy my present.

Ha! In Vain The Evil Threats! This Little Light Of Mine? I’m Going To Let It Shine …?

O my Master! For certain? It is NOT my faith! It is all YOUR FAITHFULNESS! Living in Your Presence? Learning to discern! What am I talking about?

  • Discernment? What does it mean?
  • Dictionary quote:

dis·cern·ment  (dĭ-sûrn′mənt)

n.

  1. The act or process of exhibiting keen insight and good judgment.
  2. Keenness of insight and judgment.

Ha! Keen Insight and Good Judgment …?

Master? Do I have keen insight and good judgment? Numerous people tell me in reproach or approval that I have all the answers. The truth? I do, but! I have not known until now why or how. Talk to me, my Master. I need to hear You.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? For sure, I have gifted discernment to you over and above other human beings for the good purpose that I have created you to be. What is My purpose to gift discernment to you? My precious child, in My time and at My discretion, I called you into My service to fulfill My purpose for your creation.

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Let’s continue:

Unto You I Bring All My Frustrations …?

  • Master? It is now Friday, April 2, 2021 at 9:29 pm.
  • You know how I spent the day.
  • I need to pickup the thread, but I am tired.
  • Besides, I cannot connect to work.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Hope You bless me with sleep.
  • Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 12:54 am.
  • Connection no good. Back to sleep.
  • I did not go back to sleep.
  • I have not received my stimulus check.
  • Have been trying to find out why to no avail.
  • It is now Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 2:30 am.

Master? Help! Unless You Intervene …?

I cannot stop my fear that I might not get that money. I cannot stop hoping for it to materialize. I need You. You are my Provider. You have Your good reason for the delay. I wait on You to show me that reason if You so deem to do.

  • In the meantime?
  • I pray for sleep.
  • I pray to wake up refresh and ready to continue the task You have assigned to me, and?
  • I pray to forget about the extra money.
  • You know the money available now is not enough to cover my expenses.
  • But You command me to be satisfied with what You provide.
  • So? That is what I am praying for.
  • I am praying to give me the power to quit looking for more than You provide for me.
  • Thank You.

No Use For Retaliation …?

Sure! O my Master! The constant lack of change and broken promises hurt and make me angry, but! You command me not to return evil for evil; to bless those who hurt me.

  • It is now Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 9:16 am.
  • Ahmad promised to come early this morning, but he is not here yet.
  • Not only that but he was to get my supplies today but now he tells me he will get those tomorrow.
  • I had it my Master! You know it.
  • Help!
  • Thank You.

Wow! Your Instructions Came Right Out Of My Own Mouth …?

What a relief! So? That is the reason why You have caused the delay for that check. I read earlier that a new round of checks will be in the bank of this weekend. I expect rather? I sense You will release that money today or tomorrow for sure.

Ahmad Came And Went. All Turned Out The Best …?

He came carrying a bag asking me to look at his eyes. He started out complaining about his eyes. I responded, “It is not just your eyes! It’s your mind and your head! You get the biggest pleasure in making me angry, but it is not going to work anymore!”

  • Ha! His face lit up with smile!
  • From there on we engaged in one of the best exchanges we ever had.
  • All about the reason for the stimulus check delay.
  • Amazing! We had planned to spend that money on the AC plus a couple of other things I had wanted.
  • Just to install the AC would have taken most of the money and then what?
  • Back to agonize how to make it for the rest of the month!
  • Repeat! Repeat! Repeat now halted!
  • He said, “I’ll install the AC for you!”
  • I said, “NO! You need to get the necessary tools to fix this apartment yourself because we have wasted a lot of money on workers that have done a lousy job and the apartment still not fixed! That will not cost too much; the rest of that money we need to save it to make it for the rest of this Corona virus crisis that we are going through! From here on if I must do without all those things that I think I need including especial food I will do without before I let you scrounge for money to satisfy my demands. That is the way it HAS to be. The change begins with me!”

Number 7 Meaning Completeness And Rest. Indeed! …?

Amazing! Finally! You are never late nor tardy. Once You delivered me from my obsession with spending money that I do not have? Presto! My check shall deposited next Wednesday the 7th. You certainly do marvelous things with the 7 number.

  • It is now Sunday, April 4, 2021 at 2:39 am.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 12 am is coming 4 days
  • Wednesday: the 4th day of the week.
  • April: the 4th month of the year.
  • Number 7: You do wonders all over the earth with number 7.
  • Sunday, April 4, 2021 at 2:54 am. Bed?

Well? O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …?

From day first of this 4th month of 2021, You have amazed me with such special blessings. But yesterday? The best! Victory over my financial mishandling! And?

Today? Victory Over The Enemy’s Physical Attempt To Harm Me …?

No kidding! From the moment I woke up until I laid down to sleep? The enemy harassed me big time. First thing? I burned my breakfast and broke another favorite coffee mug of mine. The worst?

  • I let what I thought to be a boy to come in my roof to retrieve the kite I saw hanging by the rail.
  • What I thought to be a boy turned out to be an evil girl.
  • This girl insisted that I let her climb up the roof above my apartment.
  • I refused. She kept insisting. I made her leave but she grabbed my door handle refusing to leave.
  • The whole incident wound up on that girl scratching my right hand and breaking my skin.
  • That throwed me into fear!
  • But I trusted such fear under Your feet before I went to sleep.

Ha! Your Response? A Warning To Ahmad That Landed On His Within For Good …?

It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 8:55 am. Ha! I see the number 8 followed by the 5 twice. Amazing how You are putting all incidents in place from the past up to yesterday.

Master? I Can Feel My Insides Turning, Why? …

I don’t know why but I don’t have to know. You know. I wait on You. For sure You will show me the why of all happenings as You see fit to do.

  • I was wrong thinking that Yazeed had connected with You.

My Earnest Supplication O My Master! …?

Forgive our foolishness and set our minds on Your will not in our minds. We continue to make fun of all the warnings You send our via the good and bad that comes our way.

  • I was wrong thinking You had reached Ahmad’s inner man.
  • His actions today proved me wrong.
  • Help me O my Master help me!
  • How can I overcome the nasty blow of today?
  • Unless You intervene there is no hope for us.
  • Deliver us from our own selves.
  • Deliver us from bragging or boasting or talking or writing about oneself or something related to oneself in a proud or self-admiring way.
  • That is what we do naturally.
  • But only You can set us strait.
  • No self-induced method or routine can deliver us.
  • You alone are able and willing to deliver and empower us to abide in You.
  • Have mercy my Master and help us quit our usual ways.
  • But I know that is what You are doing.

How Long, O Master? …

Psalms 13:1-6 AMPC+

To the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David. HOW LONG will You forget me, O Master? Forever? How long will You hide Your face from me?

How long must I lay up cares within me and have sorrow in my heart day after day? How long shall my enemy exalt himself over me?

Consider and answer me, O Master my Yah; lighten the eyes [of my faith to behold Your face in the pitchlike darkness], lest I sleep the sleep of death,

Lest my enemy say, I have prevailed over him, and those that trouble me rejoice when I am shaken.

But I have trusted, leaned on, and been confident in Your mercy and loving-kindness; my heart shall rejoice and be in high spirits in Your salvation.

I will sing to the Master, because He has dealt bountifully with me.

Yes! You Have Dealt Bountifully With Me …?

And though my insides turn and churn? My gaze is set on You forever never to return or turn back, because You have dealt bountifully with me.

  • And so you are doing with each one of your children individually, so?
  • I continue with my prayer and supplication in Psalms 9.

I Will Recount Your Wonderful Deeds

Psalms 9:1-20.

To the Chief Musician, or to You my Master; a Psalm of David and now a Psalm of thiaBasilia You are inscribing in my inner man for all practical purposes.

I WILL praise You, O Master, with my whole heart; I will show forth (recount and tell aloud) all Your marvelous works and wonderful deeds!

I will rejoice in You and be in high spirits; I will sing praise to Your name, O Most High!

When my enemies turned back, they stumbled and perished before You.

For You have maintained my right and my cause; You sat on the throne judging righteously.

You have rebuked the nations, You have destroyed the wicked; You have blotted out their name forever and ever.

The enemy have been cut off and have vanished in everlasting ruins, You have plucked up and overthrown their cities; the very memory of them has perished and vanished.

But the Master shall remain and continue forever; He has prepared and established His throne for judgment. [Heb_1:11]

And He will judge the world in righteousness (rightness and equity); He will minister justice to the peoples in uprightness. [Act_17:31]

The Master also will be a refuge and a high tower for the oppressed, a refuge and a stronghold in times of trouble (high cost, destitution, and desperation).

And they who know Your name [who have experience and acquaintance with Your mercy] will lean on and confidently put their trust in You, for You, Master, have not forsaken those who seek (inquire of and for) You [on the authority of Your Word and the right of their necessity]. [Psa_42:1]

Sing praises to the Master, Who dwells in Zion! Declare among the peoples His doings!

For He Who avenges the blood [of His people shed unjustly] remembers them; He does not forget the cry of the afflicted (the poor and the humble).

Have mercy upon me and be gracious to me, O Master; consider how I am afflicted by those who hate me, You Who lift me up from the gates of death,

That I may show forth (recount and tell aloud) all Your praises! In the gates of the Daughter of Zion I will rejoice in Your salvation and Your saving help.

The nations have sunk down in the pit that they made; in the net which they hid is their own foot caught.

The Master has made Himself known; He executes judgment; the wicked are snared in the work of their own hands. Higgaion [meditation]. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]!

The wicked shall be turned back [headlong into premature death] into Sheol (the place of the departed spirits of the wicked), even all the nations that forget or are forgetful of the Almighty Creator of everything existent.

For the needy shall not always be forgotten, and the expectation and hope of the meek and the poor shall not perish forever.

