From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
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Saturday, April 11, 2015 at 5:26 am
The mesmerizing power of roses? Could that be the power of love from our Father in heaven? Perhaps…. Take for instances what I am going through right at this instant of time! What am I going through?
I am going through the same ordeal that I went through right before my mind completely snapped in October of 1985—fear—worthlessness—strong desire to quit & capitulate to the world of insanity!
At that time my relationship with my Father was not as established as it is now, thus, I spent that previous night dumping my fears on a couple of friends that tried desperately to help me all in vain! For the very next morning I snapped!
This time? What a difference! I refuse to dump on my friends! Instead I cry on to my Father! In turn my Father gentle leads me to set my mind on different simple things like fixing a cup of coffee or tea or such!
Thus somehow I find myself attuned to His leading and as soon as I do whatever my Father bids me to do His peace takes control of my mind and His wisdom invades my whole being! This time it came to me to do graphics on the roses background!
Saturday, April 11, 2015 at 6:45 pm
Father? As You know I am alone with You again! I am going to bed & hope You’ll give Your beloved sleep!
Sunday, April 12, 2015 at 2:28 am
Thanks my Father for Your Presence in my life! The way things are developing in my midst at the moment is enough to drive me crazy, but I know that You are in control of every minute detail of my life and I have nothing to fear!
The number one problem that assails a great majority of human beings is the insidious expectation to be loved & appreciated by all means!
To be loved & appreciated is a human basic need & right, yet of lately, on these perilous end time days this need is utterly thwarted & neglected in spite of the myriad of mental health props that exist in this world that we inhabit!
So? What is a person to do my Father? How can we exist without the fulfillment of this basic need? Even more so my Father, for what I observe, the whole world is full of people looking to fulfill this need in the wrong places!
Ha! That’s the problem! I see it, my Father! That’s why You let me experience this colossal failure of my own to find someone to really love & appreciate me!
And that answers my question of why I keep expecting this need to be fulfilled by any human being when I know that basically this fulfillment is only found in You? What am I talking about?
Alright! Here we go! For true & in the reality of living in the Presence of my Father, I know & I have accepted the fact that there is no human being available to love & appreciate me at this point of my life—I understand this matter intellectually but, unbeknown to me until this instant, I have not accepted it emotionally!
Thus, the great mental conflict that threatens to annihilate my being flares up at the most unexpected moments! Wow! Now I can handle this situation my Father! How? By the power You are investing upon me to see & emotionally accept the fact that there is no human able to fulfill this need!
And here is the key—there is no human being ABLE to fulfill that need for another human being in spite of the colossal human efforts to do so! And what am I talking about again?
Let me put it like this—how can you be bothering with me when you have your life full of insurmountable problems to survive these perilous days that we are living in?
There is just no room for me in your life! No room for me in your life? But you are doing your best to take care of me, how can I say such a thing?
O dear! There comes the retaliation from children to parents from husbands to wives and vice versa! How can I be so ungrateful? Thinks the child of me! Thinks the husband about the wife! And how can you not see my hurt and take care of it? I demand of my love one! The wife demands of her husband!
And the emotions escalate to the max finding no way to control such other than separation or divorce! Isn’t this the common grounds in our midst? Why such precarious situation flares & destroys entire households of human beings? Continue reading
Flowers For All 