What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?

Wow! As Lightening The Power Of Love Strikes Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.” End of the Master’s words.

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

  • What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!
  • Well? I am glad you have given me the power to ignore my feelings & thoughts altogether.
  • Only way to go on to everlasting peace & tranquility.

O my Master! I Am Not Feeling Bad, Glad, Or? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 6:58 pm.

Or should I say, instead, I am not paying mind to my feelings & thoughts? For I am feeling somehow resigned to my lot in life, and? I don’t like that feeling, but!

  • You have convicted me to let go of my feelings as well as of my thinkings. Why?

My Feelings, My Thoughts? Unreliable. Nothing Is The Way I Feel Or Think, But! …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:10 pm.

I have nothing to worry about because it all is the way You planned it to be before You created it all, and?

  • Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creaation is good. My body right now is decaying, but!
  • You plan to restore my body even now while I am still walking on these earthly grounds. So it’s written. Quote:

Romans 8:10-11

But if Messiah lives in you, [then although] your [natural] body is dead by reason of sin and guilt, the spirit is alive because of [the] righteousness [that He imputes to you].

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Yahushua from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Ha! How Encouraging! How Clear You Are Making This To Me Right Now …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 1:52 am.

I have read. I have quoted those Scriptures in the past whithout a sound base as I have now. For You are now making Your words clear to me. Wow!

  • So? That explains this temporary state and condition of my body. It never occurred to me to apply those Scriptures to my situation for the last few days.
  • I thought those words were for a future resurrection at the sound of the trumpet. Goodness sake! I see now what I never saw before, Your Spirit dwells in me now, then?

‘He Who raised up Yahushua Messiah from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Wow! What A Revelation! Now Is The Time …

Ha! That is why You keep telling me to relax, not to worry about my body’s condition. O my Master! What a way to strengthen my feeble knees.

Even So? The Snow Dream Keeps Popping In Mind …

What it means to dream of snow? How You have been interpretting the dream for me. The uncomfortable moment I am going through with my body plus.

The suspense as this moment lingers. What area of my life needs further purification? All applies in the dream. Quote again:

To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.

Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.

  • Master? I sense the cleansing of Daniel 12. Quote:

Daniel 12:10-

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]

O My Master! How Harsh Or Cold A Cleansing Experience Is …

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8:45 am.

It feels exactly like a very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though I am being punished.

  • The emotional isolation feels like I am getting a ‘cold shoulder’ from my loved ones.
  • I fear a loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones.
  • Nothing feels like this 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
  • The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.
  • The things I Hear. The things I imagine. The things I Read.
  • All going on around in this world is frightening to my child-like personality!
  • This is an agonizing moment I am going through.
  • I sense the wicked doing wickedly to steal my peace and security.
  • A nightmare earlier today.
  • A thief stole my belongings while I had left those laying around in the open to check in with my loved ones in the house.
  • I found them all sleeping while out there in the open all my belongins were raked away by a thief.
  • I woke up screaming for help to no avail.
  • All sleeping. No one to help.
  • You know it, my Master.
  • Right now, all around I see the stress causing all to sleep exhausted from that stress caused by COVID-19.
  • Ha! That is the unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones that I fear.
  • Instead of turning to You they are sleeping on their laurels, trusting, following one another while the enemy of our souls is stealing all goods from You to them.
  • Human following human is the sure road to eternal death.
  • No wonder why I am ill, miserable, and in distress!
  • But it is all under Your loving control.
  • Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.

No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …

Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.

Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 10:03 am.

The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter. Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now, is all the clue that I need.

  • Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom. Nothing to do with human’s kind of love or wisdom
  • Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
  • I refuse to try to figure it all out.
  • Let Your will be done.
  • Let Your Kingdom come as it is in heaven in our hearts while we are still on this earth.
  • Let it all happen.
  • I wait.

The Wait Continues. Hot Weather. No Clue. Suspense …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 4:45 am.

The insidious question, How long yet to wait for the misery to end? I started to search for Your previous answer to that question, but I had to go to bed. I felt ill again.