Arise, O Master! Let not man prevail; let the nations be judged before You.

Put them in fear [make them realize their frail nature], O Master, that the nations may know themselves to be but men. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! End of quote.

  • Thank You for hearing and answering me as You have always done.
  • Even so?

Wonderful Deeds? Blessings In Disguise …?

It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 5:02 pm. The tears flow. The oppression from the enemy is not a light matter. But You are in control of the enemy no matter what or who the enemy uses to harm me. Psalms 42 comes to mind.

Quote:

Psalms 42:1-11. Modified to address my Yah personally.

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Yah.

My inner self thirsts for You, for the living Yahuwah, my Yah. When shall I come and behold Your face? [Joh_7:37; 1Th_1:9-10]

My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your God?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of God [like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song], with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in Yahuwah and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Yah.

O my Yah, my life is cast down upon me [and I find the burden more than I can bear]; therefore will I [earnestly] remember You from the land of the Jordan [River] and the [summits of Mount] Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring] deep calls to [roaring] deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet the Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Yah of my life.

I will say to Yah my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword [crushing] in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your God?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in Yahuwah and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Yah.

No Matter What? You Shall Not Abandon Me To My Own Devices …?

My mind is churning all kind of malevolent devices. But instead? I pray for blessings to the ones used by the enemy of our souls to hurt me. I am not fighting against flesh and blood. Thank You for hearing and answering my prayer.

O My Master! Am I Just Being Dramatic? …

Am I just getting all excited to get attention? Be it so, I beseech You my Master to remove that wicked thing from me. Otherwise? Show me the way You are leading me to go. Return unto me the joy of living in Your Presence.

  • It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 9:30 pm.
  • I don’t know what to do.
  • I have lost my appetite.
  • I cannot sleep.
  • The itching is ferociously attacking me.
  • And I cannot hear You.
  • That is my worst for the moment.
  • Once I hear Your loving voice all problems disappear.
  • I wait on You to deliver me from this predicament one more time.

Thank You. Your Faithfulness Is Simply Awesome! …?

It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 7:11 am. You continue to open my eyes and notice the numbers in the date and time. This time You letting me see the complete date and time not just the time. Let me see what You want me to see.

  • Tuesday, the 3rd day of the week.
  • April is the 4th month of the year.
  • The number 6, stands for Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.
  • 2021 composed of the number 20 and 21.
  • The number ‘twenty’ appears quite often in the scriptures. It seems to speak of redemption.
  • The Number 21 is composed of the number Twenty for redemption and the number one and its meaning of unity.
  • At 7:11 am. Meaning?

O My Master! How Real You Are! …?

This day is beginning with Your message in the date assuring me of what to expect from now on. How neat! I did not mean to record the date the way it is recorded. Your emphasis is clear.

  • Saturday stands as the number 7. The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • Emphatically the Number Twelve repeats many times for Governing Order and Rulership NOW set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well. All done by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for me and for all. Then?
  • The Number Twenty. The number ‘twenty’ speaks of redemption plus it is also twice the number 10. What follows?
  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to Your order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.
  • The number two – division.
  • Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery.
  • The number one and its meaning of unity.
  • The number two for division.
  • Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion.
  • In the beginning Almighty Yahuwah created two things, the heaven and the earth.
  • Then He divided the heaven and the earth.
  • All quoted leading to redemption.

The Sin Of Placing Man’s Ways Over Your Ways.

Also, from all quoted the quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.

  • The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery
  • Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery, but!

Israel’s Remnant Taunts Babylon …?

Quote:

Isaiah 14:3-32 AMPC+

When the Master has given you rest from your sorrow and pain and from your trouble and unrest and from the hard service with which you were made to serve,

You shall take up this [taunting] parable against the king of Babylon and say, How the oppressor has stilled [the restless insolence]! The golden and exacting city has ceased!

The Master has broken the staff of the wicked, the scepter of the [tyrant] rulers,

Who smote the peoples in anger with incessant blows and trod down the nations in wrath with unrelenting persecution–[until] he who smote is persecuted and no one hinders any more.

The whole earth is at rest and is quiet; they break forth into singing.

Yes, the fir trees and cypresses rejoice at you [O kings of Babylon], even the cedars of Lebanon, saying, Since you have been laid low, no woodcutter comes up against us.

Sheol (Hades, the place of the dead) below is stirred up to meet you at your coming [O tyrant Babylonian rulers]; it stirs up the shades of the dead to greet you–even all the chief ones of the earth; it raises from their thrones [in astonishment at your humbled condition] all the kings of the nations.

All of them will [tauntingly] say to you, Have you also become weak as we are? Have you become like us?

Your pomp and magnificence are brought down to Sheol (the underworld), along with the sound of your harps; the maggots [which prey upon dead bodies] are spread out under you and worms cover you [O Babylonian rulers].

How have you fallen from heaven, O light-bringer and daystar, son of the morning! How you have been cut down to the ground, you who weakened and laid low the nations [O blasphemous, satanic king of Babylon!]

And you said in your heart, I will ascend to heaven; I will exalt my throne above the stars of God; I will sit upon the mount of assembly in the uttermost north.

I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High.

Yet you shall be brought down to Sheol (Hades), to the innermost recesses of the pit (the region of the dead).

Those who see you will gaze at you and consider you, saying, Is this the man who made the earth tremble, who shook kingdoms?

Who made the world like a wilderness and overthrew its cities, who would not permit his prisoners to return home?

All the kings of the nations, all of them lie sleeping in glorious array, each one in his own sepulcher.

But you are cast away from your tomb like a loathed growth or premature birth or an abominable branch [of the family] and like the raiment of the slain; and you are clothed with the slain, those thrust through with the sword, who go down to the stones of the pit [into which carcasses are thrown], like a dead body trodden underfoot.

You shall not be joined with them in burial, because you have destroyed your land and have slain your people. May the descendants of evildoers nevermore be named!

Prepare a slaughtering place for his sons because of the guilt and iniquity of their fathers, so that they may not rise, possess the earth, and fill the face of the world with cities.

And I will rise up against them, says the Master of hosts, and cut off from Babylon name and remnant, and son and son’s son, says the Master.

I will also make it a possession of the hedgehog and porcupine, and of marshes and pools of water, and I will sweep it with the broom of destruction, says the Master of hosts.

The Master of hosts has sworn, saying, Surely, as I have thought and planned, so shall it come to pass, and as I have purposed, so shall it stand.

That I will break the Assyrian in My land, and upon My mountains I will tread him underfoot. Then shall the [Assyrian’s] yoke depart from [the people of Judah], and his burden depart from their shoulders.

This is the [Master’s] purpose that is purposed upon the whole earth [regarded as conquered and put under tribute by Assyria]; and this is [His omnipotent] hand that is stretched out over all the nations.

For the Master of hosts has purposed, and who can annul it? And His hand is stretched out, and who can turn it back?

In the year that King Ahaz [of Judah] died there came this mournful, inspired prediction (a burden to be lifted up):

Rejoice not, O Philistia, all of you, because the rod [of Judah] that smote you is broken; for out of the serpent’s root shall come forth an adder [King Hezekiah of Judah], and its [the serpent’s] offspring will be a fiery, flying serpent. [2Ki_18:1, 2Ki_18:3, 2Ki_18:8]

And the firstborn of the poor and the poorest of the poor [of Judah] shall feed on My meadows, and the needy will lie down in safety; but I will kill your root with famine, and your remnant shall be slain.

Howl, O gate! Cry, O city! Melt away, O Philistia, all of you! For there is coming a smoke out of the north, and there is no straggler in his ranks and none stands aloof [in Hezekiah’s battalions].

What then shall one answer the messengers of the [Philistine] nation? That the Master has founded Zion, and in her shall the poor and afflicted of His people trust and find refuge. End of quote.

You have founded Zion, and in her shall the poor and afflicted of Your people trust and find refuge …?

So it is written, but! In the meantime? I suffer. The tears begin to flow again. Nothing makes sense. But then? All becomes as clear as the daylight.

It is totally amazing how You are piecing it all together …?

It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 1:01 pm. Ha! The message in the hour and minutes? The number 1 for Unity followed by zero for inclusive of another 1 meaning the necessity of Your United Body before Your return, and?

  • The reason and purpose for all the mysterious dreams, visions, and incidents happening up to the last 3 days.
  • It all coming up in the next post.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

The Greatest Counterfeit Skim Now Exposed …?

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My Master! This time? All the people shall know You mean business. You will restore us to the original intent for our creation!It is so written over and over. Covid-19? A time to turn our eyes to what and why is written whatever is written in the ancient Scriptures. Me? I am not telling anyone what to do or not to do. For I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I don’t understand anything at all. The truth? I do not write for myself. The Almighty Creator of my being is my Master. Every written line is and has been under His authority over me. • Whether people agrees, approves or not is no longer my concern. His approval or disapproval is my only concern. I leave it all into His hands. I mind to relax. To be still. To let go of it all. To wait however long it takes. Let His will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Well? Where Was I Before I Headed For Bed Last? …

It came to me to begin the posting since I posted last, and? After a few hours of working on the matter?

