HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!
Well? You Are Gifting Us A Sunny Day …
Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 3:39 am.
O my Master! Yesterday weather wise was a cloudy rainy cold winter day, but! Your strength availed me. Not so with Your Ahmad. My hope?
I Hope For You To Reveal Yourself To Ahmad Today …
In the last post, You have demonstrated to us all the meaning of our sufferings. Thus my request on behalf of Ahmad.
Ha! Today Would Have Been My 60th Wedding Anniversary. …
Funny thing, hardly ever I noticed my wedding anniversaries. Wonder why I noticed such right now? I will see what You develop on the matter if anything.
- I am still cold. Heading to get under the covers to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.
Am I Ready Is The Question …?
Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 5:30 pm.
Indeed! Such is the question that brought me to my senses.
Sleep 7:47 pm
The Day Went By Without Much Ado …
Thursday, May 7, 2020 at 11:58 pm
I did hear from Roxana. She sent me a Mother’s Day gift. I did not hear from Ahmad but his young son, my lil friend brought me some food. He told me his father been sleeping.
- So, I am not worried. I know You are in control of his life.
- Soon You will let me know the good news of his, Ahmad’s recovery.
- You sent me a veggie and flowers alphabet. I spent my day creating a graphic with it. Don’t know how it will be used but!
- I am enjoying combining all little bits I have learned here and there about graphics.
- I shall wait on You to see what You develop with the graphic if anything.
- Meantime? Not sure if I should go back to sleep.
- I wait on You.
- Friday, May 8, 2020 at 1:23 am bed finally!
Well? You Led Me To Mess With The Graphic …
Friday, May 8, 2020 at 9:53 am.
Wow! The numbers! The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. Grace and Preparation=5. And? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. What?
I just wrote a reply in Denise’s post, quote:
Can I chime in? You all inheritors of my ‘crazy bonne’! Best time? Not as bestest than the time I’m having just watching how, how, how brown cow are we all coming together as unique as each one of us are! 🤣🥰😉
- Not only that but I just wrote a reply to an email that goes hand in hand with this reply.
From my friend:
I don’t know where you got the information that the democrats are going to be sending another $200.00 a month to us. They want to try and bankrupt the united states so they can start a socialist government. If that was to happen you, me and all the social security people will no longer be getting any money. If this should happen we all will be eating out of the garage cans like the poor people in venezuela.
I sent you your social security check plus the stimulus minus the fee to wire the money to you. Denise money did not get here until the 5th of the month. The mail like everything else is slow., some days I don’t get mail. That money is in the bank. When Roxana money is deposited you will have $xxxxx dollars in the bank.. Remember what I said don’t count on any money until you get it in your hand. ( In other words don’t count your chickens before they hatch.) LOL
Who’s idea to buy that building?
LOL LOL LOL! xxx honestly, I am not crazy I just do and say crazy things that are now coming to pass to my own surprise.
From day one in this building the woman that ownes it is after Ahmad and find excuses to talk and tell Ahmad all kinds of things that Ahmad has to pay or whatever.
Hit the send button by accident. Anyhow, no one tells Ahmad what to do period! So, he would come to me complaining about the woman. I told him, “TELL THAT WOMAN YOU ARE GOING TO BUY THIS BUILDING!!!”
Well? Ahmad laughed. He told me, “with WHAT MONEY? I need 100000 JOD!” and he left! After he left, I thought, “now, why in the world did I tell him such a thing, but! I know this is my building. …”
That was almost 4 years ago. Since then I continuously repeat the same words to Ahmad because of the words that our Father speaks to me on the daily basis about everything that is going on with Ahmad, with you all, with the world, with the present, past, and future, with every minute detail of my daily living.
It is all like a fantasy, but here lately the Spirit has demonstrated to me in the Scriptures that what seems to me and to everybody else that crosses my pass, what seems like a fantasy or crazy ways and sayings of mine are not really fantasies but IT IS HIS REALITY AND OUR SOON TO BE REALIZED DESTINY!
Blow me away, xxx. It is all coming to pass right before our eyes, but we cannot yet see it because nothing that our Father Creator is and is doing is even CLOSE to anything any human could have figured it to be.
