A Door Mat Or A Martyr Syndrome Got Nothing To Do With Humility!

Wednesday, July 08, 2015 at 1:16 pm
In fact, A Door Mat Or A Martyr Syndrome got all to do with the epitome of self-righteousness! Self-righteousness is a stench into our Father’s nostrils!
Humility is the act to recognize one’s wrong doings! Only, it is not enough to just recognize one’s wrong doings but, it is imperative that one desist of finding excuses for such! It is written,

Jas 4:9-10 [As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins]. Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

Wednesday, July 08, 2015 at 9:44 pm
Father? A few hours ago, You sent me to read John 14. You focus my attention first on verse two then on verse seven. I then saw how You have been pruning me or cutting off the things that stump my growth or productivity.
Then, when I came to verse seven, I asked You to show me the fruit that I am bearing for the sake of Ahmad. For the truth of the matter is that I do not see any fruit for my own self! So, how can I expect Ahmad as well as most of my loved ones to see any fruit that even I cannot see?
Ahmad & my loved ones only see my carnal self at its worst, why should they put any stock in all that I claim in my writings? But You know all of this, still, You challenge me to ask and You promised to answer me.

John 15:2, 7 Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit. If you live in Me [abide vitally united to Me] and My words remain in you and continue to live in your hearts, ask whatever you will, and it shall be done for you.

Next thing, as I was preparing to go to bed and try to sleep, there was this young lady at my door. She brought me a meal following the custom of their religion.
I sensed the necessity to accept the gift from this young lady because of her unpretentious introduction. Father? What is the meaning of this encounter with a neighbor? Her name is Fathom? Is she from You or not? I’ll wait to see what You develop! I refuse to speculate on anything as I used to do with all my new encounters!
Thursday, July 09, 2015 at 7:51 am
O my Father! You know of the horrors I still had to suffer in the last few days before You could trust me as the obedient & submissive child that You have ingrained in my being!
Friday, July 10, 2015 at 4:12 am
Hum! Talking about horrors and delights? For sure, there can be no dull moment to talk about whatsoever! After the last couple of month the horrors in my life have multiplied! Whatever for? I am just like a little child full of fun and mischief, why people have to treat me like an old cantankerous woman?
So, I come to my Father with the matter! I cry like an abandoned baby! I sing in joyful adoration to my Father! I write for hours, none stop! I read, I cook (rather I burn food!), I clean not only my place but also myself, I re-arrange things in my place and…back to crying I go! Why?
Why? Why? The insidious why about everything! I cry when I realize that it has been a long time since I hear from any of my children! I cry when even my beloved Ahmad is unable to visit me for circumstances beyond his control. I cry when I see the tragedy of our existence and none the wiser because, every single human being is busy with the business of this world. Even when, it is clearly written that such ought not to be,

Luke 21:34-36 But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose; (35) For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth. (36) Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.

Friday, July 10, 2015 at 10:01 am
Father, You know that when I quote Your written words, I do it with fear & trembling because I am experiencing those words, exactly as they are written!
I do not quote the Scriptures with a ‘holy than thou’ attitude. On the contrary, I quote the Scriptures that have availed me to get over such ‘holy than thou’ attitude. Let me explain myself.
I have been reading the Scriptures, misnomer the Bible since 1974. Before that time, I was not allowed to read the Scriptures because the Catholic Church at that time forbided the reading of such for fear of misinterpretation!
Even so, in due time it pleased the Father to open those words to me! That was an awesome period of my life because, the words would come alive as I would read them! Unfortunately and for whatever reason, I quit my reading under the stress of adverse circumstances.
For nearly ten years, I flounder among one or another church in search of a truth that I could not even define much less understand what was it that I was searching for? Until…the appointed time!
The appointed time? Such is the subject for another post. Sufficient is to say that, all things in the world of our Father/Creator are to happen at the exact time of His choosing! Make no mistake about such a fact!
Now, to get back to the title for this post, A Door Mat Or A Martyr Syndrome Got Nothing To Do With Humility! There is nothing more disgusting in this world than a human door mat or a self-made-martyr! You know why?
Because, even when most people have the erroneous beliefs that unless you do this or do that you are not in with our Creator, even so, the Spirit—the seed of the nature of our Creator is in us all believers in what everybody calls God!
If anyone believes that ‘God’ exists it is so because, of that seed of God’s nature in us! And to come into such knowledge or to accept such a fact makes us humble!
It is true, we must be born again or we must let the Spirit of our Creator come into our hearts to bring that seed to total germination.
The problem is that, we have been programmed to believe all sorts of things about our new birth that by now, we are as lost as gooney birds in New York City! No kidding! I speak for myself but, eventually, we are all going to exclaim, “I’m also lost & confused as a gooney bird in New York City!”
And when we utter such exclamation, the Spirit of our Father/Creator shall descend in each one of us and He will exalt or He will lift us up and make our lives significant in His sight, not in the sight of the rest of the gooney birds that have not ventured to the Big Apple! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].