  • I was not sure of how I was dividing so much information into parts.
  • Even more, I sensed I was missing something.
  • I headed for bed, and?
  • As I laid down it came to me what I was missing.
  • Then? I slept until around 6 am.
  • It is now Sunday, May 23, 2021 at 9:00 am.
  • You quickened me to include the handwritten notes from the 10 days You separated me to be alone in Your Presence.
  • It is now Sunday, May 23, 2021 at 12:38 pm.
  • Most of the handwritten notes have already been recorded in an unpublished post.
  • All I need to do now is to prepare that post for publication.
  • I need to edit and add the days that are missing.
  • On to the task.
  • Lots to edit.
  • Slept for the last four hours.
  • Now? Sunday, May 23, 2021 at 11:43 pm.
  • Still tired.
  • Maybe I just don’t fancy having to do all that typing.
  • Help! My Master help!
  • My plants need water.
  • My floor needs cleaning.
  • I have washing to do, and?
  • I am just tired of the same all the time.
  • Writing and publishing the same subject for 30 somewhat years.
  • Same needs.
  • Same lacks.
  • Now I have it.
  • Now I don’t.
  • Never satisfied.
  • O but what a drag!
  • Mercy! O my Master! Count it not in Your anger.
  • You are so good to me.
  • No need to complain.
  • No room for all that bickering, but!
  • I am counting in Your mercy.
  • Will head back to bed now at 11:56 pm.
  • It’s now Monday, May 24, 2021 at 4:43 am.
  • I laid down pleading for mercy.
  • As I was making myself comfortable, I sensed like electricity running through my body.
  • You are healing my body, thank You I said within my head.
  • I drifted into sleep.
  • Next?
  • I can still feel his embrace, his strong little arms around my neck.
  • His parents in the kitchen to my left were from Germany.
  • He was blond and stocky little fellow who appeared dragging his little chair.
  • He came my way past to my back.
  • I hear his chair pushed away and felt those arms holding me so ever close to his heart.
  • I kept hollering, ‘Come to see! Come quickly! Come to see!’
  • Then I saw a little girl standing at my front.
  • Maybe around 5 or so years old.
  • Her dress was a plaid skirt, her hair was black.
  • And I woke up.
  • My eyes closed I began to see a new picture of my garden.
  • I saw. I reflected for a few minutes.
  • I sensed Your Presence so ever real.
  • I sat up on my bedside.
  • I fixed my hair.
  • All the time with the dream in my mind.
  • I looked at my feet and legs.
  • I felt no pain in my body.
  • You healed me came to mind.
  • I got up thinking to fix a cup of hot water.
  • Headed to the kitchen.
  • Turn on the kettle.
  • Used the toilet.
  • Washed my hands and face.
  • Turn off the singing kettle.
  • Next?
  • I came and recorded it all.
  • Now?
  • Sipping the hot water.

Master? In Awe I Remain Waiting On You …?

No rush to find the meaning of it all. No rush to go about my business. Calm. Composed. You know it.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

Germany? Blond and black hair babies. A mini chair. The hearty embrace. The urgency of my call for all to come and see.

I Need You Now, Right Now More Than I Ever Needed You Before …

What is next my Beloved Master? Your Presence is so ever real. Help me to bid Your will on the spot.

  • The dawn of this day is peeping in my window. Strange sounds as usual, but I hear the song of the dove in the distance.
  • I wait.
  • Go back to bed.
  • Cover myself while I wait on You.
  • I did and?
  • That was at 5:19 am.
  • I laid there making myself comfortable facing the clear skies.
  • I began to reflect.
  • It came to me that Germany reminds me of the holocaust.
  • Then it came to me that my sufferings are a tiny sample of the horrors of the holocaust.
  • It came to me how You are now letting me know my descendance from the holocaust victims.
  • I drifted into sleep.
  • Next? I was fixing a picture frame while I hear quite clear the voice from my Denise for the second time. She said,
  • “Mom, Cory needs help and I cannot go to him. Please go to help him yourself.”
  • I quit working on the frame.
  • Next? I began to wake up wondering about it.
  • Then? I got up. It came to me to check the emails.

Wow! Master? I Got It! I Just Got It …?

It is now Monday, May 24, 2021 at 9:02 am. The exact time in the hour and minutes that I got Your message.

  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • Zero it’s an all-inclusive number. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. Wow!
  • So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins.
  • The Number Two – Division. It Must Take Place To Begin Afresh.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?

  • My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
  • Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
  • Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.

The Fact?

No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!

  • If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
  • If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
  • You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
  • That, My child, will never ever happen.
  • No matter all in the human department?
  • I am sustaining you in My department.
  • Don’t you ever forget it!

Your Deciphering Of The Dream And Clear Instructions …

Furthermore? I must quit preparing the handwritten notes for publication for now. Instead?

  • I am to publish Your response to my complain of last night.
  • Leading Your precious children to the post You mean for me to publish today.

Who To Believe? Confusion Reigns For The Moment … – THE FAMILY-A-TRUE STORY (wordpress.com)

  • By far that post must be published by all means available to me at the moment.
  • Date and time? Monday, May 24, 2021 at 9:27 am.
  • On to the task.
  • The Internet quit on me.
  • It is now working on Tuesday, May 25, 2021 at 2:31 am.
  • Posting now.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Peace And Security In His Presence …Part 2

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My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

All Done In Part One! Breaktime! …

Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 12:08 pm. It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 10:45 pm. Master? Thank You. I remain in awe of Your doings. Little by little I am coming to terms with Your doings, and?

  • I head to Photoshop to illustrate.
  • That’s how I spent my whole afternoon.
  • Then? My friends came bearing gifts and good wishes for me.
  • By Your grace and favor we are overcoming the language barrier.
  • Thus, I am able to communicate Your love to them.
  • But then? I found out my stimulus check may not be issued.
  • Not certain why?
  • I spent a couple of hours on the phone discussing my financial circumstances.
  • Extremely drainage of my emotions.
  • Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:55 am. Bed? Finally!
  • You woke me up around 5 am.
  • AVG notice needed attention.
  • I can’t figure out the AVG set up.
  • Been trying to figure how to install AVG in my phone to no avail, why?
  • I need to remove the email set in the phone account because that email does not exist.
  • But I can’t figure it out.

Master? It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:18 am. Help!

I am very frustrated. You know it. What to do? How to illustrate part 2 of Peace And Security In His Presence …? I have spent lots of time illustrating the times of Noah. How to connect such illustration with part 2 of the post?

What Is Going On With Me My Master? …

In my heart there is peace and security. All things are coming together nicely, yet? I have this foreboding sense of something bothering me that I can’t figure out.

What Is It That I Fear, My Master?

What is threatening my inner peace and security? After the long discussion about my financial affairs earlier this morning I got a sense that this is a fear ingrained in the USA citizens for the comments made in that discussion.

  • Even so? You opened my mouth to speak truth boldly.
  • Perhaps such talk reach its mark.
  • I am so discouraged and frustrated that I can’t even hope that it did!
  • And the illustration? It just don’t hit the mark.
  • You know how the times of Noah are affecting me.
  • It is absolutely discouraging to see the multitude set in their willful ways.
  • I know that You are reaching many hearts but!
  • For the behavior of my children and my friends?
  • They seem to be oblivious unmindful of whatever You give to me.
  • They give no sign at all of repentance.
  • On the contrary, they seem to be confident in their own selves.
  • But You know all about it.
  • I wait for Your help.
  • It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 2:43 pm. Bed?
  • Thank You for helping me with sleep.
  • Slept until around 6 pm.
  • I feel good now on Monday, March 29, 2021 at 6:34 pm.
  • Frustration? Anger? Gone!
  • Ready to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • I know now how to connect it all.
  • The door opens!
  • Yazeed bearing especial makluba for Ms. Basilia.
  • We had a good visit.

Ha! All Of This Happenings Before I Get To Part 2 Of The Post …?

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 8:44 pm. Thank You for straitening my thinking. Your leading is impeccable. Besides all recorded above I need to include another record.

  • All of this needed to be air out before I continue with Part 2 of the previous post.

An Appropriate Excerpt To Include Before I Continue With Part 2 …

…. My Master? Dear readers, it is my hope for the Spirit of the Almighty Creator of our beings to touch your hearts & minds as He intents for these writings to do.

  • It is my hope for the Spirit to entice you to read the following lines and lift you up to the highest heaven for the Almighty to deal with you as He has dealt with me.
  • It happens to me the moment I read those words He gives for me to write and publish. It can happen to you. In the last post I was only quickened to remember the first of the verses quoted but!
  • Today I was quickened to read & post the whole passage to set it in our minds and hearts.
  • May it bless you all like it blessed me.

“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! No need! No need! No need for impossibilities! I am with you and for you. Have you forgotten? It is not your faith. It is My faithfulness. No need for you to imagine anything, to visualize and concentrate on the wanting’s of your carnal nature to make those materialize. No need to aspire to maximum goodness No one is good—not a single one.

I rain on the just and the unjust. I give and take at My discretion. I define all things. I set the times. I love and hate as it is fitting. No human or devil can figure Me out. All My doings do not meet the approval of human kind. Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory.

This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.” End of quote.

  • Unbelievable how things are developing for me. In awe of my master’s doings I will continue now with Part 2 of the previous post.

Here Is The Record Of The Greatest Moment In My Life …

Original Writing From My 2009 Journal …

Saturday, May 13, 2017 at 10:01 am

His work in me caused me to be in He! That’s not grammar! That’s rhymer! A record about one of the former ‘gods’ I used to follow after and how You set me free to follow only Thee.

  • Funny, funny thing. Father always does this to me to set me free.
  • Yes, when the attacks of insanity in my past flare up?
  • Presto! He sends my way one of His trusted ones.
  • Yedidah is one of His trusted ones.

What’s the deal with Yedidah and me? …

At first, Yedidah was not a household word. She was very private. But one or two of her long letters got to us, one of my daughters and I. We were so impressed! We hunted until we got a hold of her URL, her private email, and got on her email list.