I keep hiting the send button but there is more. No one yet has shown any real interest in what I record in the Internet on the daily happenings of my life.
I have thousands of followers, but none committed yet to what the Almighty is compelling me to publish in the NET. Even so? Even Ahmad is now beginning to see and almost mind what I pass on to him that the Almighty reveals to me for the benefit of us all. In other words? Time is telling.
My latest post? The Meaning of Suffering.
The TRUTH? I am totally blown away with what I write and publish, but! The results? VERY SUBTLE! lol
My wealth, my health, my identity? IS A REALITY, xxx! $575.00 in my account and coming! The numbers 5-7-5 mean greatest abundance is on the way. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
That’s all folks! love, thia
- Grace and Preparation=5. It means grace or favor with means to prepare for the great tribulation.
- Completeness and Rest=7. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
- Grace and Preparation=5. Why not the marvellous thing to favor us with all needed to do as He wills us to do?
The Best Part? Laughter! The Result Of Your Promise Despite? …
Despite all the Ishmael we have given birth for lack of patience and unbelief for the Isaiac promised just like Sarah did, quote:
Isaac’s Birth Promised
Gen 17:15 And God said to Abraham, As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai; but Sarah [Princess] her name shall be.
Gen 17:16 And I will bless her and give you a son also by her. Yes, I will bless her, and she shall be a mother of nations; kings of peoples shall come from her.
Thirteen Years Went By. No Sign Of Sarah Giving Birth …
Ah! We all know the story of Sarah and Ishmael, but we do not apply it to ourselves. Anyhow? The story continues, in verse 17 with Abraham’s laugh as such impossibility because of their age. Quote:
17 Then Abraham fell on his face and laughed and said in his heart, Shall a child be born to a man who is a hundred years old? And shall Sarah, who is ninety years old, bear a son?
18 And [he] said to God, Oh, that Ishmael might live before You!
19 But God said, Sarah your wife shall bear you a son indeed, and you shall call his name Isaac [laughter]; and I will establish My covenant or solemn pledge with him for an everlasting covenant and with his posterity after him.
20 And as for Ishmael, I have heard and heeded you: behold, I will bless him and will make him fruitful and will multiply him exceedingly; He will be the father of twelve princes, and I will make him a great nation. [Fulfilled in Gen 25:12-18.]
21 But My covenant, My promise and pledge, I will establish with Isaac, whom Sarah will bear to you at this season next year.
22 And God stopped talking with him and went up from Abraham.
- Now for the record. I am quoting the Scriptures as they are written. I normally change some the words to refer to our Creator like Lord and God but!
- The Master Creator compels me now to let go. To post the words as understood by the public.
So? You Stopped Talking To Abraham …
Sure enough, a year later? What a marvel! Laughter! Even so? For years and years, I have read such Scriptures without a hint of how marvellously those Scriptures apply to me personally.
- No kidding! It is just now that I am grasping the immensity of Your ways to tell us our own history in the 66 books that comprise the library called Bible.
- Well! The story continues. Quote:
1 NOW THE Lord appeared to Abraham by the oaks or terebinths of Mamre; as he sat at the door of his tent in the heat of the day,
2 He lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, three men stood at a little distance from him. He ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the ground
3 And said, My lord, if now I have found favor in your sight, do not pass by your servant, I beg of you.
4 Let a little water be brought, and you may wash your feet and recline and rest yourselves under the tree.
5 And I will bring a morsel (mouthful) of bread to refresh and sustain your hearts before you go on further–for that is why you have come to your servant. And they replied, Do as you have said.
6 So Abraham hastened into the tent to Sarah and said, Quickly get ready three measures of fine meal, knead it, and bake cakes.
7 And Abraham ran to the herd and brought a calf tender and good and gave it to the young man [to butcher]; then he [Abraham] hastened to prepare it.
8 And he took curds and milk and the calf which he had made ready, and set it before [the men]; and he stood by them under the tree while they ate.