And that’s HUMILITY! Father did it for me and He will do it for you! No two ways about it!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
Okay! Okay my dear Gary, maybe my life is not that significant yet but, Father is giving you the means to give the significance of my life a big push! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
His love in my heart for Gary et all! thia/Basilia

In View Of Any Misunderstanding Here Is What This Blog/Site Is All About?

This SITE is all about you & me & all human beings pausing & reflecting & considering & weighting out our ways against the ways of our Creator.

The writer in this Blog/SITE is only a witness. Nothing more. Nothing less. Only a witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life—not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the author in this Blog/SITE and she make no apologies for her claim.
Actually the whole aim & purpose of this Blog/SITE is to fulfill the mandate in the first chapter of the Book of Acts in the Scriptures or commonly called the Bible—it’s written in Acts 1:6-8 ….

But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. …

In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. She states,

I am a witness of the Presence of the Almighty Creator of our beings within my own being. No kidding, this is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of yours truly—the author of this blog.

In this SITE you will not find any teaching or doctrine whatsoever; for all doctrines & teachings of the present age are only fabrications of the human mind!
And the human mind has created a wrong foundation in what it seems right to mankind based on the understanding of the written words by the human mind; but it is written,

Proverbs 14:12 There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death. Also written in Proverbs 16:25—There is a way that seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death.

In this SITE you will not find any new revelation to the author of most all written in it. For there is no new revelation only the proclaiming of the pure unadulterated words of our Creator written by the ancient prophets & servants of our Creator.
She writes as the Set-Apart Spirit of the same Almighty Creator of our beings writes in her heart to give life & power for her to perform or act as a matter of fact accordingly to such words.
This is a unique Blog/SITE. It’s highly controversial though, because, the webmaster & recorder of most all of the words in this SITE not just claims she lives in the Presence of the Almighty Creator of our beings but, she actually does such—she lives in our Creator’s Presence and holds an interchange with Him on the daily basis to the annoyance of most anyone acquainted with her writings or with herself. Nonetheless, she makes no apologies whatsoever for her claim!
For in spite of all the controversy many, many souls are beginning to wake up to the reality of the higher life that this webmaster lives and talks and writes about in this Blog/SITE.
Therefore against ALL opposition she continues to proclaim the same words that have been proclaimed since the beginning of time, mainly, ‘the sin of the people!
For she knows without the shadow of a doubt that, eventually, all the children of our Creator will repent and listen up!
There is no room to doubt this matter because our Creator has solemnly proclaimed that He will deliver us from our own willful & rebellious ways for the sake of HIS name not that we deserve it!
And so around the end of 2006 our Maker inspired this webmaster to build a Blog/SITE to publish everything that He would quicken her to publish. She has obeyed her Maker and since 2006 she has been building one site after the next as her Master leads her to do.
Anyhow since this is not really a Blog/SITE to inflate her ego our Maker has seen to it that for the most the popularity of the sites remains low and only viewed by the readers of His choice.
Thus, the writer of this blog/site does not have to concern herself with promotion or propaganda of any kind to gain her readers and she can concentrate 100% developing her creativity and writing valuable content as she sits by her computer in the Presence of her Master recording all that needs to be recorded!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Wacky Ways Of Expressing Myself Are Clear Only To Me And Only Confusing To All Else! Ha! Ha! Halleluyah!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Sunday, January 18, 2015 at 6:57 am

Sharing The Flowers Of His Love And The Harvest Within From His Labor…O Father! Andrea truly is Your sounding board to me!

LogoForAllSitesAndrea suggested that I use ‘sharing’ instead of ‘handing’ in my logo, what an appropriate suggestion! I recreated the logo and it came up perfect!

Now, here is the result of re-doing it accordingly to Andrea’s suggestion to change ‘Handing’ to ‘Sharing’! Wow! That gives a totally new spin to my logo! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Sunday, January 18, 2015 at 7:45 am

Father, You are an awesome Father! I will now elaborate in my statement. You really created us to be Your family but we have rejected You from the beginning. Why?

For all the reasons that have already been written about by better writers than yours truly, so, I am not going there! Only I would say that, for the most, people in general do not know You or Your ways!