  • From there on Yedidah became my ‘god’. What do I mean? I don’t know how to explain it. I still have that something for whoever is kindred on what Father gives to me.
  • I write whatever the Spirit of our Father gives to me. Sometimes, no sooner I finish the writing as if per magic there comes an email. Or an article. Or a person. Either or all talking or writing the same thing!
  • When I began to receive Yedidah’s Newsletter, unconsciously, I began to depend on Yedidah’s letters for confirmation of whatever the Spirit was giving to me at any given time.
  • It was uncanny. People began to think of me as ‘copying’ Yedidah’s letters and pretending to be Yedidah. I did not know that. I was just delighted to have a kindred spirit! In my enthusiasm I thought Yedidah was really interested in me. Until…
  • The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.
  • The Sukot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with bated breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!
  • “There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”
  • If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?
  • I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”

Most especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).

The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.” End of quote.

  • Dear Reader, that was the end of my chasing gods, but! The beginning of this supernatural life that I now live! Can you imagine my surprise of last night?
  • Searching my files of 2007 for the day when Father delivered me from mental insanity, my search was in vain. Somehow that entry can no longer be found, but!
  • I bumped into other interesting writings until I read,

PREPARING FOR THE INEVITABLE

Practical Lessons in Enduring and Overcoming

Automatically, I clicked and began to read. I recognized Yedidah. Hum! I thought and kept reading the amazing overview of the state & condition of all the people in the world.

  • Quite an accurate piece of information. Again, something I been writing about from day one.
  • She writes about how there are not many humans that scare Satan regardless all the goodness and beauty of human love and religious practices in the world.

But Then, She Came To The Piece That Applies To Me Verbatim! …

I can hardly read it for the tears of joy flowing from my lachrymal. This is what the Spirit within me wanted to whisper in my heart to lift me up and comfort me amid this trial I am going through.

  • That was a trial with the fund raising and no financial support from a single soul similar to what I am going through at the present now in 2021.
  • Even Ahmad has been losing hope somehow! Why?
  • All we hear is the chanting in our ears from Satan himself,
  • “Just as well give up! You are crazy! Whoever hear of anyone dishing money to the likes of you?”
  • On and on the chanting goes!

Now? Let Satan Chant And Ramble To Disassemble What You My Master Are For Us Assembling …

Now, even today on Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 8:34 am Satan is EXPOSED big time! HE IS TERRIFIED with my presence on his turf!

  • Dear Reader, here is the fact of my present stand in the sight of the Almighty as well as in the sight of many who are experiencing this me that Father has made for Him to be.
  • Perhaps Father can wet your appetite to taste of His mercy not just to me, but to all in His image created to be.

Who Are These People Who Bring Terror To The Very Heart Of Satan Himself?

  • These are those who know Yahuweh, and Yahuweh knows them–intimately. They have no fear—they obey Him without questions. They are empowered with His might, enveloped by His Spirit inside and out. They move at His command, and His authority backs their words and their deeds. They have the mind of a bond-slave, yet are His best friends.
  • These are the people of Daniel 11:32 that do “exploits” in the face of the anti-messiah.
  • These are His 100-fold who have left all to follow Him. (Mark 4:8)
  • These are the marked set-apart ones, who live their faith every second of every day—totally dependent on Him for everything.
  • These know His Word and are covered by His presence.
  • These are those He trusts to do whatever He asks for the defeat of the enemy. Into the mouths of this set-apart remnant is the very authority and Word of Elohim, spoken through them to defeat and conquer and overcome “all the ability of the enemy”. (Luke 10:19) This is His victorious end-time “Bridal Company”—His Beloved.
  • These are those who are passionately in love with Him—who have zeal for the focus of His heart.
  • These are not afraid of anyone or anything—their only fear is to lose their intimacy with Him.
  • These are the marked ones—the ones of Revelation 22:3-5.
  • These have been reserved for this last generation – for their power and authority exceeds any other group that has ever lived.
  • They are “bold as a lion”—yet are humble and pure and gentle and kind as a little child. As in Zechariah 3:2, His Name in their mouth carries exceeding power to stop the enemy and bring his plans to nothingness. How can He trust them with such power? — Because He has trained them Himself of their lives, and tested them thoroughly, and brought them through the fires of purging, and they have come out as liquid gold—so pure that He can see His reflection in them. They have proven themselves faithful, and He trusts them. It is to these that the highest reward goes, which is to be in His presence forever—never having to leave His side.
  • These are the ones of the assembly of Philadelphia in Revelation 3:7-13.
  • These are the ones of Revelation 14:1-5—they are “virgin” (pure) and not defiled with the world (pictured by the great whore of Babylon—Revelation 17), and are “blameless” before His throne. He can trust them, because He’s tested them. They know His voice from constant interaction with Him. He communicates with them daily. They have one focus and one only—to please the One they love. To these go the gift of His presence, both now and forever.
  • These are the ones of Luke 18:28-30, who have totally died to self, so that His life might be manifested through them. They are humble, contrite and child-like. Satan fears these above all things—for they are an extension of Yahuweh Himself.
  • These move in the gifts (I Corinthians 12:4-11) of the Spirit of Yahuweh, totally under His control as He wills—the word of wisdom, the word of knowledge, special miracle-working faith, gifts of healings, the operation of miracles, prophecy, the discernment of spirits, different languages of men and angels, and the interpretation of these languages. They operate in the “greater works” that Messiah promised to His servants: John 14:12. They know His voice, and a stranger they will not follow. They are impossible to deceive—even though the enemy tries his best.

Yet, this elite company must go through the trials and pressures of the tribulation just like everyone else. His love remains upon them and He never leaves them, but they suffer greatly at what they see—and can do nothing about. They grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.  They can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see their family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is their greatest suffering.  

John 15:18-21: “If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you.  If you were of the world, the world would love its own.  But, because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, for that reason the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, `A servant is not greater than his master’. If they persecuted Me they shall persecute you, too. If they have guarded My Word, they would guard yours also. But, all this they shall do to you, because of My Name, because they do not know Him who sent Me”. End of quote.

O My Father! What A Gift! …

And You sent it to me on this Shabbat via Yedidah. Amazing! Seven perfect years of testing before You would present to me Your servant Yedidah on Your terms not mine.

  • A sad note that could turn into a joyful one should Yedidah read these lines. Like myself, many of Yedidah’s followers have made a ‘god’ out of her, regardless of her pleas not to do so. Should Yedidah not heed the warning in Daniel 11 she shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Quote:

Daniel 11:33-35

And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.

And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Creator’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Creator] appointed.

Behold! The Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All.

It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Father is working all things for my good and the good of all my concern and the good of all His children. I do not know when Father shall bring Yedidah into my life again, but! It never be the same as before.

  • All Scriptures coming to mind right now are quoted as follows:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love [for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him].

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance.

  • Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

1 Kings 3:5-15 AMPC+

In Gibeon the Master appeared to Solomon in a dream by night. And God said, Ask what I shall give you.

Solomon said, You have shown to Your servant David my father great mercy and loving-kindness, according as he walked before You in faithfulness, righteousness, and uprightness of heart with You; and You have kept for him this great kindness and steadfast love, that You have given him a son to sit on his throne this day.

Now, O Master my God, You have made Your servant king instead of David my father, and I am but a lad [in wisdom and experience]; I know not how to go out (begin) or come in (finish).

Your servant is in the midst of Your people whom You have chosen, a great people who cannot be counted for multitude.

So give Your servant an understanding mind and a hearing heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and bad. For who is able to judge and rule this Your great people? [Jas_1:5]

It pleased the Master that Solomon had asked this.

The Master said to him, Because you have asked this and have not asked for long life or for riches, nor for the lives of your enemies, but have asked for yourself understanding to recognize what is just and right,

Behold, I have done as you asked. I have given you a wise, discerning mind, so that no one before you was your equal, nor shall any arise after you equal to you.

I have also given you what you have not asked, both riches and honor, so that there shall not be any among the kings equal to you all your days.

And if you will go My way, keep My statutes and My commandments as your father David did, then I will lengthen your days.

Solomon awoke, and behold, it was a dream. He came to Jerusalem, stood before the ark of the covenant of the Master, and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings, and made a feast for all his servants.

1 Peter 2:1-10 AMPC+

SO BE done with every trace of wickedness (depravity, malignity) and all deceit and insincerity (pretense, hypocrisy) and grudges (envy, jealousy) and slander and evil speaking of every kind.

Like newborn babies you should crave (thirst for, earnestly desire) the pure (unadulterated) spiritual milk, that by it you may be nurtured and grow unto [completed] salvation, since you have [already] tasted the goodness and kindness of the Master. [Psa_34:8]

Come to Him [then, to that] Living Stone which men tried and threw away, but which is chosen [and] precious in God’s sight. [Psa_118:22; Isa_28:16]

Come and, like living stones, be yourselves built [into] a spiritual house, for a holy (dedicated, consecrated) priesthood, to offer up [those] spiritual sacrifices [that are] acceptable and pleasing to God through Yahushua Messiah.

For thus it stands in Scripture: Behold, I am laying in Zion a chosen, honored, precious chief Cornerstone, and he who believes in Him [who adheres to, trusts in, and relies on Him] shall never be disappointed or put to shame. [Isa_28:16]

To you then who believe (who adhere to, trust in, and rely on Him) is the preciousness; but for those who disbelieve [it is true], The [very] Stone which the builders rejected has become the main Cornerstone, [Psa_118:22]

And, A Stone that will cause stumbling and a Rock that will give [men] offense; they stumble because they disobey and disbelieve [God’s] Word, as those [who reject Him] were destined (appointed) to do.