9 And they said to him, Where is Sarah your wife? And he said, [She is here] in the tent.
10 [The Lord] said, I will surely return to you when the season comes round, and behold, Sarah your wife will have a son. And Sarah was listening and heard it at the tent door which was behind Him. [Rom 9:9-12]
11 Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in years; it had ceased to be with Sarah as with [young] women. [She was past the age of childbearing].
12 Therefore Sarah laughed to herself, saying, After I have become aged shall I have pleasure and delight, my lord (husband), being old also? [1Pe 3:6]
13 And the Lord asked Abraham, Why did Sarah laugh, saying, Shall I really bear a child when I am so old?
14 Is anything too hard or too wonderful N1for the Lord? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]
15 Then Sarah denied it, saying, I did not laugh; for she was afraid. And He said, No, but you did laugh.
16 The men rose up from there and faced toward Sodom, and Abraham went with them to bring them on the way.
17 And the Lord said, Shall I hide from Abraham [My friend and servant] what I am going to do, [Gal 3:8]
18 Since Abraham shall surely become a great and mighty nation, and all the nations of the earth shall be blessed through him and shall bless themselves by him? [Gen 12:2-3]
19 For I have known (chosen, acknowledged) him [as My own], so that he may teach and command his children and the sons of his house after him to keep the way of the Lord and to do what is just and righteous, so that the Lord may bring Abraham what He has promised him.
20 And the Lord said, Because the shriek [of the sins] of Sodom and Gomorrah is great and their sin is exceedingly grievous,
21 I will go down now and see whether they have done altogether [as vilely and wickedly] as is the cry of it which has come to Me; and if not, I will know.
Coming To This Moment On Friday, May 8, 2020 At 12:30 Pm …
What? The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah. Amazing!
That Is Exactly How You Are Developing Your Plan To Save Your So Loved World! Wow! …
Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 6:36 am.
Ha! No kidding! Things are happening right on cue. I truly feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
- Once I accepted wholeheartely the fact The Number Twelve stands for Governing Order and Rulership, Your light shone in the haze of my mind, and?
O my Master! Ahmad at the door! He came to work for You! …
What an amazing response to my request to You I did last night! For six hours Ahmad did exactly what I been hoping to be done with the clutter in my kitchen. Wow!
- Hope—the evidence of things not yet seen.
- Hoping by the power of Your love and wisdom not by the power of our minds.
- Only You can instill in us the hope to wait on You with patience and composure.
- A proven fact now confirmed to me.
Wow! And It All Finding Me On This 7th Day Of Rest! …
Saturday, May 9, 2020 at 7:00 am.
Ha! There is that amazing seven again! Meaning You are doing amazing things on this earth with that number, and?
- A double zero meaning Your message to this so loved world of Yours is all inclusive with Your plan of salvation by the blood of Yahushua.
What a way to open the human mind to understand this thing about Yahushua …?
No kidding! This thing about Yahushua has been the stumbling block in the human’s journey on these earthly grounds.
Indeed! Enlightenment. You Opened Their Minds…
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 6:28 am.
O my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. What am I talking about now? O my Master? You know it.
- For such a long time until this exact moment, I been concerned with the doings of most devoted Christians. Why?
- Because all see everywhere I turn around is the hahaha! Be happy chant against Yahuwhua’s words in the famous Sermont of the Mount.
- But today You opened my mind with the Scriptures telling if Your people don’t praise You the stones will. Quote:
38 And He said to them, Why are you disturbed and troubled, and why do such doubts and questionings arise in your hearts?
39 See My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Feel and handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones, as you see that I have.
40 And when He had said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.
41 And while [since] they still could not believe it for sheer joy and marveled, He said to them, Have you anything here to eat?
42 They gave Him a piece of broiled fish,
43 And He took [it] and ate [it] before them.
44 Then He said to them, This is what I told you while I was still with you: everything which is written concerning Me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.
45 Then He [thoroughly] opened up their minds to understand the Scriptures,
46 And said to them, Thus it is written that the Christ (the Messiah) should suffer and on the third day rise from (among) the dead, [Hos 6:2]
47 And that repentance [with a view to and as the condition of] forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.