  • As I laid in bed tears began to flow. I felt so utterly discouraged not having a clue of the reality or the materialization of all that I recorded.
  • I laid out my misery at Your feet. The miserable itching and overactive bladder interrupted my sleep several times. At certain point I dreamed.

A Dream. Holding A New Brown Belt …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 7:50 am. 8:01 am

I woke up to look for the meaning of the dream. You always lead me to find out what is it that You are telling me in my dreams. Quote:

The signification of a belt, or girdle, is a general bond; for it gathers up, encloses, holds in connection, and secures all the interior things, which without it would be set loose, and would be scattered.

That the belt denotes a general bond to the intent that all things may look to one end, is because in the spiritual world the end reigns, insomuch that all things there may be called ends; for the Lord’s kingdom, which is a spiritual world, is a kingdom of uses, and uses there are ends: thus it is a kingdom of ends.

But the ends there follow one another and are also associated together in a varied order; the ends which follow one another being called intermediate ends, but the ends which are associated together being called consociate ends.

All these ends have been so mutually conjoined and subordinated that they look to one end, which is the universal end of them all.

This end is the Lord; and in heaven with those who are receptive, it is love and faith in Him.

Love is there the end of all their wills, and faith is the end of all their thoughts, these being of the understanding.

[2] When each and all things look to one end, they are then kept in an unbroken connection, and make a one; for they are under the view, the government, and the providence of One who bends all to Himself in accordance with the laws of subordination and consociation, and thus conjoins them with Himself; and also at the same time bends them to their companions in a reciprocal manner, and in this way conjoins them with each other.

From this it is that the faces of all in heaven are kept turned to the Lord, who is the Sun there, and is thus the center to which all look; and this, wonderful to say, in whatever direction the angels may turn (AC 3638).

And as the Lord is in the good of mutual love, and in the good of charity toward the neighbor-for He loves all, and through love conjoins all-therefore the angels are also turned to the Lord by regarding their companions from this love.

Ha! What Was The Reason For My Discouragement Last Night? …

No question about it, I had or was tempted to turn my face from You, O my Master. The agonizing itch plus memories that chill my soul throw me downwards.

  • I despair of recording anything. The pounding in my mind related all my writings to be pure imaginings, fantasies of my own.
  • Nothing is coming to pass. It’s of no use for me to continue with my dreams and fantasies.
  • My Wilma. Blisters will burst leaving itching sores on her body—a rare blood decease on a woman to be admired among many women.
  • The memory? Five children, none to move in to take care of her. They will come for a few moments but then they had to go back to take care of their business.
  • Me? I lived across her door. She had been there for me, but at such a crucial time of her life? I failed her. Yes, I will check on her for a few moments, then? Back to my own business.
  • My time has come. Though not as extreme as my Wilma’s condition, my condition brings Wilma’s condition to mind continuosly.
  • The worst to come to mind? My inability to laydown my life for my precious Wilma.
  • Likewise, is happening to me now. Though my children including Ahmad do their best to help and take care of me, not a one has made an effort to laydown their lives for me.
  • Ten years in this wilderness of people deprived of all comforts, kicked, spit on my face, hurting, lonely, and?
  • The last three years? In this forsaken area, isolated, no one to hand me even a glass of water at the most crucial moments of my journey in this valley of death I been traveling on. But!
  • O my Master! You always have been with me. Not for one second have You forsaken me. At the worst moments of despair, You touch me to sleep.
  • You lift me up. You always do. Sleep comes my way. When I wake up You enable me to hear Your words of comfort again. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart, I let you go on because the truth of the matter your fantasizing is your future reality, but! I reserve the time for all to materialize.

In the meantime, your pain, misery, and tears are inevitable. You grieve for those who will not listen and prepare.

You can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see your family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is your greatest suffering.

And why it is so? Because, O My precious child, you are now One with Me—you are grieving with Me, but you are human, there is nothing you can do about it.

Even so, you know I am at work. You know I will do whatever is impossible for you to do.