  • But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a dedicated nation, the Master Creator’s own purchased, special people, that you may set forth the wonderful deeds and display the virtues and perfections of Him Who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light. [Exo_19:5-6]

Once you were not a people [at all], but now you are God’s people; once you were unpitied, but now you are pitied and have received mercy. [Hos_2:23]

1 Corinthians 10:5-33 AMPC+

Nevertheless, God was not pleased with the great majority of them, for they were overthrown and strewn down along [the ground] in the wilderness. [Num_14:29-30]

  • Now these things are examples (warnings and admonitions) for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as they did. [Num_11:4, Num_11:34]

Do not be worshipers of false gods as some of them were, as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink [the sacrifices offered to the golden calf at Horeb] and rose to sport (to dance and give way to jesting and hilarity). [Exo_32:4, Exo_32:6]

We must not gratify evil desire and indulge in immorality as some of them did–and twenty-three thousand [suddenly] fell dead in a single day! [Num_25:1-18]

We should not tempt the Master [try His patience, become a trial to Him, critically appraise Him, and exploit His goodness] as some of them did–and were killed by poisonous serpents; [Num_21:5-6]

Nor discontentedly complain as some of them did–and were put out of the way entirely by the destroyer (death). [Num_16:41, Num_16:49]

  • Now these things befell them by way of a figure [as an example and warning to us]; they were written to admonish and fit us for right action by good instruction, we in whose days the ages have reached their climax (their consummation and concluding period).

Therefore let anyone who thinks he stands [who feels sure that he has a steadfast mind and is standing firm], take heed lest he fall [into sin].

For no temptation (no trial regarded as enticing to sin), [no matter how it comes or where it leads] has overtaken you and laid hold on you that is not common to man [that is, no temptation or trial has come to you that is beyond human resistance and that is not adjusted and adapted and belonging to human experience, and such as man can bear].

But God is faithful [to His Word and to His compassionate nature], and He [can be trusted] not to let you be tempted and tried and assayed beyond your ability and strength of resistance and power to endure, but with the temptation He will [always] also provide the way out (the means of escape to a landing place), that you may be capable and strong and powerful to bear up under it patiently.

Therefore, my dearly beloved, shun (keep clear away from, avoid by flight if need be) any sort of idolatry (of loving or venerating anything more than God).

I am speaking as to intelligent (sensible) men. Think over and make up your minds [for yourselves] about what I say. [I appeal to your reason and your discernment in these matters.]

The cup of blessing [of wine at the Master’s Supper] upon which we ask [God’s] blessing, does it not mean [that in drinking it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the blood of Yahushua the Messiah? The bread which we break, does it not mean [that in eating it] we participate in and share a fellowship (a communion) in the body of Yahushua?

For we [no matter how] numerous we are, are one body, because we all partake of the one Bread [the One Whom the communion bread represents].

Consider those [physically] people of Israel. Are not those who eat the sacrifices partners of the altar [united in their worship of the same God]? [Lev_7:6]

What do I imply then? That food offered to idols is [intrinsically changed by the fact and amounts to] anything or that an idol itself is a [living] thing?

No, I am suggesting that what the pagans sacrifice they offer [in effect] to demons (to evil spiritual powers) and not to God [at all]. I do not want you to fellowship and be partners with diabolical spirits [by eating at their feasts]. [Deu_32:17]

You cannot drink the Master’s cup and the demons’ cup. You cannot partake of the Master’s table and the demons’ table.

Shall we thus provoke the Master to jealousy and anger and indignation? Are we stronger than He [that we should defy Him]? [Deu_32:21; Ecc_6:10; Isa_45:9]

All things are legitimate [permissible–and we are free to do anything we please], but not all things are helpful (expedient, profitable, and wholesome). All things are legitimate, but not all things are constructive [to character] and edifying [to spiritual life].

Let no one then seek his own good and advantage and profit, but [rather] each one of the other [let him seek the welfare of his neighbor].

[As to meat offered to idols] eat anything that is sold in the meat market without raising any question or investigating on the grounds of conscientious scruples, for the [whole] earth is the Master’s and everything that is in it. [Psa_24:1; Psa_50:12]

In case one of the unbelievers invites you to a meal and you want to go, eat whatever is served to you without examining into its source because of conscientious scruples.

But if someone tells you, This has been offered in sacrifice to an idol, do not eat it, out of consideration for the person who informed you, and for conscience’s sake—I mean for the sake of his conscience, not yours, [do not eat it]. For why should another man’s scruples apply to me and my liberty of action be determined by his conscience?

If I partake [of my food] with thankfulness, why am I accused and spoken evil of because of that for which I give thanks?

So then, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you may do, do all for the honor and glory of God.

Do not let yourselves be [hindrances by giving] an offense to the Jews or to the Greeks or to the church of God do not lead others into sin by your mode of life]; just as I myself strive to please [to accommodate myself to the opinions, desires, and interests of others, adapting myself to] all men in everything I do, not aiming at or considering my own profit and advantage, but that of the many in order that they may be saved. End of quote.

Well My Master? I Am Experiencing Now The Reality Of Those Clearly Written Words …?

Thank You. No amount of teaching, coaching, exhorting, schooling and so far, have ever accomplished such experience in all my born days.

What Am I Thinking Now In View Of All That You Have Given Me So Far? …

Now? I think You have finished with this matter I am to publish as soon as You see fit for me to do. But perhaps there could be more You wish to add to this long essay. I wait on You.

After Those Days, Says The Master …?

What days? You send me to Jeremiah 31, Isaiah 40, and Luke 3, but for a complete answer? You brought to my remembrance the words I recorded in 2012.

Excerpt. Quote:

…. Do you remember My words in May of 2012? Let me refresh those words for you and for all the readers—new & old of these posts,

….”For I will accomplish My purpose for your life even against your own thinking; for I am aware of your despairing thoughts & moments of doubts. And I am aware of your deepest longings. And I will reward you far above your highest expectations even before My return! For I will return soon and for that reason I am joining you all together; for you all are members of My body and I cannot return to disjointed body of Mine! So, take it to heart for My body will be completely joined to Me –the Head of My body before I return!”

O my Master! Those Are Your Words As You Reveal Yourself And The Meaning Of Your Written Words To Me …

Your Word is the authority clearly written in the Scriptures. And only You can apply that Word to me. In vain I tried in the past to apply and abide on those words, but!

  • What a difference it is now from those futile efforts of my past.

Tested. You Have Let Me Hear And Obey Your Voice From Constant Interaction With You …?

You communicate with me daily. You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life. My one focus and one only now? To please the One I love. Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.

You Are With And For Me. I Now Hear And Obey You Without Any Reservation At All …?

The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis and to respond to overcome all the inevitable affliction I must suffer for all Scriptures to be fulfilled.

  • Though I have quoted the following Scriptures many, many times? You quickening me to quote them once again to close this post.

Quote:

Jeremiah 31:33 AMPC+

But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Master, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their Father, and they will be My people.

Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Almighty.

Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Almighty! [Mar_1:3]

Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]

Luke 3:4-6  AMPC+

As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet, The voice of one crying in the wilderness [shouting in the desert]: Prepare the way of the Master, make His beaten paths straight.

Every valley and ravine shall be filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be leveled; and the crooked places shall be made straight, and the rough roads shall be made smooth;

And all mankind shall see (behold and understand and at last acknowledge) the salvation of the Almighty (the deliverance from eternal death decreed by the Almighty). [Isa_40:3-5]. End of quote.

  • The Internet is up. The signal to post on this Friday, March 26, 2021 at 1:31 pm.
  • Only I need to revise the illustration to include some of the words You quickened me lately before I post.
  • It is now Friday, March 26, 2021 at 6:36 pm.
  • O my Master! You know how bad I been feeling all day, but it got to be really bad a couple hours ago.
  • The weather is extremely cold.
  • I have no gas in the heater because we thought winter was over.
  • I became so cold I could not move.
  • I started to cry hoping that someone would come to help me.
  • I did not think my new friends would come because it was late, but!
  • Suddenly! They knocked. I opened the door.
  • They saw my predicament and began to help me cover up.
  • The two coming are one of the daughters of main mother and her niece.
  • This niece is thirteen years old.
  • She is extremely vivacious and crazy about me.
  • Anyhow they called home and told them I was cold and hurting.
  • The mother sent me a hood jacket she bought for me at the market yesterday I was told.
  • Only problem is a jacket with Christmas design.
  • They proceeded to dress me in it.
  • Then pronounced me beautiful.
  • I looked in the mirror and?
  • I look like Santa Claus! Hahaha!
  • But the thing is keeping me quite warm.
  • So no matter how I look, it is serving a good purpose.
  • Thank You my Master for sending me my new friends to help me out.

Friction Between Ahmad And Myself …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 4:03 am. I slept from 10 pm last night until 3:00 am this morning. Ahmad finally show up last night bearing supper for us.

  • But when he saw the food the girls brought to me, he became incense with anger.
  • But he did not utter a word.
  • He pulled the heater and connected the gas to turn on the heat.
  • When I tried to talk he told me he did not want to hear anything from me.
  • Then he proceed to setup the food for us to eat.
  • I started to say I was not hungry.
  • He exploded! And so did I!
  • Amazing! My explosion got his attention.
  • He came down.
  • I explained myself that I was not hungry but I will eat with him.
  • From there on all changed.
  • The words You wanted him to hear came out of my mouth with unbelievable power to arrest all the anger still assailing him because of the lot You have assigned to him to bring him into submission.

Submission! That Is The Purpose For The Evil You Deal To Us …?

What? Are You the cause of all the miseries we suffer? Indeed! Only we blame people or circumstances, leading us into strife, discord and feuds. Conflicts, quarrels, and fighting are the norm among us as written in James 4.

  • How clear our present predicament personally and globally is described in the book of James, but!
  • Somehow either we ignore or misinterpret the book to apply to others not to ourselves.
  • Even so? You are in control of it all.
  • And it is all recorded from the beginning to the end.
  • Only? We humans corrupt it all with our own understanding of such clearly written words.
  • And I am talking from my personal experience as a human being tested, smelted like silver or gold, corrected in the flames of afflictions only to emerged humbly submitted to the only One my heart desired in the long run.
  • Now You communicate with me daily.
  • You are the One I love and have been searching for all my life.
  • My one focus and one only now?
  • To please the One I love.
  • Thank You for the gift of Your Presence, both now and forever.
  • The following Scriptures confirm the words You speak to me on the daily basis.
  • This morning You are quickening me two more passages of Scripture to add to this post.
  • I thought I was to publish yesterday but it did not happen.
  • Now I know why?
  • The incident I just recorder needed to be included in this post.
  • When shall I publish? I wait.
  • The illustrations are still in question.
  • In the meantime?
  • Here are the two passages I am to quote.