48 You are witnesses of these things.
49 And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.
50 Then He conducted them out as far as Bethany, and, lifting up His hands, He invoked a blessing on them.
51 And it occurred that while He was blessing them, He parted from them and was taken up into heaven.
52 And they, worshiping Him, went back to Jerusalem with great joy;
53 And they were continually in the temple celebrating with praises and blessing and extolling God. Amen (so be it).
37 As He was approaching [the city], at the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole crowd of the disciples began to rejoice and to praise God [extolling Him exultantly and] loudly for all the mighty miracles and works of power that they had witnessed,
38 Crying, Blessed (celebrated with praises) is the King Who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven [freedom there from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin] and glory (majesty and splendor) in the highest [heaven]! [Psa 118:26]
39 And some of the Pharisees from the throng said to Jesus, Teacher, reprove Your disciples!
40 He replied, I tell you that if these keep silent, the very stones will cry out. [Hab 2:11]
- Thus, I am no longer concerned about the matter anymore.
I Had To Go To Sleep. Dreams …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 12:42 pm.
O yes! My my Master! You are opening my mind to see what I never saw before. I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me. Next?
- I saw a huge truck full of red tomatoes coming to me. That is what I remember quite vividly.
What Does It Mean, My Master? …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 3:59 pm.
My Master, it seems to me tthat You are telling me that I am loved despite how it looks like to me. How it looks like it to me?
- Well? You know it. The doings of Ahmad and my children give me the impression of their lack of concern for what I am in Your sight.
- Yes, they are much concerned about my physical needs. Therefore, as long as they provide food and money for me they are quite satisfied, but!
- I do not want any longer to be looking forward for anything from anybody.
- Even so? I find myself doing so only to suffer big disappointment when the thing I am looking forward do not happen.
- But mainly my Master, I hate the evil thoughts that arise with each disappointment!
- I need You!
- Help me to let go.
- Help me to be still.
- Help me to wait on You.
- Help me to expect from You alone.
Mother’s Day 2020—So Especial! …
Sunday, May 10, 2020 at 8:31 pm to Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:05 am
Wow! What a day! It ended with 5 hours of sound sleep. Uncertainty until late in the afternoon. Then? Your gift. Roxana and Denise publicly honored me.
- Roxana published a documentary of her life with me. Denise? A letter that touched the depth of my being. Quote:
Thia Basilia Licona – did you know when you came to the states as young woman that you would be married, with threee daughters within 5 years? Many more years, children, ups and downs….here are portions of our story, Me and You, Momma…..
You are 80 years old now. You still have your passion and love and you still push through with joy.And I look forward to being reunited with you again someday…. I Love You!!!
Mom, I believe this is the last time I was able to hug you. I miss that more than anything. Giving you a hug. So here’s a BIG HUG now, virtually
This is your twin wishing you a Happy Mother’s Day!
You love with such a big heart! It’s so hard to understand everything you did for me and our family.
Honestly, I think it’s easy to throw the baby out with the bathwater and to remember the trauma and forget the beauty and all of the hard work and pure love that you lavished upon us.
You tried so hard meeting everyone’s needs and demands and trying to make everyone feel special, despite the fact that you were dealing with so much pain. I have a theory about people that experience so much drama and trauma… They are very old and powerful beings that were entrusted with some very difficult things to heal.
You are a superhero. I see you.
Thank you for the countless hours you put into caring for me and the rest of us and for doing your best make us feel special, which wasn’t easy with all those kids. So many demands on you that it was so difficult for you to know what it is that you wanted and needed. And everybody just wanted more and more of you. It’s a lot!
And it sure didn’t help that you picked people that didn’t value you. You were going through your own journey with your unworthiness, just like the rest of us, only yours was pretty intense.
Thank you for being there for me and for helping me with my kids so selflessly.
Thank you for not giving up and for making our world a more beautiful place. You are important. You have changed the course of human history by your presence here.
Words are inadequate to really express what I would like to say. But just know that I am always with you and I love you with all of my heart.
O My Master! What A Way To Give Me Your Message In My Tomatoe Dream …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:08 am.