But I learned something neat today about Your ways. Here is what I wrote about it in a reply in Blogging 101,

I am in awe! Only my Father in heaven knows about all my likes and dislikes! Only thing is, that He, my Father, just like us as earthly parents uses my likes and dislikes to either discipline or reward me. So, I was so discouraged about my doings before I started with Blogging 101. Suddenly! Father made a way to plant me there among many of keen spirit with me as I wrote one of my latest one. Thus, because Blogging 101 is my gift from Him I have met you and a few other bloggers like yourself! You are a blessing to me!

Unfortunately, this especial statement was thrown in the midst of the rest of the scattered & confusing content of my reply and my friend probably missed this neat statement completely! Why?

Simply because when I get excited about somebody replying to my writings, I forget all about organizing my thoughts before I set them down on the keyboard!

I just write all my random thoughts as they come to me & click!!! Then, suffer the consequences of confusing anyone that shows this least bit of interest in what I write! Boooohooo!

Even so, in this post I will make an attempt to gather my thoughts and organized such in a way as to not confuse anyone that wishes to help and be helped with my posts.

Monday, January 19, 2015 at 12:30 pm

Yesterday was a day of frustrations for me, and, to boot it all up I never finished anything that I started yesterday!

But O my Father how well You know all about what happened yesterday and what is happening today and what will happen in my future days, because, You are the One who scheduled each one of my days since before I was born!

So it’s written, I did not make that up! But because I just throw these statements in my writings without any explaining people cannot make heads or tails of what I am talking about—it confuses people.

But why do I make such outlandish statements? And why do I quote the Scriptures?

Because, now more than ever before, my life is truly grounded on the Scriptures applied to me by the finger of the Spirit not applied by my own finger! And so, it’s written,

Psalms 139

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit or stand. When far away you know my every thought.

You chart the path ahead of me, and tell me where to stop and rest. Every moment, you know where I am. You know what I am going to say before I even say it. You both precede and follow me, and place your hand of blessing on my head.

This is so amazing, too wonderful to believe! I can never be lost to your Spirit! I can never get away from my Father in the heavens!

If I go up to heaven, You are there; if I go down to the place of the dead, You are there. If I ride the morning winds to the farthest oceans, even there Your hand will guide me, Your strength will support me.

If I try to hide in the darkness, the night becomes light around me. For even darkness cannot hide from my Father in the heavens; to You the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are both alike to You.

You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body, and knit them together in my mother’s womb.

Thank You for making me so wonderfully complex! It is amazing to think about. Your workmanship is marvelous‑‑and how well I know it.

You were there while I was being formed in utter seclusion! You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in your Book!

How precious it is, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, to realize that You are thinking about me constantly! I can’t even count how many times a day your thoughts turn towards me. And when I waken in the morning, You are still thinking of me!

Surely You will slay the wicked—my nasty carnal nature, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Away, bloodthirsty men! Begone! They blaspheme Your name and stand in arrogance against you‑‑how silly can they be? O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, shouldn’t I hate those who hate You? Shouldn’t I be grieved because of them? Yes, I hate them, for Your enemies are my enemies too.

Search me, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, and know my heart; test my thoughts. Point out anything you find in me that makes you sad, and lead me along the path of everlasting life.

Alright, I have quoted that Psalm from the Amplified version of the Bible and then personalized in the sight of our Father/Creator’s Spirit, but, it can be read in any version of the Bible—the meaning is the same in all versions!

Furthermore, the written words from our Father/Creator must be personalized for those to come alive and powerful within anyone’s heart to live accordingly!

Such is a fact ignored by the great majority of adherents to all religions! Thus the written words remain only dead and powerless words in the pages of the Bible regardless of all the emotional high when anyone reads those words!

Yes! People get high on the Bible—and they are dead set in giving the same high to the whole world because such high makes them feel that they got a treasure that everybody has to have or die and go to hell without it! What am I talking about?

O well! That’s self-explanatory & a long story! And I better leave it for my next post because I already got out of the subject of how I confuse my readers.

So, let me finish the matter of confusing people with my random and outlandish out of content statements. Why I do such a thing?

To be honest, I do not know how to explain my doings. The more I try to explain myself the more I miss-lead people away from the Mighty Spirit that lovingly controls my doings!

Perhaps the reason behind all my doings is because I am totally convinced by the same Mighty Spirit about the fact that each one that He sets in my path belongs to Him and to me, each meeting with a new one is like meeting my long lost brother or sister!

Do that make sense to you? I hope it does! I hope to make it to first base in this field of Blogging 101! Otherwise it’ll be one more strike before I hear the ‘OUT’ from ye all! But that be OK! There is always another field and another chance to participate in this game of life that we all must play!

On to the next post! His love in heart for all, thia/Basilia