Quote:

James 4:1-3 AMPC+

WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?

You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1Jn_3:15]

[Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures.

Remember Isaiah 45:7-25,

I form the light and create darkness, I make peace national well-being, and I create physical evil (calamity); I am Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Who does all these things. (Moral evil proceeds from the will of man, but physical evil proceeds from the will of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty).

Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of Almighty Yahuwah]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.

Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom_9:20]

Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?

Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?

I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.

I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.

Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely the Creator is with you, and there is no other, no Creator besides Him.

Truly You are a Mighty Creator Who hides Himself, O Mighty Creator of Israel, the Redeemer.

They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.

But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity.

For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, the Creator Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.

I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right.

Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.

Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other Creator besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous Mighty One—Creator and Savior; there is none besides Me.

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am the Almighty Creator, and there is no other.

I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance].

Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed.

In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.

Remembering Your Words Spoken To Me Several Times In The Past …?

Quote:

“My child, This is a matter out of man’s concept of My Being but! My time is set now to enlighten all. My love is infinitely higher than your concept of love. I am a Mighty One of justice. I will not deprive My children of any good thing. On the contrary, My aim is to establish My children for eternity.

Rejoice! I have given you the power to wait. To wait with patience & composure. I will not delay. I am always on time. Continue in the task I have given to you. Write & publish. I will do the rest.”

Unbelievable How Things Are Developing For Me.

I find myself in awe of my Master’s doings. His warning, “See, I have warned you beforehand” Yahushua lovingly informs us on what to expect on these times of Noah that we are going through. He told us then what is happening already.

  • I will continue to illustrate before I post. It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 12:44 pm. Don’t know yet when I will post. I wait on You.

Well? All Continues In Order Including My Thinking …?

It is now Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 5:15 pm. The Internet seems to be working. I will begin to format the post online. I wait on You for whatever comes next.

  • May Your will be done in the heart of each one of Your children.
  • So Your Kingdom can be established on Your recreated earth.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Set Things In My Mind To End And Close Part 2 of Previous Post.

It is now Monday, March 29, 2021 at 9:50 pm. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You. You are working all things for our good. You are never late nor tardy. I wait on You.

  • In the meantime? You are leading me to break before I continue for now.
  • That was last night.
  • You blessed me with a good night of sleep.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 9:43 am.
  • You woke me up around 7 am. Feeling good.
  • Ready to bid Your will on the spot.
  • Have been optimizing the illustration for this post.
  • Am I ready to post now? I wait on You.
  • On to revise content before I post.
  • All done! Lots of quotes, but!
  • Such is Your leading.
  • Let it all accomplish Your will and purpose for each one of Your children reading these lines.
  • Ready to post on Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 10:21 am.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

Peace And Security In His Presence …

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My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray. O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

  • I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
  • Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
  • Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
  • As per Your revelation it all got to do with the touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
  • Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
  • I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
  • Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
  • No matter.
  • Bless them to the max for their kindness to me despite the differences.
  • I beseech You to open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
  • Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
  • I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
  • All things are in order now.
  • Even so? I ask You to show me what to do when something goes out of order.
  • Photoshop crashed again.
  • Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
  • I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.

Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

Restart for AVG Monday, March 15, 2021 at 4:38 am. It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 7:25 am. Thank You for sleep. This is a new Today for me. You have set me free from my preoccupations about the safety of the computer.

  • You made it possible for me to purchase a one-year subscription to AVG for a 60% discount.
  • I am now safe and secured for a whole year.
  • What a blessing!
  • I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.
  • One more thing on the table though: The stimulus check.
  • I am hoping to get it this week.
  • It will be nice to get the few things I am missing.
  • Even so? I am not waiting for it to solve my problems at hand.
  • I am still waiting on our health to improve.
  • Both Ahmad and I are suffering, but!
  • Your grace and favor is sustaining us.
  • It is utterly amazing the way things are turning out for us.
  • I am in awe of Your doings.
  • Break for breakfast at 9:07 am on Monday, March 15, 2021.
  • I spent this day updating and cleaning the computer.
  • Around 2 pm I got under the covers hoping to sleep, but!
  • A knock at my door. Got up to check, and?

What A Surprise! You Sent Me The Family Across My Building! …

They came bearing good wishes to become my family. So now I have two families here. These are my first friends here in Amman. What a blessing! What do You have next for me?

  • I was so lonely earlier today.
  • Now? The loneliness is to be no more!
  • You are so good to me.
  • Thank You.

About Our Suspicions …

It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 5:18 pm. I have been reflecting on my own suspicions. What are suspicions? Mainly, suspicion is the act of suspecting. A belief without sure proof that something is wrong about someone or a situation.

  • Suspect, suspected, suspecting, suspects means:
  1. To consider (something) to be true or probable on little or no evidence: I suspect they are very disappointed.
  2. To have doubts about (something); distrust: I suspect his motives.
  3. To consider (a person) guilty without proof: The police suspect her of murder.

How This Matter Came To Mind Today? …

Well? O my Master! Still thinking on the matter of Good Behavior Must Emanate From Everything Beautiful That You Have Made. Now I know what You were leading me into.

  • For sure, I am beginning to see what You are seeing in me and in others.
  • On that moment I was beginning to feel awfully lonely., why?
  • I have not heard from my children for a while.
  • Have not heard or seen Ahmad for two days now.
  • It has been a beautiful sunny day, and?
  • I guess I miss sharing it with someone.
  • Sitting under the sun that day I was reflecting rather than lamenting.
  • So? I began to reconsider how my children, Ahmad and family, and so many others have bountifully bless and blessed me all of my life.
  • But then? At some point this morning, I began to think about the reasons I suspected my children and Ahmad were not in touch with me anymore.
  • WHAT?

Mercy! Mercy! Merc! My Master, Mercy I Cried! …

Those are just my suspicions! I have no proof for all to be the truth. In fact the evidence is the complete opposite of what I am suspecting to be their reason for their doings.

  • But then after my cry for mercy? You sent me the neighboring family.
  • How You are diffusing all my unfounded suspicions!
  • Bed 7:50 pm. Up at midnight.
  • I woke to an email from my Roxana.
  • I replied. I came to continue recording.
  • After all of these happenings?
  • You reminded me of my request earlier, quote:
  • “What do You have next for me?”

Yes Indeed! My Help Comes From You. Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

What marvels! Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments coms to mind. How appropriate. Hope for these lines to accomplish Your will for us all. Quote:

Isaiah 48:18. Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments! Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness [the holiness and purity of the nation] like the [abundant] waves of the sea.

Daniel 9:4. And I prayed to the Lord my God and made confession and said, O Lord, the great and dreadful God, Who keeps covenant, mercy, and loving-kindness with those who love Him and keep His commandments,

Daniel 9:5. We have sinned and dealt perversely and done wickedly and have rebelled, turning aside from Your commandments and ordinances.

  • Bed again. Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 1:31 am.
  • Up at 5:38 am on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
  • I read the emails. No need to reply to the one email that has caused me much sadness. Why?
  • Reflecting on the matter I fixed and drank a cup of coffee.
  • I fixed and ate my breakfast.
  • Drank a cup of the gifted apple juice.
  • Now I am cold.
  • Still reflecting as to why I do not care to reply.
  • I got up to sweep the floor instead of turning on the heat.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 7:30 am.

What Is Your Message In The Hour And Minutes? …

A seven followed by a thirty. You are doing wonders on this earth with the number seven. What about the number thirty? What? For Your response? Back to January 13, 2021. Amazing!

Quote:

Master? What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams …?

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 7:30 am. Ha! The date again! The number seven meaning You do wonderful things on the earth with such number. The number 30? Let me check it.

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

What Does That Mean My Master? …

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 1:25 pm. For the last 6 hours or so You have led to create a card for my friend, to check emails, to check the news while I continue to reflect on all Your doings including Your response to my inquire.

  • But You know it my Master.
  • Thus? Your response came to mind.

Quote:

“My precious thiaBasilia, I have brought you to My banqueted house to taste of the goodness I have prepared for you and Ahmad along your children, your friends, and all I have placed in your path of life.

Whatever for I have done so?

Why run the risk to inflate you with pride?

Why provoke others to label you as, whatever label suits the human mind to set on you?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Again and again I must remind you that I am aware of all the minute details not only of your life, your doings and thoughts and feelings but!

The same goes for each one of My children as well as all human beings with no exception.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that Almighty Yahuwah speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Oh OOO!!! Poof! There goes our sacred privacy but that’s another subject, ha my Master.

Not really thiaBasilia, it all ties together.

Pause. Reflect. Why the lack of communication?

Why the misunderstandings among the humankind?

Even between two close human beings?

Is it not because of the dark secrets one buries deep within?

Now My child, I am beginning to reach My children with My response to your inquires.

So? What Is The Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah …

Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

  • Number 3 is a symbol of inspiration, creativity and self-expression.
  • Number 0 usually resonates with infinity and wholeness, but we can also say that this number may be related to something mysterious.
  • The combination of those numbers represents number 30.
  • This number will help you focus on your spiritual life.
  • Number 30 will help you express yourself and use your natural abilities.
  • Thanks to this number you will realize that a certain cycle in your life has to end because another cycle is going to begin soon.

“My child, the wording in such meaning is to be discarded as coming from the psychic spiritual world aloof from My authority.