Again! Silly me! Looking out for the tomatoes of material wealth. Duh! No matter any longer. You are paying no mind whatsoever to our wicked carnal ways of thinking and doing.
What About The Burnt Sausage In My Dream? …
Ha! that was the first part of the dream. A message of how my day was to begin with Ahmad’s strange call around 5 am.
- I dreamed of Ahmad cooking for me, but! He burnt the sausage he was cooking for me.
- Ha! My day began and ended with Ahmad, but! O well!
- I thought it to be a repeat of Ahmad’s deceiving ways!
- He comes. He helps. He promises to come back the next day to finish the work.
- The next day? No Ahmad. It seems like he dropped off to another plannet.
- On the third day? He comes with his melodramatic excuses why he can’t help me.
- This time? I was expecting him to come with the promised things he was supposed to get for me.
- Instead? Only some food not even close to what I was expecting!
- Even worse? He claimed to be so exhausted to let me share Roxana and Denise’s gift to me.
- Next? He gets ready to leave because his daughter is expecting to eat dinner with her.
- A burst of anger!
- What about dinner with me as promised?
Well? Back To The Meaning Of My Dream …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:42 am.
O my Master! how clear the meaning of that dream You have opened my mind to see it all this morning. Quote:
If you dreamed of someone cooking for you, such dream is a good sign. It indicates you are loved and cared for. It can symbolize the care and attention of a special person in your life, who is doing everything to make you happy.
- That is Ahmad!
This dream could also reveal someone admiring you, without you being aware of that.
- That are my children! Perhaps? My Joyce?
If you dreamed about cooking sausages, such dream is a good sign, indicating the success of our planned projects and endeavors.
- How encouraging even against all odds!
If you dreamed of completely burning the food you were cooking, such dream might not be a good sign. It might signify someone you care about getting disappointed in you because of some actions you did or words you said.
- That was my burst of anger last night!
The Day After …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:49 am.
Cry, cried, cry, cried some more. repeat. then? 5 long hrs of sound sleep! wow! wow! wow! What a day! Our Father’s gift! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
It Is Now The Day After, And? …
Who or what is in my mind? Wondering why not a peep from my Diana? Went about my business. Came to the computer. Put on my glasses. Adjusted them to see what was in my inbox if any. What?
- A card from Diana. Much trouble with the Internet. Could not reply. Puzzled. Turned off Chrome. Unplug/replug the modem.
- Back to my journal. Needed to copy/paste some of the comments in Roxana’s FB. Turn on browswer. Clicked FB.
- Ha! There is my Diana! Crying like mom! Wow!
O My Diana! Your Precious Gift To Me, O Master Of Mine! …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:00 am.
O my Master! Grace and Preparation=5, and? Zero twice meaning the certainty of Your message being inclusive of Your plan of salvation for us all. Wow!
Dear, Dear Child Of Mine. Dear Diana …
Unbeknown to me, You are my grand prize as time is telling. From the ten months I carried you in my womb the number 10 applies to us. Quote:
The Number Ten
Law, Testing, and Representation
Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious? When reality begins to sink in? When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.
Well? There You Have It! The Time Is NOW …
Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!
- And I wait only empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …
Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.
The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.
What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …
The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.
So? There Is The Meaning Of My Tomatoes Dream …
You see, my Diana how it is all coming together in the numbers and my dreams? What is the meaning of tomatoes in my dream? Quote:
To see tomatoes in your dream symbolizes domestic happiness and harmony.
Tomato is often associated with good luck. The dream about tomatoes symbolizes you will step into new phase at work or in life. Also, to see a tomato in your dream suggests everything will go well.
Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 5:42 am.
The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?
- When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.
Taking It All In Stride …
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 2:48 pm.
Such is the reality of my life in Your Presence at last! It took a long time, but! You accomplished what You aimed at with my life.
Anger? For A Good Reason …?
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 3:47 pm.
Master? I sure thank You for giving me the power to take things in stride including my bursts of anger. To deal with anger or any unseemly thing calmly or acceptingly.