Therefore, your fantasies are not really just imaginings, indeed! They are your soon to be the reality of your future.

That’s the reason for my continuous reminder, “Just a little while longer, My precious child, wait.”

And you wait.

O Master! Your Love Conjoins The Royal Families …

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 6:43 pm.

What is love? O my Master I am so distraught with my body’s condition that I am having a hard time even getting comfort in Your words—that is the hardest blow to take!

  • If I can’t find comfort in You, what else is there for me to do?
  • There is no help to be found among human beings.
  • I know, and You know why and how I know it.
  • Of course! People can claim to have-to be love, experts, heroes, and overcomers supper-successful multimillionaires and followers can discard me as whatever for making such statement, yet?
  • O well! O my Master thankYou for Your strength to joyfully in peace and tranquility I can go on and on until the end of ends.

So? What Is Love? What Is That Elusive Love Which People So Flipantly Mouth Around …?

Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 10:08 pm.

Now, You are leading me to tell truth not to make my children including Ahmad feel guilty or me ungrateful. No. But!

  • What is the truth about the love my children including Ahmad claim to have for me?
  • My children have always been there for me until? O my Master! until the day You called and gave me the power to follow You.
  • That day You warned me my children, my peers, and all I considered to be my allies were turn against me, even kill me.
  • But I, as close I was to my children thought for sure they were to be the exception. What a fallacy.
  • Since that day, my credentials in 1 Corinthians 1:10-31 have been established 100%.
  • Talking about the furnace of affliction, the bread of adversity, pain, sorrow, and tears?

Coming To This Thing About Human Love …

The human loves for the most when is convenient, but! To laid down our lives for the sake of love for our neighbor?

Totally Impossible Unless It Is Supernaturally Done. So? …

Here I am today, distraught. It’s hot and not the luxury of airconditioner. My body in bad shape. I can hardly walk. I am not hungry. Whatever I eat makes nausetous.

  • My apartment? Still a mess.
  • I am only 80 years old, but I am at the point of needed help, and?
  • That’s what I was distressed about! No help.
  • Yes! I am given food, money, lots of ‘I love you’- ‘I’m sorry’- and a few hours of help as can be spared, but!
  • Anymore that can be spared?
  • O com’ on now, I’m being unreasonable.

You Know What? O My Master! How You Get Me Out Of My Distress …

It’s now Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 11:31 pm. I can’t go no more. I am heading for bed. So I did with the thought of being unreasonable in my mind.

Ha! Unreasonable? The Truth To Set Me Free From The Moment’s Misery …?

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:05 am.

What a liberating revelation! And the date of this moment? How significant. Master? You always fix my eyes on certain dates for the record. This moment’s date:

Friday=the 6th day of the 7 days week.

May=the 5th month of the 12 months of the year.

The day=22nd day of the 30/31 days in a month.

The year=2020 thousand years since You walked among men.

The hour=the 5th hour of the 24 hours in one day.

The minutes=05 minutes of the 60 minutes in one hour.

My Goodness! What In The World Does It All Mean, My Master? …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? All those numbers in sequence hold My interpretation of your belt dream.

I AM LOVE. The LOVE you been searching for is now flourishing in your heart more than ever before.

No need for long theorethical explanation to define Me. Your life in My Presence is a testimonial that I AM LOVE above all circumstances of your existence on this world.

Round and about? You are also LOVE for you are now ONE with ME. Even so? You are LOVE, but! Not of your cognizant.

You are still My child created in My Image but you are not ME. This is the mystery to end on this 2020 year.

For this is the year to enlighten My children of what is LOVE.

Love is the end of all your wills, and faith is the end of all your thoughts, these being of the understanding from your natural minds.”

Wow! The Power Of Lightening Striking Our Natural Minds To Set Us Free! …

Friday, May 22, 2020 at 5:45 am.

That, we are all fixing to see. To see with Your eyes, my Master, with Your eyes not ours. How clear it is to see it all with those eyes of Yours!

  • What a day of rejoicing that shall be. When we all get together and sing and shout the victory!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.