For it is not the number 30 that helps you under any circumstance. Even so? I led you to that meaning because you have submitted yourself to Me, thus, I am in control of your doings, therefore? I can trust you to submit all your findings to Me.

The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.

In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time or your recording, What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams? Why?

Because in the meaning of that number I give you the answer. The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero. In The Design of Scripture the number Three means Completion and Manifestation. Quote:

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel. End of quote.

Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

  • So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
  • O My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears. You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

  • The subjects for discussion to clear the confusion rampart among My children stars in this post.
  • What to expect from now on? It is already stated what your expectation is to be. Quote:

1 Corinthians 2:7-10 AMPC+

But rather what we (the messengers) are setting forth is a wisdom of Almighty Yahuwah once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by Almighty Yahuwah—that wisdom which Almighty Yahuwah devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Master of glory, Yahushua the Messiah.

But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Almighty Yahuwah has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Also written in Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

Yet to us His messengers Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. End of quote.

O The Wonders Of Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Your Creation …?

Amazing! How can I say thanks for the things You are doing not just for me but for us all? I can says thanks by obeying You to keep Your first and most important of all commands.

  • Sleep at 8:55 am. Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:10 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 12:40 pm.
  • Master? I Cannot Understand Why That Email Caused Me So Much Sadness. Help! …
  • I have no desire to reply or even acknowledge such email. Why?
  • As soon as I read it? It hit my gut as a reprove, and?
  • My heart sank into a deep sadness.
  • The email came twice to add to my perplexity.
  • The first email came at 2:37 am. But the second one was a Fwd: oops, “our Father.”
  • Date: March 15, 2021 at 8:37 PM

Subject: post

Quote:

Dear Thia,

Make no mistake, for I am not writing to ‘praise you.’

But we may see your good works AND GIVE GLORY TO

YOUR FATHER WHO IS IN HEAVEN.

If The First One Caused Me Much Sadness The Second One …?

Jolt my whole being! O my Master! What are You telling me? Why this strange email from a close friend of mine? Is she correcting me? Is she implying I am looking for praise to myself? Or is it You teaching me what is in me?

Either Way? I Cannot Shake Off This Sadness And Discouragement In My Soul. Help! …?

I have lost something beyond me to recognize. Could it be that in between the lines that You have me to post I am hiding a wish for recognition? Could it be a distasteful hypocrisy in my claims to give You the honor for Your work within me?

  • I wait on You. You never fail to get me on the right track of Your leading.

I Remain In Waiting On You My Master …?

No more news. My new friends did not show up. Don’t know what to think. I continue to hear the same Noah’s time story every where I turn. No news about my check. Ahmad tells me they have announced 3 weeks of curfew. All closed. No work no money.

  • Heading for bed at 7:45 pm on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:45 pm but turning off comp back to sleep.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 4:37 am.
  • Been up since around 3:15 am.
  • Master? It looks like my check will not be deposited until April 2.
  • You know we are in dire need of that money, or, are we?
  • You know all about the situation with Covid-19 here in Amman, Jordan.
  • It is expected all shops to close again, so there won’t be work and no money to support us.
  • But You know all about it.

My Plead? Help! …

I am not asking You for money or any material blessing. What for am I asking Your help? Help me to recognize my wicked ways, to humble myself, to turn away from such as written in Psalms 51. Then?

  • Help me to heed what You told King Solomon a long time ago. Quote:

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

2 Chronicles 7:12-22.

And the Master appeared to Solomon by night and said to him: I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice.

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer offered in this place.

For I have chosen and sanctified (set apart for holy use) this house, that My Name may be here forever, and My eyes and My heart will be here perpetually.

As for you [Solomon], if you will walk before me as David your father walked, and do all I have commanded you, and observe My statutes and My ordinances, [1Ki_11:1-11]

Then I will establish the throne of your kingdom, as I covenanted with David your father, saying, There shall not fail you a man to be ruler in Israel.

But if you [people] turn away and forsake My statutes and My commandments which I have set before you and go and serve other gods and worship them,

Then will I pluck [Israel] up by the roots out of My land which I have given [them]; and this house which I have hallowed for My Name will I cast out of My sight, and will make it to be a proverb and a byword among all nations. [Jer_24:9-10]

And this house, which was so high, shall be an astonishment to everyone passing it, and they will say, Why has the Master done thus to this land and to this house?

Then men will say, Because they forsook the Master, the God of their fathers, Who brought them out of Egypt, and they laid hold of other gods and worshiped and served them; therefore has He brought all this evil upon them.

  • It is obvious how fervently we pray and pray relying on Your words, but!
  • In vain we pray because we do not turn away from our wicked ways.

Why Is That So My Master?

It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 7:27 am. I feel like crying again. Why? Because of my inability to turn away from my wicked ways. But then?

  • If I was able to turn away from my wicked ways?
  • Who would get the credit?
  • Not You, that’s for sure.
  • Oh so much that I do not understand about Your words!

Why Do You Command Us To Do What You Know Is Impossible For Us To Do? …

“My child, all My commands come with an ‘IF’ or ‘On the condition that’; something specified or agreed to, as in a contract.

But My children cannot understand the reason for such conditions because they are human beings and that is the way all is designed for all human beings by My Sovereign Authority over My creation.

Numerous theories about this matter have come up through the age of mankind, but!

That is all those are, theories.

Therefore? I have selected a few human beings to answer My call to be My mouthpieces.

To these human beings you belong.

And to these human beings I reveal My covenant with My people, but!

I only reveal what needs to be revealed as per My discretion.

So? I am the only One in control of My creation.

Fear not. As you bring to Me your human’s frustrations I am responding and revealing these things to you for the benefit of all reading these lines.” End of Your words for now.

  • Restart for router change. Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 12:32 pm.
  • The day is advancing. It is already Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 3:23 pm.
  • I am waiting for whatever You have for me on the rest of this day.
  • Perhaps nothing more than what I have already seen will come to pass.
  • Either way, my hope and expectation are set on You.
  • I do not have Internet. So? I am heading for Photoshop.

Well? The Day Ended In A Good Note …

My new friends arrived bearing goodies and a chair for me. We had a wonderful visit. They left with a promise to come back today. All things are coming together by Your design and purpose for us all.

  • It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 12:21 pm.
  • I been up since 4:30 but I been working in Photoshop.
  • My little friend brought me the router to get connected.

Master? You Know That I Am Wondering Again …

It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 1:05 pm. No news about my stimulus check. You know that I have no doubt about Your faithfulness. Even so? We need money to make it for next 3 weeks. Or?

  • Perhaps that is all in our minds, and?
  • My request for money is out of place.
  • I hope for Your mercy to overlook whatever I do out of fear.
  • Bed Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 11:12 pm.
  • Up on Friday, March 19, 2021 at 5:45 am.
  • Concerned about bad dream.
  • No Internet.
  • Will restart computer at 6:11 am.

There Is No Use To Cry Over Spilt Milk …?

What am I talking about now? You know it my Master. There is no use for me to lament about what I sure have done with the monies You provided for me. Perhaps that is what the dream was all about.

  • The dream, Ahmad brought me 2 hard boiled eggs cut in halves. The pieces are so vivid in my mind. Not quite hard boiled. I said in an agonizing way, “If I try to eat these eggs I will throw up!” I woke up quite disturbed. Somehow just the sight of half cooked eggs turns my stomach into a fit.
  • And somehow, I am connecting such a dream with the monies You provide for me.

Help My Master! Help! Only You Can Resolve All My Problems …

It is now Friday, March 19, 2021 at 6:49 am. You know that it will be several hours before I’ll be able to check if You sent me some money to carry us for the rest of the month. Help me to keep my composure and my trust in You.

Everything That Exits Comes From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

Let’s make no mistake about it. Even the next breath we take comes from His mighty hand. By the way, I am not a teacher. I am being taught these things that had gone past my head in former times.

Master? You Are The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence. No One Else Besides You …?

But the way we human beings act is as if You are just a figure of speech. We all have our concepts and ideas about You. The worst? We pass on those ideas and concepts to our children and peers.

Now? Why On Earth Am I Recording These Things As If …?

As if anyone cares. You know my Master how discouraged I am as I am finding out the lack of understanding of my stand with You. But then again? You know that I have no doubt in my mind of Your control of these miserable moments.

  • Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 3:59 am. Bed. Perhaps things change when I wake up if I fall asleep.

Lesson To Heed To Live …

Quote:

From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near. Truly I tell you, this generation, the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period will not pass away till all these things taken together take place. Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away. Matthew 24:32-35.

Creating The Illustrations For The Matters You Inspire To Me …

Thank You. There is so much improvement in those creations. The best part? Creating those illustrations keep my mind in tune with what You aim to convey with them.

  • And thank for sending my new friends.
  • It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 7:15 pm.

Master? I Do Not Know How To Record The Last 3 Hours …

It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 10:41 pm. I need to go to sleep but I am not sleepy. So much happen on this day. How can I hung on unless You intervene? Perhaps Your intervention is what just happened. Thank You.

You finally blessed me with some 5 hours of sleep. It was 5:28 am when You woke me up.

The pain has escalated.

I do not know whether quit the sugar again or?

What to quit? What to eat?

The chocolates seemed to be helping me, but!

No chocolates in 3 days.

Take the uncertainty of all happenings?

It all boils down to inevitable stress and worry even when living in Your Presence.

Why not? The fool worries not.

The fool lives on their own made world of work, fun, and games.

Ignorance of You and Your ways is the fools’ trade mark.

Am I a fool?

Not anymore by Your grace and favor and design for my life’s existence.

Where To Go From Here My Master? …

Date and time at this moment of my wondering? Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 7:25 am. Indeed! You know all about my wonderings and my wanderings. So, the seven in the hour meaning?