- You led me to an entry dealing with anger in 2013, seven years ago. I pulled the file but I did not pay mind to it until right now
- I sense Your lead to quote that entry, why? because it expressess my determination to let You deal with my anger instead of taking things into my own hands of self-improvement. Quote:
Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?
The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!
Sunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am
Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system, I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else’s self!
The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing.
My determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,
But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.
For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.
For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.
WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to life within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!
…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.
Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!
No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own, we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.
And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?
Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!
Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!
Wow! Seven Years Have Passed. Now? Your Confirmation …?
Monday, May 11, 2020 at 4:51 pm.
Yes, I have obeyed Your instructions to proclaim such fact by all means available to me.
- Even so? It is only now that You are beginning to show me the results of my obedience. Your words to me at the beginning of 2020. Quote:
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have lived as per the meaning of dignity, but! For the most?
The world has not recognized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.
I am the cause and the effect of all that happens, to all that has happened, to all that will happen in the life of the queen that you are.
Fear not. I know who you are. I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all. I know it all, but!
I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to Yahushua that I might acquit.
Until then, My precious child, you must wait, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.
- So? I have been waiting. I am waiting. I shall continue to wait.
- 5:09 pm
Master! You Are An Awesome Yah! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 5:19 am.
O my Master! I am going for broke on this day. Bless my heart! You have given me my lot in life, but! this lot You have given me has not been to my liking until now.
- What is my lot? The same lot You gave to the prophets of old thought that I am not a prophet per say.
- What was that lot You gave to the prophets? To tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin.
- That to begin with has been my stumbling block until You chose to remove that block.
- Of course! I did not want such lot! I objected from the beginning, but!
- You prevailed over my objections. I had no choice but to accept my lot or perish for eternity.
- How Did You Remove That Stumbling Block? …
- In Your timing and at Your discretion You chose to open my mind to understand Your misunderstood written words.
- That is the fact that I cannot change no matter what!
What On Earth Am I Talking About?!!! …
O mine! O mine! O mine! There is no way that I, a human being possesor of a brilliant natural mind and a natural heart yet there is no way that I can explain or defend You and Your ways of doing, period.
Even So? You Are Doing Your Own Explaining And Defending Yourself. How? …
Simple. Simple. Simple. But? We are a bunch of complicated humans rejecting Your simple ways of doing things for our good.
What A Revelation! No Need For My Two Cents …
It is simple. You compelled me to journal my daily living without any embellishment to make me look good and attractive.
Is That Simple? Yes, But! Not To The Natural Man …
Including my own natural man. Indeed! I have bickered and complained and repeat because of the results of my exposing my human wickedness. But!
On Mother’s Day 2020? Enlightenment! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 6:31 am.
Enlightenment? Ha! More like lightening hitting me from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet without burning me to death! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
I Am Alive And Well And Ready To Tell …?
Tell what? Tell Denise and the whole lot of my fellow human beings we are all WRONG! Nothing, absolutely nothing is the way we humans have figured out to be!
Thank Goodness! Now? O Well! Now I Speak For Myself …
It is truly, joy unspeakable full of Your esteem! The peace that surpasses even my own understanding invades my whole being.
- Joy! Peace! Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! The End? Saved! Restored! Complete! That is me.
The Truth Has Set Me Free! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 7:00 am.
Such revelation and on the numbers 7-0-0. Indeed! You are doing wonders with that number 7! And the Zero? Double its meaning applies to all written.
And My Mind Churns—None Stop Churns, But? …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 11:13 am.
Let it churn, churn, churn! You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words.
Honest To Goodness! After Such Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020? …
Time to come down to the reality of humankind. We humans are a unique especimen among Your entire Creation, but!
We Are Some Complicated Beings That Love To Complicate The Simplest Of Things …
Thus? We rally on finding solutions for our complicated thinking. Me? Seven years—You have done wonders in my life with that number of 7 years.
So? This Morning, The Emotional High Of My Mother’s Day 2020 Settle Down, and? …
On to these earthly brown grounds. Ha! what to do now? People is saying all kinds of good things about me! Mercy my Master! It is written,
But woe to (alas for) you who are rich (abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].
Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!
Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.
Talking About My Mind Churning? But! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:00 pm.
My mind began churning, churning, churning all kinds of fears to deflate my emotional high because of Your Mother’s Day gift to me! Even so? I replied to Denise’s latest. Quote:
You know the song Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow? This morning I woke up singing the tune with different words–
My mind is churning, churning, churning! Ha! Let it churn, let it churn, let it churn!!!
And guess what?
My mind quit churning when laughter burst up from the depth of my being!
Can u believe it?
- Then I thought, the mind can keep churning all those evil thoughts but eventually it all turns into a compost fertilizer moisted with my past tears for the fears that so troubled me, and?
From the horizon of the earth, Enlightenment floads my being!
All fears, all evil thoughts turn into beautiful flowers shining with the pure liquid gold of love from above!
Hey my precious lil teacher! Quickly, quickly, grab on to those gold shining flowers and hand them to?
O well? What do I know?
I am just enjoying the ride, singing and praising voices are raising
I’ll not repine!
That’s all. lov, mom
Rejoice! Keep The Tears Of Joy Flowing, My Precious Diana—First Born Child Of Mine! …
Tuesday, May 12, 2020 at 12:28 pm.
The dawn of a new day is peeping through my window. It is the indication of the dawn of a new day for us all?
- When and how? Like we never imagine it to be.
And? That goes for all priviledged who read Roxana’s tribute to me as well as for all mentioned in the journal entries. Keep in touch.
The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose On Heavenly Shores …?
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:22 am.
At last! The heavenly shores. Joy inexplicable. Steady. Quite ready. No more mundane insane fearful earthly chores!
- I am going on propelled by higher power. Love as liquid gold. Wisdom in my hold.
- My soul? Sold!
- My looks? Bold!
- A calf released from my fears stall
- Skipping and dancing and singing
- My sheaves to You my Master I am bringing.
The Year Was 2019. Tried At High Seas. The Year Is 2020. Set On Highest Royalty For All To See …
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 7:54 am.
The Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose is now back to my daily earthly living in Your loving Presence.
What Do You Have To Welcome Me Back While My Treasures I Unpack? …
O thiaBasilia! You remain a Child of My Heart for eternity never to depart.
What now I have for you? King Solomon—the richest and way more famous than any other human being.
His conclusion in all earnest to take hold ofyou for all plainly to view. That is what I have for you.
Go on My precious child, go on. It is written,
- The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
- But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
- All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:
- Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
- Keep His Commandments
- For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
- The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
- The Root Of Character
- The Foundation Of All Happiness
- The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun
- And The Whole Duty For Every Man
- For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.
- In The Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master There Is Strong Confidence, And His Children Shall Always Have A Place Of Refuge.
- Reverent And Worshipful Fear Of The Master Is A Fountain Of Life, That One May Avoid The Snares Of Death. [Joh_4:10, Joh_4:1.
Furthermore? You are now ONE in Us—Father and Son, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You, the Father have sent Me, the Son.
Global Impact. It is A Fact! All Over The World My Spirit Is Making Contact …
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 10:44 am.
Wow! To Shut Up? To Listen? There is the Power to Understand Your Knowledge for sure! How amazing is Your knowledge! What’s going on?
You, My Master Are Penetrating To The Dividing Line …
The dividing line of the breath of life (my soul) and my immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my human heart.
My Soul. My Immortal Spirit. My Joints And Marrow? Powerfully Set Apart …
My precious child, the world has not recornized your dignity causing you all the suffering so far. Even so? I am in control of it all.
I Am The Cause And The Effect Of ItAll:
Whatever has happened
Whatever will happen in the life of the queen that you are?
I Am The Cause And The Effect Of it All, period.
Fear not! I know who you are.
I know the exact time to reveal your royal state to all.
I know it all, but!
I must wait until all My children accept the reality to admit, humbly submit to My Son that I might acquit for all to go on.
Until then, My precious child, you must wait for it all to completely materialize, as written in, 2 Peter 3:1-18.
- And so? I wait on You with patience and composure in the hope for all to witness the power of Your passionate love for Your creation.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.