The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

Yes! You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

And so You are doing in my own earth with all my wonderings and wanderings.

It is true, You have set me up in this place for good it seems to me.

Set up in the way that I no longer wander from one place to another.

No more wanderings! No more tottering my junk all over tarnation!

What a blessing such revelation!

But Then? There Comes The Blasted Wonderings In My Mind! …

My hope? You shall do a marvelous thing with the wonderings of my mind as well. That be swell! The wondering troubling my mind now? The times of Noah while You shed tears to see Your cherished children walking away.

  • The last post ‘This Year 2021? Implanted Beauty Surfacing …’ has been ignored for the most.
  • And I wonder!
  • Have all latest post perhaps ignored as well?
  • Since I installed AVG the responses from the same people have ended.
  • Now there are only one or two new comers.
  • I am losing my desire to write, but!
  • Write it all down I must!
  • That is Your command for despite my wonderings.
  • At 10:04 am bed. I tried the bed to no avail.
  • Pain. Uncertainty.
  • No work. No money. Illnesses.
  • Lack of understanding from the people that could help.
  • Total refusal to bend their staunch self-righteous ways.
  • No compassion.
  • Just indiscriminately pointing fingers.
  • So tired of explaining.
  • So tired of hearing the cruel remarks about people they don’t know.
  • I got up. Sat under the sun to cry for a while.
  • I came back in feeling better.
  • I headed for Photoshop to work on ‘In His Hands He got the whole World in His Hands …’

And That Is The Way It Is. You Got The Whole World In Your Hands …

It is now Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 3:49 pm. Such fact comforts me. You know my predicament with my bank account and with my address in the USA. You know the huge possibility of needing to change both.

  • You know that possibility has come to mind in the last few days.
  • And that is what I am deeply troubled about besides all that is going on.
  • Last night? Dream:
  • I dreamed about a herd of huge angry bulls were coming to me.
  • But someone ushered me into a door opening another door for the herd to go in.
  • I sat in that room for a bit.
  • But then I wanted to peep into the room with the herd of bulls.
  • I climb to a high window in the room and?
  • The bulls had all gone into the ocean.
  • The door for the bulls to go in was the door to the ocean!

What Are You Showing Me In That Dream my Master? …

At 4:55 pm on Sunday, March 21, 2021 I noticed there were 1 four and 2 fives at that exact moment it came to me to record Your answer. The Number Four – Creation and the World is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • The next time I noticed the date I had 5:55 pm.
  • Wow! Emphasis on Grace and Preparation.
  • It came to me to revise the illustration.
  • Slept on and off until around 1:30 am on Sunday, March 21, 2021.
  • Then I tried to sleep some more but I just could not get comfortable to fall asleep again.

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray.  O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

  • I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
  • Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
  • Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
  • As per Your revelation it all got to do with my touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
  • Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
  • I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
  • Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
  • Bless them to the max for their kindness to me.
  • Open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
  • Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
  • I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
  • All things are in order now.
  • Even so? You show me what to do when something goes out of order.
  • Photoshop crashed again.
  • Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
  • I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.
  • I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.

Signs Of End Times …?

Much reflection on the matter. It is now Monday, March 22, 2021 at 2:13 pm. Company came. Much goodies to enjoy. My little friend brought me food.  Full day. Thank You.

  • Time for bed on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 7:49 pm.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 1:27 am but not feeling good.
  • Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 5:45 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 3:13 pm.

What Have I Been Doing Since I Woke Up This Morning? …

Master? So much You are revealing fresh to me mainly for my own benefit. Our situation here has not improved. The money situation is a problem. Unless You intervene? Things are not going to change, but!

  • I am relying on Your written words or the Scriptures.

The Scriptures Or Written Words Are Not Words To Study …

That is the one thing You are revealing on these days of the end. Indeed! The Scriptures are not for us to study but they are written to obey and do what they say to do.

  • They are written for examples, warnings and admonitions for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as the people did in the wilderness.
  • That is what is written. No interpretation. No studying the matter.
  • In vain I studied and interpreted never examining my own chasing after carnal things.
  • Thank You my Master for confronting and setting me free from my carnal doings.

Master? Help Me Out Of This Boredom …?

I am hurting and discouraged with all that goes on and the lack of money. I am heading for bed. Hope for Your help while I sleep. Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 8:03 pm.

  • Up and down. Not able to get comfortable to fall asleep.
  • You are right here with me
  • You are feeling what I am feeling or? Is it the other way around, my Master?
  • I know of so many with the same maladies that I am suffering.
  • And when one member of Your body suffers? The whole body suffers.
  • This life in the flesh of us is described in Ecclesiastes, but!
  • After Ecclesiastes comes the beauty of the Song of Solomon.
  • I am beginning to understand now Your reasoning for all that it is written.
  • Studying and memorizing and repeating those words is not of much help until You bring to life those words within our hearts.
  • You have had me record such fact over and over mainly for my own benefit. But!
  • As You have me record and publish the fact about Your written words You are reaching the rest of Your children You send my way.
  • Yes, I do get bored writing the same matter over and over, but!
  • Thank You for giving me the incentive to obey You no matter how I feel or think.
  • You had me quote Ecclesiastes lately but now on waking up I heard Your precious call in the Song of Solomon.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

So? I Have Come With You My Master. As The Song Continues So It Is With Me …

Song of Solomon 2:14-17 AMPC+

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]

Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us.

Matthew 10:32 AMPC+

Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me out of a state of oneness with Me, I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess that I am abiding in him.

Acts 4:12 AMPC+

And there is salvation in and through no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by and in which we must be saved.

  1. Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
  2. Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us

Return! Come! O My Master Come Into Our Hearts …?

I longingly cry. Why? O my Master! Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

  • I am just now understanding how those words apply to me personally.
  • Nothing to be bored at all!
  • A hearty reminder on Wednesday, March 24, 2021 at 2:11 am.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 8:14 AMPC+

Joyfully the radiant bride turned to him, the one altogether lovely, the chief among ten thousand to her soul, and with unconcealed eagerness to begin her life of sweet companionship with him, she answered, Make haste, my beloved, and come quickly, like a gazelle or a young hart and take me to our waiting home upon the mountains of spices!

Upon The Mountains Of Spices You Have Taken Me …

Reality! It is all the reality of my life. It all took place some 12 years back in 2009 at the time when all my idols abandoned me. Included my latest one by name of Yedidah.

It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:19 am.

Let Your Sovereignty Be Proclaimed …?

My Master! You  know, You are Sovereign Authority over all Your creation. You alone control it all. No devil or human being or anything existent can ever dethrone Your Mighty Being!

Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All My Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining?  None! …?

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

You halted them all on this day! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

  • “Go on, My precious child, go on and on!
  • I am always with you and for you.
  • You are now One with Me.
  • My joy is your joy.
  • My tears are your tears.
  • In the dark of your night
  • Your obedience is My delight.
  • My delight in your obedience is your strength, and?
  • Your courage to go on and on.”
  • Thank You. It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:42 am.

It Is Done! Your Work Within My Being Is Done …?

No kidding! You have let Satan sift me like grain, but! You prayed for me like You prayed for Simon now known as Peter. That You revealed to me way at the onset of my present suffering but I didn’t believe You just like Simon did.

Quote:

Luke 22:31-46 AMPC+

Simon, Simon (Peter), thia, thia, listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9]

But I have prayed especially for you [Peter], thia, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

And [Simon Peter] said to Him, Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.

But Yahushua said, I tell you, Peter, before a [single] cock shall crow this day, you will three times [utterly] deny that you know Me.

And He said to them, When I sent you out with no purse or [provision] bag or sandals, did you lack anything? They answered, Nothing!

Then He said to them, But now let him who has a purse take it, and also [his provision] bag; and let him who has no sword sell his mantle and buy a sword.

For I tell you that this Scripture must yet be fulfilled in Me: And He was counted and classed among the wicked (the outlaws, the criminals); for what is written about Me has its fulfillment [has reached its end and is finally settled]. [Isa_53:12]

And they said, Look, Master! Here are two swords. And He said to them, It is enough.

And He came out and went, as was His habit, to the Mount of Olives, and the disciples also followed Him.

And when He came to the place, He said to them, Pray that you may not [at all] enter into temptation.

And He withdrew from them about a stone’s throw and knelt down and prayed,

Saying, Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but always Yours be done.

And there appeared to Him an angel from heaven, strengthening Him in spirit.

And being in an agony of mind, He prayed all the more earnestly and intently, and His sweat became like great clots of blood dropping down upon the ground.

And when He got up from prayer, He came to the disciples and found them sleeping from grief,

And He said to them, Why do you sleep? Get up and pray that you may not enter at all into temptation.

Indeed! I Denied You 3 Times, Until …?

You questioned my love or obedience to deliver Your love message from You on the shores of my life aloof from You. That happened on that 7th Day of Rest on September 15, 2007.

  • Before then I denied You the first time in 1974.
  • Then again in 1984.
  • But then?
  • In 2009 You brought me to Your Mountain Top to be alone with You forever!
  • No more denials.
  • But the trials? Inevitable.
  • Only now You overcome those trials for me.
  • Thank You.

The Greatest Moment In My Life …

It happened on a most especial Sabbath on Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am). The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Ending Part One …?

Such a great moment will take several pages to cover. So I am breaking this post in two parts. For on that day my whole existence turned upwards never again to go backwards.

  • Indeed! On that awesome day You took residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of my heart!
  • Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 9:00 pm. Falling asleep in front of the screen. Bed time.
  • You got me up around 5 am on Sunday, March 28, 2021.
  • You know how restless it went for me all night, but!
  • As You got me up?
  • Ready to finish the format and post.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Finish Formatting And Publishing Part 1 Of This Post …

It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 7:52 am. I will take a break for breakfast before I publish in the rest of the sites. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.